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»CEOBE” Munont Upwancia: Ceoée, poman, Beorpas, 1929. Hasanaka ruteapa Tene Kona. Kako koq Hac jou! Hema HuKakBor o30MbHOr KeTOpHjcKor mpersefa pashoppcuux HW 2KMBUX MOCNepaTHBX KI_H2XeBHUX cTpy- ja, gorabaja 1 nuunocra, Guno 6u Momya cBaKH nyT NoTpedno, MPWIMKOM Nojape jeaHe HOBe Kure Of BaxKHOCTH, OUpTaTH caB HpeTxXOJHH pasBoj weHora mucija, OOeNexXUTH Che eTane HeroBor crBapalba, M JOBECTH TaKO Ty HeroBy HOBY KIbHTy y Be3y ca CBH- Ma paHHjMM pesyliTarHMa jee ucre muTepapHe yenaTHocty. Oxo 6H OHNO THM pe MOTpe6HO LITO KO_ Hac HeMa lpaBor HH- Tepecobalba myOnuKe 3a cTrBapHy, 3a WyXOBHY AMHHjy 10 Kojo} ce Kpehe passoj jeaHor crnapaoua, Beh caMo 3a 2KHBOTIMCHY, 3a aHergoTcky, 3a WlabuBy crpandy pasBoja, Kojy NORpUIH H Hpo- HHYHH TOCMaTpaal, yBeK JaKO Haslaau. TpeGano Gu yakne, mpe HO ITO ce mpucrynu aHanusn Ceoba, nloverTH joi O% BpeMeHa HeroOcpeqHO NOCHepaTHOr, Wa Gu ce yKa- galO Ha CBa paxIHUHta NyXOBHa Tawacarba, Ha CBa [yWIeBHa HC KycTBa, Ha CBe TIeCHHYKe OmHTe, Ha cBe MeTaMopipose, Koj ca- unibapajy 2HBOTOIHC UpwancKoze noesnje, H Ha OHO OCHOBHO jenmnctro Koje nesyje cra ta mpeobpaxema. Vuecrsyjyhu, Kao jenan Of, mpaux, y JaBaHy cacBHM HoBOra Marieqa uv sHauaja Ha- moj KiHuKeBHOCcTH, IpmaHcKH je, 3a OBHX MeceT TOwMHA, HeH3- riaguso ypesao Ty HHAMBHAyaIHy IMHHjy cBor crBapamamirsa. Ceo6e Gu umane Jakne, HesaBHcHO O4 cBOje BpemNocTH, na Gyny nlOcMatpave H KaO 3HavajaH MOMeHT y MpeHHaveHMa HaLunx KIbHOKEBHHX MepCiieKTHBA YOILLITe, a H Kao erama y pasBujawy Te HHAuBMyalHe, IpraHcKope, NecHHuKe mHHHje. Y TOM Hempe- cTaHOM locrajaiby, jetHa KibHra je KaO TpeHYTHO caxKHMalbe HW Tasiowerbe CBera OHOT WTO je JorNe GoraTHO Ty AMHHjy, Koja fe, kao peka, ommax saxy6opuTu u norehu Make, ocrapmajyhu 3a co6oM jeqHo creqouaucrpo Bune. Asn 4 u3qnojeto nocmarpane, 6e3 OOapa ua Ty iDMLLy ABO- ctpyky ynory, Ceo6e cy nonomHo peunre, jep is camux Hx MOxe Ce HACIYTHTH Ta MlosaguHa, To Haromiato Gorarcrso, Taj xyOop, TO MpeTxoxHo 36uBawe. Cama Ta KHHTA CBeLOUH, ja eH NlocTaHak HHje cnydajait, HH MpoHsBoman, Beh na je AVX KOjM ce caya KpHcranw30pao y 10j, Koja je OBora nyta UpeKo WE AOUIAS NO OGeTOAaIeHOr HEpasa, MOpao Beh pautije noTBp- with cpoje wagaxnyhe, ona he m mame manasa y oOaa- CTH noearje croje mparo ocrnapeme. JeqtHo Kure UHja je noe. sHja Heoctiopia Hoce, Kao OBa, Taj OTHcaK HeOrxOMHOCTH, jep cy one mpHpogna yoOrnyerma, u