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Bupouem, y Mena 6410 HECKObKO AOBOMbUO CreIMpHACCKUX BOTPOCoB, K TOMY »Ke MOe 9TO Mac- TePCKM BbIjaBasto0 ceGA 3a MOI Lyuly. KM McHomb30Basa TaaIbHble KapTbI, MH, Mpexe YeM Ha- YaTb, OHA TOMOMMACb O HaCTaBAeHHM. Ona Havana C Toro, YTO C TOYHOCTHIO paccKasala MHe 0 HeKOTOpbIX (bakTax Moero Mpo- MMI0TO, YO BEI3BAIO Y MCHA K Heli ZoBepHe. 3arem ona cupo- cua: «Kro taxoti Mapx?» SI cpasy xe 3aBo1HOBaach, MOTOMy TO B TO BpeMA MHc HpaBHca Koe-KTO No HMecHH MaitKa, H Co- rlacwlacb C TeM, 4TO SyKBa «M» coBiajaer, HO He MOTIIa CKa- 3aTb 9TOTO Mpo BCe MMA. Ona HaCcTaMBala Ha TOM, ITO 9TO ObUT Mapk, a ne Malika, Ho B Tore Cfamacb NO, HATHCKOM MOHX 2KECTKHX M CaMOHAeAHHDIX apryMeHToB. 3areM OHA MIposoA- 2KWla PaccKasbIBATh MH O KaveCTBAX MYXKUMHBI, KOTOPbIMH o6aman TOT, KeM 1 MHTepecoBantach, HO ToAHOTO CoBTaneHusA He 6pu10. Boxe Modi, a Be A TREPLO 6piIa yBepena, 4To MaiiKn H CCTb TOT «eQMHCTBCHHDIM», a TO, TO ToBopuaa Kum, nouTH CXOAMAOCh C HelICTBUTeMbHOCTHIO. 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BCeM ObUIa He POMAHTHKa, a Te YpOKH yXOBHOTO HM HYHOCTHOTO pocta, Koroppie Mbt ¢ MapKom JloKHEI 6bUIM yCROMTE BMecre. Tak nerko o6Manytbca Toit dbopMoii, KoTOpylo IpHHuMaIoT YPOKM 2KU3HH, BMECTO TOFO, YTOGbI OGpPaTHTbCA K MX BbICIUMM 3Ha4eHHAM HW riy6MHaM, KOTOpLe OHM MpH3bIBaloT Hac Tepe- okutTb. Muccnc Keim ropopuia Mie 06 9TOM MHOTO pas, HO # 6bI7a CIMMIKOM 1OHO!, YrOGbI MOHATD Ty BeEAMKyIO MyApOcTD, KoTOpas MepemaBanach Yepes AYXOBHbIit KaHaN, OTKPbITHI ee Kaptan. M1 4axKe B 3peyoM BospacTe, MMes 3a CIMHOM HeKnit G6arax sHaHuit, 1 BCC CLe WeMIATAaCh 3a CBOM 2KCNaHMA, KOTO- PbIM He Cy%KEHO GbLIO COprTDCHA. C rogamu, Korma Kakmas CuTyaltua, KoTOpylo mperBusera MuccHc Kem, MposByAsIach B KaveCTBe HeOGXOUMOTO K yCBO- €HHI0 XKH3HeHHOTO YpoKa, { BCOMHHAasIa 0 TOM, ero He MOA NOHATH, Kora CIITA 06 9TOM BHepBEre. JJo CHx Op TOMHIO Te MATYHTHBUbIe MpeLtyBCTBHA, KOTOpHe HCIbITHBANA TOMA. 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Jlonroe BpeMs crrycTs Mocue Toro, Kak MoctaHue nomyue- HO, OTMpaBazeno na xpanenne u Grarononyuno sa6pITo, AYIA HayMHaeT MOCTeleHHO packpprBaTb KapTy (y HeKOTOpHIx ona OTKpbIBaeTca Cpasy). Heckombxo jer @ tbakTH4eCKM Ha3bIBasa CBOIO paboTy dy- Xoenoil Kapmoepadiueil, HacTaMBaA Ha TOM, 4TO6HI KO MHe 06- pallanuich He KaK K aKcmpacency, a KaK-To nHaye. TIpoGrema COCcTOsIa B TOM, 4TO, Kasan0cb, 6byyTO 641 HUKTO He 3HaeT, UTO Kaprorpacbusl — 9T0 HCKyCCTBO COcTaBAcHHA KapT, H TOTOMY ACTasla HasbIBaTb CeGn Oyxosnuim cosermnuKom. Jo CHx Op, ro- BOPA O MYTH KaxK TOTO YeNOBeEKa, A MpeCTABAAIO CBALICHHYIO KapTy MOTCHMMaTbHbIX BOIMOxKHOCTeH, Te cymbOa CramKuBa- eTcs C BEIGOPOM M CBOGOROT BoA. Ira KapTa MOxo2Ka Ha act- POMOTHUECKy10, TOADKO K MpoMeccy ee cocraBrenuA MpMyactHa MIPOHMIATerbuas CHOCOG6HOCTD BUZETD COObITHA H TO MeCTO, Ha KOTOPOM JOJDKCH HAXOJMTBCA ICHOBCK. Ha AuAx O/{Ha M3 MOHX JHOGMMbIX HOppyr HallOMHH/Ia MHe 06 9TOM, KOMa Mbl OGCy2KqaIM TOUHOCT MOMX TpencKasannit. Ona ckasaia, YO MeTadopa KapTbI ABMWIaCb CAMBIM TOUHbIM OTMCa- HMeM, KOTOpOe Ola CTEIMAa B MOHX TayaHUsx, H YTO Teper Heit 6yiro pasBepHysach MarMyecKast KapTa BCelt ee 7KH3HH. Muccuc Kena gapounna B Moeii roroBe HecKosbKo Barxk- HbIX Meili, KOTOpbIe BIOCICACTBUM Iy60KO yKOpeHHINch Mt CTa- JM IPpO4HbIM OCHOBAHHEM MOMM CerosWHALIHHM yO@KeHHAM. Ona ToBelama Mie 06 OKpy>Kalouyux Hac Apyrux u3Mepenusax peambHOcrn. PasBuBasch, YeIOBeTeCTBO YBEMMYMBAIO CBOE BIH- AHMe Ha MHP IPUPoAB, MO MHOTOM M3 9TOFO Obi 3aGpITO, H MBI BCe Gombe H GoABMIe CaM MoAaraTBCa Ha CROM pasyM. A Mommi0, Kak ToPocrKoM cuenta C MuccHC Ken B cayy (ert Torna 6pIT0 yxKe MO AEBAHOCTO), a OHA C TOCKON ToBOpHa, ITO MOM NepecraiM NOHMMATD CBOE TIpeHasHayeHnve xpanurerelt MIPHPObI; MbI HataiM CMOTPeTb Ha MUP KaK Ha MeCTO, KOTO- PbIM MOXKHO ypaBAATD, HoOAy4aA OT HeTO AMMUIb yROBAeTBOpe- HMe cBoux noTpe6uocreit. Kak cneacrsue, Jlyx Hayat pacrBo- PTEca B TyMaHe, Ona TakxKe NOCTOAHHO roBopuaa o 6yzyuyeM.Tnaea 1. 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OHH Mo- CTHTaJIM COCTOAHMA H3MeHeHHOTO CosHaHMA, 3HamH KUED! 06 9TOM WIM HCT, HO, BSIPOMOXKAACd Ha CBO TPCHO*KHMKH, OHH BilaaIM B HapKOTHYECKHH TpaHe. V1 xorb cops Ha aTy Tey He yTHXaIoT lo Celi JeHb, MHO- THE APXCOMOTH MPUXOMAT K 3aKMOYCHMIO, ITO Ha CKOHE Top, Ha KOTOpoi 611m MocTpoeH xpam, o6pasoBanach TpentuHa, 13 Hee MCXOLWIM rasbl, CHOCO6CTBYIONIMe M3MeHEHHIO COCTOS- Hua CosHaHua, 3yanMe HaXOAMAOCh IpAMo Hay pacuyenunolt, H O2YPMaHMBaIOMNe UCHapcHHA NoAMMMaANMch OT seMsM Mpa- MO B 3a/1 KPMIbI. Mostomy, Korga KTO-TO yTBepxKaeT, UTO Mp mepezate ipescKasanuit adpup «roBopw» Yepes *KPHily, 9TO NelicrBH- TeNbHO TaK. C TOM AMI pasHMyeli, 4TO B Te aeKHe Bpemena aPupom wasprRanu Hesunumntit pasym Boxectrennoro Jlyxa, a [ia mac apup — peanbno cymecrBylournit ras, HcTOMAeMbrit SeMiAcH MH ONDAHAIOUIUM KaxKHOTO, KTO BAbIXacT Cro Tapbl. Cuayama Mena 9T0 paccrpowio, NOCKONbKy M4HO 1 GbUTa cnoco61a 6e3 HCKaxKeHHit HCOMb30BaTb WeCTOe 4YBCTBO C eb1O MOMOYb TOMY WI MHOMY YenoBeKy, 6yzyaH B TpesBoM. cocrosHun yma. Mory 4ecrHo Cka3aTb, YTO B MOONOCTH, OKA st 6opomacb co CROMME Tary6HEIMM IpMBETEKaMH, Mos HHTYH-4b Tocnanua or [lyxa IIMA He TepemaBata Mule HUKaKOIt Mynpoctn. A ecam 1 um Momy- vasa KaKMe-TO NOCHaHUS, TO 1460 He Mora UX TOHATH, 1160 We sama, KaK HMM TIpaBiIbHo BOCTIOABSOBATECA. Ho ¢ apyroit croponpt, 71a Mena, HakoHen, o6pean cMpICT MOH YacTO NOBTOPAIOMINECA