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IIOKAJAILE

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IICIIOBECT

EBOABOTeKa UP ABOCAABibE Beorpas,

nPEArOBOP

BMB~MOTEKA llPABOC~ABlliE

,,3fUlMO oa CMO 00 Bota u cae ceuiei l1e:JtCu Y 311Y· A 3HaMO oa CUH Boscu] oobe, U oao HaM je pa3YM oa n03HaMO BOla uCTuHoza, U oa 6y· oeuo y UCTUHOMe CUllY Hcycy Kpucty" (1 IH 5,19-20).

M3JIa3J1 C 6JIarOCJIOBOM lherOBe CBeTOCTJ1 narpajapxa epncxor repMaHa

rtocesaa J13.l1aILa KIL. 8 (23)

M3Aaje:

Ilvr Be'lHOMe )KllBOTV - 6eCMpTHOCTll jecre 6op6a ca rpeXOM. TIo yqelDV cserax OTaQa ra 6op6a je npaKTII'IHa fjJHAoco4»Hja xpanrhancxor )KHBOTa. Kao TaKBa. xao llITO lie ce BllAeTll ll3 AOQHlljer naaararsa, Ta npaxravaa <pllAocoqmja xpmnhaacxor )Kll' BOTa je II "HajrJUlBHHja npeMYApoCT", KOjy npeAajyhH jaBHOCTll nanoscnsea, xao llITO lie ce BHAeTll ll3 !-beHe CaAP)KHHe, OHa je npBeHCTBeHO naueiseaa HapOAY II HallIllM 60rOMOlhHllM lhYAllMa, xao II 6orOCAoBcKoj OMAaAHHll. YKOAllKO ce Y I-bOj AOTllQaAO !DeHOr naapuraoua - AYXOBHllKa II OCTaAllX npllHaAAe)KHOCTll xoje ca !-bllM croje Y aeaa, 'IlllDeHO je paan lDeHe nvaohe II llITO 60lher !-beHOr CXBaTalDa II pasvuesarsa, y3 llCKA>yqHBO PYKOBODe!De aaCYlliHOM norpefiosr jeaaor OBaKBor AeAa, jep 0 noxajaav II Cneroj rajaa acnoaecrn naxo ce KOA Hac Y aauroj npxaeao-oorocxoacaoj xnreparypa MHoro ITllCaAO, ITllCaAO ce rrpaaaxao jeaaocrpano. Ynpaso xao llITO je n03HaTO AO AaHac ce KOA Hac aaje nojaaaaa y jeanoj cncresm ofipabeaa MaTepllja xoja npanaaa OBOj TaKO neonxoanoj II npesacxoanoj CBeTOj TajHll, a xoja 6ll 6ap npeTe)KHO 6llAa naueiseaa napo.av, OCllM: "CnoMoliHor vrrycraa 0 acnoaeaa aa CBellITeHCTBO II HapOA" npaoropcxor MllTpOnOAllTa Marpodiaaa Baaa (Ilerarse 1898), aarasr OA apxmsanapara CTe· <paHa HAKHha: ,,0 CBeTOM noxajarsy - Ilacrapcxo II xarvpraxao ynYCTBO aa cspuraaarse OBe CB. rajne", o6jaBA>eHO Y ,,EoroCAOBCKOM rAaCHllKY" 1910-1911, xoje je II noceoao 1911. npeurrassnaao, xao II "HcnoBecT" MllTponOAllTa pycxor AHToHllja, C pvcxor npeaeo Mllx. J. Ilonoaah, Ham, 1931. Ho, CBa rpa OBa AeAa aKO cy II oaroaapaaa npaanxaxra CBOra spexreua AaHac Hll ll36All3a

rtpaaocnaarse - HOBJ1HCKO J13AaBa'IKa YCTaHOBa Cprrcxe narpnjapumje - Beorpazt, YJIJ1~a CeAMJ1 jYJI 5.

BJIaCHJ1K:

CpnC'Ka naTPujapULuja - BeorpaA

Ypeljyje Ype!luBa'£'KU od60p

rJIaBHH ypeAHJ1K:

Mu.aucas ,l{. npOTUI!.

llITaMna "KYJl'l"Ypa" Beorpan, MaKe.llOHcKa 4.

Ha OCHOBY MJ1WJbeILa Peny6JIJ1'IKOr cexperapajara aa KYJITYPY CP Cp6<fje, 6poj 413-4'411173-1)2 O.ll 12. VI. 1973. rOAJ1He OBa KILJ1ra je OCJI06oljeHa nnaaan,a nopeaa na rrposrer np0J13BOAa.

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He MOry qHHHTH OHO IlITO cy caojeapesreao qHHHAa Y spene 6Aaroxamha, norOTOBO IlITO cy nasrersena HClUoyqHBO CBeIlITeHCTBY, na H xao TaKBa nOCTaAa cy HeAocTynHa 360r HoHXOBe peTKOCTH.

If TaKO AaKAe: QH1b osor H OBaKBor AeAa je caeaosarse caBeTY CBeTHX OTaQa no KOMe CMO MH CBeIlITeHHQH AYiKHH nOCTaBHTH ce6H aa rAaBHH 3aAaTaK cnora iKHBOTa H paaa AaBaHoe ynyTcTaBa HapOAY H CBOjOj naCTBH KaKO Aa ce 60PH ca rpexosr H KaKO Aa ce yqBpCTH Y BpAHHaMa. Y TOM CMHCAY Y OBOMe ce AeAY BOAHAO paqYHa 0 npHAHKaMa H nOTpe6aMa BpeMeHa H HacTojaAo Aa ce CBe sacavje H AOKYMeHTyje CBeTOM EH6AHjOM, 06pa3AOiKH H rrpoTYMaqH CBeTHM OQHMa, yqHTeil>HMa Llpxse H aYTopHTaTHBHHM 6orocAoBHMa, a qeCTO H ca qHTaBHM 0Aeil>QHMa nperrvcra HoHXOBOM H3AaraHoY H, HaJa3A, nOCBeAOqn iKHBOTHHM H HapOAHHM HCKYCTBOM. Y TOMe je IUflby ynoTpe6i1>eHO MHOro AeAa, HapOqHTO aa PYCKOM je3HKY, xao H MHoro APyrHX H3BOpa pacYTHX HltPOqHTO no HarnHM qaCOnHCHMa H AHCTOBHMa.

Hajsaa, QH1b nncarsa osor AeAa je H APiKaTH ce OHe anoCTOAOBe: ,.A TU 0 '108je'1e EO:JICuj, UOU 3a npa800M, n060:JICHOCTU, ejepou, /by6a8u, Tprl/be1VeM, ICpOTOCTU. Bopu ce y oo6poj 6op6u ejepe, My'1U ce 3a 8je'1HU ;)/CU80T na xoju. cu n038aH" (1. THM 6,11-12).

YBOA

HAJrAABHUJA DPEMYAPOCT

Ha CB. CaBY 1973.

Ilporojepe] Munucae A. IIPOTHB

BehHHa Hene CBaKaKO cnopHTH 0 TOMe Aa ce KOA Hac acnonecr BPIlIH HemlMeTHO H PYiKHO, BPIlIH ce He no YCTaBY QPKBeHOM HHTH Y AYXY naCTHpCKOM. CneTOBHoaQH TO MHoro jaxe ocehajy. AAH OA xora 3aBHCH Aa ce craap ypeAH APyrojaqe? Ko je rAaBHH KPHBaQ sa TO, IlITO je TajHa HcnOBeCTH naaa ca OHe BHCHHe, na KOjOj rpeea Aa CTOjH?

- Ee3 CYMlbe, MH naCTHpH. MH CMO HMaAH H HMaMO nyHy.

MorynHocT, Aa Y OBOM naraisy He 6YAeMO CAa6H H caaa CMO Y CTaIhY Aa ony craap nOnpaBHMO; rpeea CaMO HMaTH A06py BOil>Y H YCPAHO crapaise npe caera Y caBAaoHBaHoY caaora ce6e. - Ho Y qeMY 6H ce cacrojaaa OBa noseraa paarsa?

- Kao IlITO HanOMeHYCMO, MHora AYXOBHa AHQa He cxsarajv

Y AOBOil>HOj MepH - ca KOAHKO nOBOil>HHM AyrneBHHM pacnoaoxcelbeM aa npaaarse nOYKe npaaase MHpjaHH HoHMa npa HcnOBeCTH. Aa 6H HaM OBO 6HAO jacnaje, 06paTHMO naJKHoY aa TO, Aa pasroBOp ABojHQe il>YAH aa HcnOBeCTH npeacraaa,a C060M rrojany nOTnYHO H3Y3eTHY Y iKHBOTY onora KOjH ce acnoneaa H YOllIlITe Y il>YACKOM iKHBOry. CBH pa3rOBOpH, KOjH ce BOAe Meoy il>YAHMa BaH HcnOBeCTH, HapOqHTO Y AaHaIlIlbe apeue, HMajy 3a QH1b Aa npaxpajy caoje MaHe H Aa HCTaKHY caoja npeaavhcraa, xoja qeCTO H He nocroje. Behaaa il>YAH czsarpa aa nenpajare.se OHe, KOjH cy HX Y HeqeMY yKOpHAH, na qaK H OHe, KOjH cy 0 HoHMa HeIlITO HenOBOiI>HO Ca3HaAH. Ha caBeCTH rOTOBO caaxora xoaexa nocroje AeAa, pexa H MHCAH, aa xoje OH He 6H npasaao CBOjHM n03HaHHQHMa, xaaa 6H My ce H HOiK nOA rpao crasao, aAH Aooe AaH H xac HcnOBeCTH H OH A06poBOil>HO CBe TO H3AOiKH CBOMe AYXOBHHKY·

- IfCTHHa Aa OH TO yqHHH nOCAe TeIlIKe yHYTaplbe 60p6e H ca ynepeHoIlIny, Aa AyxOBHHK aehe lberOBO npaaaarse HHKOMe H3AaTH; OH je MO)KAa HeKOAHKO rOAHHa H36eranao HcnOBeCT CaMO

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3aTO, IIITO HHje 6HO Y CTalLY Nt n06eAH CBOj nOHOC - CBOj CTHA; HO KaA je Befi AOIllaO, OH he ce AYXOBHO pasanera H HCKa3aTH CBOj rpex. Pa3MHCAH 0 OBOMe TH, jepejy BO)KHjH, H ca)KaAH ce 11 3aBOAH '10BeKa. HHKaAa '10BeK naje TaKO AHBaH, TaKO MHO Bory, HO xasa npea !bHM H npea To60M y6Hja CBOj nOHOC. H qHM je CaBAaAaH osa] rAaBHH nenpajaress aaurera cnacersa, nenpajarez, BO)KHjH, a TO je ropAOCT, OAMax AYilla oaora KOjH ce ncnoneaa nocraje ornopena aa npHMaILe HajcBeTHjHX MHCAH, )KeJha, naxtepa H OAAYKa. Cpehaa CH TH AYXOBHH'le, aKO TH Bor Ka)Ke 6aIll OHO IllTO MO)Ke 6HTH KOPHCHO TBOMe AYXOBHOM qeAY paAH caapmenor H CTaAHOr ocsoeobeaa OA npebaunsax rpexona. - Ho Bor noMaJKe OHHMa KOjH ce TpYAe, a He OHHMa xoje Ae)Ke, xaace CBeTHTeJh THXOH 3MOHCKH, H 3aTO CH TH AY)KaH nOCTaBHTH ce6H aa rAaBHH 3aAaTaK csora )KHBOTa - 3aA06HjaILe HCKYCTBa 3a AYXOBHO AeqeILe, TO jeer sa AaBalLe vnYTCTBa xpamhaanaa. KaKO Nt ce 60pe ca rpexost, H KaKO Aa ce yqBpcTe Y BpAHHaMa. Ha )KaAOCT, Mopa ee npH3HaTH, Aa je Y OBOM nOCAY aaure CBeIllTeHCTBO nOTrryHo HeHcKycHO. !bera cy y IllKOAH yqHAH cBeMY H3Y3eB OBe HAJf AABHHJE TIPEMV APOCTH H lLY HMajy CaMO OHH naCTHpH, KOjH cy je 3aA06HAH conCTBeHHM craparsesr, HAH nYTeM qHTaIba AeAa CBeTHX oraua, CB. BH6AHje HAH rryTeM vnoaaaaaisa ca HCKYCHHM crapnesr, HAH nax nYTeM MOAHTBe H ITYTeM concrnenor HCKyCTBa H nocssarpaa,a castor ceee H nacrae, a najraannnje, ITYTeM AHqHe 6op6e ca rpexosr,

I. YCTAHOBA CBETE TAJHE nOKAJAILA

"C8U cazpuieusuiue U U3zy6uUle C/la8Y Bo:ncujy, U onpaeoahe ce sa 6aoa8a 6/lazooaliy 1beZ080M, OTJCynOM Hcyca Xpucta'' (PUM.Ib. 3, 23-24).

MUTpOnO/lUT Anronuje: HCTIOBECT, npeaeo Mux. J. [/on08uli, Ham 1931.

Tlpe Hero IIITO je Y CTapOM 3aBeTY 6HAa 3aKOHOM rrponacaHa H3BeCHa nOKajHa AHCLtHnAHHa Aa THMe A06Hje H 06peAHH xapaxrep, xajaise, OAHOCHO norpetia acrroseaaaa yqHILeHOr rpexa, nojasaao ce xao lLerOBa nOCAeAHLta OAMax nOCAe naaa namax npapcaare.sa - AAaMa HEBe, KOjH cy, npecrynaaura HapeAOY BO)KHjy, 3aCTHAeAH ce OA yqHlLeHor rpexa, yrAeAaAH CBOjy AOTAe Hen03HaTY HarOTY, caKpHAH ce Meoy APBehe H OTnOqeAH ca xajalLeM. 0 TOMe CBeMY xeno HaM CBeAOqe npne CTpaHHLte DHoAHje (BHAH I Mojc. 3, 6; 13, 22-23), Te MHOrH CBeTH OLtH H yqHTeJhH UpKBe Y 'lHTaBOM nocrynxv HaIllHX npapoatrrezsa BHAe Bo)KHjy YCTaHoBY noxajaisa H HcnOBeCTH, a y lLHXOBOM H3rHalhY H3 paja Ka3Hy, HAH HaAO)KeHY enaraaajv, xao BHAJhHBy CTpaHY oxajanaisa yqHlheHor rpexa, KOjH je nospeaao HeBHHY H aa CBeTOCT CTBOpeay qOBeqHjy npnpoav.

TIPBY nponacaav H pervxacaav nOKajHY AHCLtHnAHHy, OAHOCHO HcnOBeCT yqHlLeHor rpexa, xao norpeov rpexosr paaene '10- aexnje npapoae, HaAa3HMO y caMOM Boxcajesr aapebersy, y KOMe H3Meoy ocraxora CTOjH: "JOUl pe-te Tocnoo Mojcujy toeopehu:

Peuu CUH08UMa Hspaun-eeujeu: noeiex U/lU »cena xao yttUHU teaJW8 zpujex IbYOcKU, re szpujetuu Tocnooy, U 6yoe OHa oyUla KpU8a, raGa uexa npusnaoy zpujex 1C0ju cy y'tUHU/lU, U KO je ICpU8 nexa epatu uujeno 'tUM je ICpU8 U nev:a oOMeTHe 0320 netu. OUO U oa OHOMY 1C0Me je CICPU8UO" (IV Moj. 5, 5-7).

Y npesre Hcyca HaBHHa noxajua AHCLtHnAHHa Kp03 ncnoseaarse yqHILeHOr rpexa AoollAa je H napoxara KyAT, no HeKHM eAeMeHTllMa CAH'laH AaHallilheM, xoja nocroja y CaMOM qHHY CB. rajae HcnOBecTH. HaHMe: ,,11 peue Hcyc AxaHY: CUHe, xaioe oa] xeany Tocnooy Bozy 113paUlbe8Y, U npusna] npeo 1bUM, U Ka:»CU

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MU iura CU Y'lUHUO, ueuo] TajUTU 00 ueue. A AxaH OOlO80pU Hcycy, U peue: UCTUHa je, ja stpujetuux Tocnooy Boz» Hspauneey, U Y'lUHUX TalCO U TalCO" (He. HaB. 7, 19-20).

Y apene HeMHjHHo noxajaa AHCLUUIAHHa 6RAa je Ben ynIAa Y HeKY BPCTY pHTYaAa H A06RAa H 06peAHH KapaKTep, qeMY cy npeTXOAHAH nOCT, MOAHTBa, noxajao oaexo, nocanarse 3eMhooM, llliTalbe H cayuraise 3aKOHa HAP.: " .•• Cxynutue ce CUH08U Hspauneeu. noctehu U y JCOCTpujeTu U nocyetuu ce 3e.MlbOM. H 0080jU ce cjeue Hspaumeeo 00 ceujex rybunaua, U ctaaouce re ucnoeujeaaxy zpujexe ceoie U 6e3alC01ba otaua C80jUX. H crajaxy na C80M Mjecry, re UM ce «uratae 3aJCOH Tocnooa Boza 1bUX08a '1eT8PT oaua, a opyzy '1eT8PT ucnoeujeoaxy ce U noxnateaxy ce Tocnooy Bozy c80jeMY" (HeM. 9, 1-3).

3HaKe ~OpMaAHe HcnOBeCTH HaAaaHMO H KOA npopOKa, HO 6ea AeTahoa: "H noxponuhy 8ac 8000M '1UCTOM, U tiuhete '1UCTU; ja hy eac O'lUCTUTU 00 C8UX He'lUCTOTa eatuux", BeAR npopox Jeaexas, (ra, 36 CT. 25); ,,0 JepYCaAUMe", rOBopHO je npopox Jepesaaja, "YMUj cpue T80je 00 3Aa, aa 6u Mozao 6UTU cnaceu" (4, 14). Y BpeMe npopoxa AaHRAa, xao H npopoxa nOCAe Hoera, noxajaisv, OAHOCHO HcnOBeCTH, YBeK je nopes, MOARTBe nperxoaao nOCT: "H oxpetox AULle ceoje JCa Tocnooy Bozy »paxcehu za MOAUT80M U MOA6aMa C nOCTOM .•• H nOMOAUX ce Tocnooy Bozy C80jeMY U ucnoeuieoaiyhu ce pexox: szpuietaucuo U 3AO '1UHUCMO U 6UCMO 6e360:JICHU" (AaH. 9, 3-5).

CBH OBH npoposxa CHMBOAR ollliwneHoa HaIllAR cy ce H Y OCHOBH npOnOBeAH JOBaHa Kpcrare.sa, KOjH je AHpeKTHO OA HoHX upneo HHCnHPaLtHjy, H THMe je HoerOBO xpurraaaa,e, nponpahaao npeTXOAHOM acnoaemhv, YlllAO Y oapebeaa 3HaK Mecajaacxor sexa.

Y CBaKOM cAyqajy Y CTapOM 3aBeTY je 6HAa H3BeCHa ~opMa HcnOBeCTH CARqHa TaK03BaHHM "eKCOMoAorHjaMa" (BeliHM AeAOM jaBHHM HcnOBeCTHMa) Y npBHM BeKOBHMa xpamhaacraa, KMa je JOBaH KpCTHTeho no-reo CBOjy nponosea, rAaBHH CHMBOA osamherea GRAO je xpurrerse BOAOM, HO YCAOB sa JOBaHOBO xpnrreise 6RAO je xajarse sa rpexe, TO jeer HcnOBeCT (MK. 1,4; MT. 3, 6; AK. 3, 3). Kao CHMBOA H3MeHoeHOr )KHBOTa H OqHlllneHoa rpexona 6RAO je xpnrrerse BOAOM H ra] 06l{qaj 6HO je paaaajea OA HeH3BeCHor speaeaa y jYAejcTBY, xao H xvnaise YOqH AaHa "HCKynhoeHoa" xoje je 06aBe3Ho nparaxa HcnOBeCT. Ha raj HaqRH HcnOBeCT xao llpeAYCAOB aa spnrrerse, 6RAa je npasaara aa HeonxOAHO cpeACTBO MOpaAHOr oxaiuhersa H 3HaK YAaCKa Y HOBH )KHBOT. Y JOBaHOBOj nponoseaa HcnOBeCT ca xpurrersea CAY)KHAa je jotn H xao YCAOB aa YAaaaK Y MecHjaHcKY epy.'

HaKO je TelllKO peha rAe H KMa je YCTaHoBhoeH nOKajHH parvaa, OAHOCHO HcnOBeCT, HeKH MHCAe Aa je OHa YCTaHOBhoeHa Y npesre nOA3aKOHO, aajsepoaarnaje aa apene Hcvca HaBHHa, KMa je OH HapeAHO AxaHY Aa HCnOBeAH CBOj npecryn (He. HaB. 7, 19-20). Apym MHCAe Aa je HcnOBeCT YCTaHOBhoeHa He avropaTeTOM Crapora HAll Honora sasera, Ben npeAaHoeM Bacexencxe LlPKBe, H TO npeaarse UpKBe nOCTaAO je 06aBeaHO xao 3aKOH! Haje TOARKO 6HTHO AaKAe OCBpTaTH ce MHoro aa caMY HCTOPHjy YCTaHOBe HcnOBeCTH, KOARKO je C nyHHM npasost nOTpe6HO raeAaTH aa lbeHY aaspursv ~OPMY KOjy je OHa xao 6o)KaHcKa CBeTa rajaa, 6ea o63Hpa Aa AR HMa HAR HeMa CBOj noserax jour Y caMOM Pajy, A06RAa npeAaHoeM H OCBeAOqeHHM HCKYCTBOM Bacezsencxe upxae. ITa anax, rAaBHO je, Aa ce aanpuma CTap03aBeTHH KyAT noxajae AHCLUUIAHHe aavaex H3ry6HO y HallliHY H3BeCHHX cnozealllHoHX H BHAhoHBHX noxajaax paAlLH Y speae nocaeaaer crapoaaaeraor rrpopoxa, aa xora je I'ocnoa XPHCTOC pexao Aa "Hujei:JaH U3Mehy pobenux 00 3ICeHa nuje eehu. npopox 00 J08aHa KpCTUrena" (AYKa 7, 28), jep: "Y OHO naK 006a oobe J08aH Kpucturers, U y-uuue y nYCTU1bU JyoejcKoz. H zoeopauie: noxajte ce, jep ce npu6Au:JICU LlapCT80 netiecxo ... H OH xpuihaeaiae y Iopoany U ucnoeujeoaxy tpujexe ceoje" (MaT. 3, 1-5). Osaj H OBaKaB KyAT rroxajne AHCLUUIAHHe, KOMe je AaKAe npeTXOAHAO H "KplllnaBalbe", rj. xvnaa,e, YMHBaHoe HAR xponzserse BOAOM, lllTO je CBaKaKO liMaAO OCBelllTaHO nopexao Y AaBHHjoj npOlllAOCTH, xao H crapo- 3aBeTHa )KPTBonpHHOllleHoa H nazeenaue PaAH osamhea,a OA rpexoaa, YCTYnH0 je MeCTO HOB03aBeTHoj YCTaHOBH 6AarOAaTHe CB. rajae noxajaisa, Aa H OHa A06Hje CBOj OCBelllTaHH KYAT H ~PMY aYTopHTeTOM HoeHor OCHHBaqa H TO 6alll OHHM npeAaHoeM BacehoeHCKe LlPKBe.

CTap03aBeTHO noxajarse, 6ea o63Hpa aa BpeMe H MeCTO YCTaHOBe, HMaAO je aa LlHho casro BHAhoHBO 3aAoBOhoeHoe yspeoeHe npaaae Bozcaje H 6AR)KHoera csora, a y3 TO OHO je 6HAO ceaxa oaora lllTO je TeK HMaAO Aa Aooe ca OqeKHBaHHM HCKYnHTehoeM. o TOMe BeAR 6oroHMaxHYTH npopox: "E80 uoy oanu, Z080pU Tocnoo, Kao hy Y'lUHUTU H08 saejer C80j y 1bUX, U na CPLlY 1bUX08Y uanucahy za ,u 6uhy UM Bot U OHU he MU 6UTU napoo; jep hy UM onpOCTUTU 6e3alC01ba 1bUX08a, U zpujexa 1bUX08UX Hehy 8urae nOMU1baTU" (Jep. 31, 31-34). Ooehaue BO)KHje HCnyHHAO ceo Onponrraj H nenoscusaree 6eaaKoHoa H rpexona AOlllAO je AOHCTa CaMOM YCTaHOBOM CBeTe rajae noxajarsa, KOjy je YCTaHOBHO casr Focnoa Hcvc XPHCTOC Y Jepvcaaaay na Bacxpcno neue. 0 veraHOBH OBe COOTe rajae CB. an. H jeBaHoeARCT JOBaH BeAR: ,,A ICao 6u y eeue onai npea OaH neoene, U epata 6ujaxy 3aT80peHa

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zoie ce 6ujaxy yweuuuu 1beZ08U CKynWZU 00 crpaxa Ieepejcxoza, oobe Hcyc U CTaOe na cpujeoy U peue UM: MUP 8aM. 11 080 pexaetuu nOKtl3a UM pyKe U pe6pa ceoja. OHOa ce ywenuuu otipaooeauie euoieeuac Tocnooa. A Hcyc UM peue: MUP 8aM; Kao UlTO Otau noc.Ila uene, U ja UlalbeM eac. 11 080 pexaetuti OYHY, U peue UM: Il puuure Ayx CBeTU. Kojuua onpocture zpujexe, onpoctuhe UM ce; U xojuua 3aOpXUTe, saapscahe ce" (JH. 20, 19-23). Lleo onaj rrocrvnax OKO YCTaHOBe OBe CBeTe TajHe otijacnao je enncxon HHKoAaj: "CHAY HM Aaje AYHYBIllH HM Y AHlle, a BAaCT KP03 pex xojy HM pese. 06HOBHTeh> CBeTa nocrvna xao H CTBOpHTeh> caera, Y06J\HqHBlllH xoaexa OA rrpannme 3eMah>CKe CTBOpHTeh> je AYHYO Y isera AYX )f(HBOTHH, Te xoaex nOCTa AYIIIa )f(HBa (IIOCT. 2, 7). HCTO TaKO 06HOBHTeh> CBeTa caaa nocrvna. OH YAaxlbaaa AYX )f(I1BOTHH Y h>YAe, OHeMOnaAe oA rpexa. CBOjHM )f(HBOTBOPHHM AaxoM OH O)f(HBh>aaa, 06HaBh>a, yrrpaao sacxpcasa 03eMh>aHeAe H 3aqMaAe AYIIIe h>YACKe. AYHYBlllH Y AHlla yqeHHKa I'ocnoa HM pese: npHMHTe Ayx cseral OBO je npso AaBaIbe Ayxa cserora. Apyro ne 6HTH y neAeceTH AaH nOCAe OBora 3HaMeHHTOr Beqepa. OBO npso AaBalbe je PaAII O)f(Hah>elba H ocaaaceisa caMHX yqeHHKa, a OHO APYro paaa IbHXOBe anOCTOACKe CAY)f(6e Y CBeTY - Aa, paaa O)f(HBh>elba CBeTa. AaBIllH HM TaKO CHAY I'ocnoa liM caaa Aaje H BAaCT, Aa onpanrrajy rpexe, H Aa 3aAP)f(aBajy rpexe".'

MHOrH ae 36YIbYjy, a jepermnr H3BpnynH HCTHHY xao rrpnrOBOp aaaoce To60)f(lbe jeBaHDeACKe nejacaocrn Y norxeav cassor apeueaa YCTaHOBe OBe CBeTe rajae, HaKO OBO naje Ba)f(HO nararse, nnax 6H A06po AOIllao TaqaH OAroBOP, KOjIl 6H 3a6yHy npBHX paaanrao, a APyre H3Beo H3 3a6AYAe.

Y JeBaHDeh>Y Marejesou MH qHTaMO cAeAene Cnacare.seae pexa yrryneHe anocroay IIeTPY: ,,11 oany TU KlbytteBe 00 uapcrea netiecxota; U UlTO ceescetu na 3eMlbU 6ulie C8e3aHO na netiecuua; U UlTO pasopujetuuuc na 3eMlbU tiuhe pasapujetueno na netiecuua" (16, 19). Ha APyroM MeCTY oner KOA HCTor jeBaHDeAHCTa, qHTaMO peva Cnacarezsese yrryneHe CBHMa yqeHHllHMa: .Jep BaM Ka:JtCeM 3aUCTa: UlTO zoo CBe:JtCeTe ua 3eMlbU 6ulie C8e3aHO na He6y, a UlTOZOO pasopujetuure na 3eMlbU 6ulie paopujeuieno na He6y" (18, 18). H, aajsas, xao IllTO CMO Ben BHAeAH KOA jenanDeAHCTa J OBaHa, qHTaMO pexa Cnacare.seae vrryheae raxobe CBHMa yqeHHllHMa: ,,11 OBO pexaetuu OYHY, U peste UM: npUMUTe Ayx C8eTU. Koiuua onpOCTUTe zpuiexe, onpoctuhe UM ce; U «ojuua 3aOpXUTe, saapiscahe ce" (JH. 20, 22-23). Y CBeMY OBOMe HeM a naxera 36Ylbyjyner, a jour Malbe 6H MorAO nocavxcara [eperauaaa Kao OCHOB Ha IbIlXOB rrorAeA KojIl ce OAHOCH Ha caMY YCTaHOBY CBeTe rajae noxajaisa. H3 CBa TpH Crracarexeaa AaBalba jacno ce

BHAe AaTe TPH OAeAHTe BAaCTH: BAaCT Kh>yqeBa - Tl e r p v, (AaTa My KpajeM Mecella jyAa 33 rOAHHe); 3aTHM B A aCT B ea Hn a rs a H ApeIllelba - ABaHaeCTopHUH, (aara HM OAMax nOCAe Ilpeoepaaeessa na Tasopv), H, najaas, B A aCT A p )f( a Ib a HOT n Y III T a Ib a - (AeceTopHllH anOCTOAa) - AaTa HM aa BaCKpCHO aese, xaaa je YCTaHOBh>eHa OBa CBeTa TajHa.

Cse TPH ose BAaCTH nocrojaae cy y CTapOM 3aBeTY KOA Jespeja. IIpeKO AaBalba Kh>yqeBa, (BHAH MaT. 13, 52, 23, 4; AYKa 11, 52), KIbIDKeBHHllH cy CPOPMaAHO nocsehaaaaa Y cnoje anarse H THMe cy, xao IllTO ce Kh>yqeBIIMa ornapa 6AarajHa, OTBapaAH HapOAHY 6AarajHY 60)f(aHCKOr 6Aara H AapOBa. ApYrHM peqHMa: npexo cpopMaAHOr AaBalba Kh>yqeBa, KIbH)f(eBHIIllH cy A06HjaAH y q H T e h> C K Y B A aCT, xoja je H Ilerpv rrpe CBHX anocroaa, H TO nOA noroA6oM, ofiehaaa, 360r aerosor acnoaeaarsa I'ocnoaa Hcyca XpHCTa, xao II sepe y Ibera. Apyry BAacT, BAaCT aeaasarsa H APeIllelba. r]. 3aKOHOAaBHY (BHAII: MaT. 23, 4), Ao6HjaAH cy cpapHcejH. Y OKBHPY re BAaCTH OHH cy HMaAH rrpaso o6jaBh>Haarsa npasaaa H ypeAa6a xoje I1Majy HAH HeMajy 6HTH o6aBe3He. AaKAe, nOCAe Ilpeoopaacersa, OBY 3aKOHOAaBHY BAaCT Ao6HAH cy yqeHHllH. T pen y B A aCT, B A aCT A p )f( a Ib a II 0 T n y III T a Ib a r p e x o s a, (BHAH: JH. 20,23), HMaAH cy casro npopoua. Ilpeaa TOMe H OBY rpehv BAaCT, HAH rrpoposxo AocTojaHcTBo y BAaCTH AP)f(alba H OTIIYIIITalba rpexona, Ao6HAH cy anOCTOAH TeK nOCAe Bacxpceisa,"

liAa)f(eHH TeocpHAaKT' y TYMaqelbY pesm CnaCHTeh>eBHX yrryneHHX anOCTOAY IIeTPY, (MaT. 16, 19), Aa 6H AOKa3ao jeanaxo npaso BAaCTH AaTO CBHMa anOCTOAHMa, a anocroxv Ilerpv CaMO npaao qaCTH aa aeroso narpeao acnoseaaae sepe Y Focnoaa Hcvca Xpncra, OBaKO 0 rrpsov Aoraliajy BeAH: .Hexa je caao Ilerpy 6HAO pexeno: "Aany TH", nnax H CBHMa anOCTOAHMa AaTO je 6HAO rasa, xaaa HM peue: "KojHMa orrpocrnre rpnjexe, onpocrane HM ce". Ho nOIllTO je I'ocnoa pexao: ,,Aany TH", TO YKa3yje na 6YAyne speae Tj. aa spene nocae Bacxpceisa".

IIlTo ce TIfqe APyror Aoraliaja, r]. Aa je raaa I'ocrron Hcyc XPHCTOC Aao caxto 3aKOHOAaBHY BAaCT CBIIMa arrOCTOAHMa, 0 TOMe aexra CYMIbe. AOBOh>HO je npOqHTaTII TPH crnxa, aa xojmsa ce {)CHHBa uexoxvnao 3aKoHOAaBcTBo Llpxse, a KOjH raace: "AKO .IlU TU cazpujetuu tipat TBOj, UOU U noxapai za Mehy C060M U 1bUM cauujeu; aKO re nOC.IlYUla oo6uo cu tipata ceojeta. AKO .IlU re He nOC.IlYUla, Y3MU ca C060M JOUl [eonoza WZU OBOjUijY oa CBe puieua OCTaHY ua YCTUMa 08a WZU TpU ceieooxa. AKO .IlU 1bUX He nOC.IlYUla, Ka:JtCU uptceu; a aKO .IlU He nOC.IlYUla HU upxee, oa TU ,6yoe xao nesnatioxcau U uapunux" (MaT. 18, 15-17). OAMax H3a

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osora a Y Be3H aanassa rrpaaa aa CaMOCTaAHY 3aKOHOAaBsy BAaCT anOCTOAHMa, Tj. l{PKBH, Focnoa Hcvc XPHCTOC HaCTaBA>a Aah>e:

"Jep eau xasceu 3aUCTa: UI:rozoo ceescere na 3eM.lbU 6u1le cee- 3aHO na He6y, a Ul.TOZOO pasopuieuiure na 3eMJbU 6une Pa30pU[etueno na He6y" (18 CT.). OBAe je AOHCTa pex 0 npasv rrpaurrarsa H aeaasarsa, aAH He rpexa na HcnOBeCTH, aeh rrpaay OCAo600aBalba HAH KaJKlbaBalba aa CYAY l{PKBe. Ileo oaaj TeKCT OBaKO TyMatJH 6Aa)KeHH Teo<pHAaKT: ,,AKO, BeAH, TH, KOMe je yqHlbeHa nerrpaaaa, 6YAelU AP)Kao xao napaanxa H aesaaoonma oaora KOjH TH je yqHHHO aenpaaay, OH lie, BeAH Hcyc, xao TaKaB 6HTH AP)KaH H aa He6y; aAH aKO ra paaspemanr, r], onpOCTHlU MY, OHAa 6Hlie My onponrreao aa He6y. Jep, He CaMO OHO lUTO paaapeure CBelUTeHHllH nocraje paaapenreao, seh H OHO nocraje HAD Be3aHO HAH paaapenreao lUTO H MH, xoja CMO vapebeaa, neavjeao HAH pa3APClUaBaMO, H TaMO (na He6y) je CBe3aHO HAD paaapeureao".

Hajaa, lUTO ce THtJe rpehe, raasae CTBapH, OAHOCHO YCTaHOse caae CBeTe rajae noxajarsa, A06po je tJyTH oner MHIIIA>elbe 6Aa)KeHOr TeO<pHAaKTa, KOjH y TYMatJelbY onor MeCTa KOA jesaaOeAHCTa JOBaHa (20, 19-23) BeAH: "XPHCTOC Aysa, H Aaje HM Cnerora Ayxa. IIa H caaa OH HM He Aaje norrrya Aap Cserora Ayxa, jep TaKaB OH lie HM AaTH y IIeAeceTHHllY, HO OH HX ocnoc06loaBa aa npaaaise Ayxa. Jep peva: ,,npHMHTe Ayxa Caerora" - jecy HCTe lUTO H pesra: 6YAHTe cnpesma Aa npHMHTe Ayxa. Morylie je pehn H TO, Aa HM je OH Aao H3BecHY BAaCT H AYXOBHY 6AaroAaT, C.aMO He Aa nacxpcanajv MpTBe H npojaazeyjy CHAe, HO Aa npaurrajy rpexose. 3aTO H AOAaje: "KojHMa onpOCTHTe rpexe, onpourreaa cy HM", nOKa3yjyliH, Aa HM je OH Aao 6am osaj BHA AYXOBHHX AapoBa - npanrrarse rpexosa. IIOCAe Basnecersa, caa Ayx cmnao je H npeH306HAHO AaO HM je CHAe Aa tJHHe tJYAeca, xao H CBaKH APyrH Aap".

Y Be3H ca H3AO)KeHHM CMHcao pesn Focnoaa Hcvca XpHCTa o onpanrrarsv H Be3HBalbY rpexosa npHADKOM YCTaHOBe CBeTe rajae noxajarsa rpeoa CXBaTHTH OBaKO: AajyliH anOCTOAHMa BAaCT ApelUelba, r], npanrraisa H seaaaarsa - AP)KaIba, Cnacarea, HHje Ty BAaCT Aao lbHMa AHtJHO H HCKIoyqHBO, seh rrpexo lbHX opejeMHHtJKHM DyTeM l{PKBH, Te aa xpajy H cauo npaurrarse rpexosa KaKO rosope CB. oua H YtJHTeloH Ilpxse, 6HBa nOA YCAOBOM aKO Llpxsa npaurra, jep nocTHrHylie onpaurrarsa rpexosa, xao H nocraravhe 60)KaHCKHX HCTHHa naje AaTO tJOBeKY, seh CKyny - 3ajeAHHllH IoYAH, cjeAHlbeHHX loy6aBIoY - l{PKBH. OTyAa nOTtJHIbaBalbe l{PKBH H aeaoj BAacTH y llHIoy orrpaurraisa rpexoaa jecre aa nasor xpanrhaaaaa jeAHHH H 6eaYCAOBHO Hy)KHH DyT H jeAHHH HatJHH Aa Aooe AO onponrraja HCTHX. Ilpessa TOMe H3Aa3H Aa

Ilpxsa HMajyliH CYACKY, yqHTeloCKY n 3aKOHOAaBHY BAaCT YOnIUTe. TY HCTY BAaCT OHa nMa H noceeno H y caaoj Caeroj TajHH noxajatsa npexo lbeHHX aanpnraaaua n onvaoaohenaxa,

M3 H3HeTOr, AaKAe, He caao Aa je [acao xaaa je Cnacnres, YCTaHOBHO OBY CBeTy TajHY, seh je nOTnyHO paaapemeaa a CMYTlba MHorHX y norAeAY xaaa je, KOMe, urra a y KOjOj MepH AaBaHO, a lUTO je aajraaanaje [epermraxa n OHHMa KOjH n3Bpliy H pbano cxsarajv OBY CBeTY TajHY, H ca OBOAHKO, KOAHKO je H3HeTO, 3aTBOpena cy YCTa. Ho KOAHKO H3 paA03HaAOCTH, TOAHKO H 360r narxaurasaisa 6AaroAaTH CB. Ayxa, xao aexera lUTO je y xaraso] OBOj PaAlbH H rrvcrynxy Haj6HTHnje, a y Be3H KOHatJHor AaBalba BAaCTH anOCTOAHMa y Be3HBalbY H paaapeuraaarsy rpexona, MO)Ke ce aanHTaTH, Aa AH je raaa n TOMa, KOjH je anase 6HO OACYTaH, A06HO Ty HCTY BAaCT AP)Kalba H ornvnrraaa rpexona? 3ancTa anOCTOA TOMa npHMHO je CBe aaxo He rasa, a OHO AOllHnje, na caM AaH Ilezeceraane, Y AaH Ileaecernaue, 6YAyliH na oKyny ca OCTaAHM anOCTOAHMa, npHMHO je OH jOlUBeliy BAaCT OA BAaCTn AP)Kalba H OTnyIUTaIba; HaRMe, npaaao je Aap qnlbelba 'iYAa, lUTO ce H3- spnryje OHOM nCTOM OA AaHa CHAaCKa CBeTOra Ayxa npeH306HAHnjoM Hseroaoa 6AaroAaliy, KojOM ce naapurvje H AP)Kalbe H crrrynrraise rpexoaa. TOMa je, AaKAe, nOBepOBaO y nacxpcaor I'ocnoaa Hcyca XpHCTa, xoja lie ra 06yliH y "CUAY C eUCUHe" (AYKa 24, 49), H y3BHKHyO je y 3aHOCY OA PaAOCTH: .Eocnoo MOj U Bot MOj". A Focnoa je na OBO OArOBopHO TOMH: "IlOUl.TO Me euoje ejepoeao CU,· tiaaio OHUMa xoiu He euoieuie u ejepoeauce" (JH. 20, 28-29). Y AeAHMa anOCTOAa, anOCTOA AYKa mnue caeaehe o E<l>ecllHMa, vnpaso 6alU 0 OHHMa KOjH HHCY BHAeAH I'ocnoza Hcyca, aAH cy nOBepOBaAH y Hsera: "N MHOZU 00 ouujex Ul.TO ejepoeaxy, OOllaxaxy re ce ucnoeujeoaxy u xasueaxy Ul.Ta cy ywuuuau" (19, 18). Y OBOM Ka3HBalbY CB. an. AYKe, xoje HaM je OCTaBHO y AeAHMa anOCTOACKHM, pex je 0 acnoseaarsv rpexona H [aaao H rajao, aa CKYny (y xpaav) H rrpea AYXOBHHKOM (erraCKonOM), 0 qeMY lie aa CBOMe MecTy 6nTH ronopa.

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,,A axo XPUCTOC He YCTa, y3a.1!yO OalC/le nponoeujeoasee natae, a y3a.1!yO U ejepa nauia" (1. Kop. 15, 14).

.Jep oeo pacnaiusueo rpetia oa ce ooy<te y Hepacnaamueocr, U oeo CMPTHO oa ce 06y<te y 6eCMpTHOCT" (1. Kop. 15,53).

ctpaoa, npaeeouux sa uenpaeeonuxe, oa Hac npueeoe 50zy, y6ujeH, UCTUHa, tiueuui rje/lOM, HO O:JICUelbeeUlU AYXOM" (1. Ilerp. 3, 16).

Onaj KOjH je ceee H3.3BaO Ilvress, HCTHHOM, H )KaBOTOM JOIll je Ka3aO .Ja CaM eactcpcetse, 1C0ju ejepyje MeHe alCo U yMpe ocuenehe" (JH. 11, 25). OBe pesa I'ocnoa Hcvc XPHCTOC je asroBOPHO npe Hero he aacxpcavrn caora YMpAor rrpnjarezsa Aasapa. MaAa cy ce OAHOCHAe aa Aasapeao aacxpceise, OHe cy HCTOBpeMeHO YK3.3HBaAe H na 6AHCKO XPHCTOBO Bacxpceise xoje je HaKOH cnera HeKOAHKO AaHa OA Aaaapesor sacxpcersa H YCAeAHAo xao HCTOPHjCKH <paKaT y KOjH He MO)Ke 6HTH cyMILe. 0 TOMe eUHCKon HHKoAaj OBaKO xaaee: "BaCKpCeH.e XPHCTOBO je npe cnera HCTOPHjCKH Aoraoaj. KaA He 6H 6HAO HCTOPHjCKH Aoraoaj, HHTH OH rOHHTe.h> XPHCTOB CaBAe 06paTHo ce y anOCTOAa Ilaaxa, HHTH 6H nraxa YCTpaIlleHHX cAeAf5eHHKa XPHCTOBHX HKaAa AOoHAa HaAqoBeqaHCKY cnarv H xpafipocr Aa oojaB.h>yje jeaaabe.se )KHBOTa H sacxpceisa, HHTH OH HKaA nOCTaAa npxna xpmnhaacxa, HHTH OH aajaaa AOrHKa .h>YACKa MorAa aaha AOBO.h>HO ofijaunsetsa aa AparOBO.h>HY CMPT MHorHX AerHOHa MyqeHHKa aa XpHCTa no CBHMa HapOAHMa H y CBHMa BeKOBHMa sa nocaezosa ABa MHAeHHYMa. Y TOM cAyqajy Hcvc XPHCTOC 6HO OH n03HaT no HMeHY caxro xao jeaaa OA MHorHX MYApaua HCTOKa. <t>HA030<pH OH ce H aa AaA>e, H AO xpaja ncropaje, npenapaaa no KILHraMa H aa xareApaMa OKO rora, je AH AYilla oeCMpTHa HAH HHje H nocrojn All onaj CBeT HAH He. A HapOAH 3eMa.h>CKH CpyqHBaAH OH ce y rpoe npeKAHlbyhH cpue csoje IllTO HX je oOMaHYAo. Jep Ay60Ko y cpuv .h>YACKOM CTOjH vnexahea OO)KaHCKH nexar )KHBOTa aexaora, nexar KOjH aaje ycneo Aa H30pHille HaCHAHH HlITeAeKTyaAH3aM ca CBOJHM CypOBHM HaCH.h>eM HaA cpneu, Y CBeToM UHCMY raj nexar y cpuy Ha3HBa ce o6ehaH.eM TBopqeBHM. H anOCTOA xazce: .Cea ooehaua 50:JICuja y Xpucty cy oa", Tj. norapbeaa H rroxasana. A rAaBHO H OCHOBHO 06ehalLe [ecre nooeAa HaA cMphy, nacxpceise H )KHBOT 6e3 xpaja, Bacxpcerse XPHCTOBO, AaA>e, jecre CHMBOA CBaKe no6eAe Aoopa HaA 3AOM, HCTHHe HaA Aa)KH, npasze HaA HenpaBAOM, AoopoTe HaA HaCH.h>eM - H CHMBOA H jexscrao. Jep Onaj KO je 6HO y crarsv noeezorra CMpT - carpra )KaAau CMpTH y CTaILY je 6HO, H jecre, OAHeTH nooeAY HaA CBaKOM ApyrOM HeMaHH, HaA CBaKHM 3AOM. JOIll je Bacxpceise XPHCTOBO rapanraja HaIIJer aacxpceaa, Onnrrer aacxpceisa, Y TOMe je rseros npaxrasna anaxa] aa .h>YACKH POA. Ilourro XPHCTOC sacxpce, aacxpcnyhesao H MH. Mecaja CBeTa naje no6eAHo caao CBOjy CMpT Hero H aaury. HHTH je BaCKpCHYO Aa OH caao OH )KHBeO nOCAe CMPTH, Hero Aa OH H MH BaCKpCAH H )KHBeAH nOCAe CMpTH. Ilap-

II. nOKAJAlLE Y CBETAOCTH XPHCTOBOr CTPAAAJLA H BACKPCEEbA

OHH KOjIl qHTajy CBeTO UHCMO H Bepyjy CXBaTHhe AOca· AaIlllbe aaaararsen OHO OH sa fbHX OHAO AOBO.h>HO, jacno H ysep.h>HBO. Ho, KaKO nocroje CKenTHQH, rj. KOjH cYMlbajy, xao H OHH KOjH cy npena CBOjOj xpmnhancxoj H npaaocaasnoj aepa paBHOAVIllHH, aeonxoano je Ty ILHXOBY CYMlbY H paBHOAVIllHOCT P3.30HTH. Jep H aa jeAHe H sa APyre, qHja je HHaqe CyMIDa H paBHOAYillHOCT YCTBapH AVIlleBHa ryoa H pax, KOjH narpaaajv II jeAY yHyTPaIIJlby - AYXOBHY BHTaAHOCT, AaA>e npOAy0.h>HBaH.e H carxeaaaarse veranose CBeTe rajne noxajatsa, OAHOCHO CB. rajae HcnOBeCTH y CBeTAOCTH XPHCTOBor crpaaaisa H sacxpcessa rpeoa Aa yK~e na carypaa nvr KOjHM ce npexo aKTHBHOCTH MAe y cnoxojcrno H )KHBOT. Taj nyr je YCTBapH qHCT, cserao H vrpsen, re OH xao TaKaB BOAH OqHrAeAHoIllhy, OUHTHMa H OCBeAOqeHHM HCKYCTBOM, a CBe OBO pacrepvje H p3.30Hja CyMlby H paBHOAVIllHOCT xao CYHue OOAaKe. Aa OH ce ynyTHAH aa ra] H TaKaB rrvr, KOjH AaKAe BOAH y CHrypHOCT, cnoxojcrso H y )KHBOT, Tpeoa OArOBOPHTH aa ABa K.h>yqHa UHTaIDa. llPBO je UHTaH.e: K 0 M 0 )K e no K a 3 a T H T a j n y T? APyro: II 0 C T 0 j H A H A e K 0 A C M P T H A a 6 H C e MorAO BeqHO )KHBeTH?

Caao jeaan, H HHKO H HHKaA BHlUe, H3rOBopHO je jeAHOM aa csaraa: .Ja CaM nyr U UCTUHa U :JICUeOT" (JH. 14, 6). A TO je Onaj sa xora je pexeao Aa "U no CTpaOa1bY C60Me nOICa3a cetie :JICU6a unotujeu U UCTuHuTujeM 3HaqUMa, U jaena UM ce" (AeA. an. 1, 3). To je: "XPUCTOC 1C0ju [eoanny» 3a zpujexe natae no-

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CTBO lDerOBO naje uapCTBO OA osora CBeTa, rj, uapCTBO YMHpyhHX H yMPAHX, nero je uapCTBO lDerOBO uapCTBO no6eAHoua CMPTH, uapcrso )KliBHX H 6eCMpTHHX. Ilpesra TOMe Bacxpceise XPHCTOBO npeacraas,a aa Hac He cano jeAHY AHt{Hy HMY na )KliBOT nOCAe CMpTH Hero H jeAaH nporpaa )KliBOTa".6

AaKAe, Focnoa Hcyc XPHCTOC KOjH je ce6e naasao TIYTeM, ~CTHHOM, )lU{BOTOM ~ Bacxpcersesr, rropea APyrHx caojcrana xoja Je noceaosao H 0 KOJHMa ce roaopa H qHTa y jeBaHoeh>HMa, anoCTOACKHM nOCAaHHQHMa H APyrHM HCTOPHjCKHM H3BopHMa 06HAOsao je O'lHrAeAHO H CBHM APYrHM Heo6HqHHM ocooanaaa. Taxo ~e OH 6HO aajnaessenaraja, HajBeAHqaHCTBeHHja, HajMYAPHja, aajjasa, Hajno3HTHBHHja AHt{HOCT y h>YACKOj HCTOPHjH, aKO ce AHt{Howhy MO)Ke HaaBaTH. AKO HeKO He MO)Ke oAMax npexo Bacxpcersa Ka? ncropajcxor <i>aKTa Aa rrpabe XpHCTY H nobe lDeroBHM nyTeM KOJH BOAH Y BeqHH )KliBOT OHAa aexa noxvnra Aa My rrpabe, na npmsep, xao HajBeheM cTPMaAHHKY. Taaa he ce AecHTH sanaIbyjyhe 'IYAO, jep he YBHAeTH Aa je 36HMl saxopaxao rrpasaa nyTeM H crao aenocpeaao ys aajcarypaajer BOAHt{a H rrpnjarezsa KOjH he npvaorra MHP, cnoxojcrao H CHrypHOCT. A OHAa he ce CBe OCTaAO nOCTeneHO HaAoAaBaTH, jep npexo concrseaor OCBeAO'lelba, OnHTa H HCKycTBa oraapahe My ce O'IH sa CBe BehHM vnoaaaaaaea H CTaAHHM rAeAalbeM XpHCTa OHaKBor xaxsor cy fa y HOBOM 3aBeTY npeACTaBHAH xao BOrOqOBeKa OHH "lCojU Fa ucnpea CaMU euojeuie U cnyze Hsezoee {5uUle" (AK. I, 2).

TI03HaTo je Aa je npaaaa XPHCTY - BorO'lOBeKY AaK H jeAHOCTaBaH H Moryh je jeAHHo noxajaaen. Ho, nrra je noxajarse?

Y HOBOM saaery aa noxajarse nocroja n03HaTa pes: MeT aHOj a, WTO 3Ha'lH n p o a e a a MHWh>elba, r]. nonpaaxa HCxsapeaor YMa, OAHOCHO acnpasxa pbaaor H norpeunror MHWh>elba, AaKAe, pesreno jeAHOM pexjy: no K a j a Ib e. Taxo, na npaaep, nporroaeaarsea MeTaHoje - noxajarsa, CB. Josaa Ilpereaa je aaKh>yqHO CTapH 3aBeT: "H Z060paUle: noxajre ce; jep ce nputinuxcu uapcteo neoecxo' (MaT. 3, 2). CBOjy HOB03aBeTHY nponosea MeTaHoje - noxajarsa, XPHCTOC BOrOqOBeK je ornoxeo pe'lHMa:

"H3une epujeue U npu6/lWICU ce uapcteo EO:JICuje: noxaite ce u ejepyjre jeeanbene" (MK. I, 14). AnOCTOA Ilerap, npsa, OAHOCHO npe CBHX anOCTOAa, aa AaH CHAaCKa Cseror Avxa - 0 POoeHAaHY npxse XpHCTOBe, OTnO'leO je raxobe CBojy nponosea MeTaHoje - noxajarsa pe'lHMa: ,,080za Hcyca eacxpce Boz, 'teMY CMO MU C6U c6je00I1U ... Iloxaite ce, U oa ce xpcture c6alCU 00 eac y UMe Hcyca Kpucta 3a onpouaeue tpujexa; u npuuuhete oap Ceetoui Ayxa" (AeA. an. 2, 32-33, 38).

AaKAe H HajBehH pobenn OA )KeHe - CB. JOBaH Ilperesa, u XPHCTOC BOrO'lOBeK H lDerOBH anOCTOAH, KOjH CY)I<HBOTe csoje AaAH sa Hsera xao BOrO'lOBeKa, OTnOqeAH' cy, KaOWTO ce BHAH, uraperse HOBe xpanrhaacxe HaYKe nponoaeaarsen MeTaHoje - noxajarsa, xao jeAHHOr nvra Bory, Be'lHOM' )KliBOTY, H He6eCKOM UapCTBY, nyra, KOjH je, xao WTO je HCTaKHYTO, AaK H jeAHocTaBaH.

Hesnarse .aa 6e3YCAOBHY norpetiy nOHOBHor pobersa, OAHOCHO npaxasa MaTaHojH - noxajarsy, WTO je YCTBapH najocaosaaje H Haj6HTHHje Y nayua XPHCTOBOj, AOBOAH Y 3a6AYAY H CKemHKe, H paBHOAYWHe, a H MHore Ao6pe, nOWTeHe, nAeMeHHTe, n03HTHBHe, casecae na H peAHrH03He h>YAe, Te He MHCAe 0 TOj nOTpe6H MeTanoje - noxajarsa, OAHOCHO 06HOBe HAH nOHOBHor pobersa, TaKBH cy aacaenaeaa H y TOj 3aCAellh>eHOCTH HeMoryhe HM je npahn na onpooaaa, OnHTHH H TpaCHpaHH, AaK H jeAHOCTaBaH rrvr xa XpHCTY Borosoaexv H OCTaTH Y Hserosoj 6AH3HHH H npHCYTHOCTH, Aa 6H KP03 rrpenopobaj H 06HOBY AO>I<HBeAH BeAHKO 'IYAO CIl C060M - qYAO cnora sackpcersa, 'lHMe he 6HTH O'lHrAeAHoo6jaunseua H AOKaaaHa H CBa APyra 'IYAa xoja ce caAp)l<e y BH6AHjH, TOj OA MHAHOHa C npanox uaaaanoj KH.H3H HaA KIbHraMa. Jep Tpe6a 3HaTH Aa je XPHCTOC BOrOqOBeK y pasroaopv ca HHKOAHMOM, KOjH je 6HO Ao6ap, nonrrea, nAeMeHHT, n03HTHBaH, caaecran, peAHrH03aH na 'IaK H TajHH Hseros yqeHHK, npexo Ibera YKaaao aa 6eaYCAOBHY H caeonurry norpeov MCTaHoje ...... rroxajaisa, peKaBlUH: "AKO ce KO HaH080 He poou, He MO:JICe euoieta uapctea Boxcujeza. Illro je pobeuo 00 tuiena, tuieno je; a tuto je pobeno 00 Ayxa, oyx [e" (JH. 3, 3, 6). A jeAHoM ApyrOM npHAHKOM Boro'lOBeK I'ocnoa Hcyc XPHCTOC je oner o6jacHHo KaKO ce OCTBapyje MeTaHoja - noxajarse: ,,3aucTa 6aM lCa:JICeM, aKO ce He nonpaeure u He 6yoere lCao oieua, uehete ynuy tlaPCT60 He6eCKo" (MaT. 18, 3). Cauo TaKO ce AOAaaH y 6AH3HHY XpHCTOBY H AO:lKHBh>yje nperropobaj H 06HOBa ca OqHTHM BeAHKHM qYAOM csora aacxpceisa, xoje ce xao xan y OKeaH vrana y najsehe 'IYAO xoje nocrojn y cBeTY a TO je UpKBa XpHCTOBa xoja nO'IHBa H CBOjy CHary noxaavje H MaHH<i>ecTyje aa Bacxpcersy lDerOBOM. Jep Aa Bacxpcerse XPHCTOBO naje HCTOPHjCKH <l>aKaT aap 6H HKaAa MOrAa nOCTaTH Hserosa UpKBa - Xpanrhaacxanpxna H H3 rOAHHe Y rOAHHY, H3 nexa y BeKOBe WHpHTHce, HanpeAOBaTH, UBeTaTH no ueaoj KyrAH 3eMh>HHoj. Taj <l>aKaT XPHCTOBor Bacxpceisa, KaKO xaxce AP JyCTHH Ilonosah, "HenpeCTaHO ce paspacra y MHOrOMHAHOHHTH )KliBOT CBHX xpamhaaa, jep cy xpamhaaa 'THMe xpauihaaa, WTO cy BepOM y BaCKpCAor XpHCTa nOCTaAH IbCrOBH C y TeA e C H HUH, r]. 'lAaHOBH 60rOqOBe'laHCKor reaa nerosor - UpKBe. OTYAa npxsa H aaje APYro WTO AO aenpecraao

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H 6ecKpajHo npoavacaaarse jeAHor Aoraoaja, [eaaor <paKTa - Bacxpceaa XPHcToBor. To je opranaaau, HOBH OpraHH3aM, HOBa PeaAHOCT - oocKpajHa, 6ecKoHatIHa, 6ecMpTHa"!

Ilocae csera OBOra AaKO je AaTH OArOBOP H aa OHO APYro KJoY'lHO naraise: HMa AH AeK OA CMPTH, Aa 6H ce MOrAO BetIHO )KRBeTH? AKO HeMa AeKa OA CMpTH H aKO ca cMpny CBeMY 6HBa xpaj, OHAa aa tIOBeKa HeMa Bene rpareaaje OA Te Y)KaCHe oCYAe na HllIt{e3Hyne H YHH1lITelbe u.erOBe AHtIHOCTH. Y TOM cAyqajy, KaKO xaace BeAHKH rpsxa <pHA030<p IIAaToH, CMpT 6H 6HAa sa 3AOtIHHQe H aeaazsaane OAAlNaH nocao, jep 6H ce jeAHHM cpehaaa YAapQeM oCAo60AHAH He CaMO csora TeAa Hero H cnoje Aywe. AaKAe,OArOBOP na mrraae 0 AeKY OA CMpTH nPY)Ka HaM y6eA}oHBO enHCKOn HHKoAaj:

,,3aHCTa nocroja jeaaa crpannra rrpasaaaa Y )KHBOTY canpeMeHor tIOBetIaHCTBa. Ta npasaaaa cacroja ce y aenoaaasarsv CBeTa BH1lIer OA tIOBeKa, Y CYMlbH Y Taj BH1lIH CBeT H Y OTynJoHBalbY arrrepeca aa raj CBeT. MOAepHa HaYKa orpanasaaa je ce6e aa HCnHTHBalbe tIOBeKa H CBeTa HH)Ker oA tIOBeKa. 0 CueTY BH1lIeM OA tIOBeKa OHa He 3Ha HHWTa, HHTH - WTO je aajrope - xohe Aa 3Ha. MOAepHO HayqHo cxaarasse tIOBeKa je CKP03 MHKpo6cKO. OA )KHBHX 6Hna nocroje caao MIdKp06H. HeBHAJoHBH. MaIhH H sehu. HO CaMO MHKpo6H. Ha BPXY Te MHKpo6cKe CKaAe CTOjH tIOBeK MHKp06, H H3HM tIOBeKa HHKO H HH1lITa WTO 6H ce MorAO Ha3BaTH )KHBHM 6Hti.eM. Ilpesra TOMe tIOBeK aKO xohe Aa nrroroa )KHBO BHAH Mopa Aa rAeAa CaMO HaHH)Ke a HHKaKO nanaute. MeoYTHM, raaaaa tIe)Klba caaxora tIOBeKa jecre 6aw tIe)Klba aa nosaarsea nanrera CBeTa. Hecpaarseao BH1lIe aarepecvje tIOBeKa Aa 3Ha Aa AH nocroja CBeT BHWHX HHTeAHreHQHja OA u.era, Hero Aa AH nocroje jow nexe <popMe rexecaax rMH3aBaQa nOA npamaaoa HAM nOA BOAOM.

- To aarepecosaise H TY )KHBY H )KRBOTHY tIe)KlbY JoYACKY 3aAOBOJoaBa XpHCToBa Ilpxsa. Jep AOK ce MOAepHa HaYKa 6aBH CBeTOM HH)KRM OA tIOBeKa, AOTAe ce QPKBa 6aBH CBeTOM BHWHM OA tIOBeKa, csrarpajvha tIOBeKa xao aeay Meoy CBeTOBHMa. 06jaBJoyjyhH XPHCTOBO Bacxpcerse Ilpxsa nonvisaaa OHY je3HBY npa- 3HHHY KOjy je esponcxo MaTepHjaAHCTINKO cxsararse XIX aexa vneao Y Aywe JoYACKe. 06jaBJoyjyhH XPHCTOBO Bacxpcerse Ilpxsa THMe 6aQa CBeTAOCT na jeaan 6ecKpajHo aeha, BHWH H HHTeAHreHTHHjH CBeT OA onora qyAHora CBeTa.

- 3aKJoyqaK je AOrHtIaH: tIOBeK HHje uajsame )KHBO 6Hti.e. qOBeK aaje caM. Kao WTO nocroje 6ea6pOjHH HH)KH CBeTOBH OA tIOBeKa, TaKO nocroje H BHWH CBeTOBH OA tIOBeKa. Kao WTO nocroje CBeTOBH MHKpOOHH, TaKO nocroje H CBeTOBH aHDeACKH. AKo

je aa HCnHTHBalbe H A03Halbe OHHX npBHX norpeeaa MHKPOcxon H APyre aanpaae, TO aa HCnHTHBalbe AYXOBHor csera norperiaa je ueaa OHa AHCQHnAHHa (MeTaHoja, nOCT, MOAHTBa, A06potIHHCTBO H APyre BpAHHe) KOjy Ilpxsa HaAa)Ke sepaana, OBO cy CBeTOBH 6eCMPTHHX AYXoBa H Aywa YMPAHX JoYAH.

- To caaaasse ¥HOCH cnarv H HflAY Y cpue JoYACKO, noOWTpaBa CaBeCT, onpaaaasa pasva, onaesrersasa Meoyc06He OAaoce JoYAH H AejcTByje 6AarOTBopHO y CBHMa rrpamtasra. To caaaarse ¥HOCH CBeTAOCT y TaMY namer )KHBOTa H OCAo600aBa Hac OA OKOBa MHKpo6cKor CBeTa, Y KOjH Hac crennsasajy H xance MaTepHjaAHCTHtIKH anCOAYTHCTH 3BaHHtIHe HaYKe. CBeTAOCT je H y TOMe WTO MH A03HajeMo Aa CrojHMO nOA KOHTpOAOM BHCOKHX AYXOBHHX HHTeAHreHQHja KP03 neo Haw BeK na 3eMJoH H Aa OA lbHX HHCMO paaasojeaa HH sa TpeHYTaK. HHCMO paaasojeaa HH OA HaWHX YMPAHX CpOAHHKa H npajarezsa, Ilperpaaa H3Meoy )KRDHX H MpTBHX naaa, IIpeA Boross cy CBH )KRBH, KaKO OHH KOjH xonajy rpotiose, TaKO H OHH KOjH ce nOAa)Ky Y rpooose. HCTOPHjCKH <paKT XPHcToBor Bacxpceisa acnvaaaa CTpawHY npaaaaay JoYAcKor YMa, H rrpaaaaay JoYAcKor cpna, H npasaaav JoYAcKe caBeCTH, He Mau.e Hero cvane KaA ce POAH WTO acnvisaaa MpatIHy H XAaAHY BacHoHY CBeTAOwhy H TOnAOTOM.