MoTEpye, jemHe HeyMUTHe TlecHHYKe My2xxuocTH. Oryza Homa3sn Ka Mory c NpaBom, HW MHCcHcTHpajyhu, 1a TOBOPHM, HOBOZOM jemHOT poMaHa, O noesuju, MOK Ce MOrKIa, rosopehu o BeuHKoj Behiitit necHHUKHX 36uPKH, He OHX yeysno Aa crioMenem ‘taj mojam. Hecyatisuna, anconyria 1 rajancrsena upitcyruocr noesuje us6uja us Ceo6a. Ocrapmam gato onuMa KOjH He 3Hajy upyKuije HO Ha Taj HauHH qa MpHcTyne KBWKeBHOCTH, OcTaBmaM Apyruma Za Ha3Haye YKOMHKO HMa ,,uCTOpHjcKe armMochepe” y oBOM po- MaHy H3 OCaMHaecTor Beka, YKOJMKO HMa epyfuuuje y Toj ar- MochepH, YKOIHKO je OBO OomH HIM TOPH poMaH Kao TakaB, HT). KojekaksHM NejaHTHHM 3aMepKaMa H3HCKyje ce on jenHe KibH- re a Henymasa Te H Te ycnose, na Ou Ouma, Kao MITO ce TO oOnuHO KaxKe, ,yonena y yemMNM”, ROK Ta KiBHra, Mebytinz, Hc- nyHaba cacpiM mpyre % Muoro cyutracrBenHje yoroBe, m0 LeHy KOjHX Oa 3HAUH, NyTeM muTepatype, peamaanujy mMaHocTH 1 Hanpeyak y OMMITeM yXOBHOM ca3Harby Hy MoryhHoctuMma roe- suje. He camo ya nuje y muramy raj damosnn ,,1poOneat Hauer pomana”, Beh turapuine, fanac, jena POMaH, Ma HW Hajycrennjy Kao TakaB, Mopa caM ceOe ya npepasribe, Mopa wa Gye HeurTo BHUIC HO CAMO YCIICO WH 3aHHMJbHB pOMAaH, fla OH Morao Ma ybe Y pen BMAX qyXoBHUxX Bpentocr. Sato je xuTHHje, maxa Ceo6e mory ca MOHOCOM na ofoBOpe H Ha Ta cHopeaHa, TexmTy ka miraisa, OGaapeTH ce Ha wUXOBy Nocsujy, Ha Taj mecHHuKH noctynak KOjHM OHe OTBapajy BHIUKe Ha KOHKpeTHO. Poman nounre y mposehe 1744, romune, omfsackom Byxa Ucaxosuha na wojuy, a 3appiuapa ce nouerKom mera 1745. rogu- He, TOBpaTKOM weroBHM ca BojHe. H3meby Tor ommacka um Tor nloBparka, 3a Hera, 34 HeTOBe BOJHHKe H 3a OHE KOjH cy ocTaTH xo Kyhe, mpotexe ce jexna yyra u MyaHa rommHa, Koja je y cBoM KOGHIOM 1 GestayexHoM MporHyathy, Kao cHMGom He camo JxWROTA THX THUHOCTH WOM ak uHTaROr jenHOr Hapona, neh JbVACKOF *KHBOTA YOMINTe, KOjH, MOCMaTpaH MOj| H3BECHHM YrJIOM, varieya, 3aHcTa, HCTO Tako OeCMHCHeH, H HCTO TAaKO MpOKHBEH »00 Tyboj Bown u 3a Tyb pasyx”. HW ro tparHuno ocehaise mpas- HHHE MW Y3aNyQHOCTH jenaH je Om rmaBHHX MOTHBa KOjH Hoce Ceo6e. V creapu jexuocrania nozecr nojesarba Byxa Ucakonuha, i KUBOTA 3a TO BpeMe WeroRe %KeHe, TocHOKe Hadune, y 3e- MYHY, IeHor mpesy6a ca Byxosum Oparom Apauibesiom, u were CMpTH, noBecr 6e3 cuoxeHor samieta, 6e3 HKAKBHX CyBONAapHUX auamusa Mu TeopujcKix TyMavera Hu AuTpecrija, CKOpO 6e3 ermH- 30JHUX AUYHOCTH, u Ge3 ujemHOr AMjanora, Owia je