CHBI, B KOTOPHIX A HAXOMWIACh B peBiem xpaMe, okyTaHuas Crpanupimu ucrapenuamn. UM ceit- YaC, KOT 1 ONIANMBAIOC Ha3ajl, MH BCHOMMHAIOTCA MOMeH- THI HeoOHMaiHO ACHOCTH, KOTOPbIe AeliCTBUTeMbHO YAMBIIA- aM Meust. BnpoueM, oveBuqHO, CylecTByeT OrpoMHas MpomacTh MOKY YHOTpe6eHMeM HapKOTHKOB palH pasprcieHHA 1 BO Bpems# CBAMcHHOrO putyada. A He Gia wKpuYyer Hu HE CHpE- a B XpaMe, Hepemanaa coobujenus or Anomiona, 6yxyun Mop, BOSACHCTBMeM HeKOrO IpupowHOrO rasa. Tak YTO %Ke CO MHOTt TIpoucxoszMAo? Ha camo Jlene, cyiecTByeT MHOXKECTBO JLYXOBHBIX Tpay- I{Mit, HCTOMBSYIONINX ICHXOTPOMHBIe 1 TaMOMMHOTeHHBIe pac- TCHHA IA TOTO, YTOG6DI cBAsbIBaTDCA C JlyxoM HM MoyyaTh cro nacrapienna, B pas iM 4Hblx Ky/brypax 0 CHX Mop CyLecTByIOT Togo 6ubIe ApeBune mpakTuKu, OcobeHHo OHM pacmpocrpaHe- ubI B IOxKHort AMepuke, Mexcuxke u Adpuke. Take ect Tpa- AMI yHoTpeOmeHUA CBAMLEHHBIX PacTeHMit B MECTHBIX Ky/Ib- Typax Ancrpamuu Cenepuoit Amepuku. Mectuple KMTeIM 9THX CTpal Ha NpOTAKeEHHM THICAY eT BO BPCMA WaMaHCKHX PUTyaoB yHoTpebsAIOT MeCKANMH, rast0- MMHOLeHHbIe TPHGObI H pyre pacrenus, HOMOraloUlMe JOCTH'b H3MCHCHHOTO COCTOAHHS CosHaHMs U MpobyAuTb Aap MpeqBU- nena. C MOMOULbIO BEILMerepeUCIeHHEIX CPejICTB MODKHO CBA- 3aTbCA C YXOBHbIMM CYI{HOCTAMM, KOTOPHIe TaK Xe PeastbHbl, kak M Matepus Hamero Mupa. IIcuxorponHne pacreHus BEI- SbIBAIOT Te 2Ke MepOKHBAHHA, ITO H Tas, KoTOpbIit sabpacerBam Aenpputickux *KpuI, B MATE peambHOcTH, TOGbI TOMOMD UM HepeaTh MOCIAaHMA TEM, KTO B HUX HY KMLAICA. [IpumeuarenbHo, Yo HCIOMb3OBaHHe ITHX BELICCTB CTYKUT ODHOH BaKHOI WenH. OHM ZaloT NOCpeHMKaM BO3MOXKHOCTb OTIYCTHTb CBOH AH4HOCTHBIe KavecTBa M CO6CrBeHHOe BOCIPH- siTMe MaTepMambuOTO Mupa, UTOGEI C GorbUIeElt AerKOCTHIO Te-Tnaea 2. Opaxya na npueme y cmomamonoza 47 peiiTH B COCTosHie H3MeneHHoro CosHaHHs, o6ycroBmMBaIoUee cBsab Cc JlyxoM. S70 M ecrb KMOYeROH MOMeHT B OCTWKeHM BBICHIeH OCosHaTMocTH. Ee MoxKHO MOGUTECA MHOTHMH CIo0Cco- 6amn, 4 MCHOMH3OBaHMe raOLMHOTeHHbIX pacrenuii — Bcero JMU OJ W3 BUX. OTH CBALICHHbIe TpagHIWMH OLUIM H3BeCTHDI Ha MpOTsHMKEHMH nomroro BpeMenu. Bupoyem, moxorKUx COCTOAHM HeOObrIHOH OCOSHAHHOCTH TaKXKe MOXKHO KOCTHYD C TOMOM{bIO COMPOBOx- Aaembrx 6apabannEm 6oem putyanos, TaHteR B 9KCTA3e H, Ko- HedHO, MeHTaHH, A OcTaIoch BepHori HMeHHO oTHM crocobam. Ko spemenut nanmcannsa annol KUMIM BOT yxKe [BAL WaT WBA Toa MOH YM HaXOMMTCA B AGCOMOTHO TpesBOM COCTOAHHH (H 1 TiaHMpylo MpHepKUBATHCA ITOFO M WaMbUle), TAK 4TO OCTAB- JIMIO PaCTEHHA, HAPKOTUKH, VIKOTOMb H MCHapeHUA CBALLCHHOTO Taga TeM, KTO clloco6en ux ynoTpebraTb. B Moeit x31 6bUI0 AMI, OHO HCKIOYeHMe — mpuem y cro- maroora. H ato BosBpalacr MCHA K NpoOMKCHMIO paccKasa. Kako uy Hb ras! Tas, KoropbIit HCnOAb3OBaT CTOMaTOsOF, OGmalal KMHTepecHbIM CBOHICTROM: Toy, CTO BOSTeHCTRNeM Ha Mensa Hax/bIHyA TOTOK HMACOpMalHH 0 KaxKLOM, KTO B TOT MOMCHT IIpucyTCTBOBaA B KaGHHETEe, XOTb A HAMepeHHO MipITalaCb LYMarb O 4eM-HUGy Lb APyToM. ITO Obiio Moxoxe Ha Cepuam «CeMeltcTBO accucTeHTa CTOMATOOTA», CHATHIL HM MOKAZaHHbIIt TOKO [ist MEH. Bnepsbie B KHSHH MCHbITaB MoMOGuDI acbexr, 1 B TOA- HOM BoCTOpre Hauasia TpxMO Yepes UCKAXKaIOUIMt roo pec- TIMparop MepexapaTh MATHMUbIe NOApObHOCTH M3 XKMBHH He- CYaCTHOTO, HWM4ero He MoOpOSpeBatoMjeTO MoMOZOTO YenOBEKA NeBYWIKN-aCCHCTeHTKH H eO KOOPUTHO! CeMbu. Hao cKasaTb, ‘TO K TOMY MOMeHTY # CHjjea B Kpecite yxKe ropasyqo JombuIe OTBeeHHOTO MHe NO paciHcanuio Bpemenu. C Hayasa mpuema, Kora Y MeHA BO PTY HavasIM ASTaTb MHCTPyMeHTDI, yxKe Mpo- M10 TAK MHOTO BpeMenu, TO Ha ACCHCTeHTKY WaxKe IPUKPUK-48 Tocnanua or [lyxa nym. Jlepxky 1apH, HeBONbHO Molt CMex BbINaT TO, 4TO MpoHc- XOJMT UTO-TO He TaK. TO MOBTOPHAOCE ellie HeECKOAbKO pas, HW A Hayasa Cpa BaTb CBOHCTBA STOTO Ta3sa C YHUKAADHDIMH CBOIICTBAMM HMCIIa- penn B Jlembpax. HeyquBurenbHo, Yo ApeBHMe rpeku MOTH Hewat TO, YTO jena, — HeMHOTO rasa, HM Mobo! BEIGOMTA- eT BCe ¥TO yroqHO. O_Hako HHCpopMalyHA He Gyzer HCKaxKeHa, TOMbKO CCIM HKPUIa, KAK COOCTBEHHO M 9KCTPaceHc, HAXOMUTCA B MOmHOM TapMOHUM CO CROMM BHYTpeHHMM MupoM 1 O6mama- eT AYXOBHOM MMCTOTOH. ToapKo upeycraspre, Kaka un(popMayHA Moria Oprrp ne- pelaHa KoMaHAMpy apMUH, MHTepecylomlemyca, CTOMT MH pPuc- KOBaTb %KUSHbIO pasM pasrpaGrenua cocenHei Crpanet. On Mor ObI YCubIMAaTb OT OObIKHOBCHHOM JeByLIKM C HepaspelleHHbIMHL 9MOMMOHAIbHBIMH po 6eMaMHu, OMbAHEHHOM TayuMOMMHOreH- HbIM ra3OM, Cileflylouyee npenckasanne: «]lazai, nepali — rpab, M Mapoyepersyit, cHecH ux Homa ¢ ama seman! Byner Beceno, ayer BEAMKAA HaHa». O6HaqexenHpIi M yBepeHHbI B CBOMX CHuaX, OH OTMpa- BUTCA Ha BCTpeyy C BeMYAMIIHM NopakKeHMeM CBOelt KUSH MW YBMAMT, Kak Mayet ero HauA, Ori! Ben Tak mu Cry THIOCB, HB 9TOM 3akMOUaeTCA 3HAMEHHTAM MpOMallka WetbpHiCKOTO Opa- kya, Tenlepb HaM U3BeCTHO, MO“eMy TAK MpOMsoUIO. A ne 6pu1a yBepena, CTOT 1M BK/OWATD BCE 9TH HCTOpHH B KHULY, HO, NOKA 1 pasMbILWLUIA, AEIMTbCA CBOUMH TeperkBa- HMIMH 0 IpHeme y CTOMaTOsIOFa WI HET, Koe-4TO MpOH3s0MIO. Bepvemca Kk Moemy pacckasy. B cnenyionmit pas Ha mpneme Opi1a Apyras HesHaKoMast Mue accucTenrKa To uMeHu Beccu, u 1 peummra, uro 6yny KoHTpo- AMUpoBaTs cBolt pasyM Cc ToMoUybIO ocoboit MenuTanun. Torna HHW4YTO He MOTO 3aCcTaBHTD MeHA Ges CNpoca MepeaBaTh TOC- JaHUs B KaGuueTe. A GbuIa HenOKONe6uMa. Ceanc mpomen cnoxoino. 