only to unpaid work from movies, TV shows, sports, public persona, and music do ne with my image ( me doing long hours of work). I did not sign any of these con tracts (these contracts were not obtain legally), I was taken without my authori zation, I never agree to participate in these shows which portray me in way that have nothing to do with me and some are called "reality shows." It is hurtful t o see how these show distort my life and represent something very different from the person I am. Throughout all this process, I been trying to keep this privat e and get people to take responsibility and get to an arrangement outside of the public eye for years now. I put my pride aside and continue to do my life and b eing the person that I always being and want to be. However, going through all t he research that involve determine all of my asses many times makes me upset. Th e reason for this is I kindly, privately being trying to get my image taking out of these productions since these were done without my permission, maybe due to greed. I been a hard worker and a talented individual who does not mind working and the arts in all of its forms has been part of my DNA. Nonetheless, the reaso n that I am asking for this work to be taking out off air is because I cannot al low people to take advance of me or other people. It is not right. I do understa nd that I earned everything to all of the fans and all the people who support my work throughout this time. Yet, I cannot stand by them during this time. The la st three years of my life has been financially very difficult. I being dream of going back to school to continue my education and this have not being possible s ince I don't have the money. I never owned my own car, house, I dependent on oth er kinds of transportation, I being limited in any other way financially and I a m just getting by. So, where is my money, houses, cars, etc? Who is enjoying the fruits of my labor? There are other aspect of this which to this moment I need to keep private which are disturbing and I don't want to relive. I am lucky to b e alive today that is the main reason I am speaking out. I realized that this wa s a matter of live or death when I several times wake up with a gas odor inside my bedroom (my unit does not even have a gas connections). I was not breathings, cars being trying to run me on the streets, I being bullied and called all the names of the universe online. I receive death threats, I being isolated, moved w ithout my permission, accused of things I never done and I am not related to it. Just because I am speaking out. Enough is enough. I am a human being and I rese rve that dignity. Even with all this, I am very happy to be alive today and very grateful to everyone who support me in different ways. This not that I am unha ppy of having so a long lasting support and work. It is that as a human being I cannot stand by the old and abusive way of the entertainment industry and how it is functioning today. These people have being disregarding my humanity and righ ts throughout my life. I would not remain silence anymore longer since they assu me that my discretion means permission. As I been doing my life by day, being a good person, a good citizen, a student, an artist, etc. At other times of the da ys, photos, videos, artwork and my singing voice being used altered and used ina ppropriately. By any means I want to cause pain or people losing their works tha t is not my intension. My intension is that empower all the other people who are or might be in a simil ar situation. My intentions is telling my truth, getting my rights and the way o f life I earned and was raised having. My intension is for us to live in a better work in which everyone gets what they deserve and sweat to produce. My intention is for fans to know that I am not a diva, disconnected. I just being kept way, I never in my life received a fan let ter nor gift or a complement but plenty of the critic.
I love you all with all my heart, but you deserve the truth, know what you are s upporting.