- HMa AH Aexa OA CMpTH? To je rnrrarse xoje 6aQa Y saceHaK CBa OCTaAa nararsa )KRBOTa JoYACKor. Ilpaxa ce sa I,hiHrHC-xaaa, jeAHor OA ocaajaxa CBeTa, KaKO aaje HaAaaHO AlNHe cpehe Y MHOrHM CBOjHM no6eAaMa H ocsajarsaaa. CMPT My je Ae6AeAa npea OtIHMa aerrpecraao. TeK wro 6H nOMHCAHO na CBOjy OrpOMHY AP)KaBY OA A¥HaBa AO THXor Oxeaaa, OAMax 6H ra CTe3aAa H CMPaasaaa nouacao aa u.eroBY paxy OA ABa apmaaa, KaA je OCBOjHO KHHY H IIeKHHr, npasaxy My 0 qaHr-tIYHY, najsehesr KHHeCKOM MYAPaQY Y TO speae. UHHrHC-KaH nO)KeAH Aa ra BHAH. H KaA My ra AOBeAowe, OH My OAMax nOCTaBH mrraae: "HMaw AH AeK OA CMpTH?

- 3ap H CBaKH OA Hac He CTaBJoa tIeCTO OBO mrrarse? 0 MYAPaQH, HMaTe AH AeK OA CMpTH? 0 KlbHre, HMaTe AH AeK OA CMpTH? 0 uapeaa H sojaoae, HMaTe AH AeK OA CMpTH? 0 BOAe H TpaBe, HMaTe AH AeK OA CMpTH? 0 BaCHOHO, HMaw AH AeK OA CMpTH? CBe nYTH. CBe je HeMO. CBe je naea CMpTH. 0 XpHCTe, HMaw AH TH AeK OA CMpTH? Aa. CaMO OH Aaje carypaa H n03HTHBaH OArOBOp. H AOKaayje H noxasvje CBOjHM Bacxpceisest H3 raae rp06a H H3 tIeJoYCTH CMpTH •• ,"8

Bacxpcesse XPHCTOBO 06jacHHAo je H nOTBpAHAO 6ecMPTHOCT tIOBeKoBY Y KOjy ce YAaaH KP03 apara noxajarsa H HcnOBeCTH_ Ty MorynHOCT je OBaKO 06jacHHo AP. JYCTHH Ilonosah:

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"HeCpenH()M H HCMejaHoM 6Hny urro ice qOBeK 30Be HeMOrynHo je no6eAHTH CMPT, HeMorynHo 3ammeK.AAH UITO je HeMOrvhno qOBeKynqKa3aAO ce xao MorynHo - jeAHHO Borosoaexv, Aa, Borososex j.e·no6eAHO CMpT. lfuMe? - Bacxpceaen CBOjHM. H TOM no6eAOMpenulO, npOKAeTH np06AeM CMPTH; peIlIHO ra He TeopeTCKH, HeanCTpaKTHO, He anpHOpHCTHtJKH,B.en AorabajeM, <paKTOM, HCTOPHjCKHM <paKTOM aacxpcetsa cser H3 MpTBHX.

- Ail, HCTOPHjcKHM <paKToM. Jep HeMa Aoraoaja. He cauo y EBaHDe&Y Ben H ym:ropHjH poaa &YACKor, KOjH je TaKO CHAHO, TaKO HeoAO&HBO, TaKO nerropexao nOCBeAOqeH xao aacxpceise XPHCTOBO. Hesra CYMIbe, xpHlIlnaHCTBO je, y CBOjOj ueaoxvnao] HCTOPHjCKOj CTBapHOCTH, MOnH H CBeMonH, 3aCHOBaHO aa <PaKTY sacxpcersa XPHCTOBor, a TO 3HaqH: aa BeqHTO )KHBOj AHtlHOCTH Boroxoaexa Xpacra. CBa MHorOBeKOBHa, Ii aenpexaaaa qYAOTB0Pna, acropajaxpmnnaacrsa CBeAOqH 0 TOMe. Jep aKO HMa Aoraoaja, aa xoja ce MOry CBeCTHCBH AorabajH H3 )KHBOTa I'ocnoza XpHCTa, H Anocroxa, H yOIIlIlTe CBeKOAHKOr xpamhaacrsa, OHAa je Taj AOrabaj ..;.... nacxpcerse XpHCTOBO. HCTO TaKO, aKO HMa HCTHHe, aa twjy ce MOry csecra CBe esaabeacxe HCTHHe, OHAa je ra HCTHHasacxpceae XPPlCTOBO. H JOIlI: aKO lIMa CTBapHOCTH aa Kojy ce MOry CBeCTH CBe HOB03aBeTHe CTBapHOCTH, OHAa je ra CTBapHOCT -BaCKpcelbe.XpHCTOBO. H aajaaa, aKO HMa eaaabeacxor qYAa, na xoje ce MorycBeCTH CBaHOB03aBeTHa qYAa, onaa je TO tlYAO - nacxpcerse XPHCTOBO. Jep TeK Y CBeTAOCTH aacxpcersa XPHCTOnor nocraje nornvao jacan H AHK XPHCTOB PI AeAo lberOBO. TeK Y nacxpcersv XPHCTOBOM Ao6Hjajy cnoje nomyHo06jaIlIIbelbe CBa qYAa XPHCTOBa, CBe HCTHHe lberOBe, CBe pexa lberoBe, CBH AoraJ5ajH eBaHbeACKH. Jep Borosoaexoae HCTHHe cY HCTHHe HCTHHHTOIlIny rseroaoreacxpceae, H qYAeca IberoBa cy CTBapHa - CTBapHOIlIny lberOBor aacspcena.

-OCHMTOra, 6e,g' Borosoaexosor sacxpcersa He 6H ce MorAO o6jacHHTH HH anOCTOACTBO Anocroxa, HH MyqeHHIlITBo MyqeHHKa, HH HcnOBeAHHUITBO HcnOBeAHHKa, HH CBeTHTe&CTBO CBeTHTe&a, HH nOABH)KHHIllTBO IIoABlVKHHKa, HH qyAOTBOpCTBO qYAOTBopalla, HH nepa BepyjynHx,HH iby6aB &y6eliHX; HH HaAa naaajyhax ce, HH nOCT nOCTHHKa/' HHMOAHTBa MOAHTBeHHKa, HH KPOTOCT KPOTKHX, HH )KaAOCTHBOCT)KaAOCTHBHX, HHTH HKOjH xpHIlInaHCKHnoABHr yonIlITe.Aa Focnoa Hcyc XPHCTOC HHje sacxpcao, H xao TaKaB yqeHHKe caojencrryaao CBe)KHBOTHOM CHAOM H qyAOTBopHOM MYAPOIlIny, KO 6H IbHX, nAaIlIibHBlle H 6eryHlle, CKynHO H Aao HM CMeAOCTH, CHAe H MYAPOCTH, Aa OHaKO HeYCTpaIlIHBO, CHAHO H MYApo nponoseaajy H acnoneaajy BaCKpCAor Tocnoaa, H OHaKO paAOCHO HAY y CMpT sa Ibera? A Aa BaCKpCAH Cnacarezs aaje IbHX

HCI1YHHO 6o)KaHCKOM CHAOM H MYAPoIlIny, KaKO 6H OHH 3anaAHAH CB.eT HeyraCHBHM nO)KapOM HOB03aBeTHe sepe; ORH -- &y AH npOCTH, HeKIbIDKeBHH, HeYKH, cHpoMaIlIHH? Aa sepa xpmnhancxa HHje nepa BaCKpCAor, H crora nesno )KHBOr H )KHBOTBOpHOr Focnoaa Xpacra, KO 6H MyqeHHKe 0AyweBHO aa nOABHr MyqeHHIlITBa H HcnoseaHHKe aa nOABHr HCnOBeAHHIlITBa, H Caerarezse aa nOABHr CBeTHTeJbCTBa, H IIoABH)KHHKe sa . DOABHr nOA8H)KHHIlITBa, H BecpefipHHKe aa nOABHr 6ecpe6pHHIlITsa,H Hcnocaaxe sa nOABHr acnocHHIliTBa, H Ma xor xpamhaaaaa aa Ma KOjH eBaHBeAcKH nOABur? JeAHoM peqjy: Aa naje aacxpceisa XPHcToBor, xpHIlIhaHCTBa He 6H HH 6HAO; XPHCTOC 6H 6HO rrpaa H nOCAeAlbH xpamhaana, KOjH je H3AaxHYO H yMpO na KPCTY, a ca IbHM - H3AaxHYAO H YMPAO IberOBO AeAO H yqelbe neroao. Crora je aacxpceise XPHCTOBO aA<pa H ouera xpmuhaacrsa y CBeKOAHKoj rseroao] 60rmlOBetlaHCKOj BHCHHH, Ay6HHH, IlIHpHHH.

- Aa XPHCTOC HHje crsapao nacxpcao, KO 6H nasseran MOrao nOBepOBaTH y Ibera xao y Bora H I'ocnosa? H sap 6H ra AnoCTOAH CMeAH rrponoseaara xao Bora.. Aa HHje 3aHCTa sacxpcao? KaKBa je peBHOCT, rnrra CBeTH 3AaToyCT, n06ybHBaAa Anocroxe Aa nponoseaajv MpTBaI.la? KaKBY cy aarpaay OqeKHBaAH OA Mpraaua, KaKBY noxacr? Ta OHH cy no6erAH OA isera )KHBOra, 'IHM je 6HO vxsahea: a nOCAe CMpTH aap 6H 6HAH. OHaKO CMeAH 3a lbera, Aa OH naje nacxpcao? ••

- OceTHTH ce 6ecMpTaH jour sa jf(J{BOTa y TeAY, TO je 6Aa· )KeHCTBO xoje ce HH'lHM He MO)Ke rrpoaaha HH OCHrypaTH OCHM Focnoaoa HCYCOM. Paasajarse ocehaisa 6eCMPTHOCTH H IberOBO nperaapaae y caanarse 6ecMprnOCH. nocao je XPHCTOBor xoaexa y OBOM )KHBOTY. H3rAeAa MH Aa CnaCHTeA>eBO EBaube&e H HHje APyro AO npaKTHtJHO ynyTCTBO KaKO qOBeK' MO)Ke ce6e CMpTHa npepaaara y 6ecMpTHa. Ilosepvje AH y I'ocnoza XpHCTa CBeCpAHO H OMyqHO, qOBeK xao Aa npeoana MOCT ea oaora OCTpBa CMpTH aa OHY He6ecKY 06aAy, rAe 6eCMPTHOCT nosaae, Aa 3aTHM YToHe y 6Aary Be'lHOCT.

- IIpaKTHKyjyliH eBaHDeACKe BpAHHe, qOBeK caaaabvje CBe IlITO je CMPTHO y IbeMy; H YKOAHKO esaabeacxa]e )KHBH YTOAHKO jaae norncxv]e H3 ce6e CMpT H CMPTHOCT, H ypacTa y 6eCMPTHOCT H )KHBOT BeqHH. Ocebara Focnoaa XpHCTa y ce6H HCTO je IlITO H ocehara ce 6eCMPTHHM. Jep oceharse 6eCMPTHOCTHH3BHpe H3 oceharsa Bora, jep je Bor H3BOP 6ecMPTHOCTH aaeuaor )KHBOTa.

- IIlTa je 6eCMPTHOCT? - mrra BelUlKH xpHIlIaHcKH <pHAO Co<P, CBeTH Hcax CHPHH, H ozroaapa: ,,EecMPTHOCT je ocehaise Bora". Ocehaae Bora 3Ha'lH: ocehara ce 6ecMpTHHM... Ocehaise 6eCMPTHOCTH AOAa3H OA oceharsaBora, a oceharse Bora He rpna

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rpex Ben ra H3roHH H3' xoaexa, jep rpex rrpOH3BOAH CMpT. OA MeTa<pH3HKe 6e3YCAOBHO 3aBHCH H eTHKa: aKO je ocehaise Bora )KHBO y qOBeKY, )KHBO je H ca H.HM ocehaae 6eCMpTHOCTH, xoje ce HeMHAOCPAHO OOPH ca CBHM OHHM IIITO YCMpnyje xosexa, a TO je rpex, CBaKH rpex H CBaKO 3AO... CaBAaoyjynH y ee6H rpex H MO, XPHCTOB qOBeK caBAaoyje THMe CMPT H CMPTHOCT Y CBOMe ca- 3HaH.Y H oceharsy, H cjeAHH.yje ee ca jeAHHO BeCMpTHHM: BoronoBeKOM XpHCTOM. 3aTO BeAHlffi rpaAHTeA> 60rOqOBeqaHCKOr nporpeca, CBeTH anOCTOA Ilaaae, nopyqyje CBHMa xpHIIInaHHMa: "MHCAHTe o OHOMe IIITO je rope na He6y a He IIITO je aa 3eMA>H. Jep je )KH. BOT BallI caxpasea C XPHCTOM Y Bory" (KOA. 3, 2-3).

- H caaaarse H oceharse A>YACKO 06ecMpnyje ce I'ocnoaou XpHCTOM. Ko je CjeAHHHO caoje ocehaise H casaarse ca BOrOqOBe· KOM HCYCOM, Ben je 6ecMpTaH, y OBOM CBeTY 6ecMpTaH: H.erOBO caanaise Ben oceha y ce6H )KHBOT XPHCTOB, )KHBOT 6ecMpTaH H aeqaH . •• lIo BallIHM OqHMa xao Aa TYMapa nararse: KaKO ee TO nOCTH)Ke y OBOj npoxaeroj BOAeHHQH CMpTH? - JeAHHO BepOM y BaCKpCAor I'ocrtoaa Hcvca, )KHBA>eaeM no OCHOBHHM HaqeAMMa Te aepe,

- tfuM qOBeK csecpaao H HCKpeHo nonepvje y aacxpcxor Borososexa, y rseroaoj ce AYiliH OAMax pacnaasrra oceharse 6ee· MPTHOCTH, BacKpcAOCTH, oceharse Aa je CMPT noeebena, a ca H.OM H rpex H 3AO. To oceharse HcnyH.yje xpHIIInaHHHa HenpOAa3HOM PaAOiliny H OAyIIIeBA>aBa ra aa CBe esaabeacxe nOABHre. H OH C paaomhv ncnvrsaea 3anOBeCTH Xpacrose, H ca ycxuneH.eM npoaaaa )KHBOTHH rrvr OA He6Hna AO cseeaha, OA CMPTH AO 6ecMpTHoCTH. Kao TaqKa xoja ee paspacre y CBe 6ecKpajHocTH, TaKaB je qOBeK KaM ee paspacre BorOqOBeKoM: cas apasn 6Q)KaHCKHM 6ecKpajHOCTHMa, H oceha ee 6ecMPTaH H 6eeKpajaH aa CBHM rasxaua CBOra 6Hna •••

- qOBeqe, TH yqecTByjeIII y ooroqOBeqaHCKOM nporpecy, craapam ra, aKO MHCAHin, aKO oceham, aKO AeAaili xao Aa CH Ben aacxpcao, Ben no6eAHo CMPT, Ben vmao y )KHBOT BeqHH. H 3aHCTa CH Ben no6eAHo CldPT, Ben yIIIao y )KHBOT BeqHH, aKO CH CBHM CPQeM CBOjHM, CBOM AyIIIOM CBOjOM, CBOM MHIIIA>y CBOjOM noseposao y BaCKpCAor Focrroaa Hcyca, jep je OH pexao: .Ko sepyje MeHe, HMa )KHBOT BeqHH ••• rrpenrao je H3 CMPTH Y )KHBOT" (JH. 5, 24; 8, 21). Ko aepvje - rrpemao je H3 CMpTH Y )KHBOT BeqHH join OBAe aa 3eMA>H.

- Aa, BepOM y I'ocnoaa Xpacra y6pH3raBa ee eepyM 6ecMPTHOCTH H Y AYIIIY H Y reao qOBeKOBO. Bepost H A>y6aBA>Y, jep je H OBa 6Aara BeCT aspexeaa y EBaHl5eA>Y: ,,MH 3HaMO Aa npeDoCMO H3 CMpTH Y )KHBOT, jep A>y6HMO 6pany; KO He A>y6H 6paTa

- ocraje y CMPTH" (1 JH. 3. 14). I'ocnoa XPHCTOC je jeAHHH lIYT KOjH ce He aanpuraaa 6ecnyneM, jeanaa HCTHHa xoja ce He aanpIIIaBa Aa)Kjy, jeAHHH )KHBOT xoja ce He aaapmana cMpny, 3aTO je OH H MoraO 06jaBHTH CBHMa na CBa apexeaa H na CBY BeqHOCT: ,,Ja caM lIYT, HCTHHa H )KHBOT" (JH. 14, 6). A nourro je OH npsa H jeAHHH no6eAHo CMPT BaCKpCeH.eM, H aa Taj HaqHH ocnrypao qOBeKY 6eCMPTHOCT H )KHBOT BeqHH, TO je H Morao peha aa ce6e: ,,Ja can sacxpcerse H )KHBOT; KOjH aepyje MeHe aKO H yMpe )KHBene. H HHjeAaH KOjH )KHBH H nepyje y MeHe aehe yMpeTH BaBeK" (JH. 11,25)".9

Ha xpajv, y neaa XPHCToBor BaCKpCeH.a xao acropajcxor ¢aKTa, nOTpe6HO je YAy6HTH ce Y CMHcao casror apessena H TpeHYTKa YCTaHOBe CBeTe rajae noxajarsa KOjy je BorOqOBeK yCTaHOBHO xao cnojy 6o)KaHcKY H 6AarOAaTHY cBeTY TajHY 0 AaHY csora BaCKpCeH.a, na cauo BaCKpCHO sese. OBY CBeTY TajHY BOrOqOBeK je YCTaHOBHO TPH AaHa AOQHHje OA OHe aexepa xaaa je nOCTaBHBIIIH aenpecvunry Tpnesv y CHOHCKOj rOpHHQH YCTaHOBHO CBeTY TajHY npaxenrha - jeaa H naha Hseroaor npesacror 'rexa H 60- )KaHCKe CBeTe KpBH. V TOj HCTOj CHOHCKOj rOpHHQH OH YCTaHoBA>aBa, AaKAe, H CBeTY TajHY noxajaaa xao npan aKT csoje MHcHje nocae OAHeTe n06eAe HaA cMpny, KOjy je CBOjOM cMpny H CAaBHHM BaCKpCeH.eM H3 MPTBHX caMOBAaCHO xao Bor yHHiliTHO. THM npBHM aKTOM caoje OO)KaHCKe MHcHje, OAHOCHO YCTaHOBOM CBeTe rajne noxajaisa OAMax nOCAe caora BaCKpCeH.a BOrOqOBeK je rrpY)KHO, OAHOCHO Aao AeK OA CMpTH H CBOjHM cAeA6eHHQHMa YKaaao Aa H OHH sacxpcaaajy H nocrajy YAeOHH'·IapH Hseroaor QapCTBa H CAaBe - nocrajy AeQa BO)Kja aKO yMpy rpexy, HAH KaKO xazce Hseron anOCTOA: TalCO U BU oaxne OpJlCUTe ce6e oa cte MpTBU tpujexy a .}/cUBU Eozy y Kpucry Hcycy Tocnooy HaUleMY (PHMA>. 6, 12)". AaKAe y OBHM AnOCTOAOBHM pexaaa H VUYTCTBY je npasa MaTaHoja, 06HOBa HAH npoxsena MHIIIA>eH.a H YMa, HAM KaKO oner anOCTOA Ilasxe 06jallIH.aBa: "Aa ootiauure, no npeoue :»CUB/be1bY ciapota noejexa, xoju ce pacnaoa y :»ce/baMa npeeapreueuieu U oa ce 06HO(JUTe OYXOM YAfa ceoieta, U 06Y'leTe y H080za «oeiexa, xoju je ca3- oau no Eozy y npaeou U C8eTU1bU uctuue (E<I>ec. 4, 22-24)".

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"OnpOCTUBUlU ce nax oi) zpujexa nOCTaCTe cnyte npaeou .•. HMaTe nnoo ceoi na noceehetee, a xpai :JICUBOT ejenuu (PHMA>. 6, 18-22)".

Aa 6H ce AaKAe npY:lKHAa MorynHocT ocraapersa acnosecra "P03 noxajarse H noxajarsa KPOO HcnOBeCT, a H jeanoapeueuo OApeAllO CTaB rrpeua caxoj OBOj CBeTOj TajHH H npeua lbeHOM OCHHBaqy, KOjH je Y LUL'oY nonpasxe A>YAlI H AOiliao Meoy lbHX H ce6e :lKpTBOBao, BpaTHneMO ce AaA>eM aamen H3AaralbY H3 xojer he ce C jeAHe crpaae CBe BHIlIe H 60A>e npaBHTH pa3AHKa, a HCTOapesseno, C APyre crpane, YOqaBaTH nOBe3aHOCT H3Meoy noxajatsa H HcnOBeCTH.

Y HOBOM 3aBeTY HMa MHoro Ha3HBa aa noxajarse OA KOjHX cy HajqeIlInH: 1. IIoHoBHo poberse (JH. 3, 3); 2. Kpurrerse noxajarsa (Mapxo 1,4; MaT. 3,6); 3. Tlpepoberse (1. IIeTp. 1,23); 4. OnpanAalbe (PHMih. 3, 24-25); 5. Ilpmrapeise (Koxom. 1,20-22); 6. MHp C Boron (Erpec. 2, 15-17); 7. Iloaapene qOBeKa C Borou (2. Kop. 5, 18-19); 8. Iloxajatse aa :lKHBOT (AeAa 11, 18) HTA.

CBeTH Jepssa y .Tlacrapy", CB. KAHMeHT PHMCKH H CB. Hnsamje Boroaocan, y CBOjHM nOCAaHHQaMa, cpaarsvjy H H3jeAHaqyjy noxajarse ca xpurrea.ess, a Jepxa ra Ha3HBa H .nevaroa", AOK oner APym CBeTH OIUI H yqHTeA>H UpKBe noxajasse 30BY "APYrHM xpnrrersesr" .

CBeTH KAHMeHT PHMCKH HaKO noxajaise H3jeAHaqyje ca KPurrersesr, HOaK aa n.era HMa 11 APyrllx Ha3HBa. Ha npasrep Ha3HBa ra "APYrHM noxajarsew", jep npao je 6HAO npea xpnrrersen oapacAliX - KaTHxYMeHa. OH ra paao Ha3HBa H "APyrHM pobesseu" CARqHO CnaCHTeA>Y y Pa3roBOPY ca HHKOAHMOM.

CB. Hrtsarnje Boroaocan noxajaise Ha3HBa H ,,3ajeAHHuoM ca XPHCTOM" - .Bor npaurra rpexose CBHMa xoja ce xajv", BeAll onaj CBeTHTelb, "aKO npafiernv y 3ajeAHHUY ca XPHCTOM, jep 6Aaroxar Hcvca XpHCTa paapemasa rpeunmxa OA CBlIX rpexona".

CB. KAHMeHT AAeKcaHAPHjCKH noxajaise HaaHBa "npHBOOe!beM y UPKBY" H "YCTaHOBA>eH>eM y UpKBH".

TepTYARjaH noxajaise Ha3HBa ,,uOHaBA>a!beM xpnrrea-a".

CB. Kanpajaa noxajaise aaaasa ,,06HOBA>e!beM" H "OCBenelbeM". Ho TO o6HoBA>elbe H ocseherse je YCAOBHO, r]. aKO ce OHO cnpurana npaBHAHO: .Tloxajaa,e H acnoaeaarse rpexona - janno - ca nOABH311Ma, npaheno ca paapeurersesr jepaxaje, jecre H 06- HOBA>elbe H ocseherse", BeAH onaj CBeTH oran."

CB. JOBaH 3AaTOYCT y CBOMe AeAY "IIIecT KlbHra 0 csenrrenCTBY" CBeTY TajHY noxajarsa naaasa "AYXOBHHM AeKapCTBOM", "CYAOM", Tj. caMOOKpHBA>elbeM, 3aTHM "Aeqe!beM", AYXOBHHKa na- 3HBa AeqHHKOM, a rpennraxa 6oAeCHliKOM. TH HaaHBH KOjH cy OA TaAanOCTaAH YODllITeHH npoBejaBajy Kp03 CBa AeAa 3AaTOYCTOBa. Y nOMeHYTOM AeAY OH BeAM: "AeqHHK aaje AOiliao Aa Ae'iH C aaMepOM Aa 're BHIlIe ynponacra, HO Aa re KOHaqHO OCAo60AH OA 60-

III. UITA JE CBETA TAJHA nOKAJAThA

BHAeAH CMO Aa je CTap03aBeTHO rroxajarse 6HAO BHAA>HBO AaBalbe 3aAOBOA>elba aa not.{HlbeHH rpex (IV Moj. 5, 6--7). Aa 6H ce 60A>e CXBaTHAO HOB03aBeTHO 6AaroAaTHo noxajarse npexo caae CBeTe TajHe noxajarsa xojv naaasajv H CBeTOM TajHoM HcnOBeCTH H Aa 6H ce oArOBOpHAO na rmraa-e IlITa je OHO YCTBapH, nOTpe6HO je Ha6pojaTH H3BeCHe aaaane H3 Caeror nHCMa, yqeH>a CBeTHX oraua H yqHTeA>a UpKBe. Ho npe Ha6pajalba THX aaaasa HeonxOAHO je PaAH jacnohe y AaA>eM H3AaralbY OBAe HarAaCHTH H HCTanH Aa H3Meoy nOKajalba H HcnOBeCTH Tpe6a npaBHTH H3BeCHY pa3AMKY. HaHMe: noxajaase, YKA>yqeHO y CBeTY TajHY, jecre AHCUHDAHHa KOja, no CBHM !beHHM npHHaA,\e:lKHOCTHMa H OKOAHOCTHMa xoje je npare, HOCH, BpeMeHCKH Y3eTO, xapaxrep rpajnaje paaa,e. MebvTHM aa HcnOBeCT 6H ce MorAO peha Aa je, BpeMeHCKH oneT Y3eTO, Malbe BHIlIe TpeHYTHHje pacnoxoscerse qOBeKOBO y OBOj AHCI.UIDAHHH H TINe ce casre norpefie HCKa3HBalba yqHH>eHOr rpexa. AKo ce rrobe OA raxaor cxsararsa oasa H3Aa3H Aa noxajarse xao rajna HMa aa OCHOBY H nOAaaHY TaqKY He casro npemOCTaBKY HO H anCOAYTHY MorynHocT ocraapeisa nonpasxe T. j. noxajarsa, AOK HcnOBeCT je CaMO [eaaa nvr HAM caao jeAaH Aeo KOjH BOAll noxajaisy. Ilpesra TOMe, xao IlITO enacxon )KH'iKH ApBacHAMje HaBOAll MHIlIA>elbe noanaror rpsxor KlbH)KeBHHKa KOCTe Bacrnjaca "HcnOBeCT 6e3 noxajarsa je HCMejaBalbe, Te je H3 Tor pasaora HcnOBeCT 6e3 noxajarsa H3AMIlIHO, Y3aAYAHO H YBpeAA>HBO AeAO. Pa3AOr KOjH MHore crrpexasa H HarOHH Aa ce YAaA>yjy OA HcnOBeCTH jecre aeuoh Aa ce noxajy, CBe OCTaAO IlITO ce H3MHllIA>a H name npOTHB acrrosecTH, jecre H3rOBOp aa rpex. AOAaaH OA A>YAll. KOjH cy HeMonHH Aa npexacre caoj CTaB npesra XPHCTY H aeroaoj HaYIUI. npeaa FoenOAY H !berOBoj UpKBH".10

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llpenOA06HH JOBaH AeCTBH'IHHK Y "AeCTBHL\H" H xpurreise H noxajaise no AejcTBY CBOMe tIeCTO H3jeAHatIyje Te H jeano H APYTO Ha3HBa "lletIaTOM", jep ce noxajarsesr qOBeK tIHCTH oz, rpexosa HCTO xao H KpIIITelbeM IIITO ce tIHCTH OA npapoaare.ecxor rpexa.

AaKAe, H3 H3HeTHX Ha3HBa H3 Cseror nHCMa H H3AO)KeHHX noraeaa na noxajarse, OAHOCHO na OBY CBeTY TajHY CBeTHX oraua H YtIHTeiba U;pKBe, HapOtIHTO H3 npBHX BeKOBa xpHUInaHCTBa, BHAe ce He casro BpeAHOCT H HeOnXOAHOCT, Ben H DAOA xoja ce A06Hja rroxajarsesr npexo OBe CBeTe rajae, Ilpesra TOMe H OCTaAH no- 3HHjH CBeTH 0l(H CBeTY TajHY noxajarsa caCBHM npaBHAHO Ha3Haajv "APyrHM KpIIITelbeM". Jep xaaa xpnrnhanaa carpennr nOCAe nparsa rpexa y KpIIITelbY, - ("lIIe, y 6e3alCOfbY saset CaM U Y zpexy Me pOOU MaTU uoia" Ilc, 50, 5, no l(pKBeHOCAOB. TeKCTY). H xaaa KpIIITelbeM xpamhaaaa CTynH Y CaBe3 6AaroAaTH, KaKO aa norrpasKy He nocroja APYTO cpeACTBO OCHM CBeTe rajae noxajarsa, OHAa je caCBHM YMeCHO IIITO je OHa OA crpaae CBeTHX orana Ha3BaHa H APY' rHM KpIIITelbeM, ca KojHM je H najeaaaxena. Hajeanaxvjyhn OBe ABe CBeTe TajHe - KpIIITelbe H noxajaae - CHMeOH COAYHCKH, BeAH: "H AO caaa XPHCTOC cspmasa AeAo cnaceisa H HeBepHHMa, npasaa-reha HX Y nepy, Aapyje y KpIIITelbY orrpourraj rpexona, Ma HX OHH YtIHHHAH H 6e36pojHO MHOlliTBO, - a nepae KOjH rpeute, a KOjH npaaase K lbeMY, nOHOBa AOBOAH K cnacersy KP03 HcnOBeCT H CY3e, cxpynreaocr, MHAOCTHlbY H APyra npeua CBOjOj CHa3H AO- 6pa AeAa ... Iloxajarsesr ce cspurana nama nonpasxa oA rpexona ytIHlbeHHX nOCAe xpnrreisa. H nourro nOCAe xpurrersa HeMa APyror HatIHHa 6HTH n03BaH K crracessy OCHM nOABHra H rvre, 06panalba H cvsa, OCHM acnoseaan,a rpexosa H YAaA>elba OA 3Aa, TO je no OAarOAaTH H Aapy H AapOBaH osaj BeAllKH Aap ... Iloxajaise jecre OCHOB cnaceisa CBHX BepHHX, KOjH rpeure nOCAe xpurrersa, - jecre APYro xpurrerse, xoje ce cspurana nOMony csorpeaor ncnoneaarsa, ca npesra CBOjOj CHa3H, CKPYIIIeHolliny H CY3aMa. I' AaCHHl(H osora rroxajarsa 6HAll cy MHTapH, rpeuraana H 6AYAHHl(H, KOjH cy npaAa3HAH XpHCTY ca pacxajarsest H KOjH cy lbHMe npHMibeHH MHAOCPAHO. Pa360jHHK na KPCTY, nOKa3aBIIIH CaMO acnoaexarse H sepv H H3rOBopHBIIIH pexa: "OnOMeHH Me ce", YAOCTOjHO ce je Paja. BPXOBHH anOCTOA nOCAe naaa, ,,IlAatIynH ropxo", nOMHAOBaH je H YTBpoeH Y AocTojaHCl'BY anOCTOAa TpHKpaTHHM rnrraisen: "fov6Hlll All Me?" H Y3AHrHYT je na uajseha crenea nacrapa osaua XPHCTOBHX".13 OTYAa HeKH CB. 0l(H noxajaise, OAHOCHO OBO .APyro xpurrerse ynopeoyjy ca AaCKOM KojOM ce cnacasa MopHap nOCAe 6pOAOAOMa.

XOMjaKoB, n03HaTH PYCKH 60rOCAOB, Y CBOMe AeAY ,,0 U;PKBH" OBaKO aexa 0 OBOj Cneroj TajHH: ,,0 TajHH cseror xonajaisa CBeTa U;pKBa YtIH Aa ce 6e3 rse He MO)Ke OtIHCTHTH AYX tIOBe'lHjH OA poncrna rpexy H rpexonnoj roPAOCTH; Aa He MO)Ke tIOBeK ornvIIITaTH CaM caoje concraeae rpexe, (jep CMO MH BAaCHH casro Aa ocyoyjeMo ce6e, a He Aa orrpanaasasro) H Aa jeaaao U;pKBa HMa CHAY onpanaaisa, jep y lbOj )KHBH rrvaoha Ayxa XpHCTOBa KOjH jeAHHH MO)Ke orrrvnrrara H ornvurra rpexose YCTHMa cnoje LlpKBe".14

CB. JOBaH AeCTBH'IHHK Y CBOjOj ,.AeCTBHUH", Y 5. nOyUH jour nOAPo6HHje paajaunsaaa IIITa je OBa CBeTa rajna KaA nexa: .Floxajaise je 06HOBibelbe xpnrrersa. Iloxajarse je caaraaunse OA6auuaarse TeAeCHe yrexe. Iloxajarse je rrouacao 0 caaoocybasarsy H 6pHra 0 caaoue cetia, CAoOOAHa OA crrozsannsax opHra. Iloxajarse je hepxa nase H OAOal(HBalbe osajaa,a. Iloxajaise je H3MHpelbe ca I'ocnoxoa Kp03 spmerse AOOPHX AeAa, xoja cy npOTHBHa paHHjHM rpeXOBHMa. Iloxajaise je OtIHlllnelbe caBeCTH. Onaj KOjH ce xaje npOHaAa3H Ka3He 3a casrora ce6e. Iloxajarse je AOOPOBOibHO Tpnibelbe caera IIITO je MYtIHO H )KaAOCHO. Iloxajarse je tIBpCTO CTeaatse CTOMaKa, parsanarse AYllie y Ay60KoM oceharsy".

Hajsaa Aa OHCMO IIITO oOibe CXBaTHAll IIITa je CBeTa rajaa noxajarsa, xoja ce MaHHq,ecTyje HcnOBeAalbeM - xasasassea rpexosa 360r xera ce Y Y)KeM CMHCAY pe-nr Ha3HBa H CBeTa TajHa acnoBeCTH, HaBOAHMO MHlllibelbe enacxona Haxoaaja: "HcnOBeCT je aaXTeB upxse, Aa tIOBeK noxaxce CBOjy CKpHBeHY ceaxv. HcnOBeCT je saxrea upxse, Aa tIOBeK noxaace pane csoje AYIIIe, xoje rrpaxpasa npHBHAHHM 3ApaBibeM. HcnOBeCT je 3aXTeB upxne, Aa tIOBeK orsopn OTpOBaH rnoj csoje AYllle, xoja OH aenrraxxa aauaav]e CnOibaIIIIf,HM MHpHCHMa. HcnOBeCT je saxrea UpKBe, Aa tIOBeK xojn arpa yAOry npexpacaor BHTe3a, noxaace ce6e xao rpOOlbY, KaKaB ce OH HHTHMHO H noxasyje ce6H caMOM. HHKO He HAe AeKapy, Aa My ce noxsaaa CBOjHM 3ApaBibeM, HO Aa MY noxaxce TpyAO MeCTO aa CBOMe 3ApaBibY. HCTO TaKo, HHKO He HAe HcnOBeAHHKY, Aa My ce nOXBaAH CBOjOM npaseaaourhv, HO Aa My caomnra HeKY onacav nyKoTHHY na caojoj npaBeAHOCTH. Kaaa 'lOBeK npeaaaa rrpar Aexapes, OH ocraa.sa CBY OXOAOCT rrpea BpaTHMa AeKapeBHM, Aa OH je nOHOBO yseo COOOM npa nOBpaTKY Meoy ibYAe. Kaaa tIOBeK noAa3H Ha ncnOBeCT, OH Mopa OCTaBHTn CBY OXOAOCT npeA BpaTHMa U;pKBe. Bxaro lbeMY, aKO je TY H saeopasa H rrpa nOBpaTKY Meoy ibYAe. Aaj EO)Ke, Aa npa n3AaCKY npoaeaa IIITan, H Aa MeCTO oxoAOCTH Y3Me cuapeaocr sa nourranas y )KnBoTy".15

Ho Aa on ce Aoono jour oApebeHHjn OArOBOp IIITa je noxajasse enHCKOn HHKoAaj na APYTOM MeCTY K3)Ke: "lloKajalbe je

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noxerax CBHX noxeraxa Y AYXOBHOM JKHBOTY. AYXOBHH JKHBOT npaBHAHO noxaae CaMO OHa AYllIa, xoja novmse ca KajaH>eM. TlpaBHAHO nosera 3HaqH nOAOBHHY CBpllIHTH. 3aTO H Ilperesa H CnaCHTeA> nOqHfbY CBOjy nponosea n03HBOM A>YAH K noxajaisv. Iloxajore eel Iloxajaise je xao npeoevxa. CBaKo KO xohe Aa nsabe npea AHue uapeso, CBAaqH npA>aBY KOUIYA>Y H 06AaqH ce Y qHCTY. Haase he 6HTH orepaa acnpea napa (BHAH MaT. 22, 12). 3allITo ce npaaoCAaBHH HapOA npe06AaqH Y HeAeA>HH AaH? Jep H3Aa3H rrpea AHQe Ilapa HaA uapeamra. AYllia norpefivje npe06YKY qellIne Hero TeAO. Jep ce AyIIIa 6pJKe H qellIne npzea Hero TeAO. Ha rrpmsep: AyIIIa ce MOJKe Aa ynpA>a oA 6e360JKHHX MHCAH H HeqHCTHX JKeA>a. A TaKBe np.saae MHCAH H JKeA>e naaajy aa AYIlIY qOBeKOBY xao HeBHAlbHBa npanraaa CBaKH AaH. 3aTo je xpanrhanaav norpetino CBaKH AaH qHCTHTH CBOjy AyIIIY, npe06pa3HTH je. Ta AYXOBHa npeoevxa BPllIH ce KP03 noxajarse"."

Hajaas, Aa 6H AaAH najxpahn OArOBOp IlITa je CBeTa rajaa rroxajaisa - HcnOBeCTH H3HOCHMO yqelbe UpKBe <j>OpMYAHcaHo Y "TIpaBocAaBHoM acnoseaarsv" Y OArOBOpy aa 99 mrraise: "CBeTa TajHa HcnOBeCTH, xao 1lI'f0 cy H OCTaAe CBeTe rajne, jecre CBelI1TeHa paarsa, xoja nOA H3BeCHHM BIIAlbllBHM 06AHKOM, caOnIIITaBa AyIIIH sepvjvhera HeBHAlbHBY EOJKjy 6AaroAaT, jep je YCTaHOBA>eHa OA aamer I'ocnoaa, KP03 KOjy CBaKH BepHHK A06Hja 60JKaHCKY 6Aa- 1'0AaT".

113 csera H3AOJKeHOra H3Aa3H Aa je HcnOBeCT peAHrH03Ha <PoPMa osunuhersa, xoja je AOIlIAa xao HeMHHOBHa nOCAeAHua npnCYTHOCTH rpexa yqOBeKY. Iloxajarse H HcnOBeCT npara xosexa OA noverxa ncropajcxor JKHBOTa, a nOA pa3HHM npHAHKaMa H <PoPMaMa AOllIAO je Kp03 nOKajHY AHCQHnAHHY AO lbeHor AaHallIH>er saspnraor cTaAHjYMa Y qHHY CBeTe rajae acnosecra, xoja joj Aaje qHCTO AYXOBHH xapaxrep, Y CT. 3aBeTY HcnOBeCT je yTAaBHOMe <PoPMa cnozeannser osmuheaa H CaMO TaKO nOBOA aa YHYTpallilbe xajaise, H CTOjH xao aenocpeaaa nOCAeAHua ,,IIpBOpOAHOr" rpexa, a Y HOBOM 3aBeTY HcnOBeCT ce qHHH nOCAe xpurreisa, xao AOnyIIITeHH H3Aa3 H3 TelliKor nOAOJKaja xaaa je cnacena OA npaopoaaor rpexa qOBeK nOHOBO nao, H aa ra] HaqHH vrrponacrao 6Aaro CTCqeHO nOABHrOM namer CnaCHTeA>a. Kaaa je nOqeTKOM APyror aexa JepMHH "TIacTHp" 06jaBHo Aa orrpourraj MOJKe 6HTH sa CBe rpexe, OCHM aa XYAY HMeHa fOCnOAH>er, jour "CaMO jeAaH nvr" H nOCAe xpnrrersa, rseroaa KlbHra je 3aTO, sa Ayro nOCAe Tora, 6HAa cacrasHH Aeo CB. nHCMa. TIHTaH>e xoje je aajsmne MyqHAO xpamhaae npBHX BeKOBa jecre nararse, Aa AH xpamhaaaa MOJKe A06HTH onpourraj H nOCAe xpnrressa. 11 Jepsaa je TO peumo n03HTHBHO, H nocrao je 3601' TOra TaKO nonvaapaa.

AaKAe, Y jeAHOM KpaneM HCTOPHjCKOM OCBPTY MOJKe ce peha Aa je Y HOBOM 3aBeTY HcnOBeCT, xao <j>opMa ovanrhersa, 6a3HpajyhH ce aa CTap03aBeTHoj npaxca, Ben Ae<pHHHTHBHO 6HAa YBeAeHa y UPKBH Y lbeHOM nosrerxv. HCTHHa, <j>opMe cy jour Y passojv, BAH nnasc nocroje lbHXOBe caaannse OCHOBe. AnOCTOA JaKOB H3PH'lHO npenopyqyje Y3ajaMHY HcnOBeCT: "l1cnoBeoajre [eoasc opyzoue zpexe, U MO/lUTe ce Boty ieoau 8a opyzota (5, 16), a an. JOBaH CTaBA>a acnosecr KaO jeAnHH YCAOB aa Ao6Hjalbe onponrraja rpexona: "AKo npusuajeuo tpexe ceoje, eepau je u npaeeoau (50z) oa HaM onpocru zpexe uatue, U O"lUCTU Hac 00 CBaJ<:e nenpaeoe" (1 JH. 1,9). AaA>e paasahe HcnOBeCTH A06Hja xapaxrep jeAHe BpAO norrvaapae npaxce, xoja ce IlIHPH Y ueaoj UPKBH npBHX BeKOBa, OC06HTO aa spesse rorsersa, Taaaunsa npaxca HcnOBeCTH HMaAa je H CBOjy CneQHjaAHY CPOPMY H 3BaAa ce "eKcoMoAorHCHc", H 6HAll je [asaa HAH rajna. Ho Y fAaBHOMe 6HAa je YCAOB aa nOHOBHO npaaaa,e Y UpKBY. CimCH Anocroaa, Orana H yqHTeA>aUpKBe, xao IlITO je "Yqelbe A13aHaecTOpHUe Anocroaa" (AHAaxe), npenopyqyjy AHqHY acnonecr aa npeMe cxyna (IV 14, XIV, l),acB. I1pHHej AHOHCKH noMHlbe <j>aKT Aa H3BeCHH rpenraaua "BpllIe csoje HcnOBeCTH raxobe H jasno", Ho npaae H AeTaA>He HcnOBeCTH 06aBA>aHe cY anax rajao. Oparea rosopa 0 rpeuraaxy "KOjH ce He CTHAn AanOKa)Ke CBOj rpex DoJKjeM CBeIlITeHHKY".

CYMHpajyhH nperaea 06H'1aja H naxaaa HcnOBeCTH Y crapo] UPKBH MO)KeMO YTBPAnTH ABe raasae . BaJKHe qHH>eHHue: (1) Aa je HcnOBeCT 6HAa CBYAa Y UPKBH npaKTHKOBaHa, H 6HAa 06aBe3HH YCAOB aa A06HjaH>e onponrreisa H nOHOBHor YAaCKa Y UpKBY, H (2) Aa cy je BPllIHAH cano CBellITeHHQH (OAHOCHO enHCKOnH), no KOMe je aKTY UpKBa 3aCBe,AOqaBaAa ,Aa HMa AYXOBHYBAaCT. HaA CBOjHM BepHHMa •. .17

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WTO CMO pamrje BHAeAH Y caao] YCTaHOBH OBe CBeTe rajne, OHa HOCH 6o)KaHcKH xapaxrep, jep ce Kp03 lbY Aaje HeBH,M:>HBa 6AarOAaT BO)KHja, aeonxoxaa aa AYWY csaxor sepyjyher XPHWhanaaa.

B) MOPAAHM PA3AOf

A) AOfMATCKM PA3AOf

C MopaAHe Ta'lKe rAeAHWTa rrorpetia noxajaisa H HcnOBeCTH Ae)KH y caxtoj 'lOBeKoBoj AYWH H rseao] npHpOAH, xoja nnaxe Te)KH xa 'lHCTOTH H cserocra, jep joj je csojcraeao Aa 6YAe A06pa H xao CAHIUI H npHAHUH EO)KHjOj, vpobeao Aa 6YAe CBeTa, Tj. Aa Te:fKH xa CBOMe y3pO'lHHKy. Bam y norxeay casre AywHHe npapoze H lbenor OAHoca na BO)KHjy CAHKY H npHAHKy 'lOBeK aaje ABojcTBeH - AYaAaH, Hero jeAHHCTBeH - 60rOAHK, aAH Y OAHOCY aa Te)KlbY xa ~06py H CKAOHOCT xa 3Ay - aa npan noraea H3rAeAa Aa je ABO]CTBeH - AYaAaH, aAH He no caaoj npHpOAH, Ben no Ha'lHHY csora )KHBOTa OH je oaaa EO)KjH, OHAa naBOA>li. 0 TaKBOM norAeAy aa npHpOAY Aywe soaesaje AHBHO ronopa CB. Hrrsarnje Boronocan Y nncMY Marneaejmnra: "ll060)KaH 'lOBeK, TO je npasa HCTHHHTa CAHKa, KOjy je Bor OTne'laTHO. A pbaa, TO je Aa)KHa, nOAMeTHyra, He3aKOHHTa, H3MajcTopHcaHa CAHKa, KOjy naje Bor Hero baao H3- paaao, Ja He BeAHM Aa cy ABe npapoze Y A>YAH: Hero 6HBa TaKO Aa jeAaH H HCTH 'lOBeK OBAa je Bo~mjH, a OHAa je naBOA>H. Koja j~ noooacaa H BPWH 60)KHje 3allOBeCTH, raj je 'lOBeK EO)KHjn. A KO pbaso )KHBH, npecrvna BO)KHje aarronecrn, raj je 'lOBeK naBOA>H H TaKaB je He no CBOjOj npHpOAH, Hero no CBOjOj BOA>H. HeBepHHK HMa CAHKY baaosa - asnopa 3A06e H naKOCTH; a BepHHK HMa aa ce6H CAHKY Tocnoaa Bora Oua H Hcyca XpHCTa".18

MOPaAHH paaaor rrorpefe rroxajaisa H HcnOBeCTH aajsmne noxasa aa caraoj 60rOAHKOCTH H 6eCMpTl-IOCTH Aywe 'lOBe'lHje. EorOAHKOCT 'lOBeKOBa xao H 6eCMPTHOCT AYllie IberOBe - CAHKe H npHAHKe Bozcaje - norspbyje ce y lbeHOM pary ca TeAOM Te ce oTYAa y OBOj 6op6H HCTH'le MopaAHH paaaor xao najaeha norpeoa aa 'lOBeKOBOM nonpaaxoa Kp03 CB. rajuy rroxajarsa, Enacxon THXOH Boporseurxa y CBOMe AeAY "HaCTaBAeHHja 0 AY)K)KHOCTHMa xpmuhanana", y 58 rAaBH, OBaKO CAHKa ra] par TeAa ca 6eCMpTHHM AYXOM 'lOBe'lHjHM H 6oroAHKOM AYWOM IDerOBOM: "Tuje/lo :JICe/lU npotue oyxa, a oyx npOTU6 tuiena" (Tax 5, 17). - "TeAO xohe Aa YMPTBH AYX, a AYX xohe TeAO. Teao xohe Aa noxopn AYX, a AYX TeAO. Teao xohe Aa ynpaBA>a AYXOM, a AYx TeAOM. Texo xohe Aa ce roPAH, BeAHlJa H Y3AHfHe, AYX nehe - Ben xohe Aa ce CMHpyje. TeAO xohe Aa ce rIDeBH, A>YTH, naKOCTH, AeAOM HAH peqjy CBeTH; HO AYx TO Hene, Ben xohe CBe xporxourhy Aa npanrra.

IV. nOTPEBA CBETE TAJHE nOKAJAILA

"AICO peueuo oa zpujexa HeMaMO, ce6e eapauo, u UCTUHe neua y uaua. AKO npusnajeuo zpujexe ceoje, eiepau je U npaeeoau oa HaM onpocru zpujexe nause, U 01.JUCTU Hac 00 C8aICe nenpaebe. AICO peueuo oa He cazpujeuiucuo, zpaouua za /la:JICOM, U pujeu 1beZ08a uuie y naua (1. 1H. 1, 8-10)"

Ilorpetia CBeTe rajae noxajarsa npOHCTHlJe H3 TpH paaaora:

OoZMarcKoz, MOPMHOZ H ncUXO/lDtUICOZ.

AorMaTCKH paaaor CB. rajne noxajarsa npoacrexao je H3 caMe norpeoe aa IDeHOM YCTaHOBOM OA crpane I'ocnoaa Hcvca XPHCTa, re ce H3 rora jacno BHAH Aa rpennnnca no eKoHoMHjH H nAaHY Bo)KHjeM onpaaaaaa jeAHHO caeuorvha Bor. AaKAe, qOBeK He onpanaasa HHTH paaapenrasa OA rpexa cassor ce6e, Ben ra orrpasaasa H paaapeiuasa 6AarOAaT Bozcnja. Y TOM onpaaaarsv H AejcTBY 6Aa· rOAaTH EO)lmje 'lOBeK je ca csoje crpane caxso CapaAHHK y npouecy AHtIHOr csora onpaaaan,a aa nPHMaIDe Boxcaje 6AarOAaTH.

C 063HpoM Aa H nOCAe KpWTeIDa, KOjHM ce 'lHCTHMO OA CBOjHX rpexosa, OCHM OA nOCAeAHua HaCAeAHOr npaopoaaor rpexa, qOBeK MO)Ke MHoro Aa rpeunr, MIiAOCTH EO)KHjOj H CHHCXODeIDY Hseroae A06pOTe yrOAHO je 6RAO Aa y CBOjOj il,PKBH YCTaHOBH, nopea OCTaAHX neonxoaaax CBeTHX TajHH, H TajHY cseror noxajaisa, xoja Ae'lH name AyxoBHe CAa6ocTH.

AorMaTCKH xapaxrep CB. rajne noxajarsa Ae:fKH AaKAe y caMOj YCTaHOBH OBe CB. rajae OA crpane I'ocnoaa Hcyca Xpacra, KOMe je Oran Aao CBY BAaCT H na He6y H aa 3eMA>H (MaT. 11,27; 28, 18), H rrpeaao can CYA Aa cYAH A>YAHMa (JH. 5, 22). Ilpeua TOMe, xao

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TeAO xohe Aa 6AYAOAejcTByje H npeloy60AejcTByje, HO AYX ce OA Tora OABpana H xohe Aa ueAOMYAPyje. TeAO xohe Tyoe Aa oTHMa, xpase, rpa6H CBaKHM Ha'lHHOM, HO AYX ce oz, Tora OABpana H OA onora xohe Aa ce YAaloyje. TeAO xohe Aa ce nperaapa, sapa, AYKaBH, 06Malbyje, AruKe H AHUeMepH, H6 AYX TO Mp3H H xohe Aa HCTHHcrsvje H HCKpeHO Aa nocrvna, TeAO xohe 'lOBeKa Aa Mp3H, HO AYX. xohe Aa ra loy6H. TeAO xohe Aa )KHBH Y 6ecnOCAHUH H Aa Ioelbcrsvje HO AVX ce OA rora oABpana H xohe Aa ce 6aBH 6AarOCAoBeHHM TPYAoBHMa. TeAO xohe Aa ce urera, ormja, 6aHKeTe H r036e Aa npaan, HO AVX ce OA Tora oxapaha H xohe HAH Aa )KHBH YMepeHO HAH Aa nOCTH. Teao xohe CAaBY, nO'laCTH, 60raTCTBa Y OBOM CBeTY Aa Tpa)KH; AVX CBe TO rrpeanpe H CTpeMH jeAHHHM Be'lHHM A?6p~Ma HTA. Taxo "Tuje/lo :J/Ce/lU npotue oyxa a oyx npotue trutena, AaKAe: OHO WTO He nocroja He MO)Ke HH Aa parvje, HO Aywa Y 'l0- BeKY xao WTO CMO BHAeAH O'lHrAeAHO parvje, AaKAe, OHa Kao.6ecMpTHa H nocrojn, H xao TaKBa oceha norpeey aa 'lHCTOTOM KOJa ce OAP)KaBa npexo CBeTe rajae noxajaiea.

C 063HPOM Aa je nexoxvnao Orxpaaen-e EO)KHje Be3aHO aa AYWY 'lOBeKoBY, lbeHY AH'lHOCT, lbeHO 60rOAHKo nopexao, H UHIo lbeHor craapaisa, MH neMo ce OBAe jow AeTaloHHje n03a6aBHTH H nararsen casror lbeHor nocrojarsa H norpefie aa !beHOr cnerornhv, xoja ce Haj60loHM AeAOM He MO)Ke HH crena HH O'lYBaTH 6e3 CB. rajae noxajaisa.

Y KlbH3H Ilocrarsa 'lHTaMO: "llOTOM peste Bot: oa 1Wt.tUHUMO «oejexa no c60jeMY otinuni», leao mTO CMO MU .•. 11 CT60pU Bot «oeiexa no o6/lut.tjy ceoieuy, no o6/lut.tjy SO:J/CujeMY, CT60pU ta; MymlCo U :J/CeHClCO CT60pU ux (1, 26-27) .. , A CT60pU Tocnoo SOl uoejexa 00 npaxa 3eMalbClCOZa, U OYHY MY oyx :J/CU60THU; U nOCTa '106jelC oyma :J/CU6a (2,7)". AaKAe, no caMHM Oc06HHaMa H Ha'lHHY craaparsa, BHAH ce oqHrAeAHa CPOAHOCT H3Meby Bora U qOBeKa, ynpaBo BUAH ce H oqurAeAHa 60roAHKocT 'lOBeKOBa. Aa AOKa)KeMO OBO nyTeM aaaaoraje. Aywa ca CBOjHM oc06HHaMa H HarOHHMa jecTe EO)KHje npeHMyncTBo KojUM je '10BeK u3Meby canx APyrnx CTBOpona na 3eMIoU OAAUKOBaH OA crpane Taopua, KOMe je xao TaKaB Haj6AH)KH H HajMHAHjH. qOBeK je AYWOM AOUCTa HCTHHCKO qeAO Bo)KHje. AywoM ce OH Y3HOCH Y najsehe BHCUHe H 06AacTH CHAe H MonH, AOK anCOAYTHOM CHAOM H MonH pacnoxaxce caMO lbeH Taopau, YnopebyjyliH ocotiaae Taopua ca oc06HHaMa 'lOBeKOBHM xao crsopersa, AOAa3HMO AO cAeAenux 3aKIoY'laKa. Eor je CBeMOryn, a qOBeK nOCAe Bora aajaame MO)Ke. Bor je TBOPau csera BHAIoHBor H HeBHAJoHBOr, a 'lOBeK je nOCAe Bora CTBOPHO CBOjHM AYXOM tIHTaBe MaAe CBeTOBe. Bor je CBeAP)KHTelo, a 'lOBeK Y 60p6H aa csoje caMOOAP)Ka!be OAP)KaBa HajaenH 6poj crnopersa H crsapa.

Bor je cseanajyha, a 'lOBeK nOCAe Bora najsaure 3Ha. Eor je najaehe H najrrytraje caspnreacrao, a qOBeK nOCAe Bora najsame TelKH aa caBpweHCTBOM. Eor je ae-ma H najxacraja npaaaa, a 'lOBeK nenpecraao Te)KH aa npaBAOM xao MepHAOM csora )KUBOTa. Eor je HCTHHa, a qOBeK Te)KH Aa Aobe AO UCTHHe. Eor je loy6aB, a nOCAe Bora jeAHHH 'lOBeK oceha cavsemhe rrpessa ApyrOM H Y crarsv je xax 1I ce6e Aa »cprnvje aa APyrOl'a. Eor OAHOCHO EO)KHja sox.a je CAOOOAHa y CBOjUM 0AAYKaMa, a nOCAe Bora jeAHHo qOBeK Te)KU Aa casaa WTa je A06po a WTa 3AO, Aa 61I oAa6pao A06po. AaKAe, H3- nera csojcrna Aywe 'lOBe KOBe AOBOAe Hac AO 3aKIoyqaKa Aa je OHa AOUCTa Boacnjer rropexxa, UAli jour 60loe Aa je OHa Aeo cassora Bora craoparezsa, KojHM je HaAaxHYo xoaexa xao HajMHAHjer CBOra crsopa. Oc06uHe H csojcraa Aywe 'lOBeKOBe Y OAHOCY na ocoomIe U csojcrna EO)KHja croje Y cpaaaepa xao xan BOAe npessa oecKpajHoM OKeaHY H, xao WTO je jeAHa xan MopCKe BOAC no KBaAHTeTY csoje npapose nOTnYHO panna TOj 6ccKpajHoj IlyqHHH oxeana, TaKO je H Aywa no CBOMe KBaAHTcTY H KaKBOnH panna AYxy EO)KHjeM. Pa3AHKa H3Meby KaIlH MopCKe BOAe H oxeaaa IlOCTOjH caxso y KBaHTHTeTY, rj, y KOAHqHHH CHAC H caare, ApyrHM peqHMa, Aywa je caao jeaan aTOM CHAe H cnare EO)KHje, KOjH je y craisy ,\a O)KHBloyje, nOACTHtIe U OAP)KaBa xoaexa.

YTBPAHBWH 60)KaHCKO nopexao Aywe H lbeHY 6eCMPTHOCT, a 0YAynH Aa, xao WTO CMO BHAeAH, OHa HenpCCTaHO parvje H y TOM parv 6HBa parsasaaa, TO OHa oceha norpeoy Aa, CAHqHO paIbeHOM paTHHKy na 6ojHoM noloy, caoje pane BHAa. To BHAalbe pana H nOTnyHO acne.seae HCTHX A06Hja ce IlO EO)KHjeM nAaHY JlCKA>Y'lHBO CBeToM rajaou noxajaisa, xoja je H H3 MopaAHor paa.iora H YCTaHOBJoeHa.

B) nCHXOAOIIlKH PA3AOf

I'pex je caM no ce6H HeWTO aerrpapoaao, WTO je nOCTaAO cnojcrneao 'lOBeqHjoj npHpOAH a mrje joj norpeoaa. 0 OBOMe he .xounaje 6HTH onnnrpaaje rosopa xaaa 6YAe OHAO pesa 0 YCMeHoj ncnosecra, H36aUHBalbe rpexa H3 aaure npapoxe KP03 CBeTY TajHY noxajarsa nvrea acxaaasarsa HCTor ( .. HCK83aH rpex ry6H cuojy CHAY" - OpnreH)19 Tpa)KH caua 'lOBeqHja npapoaa Te je H Aywa CAHqHa cToMaKY, xojn TCWKO CBapJoHBY HAil lIITeTHY H OTPOBHY no opraaaaax xpaav H30allyje.

CB. JOBaH AeCTBHqHHK y 26. novun, 248 I'AaBH OBaKO rosopn o ncaxoxourxosr pasxorv norpefie noxajarsa: .. AywH je y npHpOAH

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Aa noanaje CBOj rpex H Aa 0 lbeMY pa3MHllIka, a rr03HaBllIH ra Aa ce ypa3YMH, Aa ce norpefimnr HaqHHOM noxaje, Aa CBe rrorpetino HCrrpasa, Aa ce crapa Aa YMalbH 3AO H Aa ra rrOTrrYHO npexparn; Aa acrrva.asa BpAHHe ca A06pHM pacvbaaaaeu. Aa rrpnna npocaeherse, xoje AOAa31I OA anbexa nocxaror npa CBeTOM xpnrrersv. xojn qYBa lbY, yqlI II npocnehvje Y 60royroAHoM II 06AlIqaBa je, Aa 61I ce YAakHAa OA oaora llITO je MPCKO Eory. AyIIIa nexpnrrena mrje A06lIAa TaKBor aabexa, 3aTO je cxena H He oceha BeAHKe rpexone xoje qIIHH, Ben je vrropna H Hepa3YMHO ce paavje 3a caoja 3Aa AeAa, 1I vormrre 0 lblIMa H He rrOMHllIka, He CKpYllIaBa ce, He Y3AlIllIe, Aa 6H ce6e YMHAa cvaaxta, II He A06Hja ypa3YMkelbe OA JleAlIKHX CTpaAalba, KaKO TO 6lIBa ca KpllITeHOM AYllIOM".

AaKAe H3 cauor ncnxoaouncor paaxora AYllIH qOBeKoBoj je norpetiao noxajasse Kp03 OBY CBeTY TajHY·

V. BHAOBH KAJAlLA H HCnOBECl'H

"OnO},WHU ce oaxne ottcyoa CU cnao, U noxai ce, U npea oj ella ttUHU; aKO IlU He, oohu liy TU ctcopo, U oUZHyliy ceuiern.ax reoi c ujecra teeioea, axo ce He noxajetu" (OTKpHB. 2, 5).

CTap03aBeTHH 3aKOHCKH qOBeK qHCTHO ce OA rpexona MalbllM If BehHM zcpraaaa. HOB03aBeTHH qOBeK - xpamhanna H qOBeK y caseav EO)!(aHCKe 6AaroAaTH, qHCTH ce OA rpexona xajarsesr H CB. TajHoM noxajan,a, jeAHHHM MorynHM HaqHHOM H TO Y HeKOAHKO BHAOBa.