1 yMypunacb mpopecru Bce 9TO BpeMA Ha MecuaHoM Gepery, Urpad c AenbduHaMH B Mope cBoero cosnanus. Bot Tak Bor! A 6puia B MOpAaKe, ona TOE, M BCe MIO XOpomro.Tnaea 2. Opaxya na npueme y cmomamonoza 49 Brpouwem, teuenne He 641710 3aBeputeHo, H Mie CKasaiM, YTO Hy%kHO 6yneT BepHyTECA. Uro6Ht sanucarhcs Ha MpHeM, HY>%K- HO 6110 *KAATh WeTYIO BeUHOCTD, I A AYMaa, YTO 9TO saiiMeT HECKO/IbKO Mecayes. Ho cekperapb B IpHeMHOH CHpocwia MeHsA: «Moxere pHi TH 3aBTpa B OMMHHaNYaTD? Y beccu NOABUOCh OKHO B paciH- caHHMy. Oxasan0Cb, YTO y MeHA 9TO BPeMsA TOKE CBOGOMHO, H 4 CO- racusiace. Ha caeqyiomnit jenb, cH B Kpecte, A paccnabunach 1 BHOBb Crasa MpescrapraTS OGpasp CBoux Apyseit-qeapipunos. Ho Ha aTOT pas OHM He 3ajepxKUBaIMCb Y MeHA B romoBe. Kasa- OCb, SyATO B TO MFHOBEHHE, KOTa MHe yhaBasOCh HacrpouTbCA Ha Jei>HHOR, HeKan HeBHAMMAas CHyIa CAOBHO Mepekmouasa Ka- Hasibl Ha MoeM MtysbTe yripaBzenusa Mequratnelt! VB Moi mpe- Kpacubrit Melisax Ha 11Ke BMeLIMBaIHCh Apyrue O6pasbl. Hecnoco6nocrh MeqMTMpoBaTb onpeAcicHHO G6puia 3Ha- KOM, YeTKHM YKa3aHMeM Ha TO, 4TO #1 HOJDKHa ObiIa Hepesare Beccu mpopoyeckoe nocianne. 41 Buena ee paccrpoeHHont, ona 6e3 KOHIa FOBOPWa O TOM, 4TO TIbITaach 3aGepeMeHeTb, HO He cMorma H CoOupaercs CHenarb 9To CHoBa. EnuucrBenuprit cr0- C06 H36aBUTHCA OT THX BUCH 3aKMOVAIICA B TOM, YTOOHI ckKasarp eit 1To-nH6ynp. «OrmmHo, — mogymana a. — Hy, sor onarp. peqcxasa- Trelb Ha 11pHeme y Cromarouora». A paccxasama beccu 06 yBuyeHHoM, H OKa3asI0Cb, YTO BCE TAK H €CTb B JelcrBuTenbHOCTH. Tora A MYCTHaCh B ONMCaHHe HHTHMHBIX HOMpOSHOCTel ee TOCMeUMX OTHOMEHMIt, HOBOTO 6paka, BAKHBIX NICUXOMOTHYECKHX NOCTENCTRUI NepeExuBaHuit, KapMbI M 3HaueHMsA KUSH. Tloaxmounim ras — 410 yx 6ecttoKouTEca oO HHcTKe sy6on! A pacckasbiBalo 9TY MCTOPHIO H3-3a TOFO, YTO OHA CHIbHO noBlMaga H Ha Beccn, u wa Mens, Koneano, Kora C MOMOMIbIO Ta3a MHe OTKPbIBaTach NOLO6HaA MApopMalMs, KO MHe IpH- XOMMW10 NOHMMAHHe TOFO, YTO YTO-TO MIPOHCXOMHT, HO TOTMa # He AyMana 06 stoi KHure., Mue 6110 He WO BEIACHEHHIt,50 Tocnanua or [lyxa KaKoe BOSAeHCTBMe OKASbIBAeT MpeyCKasanue, 3HaK WI CHM- BOM Ha JuojeH. B stor pas Bce 65110 Hunaye. Buesanno TyMan oOKyTaz BCE Boxpyr. A ycuprmana uma Maitka, ono uMei0 OTHOLICHHE K ec MYKY, H A 3Has1a, YTO pew HJleT 0 KOM-TO y>xKe yMepmieM. Ona TIOMTBepyW1a, YTO TAK 3BasH OTHAa ee CynIpyra. 3arem MHe ABHA- Ca O6pas KopeHacroro, XOPOUIO CAOKeHHOFO rpeKa, KOTOPbIIt, Ka3al0Cb, CTOHT Mepem CBAPOYHDIM alMapaToM M 9eKTpHIeC- KUMM TpoBosamn. Tonoc coo6uyun, uro ero 38am Hux. «Hy ko 1M TOBOpHTD eff?» — coMHeBamach A. Beccu cuosa upmnsanacn 3a uncrxy sy6on. A pacckasana 06 ycrpitanHoM. Ona nogzTBepama, uo Hux — ee ore, paborasumit amex- TpuKom. Torga 1 mpogomKuna: «On yMep, Kora BaM 6bUIO He- MHOrMM Goxbule TPHLATH. Ona orgetuaa: «Ja». Tlorom « ysuyena o6pas Mncyca u rpo6. 1 npennonoxuna, YO, BOSMOXKHO, ee OTE ymMep Ha TTacxy, HOCKOAbKY UpHOsH- 2KAJICA 9TOT MpasqHUK, M 9TO HMeuO GI CMBICH, Beh HaCTyMara TOMOBULMHA ero CMepTH. Al 6n11a npaBa Hacuet Mncyca, no omm6mace c Macxort. Bec- CH Cka3avta, 4TO ee oTeI, YMep Ha PoxiecrRO. Beanas norpscennas fesyuika MpofowKana 3anuMaTb- ca MouMu sy6amn, NoKa 4 ApelipoBana B Apyrom usmepenun, PaSMbULLIAA, YTO KE MPOMSON MET lable, MH Kya eMCb MOH Tenbdpunpr? A nocrapaiach 3aOMHHT, YTO HyXKHO CIpOCHTb 06 3TOM menuyma Jona Xommanna. Mou omynrenna pum crpanust- Mu: Gyro § He Morsa yiITH, NOKa He CjlemaIo TOTO, YTO NOIDK- na. ABAAACh YACTHIO Yero-TO BaxKHOrO Win Beccn, a ycrymura BCeMy, ITO 6pI HH MOTpeGoBana OT MeHA Ta CTpannaa cHHXx- ponusaiua (aktos. 3atem #1 ycrpmuana uaa [Trepp — net, otra — wi Noman? «Bbl MOxKeTe MOAT, O YeM perb?» — cIpocua A. Beccn ckasama, uro ee Mamy 3BaiM Ionnnorta. Hocie aroro CIYHIOCh HeITO yRUBUTeTBHOE (xOTH BCe 9TO GEL MOBOD-Tnaea 2. Opaxya na npueme y cmomamonoza 51 HO HeoOsrano). I ycmprmana, KaK KaKOil-TO MypKUMHAa CKasamt: «Ilepenait cRoeit Mame, uo Th — cyeCTBMe Moelt K Heit 106- BH B MONE», Beccn 6pima c6ura ¢ TOAKy S3THM MoOCAaHMeM, HO TOTOM 4 yBuyela elle OHH O6pas: 4TO-TO MoxOKee Ha MpasyHMYHDIt Topr. A cipocuma: «A Korjla y Bac eH poxkeHus’» «Cerosua». Mbt BMecte oTcunTanH Ha3zal WeCBATb MCCAICB M MOYMH- JIM MIOHB. C anem poxyenus, Beccu. Mnoma « aymato, MoryT 1M 04M, HaxOAAUyMeECA B _MHOM MHpe, YBUeTh 31eCb TeX, KTO CHOCOGeH IIPMHMMaTb MX MOC- AaHHA, a MOTOM OpraHH30BaTb co6nrrnsa COOTBCTCTBYIOLLHM o6pasom. Mue uutepecno, 3aHuMaer mM paspaborKa TaKoro TlaHa MHOTO BpeMeHH. TloxoKu IM MbI Ha KakHe-TO ocobne xoaaune Texeounsie 6yaKu? Vm or nac ucxoguT KaKoit-To Heo 6praHbtit CBCT, KOTOpbIit acT HM BOSMOAKHOCTH BUACTb HAC M ONPCACATb, Kya MbL mem? Moxer, NOKOMHHIM OTL HK CBe- kop Beccu CIVlaHHpoBasit BCe TaK, ‘uTO6bI OHH M3 MalweHTOB He MpHUle B TOT Jeb, BMECTO Hero Ha NpveM Tonaya 4 H Mo}, BOSMeHCTBMeM rasa CMOTIa BbIMTH C HUME Ha CBA3b, a 3aTCM TepeylaTh uit Beccu Wx MospaBrenus c Hem porkenus? Kro 3HaeT HapepHaka? 