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Chapter 1: Preening
Chapter 1: Preening
Authors Note:
This story is through Mints perspective during Episode 21 of the anime (Sparks Of The HeartIchigo and Mint At Odds). In this particular episode, Mint and Ichigo have a heated argument
and Mint decides to quit the Mew Mews. If you are not familiar with this episode, I suggest
watching it because these events do not take place in the manga. However, if you have not seen
this episode, do not fear. I purposely made the story very descriptive so you can imagine what is
going on even if you have not seen the episode. Enjoy and thanks for reading!
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The real reason?
I couldn't come to terms with my feelings for her.
I knew that turning in my Mew Mew outfit meant removing myself from everything that
reminded me of her.
And that's why I quit.
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I'm not sure when it all started. Although I found her extremely irritating at first (oblivious,
uncoordinated, improper) I found her eccentricities to be as much as I hate to admit it sort
of adorable. Ichigo is so open, so bubbly, so friendly... the complete opposite of me. Part of me
envied her, part of me wanted to be her, and part of me wanted to be with her. But I couldnt
possibly tell her this. So instead, I used my snobby remarks as a way of complimenting her. It
was the only way I knew how.
Hmm? What about Zakuro Onee-sama, you ask? Well of course, I admire her as an idol and a
big sister. But that's just the problem; I see her as a sister, not a lover. Ichigo, on the other
hand... I don't admire her personality, I am attracted to it. But, as I mentioned a moment ago, I
couldn't possibly tell her this, so I used my obsession with Onee-sama as a cover-up. Praising
her was easy. She is famous and successful- something normally coveted.
But pining over an "ordinary girl" like Ichigo would seem peculiar, and would most likely give
me away. Therefore, she got the insults, the jabs. The snotty attitude that pushed her away
because I didn't want her to see how excited I got whenever she was around. I pouted and
complained, but, in reality, I wanted to curl up next to her and bury my face against her neck.
But if I were to do that... the bell-choker Aoyama-san gave her would tingle, reminding me that
she had feelings for someone else.
It was always Aoyama-kun, Aoyama-kun, Aoyama-kun. I'd see that smirk on her face... the
humming to herself... playing with the bell he gave her... they were getting closer every day...
and me? I just sat there drinking my tea, pretending to look down on her, when really I wanted
to pounce on her. This went on for months as I watched from pampered sidelines. But a certain
nightmare acted as the breaking point, like a well-groomed nail suddenly snapping, its tattered
edges grazing me on sensitive skin.
I went to sleep one night uncommonly frazzled because Ichigo was once again talking about
Aoyama-san. And, on top of that, she was giving all of her attention to Pudding because she had
been sick a few days earlier. I know it is simply awful to be jealous of that... but Ichigo never
paid attention to me unless she was yelling at me to do chores or help around the caf.