A) HCIIOBECT IIPEA EOrOM

• IIPBH BUA noxajaisa H HCrrOBeCTlI jecre xajaise npea Boroxr, To je vrrpaso CBaKH oaaj TpeHYTaK xasa ce qOBeK, AOllIaB AO casnan.a rpexona H ocernarna CBOjy rpeurnocr, MOAlITBOM H APyrlIM HaqHHHMa, 0 xojmra neMo roBOPIITII na xpajv onor BHAa xajarsa, xaje au yqlIlbeHe rpexoae,

Heonxoanocr xajarsa rrpez, caMIIM EorOM HarAaCIIO je jour nap AaBHA y pe-nnra: "CaMOMe Te6u szpujetuux U na Teoje o-cu 3110 yttUHUX, a Tu cu npaeeoan. y pujeuussa ceoiuu U ttUCT y cyoy ceojeu (IIc. 51, 4)". OTYAa je xajarse npez, caMIIM Boron, KOMe HCKkyqHBO II rpenraao, OA BeAHKor ana-raja, jep 6Aa)!(eHH AsrvcTHH OBaKO aexa: "Eor, KOjH rrpaurra npexo .'\lYAll, MO)!(e orrpOCTIITII II 6e3 nocpeacraa kYAlI, jep KO MO)!(e AaBaTH npexo APyrora, ra] IIMa BAaCT AaBaTH H caM no ce6H".20 CBeTII JOBaH 3AaTOYCT y 29. 6eceAll na KlbHIY Ilocraisa, na rx, IV, 16 OBaKO nean: ,,.KaKO neMO 3aCAY)!(IITH onpourraj, xaaa aehexso Aa orxpnjeuo Hallie rpexose OHOMe, KOjlI 3Ha rroAP06HO CBa nama 6e3aKOlba. Hnax, sap OH OA Hac sa TO 'rpasca HcnOBeCT, llITO He 3Ha nanre rpexose? He, Oaaj, KOjlI 3Ha CBe CTBapH OA IhHXOBe nojase rpazcn OA Hac npaaaaae

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He 360r Tora, llITO HX He 3Ha, HO 3aTO lllTO )KeAH, Aa MH, rronohv ncnOBeCTH, oceTHMO CBOj rpex, H nOKa)KeMO CBOjy caBeCHOCT. 3ap je OBAe nOTpOOHO TPOlllHTH aosne, npeAY3HMaTH AaAeK nyr? 3ap OBO Ae'lCI-be npasnnsana 60A H MY'lel-be? He, OHO H He Tpa)KH TPOnreise HOBua, H 6e36oAHO je, H 6P30 HCueA:>yje; jep, caofipaano ca pacrroaoxcersex oaora KOjH npHAa3H, Tocnoa Aaje H H3Aeqel-be oz, pana. Ilpeua TOMC, TH KOjH )KeAMllI Aa 6p30 ce6H nosparmu 3ApaBthe H H3AeqHlll AYllleBHe patre, npacrvnaj ca ycpneM, oABajaj ce 0,11. csera npoxasaora, npoxaaaj npeae cvse, rroxasyjvha CHAHY HCrpajaocr, npHHeCH CHa)KHY nepv, Y3AajyliH ce na HCKYCTBO Aexapa, II 0AMax heur A06HTH 3ApaBA:>e. He BHAHlll AM, Aa A06poTa Aexapa HaAMallla A:>y6aB csaxor ona? 3ap OH 0,11. Hac Tpa)KH nenrro reunco U AocaAHO? Tpa)KH cxpvmenocr cpna, cMHpeHocT yMa, npasaarsa y rpexy, YCPAHO MOA:>eI-be 3a orrponrraj, H aa OBO Aaje acnezseae 0,11. parra, qHCTH OA rpexona H qHHH npaBeAHHM qaK H oaora KO je ,11.0 caaa 6HO 06peMel-beH 6e36pojHHM repermra rpexona. 0 seaaxor <!OBeKOA:>y6A:>a! 0 neasuepae A06poTe! I'pemaaxa, aKO OH caxro HCrrOBeAH rpexe csoje, nOMOAH ce aa onponrraj II noxasce OAAyqHOCT Aa 0,11. caaa )KHBH A06po, Bor aajezaanvr qllHll npaBeAHllM".21 CB. KAHMeHT H3Meoy OCTaAOr rrmne: "AaKAe, )KeAelill, Aa CBll rseroaa thy6llMUll 6YAY yqacHllUll rroxajarsa, Bor je OBO YTBPAHO caenorvhOM CBOjoM BOA:>OM ••. BOA:>e je ncnoaeaara ce, Hero AM OCypOBllTH caoje cpue ... I'ocnoa BAaAa cBllMa, HH y qeMY ce He HY)KAa, OCIIM y TOMe Aa MIl ncrroaexaao cnoje rpexone npea l-bHM"_22

I'oaopeha 0 6AaroAaTHoM AejcTBY xajan,a H HcnOBeCTH xoje je BeAMKH Aap Ba)KjH, CB. JOBaH 3AaTOYCT Y CBOjOj 21. OOceAH napo,w aHTHoXIljcKoM BeAH: "H naje qYAHO caste TO, lllTO HaM Bor npanrra rpexe, HO H TO lllTO HX OH He 06jaBA:>yje II He 06HapOAOnaaa, lllTO OH He npaavbasa Hac Aa HCTynllMO II jasao Aa orxaca:\10 OHO, Y qeMY CMO norpemaan: OH HaM aarroseaa IDeMY jeAHoM Aa AaMo paqyH H IDeMY jeAHoMe Aa ce acnoseaaao. AKO 611 CBeTOBHll cYAHja Ka3aO YXBaheHOM Pa360jHllKY llAll KPaAAoHBUY, Aa lie OHll 6p30 rrpaanajvhn npecryrr, oAMax II orrpourraj Ao611TH, onaa 6H OHH TO yqHHHAH ca nyHOM roronourhv a, y HaAH aa ocaofioben,e, oA6aUHAM CBaKH CTHA. A OBAe naje TaKO - Bar npanrra rpexe H He rrpaaybaaa Hac Aa HX acxaavjeno y npacvcrav APyrHX, saxrenajvhn caao, Aa 611 onaj KO )KeAH Aa A06llje orrpourraj npnsnao neAHqHHYAapa".23

qOBeK, 6YAytiH Aa je ,,3eM/ba1t" (1. KopHHh. 15, 47), Tpooa Aa ce AHBH Bo)KHjoj A06pOTH II MHAOCp15y II M 6AaroAapll Borv, llITO OB 360r MHorHX rpexona Tpa)KH xajarse H HcnOBeCT aaurv. Aa 6HCMO OArOBopHAH H aa naraise nanrro he Bory naura ncnoaecr, He rpeea HaM MHoro TpYAa, jep vnpaso je TO oAroHeTHYTO y IDe-

rOBOM OTKpHBel-bY. Taxo: .Focnoo nehe oa KO nozune, neto ceu. oa ooby y noxaiasee (2. I1eTp. 3, 9)". H CnaCHTeA:> je TO napo-nrro naraacao Y UllA:>y Hseronor AOAacKa aa 3eMA:>Y: .Ja nujecau oouiao oa 306e.M npaeeouuxe HO zpujetunuxe na noxaiatee (MaT. 9, 13)". Bor, nax, jour y CTapOM 3aBeTY pexao je npexo rrpopoxa: ,,06parure ce K .MeHU ceujeu cpueu C60jU.M u noctehu u nna-cytu: u Ty»cehu. H pasoepure cpua ceoja a He XIl/bUHe ceoje, u oopature ce lea Tocnooy Hozy ceojeuy, jep je .MUAOCTU6 U :JICaJtOCTU6, cnop na ueee U otiunan uunocpbeu (JOHA:>. 2, 12-13)". Haase: "O'l'uhuliy II epatuhy ce na ceoie uiecto ooxne He npusnaoy C60jy KPU6Ul1Y II nat paxce nuue uo]e: Kao 6yoy y ueeona Tpaxulie.Me (Oc, 5, 15)".

I'osopeha 0 Kajal-by npea BorOM, HarAaCHAM CMO H CaMY B~HOCT H HeonxOAHOCT Tor BHAa xajaisa, aAll He CMeMO Aa nporrvcraMO a Aa He Ka)KeMO, Aa je osaj HaqHH xajaisa KopHCTaH aKT BpAM' He qOBeKOBe y noxajnoj AllCUllnAllHH, Te ra CB. JOBaH AeCTBHtIHHK Ha3HBa "AYXOBHO HCDOBCAau.e DPCA IiorOM".

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Kana Bor Tpa)KH xajarse H naurv acnosecr II l-boj ce He06HtI- 110 paavje (AYKa 15, 7), OHAa rpetia YBeK HMaTH na yMy pesnt I'ocnoaa Hcyca Xpncra: "AKO ce He noxajece, C6U here U3ZUHYTU (AYKa 13, 5)". CaMO ncxajaise H acnoaeaaise rpexoaa rpeea Aa npare cAeAehe OKOAHOCTll H YCAOBll.

1. I10TPEBA CMHPEHOCTH Y I10KAJAIDY. De3 CMllpeHOern HeMa noxajarsa, a 003 noxajarsa HeMa cnaceisa, CMHpeHOCT no yqel-by CB. Bacaaaja Beamcor jecre 3HaH.e yrAeAal-ba aa XpHCTa, xoja je pexao: "Y3.MUTe [apau uo] na ce6e, u nayuute ce 00 uene; jep CaM ia KP0TaK U cujepan y cPI1Y, U uahu nere noxo] oytuasu: ceojujeu (MaT. 11, 29)". YrAeAaI-be na Focnoaa Hcyea Xpacra, xoje ce nOCTH)Ke KP03 CMHpeHOCT, BOAH, AaKAe, llCTHHCKOM noxajal-bY, a ana Hcanja, ocernaunr CaM na ce6H norpetiv II AejcTBo noxajarsa, BeAM: "CeM noxajaisa HeM a APyror nyra aa cnacerse, 11 KaA He 6H 6HAO noxajatsa, TO He 6H 6HAO HH OHHX KOjH ce cnacasajv". 0 nOTpe6H CMHpeHOCTll y noxajaisv Aeno rosopa y 8. IlOyUH Aecrsaue CB. JOBaH AeCTBHqHHK: "HlllllTa TaKO uaje rrpoTHBHO OHOMe KOjH ce xaje, xao cMyhel-be OA pa3APa)KA:>HBOCTH, 3aTO lllTO noxajaise Tpa)KH BeAMKO csmpen,e, Pa3APlUKA:>HBOCT jc 3HaK rOPAOCTll H noaoca", Ilpaxa ce sa npenoaooaor Maxapaja BeAHKor Aa My je jeAHoM npHAHKOM pexao AeMOH: "HMa caao jeaao, Y qeMY Te ja He Mory HaABAaAaTH; TO HHje nOCT, jep ja He

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2. TYfA H llAAq Y llOKAJAHW 300f llOqHl-bEH'1X fPE XOBA. TyrOBaIheM, )KaA>eH>eM II llAaqeM aa no-nnseae rpexose Kyua ce cA06oAHO aa neoecxa spara, Te oTYAa II CB. oua rvrosarse II DAaq 360r y'lllH>eHllX rpexona Ha311Bajy "YMllBaH>eM", II "YMllBaOHHUOM". CB. AeCTBllqHllK Y 7. novua AllBHO name: "H3BOP cvsa 110CAe xpurreisa seha je OA KpIlITeH>a, MaAa he HeKHMa OBe pe-nr 113rAeAaTH YHeKOAHKO HeBepOBaTHe. Kpnrrerse Hac qllCTli OA paHHjHX rpexona, a CY3e qllCTe (nepv) rpexose yqHH>eHe nOCAe xpnrTeH>a. Ilourro CMO xpnrrerse npHMllAli y AeTllH>CTBY Mll CMO ra nOTITYHO llCnpA>aAll, HO CY3aMa ra 110HOBO qllCTliMO II nepesro. H A~ HaM qOBeKOA>y6A>e naje AapoBaAO CY3e, saacra, 611All 611 perxn II JeABa Aa 611 II 611AO OHliX xoja ce cnacanajv. Haum Y3AaCll II )KaAOCTH cpua sarmjv xa I'ocnozv: CY3e, xoje nponanxase oA crpaxa .Eo>KHjera sacrvnajv Hac: a OHe xoje cy OA CBeCBeTe A>y6aBll, JaBA>ajy HaM, Aa je MOAllTBa naura npllMA>eHa". OBO je saao uap AaBliA na je pexao: ,,[]pU3HajeM ICpU8U14Y C80jy, U TYJlCUM paou rpujexa ceoieta (Tlc. 38, 18)". 0 OBOj AaBllAoBoj Ty311 ermcxon HllKOAaj y Ilpoaorv nexa: ,,IIofAeAaj y napa AaBllAa II BliAli npauep ncrnncxor noxajaisa. Hnje AOBOlbHO ncrroseaara npez, CBeIlITeHliKOM rpex CBOj II oAMax cxsarpara ra onpourremoa. I' xe, H AaBHA je npez, npopoxosa HaTaHoM rrpnanao CBOj rpex pexasum: "Cazpu[euiux Tocnooy" (2. CaM. 12, 13). AAli BeAllKll Ilap nnje TO cxtarpao AOBOA>HllM, Hero je rrenpecraac Y3AHcao y MOAlITBll npez, Borosi II CBaKY noh CY3aMa noxajatsa YMlIBao CBOj rpex. qaK II Ae)KaH>e y nOCAeA>H Hllje MY CAYJi<HAO aa OAMOP, Hero aa yMOp OA nxaxa nOKajHHtIKOr, naaxa Y3AHcajHor. Hextoj pehn AaBliA je y6ll0 H npeA>y611o, HMao ce aanrra TOAllKO II xajara. A sap TH MP)KH>OM He y611jalll A>YAe, II HeqllCTHM nOMHCAlIMa H )KeA>aMa He qllHlllll npeA>y6y? Hnje onaj )KHBOT sa rrpanaarse ce6e, 6paTe, Hero aa 06AHtIeH>e ce6e. Bxaro caao OHOM xora Bor 6YAe orrpanaao na CYAY crpanmosa. Tloxajaise naje crsap jeaaor cara HAH jeAHo~a AaHa. OHO Tpe6a Aa 6YAe YHYTpallIH>e 3aHHMaH>e name AO xpaja >KHBOTa. "C8aICY noh. 1C8aCUM ooap C80j", rosopa AaBliA. TliMe ce He rcaxce, Aa ce AaH>Y He rpeea xajarn, Hero Aa je 113AllB AYIIIeBHor noxajaisa YA06HlljH Hohy Hero AaH>Y. Y THllIHHll nohaoj H rpexoaa HallIH II CYA Bo>KHjH H3Aa3e HaM jacnaje npea oxa. H He onoMHH>e AH Hac noh jacanje na CMPT OA AaHa? H nOCTeA>a nama na 6AllCKH rp06?"24

H CB. oua cMaTpaAII cy nAaq cnaCOHOCHliM cpeacraou y noKajaH>Y. Taxo, na npasrep, jeAHoM np"AHKoM nexa MOHaCH BHBliAeBllili CB. Maxapaja BeAHKor rAe nxaxe, vrnrrame ra 3allITO rraaxe. - "IlAaqllMO, 6paho, nexa OqH nanre npoxnaajv cvse npe Hero IlITO OAeMO rope, rAe he name concraeae cvse >KehH name TeAO" - oarosopao liM je onaj npenoaofinn,

jeAeM HllKaAa HHIlITa; TO nnje na 6AeH>e, jep ja He cna~aM HllK~Aa". - .Fla urra je TO?" - vrrara AeMOHa CB. Maxapaje, "TBoJe CMllpeH>e", OAroBOPli AeMOH.

3. fHYillAlbE H CTHA Y IlOKAJAlb Y OA IlOqHlbEHHX fPEXOBA. I'avmaise HaA npA>aBOM AYIlIOM, oceharse CTHAa II cpana npea CYAHjOM Borosi, npea qlljllM AHIJ;eM ce xajexro II HCnOBeAaMO, Tpe6a Aa 6YAe OHaKBO II y OHOAliKOj Mepll, y KOAHKOj je TO CBe 611AO llCTllHCKH KOA JC3Ape, KOjH BeAll: "H petcox:

BOJICe MOj, jep tiesaxotea natua HaMH03ICUUle ce C8PX znaee U ICpU- 6U14e natue napactotae 00 neiia" (JC3Apa 9, 6). Ha jeAHoM MecTY CB. JOBaH 3AaTOYCT BeAll OBaKO: "He BOAHTli paxvaa 0 CBOjllM norpeurxaaa - 3Haqll YBeAllqaBaTH HX. ABa nYT sanre rpeum onaj, xoja rpema II rpexoxt ce XBaAH. 3a OCYAY je He TOAliKO KaA ce qllHll rpex, KOAllKO KaA ce qOBeK He CTliAH rpexa",

Iloaaaro je Aa baso qOBeKY ABa nvra naaaace H Aaje CTHA, HaHMe: npe Hero IlITO he norpennrrn H yqllHHTH rpex, H APyrH nYT KaAa qOBeK xohe Aa ce nOKaje na 360r CTHAa HeMa xpa6pocTH Aa HCnOBeAH rpex. H3 Tora 113Aa311 Aa CBaKH onaj xoja ce CTHAll Aa acnoseaa caoje rpexone CTOjH nOA BAaIIIhy canora basoxa. Taxo, HeKH nYCTHH>aK BHAe jeAHoM y UPKBH banoxa rAe 0611Aa311 nexa AHua, xoja cy ce XTeAa acnosexara, - "illTa Tll Ty paAHIlI?" - aarnrra ra rrvcrmsax. "AajeM noxajnnuaaa OHO, IlITO caxr liM npe ncnosecra OAY3eo 6ll0. Yseo CaM liM CTllA, - re TaKO MOry CAofioAHO Aa rpeute, caz, liM ra orrer AajeM, Aa 360r isera He Mory Aa acnoseaajy rpex" - OArOBopH baso. Aa 611 no6erAH H H3BYKAH ce acnoz, BAaCTll basoxa, xao H oCA06uAliAH ce crnaa KOjH OH naxaxce na Hac y rpeurersy II HcnOBeAaH>Y, He rpeoa C YMa CMe-rara II caser H y HMnepaTliBY HapeA6y npeMYApor Capaxa, xoja !leAll: "He ctuoa ce ucnoeeaatti zpexe ceoje; He CTOj pesuo] 6yjU14U na nyr (4, 30)".

4. MPJKlbA IlPEMA fPEXY Y IlOKAJAlb Y. Bor, 6e3rpaHHtIHa A>y6aB, xoja A>y611 CBe IlITO je CTBOPllO, jeAHY H jeAHHY MP)KH>Y raja caxro npesra rpexy. OTYAa OH II seaa: "He "lUHUTe TOza zaoa, na xoiu Mp3UM (Jepest. 44, 4)". Ila H qOBeKY oTYAa naxaxsa Mp)KH>a HHje AonYIliTena, OCHM Mp)KH>e npena rpexv, EBO KaKO CB. Bacaxaje ronopa 0 Mp>KH>ll npessa rpexy: "He ncnoaeaa onaj rpex, KO xaxce: ,,3rpelliliO cau", H no TOMe ocraje y rpexo-

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BIIMa, aeh oaa] xoja no pexaaa Ilcaaaonesna YBIIAlI CBOj rpex II OMp3He aa lbera.360r rora II npeMYAplI AOMOCTpojHTelo )KllBOTa nanrera xohe, Aa oaaj KOjH je )KllBeO 'I rpexv, yqHHH xpaj OHOMe IlITO je 6HAO II nOCAe yqHIbeHHX rpexosa Aa CTBOPH HeKlI noxerax, xao 06HoBHBIlIH ce 'I )KllBOTY noxajaaeu, A KO aenpecraao Aaje 06elialba II aenpecraao HX ofiapa, rora xao caCBHM oxopexor OH AHIlIaBa caora qOBeKoloy6loa".25

"PeUll jeAHOM aa csaraa, neaa CB. KHpHAO JepYCaAHMCKlI, rpexy: "Ja cass aerrpajarezs TBOj". JeAHOM npHAlIKOM KaA cy HeKH MOHaCH nHTaAlI CB. HHAa Cnaajcxor Aa HM HeIlITO xazce 0 MP)KIbH npesra rpexy, oaaj CB. oran osroaopao je: "Tpe6a OMp3Hyrll rpex; Y TaKOM cAyqajy aKO je KO nOKAll3HYO Y rpexv, ra] H aKO He qHHH rpex, y6pojaBa ce 'I rpeIlIHIIKe ..• Ko rAeAa na 3AO 6e3 OABpaTHOCTII ra] lie YCKOPO ncxera Aa rAeAa aa nera ca 3aAOBOloCTBOM. Aa 6H OMP3HYO rpex pa3MHIlIloaj qeIlIlie, a oc06HTO xaza Te HanaAHY IICKYIlIelba, 0 y6l1TaqHlIM nocxeaanaaa rpexa, - 0 IlITeTH xoja TIl ce 360r Ibera MO)Ke HaHeTII aa CBY BeqHOCT aKO ce He noxajenr", Aa 6H qOBeK 'I 60p6H ca rpexosr acrpajao II HCToBpeMeHo Ha Ibera OMP3HYO, Tpe6a HenpecTaHo Aa ce o6palia aa nOMoli oaoae, xoja je xasao: "Be3 uene He .MOXeTe 'tUHUTU HUtUTa (JH. 15, 5)."

cpny II CBOjOj AymH: AVillO Moja, AaHaIlI1b1l AaH CMO nporypaaa, a IlITa CMO yqHHHAlI Ao6po HAll poaBo?.. HIlITII II MOAll ce Borv CBOMe, II TaKO npeaaj TeAO CaRY, HCnOBeAlIB aanpea csoje rpexoBe".26

J eAHOM npHAllKOM yqeHHUlI CB. IIlIMeHa 3anHTaAlI cy ra Aa lIM xasce, KaKO ce MO)Ke nOCTHlilI AYXOBHO caBpIlIeHCTBO. Oaaj CBeTHTelo OArOBOPIlO liM je Aa ce caspnrencrao nOCTR)Ke KP03 Henpecrano 6Aelbe, MOAHTBY II xajarse, AOAaBIlIH: "OHora xoaesa KOjH ce xaje II MOAll aa cnoje rpexe rrpernocraaeass qOBeKY KO]H IICTIIHa He rpema, aAlI ce He xaje II He MOAll. Jep npaa npaaaxao o ceoa MHCAlI npasnajvha ce6e 3a rpemaaxa, a APym 0 ce611 Aa)KHO CYAlI, Aa je npaBeAHIIK".

5. CKPYIllEHA MOAHTBA Y 1I0KAJAfbY. IIpHMep cxpyureae MOAllTBe 'I KajalbY, xojv je Bor npHMHO xao 6AaroBOHH KaA, jecre MOAllTBa uapHHHKOBa 'I ynopeoelby ca OABparnOM M()O AHTBOM q,aplIcejeBoM. "Aea «oejexa ybotue y upxey oa ce .MOlle Boiy, ieoau drapuce] a opyzu l1apUHUIC. rZ>apucej ctaoe U MOlbatUe ce y ce6u oeaxo: Boxce, xeanuu re tUTO ja nujecau xao OCTa/lU IbYou: xajoyuu, nenpaeeouuuu, npelby60'tU1-l£1U, UIlU lCao oeaj lla· PU1-lUIC. llOCTUM oea nyTa y neoemu; oajeM oecetax 00 ceeia tUTO UMaM. A l1aPU1-lUIC U30a/lelCa ctaiaiae, U ne tuhatue 1-lU O'1ujy nooumYTu na 1-le60, neto tiuiauce npcu ceoje toeopehu: Boscel .MU· 1l0CTue 6you .Me1-lU zpjetunoue. Ka:1tCeM eau oa oeai otuoe tcyJw ceojoj onpaeoan, a ne onaj (AYKa 18, 10-14)".

Y30p MOAHTBY 'I xajaisv OCTaBHO HaM je uap AaBHA 'I noxajnose nCaAMY, KOjH noxmse: "CMUllyj ce na Me, Bosce, no MU- 1l0CTU ceoioj, U no eenuxoj 006pOTU ceojoj O'1UCTU tiesaxotee uoie (lIc. 51, 1)". CB. JOBaH 3AaToycT 'I 2. 6eceAH 6aIlI na onaj npBII CTHX osora AaBIIAOBor ncaxaa OBaKO rosopa: "Hcnpnqaj csoje rpexose Aa 6II IIX onpao... Ilpnxaj HX CBaKOAHeBHO 'I MOAIITBII. 3ap ja Tpa)KHM Aa HX TH HeKOM APyroM xasvjem, KO 611 re 'I IbHMa rrpexopeo? Kaaca HX Bory, KOjH lie HX HCueAllTII. Kasa ce cnpeMaIlI Aa cnanam, II HHKO 're He Y3HeMHpaBa, ORAa peua CBOMe

6. BEPA H HAAA Y OIIPOIllTAJ fPEXOBA Y 1I0KAJAlhY.

Bepa 'I Bora KOjH Aaje orrponrraj, jecre ycrsapa HaqHH 1I3MHpersa ca fbHM. OTYAa CBe OC06l1He II KBaAlITeT noxajaisa sasace OA sepe 'I Bora II sacxpcaor Boroxoeexa, jep: ,,3a oeo cejeoone ceu npopouu oa he UMe1-l0M teetoeujeu npUMUTU onpoucretee zpujexa ceu xoiu. za ejepyjy (A. an. 10, 43)". CB. JOBaH AeCTBHqHHK rosopa 0 noxajarsv xoje rpeea Aa npara sepa: "BepOM ce A06l1ja II OHO qeMY ce qOBeK aaaae He CMe HaAaTII, IlITO HaM norapbvje, na npasrep II 6AarOpa3YMHII pa360jHHK aa KPCTY".

Be3 TBPAe sepe II aaae 'I Bora II rseroav MHAOCT HeMa HH orrpourraja rpexosa, JeAHOM npHAHKOM vmrrao je CB. Cncoja jeAaH rpeIlIHHK: "Oqe, nao caa 'I rpex, IlITa MII Baloa qllHlITlI na Aa ce cnacea"? - "tIeAo, YCTaHII, noxaj ce, sepvj II naaaj ce 'I Hseroav MIIAOCT, na hem 6HTH cnacen", OArOBOPH My CBeTIITelo. "Oqe, H nOIlITO caa YCTao oner CaM nao", AOAaAe rpeIlIHHK. - "OneT, oner YCTaHH", - pexe My CBeTHTelo. "Xoliy All Ayro nasara H yCTajarn"? - sanara oner rpenraax. ,,AOKAe ca rOA )KllB, naaahein H YCTajalieIlI, HO HHKaAa He ry6H nepv II HaAY 'I lhera II 'I MIIAOCT Hserosy" - 3aBpIlIHO je CBeTHTelo. IICaAMOneBau AaBHA JOIlI AaBHo je TO ocerao II OBaKO xasao: "HcnoeeoajTe ce Boiv nao 60zoeUMa, jep je 006ap, [ep je 00 eiexa MUIlOCT teezoea (lIc. 136, 1-2)".

7. AOBPA AEAA KOJA IIPHAHtIE 1I0KAJAlhY. IIpaBAa Bo)KHja, a II IoYACKa xoja H3BHpe H3 Bozcaje, Tpa)Kll YBeK HaKHaAY aa npnqlllbeHY IlITeTY. Y OBOM cAyqajy aa yqHlbeHH rpex OA Hac ce Tpa)Kll HaKHaAa 'I oarosapajvhaa BpAllHaMa H Ao6poqHHCTBHMa. OTYAa II croja HanHCaHO xao caspmeao ynyrCTBO CAe· Aelie: "OnpoCTU ce zpujexa ceojux npaeoou, U 6e3a1C01ba ceojux MUIlOtUhy npeua 1-leeOIbHUMa e oa 6u TU ce npooylbuo MUP (AaH. 4, 27)". «l>HAapeT MOCKOBCKlI, OBaKO rosopa 0 noxajaasv Kp03

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nepv H A06pa AeAa: "Aa 6H nepa 6RAa cnacaaajvha rpeoa )KllBeTH no aepn, Jep je .Bjepa 6e3 ojena MpT6a(JaK. 2, 26)", II CAeACTBeHO, necnocoona je Aa AOBeAe xoaexa AO sesraora )KllBOTa. Bepa 6e3 AeAa H AeAa 6e3 nepe ncajeznaxo he 6llTll ocvbeaa, Beposarn caxro Aa HMa Bora, naje AOBOibHO; H baaoxa TO Berviv. rpetia nepy onpaaaara AeAllMa, TaKBV nepv Tpa)KH OA Hac XPllCTOC",27 Kaaa je CB. Araroa 6110 aa canpra, TpH AaHa Ae)KaO je 6C3 rroxpera, ornopeaax OqHjV, vnpaaseaax na jeano MCCTO. Hajaaz, ra 6paha rvpnyure MaAO pexaanm: "Oqe, rAe CH TH"? - OH oarosopa: "CTOjHM npea CYAOM EO)KHjHM". - "A aap ce H TH IIAallIHllI CYAa Boaorjer"? - YI1HTallIe ra OHH, saajvha CBa rserosa A06pm1HHcTBa. - "McTHHa, ja caa CC H3 CBe cnare crapao Aa H3BpllIHM 3arrOBeCTH EO)KHje, aAH ja caxr qOBeK, na He 3HaM Aa AH CV Moja AeAa Eory yroana", pexe Araron, - ,,3ap ce TH HHCH YBepHO Aa cy TBoja AeAa Eory yroaaa"? - YrrHTallIC ra rroHOBO 6paha. AraTOH HM na TO OAroBOPH: "MeHH je nexorvhe Aa ce yBCpHM 0 TOMe AOK HC H3aoeM na CVA npea Bora, jep APyro je CVA EO)KHjH, a APVro CVA qOBc<mjH". AaKAe, nanra A06pa AeAa, xoja .rpetia Aa npare noxajaise, rpefia H Aa ce qHHe TaKO xao Aa CTOjHMO npez, CYAOM Ea)KHjHM.

nOHOBe V TroH. EVAn vaepen, Aa cv TH OHH onponrreaa OA onora apesaeaa, KaAa CH ce6e npeaao Bory H noxajarsv, M V TO He CYMlbaj ".28

Hexo je ymrrao CB. llHMeHa: "Y qeMY ce cacrojn noxajarse aa rpexose"? - "Y TOMe", - OArOBopH CB. Ilmaen, ,,Aa ce smne He nonaa.sajv paaaje yqHlheHH rpeXOBH. Jep KO CV aenopoxaa, npaseaaa H nourreaa? OHH KOjH HHCY rpemaxa, xao H OHH KOjH CV ce OCTaBllAH rpexosa CBOjllX, na TaKO rrOCTaAH npaBeAHHLUi". ApvroM rrpllAHKOM oner jeaan 6paT pexe CB. llHMeHV: ,,¥'IHHHO caM BeAllKll rpex na casr ce pernao Aa ce sa lhera xajesr TpH roanae". ,,MHoro je" - pcqe MV CB. llHMeH. - "OHAa Aa ra oxajaaast Y TOKY jeAHe rOAHHC" - YI1HTa 6paT. "M TO je MHoro", pexe CD- Ilusreu. "OQH YCTaHOBHllie aa noxajarse qeTPAeCCTHHQY", AOAMe fipar. "M TO je MHOro. Ja caxr vsepea Aa he OHOMe rpelliHHKY KOjH ce OA cser CPQa noxaje H He 6YAe amne naaao V BCTH rpex Ear rrpHMHTH noxajarse nocxe TPH AaHa", - aanpum CBeTHTeib. Y noyua AyxoBHor ona AYXOBHOM CHHY nocxe ncnoBeCTH rpexosa CTOjH Aa cy OHH KOjH noaaazsajv yqHlbeHe rpexone nOCAC xajarsa H HcrrOBeCTH CAll'IHH )KHBOTHlbaMa, na ce oTYAa OBaKO caservje: "He rpeunr annre Aa ce He yrroA06HllI Hepa3YM' HHM )KHBOTHlhaMa, no OBOj OA CB. Ilerpa H3HeToj rrOCAOBHQH: .Jlac ce noepatu. ua C60jy 6IbY60TUHY, U C6U1ba, oxynaetuu ce, y I(albYJICY (B. 2. Ilerp, 2, 22)".

8. qBPCTA OAAYKA ° HEllOHABkAIhY fPEXOBA Y no.

KAJAIhY. CBH MH xpmnhaaa HMaMO TPH pobersa. llPBO poberse TO je vnpano onaj AaH V KOjH CMO A06HBllIH OA Bora caaaaise H )KHBOT rroAo6HO CBHMa ibYAHMa, yrAeAaAH CBeT. ApyrH nvr ce pabano, 6YAyhH Aa CMO cAa6H H HeMohHH, onora TpeHYTKa xaaa nocrajeuo 'IeAa EO)KHja, ,,6a1bOM npepobetea U 06H061be1beM Ayxa Cserozc (THT. 3, 5)", HAH xao lliTO Cnacarex, xazce: "AI(o ce 1(0 He pOOU 6000M U AYXOM He uoxce yhu y uapcteo Boxcuje (JOB. 3,5)". llOHOBHO pobeise r]. pobeise BOAOM H AYXOM npan nvr 6HBa Y TajHH xpurrea.a, a aenpecraao ce aacraa.sa KP03 OCTaAe CBeTC TajHe, a HapOqHTO Kp03 TajHY noxajaaa, xao rrpanpeaa aa rpehe, rrocxearse H najaaacnaje pobeise - poberse aa Be'lHH )KHBOT KP03 CMpT. qOBeK KOjH ce o36HibHO He crapa Aa lICKpeHHM noxajarsexr VAapli carvpaa TeMeib CBOMe cnaceisv jecre HeMapaH 6oAecHHK, xoja 3Ha H oceha 6oAecT, aAH aehe Aa ce Ae'lH, Hero ocraazsa Aa 60AeCT V3Me Maxa H rrocraae onacnaja. Ho xaaa ce jeAnOM seh llCTlIHCKH noxaje, 'IOBCK He rpeea He caao Aa noaaaz,a no-nnsene rpexose, seh 0 lbliMa He Tpe6a Hli Aa MHCAll, Aa He 6H oner arpemao, Csera AHToHHje BeAHKll OBaKO caaervje: "qynaj ce Aa ce yM TBOj He OCKPBHH ceharsea npebaunsax rpexoaa 1I Aa ce y Te6H He 06HOBH oceharse THX rpexona, He VTBpOyj Y AYllIH CBOjOj paanje yqHlheHe rpexose pa3MHllIJbalbCM 0 lbHMa, Aa ce OHH He

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TeK ca lbHMa noxajarse he 6HTH vcrsapa CYA HaA caMHM C060M H caaooxpaaeea,e, KOjC H3 rora CYAa npoacrasre, Aa ce aajsaz, ocera 1I lberOB IIAOA, xao llITO je 1I uap AaBHA jacno ocerno, pexasura: .Fpujex C60j I(aJax retiu, U xpueuue ceoie He sataiux; petcox: ucnoeieoau Tocnooy npujectyne ceoie; U Tu cI(uoe C ueue xpueuuy tpujexa uojeta (Ilc, 32, 5)". OTYAa je caCBHM rrpaBH'IHO CB. JOBaH 3AaTOVCT pexao: "qaK 1I OHAa xaaa 611 rpeXOBC noTpe6HO 6RAO HCKa3HBaTH H 06jaBibliBaTH npea ibYAlIMa, He 6H ce OA Tora rpeoaao CTHAeTH. CTHAHO je H cpaMOTHO rpennrra, a anje HcrrOBeAaTH ceo OBAe qaK HeM a rrorpefie acnoseaara ce y npaCYCTBY cseaoxa. Ear caxr norxeaahe na HcrrOBeCT TBOjV, - Bor xojn Te aa rpexe He vxopasa npn HcrrOBeCTH, eeh. ux zaCU .•. EYAn vsepea, Aa KO ce OBAe He acnoaez,a, raj he ce MopaTH TaMO (aa He6y) acnoaeaarn, rAe je Ka3Ha reaca, rAe je CTHA Beall. OBAe HMa MeCTa CYA 6e3 cBeAOKa, a TH caa AP)KHllI CYA

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E) HCllOBECT llPEA CBEIDTEHHKOM

Borv, KOMe ce jeAHHO H rpeura, Ilpaseha Pa3AHKY H3Meoy ra ABa BHAa H Ha<mHa xajassa npea Boroa H HcnOBeCTH npea CBeWTeHHUHMa, 3anaAHH OQH Ha ca60py 813. rOAHHe AOHeAH cy BeOMa 3uallajuy Ae<pHHHUHjy y KOjOj CTojH: "HeKH TBPAe Aa je rpex HY)KHO HcnOBeAaTH caaoue Borv, a ApyrH cy MHllll'oeu.a, Aa ce rpeea HCnOBeAaTH npea CBeWTeHHUHMa. H jeaao H APyro He 6HBa 6e3 IIAOAa Y cseroj U;pKBH. Ilpessa TOMe acrroseaajzso aame rpeXOBe Borv, KOjH HX npanrra H roBOPH ca AaBHAOM "OTlCPUO CaM npeo T060M zpexe uoje". Ilo HapeA6H nax anOCTOAa, KOjH BeAH: .Hcnoeeoaite ieoas« oPYZOMe zpujexe, MO/lUTe ce Boty jeoa« 3a opytota oa osopaenare (JaK. 5, 16)", acnoaeaajao name rpexose II Meoy co6oM H MOAHMO ce jeAaH aa APyrora. HcnOBeCT xoja ce qHHH npea Boron fACH fPEXOBE (xao WTO je pexao CB. JOBaH 3AaTOYCT), a OHa, xoja ce cspmasa npea CBeWTeHHKOM, yqH Hac o HaqHHY KAKO fACHTH fPEXOBE. Jep, Bor Y3POqHHK naurer cnacessa H namer acuexeaa, Aaje HaM ra y jeAHOM cAyqajy AejCTBOM csoje HeBHAh>HBe CHAe, y APyroM nonohy AeKapa".30

Ilpeua BAaCTH AaToj anOCTOAHMa OA casrora I'ocnoaa Hcyea Xpacra Aa Be3yjy H paaspemaaajv rpexose, a aa OCHOBY rrpejeMCTBa Te BAacTH, enncxon H3Aaje PYKOnOAO)KeHOM CBeWTeHHKY CHHDeAHjy y KOjOj name: ,,MH CMO MY yqBpCTHAH BAaCT Aa OHe KOjH My acnoseaajy caoje caBeCTH aeayje H paaapemasa npoMHllLbeHO, no npaBHAHMa CBeTHX anOCTOAa H CBeTHX oraua", Ilpesra TOMe MYAPO BeAH CB. JOBaH 3AaTOYCT y III KIL. 0 CBeWTeHCTBY: ,,Bar je Aao CBeweTHHUHMa Beny BAaCT Hero AH pOAHTeh>HMa. CBeWTeHHUH HMajy BAaCT npanrrarsa rpexa He caao KaA Hac KpWTasaiv, Bell H nOCA~ Tora, jep ,,6o/lyje /lU ICO Meby eaMa", BeAH anoCTOA, (JaK. 5, 14-15)", nexa n0306e npeseutepe upxeene U nexa ce nouone 3a teeza •.• U aKO je tpujexe Y'lUHUO onpoctuhe My ce".31

Aa 6H ce POAHO aa oaaj HenpOAa3HH II BellHH )KHBOT H CBeT, qOBeK ce Mopa, AaKAe, HcnOBeAHTH. Ho rpex ce APyrojallHje He MO)Ke OnpOCTHTH AOK ce YCMeHO He acxasce npea CBeWTeHHKOM. Pa3A03H sa YCMeHO HCKa3HBaILe rpexosa rrpea CBeWTeHHKOM cy cAeAehH:

a) Ilpaaaajyha BeAH'lHUY Aapa KOjH HaM je AaT Kp03 CBeTy Tajuy noxajarsa H TpaJKehH HCTOBpeMeHO KP03 lLy H MHAOCT OA Bora, MH Tpe6a Aa npaaaasro H OTKPHBaMO YCMeHo rrpea csenrreHHKOM caoje rpexone Aa 6HCMO OCeTHAH CBY 6eAY H HHWTaBHOCT name Aywe H TepeT KOjHM je OHa 06peMeILeHa.

6) Y 06H'1HOM noperxv npH3HaILe 3eMah>CKHX rrpecryna H KpHBHUR noaaaxa sa co6oM H H3BeCHO npanrrarse ("KO npasaa noaa My ce npanrra") - jep npH3HaILe AOAa3H I'OTOBO YBeK xao 3HaK xajarsa, WTO oMorynyje aKO He nyHO onpaaaaae, OHO 6ap

HaA co60M, a TaMO he CBH rpeca 6HTH H306AH'1eHH npea ueAHM CBeTOM".29

o HeonxOAHOCTH xajarsa rrpea BorOM H 0 IIAOAY rora xajarea A06po je lIYTH npeu. Capaxa, KOjH BeAH: "Y epeue ipexoea nolCa:JICU noxaiasee (18, 22)", H: .Bparu ce, oaxne, xa Tocnooy u ocraeu zpexoee. nOMO/lU ce npeo nuueu teetoeusc U YMafbU npunuxe zpexy (CHPax 17, 21-22)". Haj3RA, HcnOBeCT npea Boroa aeonxoaaa je H sa TO, WTO je OH no CBOMe lIOBeKOh>y6h>Y saxrena OA Hac. F Ae, WTa OH BeAH npexo rrpopoxa: .Peuu. UM: TalCO 6uo ja :JICue Tocnoo, nuie uu uuno oa YMpe 6e36o:JICHUIC; epature ce, epature ce ca snujex nYToea ceojux, jep 3aUlTO oa upete (Je3eK. 33, 11)". H He cauo Aa Bor saxreaa HcnOBeCT OA Hac, Hero Y)Keh>H Aa ce norrpaaasso, OH nanaje aa naaa 3aAyraAHM, xao WTO aarmje pOAHTeh> aa AeuoM, npeKAHlLyhH H noaaazsajvha: "BpaTUTe ce, eparute ce", H KAeTBOM HaM TBPAH Aa HaM A06pa )KeAH. EBO KaKO yqeHH PYCKH 6orocAOB H MHTpOnOAHT MOCKOBCKH GPHAapeT 06jawlLaBa Ty EO)f(Hjy KAeTBy: .Bor KAeTBOM vnepaaa, Aa He )KeAH CMpTH rpenraaxa. Bepaa je y pena csojoj Bor, llHM je OH Ka3aO Aa )KeAH cnaceise rpeWHHKY, OH je rOTOB He caao Aa My onpOCTH, HO Aa My y CBeMY nossorae, Aa ra H3BeAe aa nvr cpehnora )KHBOTa. Pes je Hseroaa CBeTa. OH je crporo sanperao h>yAHMa, Aa ce He KyHy 6e3 H3BeCHe HY)KAe. H no TOMe, WTO ce OH caa KyHe Aa He )KeAH CMpT rpennraxa, 3aHCTa je jacno H OlleBHAHO, Aa je AeAO h>YACKor cnacersa y OllHMa Hseroaaa BeAHKO H BaJKHO".

Fosopeha 0 KajaILY npes, CaMHM BorOM, 0 CBojCTBHMa H oc06HHaMa Tora xajaisa, Aaje ce AaKO H3BeCTH 3aKh>yqaK, Aa je xajaise npea caMHM Boron CYA HaA CaMHM co6oM H caMOOKPHBh>eILe 360r name rpeWHOCTH. Ilpeaaseha na YCMeuy HcnOBeCT npea CBeWTeHHKOM, MH OAMax 3anaJKaMO H Pa3AHKY H3Meoy Tora, r], HcnOBeCT npea BorOM xao CaMOOKpHBh>eILe jecre xajarse, a YCMeHa H oraopeaa HcnOBeCT rrpea CBeWTeHHKOM jecre HCTOBpeMeHO H xajarse H HcnOBeCT OAMOCHO H3AyqHBalLe H H36aQHBaILe rpexona H3 ce6e nyreM 6AarOAaTHe CBeTe rajae, xoja y ce6H HMa H H3BeCHe npHHaAAe)KHOCTH, 0 lIeMY neMo na CBOMe MecTy noceoao rOBOpHTH. IDTO ce nax THlIe cassor noraeaa na HcnOBeCT npea BorOM H acnoBeCT npea CBeWTeHHKOM, Aa 6H ce nanpaaaaa pa3AHKa MorAO 6" ce OBaKO Ae<pHHHcaTH: lIOBeK ce rrpea BorOM MOAHTBeHO H CBUM APYrHM BHAoBHMa, 0 KojHMa CMO rOBOpHAH, xa]e aa caoje rpeXOBe, a npexo CBeWTeHHKa ncnoaeaa HX rAaCHO H OTBOpeHO oneT

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H3BeCHO oxaxmaise Ka3He aa lbHX. Ilpexra TOMe H rrpnanaise H HcnOBeAaILe rpexona npexo CBeIlITeHHKa npea CaMHM Boron jecre jexscrao sa onpanaarse H y6Aa)Kelbe Ka3He.

B) V CBaKOAHeBHOM 06HqHOM AeqelbY TeAeCHHX 60AecTH npH3HaILe npea AeKapOM H oTKpHBaILe TeAeCHHX 60AecTH H lbII' XOBIIX Y3pOKa je HeonxOAHO, jep he Aexap Y TOM cAyqajy vnorpe- 6HTH H npasnxaa H oaroaapajvha AeK. Taxo HCTO II npII3HaILe rpeXOBHHX pana npea AYXOBHHM AeKapoM neonxoano je Aa 6II ce A06Ho ozroaapajvha AeK.

Ilpeaa TOMe, AaKAe, HCnOBeCT npea CBeIIITeHIIKOM jecre AllqHO, cA060AHO H caojeaozsao noxsprasaae rpemaaxa upxseno« CYAY ua KOMe rpefia Aa 6YAe cacxvman sa cnoja HeAeAa H rpexose, jep 6e3 raxsor BHAHor, cno.sannser H YCMeHor npnsnarsa rpexosa, Y HCTHHH HeMa xajassa HHTH HcnOBeCTH.

Aa ce rpex Mopa HCKa3aTH YCMeHo CTojH HanHCaHO H KOA rrpopoxa: "Ka3yj oa ce onpaeoaui (He. 43, 26)". He CaMO 3aIlITO Bor Tpa)KH Ka3HBaILe rpernaxa, seh 3aIlITO je OHO norpetiao y BHAY YCMeHe HcnOBeCTH H npea cBeIlITeHHKoM, oojacano je Oparea .\aKOHCKHM pesnnsa: "HCKa3aI-lU zpex zy6u C80jy CUAY". 3aTHM Opnrea Aa.toe HaCTaBA>a: "AKo MH 6YAeMO OTKpHBaAll narne rpeXOBe He cauo Bory, HO H OHHMa, KOjH MOry noaoha HaIlIHM panaxra, TO he rpexoaa naura 6HTH HCTpe6.toeHH OA Oaora, xoja je pexao: "Pacyliy tcao o6AaK npujectyne T80je u zpujexoee T80je xao MaZAY (He, 44, 22)". Opnren 3aTHM OBaKO Aah>e paaaazce noTpe6y xasnaarsa, OAHOCHO YCMeHe H qaK janne HcnOBeCTH: "C APyre crpaae HMa nenrro y BeheM CTeneHY TajaHcTBeHO y. TOMe, IlITO Ear napebvje HcnOBeAaILe rpexona. Jep je nOTpe6HO HCnOBeAam H [asao HCKa3HBaTH CBe IlITO qHHHMO. AKO nenrro qHHHMO rajno, 6HAO AeAOM, 6HAO pexjv, HAll qaK MHIIIA>Y, HeonxOAHO je CBe 06jaBHTH CBe H36aUHTH aanozse - OA onora, KO je TY)KHAaq, H npOY3pOKOBaq rpexa. TY)KllAaq H npovapoxosasr rpexa jecre bano, re aKO ra MH npeavxarpaao H caMH nOKa)KeMO ce TY)KHOUHMa ce6e CaMHX, oaaa heMo H36ehH OA saohe namer nenpajare.sa H TY)KHOqa. AKo rrpna xaxcenr rpex H npaaeceur )KpTBY noxajaisa, OHAa he H Te6H 6HTH peseao Aa heur ce YKOAllKO CH YCBOjHO 3AO Y CBOMe )KHBOTY, caza ycnoxojrrra: na 'raj HatIHH aKO CH ncnoBeAHO CBOj rpex, 3aCAY)KyjeIlI onpourraj't.v

CBeTH Kanpajaa KapTareHCKH y CBOMe AeAY ,,0 naAHMa" OBaKO MOAll xpamhaae: "CBaKO OA sac, MOAllM sac 6paho h>y6.toe· ua, Aa HCrrOBeAa CBOj rpex, AOK ce TaKaB KOjH je norpeumo HaAa3H jour y OBOM cserv, AOK HcrrOBeCT ILerOBa MO)Ke 6HTH AorryiliTeHa, AOK cy 3aAOBO.toeILe H onpourraj npexo CBeIlITeHHKa yroAHH npea Boron". V nOCAaHHUH nax Jy6HjaHY CBeTHTeA> OBaKO pa3BHjaTY

MHcao: "OqHrAeAHO je rAe H KO MO)Ke AaTH orrpamrarse rpexosa •.• BAacT paaapemasara na 3eMh>H, TaKO Aa 6YAe paaapenreno H na He6~, I'ocnoa je Aao no Bacxpcersv H CBHMa anOCTOAHMa roaopehn:

"KOJUAta onpoctute zpujexe, onpoctuhe UM ce; U xojuua 3aOpJICUTe saopxcahe ce (JH. 20, 23)". H3 oaora je pa3YMh>HBO Aa AaBaTH orrpourraj rpexosa MOry cauo npeacrojaaua U;PKBe na TeMeh>Y jesaabexcxor 3aKOHa H J'ocnoarser nocaeheisa, a BaH lbe aaurra He MO)Ke 6HTH Be3aHO H paaapeureao, nonrro HeMa naxora. KO 6H Morao OCBeTHTH HAll pa3ApeIlIHTH".33

,,TIpaBocAaBHO acnoaeaaise", y npnosr CBOMe AeAy, y oaroBOpy na 113. naraa,e, roBOPH y6eMHBO 0 6e3YCAOBHOj norpefin YCMeHe HcnOBeCTH. Taxro ce BeAH Aa CBeIlITeHHK y CB. TajHH HcrrOBeCTH HMa C jeaae crpaae BAaCT He casro Aa paaapeum HO H Aa CBe)Ke rpexose rpeuraaxa. Aa 6H CBeIlITeHHK, AaKAe, Morao pa3ApeIlIHTH rpexose, rpeoa Aa 3Ha OA qera he rpemaaxa Aa paaapeum, anane OBO npaso CBeIlITeHHKOBO He 6H 6HAO CTBapHO. C APyre nax crpane, nourro je Tajaa HcnOBeCTH AYXOBHH CYA HAH AYXOBHO AeqeILe, KaKO 6H CBeIlITeHHK Morao Aa CYAH AOK He caaaa 0 qeMY he Aa CYAH, H KaKO 6H Morao Aa AeqH, AOK He n03Ha 6oAecT? A Aa ce rpex oner Mopa HCKa3aTH npea CBOjHM CBeIlITeHHKOM eBO IlITa rosopa Onaj HCTH, KOjH je nOCTaBHO CBeIlITeHH.Ke: .Jloctaeux re oa cu ct paxcapa U zpai) napooy MOM oa n03,:aJeUJ. u ~8uhaUJ. nyt: 1bUX08 (Jepesr, 6, 27)". Jep Bor, 6YAyhH Aa je CBeTAllJH OA CYHqa H qHCTHjH OA CBaKe qHCTOTe H 6eAHHe He MO)Ke ce APyroja'mje AOTahH np.saaor qOBeKa, AO AH npexo nocpeanaxa, r], CBeIlITeHHKa, xoje je 3aTO H HaHMeHOBao: "A 8U here ce 38aTU c8eUJ.Tel-luI1UMa, CAYle Bota zoeopuhe 8aM ce (Hc. 61, 6)".

ApXHMaHAPHT KnPHAO, AYXOBHHK Maaacrapa CB. TIaHTeAej· MOHa y CBeTOj fOPH OCTaBHO je csoje Ay60KO paaaarparse 0 noxajaisy npea Boron H HCnOBeCTH npez, AYXOBHHKOM, xoje y H3BOAY rAaCH:

••• 3a rrpaso noxajaise norpetiao je Aa qOBeK HCKpeHo y AYIIIH caaaaje CBOjy rpenmocr, - a TO casaasse cnoje rpernaocra AOBOAH xoeexa AO CMHpeHOCTH. Taxo je cMHpeHOCT rryr xa noxajalbY. Casra CMHpeHOCT, TO casaarse caoje rpeumocrn, seh Aapyje 'lOBeKY AapoBe CB. Ayxa H AYX noxajarsa: qOBeKY ce OTKpHBa H nYT xa norrpasua H cnacersv. TIoTpe6HO je, AaKAe, Aa qOBeK npOHHKHe AyOOKO caaaarsess Aa naje A06po P8AHO, Aa je KpHB npez, EorOM; Aa je npexpmao MopaAHe 3aKOHe H Aa CTOjH npea osrosopaonrhv aa TO.

. - Iloxajan,e je norpetiao CBaKOMe, 6e3 H3Y3eTKa. Mopajy ce KaJaTH H OHH ca BeAllKHM rpecaaa H phaBHM npecTYIIHMa, a H

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OHH ca MaAHM CBaKOAHeBHHM MalbHM rpecaaa, KaO lIITO cy rpeca peqHMa, MHCAHMa, )KeA:>aMa H aaxepaaa. 3aHCTa, aeaa qOBeKa 6e3 rpexa. CB. JOBaH DorOCAOB xasce: "AICO lCa:nce.MO oa He.Ma.MO tpexa, ce6e eapauo U UCTUHe ueua y uasu: (1. JH. 1, 8), Tj. Ben THMe CMO norpenraaa.

- To casroonpanaaa,e H BHCOKO MHIlIA:>eJbe 0 ce6H je noru6ao aa AYIllY. OHO 6allI H BOAH xoaexa CBe Ay6A:>e H Ay6A:>e y rpex H nponacr, a OH H He rrpmsehyje. TIoTpe6HO je, AaKAe, Aa qOBeK CAeAH aa CBOjHM YMOM H CPIleM H MHCAHMa H Aa pa36Hja OAMax CBe OHO IlITO je HeqHCTO H npecrvnao, Aa pa36Hja AOK je [om raxopeha Y nosojv, AOK naje H3paCAO H ojaxaxo, KaA ra je -remxo caBAaAaTH, H TO, Aa ra paatiaje He cast, jep HHje Y crarsv, Hero nOMohy Ea)KjOM, a TO 3Ha'IH nyTeM no K a j a lb a: jep TY, Y TajHH noxajaisa, A06Ifja ce nouoh DO)KHja aa OAOAeBaJbe rpexy H 3AY. 3aTO vses, qHM qOBeK npa CBeTAOCTH csoje caBeCTH ocera Y ce6H HaKAOHOCT HAH nOMIfcao rpelliHY HAH MaKaKaB nOqeTaK rpexa, Tpe6a Aa ce oAMax nOKaje H 06paTH focnOAY ca OBe TpH pesa: "focnOAe, o n p o c r a H nOM03H". OBe TpH pexa Tpe6a npOIf3HeTH 6HAO raacso, 6HAO manaroa, 6HAO MHcaOHO: "focnoAe, o n p o c r a H nOM03H". M TO rpeea nOHOBHTH HeKOAHKO rrvra, AOK qOBeK He ocera Aa je nOMohy Ayxa Cserora 3aHCTa oCA060BeH H nponrrea oA rpexa sa KOjH ce Tor rpeavrxa noxajao. Ha Taj HaqHH, BpIllelbeM CTaAHOr HaA30pa HaA CBOjHM peqHMa, MHCAHMa H 3i<eA:>aMa, qOBeK nOCTH)Ke Aa o'IyBa qHCTOTY cpna csor.

- Aa 6H ce CTeKAa OBa HaBHKa noxajarsa npea DorOM aa CBaKH H HajMalbH rpex, Tpe6a ce Y TOMe Be)K6aTH HapOqHTO npes, OAAa3aK na cnaaaise, rj, npe Hero he ce AehH, Tpe6a nOMIfCAHTIf o TOMe KaKO je npoaesea ra] AaH, H Aa AH je 6HAO xera 3aIllTO 6H xoaexa MorAa Aa npexopesa casecr neroaa, M aKO je 6HAO xera, OHAa ce rora rpeayrxa Tpe6a noxajara sa neo AaH, sa CBe IlITO je 6HAO, a IlITO aaje Tpe6aAo Aa 6YAe rora AaHa, nOHaBA:>ajyhH peaa: "focnoAe onpOCTH H nOM03H, - nOM03H, j e p 6 e 3 T B 0 j e nOM 0 h H q 0 B e K C e HeM 0 )K e H C n p a· B H T H". "AICO Tocnoo He 3uoa tpaoa, Y3a.nyO ce rpyoe xoiu. za suoaiy".

M TaKO, KaA ce qOBeK HaBHKHe Aa ce xaje npea Boross ynexe, npea OAAa3aK aa cnaaaise, JbeMy he ra HaBHKa npehn H na cpeAUHy AaHa, a nOCAe H aa jYTPO, a 3aTHM H na caa TpeHYTaK rpexa Aa ce noxaje yBeK H MOAH Dora sa onponrraj,

- To je 6HAO 0 noxajaisv npea Boron, A caaa heMo pehn HeIllTO H 0 H C nOB e C T H n p e s, A Y x 0 B H H K 0 M.

- TIpeA AYXOBHHKOM ce rpeoa acnoaeaarn HCKpeHO, ca CMHpenonrhv, 6e3 vraiasaisa rpexona, 6e3 If3BHlbaBalba, Hero, narrpoTHB, ca caMoocYDHBalbeM H C aaaepoa HcnpaBHTH CBOj )KHBOT nOMony 6AaroAaTH DO)KHje H H36eraBaTH Y3pOKe rpexa.

- TIPH OBOMe Tpe6a qBPCTO BepOBaTH y KpCHe nOABHre I'ocrroaa nanrer Mcyca Xpacra npea Ouea CBOjHM He6ecHHM, Aa je H name rpexe OH aa KpCTy H3rAaAHO H AapOBao HaM BeAHKY MHAOCT. Tpe6a BepOBaTH He CaMO Aa ce y TpeHYTKY qHTalba paspenrae MOAHTne AYXOBHHKa HaA nOKajHHKoM rrpanrrajv OBOMe CBH rpeca, xoje je HCKpeHO HcnOBeAHO, Hero Aa ce Tor TpeHYTKa yceA:>yje y AYIlly 6AarOAaT CB. Ayxa, xoja ra jaaa y 60p6H ca CTpaCTHMa. 360r rora npa npasaaaoj HcnOBeCTH H sepn noxajHHKa HHKaKBa CTpaCT rpenraa He MO)Ke Aa jaxa, Hero he ca CBHM HCqe3HYTH. TIoKajHHK Mopa 6HTH caraacaa ca CBOjHM AYXOBHHKOM H csrepao H3BpiliaBaTH ellHTHMHjy KOjy My osaj HaAO)KH.

- Ilpe HO IllTO ce nobe na acnosecr, Tpe6a ce y ce6H nOMOAHTH pesaaa: "f 0 C n 0 A e, nOM 03 H A ace H C K P e H 0 n o x a j eM H HcnOBeAHM", jep 6e3 6AarOAaTH CB. Ayxa MH ce He MO)KeMO HH noxajarn KaKO rpetia. 3aTHM ce rpeoa ceTHTH KaKO je npOBeAeHO npeae OA nocae.ose HcnOBeCTH; rpeoa ce ceTHTH Aa HHCY aa nocaearso] HcnOBeCTH KaKBH rpeca 6HAH H3DCTaBA:>eHH 360r CTHAa, KOjH ce caxa Mopajy peha, MHaqe, rpeca 3HaTH Aa ce HcnoBeAajy caao rpeca KOjH cy yqHlbeHH nOCAe noCAeAlbe acnosecra, a rpecn xojn cy Ben HcnOBeAaHH a He noHOBA:>eHH He rosope ce AYXOBHHKY, jep OHH cy Ben npourreaa npea DOroM. TaKBa je CHAa TajHe HcnOBeCTH.

- JeAaH OA YCAOBa aa A06Hjalbe OA Dora orrponrraja rpeXOBa jecre Taj, Aa CMO H MH caua AY)KHH onpOCTHTH 6AH)KlbeM YBpeAe xoje je yqHHlIO rrpessa HaMa, jep Tocnoa xasce: "AlCo eu He onpautrare JbyoU.Ma zpexa teuxoeux, HU orall eauc Helle onpoCTUTU eaMa zpexa eatuux (MaT. 6, IS)".

- DHBajy cAyqajeBH Aa qOBeK onpOCTH nexosse, KOjH My je HaHeo YBpeAY, aAH HnaK He 3a60paBA:>a YBpeAY H oCTaje KOA lbera ocehaise aaonauhersa. OH xaxce: "Ja My npanrran, aAH He )KeAHM mnne Aa ce cpernext C lbHM, HHTH Aa ra BHAHM". To je 3AOnaMneJbe. M KaAa ce OBaKaB qOBeK MOAH, OH ce H MHMO cnoje ~oA:>e ceha cnora aenpajarezsa, H n-eroav MOAHTBY Ear He npmsa, jep aaorraaherse OMeTa. A 3AOnaMneJbe je OCTaAO 3aTO, IllTO MH HHCMO OnpOCTHAH OA caer cpua,

- Illra 3HaqH OnpOCTHTH OA cnera cpna> To 3HaqH He cauo CTBapHO onpOCTHTH H He CBeTHTH ce, Hero H36pHcaTH H3 cnoje naaera 6HBllIY YBpeAY, He ceharn je ce H He rOBopHTH 0 lbOj HHKOMe. A aKO 6H ce AecHAo Aa HaM Ta yBpeAa anax HHKaKO He

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B) 0 OllPOlliTAfbY H MEBYCOEHOM llPAlliTAfbY H HCllOBEAAfb Y

3aBHAeo, HAll WTO pbaso nOMHCAHO HTA. KOAllKO je .osaj HallHH aajeaaasxor H vaajaxnror npaurraisa 6HO paaaajen, Haj60fue noxaavje X EIIHCTOAa, xoja je xao asseurraj llAllHHja Maaber, HaMeCHHKa BHTHHHje H Iloara, nOCAaTa uapy Tpajaay Y BpeMeHY 103-105 rOAHHe, Y xojoj CTOjH: .Xpmnhana He 'lHHe HHWTa 3AO, WTa amne najcrpoxcaje ce 06aBe3yjy na A06po .•. Hajseha HM je KpHBHI.(a HAll aajseha 3a6AYAa caxro TO, WTO ce y oxpebeaa AaH CKYIlihajy H jeaaa aa APYrHM nenajy XpHCTY xao HeKOM Eory HeKY nOXBaAHY neCMY H Ka3yjy rpeWKe".35 Oparen y CBOMe caCTaBY ,,0 MOAHTBH" He cauo Aa 6paHH onaj HallHH Mebyc06Hor acrroBeAalDa H npanrrarsa, seh OBaKO pesoayje: ,,AaKAe, CBH MH HMaMO BAaCT orrrvurrarsa rpexosa, xao WTO je noanaro H3 pesn: "Kao WTO H MH OnpaWTaMO AY)KHHI.(HMa HaWHM".36 OTYAa H 6Aa)KeHH TeO<pHAaKT y CBOMe TyMallelDY na 18. rAaBY (CT. 18) Marejenor jeaanbezsa jour jacnaje paajaunsana aaaxaj H CMHcao vaajaaaor ncrroaeaaa.a, OAHOCHO npanrraisa, Be3HBalDa H ApewelDa. OH AOCAOBHO aexa: ,,AKO, seaa, TH, KOMe je yqHH>eHa nenpanaa, 6YAelU AP)KaO xao I.(apHHHKa HAH He3Ha60wI.(a onora KOjH TH je Henpaaay yqHHHO, OH lie, BeAH Hcyc, xao TaKaB 6HTH AP)KaH H aa He6y, aAH aKO ra pa3ApeWHW, rj, onpOCTHW My, OHAa lie My 6HTH onpOWTeHO H na He6y. Jep, He nocraje paaapenreao casro OHO WTO paaapeuie CBeWTeHHI.(H, neh H OHO, lUTO H MH, 6YAyliH vspebeaa, aeavjeno HAlf paaapenrasaao, H TaMO (aa He6y) je CBe3aHO HAll paaapeureao".

KOA CBliX npaBOCAaBHHX aapoaa AO AaHaWH>er AaHa casvaao ce Aen xpamhaacxa 06H'1aj, U;PKBOM OCBeWTaH H 3aBeWTaH, Aa ce y CHPHY HeAefuY, xoja ce, nOWTO jeaanbe.ee rora AaHa rosopa o orrpanrrarsv, 30Be "llpOWTeHa HeAefua", xpamhaaa Y3ajaMHO orrpocre, Taj 06H'1aj, AaKAe, OCBeWTaH CTapoApeBHOM npaKCOM U;PKBe, a H caa no cOOH cnacoaocaa, 3aBeWTaH je H HaMa OCTaBfueH y assaner. HaHMe, y xpaxty, HAll npea xpaMOM, nOCAe CB. AllTyprHje, a HerAe H nOCAe aeueprse rora AaHa, BepHH ce Meby co6oM rrpaurrajv H, I.(eAllBajyliH jeaan APyrora, rosope: "OnpOCTH". Y TaKBHM cAyqajeBHMa, aKO je H3Meby HeKHX nocrojaaa cnaba, oraopeno aenpajare.scrso, Mp)KlDa, 3aBHCT H TOMe CAHlIHO, He CaMO Aa ce na rope pexeaa HallHH npanrrajy, seh janno jeaan APYTOM Ka3yjy H acnoseaajy ce aa naaere YBpeAe H pbaaa AeAa H saaervjv ce Kp03 H3BHlDaBalDe H ycnocraaeaa,e A06pHX oanoca, ~ OA TaM )KllBe xao 6palia. HMa AocTa cAyqajeBa aKO ce sasabeaa Beli HHCY cpeaa y xpanv, Aa rora AaHa OAAa3e KyliH jexaa ApyroM H Ty npnre npaurraise. OBaKBOM HallHHY npanrrarsa ROA Kylia rOTOBO YBeK npeTXOAH HeKa BpCTa nOCpeAHHKa H3Mebv 3aBaDeHHX, Tj. npeTXOAHO ce nrasse HeKO OA npnjaressa HAlf no-

ce T 6a 06paTHTH Eory sa nOMoh, Aa 6H

MAe H3 rxaae, oaaa pe 6H ce TO nOCTHrAO, aa oaora

BacnOCTaBHO AymeBHH .MHp. A 6Aa TH OBHM pellHMa' r»

. . HaHeo YBpeAY Tpe a ce MOAll . "

KOjH HaM je . TBora (HMe) H lDerOBHM MOAHTBaMa

cnoxe, ~naCHe:e?O~~~~! ~~~~ MOAHTBe oaaj KOjH je naaeo YBpeAY nOMH~Yj AHO~H K' TOOH npsa H MOAHTH sa onpourraj, H TaAa he caM ne 'aMHH A,"neBHH MHp.