3a6aBno MmpencTraBAATh NOpObHOe, Benb HMK- TO TaK HM He pacckasa/I MHE O TOM, Kak 9TO paGoracrt. A mpocto 3HalO, ITO 9TO paGoraer. Korgla Wex0 JoxoquT No Tomysenus uNdopmarun oT T0- KOMHIX MOLell, MHe IPUXOLMTCA Ipeosoresath cBoit rmy6OKHIt CKeCIITHIUM3M. Jlonrne TOMbI A MPOTHBOCTOAIIa THM OLWLYUCHHAM, B OCHOBHOM NOTOMY, YTO He Mora OObACHUTb HX, HO Ceituac 9TO yxe He Tak. A Ipusialo: 9TO HeucTBHTeIbHO MPpOHCXOHT, “MaCTO CYYACTCA CO MHOIt B MOC3AKaX, KOTMa A MPOBOAY CeaHchr nepey, GOMbUIMMU ayMTOpMAMH, HM HonyYeHHad MAcbopMannA MOXKeT ObITb TlOATBepaA CHa, OueHb BaKHO NOMHHTD O BIMAHHH tepewqaun Takoro AM4- Horo NociaHnA aGcomoTHO HesHaKoMomy ueToBeKy. Cnoco6- HOCT HaGmtopaT, camy ce6s, ucroms3yemyio [[yxom anaaa You have either reached a page that is unavailable for viewing or reached your viewing limit for this book.aa You have either reached a page that is unavailable for viewing or reached your viewing limit for this book.5h Tocnanua or [lyxa Hol CMepTu, OueHb 4acTO MOM KAMeHTHI OEM yBepeHbl, ITO A o6mawch ¢ TemMu, KTO HoKuHyN aToT Mup. Mnorga 1 TOKE TAK AYMayla, HO B OCHOBIOM Mie Kasa0Cb, ITO 4 MIpOCTo yAaBAMBaAIO MHCopMaiwio C MOMOLIbIO MHTYMTHBHOFO Fapa NocTwKeHUA TIPOUMOTO, TO CCT MOAYYeHUA 3HAHUA O MPOMeENWIHMX COGKI- THAX 6e3 KAKUX ObI TO HH ObITO CBEMeHUAX O HHX. C MoMouspIo NocTHxKeHHA NpouLoro (puKcupyeTcA BHyT- peHHHit B3rIAy B Mpomecce raqanna. A MosBomAIO CBoell OCo3- HaHHOCTH OM€HUBATH MPOULIO€ UeEMOBEKA, OTLICKUBATh CBASH. H O6pasbi, KOTOpble BET K HacTOAIeMy H MOryT NOBAMATH na Gynyuyce. Umenno Tak 1 nomyyato AOBepHe KMEHTOB MH Ca- MOM Ce6A. TOT BAKHDIM ACHeKT paGorbi BOHOBA MeHA, 1OC- KODKY 41 He BCeT{a MOTya OMHOSHATHO CKasaTb, MOCTyNaer 1H HHOpManA OT yaYHO CKMAALIBAIOMerOcA Taman WIM 13 TOTyCTOpoHHero Mupa. Sl nonatua He uMena, Kak Jeno ObcTONT B TeltcTBUTeMbHOCTH, Ho 6pu1a savapoBana nponcxozanum. Konraxt ¢ nudopmaneiit 06 yMepLeM YeNOBEKe HaTWKUBAICA CaM COGOH, M OGbIMHO 9TO MIyTasio M MeHs, H KuIMeHTa. {1 He MOTY HajesnTbCA Ha 9TY CBASb WI ycraHaByIMBatb ee HaMepeHHoO. OGuTareiM Mupa JLyXoB MIpHxoysAT B CBO€ BPeMA H TIO CBOelt COOCTBeHHOM Boe, a Mepeyqo MHOM Ka- KUM-TO O6pasoM CTaBHTCH 3aj{ava TpaHCIANMM BOsHMKAIOULHX ougynyenmit, Kanent Moxker Bbi6parh — roBOpuTs, YTO MOH CiI0- Ba MMCIOT CMBICII, WIM He COOGUIATh VTOFO, BEI{b, HO CyTH, 9TO HE MMeCT HHKAKOLO OTHOMIEHMA KO MHe JIM4HO. JlesstHaqyarp jet Ha3aq B Moet IpakTuKe Mpousotten cire- nyloumi ciyyali. Paboras B ccbepe apomarepanmn, 1 Havana TOCBAIaTb CeaHcaM raqanua TomNBHt pabountt Aen. Apoma- TepaneBTMueckoe pacTupaHue ABANOCh TOra HOBBIM BHJLOM Maccaxknor Tepamnn, npHimexmm™m B Kanagy us Beanxo6pu- Tanum. Ono 6p110 OCHOBaHO Ha TexHMKe MUM(os”penaxHoro MaCCHPOBaHMA C MCHOb30BaHHeM a(PUPHBIX Macen, OGmama- TOUIHX eMeGubIMH CBoticTBaMu, Mue peficTBuTenbHO HpaBi- AOCb 3AHMMATHCA 9TMM H BUCTH MOAOKUTEMbUbIC PesyAbTATHI pa6oTbl; KpoMe Toro, CO MHOIt MPOH30NUIO HeCKObKO MHTe- pecuprx co6srruit.Tnaea 2. Opaxya na npueme y cmomamonoza 55 Kak-To pa3, NOMOKUB PYKM Ha IVIedM KAMEHTKH, 4 YCTILTA- ga B romoRne uma J>Kosed. Korma ceanc Maccaxka 641 OKOHUeH, TaNMeNTKa BeTIAHYA Ha Mens cKagana, 4TO y Hee GLI BH- Ace, B KOTOpOM Mepen Heit mpeactan HeKTO To uMeHH J}xKo- sec. Mocie Hee y Mena ObUIO ele MATepO KAHeHTOB NoMpss, H BC€ OHM TOBOPMAM MOUTH OHO 1 TO Xe: «Kaxerca, 1 Buena Wyxa-HacTaBunka no HMenH JpKosedp vn 2Kosecduna». «SA cupnmaa, Kak noBTopserca uma [bKo3ecp, 4 Buen HeN0- BeKa B ONOKAAX U3 OFCHb APKOTO cBeTa». «Kro rakas Koseduna’» «Huuero ce6e, stor JpKosed) sBMWICA KO MHe, OKpy2KeHHbIIL ADKUM CBCTOM, BOT TOABKO A He MOHAM, MY2KUMHA 9TO WI OKCHUIHHA», B konue pa6ouero HA 1 MOroBOpHia C XO3AHHOM MecTa, B KOTOpoM pa6orama; OH C/IbIMMaI, KaK BCe STH KIHEHTHI TOBO- pwn o cBonx Heo6brunDIx NepexuBanuax. Ero aro pacrpora- AO AO Ces, OH Gb OxBayeH GjAroroBeHHeM. Oxasailoc, 4TO AeveGubIt LeHTp, Te A IPMHUMasa MaHeHTOR, MpuHaIeKat MOJOJOMY HTabAHILY-KATOMMKY, Ub MATb YMepyla POBHO jIBa Toya Hasay, B TOT WeHb. Ee spanu Koseduna. Eure ont cry 4ait 6ut CB13aH C KEHIMHON, KOTOpas j1O7- THe ro{bt Crpagasia oT xporMMEcKHX Gorteit B HoACHMHe, a TaKOKE mpo6sem penpozyKruBHont cuctempt. [lonoxuB pyKH Ha HYDK- HIOW YACTb ee Tella, A TYT %Ke MOVYBCTBOBAMA, KaK Ha MeHsA Ha- XJBIHYMO YYBCTBO CO*KaeHUA M PacKaTHHs; B romTOBe 3a3By Ua MY2KCKOMi POMOC, HasbIBaIOULMi CBOe MMA. J] MOHATa, YTO OH 10- CaKTAT STOM %*KEHMIMHE, Kora OHa OpuTa MaseHbKoit, H Terepb xoTem 3armaquTb cBoto Buny. Korga 4, mpe6prBast B WIOKOBROM COCTOANHH, MoBenana ett 06 ycrbIaHHOM, Ona UT He MOM- mppirny7a. B wrore Mb Aoaro pasropapupasn, BliiaA aacKO 3a BpeMeHHbIe paMKH OGHIMHOFO CeaHca. Mos kamentka yuuia Clerka MOTpACeHHOH, HO HCHeMeHHOTt, HO Kpaitveii Mepe, ona TaK cKasaza. IIpapya, Toro meyeHna, 3a KOTOPHIM 97a %KeHIMHa MPU, OH TAK H He Toyawta. Tocae 9TOTO CAYYAaT MHe NPUUNIOCE OCTABMTE MaccaxKuylo MpaKTuKy.56 Tocnanua or [lyxa STo peiienne 65110 TIPHHATO YaACTHYHO NOTOMY, ITO A HO KOHIA He NOHMMasa, Kak CIpaBIATECA C HonyYaemoit WAcbopmanmelt, HO, TMaBubIM O6pasoM, NpHIMHON MoOCcTYKIO *KemanHe MopeKt ropopure co Hort, [locae cayunpuicroca ota *KeHUyMHA Hampa- BUWIa KO MH€ MHOXKECTBO TalHeHTOB. Onuako CBA3b C yMepwuwluMu OTIHYAIACh OT TOTO, Ha 4M A COCpeqOTOUNBATaCh BO BpeMA K ec Togpyru oT CcepyeuHoro TIpHcTytia, Ha3BaB MMA €fO BUOBBI IMapaorrst. Korga ko Mue npuiia cynpyra yMepuero, 4 He 110- AyaWwia HAKAKOTO coo6myenua, YycTaHOBeHNe KOHTAKTa 6pr10 3aTPYAHUTeMbHO. Ito oropywsio Hac OGeux, HO HUYerO HeBO3- MOKHO 6bIO TloflesaTh. Mp 6sum1 yBepelbl, 1TO HMeeM C ee My- 3KEM HeKY1O OCOGyTO CBASb, HO OKASAMOCD, 4TO aTO He TaK, Toue- My YMepiiemy 6bUIO JerkKo HaMTM OGUIMM ASHIK C ee NOApyrort, HO He C Heit Camoit? Y Meus He ObII0 OTBETA Ha STOT BOTIPOC. Ceituac 1 NOHMMalO, ITO CBASb HaasM1aCb MpOuse, HOTOMY TO OHA TIpOxoMWia Yepes HeliTpabHblit MCTOURHK — TOUpyry, ae cynpyry — 6e3 Kaknx 661 To HM 6EUI0 SMOuMi H OKMaHMIt,Tnaea 2. Opaxya na npueme y cmomamonoza 57 Vnorma CIMLIKOM CHJIbHOe %KeaHe BCTYNMTb B KOHTAKT MO- oKeT Ha CAMOM Jlesle BOCTIPeMATCTROBATh YCTAHOBIEHHIO CRASH. Ilapaorta, koropad McHBITHIBaNa CHIbHbIe 9MOMMH TO MOBOLY BO3MOKHOCTH OGUIEHMA C My*KEM, He CMOTIa €€ YCTAHOBHTD B onmrane OT CBoel Mo_pyrn. KenmMHa, NoAyYMBIIAA OT Hero coo6enne, TIPHCyTCTBOBAaa BO BpeMaA ero BHesalHon cMepTH y ce6a oma, HO Ona He coGupanach O6cy%Karb 9TO Ha CeaHce. Bce sT0 ABMAOCh MOMHEMMeH HeO%KMMAHHOCTbIO. 