Usually I forget my dreams, but I woke up shortly after this one so I
still remember it pretty well. It picked up with a conversation we
were having over messages, and I can't remember exactly what you said, but I can remember the feeling attached, which was that you had some idea of a change you wanted to make that you believed would make your life better or more enjoyable. Then the scene shifts, and we're walking in a city like New Haven, and it's supposed to be New Haven, but it's not recognizable as New Haven. You remark that New Haven is too small to be a city, it's really a large town. We're walking toward the train station in this town or small city that should be New Haven but doesn't look quite like New Haven, and we start walking over a bridge, and there's a fence on the bridge to prevent people from falling over or something, but all the metal thatching of the fence has been taken out so that it's just hanging from the frame loosely. and the other side of the fence, there's a little metal causeway, and under the bridge there's a stream with not much water. And you walk on the right side of the fence, on the other side of the road, with nothing to prevent you from falling if you make the wrong step, and I walk on the left side of the fence, with the road on my left. And as we're walking, the sun is setting, and soon the whole scene is illuminated with the warm light of dusk. We cross safely to the other side of the bridge, and then you walk through a little embankment with a scattering of trees to the right of the road, and the light of dusk hits you directly, unimpeded. Finally, the scene changes yet again, and we're in my room and you tell me that you just read a book by Roberto Bolao called The Red Guitar, and I'm stunned that I've never heard of it, and you tell me that it came up in a class you took, but when you looked at it then, it looked too melancholy. But when you finally picked it up, you found that scattered throughout the book there were sentences that made you laugh. Then I woke up.