6 "Y CB Ayxa 6HTH BacnocTaBfueH y3aj ,-

AaroAau . enpHjaTefucTBY He-

_ CB. Je<ppeM CHPCKH xaxce: ,,A KO YMHP~ Y H ,,'

lIHCTH AYCH MY lIynajy AVllY H3 TeAa Y HajBeliHM MYKaMa .

liMa fuYAH KOjH He 3Hajy urra Aa Ka)KY na HcnOBeCTH,

- BH" HAH rpeman caM

na 06HlIHO rOBope: "fpellaH caM xao H C '." KH

ecHMa" OBO je KAeBeTa na ce6e, urro je TaKODe BeAH

Y CBHM rp. a3MHCAe 0 ce6H npn ucnose-

rpex. OBaKBH cy fuVAH AY)KHli Aa p OA nOCAe~ ncnoae-

CTH Aa pa3MHCAe KaKO cy npOBeAH npene Bora

, A CBaKH KOj'H AOAa3H Ha licnOBeCT Tpe6a Aa MOAH OA

CTH. 6) f noze nOM03li MH Aa 6AarOAaTHe nOMo~H, rOBopehH (V ~; :a ~H: Aa 'npHAa3H AYXOB'

ce HCKpeHo nOKajeM H HCX:Be:::e' CBe urro je yqHHHo H Aa MY HliKY ca CMlipeHollhy, Aa Y Borv xojn je HeBliAfuliBO

rOBO li He xao lIOBeKY, Hero xao caMOMe. .

p li xoja npaaa namv ncnosecr li Aaje orrpourraj.

npliCYTaH . Ke

_ HMa fuYAli KOjli, He )KeAehli Aa OCTaBe CBOje nann

06 a AeAa MliCAehli Aa he liM aa H crpacrn, lIliHe YMeCTO Tora A Lli OH~ ce 06Malf>yjy. Ko TaKO

TO Eor onpocliTpeliTliH3lDHeliXA~AB: rg:::oKajalDa li rnae 3aYBeK xao HenocTyna yM' I'ocnos, j pexao:

. ' Eea nOKajalDa HeMa cnacelba. ocnoa je .

nOKajaHli rpellHliK. "(A 13 3) 34

"AlCO ce He noxaiere C8U hete TalCO ustunytu K, , •

H Mebyc06HOM npallTalDY li licnOBeAaThY xo]e liMa ~~=~~:~Hli anaxaj, Hayqlio Hac je I'ocnoa Hcvc ;:H~T~~ '. 11 onpOCTU HaM oyz06e nauie, lC

Y MOAHTBli focnoAJbOJ· " ., (M 6 12)" II jour: mTO onpamTaMO oy:»eHullUMa ceojuteu onpoa:'uhe U ~a.Ma Orau

lbyoUMa zpexe 1bUX08e,

"AlCo onpamTaTe amTaTe lbyoUMa zpujexe 1bUX08e, nu

8am He6eclCu,' alCO AU He onp aMa zpujexa 8amujex (MaT. OTall 8am He6eclCU Helie onpOCTUTU 8 aai aMHor acnose- 6 14-15)" llpaKca Mebyc06Hor npaIDTalDa li Y J

" . e 6liAa pa3BlijeHa Y npBliM BeKOBHMa

AaTha rpexoBa HapollHTO J b coonor YCMeHor xa-

xplillhaH~::a :; :~::~~e H~~::;O M; ~AyqajeBHMa KaAa je

~~:~:WHliO neurro HenpaBH'lHO, YBpeAHO xora, OllTeTliO liAH MY

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:!lHaHHKa 3aBaDeHHX Aa aajasa AOA3.3aK H, P3.3YMC ce, CBC CC TO H3BPWH aa xpamhaacxo] OCHOBH ,qCMY nOCAC YCACAH AYXOBHO BCCCA>C H PaAOCT nponpaheaa H CPAatJHHM 06CAOM. HCTO TaKO tJCCTO ce 360r BCAHKC YAaA>eHOCTH H pacrojaisa, rAc [e HCMorync AHtJHO caCTaTH CC, Tora AaHa nanry npaurraaaa nacaa, jep ce seh BCtJCPIbOM CHPHC HCACA>C YA3.3H Y qCTPAeccTHHn;y, xaaa he na xpajv IIpBC HCACA>e, CBH npHCTynHTH CB. TajHH HcnOBCCTH H npasemha. To tJHHH CHAa xpamhaacxe BCPC, A>y6aBH H HaYKC no 3aI10BCCTH IbeHOr VtIHTCA>a, KOjH je pexao "OcTaeu oap ceoj npeo OIlTapO.M u uou npuje re ce nouupu c 6paTO.M ceojujeu, na onoa oobu u npuuecu oap ceo] (MaT. 5, 24)".

o onpanrrarsv H Mcoyco6HOM npamrarsv H HcnOBcAaIbY OBaKO rosopa CnHCKOn HHKoAaj Y CBOjHM OMHAHjaMa:

- OHC xoja HHCY Y CTaIbY Aa onpanrrajv HaHCCCHC HM YBPCAC H nenpaaae aapoa 30BC HCtJOBCtJHHM H 6C3AYWHHM. OTYAa jc H Y HapoAY npHAHtJHO P3.3BHjcHa CBCCT 0 orrpanrraisv H nOMHPCIbY ca CBRMa CBOjHM 6AH)KIbHM, a npacrvn CB. TajHH HcnOBCCTH nporrpahen je nOMHpCIbCM H npanrrarsen. IIocAOBHtJKH je n03HaTO Aa ,,6e3 orrpanrrassa HCMa HH acnoseaarsa", Tj. npCAY3HMaIba noxajarsa H npacrvna CBCTOj TajHH HcnOBCCTH. EC3 ortpanrratsa H CBH BHAOBH noxajae H HCnOBeAHC AHCIJ;HnAHHC cy Y3aAYAHH H HCDAOAHH. I'ocnoa XPHCTOC H3AHwynH aa KpcTY 3aBpWHO je H sanexarno CBOjy HaYKY orrpanrrarseer CBOjHM HcnpHjaTCA>HMa ca pCtIHMa: "Otie, onpOCTU U.M jep He snajy ucra paoe" (AK. 23, 34). TYMatJcnH OBC· XPHCTOBC PCtJH ermcxon HHKoAaj AaA>C Y OMHAHjassa OBaKO ronopa: ,,3aulTo 6aw OBY nOYKY 0 onpanrrarsv Aa nOHOBH I'ocnoz, na KpCTY? 3awTO? - OA 6e36poj APyrHX nOYKa xoje je OH aa 3CMA>H Aao A>YAHMa, 3aWTO naafipa 6aw OBY nOYKY, a HC HCKY APYry, Aa H3PCKHC CBOjHM 6o)KaHcKHM YCTHMa na Kpajy, 6aw aa caMOMC Kpajy? HCCYMIbHBO aa TO, WTO jc napo'1HTO XTCO, Aa ce OBa nOYKa aartasrrn H HCnyHH. V HcaaCAY)KCHHM MYKaMa aa KpcTY, BCAHtJaHCTBCH HaA CBaKHM BCAHtJaHCTBOM CBCTa H Y3BHllICH HaA uapeaaxa H cYAHjaMa 3CMHHM, HaA MYApan;HMa H yqHTCA>RMa, HaA 60raTHM H cHpOMallIHHM, HaA APYWTBCHHM pe<i>opMaTopHMa H 6YHI,mjaMa, I'ocnoa Hcyc [e rrpaaepox orrpanrraisa 3anCtJaTHO CBOjc JCBaHOCA>c. Aa nOKa)KC THMC Aa 6ca onpanrraisa HHTH napesa MOry uaponara, HH cYAHjc CYAHTH, HH MYApan;H MYAPOBaTH, HH yqHTCA>H yqHTH, HH 60raTall1H H CHpOMaCH )KHBCTH )KHBOTOM tIOBCtJaHCKHM a HC CKOTCKHM, HH DAaxH pepopuaropa H 6YHUHjc llITO KOPHCHO YtJHHHTH. A rrpe csera 11 nOCAC csera, M nOKa)KC, Aa 6e3 onpaurraisa A>YAH HC MOry l'beroBo JCBaHOCA>e HH P3.3YMCTH HHTH - jour MaIbC - HCnyHHTH.

- C pCtJHMa 0 noxajassv Focnoa je noseo CBOjy HaYJCY, a C pCtIHMa npaurraisa aaspnrao je, Iloxajarse je ceue, onpanrrarse je DAOA. HHKaKBY XBaAY aeua ceue, xoje He AOHOCH DAOM. HHKaKBo noxajarse HCMa BPCAHOCTH 6e3 orrpanrrarsa,

- Ill'ra 6H 6UAO APYWTBO A>YAH 6e3 onpanrrarsa? JCAaH 3BcpHIbaK YCACA npnpoaaor asepmsaxa.

- Illra 6H 6HAH CBH 3aKOHH A>YACKH na 3eMA>H AO HcnoAHOllIA>HBH AaHIUI, Aa HX HC 6Aa)KH onpaurrarse?

- 3ap OH ce 6e3 onpanrrarsa MorAa MajKa aassarn MajKoM H 6paT 6paTOM, H npajarezs npHjaTCA>eM, H XpHll1naHHH xpmnhaHHHOM? He; onpanrraise tJHHH rAaBHH CaAP)Kaj CBHX OBHX naaaarsa.

- Aa He nocroje PCtJH: onpOCTH MH! H: HCKa TH je npOCTO!

A>YACKH )KUBOT 6HO 6H caspureao HCnOAHOlllA>HB. HCMa TC MYApoCTH na 3CMA>H xoja 6H MorAa 3aCHOBaTH pea H YTBPAHTH MHp MCOY A>YAHMa 6e3 npaueae onpanrrarsa. HHTH HMa TC llIKOAC 1I rora aacnararsa, xoje 6H MorAO CTBOpHTH A>YAe BeAHKOAYWHHM H DACMCHHTHM 6e3 BC)K6aIba Y onponrrarsv.

- Ill'ra nOMa)KC tJOBCKY CBa IbcroBa CBCTCKa yqCHOCT axo OH HHjC Y CTaIbY onpOCTHTH CBOMC 6AH)KIbCM jCAHY yBpCAJ\>HBY PCtJ, HAH jCAaH YBpeAJ\>HB norACA? HHll1Ta. H, urra nOMa)KC '10- BCKY CTO OKa 3cjTHHa npea oxrapou, aKO CBaKa OKa HHjC CBCAOK Gap jCAHC onponrreae YBPCAC? HHWTa.

- 0, KaA 6H MH 3HaAH, KOAHKO ce HaMa rrpehyrao orrpaurra CBaKH AaH H CBaKH 'lac HC casao OA crpaae Bora aero H OA crpaae ,"'YAH, H MH 6H ca CTHAOM nO)KypHAH, Aa APyrHMa onpocrauol KOAHKO HcxaTHHX, yBpCAJ\>HBHX PCtJH MH H36aIJ;HMO, na KOjC ce OAroBOPH nYTau.eM; KOAHKO [apocaax noraeaa: KOAHKO HCnpH~ AHtJHHX noxpera; na tJaK H HCA03BOA>eHHX ACAa! H A>YAH npeaase npCKO rora, HC npahajyha HaM OKO 3a OKO, H 3y6 aa 3y6. A nrra TCK Aa Ka)KCMO 0 onpanrrarsv Bo)KjCM? 3a OBO je HCAOBOA>Ha CBaKa A>YAcKa PCtJ. Pex 60roBCKa norpeeaa je, M ornmre HCH3MCPHBY Ay6HHY Boxorjer MUAocpoa H Boxcjer onpanrrarsa."

Ha ApyrOM MecTY Y OMHAHjaMa, 06jall1lbaBajyhH OBC HCTC 6o)KaHcKC PC'IH 0 onpanrraisy CBOjHM HcnpHjaTCA>HMa EnHcxon HHKoAaj OBaKO rosopa:

- .iby6HTe nenpajareae CBOjC, roBOPH I'ocnos, EBO aajsaure BHCHHC na KOjy XPHCTOC xohe M Y3AHrHC 'IOBeKa! EBO HaYKe HCtIYBCHC npe lbera! H CBO cjaja 'IOBCKOBor AOCTojaHcTBa, HCcarsaaor HH OA aajsehax MYAPan;a Y HCTOPHjH! H CBO tIOBCK()A>y6A>a Boxcjer KOjC n;CAO cpue 'IOBetJjc pacrsapa Y jCAHY BeAHKY CY3Y!

- .iby6HTe nerrpajarezse CBOjC. He xazee: He apahajreiaao sa 3AO, jep TO je MaAO; TO je CIlMO rpnxeae. HHTH Ka)KC: A>y6HTe

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OHe xojn Baclbv6e, jep TO je 'leKaffie na lby6aB; Hero xaxce: lby6HTe rrenpajarea,e csoje: He TpnHTe HX casso. H He xexajre, Hero HX lby6H1:e. loy6aB je BpAHHa paaaa, aKTHBHa; BpAHHa xoja aacryna,

- Ho, sapnaje lby6aB rrpexra uerrpajare.eassa aenpnpoxna?

TaKaB je nparosop HCTHI-\aH C nexpmnhancxe crpane, He BHAHMO AH MH, Aa HHrAe Y npHPOAH HeMa npaaepa lby6aBH rrpeva nenpnjarezsmaa, Hero caxro rrpesra npHjaTelbHMa? Taxo je nparoaapaao. Ill'ra MO)KeMO na OBO OArOBopHTH? Ilpe cnera nama sepa 3Ha sa ABe npnpoae: aa jeAHY HenOKBapeHY, nerrostpaveay H He03AO- 6ibeHY rpexosr, aa KaKBY je saao AAaM Y Pajy, H aa jeAHY rpexojz nOKBapeHY, noupaveav H 03A06lbeHY, KaKBY CBH MH nenpecraao tAeAaMO Y OBOMe CBeTY. Y KPYry OHe rrpse rrpnpoae lby6aB rrpexta aenpajare.saaa je caCBHM npnposna, Jep Y TOj npHpOAH lby6aB je xao Ba3AVX KOjHM CBa crsopeisa AHIlIy H )I(llBe. To H jecre npasa rrprrpoaa KOjy je Bor CTBOpItO. H3 Te npnpoae npocnjasa A>y6aB 6o)KaHcKa y OBY HaIlIY npapoav xao cvasaaa CBeTAOCT xpos 06AaKe.H IlITO rOA aa 3eMlbH HMa rrpane lDy6aBH, OHa AOAa3H H3 Te npapoae. Y KPYry OBe APyre, aexsazscxe npnpoxe, lby6aB npeaa nenpajarezsmaa MorAa 6H ce 360r cnoje peTKOCTH Ha3BaTH nerrpapoaaou. Ho OHa nnax naje aenpapoaaa, Hero - y OAHOCY npesra 3CMalbcKoj npnpoxn - HaAllPHpOAHa, aAII JOIlI naj- 60ibe peha: npertpnpoana, nOIlITO lby6aB yonIlITe AOAa3H y OBY rpenrav npHpOAY H3 OHe npBo6HTHe, 6e3rpeIlIHe H 6eCMpTHe npaPDAe, xoja je npe OBe name npapoae,

- AAHlDy6aB npesra aenpajarezsnaa TaKO je perxa, Aa ce Mopa Ha3BaTH . HenpHpoAHOM, roaope APyrn nparoaapa-m. AKo je TaKO OHAa je H 6Hcep nenpapoaan, II AHjaMaHT, a II 3AaTO. I'ae, It OHH cy perxa, na KO ffilIX Ha3HBa HenpHpOAHHM? HCTHHa, jeAHHa U;pKBa XpHCTOBa 3Ha MHor06pojHe rrpasaepe OBe lby6aBH. Kao urronna 6HibaKa xoje pacry caao Y jeAHOM npeaexv 3eMloe, TaKO OBa He06HtlHa 6HIoKa, OBa He06H'lHa lby6aB paCTe H ycneBa )cAHHO y npeAeAY U;PKBe XpHCTOBe. Ko 6H xreo Aa ce vsepa y nocrojaise MHor06pojHHX npmsepaxa OBe 6HibKe II Y KpaCOTY H>eHY, Taj rpefia Aa rrpoxara )KHBOTe anOCTOAa XPHCTOBHX, oraua H HCIIOBeAHHKa nepe XpHCTOBe, 3aTO'lHHKa H MyqeHHKa BeAHKe HCTHHe H lby6aBH XpHCTOBe.

- AKO naje HeMoryna, OHO je Ta lby6as Y HajMaffiY PYKY Heo6H'lHO l'eIlIKa, rosope TpenH nparosapasa. 3aHCTa OHa nnje MKa, aapoxaro aa oaora KO ce TOj loy6aBH yqH Y AaloHHH OA Bora, a He H3 6AH3HHe Bora, OA xora ra loy6aB jeaano H A06Hja caare H xpaae. KaKO Aa MH He loy6HMO OHe xoje Bor lby61l? Bor He lby6H Hac BlIIlIe Hero aanre nenpajare.ee, HapO'llITO aKO

CMO II Mil nerrpajarez,a APyrllM lbYAIlMa. A KO OA Hac MO)Ke peha, Aa ra HHKO Y CBeTY He Ha31lBa csojmr HenplljaTeloeM? KaA 6H CYHl-\e Bozcje rpejaao H KHIlIa pOCIlAa caxro OHe xoje HIlKO He cssarpa CBOjHM aenpajarea.eu, 3aHCTa TeIlIKO Aa 6H KOjH apax CYHtleB vomure CHIlIao aa 3eMJbY II xoja xan KHIlIe naaa Y npaunnrv 3eMHY. KaKO BeAHKor 6aYKa rrpane lbYAH OA nenpnjare.sCTBa npena ce6H! I'pex je vrepao crpax Y JbYAe, re OA crpaxa rroaoapeaajv nenpnjarez,e Y CBHM crnopersmsa OKO ce6e. A Bor je 6e3rpeIlIaH II 6e3cTpawaH, 3aTO He nOA03peBa naxora Hero Jby6H CBe. OH Hac TOAHKO loy6H, Aa H KaA Hac 6e3 naposmre name KpHBHl-\e OKpY)Ke nerrpnjarezsn, rpeoa Aa aepvjejao, Aa je TO ca Iberosms 3HaH>eM a paaa aamera A06pa. EYAHMO rrpaneann H peumso, Aa cy nerrpnjarezsn BeAIlKH nOMOnHHl-\H HaIlIIl y AYXOBHOM HanpeAoBaffiY. Aa Hllje 6HAO aenpajarezscrna OA crpaae lbYAH, MHorH H MHom Bo)KjH yroAHIlK He 6H rrocrao rrpnjarex, Bora. "lIaK H aerrpajarezecrao cassora carane 6HBa KOPHCHO OHHMa KOjH HMajy peBHOCT rrpena caermsa Boxcjoj H npesta cnacersv Avwe cnoje. Ko je 6HO seha pesnares, CBeTHH>e EO)Kje II KO Benll lby6HTelb XpHCTa OA anOCTOAa ITaBAa? ITa nnax onaj HCTH anOCTOA rrprrsa, Aa KaA My je Bor OTKPHO rrpexmore TajHe, AOnYCTHO je 6HO 3AOM AeMOHY Aa 6YAe 6AH3Y n-era H Aa My AOcabvje. Aa ee He 6ux noueo 3a npeunoza OTlCpOBe1ba, oaoe MU ce »canau Y ueco, amen eaTaHUH, oa Me hytua oa ee He nOHoeUM (2. Kop. 12, 7). ITa KaA CaM AeMOH H MHMO csoje BOJbe AOHOCH KOPHCT 'lOBeKY, KaKO Aa My He AOHoce KOPHCTH lbYAH, KYA H KaMO 6Aa)KH aerrpajarezsn OA AeMOHa? Morxo 6H ce CMeAO pehn, Aa cy tleCTO npajarezsa jeanora xcaexa MHoro IlITeTHHjH no H>erOBY AVWY, Hero AH ffierOBH nenpajarezsn. H caxs je Tocnoa pexao:

U nenpuiaren.a 'toBeICY nocrahe oosunuteu 1beZOBU (MaT. 10, 36; Maxej 7, 6). OHH KOjH )KIIBe nOA jeAHHM KPOBOM CHaMa, H KOjH cy TOAHKO Y)Kyp6aHH OKO name TeAeCHe Here H vroxaocra, 'leCTO cy HajlbynH nerrpnjarezsn namera cnacersa. Jep ffiHXOBa lby6aB H 6pllra HHCY ynyneHIl namoj AVWIl, HO HaIlIeM TeAY. KOAHKO je poaare.sa ynponacraao AVWY cnora CHHa, KOAHKO 6pane AYIlIY CBOra 6paTa, KOAHKO cecrapa AVWY caoje cecrpe, KOAHKO xcena AVWY CBOjHX MY)KeBa! H TO CBe H3 loy6aBH npexta lbUMa! OBO caaaan,e, xoje ce nocBeAHeBHO nornpbyje, jecre jeAaH xpyrraa pasaor BHIlIe, Aa He Tpe6a CYBHIlIe Aa ce npeaajeno .-hy6aBH CBOjHX CpoAHIlKa U rrpajarezsa, HHTH nax Aa YCKpanyjeMo caojv lby6aB rrpeua nenpajaTelbHMa. Tpe6a AH JOIlI jeAHoM HafAaCHTIl, Aa 4eCTO, BpAO 'leCTO, HaIlIH aenpajare.sa cy nama rrpasa npajarezsa? To IlITO OHH Hac Y3HeMHpyjy, CAY)KH HaM aa KOPHCT; H TO IlITO OHH Hac H306AH4aBajy, CAY)KII aanresr cnacersy; H TO UITO OHH nparennsyjy Ham

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CnO.h>aIIUbH, TeAeCHH JKHBOT, nosrasce HaM Aa ce noavxesao YHYTpa y ce6e, H HaOeMO AYWY CBOjy, H aaaanajesro xa Eory JKHBOMe aa crracea,e Aywe. BaHCTHHY, HaWH aenpajarezsa qeCTO cy HaWH cnaCHOQH OA nponacra, KOjy HaM nanra CpOAHHUH CnpeMajy H HeXOTH'lHO Aa6aBenH HaW xapaxrep H rojehn name TeAO aa pasva naure Aywe.38

TajHoM noxajarsa, H TO na Kpajy csora JKHBOTa, npHMaAH onpomTaJ rpexosa H YAocTojaBaAH ce cseror rrpaxeurha, jep no 13. npasaAY I. Bacezseacxor cafiopa: "He MO)Ke 6HTH AHweH nocxearser II aajnorpedaajer aanvcrna. AAH aKO ce Ben xao OIlAaKaH H YAOcrojea npaseurha, nOBpaTH oner MeDY JKHBe, aexa ce TaKaB raaa CTaBH Y pez, ca OHHMa, KOjH MOry HMaTH caxro Aa OUWTe MOAHTBaMa".39

r) JABHO KAJAlbE H HCllOBECT

06aBe3HY jaBHY HcnOBeCT YKHHYO je 391. rOAHHe npeTxOAHHK CB. JOBaHa 3AaTOYCTa, narpajapx Hexrapnje 360r Tora, WTO je OHa noxeaa Aa ce aaovnorpedasaaa na paaae HaqHHe OA AP)KaBHHX qHHOBHHKa H OA He3Ha60)KaQa. Tloxajarse ce CBeAO aajsanre aa TajHY acnosecr, xoja je anax YTOAHKO 6HAa JaBHa, YKOAHKO je AOTHqHH I'peWHHK 6HBao oAAyqeH OA npaxeurha HAH je lberOBa enHTHMHja 6HAa cxonxana ca BHA.h>HBBM AeAHMa, xao nOCTOM Y aapoxare AaHe, na ce pacnoaaasao xao Te)KH rpeurmrx.

OBO H OBOAHKO H3HeTO je Y HaMepH He Aa 6HCMO ce yn03HaAH ca OUWHPHOM HCTOPHjOM noxajae AHCQHllAHHe jaanax rpeuraaxa npexo [asae HcnOBeCTH, Hero Aa 6HCMO 3HaAH Aa HanpaBHMO pasAHKY WTa je OHAa, Y npBHM BeKOBHMa, 3HaqHAO OHTH xpanrhauan - HOCHTH HMe XPHCTOBO, a WTa He3Ha60)KaQ - Ba.h>aTH ce Y Ka.h>Y3H rpexa H aeaaarsa, AP)KaTH Aa)K aa HCTHHY, a nopox aa BpAHHy. ApymM peqHMa: Aa ce xpmnhana He 6H H3jeAHaqIlAH ca He3Ha60wLtHMa, (a KaKO Xpaurhaacrao 3HaqH nenpecraan nOABHr, Y3'7P)Kalbe, noaaonretse, )Ke)Kelbe 3AaTa Y BaTpH Aa 60.h>e H cjajHHJe nocraae) MOpaAa je CAeAOBaTH H CTPOroCT aa nYTY KOjH BOAM I'ocnoav XPHCry, no KOMe he ce n03HaTH Hseroaa npana CAeA- 6eHHLtH H yqeHHLtH. Toaopeha 6aw 0 TOj xpmnhancxoj CTporoCTH KaHOHCKHX nponaca npeua nojeAMHHM rpeWHHQHMa, CB. BaCHAHje BeAHKH Y CBOMe 6. npaBHAY OBaKO je npanaa: "OBO he KOPHCHO 6HTH H PaAH yrspbersa UpKBe, H nehe ce THMe AaTH npHAHKa npOTHBY Hac [epermnosa Aa Ka)KY, xao Aa MH norrynrrarsesr Y rpajexv xora ce6H npHBAaqHMO".

CB:TH AMBpocHje H 6Aa)KeHH ABryCTHH aa jaano xajarse He rAeAaJY xao aa Ka3HY, Ben xao na najsehe 6Aaro xoje UpKBa MO)Ke AaTH BeAHKOM H jaanost rpeWHHKY, paAH lberOBor cnaceisa, H TO CaMO jeaaanvr Y JKHBOTy.40 EBO H jeanor npaaepa KaKO cy ce xajaaa H HCnOBeAaAH jaBHH rpeWHHLtH Y cnoje speue, Ilap Teoaocaje BeAHKH jeaao npesre je OHO npHCTaAHQa MaKeAOHHjene jepecn, Ho, OApeKaBlllH ce [epeca, na qaK Ca3BaBWH noBOAOM HCTe II BaCe.h>eHCKH caoop, Ay60KO H HCKpeHO, AYro B jasao ce xajao 360r [epeca Y KOjy je 6BO sanao, Kaaa je yMpO HaA lberOBHM OAPOM rOBopBO je CB. AMBpocHje, KOjH je Y QapeBOM )KHBOry H PaAY HapO'IHTO HCTaKao rseroao jasao xajarse H acno-

Y npBHM BeKOBHMa XpHWnaHCTBa 6HAa je 06aBe3Ha [aaaa HcnOBeCT, HapOqHTO aa rezce npecryne: HAOAOnOKAOHCTBO, XOTHMHqHO y6HCTBO, 6e360)KHHWTBO, OTnaAHHWTBO OA nepe, MHOrO)KeHCTBO, xaparse, YMOPCTBO HTA., APYrHM pe'IHMa aa CBe OHe rpexose KOjH cy jaBHH B CBHMa n03HaTH. Ila H AaHac ce YHeKOAHKO, aapoqHTO aa npsa TPH nOMeHYTa rpexa, Tpa)KH jaaaa HcnOBeCT. Pa3YMe ce Aa je nocrojaaa Y npBHM BeKOBHMa H rajaa HcnOBeCT aa npecryne rajae npapoae, xoja je npeTXOAHAa jasnoj, aAH ce TajHH rpeXOBH HHCY MOPaAH Aa xajy jaano, Ben Aa ce rajao caonnrre, OABOCHO ncnoaeae enacxorry. KP03 xerapa ci>a3e HAH creneaa TpeOaAO je, no Ka3HBalbY CB. I'pnropaja qYAoTBOPQa (270), Aa npobe jaBHH nOKajHIiK. llPBH crenea je OHO ,,IIAaqyhH crenea". Y OBOM npBOM CTeneHY nOKajHHLtH cy ce HaAa3IlAH Bali xpaMOBHHX npara, Y noKajHH'lKoM OAeAY, KAeqynIi a IlAaqyhH HcnOBeAaAH cy rpexoae caoje OBIiMa, KOjH cy YAa3HAH Y QPKBY. MOAenH HX HCTOBpeMeHO aa ABOCTPYKO nOCpeAHHWTBO, - npexo MOAHTaBa npea EorOM, B KOA enacxona - Aa 6YAY YAocTojeHH npanvurraisa aa noxajarse. Apyrn nOKajHH'lKH crenen Y jaancj HcnOBeCTB 6HO je "CTeneH cavmaxa", r]. npanvnrrarse ('aMO na AHTypmjy oraameaax, Tpeha crenea 6HO je "CTeneH KAeqenHX". H OBH cy ocrajaaa caao aa AHrypmjH oraamenax, aAH lbHMa je Ben enacxon aajezno ca CBeWTeHHQHMa na xpajy AHTyprHje oraaureaax CTaB.h>aO pvxe na rAaBY, qHTaO HaA lbHMa oapebeae MOAHTBe, aaaarao norpeoaa xaHOH, 6AarOCH.h>ao H orrrynrrao KynaMa (BHAH 0 OBOMe 19. npaBHAO AaoAMKHjcKor cafiopa), qeTBpTH crerren jaBHHX nOKajHHKa VHO je "CTeneH crojehax", OBH cy npHJ1YWTeHH H na AHTYPrnjy BepHHX, aAH HHCY MOrAH Aa ce rrpaxecre. CBH rpeWHHLtH ca [asaoa acnoBewny, xoja ce y H3BeCHHM CAyqajeBHMa cpehe H aa APyroM, KAeqeneM creneav, nparrvnrraaa cy Caeroj TajHH HCnOBeCTH cauo jeAHOM y CBOMe JKHBOry H rrpomaama y TOKY BHWe roaaaa npexo nojeAMHIlX KP03 CBe creneae, npHMaHH cy nOHOBO y UPKBY CBeqaHO noxaraaea ellHCKonOBIlX pyKy ua BeAHKH AaH (6. npaBHAO AHKHPcxor caeopa), rj. na BeAHKH nerax. Ho y cAyqajy Aa cy nOHOBa naAaAH Y HCTe rpexoae, HIlCY ce MOrAH BHWe jaBHO xajara, Ben cy

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necr CAeAenliM pe'mMa: "BoAeo caM ja oaora MY)Ka, xoja CKliHYB- 1II1l ca ce6e uapcxe 3HaKe jaaao je Y [(PKBli OIIAaKliBaO CBOj rpex II ca Y3AacliMa II cvaaaa MOAIIO onponrraj, '1era ce npocrana crnae,

rora ce Hllje 3aCTliAeo llMnepaTop".41 •

Y ATllHCKOj cnararxnr (43. npasaxo) 113Mehy OCTaAor CTOJll:

"Ha csaxor xajvher ce, aKO je IberOB npecrvn 6110 janan II OTBOpen, xoja je Y3HeMllpliO CBY IJ,PKBY, Aa 6YAe noxaraaa PYKa Y nparnopv xpaxra". AaRAe, jaBHHM BeAHKllM rpelIIHHLUlMa IJ,pKBa na H3BeCHO spesre He A03BOA>aBa Hll YAa3aK Y rAaBHH Aeo xpaxsa, IAe croje nepaa, neh TOMe nperxozn noxararse PYKY Y nparsopv xpaxra,

Osaj aaxaa acnoseaarsa rpexona npexo nacaxia HOCli BHlIIe xapaxrep n060)KHOCTH, a npaxrmcosan je II Y PYCHjll BpAO pano a a v aomrje Ao6a, naposnrro aa spene CB. Ceparpaaa CapOBCKor, JOB ana KPOHAliiTaTCKor II AP.

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A) HCIIOBEAAlhE fPEXOBA IIYTEM IIHCAMA

CBllX ner BllAOBa xajaisa H HcnOBeCTH croje Y aepaaanojaoj Be3H H MO)Ke ce peha, Aa AonYl:byjynH jeAaH APyrora, 'lHHe vxvnao H npano xajarse II acnosecr. Kaaa je 6RAO pexa 0 HCnOBeCTlI II Kajal:bY npez, Borosr BRAeAH CMO II cnojcraa xoja rpetia Aa npare rcajan,e. CBa Ta caojcrna rpeoa Aa npare H OCTaAe BHAOBe xajarsa H llcnOBeCTH KaAa OHli 611Bajy Kao noce6aH Ha'lliH llcnOBeCTli II rcajaisa.

Kaxo Aa ce nocrasa noxerax noxajarsa II acrroaeaan,a rpeXOBa aa jeaaa OA naseaeaax BliAoBa? Cnopeano je Y OBOM cAyqajy xojn he ce 113a6paTll, axa rrpenopvwsaso je no-sera OA ycaMA>eHOr xajarsa II acnosecra npea BorOM. IIpenOAOOHli JOBaH AeCTBH'lHllK, ronopehn 0 AecTBHLUI va xojv 'lOBeK TeK no-nm,e Aa ce nerse Y CBOMe AYXOBHOM II xpanrhancxoss )KllBOTY, neaa Y 26 nOY[(H OBaKO:

"OA YMalbHBalba 3Aa paba ce YAaA>elbe OA rsera, a YKAalbalbe OA 3Aa jecre noxerax rroxajarsa. Ilouerax noxajaisa jecre nouerax cnaceisa, a noxerax cnacersa jecre A06pa BOA>a. Ao6pa BOA>a paba TpYAoBe, a noserax TPYAoBa cy BpAllHe. Iloxerax apaaaa _ jecre [(BeT apamra, nosrerax unera onora jecre TPYA AYXOBHll. IIAOA AeAalba [ecre nocrojaacrso, a aanaxa je nopon II IIAOA nocrojanor 06yqaBalba; OA HaBHKa npo1l3HAa311 vxopersnaarse Y AO- 6py. OA oaora yxopetsnsarsa paba ce crpax Boxcnja, OA crpaxa Bozcajer qYBalbe sanoaecra He6ecKllx II 3eMaA>CKliX. '1YBalbe sanoaecra jecre 3HaK A>y6aBll, a noxerax A>y6aBH jecre MHOliiTBO CMllpersa, MHOliiTBO cxnrpersa jecre MajKa 6eCTpaCHOCTll, a 3aAD- 611jalbe 6eCTpaCHOCTli jecre canpnrena A>y6aB, 'rj. rrOTrrYHO vcezsetse Bora y OHe, xoja cy Kp03 6eCTpaCHOCT nocraaa qllCTli cpneu, jep he Tll Bora BRAeTli (Map. 5,8)".

Hcnoaeaaise rpexoaa CBOjllM AYXOBHllM OLUlMa II HapO'lllTliM AYXOBHll[(llMa II BliAeAliMa U;pKBe, rr03HaTHM ca csora AyxoBHor II rrOABll)KHllqKOr )KllBOTa, a oABojeHllM II BeOMa YAaA>eHllM, MO)Ke ce spnrara H IIllCMeHllM rryrest, xao llITO ce II lbliXOBli casera, yrryrcraa II enarnsntje TliM llCTliM rryreM MOry npauarn. Caxto Y OBOM cAyqajy paaapemerse rpexona OA TliX AYXOBHllKa npenopyqyjc ce II 113BplIIyjC KOA Haj6All)KCr CBClIITeHllKa va nperxoaav HcrrOBeCT rro npanaaaaa IJ,pKBe. Haxaa ncnoaeaarsa rpexo~a nvTeM mrcaxsa BpAO je crap, a KOA Hac Cp6a OH ce cpehe JOlil Y CpeAlbCM BeKY na HalIIllM ABopoBHMa. Taxo aa npmrep, apxaermcxon AaHllAo, orrllcyjyliH )l(HBOT xpaesa AParyTHHa, BeAll: "H npeOliBalile nenpecrano Y MHorOM YMHA>aBalbY II Y AYXOBHHM CY3aMa AaH H noh, OA OHllX, MOHaxa THX MeCTa xoje crrOMeHYCMO (rj. CBeTe 3eMA>e) HMao je aexe xao AYXOBHe one, a Y IIHCMY npenopvsn ce K lbHMa Aa HM 6YAe AYXOBHO qeAO Y I'ocnoav. Taxobe Y rrllCMY acnoaeaanre HM csoje rpexe H AaBalile HX lbHMa aa pacybaaaa,e Aa 6H My AaAH emrrmurjv, KOAHKO rrpnnaaa aa lberoBe rpexc. A OBH AYXOBHH oua lberOBH TaKohe y rmcMY AaBaxy My 3arr~BeCTH II AYlIIll KopHCHe noyxe ... Jeznora OA TaKBHX MOHaxa HMao je xao cnora AYXOBHora ona na JOPAaHY, asaaora faAaKTHOHa, H xa OBOMC je HMao BeAllKY CMeAOCT". Osaj HCTH apxnenacxon, Y )KHBOTY nax xpazsmte Jeaeae name: "TaKo je naacrnuv II qllHll~a, H KOAliKO je MorAa cehaaa ce CBOjHX rpexona OA MAaAOCTH CBOJC,.H nacaaa HX je, H KOAHKO je llMaAa AYXOBHC one Y CBeTOM BO)KHJeM ~P~AY JepYCaAHMY, na Canajv, Pajnrv II Y Cseroj fOPH ATOHCKOJ, ~ep TaMO OAOlile MHom 1be311HH AapOBll, xoje He MOry HCKa3aTH, Jep cse HMalbe TaMO paCTOqHBlIIH, AO csrprn nenpecraxo 1II1lh>alIIe xacae H AOCToBepHe MOHaxe csoje, OBH cy HOCHAH CIIHcaK lbC3~HllX rpexosa, H OTYAa cY oner AOHOCliAH nncane 3anOBeCTH, KOJe cy na KOPliCT 1be3HHe AYIIIe".42

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"H OlCpeTOX nuue ceo]e lCa Tocnooy Eozy rpaxcehu za MO/lUT60M U MO/l6aMa C nOCTOM U !lenoeujeoajyhu ce peicox: 0, Tocnooe, EOJICe 6e.!lUICU U CTpaUl1I.U, szpujetuucuo U 3/10 yt.tUHUCMO U 6u CMO 6e360JICHU, U oouetnycsu: ce U oOCTynucMo 00 sanoeujecra reoiux U 00 3aICOHa T60jUX (AaH. 9, 3-5)".

Y YCHOj HcnOBeCTH npao H najaaacnaje je Aa nOKajHHK Ok rosopa CBeUITeHHKY Aa sepyje Y CBe lliTO U;pKBa aace.seacxa H anOCTOACKa npeaaje H yqH, na KaA cBewTeHHK OA nOKajHHKa AO- 6Hje nOTBPAaH OArOBOP, OHAa My napebvje A a 'I H T a C H M BOA B e p e. CHMBOAOM sepe norspbyje ee He CaMO npaBOCAaBHO yqefbe, Hero ce fbHMe xao HeKOM BPCTOM 3aKAeTBe nocras.sa qBpCTa aaaa y onponrra] rpexoaa H npexo isera ce, xao rexee.a YCHe HcnOBeCTH, npeaaaa aa nOAP06HO HCIIHTHBafbe, OAHOCHO HCKa3HBafbe yqHfbeHHX rpexoaa, AaKAe, 'IHTafbe CHMBOAa aepe, H3a xora 0AMax A<>Aa3H H HcnOBeAafbe yqHfbeHHX rpexosa OA crpaae nOKajHHKa, qHHe APYry npHHaAAe)f(HOCT CB. rajae noxajan,a. Flcrpctiv <!HTafba C~~Aa Be~ IIpHAMKOM acnoaeaarsa, apxaerracxon BeHHjaMHH y CBOJOJ "HoBO] CKPH)f(aAH" OBaKO npanaa: "Y CHMBOAY sepe caAP)f(e ce CBH AorMaTH xpmnhaacxa sepe H naae If YKa3yje ce '10- BeKY HaqHH H3MHpefba ca Borosr Kp03 aacrvncrso OBalIAOneHOr 11 aa Hac nOCTPaAaAOr XpHCTa CHHa Bozorjer. AKO HeKO ynOPHO OAPH'le HeKH AorMaT nepe, raj He MO)f(e Ao6HTH HaAY cnacersa, TIHTajyhH 0 nepa oaora KOjH ce xaje, AYXOBHH OTaIt rpazca, Aa OH npO'l~Ta CBeWTeHH CHMBOA aepe PaAH vsepaaaaa y TOMe, Aa OH nepyje npaBOCAaBHO H HenOKOAe6h>HBo".43

Tpeha IIpHHaMe)f(HOCT Y MaTepHjH CB. rajae noxajarsa jecre p a 3 Ape W e fb e 0 A r p e x 0 B a, HAn B e 3 H B a fb e r p ex 0 B a - eUHTHMHja, aKO OBO YCAeAH 360r caxre fbHXOBe rexcaae. OBa TPCha npHHaMe)f(HOCT, aKO ce AOTH'lHH nOKajHHK paaapemaaa OA rpeXOBa, 30Be ee: ,,H 3 B P W e fb eTa j He C BeT 0 r no K a j a fb a", a aKO ee, nax, rpeXOBH He paaapenraaajv, 30Be ce: ,,3 a 6 p a H a HAH Be 3 H B a fb e C a 0 A A Y 'I e fb e M H a H e 0 Ape 0 e HOB P e Me". C 063HpOM aa AeAHKaTHOCT n onnnrpaocr oaor rmrarsa, MH CMO ce OBAe 360r caaor peAa KOjHM rpeoa Aa ee HAe, caao yarpea AOTaKAH saopaae, OAHOCHO ernrraaaje, aAH y noce6HOM nOrAaBh>Y 6Hne 0 TOMe OIlWHpHHjer roaopa. AaKAe, OBHM CBeWTeHHK aaspnrv]e H noCAeA~Y, rpehv, npHHaMe)f(HOCT CB. rajne noxajarsa, 0 KOjOj oner BeHHJaMHH, apxaenacxon HH)f(rOpOACKH, BeAH: "AYXOBHH orau IIpHCryIIa HcnyfbefbY rpehe npHHaMe)f(HOCTH noxajaisa, rj, PaT Apewyje onora KOjH ce xaje, HAM saopaa.vje. CaM Cnacare.s Aao je naCTH?HMa U;pKBe BAaCT Be3HBaTH H paaapeurasarn, a OHa ce caCTOJH y TOMe, Aa OHH MOry H AY)f(HH cy y HMe XPHCTOBO aaAP)f(aTH OA npasemha CB. TajHH HenOIIpaBh>HBOr xpHWnaHHHa, HAM xpajae oxopeaor H jasaor rpeunraxa, KaAa aa fbera He 6YAY YTHItaAH HHKaKBH caaern, To H 3HaqH Be3aTH. Ho aKO 6AarOAaT Bo)f(Hja YMeKWa CPIte raxaor rpeunraxa H OH OAYCTaHe OA rpexa H noxaje ce, OHAa ra YAocTojaBajy onponrraja, H npaxeurha; OBO 3Ha'IH pa3ApeWHTH".44 Ilpena TOMe CBeWTeHHK OHOMe xora OMY-

VI. MATEPHJA H nPHHAAAE.iKHOCTH CBETE TAJHE nOKAJAlbA

Y MaTcpnjy noxajaisa, rj. y BHAh>HBy CTpaHY OBe CB. TajHc cnaaajv H3BeCHe noxajne paarse, 6e3 KOjHx ce OBa TajHa H HCTHH' CKO noxajaise He MOry OTnOqeTH HHTH CBpWHTH.

Kaaa je 6HAO pesa 0 xajaisy H acnosecra npea BoroM raj BHA noxajarsa 6HO je nponpahea H npHHaMe)f(HOCTHMa, xoje Tpe6a Aa ra npare, TaMO je pexeao. Y xajassv je norpeoaa CMHpeHOCT; HCKpeHO TyroBafbe H )f(ah>efbe WTO CMO 3rpeWHAH; rnvurarse H CTHA WTO CMO rpeWHAH, Mp)f(fba npesaa rpexy; cxpvureaa MOAHTBa; nepa y Bora H V onpourraj rpexona, H 'IBpCTa OMYKa Aa ee name He rpema, To 6H, AaKAe, na npBOM MeCTY 6HAe noxajne paasse Y CB. TajHH noxajaisa. Ho CBe OBe noxajae PaAfbe xao H3AHB rpemne AYwe, HaKO YHVTpawfbe paaae qOBeKOBor Ayxa, cnaaajv anax Y MaTepHjy noxajatsa xao fbeHe IIpHHaMe)f(HOCTH H noxajne paarse, H xao TaKBC AOAa3e V CBaKH OA OHHX ner notipojanax BHAoBa xajarsa H CB. TajHe noxajarsa, H TO na rrpso MeCTO, HapOqHTO y YCMeHoj HcnOBeCTH, xoja xao 6AarOAaTHa CBeTa rajaa HMa najMoliHHje cnaCOHOCHO AejcTBo Y HcnOBeCTH npea CBeWTeHHKOM.

APyro MeCTO Y MaTepHjH noxajarsa Kp03 OBY CB. TajHY, xoja ce 06aBh>a IIpeA CBeWTeHHKOM, xao aeaa raasaa IIpHHaMe)f(HOCT, 3aY3HMa Y C H a HCnOBeCT rpexosa liory npexo Bozcnjer nyHoMonHHKa, r]. CBeWTeHHKa, 0 'lHjeM je n03HBy H nOTpe6H 6HAO raxobe AOBOA>HO rosopa,

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qyje na H3BeCHO npexse OA npaxeurha, He 'lHTa MOAHTBY "IbBpIIlersa rajne cseror noxajaisa", jep caxto oAAyqelbe OA CB. rrpaseurha npernocraae-a HeKH rpex ,KOjH rpeIIlHHK aaje AOBOibHO oxajao, HAH aa 'lHje je oxajaaaise nOTpe6HO H3BeCHO spexre. AaKAe, cacBHM je npHpOAHO, Aa TaKBor rpennraxa CBellITeHHK He CMe OAMax pa3ApeIIlHTH. Hnaxe 6H ce MopaAO AohH AO 3aKibyqKa, Aa je AOBOibHO AohH na HCnOBeCT H OTKpHTH H najupise rpexose, na he ce orrpourraj A06HTH. Ho Y TOM CAY'lajy npecraaa 6H H norpefia oAAyqelba OA CB. npaaeuiha.

Y 06a cAyqaja, H H3BpIIleIha CB. rajne noxajarsa H saopaae na oxpebeao apexte, 06aBe:me noxajae paaise, xoje npare OBY rpehv npHHaAAe)KHOCT, jecy M 0 A H T B a, no C T H M H A 0 C T H Ih a, o xojaxsa hel\lO OBAe Aa nporoeopasro xao 0 nOKajHHM paAIhaMa H IhHXOBOM aaasrajv y OBOj AHCIUUlAHHH.

1. MOAI1TBA

aKO He 6YAellI YCAHllIeH, acrpaj Y MOAHTBH, Aa 6H 6HO YCAI!IIIeH. 11 He rosopa: MHoro casr ce MOAHO, H HHcaM 6HO YCAHIIleH, 3aTO IIlTO H TO qeCTO 6HBa PaAH TBoje KOpHCTH. Eor 3Ha Aa CH TH AeIh H 6e36pH)KaH, H aKO A06HjellI llITO CH MOAHO, OTHhH hem H BHIIle ce aehem MOAHTH; a TaKO HY)KAa 're npauopaaa Aa 'leIIIhe C EorOM pasroaapanr H 3aHHMallI ce MOAHTBOM. AKo ce TH Y raxaoj HY)KAH H nOTpe6H AeIhHllI H He MOAHIII ce, urra 6H 6HAO, KaA He 6H HMao HHKaKBHX norpeea> OH TO 'lHHH paaa rsoje KOPHCTH, )KeAehH Aa TH He OCTaBibaIIl MOAHTBY. 3aTO acrpaj Y MOAHTBH, iby6a3HH, H He AeIhH .ce, 3aTO llITO MOAHTBa MO)Ke MHoro Aa yqHHH; H He npncrvnaj MOAHTBH, xao 6e3Ha'lajHoM AeAY. A Aa MOAHTBa AOHOCH onpourraj rpexona, TO MO)KellI Aa A03Ham H3 6o)KaHcKor Esaabez,a (AYKa 11, 5-13). 11 TaKO IIHCMO Te yqH Aa ce MOAHllI, H HHKaA Aa He MaAaKcaBallI, Hero H TaAa KaA He A06HjellI nrra CH MOAHO Aa HCTpajellI Y MOAHTBH, AOK He A06HjellI".46 '

Ham caBpeMe~HK, PYCKH MHTponoAHT AHToHHje EAYM, oco- 6HTO ce npovyo CBOJHM 6eceAaMa npexo paAHO AOHAoHa H CBOjOM KIhHrOM ,)KHBa MOAHTBa". IIpe Hero llITO H3 IherOBe KIhHre He H3HeceMO aexoje MHCAH 0 MOAHTBH aesaaoj 3a noxajaise peha hesro KO je oaaj 'lYBeHH OeceAHHK H MOAHTBeHHK.

. MHTpOnOAHT AHToHHje EAYM poben je 1914. r. AemlbcTBo je nposeo Y Ilepcnja rAe My je OTaQ 6HO PYCKH KOH3YA. 1920. nopoaaua EAYM npeurxa je Y IIapH3, rAe ce nOTOIhH MHTpOnOAHT llIKOAOBao H 3aBpIIlHO MeAHllHHCKH <paKYATeT. 1939. r. rajno ce saMo~amao, aAH je H Aaibe paAHO xao AeKap. 3a apexre para 6HO je BOJHH AeKap Y <PpaHilYCKOj apsnrja, PYKonOAO)KeH je aa caenrre~HKa 1948. H AOHAOH je 6HO npaa lberoBa napoxnja, Hanpeaoaao ~e BeOMa 6P30 Y xnjepapxnjH PycKe npaBOCAaBHe QPKBe H caaa je Y 'lHHY MHTponOAHTa.

Y CBOjOj KIhH3H .. )KHBa MOAHTBa" MHTponOAHT AHToHHje OBaKO ITHllIe:

- Y MAaAocTH ja casr 6HO arencra, H OHM caM ce jexaor AaHa vnepao Aa Bor nocrojn, YBepHO caM ce Aa je OH cvnrraaa )KHBOTa aAH, HCTO TaKO, H Aa je OH - AH'lHOCT. Ko ce naje YBepHO Aa nocroja )KHBH Bor, He MO)Ke ce MOAHTH.

- YBepHO caM ce Aa nocroja )KHBH Bor ca KOjHM je Moryhe vcnocrasara neav, Ko )KeAH HayqHTH Aa ce MOAH, nexa nOKYIIla Aa ce rrpesra £ory OAHOCH xao npesra npHCYTHOM npajarezsy, To je, 'lHHH MH ce, HajBa)KHHje.

- Pesn MOAHTBe, KAe'lelbe H MeTaHHja nOrnOMa)Ky MOAHTBy aAH, CaMH no ceea, HHCY MOAHTBa. CYllITHHa MOAHTBe je onaj Ay60KH MHp 'lHTaBor 6Hha Y EO)KjeM npHcycTBY, cjeAHlbeIhe C I:bHM Y THllIHHH.

Y noxajarsv rAaBHO MeCTO 3aY3HMa MOAHTBa ca nenoxoxeolbHBOM BepOM, H3AO)KeHOM Y CHMBOAY, jep sepa xao KpHAa MOAHTBe OA OBe ce He oasaja. Hajaparoueaaja Aap EO)KHjH, nouohv xojer ce npaaajy CBH OCTaAH AapOBH, jecre MOAHTBa. Ilouohy rse ce A06Hja onponrraj rpexosa: noaohv lbe ce A06Hja H 6AarOAaT Boacaja, 6e3 xoje HeMa noxajaisa: nOMohy MOAHTBe A06Hjajy ce H CBH OCTaAH AapOBH KOjH cy nOTpe6HH, a HapO'lHTO nOMohy lbe nOCTH)KY ce uexoxvnne PaAH>e H npHHaAAe)KHOCTH Y 'lHTaBoj noxajaoj AHCQHllAHHH. OTYAa <pHAapeT MOCKOBCKH BeAH: .Kao IIlTO CHpOMax npvxca PYKY Aa npHMH MHAOCTHlbY; xao llITO AeTe oraapa YCTa Aa Y3Me xpaav, TaKO ce H 'lOBeK Mopa 06paTHTH Eory aa 6AarOAaT lberoBY, H AYIIla rpeoa Aa My je orsopeaa Aa npHMH AapOBe lberoBe. MOAHTBa je npvxcena pvxa 3a npmtarse 6AarOAaTH Boxcaje, ornopeaa YCTa aa xvruaise (Y3HMalbe H jexeise) xpane He6ecKe".45 OTYAa naje Y3aAy,\H0 peaeuo Aa je MOAHTBa AYXOBHO AHcalbe 'lOBeKOBO H He 6H Y Eo)KHjeM OTKpOBelbY Hepa3ABojHO H sajeano crajaao: .Jloxa] ce 00 ceoje naxoctu, U .MO/LU ce Boty oa 6u TU ce OnpOCTU/La no.MUcao cpua T60la (A. an. 8, 22)".

CB. JOBaH 3AaToycT 0 aaaxajv MOAHTBe Y noxajaisv xazce Aa je OHa BeOMa vroxaa rrvr nOMohy xora ce MO)KeMO OCA060AHTH rpexosa. Taxo OH BeAH: ,,MOAH ce csaxor xaca, He MaAaKllIH y MOAHTBH, MapibHBO MOAH 'lOBeKOiby6.h>e EO)Kje, a Bor ce nehe oravIIIHTH 0 onora xojn My ce nocrojaao MOAH, Hero he TH OnpOCTHTH rpexe rsoje H HCnyHHm MOA6e rsoje, AKO MOAehH ce, 6YAeIll YCAHllIeH, npoavzcaaaj Aa ce MOAHllI, npHHeCH Borv 3aXBaAHOCT, a

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- H3 CBaKOAHCBHOr )KHBOTa 3HaMO Aa je "~yoaB npasa KaA HaM je Aeno H OHAa xaaa nYTHMO ca Bo,\,eHOM OCOOOM. CBe AOK MopaMO rOBopHTH Aa OHCMO OAP)KaBaAH Be3Y H OAHCKOCT C Bo,\,eHOM OCOOOM, ,\,yoaB je noapnma. Taxo je H Y MOAHTBH. AKo xohem Aa ce MOAHIll, rpeoa npe csera Aa HaY'lHill nYTaTH C Boroxr,

- JeAaH <ppaH1-WCKH CBeTHTe,\, H3 18 nexa (Cure d' Ars) 3aIIHTao je aexor ceasaxa 3aIllTO carmra ceaa Y UPKBH KaA ce He MOAH. Cezsax je OArOBopHO: "Bor rAeAa MeHe, ja rAeAaM Hsera II oriojaua CMO 3aAOBO,\,HH IllTO CMO 3ajeAHO". ETo, Taj '10BeK je Hay'lHO Aa paaronapa C BorOM, a Aa npHTOM He napynm pexmra TIIunnry HHTHMHOCTH. AKO TO nOCTHrHeMO, ouaa ce MO)KeMO MOAHTli H Ha OHAO KO jH APyrH Ha'lHH ...

- Y Boxcjoj OAH3HHH OTKpHBaMO ABe CTBapH: npso BO)KaHCKY BeAH'laHCTBeHOCT, a onaa - pa3Aa,\,HHY xoja nocroja H3Meoy Hsera H Hac. Pa3Aa,\,HHa He AOAa3H OTYAa IllTO je Bor CBeT, a MH rpemaa. OHa 3aBHCH OA CTaBa KOjH rpeunmx npexra Bory 3aY3HMa. AKo npacrvnaxo Dory cxpvnreao, xao Aa AOAa3HMO aa CYA, aKO My npacrvnaao 3aTO IllTO fa BOAHMO smne Hero AaK )J(lIBOT 6e3 Hsera - OHAa CMO OTBopeHH npexra !heMY H OH rrpexra naxra H paaaazsana He nocroja. I'ocnoa ce vceesaaa Y Hac Y aKTY cacrpaAaAHe ,\,yoaBH. AAH, aKO crajejao npea Bora caMOYBepeHH xao Aa na TO HMaMO npaao, aKO ra HCIIHTyjeMo - paaaazsaaa nocraje oeCKOHa'lHa.

- KaA ce npHOAH)KHMO Borv, rrocraje Y)KaCHO jacan KOHTpaCT H3Meoy onora IllTO je OH H onora IllTO CMO MH. AOK CMO AaAeKO OA Bora MH TO He ocehasro. YKOAHKO CMO My OAH)KH, YTOAHKO je raj KOHTpacT neha.

- MOAHTBa AOHOCH 06aBe3e. AOK He 3HaMO HHIllTa, He MopaMO nnurra HH H3BprnaBaTH, aAH 'IBM neurro ca3HaMO, AY)KHH CMO TO anaise Aa npHMelbyjeMo Y )KHBOTY. Haje AOBO,\,HO 000- )KaBaTH Bora pexmta, rpeoa TO 'lHHHTH H na AeAY. KaA OH XPHCTOC BHA,\,HBO crajao npez, naua, OHAH OHCMO caCBHM APYK<!HjH Hero IllTO jecsto, Tpefiaxo OH, MeOYTHM, Aa ce Y npHCYCTBy HeBHA,\,HBor Bora noaauraao HCTO xao IllTO OHCMO ce noaanraaa Aa fa rAeAaMO CBOjHM pobeamr O'lHMa ...

- Y MOAHTBeHOM )KHBOTY ocehaisa cy CKOPO HeBa)KHa CTBap. MHcTH'lHa oceharsa xoja AO)KHBlbyjeMo y MOAHTBH HHCY 3HaK Aa je aaura MOAHTBa Aoopa. Teorpaa 3aTBopHHK je caaeroaao:

"K3Aa )KeAHill ca3HaTH Aa AH CH ce MOAHO Borv KaKO na.sa, He HCIIHTyj KOAHKO cy CHa)KHa OlL\a raoja oceharsa aa apeae MOAHTBe, HH KOAHKO CH oo,\,e CXBaTHO OO)KaHCKe HCTHHe, Hero ce nnraj: jecasr AH oo,\,e Hero jyqe spurao BO,\,Y BO)Kjy? AKO jeca, MOAHTBa je OHAa npasan ypOAHAa je nAOAOM, aKO HHCH - MOAUTBa na]e

,\OHeAa nAOM, Ma KOAHKO AYOOKa oHAa rsoja ocehaisa H BHCOKe HCTHHe xoje CH Y MOAHTBH casaao.

- Mopasro OHTH cnpeMHH Aa BPIllHMO BO,\,Y Eo)Kjy no CBaKY UeHY. CBe AOK ce OOjHMO Aa nOAHOCHMO )Kp'fBe aa pex BO)Kjy, CaMO rYOHMO spexre.

- Bor He Tpa)KH OA Hac Aa CMO Ape C H P a H H xpamhaaa, Ben Aa 0 Y A e M 0 xpmnhaan. Ilpaaa AYXOBHH )KHBOT cacroja ce Y TOMe Aa nama Bo,\,a 0YAe Y CKAaAY ca pesnoaa XPHCTOBHM. BpeMeHOM OBO npexaaa Y HaBHKY H nocraje aa xpajv nama "Apyra npapoaa" - BO)Kja Bo,\,a nocraje H aaura A11'lHa Bo,\,a.

- He MO)KeMO yqecTBoBaTH Y Eo)KaHCKOM )KHBOTY AOK ce AYOOI{() H3HYTpa He npOMeHHMO.

- Iloxajasse He rpeea MeillaTH C oceharsess rpnxce caBeCTH.

Ilotcajarse je aKTHBHO, AeAaTHO crarse, n03HTHBaH CTaB KOj!1 ce cacroja Y KpeTalbY Y AOOPOM rrpaauy. OBO je BeOMa jacao HCKa3aHO Y npH'lH 0 ABojHQH CHHOBa (BHAH MaT. 21, 28). HaMMe, OT~ je aa. rtoneaao CHHOBHMa Aa HAY H paze Y isercaoa BHHorpaAY. JeAaH CHH je ooehao Aa he OTHnH, aAH nnje ornurao: APYrlI je OAOUO Aa HAe, aAH ce no C T H A e 0 HOT H II! a 0 .

- i'oYAH ee Mory MOAHTH Y CBaKO Aooa H na CBaKOM MecTY, aAH HMa MeCTa xoja cy npano nOAHeo,\,e aa MOAHTBY. To cy L\pKBe. Ilourro ce upxaa OCBeTH H TaKO ,,1I3ABOjH" OA CBeTa, OHa nocraje OOHTaAHWTe BO)Kje. Bor je rrpncvraa y UPKBH na APYK'lHjH Ha'lHH, nero illTO je TO Y CBeTY. Y CBeTY je OH Crpanan, IIYTHHK, Onaj Koja HAe OA apara AO spara n xyua. Oaaj KOjH HeMa rAe Aa IIpHKAOHH rAaBY CBOjy. OH DO CBeTY XOAH xao Llap asrnan H3 Csor uapcrsa. Y UpKBH, MeDYTHM, OH je Y CBOMe AOMY. To je jCAHHO MeCTO na 3eM,\,H rAe je OH nmtsnar xao Hap H I'ocnoz,

- V MOAHTBII Tpe6a OHTH acrpajan, aAH He II TBPAOrAaB.

BeOMa qeCTO He 3HaMO urra MOAHMO.

- Crapau AMBpocHje OnTHHCKH IIMao je Aap IIp030P,\,HBOera II saao je urra je npano AOOPO xosexa. JeAHOM je MaHaCTHpCKH HKOHOIIHC~ AOOlIO noaehv CYMY nosaua H vnpaao Y TO apesre cnpexsao ce aa AaAeK IIYT. C lbHM je TpeOaAO Aa nobe H rseroa nOMohHHK. I1KoHoIIHcau je I';IOA110 crapua Aaspocaja aa OAarOCAOB Aa nobe ira rrvr aAH Crapau ra je OABpaTHO H caseroaao Aa OTnvrvje KP03 TPH AaHa. TeK MHoro xacmrje, nxoaonacan je A03Hao aa je lberOB nOMonHHK HMao HaMepv Aa ra na IIYTY YOHje H OII,\,aqxa, aAH nOCAe ce noxajao H OAYCTao OA cnoje HaMepe.

- Beosra 'leCTO ce MOAHMO H nepvjexso Aa je OHO IllTO TpaiKHMO A06po, AOK Y craapn TO MO)Ke 6HTH H BeOMa IllTeTHO no Hac. Iloaexaa ce oner MOAHMO HMajynH Y BHAY caxso csoje AOoPO, a He MHCAHMO Aa AH je TO AOoPO H sa aanry OKOAHHY. Berap KOjH

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je nOBOA>aH aa nama jeapa, MO)Ke aa APyroj CTpaHH H3a3BaTH 6pOAOAOM. Bor aehe YCAHIllHTH name )KeA>e, aKO cy OHe urrerne no name 6AH'f<Ibe.

- AAH KaA Bor He YCAHIllH HeKY naurv HacyIIIHY norpetiv, aacraje jesno OA HajTe)KHX HCKyIIIelba Y MOAHTBH. EoAHa AYIlla mrra: I'ocnoae, rAe je Tnoja A>y6aB, rAe Tsoje paavxseaarse, rAe MHAOCT?

- Haina MOAHTBa vaex AOnHpe AO Bora, aAH OH He oaroaapa na lbY YBeK H cano KP03 paAOCT H MHp ...