3HaKOMCTBO C MOMM TepsBbIM penakTopoM J>KeHuc CocTo- ANOCh Ha OJJHOM HS MOHX CcaHCoB; Oa MpHUia KaK KTHCHT, 1 xt paccKasasia cit 0 HEMSBECTHDIX MOApPOGHOCTAX 2H3HH Ce 10- KonHoM GaGyurKH. [annenrKa Gbuia He B KypCce H3/102%KeHHDIX MHOW cbaxtos, HO Mo3fHee MaTb JCBYIIKH BCC TIOATBepaAMa. Ibxennc MOHATHA He HMe/Ia, O 4EM U[eT Peub, HM BCe Ke 9Ta HH- cbopmanusa urpugo BToprasach B Molt Moar Cc be3yMHolt CKopo- CTbIO, M MOTOMY { HacTosya Ha TOM, YTOGHI OHA MpoBepusia ee, uro6b1 y6equTbca B Mocit mpaBore. 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Kak 6p1 To 1 6pu10, 4 JomKNa 6oiia BaovrH Ha CHeNy cpa- 3y HOCiHe ero BbICTYTUICHHA, HaG6mogaa 3a HMM B Hada/ie Mepo- NpHATHA, 1 ObUIa NOpaxkeva M OUEHb BeYaTIeHa TOMHOCTHIO ro MpeyicKasanuit H TeM, ITO y Hac ObII0 MHOro O6uIMX yOex- TeHMH. OHAKO BCKOpe MHE TIPHUWIOCh yitTH, MOTOMY 4TO A He XoTe/a CAbIMATh CoepxKaHHe Cro mocmannit. Mue ne xouerca HMYELO 3HATb O MIOLIX, KOTOPHIM s Tapalo, U1 61a o3a604ue- Ha TCM, ITO Ha MCHA MOXKET MOBAMATD TO, YTO A YCTDILLY B ero coobieHHAx, MlepeqaBaeMbIx ay/{MTOpHH, Kora nofonuia Mos ovepelb, A 3anepBHMuana. TaTbcor YeCIOBCK AKMKTAIN BUATATh MYyHPOcTb M MOMYAHTh NOCTaHUA, Meus oxatuio 4yBcTBo GecnoKoricrBa: «A YTO, ECM A HCTOA- kyo coo6menne He TaK? Jla enje mepen BCeMM 9THMH JOIb- mu?» M moTomy 1 Momnaacs, To 6pita Mom peakuMs Ha BCE TIPOHCXO/ALILEe. Bsoria Ha CiICHy, MHE yaOCb YCMOKOMTbCA, XOTb AH TapaTOpWla, MIbITAACh BKpaTie U310%KUTb UCTOPHIO cBOeH XKUSHH. 3aTeM Hacrano BpeMa JIA MpencKasannit. A sHama, Kak 9TO WenaTb, Ww 6prI0 O4CBHIHO, UTO Y MCHA WOAyYaeTCA. Bpicka3aB HeCKOJIBKO OUeHb TOUHBIX cypKennit 0 TIPHCyTCTRBYIOUINX Baa You have either reached a page that is unavailable for viewing or reached your viewing limit for this book.aa You have either reached a page that is unavailable for viewing or reached your viewing limit for this book.aa You have either reached a page that is unavailable for viewing or reached your viewing limit for this book.aa You have either reached a page that is unavailable for viewing or reached your viewing limit for this book.Tnaea 2. Opaxya na npueme y cmomamoaoea 63 Ucropus Jle6prr «Maitxa, Matix, Maitka...» — nocroammo mopropsa 1 corny, mO0Ka OH poc. Bor mojapH MHe {BOUX MpeKpacubix jerelt, Kpucrun 1 Maiikna, sa60T1uB0 OTHOCHIMXCH ApyT K Apyry. Hecmorps na TO, ITO JIA MeHA BCerIa 6410 BAKHO MOGUTh UX OMHAKOBO, Maiika apaanca Mou m106uMunKOM. M3 Hero BBIpoc 3aMeua- TEALHDIT MOMOMOM TEMOBEK, M 1 TOPAWIACh UM; OH ObUT BHUMA- TeICH, BCCra MOAOH COMYBCTBHA, a cro yri6Ka, osapala coboit Bce BOKpyt. Y Hero 6pi10 OYeHD HOGPoe cepaye. Tem neToM Mavika Joke Gbut HOyMHTb WMIVIOM TCHxo0- mora. OH BepHyAcA HOMO, YTO6bI COKOHOMHTD JeHer, H ObIIO TaK MPHATHO, YTO CbIH CHOBa pAoM. Muorpa, Korya JyMaeb, 4TO BCe HLeT XOPOLMO M Thi CUaCTIIMB, MPOHCXOMMT UTO-TO, Ha- BCeTa MeHsIOUee KU3Hb. Co MHOIt STO Cnyunmoce 19 ampensa 2005 roya. Mue APKO HOMHHTCH Ta MMHYTA, Kora Ha pa6ory M03B0- HWM M3 MOMMINM OKpyra Anaye, CHayasa 4 He ynaBanBana CyTb pasroBopa, NoKa MHpopMarop He OGbACHHA, 4TO pasro- BapuBaet 10 MO6uAbHOMy TenedoHy Moero cbIHa, Cpasy cTa- AO TOHATHO — CHYYHIOCh ITO-TO yxKACHOE, Mue cKa3aJIu, UTO wauim Maury Moero Maitkaa, a on CaM mpesMoro%xKUTebHO yaa co ckampl. O6 ucxoye ero nayeHua 1 ysnana nos%xKe. Mott cptH, Maik Mopran, yMep Bo Bpem# HecyacrHoro Ciy4ad B Hayuonambuom mapxKe Kanpou-ye-Ienm. 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ToAbKO ONeHD OH3KUt MHe ues0- BeK MOF 3HaTb Take MOAPOOHOCTH M LaBaT OTBETHI Ha NocraB- JICHHbIC MHO1W BOTPOCbI. A TIOMHW, Kak Tlocawe CeaHca Konerr ckagasa MHe, UTO yJ(MBsIEHA TEM, HACKOBKO UeTKUM 6BLIO TOC- MaANHe JVI Mes, Kpome Toro, B Hat¥ame Ceaica ona MHOTO pas MoBTOpsma: «Malika, Matta, Matiki...» 3anatus c Komerr c6pocwm c Monx ried Orpomubtit rpy3, MHe TIpHHeciio0 o6merueHHe 3HaHne TOTO, 4TO Moi mo6uMbiit CbIH CYACTIMB, HAXOMMTCA B GesoMacHOCTH H BCe elite IIpHCyT- CTByeT PAJOM, XOTb MU HecKombKO uHnaye. Ha creqyiousuit ZeHbTnaea 2. Opaxya na npueme y cmomamonoza 65 A TOMY UWA O1arOfapCTBeHHOe MMCbMO HO 9eKTPOHHON MoUTe or accucternrku Kozerr. 1 sacrpiia, Korma yaunena ee ums: Mu- ens Mopran. Y ux ¢ Maiixnom 6p ona cbamuaus, a spa- JIM €€ TAK 2K, KAK OMHY M3 ero MOGuMbIX TeTyuIeK. A MoMaraio, UO MONYIMIa elke OMA 3HaK BoxkecTBeHHON CHHXPOHU3aHH COOLITHH, elle O[HY CBASH, elle OFHO TOA TBep»xTeHHe. AL Hajetoch, UTO, HaNHCaB 9TO, MOMOTY MOSM CIPAaBUTDCA C TOpeM M NOKaxKy, YO Tome ONycToMaloulelt NOTepH BOSMOKHO HAYWMTLCA KUTS 3aHORO, NOUMTAT H MpOcuaBIt KUSHb. HuKo- My He MoxKenaio UCHbITATh yTpaty pebenka, 6para wi cecrpHr; K TaKOMY HevIb3x OpITb roroBbiM. Mune nocuaciimBuoce, 10 Y MeHs OLIN HE3AKOHYeHHbIe jeMa C CbIHOM M HeBBICKasaHHble K Hemy uyscTBa. Mexyy Hamu cyulecTBoBama OCcobas CBASb, H HaM IIpeACTaBMaCh BO3MOXKHOCTb PaccKasaTb 0 TOM, KaK MBI OTHOCHMCA JIpy? K JIpyry. A mo6mo Te6s, Maitka. S55aa You have either reached a page that is unavailable for viewing or reached your viewing limit for this book.Thaea 3. Mocaanue das mena 67 BO3MOKHO, GEA HEAOCTOMHOM TOVepbIO M MHe HUKOTMa He BOCHOAHUTH MOTEPAHHble TOMA M YIYULeHHbIe MTHOBEHUA MOUX oTHomlennii C MaTepbio. XOTb 1 H paccKasbIBaya BCeEM 0 CBOeEM TOHOM MCWEICHMM, STOT KYCOUCK MO3aMKH BCe eu He CTEI- KOBAJICA