A Therapy Session

I dont get along well with Time. We have some trust issues.
When Im with Time, it gets so clingy, and I cant seem to get rid of it. But as soon as I step back, I
realise how much I miss it, and then suddenly its never around.
And Time always lies. It promises that it is going steady with me, but I just feel it drifting away;
sometimes I feel like I have to tie it to my wrist to keep it from running off.
I know Ive done my fair share of running as well, but thats not Times fault, I just get caught up in
my own problems for some reason I just always half-expect Time to be around when I get back.
At the end of the day, Time is precious to me, but I just cant seem to get this to work.