I had a dream my life would be so different from this
hell Im living, so different now from what it seemed Now life has killed the dream I dreamed. So my first question was gonna be hows our wedding coming along but One of the things that I love about Fantine is that she is so willing to sacrifice everything for her child Im completely in control of the choices that I make. I made the decision that I wanted to be an actress, I made the decision about the type of actress that I wanted to be Cutting off your hair, losing weight, I mean, thats just kind of part of being an actress when your 7 years old, and youre watching Les Mis and your mom comes out What do you remember must about that moment? I remember being really upset when she died I remember crying really hard and having never cried before I remember being surprised and realizing that Id never felt emotion that deeply before and I think it was the combination of the music and the story and seeing my mom And suddenly the story wasnt about performing it wasnt about acting, all of this people became real to me all of their emotions became real emotions. Every line it was in the song is a different mountain that needed to be climbed some of those mountains where higher than others and well I enjoyed climbing some I hated others but if youre not exhausted when youre done singing this song youre not climbing high but if thats true if every line is a mountain that needs to be climbed metaphorically what was the hardest mountain to climbed?... Now life has killed the dream I dreamed. she is a dreamer, I mean thats part of the reason why the song is called I dreamed a dream. When she says now life has killed the dream I dreamed theres no turning back once something is death its death. and the only thing she keeps alive inside of her is her love for her daughter And Im so sorry that I married someone else.