C HOMHOM KApTHHOM. Tak Kakoe 2Ke MOCHaHMe A OIDK- Ha 6piia nonyyuTb? Moma npenckasaHia MpMXxopT K HaM CoBepleHHO He- OkHAHHO. [lake Kora MbI OXKHLaeM OTBETA Ha CBO BOMpOcet WIM BOSHUKHOBEHUS HEKOI CBAI3U, HEBOSMOXKHO Tipelyrayath, HACKOMbKO CH/IbHO 9TO Ha Hac MOBAMACT. Byay4m ycuemnot Bo MHornx ccpepax xKMSHN, 1 CHOKOMHO IpHHsIa TOT (PakT, YTO GoM, CBASAHHAA C MAMOM, BCerja Gy- et co MH. A Hanomunana cebe: «Camoe rmaBnoe — pasBi- THe, a He CoBepurleHcTBO». Korga pew 3axoquma 0 Het, C1oBa MOM PacXxOJWIMCh C eIOM. A Havasa BepHTb, YTO YTO-TO B Ha- INMX OTHOMEHHAX MOUIIO He TaK, H 9TO HEBOSMOXKHO MOAHO- crbio ncnpasnr. H Bce *Ke A KAKA CNOKOMCTBUA, HO OHO ObUIO TPyAHOAOCTHWKHMO HOCe ee CMepTH, BIpOYeM, Kak MH Tp KU3HH, Tlocaanne saueuMBact paHbl Mpoworo HeBosMoxHO B HCCKOADKUX KOpOTKUX a6sauax ONMCATb BCIO CIOKHOCTh MOHX OTHOMMEHHH C POMTEIAMH, HO LyMalo, YTO- ObI paccKasaTb 0 TOM, KaK Ha MeHs TOBHAIO Tananue J>KoHa, A OIOKHA OTKPHITh YaCTb CBOerO MpoMUIorO (UTO A y2Ke CHema- Ja B CBoelt MepBoit Kunre «KOHOM XowaHAOM. Ho # NpopowKama HayeATLCA Ha TO, TO HaM Y/aCTCA YCTAHOBUTb CBASb C MOTYCTOpOHHUM MHPOM M MOH pojHTemM CMoryT MeHst ycupiarb. B Moeit rostoBe GbLIM BCe Te %Ke BOTIPOCHI, KOTOPbIe A 3aaBala H30 WHA B NeHb, MOJIICh B ONMHOUECTBe: «Bee 1H y Bac B MOpsaKe? Ber cuacrm-Tnaea 3. Mocaanue daa mena 73 Bol? 3naeTe 1M BbI 0 Moeit AyMIeBHOH 6omM HO TOM, Kak MHe KAIb, LAKe MOCHe CTOIbKUX eT TOCIe cryunpnierocs? Tlpomra- ere mm ppt Mensa? Topanrect 11 ppt Mioit Terteps?> [laure Bompoctt BomHoBann Mena riy6xKe, tem moboro Pyroro YenOBeKa, MULyUerO OTBETHI C MOMOLIbIO 9KCTpaceH- Ca WIM MejItyMa, TOBKO TOTOMY, YTO 1 CaMa paGoralo B aTOrt cpepe. Mue He xore0cb CripalMBarTb 0 CMEICIIe CBOerO CyIecT- BOBaHHA, O TOM, Kak BbIrIALAT He6eca nu cyutecrByer mH Bo- oKeCTBEHHAS MATPULa WIM MyBTMBCemeHHas, {1 HY KMAIACh B oTBeTax Ha MOH rmy60Ko AMIHbIC BOMPOCHI. Tlepex mpuesyom Jb>xona 1 nocmorpena mwoy Onppt Yuncp- Pu, B KOTOpoM npHHMMasn yuacrue aKcrpacexcsi JDKOH SpBapy, wm Oancon Tho6ya, KM3HCHHDIM OBIT KoTopolt BJJOXHOBHII CO- 3flatenelt Tenecepnana «MeanyM». ITa *KeHUMHa BHYIasa 10- BepHe C NepBoro B3MIAa, A MCHA STO OUCHb BedaTIMI0. Yue- uorit [un Pagun Kparko U310KU CBOM AOBOABI Ha TeMy TOTO, KaK HayKa JOKASbIBACT HAMM CBCPX4YYBCTBHTCABHOLO BOC- MIpHATHA y mio6oro yeOBeKa, HW YTO Hallie COSHAHHE ABJLACTCA, B [eHCTBUTeIbHOCTH, GeccmeprHbiM. VMcnpiras BojiHeHne OTTo- TO, YO GAaropapA Woy OMpHi MOAN HaIAyT OobIe LOBepATS MejiHyMaM, 4A y3peia B 9TOM JIM4HDI 3HaK, CHMBOJH3UpyIOulMit MO TOTOBHOCTh BCTYMMTb B KOHTAKT C POMTeAMH. J>kon mpuexan oven ycTaBIIHM, HM MbI pewH71M ToBpeMe- HHTb C ceaHcom. Mue TIPHULIOCh OTKASATHCA OT ACMAHHA HAYATb Mpowecc rawanna, A COBeEPLICHHO He XoTe/a JaBKTb Ha Hero, TIOCKOAbKY 6nlI0 OYCBUTHO, ITO CMY HYXKHO OTOXHYTb, YIMBH- TebHO, HO MHe Crasio Aerye. A B roNOBe BCe BepTeaCh TPpeBorxKa- Ijad MCHA MBIC/Ib; MOXKET, POMMTCIH BCe paBHO He oO DABHAMCh 6nr — u uTo Tora? Brpouem, MoRoTBHO oO «3HaKe OnpH». B te BbIXOAHbIC Mbl OTIHYHO MpOBeH BpeMA, Cbes/kHB C TpKxonom Kk Apy3baM, KoTOppre 3a1B ATH, ITO y HUX B TOME O6H- Tailor NpuBueHHA. M1 XOTb HH O/{MH M3 IpHspakoB, KOTOPbIX Mbt TeHCTBHTCAbHO MOMIM «BUeTh», He MOCeTH Halen BCYCPHHKH, KQKIbIM 3 Hac OLWLYTWI IpucyTCTBMe HeEYTO CTPaHHOTLoO, H MbI BepHYMCb LOMO ycraBIMMH. B Ty HOU A He MOTIa YCHYTb M ToTOMy 7eKama u AyMasa o powMTensx, ocobeHHO 0 Mame.7h Tocnanua or [lyxa Huxto ue cmor 651 craHupoBats TO, ITO MpoMsouII0 Aamb- ure. Berepom 17 ibespass, 8 roxloRMMHy CMepTH MaTepH, MBI C JbKon0M oTmpaBHancr B Molt ylorubrit ocpuc, re MpUCTynHAH K IpMBPIHOMy Ayia Hac Aemy, CHayana A pewwia Moranarb emy, HOH Hava YTO-TO Hepas60pHBO salMcbIBaTb. Mue Ka3zayiocb, OH MIpuciyummBaeTcH K MoeMy MpefcKasanuio (rayjanne u110 OYeHD XOPOMIO) HC *KAPOM BalHCbIBaeT KarxK Oe Moe COBO. To, uro Jbkon 6prcrpo ucmucan mMcT 6ymaru c [Byx CTOpOH, 6biUI0 HeCKOIBKO CTPaHHBIM, HO pasBe 6pm y Mensa Korma-HUbyqb MpWIMHbE CIHTAaTS Hac HOopMambubimn? A? Hesaxno, 410 4 Buena, rayat EMy, WOTOMY YTO, Kak OKa- 3A10Cb, OH BbIIMeI Ha CBASb C MOMMH posTenaMn. 3aremM Hayao MpoHcxoyNTb HeITO HeBeposTHoe. Buesan- Ho a 3ameruaa y JpKona 3a cumuoit cra6biit, Heacubiit CBerT, a Mos O6bIMHO THXAA MaseHbKad cobaka BuAM CIOBHO Coma C yMa M Hawama HeMCTORO MaATE Ha TyCTOe MpocTpaHcrBo MEx- ay Hamu. «]DKOH, Th! BAMHI? Bui 90%» — ClIpocwia A. BUHM NposOMKaNa TPeROXKHO TABKATD, Mpectelys e0Ba 3a- MeTHOe CBeTeHHe, KOTOPOe Me]VIeHHO ABUTAIOCb BOKPyT Hac. Ho jaxe nocae ero ucuesHoBens cobaka mpoyomKaTa YTO-TO BuyleTh! Mue mpHuioch ycnokanBarh ee, Kora [KOH Cray me- pefaBaTb Mie Momy4ennoe cooburenne. Cuasana emy aBmaca Moi oren, ogeTHtit B cmoKuur, Buc- MIHOCTb BCera KMesa WA Hero Gorbuloe sHayeHne. Tama ro- Bopun (yepes J>KoHa) 0 TOM, YTO OH AHIIb XOTeI ObITh KOp- MWIbIIeM CeMbH. Xorb # 1 Gbia B3BOMMOBANA, Cepme Moe 3aHbIIO, BEMb OTEI, TaK UaCTO TOBTOPs UMeHHO 9TH CORA. Ax, M Moe m106uMoe BOCHOMMHaHHe 0 Hem: Mama B CMoKHuTe. 