Inanity

August 25, 2014 by esdenpeter

Ive lost interest in what I used to love.
Im asking If there really is a God above?
Feeling so tired I desperately need a sub.

Isolating myself from reality.

My life is a piece of figment in my poetry.
The devils in my head engulfed me completely.
Im nowhere to be found in the darkness of inanity.

My level of profanity, indelibly exploding.

I do my best to push, fight and try.
To forget the past that causes my pain.
To alleviate my stress and disdain for myself.

But it just does not work out.

I may look fine with my smile.
Please take heed, even just for a while.
Take a look past through the superficial!

The problem is that Im too trivial.

Its too late to escape
The cycle of self-destruction!

Assassinated by my own ammunition.

That I give myself to trigger my aggression.

I have no feeling of compassion.
I ended up with a certain obsession.
I know you would not understand.
Im in a very dark land