'I recall, my struggle, my fight, my hopes and fears. My country. A shell without a soul, a cover without its book.' 'this is the reality, the past is dead. This is the truth' 'natasha's eyes began to fill with tears. Tears of the past, the ones she should have spilt as a child. But as quick as they apeared, they were gone. Sent back to that place where they came, full of
'I recall, my struggle, my fight, my hopes and fears. My country. A shell without a soul, a cover without its book.' 'this is the reality, the past is dead. This is the truth' 'natasha's eyes began to fill with tears. Tears of the past, the ones she should have spilt as a child. But as quick as they apeared, they were gone. Sent back to that place where they came, full of
'I recall, my struggle, my fight, my hopes and fears. My country. A shell without a soul, a cover without its book.' 'this is the reality, the past is dead. This is the truth' 'natasha's eyes began to fill with tears. Tears of the past, the ones she should have spilt as a child. But as quick as they apeared, they were gone. Sent back to that place where they came, full of
Is life really so painful, are men really so cruel. In the vast memories of my mind, I recallI recall, my struggle, my fight, my hopes and fearsMy country. A shell without a soul, a cover without its book. This is the reality, the past is dead. Natasha gazed into her dressing table mirror. The crisp shine no longer there, pitted and browning at the sides, with a crack running from top to bottom, unwilling to stop until it reached its goal of destruction. Gently, she put the thumb and fore finger of her left hand on to the handle of the draw, beneath the table. Carefully, with love and tender touch she pulled the draw open, to reveal a silver hair brush. Its surface faintly glistened in the dimly candle lit room. A wry smile greeted her old companion. A tilt of the head, hair brushed back, she grasped it in her hand, removing it from its resting place for so long. Lovingly she moved her fingers along the bevelled edge of the brush, caressing the decorated surface with her brittle but neatly cut nails. She remembered the day her mother had given her the trinket. She recalled how she had discarded it as Just another item, throwing it into the dark recess of the draw, never to see the light of day until now, treated with such unjustified indignation. She lowered her eyes towards the cold glistening object, Looking at it one more time. Her eyes began to fill with tears. Tears of the past, the ones she should have spilt as a child. But as quick as they apeared, they were gone. Sent back to that place where they came, full of emotion and weak minded thoughts. Slowly she pushed the small white stall away from the ornate Edwardian table and stood up, firmly and stoecly . With expressionless austerity she walked over to the French doors , at the far end of the room. They were warn, a kind of caramel colour, faided white with time. A yellowed voile gently flowed in the late evening sun, held in place only with the splinters that riddled the time forgotten wood. Placing both soft manecured hands onto the pealing gilt handles, she through open the doors. The ugliness that now overwhelmed humanity, squeezed through the light, into the faded opulence of Natashas life. With the brush tightly gripped in her right hand, she angrily rose it aloft. With hate raging in her heart, she through the brush into the pit of depravity, along with the life she once knew, now only a perpetual image in the dreams of the past. As she watched her past fall before her, more tears began to fill those icey blue cold eyes. Is this the end, she cried, letting the emotions once again well up from within her. She clasped her head in her hands, bowing down she fell to the floor on her knees. Then from behind her a voice echoed around the sparcely furnished room. Yes it is my love was the reply, in a strained broken voice, pain etched in every word. Natasha removed her hands from her face, wiped away the tears and gently pulled herself up to confront a dark figure, standing in the centre of the freezing, damp poorly lit room. Slowly it emerged from the cover of the shadows, to reveal itself. It was Michael, her dear husband Michael. The uniform he wore was torn and blood stained. His battered weather beaten face was bruised . There was pain in his eyes, etched on his face.A troubled mind. He reached out his trembling hands towards Natasha, looking at her, trying to grasp what he once had. Michael she screamed Where, What ? trying to get her words out, unable to communicate. Without saying another word, she rushed over to the safety of his strong, dutiful arms. She laid her head gently on his chest, and gripped her husband tighter than ever before. This time the tears began to flow freely. She no longer felt able to turn off the tap of emotions. Michael moved the hair from her forehead and kissed the brow of her head. Not another word Bushka, Not another word! He whispered You are safe now, Ill never let you go. NEVER!