No matter how many thorns

that will pierce my feet in this journey,

i will never stop walking until i find you.
let's don't talk about our physical distance.
let's talk about how God had created you to bring me joyful
and how God had created me to bring you support.
As you said, Jongin,
'there is no idol without fans, and there is no fans without idol.'
There is no me, the person who wrote this, without your existence .
so thank you for existing.
Whether it's visually or imaginary,
thank you for living in a place in my heart,
thank you for filling up my empty soul with flowers and gold.
You have changed me from gray-scale to pattern.
You have brought not only colors , but also beautiful shapes and layer in my life.
Every minute that i have spent to stay in front of my laptop
typed 'Kim Jongin' tag on social media,
waited for the information about where you are,
how you are doing,
laughed at your childish side,
cried when you got hurt,
is like an extraordinary present from you.
You are worth my time.
In short, i really want you to know about how grateful i am to be your fan
Kim jongin