When despair takes over, you are left with two options: to care enough to

try and fix all you have done wrong, or you can try to forget and move on, but
in reality, one never moves on. Of course adults always say: Dont worry
sweetheart, as you grow older you forget, and you get over it. But it is a lie.
Most people decide to move on, but you will never forget, there will always be
that part in you that wishes you went back and do something different.