- He npHMaMO MH Bora Y ce6e, Hero OH rrpaaa Hac, H 11m )KHBHMO Y IDeMY H ocehasro ce caspmeao CHrypHH Y 6ecKpajy EO)KaHCKOr 6Hna .•.

- IIOHeKaA ce Bor CKpHBa OA Hac Aa 6H HaM noxasao KaKO je MytIHO )KHBeTH 6e3 Hsera H Aa 6H Hac jour smne seaao aa Ce6e. MeoYTHM, nOHeKaA CMO aa TO caMH KpHBH. Cehaa ce Aa je aa nOqeTKY Moje napoxnjcxe cAY)K6e AOIllAa K MeHH jeaua )KeHa Aa nOTpa)KH caser. IIO)KaAHAa MH ce KaKO ce Ben 14 rOAHHa MOAH, a jour naje AO)KHBeAa EO)Kje npHCYCTBO. YnHTaO caM je: Aa AH CTe HKaA AonYCTHAH Eory Aa H OH aasra nporosopa, HAll CTe qHTaBO npesre CaMO BH rOBopHAH? EHAa je naaenabeaa. ,,MOAHAa casr ce CBe speue, sap TO HHje A06po? - pexaa je. OArOBopHO caM Aa He MHCAHM Aa je TO YBeK A06po H npeAAO)KHO Aa ce nOBpeMeHO Y TOKY AaHa ycaMH H nocroja MaAO nYTenH npez, HKOHOM. TaKO je H ytIHHHAa H KP03 HeKOAHKO AaHa AOIllAa je nOHOBO H pexaa:

"IIPOCTO je HeBepOBaTHO: KaA caM ce pamrje MOAHAa HHcaM HHIllTa ocehaxa, a caaa, AOK casr Y MHPY crajaxa npez, Boroxs CBe caM paavueaa. CaA 3HaM Aa je OH ca MHOM, npHCYTaH Y MeHu". Tpe6a ce, eTO, ytIHm Aa H nYTenH Y)KHBaMO Y TajHH Bozcjer npncYCTBa. Taaa oceTHMO Aa OHa Ay60Ka THIlIHHa Y HaMa H OKO Hac aaje npaana, Aa HMa Hexora Ko je npHCYTaH aajenno CHaMa H Koja acnvisaaa caapurenoss rrvaohosa H Hac H cas CBeT OKO Hac. Bor ce OTKpHBa Y Ay60KOj THIlIHHH namer 6Hua. MOAHTBa ce nOTOM caxra OA ce6e nOAH)Ke Y AYIliH H 'raaa je OHa AaKa H PMOCHa H CBaxa pen cnOHTaHO H3BHpe H3 CPLla.

- MOAHTBa 6e3 pesa je canpurena MOAHTBa. Taaa cy H TeAO H AYIIIa acrrvrseaa MHpOM. AeTHlbe noneperse H qnCTOTa ncrrvlbaBajy CBe 6Hne H MH 3aAHBA>eHH CTOjHMO npea EorOM H oraopean Aa npHMHMO CBe H3 IDerOBe pvxe. OBO cratse rpqKH CBeTH OLlH Ha3BaAH cy H C H X H j 0 M. To je nOAa3Ha rasxa H xpajrsa LlHA> Y aanresr MOAHTBeHOM )KHBOTY. Tux 0 B a lb e (HcHXHja) je craise KaA cy CBe Hallie H AYXOBHe H <pH3HqKe MohH Y caapnrenoj xapMOHHjH, crroxojae H cafipaae, KaA CMO norrrvao 6YAHH AYXOM H CA060AHH OA CBaKe Y3pyjaHoCTH.

- CBeTH OQH cy HCHXHjy aajsenrhe nopezaaa C MHPHOM aOAOM. CBe AOK je noapnraaa BOAe vcraxacaaa na lbOj ce HHllITa jacao He oraeaa, MU, KaA ce BOAa CMUPH, OHa nocraje 6ucTpa H Y lbOj ce jacao oraeaajy Heoo H APBehe na 06aAH. Taxo je H c AyIIIOM: .Bnasceuu. cy 'tUCTU cpueu jep he SOla euoetu". Y xacTOM, CMHpeHOM CPLlY oraeaa ce Eor.47

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IIOCT, Y3AP)KaBalbe OA CBHX TeAeCHHX 3aAOBOA>CTaBa, HAll AUCLlUllAHHa rexa, jecre APyra xpamhancxa BpAHHa, KOjOM ce 3aA06uja 6AaroAaT EO)KHja y noxajuoj AHCLlHllAHHH. Ee3 Y3AP)Kaaarsa, KaKO OA CBIIX TeAeCHUX HaCAaAa H 3aAOBOA>CTaBa, TaKO H OA H3BeCHe xpaae, HeMa HU xpnnrhancxor nOCTa, HH HCTHHCKor noxajarsa, OTYAa CB. Joaaa 3AaToycT H BeAH: .Kao IlITO je HeMoryhe Aa sarpa ropa Y BOAH, TaKO je HeMoryne noxajaae 6e3 nOCTa ... Ko ce MOAH H nOCTU, HMa ABa KpUAa, AaKllIa OA aerpa: OH je 6P)KH OA orrsa. CaMO OH MO)Ke Aa n06eAH AeMoHe caae, jep HeMa CHAnnjera OA oaora KOjU ce HCKpeHO MOAH U nOCTH ... 3aTo Aa nOCTH OKO rnoje, H yxo rso]e, H je3HK TBOj H cpue rsoje, H pvxa TBOja, H KOAeHa raoja a He casro AaKOMH )KeAYAaLl" -

Y CTaBA>ajynH ce na OBHM peQHMa CB. JOBaHa 3AaTOYCTa, EnUCKon HHKoAaj xaxce Aa OqHMa nOCTUTH aaaxa: H36eraBaTlI ca- 6Aa3HH (He l.IHTaTU AaHaIIIlbY nopaorparpcxv H pbasv KlbH)KeBBOCT, He rAeAaTU <pHAMOBe H n030pHllIHa AeAa ca TaKBOM CaAP)KHHOM U CBe OHO IlITO MO)Ke U3a3BaTU nncxe no6YAe) a HCnyHHTH \,M CBOj MUCAHMa 0 Borv, 0 cseran.a, 0 qHCTOTH U cBeMY OHOMe IlITO je AOCTOjHO Ayxa CBeTOra. YIlIHMa nOCTHTU saaxa; He CAymara Aa)KHY HaYKY, He spebara aepv, lI,PKBY, He HCMejaBaTH o6uqaje H caerarsv. Je3HKOM nOCTHTH 3HaqH: He orosaparn, He cneaoqUTH Aa)KHO, He XBaAHTH ceo Illro qHHHIlI ca YMOM qHHH H ca jesaKOM CBOjHM, jep rOBOp ca YMOM qHHH jeaao, Te HAll ce vonmre Y3AP)KaBaj OA ronopa, HAll aKO rOBopUIlI, rosopn cauo aKO TO H,\e aa CAaBY EO)Kjy H cnac AYllie. Cpuexr nOCTHTH aaaxa: H36aQHTH H3 lbera naKOCT, 3A06y, 3aBHCT, MP)KlbY - nOCTHTH OA OBHX noporca, H OA rOPAOCTH, 60roxYAcTBa H qOBeKOXYACTBa, OA caaxor rpexa U rpeume )KeA>e, CTpaCTH H nOXOTH H nYCTH Ayxa Cserora aexa OH caaa no MYA>Y CPLla raora CBe spcre oo)J(aHcKor U ooronpHjaTHor vcesa He6ecKor U useha. He AHpaTH HUIliTa IlITO je TYoe, He paAHTH HHIllTa HenOIllTeHO, 3HaqH nOCTHTH PYKaMa. IIOCTHTH norana 3HaqH He unH Y HenpHcTojHa MeCTa HHTH KOAeHa npHKAalbaTU HH npeA KHM OCHM rrpea EOroM. HCTO TaKO qHHU H ca BOA>OM AyIIIe csoje:

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nOCTH oA CBlIX rpenmax HaMepa H rpeWHHX AeAa, Y3AP)KH ce oA csaxor 3Aa.

I'osopeha AM>e 0 nocrv Enacxon HHKoAaj xaace:

_ XPHCTOC HCTHlie npso nOCT YHYTpaUllbH, AyweBHH, na oaaa CnOJhaWlbH, TeAeCHH, HO He 3aTO, Aa 6H nOTlleHHO TeAeCHH nOCT - rae, H OH je CaM nOCTHO TeAeCHO - Hero Aa no-me OA noxerxa, Aa rrpso H35HCTPH H3BOP, na OHAa pexv, Aa npno OllHCTH AYlllY, na OHAa oraexaao AYille. lIpBO lIOBeK Mopa YMOM H cpuest H BOIDOM Aa YCBOjH nOCT, na OHM H TeAOM AparoBOIoHO H paAOCHO Aa ra HCnyHH. Kao UlTO jeaan YMeTHHK npno AYWOM y06AHliH jeAHY CAHKY, na je QHAa XHTHO H paAOCHO PYKOM H3BOAH. TaKO H nOCT TeAeCHH Tpe5a Aa je PaAOCT a He >KaAOCT ...

- IlOCT je opvxcje, BPAO Molmo opyxcje Y 50p5H npOTHB aaor Ayxa. BOjHHK Y 6op5H KaA H3ry6H opvxcje >KaAOCTaH je, jep neaaopvscaa Mopa Aa 6era HAR ce npeaaje, A KaA A05Hje opvacje, oaaa je paAOCTaH, jep OHAa MO>Ke Aa AP>KH csoje MeCTO H Aa je ornopa HenpHjaTeloY. KaKO Aa ce He paayje xpamhaaaa KaA ce aaopvxca nOCTOM npOTHB aajuprser spara caoje Aywe? KaKO Aa My cpue He YCTpenepH H AHlle He 3aCBeTAH, KaA BHAH Y CBOjHM PYKaMa opyxcje, OA xora spar lberOB 5e3063HpHO 5e>KH?

- IlPO>KAPIoHBOCT lIHHH lIOBeKa CYMOPHHM H nAaUIloHBHM, a nOCT ra lIHHH paaocnaa H xpa6pHM. Ho xao mTO npO>KAPIoHBOCT HY.l3HBa cae Beliy npO>KAPIoHBOCT, TaKO nOCT nOAOt'Hlie CBe Beliy H AY>KY H3AP>Kh>HBOCT. KaA lIOBeK yBHAH 6AarOAaTH nocra, OH 38.BOAH Aa nOCTH H CBe sanre H aanre. A 5AaroAaTH cy lIOCTa

6e36pojHe. "',

-IIOCTOM lIOBeK oaaxmaaa H TeAO H AYX OA MpaKa H Ae6eAOCTH. Teao nocraje AaKO H lIHAO, a AYX cnerao H jacan,

- IlOCTOM lIOBeK ll3AH>Ke CBOjy Aymy HaA 3eMaIoCKOM TaMHHllOM H rrpodnja ce KP03 MpaK >KllBOTHlbCKor )KHBOTa y CBeTAOCT Boxcjer uancrna. vnpaso y AOMOBHHY CBOjy.

_ IlOCT xoaexa qHHH CHa>KHHM, OAAyqHHM H xpafipme H npea IoYAHMa H npez, AeMOHIfMa.

- Ilocr lIHHH lIODeKa lllliPOKOrpYAHM, KPOTKHM, MHAOCTIfBHM H lIocAymHHM .••

_ Ee36pojHe BojcKe xpHlllliaHcKHx CBeTHTeloa H CBeTHTe~ KIf O~THme ce lIOCTOM, ojaxame ce lIOCTOM, lIOCTaUIe aajaehn jymu'tH Y HCTOPHjH IoYACKOj. Jep no6eAHme OHO WTO je najrexce n06eAHTH - ceoe. A lI06eAHBlllli ce6e nooeaame CBeT H caraav.

-CBeTH Bacaanje BeAH: "lIOCT lIllHH yM KpenKHM". CBeTH AHoAax: "IlpaBH nOABH>KHHl(H Y3AP>KaBajy ce OA xpaae He 3aTO urro je cssarpajy no npHpOAH 3AOM, HO Aa 5H KP03 Y3AP>Kalbe \,K_PO:rHMI ropehe lIAaHODe TeAa". A 5Aa>KeHH JepoHHM: "Eery,

TBOPllY H Tocnoay BaCHOHe, HapaBHO, HHje HY>KHO KPqau,e npaaaor CTOMaKa, aAH 5e3 .onor He MO>Ke GHTH lleAOMYAPHja".

H najsaa, naje All can Focnoa Hcvc ornoseo cnoje 6o>KaHCKO AeAO cnacersa IoYAH AyroTpajHHM nOCTOM OA lIeTpAeceT AaHa? H aaje All OH THMe jacno vxaaao, Aa H MH MopaMo "UOlieTH npaan xpanrhaacxa >KHBOT UOCTOM? Ilpao nOCT, a OCTaAO CDe AOAa3H y3 lIOCT H Kp03 nOCT. CBOjHM rrpmseposr I'ocrroa HaM je nOKa38.0, xaxBO je MoliHO opyxcje nOCT. THM opY>KjeM DB je no6eAHo caraav y IIYCTHlbH, a Kp03 TO no6eAHo je H TpH raasae caraacxe crpacra, Kp03 xoje carana HMa cA050AaH npHCTYU K HaMa, a TO cy: CA3cToloy61oe, lIacToloy51oe H cpe5poh>y5h>e; TPH norvoaa AaKOMCTBa H TpH aajaehe 3aMKe, Y xoje 3AH aenpajarex, poaa IoYACKor naMaMloyje XpHCTOBe BojHHKe".48

o YA03H H 3Hallajy nOCTa y >KHBOTy lIOBeKOBOM aanacaao je Y CBeTOOTaqKoj H 6orocAoBcKo-llPKBeHoj AllTepaTypH BeOMa MHOroo Hesrorvhe je H3 caera rora H3a6paTH nrra je aaj BpeAHHj e, norOTOBO H3 CBeTOOTaliKe AHTepaTYPe, jep CBeTHM OIUiMa; nOABH>KHHIUiMa, CBeTHTeloHMa H xpamhaamsa nOCT je 5HO H OCTao najMoliHHje opvzcje Y 50p6H lIPOTHB rpexa. AaHac nOCT rrpenopysvjv He casro U;pKBa xao AHCIUinAHHY nAOTH - TeAa y pexeaoj 6op5H, seh ra npenopvsv]e HapO'lHTO MeAHIU'IHa. KaKO AaHac OBa AHCIUinAHHa nAOTH - rexa xao peAllrH03HH aKT H norpefia cAa6H H onaAa, AOHelieMo jeAHY OMalbY rOTOBO CTYAHjy 0 nocrv, KOjy je aanacao Ham YBa>KeHH nporojepej )KuBaH MapHHKOBHIi - pexrop 6oroCAoBHje.

- CKOPO ABe XHIoaAe roznna CBeTa U;pKBa XpHCTOBa rrpenopyqyje nOCT xao 05aBe3HY AY>KHOCT CBOjHM lIAaHOBHMa H HCTHlIe iseroae 6AarOTBopHe nocxeaane no TeAeCHO H AYXOBHO 3APaBIDe lIOBeKOBO, aAH ce IoYAH orAyrnyjy 0 OBY lbeHY npenopvxv, aa CBOjy AHliHy mTeTY. Kpurerse OBe upxaeae 3alIOBeCTH nOCTaAO je, nOCAe npouraor para, MaCOBHa nojaaa He cauo y rpaAOBHMa Hero H ceAHMa. He CaMO WTO ce MaAO KO na OBY 3anOBeCT 05a3Hpe, Hero ce lIeCTO ca noacssexoa rAeAa aa OHe KOjU ce rse AP>Ke H npaxTHKyjy nOCT. 3aTO CMaTpaMO aa lIOTpe5HO Aa nporOBOpHMO HeKOAllKO pexa 0 OBOM rraraisv y namoj urapoj jaaaocra H YKa>KeMO na BeOMa aaasajay YAOry nOCTa y aauren >KIIBOTy.

- AAH lIPE CBEfA - IIITA JE IlOCT? - IlOA nOCTOM Tpe5a pa3YMeTH Y3AP>KaBalbe OA H3BeCHe BpCTe XPaHe (jaxe) y TOKY jeAHor HAll name AaHa npeua TOMe Aa All ce PaAH 0 jeAHOAHeBHOM HAll BUWeAHeBHOM nocrv.

- Ilorpeunro ce MHCAll Aa ce U;pKBa npHAHKOM Pa3BpCTaBalba xpaae na A03BOlDeHY II HeA03BoloeHY y TOKY nOCTa PYKoBoAHAa THMe xoja je xpana ,,MpCHa" a xoja ,,DOCHa", na ce y Be3H ca THM

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- MeOyTHM, npa KAacH<i>HKaUHjH xpane na A03BOlheHY H 3aOpalbeHY Y TOKY nOCTa U;pKBa ce HHje PYKOBOAHAa THM MepHAOM, Hero He'lHM APyrHM. OHa je XTeAa Aa ce lbeHH 'lAaHOBH Y TOKY nOCTa OApeKHY jaxe H YKYCHe xpane, xojv ynorpetizsasajv CSaKD-, AHeBHO, a xoja roja TeAO H nOACTH'le H jaxa lberose CTpaCTH. ADOPOBO.1hHHM AHIUaBalbeM ceoe OBaKBe xpaae xpHIUhaHHH ce Be)KOa Y oOY3AaBalbY TeAecHHx npoxreaa, YKpohHBalbY csora reaa H CaMDcaaaaaasassv, jeAHOM pe'ljy - y BAaAalbY COOOM, Y nor-nosaaarsv TeAeCHHX npoxrena lberosoj SOlhH, Y rocnoaapersv Ayxa HaA TeAOM. IIOIUTO pHoa BehuHH xpanrhaaa anje caaxoaneana xpana seh nospexrena, Llpxna lbY A03BO.1haSa Y TOKY nOCHHX AaHa, HCTHHa ca H3BeCHHM orpannxersmaa, Y xoja ce MH OBAe neheuo ynYIUTaTH.

- IIOCT JE BO)l(AHCKA YCTAHOBA - IIpBa Boxcja sanoBeCT Y pajy oHAa je y CTBapH 3anOBeCT 0 nocry - Y3AP)KaSalbY OA 3aOpalbeHor nAOAa. Kao Tnopau 'IOBeKa, Bor je aaao KOAHKO <i>aTaAHO MO)Ke 6HTH pooosarse 'IOBeKa CBOMe CTOMaKY, na je OBOM 3aDOBeIUhy xreo Aa ra xao pa3YMHO H CAOOOAHO DHhe, onoxreae H rrpeaynpeaa OA TeIUKHX nocaeaana pofioaaisa CBOjOj rexecao] noXOTH no lberoBO 3ApaB.1he KaKO TeAeCHO TaKO H AYXOBHO. AAH OA 'lera je Bor xreo Aa casvaa .1hYAe, OHI! cy TO no cnojoj BOlhH caua H3a6paAH. H <i>aTaAHe nOCAeAHue cy aacrvrmae: .1hYAH cy nOCTaAH poeoaa csora CTOMaKa H TeAeCHHX CTpaCTH. Kaxo oHAa TaKO H AaHac.

- Aa OH lhYAHMa H AHtIHHM npmsepoa noxasao norpeoy, ana-raj H KOPHCT nOCTa CHH BOn<.jH Hcyc XPHCTOC HajcTpO)KHjHM OOAHKOM nOCTa - ancoxvramr Y3AP)KaBalbeM oz, xpane y TOKY 'IeTPAeceT AaHa - aanoxeo je AeAo HCKynlhelba H cnaceisa poaa lhYAcxor OA poooaaisa rpeIUHHM TeAeCHHM crpacrana, caramt H CMP- 1'H (MaT_ 4, 1-11).

- CBPXA IIOCTA - HajrAaBHHjH UH.1h nOCTa caCTOjH ce Y 06Y3AaBalbY reaa H aerosax npoxrena H ja'lal-bY Ayxa. IIo MYAPHM pesaaa xpumhaacxax CBeTHX oraua, HaIUe TeAO CAHtIHO je OyjHOM KOlbY, KOjH na ceoa He TpnH jaxaxa H aehe Aa ce noxopn BOlhH lberOBoj_ IIOCT je cpescrao, AaTO HaM OA Bora, Aa lbHMe, xao Y3- AOM, YKpohaBaMo reAO H nOTtIHlbaBaMO ra AYXY. AOK TaKaB OAHOC H3Meoy rexa H Ayxa nocroja, AOTAe he ce )KHBOT 'IOBeKOB XapMDHHtIHO oABHjaTH H 6Hhe y CKAaAY ca BaCKOAHKOM BHAlhHBOM npnPOAOM, y KOjOj BAMa caspnreaa xapuoaaja H nopeaax, 6AaroAapeha TOMe IUTO HM npHpOAoM rocnoaapa H lbOMe ynpaBlha pa3YM-

HH Ayx - Bor. I' Ae ce onaj npHpOAHH nopeaax HapYIUH H pa3YMHU AYX rraane Y ponCTSO Hepa3YMHe crnxnje reaa, TY aacrajv <i>aTaAHe nOCAeAHue H nopeMehajH OA KOjHX TpnH caM 'IOBeK. Jep, je TeAO A06ap cayra, aAH BeOMa aao rocnoaap,

- IIPABH IIOCT Y lJEMY CE CACTOJH - MaAH opoj xpanrhaaa 3Ha Y 'IeMY ce rrpana nOCT cacrojn. Behaaa MHCAH Aa ce OH Hcrpnlhyje y Y3AP)KaBalbY OA saoparsene npcre xpane. AAH TO je casro nOAOBHHa nOCTa, H TO Malbe aaasrajna. Ca OSOM nOAOSHHOM -rpeoa Aa 0YAe YAPY)KeHa APyra noaosaaa, Ba)KHHja OA npse: vaAP)KaSalbe OA xpaae CAY)KH xao YSOA H rrpanpexsa aa Y3AP)KaSalbe OA rpexa. Ha raj Ha'lHH, nOCT je AsojaKe npapoae, xao H 'lOBeK:

TeAeCHH H AYXOBHH. H TeK 06a OOAHKa nOCTa ca'lHlbaBajy npaan rIOCT, KopHCTaH H sa TeAO H aa AYIUY_ OA TeAeCHor nOCTa, 6e3 AYXOSHor, cAa6a je KOpHCT. TaKaB nOCT He nOCTH)Ke CBOjy npanv CBPXY. To je Bor OTKPHO npopoxy Hcaajn JOIU Y Craposr aaaerv, a oaaj je TO samrcao: "IIOCTHTe, a aa apeue nOCTa ce CYAHTe H csabare, H 6HjeTe necnanasaa 6e360)KHH'lKH! Heuojre TaKO nocTHTH ••• Aa AH je raxas nOCT MeHH yroAaH? Aa Y TOKY jeanor AaHa 'IOBeK nOHH3H Ayruy CBOjy? Aa caanja rAaBY xao TpCKa, Aa crrasa aa KOCTpeTH H na nenexv: Aa AH hem TO Ha3BaTI! nOCTOM, H AaHOM npHjaTHHM focnOAY? IIOCT KOjH caM H3a6pao 3ap ce He cacTojH Y OBOMe: Aa ce oApeIUHIU OA OKOBa nenpanae, Aa ce OCAOOOAHIU os, aesa japsra, Aa OCAOOOAHIU noraaveae Aa cAoMHjeIU caaxn japasr? Haje AH rrpasa nOCT Y TOMe: Aa paaaaxraiu XAeo CBOj rAaAHOMe, Aa Y csojy Kyhy npmranr aecpehne 6ecKyhHHKe, Aa oaerreur roxora? - . - Taaa he rsoja CBeTAOCT 3apYAeTH xao sopa, H rsoje HCLlelhelbe Op30 he npoxxajara: rrpaaaa rnoja HhH he npea T060M, a CAaBa Focnoarsa rrparahe re. Taaa hem n03BaTH (Tocrroaa), H I'ocnoa he TH ozrosopara: aaaanaheur H peha he TH: eao Me. AKO H36auHlU H3 cnoje cpeaaae japast, npecraaenr Aa npeTHIU npCTOM H rOBopHIU 3AO; aKO AaIU xpaHy rAaAHOMe, H HaCHTHm AYIUY HaMyqeHY. Taaa he aacnjara Y MpaKy CBeTAOCT rsoja, H TaM a he ce npOCBeTAHTH xao y nOAHe. Tocnoa he Te Be'lHO BOAHTH, H nacarnhe AYmy TBOjy Y npeAeAHMa HCnAOAHHM, H 6Hhem xao BpT A06po 3aAHBeH, H xao H3BOP BOAe )KHBe KOjH HHKaA He npecvnryje" (Hc. 58, 4-11).

- H3 OBHX Tocnoarsax pesa jacno ce BHAH Aa je npana nOCT ABojaKH nOABHr: TeAeCHH H AYXOBHH. IIPBH ce cacroja y 06Y3AaBalby 'reaa H rserosax CTpaCTH, a APyrn y Y3AP)KaBalbY OA rpexa H 'IHlbelby A06pHX AeAa.

- Bpesse nOCTa TO je speae nojaxane KOHTpOAe HaA CBHMa HaIUHM TeAeCHHM 'lYAHMa, HapO'lHTO: je3HKOM, O'lHMa, YIUHMa; H

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- KOPHCTHOA IIOCTA - IIocT AOHOCH BHWecrpYKY KOPHCT:

1. OH [e, no jeAHOAYWHOM ynepelbV cnax cserax oraua, M aT e p 3 A P a B 10 a. Y rrocaearse apene U MeAHltHHa, Kp03 YCTa lbeaax aajsabeaajax npeACTaBHHI(a, Aexapa CBeTCKor rxaca, CBe smne nperropyxyje nocr xao H3BaupeAHO cpeacrso aa oapacaaaae re-

aecaor aapaassa. MHor06pojHu onUTU no 3ApaBcTBeHHM VCTaHoBaMa WUPOM CBeTa nOKa3aAH cy Aa je aajaeha aenpajares, csora rexecnor aapaas,a oaaj KOjU csoje TeAO CBaKOAHeBHO KIoVKa jaI(oM, MaCHOM xpaaoss. THMe ce nparrpeua TepeH MHorHM 60AecTHMa, OA KOjHX IoVAll aajsame nare 6aw V name apeue. To C\': nOBHweHH KPBHH nparacax, CKAep03a KpBHHX CYAOBa, urehepaa 60AecT, cpxaaa 06oloelba HTA. Aa nOCT 6AaroTBopHO AeAyje aa TeAeCHO 3ApaBIoe AOKa3aAH CV xpmnhaacxa rrycraisana, KOjH CV qHTaBe AeQeHHje a MHom H CaB CBOj )KHBOT, npOBeAH V nVCTHIbH V aajcrpoacexr nOCTV. HHKO OA IbHX HHKaA aaje 60AOBao: aanpoTHB, TeAO lbHXOB.O Ba3Aa je 6HAO 3ApaBO, qHAO H AaKO. H CBH cy AO)KHBloaBaAH Ay60KY CTapOCT (70-130 roaaaa), Yrojeao TeAO, xoje ce CBaKOAHeBHO KlDYKa [axou xpanosr nocraje TeWKO H TPOMO H nOAAO)KHO je MHomM 60AecTHMa. To HaM CBaKOAHeBHO HCKVCTBO AOKa3yje. OHO nPY)Ka jow [eaao CBeAOqaHCTBo: rAe je yrojeHo reao, TY je MpwaBa H 3anOCTaBIoeHa Aywa.

2. II 0 C T j e A e K n pOT H B C T pac T H, Hap 0 'I H T 0 GAY A a. I'ojeha csoje TeAO jaKoM xpaaoa H nahesr, qOBeK roja V IbeMV H crpacrrr, OC06HTO 6AYAHV H rrsen, llITo cv APBa aa narpv, TO je jaxa xpaaa H rmhe aa CTpaCTH. Kao WTO ce pacnazsean oraa, i aca KaA My ce OAY3Me MaTepHja KOjOll1 ce OH xpaaa: TaKO ce H TeAeCHe CTpaCTH race, KaA ce TeAV VCKpaTe jaxa xpaaa H nahe,

3. II 0 C T V K P 0 h a BaT e A 0 H Ib e rOB e C T pac T H a j aq a A Y x. OH nouasce pa3YMHOJ TBapH Aa BAaAa HaA Hepa3YMHOM; AVXY, Aa rocnoaapa HaA TeAOM. ITo CBeAOqaHCTBY cseror anoCTOAa ITaBAa, KaA cnozeannsa Haw qOBeK, TO jeer TeAO, cAa6H, VHVTpawIblf AVX, java (2. Kop. 4, 16; 12, 10). Ha raj HaqHH, OHO WTO TaIbH TeAO, TO roja H jaxa AYWY. CBeTH OQH qeCTO oaaj )KHBOT yrropebvjv ca MopeM, xoje Hac paaasaja OA aanre npaae oTaI,l6HHe_ ITa xao nrro AaKe Aane 6p)Ke H cHrYPHHje npenaasajv Mope H CTHrHY Y HaMepaBaHO npHCTaHHWTe, AOK ce TeWKO HaTOBapeHC cnopo xpehy H npa aajssarsoj 6YPH noranajv ce, TaKO ce Aorana If ca IoYAHMa; reaa oxaxmaaa nOCTOM 6p)Ke he H cnrvpaaje npenanaara )KHBOTHO Mope H AocneTH Y MHPHO npHCTaHHWTe OA oaax xoja cy vrojeaa H TelllKa - V'JH CBeTH JOBaH 3AaToyCT.

4. IT 0 C T j e 0 p V )K j e n pOT H B 3 A H X A Y x 0 B a. AOK xpmnhanaa AP)KH y pvxaxra OBO opvxcje OH IbHMe oA6Hja CBe noxyuraje 3AHX AVXOBa Aa Y IbeMY n06YAe H pacnaxe TeAeCHe CTpaCTH H HaBeAY ra aa rpex. IIoMohy CTpaCTH npO)KAPlolfBOCTH H najanCTBa 3AH AYXOBH CBaIoyjy '10BeRa na HHBO HcnOA )KHBOTHlbe. Jep, AOK nepasvaaa )KHBOTHIba 3Ha Mepy H rpaHHQY y jeAY H nlflly, '10- BeK je 06y3eT OBHM CTpaCTHMa, He 3Ha Hero ce Cp03aBa HcnOA )KHaormse.

HaA aannoa yAoBHMa: aoraaa H pYKaMa: H HaA CBHMa )KeloaMa cpua H MHCAHMa.

- TaKO no pesmra xpHwhaHCKHX CBeTHX OTaQa, OC06HTO JOBaHa 3AaTOYCTa H THXOHa 3aAOHCKor, nexa nOCTH Haw je3HK:

Aa He rosopa OHO WTO He Baloa, He XyAH, He ncyje, He Aa)Ke, He KAeBeTa, He onaaa, He npa3HOCAOBH HTA; nexa nOCTe OqH: Aa He raeAajy ca aasmuhv aa TYOY cpehy H aanpeaax, HHTH ca nOXOTHOM crpanrhv aa AenOTY )KeHCKHX AHQa; nexa nOCTe vura: Aa He CAVnrajy 3Ae paarosope H He ycsajajv 3Ae pexa, MHCAH H HAeje; aexa nOCTe pvxe THMe WTO he ce Y3AP)KaTH OA xpabe, npacaajaisa Tyhe HMOBHHe, npH'lHIbaBaIba WTeTe 6AH)KIbHMa H APyrHx nexeaa: aexa nOCTe aore THMe lllTO aehe HhH 3AHM H nory6HHM nVTeBHMa; aexa nOCTH CPQe - WTO he ce Y3AP)KaTH OA 3AHX H rpeuniax )Keloa; aexa nOCTH yM - Y3AP)KaBaIbeM OA rpeunnsx MHCAH.

- AAH H TaKaB nOCT jour naje nOTnYH. OH 6H 6HO CAH'IaH AenOM APBeTY - aAH 6e3 DAOAa. TaKBoM nocrv neaocraje OHO aajrxaaaaje - A06pa AeAa. Kao WTO aobap OA csaxor APBeTa y CBOMe BPTY 3aXTeBa DAOA, TaKO H Bor 3aXTeBa OA loYAll, OC06HTO xpmnhana, A06pa AeAa. Ee3 IbHX ce HHKO He MO)Ke cnacra, Ma caa CBOj )KHBOT rrposeo y aajcrpoacajeu nocrv,

- ITOCT - YCAOB CITACElhA - ITo peqHMa cseror JOBana 3AaToycTa, "aKO je nOCT 6HO HeoIIXoAaH IoY.\HMa y pajy, OH je MHoro nOTpe6HHjH BaH paja. AKO je AeK KopHCTaH npe paisaaarsa, OH je MHoro nOTpe6HHjH nOCAe paisaaarsa. AKO HaM je opyacje 6HAO nOTpe6HO npe noxerxa para ca noxorassa, MHoro HaM je HeoIIXoAHHja 60p6eHa noaoh nOCTa nOCAe oraapaaa TaRBe 60p- 6e OA crpaae nOXOTa H 3AHX AYXOBa".

- 360r rrpecrvnaisa 3anOBeCTH 0 nOCTY loYAll cy H36aqeHH H3 paja, 3aTO rpeoa Aa nOCTHMO, Aa 6UCMO nOHOBO yWAH y paj - npenopysvje caera Bacaaaje BeAlfKH.

- Aa je nOCT HeOIIXOAaH YCAOB cnaceisa, TO je nOKa3aO caa I'ocnoa Hcyc XPlfCTOC nocreha xerpaecer AaHa. OH je TUMe IoyAlfMa jacao YKa3aO Aa ce lbliXOBO crtacerse sarro-nnse nOCTOM If npenopysao liM Aa npaxaare OBO cpeACTBO H yrAeAajy ce na Hsera. lheMY, xao 6earpeWHOM, nOCT aaje 6HO norpeean. OH je nOCTHO paAll Hac, Aa HaM nOCAY)KH xao npmtep II npy)KH cpeACTBO cnaceisa,

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~ITOCT nOACTllqe Ha MOAllTBY II Ha Ao6pa A e A a. qOBeKoB AYX je axrasaa cnaa, OH Hll qaca He MO)Ke 6e3 nocxa, 6e3 axuaje, OCllM Y CHY, YBeK je 3aY3eT HeKOM axuajou, Ao6pOM HAll 3AOM. 3a apesre nOCTa oA6aQyjyhH: OA ce6e 3AO, OH ce oxpehe Ao6py. 3aTO csern oua aasanajv nOCT MajKoM nOOO)KHOCTll II TeMeibOM CBllX spxnna.

6. IT 0 C T n p 0 C BeT ib Y j e A Y III y, jep oxsorvhvje spaQllMa 6AarOAaTll Ayxa Cserora Aa Aonpy AD I-be. Yrojeno TeAO, no vsepasarsy CBeTllX OTaQa, xao aexa Ae6eAa aaaeca crrpexana 6Aaro· AaTHllM apanmra Ayxa CBeTOra Aa Aonpy AO AYIIIe II osape je. IlpeMa TOMe AYIIIa y vrojenou TeAY qaMll Y AYXOBHOM MpaKy. ITOCTOl\{ ce Tal-bll TeAO II oxiorvhana AYllill Aa npmra oaapersa Ayxa Cserora II He6eCKa orxpaaersa.

7. ITOCT n p a n a a x a Ayxa CBeTora II qllH II qQBe K a Eo )K j II M C T a H llllI T e M. Cpue qOBeKOBO, o-nnnheao OA rpexa llOCTOM II noxajarsest II oxabeao MOAllTBOM, npaaaaxa y ce6e Ayxa Cserora II rrocraje xpawosr EO)KjllM. OBO je OTKP"O casr I'ocnoz, Hcvc XPllCTOC y CBOjOj orrponrrajnoj 6eceAll yqeHllUlIMa aa nocaearso] 3ajeAHnqKoj aesepa, xaaa je pexao: .Ko Me /by6u, optncahe peu uoiy, u DTatf uo] Jby6une teeta, u oohu heuo lC 1beMy U nactanuheuo ce lCOO teeta" (JH. 14, 23). 3aTo csera anOCTOA ITaBAe orroxmrse xpnurhaae Aa rpecaxra He npzsajv TeAa caoja, jep cy OHa XPaM Ayxa Cnerora, xoja )KllBll Y I-bllMa, II TaKO TeAa HllCY anure caao I-bllXOBO BAaCHllllITBO Hero II DO)Kje (1. Kop. 3, 16; 6, 19).

8. IT 0 C T q 0 B e K a q II H II a H D e ADM II Y 3 BOA II H a He 6 o. Maorn ibYAll na )KaAOCT II xpnurhana, MllCAe Aa je Qll!u OB03eMaibCKor qOBeKOBor )KHBOTa, Aa jeae, naje II Y)KHBa, na 3aTO rpa6e Aa ce HajeAY, nanajv II HaY)KllBaJY, "jep nOCAe CMPTll, aexe HeMa Hnqera". To je onaxa AeMOHCKa cyrecraja II 3aMKa, aa KOjy je jour csera anOCTOA ITaBAc yn030P"O xpmnhaae II onOMeHYO Aa ce He AaAY aaaecrn II He ynaAajy y I-by (1. Kop. 15, 32-34). UK-\) OB03eMaibCKOr )KllBOTa naje y jeAY, nllny II Y)KllBaI-bY, Hero y npunpeMal-bY sa BeqHll )KllBOT. Jep xao IlITO cexse, 6aqeHO y 3eMA,y, He nponaaa Hero nacxpcaaa YMHO)KeHO, (JH. 12,24; 1. Kop. 15,36), TaKO II qOBeK KP03 TeAeCHY CMPT, xao HeKY xanajv, YAa3II y BeqHH )KllBOT. Teao My y OBOM )KllBOTY CAY)Kll xao aexa xassaaa AYllIe, xoja, nOIliTO OACAY)Kll csoje, OAAa3ll y 3eMibY, OA xoje je nOCTaAa, a "oyx ce 6paTU lC Bot», lCOjU za je oao" (Ilporroseaa. 12, 7). IlocTOM ce xpanrhaaaa ynoA06ibaBa aHoeAllMa He6eCKllM II npanpesaa aa YAa3aK y paj, aa xora CII nama npapoaare.en 6HAll acrepaan, 3aTO IlITO cy norasaaa 3anOBeCT EO)Kjy 0 nocTy.49

3. MHAOCTHlhA - AOEPOqHHCTBO

Ee3 MllAOCTlll-be, Tj. A06poqllHCTBa, II MOAllTBa II nOCT cy 6eCnAOAHH. Maxocran,a ys MOAllTBY H nOCT rpeoa Aa 6YAe CTaAHH nparnxan noxajarsa, jep no pexaaa CB. JOBaHa 3AaToycTa: "Bo,ba je 6o)Kllja Aa aa 3CMibll He 6YAe MHoro aecpehaax: OHH Aa 6H ce cnacxa CBOjHM crpnibel-bCM, a TH TBOjllM MHAOCpoeM ... Heuorvhe je aexsoryhe, II nOTnYHO aesrorvhe 6e3 MHAOCTHl-be AocneTll HH AO npara UapCTBa He6eCKor". Y Beceaa ,,0 nOCTY H MllAOCTHl-bll" oaaj HCTH caerarea, BeAH: "A06ap je nOCT, A06po II qlITalbe Cnerora nacssa - A06po xaaa ra npara oaronapajvhe A06poqllHCTBO. Jep aKO qllTalli CBeTO nacsro, a He naapuryjenr OHO IlITO qllTallI, qllrarse ce nperaapa y OCYAY TBOjy II nocxvacahe ra aa Ka3Hy. Jep npez, Boroa HllCY npaseaaa OHll xoja CAYllIajy 3aKOH, Hero he ce onpaaaara OHll xoja ra rsope (PllMib. 2, 13). A II I'ocnos, Hcyc XPllCTOC xaxce: "Aa HUCaM ootaao U Z060pUO UM He 6u UMMU tpexa, MU 06alCO HeMajy ustoeopa 3a C60j tpex (JH. 15, 22)".

- KaKBa Tll je, opaTe, KOP"CT OA nocra? Jep II 3CMibOPaAHllK paaa Tora ceje Aa 6ll 110)Kl-beO, a II TprOBaQ paAll Tora rprvje Aa 6ll aapaaao. Hesroj Mll rosopara KOAllKO en AaHa nOCTllO, KaKO HllCll jeo OBO llAll OHO, KaKO naca saaa nao, Hero Mll noxazca Aa All ca, 6YAynll rHeBibllB, 3a npeue nOCTa nocrao KpOTaK, II Aa All ca, 6YAynll TBPAllQa, aa apene nOCTa nocrao qOBeKoiby6llB. Jep aKO ca najaa rl-beBOM, qera paAll MyqIlIlI csoje TeAO? AKO y CPQY nocanr naKOCT II rpaM3HBOCT, KaKBa ra je KOP"CT OA Tora IlITO CaMO BOAY najem. AKO xohenr AaKAe, Aa Ear npassa TBOj nOCT, HeMoj ce 3aAP)KaBaTll aa rOAOM nOCTY, jep caM nOCT He AH)Ke ce y He60 aKO ra He npara cecrpa aerosa: MllAOCTlll-ba. H MllAOCTlll-ba je He caao cecrpa nOCTY II naprsax Ben II CAaBa l-beroBa. H3 qera ce TO BllAH? H3 aabexcxax pesa Kopnexnjy: "MO/1.UT6e T60je U MUnoctutee T60je usubotae na naMeT Eozy (AeA. an. 10, 4)". Jep je II MHAOCTlll-ba KpHAO MOAllTBe. AKO AaKAe He Aalli xpnao MOAllTBll, OHa He AeTll; a xaaa ce AYIIIa raoja oxpaaa, OHAa AeTll xa He6y".50

Hajsaa, 3allITO je 6e3 MllAOCTlll-be, xao nparae.e noxajarsa, HeMoryne AocneTll Hll AO spara UapCTBa aefiecxor AHBHO je o6jacHllo 6Aa)KeHll Asrvcran: "He YAeAllTll caposcacaaa 6ap OA oaora IlITO nperexae OA nOAMupeHe norpeoe 3Haqll IIOKpaCTll Tybe A06po... HAHTe, BeAll I'ocnoz, MllAOcTllBllMa, II npaaare napCTBO Boaorje, He aa TO IlITO Bll nacre carpeumxa, Ben aa TO IlITO CTe MHAOCTlll-bOM OAY)KllAll rpexe caoje", AOllCTa no yqel-by CB. nacna a II CB. OTaQa, MllAOCTlll-ba caxra no ce6ll llMa CBOjCTBO vamnreaaaa rpexa, aAH 6e3 noxajae aaaepe II QHJba, neaaanx MOAllTBOM II nOCTOM, 6eCIIAOAHa je. OTYAa II crojn:

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.Boz nuje uenpaaeoan oa sasopaeu oieno eatae U TPYO lby6aeu lCojy nOICa3aCTe y UMe uetoeo, nOC/lYXU6IUU C6eTUM U c/lyxehu (Jesp, 6, 10)".

EIIHcKon HHKoAaj 0 MHAOCTHlLH, OAHOCHO MHAocpby OBaKO rosopa:

••. K8A 6H ce A>YAH CBaKH AaH cehaaa MHAocpba Boxcjer npesaa ceca H OHH 6H OHAH MHAOCPAHH jezaa npesra APyroM.

- HHilITa TaKO He 'IHHH [eaaor 'IOBeKa HeMHAOCPAHHM xao nepa Aa HHKO HeMa MHAOCpOa npena lLeMY. HHKO? A rAe je Bor? He aarpabyje AH Hac Bor CBaKH AaH H CBaKY aoh CBOjHM MHAocpbeM aa HeMHAOcpba A>YAH? H aap naje Ba)KHHje aa Hac A,a ce y uapcxoue ABOPY nap OAHOCH npeaa aana C 6AarOBQh>elbeM, Hero AH cxvre uapese? Illra BaM BpeAH aKO Hac CBe cavre uapeae otiacrmajv MHAolIlny a nap neroavje npeaa HaMa?

- IbYAH nocrajv HeMHAocPAHH HllNeKyjyhH AOK ce OPBO ApyrH nOKa)KY npeua lLHMa MHAOCPAHH. Ho rae, TO HCTO H APyrn lJ:eKajy OA lLHX! H Y TOM Y3ajaMHoM HlII'IeKHBalbY MHAOCpl5a jeAaH OA APyror CBH A>YAH, .BHlIIe Malbe, nocrajv HeMHAocpAHHM A MHAocpbe HHje BpAHHa xoja xexa, HO xoja aacryna. Jep OTKYAa 6H A>YAH vonurre 3HaAH aa MHAocpbe, Aa Bor HHje npsa HaCTVDHo ca CBOjHM MHAOCpoeM? Maaocpbe BO)Kje H3a3BaAO je MHAocpbe I\OA A>YAH; H Aa Bor naje noxasao npsa Caoje MHAOCpbe, He 6H ce y CBeTY vonurre 3HMO HH aa pes MHAocpbe.

- Ko CXBaTH MHAocpbe, xao BPAHHY xoja nacrvna a He xoja xexa, H xao TaKBY no-rae je ucnvrsaaara, TOMe he ce Heoo H 3eMA>a y6p30 noxasara y APyroj 60jH. Jep he y6p30 noaaara H BO)Kje H A>YACKO MHAocpoe. Mnaocpbe je YAap KOjH aenorpelIlHO H3a3HBa BapHHUY. Ko Aaje raj OAa)KeHH YAap H KO ra npaaa, ooojHua ocehajv Bora Mehy COOOM. Oaora xaca oceha ce MHAyjyna pyxa Boxcja aa 06a cpua, 3aTo je Focnoa H pexao: 6Aa)KeHH MHAOCTHBH jep he nOMHAOBaHH 6HTH.

- Maaocpbe je Bene OA Ca)KaA>elba, xoje cy MYAPauH Y HHAHjH npOnOBeAaAH xao najaehv BPAHHY. JeAaH 'IOBeK MO)Ke ce Ca)KaAHTH aa npocjaxa. BHTH nax MHAOCPAaH rrpessa npocjaxv aaje jour HH aajrexca HH aajxpynaaja CTBap y 3aKOHY XpH. CTOBOM - Hero OHTH MHAOCPAaH npexsa HenpHjaTeA>Y.

- Maaocpbe je Bene OA npanrrarsa YBpeAa. Jep onpocrarrr YBpeAY TO je npna nOAOBHHa nvra xa Bory, a yqHHHTH AeAO MH· Aocpba TO je APyra nOAOBHHa nyra xa Bory.

- Tpe6a AH H cnOMHH.aTH, Aa je MHAocpbe Bene OA rrpanae 3CMaA>CKe? Aa HHje MHAocpba, A>YAH OH no cassoj 3eMaA>CKoj,' saxoucxoj npaaaa CBH H3rHHYAH. 3aKOH He MO)Ke 6e3 MHAOCpOa HH Aa OAP)Klf OHO lIITO nocroja, AOK MHAOCp15e craapa HOBa

H BeAHKa AeAa y cserv. Maaocpbe je H caa oaaj CBeT CTBOPHAO 3aTo je 6oA>e Be)K6aTH A>VAe OA AeTHlbcTBa V nosnaisv cAaAoCTH MHAOCpOa, Hero AH V JI03HalbV OlIlTpHHe 3aKOHa. Jep 3aKOHV he ce MOflH HayqHTH VBeK, aAH KaA CPUe OTBPAHe, TelIIKO je noapa THTH ce H 6UTH MHAOCPAaH. Jep aKO CV A>VAH MHAOCPAHH aehe ce orpeunrra HH 0 3aKOH; aAH aKO can 3aKOH acnvae, MOry anax 6HTH ca CBHM npasaa OA MHAocpna H H3ryOHTH seaau CAaBe KOjH je Bor oAPeAHO MHAOCPAHHMa".51

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AaKAe, MOAHTBa, nOCT H MHAOCTHlba aepaaaaojno CV Be3aHH V nOKajHHM paAlLaMa H y noxajnoj AHCUHnAHHH. OTVAa H CTH· xnpa CHpHe HeAeh>e jacno n03HBa CBe xpanrhane: "Y3eBlIlH HaA' opvxcje KPCT, vcnpoTHBHMO ce sparv, Ko HMa TBPAV sepv xao CTeHV, H KO HMa aa lIlTHT MOAHTBV, H KO HMa lIlAeM V MHADCTHlbH, a MeCTO Ma'la nOCT, KOjH OA cpua ce-re CBV 3A06y, HCTHH' CKH neaan npHMHne OA Ilapa Xpacra Y AaH CVAHH".

Hepaaanojnocr MOAHTBe, nOCTa H MHAOCTHlbe V noxajaoj AHCUHnAHHH, aajaernne CAHKa cAeAenH Aoranaj:

JeAaH 60raT 'IOBeK, OAaH pacrrvrnost )KHBOTV H nHjaHCTBY, Aa OH nOMeHYTe rpexose HCKynnO 'IHHHO je MHAOCTHlLY Y BenHM paaaepava, aAH Bory ce CAaoo H KaKO caM xaace MeXaHH'IKH MOAHO, a nocr vonlIlTe HHje AP)Kao. Aa 6H 6HO Ha'lHCTO, xao H Aa 6H ce ocnoxojao, OH je 747 rOAHHe vnyrao [eano nHCMO ca60PV 3anaAHHX oraua V KAOBCry, V KOMe je H3Heo CBOj Mexa· HHlIKH Ha'lHH MOAHTBe, HeAP)Kalbe nOCTa vonurre a npeaexaxo AaBalbe MHAOCTHlbe, KOjOM, BeAH, 'IHHH MV ce, Aa je HCKynHo csoje rpexoae, na najaaa paaa cnoxojcrsa )KeAH H MOAH Aa qyje H MHlUA>elbe oraua rora catiopa no OBOj CTBapH. AOHcTa jt' rCAeAHO OArOBOp oraua, V KOMe ce xaxce, Aa je TaKO lIlTO HCMe· jasan,e 60)l(aHCKe npaaae, H aaspurasa ce OBHM pexmsa: "AKO OH 6HAO Moryne na ra] Ha'lHH HCMejaBaTH ce 60)KaHCKOM opaBAOM onsa XPHCTOC He 6H pexao Aa je 60raTOM TelIlKO vnH V UaPCTBO He6ecKo (MaT. 19, 23-24), H He 6H pexao: "Deaj ce poo HUllUM He MO:JICe ucrjepatu 00 MO/lUTeOM U nOCTOM (Mapxo 9, 29)".52

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HYTH THM CaMHM AaHOM, rrpaxemhvjy ce CB. TajHaMa, aa xoje 'laK HH noraeaara He 6u CMeAH, KOjH HMajy TaKBe CKAOHOCTH. TaKBe OA IbHX, KOjH cy HaM n03HaTH, MH He nparrvnrraxeo, a Hen03HaTe npeaajesro aa BOA>Y wry, KOjH 3Ha rajae CBHjy cpua".53

"VlJ:HTeh>Hoje aasjecraje" rosopeha 0 AaBaIbY, npuaau.v, y:y.

BalbY H nonrrosarsv CBUX vormrre CBeTUX TajHH, H3Meby OCTaAor aapebvje: "IIapoxHjcKH CBellITeHHUH 0 OBOMe Aa novsaaajv cnoje napoxnjane, Aa ce Y 'lHCTOj caBeCTH, CBaKH nOA, aKO je Moryne na npasaaxe, a aKO He, 06aBe3HO y 'leTHpH nOCTa Y rOAHHH npnnpesrajy na TO. AY)KHH cy ca 'lHCTOM H CMHpeHOM cnpeuoa rexa Aa npacrvnajy CBeTOM rrpasemhv, ceAaM AaHa panaje aexa rrocre, npetinsajvha y upKBeHHM H AOManHM MOAHTBaMa (y HY)KAU TPH AaHa HAH caao jeAaH Aa ce nOCTH), H npanpenajvha ce6e npHC1'ojHOM ncnoaeaaav rpexosa CBOjHX. KOjH cY Y 6paKY, OA cvnpvacaacxor Mellialba y 're AaHe Aa ce 06aBe3Ho Y3AP)KaBajy. IIpeA OCMHM nax AaHOM Aa acnoseae npea CBellITeHHKOM CBe rpexcse csoje",

° aepasasojaoj Be3H H 6e3YCAOBHoj nOTpe6H HcnOBeCTH npea CBeTHM npHY:ellIneM nporp. Ap Aaaap MHpKoBHn OBaKO xazce:

... Aa AH je A03BOh>eHO npavenrhaaara ce 6e3 HCnOneC1'H?

Haje, a eBO 3allITO aaje. Ilpeua yqelby Ilpasocaaaae U;pKBe He rpeoa npncrvnara CB. npasrenrhv 6e3 HcnOBeCTH, 6e3 xajarsa, jep CB. anOCTOA IIaBAe xaxce: ,,3aTO KOjU zoo [eoe xIle6 oeai U,1U nuje 'tamy Tocnoiney neoocroiuo, tiuhe KpUtJ TellY U xpeu Tocnooteoj. Hexa ucxytaaea (ucnutyie) noeex canota ce6e, U TaKO nexa [eoe 00 xIle6a U uexa nuje U3 'tame. rep xoiu neaoctojuo [eoe u nuje, jeoe u nuje ce6u cyo (ocyoy], lie pasnuxyjyhu. reno Tocnoinee (paavxre ce: OA 06HY:HOr jeaa), 3aTO C,Y Mevy eaua MliOZU cnatiu u tionecnu, a nexu U cnaeajy (rj, HeKH cy H YMPAH)" (1. Kop. 11, 27). AaKAe CB. anOCTOA IIaBAe xaxce Aa 'lOBeK rpeea npe npa-renrha He caao Aa vnoaaa csoje AYllIeBHO craise, Hero Aa ce H OY:HCTH oz, rpexa, aKO aabe Aa nn]e AocTojaH CB. npnaenrha. Jour xazce CB. an. IIaBAe Aa OHOMe KOjH ce rrpavenrhyje HeADCTOjHO, rj. HeOY:HllIneH OA rpexa, CB npaseurhe 6HBa na CYA, OCYAY, a He aa KOPHCT, jep He paaanxvje TeAO H KpB I'ocnoaa.v OA 06HY:Hor jeaa, H najnocxe HaBoAH CB. an. IIaBAe AOKa3e Aa HeAocTojHO npaxeurhe nOBAaY:H aa c060M cYA, OCYAY, Ka3HY EO)Kjy, OBHM peumra: ,,3aTo cy Meby sana MHorH cAa6H H 60AecHH, a HeKH cy H YMPAH". OBHM nOCAeAIbHM pe'lHMa YKa3yje an. IIaBAe aa rrpaaepe H3 cnora speneaa Aa cy MHorH OA lberOBHX caapesreaaxa 6HAH 60AecHH H cAa6H, jep cy ce nexocrojao npasemhasaaa, a HeKH cy H YMpAH. IIa H y xacnajesr BpeMeHY Aorabaxy ce CAHY:He nojase OA HeAocTojHor npaaemhaaarsa.

"AaHac aKO znac teetoe wyjere, lie 6youTe apeenactujex cpua (Jenp. 3, 7; 4, 7; IIc. 95, 7)". .Eeo cao je epuieue uaition;«, 860 cao je oaH cnacetea (2. Kopaah, 6, 2)".

"He zaeoajyhu Bot na epeueua nesnatea, cao sanaeujeoa C6UMa Ibyow,ta ceyoa oa ce noxajy (AeA. an. 17,30)".

Bpesre rroxajaisa H HcnOBeeTH oapebeao je y CBa Y:eTHpH nOCTa y TOKY roaaae, H TO y3 qacHH nOCT (HapO'lHTO), IIeTpOB, Focnobnacrcn H EO)KHnHH, H ra acnoscer, 06aBe3Ha aa cse Y:AaHOBe U;pKBe, npeTXOAH npirseurnv CBeTUM H )KHBOTBOPHHM rajaaua XPHCTOBUM. CBeTH JOBaH 3AaTOYCT y CBOjHM MHor06pojHUM 6eceAaMa HapOY:HTO nesyje HcnOBeCT 3a CB. qeTPAeceTHHllY, rj. aa qacHH, BeAHKH HAH Ilpeanacxaamr nOCT. Taxo, na npasrep, OH BeAH: "OIlH cy YCTaHOBHAH 40 AaHa nocra, MOAHTaBa, CAyuraise pesnt EO)KHje H cKynh>alba, C THM Aa 6H CBH MH Y re AaHe 6PH)Kh>HBO ce6e 'lHCTHAH MOAHTBOM, MHAOCTHIbOM, nOCTOM, 6AelbeM, cvsaaa, ncrroaenrhv ... MHorH ce, xao llITO caa BHAeo, paAYjy H rosope jeAaH APyroMe: n06eAHAH CMO, caBAaAaAH CMO, nOAOBHHa nOCTa npobe, MoAUM TaKBe A>YAe Aa ce He PaAYjy llITO je nOAOBHHa nOCTa nponraa, HO HeK nOMHCAe, Aa AH je ornaaa nOAOBHHa rpexoaa, na TeK raaa nexa ce paAyjy. To je 3aHCTa AocTOjHO paAOCTH, - TO H jecre BeAHlIHHa xoja ce Tpa)KH, aa TO ce CBe H Y:HHH, Aa 6HCMO MH caoje HeAOCTaTKe HcnpaBHAH, Aa He 6H H3allIAH H3 nOCTa OHaKBH KaKBH CMO AO nOCTa 6HAH, Hero Aa 6HCMO ce OY:HCTHAH H OAYCTaAH OA pbaaax HaBHKa, II TaKO nposexa CBeTH npa3HHK... IIOlliTO CMO MH, no MHAOCTII Boxotjoj, AO'leKaAH BeAHKY HeAeh>V, TO HaM je caa HapoY:HTO nOTpe6HO Aa AP)KHMO crpora nOCT, Aa ce YCPAHO MOAHMO, Aa Ay6h>e H HCKpeHHje HcnOBeAaMO rpexe ... MHOfH ca XHh>aAY no. poxa 06peMelbeHH, KaA HaCTynH npa3HHK, xao Aa cy nOACTpeK

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- AaKAe rrpesra OBHM pexmsa CB. an. Ilaaaa CBaKaKO cy CC XpHIIInaHH npsora CTOAena HcnOBeAaAH npe CB. npaxeurha. Y CnHCY "Yqelbe ABaHaeCTopHlJ,e anOCTOAa" H3 II CTOAena qHTaMO: .. Y HeoelbY caxynuetuu ce /lOMUTe xaeti U 61laZOOapUTe (/lUTYPiuia), ucnoeeoueiuu ceoie zpexoee, oa 6u '1UCTa 6U/la 8aUlQ :JICPT8a. C8azeu tcoju UMa pacnpy ca c80jUM OPYZOM, nexa ce He catcynlba ca eaua, ooze ce He nossupe, oa He 6u nOCTMa He'lUCTQ eatua »cprea". AaKAe OBAe HMaMO cBeAou6y Aa cy Xpmnhaaa Y rrOCAeanOCTOACKOM BpeMeHY y HeAe~y npe npHqell1na HcnOBeAaAll caoje rpexe, Taxo je 6HAO H xacnnje, H HcnOBeCT je nOCTaAa 06aBe3Ha npez, npaxeurhea.

- AaHac Ilpaaocaaaaa U;pKBa yqH, Aa je seaa H3MeDY HcnOBeCTH H rrpaxeurha TaKO jaxa, Aa 6HTH aa HcnOBeCTH 3Haqll OHTH H aa rrpaxeurhy, H He MO)Ke ce CXBaTHTH Aa ce HeKO HcnOBeAH, a Aa ce H He npasecra. 060je je jeAHa HepaCKHAHa sesa, H HcnOBeCT 6e3 npaxenrha cua'rpa ce 6ea cnpxe, a npaseurhe 6e3 HcnOBeCHI HeMorynHM. AaHac CB. Ilpasocxaaaa U;pKBa He npanyurra caoje aepae CB. npaseurhv APYKQHje, Hero TeK nOll1TO cy ce npeTXOAHO CnpeMHAH aa CBeTO npaxemhe, a cnpeMalbe je y TOMe, Aa BepHH HcnHTyjynH ce6e OQHCTe CBOjy canecr OA rpexa acnosemhv, CB. rajaou noxajaaa, va npeTXOAHH nocr H MOAHTBy. llpaBOCAaBHH Xpanrhaaa npesra yqelby U;pKBe rpe6a Aa ce roaannse acnoseze H npaxecre y 'IeTHpH rosmmsa nOCTa, HAH 6ap jeaaarrvr roxaunse aa apesre Y cxpunsera nOCTa. A Aa CB. U;pKBa noaasce Ba)KHOCT aa acnoaeaarse rpexoaa, BIiAHMO H3 rora llITO y CBaKOAHeBHHM MOAHTBaMa npea cnaaarse» yqll nepne Aa ce OBaKO MOAe: .Focnooe, oa] MU uucao ucnoeeh-uea zpexoea".

- H3 osora AaKAe BHAHMO, Aa CBaKH npaBOCAaBHII XPH' llInaHHH npe rrpaxemha Tpe6a Aa ce HCIIoBeAH, 6e3 063Hpa ,Aa AU je MAaA HAH crap, Aa AH je 6AH3Y HAH AaAeKO OA CMpTH.5A

H aKO je ozpebeao acnoaeaarse II npaxemhanaa,e Y roxv CBa 'IeTHpH nOCTa, OBHM ce He Hc~yqyje HHTH 3a6palbyje rrpaBOCAaBHOMe XpHll1naHHHY Aa 6YAe nparrvnrren OBHM CBeTHM 'mjHaMa H y CBaKO APyro A06a, y3 npeTXOAHY HY)KHY rrparrp ~My, rj. H Y npexre MPCHHX AaHa, jep je CBaKO npesre nOAeCHO aa Ae'Ielbe 060AeAe AYll1e 'IOBeKOBe. CHMeOH COAyHCKH xazce: "H IIKO OA OHHX KOjH ce 60je H ~y6e Bora, aexa He AOnyTH Aa np )De smue OA 40 AaHa, HO aexa ll1TO Moryne rrpe rrpacrvnn npH'lell1:;'" Xpncra, aKO je Moryne H CBaKe HeAe~, HapO'IHTO CTapH H ('1). AeCHH".5S Ca OBHM caaeross CHMeOHa COAYHCKOr y nornvaoj c arAaCHOCTH CTOjH H 'IeTBpTa IJ,pKBeHa 3anOBeCT xoja rAaCH: "HCll<). BeAaTH rpexose csoje 'IeTHpH rryra y rOAHHH npea CBell1TeHHKOM

3aKOHHTO H npaBOCAaBHO pYKonOAO)KeHHM. OHH KOjH npevcnenajv ~. no60)KHocTH H crpaxv BO)KHjeM, Aa ce acnoseaajv csaxor Me· ceua, a 06H'IHH Ay)KHH cy 6ap jeAHoM y rOAHHn Aa 'lHHe acrroseaarse rpexosa CBOjHX, HOBO Aa ce 06aB~a y apeue CBeTC qeTPAeCeTHHIJ,e (qacHor nOCTa). HaA 60AeCHHI.J,HMa, nOll1TO nperXOAHO y naaera O'IHCTe casecr CBOjy acnoseurhv, H nourro ce npH'IeCTe, Tpe6a y nOTnyHoM cTpaxy BO)KHjeM H n060)KHOCTH Aa npasre llITO npe jeaeocaeheise (caeurrasse MaCAa)". Hajaaa, y Be3H ca OBHM H 52. npaBHAO CBeTHX anocraaa aapebvje caeaehe:

"AKo KOjH enHCKOn HAM npesaarep He npHMH Hero OA6aI.J,H oaora KOjH ce 06pana OA rpnjexa, nexa 6YAe csprnvr: jep THjeM xcaAOCTH Xpacra, KOjH xasce: .Paoocr tiuea na He6y 3a [eouo: zpe· tuuuxa, xoju ee xaie (AYKa 15, 7)".