41 ToHMMMalo, movemy eMy XOTEMOCb MpecTaTb Mepeqo MHOt BO BpeMA CeaHca B TaKOIt KpacuBolt omexye. OH Gb Ha HeGecax H CHOBa Ha BBICOTEe. />kon TpoqowKUT paccKasbIBaTb O MOeM OTe TO, ¥eTO mpocro He Mor 3Harb. {1 noppobHO mHcana Oo cBoeli CeMbe B kunre «Bcnomunas Gyyutee», HO ITOM HHpopMalHH B Heit He 65170. [Kon roBopua oO TOM, B KaKUX MOAMTHYeECKHX COb6LITHAXTnaea 3. Mocaanue daa mena 75 ywacTBoBas MoH Mama Bo Bpema Bropott MupoBolt BOMHEL, Kor- a pa6oran mmM“0HOM Ha Beruko6puranmo. [lana 651i wHKe- TepoM HM paccKasbIBar HaM, KaK OM CTPOM MOCTHI jVI HeMIeB, a MoTOM pyuimn ux Aa 6puTranyes. JDKOH yBUJeN, KAK MOH OTE ABAXKbI Ob B HEKOM MecTe, TIOXO%KeM Ha TloppMy. B mepBotit pas ero AMMAN CBOOOADI 3a nokyuienne Ha Myccomunu. Bo sropoit — cxBaruau pyccKue, KoTopble AyMamH, UTO On paboraer Ha Hemues. Ero necKomb- Ko quel MpITatu uM uyTL He y6unu, Ho 6puranus cnacau ero. Tbkon TawKe MOREA, YTO MosHee Mata HMen OTHOUICHHe K nomMTMeckon *u3HM Kanab. STo ompexenenHo Oput Mot OTeL. HuKaKHX CeHTHMeHTAJIb- HBIX IIPH3HAHHIt B 1106BH — BMeCTO 9TOTO eMy XOTEMOCb, ITO- 6bI ero AOU 3aNOMHMIa BCe, YeM OH ropmuca. A 1 Ha HOMO BPeMA yBAZIA B BOCOMMHAHHAX 0 TeX TAKEMBIX MOCTEMHMX FO- Wax ero 0KM3HH, Kora OH 6pim abcomoTHo GecnomomHEM. Ho ata HaNlOMHW MHe 0 TOM, 4TO TaK 6bLIO He Bcerma. Bnepsbie Moe cepaile ycubilato NOCIaHMe, KoTOpoe pas- PYMIM10 YapbI MOMX MOCTHIAHIX BOCIOMMHAHHH. OKasa0cb, a mlosa6biia Bce xopomtee. Ero nocnaHve WOKMpoBao Hi WIy- 60Ko Tponyno Meus. 3aTeM MomBHach Moa MaMa, H JDKOH OMMCar ee B HeCKOsb- KUX TIpesoKenuax. On BEET ee TaKoit, Kakoit ona HM 6piTa: TIPUBACKATCAbHOM HKCHUIMHOM CO CIO*KHbIM XAPAaKTCPoOM, MOC- TOAHHO BCe KOHTPOMMpyouelt M OVeHD WOGAIMEH AKUBOTHDIX. Ei yganocb yyenetb. MoxeT, xon0KOcT H UCTpe6w ee CeMbIO, HO 9TO He CIOMMIO MaMMH JLyX, XOTD M HaHecio MiyGoxKylo pany. Cmenue crpany, ona o6parmac B apyryto perurni. Kaxk 1 ona, Xpuctoc 6171 epee, u 4 lyMato, Mama peurwa: TO, YTO 6BLIO xopomo aa Vncyca, 6yner xopomo u a4 Hac. Tloatomy Mena BOCIMTaAH Kak xpuctuanKy, nays moGuTS Crna Boxpero WIM, 10 KpaltHeft Mepe, TO, TO OH CHMBOJH3UpOBar. A naOmonana, Kax /bxon mmmer «Mos poporas Konert» r0- yepkoM MambI. IloToM OH B3IIAHYA Ha MeHS M CIOKOIHO CKa- 3am: «TBOA MaTb TOBOPHT, ITO, KOTa Th Halla TMCbMO, Ona 6n10a pazoM ¢ TOb0iD».7 Tocnanua or [lyxa Tlepea cMepTbio MaMa HalIMcasa MHe IICbMO, KOTOpoe xpa- Hwa BMecte c cpotorpadusmu. {1 Hania ero B KopobKe sMUIb HCCKOMPKO MECHYEB Hasay, HM KaKOe-TO BpeMA Cosa Ha KoMeNAX B cmesax. «louemy 1 He MoTy OTTycTHTD 9TO OT Ce6x? Tro enye # TomwKHa cyenarb?» — pasMbmuuia 1. J>KOH He MOF 3HaTb, UT0 TO CaMoe ITHCbMO HaTHHatOCcb cnoBamu: «Mos foporas Konert». «OHa O4eHb CHIbHO Mo6uT Te6a, — npogowKan [>KoH. — Mama Tak pajia, 4To THI AyMaeltb O Heit, H OHA XOUeT, TTOOEI TbI MpocTusa ee». A cnopno oyenenena. U3 Bcero MHoxecrBa yeramtert, 10- IBABLUIMX, 4TO [KOH ACHCTBUTeEAbHO BCTYNMA B KONTAKT C MOMMH posMTensimMu, nocrenHAn (ppasa GbuIa HanGosee 3Ha- MHTeMbHOM. ITO GE KNOT K ABEPH, KOTOpyIo A HHKOTya He MOTa OTKPbITb. VM rorma npeo6pasyiomiast cua Tocianus Havana mpwinn- MaTb ompenemennyto cbopmy. Bpems samenimocb, M MOH 4yB- crBa O6OCTPHHCD: A BCAYLIMBAIACh B CIOBA TAK BAYM4MBO, Kak HHKOra UpEke, OGbIIHO, ECM MOCIAHHe HCTHHHO, BCe Te BHOPHPyer, CIOBHO CTpyHa ap(pbI, XAOC BEICTPaHBaercA B HeKYIO CHCTeMY, HMeIOIy10 CMbIC — Gy/\TO Ha BCe BOIIpocbI BlepBbIe HalWIMCb OTBETHI, Mt WaKe Ha Te, KOTOPHIe elle He allan. C mocienHm CBouM BBICKasbIBaHHeM J>KOH Mepemas moc- jane, MMewoUlee TAKYIO WeTHTeMBUyIO CHY, ITO « apy AHeHt He Moria 06 9ToM rosopuT. Molt myx npeqiaran o6cyauTD 9TO, HO [VIA MeHs ITO ObUIO HEBOSMOXHO. Tak MHOFO JeT 1 MOMMMAa O TIPOMeHMH, HO WaKe He 3ayly- MBIBaJIaCb 0 TOM, YTOObI MPOCTHTb Mamy. Tenepb 1 NOHMMalO, TO H3-3a MCHA MbI O6e 3aCTPAMH Ha OAHOM MeCTe, XOTA MOTH 6b yoKe JABHbIM-aBHO MPOABUHYTHCA WasbuIe. M Bee xe 1 6bL1a MpuMepoM, FOKasbIBaIonyHM cymecrBo- Banue uynec. Mue ynanocb MCUCAMTECA OT TpaBM Mocic M3- HACHIOBaHUA, BCTYMMTb Ha Ny Tb AYXOBHOFO pasBHTHA, H BOT yKe [BajaTb [Ba Toa { He MbIO HM He NPHHUMalo HapKOTHKH. JL yna4no BpIua 3aMyXK, MHOTOTO JOCTHIMA H Tak H3MeHMIaCb, TO HUKTO, C KeM MbI ObUIH 3HaKOMBI B MOMOMOCTH, Ceit4ac Opt MeHs He y3Has. Tem He MeHee, 9Ta BAXKHAA UACT MOE KUSHTnaea 3. Mocaanue daa mena 77 ocTamach Mosaqu. STO Obra MaBHas pasranKa TOTO, ¥TO saTe- PoC BHYTPH Mes. Ceanc ¢ [pkonom 6511 TaKHM MpoHMKHOBeMMDIM, UT BCE OMMCaHHA MepKIM MO CpaBHeHHIO C TEM, Kakoe BOSTeHCTBHE OHH OKasbIBaIM Ha Mens. YCMbIUAB MOCHAaHHe, A MOUYBCTBOBA- Ja, YTO, HaKOHEL, OOpeta BOSMOXHOCTH McleneHMA. B xuure «KOHOM He HayasH CeaHc, M OH He Cram Mepe- WaBaTb MOCMaHHsA OT AYXOB MOHX pomurenen, Mue 6bI10 He Toy, cHy 3aliTu Tak WaneKo. Tenepb Ke | MOMIa WeTaTb. TlogTBep»KneHue J>KOH CKa3ai, YTO 41 MOTy HavaTb COMHEBATHCA B MPOHSOMIE/LIIEM, M TOFa MOK POMTeIM MOTYT ABHTDCA CHOBa, HO yoKe B Apyrort dope. Cunxponusanna (bakTos mocmaHnit — ete of{HH cr10co6, KoTophiM Jlyx npobyxkaer Hallty OCosHaHHOCTD. Korga ragaio onpegenennomy 4enoBeKky B ayquTOpUH, TIpewHasHaicHHoe emy CoobujcHMe MHOra UMceT 3HAICHHe 1 JULA KOPO-TO elle, BecuncienHoe KoMYeECTBO Pas JOM MOXO- WIM KO MHe Tlocyie TPpyMMoBbix CeaHCcoB, KOra A MOAMHCbIBA- Ja KHUEH, YTOGbI paccKasaTb O TOM, YTO TOCMAHMe JUIN KOTO- TO M3 KAMCHTOB KaCalOCb H UX, MH UTO OHH OUCHb 6narogapul. Agnenue, Kora Jlyx ucnomb3syeT Hu4ero He MOMOspeBaionyero ‘TeoBeKa JVIA Mepewaun moo6n0Tro, coobujenna KOMY-TO elle, HasbrBactca KreqoHMEM (raqaHHe 10 CTOBaM, HeBObHO yorET- MaHHDIM OT OKPy%Kalouynx joel. — TTpumer. ped.). Ita npo- poueckas Tpaquynsa Geper cBoe Hatato B /[pesuem Pume (Mpr O6cyIMM 9TO B KHHTe Mo3{Hee). Hacraua Mos O%epelb OMLYTUTh TposABACHMA CHHXPOHMH. Bo ppems ceaHca Bo BTOpHUK nocue oTbesya J>Kona 1 Nonyun-aa You have either reached a page that is unavailable for viewing or reached your viewing limit for this book.aa You have either reached a page that is unavailable for viewing or reached your viewing limit