I Do

Sjohnna McCray, 1972

Driving the highway from Atlanta to Phoenix

means swapping one type of heat for another.
A bead of sweat rolls over my chest,
around my belly and evaporates
so quickly I forget Im sweating.
Body chemistry changes like the color
of my skin: from yellow to sienna.
My sister says, its a dry heat.
At dusk, lightning storms over the mesas.
Violets and grays lie down together.
Mountains are the color of fathers hands,
layers of darkthen light.
People move west to die, retire in a life
of dust, trade the pollen of the south
for a thin coat of grit, the Arizona desert
promesas, promesas.
We stop on the outskirts of town
and think about being reborn.
When he places his mouth near my mouth
because hes so obviously thirsty,
when he moves to the well
where my tongue spouts out
because were mostly made of water
two-thirds of me is certain:
este infierno vale la pena.
This hell is worth the risk.