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Erikaartiststatement
Erikaartiststatement
ArtistStatement
Ipaintforexpression.ItisapersonalexperienceformeasIseekinsidemyself
forthesourceinspiration.WhatdoIwanttopaint?Andforthisseriesawaveofemotion
cameovermeasIfeltIhadtopaintmycousinErika.Oneyearagomycousinpassed
away.Ihadneverhadanypersonclosetomepassawaybefore.AndIfeltherloss
deeply.Wewereclose,raisewitheachother.Onlyafewyearsagowelivetogether.
Andwhilewelivedtogether,IpromisedherIwouldpainther.Thereare5Stagesof
GriefDenialandIsolation,Anger,Bargaining,Depression,andAcceptance.Andthese
stagesdonotnecessarilyoccurinorder.AsIhaveworkedthroughthisseriesIhave
beenabletoworkthroughthefinalstagesofgrief,BargainingandAcceptances.When
mycousinwasalittlegirl,herparentsdivorces.Asawayofcomfortingherchildren,my
Auntcameupwiththesefairytaleswhereeachofherchildrenwereaherooftheirown
story.HeroldersisterwasEliza,PrimaBallerinaoftheButterflies,herelderbrotherwas
Forrest,LordoftheTallTrees,HeryoungerbrotherwasPrinceJakeoftheSnakes,and
herlittlestsisterwasKatiebugoftheLadyBugs.ErikawasQueenoftheSunflowers.
Shehadatattooofasunfloweronthebackofherneckplacedwhenshewasold
enough.Shehadalotoftattoosandtheymeantalottoher.Sheworethemwithpride.
Mostofmyfamilygotsunflowertattoosasawayofrememberingher.Iamunableto
getatattooandfeltasadnessatnotbeingabletoparticipate.SoIfoundIcouldhonor
herlifeinawaythatIfeltconnectedtoherandmyfamily.Thisseriesistheresult.