for this book.aa You have either reached a page that is unavailable for viewing or reached your viewing limit for this book.aa You have either reached a page that is unavailable for viewing or reached your viewing limit for this book.aa You have either reached a page that is unavailable for viewing or reached your viewing limit for this book.aa You have either reached a page that is unavailable for viewing or reached your viewing limit for this book.aa You have either reached a page that is unavailable for viewing or reached your viewing limit for this book.aa You have either reached a page that is unavailable for viewing or reached your viewing limit for this book.aa You have either reached a page that is unavailable for viewing or reached your viewing limit for this book.aa You have either reached a page that is unavailable for viewing or reached your viewing limit for this book.88 Tocnanua or [lyxa Ona npoxkuma Co MHO BCero ANIM NoONTOpa ropa M yMepaa 13-38 OCIOKHEHHM KoUIaNIca Tpaxeu. Sto NpoU“s0uWI0 TIpAMO Wa MOHX pyKax; THUKH He MOrya [LIMIATb, HO Telepb Ona 3Ha- Ma, ITO A OGM ee M BCerAa ycmpruty, IyxoBubte NocmaHHuku B MCXOBOH O7@KKe Mon mo6umote co6akn MocrosHHo HanomMMnaaH Mue 0 6oxKecT- BeHHOCTH M MHTCUIEKTE, IIPHCYLUNX BCeM pasyMHbIM CyLUecTBaM, OHM BbITOHAIM CBALIeHHYI0 paGory, NoKasbrBas, 470 [yx Haxo- TMTCA MOBCIOMY, YO MOGbIe OTHOMICHHA ABAIOTCA, HO CyTH, 3ep- KAJIOM, KOTOPoe OTParkaer Haut AYXOBUBIt poct. Mon mo6umMupt TIOMOPMM MHe OCOSHATb YHUKaIbHOCTb MpeObIBaHHA B Hacros- IM MOMEHTE H TO, YTO “BCE BEMKOE COKPEITO B MazIOM». CMeprb KaxKoro M3 HUX B HTOre WapoBata MHe yMupo- TBOPCHHE, BOSMOKHOCTb MOYYBCTBOBATb CeOA 7KUBOI Ges OLLLY- INCHHA OLeMeHeHMA, KOTOPOe M30MMpyeT Hac B COBPeMeHHOM. mupe. bomb norepH MoMoria MHe 10-HacTOsAMeMy MOHAT, YTO ecTb uyBCTBO GmarofapHocru Hu MuTOCcepmue. Moe cepaye oT- KPbUIOC, ff CTajla CHIbHee COCTpamarb, ysHaila 0 Gomtee ry6oKUx CBA3AX, KOTOPble TAK AerKO 3aGpIBaloTCA, KOTa MbI [elicTRyeM M3 STOHCTHYECKUX NOby*K TCH M He *UBeM HacrosmuM. Mon HMTOMIbE NOSBOMMIM MH OLYTHTD Bora B KaxKOM BUOXe M BbITOXe, KOTOPbI Tem CO MHOT, Ceiryac y nac c MapKoM 2kuByT yBa wimMa — Ce6acrban ut Bunn, Kak ppt, napepnoe, nonsm, 1 sanqmaa cobanmya, HO He NOMMUTe MeHS HeNpaBMIbHO: STO BOBCe He CBAZAHO C He- MIpussitblo K KouLKaM. Ha camom flee, ecu 6b ObuTa BOsMO>K- HOCTD, # ObI SABENA JECATOK KOTAT, HO aCTMa 3acTaBAAeT MeHA yBaxkath CBoe «coGaube» npenHasnayenne. J[ymaio, 1 oTsana KOIIKaM JODKHOE Clie B MpOMVIbIX *KUBHAX, KOT Obita KPU- Welt B MOCBALIeHHIX HM xpamax Erunra. HM noromy, ur06p1 He O6MLeTb HalIHX MOMOL[HMKOB-KOTOB, NO3BONBTE, 1 pacckaxKy © KoTeHKe Moeit nogpyru J>xu1 Kpamep.Traea 4. Kueomnvie — eecmnuxu nocaanuit 89 Manpank ui cayyait ommm6ouno0ro oOmo3HaHWA Korga y Jpxwu ymMepna mo6umas Kourka Cefgpx, mpoxnBuran C Hel JeBATHAMNATd Mer, Hx paccraBanue 6110 GomesHeHHbIM M MeYaIbHbIM, Ola MOABHJIACb Y Moet MOMpyrH B MepexopHbIt MOMCHT CC XKH3HH, HU 39TO co6prrne O3HAMCHOBAIO MOBOPOT- Hbtlt NYHKT LYXoBHOTO npobyx*neHuA M BHIGOpa NpakTuKH. Ceitapx, Heo6hruHoOe H OMeHb yMHOe CyuecTBO, 6bIIa W06H- MBIM KoMnanbonoM JpKuzT mu Apyrott ce KoWIKH, NATHAANATH- neTHei Town, M MOTOMY HyCroTa, OCTaBlaACA MoCIe CMepTH MOOUMUIDI, Oba MyYHTenbHOH. Mos Toppyra peutia BATH apyryto KOUIKY, T1aBHbIM o6pa30m TLOTOMY,; 4TO Mb o6e BepH- JIM B BOSMOXKHOCTD BosBpailenus CeityK B OOMHKE HOBOPOX- JKEHHOTO KOTeHKa. Kora MIpHIVio, KOTAT 6buI roToR K YCbIHOBACHHW, TpKwu1 3aMHTepecoBatach ManbINKoM B 4cpHo-GeryIo MomMOCKy, xoTA Celik Obra HeBouKOH. Muorne ee Apy3bs, BKIOYA MeHs, yroBapuBain BbIGpaTb MMeHHO 9TOTO KoTeHKa. Mos rogpyra pela Ha3BaTb €TO MuHCcTep Ceipx, Y mena 6nI10 CHJIbHOe TIpek4yBCTBHE, YTO ITOT KOTEHOK MpewHasHayen Ws JKMUI, H, TIOCKObKY Af *KeTaIa eit C1aCTbA, MHE TOXKE XOTEMOCh, uToO6H OH 6bi1 BonAOMeHMeM ee MOGUMUUBL. Yro x, Moxer 6p1TD, 1a... A Moxer, 1 Her. To mpomectBHHt HeKOTOpOrO BpeMcHH MUCTep Cet Hatta! BeCTH ce6a, CIOBHO J>kexwi u Xavi, B KOWabeM MeXOBOM KocTIOMe («CrpaHHad uicropua poxTopa J>xKekuna Hu Mucrepa Xatiga» — cbanracruuec- Kast MoBecTb aHriuiicKoro mucatena Pobepra CrupeHcona. — Tipumeu. ped.). OHO MrHoBeHNe ON 6bUT BeceIbIM, HOKHBIM H ApyKemo6ubm™, a B creqyIoulyIo MunyTy cranoBiaca Ma- JI€HbKUM TaCMaHCKHM /bABOJIOM. Emy HpaBHOcb HallajjaTb Ha Genny Jlomm, crpanasmtyio 1Ha6eToM, H sa6uparbca Ha Hee. Jbkwut Hawasia MOHUMATD, ITO 9TO 6piIa BOBCe He BepHyBillas- ca Celik, Ho BCe paBHo mo6w1a Mamba. Crano oveBHy,HO — KOT «BbIGpa» ee CaM, HO KTO 2Ke OH 6b Ha CaMOM Jlele, M KaK MoM Mompyra co6mpasach BepHyTb MUP B CBoit JOM?90 Tocnanua or [lyxa Uyscrsys ce6a OLHMM M3 BMHOBHMKOB 9TOM KaTacTpo- ¢bpr roy, HasBaHueM «Bosrpamienne Celts», 1 opraHu3oRasta TPKWIA Ha Aeub powKAeuns ceanc raganns y Kpucrun Arpo, UCKMOYNTCIDHOM ACHOBUAAM CH M WeAMTEAbHUYLI OT pox- TeHUA, CHOCOOHON O6mMaTHCA C 2AKMBOTHDIMH. Mos nompyra 6pia CoBepureHHO NopaxKena TOMNOCTHIO raganua. Kpuctun Hepesaia TO, YO «CKasam» efi MucTep CefispK: eMy He HpaBu- NOCb erO MMA, OH XOTET MOAyINTH Apyroe. [KUT OCosHara: KOTeHKy XOUeTCH, UTOOEI erO HEHHIK 3a TO, KaKOi OH eCTb, a He BOCIPHNMMaIM Kak BOMAOMeHMe Apyroi KourKH. Meoxny TeM OHA WblTatach UpuAyMar Apyroe uma, To KaKoit-1o upH- “He eff Ha YM NpHUVIO «Mambunk», HO MOMHOH yBepeHHocTH Ha 3TOT CueT y Hee He 6EIN0, M MOTOMY M03xKe OHA paccKasa- 1a 06 9TOM MHe. Ha crenyiommit jenb 4 ranana omnoi xKenuHHe 43 UnKa- To. 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