LovOmUA pa oBy BesHKy KibHIy vcHyHM TeMIKuM cMucHOM 1 Ooratom Ca- Apauiom. Ho npana canpxuna one Kisure, To je jemtio ocehame act BOTa, NecHuuka oOpaga jequor ocehama »uBoTa, KOMe Cy H Ta nmogBecT M cBe HOjequHOCTH CaMO CpescTBO MpeKO Kora ce yMeT- HHUKH OOenOqamyje. To ocehaibe H3BMpe Kao MOcHeAUYa H3 CBUX OKONHOCTH Y KOjHMa ce OBE JIMYHOCTH Haase, aM, KaKo je y cBakoj aHHOCTH mputarobeo meHOj uHpuBHyaNHO}] upuposL, oO Y cBakoj AoOuja u cao) OcobexH, Toj nu4HOCTH OnToBapajyhut o6nuK, « ugpas, Taxo Apanben Hcaxosuh, maga Kao H wkerop 6par ,,ocehia yxxac mito je OKO IhUX CRE TAKO MPOMeHIUBO 1 Gec- MucHeHO, jep ce ne xoraba m0 HHO} BOL H HHHEM Hayaaa”, pearupa Ha taj oceliaj cBojom jequHcrBeHomM mpapoyom cysor 1 xyTor, GoraTor HW camMonoy3{aHor, cuaqocrpacuor TproBua. ,Mok HeKy HaTHpHpoyHy oceTHo je uM y cBOjHM TawMpHMa, jep rye je WX MCTpecad 3 Kece, TY cy sactajase wabe u Kyhe aw noctajaiie nenomHune u merone.” H y meronoj myGapu sa Opatopmeny 7xe- ny, rocnoxy Jladuny, Hamme cy ofjeka m Ta meropa -Kema 3a HenpowasHuM, H Ta HeroBa TproBauKa OXONOCT KOjoj usrieqa ma cBe MO2xKe MOCHOBHO Ha MpemBuyM HM yqecu. JeqHHM Henorpemmu- BHM YMe€THHUKHM HHCTHHKTOM, [[prpaticKu je Ha npuMep H3a6pao qa cumMOonusyje Hajoumprju uspa3 Koja Apanben, kao Tprosay H TBpAWa, MO%Ke WaT CBOMe OUajamby, y TpeHyTKy Kpajiue Ge3- Haye2KHOCTH, THMe ITO OH, nyTyjybu KouMMa, HamepHo ucnyurra 3ilaTHHKe H3 CBOje HcIIpy2xKeue pyKe, AyKaT MO AYKaT, y TpaBy. Jour jena mpumep Tor KoHKperHor, HesaMeHbuBOr, Kon cBa- Ke Of, OBHX JHUHOCTH WpyKuHjer OOjeKTHBHCaba jemHOr Omurer ocehaiba, to je noHamame rocnoxe Jabune mpey Apaubenopom NOXOTOM, HEH CaH 3aTHM, Maja BOAH CBOr My2Ka, 1a Y HOBOM Opaky, ca jeBepom, Habe u3ia3a u3 GecuMmHOCTH cBor Noxpebe- HOF 9KHBOTA. Byx Heaxosuh, mebyrum, Kome neh mpe osor HoBor noaacKka Gexy Rocanumm Ta myTalba, ra paropaiba, re ceoGe, Taj Hemup »KOjM Ce HH y HeMy, KAO HE y CBUM THM HbeTOBUM ByRHMAa, KOje je BouMo, Huje crumanao”, ouexyje, jep je BOjHUK, Ha Mia pat peli Taj merop 4 wuxOB HeMoryhy 2xHBOT. ANH Kala KOHaWHO ,OCeTH Ja HHUITa Gombe He. OuBa, H TeEK Tala MPHMeTH OKO ceGe Onatmmra u GapyuiTHHe, Gexy cBojux mynH, HeH3MepHo OO30pje BpOaka H TPCKe, @ Y HEMY 2KHBOT, CBAKH [aH HCTH YeMepHH 2KH- BOT HUXOB", Taya: Y ramy 4 Gesmepuy mpasiiuy yrony My To peue Ne caso ta meroBa Kona, y Kojoj nexauie, Hero w cap xKHDOT. Oae, cKMMY Ta, KAO LITO je HeKag CKiLMA CpeGpoM ‘BcIcHE CBOjc