Hauepa H I.J,HID noxajaisa jecre Aa AYillY OCBeTH H npY)KH joj norpenao cnoxojcrso, 3aTHM Aa acnpasa )KHBOT, ynyrH aa rryr AoopoAjeTelDH, yrBPAH OHe KOjH croje y nepa H n060)KHOCTH, noaarae OHe xoja cy naaa, nOBpaTH OHe KOjH cy ce YAa~HAH, noaynpe OHe KOjH ce KOAe6ajy, CBHMa 6YAe OA KOPHCTH H ADaece cnacesse. OTYAa noxajaise cacranaa neonxoznv H cseormrrv rrorpeov H Ay)KHOCT, KOjy cy 06aBe3HU acrrvisaaara CBH, na 3aTO HHKO He Tpe6a Aa ce AHll1aBa rroxajarsa H acnosecra, jep CMO CBH carpeuraaa H rpenmao, Te CMO CBH AY)KHH H xajara ce. Ilpesra TOMe anOCTOA Ilaaae caaervje: Orpujesnute ce ieoauny» xao UlTO rpetia, U He zpujetuure (1. Kop. IS, 34)", a CB. JOBaH Borocaos y OTKpHBelbY caormrrasa raac C neoa: .Jloxai ce, oaxne, aJeo nu He, oohuhy TU CICOpO (OTKp. 2, 6)".

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.Jlouuuuuuu /IU, 0 uoejeue, oa heta TU no- 6jehu 00 cyoa Boncujeta? H/IU lie uapuui sa tknacreo teezoee o06pOTe U rcPOTOCTU U Tpnlbe- 1ba, lie 3liajyhu oa re ootipot:a Boncuja na noicajarse 600U? H eto ceo JOM 0p6eIiOC1'U U lienoicaianujeu cpueu catiu patu ce6u Z1be6 3a oa« ueeea y xoju he ce noxasaru npaeeouu cyo Bota, xoia he oaru ceaxoue no ojenuua teetoeujem" (PHMib. 2, 3-6).

..\aJ;:_\e, \"BeK ce MO.ill H sarraj I'ocrroxv, .la UII TIl .lao 6.\arD~3::

CBOjy H Y fbOj re casvaao. Bozcaje 6AaroAaTH csaxora TpeHYTKa lloyPe6yjeMO". AaKAe, 6AaroAaT EO)KHja je noserax H OCHOB noxajaisa H xpaurhaacxor )KHBOTa. OHa xao KaKaB crpazcap Ayrra sa spara Hamer cpua H 3000 na noxajaise npexo YHYTpaUlH,er n03HBa, rj, nanre caBeCTH, xoja Hac ononmse aa aaapnrerse Do)fmjer 3aKOHa, na CYA EO)KHjH, Ka3HY H Be'lHY MYKY, jep CTOjH aarracaao: .Becupruu oyx T60j [ecre Y C6UMa. Hsuue OHe xoju 3.26.1yoe no .MallO yxopaeatu, xasyieza U.M y 'le.MY tpetae U onouutseu: UX oa OCTa6e 3/I06y U oa eepyjy y rese" (TIpeM. COA. 12, 1-2).

. 0 caBeCTH AHBHO rosopa erracxon Hrrsarnje EpjaH'laHHHOB,

<rnJe H3Aarafbe AOHOCHMO.

CaBeCT je 'lYAO Ayxa ibYAcKor, BeOMa OCeTibHBO, OIllTPO,

CBeTAO, xoje paaaaxvje A06po OA 3Aa.

OBO 'lYAO jacanje pasaaxyje A06po OA 3Aa Hero All yM. Tezce je npesapara casecr HerOAH yM.

H ca npesapenaa ¥MOM, nOAP)KanaHHM rpexoiby6HBOM BOAlOM, canecr ce AYro 6opH.

CaBeCT je - llpHpOAHH 3aKOH (TIpenoA06HH asa AopoTej, TIoYKa 3,0 casecra).

Casecr je PYKOBOAliAa 'lOBeKa AO nacanor 3aKOHa. TIaAo '10Be'laHCTBO nOCTeneHO je YCBajaAO aenpasaxaa HaqHH MIIIllibefba .0 Dory, 0 A06py H 3AY: Aa)KHO Ha3BaHH paayM npeaasao je CBOJY HenpaBHAHOCT caBeCTH. TIHcaHH 3aKOH nocrao je neonxoanomhy aa PYKOBOACTBO xa npaaoss Borocnosaaisv H Boroyroano j AeAaTHocTH.

Y'leIbe XPHCTOBO, sarresaheno CBeTHM xpurrersex, ncne.syje casecr OA AYKaBCTBa, KOjHM iv je rpex sapasao (Jeapej, 10, 22), Ilospaheao HaM npaBHAHO AeAOBafbe caOOCfH nOAP)KaBa ce H Y3BHIllaBa CAeAOBafbeM yqeIby XPHCTOBOM.

. 3ApaBO crarse H npaBHAHO AeAOBafbe casecrn Moryne je JeAHHO Y KPHAY Ilpasocaaane upxse, 3aTO IllTO CBaKa npHMAleHa HeUpaBHAHa MHcao HMa vrnnaja na casecr: cxpehe je OA npaBHARor AeAosafba.

BOibHH rpeca 3aTynA>Yjy, 3arAVIllyjy H ycnaBibyjy CaOOCT. CBaKH rpex xoja aaje osanrhea noxajarseu, OCTaBAla urrerHe vracxe aa CaReCT.

TIOCTOjaH H BOibHH rpeuran )KHBOT xao Aa YMpTBibyje casecr.

VIII. WTA 1.JOBEKA PYKOBOAH HA nOKAJAlbE

qOBeKa - rpeuranxa, KOjH ce YAaibH OA Bora, Eor He nanvnrra, Hero ra OTa'lKHM rAaCOM H CBOjOM A06poTOM H MHAOIllny 30Be na noxajarse, cavsecravjvha rrpeua IbeMy 360r Iberose 60rOAHKe npapoae. 0 TOMe O. JOBaH KpOHIllTaTCKH nean: .Focnoa HMa rrvno YBa)Kefbe npeaa npapoan xojv je CTBOPHO, npesra IbeHHM 3aKOHHMa, rcao npo3HBoAY cnoje 6ecKOHa'lHe H caspurene npeMyApocTH; TaKO H BOibY CBOjy BpIIm 06H'lHO noMony rrpnpoae H IbeHHX saxoaa, aa npaaep, xasa xaxosaea HAH 6AarocHiba ibYAe".56 Ta pvxoaobea,a H n03HBaIba Boacaja na noxajaise paaaaxara cy, aAH ce yrAaBHoM caoae aa caeaeha:

1. YHYTPAillIDH TI03HB - CABECT. YHyTpaIllIbH n03HB AOAaaH OA Bora npexo IberOBe 6AaroAaTH xoja je YBeK cnpexura H qeKa csaxora Aa saxvua aa spara noxajassa. EAa)KeHH AsrvCTHH BeAH: .Kao IllTO HH najsapaanje OKO He MO)Ke Aa DHAH aKO mrje HHKaKO OCBeTibeHO, TaKO H 'lOBeK, Ma KaKO Aa H3rAeAa sacrarr, mrje Y CTaIbY )KHBeTH xao npaBeAHHK 6e3 6AarOAaTH bO)KHje".57 OTYAa caCBHM YMeCHO ernrcxon THXOH Boporsenncn Y CBOMe AeAY ,,0 Ay)KHOCTH xpmnhamma", y 42. rAaBH sexa:

"EO)KHja 6AarOAaT jecre )KHBOT AVIlla nanmx: 6e3 6AarOAaTH Boxcnje aanra AYIlla He MO)Ke 6HTH )KHBa. Jep xao IllTO nanre TeAO AYIllOM )KHBH, TaKO aaina AYIlla EO)KHjOM 6AaroAany )KIfBH.

YMpTBHTH norrryno casecr - nnje Moryhe. OHa he cnpoBOAHTH 'lOBeKa AO crpannror CYAa XPHcToBor: TaMO he OHa yKOPHTH csora npecrymmxa.

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3ancTa je OHa cvnapaax, 3aTO WTO ce cynpocraassa CBaKOM npOTHB3aKOHOM nOAYXBaTY nanreu.

tIYBaj MHP ca OBHM cvnapaaxon CBOjHM aa TBOM UVTY xa He6y, aa BpCM.3eMaA>CKOr )KUBOTa, Aa ce OHa He 6H rrpersopaaa y onaaasa, Y 'lacy KaA ce 6YAe pemaaaaa sesaa cYA6a reoja.

CBeTO noCMO rosopa: Hctunuru ceeoox ustiaeuhe oo 3/1UX ayuty (IIpH'Ie 14,25).

HCTHHHTH cBeAOK je - aenoposua caaecr: OHa he H36aBHTH AYWY xoja cAywa casere lLeHe, OA carpemeisa AO aacryna CMpTH H OA Be'lHHX MyKa nOCAe CMpTH.

Kao UITO ce pea HO)Ka OWTPH KaMeHOM, TaKO ce casecr OWTpH XPHCTOM: OHa ce npocaehyje H3yqaBaILeM a H30WTpaBa HcnylLaBalLeM eBaHoeA>CKHX 3anOBCCTH.

Ilpocaeheaa H EBaHOeA>eM H30wTpeHa casecr nOAP06HO H jacno noxaavje '1oBeKY lLerOBa carpeureisa - H HajMalLa.

He 'IMHH HaCHA>a cynapaaxy - casecral Haaae AUwHhew ce AyxoBHe cAo6oAe: rpex Te 3ap06A>aBa H csesv]e.

OWTpHHa caBeCTH je BPAO HC)KHa; ILY Tpe6a MHoro 'IV.

BaTH. A OHa ce '1YBa, KaA '10BeK acrrvrsana CBe aaxrese caBeCTH, a aapvureise xora 6HAO 3aXTeBa, no aessoha HAn HarOHY, OMHBaTH cvsaaa noxajaaa. HHKaKaB rpex He cstarpaj aa 6e3Ha'lajaH:

CBaKH rpex je napvnreae 3aKOHa Boxcjer, cvnporcraaearse BOA>H Boacjoj, razcerse caBeCTH.

OA aepaaa, OA HHWTaBHHX, KaKO HaM ce '1HHH, carpeureisa AOAa3HMO nOCTeneHO AO BeAHKHX rpexoaa.

Illra 3Ha'IH OBO? Je AU TO BeAUKH rpex? KaKaB je TO rpex? To uaje rpex! - TaKO pacvbyje KOjH ce He 6pHHe aa cnoje cnacerse, KaA ce OH pemasa za OKYCH OA rpexoaaor jeaa 3aKOHOM EO)KjHM 3a6palLeHor. OCAalLajynn ce aa TaKBO HeOCHOBaHO cvbea,e, OH aenpecraao rasa CaBeCT.

Hseaa OWTpHua ce rvrra, CBeTAOCT rsesa ce noapaxaaa: no AYWH ce WHPH MpaK H XAaAHOha nestapa H neocehaaa.

Heoceharse, Haj3aA, nocraje 06H'1HHM CTalLeM Aywe. Aywa qeCTO 6HBa 3aAOBOA>Ha TaKBHM CTalLeM; '1eCTO ra CMaTpa CTa· ILCM yroAHHM Borv, cnoxojcraost casecra, a CTBapHO TO je - ry6HTaK oceharsa 6AarOAaTHor AYXOBHor )KUBOTa, cnaaaae H CAe· noha caBeCTH (AeCTBHUa, Beceaa 18).

Y TaKBOM CTalLY, CTpawHOM nOMpa'lelLY H aeoceharsv, pa- 3HH rpecn CAo60AHo YAa3e Y AYWY H rrpase Y 1L0j xeraao sa ce6e.

Fpeca KOjH ce AY)Ke 3aAP)Ke y AywH npeaaae y HaBHKe, TaKO [axe, xao npaposa, a nOHeKaA [ase H OA npapoae. Fpexonae

HaBHKe Ha3HBajy ce CTpaCTHMa. tIoBeK TO He npHMehyje - a OH je HenpHMeTHHM Ha'lHHOM OKOBaH rpexox ca CBHX crpana, Y ILCroBOM je aap06A>CHHWTBY, Y poncrsv,

Ko rrpenetiperaaa nocrojaae onoueae caBCCTH, AonyCTHO je Aa naaae y ponCTBO rpexa, ra] cauo ca BeAUKHM uanopou, y3 caaejcrno aapoxare nOMohH EO)Kje MO)Ke Aa paCKHHe AaHue rora poncraa, Aa no6eAH CTpaCTH, xoje xao Aa cy ce npersopaae Y npnpoana caojcrsa.

MHAU 6paTe, ca aajsehoa na)KILOM H CTapalLCM '1ysaj casecrl

qYBaj casecr y OAHOCY rrpessa Eory: acnyrsaaaj CBe sanoBeCTH Boxcje, H KaA CBH BHAe, H KaA HHKO He BHAH, KaA BHAH II 3Ha cauo jeAHHH Bor H rsoja casecr.

tIYBaj casecr H y OAHOCY npesaa 6AU)KILCM: HeMoj ce saAOBOA>HTH cauo cnoloawlLHM Ao6pHM OAHOCOM rrpessa 6AH)KILHMa! 3axTeBaj OA ce6e Aa ce H casecr rsoja 3aAOBOIoH TaKBHM no. aamaieesr. OHa he ce 3aAOBOA>HTH oaaa, KaA He cauo AeAa Hero H cpue rnoje 6YAY nOCTaBIoCHH y OAHOC npessa 6AH)KlLeMY, KaKaB 3anOBeAaEBaHOeA>C.

qYBaj casecr y OAHOCY rrpessa CTBapHMa, H36eraBaj H3AH· lIIHOCTH, paCKOlII, nexrap, HMajyhu aa yMy Aa cy CBe CTBapH, KojHMa ce TH KOPHCTHW, TBopeBHHa EO)Kja, AapOBH Bo)KjH 'IOBeKY·

qYBaj caaecr H npeua caMOM ce6H. He 3a60paBA>aj Aa CH TH - CAHKa H nOA06Hje Bora, Aa CH TH AY)KaH raj AUK nOKa3aTH CaMOM Borv H 'IHCTOTH H CBeTOCTH.

KYKY, AeAe, aKO I'ocnoa He n03Ha CBOj AUK, He aabe y ILCMY HHKaKBe CAH'IHOCTH ca C060M! OH he nspeha npeCYAY: He 3Ha.M eac (MaT. 25, 12). YHaK~eH AUK 6Hhe 6a'leH y aevracasa naaMeH naxxa.

Becxpajna paAOCT 06Y3ehe OHy AYWY, KOjy he Tocnoa npH3HaTH aa CAH'lHy Ce6H, YBHAeBlIIH y lLoj OHY xpacorv, KOjy je OH, no CBOjOj 6ecKpajHoj A06poTH, ILOj nOAapHO npa CTBa· palLY, ycrrocraaao H YBehao npa HCKynA>CILY H 3anOBeAHO Aa caxvaa Y aenoposmoj HeBHHOCTH YAaloelLCM OA csaxor rpexa, AP)KalbeM CBHX esanbezscxax 3arrOBeCTH.

A HeyhYTHBH H HenpHCTpaCHH '1ysap H onOMHlLa'l raxsor I[AaA>Clba H 'IYBalLa jecre - caBeCT.58

2. CTPAAAlbA XPHCTOBA - 6YAyhH Aa cy ce 36HAa no nAaHY EO)KHjeM paaa aamer HCKynA>elLa jecy CBaKHAawlLC Py· KOBooelLC H onoueaa aa noxajaae. CB. KAHMeHT PHMCKH name KopHHhaHHMa: ,,06a3pHMO ce aa KPB XpHCTOBY H caanajsro KaKO je 'IaCHa Eory H OUy Hseroaoxs: Aa je npOAUBeHa paz,a cnacersa

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aamera, AOHeAa QeAOM caerv Aap noxajaa.a. OCBPHIiMO ce na CBe napaurraje na hesro caaaara Aa je I'ocnoz, C KOAeHa aa KOAeHO npvxcao noxajaise BOAlHllMa Aa ce fheMY BpaTe".59 OBY acrnHY jour paanje nOTBPAIlO je II anOCTOA Ilerap xaaa aexa: .. 31-tajyhu Oa ce nponaiusueujeu cpetipou UAU 3JUlTOM He ucxynuct:e U3 cyjetnota C60za :JICU6lbe1ba, neto cxynoujenosc lCp6lby XpUCTa (1. TIeTp. 1, 18-19)".

TIo CB. TllXoHY 3aAOHCKOM Bor Y CBOMe cnaCOHOCHOM npoMlillIAlalhY 0 'lOBeKY rrpnaana rpeumaxa na noxajarse KP03 crpaAalbe, CMPT II aacspcerse CIiHa csora, Hcyca Xpacra npeacraaasajynll My Aa ce TO BeAllKO AeAO AOrOAHAO lbera paaa, "XPIiCTOC aaje PaAli APyrora AOlliao aa CBeT, BeAll onaj CBeTIiTeAl, Hero paan rpennnrxa, Jep CIiH <JOBe'llljll Aobe Aa Tpa)!(ll II cnace IIITO je H3ry6AleHO (AK. 19, 10). He Aobox Aa n030BeM rrpaseaaaxe Hero rpeunraxe aa noxajarse (MaT. 9, 13). OH A0311Ba rpennmxa Aa ce noxajarsesr apara fheMY: .. 3aIlITO ca Tll, rpeunrasre, OCTaBIiO MeHe? 3aIIITO ce YAa.lhaBalli OA Oaora xoja Te BOAll? CeTIi ce Aa caM ce ja reoe paaa POAHO OA AieBe, H o6All'lje cayre vseo (<1>6. 2, 7); re6e PaAH 6110 AeTe, ocapoxranrao, nOHH3110 ce, aa 3eMAlH rrpoXGlBeO, nxaxao, TPYAIiO ce, nperpneo rorserse. py)!(elhe, apeban.e. nOHll)!(elbe, pane, llAlYBalbe, nOTCMex II CBaKO crpaaarse: najsaa, YMPo cpaMHOM cMpny na KpCTy. CBe OBO paaa TBora cnacersa caM yqllHHO. Camao C He6a, Aa 611 Te6e aa He60 Y3AHrao; noHH3HO ce, Aa 611 reoe YHH)!(eHOra Y3BllCHO; OCHpOMallIHO, Aa 611 reoe OCHpOMaIIIeHOra 060raTllO; npeaao ce6e nopyaa, Aa 61l Te6e ocpauoheaora npOCAaBIlO; parsasaa 6110, Aa 61l reoe paiseaora acuexao: yMpO, Aa 6H Te6e YMpAora ozcnseo. TH CH arpenrao a ja caM TBOj rpex yseo aa ce6e; Til CH KpHB, a ja caa Ka3HY nperpneo: TH CH AY)!(HHK, a ja casr Ayr aa reoe HCllAaTHO; Tll ClI na CMpT ocvbea, a ja caM yMpO aa reoe. H aa OBa Moja crpaaaisa sa Te6e HlillITa Me APYro naje npaavxao AO Aly6aBli npexia Te61l. 3aIIITO AaKAe OBY MOjy Aly6aB, nanope, noasare, crpaaarsa paNl reoe nOAY3eTe caMOBOAlHO npenetiperananr H cast ce6e xohenr An y6HjellI? CeTIi ce KOAllKa je, H KOAIiKO AparoQeHa uena aa Te6e AaTa: KPBAlY MOjOM II cMpny MOjOM llcKYilAleH cHI CeTIi ce CBllX MOjllX sacxvra xojasra Cll 3M06110 onponrraj rpexona II Be'lHlI XGlBOT II noxaj ce, H TaKO hem ce cnacra. EBO CTOjllM KOA spara II KYQaM (OTKpIiB. 3, 20) ... Taxo CIlH Bozcja A0311Ba 3a6AYAeAor rpeumaxa. "60

CAeAehli npassep H3 'lOBeKOBor )!(pTBOBalha MO)!(e AOHeKAe nORa3aTH QllAl, aaaxaj II BeAll<JHHY crpaaaisa I'ocnoaa Hcyca XpnCTa xoja je noaaeo PaAH naaora H cAa60ra xoaeaa Aa 611 ra HCKynHO OA rpexa:

Ha jeAHoM BOjHllqKOM ro6AlY y AMepllQll HeKIi AMepliKaHaQ je caAHO nnehe na rpo6y jexaora sojaaxa H 3aAHBao ra cysaua, - Aa AH je TO sanr CHH, 6paT HAll HeKO OA pobaxa? - vnarahe jeaaa Enponejau.

- He, He - onroaopao je AMepliKaHaQ, na je nOCAe H3Becnor hyrarsa HaCTaBllO:

- KaA je par noxeo 6110 caM n03BaT aa BOjHY. Bejax capoMax; HMao caxs 60AeCHY )!(eHY II ceAMOpo Aeue. Mopao can Aa HX OCTaBHM, jep HlicaM 6110 y crarsv Aa HaoeM xora Aa Me aa BOjHH aasreaa. BIiO caM cnpexran Aa CBe OCTaBIiM II nobeM y 6op6y rrporns aenpnjarea,a, Bam Y0<Jll Mor nOAaCKa, xaz.a caM ca 60AOM If AYIliIi II CY3aMa Y O'lliMa nOMlillIAlaO na nponacr, narise II HeBOAle xoje O<JeKYjy MOjy nopoanuv II Kyny, jeaan MAaA 'lOBeK II npajarezs Aobe II pe-te Mll: "Tll IlMalli OABen BeAIIKY nopoannv II OHa ne TelliKO npeopoaara CBe HeAane II HeBOAle. J a ny Te saaeaara y parv". Moj npajare.s AOIiCTa ncnvna pex, OAe na Moje MeCTO Ii y 6liQH 6YAe TIliKO parsen. Ilocxe sexaxax Ii MY'lHllX crpaaarsa Ii 6oAoBa OH je yMpO II, eBO, OBAe je caxparsea, Ja caxr AOlliao na rp06 Mora A06pOBOAlHOr aaaeanxa xojn je II3 Aly6aBli npexia MeHH Ii MOjOj nopoanua H )!(IlBOT CBOj Aao.

AOR je OBO AMepliRaHau rrpaxao, O'lli cy My 611Ae rrvne cvsa a pexa cy rrponpahene 'leCTIiM Y3AaCliMa II rvuresseu. Ho spxvaau 6AarOAapHOCTIi AMepliRaHaQ je nOKa3aO xaaa je nocaansma uaehe no rp06y cnora saaeanxa, nocno y 3eMAlY jeAHY CKPOMHY KpCTaTY llAO'ly aa KOjOj cy crajaxe caeaehe pesa: .Xeapa je yMpO aa MeHe. - BAarOAapHIi <1>paHKAHH".

AaKAe, xao IlITO je Xeapa yMpO sa <1>paHKAIiHa TaKO je Ii I'ocnoz, Hcyc XPHCTOC yMpO aa caa POA AlYACKH H na lherOBOM KPCTY, KOjH csaxora onOMHlhe H n03HBa na noxajarse H ncnoseer, croje Ba3Aa HCnHCaHe npOpOKOBe pesa: OH 6u pateen 3a natue npujectyne, U36ujeH 3a natua tiesaxoua ... MY'1eH 6u U 3J7.0CTa6lbaH... Tocnooy 6u eorsa oa 2a oaoe na MYlCe U oa noJ7.O:J/CU oymy C60jy y npUHOC 3a zpujex .•. H pauou 1beZ060M MU ce uC4ujeJ7.UCMO (He, 53,5-10)".

3. IlPOPOUH, AIIOCTOAH, CBETH OUH, YlJHTEfoH UPKBE H CBEIIITEHHUH - jecy YCTBapH Tpy6e Boxcaje xoje 30BY xoaerca aa noxajarse,

a) TIPOPOKE xao BHAeAa CBeTY H csoje AlYAe Bor je, aaAaXHYBllI1i HX AYXOM CBOjHM CBeTHM, Aa 6H npexo lhllX caM rOBopHO, H36HpaO, nOAH3ao H cxao y napoa, nopez, OCTaAor, nouajamne Aa ra rrosnsajv na noxajarse, Taxo CTOjH nanacaao:

"H cnauie UM npopoxe oa ux epat:e xa Tocnooy (II AHeBH.

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24, 19)"; "M Tocnob Boz cnause IC 1bUMa 6JlaZOepe.MeHO U [eonaxo ZIlaCHUICe ceo]e; jep My tietue scao uapooa teetoea (TaMO 36, 15)". Ilpopox Hcaaja je Y OBOM CMHCAY najjacnaje HCTaKao llHA> rrpopoxxe cAY)K6e xaaa HaBOAH HapeA6y npHMA>eHY OA Bora: .Buuu U3 zpna, He ycrescu ce, noouiuu tnac ceoj ICao Tpy6a U o6jaeu napooy uoieuo Oe3aIC01ba teetoea U zpujexe teezoee (He, 58, 1)".

noxajaisa: npexo anOCTOAa je paaa noxajaisa AOWAO 6AaroAaTHo AejcTBo YCTaHOBe CBeTe rajne noxajatsa: CBeTHTeA>H nax H yqHTeA>H npxse cy OCTaBHAH orpOMHO HCKYCTBO xoje ce THqe H xoje 06YXBaTa OBY CBeTY TajHY, a npexo CBeWTeHHKa, Y KPIIAY IJ;pKBe, xao aacraaeaxa II nOCAeHHKa npOpOqKIIX, anOCTOACKIIX II CBeTIITeA>CKHX noxasv]e ce II npojaazsvje OqHrAeAHa II CBaKHAaWlba Moh II CHAa CBeTe TajHe rroxajaisa H HcnOBeCTII.

6) AllOCTOAH XPHCTOBH - npOHeAII cy II YTBPAHAII HaYKY csora YqIfTeA>a H OA lbera A06HAH BAaCT Behy OA BAaCTII npopoxa H caMY 6AarOAaTHY CIIAY rajne noxajaisa, seaaaarsa II paaapennraarsa rpexoaa, xoja he ce nYTeM npejestcrna AO xpaja CBeTa II sexa npeHOCIITII. OTYAa C npaaou anOCTOA Ilaaxe xazce:

"TaICo CMO MU nocnanu ujecto XpUCTa, ICao aa Bot toeopu ICp03 Hac; MOIIUMO eac y UMe Xpuctoeo, nouupute ce C EOZOM (2. KOpHHh. 5,20)".

r) CBEIlITEHHIJ;H - xoja cy OA Bora n03BaHH H nOCTaB· ""eHII nocaeheaea H npH3HBOM EO)KjHM H pvxoaoberse« Ayxa CBeTora ca nOTpe6HHM cBojcTBHMa Kao H cnellHjaAHo Ao611BeHoM BAawhy, re TaKO nOCTaAH nonarasa. cxvre II rAaCHHllH EO)Kj II , oapebemt cy, nopea ocraxora, Aa nponoseaajy JeBaHOeA>e, yny. hyjy aa cnacerse, spnre CAY)K6y nosnrpersa H3Me15y Bora H A>YAH H Aa, noaasajvha rpeWHIIKe aa noxajarse, nponoseaajv H Aajy orrponrraj rpexosa. 0 TOMe CTOjH: "M noctaeux eau ccpascape (Jepext. 6, 17)"; "ibyou, WTa TO ttUHUTe? Mu CMO xoju eau nponoejeoauo Ieeanbene oa ce 00 nascnujex cteapu 06paTUTe IC Eozy :JICUeOMe, xoju. cteopu He60 U 3eMJUY U Mope U cee WTO je y 1bUMa (AeA. an. 14, 15)"; .Hcyc ctaoe Meny 1bUMa U peste UM: M oa ce nponoeujeoa noxajatee U onpoucretee zpujexa no ceujeu uapoouua (AYKa 24, 36, 47)".

H TaKO, AaKAe, Morao 6H ce 113BeCTII xparax 3aKihyqaK: npopoua cy qyBaAH H npeHOCHAH Do)KHjy HapeA6y 0 nOTpe6H

4. CTPAIllHH CYA - MHoro no6yoyje H PYKOBOAH qOBeKa aa rroxajarse, jep je OH 3aHCTa crpamaa aa rpeunnrxa. q,IIAapeT MOCKOBCKII BeAH: ,,KaA je TaKO crpanraa CYA XPIICTOB, OHAa H <JYBajMo ce rpexa xoja je IICKihyqHBO H V3POK WTO je CYA TaKO crpamaa'', OrYAa CB. Bapconodiaje BeAHKII H sean: "CTpaxyjMO OA onora AaHa II xaca xaaa nehe noxtoha HII 6paT, HII CPOAHHK, HH 60raTCTBO, HH CAaBa, aeh xaaa lie ca qOBeKOM caao 611TH AeAa lberOBa".

TPH nvcrmsasa, noceTHBWH CB. Cacoja, ynHTawe ra: "IlITa Aa paAIIMO Aa 6H ce cnacxa MyKa xoje npezcroje rpenraauaua Y 6VAyheM )KHBOTV, jep caMa nOMIIcao Ha CTpawHII CYA AOBOAH Hac V V)Kac H crpax"? - "llpH3HajeM, 6paho, OArOBopIIO 11M je CB. Cncoje, Aa ja MHCAHM 0 OBIIM npeAMeTHMa. Ja 3BaM Aa je Bor nperrva 6AarocTH II 3aTO MIICAIIM, H HaAaM ce, Aa he MH OB 611TH MHAOCTHB. AAH BH CTe, 6palio, cpehaa. AKO je sama Avwa ncnyrsena TaKBIIM ocehaaesr aa CVA H )KIIBOT OHAa He rpeunrre. A WTa Aa PaAH <JOBeK KOMe Hllje AaHO Aa 3Ha 0 Ka3HII qOBeKa? 360r rora OH CBaKH AaH H rpeura", - aaapnmo je CB. Cncoje.

CTpaWHII CYA EO)KjH, npexcxaaasaa npoponaua, carxezaBaH anOCTOAHMa H 6e36pojHHM CBeTHTeA>lIMa, a sa CaMOM Kpajy o6jaBA>eH H norspben OA Tocnoaa Hcyca XpHCTa, Ha3BaT je H npaBeAHIIM CYAOM EO)KjIlM, AaHOM fOCnOAlbHM, AaHOM XPIICTOBIIM, BeAIIKHM AaHoM, AaHOM npaaae, AaHOM IICTHHe HTA. Ho CTpawHII cYA V OAHOCV aa rpeunraxe 30Be ce: AaH nseaa, AaH nponacrn (6e3aKoHIIX A>VAH), AaH nom6AH, AaH xoja ropa xao neh, crpaWHII H BeAHKH AaH fOCIIOAlbH, V KOjH "Eoz he CYOUTU U npaeeoHUICY U 6e360:ncHuI<:Y; jep UMa epujeue ceeMY u ceaICOM nocllY (llpon. 3, 17)". llPOPOK JOllA> KaA je caraeaao CTpawHH CVA EO)KjH OBaKO je sapaaao: "OnaULUTe ce u 1UI.attUTe... uapeoure nOCT; OZllaCUTe npa3HUIC. Jaox oaua! Jep je 6JlU3y oan Tocnoineu, U oohuhe xao nozu6ao 00 Ceeuozyheza (JOllA> 1, 13-15)".

Y ABaHaeCTOM tJAaHV CIIMBOAa sepe ce rOBopII 0 BeqHOM )KllBOTY KOjH lie HaCTaTH nOCAe APyror AOAaCKa Focnoaa Hcvca Xpacra H nOCAe Crpamaora CYAa. Taj )KHBOT Helie 6HTH sa CBe A>VAe HCTH: aa npaBeAHIJKe OH he ce cacrojara y BeqHOM 6Aa)KeH-

B) CBETHTE.h>H H yqHTE.h>H U;PKBE - xao npajares,e csoje (JH. 15, 14) Bor je 113a6pao II YAOCTOjllO Aa 6YAY nocpeaHIIUIf 113Meoy isera If Hac KaKO sa apexse caora 3eMaA>CKOr TaKO If ueoecxor - aexaor )KIIBOTa. CBeTIITeA>1I ce 6PIIHV II MOAe sa Hac, cAywajy MOAHTBe aanre, BllAe )KIIBOT Haw, 3Hajy aa name AyweBHo paCnOAO)KeH.e, na HaM nOMa)KY, jaassajy HaM ce If qHHe MHora qYAa, a sa CBe TO OA Hac xao MaAeHO V3Aapje rpazse Aa HX BOAHMO, nplf311BaMO H vrAeAaMO ce aa AeAa H sepy IbHXOBY, jep, "MU uuaiytu: 01<:0 ce6e TOIIUICY ZOMUllY ceieooxa, oa 006a14UMO ceaxo tipeue U zpujex xoiu je sa Hac npuonyo, U c Tpnlbe1beM oa TpttUMO y 6urICY xo]a HaM je oopebena (Jesp. 12, 1)".

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CTBY, jep .. ucto OICO He euoe U yxo He tty, U y cpue tt08eIC060 He oobe, OHO yzoroeu Bot onuua 1C0ju za lby6e" (1. Kop. 2, 9). To 6Aa)KeHCTBO rro CB. rrucMY cacrojahe ce Y TOMe IllTO he npaBeAHUl.lll 6UTU Y 6AU3UHU I'ocnoaa: .Taoa he ce npaeeonuuu sacjatu xao cyuue Y uapct ey oua ceota" (MaT. 13, 43). TIa U OBO 6Aa)KeHCTBO lDUXOBO nehe 6UTU jeanaxo aa CBe npaaezrrarce. OlIO he 3aBIICIITU OA creneaa lDUXOBor caspmeacraa H OA Hat.IIIHa )KIIBOTa na 3eMJoII, jep je "opyza cnaeaa cYHlJY, a opyza cnaea ueceuy U opyu: cnaea 38e30aMa, jep ce 38e30a 00 38e30e pasnuxy]e y C/la8U. Taxo U eacxpcetee Mpr8UX" (1. Kop. 41-42).

fpeIllHIIIJ;U he ce My<IIITU Y naRAY. OHU he 6IITII YAaJoeHH OA Bora. 0 TOMe CBeAOqe pevn Cnacnrezsese: .Houre 00 ueue npoxneru y otate eeunti npunpaensenu baeony U aubenuua 1beW8UU" (MaT. 25, 41). TIa naxo My<IelDe rpeuraaxa aehe 6IITH noajezrraxo, anax he OHU CBU 6UTU crporo Ka)KlDeHU "jep lby6a8u UCTUHe He npuuutue, oa 6u ce cnaC/lU" (2. COA. 2, 10).

AaRAe, CTpaIllHH CYA 0 nOHOBHOM AOAacKY XPHCTOBOM na 3eMJoY, 0 qHjeM qacy 3Ha jeAIIHo Bor (MaT. 24, 36; MK. 13, 32), jecre HeMIIHOBaH. Y TO HeMa CYMlDe, jep BOrOqOBeK XPHCTOC, KOjH je rroxasao U OTKPHO TIOqeTaK nOKa3aO je II OTKPHO U Kpaj - cnpmerax CBeTa. EBO, II nOCAe CKOPO 2000 rOAIIHa HaYKa Hll 0 TIOqeTKY Hll 0 Kpajy CBeTa naje MOfAa CBOjHM Ayp6HHCKllM II TeAeCKorrCKIIM nocuarpatsmsa HUIllTa HOBO OTKPUTU Hll AOHeTll, BO, na nporaa, rrOTBPAHAa je crapy HCTHHY xojy je 0 Kpajy _ CBpIlleTKY CBeTa o6jaBuo BOfOqOBeK XPIICTOC I'ocnoa, XPIICTOC je o npeacrojehen Kpajy, OAHOCHO HaCTaHKY Crpaumor CYAa pexao: .. lep xao ucro My1ba U3/la3U oo uctoxa U noxasyje ce 00 sanaoa, 'Ca7(U he 6uru 00/la3aJC CUHa noeieeieza. H OOMax he no He80lbU oana tuiex CYHlJe naupnatu, U uieceu C80jy ceiet nocr uszytiuru. U seujesoe C netia cnactu, U cune He6eCICe noxpenyru ceo H raod he ce noxasaru 3HaIC CUHa «oeienujeza (MaT. 24, 27-30)".

Ilocaesrsa pea ersaxrae HaYKe je nOTnYHO II AOCAOBHO carxacna ca roplDHM XPliCTOBUM peqUMa 0 KaTaKAII3MH, rj. CrpaIllHOM CYAY. KP03 ny6AIIKaIJ;IIjy xojv je II aa HaIlleM je3HKY 06jaBHAa .. Ilpocsera" (Beorpaz, 1945) nOA HaCAOBOM: Aa AH je QHAO noserxa II Aa All he 6HTU xpaja CBeTa, xojv je HaIJHCaO n03- HaTH PYCKli HayqHHK nporp, B. BOPOHIJ;OB - BeJoaMUHOB, CBOjHM uay<IHllM je3HKOM AOCAOBUO xaxce y nOMeHYToj CBOjOj rry6AHKaunja: "HaIlle CYHue, xao H CBe 3Be3Ae, nOAaKO CTapH". I'osopeha o nOCTeneHOM XAal5elDY CYHua, BeJoaMHHOB AaJoe roaopa: "TIpouec ce xaabersa CTaAHO rrpoavxcana". A KaAa ce CYHUe OXAaAH, BeJoaMHHOB xaxce: .Kao CMeHa HeCTaAHM CBeTOBIIMa nacrajv HOBU, casro y APyroM BllAY, y APYKqHjeM 06AllKY".

5. CTPAX OA KA3HE 3A fPEIIIAH )KHBOT - TIAKAO, H HAfPAAA 3A AOBPOAETALhAH )KHBOT - PAJ, raxobe no- 6yhyjy H PYKoBoAe qOBeKa na noxajarse. Ifaxao je MeCTO lIWqeJDa rAe AYIlla nOCAe CMPTH BeqHTO crpaaa y caspmeaoss 3ualDY· Ilaxao uaM je OTKpHBeu H xao MeCTO aesnor ortsa, KOjU ce HC raca H xoja npO:IKAHpe, a OTKpHBeu HaM je II xao BeqUU rrAaMeH, OflDeHO jesepo U orisena neh: 3aTHM xao 6e3AaH U 113BOP TPY.\eACH, rAe he rpennuma 6UTU 6aqeHU, aKO ce He noxajv, qYBlUH OBaKY OCYAY: .Taoa he pehu ouuua: uoure 00 uene npoxneru y ouu« 8e'1HU npunpesusenu baeony.», onoie he tiuru nnau U taxpryt: 3y6a (MaT. 25, 41; 13, 42)". Paj, nax, jecre ae-nrra HeOecKa AOMOBHHa y KOjOj ne ce npaBeAHUUU H noxajanua y caBplUeHOM 3HalDY BeqUO nacaabaaara y aajeaamnr ca CBIIMa CBeTHM. Ynpano Paj je MeCTO noxoja, OAMopa, npanae, )KUBOTa Ii CAaBe, y KOMe he npaBeAHUUU 6AllCTaTU xao CYHue H 3Be3Ac Y BeqUTOj paAOCTU He6eCKe Tpnjaae ,,1-Ia :JICU80r eienuu cjahe ce ~ao cejernoct neoecxa, xao seuiesoe 8a30a U 00 eujexa (AaH. 12, 2-3)", no n03UBY U npecyaa I'ocnoaa Xpncra xoja rxacn: . .Xooute 6/laZOC/l08e1-lU Oua uoieia; npuuure uapcreo 1C0je 8aM je npunpae/seno oo nocraiea ceujera (MaT. 25, 34)".

H Ilaxao H Paj no BO)KjeM IJAaHY nocroje H xao n06YAe xa noxajarsv, A06py U CBeTOCTU, a nocroje H xao oapebeaa \teCTa aa Ka3HY II narpaav, To je Hen06uTaH II neocnopan <paKaT o qeMY canpnreao fOBOPU enacxorr HUKoAaj: ,,Aa AU MO)Ke y<IURIffH HeKO A06po OHO lUTO He nocrojn? I'ae, rxe, KOAHKO je A06pa pIIIHUO qOBeqaHcTBY Ilaxaol KOAUKO je aaaxosana ooparao y nOKajHHKe! KOAllKO rpeunmxa y csernre.ee! KOAHKO 3AoMuIllJoaja saapxcao OA ocraapersal - Aa AlI MO)Ke y<IUHllTII HeKO A06po OHO IllTO He nocroja? I' Ae, KOAllKO je A06pa y<IUHIIO qOBeqaHcTBY Paj! KOAUKO je IJAeMeHUTUX AeAa HHCIJHpucaO! KOAllKO je )KaAO' CTH nperaopao y paaocrl KOAUKO cvaa y6pucao! KOAUKO nAeMeHHTUX Y3Aaxa u3BYKao; KOAllKO 6o)KaHCKIIX cehaisa OCBeTAUO II 6o)KaHcKux Te)KlDU aazcerao! <PuAuMoHe, Aa AU OHO IllTO He nocroja MO)Ke y<IUHUTH HeKO A06po?" If TaKO na xpajv ca EAIIAyjOM rpetia npU3HaTU cxexehe: ,,3aucTa rpeoa Ka3aTU Bory Heny amne rpnjennrra (JOB 35,31)",61

Y Be3H crpaxa OA Ka3He sa rpeman )KIIBOT H narpaae aa A06poAeTaJoeH )KUBOT, CB. TUXOH 3aAOHCKU xaxce, Aa Bor 30Be xoaexa na noxajarse Kp03 npera,e OB03eMaJoCKUM H BeqHUM Ka3HaMa IllTO BHAHMO H3 MHorHX MeCTa CB. IJHCMa. Bot je npaeeonu. cyouja: Ceeuozyhu. c8aIC00He8Ho ynynyje ceoie npettee. Saucta, 01-1 U3H08a ourrpu C80j Matt, satexce /lyJC ceoi u crpena (TIc. 7, 12-14). 3ap npesupeui 60zarCT80 Hsetoee 006pore, Hse-

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zoeoz ct pnnsetea U Hsezoeoz oyzoTpn.lbe7-ba? He snatu nu oa re 006pOTa EOJICja nOlCaja7-bY npU3U6a. C60jO.M oxopenotuhy U T6POOho.M CPl1a TU cicyruuua PU3HUl1Y ueeea sa oan ueeea U 06ja6lbU· eatea npa6eOHOZ cyoa Botxcjet, 1C0ju lie nIIaTUTU C6a1C0.Me no oenuua 7-beZ06U.M (PHMA>. 2, 4-6). AaA>e, OTaqKH EO)KjH npouacao uras,e aa rpeunnnce Ka3He, KojHMa xohe Aa HM rrpeceae norH6eA>HH rryr, Aa 6H ce 3aVCTaBHAH H 06paTHAH Borv, Osaj CMHcao HMajy 60AecTH, rAaAH, noacapa H APyre HanaCTH. Hajsaa, npnanaa Hac Kp03 CBaKOAHeBHe CMpTHe cAyqajeBe, xasa rAeAaMO 6pany aaurv KaKO OAAa3e OAaBAe, a UITO H caMH H3 AaHa V AaH osexvjeao. Jep CBaKOMe OA Hac rosopa Bor: sesoia CU, U Y 3e.MlbY hem ce 6paTUTU, ucto je peneuo npaouy .40a.My (J Mojc. 3, 19). 3aTo ce noxa], Aa 6H HMao VAeAa V sacxpceisy npaBeAHHX, KOjH he VCTaTn V CAaBH.

- Bor, xazce AaA>e CB. THXOH 3aAoHcKH, 30Be qOBeKa aa noxajaise KP03 o6enaH>e OB03eMaA>CKHX H BeqHHX 6Aara KojHMa xao qOBeKOA>v6HBH orau MaAO AeTe ja6YKoM K Ce6H npaaaasa, Aa ce TaKO n~Monv A06pa np06YAHMO H 06paTHMo l:beMV, 0 qeMV ce V npOpOqKHM KlbHraMa H anOCTOACKHM nOCAaHHl.\aMa AOCTa rosopa, Taxo Hac XPHCTOC npH3HBa Ce6H H OOenaBa npecaarxa noxoj AVllIaMa HalllHM; Xooure IC .MeHU C6U Y.M0PHU U HaT06a· peuu, U ja liy eac OO.MOPUTU. V3.MUTe [apau uo] na ce6e II HaY'1UTU ce 00 ueue; jep CaM ja xpatax U cuepna CPl1a U nahu here noxoi oymaMa 6amU.M (MaT. 11, 28-30). OH xao Aa je OBliM pexao: 0 6eAHH H VMOPHli OA cviera CBeTCKHX rpennraun, HHrAe BH aehere naha noxoja H 6Aa)KeHCTBa, H3BaH MeHe. CBVAa sac H3BaH MeHe cycpehe 6eAa H 3AO. Borarcrso, qaCT, CAaBa H CAaCT osora CBeTa, xoje BH Tpa)KHTe, smne he sac orrreperarn Hero OAaKwaTH, same VMOPHTH Hero OAMOpHTH. A06pa AH Tpa)KHTe? CBaKO je A06po V MeHH H OA MeHe npOHCTH'le. EAa)KeHCTBa )Ke· AHTe? Hezaa ra HHrAe H3BaH MeHe. Aenorv Tpa)KHTe? Ko je xennm OA MeHe? BHCOKor poza )KeAMTe? Ko je smner poaa OA CHHa Boxcjer? BHCHHe xohere? Ko je BHWH OA Ilapa He6ecKor? CAaBe AH )KeAHTe? Ko je cAaBHHjH OA MeHe? EoraTCTBa )KeAMTe? V MeHH H V MOjOj PVUH CBe 6Aaro je HeTpVAO)KHO. MVAPOCTH )KeAHTe? Ja caM npeMVAPOCT EO)Kja. Ilpajarezscraa )KeAMTe? Ko je A>v6a· 3HHjH H neha rrpajarezs OA MeHe, KOJH caM AYlliV CBOjV aa sac nOAO)KHO? Ilonoha H 3awTHTe xohere? Ko MO)Ke Aa nac nosaortre H 3aWTHTH OCHM MeHe? Aexapa Tpa)KHTe? Ko he aac HcueAHTH OCHM MeHe, Aexapa Avwa H reaa? Yrexe, PaAOCTH H aecezsa rpa)KHTe? Ko he Aa vrema H paaaecexa OCHM MeHe? Iloxoja H MHpa ce6H )KeAHTe? Ja CaM MHp H noxoj AvweBHH, H HHrAe nehere HX naha H3BaH MeHe. CBeTAOCTH )KeAMTe? Ja CaM CBeTAOCT cserv,

KOjH HAe aa MHOM Helie XOAHTH no TaMH (JH. 8, 12). )KeAMTe AM Aa ce He npeaapare H He 3a6AVAHTe? Ja caa HCTHHa. Xohere All Aa npabere Iiory? Ja caa nVT. Xohere AH Aa )KHBHTe BeqHO 11 Aa He VMpeTe? Ja caa )KHBOT. Ja caM rrvr, HCTHHa H )KHBOT (JH. 14, 6). Ilpnbare CBH, jep Ja CBe 30BeM H npmsaa. Bojnre ce Aa 3aMOAHTe? KOMe CaM ja OA OHHX KOjH MOAe oA6HO MOA6V? OA6Hjajv AM aac rpeca OA MeHe? Ja caM 3a rpenmnxe AVWV cBOjV nOAO)KHO. MHOWTBO rpexoaa sac V3HeMHpaBa? Baure V MeHe HMa MHAocpoa Hero WTO HMa rpexona neaor CBeTa. "XOOUTe IC .MeHU C6U Y.M0PHU U HaT06apeHU u ja tty sac OO.M0PUTU" (MaT. 11, 28).62

6. CMPT II HEII3BECHOCT CMPTHOr lJACA - onOMHlbe, PVKOBOAH H n03HBa raxobe aa noxajaise, a 3aTO npeMVAPH Capax H BeAM: "V C6U.Ma peuuua U oenuua T6ojU.Ma cehai ce xpaia C60la, na neheuc HUlCaOa nozpetuuru (llpeMVAP. 7, 39)". EVAvnH Aa CMO AaHac 6AM)Ke CMpTH Hero WTO CMO 6HAH jyqe rpeoa Ba3Aa HMaTH aa VMV pexa CnaCHTeA>eBe: .Bnazo onujeu cnytaua xoje nabe zocnooap ICao oobe a OHU ctpasce (AVKa 12, 37)".

JeAaH MOHax ynHTao je npenoaotinor AMOHa KaKO Aa oxeKvje 'lac CMpTH. Osaj MV je OArOBopHO: "EVAH CAH'laH npecrvn HHKV V TaMHHl.\lI, H xao WTO OH aenpecrano ca CTpaXOM rnrra:

KaA ne AOl'iH cYAHja? TaKO ce H TH rnrraj ca crpaxon",

Enacxon THXOH Boporsenrxa V CBOMe AeAV ,,0 AV)KHOCTH xpamhaaaaa" OBaKO ronopn: "CMPT CHAHO nOAH)Ke rpennraxa xa rtoxajatsv, Haaa je CMpT n03HaTa H Hen03HaTa. Iloaaara, jep neMO CBH VMpeTH. Hen03HaTa, jep He 3HaMO xaaa, KaKO H rAe heMo VMpeTH. IIITO sanre )KHBHMO THM ce saure cxpahvje )KHBOT Haw, Te ce H npH6AM)KaBaMO CMPTH; H Ben AaHaWlbHM AaHOM CMO 6AH)Ke lbOj Hero AM jyqe WTO CMO 6HAH, osora xaca HerOAH MHHVAora. CMPT aa CBaKHM HeBHA;\,HBO HAe H rpa6H ra oaaa KaAa ce OH He naaa, CKOPO CBH A>VAH, a HapOqHTO 3ApaBH H CHa)KHH, OBaKO MHCAe V ceoa: ja nv jow nO)KHBeTH; HHje V H3rAeAV xpaj MOj; ca6panv, na nv ce HaCAaoHBaTH ca6paHHM A06pHMa. Ho TaAa HeOqeKHBaHO HaHAa3H na lbera CMPT H rrponaaajv CBe H.eroBe MHCAM H MalllTalba. EP30 yMHpe CBaKH onaj KOjH je ce6H OApeAHO Ayr )KHBOT. OCTaBA>a H CBeT H V caerv TeAO cnoje CBaKH onaj KOjH je XTeO caeapara H 60raTHTH ceo ETO raxo, Hen03HaT HaM je xpaj, xpamhaaaae. lJoBeKOA>y6HBH Ear, HMajvl'iH 6PHry 0 HaMa, OCTaBHO je Hen03HaT cspnrerax Haw Aa 6HCMO VBeK 6HAM aa H.era cnpesma H npe6HBaAH V HCTHHHTOM noxajaisv. Ca qHMe qOBeK 113 oaora CBeTa OAe ca THMe lie ce jaBHTH H aa CVAV XPHCTOBOM".

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7. CTPAAAlbA H IIATlbE Y PA3HHM BHAOBHMA - HCTO TaKO OnOMH.EbY xoaexa na noxajarse. Ilap AaBHA je pexao:

"Ao6po MU je !UTa ct paoau, oa ce Hay<tuM napeotiaua Teojuu (Ilc, 119, 71)". OTYAa ce y30pHTH xpmnhaaaa, Aa 6H ce crpaxa.EbeM O'lHCTHO norrvr 3AaTa xoje ice Y BaTpH 60A>e 'lHCTH, MOAH Borv Aa My rroura.se H3BeCHa crpaaaisa. EnHCKOn HHKoAaj rtaure caeaehe: "CTpaX y CTpaAa.EbY H CTpaX OA HeCTPAa.Eba. To je jeaan HCTH crpax, H OH oaaasasa 60ja3aH AYXOBHa 'lOBeKa, Aa AH ce Bor naje YAaA>HO OA rsera, Kaaa je CBeTa Karapnna rrperprreaa MHore H TeWKe MYKe, jasa joj ce I'ocnoz, H OHa fa vrnrra: "f Ae CH 6HO, I'ocnoae, AO caa Aa Me YTeWHW Y TOAHKHM CTpaAa.EbHMa"? A I'ocnoa joj osrosopa? "OBAe caM ja 6HO, Y TBOM cpny", Ho He Ma.EbH crpax MO)Ke Aa HaHne na AYXOBHa <roaexa, KaAa AYro Ha.Eb He HaHAa3e crpaaaisa. Vmao HHOK Y jeAHY n;pKBY Y AAeKcaHAPHjH H BHAeo HeKY )I(eHY KaKO KAet.IH npea HKOIIOM CnaCHTeA>eBOM H C IIAa'leM narnrje xa I'ocnoav: "OCTamm CH Me, J'ocnoae, MHAOCTHBH". Ilocxe MOAHTBe vrurra HHOK )KeHY: "KO Te je YBpeAHO, Aa ce TaKO ropxo )KaAHW Borv"? OArOBopH )KeHa:

"AO caaa Me HHKO aaje yBpeAHO; H 6am 3aTO ja H IIAa'leM, jep Me je Bor OCTaBHO H aa TpH roaane HHKaKBllM crpaaassev naje Me nocerno. 3a OBO apesse HHTH cass ja 60AOBaAa, HHTH HKO MOj, HHTH MH je nnrra OA AOMane )KHBllHe nponaAo".63

Bor HHKaAa He nYWTa aa 'lOBeKa crpaaarsa aeha Hero IllTO HX OH MO)Ke nOAHeTH, aAH Bor no CBOMe 'lOBeKOA>y6A>Y norrvnrra aa A>YAe crpaaaisa, Aa 6H HX O'lHCTHO OA rpexa, vaeo HcnOA BAaCTH DaBOAa H rrpH6AH)KHO K Ce6H. YCTBapH TO je cnaCOHOCHO crpaAa.Ebe H OHO He AOAa3H OA aasopa 3Aa - basoxa HHTH je cauo no ce6H 3AO, Ben OA Bora H aa A06po CAY)Kll A>YAHMa. Y OBaKBHM npcraaa crpaaaaa 'lOBeK rpeoa YBeK Aa HMa aa yMY arroCTOAOBe pesnr: .Jep xota Tocnoo /by6u OHOza U tcapa; a 6uje caaKoza cuna xojeta npuua (Jeap. 12, 6)". CB. JOBaH 3AaToycT, rosopeha 0 CTpaAa.EbHMa, BeAH HOBO: .Ha xpajv CBHX crpaaaisa Bor uraxe aajaehe CTpaAa.EDe". Haj60A>H npnaep 3a OBO aaaa- 3HMO KOA npaseaaora JOBa Y .EberOBHM CTpaAa.EbHMa. Ho jour 60A>H rrpHMep CTpaAa.Eba Y OBOM CMHCAY HaAa3HMO KOA focnOAa Hcyca XpHCTa, KOjH je rpneo npno Ma.Eba, rra CBe seha crpaaarsa, Aa aa xpajv noznece KPCT H pacnehe, aAH Aa AO'leKa H BaCKpCe.EDe. AaKAe, crpaaarsa H narrse Y pa3HHM BHAOBHMa 3aJ1CTa OrrOMH.EbY 'lOBeKa aa noxajaree, na 3aTO anOCTOA Ilerap H sexa: .Heio ce paoyjTe ULTO ctpaoate C XPUCTOM, oa 6uCTe, U Kao ce iaea C/laaa teetoea UMa/lU paooct u eecense ... Saio U KOjU crpaoajy no eonsu Boscuioi nexa My xao eiepnoue t eopuy npepaoy oYUle ceo]e y ooopujeu ojenuua (1. IIeTp. 4, 13, 19)".

8. BOAECT - OnOMH.EDe H PYKOBOAH HCTO TaKO na noxajaise. CBe WTO 6HBa na CBeTY He 6HBa 6e3 BOA>e Bozcaje. BOAeCTII, xoje AOAa3e xao Ka3Ha aa name rpexose, jecy YCTBapH 6n'lesarsa Boxcaja H ononeae, Aa, 360r YAaA>e.Eba aaurer OA 3aKOHa BO)KHjer, rpefia Aa ce nonpaaauo H noxajeuo. OTYAa CTOjH: "Buouie caoa oa neua tiota OCUM ueue. fa y6ujaM U o:»cua/byjeM, paHUM u uCl{jelbyjeM (5. Mojc. 32, 39)". H jow: .Jep OH saoaje pane, U saeuja; OH yoapa, U pYKe teezoee UCl{jelbyjy (JOB. 5, 18)".

Haxo 60AeCTli aa npna norxez, CaAP)Ke rOp'lHHY, OHe nnax HMajy H A06py CTpaHY, HaHMe, wH6ajynH Hac, OHe Hac HCTOBpeMeHO H novvasajv, Aajy HaM MorynHocT Aa npOHHKHeMO y ce6e H Aa ce noxajesro aa rpexone. Y 60AecTH ce Aywa uanra 'lHCTH, CAll'lHO 3AaTY y BaTpH. 0. JOBaH KpOHIllTaTCKH BeAll: "My'lenH 60Aewny Haw TeAeCHH cacran, I'ocnoz, pyum crapor, rpeur nor, TeAeCHor xoaexa, Aa 6H Aao CHAY HOBOM 'lOBeKY, xora CMO oCAa6HAH TeAeCHHM MaHaMa: np0)KAPA>HBowny, AeHowny, pasoHOAaMa, MHorHM crpacraua. .Jep Kao CaM cnati, ouoa case CUJIaH" (xaxce anOCTOA). Tpe6a AaKAe ca 6AaroAapHomny npHMaTH 60- AecT".64

Y ,~<l>aBHTy AYXOBHOM", cTOjH cxeaehe: ,ABa BeHHjaMHH ce rrpez, CMpT 6HO pasooaeo. Hseroaa yqeHllll;H H nOWTOBaOL'(H no'leAH cy ce C rvross MOAHTH xpaj .EberOBe nOCTeA>e aa .EberOBO 03ApaBA>e.EDe. Crapau 'lyBWH, 3aWTO OHll Bora MOAe, pexne llM:

"MOAllTe ce BH, Aa ce He pa360All MOj VHYTpaW.EbH 'lOBeK; a OA osora TeAa ja HllcaM BHAeo sajae Hll AOK je 3ApaBO 6HAO, HHTll nax caa, xaaa je 6oAecHo ocehan nrrere, Ben KOP"CT", jep Me 60AeCT npayroroszsaaa aa oaaj CBeT".

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Haj3M, Aa 3aBpllIHMO pesnnra CB. JOBaHa MHAOCTHBor: "AYrorpnsserse EO)KHje je nocrojaao, a MHJ\OCT Hserona He3A06HBa •.• KOAHKO 3AMKOBaua KOjH HAY Aa y6Hjy H YKPMY, OH npaxpasa Aa He 6YAY YXBaneHH H aa MYKe CTaBJbeHH. MOpCKH pa360jHHUH IIAOBe no MOPY, H OH He napebyje MOpy Aa HX nOTOnH. KOAMKO lLHX ce KPHBO KYHY Ilpaxemhea, H OH rpna, He IIAanajyhH HM OBAe 3AOM. XajAVUH aa APYMY Iltba'lKajy, H OH HX He rrpeaaje asepoBUMa Aa HX pacrprav ... EAYAHHUH C 6AYAHHUaMa xoae, a OH TPnH. 3allITO CBe TO? Jep xexa noxajarse H ofipaharse. 3aHcTa Bor He )KeAM nponacra rpeWHHKY .•• 3aTO, 6pano, 3acTHAHMo ce npea npe6AarHM I'ocnoaoa EoroM".65

IX. KOPHCT OA CBETE TAJHE. nOKAJAH>A

.Byoute y MeHU U [a hy y eaua i ., H JCoju 6yoe y MeHU U ja hy y 1heMy, OH he POOUTU MHOZU poo (JH. 15, 4-5)".

EnHCKOn PYCKH Teodiaa BeAM: "HAM He rpennr, HAH aKO carpenmur noxaj ce". EYAynH Aa CBaKH 'lOBeK smne HAH MalLe rpeIlIH, neonxozno je nOTpe6HO Aa ce KOPHCTH CBeTOM rajaoja noxajarsa, xoja nopea ocaoeobea,a OA rpexona, AOHOCH H caezehe:

1. IIPEIIOPOBAJ Y HOBOrA qOBEKA (OEHOBibElbE HAH IIOHOBHO POBElbE). CBaKH he ce nOKajHHK AOHCTa OceTH· TH npenopobennsr KP03 OBY CBeTY TajHY aKO joj 6YAe npeTXOAHAa HCKpeHOCT, A06poHaMepHocT, cMHpeHoCT H APyre oc06HHe xoje je npare, Te OTYAa .aTIOCTOA IIaBAe BeAH: "CBYijUTe crapoza «oejexa C oje/lUMa teetoeuiesc U o6YijuTe noeota xoiu ce 06HaB/ba 3a nosnatee, no 061!uttjy ouota xoju ta je ca3oao (KOAOIlI. 3, 9-10)". Casra npapoaa qOBeKOBa, xoja je nOBpeAHAa 3aKOH EmKjH, aaxresa HCTOBpeMeHO H npenopobaj, KOjH npOH3HAa3H OA Bozcaje BOJbe H MHAOCTH, a TO 3aTO, Aa 6H qOBeK nocrao HOBa TBap, C HOBHM )KHBOTOM, HOBHM cpneu, HOBHM AYXOM. 3aTO Bor npexo npoporca OBaKO napebyje: "Oo6a£lure 00 ce6e CBa 6e3aJC01ha xo]a «uuucre U HaltUHUTe ce6u HOBO cpue U HOB oYX; U 3amTO oa upete? .. Iep MU nuje MUI!a CMPT OHOza xoju upe Z080pU Tocnoo; 06paTUTe ce, oaxne, U 6yoUTe :HCUBU (Je3. 18, 31-32)".

o 'lOBeKOBOM rrpenopobajv, 06HOBJbelLY HAH nOHOBHOM pobelLY, IlITO ce HCKJbyqHBO nOCTH)Ke npexo CBeTe rajae noxajatsa, H TaKBOM 'lOBeKY xao HOBOj TBapH, OBaKO rosopa enHCKOn HHKo-Aaj: "OA CBlIX MOAMTaBa Ear najpaaaje cxvura cxpymeae MOAHTBe nOKajHHKa, KOjH MOAe aa onpowraj rpexosa. Jep HHWTa Y cBery HHje xopacnaje aa xoaexa OA orrponrraja rpexa, OA QCAo60belLa OA rpexa.i'I'aae 'lOBeK nocraje HOBa TBap,THMe on nomnse HOBH )KH80T, )KHBOT CHHa aa MeCTO )KHBOTaChYre. 3aTO cy CBH npopoua

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Y KaKBOM ce crassv aaaasn qOBeK nOA TepeTOM rpexa - HenpenopooeH H qOBeK CBeTOM TajHoM nOKajalba npenopobea, Haj601De he nOKaaaTH cAeAenH CAyqaj.

JeAaH qOBeK 6HO je caen OA pohersa. Aexapa MY onepaIUIjOM nospare BHA, aAH 6HAO je nOTpe6HO npHBHKauaTH ra noCTeneHO aa CBeTAOCT, re cy ra C rora AP)KaAH Y rrOAYTaMHoj C06H. Hajaaa, jeAHora AaHa, MaTH H3BeAe CHHa nanozse H OH yrAeAa~IlIH 3eMIDY, HeGO H CBY aenorv aeunora urapa y3BHKHY: ,,0, Ma)KO, 3aIlITO MH He pexe npe KaKO je AHBaH osaj BO)KjH CBeT"? MaTH ce sarrxaxa H pesre: "CHHe MOj. Macro rrvra ja caM noxvnraaaaa Aa TH 0 TOMe npuqaM, HO TH HHCH npHMHO K CPllY Moje pexa. CaA ce saaocaur H AHBHIlI AenOTH aa TO IlITO CBe CaM BHAHIlI".

TaKO, AaKAe, 6HBa H ca CBaKHM qOBeKOM KOMe ce KP03 Caerv TajHY noxajarsa H HcrrOBeCTH, orrpOCTHBllIH ce rpexa H AYxosaor CAeJIHAa, oraope AyxOBHe OqH H npenopoaa ce, 06HOBH H nOHOBO pOAH. OTYAa H CB. Bapnana Y CBOjOj IIocAaHHllH AHBHO BeAH: ,A06HBiliH onpourra] rpexona H nOAO)KHB HaAY aa HMe

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I'ocnoaae, MH CMO rrOCTaAH canpureao HOBH, HaHOBO crnopenn .

Ha TOMe qOBeKY HcrrYlbaBajy ce AOHCTa peua BO)KHjer 06enalba:

"H oany OaM HOOO cpue, U HOO oyx MeTHYTu y eac. H oyx ceoi MeTHyliy Y eac, U ytlUHuliy ~a xooute no MOjUM ype06aMa U ~aJCOHe uoje oa op3ICUTe U usepiuviete ... U 6ulieTe MU uapoo U Ja liy OaM 6UTU SOl (Jes, 36, 26-28)".