osOpe, upeA rKeHAMA, KHKOhyhit ce nujano, BaGeruma my ce nojasn wa secty mppe sbyGapr; mpasiumita, Ha MecTY CBHX rpagoBa, y Kojuma je ‘Anco, HH KoMaO japKose, nytao 1 rykao syae. Ox cner 2xumota, pasmuumajyhu, ocrastoue my eneTIe y naMerH H ca camo one cjajue, uncre aneare u cpeGpite, tiyncKe nytaibe Ht Tpanc, Hat Kojuma ce crymrame anpy 1, Ca OSpon: Opaa, Kojuma je mpojaxao y npse nate caora Gpaka ca >keHom, a y Gyayhnocr, cato earpanuuna, sanejaia Pycuja, Kya MMUMmauIe na ce oceaH, na Ou jeqtion sake 2xuBeo, H aa Gu ce Beh jeanomM o”MOpHO Mm cMHpHO. (Crp. 140) Jep ta jemuna nana ocraje My 40 Kpaja. Ona je yoOmuuerme jemHe Byiue HocTamruje, Bepe fa_,,Here Mopa jla HMa Hever He- Gecnor 3a wera, 3a cRe Hux”. Hakama mpe THX Mala Huje Oce- THO, Ja Ou TakO pago OCMYIIKHBaO HeKH Lamat, KpO3 TO 3Be3Xa- HO He6o, Koja 6H My WanyTao oO HeMposasHoj WeroBoj oApebcxo- cm...” Ox y Toj cBojoj 2xymiu 3a jenna GomnM xuBOTOM 10- craje miemenur m HeceOuuaH: ,,3a HeUHM HayseMalbCKHM 3axKyTe Te HOhM vectinejunt Hcakosuy, He camo 3a ceGe, Beh 1 3a CBOje.”” Ta Gesnayexnoct ura Haga Byxa Hcaxonuha nojapmyjy ce, vapaxkene HCTHM peveHAaMa, y MoyeTKy, y TOKY, H Ha Kpajy Ceo6a, u TO ToHaBalbe Koje pacejaHom unraouy ocraje cacBiM HenpuMerHo, BaHpenHo cuMOouHsyje, He camo OesusmAsHO Kpy- okere Mcaxosnhese nesacuhiene 2xynie Beli H OHO OrpOMHO Kpy- 2Kelbe KOjHM Ce 2HBOT Bpalia H MoHaBa y GesHstasiOcTH ann 1 Y HeHCUpHHOM oOHaBbarmy. Cactas, Wa uM sHauere yuTaBHx Ce- 06a, To je taj 6eckpajrm nmapn Kpyr, y KoMe je oHa 3Besma KOjy Byx Bugu y cay, 4 Kojy u Apanbex yraeqa y worneay meroBe cuaxe Ha w3ucajy. Ho ne TpeOa Muciurn ya je oBo jenaH CuM- Goran poman, Harpaben ancrpakruma acounjauujama. Hsnec- Ha MYTHA ay OCHOBHa NHTaHba IYICKUX cynOMHa, onjeKHyBUIM pasroBeTHO H pasIHYMTO y CBaKOj Of OBe IPH NHYHOCTH, HoOuja- jy Tako cBojy KouKperusosany yaetHusKy ctuausayujy, nocrajy ucrunuta, u camum Tum cumboau4na. Kao WTO HCTHHYTOCT THX MMUHOCTH we 3aBHCH OX ricHxoNornje, Beh om jemHe y mpaBoM cMHCHYy NoeTcKe CHare OKHBIbABAHa, HCTO TAKO HW HMCTHHHTOCT canx s6upara Hm yeTasa, yenoxyre armocepe Ceo6a, He 2aBH- cH oO peanusma, Beh om Te HcTe cHare OcTBapelba, MOHOBHOT ocTBapeiba HCTHHe, Ha mlany noesuje, re ce MCTHHa obpasyje HO 3aKOHMMa yMeTHHYKHM, Koju ce He TloKanajy ca saKoHuMa cpakomHeRHe crBapHocTa. Oxo miro omoryhapa mpevHayerbe 2Ku- BOTHHX fata Y YMCTHHYKe BpeMHOCTH, H TY, Y TO] HOBOj KTHMH, Y TOM HoBoM cpety nocsuje, muxo Tpenepehin, sseanant oncta- Hak, To je crua, y Hajsamaumujem cmucay te pea. Taj necnuaxn mocrynax Kojum Upwarckn orsapa sunt 4a KONKpeTHo, taj GecnpeKopHM CrHM IberoBe NeCHHYKe MUCH, yupaBsba, mpBo, uz60pom nojeqMHOCTH, 3aTHM HWHXOBYM Mpeo6pa- 2eerwbeM 1 pacnopedom, HM Hajsan cami uspaz0m. PasyMe ce na ce Taj npouec He BpIH THM cyBHM, aHaNHTHYKUM Ha¥nHOM; oH Hoctaje Kao cunresa jenie tajacrsene auxemnje naraxuyha. Ynrap Ha nacyca, onnca, en3oa, cueHa, MeTasba, Morao 61t unycrpopatn Taj mpouec npenauiarsa noxaTaka v3 cpesutie HCKy- cTBa y CpekHHYy yMeTHHYKe crBapHOcTH, Te OHH sOrHKOM HH- cmupamuje nocrajy neonxoanu wf 21H. Onn ce ty pacnopebyjy (kay nucy camo Gesnauajio peamcruuxo npempHyapaise nocto- jeher) no ynyrpaumeum aaxresuMa 4 Kao cacTasHM je1OBH je Hor OcoGextor opranuama. Taxo Ceo6e, re cy exeMeHTH BH;HH- Bor M HeBMHMmor cReTa Mpeobpaxens, pasmemrenn -y Hon cxulay, a He caMo ,,Ta4HO onaxKeH”, jasleKo Mpewasiviaze uMMpe- CHOHH3aM. Jeno on uajycnenujux cpeactapa tor novoBHor crsapama HCTHHe, Honspravara Hsabpanux nojeauHoctH jeaHoOj HeymuUTHO} pabnotexu, y Ceo6ana, To cy oe 6e3e, OHE CA2AaCHOCTH, y Bpe- MeHY Ht y Mpocropy, Koje ume 7a ce nsec oceliajm, spect HOxUBbAalH, H3BeCHe peyeHue aK, ca jemHor Kpaja KibHre Ha ApyrH, orsezajy jeami y xpyruma, onsnmajy jeaun mpyrana. Kao dyzu odjeyu Koju ce us Oamune Mewuajy Y jedno ranno u dyGoxo jeduncteo, Kaxe Bossiep y cpojoj mecmu Correspondances. UW te sese, TH onjeuu, kojuMa UprarcKn pyxyje HeynopezMBO yMeTHHYKH, 110- crajy taxobe, # nexoTH4HO, cumMOomm. Jean je om THx MOTHBa, unje je monaBmare NyHO AyGoKor cMucna, Ha MpHMep, MOTHB peke, Koj seh cam mo ceOu ommMuHo onroBapa mpomaxemy, ormuaisy M HecratHoctH, ceo6ama. Tako Hmje mponspomHa, cry. YajHa wnibeHHua, Ba rocnoxKa Jlabuna cenm caTHMa Kpaj mpo- sopa mpex KOjMM je ,,an wu Hoh, upotTauana WMpoKa ycrajana peka, H y Oj meHa cen”. Y ty pexy mpespHe ce Apanbea Hca- xonuh nerocpeano npe cBoje npse wu jenuHe syGaBHe Hoh ca roctioxom Jladunom. A ror HeTor Beyepa, 10] ce mpiKasa0 MYX, cap OOMBeH KPBEY H MOKap, Kako Hae Mo penn. JaneKo onatne, Byk ca3Haje 3a cmpT cBoje 2eHe, Ha OGanH pexe Hua. Tpyra jour nopebersa y pean cy ca THM MOTHBOM, ca KOjHM ce mpemmhe MoTHs Kume, H oTHuarba KpBu. 3a mpuMep jou jeqHe, caceuM upyKunje, mpuMere Te TexHMKe carmacHocTH, Moro 61 nlocnyxuTH, Taxobe, cBe urro ce onHocu Ha ApKannja, Ucaxosu- henor cayry, Koju