2. IIPHBAIDKElbE BOfY. Kaaa ce qOBeK nyTeM CBeTe rajae noxajarsa npenopoaa Y HOBor qOBeKa H onpocra rpexa, raaa ce Y lbeMY OAMax jaBlDa He06Y3AaHa )KelDa aa rr03HalbeM Bora H ~o)KHjer 3aKOHa. H3BojeBaBiliH n06eAY HaA rpexox KP03 CBeTY TaJHY nOKajalba, qOBeK je HCTOBpeMeHo H3BojeBao H no6eAY HaA caMHM co60M, HaA CBeTOM H baaoaon: THMe je ce6e OAMax CTaBHO Y nOKopHOCT BO)KHjeM 3aKOHY; pasropeo lDy6aB npesaa Bory H 6AH)KlbeMY H nOiliaBiliH nYTeM npaBeAHocTH H CBeTOCTH, CT~O. Y 6AH- 3HHY BO)KHjy. TaKaB qOBeK, KOjH CTOjH Y 6AH3HHH BO)KH)o), acnvHHO je HapeA6y xoja rAaCH: .. []pu6I1UXUTe ce lC SOlY, U OH lie ce npu611U31CUTU lC OaMa (JaKoB 4, 8)".

IIlTa 3HaqH 6HTH npH6AH)KeH, a IlITa yAa/oeH OA Bora, xeno CAHKa THXOH 3aAoHCKH: .. AoKAe qOBeK npea KHM CTOjH, OH je AuueM K lbeMY OKpeHYT. A KaA OA Jbera nobe, AHlle caoje oKpehe aa OHY crpaav KYAa HMa HaMepy Aa nobe, Illro BHIlIe HAe,. THM ce CBe BHIlIe YAalDaBa OA oaora npes, KHM MaAO npe CTaJaIlIe. TaKO, AaKAe, qOBeK CBeTY BOIDY BO)KHjy acnvaaaa H CAywa OHO

WTO Bor 3aIlOBeAa H aapebvje, H THMe aaaaseha ce csaraa rOToB, J.a acrrvaaaa HapeA6e Boacaje, OH TOM rorosourhv noxasyje xao J.a .umeM OKpeHYT npea BorOM CTOjH, Aa MY AOCTOjHO nourroaarse osaje, Aa C lbHM Y aajeAHHUH CTOjH H Aa ce OA Jbera He YAalDaBa".

Fpenran qOBeK He cauo IlITO He MO)Ke Aa ce npH6AH)KH Bory BeD OH YCTBapH 6e)KH H CKpHBa ce OA Bora nOCAe csaxor yqHaeaor rpexa, jep My je reurxo H CTpaIlIHO Y 6AH3HHH JberoBoj. Hajaermnr npmrep KaKO npecrvnaax 6e)KH H YAalDaua ce OA Bora nOCAe yqHJbeHOr rpexa BHAH ce KOA npapoaare.sa HaUIHX. Haasae, xaaa EBa Y3a6pa nAOA ca aatiparseaor APBeTa na ra AaAe H CBOM MY)KY AAaMY Te H OH OKYCH, "Taoa UM ce oreopuuse O'iU U euoietue oa cy ZOIlU; na onnetotae nuuiha CMOJCaoa U Ha'lUHUUle ce6u npetane. H sasenae lilac Tocnooa Bota ... U caxpu ce AOaM U sceua MY ucnpeo Tocnooa Bota Meby opeeta y epry, A Tocnoo BOl OUJCHY AOaMa U peue MY: loje cu? A OH My peue: '1YX lilac TOOj na ce nonnauiux, jep CaM ZO, re ce caxpux (I Mojc. 3, 6-10)".

3. CIIACElbE. Ilpexo npH6AH)Kelba Bory H aajeamme ca WlMe HAe ce HCTOBpeMeHO xa npaBeAHoCTH H CBeTOCTH, a TOMe H cnacersy, xoje je Bor cnpeMHO OA BeqHOCTH CBHMa KOjH ra rpazce, jep KP03 npapoaarezse Halle "COU catpuieuuaue U u.nytiuuie cnaey BO'JICujy, U onpaeoahe ce 3a tiaoaea 611azooany teetoOOM, oTJCYnoM Hcyca Xpucta, xojeza nOCTaOU BOl oa nOJCaJlCe ceojy npaeoy onpouaeueu npebauaeux zpujexa (PUMIb. 3, 23-25)".

Cnacerse, xao KpajlbH llHID aanrera )KHBOTa aa 3eMIDH, AOAa3H HaM OA Bora xao 6AaroAaTHH aKT lberOBe A06poTe, lDy6aBH, MHAOCTH H TPIIlDelba, Te je oTYAa Bar H nocaao Tocnoaa Hcyea Xpacra, KOjH je ce6e Aao aa Halle cnacerse, Aa 6H Hac H36aBHO 0,\ nseaa KOjH he AODH, H OA oCYAe H nesnre CMPTH, jep 6oroMHaAax· HYTH anOCTOA OBaKO Hapeliyje: "Aa '1eJCaTe CUHa teetoea c netieca xojeta eacxpce U3 upreujex, Hcyca, xoju Hac U36aolba 00 ueeea lCOjU lie oohu (1. COA. I, 10)".

4. CTHUAlbE tIACTH H AOBPOf HMEHA. Ilpaaa qaCT aa qOBeKa He cacroja ce y cnOlDaIlIlbHM npemsvhcraaaa (y 60raTCTBY, BHCOKOM noxoacajv, 3HaTHOCTH HAP.) Hero Y MOPaAHOj CHAH H AocTojaHCTBY. qacHHjH je jeAaH npocr, aAH YCBeMY acnpasaa xpanrhaaaa OA CBUX BOAMO)Ka 6ea xpamhaacxax BpAHHa. OTYAa H CTOjH HanHCaHO: .. Bone ie oo6po UMe, neto eenuxo 60zaTCTOO (IIpHMe 22, I)". 3Haqaj xpamhancxe qaCTH H A06por HMeHa Hajjacnaje je oAPeAHO anOCTOA IIaBAe pexaaa: .Jep 6ux eoneo yMpu[etu neto oa JeD cnaey MOjy YHUUlTU (1. Kop. 9, 15)". Ho Aa CBaKH qOBeK CTeKHe TY H TaKBY xpuwnaHcKY q~CT H A06po Hl4e APyror nyra H HaquHa HeMa OCHM CBeTe rajae noxajaisa, xoja

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5. BMroTBOPHO AEJCTBO HA 3APABmE. H3 CBaKHAaIlI' ILer HCKYCTBa 3HaMO Aa je CBaKH yqlUI>eHH rpex, xao WTO xaace eDHCKon HHKOAaj, aTeHTaT aa Bora. Ho HCTOBpeMeHO rpex je aTeHTaT H aa caaora ce6e. Y CBaKOM cAyqajy yqHlbeHH rpex HOCH caMoy6HAaqKH xapaxrep, Y rpenrersy MH ry6HMO caoje 3ApaBme H TeAeCHY cnarv, a noxajarse CBe TO nonpaazsa. Iloxajaise vxpohasa crpacra, rrpexpahvje pbaae HaBHKe H WTO je BPAO Ba)KHO npexaaa MHore TeAecHe 60AeCTH H YKpenmyje TeAO; AOBoAenu 'I HopMaAHO CTaH>e It 'I pea Haw )KHBOT TaKO, Aa je 36HA>a TaqHO HapOAHO HCKYCTBO xoje BeAU: .Floxajarse - paAOBalbe (IIOKajaHHje - PaAOBaHHje)", HAH KaKO Capax xaaee: .Becene cpua [ecte :1ICUaOT noeecy, U paooeaue My:»ea oonzooenctey]« (CHp. 30, 23)".

6. IIOPOAHQiIA CPEIiA Kp03 xpamhaacxa )KUBOT ere-rea noxajarseu orxeaa ce KaKO Y CTapeWHHH xpmuhancxor AOMa TaKO H 'I CBaKOM aeroaoae ·tIAaHY. Be36pojHH npaaepa cy )KHBH CBeAOLtH KaKO HanpeAYjy Kyne rAe ce rpex H3rOHH noxajassest, a KaKO orrer rrporrasajv MHore rAe ce rpex yceAHO, a 0 noxajaisv nehe A3 ce 3Ha. Ha rrpse AOMoBe 3aHCTa ce H3AHO 6AarocAoB Ea)KjH, AOK Y ApyrHM 3AO rocnosapa. 3aTO je A06po nocavmara caner cneror AYKe Aexapa, xojn ce yqHO OA aenorpemaor Aexapa, KOjH K3)Ke: .Jloxajte ce, oaxne, U 06paTUTe ce oa ce ouucTUTe 00. zpujexa ceojux, oa 00 nuua Tocnootea oohy epeuena oOMapa1ba (AeA. an. 3, 19)", Csracao OBHX pexa, xao H ofijannserse aa "BpeMeHa OAMapalba" Aao je 6Aa)KeHH Teodiaaaicr xoja K3)Ke: "CBeTH anOCTOA H jeBaHOeAHCT oaae rosopa 'I MHO)KUHll KaA xaace: ,.Aa AOoy speueaa OAMapaH>a", nOAPa3YMesajyhH OqH· rAeAHo OAMOp y OB03eMamCKOM )KUBOTY H OAMOP 'I BeqHOCTH, A. apene oAMapalba 'I OB03eM3mCKOM )KUBOTY OAHOCH ce aa AUtI· HOCT CBaKOra oaora KOjH ce noxajao, a 6AarOTBopHO AeAyje H aa lberOBY nopOAHQY H C OBe npeAa3H Ha OKOAHHY, jep npeKO npH' Mepa noxajarse npeaaaa ca poaareesa na AeQY H nOTOMCTBO," OrYAa je noxajarse HeonxOAHO PaAH AeQe H nOTOMCTBa, jep Bor, xao WTO Mojeej BeAH: .Jloxoou zpujexe OTa'lICe na cuuoeuua u YHYI4UMa 00 rpeliez u weteptoz 1C0ibeHa (II. Mojc, 34, 7)". A yapox nax, aGor xera Ear nOXOAH "rpHjexe ora-nee", HCTO TaKO 06- jacaao je npopox ca pesmaa: "OI4U ieoouie KUCeAO zpoxhe, a CUHoaUMa TPHY 3y6u (Je3eK. 18, 2)".

ETo, TO cy, yrAaBHoM, caao nexoje KOPHCTH OA CBeTe rajae noxajarsa xoja HaM no' yqeH>Y CB. anOCTOAa Ilerpa Aaje: "Cae 600tcaHcTaeHeCUII.e 1C0je Tpe6ajy IC :JICUaory U no60:JICHOCTU (2~ IJeTp. 1, 3)".

X. onPOllITAJ rPEXOBA KP03 CBETY TAJHY nOKAJAlLA

.Foeopu Tocnoo: jepliy UM onpocturu 6e3a: 1C01ba 1buxoaa u zpujexa n-uxoeuiex Heliy eutae

nOMU1baTU (Jepen. 31, 34)". .

. HCKpeHo xajarse H HcnOBeCT rpexosa aa Caeroj TajHH no.

xajaaa AOHCTa AOHOCH noTDYH onpourraj, 3a nOTBPAy rora, oBAe neMO rOBopHTH HCKmyqHBO BO)KjHM pexaua H3 Cserora DHCMa: ,,Jep ce nOICa3a 611.aZOOaT 50:J/Cuja 1C0ja cnacaaa cee Ibyoe, Y"'eliu HaC oa ce OOpe'leMO 6e360:JfCHOCTU U :JfCelbe oeota ceujeta, U oa nOUlTeHO u npaeeouo U n060:JfCHO nO:JfCUaUMO na oeoue ceuiety (THTy 2, 11-12)". ,,50z noousce CUHa ceojeta Hcyca ... Iep HeMa opvzoza UMeHa noo He60M oanoza lbyoUMa xoiujes: 6u ce MU MOo 211.U cnaCTU (AeA. an. 3, 26; 14, 12)". .Ja xojezoo lby6UM OHe u xaPaM u n~Y"laa~; noctapa] ee, oaxne, u noxa] ce (Orxp, 3, 19)". ,,Ko xpuje nputectyne ceoje, nehe 6UTU cpehau; a ICO npusua u ~a6Iba, ~06une MUll.OCT (Tlpave COA. 28, B)". "Aa ce nponoeuieoa noxajan.e y UMe 1beZ060 u onpouaesse tpujexa no ceujeu Hap_OOUMa (AYKa 24, 47)". ETO, A3KAe, KaKO H WTa CTOjH 'I Eo. )KUJeM oTKpOBeH>Y, a caa Aa HaBeAeMO jeAHo caspeueao avropaTaTHBHO MHWA>eH>e xao YBOA H3AaraH>HMa CBeTHX OTaQa H yquTe~a UpKBe no DHTaH>Y onpanrrarsa rpexa Kp03 noxajaae H CB. TaJHY HcnOBeCTH.

.•• IIo rrpocrpanoj 3eM3mCKoj H>HBH sacejaao je 3pHeBA>e seqHOCTH. He6ecKH Cejau je nOKa3aO Aa je oaaj CBeT CTBopeH ca LtHmeM A3 6YAe H>HBa na KOjOj HHqe, pacre H caapesa spaeaee BeqHOCTH (cp. MT. 13, 18-23, 36-43; MK. 4, 3-20; AK. 8, 5-15). Henpajarezsa qOBeKOBe BeqHOCTH, 3AO.H rpex, TPlbeM H KOPOBOM ~BOjHM yrywyjy TO spneaee H o6ecruooyjy H>HBy EO)KHjy. AKO je osanaoheaa Bor WTa OTKPHO CBOjHM 6orOqOBeqaHCKHM )KHBD~OM H yqelbeM, OHA3 je TO OBO: mYAH cy sexaa 6Hha; osaj CBeT je H>HXOBO rrpaspeaeao 06HTaAHWTe; BeqHH )KHBOT mYAH noxaae 'I OBOM cBeTY H aacraaea ce 6ea npexaaa y OHOM. (cp. JH. 5, 24-29; 6, 47).

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-'KHBOTa paasajesso Y cOOu AO xpajrsax rpamma. 3aTO je Bor Aoroc H rrOCTaO '10BeK, Aa 6u HaC, IDYAe, navxao KaKO ce CTH'le )KUBOT Be'lHH Y OBOM npOAa3HOM CBeTy. HaIIIa sepa U Huje APyro AO aerrpexaaaa 6op6a aa -'KHBOT Be'lHH, nerrpexaano Myqelbe aa -'KHBOT Be'lHH (1. TM. 6, 12). A 3eMIDa; 60jHIIITe H MYtJHAHIIITe. EojHIIITe na KOMe ce 6opuMo aa )KHBOT Be'lHU, U MyqHAHIIITe Y KOMe ce My<lUMO aa )KHBOT Be'lHU. To je HaIII n03UB (1. TM. 6, 12). Ko APYK'Iuje MUCAH aaje XpHCTOB.

- Eop6a je HaIIIa - ca KHM? Ca nerrpajarezsasra HaIIIe Be'lHOCTH H HaIIIe 6ecMPTHOCTH. Ko cy OHH? HaIIIH rpeca, Harne CTpaCTH, HaIIIU noponn, HaIIIU 3AU AYCH (cp. E<j>. 6, 12). CBaKH rpex xpaae rrOMaAO HaIIIY Be'lHOCT H ocaphvje HaIIIY 6eCMPT' HOCT. He Tpe6a ce saaapaaara: rrpajarea-crao ca rpecasaa - Henpajare.ecrno je Eory (cp. PM. 8, 7; JaK. 4, 4; 1. JH. 2, 15), HenpHjaTeIDcTBO Focnoxv XpUCTy. Ko ca rpecaaa APyryje, aenpnjaTeID EmKjH nocraje (cp. JaK. 4, 1. 4.). TIporAacHTH csoje rpexe aa nenpajare.ee, H oceTUTH HX xao csoje HajIDylie aerrpajare.se, npBH je YCAOB Aa '10BeK xpene rryTeM KOjH BOAH Y )KHBOT Be'lHH, OVTeM KOjH '10BeKa npH6AH)Kyje Eory H crrpnjarezsvje C Borox (cp. JaK. 2, 23; JH. 15, 14). MH Ty je rrOTpOOHa OAAyqHOCT, OAAyqHOCT aa 6op6y na )KHBOT H CMpT. Jep y OBOM CBeTY '10BeK MO)Ke 6UTH HAH rrpajare.s Eory a aenpajaress oaBoAY, HAH npajare,» oaBoAY a nenpajarezs Eory. Tpehera HeMa. HaA IDYAHMa BAaAa HeYKAolbuBH 3aKOH: HAH je )KUBOT '10BeKOB APyroBaH>e C Boron a nporaaeerse basoxv, HAM je ApyroBalbe C oaBoAoM a npornazserse Eory. 3a CBe IDYAe UCTUHHTa je pex XPHCToMYAPor arrOCTOAa: TIoKOpHTe ce Borv, a nporusare ce oaBoAY, H rr06eliH lie OA nac: rrpH6AH)KHTe ce Eory, H OH lie ce npH6AH)KUTH saaa (JaK. 4, 7-8).

- KaKo '10BeK Aa HaBUKHe ce6e Aa Mp3H rpex U nopoK H Aa HX ce KAOHU? EBO KaKO: 6YAH yaex caecran H snaj Aa CBeBUAeliH Tocnoa Hcvc aenpecraao H HeTpeMHIJ;e rAeAa Y CBaKY TBOjy MHcao, y cBaKY TBOjy )KeIDY, Y CBaKO raoje oceharse, Y CBaKO rso]e AeAO. II nara OA CBaKe rsoje pbase MHCAH U rpenrae )KeIDe, OA csaxor rsor nopo-raor oceharsa H saor AeAa. Hsera, He3Ao6HBOl H npeoxaror, aenpecraao Myqe, 6ujy, DlDyjy, pacnassv - rpeca HaIIIH, nopoua HaIIIH. BOAeliH rpexe, H )KuBeliu y lbuMa, MH aaCTaBIDaMO 3AO'lHH xpacrooopana H xpacrovomta. Cnacerse je oA Tora jeAHO: OAAy<lHO OMp3HYTH rpex CBOM AyrnOM CBOjOM, CBUM 6HlieM CBOjUM; H36eraBaTH rpex H 6e.lKaru OA H>era; a aaabe AH na nac, 60PHTU ce ca IbUM ,,Ao KPBH" (Jeap, 12,4), HeycTpaIIIHBo H CMeAO; yoe AH y Hac, He AaTH My HHrrOIIITO Aa OCTaHe y aaaa, 3aTO je neonxoaao M06HAMcaTH caa yM ClIOj, CBY Ayrny CBOjy,

CJI!- BO .... \· CBOjy, 6YAHO CTpa)KapHTH HaA co6oM, HaA CBHM IIITO JI! Y Balla H Da)K!oHBO MOTPHTH na CBe IIITO YAaaH Y Hac H IIITO JI3.\a3H OA Hac. Oaaj nOABHr CBeTH OUH aaaasajv Tpe.lKH>elbeM cdle: tpe)K}beH>eM YMa, Tpe.lKlbelbeM cpua, Tpe)KlbelbeM Ayrne OA aajaHCTBa rpexoss. Tpeaneha ce6e OA rrajaacraa rpexosr, OA OOH_ieHoc:m 3AOM, '10BeK nOCTeneHO ocnocodeasa ce6e aa paaAHKOJI3.lI.e A06pa OA 3Aa H CTH'Ie 6AarOAaTHY cnocoeaocr esaabeacxor pacybHBaH>a 0 TOMe IIITa je A06po a IIITa 3AO. OOHjeH rpexoss, <IO'IHILeM 3AOM '10BeK aaje y cTalbY Aa AOBOIDHO 3Ha, H craapao Be 3Ha IIITa cy A06po H 3AO Y CBOjHM nOCAeAH>HM Ay6uHaMa H CyIlTHAHlIM TaH'IHHaMa. Cauo caecrpaao 06AaroAalieHe AH'IHOCru 3Hajy AO TaHtJHHa H TajHY Ao6pa H TajHY 3Aa. AAH II OBa cnocOOHOCT paaaaxosarsa A06pa H 3Aa jecre HCTOBpeMeHO nOABHr B Aap. AnOCTOA TIaBAe je Ha3HBa AapOM aa paaaaxoaarse AYXOBa, B TO AaPOM Ayxa Caerora (1. Kop. 12, 10), aAH H nOABHrOM KOjH ce cacroja y AyroM Be.lK6albY H xo]a je O'lHrAeAaH KOA caspnreHHX xpaurhana: A caBpIIIeHHx je TBPAa xpaaa, KOjH HMajy ocehaH.a AyroM npaxcou H3Be)l(.6aHa aa paaAHKOBaH>e HA06pa H 3Aa (Jesp. 5, 14).

- Caxto IlOMorHYT 6AaroAaliy Cserora Ayxa MO.lKe '10BeK XOjH ce TPYAH HaA co6oM pa3BHTH Y ce6H crrocoeaocr aa pa3AH' XOBa!be Ao6pa H 3Aa, aa paaaaxoaarse AyxoBa A06pHX H 3AHX.67

CBeTH JOBaH 3AaToycT, na npaaep, BeAH: .Hexa HlIKO, aa_\a3eliH ce Y rpexy He osrajaaa, H nexa HHKO )KHBenH Y BPAHHU He .,1peMa . .• KaA ce ca CHAHOM IDy6aBIDY npH6AH.lKaBaMO Eory - C .. 1>y6ae noxpuea MHOUlTeo zpujexa - 1. TIeTp. 4, 8", H: .Koue ce MaJlO onpaucta UMa MaJlY /by6ae - AYKa 7, 47"), - OH aa- 60paBIDa npebaunse rpexose. Haje Bor xao qOBeK, jep He npexopesa aa rrpOIIIAO, HHTU, aKO ce noxajesro, mrra: 3aIIITO CH TOAHKO QACYCTBOBao?, Beli Hac BOAH, KaA My npabexto xao IIITO rperia ... Ta H Paaa je 6HAa 6AYAHuua, aAH ce cnacaa: H paa60jHHK je 6HO 'IOBeKoy6Hua, rra nocraae rpabaaaa Paja; a JYAa, KOjH 6eIIIe ca Y'lHTelDeM, noraee: H pa360jHHK, aaaaaeha ce na KPCTY, nocraze yqeHHKOM. TaKBa cy EO.lKHja qYAeca. TaKO Marn HaDOIIIe MUAOCT, TaKO uapHHHK nocraae JeBaHoeAHCT; TaKO xyAHTeID nocraae AnoCTOA. J ep Eor He A03BOIDaBa Aa ce noxaace H Tpar OA paaa rpeXOBa. Eor je '10BeKoIDy6HB, H TaKO je qOBeKoIDy6uB, Aa naje nonrreaeo HH JeAHHopOAHor, Aa 6H crracao HOOAaroAapHe p060Be. Hessoj MH peha: MHoro H TeIIIKO 3rpeIIIHUX, na KaKO ny MonH Aa ce cnacest? Tn He MO.lKeIII, I'ocnoa TBOj MO)Ke, H TaKO YHHIIITaBa rpexose, Aa HM HH rpara He ocraje. KOA rexa TO Huje Moryne, jep H aKO ce H XHIDaAY rryTa AeKap TPYAH H Mene AeKOBe Ha paae, OH AOAyrne paay OAcTpaHH, aAH .3HaK H>e3HH ocraje, KOjH

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.M~Kap .ae ·l>10)K.e yaHUITHTIl, jep MY ce npOTIlBH cAa60cT rrpapoae II HeMon TeXHHKe H CHpOMaUITBO AeKOBa. A KaA I'ocnoa vaaurrana rpexe, He ocraasa HH 3HaKa, HHTn AonyllITa M OCTaHe Tpar".68 OBO H OBaKBO CBeTHTelbeBO TBpDeffie je nOTnyHO y carAaCHOCTH ca peqllMa I'ocnoaa Bora, KOjH npexo npopoxa BeAll: .Ja, ja CaM 6pUlMeM xeoje npujectyne ce6e paou, U zpuiexa TOOjUX He nouu- 1beM (Hc. 43, 25)".

Y aesa H3AO)K.eHOra, a H PaAH jour Ay61ber cxsararsa nasaaa norrrvaor onpanrraisa rpexosa y CB. TajHH noxajaisa, BpeAHO je qYTHH CB. AAMHTplija POCTOBCKor "IYAOTBOPQa: "He 6y All acaAOCTaH, aepaavaaa xoaeve, 360r TBOjllX BeAllKHX rpexosa rrpea EorOM. KM 6u TBOjU rpeca 6HAll seha OA IlKaKBOr rpexa, oner He Tpe6a Aa ca BPAO osajaa H )K.aAOCTaH; HeMa rpexa KOjH je seha OA MHAOCTH EO)K,lfje. Bor HOCH rpexe neaora CBeTa H CBaKOMe onpaurra npexo noxajarsa: a Til MIiCAHIII Aa caao rsoje rpexe, jeanora xoeexa, aehe nOHeTIl; Oaaj xoja je aa caa CBeT 1l3AllO CBOjy KpB, sap CaMO Te61l jeAHoM KPBlbY CBOjOM aehe AaTH onpourraj? CaMO Til npecraaa rpeUIHTH; caao ce noxa]: acnoaeaa casro rpexe csoje Aa ce onpasaanr, PeLUl: HcnOBeAaM, I'ocnoae, 6e3aKOlbe Moje H OAMax he OCTaSHTIi aexacrohv cpua TBOra", 3a MlillIlbeffie csaxor. CBeTHTe1ba, na H oaora, nocroja II noTBPAa y EO)K.jllM pesaaa H o6enalbHMa. EBO Te Boxcaje nOTBpAe: .Ja CaM re CQ.3oao, cnyza CU uoj, Heliy re 3a60paoUTU. Pacyliy xao o61laIC npujecryne reoje, U tpuiexe veoje lCao MaZlly; epatti ce IC MeHU (He, 44, 21-22)".

AoraDa ce Aa ce HeKIl, oABajajynll ce OA rpexa II Kajynu ce, cnorasv nOHOBO H nMajynll oxajaaajy, jep Bepyjy Aa osaj lbHXOB nOHOBHH nas, HHiliTH ueo TPYA noxajaisa xoja cy yqIlHHAH. EBo IlITa 0 TaKBHMa aeaa CB. Aranacaje CHHajcKH: ,,3a Bora HHje nponao TPYA, KOjH je 'lOBeK YAO)KHO y noxajaae, II 3aTO nory6- HO je Aa OH osajaaa, HO aexa nOHOBa YCTaHe npOTHB hasoaa A06pllM .AeAHMa II noxajarsesr. Jep, xao IlITO y uapCKHM 60p6aMa nap BOAll BojHHKa xoja ce AP)K,lf H 60pll ca nenpajare.snaa, na rrpesra TOMe H paisenora BOAH BHIlIe Hero oaora xoja 6e)KH II 6alla opyxcje, TaKO H Bor sanre caoceha AYUIH xoja ce AP)K,lf qBPCTO H 60PH ca naBOAllMa, Hero OHOj xoja ce He 6oPIl, II oxajaaa, II jeAHaKO qHHH CpaMHH rpex. Jep HeMa IlCTY OCYAY onaj xoja jeAHoM y rOAllHH rpeuia, H onaj KOjH csaxora AaHa qHHH MHAOCTHlby, ca OHHM KOjH MHAOCTHlbY qHHH peTKO. AKO CH 3aHCTa H XH1bMaMa nyra carpeumo, XH1baAaMa lIYTa ce H noxa], Aa KaA CMPT AODe Aa Te aabe y noxajarsv". Ilpeaa TOMe, H OBe pesa osora caerarezsa HMajy nOTBPAe y CBeTOM nuCMY KOjH neaa: .Jlpaeeonux ceoau nyTa naone U onet YCTaHe (Flpaxe COA. 24, 16)". A CBeToM nuCMY je 06uqaj, KaO IIITO aeaa 6.Aa)KeHH Teo-

CPH.\aKT, Aa 6poj CeAaM ynoTpe6lbaBa YMecTo pesa MHoro. Aaxxe: ,,TIpaneAHHK MHoro lIYTa naaae H oner YCTaHe". OTYAa H CB. JOBaR 3AaTOYCT caCBHM onpaaaaao xazce: "HHje CBa aecpeha y TOMe KM qOBeK naaae, Ben KaA naaae na He vcraje, aaje y TOMe KaA srpeura, Ben KaA y rpexy H Aa1be OCTaHe". OBe pe-ra rpe- 6a Aa nocpaae OHe, KOjH npe6auyjy U nOAcMeBajy ce noxajaaUliMa H 6oroMolbHHM lbYAllMa, YKaayjynH aa lbUXOB paaaja )KHBOT. EBO KaKO TllMe TH nOACMeBa'lH H uanaaasa, Ma H uecsecao, noxaavjv csoje nOKBapeHo cptte, jep je Cnacare . ..., pexao: ... ,,Jao woejex U3 31le xnuieta cpua ceojeza U3HOCU 31l0, jep YCTa 1bezooa toeope 00 cYOUlMICa CP£IQ (AYKa 6, 45)". Iloxaavjy OHH H ropAOCT, jeaan rpex OA OCHOBHHX HAll raasaax rpexoaa, jep IIcaAMoneaau seaa: "OXOIlU nIleTY na uene 1la:J1C, anu ce ja ceujeu cpueu OP:»CUM sanoeuiecra TOOjUX (TIc. 119, 69)". Hajaaa OHH noxasvjv H CBOjy 3aBHCT, jep TICaAMOneBau orrer xazce: .Jllanh» 0 MeHU Mehy C060M nenpujateruc MOjU, U uucne MU 3110 (TIc. 41, 7)". AaKAe, TH H TaKBH nOACMeBaqH H HanaAaqH Tpe6a Aa nocAYIlIajy caBeTCoAoMOHOB: "AlCo cu ayooeao nonecaeuiu ce UIlU cu 3110 MUCIlUO, MeTHU pylCy na ycta. Jep lCao ce pastiuja unuiexo U3- IlQ.3U MaCIlO; U ICO jaxo HOC ytupe U3Z0HU ·lCpO (TIpHtJe 3D, 32- 33)". Hanocaerxv, rrorpedao je 'lYTH H CB. Hnsaraja Boroaocua, xoja y TIHCMY ct>HAMeAcpHjLUlMa OBaKO MOAll: ,,Bora PaAH, MOAllM sac, Aa aKO ce KO noxaje U Aone y 3ajeAHHUY C UPKBOM, npHMHTe ra KPOTKO H ca lby6aBlby; KaKO 6H OH BailiOM A06pOTOM H HeaA06HBoiliny OCHa)KeH, pacxanvo naBOACKe Mpe)Ke (2. THM. 2. 26)", nocrao AocTojaH Hcyca Xpacra H A06HO BeqHO cnaceise y uapcrav XPHCTOBOM". A enacxon HHKoAaj xasce: "HCTHHHTIlM noxajarseu, CY3aMa, MOAHTBOM H A06pHM AeAHMa MO)Ke ce H najnpzsasnja AVIIIa nornvao OqHCTHTH H H3MeHHTH. 3aTo 6YAll na)KlbHB, Aa He cnosnnseur 3AypaAO rpexe noxajanor rpennrasa, Hero npHHeCH 6AaroAapHocT Eory H AIlBH ce, KaKO 6H ce OA raae aarrpasaaa CBeTAOCT, H OA Mylba 6HCTpa BOAa. MHCHPCKH uap AMaCHC 6eIlIe OA HHCKa poaa, na KaA nOCTa uapesi, lbYAH ra MaAO nonrrosaxv cehajyha ce lberOBa nopexaa, Aa 6H AOCKO'lHO lbyAHMa H 3aA06Ho lbHXOBO nourroaaae, OH Y3e MeTaAHH AereH, y KOMe cy ce no 06HtJajy npaae nore noceTHOUHMa ABopa, AaAe ra npexara H OA ibera HanpaBHTH AHK nexora HAoAa. Taaa nap noCTaBH Tor HAOAa aa yAllllY. Baseha lbYAll HAOAa, noxeure My ce KAalbaTH H OAaBaTH 60)KaHCKY xacr, A uap 06jaBH, OA qera je raj HAOA narrpaaeen. Paavueme lbYAH Aa je uap xreo THMe Aa noxaace, Aa OHH He Tpe6a Aa MHCAe name 0 TOMe IlITa je OH rrpe 6HO Hero IlITa je OH casa, H noxeme lbYAll oAaBaTH uapv uapcxy nOIlITy".69 OTYAa TIpeMYAPH H seaa: "He pyzaj ce 'tooelCy, xoju ce OTiCaHU 00 tpexa; cera ce oa CMO ceu zpeuina (CHPax 8, 6)".

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.Otpujesnure ce [eoaunyr KaO UiTO rpetia U ne tpujetaute (1. Kop. 15, 34)".

.tie, xpue je 3Q cee (JaK. 2, 10)". To HCTO 3Ha'IH, xao WTO xaace enHCKOn HHKoAaj: ,,wTO H Y CYA xacre BOAe YCYTH xan MaCTHAa, HAH aexe <l>ap6e".

AApHjaH JYHOCKH rOBopHO je CBaKOAHeBHO Aa ce rpeXOBH onpanrrajy jeAUHo KP03 CBeTY TajHY noxajaisa H Aa rrpena TOMe CBaKH xpamhaaan Tpe6a 'leCTO Aa ce xaje H acnoaeaa,

- KaKO CBH TaKO H ja, - OAfOBOPHO je na TO AAPHjaHY jeaan pasaoavnran 'lOBeK.

- Aa je Hoje 6HO xao H CBH OCTaAH, OH 6H ce ca CBHMa lbHMa H YAaBHO. Kaace AH KO: ,,He rpeWHM CaMO ja", H: "KaKO CBH TaKO H ja", sa TaKBe je jeAaH H HCTH OArOBOp: 6Hne Y naKAY MeCTa aa CBe, - OAfOBOPIlO je CBeTH AApHjaH.

Haw n03HaTH rrpoepecop H HayqHHK AP Aaaap MHpKoBHn OCTaBHO je jeAHY CHa)KHY 6eceAY ° ucnoeectu, xojy OBAe Y H3- BOAY AOHOCHMO:

•.. KMa je pes 0 HcnOBeCTH, 06H'lHO he HeKO H3 nesaarsa peha: ,,3awTo Aa ce HcnOBeAaM, acnoaecr je caao aa crapa CBeT, aa OHe KOjH he YCKOpo yMpeTH, aa OHe KOjH cY 6AH3Y CMPTH, a naje sa MAaAe." Apym he oner MO)KAa pehn: "na WTa HMaM Aa HCnOBeAHM, xaaa HeMaM HeKHX HapO'lHTHX rpexosa". Tpehn he ce oner CTHAeTH Aa acnoseae caoje rpexe, 60jenH ce Aa HeKO Ca3Ha aa lbHX, MaKap TO 6HO H CBeWTeHHK, na 6PH)KA>HBO KPHjy csoje rpexe. HeKH OlIeT Tpa)Ke CaMO CBeWTeHHKa 'lHCTa H CBeTAa )KHBOTa, H AP)Ke Aa 6H ce CaMO lbeMY MorAH HCnOBeAHTH, a He CBaKOM CBeWTeHHKY. HeKH ce oner He acrroseaajv, jep HHCY naBHKAH Aa ce HClIoBeAajy H MHCAe Aa ce MOry rrpH'leCTHTH H 6e3 ,,MOAHTBe" npe npaxemha. liCTHHa, TO je MOAHTBa, aAH aaje MDAHTBa xao MHore APyre, TO je spurerse TajHe noxajarsa, npmerse aeansarsa H Apewelba, rrpejaa pesaaa CnaCHTeA>a: ,,3aUCTa BaM xasces«: zu.TOZOO ceescere na 3e.M/bU, tiuhe CBe3aHO na 1le6y; U zu.TOZOO paspetuute na 3e.M/bU, 6uhe paspeuieno na netiy". (MaT. 18, 17). To AaKAe aaje 06H'lHa MOAHTBa, TO je CB. rajaa, TO je npaurrarse rpexoaa, TO je 'lHWnelbe Aywe, TO je YKAalbalbe HeMHpa OA rpexa, TO je apaharse AYWH AeTHlbe paAOCTH )KHBOTa, xojy KMa H3ry6HMO, aaje AaKO nOBpaTHTH. To aa]e, AaKAe, 06H'lHa MOAHTBa.

- A casa Aa BHARMO [our, Aa AH je Ta'lHO xaaanarse OHHX xoja Ka)KY Aa rpeoa Aa ce acnoneaajv CaMO CTapH, OHH KOjH cy 6AH3Y CMpTH. Aa AH MH 3HaMO KO je OA Hac 6AH3Y CMpTH? Aa AH caxro CTapH A>YAH YMHPY? CBaKH AaH KOjH OCBaHeMO, rpeoa Aa CMaTpaMO caao xao Aap EO)KjH. 3ap CMO MH CHryPHH OA CMPTH, 6oAecTH, sapaae, aecpehaor cAyqaja? 3ap naje Haw )KHBOT Kao TpaBa Koja ce KOCH H cacyWH, 3ap He npeUBeTaBa Haw )i{H-

XI OAAArAlLE CBETE TAJHE nOKAJAlLA

OAAaralbe CBeTe rajae noxajaisa, C 063HPOM na pa3AH'lHTa AyweBHa pacnoaozceaa H cxsaraaa, MO)Ke Aa 6YAe H3 same yapoxa H n06YAa. Haaeurheno aexe 360r KOjHX ce Haj'lewlie OKAeBa Y noxajarsv H OAAa)Ke OBa CBeTa rajaa,

1. HE3HAlbE CBOJE fPEIIIHOCTli nonajsemha je Y3POK Te ce 'lOBeK He KOPHCTH OBOM CBeTOM H crraCOHOCHOM TajHOM. OBO neanarse AOAa3H OA aenoaaasarsa rpexa, jep MHorn y rpexy He BHAe rpex, vnpaao Y rpemaoj paAlbH He BHAe lbeHY HeA03BD.lheHOCT, Te TY CBOjy paAlbY csearpajy A06pOM, 3a60paBA>ajyliH Aa ,,1lU [eonoza neua npaeeona" (PHMA>. 3, 10).

qOBeK ce npaaaa npea co6oM, a 'leCTO H npea APyrHM, Aa HeMa HapO'lHTOr rpexa, na rrpexsa TOMe HH rrorpeoe aa CBeTOM TajHoM noxajaisa. To je HCTO xao KM 6H ce Ka3aAO Aa ce HeM a norpeoe aa cseraonrhy H Aa je 'JOBeKY A06po H y MpaKy. liMa jeana He060pHBa HCTHHa, aa xojy CB. JOBaH 3AaTOYCT xaxce:

"YKOAHKO 'lOBeK Malbe cxrarpa Aa je rpemaa, YTOAHKO nmne nocraje rpeuraaja", 3a6opaBA>a ce Aa cy Jenpeja AOBeAH 6paKDAOMHHUY npea Focnoaa XpHCTa Aa je OH OCYAU, H Aa je raaa Bearpennnr pexao: .Ko]u je Mehy eaua 6e3 zpujexa nexa najnpuje 6aLJu JCaMe1l na 1t.y (JH. 8, 7)". Ilopea OBe XpHCTOBe lIDTBPAe name rpewHOCTH, 0 TOMe AHBHO BeAH H lberOB arrOCTOA:

"AKO peueuo oa zpujexa HeMaMO ce6e eapauo, U UCTU1le neua y uaua (1. JH 1, 8)". Hajsaa ce MO)Ke H A03BOAHTH Aa 'JOBeK MO)Ke Aa 6YAe A06ap H Aa HeMa MHOWTBO rpexona, aAH aKO, npaaaajyliH ce6e, Aa)Ke osora HAH onora, He MO)Ke CAaraTH Bora, "KOjU sua cpua ceujex CU1l0Ba »toeeuujux (I Llap, 8, 39; AYKa 16, 15)". Hajsaa, xoja je sajaa aKO ce H HMa lIpeTe)KHO BHWe A06pHX AeAa aeroaa pbasax, KaA je jacao Aa je anOCTOA JaKoB, 6paT XPHCTOB no TeAY, xaaao: .Koju cae 3aK01l OopXU, a catpuieiuu y jeOHO-

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BOT KaO nOh>CKH lUJeT? 3aHcTa TeK HeKOAHKO neAah>a Ayr je Ham )KUBOT H KaO HHWTa je npea EorOM - KCl)Ke Ilcaauorreaan, I' Ae je nama aacayra, OA6paHa, MoryhHOCT oA6paHe, M Mel5y OHHMa KOjH AaHac OCBaHY MPTBH, HHCMO 6am MH? MH HeMaMO THX aacayra, MH HeM.aMO oA6paHe OA CMPTH, H 3aTO je CBaKH qOBeK jeAHaKO 6AH3Y CMPTH, MAaA BAH crap, CHCl)KaH BAH cAa6, 60raT BAH capoaax, H 3aTO aaje TaqHO xasaaaise OHHX xoja KCl)Ky Aa je HcnOBeCT caao aa crape H 6oAHe, KOjH cy 6AH3y CMpTH. MmKAa je oaaj aarosop, Aa je HcnOBeCT CaM03a OHe KOjH cy 6AH3Y CMpTH, norexao yneKOAHKO H H3 h>YAcKora AyKaBCTBa, xoje OBaKO MHCAH: ,,MH KOjH CMO MAal5H, KOjH jow He MHCAHMO Aa yMpeMo, MO)f(eMO jour Aa rpentmao, a KaAa OCTapHMO, MH heMO ce noxajara H 6Hhe CBe y peav". Ila sap Aa ce TaKO 3aMHIUh>a oaaomaj qOBeKa npeua Bory, najaehoj HCTHHH? 3ap Aa ce h>YACKO npoBHAHO AYKaBcTBo YHOCH y OAHoc npesra Bory, OA xora naje caKpHBeHa HH xanaa cyse, HH HeKH Aeo xansse. qHje cy OqH BHAMe OHO WTO jour HHCMO HH yqHHBAH, a y qHjOj je KlhH3H HCnHCaHO, WTO jow aaje HH yqHlbeHO. OCTaBHMO 3aTO H3rOBOp, M je HcnOBeCT CaMO 3a OHe KOjH cy 6AH3y CMPTH.

- Aa BHAHMO casa KaKO CTOjH ca OHHMa KOjH KCl)KY Aa HeMajy HHWTa HapOqHTO Aa acnoseae, KOjH K8)KY M HeMajy BeAHKHX rpexoaa, KOjH HeMajy urra Aa HCnOBeAe. Aa AH je TO AOHCTa TaKO?

- CB. OLUI Ilpanocaasne UpKBe, CBeTHTeh>H H MOHaCH cy Ay60KH n03HaBaoLUI xoaexa, qOBeqje Aywe. OHH cy y caaoha MHOro pa3MHIUh>aAH 0 )f(HBOTY, 0 MHCAHMa qOBeKa, 0 aeroaoj rpeWHOCTH. A Aa cy Ay60KH n03HaBaoLUI qOBeqje Aywe, BHAHMO H3 IhHXOBHX MOAHTaBa H H3 HcnOBeAHHqKHX CnHCKOBa ibYACKHX rpexosa xoje OHH CaCTaBHwe. Hsaxonoj IUHpOKOj CKaAH h>YACKHX rpexosa HeMajy WTa Aa AOAaAY HH HajMoAepHHjH nCHXOA03H. Kaaa npOqHTaMO IhHXOBY unrpoxv CKaAY h>YACKHX rpexoaa, MOpauo Aa ce qYAHMO IhHXOBY rroaaasarsy qOBeKa H qOBeqje Aywe, xoje cy CTeKAH 60penu ce ca rpexosr y ce6H H HCnHTHBaIbeM CBQjHX MHCAH H AeAa.

- CB. OLUI Ilpaaocxasae UpKBe OCTaBBAH cy HaM Aa ce CBaKH AaH YBeqe MOAHMO Eory H Aa acrnrryjesro caoje rpexoae yqHlbeHe rora AaHa, H y OBHM MOAHTBaMa MOAHMO ce Aa HaM Bor OnpOCTH rpexe: yqHlbeHe BOh>HO, HeBOh>HO, 3HaHO, He3HaHO, HayqeHe OA MAaAOCTH H KOjHX He MO)f(eMO Aa ce OCAo6oAHMO, xoje CMO yqHHHAH Y HarAOCTH, He6pH)f(h>HBOCTH, aKO CMO ce HMeHOM BO)f(jHM KAeAH, yqHHHAH MHIUh>Y XyAy, xora YKopeAH, xora Y rHeBY OKAeBeTaAH, pCl)KaAOCTHAH, CAaraAH, aKO HaM je CHPOMax Aowao H MH ra npespeaa, aKO CMO csora 6AWK1Lera PCl)KaAOC-

TILUf, aKO CMO ce CBaAHAH, xora OCYABAH, aKO CMO ce nOrOPAHAH, paarneBBAH, OnHi\H, 6e3YMHO cMejaAH, AYKaBO nOMHcAHAH, ~HAeAH ryl5y A06poTY H 6Hi\H paiseaa y cpue, aKO CMO HenpHCTOjHO roBOPHAH, rpexv cnora 6paTa ce cMejaAH, aKO CMO carpeuman Ae.\OM, penjv, npa3HHM pe'lUMa, AeHomhy, 6p6h>HBowhy, HenOCAyUIaomhv, KAeBeTOM, He6pHrOM, CaMOh>y6h>eM, CTHualbeM HMeTKa, rpa6h>HBowhy, HenpaBeAHHM rOBopOM, cpaMHHM A06HTKOM, saBIDllhy, rHeBOM, CBHMa qyAHMa, - H aajnocae onaj KOjH rosopa OBe MOAHTBe MOAH ce Aa MY Bor onpOCTH rpeumoa H JaAHoM.

_ AKO caMO OBY MaAY CKaAY AHeBHHX rpexoBa npOqHTa~y OHH KOjH Ka)f(Y Aa HeMajy HHWTa HapOqHTO Aa acnoseae, KOjH KCl)KY Aa HeMajy BeAHKHX rpexosa, MO)f(Aa he yn03HaTH H BHAeTH rAe rOA ce6e, a 6e3 CYMlbe he aaha ce6e Y IUHPOKOM HcnOBeAHHqKOM cnHCKY rpexona, jep eBO WTa KCl)Ke CB. ilHCMO THMa WTO Ka)f(Y Aa HeMajy WTa Aa ncrroseae: "He 'tUHUM OHO uao xolly - oo6po, ueto OHO UlTO Helly - 31l0". (PI-IM.Ib. 7, 19). "M Tocnoo euoe oa je ueeanancteo IbYOCICO eeJlUICO na 3eMlbu: U oa cy cee MUCIlU cpua teuxoea CaMO 31le" (I Mojc. 6, 5). OBO je npe .noTona. A nOCAe norona I'ocnoa BHAe Aa je: ,,MUcao cpua «oee-neza 3~a 00 .MMeHa". COAOMOH KCl)Ke: .Heua npaeeonuxa na 3eMlbU, ICOJU he Y'tUHUTU 006po U Helle catpetuutu (ilponoBeAHHK 7, 21) H "ceOaM nyra naoajy npaeeonu". (ilpHq. 24, 16). A ncaAMone~au (nc. 13, 3) xaace: "HeMa ouota ICoju 'tUHU oo6po, HeMa"Hu Jeonota". AnOCTOAH nponoseaaxv Aa .ueo ceer nescu y 3~~ (1. JH 5, 19) .H Aa .ceu cazpeUluUle U IlUUleHU cy cnaee 50:JICJe . (PHMh>. 3, 23). "AKo ICa:JtCeMO ba zpexa HeMaMO, c~6e eapaM~, U neua ucTUHe y uaua; AKo ucnoeeoasu» zpexe ceote, eepatt te U npaeeoau (50z) oa lleHaM onPOC'l'UTU zpexe nauie U ouuctuhe Hac 00 ceaKe nenpaeoe. AKo lCa:JtCeMO oa He cazpeUlucMO, 'tUHUMO za Ila:JtCOM, U ieetoea pe« uuie y uaua" (1. JH I, 8). Pes Boacja Ka)f(e Aa MH CBaKH AaH rpeIUHMo, jep Hac yqu ·M ce CBaKH AaH MOAHMO: ,)1 onpOCTH HaM rpexe Harne". 3aTO, aKO KCl)KeMO Aa HeMaMO. ~xa, rpeIUHMO H noxaavjesso M HHCMO noaepoaaaa pesa Boxcjo].

_ Haje, AaKAe, rasan HH H3rOBOp aa HeHcnOBeAalbe Aa HeMaMO WTa M HCnOBeAHMO. BeAHKa 6H paAOCT 6HAa aa He6y KaAa He 6HCMO mdaAH WTa Aa HcnOBeAaMO, RaM 6HCMO 6HAH 6e3 rpe-

H UpKBa 6H ce PaAOBaAa, aAH He 3aTBapajMo caMoh>y6HBO

XOBa, B ··70

0'lU rrpea CBOjHM rpecaaa, Hero BepyjMo pesa O)f(JOJ.

AaKAe, caCBHM cnpaaeaao anOCTOA H jeBaHDeAHCT J OBaH xa)Ke: ,AKO npusnajesu» zpujexe ceoie, ejepaH [e U npaeeoan Toenoo aa HaM· onpocru zpujexe nauie U o'tUC'l'U 00 ceaxe HenlJiJ"il~

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2. OKAEBAIbE OA AAHAC AO CVTPA. OMaralbe rroxaja. lLa H HcnOBeCTH OA AaHac AO cyrpa Iecre oxaesasse, a y OKAeBalLy rpex he ce AaKO YKopeHHTH, na THMe CaMHM namhe ce JOIll Y Bene rpexoae, jep y CB. IlliCMY CTOjH: .Baeo U corona eapa cae eaCUOHU ceuier (OTKPHB. 12, 9)" ... cynaPHU!C eaui, baeo, !Cao nae pU'tyhu xoou U rpascu !Coza oa npo:JICoepe (1. IIeTp. 5, 8)". VOCTaAOM '10BeK naje rocnoaap HH HaA BpeMeHOM HH HaA CBOJHM )KUBOTOM rra YBeK rpesa Aa HMa na YMY pexa Tocnoaa Hcvca Xpacra H3 iseroae npHtJe 0 6eaYMHOM 6oraTamy: "Ee3YMHU'te, oey Hoh ysehe oyw.y reojy 00 Te6e (AYKa 12, 16-21)".

EIlliKTeT CaCBHM YMeCHO npHMenyje: "HeMoryne je Aa He nOtJHHHM norpemxe, aAH je BPAO Moryne, Aa CTaAHO naaHM H Aa ce Y3AP)KUM Aa HX name He tJHHHM. KaA pexenr Aa hem ce cyrpa nonpasara, anaj, Aa TO 3HatJH Aa AaHac xohenr Aa 6YAeIll 6ecpasran, noaao, aanpacar, 3aBHAAoHB, AaKOM, aeaepaa, BHAH KOAHKO 3Aa '1HHHIll. - ,,AAH, cyrpa liy", TH BeAHm, ,,6HTH APyrH '10- BeK". - A 3amTO He AaHac"?

He6ecKo, 3aIllTO ce MH H MOAHMO: "HeKa Aohe napcrso rsoje", a He: aexa Aol5e )KHBOT pajcxa, M HHKO aexa MH He rosopa, Aa je Paj H uapcrno jeAHO HCTO. Jep A06pa uapcrsa HH O'IH HHCY BHAeAH, HHTH je yxo '1YAO, H Y cpue '10BeKY OHa HHCY AOAa3HAa (1. Kop. 2, 9)". A Paj je H BHheH 6HO O'lHMa AAaMa, H yxo 0 lLeMY je CAYIllaAO, jep je peseao: "JeAH CA060AHO ca C.BaKora A?" sera Y pajy (IIOCT, 2, 16)" ... Paa60jHHK je A06HO Paj, aAH HHJe A06HO uapcrao: Ao6Hne OH HCTO OHAa, xaaa Ao6HJY H CBH OHH xoje je Ha6poj~o IIaBAe (Jeap. 11, 39). Eap, y caAam~, speue paa60jHHK je y Pajy, KOjH je MeCTO AYIlleBHor YMHpelLa •

HeKH OMa)Kylin noxajarse H HcnOBeCT aa CTapOCT xao pasaor HaBOAe Aa Y )KHBOTY H npaseaaaua H rpeunuma npoxaae noAjeAHaKo, aAH OHH 3a60paBA>ajy aa ABe HCTHHe. IIpBa HCTHHa jecre: "He OOijHU Tocnoo C 06ehaH>eM, !Cao uito nexu MUC/le oa OOijHU; ueto Hac rpnu, jep nehe oa xo nOZUHe, He.zo ceu oa ooby y noxajatee (2. IIeTp. 3, 9)". APyra nax HCTHHa JeCTe: "Cea!Coza he ojeno usahu. na euojeno; jep he oas« nO!Ca3aru, ?ZH>eM he ce or!CpUTU, U ceaxo ojeJlO noxasahe ouue !Cao taro Jeer (1. Kop.

3, 13)". . . OKAeBa

HanOCAeTKY, onaCHHM llYTeM HAe CBaKH OHa~ KOJH

H OMa)Ke noxajaise H HcnOBeCT aa CTapOCT Y3Aa.IVnH ce Y MHAOCT I'ocnoarsv, noxasaav npa paa60jHHKOBOM nOMHAOBalLY ~ nocAeAlLeM 'lacy, jep, eBO, nrra 0 TOMe BeAH 6Aa)KeHH A~ryCTHH~ ,,JeAaH je caao Y nocAeAlLeM TpeHYTKy nOMHAOBaH, 3HaJ,,, - A He osrajanaur: aAH H CaMO jeaan Aa ce cvaanre He Y3A:UU . 3aTo ce AaKAe, Mopa nocavnrara caser npeMYAPor Capaxa: ,,~e 00- za;'aj otipatutu ce Tocnooy U He OO/laJICU c oaua na oan, Jep he usnenaoa Oahu usee Tocnoinou; U y epujeue oceete nozuuyheui (Capax 5, 8-9)". A KOARKO cy Ta'lHe OBe pexa aexa nOCAY)KH C'.AeAene:

JeAaH MAaAU uapennh 3anHTaO je csora aacnaraxa Aa My vxasce KOjH je Haj60A>H nYT aa cnacerse. Bacnarax My ca nOA' ... a He rpeoa Aa MHCAR casa CMeXOM OAroBOPH Aa 0 TaKBHM craapass

3. OAAAfAIbE 3A CTAPE AAHE. M3BeeHH A>YAH Aa 6H HOaK oceTHAH CAaCT onora )KUBOTa OMa)Ky CBOjy norrpasxv H noxajarse sa caoje crape AaHe, 3a60paBA>ajylin Aa je CBaKOj CAaCTH nepna H nepaaaaojaa npaTHA>a ropsaaa. IIOpeA HeKHX HHIllTaBHHX pasaora Aa ce noxajarse H HcnOBeCT MO)Ke OMO)KUTH aa crape AaHe, HMa MHOro npornapaaaora, HajBelin je AY)KHHa rrvra OA MAaAOCTH AO CTap<>cTH, jep ce 6ea6pojHH rpeXOBH MOry AaKO 3a60paBHTH. EYAylin Aa aenoxajaaa H HeHCnOBeDeHH rpeXOBH HH. cy H He MOry 6HTH onpourreea, nopea apebarsa MHAOCTH Eo)Kje, OBHM ce HCTOBpeMeHO H HaMepHO )KeAH Kp03 ueo )KHBOT OCTaTH HeBaA>aAHM. Hajsaa, OCAalLajylin ce 6am aa MHAOCT Eo)KUjy, AOnynrra ce COOH TaKBa CMeAOCT re ce MHCAH Aa he ce HOaK MOlin CTHnH, CTaTH H npHMHTH HCTO seaan, xao H oaaj, KOjH ce '1ecTO KajalbeM tJHCTHO H aerrpercamnr A06pHM AeAHMa yspacrao. KaKBa APCKOCT! OHO HCTHHa H y ABaHaeCTOM 'lacy HMa apesaeaa Aa ce '10BeK npeae H norrpasa, CAHtJHO AuCMaay - pa360jHHKY aa xpcry - KOjH je A06Ho orrponrraj rpexoaa H ormnao y Paj. Ho, eBO, KaKO je pa360jHHK MOARO Focnoaa XpHCTa: .Onouenu Me ce, Tocnooe, !coo oobetu y uapcteo ceoje", Focnoa My je aa raj neron aarraj OAfQBOPHO: ,,AaHaC hew. 6uru ca MHOM y pajy (Ayxa 23, 42-43)". AaKAe, paa60jHHK je TPa)KHO Aa 6YAe y uapcray XPHCTOBOM a Ao6HO je Paj. CaCBHM npaBHtJHO. Jep uapcrso XPHCTOBO H Paj HHje jeAHO H HCTO. 0 TOMe, eBO, nrra BeAR 6Aa)KeHH Teoq,HAaKT ryMa'lelin roprse CnaCUTeA>eBe pexa; ,,06enaHa HaM A06pa jecy He )KHBOT y Pajy BAH spahaae y HCTO, HO uapcrno

Ben y crapocra.

- Haje raxo! 6HO aa rp06A>y, BHAOO

y3BHKHy MAaAU napesah. Jyqe KaA CaM CaM rpooose MHOro xpahe Hero IllTO

caM ja.

II03HaTO je Aa 60AeCHHK '1HM onaaa 60AecT Tpa)KH xexapa H AeK, jep He )KeAH Aa 3aAOllHH ca Ae'lelbeM. TaKO 6H rpeoaao Aa 6YAe H ca norrpasxoa aamer MopaAHor )KHBOTa. OMaralbe

• • • e IllTO H ce6H )KeAem

nonpaBKe npeKO CB. TaJHe nOKaJaILa, HCTO J . . •

HeMHHOBHY rrponacr. CBeTH KuPHAO AAeKcaHAPHJCKH y CBOJOJ

O HCXOAY AtTTTTe" xoja ce urrasma y CBaKOM CAeAOBaTe.llr

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HOM ncaarapv OBaKO 0 TOMe BeAH: "OHH KOjH OBaKO rosope: Y MAaAOCTH neMo rpeWHTH a Y CTapOCTH ce xajara, 6Hne OA AeMOHa uCMejaHu H npenapeaa, jep 6YAynH Aa XOTHMWIHO rpewe, He YAOCTojaBajy ce noxajarsa, Ben HX V '-fAaAOCTH cpn CMpTH ~H.e, xao AMoHa napa H3pallibCKOr, xoja Bora nponsesao aa AVKaBe cnoje nastepe H noraae MHCAH".

MUTpOnOAHT MOCKOBCKH <f>HAapeT yn030PHO je [eaaora CBOra n03HaHHKa aa IberOB rpenma ~UBOT H nosaao ra aa noxajaH.e. Osaj, cHe6uBajyhH ce, OArOBopH:

- Hexa CTOjU jow aa HeKO apeue, na ny H TV AY)KHOCT 6ap 360r nparoaopa Aa ce HUCaM acnoaeaao, HCnyHHTH. - Ha TO My [e MHTpOnOAHT OAroBOPUO:

- OAAa)KynH CBeTY TajHY HcnOBeCTH, TH xao Aa casr co- 60M OBaKO pacvbvjem: "Aa 6H H3 Mora cpna HWqynao crpacr xexahv AOKAe OHa jow Ay6toe y IbeMY csojxopea VXBam. Aa 6u vracao naaaen, KOjH He caropesa, qeKany AOKAe ce caCBHM paclIAaMTH. Aa 6ux ce H36aBHo OKOBa KOjH Me CTe)KY, qeKany AOK He nOCTaHY jour Te~H. Aa 6HX ce OCAo60AHO cMpaAa rpexosaor, qeKany AOK Y raj CMPaA caCBUM He nOTOHeM".

MHOru ~eAe Aa 6YAY A06pu H Aa ce noxajy H cnacy, aAH CBa je necpeha y TOMe WTO HeKU He 3Hajy HAH nehe 6p30 cnacerse, 3aTO anOCTOA Ilaaae H AOBHKyje: ,,3Hajyliuoeo epujeue oa je eeti nac ootuao, oa YCTaHeMO 00 CHa; jep HtiM je cao 61Zu:JICe cnaceuuje ..• oan ce nputiauxcu; oa ootiauuuo, oazclZe, cea oiena TaMHa, u oa ce 06y<teMO y opyxcje euojena (PHMto. 13, 11-12)".

H aajsaa 0 narveaocra OAAaralba noxajarsa OBaKO rosopa enacxon Haxoxaj: "HeKa HHKO He xaxce H He nOMUCAH: MOry OAAO)KHTH noxajaise, nOWTO je Bor TaKO crpnssas. H KaA je raKO AYro rpneo Jespeje, norpnehe H MeHe jour xojv roAHHy. Aa ce He npesapioso: MO)Ke Bor npena CBOM npOMHCAY U norpnera Hac jour KOjy rOAHHY 6e3 noxajaisa, a Mo~e OH nyCTUTH CBOjy TellIKY pyKy na Hac Kp03 xoja car HAH MHHYT. Oaaaraise noxajan.a qUHH noxajatse CBe Te)KHM U Te~HM, nOllITO HaBUKa rpeureIba CBe [axe H jaxe YTBpoyje xopene rpexa y naaa, CBe BeliMa H sehaa nOMpqyje yM aam U KaMeHH cpue Harne. H MH TaAa H 6e3BOtoHO xopaxaao OA reurxora rpexa CBe Te)KeM H Te~eM, HCTO OHaKO xao H 3AH aaaorpasapa, KOjH cy najnpe voujaAH rrpopoxe, na najsaa y6HAH H CHHa Bozcjer.. IIITa OHAaMo~eMO OqeKHBaTH aa ce6e, Hero OHO HCTO llITO cy AOqeKaAH H 3AH BHHorpaAapH? YraOHH KaMeH, KOjH je OA Bora 6HO HaMeH.eH aa AOM aamera cnacersa, H3AHnu he ce H3HaA HaIUHX raana H carphe Hac. Jep Tocnoa, KOjH je CHAaH y MHAOCTH, CHAaH je H y rrpaaan. Ilo~YPHMO, AaKAe, Aa ce KOPHCTHMO MHAOrntiy AOK HaM ce MHAOCT

06HAHO HYAH. He 'leKajMo Aa ce PYKa MHAOCTH· YKAOHH OA HaC H Aa ce pvxa npaaae CnyCTH na Hac''_7'

4. HEMAPHOCT 3A CBOJE CIIACElbE. Hapoaao HCKYCTBO BeAH: .Ko ce acnoeeza, basoxv ce He Aa". AOHCTa je TO Ta'IHO, jep 60roooj~HBOCTH je OCHOB 'IHCTOTa H HCKpeHOCT, AOK' je paBHOAVWHOCTH OCHOB MAHTaBOCT Ayxa, a <PoPMaAH3MY nax aepa- 3YMHO CXBaTaH.e. Ymrrao HeKO aBY AocHTeja:

- IIITa je aajrope y soaexa?

- HHllITa He MO)Ke6HTu rope y qOBeKY HO AHUeMepHa 00-

roooja)KtoHBOCT H paBHoAVWHOCT. IIITa CBe TaKaB qOBeK toYAHMa He quHH KaA ce ca BorOM arpa, - 3aBpllIHO jeaaa AocHTej.

"BAarOAaT je cnpesraa Aa TPa)KH OHe, KOjH je OP30 rrpaMajy", pexao je CB. JOBaH3AaTOYCT, a CB. CHMeOH HOBH 60roCAOB BeAH: "CBeTHAHHK, MaAa je aanvaea ytoeM H HMa <!>HTllib, ocrajeeaa TaMaH, aKO ce He sanaxa onseu. Taxo H Avwa, no H3rAeAY vxpaineaa CBHM BpAHHaMa, aKO neaa CBeTAOCTH H ·6AaroAaTH Caerora Ayxa yrarneHa je H MpaqHa. 0TVAa CBaKO Mo~e 6p30 All. ynaAH conCTBeHHM OrH.eM - HCKpeHOM )KetoOM - CBeTAOCT, rj. 60)KaHCKY 6AarOAaT, npa xojoj ne BRAeTu nYT KOjHM Tpe6a Hnu, jep: "IIo tiaazooaru Boscuioj [ecau mTO [ecau, u 61ZazooaT teetoea UlTO je y MeHU He OCTa npasna, neto ce nOTPYoux eutue oaceuiy H>UX, a/ZU He ja neto tinazooat Boscuia xoja je ca MHOM (1. Kop. 15, 10)".

Oran lIHMeH rosopame: "OHora xoaexa KOjH ce xaje H MOAH aa csoje rpexe npearrocraazeaa qOBeKY KOjH HCTUHa He rpema, aAH ce He xaje H He MOAH. Jep npna npaBWIHO 0 ceou MHCAH npaaaajvhn ce6e aa rpeunmxa, a APYru Aa)KHO 0 ceoH CYAH Aa je npaBeAHHK. KaKBa je KOPHCT 3HAaTH Kyne sa APyre a CBOjy PYllIHTH. KaKBa je KOPHCT yqHTH H ncnpaaeara APyre a ce6e He. Jep KaKBa je KOPHCT 'lOBeKY, aKO cas caajer npRAoouje.! a ceOH H AYllIU CBOjOj HaYAH (MaT. 16,26)".