je, ,HajHwaxu u HajGeqnHjH, cayyBao, H Hocae cmpTu, cap cjaj csora Ouha. Tako, aa je Morao Ha ce BpaTH CBOM 2KUBOTY M fla Ce NOjaBH BupAH, Npu yuasy y ceno, Ha ApyMy, Ha HCTOM MecTy, re ce paciperan jaBbao, y nponehy, mppa 6a- rpem”. On ce ,,Oemie jMrao u3 Boe H 13 cMpTH”, H yilasH y ce- no, nposiaan Mm wecTBapait, aH Hyhn HcTHM ont TerHIIM xO- jloM i Tepajyhu MupHo mpen co6oM Kpmayy, Kao To je omucart ‘xu, 180 crpana panuje. H jou ce taj meros nosparax goraba jenne nou Koja je seh cpa ucnyieHa MoTHBHMa xamylnHanja Hi MpHuna. Anw Te Bese, Ta OFiewawba, Te NOAYLAPHOCTH, TH MOCTOBH, He anaue caMo jedan TexHuuKn mpocere. One onroBapajy OCHOBHOM snauerby Ceo6a, HyeONOMIKOM paciionoxKerby H3 Kora Cy OHE TO- crane. One 6u ce Morne TYMAUHTH YaK H MeTapusitHKH, H Morao 6u ce mparuTn pasBoj Tor HLeONOUIKor pacrioutox*Kerba, Koje one ajeksaTHo u3paxaBajy, jom 3 LUprmancKone ,CyMatpe”, 1a mpexo Anesnuxa o Yapnojesuhy, »CTpaxkMi0Ba”, 10 Obe KIbHTe Koja je 6orata opKecTpauluja Tor MIo_HOr MecHHYKOr Mposperba. Kao wITo noHaBybalbe H3BECHHX PeYeHHIa H pexeHHdHHx KOM- Thiekca Ofropapa Gesus1a3sHOM KpyKemy THX HepeasMH3s0BaHHx okMBOTa, TAKO H Te cileTeHe Bese MOTHBa OfToBapajy casHaiy ja je cBeT y BesH, Aa je cBe eo jenHor HepasyemHBOr jeaun- cTrBa. Onuupuocr, cnopH ToK Ceo6a, rpajare onuca, Koju KaTKasa mosowe 10 CyBHWWHOr 3aypxapalba, HO 3aMOpHOr HHCHCTHparba, npejcraBibajy MebyTHm Temno onropapajyhu rpajamy, TelIKOM HM MYTHOM OTHUaHy TOT sabuuajnor u paTHor jana. Puram mene KiBHTe focienaH je HeHOj camp2XHHH, Kao H PHTaM peyeHutja WH xoBom cmucity. Hegocraje MH MecTa ja TOBOPHM Kao IITO ux okeneo 0 peTkom I[pmaHcKopom ocehawy 3a jesHK, 3a caMy, mIa- criany 4 couny, MaTepHijy jesHKa, 0 BaHpewHOM Tasiacalby, my- sbaiby serore mipoze, Koja je KaO MY3HKa, H UITO uMpcekuHja, THM HcTHHHTHje, THM KOHKpeTHHje NpHatba y3 OHO LITO Ka3yje. On- uIMKa TaKBOr CTHIa je Wa OHO peyeHO ocTaje HepasxebHBO OF Haunna Ha Koji je peyeHo, Tako Ma ce BHUIe He Moxe TperpHda- TH ApyrHm peuuma, jep je y OBHM 3a HaBeK MaTepHjasH30BaHO. Jenan nej3ax, jenaH ocehaj, jenna suunoct, jenan TpenyTak, jena BH3Hja HempoMeHIbHBO cy u3BajaHH, Y He3aMeHbHBO} CBeT- nocta [[pmanckosor crusia. Tpe6ano 6u jour moxpobHO ToBopuTH o Upmanckopum Metadpopama, Kao H O o6panH H3BeCHHX emH30- na. Bemmunna jeqHe KmHTe BH/IH ce y HeHCI{pMHOCTH acounjatu- ja Koje ona 13a3HBa.

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