5. OtIAJAlbE ° MHAOCT BO)KJY H ClIA.CElbE, - yCTBapa je H3ry6toeHa aaaa, a Y TO crarse je qOBeK3anao BepOBaH.eM Aa My 300r BeAH'IHHe H Te)KHHe rpexona Bor aehe onpOCTHTH. Ho, eBO nrra 0 pa3HHM BpCTaMa oxajassa roBOPU CB. JOBaH AeeTBHqHHK Y caojoj ,,AecTBHUH", y 26. nOyUH, H KaKaB AeK U rrpeaoxpany npvxca: "HMa oxajarsa, xoje npOU3uAa3U OA MHOWTBa rpexoaa n orexcaisa caBeCTH H HenOAHOWtoHBe ~aAOCTH, xaaa ce AYina 360r MHOllITBa rpexona norpvzcaaa H OA IbUX TOHe y Ay6uHV 6e3HaAe)KHOcTH. AAH HMa H oxajassa APyre BpCTe, xoje aacraje OA noaoca H rOPAOCTH, xaaa naaa MHCAe Aa He 3aCAY)Kyjy osaj nas, AKO KO npOHHKHe y ooe BpCTe ouajarsa naha he Aa je Meby npnosr II ApyrOM BeAHKa pa3AHKa: npsa ee npeaaje AeHOCTH, He-

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paAY, a APyra ce AP)I(H H nOAIIH3aBa. Ho OA rrpaora HcuelDyje yaAP)f{alLe H HMalLe, a OA nocaearsera caapeise, a H TO: aaxora He OCYOHBaTH". Ho HMa jour jeaaa roTOBO najornrrraja BpCTa osajaaa 0 MHAOCT Bo)I(Hjy, xoja npOH3HAa3H OA npeorrrepeheaoCTH y cAY)f{6H H OA CBaKHAawlbUX nOCAOBa. Taxo, na npassep, H CBeTH A.uiMllHje, oaKOH aAPHjaHOnOlDCKH, oxajaaao je jeAHO apeMe 0 MHAOCT Bo)I(Hjy H crracerse, na HanyCTH CBOjy CAY)f{6y KOpHCHy no aapoa H I(PKBY H noavxe ce KpHWOM y rrycrmsy. Haj- 3M, KMa cy ra rrpoaamaa, enHCKOlI ra npHUYAH Aa ce BpaTH y AApHjaHonolD na paaajy CAY)f{6y. AOK je 6HO y BeAHKOj Ty3H If )f{atDelbY sa nyCTHIbOM, 6ea xoje ce no CBOMe CXBaTaH.Y Y BpeBH rpaacxor )l(HBOTa HHje Morao cnacra, jeAHe HoOO [ana My ce Y CHY anbeo Bo)f{jH H peste: "A.uiMnHje, He Ty)I(H H He osajaaa] nrro CH ce BpaTHO C rrvra xora CH no CBOjOj )f{elDH 6HO H3a6pao H npeAY300. 3Haj Aa je CBeTO MecTO oaae, rAe 'lOBeK )f{HBH CBeTHM )l(HBOTOM H 6oroyroAHO". IIOCAe OBaKBe yrexe oaKOH AAHMnaje npecrao je Aa oxajaaa y norAeAY cnacersa H MHAOCTH Boamje, OAllO'leBWH ca BenOM BOlDOM H peaaonrhv Aa BpWH CBOjy AY)f{HOCT Y KOPHCT 6AH)f{lbux.

"H CBeTH cy rpeWHAH, na cy ce oner nOCBeTHAH", xaace nama HapOAHa MYAPOCT. Kaaa 'lOBeK 'lHTa )l(HBOTe CBeTHTeIDa, BHAH Aa je Mehy IbHMa npe noxajarsa 6HAO BeAHKHX rpeuraaxa, xao: xyAHTelDa, OAllaAHHKa, y6HUa, pa360jHHKa, llloa'lKaWa, 6AYAHHKa, npelDy6HHKa HTA. HTA., HO noxajarsesr cy YAapHAH cnrvpaa TeMelD CBOMe cnacersv, re OTYAa ana Hcaaja H xasce: "CeM noxajalba HeMa APyror nvra sa cnaceise. H KaA He 6H 6HAO noxaja!La, TO He 6H 6HAO HH OHUX xoja ce cnacasajv".

"rpeWHTH TO je CTDap lDYAH; osajasara CTBaP je haDOAcxa", pexao je CB. HHA CHHajcKH. Osajasara Aa Bor roeoace 360r Te)I(HHe H BeAH'lHHe rpexa aehe OnpOCTHTH, 3Ha'lH H3ry6HTH nornvao HaAY aa MHAOCT Bo)f{jy. qOBeK He CMe HHKM A03BOAHTH Aa AO Tor CTaH.a Aohe. OAMax H3a ytmlbeHor rpexa 'lOBeK Y ce- 6H Tpe6a Aa np06YAH )f{atDelLe, aAH OHO, Aa He 6H 6HAO Y3POK O'lajaIbY, Mopa 6HTH yMepeHO, jep: "CnaCOHOCHa )f{MOCT 360r rpeXOBa KaA je HeYMepeHa nocraje onacaa", Ka)f{e CD. 3AaTOYCT.

MHAOCT BO)f{ja HaAMawa CBe rpexose name. JeAHOM npHAHKOM jeaaa rpeWHHK je pexao npenoA06HoM IIaxOMHjy:

- Ose, ja caM H3ry6HO HaAY na MHAOCT Bo)I(Hjy H nao caM Y O'lajalLe 360r CBojUX DeAHKHX rpexosa.

- MaAa cy BeAHKH raoja rpeXOBH, HeMoj ry6HTH HaAY aa MHAOCT BO)I(Hjy. Kao nrro ce nocexeao APBO H3 xopeaa MO)f{e OMAaAHTH H oneT nOHOBO nOAPaCTH H nAOA POAJ{TH, TaKO H TH cexapoa noxajaisa MO)f{eW noceha CBaKH moj rpex H MOAHTBOM

nOHOBHTH CDOj )l(HBOT, Aa nosae pabara A06pa AeAa, - OArDBOpHO je npenoA06HH Ilaxonaje.

OAfOBOP npenoA06Hor Ilaxosaaja AOHCTa je y nOTIIyHoj carAaCHOCTH ca CD. anOCTOAOM IIaDAOM KOjH DeAH:,,Mu je ejepau Eo1. xoju. eac Helle nYCTUTU oa ce UCJCyUl.aTe eehna Hew Ul.T'0 MO- 3ICeTe, Hew lie yt.tUHUTU C UCJCyUl.e1beM xpaj, oa M03ICeTe noonujeru (1. Kop. 10, 13)".

6. CTHA IIPH3HABAlbA fPEXA. Y BehHHH CAyqajeBa KOA MHorux nocTojH 6eaPa3AO)f{aH CTHA Aa npH3Hajy cBoje rpeXOBe H Aa ce 360r rora Kajy H acnoaeaajy. Aa ce He rpeea CTHAeTH HCnoseaarsa CBOjUX rpexona aexa nOCAY)I(H CaDeT Jeaape CBeWTeHHKa, ynyneH 360py Hspaazsa: .Bu catpuietuucte, 3aTO caoa ucnoejeoute ce Tocnooy Boty OTa~ ceojux, U ywunute eO/by 1be. zosy, H cae 360p ootoeopa U peue U3Q. Maca: xaxo HaM "a34 yt.tUHuneMO (JeaAP. 10, 10-12)".

H He caMO Aa ce He TPe6a CTHAeTH npaaaaaaa,a csojax rpeXOBa, Ben Tpe6a CAeAHTH npenopyxy Anocroaa: ,,5yi)uTe XaAOCHU U nnauure U [ay-ucte; cuex eaui nexa ce npeteopu y nnau, U paDoCT y XMOCT. llOHU3uTe ce npeo Tocnooou, U noouucyhe eac (JaK, 4, 9-10)". A Tocnoa Hcyc XPHCTOC je pexao: .Pooute poO OOCTOjaH noxajassa (MaT. 3, 8; AYKa 3, 8)".

CB. Je<i>peM CHPHH BeAH: "HeMa rpexa aeonpocrasor, OCHM rpexa nenoxajaaor", a CBeTH JOBaH 3AaTOYCT aa BHWe MeCTa no- 3HBa rpeumaxe pe'lHMa: .Kaaa nOHOBa rpemmu, xaj ce oner, If KOAHKO roa nyra 3rpeWHW, AOOH K MeHH H ja ny re HCQeAHTH"P H He caMO, y ODOM cAyqajy, CBeWTeHHK he AYWY HCQeAHTH, HO H TeAO. OA 6ea6POjHUX npaaepa eBO jeAHora:

JeAaH 'lOBeK y Aaraoxaja MHOro je 6oAoBao OA rAaBo6olDe, na My je 'laK H AeCHO OKO noxexo acnaaara aanoae H3 csoje AynIDC. IIOTPOWHBWH MHoro HOBaQa aa Aexape H He A06HBWH OA, IbHX HHKaKBe nosroha, OH najnocae Aohe y MaHaCTHp y KOMe je )f{HBeO CB. JOBaH 3AaTOYCT, KAe'le rrpea lLera, MOAeOO ra aa HCQelDelLe. 3AaTOYCT MY pexe: "BoAecTH AOAa3e lDYAHMa 360r !LHXOBUX rpexona H MMOBepCTBa; 360r rora, aKO caaa CBOM AYWOM noaepyjenr Aa je XPHCTOC MonaH Aa re acneaa, H Aaw 06enaH.e Aa new OCTaBHm rsoja 3Aa AeAa, BHAeneW CAaDY BO)I(Hjy". EoAecHH~, OAfOBOPH: "BepyjeM, ose, H HcnyuHny CBe WTO MH aanoBeAHm . PeKaDWH TO, OH npHXBaTH CBeWTeHH'lKY oAeny CB. 3AaTOYCTa, MeTHY je na 60AecHY rAaDY H AOTa'le ce 6oAHora OKa. OAMax je ocerao Aa ra je 60AecT npomaa: 6oAecHo OKO je 03ApaBHAO H BpaTHAO ce aa caoje MeCTO. H nOCTMe 3APaD, BeAH ce y )l(HTHjy CB. 3AaTOYCTa, xao Aa HHKa,Aa HHje 6HO 6oAecTaH, H OTH-·

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AeKyliH caasehaBora. He CTOjH, AaKAe, Y3aAYA HaIIHcaHO OA crpane JaKOBa 6paTa Focnozrser: .Hcnoeeoaite U MOIlUTe 'ce oa osopaenate (JaK. 5, 16)". Oaaj cAyqaj je H3HeT 3aTO urro MHOru TBPAe, Aa ce OA oaor HCueA>elba, xoje je yqHHHO CB. JOBaH 3AaTOYCT, y UPKBH YCTaHOBHAa rrpaxca, Aa CBeWTeHHUH nOCAe caere AliTYPruje CBA!iqe, CBeTe OAe>I(Ae H CTaBlDajy lIX aa 60AeCHHKe H Aa ce aa apesre snrraaa paspemae MOARTBe CTaBIoa eIIHTpaxHID aa rAaBY oaor KOjH ce acnoaeaa,

Aa ee He Tpe6a cTHAeTH HCnOBeAaJLaCBojllX rpexoaa eBO WTa BeAR Y 5. nOYUH CB. JOBaH AeCTBHqHHK: ,,AHBHM ce, BeAR OH, H nOXBalDyjeM naae H ,DAaqHe,BHWe Hero OHe KOjH HHCY naxa H KOjH He DAaqy 38 ce6e, 3aTO WTO cy OBHKP03 naa YCTaAR verajau.eM A06pe naae" ... CB. JOBaH 3AaTOYCT BeAR: ,,Ko ce CTHAH Aa OTKpHje rpexe qOBeKY (CBeWTeHHKY), HO He CTHAH ce Aa HX 'lBHH npeA O'lHMa oomjHM, H nehe Aa ce acnoseaa H noxaje, Taj YAaH 6YAylier CYAa 6Hlie H306AH'1eH He y npHCYCTBY jeAHora, BAH ABOjane, seh aa oqHMa CBlIX".73

II03HaTo je, 6RAO H3 AH'IHOr 6HAO H3 TYDer HCKycTBa, Aa HaM MHore 60AeCTH AOAaae OA' aanrax rpexosa, jep CTOjH aana<:aHO KaKO Bor "j)a' 6u ooepatuo woejexa oo ojena 1beZ06a, xapa ia 601l06UMa na nOCTeJbU1beZ06oj, U C6e ICOCTU 1beZ06e TeUlICOM 60lleUlhy (Josa 33, 17, 19)". A I'ocnoz, Hcvc XPHCTOC BeAH Y3eTOMe xoracv CnyCTHAHKP03 KPOB rrpea aore lberOBe: .OnpauiTajy TU ce tpujecu T60jU", H TeK oHAa Y3eTH OOAeCHHK, 6YAyhH npeTxOAHO oCA060BeH OA rpexosa Tj. OA Y3pOKa 60AecTH "yCTaoe u Y3e ua 'teMY nescatue, U otuoe JCY1iu C60jOj XIJMe1iu Boia (Ay. Ka 5,18-26)".

Ilopea OHe HapOAHe aspexe Aa ,,IlOCAe CMPTH noxajaaa HeJ,\{a", eBO WTa 0 acnoaezarsv rpexona Ka)J(e OAameHH Teo<pRAaKT TYMaqehH ropise peqH CB. an. H jes. AYKe: ,,llaaH, rpeXOBH ce onpanrrajv aa 3eMIDH., Jep AOK ce MH HaAaaHMO aa 3eMIDH, MH MO~eMO Aa onepesso name rpexose, a xaaa ce OAceARMO ca 3eMA>e, MH same He MOHC.eMO caMH Aa cnepeuo name rpexoae, jep y ITa· KAY HcnOBeCTH HeMa, jep cy spara 3aTBOpeHa".

Y npBOM AeAY "IIpaBocAaBHor acnoseaaaa", y OArOBOpy na 114. nararse, Ha6pojaHe cy H KOPHCTH OA CBeTe rajae noxajarsa, Tasso CTOj": ,,Kao WTO CMO rpexou H3ry6HAHnpB06\ITHY HeBHHOCT, KOjy A06HCMO Y CBeTOM xpurrersv, TaKO nOHOBO npa- 6AR~aBaMO ce xa HCTOj Kp03 noxajatse. H xao WTO ce rpexoa ARWaBaMO 6o)KaHCKe oAaroAaTH, TaKO xpos noxajaae HCTY noHOBa Ao6HjaMo. H xao WTO KP03 rpex naaaao y ponCTBO BaBOAa, TaKO ce Kp03 noxajaae OCAo60BaBaMO OA lbera. H xao WTO xpos rpex yA2l3H y casecr aamy cpast H crpax, TaKO ce xpoa noxaja-

Ibe apaha y Hac MHp H CMeAOCT H TO TaKBa, KaKBY HMajy Aeua npeua pOAHTelDHMa CBOjHM". A CB. JOBaH 3AaTOYCT OBaKO MOAR: ,,3aTO sac y6eByjeM H MOAHM, HCDOBeAajTe qewlie H na)KIDHBO aame rpexe ... OrKPH CBOjy casecr rrpea Boron, nOKa>KH My pane H MOAR OA lbera AeK; nOKa>KH lIX ,0HOMe, KOTH ce Helie nOACMejam, seh ox HCueAHTH",74

He 6YAHMO nOA BAamliy basoxa: CTHAHMOce WTO CMO rpeWHAH, a He CTHAHMO ce WTO ce xajesso, jep ce HHjeAaH 60AecHHK He CTHAH Aa YCBOjOj rexecaoj 6oAecTHoAe xexapy H nOTpa>KH AeKa. EIIHCKon HHKoAaj xaxce: "IIoKajalbe je YUHBalbe caojerv- 6aBOCTH H aarrajarse aa AeK H aexapa. Kao Ka,A '10BeK upne xoce Ayro He BHAH ce6e y OrAeAaAY, na KaA H3HeHaM CTaHe npez; OrAeAaAO - a OH caa ces, Taxo H aenoxajan rpemax Ayro MHCAU' H TBPAH, Aa OH HMa 3APaBY H 6e3rpewuy AVWY, AOK My ce [eaaora AaHa H3HeHaAHO He OTBOPII BIIA AYXOBHH H OH He carAeAa Ayuty caojy CBY ry6aBY. Ho xaxo : lie caraeaara ry6y, aa CBOjOj AVW", aKO ce He noraesa y OrAeAaAo? A rAe je TO oraeAaAO? XPHCTOC je TO OrAeAaAO, y KOMe ce CBaK BHAH OHaKaB xaKaB je. To jeAHHCTBeHo OrAeAaAO H AaTO je '10Be'laHCTBY, Aa ce IDYAH orAeAajy H Aa BHAe KaKBHCY. Jep y XPHCTY xao y naj'lBcTHjeM OrAeAaAY CBnK BHAH ce6e 60AecHa H py*Ha, H jom BHAH npB06HTHY KpaCHY CARKY cBOjy, KaKaB je OH 6HO HKaKaB 6H rpeoao oner Aa 6YAe",75

7. CTPAX ITPH3HABAlbA CBOJliX rpEXOBA. 0 6e3paaAO)KHOCTH osora 6une AOBOIDHoToBopay noceeaoa norAaBIDY o 3ajaMqeHOCTH AHcKpeunje Csere rajae noxajarsa. Haane OUAe Aa HanOMeHeMO YKpaTKO: He npacrynara CB. TajHH noxajatsa ur He OTKpHBaTH cso]e rpexose 360r aexor To60)Klber crpaxa H 60jaaHH 3Ha'IB HCTO mTO H He Mp3eTH aa rpex;. CpOAHTH ce ca rpexost H OMHAHTH rpexy H DaBOAY.

AuBHY noYKY xaea '10BeK He crpaxvjejaa HCnOBeAH caoje rpexose Aaje CB. JOBaH AecTBH'lHHK y nplIMepy ,,0 nOKajaHoM paa60jHIIKY", KOjH ce ca acxpeaomhv HcnOBeAHO uryMaHY je~~ nor MaHaCTHpa:

- Xoliy Aa HcnOBeAHW caa CBe, rnoje rpexose H npea CBOM 6paTHjoM, - pexao je uryMaH paa60jHHKY, a paa60jHHK, KOjH HUje crpaxosao HHTH ce IIAamHO HcnOBe<;TII rpexosa, seh AOwaBWU y crane noxajaisa, CTpaxOBaO je H IIAamHO ce OA HeHCnOBeDeHOr II aenoxajaaor rpexa, 6e3, HMaAq YCTe3aH.a H KOAI!- 6alba OArOBOPHO je:

- AKO xohem, ja liy TO yqHHIITH,H na cpeA·AAeKcaHAPHj(:.

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Tepryanjan BeAll: ,.AKO ce CTpaWHIll OA HcnOBeCTH CBOjHX rpexosa, TO nOCMOTpH aa Ilaxao, xora casso HcnOBeCT MO)Ke yraCHTH". OTYAa OHHMa KOjH ce naaure Aa acnoneae rpex npeMYAPH CoAOMOH CaCBHM YMeCHO npHMenyje IbHXOBY nponacr: "CTpaUlna« noejex .Melle ce6u 3a.M1CY; a ICO ce y Tocnooa Y30a, 6ulle y eucoxou 3aICIZOHY (Ilpaxe 29, 25)".

Kao AonyHa a HCTOBpeMeHO H pesmre H3AO)KeHOra no rm'ralbY OAAaralba noxajaaa H CBeTe TajHe HcnOBeCTH 6Hhe OA BeAHKe KOPHCTH caner CB. liAllje MHlbaTHca KOjH Y H3BOAY AOHOCHMO:

- TajaHcTBeHH CMHcao eaaabeacxe acropaje BpAO je paayMJbHB. AYKaBCTBO AyIIIery6Hor baaoxa npOHalIIAO je ABa cpeacrna, Aa 6H MyqHAO '10BeKa. TIPBO cpeACTBO je: Aa My Be)Ke je3HK, M ra yqHHH HeMHM, APYro - Aa My 3arAyIIIH yIIIH, Aa H~' qyje. HeMHM - Aa He 6H Morao OTKpHTH TepeT csora rpexa, rAY13HM - M He 6H qyo acnexerse csora orrponrraja. OBMAaBWH IbHMe jour OA AeTHlbCTBa, AYro rocnoaapeha HM IbHM, OH '1HHH C IbHM urraxohe, Byqe ra KYAa xohe: 'lac ra 6a~a Y orais, 'lac Y IIAaMeHe CTpaCTH risesa, Y noxore: 'lac - Y BOAY, T. j. Y MOpe )KH80THHX 6pHra. He nOMa)KY HH rrponoaexa yqHTeJba, HIl nOYKe AYXOBHHKa. 3awTo? 3aTo, Y rAaBHOM, WTO je AYX 3Ao6e HeM H rAYB. AKO je rpemaax HeM, H He ncnoaeaa CBOj rpex npea AYXOBHHM ouesr, aKO je rAYS H He '1yje lberoBe caaere, TeWKO he ce cnacra,

- Epaho, 3aIIITO noaaprasaao ce6e raxso] onaCHOCTH, 3aWTO AonyIIITaMo Aa HM HaMa TOAllKO npexe rocnoaapa AYX 3A06e? Y aamoj je BAaCTH Aa ra OAarHaMO. Ha KOjH Ha'lHH? TIoMony HcnOBeCTH. TIpecTaHHMo 6HTH HeMH, OApeIIIHMO je3HK, acnoaexajao aame AyrorOAHWlbe rpexoae, TIpecTaHHMO 6HTH rAYBH, 'OTBOPHMO yIIIH H qyjMO onponrrerse.

- Y HcnOBeCTH rpeea HcnyHHTH ABa YCAOBa: HcnOBeAaTH ce 6ea Aa)KHOr CTHAa H 6ea oABpanalba, He npersapara ce, KPHjyliM caoje AyweBHe HeAOCTaTKe. Tpe6a Aa ce CTHAHMO xaaa naaa~O Y rpex, a He KaA ra HCnOBeAaMO npez, Borosr, jep ce Hseroaax npeTCTaBHHKOM jaBJba AYXOBHHK.

- Ilpoaaaeha jeAHOM OA aTHHCKHX y~a, COKpaT Cna3H CBOra yqeHHKa, KaKO H3Aa3H H3 AOMa nexe 6AYAH~e. TIOCTHAH ce MAaAHn npea yqHTeJbeM H BPAHY Y CTpaHY Aa 6H ce CKpHO.

- ,,0, MAaAHny, pexe MY TaM COKpaT, HHje CTllAHO H3Aa:mrn H3 raxsor AOMa, aAJI je CTllAHO Y lbeMY 6HTH".

- 0 6paTe', H ja TH BeAHM: naje CTllAHO aaaha BaH, OTKpHTH CBOj rpex aa HcnOBeCTH, CTllAHO je CTajaTH Y rpexy, - KpHTH ce OA caora AyxoBHHKa.

- 3anaMTH, xpamhaaane, Aa ce HCTHHHTO H norrrvno noxajarse, xoje Aaje onponrrerse rpexoaa, xoje AOBOAH. AO 6AaroAarn H Jby6aBH EO)Kje, He cacroja Y TOMe, WTO new cauo HCnOBeAHTH cnoje rpexone (jep je TO caxro HcnOBeCT na YCTHMa, a He H3 cpna, HcnOBeCT no HaBH~, a He H3 Aywe),HH Y TOMe WTO new OTKYnHTH rpexoae nOMony HOBa~a, - TO je cauo, noxajarse cnoJba H CAHtlHO JYAHHOM noxajaisv, cvjerao H 6e3 IIAOAa. Iloxajarse ce cacroja Y TOMe, WTO new nOCTYUaTH xao anOCTOA Ilerap, tInM je anOCTOA Ca3HaO CBOj rpex, OAMax je aaanrao BaH H3 npOKAeTOr AOMa oaor apxnjepeja, rAe ce ozpexao XpHCTa. Hsaucaeuiu eau, H TH KaA nODeW aa HcnOBeCT, OAMax H3aoH H3 Tor npOKAeTOr AOMa, rAe ce PaAU Jby6aBH 6AYAHH~e OAPlNeW OA Bora He TpH nyra, Hero CBaKOAHeBHO. H H3aoH He caao TeAOM, Hero H YMOM H cpness. 11 sauiaetau eau, Ilerap ce OABOjHO OA APyIIITBa nesacTHBHX BojHHKa H CAYry, KOjH cy YXBaTHAH XpHCTa; H TH ce YAaJbH OA THX pbasax APYWTaBa, OA pa3BpaTHHX APyroBa, CHOH C THX rrvresa rrponacra, na KojHMa CH 6HO AO caaa. Hsausaetau ean, Ilerap ce OABOjHO H OCTaBWH caa, A06po ce YAy6HO Y TO BeAHKO 3AO, xoje je yqHHHO; pa3He)KHO ce H nposeer AYWOM, ropxo je sanaaxao. Hsauiaeuiu ean, ZOplCO je 3an.tlalCao. TH, KOjH CH HaBHKao Aa HAew AYXOBHHKY 6e3 HKaKBe crrpeste, YAaJbH ce, npe csera, jeaaa 'lac, OCTaBH CBe 6pHre, cKoH~eHTpHwH CBOj pacejana yM, nOMOAH ce H acnpoca Y Bora npocaeheisa, Aa 6H ce ceTHO CBHjy rpexoaa CBOjHX, H aKO Ca3HaW, Aa TH)e naahesse cAa60, 3anHIIIH HX na xaprajaua, JOBaH AeCTBlNHHK BeAH, Aa cY MOHaCH rseroaor MaHaCTHpa ,,HMaAJI aa nojacy MaAY KlbH)K~y, Y xojv cY YHOCHAH CBe caoje MHCAH caaxor TpeHYTKa, a 3aTHM CaOnIIITaBaAH HX aacrojarezsv", liMaj npea O'lHMa AeceT EO)KjHX sanoBecTH, H rAeAaj, Aa HHCH KOjy OA IbHX npecTYUHO; HMaj na yMY ceAaM CMpTHHX rpexona ('1peBoyrOAHja, 6AYAa, cpe6poJby6Jba, nseaa, 6pHre, KAOHYAOCTH, rOPAOCTH), H Pa3MHCAH Y KOMe CH rpeman: A06po acnara] TBOjy casecr, Y '1eMY CH CKPHBHO npea Boron, npez, 6AH)KlbHM H caMHM C060M. AKO Mp3HW xora onpOCTH My H3 CBe AyIIIe; aKO HMaw TYOY CTBap, apara je; aKO CH ynpJbao '1Hjy '1aCT, acnpasa 3AO, xoje CH yqHHHO; 6oAyj; noxopa ce, Y3AHIIIH, IIAa'lH roPKO, H - OKPHBJbyj ce6e. OA6a~H csoje rrpebaunse rpexose, peIIIH ce '1BPCTO Aa HX smne He nOHaBJbaw. C TaKBHM pacnoaoaceisea H cnpeMOM HAH AYXOBHHKY acnoneaa] ce H 6YAH ysepeH, Aa new A06HTH onponrraj.

- Kpahe pexeao, aKO xohem Aa HAew AYXOBHHKY - noHeCH He pean H cpe6po, xao JYAa, Hero AeAa H CY3e, xao Ilerap, H CTaBWH npea AYXOBHHKOM, AY)KaH CH Aa ce 036HJbHO 3aMHCAHIll o TOMe, M TH HcnOBeCT 6YAe 6e3 Aa)KHOr cTHAa H ozroaopa. Ee3

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CTHAa. Ja 3HaM, Aa MI{ CBH Y OBOM CBeTy )KHBHMO C <i>apHcejcKoM AHUeMepHoIllliy. Ha AeAy CMO jeAHo, a xoheuo Aa ce nOKruKeMO APYrH. ETo oTYAa H npOI{3HAa3H AruKaH CTHA, KOjH Hac sapooA>aBa npa I{CnOJ;leCTH - HaMMe, KMa ce CTI{AHMO Aa ce xao rpeunnrua nOKa)KeMO, a xoheao, y O'lHMa CBeTa, Aa ce nOKa)KeMO xao cseua, De3 npaaaaa-a, Ja 3HaM, - Aa noxaaasura na HcnOBCCTH . cnoje rpexose, MI{ ce oAMax CTapaMO Aa HX npeACTaBHMO V o6pHVTOM CMHCAY. HCnOBeAaMO Aa CMO CKPI{BHAH, aAH OAMax TPruKHMO onpaaaaae, H MeCTO Aa OKPHBHMO ce6e, OKpHBA>yjeMo APyre. Pasvnece, TO H [ecre npapOAHTeA>CKH rpex.

HAY aa HCnOBeCT HeKH XpHIIIliaHI{H.I{ xpmnhaaxa. HCnHTy-

je HX AYXOBHHK:

....... MaMe, rAe CH?

- EBo, nrra CI{ V'JUHHAa?

OHI{ ce CTHAe,KpHjy ce: jeAHO caormrrasajv YKpaTKo, APY' ro caCBHM 3a06HAa3e. AAu, no pexmaa Bacaaaja BeAHKOra, rpex je xao paaa xoja, aKO ce He orxpaje y O'lHMa aexapa, aa xpajv xpajena TpyAU" nocraje Helf3Ae'lHBOM. "HeI{CnOBeAaHo 3AO jecre aa AVIIIY saraojeaa 60AeCT".76

XII. 3AJAM'IEHOCT H AHCKPEllHJA HCnODECTH Y CD. TAJHH nOKAJAlLA

.Hexa He yctaie [eoas« ceieoox na «oeiexa HU 3a xaxeo 3110 U HU3a xaxaezpuiex usueb» ceu[ex tpuiexa xoiu ce uune, neto na pujeuuua oea U TPU cejeooxa oa ocraje CT8ap (5. Mojc. 19, 15; 17, 6; JH. 8, 17; 2. Kop. 13, 1)".

CBeIllTeHHKY naje HHnOillTO AOllVIIITeHO Aa orxpnje AHUe xoje My je HcnOBeAHAO rpex xao AYXOBHOM AeKapy, jep HcnOBeCT xao CTBap caBeCTH jecre rcasaa no Ce6H, OAHOCHO no CBOjOj rrpaPOAH cserarsa - TajHa. OTYAa apxajepejena nOYKa CBeIllTeHHKY y 'lacy PYKonOAO)Kelba jacao xaaee: ,,ne'laT HcnOBeCTH 'lYBaj najcrpozcaje",

CBeTH Josaa AeCTBH'lHHK Y CBOMe ,;YllVTCTBY naCTHPY" BeAU: ,,Kao IllTO Bor, 'lYBIllH HaillY HcnOBeCT HHKaAa je He 06jaBlDyje, Aa TaKBHM o6jaBIDHBalbeM He 3MP)KH xora OA HcnOBeCTH H He OCTaBH ra aa csaraa 6e3 acne.sersa. raxo H· MH, H aKO 6H 'laK H 3HaAli vnarrpea 0 'lHjHM 6HAO rpeXOBHMa, He CMeMO HX H3HOCHTH aa jaBHocT OHHMa KOjH rpeme, Beli same aarosenrreIbHMa n06yoHBaTH HX K HcnOBeeTH".

TIpeAO'lelbeM najcrpozcaje Ka3He - AHlllelbeM <iHHa, 3a6paIbeHO je CBeIllTeHHKY He CaMO Aa HcnOBeOeHe· rpexe He CMe 01'KpHTH pe'lHMa, seh HH aaroaeurrajeu, Ma KaKBHM saauaaa, HH y npHjaTeIDCTBY, HH y nosepeiev, HH Y CBaOH, a HCTO TaKO CBOjy AYXOBHyAeuy, xoja cy npexo nera nonepaxa cnoje CaBeCTH DOry, He CMe npexopeaara, mTO ce TH'leOBOr nocxearser CB. JOBaH 3AaTOYCT aa jeAHOM MeCTY OBaKO BeAU: ,,KMa je HY)KHO Aa ce cnace oaaj KOjH raae, TaAa naje npesre CYAa H HCnHTHBalba, HO xoaeKOIDYOlDa I{ npanrrarsa. HH [eaaa AeKap, KaA Aaje 60AecHoMe AeKOBe, He noaspraaa ra HCnHTHBalbY H YKopHMa aa .. npebannsa noposaa )KHBO}" nero CBHM. CH:AaMa nacroja Aa ra KOO seh 60-

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Aecnor H3Ae'lll". Y npOTHBHOM cAyqajy, CBelIITeHHKa qeKa ABOCTpYKa Ka3Ha, H aa He6y H aa 3eMA>H. Ha He6y - OA Bora, KOjH he My najcrpoxorje CYAHTH aa BeAMKH npecryn, WTO ce YCYAHO KaKO xaxce Haw MMTpOnOAHT MHXaHAO "OTBOPHTH nesar, KOjHM je Ear rrpexo H>era xao CAY)f(HTeA>a aspexao nOA nOKpHBaAOM crracare.saa CYA rpeWHHKY", jep: ,,00 zpujexa napooa uoieta xpane ce U natcoue ce na tiesaxotse teuxoeo. 3aTO he 6UTU TOMe ceeucrenuxy: noxoouhy za 3a nyroee teetoee U nnatuhy MY 3Q oiena teeaoea (Oc. 4, 8-9)". A aa 3eMA>H raxsor CBeWTeHHKa H OA AYXOBHHX H OA rpahaHcKHX BAaC"rH CTHrAa 6H Ka3Ha, jep Y 120. npaBHAY HOMoKaHoHa rrpa BeAMKoM Tpe6HHKY, (qHjH rrpaa Aeo, AYXOBHH, norase OA CB. JecppeMa CHpHHa a YCBojeH H OA CB. JOBaHa IIOCTHHKa, a APyrn, rpabancxa, Y3eT H3 KpMqHje) eroja: ,,AYXOBHH OTa~, aKO orxpnje HeKOMe rpex onora KOjH ce HCnOBeAHO, HMa enuTHMHjy: TPH roanne Aa 6YAe 6ecnocAeH (OMyqeH OA emrrpaxazsa) , Y Mece~y jeAaHIIVT Aa ce rrpmrenrhyje H cnaxor AaHa Aa qHHH cro nOKAOHa; rpabaacxn nax 3aKOH BeAM: OBaKBOMe CBeWTeHHKY "oTcehH je3HK". IIo 133. npaBHAY Kaprareacxor ca6opa, aKO 6H ce enerrryaano AecHAO Aa erracxon HAM CBeWTeHHK orxpaje rpex cnor AYXOBHor CHHa, a TaKBHX rrpaMepa HHje 6HAO, oHAa OBOMe CBeAOqaHCTBY lLHXOBOM He rpeea HHKaKO aepoaara, HHKH<I>op HCnOBeAHHK xazce: "OrKpHBaH>e rajHe HcnOBeCTH OA cTpaHe AyxoBHHKa cMaTpa ce Kao CBeTOTaTCTBO - xpaba CBeTHH>e, - xoja aa co6oM nOBAaqH aHaTeMY Hnco cpaKTO, r], 6e3 cneuajaane CYACKe npecyae". HaCAeAHHK nax HHKH<Popea, MeTOAHje, OApeAHO je Aa ,,AYXOBHHK KOjH ce nojaaao xao cseaox npOTPIBY AYXOBHor CHHa na OCHOBY OHHX AaTa (rpexosa), xoja cy My nOCTaAa n03HaTa npexo acnoeecra, nornaaa AHWelLY qHHa"P A CBa OBa crporocr, H ~pKBeHHX H rpabaacxax 3aKOHa, HaAa3H nOMory Y MHor06pojHHM MecTHMa H HapeA6aMa CB. nacMa. Taxo, aa.npaaep: "Tybe xajne He otxpueai Oa CpaMOTa Teoja He 6u oerMa na Te6u (Ilpaxe 25, 9-10)"; "mTO cu 00 opyuna wyo, TO nexa yMpe c TooOM (Capax 19, 10)"; .Ko je rajne OTlCpUO ustytiuo je noeepetee caceuu (Capax 27, 24)"; .Koju. ceetuisy <tyeajy ceeru he 6UTU (IIpeM. CoA. 6, 10)".

fOPlLH nporraca H3HeTH cy caao Aa 6H CMO ce YHeKOAMKO yn03HaAH ca 3aKOHCKHM oApeA6aMa. Ho Tpe6a 6HTH 'iBPCTO yBCpen Aa he ce CBaKH qOBeK Haj60A>e ocnoxojnra H OAarHaTH crpax Aa he aeron HCDoBeDeHH rpex 6MTH OTKPHBeH, xaaa ce 3Ha Aa ce CBeWTeHH~ PaAyjy noxajarsv rpennraxa H H>eroBOj HcnOBeCTH, jep anOCTOA IIaBAe BeAM: ,,A.I1u ce cao pai>yjeM, He UlTO ere ce O:JICMOCTUAU, neto UlTO ere ce O:JICMOCTUAU na noxaiaue. Jep ere ce O:JICMOerUAU xaxo Bot xohe Oa HU Y <te.My He uaeryjeie 00

Hac. Jep :JICMOCT xoia je no EO:JICujoj eO/bU, OOHOCU noxaiatee 3a cnacetee, noxaiatee 3a xoie ce nutba He xaie; a :JICMOer oeoza ceera OOHOCU CMPT (2. Kop. 7, 9-10)". Ilpessa TOMe: 3aWTO he HMaTH norpeee H paaaora CBeWTeHHK, KOjH ca paaomhy H neceA>eM 30Be H npHMa na noxajarse, Aa CBe TO rrperaopa Y MP)f(lLY H orxpaje HeKOM? Banr Aa 6H CBelIITeHHK ocerao ry PaAOCT .OA BepHHX KOjH My AOAa3e aa HcnOBeCT, OH ce aa OBY CBeTY TaJHY HapOqMTO npanpeaa. OCBphyli.H ce na crapv rrpaxcv U;pKBe, IIeTap Moraaa y CBOM BeAHKOM Tpe6HHKY ca HOMOKaHOHOM (l64~) BeAM, Aa, npe Hero WTO ornoxae TajHY noxajassa CBeWTeHHK Je AY)f(aH, ~eHehH HCry, CnpeMHTH ce no nponacasra aa TO AeA~ (xao H aa CBaKY TajHY WTO ce cnpesea) , MOAehH ce Borv Aa r YMYAPH, re Aa MO)f(e HCQeA>HBaTH 60AecHe AYWe.

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.Jep ce nocpauux U CTUOUM ce W.TO HOCUM cpaMOry M./Ia()OCTU ceoje (Jep. 31, 19)".

APyre rpexe, Te nacraje aa lLHX npeste np8CTYI1alLa 8CnOBeCTH. Ho Ha OCHOBY npaKCC 8 MHOrHX ca60pcKHx OAPCAa6a Y ACAHMa OBC BPCTC, ja caM Tora MHIll.h>eJLa, Aa MaAOAeTHOCT MVIllKHX H )KCHCKHX rpeea HcnpaBHTH 8 All Tpe6a Aa ce ocsehvjv HCnOBeIllhy, Bch nOCAe mecre rOAHHc"_79 HCKa H3MC15y OCTaAOra Aa jc OBO BaACaMOHOBO rACAHIllTC onpanaaao nOCAY)KH 8 CAeAehe: Y nanroj UPKBH nocroje ABa CBCTOBlLa'lKa .oneaa - Ae'lj~, xoje CC CBPurasa HM YMPAOM AeUOM AO 7 rOAHHa, H onCAO oapacxax, OA 7 roaaaa na HaB8IllC. Y Ae'ljcM oneay, caCTaBA>CHOM OA noraaBHTHX necaua H MOAHTaBa npOTKaHHM XPHCTOBHM 06ehalLeM 0 He6ccKoM uapcrsv, xoje he HeBHHa Aeua HaCAeAHTH, xao H lLHXOBOM AVXOBHOM Y3paCTalLV y TOMC uapcrsv y canpurena My)KaHCTBeHH Y3paCT, CBeIllTeHHK, oaaocno U;pKBa ce He MOAU aa onpourraj rpexosa, Mel5YTHM y oneay OApacAHX, U;pKBa ce MOAH aa onponrraj. Ilpena TOMe H Caeroj TajHH noxajaaa He nOAAe)KY AeLla rrpe 7 rOAHHa crapocra, OA xora A06a, AaKAe, nO'lHlLY 8 OHa xao H OApacAU Aa ce acnoseaajv. YOCTaAOM aa norpeov H onpaaAaHOCT HcnOBeAaJLa ACLle vxasao je H npOPOK Jepexraja pexaanra:

"AeJlCUMO Y CPaMOTU ceojo], U noxpuea Hac pyt. natu; jep TocnooY DOZY ceojeuy tpuieucucuo MU U O"1U nauiu 00 oietutectea ceoieta 00 oanac (Jepest. 3, 25)". OTYAa je y aamoj IlpasocaanHOj LlPKBH 1769. roaane apxnenacxon nCKOBCKH HHoKeHTHje HeqajeB caCTaBHO H "qHH HcnOBeAaJLa AeLle", xoja je A06HO 3BaHHquy ynoTpe6y y qHTaBOM npaBOCAaBHOM cBeTy.80 Yocraaoss npxseaa npaxca je y Be:3H. ca H3AO)KeHHM YCTaHoBHAa, Aa ce AeLla YKA>Vt.IHBO AO urecre rOAHHe, npHqeIllhyjy 6e3 npanpesre, Tj. 003 HcnOBeCTH, crpozorjer nOCTa, na qaK H aa caa AaH npaxenrha, aKO je TO HeMoryhe, H 003 Y3AP)KaBalLa OA jexa, BOAe HAP.

A06a H V3paCT OA xora rpeba OTnOqeTH ca xajatsest 8 npHAa)KelLCM CB. TajHH noxajaaa, HaKO cy HeNH, xao IllTO CMO BHAeAH, npenasapaxa H ca roaanaua CTapOCTH, HIlaK je OBO TeIllKO OApeAHTH H YOnIllTHTH 83 MHoro Y3pOKa, jep Y jeAHoM roAHIlllLCM A06y H Y3pacTY crenea paasajeaocra 8 AYXOBHOCTH CTOjH aa Pa3AH'lHTOM HHBOY; HaHMe, KOA jeAHHx je OH BPAO i3eAHKH, KOA APyrHx ocpexssa, KOA rpehax CKOPO HHKaKaB HTA· OTYAll 6H ce MorAO Y0nIllTHTH H npenOPVt.IHTH xao npaBHAO Aa ca acnosemhv H KajalLeM Tpe6a OTnOqeTH V OHO apesre H A06a y KOMe ce nOqHlLC CXBaTaTH CMHcao H AVX 3aKOHa EO)KHjer, OAHOCHO ocehaise AY)KHOCTH H 06aBC3e nOKopHOCTH TOMe 3aKOHY, xao H HY)KHOCTH cY36HjalLa CTpaCTH 8 pbasax HaKAOHOCTH KaAa OBe nOqHY Aa ce nojaBA>Yjy.

H3 H3AO)KeHOra ce BHAH Aa ce y AeqjH yspacr paqYHajy MVIllKa Aeua 3aKA>Vt.I»OAO 14 a )KeHCKa AO 12 rOAHHa. Ynpaso

XIII. AOBA Y3PACTA KAAA TPEBA nPHCTYDATH CBE'rOJ TAJHH nOKAJAILA H 0 HCnOBEAAlLY AEUE

AnOC~OA ITaBAe je pexao: .Jl ponoeeoa] puie«, nacro] Y 006po. eputeue U Y ueepuieue, noxapaj, sanpuietu; YMO/lU ca ceaxujeu CHOw.e1beM U yt.te1beM (2. THM. 4, 2)". MHom cMaTpajy All ce pexa anOCTOAa IIaBAa: "HacToj Y 006po epuieue" oaaoce aa caaxy norOAHY npHAHKy y CBCIIlTCHHKOBOj Aet\aTHOCTH H na CBaKH Y3paCT xosevja, a HapOqHTO AeTHlLH. YOCTaAOM, CBeIIlTe~8K ce Mopa CTapaTH 0 caojoj naCTBH csaxora A06a H Y3paCTa, Jep he ce OA lLera TP3)KHTH paqYH aa CBaKY xpurreav AVIllY, xao IllTO npopox BeAU: "A TU za He onoueneui u He npotoeopuui MY, oa 6u za cat.tyeao y 3ICueoTY, ouai he nOZUHYTu ca ceota 6e3aK:?,1ba, Q/lU he xpe 1bezoey UCK:aTU U3 reojux PYK:Y (JC3eK. 3, 18) . OTYAa OHO HCTO IllTO je pexao anOCTOA Ilanae THMoTejy o rrponoseaaav pexa Y A06po apesre H sespeae, caao APYrHM pesaaa asroaapa H enHCKOn HOBopYKonOAO)KeHOM cBcIIlTeHHKY: ,,EYAH CTp3)Kap AllH 8 Hoh ca rroxaiaaeu 8 npH'leIllheM".

Ha nHTaILe OA xora A06a CYAH Bor rpexose qOBeqje CB_ THMoTej AAeKcaHAPHjCKH Y CBOMe 18. npaBHAY oaroaapa: "II~Ma n03HaBalLY H pa3YMY qOBCKa, jeAHH ce rpeCH CYAe OA AeceTOroAHIlllLer Ao6a, a APym OA xacaajer Ao6a"_78 Haxo ce xao MepHAO aa noxerax rpenrersa Y3HMa 06H'1HO A06a ny6epTeTa, anax CB. TajHH noxajaisa rpeea MHoro panaje npacrvnara, KaKO BeAU BaA~MOH Y CBOMe 48. OArOBOPY aa nHTaILe aAeKCaHAPHjcKor narpajapxa Mapxa: ,,ITo 3aKOHHMa npecryna MaAOAeTHHX ce rrpanrrajv. MaAOAeTHHMa ce MVIllKH CMaTpajy AO 14 rOAHHa, a )KeHCKe AO 12. Ilpesaa TOMe peha he HeKO, Aa TeK nOCAe osor Y3paCTa, KMa OArOBapajy sa csoje npecrvne, OHH nocrajy cnocoeaa aa 6AYA H

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TO je A06a, KaA KOA AeQe Tpe6a nOAO)I(HTH COAHAHe H nocrojane TeMeA>e Y CBaKOM nOrAeAY AYXOBHOra )l(HBOTa. Ilpesaa TOMe acnoBeCT AeQe je OA orpoaaor aaaxaja no ueo IbHXOB 6YAyIiH )l(HBOT, jep nama HapOAHa MYAPOCT H HCKYCTBO TBPAH: "lIITO Y MAaAOCTH aavsaur, TO Y CTapOCTH 'lHHHllI". H sa AeQY, xao H aa oapacAe, norpeoaa je llITO 'qellIna acnoaecr, aAH je 06aBe3Ha 6ap 'IeTHPH nyra roaannse, C HanOMeHOM Aa KOA oapacaax HcnOBeCT HOCH xapaxrep osamhessa oA rpexa, AOK KOA AeQe lbeHO je reacanrre ABOCTPYKO - npe caera 6YOelbe CBeeTH 0 rpexy, na OHAa H 6y· l5elbe CBeCTH H JKeA>e aa OqHllIhelbeM OA rpexa. 0Ty Aa je nOTPe6- HO cBellITeHHKY npa HCllOBeCTH AeQe MHoro same saaisa, YMellI' HOCTH H naaose, aeroaa llITO je TO cAyqaj ca OApaCAHMa. Ho 3aTO je H KOPHCT H vcnex MHOro BeIiH H anaxajnaja, jep ce y3 npaKAaAHe nOYKe AeQH rasa nOCTaBA>a TeMeA> y norAeAY IbHXOBor qyaalba oA rpexosne sapase H pooosaa,a CTpaCTHMa Y TOKY ueaor IbHXOBor )l(HBOTa. Ila H YKOAHKO 6H AeQa naaa y H3BecHe rpexoaae aapase H pooosarsa CTpaCTHMa, YTOAHKO HX je Moryne 6pJKe H3- ByliH H3 Tora H raxaora crassa H yrrvrara na npasa H A06poAjeTeA>aH rrvr, nororosy llITO AeQa AaKO npnanajy cso]e norpenrxe, xao llITO AaKO H naAajy y IbHX.

Y HaBeAeHOM Hesajeaou H AjaqeHKOBOM tfuHY HCDOBeAaIba AeQe - Bonpocaaa C jeAHe crpaae ce 06pa3AaJKe norpeoa acnoBeCTH AeQe, a C APvre crpaae HaBOAH urra y TOM CAyqajy aa ce6e npreaa CBellITeHHK. TaMO ce KaJKe Aa BpAO BeAHKY AYJKHOCT npaaa na ce6e AYXOBHHK xaaa xohe AeQY Aa ncnoaeaa, jep Y A06y AeTHIbCTBa CTpaCTH H pacnoxoaceaa AyweBHa H nopoxae HaKAOHOCTH TeK nOqHIbY Aa ce 6YAe, a rpeca aKO cy HX nO'IHHHAH, jour HHCY ojaxaaa HHTH cy ce yKOpeHHAH HaBHKOM H qecTHM nOHaBA>a· lbeM, Hero cy TeK nopoua no npHpOAH noapebeae Aywe, KOjH npoH3HAa3e H3 JKeA>e Aa noapaacasajv OHOMe 3AY, xoje BRAe HAH qyjy. Crora je y TOM Ao6y AaKO Moryne aarpaaara H3BOP 3Aa, ocAa6HTH CHary qyacTBeHoCTH, 06Y3AaTH CTpacTH, AaTH HaKAOHOCTHMa A06ap npasan, BaCIDlTaTH ocehaje HCTHHe H npaBH'lHOCTH. EAaroAany TajHe noxajarsa, y3 nouoh nOYKa H CBelIITeHHKOBHX casera, Aella ce MOry CaqYBaTH OA rpexosae aapase H poncrna CTpaCTHMa; na H aKO 6H OHa H TelIIKO nasa, AaKlIIe HX je H3ByliH H3 rpeuraor crarsa H IbHXOBe Aywe ynyrHTH AeAHMa noeoacnocra H BpAHHaMa, xoje cy csojcrseae IbHXOBOM y3paCTY H crarsy, jep YKOAHKO je MalbH H ranxaja Y3paCT IbHXOB, YTOAHKO HX je Moryne 6p)Ke H 60A>e YTBPAHTH Y A06py nyTeM ynpaJKIbaBaIba H AeAa no6o)KHOCTH, xoja HM oApeAH AYXOBHHK rrpa capurasarsv rajae noxajaisa.

Aa 6H ce AeQa KopHCTHAa CB. rajaoa noxajarsa, xoja aa IbHX 6AaroAaTHO AeAyje xao llITO KHlIIa H Cynue YTH'IY na paCTH-

lbe. aa IbY HX Tpe6a rrparrpemrra, Ty rrpanpesry aa npBOM MeeTY spnre jOlII H3 paHHX AaHa pOAHTeA>H ycal5IlBalbeM CBHX A06pHX ocooana H HaBHKa, a HapOqHTO ycaoHBalbeM 6oro6oja)KA>HBocTH. POAHTeA>H Tpe6a YBeK Aa HMajy aa yMy Ilcaasronenaaene pesa: .Jlopoo je oap 00 BOla", H Aa, rAeAajynH caojy AeQY KaKO ycneaajy Y A06py, nasrre oner Ilcaaaoneaaseae pesn: "E80 HaUl/beOCT8a 00 Tocnooa (llc. 127, 3)". Ca TOM ne JKeA>OM H HaMepOM poAHTeA>H CAeAOBaTH OHOM qYBeHOM eHrAeCKOM AOPAY qHcTep«PHAAY, KOjH je CBOMe CHHY CBe AOK HHje HaBplIIHO 18 rOAHHa CBaKOAHeBHO rOBopHO: "CAywaj H PaAH TH CBe lIITO ja xohv AOK He aaspnnnn 18 rOAHHa, a KaA HaBplIIHllI 18 rOAHHa ja TH ce savaex o6aBeayjeM Aa ny qHHRTH CBe llITO TH 6YAelII xreo",

Ilparrpeaa aa CB. rajv noxajatsa, aa ApyroM MecTY, BplIIH ce H nyTel'd HaCTaBe Y aepa, llYTeM aepcxe HaCTaBe AeQa CTHqy jacHHje H npaaaaaaje nojaose 0 nepa, 0 rpexy H lberOBHM nOCAeAHuasra, 0 nonpasua Kp03 noxajarse H CB. crajav HcnOBeCTH. AaKAe MHoro 3aBHCH OA sepcxe HaCTaBe, OAHOCHO OA aepovsnrrezsa, KOjH rpeea Aa 3Ha OHY qYBeHY rpqKY nOCAOBHQY xoja Ba)KH sa csaxor yqHTeA>a: "EYAH TaKaB yqeHHQHMa KaKBY JKeAHllI H caM AeQY HMaTH".

Hanocaerxy, KaJKe ce y HaBeAeHHM 'lHHOBHMa acnoaeaaisa AeQe, rrpanpessa aa CB. TajHY noxajarsa naaa H aa aajoxroaopaajy AH'IHOCT - na CBelIITeHHKa, KOjH ce Ba3Aa HMa onosonsara XPHCTOBHX peaa: ,,flYCTUTe ojel.1Y nexa OO/lQ.3e K MeHU, U He 6paHUTe UM; jep je »axoeuiex l.1apCT80 BO:JICuje (AYKa 18, 16)". OBa csemTeHHKOBa rrparrpesaa AeQe jecre HCTOBpeMeHO H nocpezna H nenocpeaaa H HMa aajneher ycnexa. Y nocpeaay nparrpeav AOlIIAO 6H reaepaano rrposepaaarse KOA CBe AeQe y CKyny KOAHKO cy POAHTeA>H H sepcxa HaCTaBa yqHHHAH caoje, To ce Aa H3BeCTH aKO HHrAe aa APyroM MeCTY a OHO Y xpauy. Y CBaKOM cAyqajy Y xpaMy ce OBO nOKa3aAO Haj60A>e, jep ce Y lbeMY H3BOAH aa CBe· qaHHjH H npHAH'lHHjH HaqHH, KOjH je MHoro yneqaTA>HBHjH, noroTOBY xaea CBelIITeHHK roaopa y KpaTKHM H [earpoaarax QPTaMa o rpexy H IberOBHM nOCAeAHQaMa, 0 HCKynA>elby, 0 noxajarsy, 0 Ka3HH, OHe AeQe xoja aehe Aa nOCTaHY A06pa HTA. Ho y norAeAY HaCTaBe 0 Ka3HH Boxorjo], xoja nOCTH)Ke nenoxopae H OHe KOjH ce He xajv, aajaanre ycnexa nOCTHJKe onaj CBelIITeHHK, KOjH je BpAO onpesaa y YAHBalbY AeQH crpaxa Do)I(Hjer H HHKaKO He A03BOA>aBa Aa ce y AeQY ycaAH npHpOAHH poncxa crpax, jep je n03HaTO Aa noxajarse HHje npaao noxajaise aKO 6HBa caao H3 crpaxa OA Ka3He. OAMax H3a OBe nocpezne npanpeue H AOAHpa AOAa3H HenOCpeAHH AOAHP - noaaocoe ca CBaKHM AeTeToM - KOjH je jOlII Te)I(H oA oaor npaor AOAHpa, jep OBAe AOAa3H HCDH·

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THBa1be Ae<rnje CaBeCTH, xoje 06lNHO 6HBa na TeMeloY Boxcjax H upKBeHHX 3anOBeCTH. Oaa] AOAHP je THM rexca UITO CBelllTeHHK HHyKOM CAY'lajy He CMe Aeuy npenvcrara cano] ce6H 6e3 AeTaJoHe H rasae HcnOBeCTH, jep AeuaHHCY AOBOloHO speaa H 036H!oHa Aa 6e3 aerose nOMohH HcnHTyjy CBOjy casecr H npeacrase npaso crarse, Ilocxe nOAP06Hor acnaraaaaa, Ae'lHje caBeCTH CBeUITeHHK AOAa3H y jow Te)f{H aAH H 3aBpIlIHH CTaAHjYM 6yoelba ocehaaa )f{aJoelba 360r yqHlbeHor rpexa. Ho HOBO ce, 6e3 063Hpa aa TeiliKony, Aa nOCTHnH YTHuaibeM na CPueAe'lHje xoje je He)f{HHje H ocer.saaaje Hero KOA OApacAHX; 3aTBM, vnopebaaassea A06poTe H MHAocpoa BO)f{Hjer ca IoYACKOM HeGAarOAaPHoIlIny, H, aajaaa, vnopebaaarsea Ioy6aBH BO)f{Hje npesaa IoyGaBH soaexa.

Iloopojaae reurxohe npeopoaao je AaKOCBaKH CBeIlITeHHK KOjH je OBO 06aBIoao ca rryao Ioy6aBH, 036H!oHOCTH H noeoacaocra, npaaarobasajvha CBe Ae'lHjeM CXBaTalbY H CTeneHY AYXOBHor pasBHTKa, a ycnexe je )f{lbeo xaea je YAeiliaBao rnrraisa xoja cy Aaxa no 06AHKY a no CaAP)f{HHH ce OAHOCHAa caMO aa rpexose CBOjCTBeHe AeQH, OAHOCHO IbllXOBOM Y3paCTY H nOAY. A HajGoloa cy OHa rnrrarsa xoja ce TH'ly. nporrvcra y aaepmasarsv AY)f{HOCTH H oGaBe3a Aeue npesra Bory H UPKBH, npena pOAHTeloHMa H yqRTeIoHMa, xao H CBHM crapnjmr: rrpesra CaMUMa ceea, xao H mrraIbHMa 0 rpexy KOjH Aeua 'lHHe nOA H3BeCHHM OKOAHOCTHMa. Bazsa HanoMeHYTH Aa naraaa xoja ce OAHOCe aa ceAMY BO)f{ujy 3anOBeCT He .AOAa3e HHYKOM cAyqajy y OG3Up aa Aeuy, OCHM rnrrarsa y OAHOCY na IbHXOBY 'leAHOCT, 'lHTalbe pa3BpaTHlIX KIbHra, rAeAa1be pa3BpaTHHX <pHAMOBa, CAoGoAHor ornnrersa, nocehasarsa HeA03BOIoeHHX H HeMopaAHHX cxvnosa HTA, xoja he AYXOBHHK nOCTaBHTH npessa CBOjOj YBHoaBHOCTH. HCTO TaKO HMa AOCTa nararsa H H3 APyrux 3anOBeCTH xoja He AOAa3e y 063HP 3a Aeuy, Te OTYAa AYXOBHHK rpeea Aa ce npeTxOAHO npanpesra, Y3HMajynH y OG3lfp CBe OKOAHOCTH KojHMa Tpe6a Aa ce Y AaToj npHAHUH PYKOBOAH. Y CBaKOM cAyqajy CBeIlITeHHK - AYXOBHHK npHAHKOM nocraa.sassa naraisa Mopa 6HTH BeOMa onpesaa H He Tpe6a Aa ce yrrvnrra y nOAPoGHOCTlf, samrrxaaaiea H MHoroGpojHa yxaaaaarea OHlIX rpeXOBa, KOjH GH MOrAH AeUY Aa Hayqe H nOACTaKHY aa HeKH rpex sa KOjH OHa Y0nIIITe He 3Hajy Aa OH MO)f{e GRTH H Aa nocroja, OBO ce HapO'lHTO OAHOCH na paaae BpCTe TeJ\.eCHHX rpexosa.

Y HeKHM 'lHHOBHMa Ae'lje HcnOBeCTH, 'lBM AYXOBHHK novsa nOKajHHKa OHOM Y0nIIITeHOM nOYKOM: "EBo, 'leAO, XPHCTOC HeBHAIoHBO CTOjH, npHMajyhH TBOjy HcnOBeCT" ..• mrra ra rrpe caera:

- JeCH AH6HO KIlAl'OA aa HCDOBeCTII? - AKO xazce Aa HHje, a no Y3paCTYTpe6aAo je Aa 6YAe OHAa rnrra: 360r qera HHca 6HO; 360r AelbOCTil BAH :roor HeKor APyror CAyqaja? - AKo xaace A3

mrje GHO CBaKe roaaae HAH Aa je HcnOBeCT npOnyCTHO 300r csoje .\eIbOCTH H HeMapHOCTH, a He 360r aexe cxrertse, TaAa ra noysaaa: 360r qera ce He 6pHHem 0 TBOMe cnacersv 0 KOMe CH H3HaA caera Y TBOMe )KJfB()Ty AY)f{aH A3 BOAHIU paqyaa, jep Y opaBHAHMa CBenIX 0TaIUl je aanacanos "Ko ce He ncnoaeaa 360r AelbOCTil CBaKe roaaae, Taj HHje AOCTOjaH xpHIUliaHUHOM ce Ha3BaTII.Bl

. H, Haj38A, IlITO ce TH'le CaMHX Ae'lHjHx enHTHMHja n03HaTO Je Aa lIX Aeua AaKWe H P3AHje H3BpIlIyjy Hero OApaCAH, jep OHe IbHMa naaajy xao AYXOBHe Be)f{6e H MOpaAHe nOYKe. Y Be3H ca OBHM CBeIlITeHHKY ce H aanoseaa Aa AeUH H CBHMa xoja croje nOA TyOOM BAaIIIny (poaarea,a, craparezsa, aacnarasa, HaCTaBHHxa) He naaazce enHTHMHje xoje 6H 6HAe y CynpOTHOCTH ca TOM norsaaeaomhy. Haj60loe je, aKO enHTHMHja Ben Mopa Aa YCAeAH 3Gor rezonre rpexa, nopea MOAHTBe, nOCTa H A06pHx AeAa aasarara H H3BeCHe AyxoBHe H MOpaAHe AHCQHnAHHe y BHAy Be)f{6H H noYKa xoje ja'lajy H nOAH)f{Y AYX KOA Aeue H H3rpaoyjy H yqBpIlInyjy npasa xpHIlInaHCKH xapaxrep.

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.Bu ere co sesou« ... Bu CTe euojeno ceujety ... Taxo oa ce ceuierna eatue euojeno npeo IbYOUMa, oa euoe eatua 006pa auiena u cnaee oua eauieza xoiu je na netiecuua (MaT. 5, 13-16)".

xpurreisv, KOjH qYBa lbY, yqH H npocBenyje... 06AHl.IaBa je". Haxo je onae pea 0 AHoeAY xpaHHTeA:.Y HeKH nOA lbHM paavuejv AHbeAa noxajarsa H HAeHTH<pHKYjy HX xao jeanor re HCTor CAY)K' DeHOr Ayxa.)

C030MeH Y VII KlbH3H U;pKBeHe ncropaje name caeaehe 0 npeaocv BAaCTH ca enacxona na aapo-rrrre AyxoBHHKe: .Jfourro je caCBHM He r~ellIHTH caojcrseao cauo npHpOAH mnnoj OA qOBe~IHje, a OHHMa KOJH ce xajv, HaKO OH OHH qeCTO rpemaan, Bor je ooe?ao AaTH orrponrraj, a MeoYTIIM aa AooHjalbe ortpourraja rpefiaao je HcnOBeAHTH rpex, llITO ce eIIHCKOIIHMa OA cassora nonerrca 3aHCTa nOKa3aAO TelIIKO... paaa osor llHA:.a OHH cy nOCTaBHAH npe CBHTepa OCOOHTor )KHBOTa, nYTA:.HBOr H paafiopnror, Aa OH OHHMa KOjH cy carpemnaa H HcnOBeAaAH My AeAa caoja, rAeAajyhH no rpexy cnaxora, oapebasao lIITa KO rpeea Aa qHHH, HAH KaKBY Aa noaece Ka3HY, H nOTOM paapemaaao, OCTaBA:.ajyhH CBaKOMe, caraacao ynvrcrnaaa, Aa xaaosasa caaor ce6e".85 (Iloa Ka)KlbaBalbeM casrora cede onae ce nOApa3YMeBa enHTHMHja, OAHOCHO lbeHO H3AP)KaBalbe). aBO nocraae-arse AYXOBHHKa OTnOqeAO je y APYroj nOAOBHHH III aexa H OH ce ssao H rrpecmrrep AYXOBHHK, na 3aTO H Baacassoa, y Be3H ca THM nOCTaBA:.eHHM AYXOBHHKOM OBaKO paarpanauaaa BAaCT MHpcKor CBellITeHHKa H CBellITeHHKa AYXOBHHKa: "HeMa CBaKH CBellITeHHJ< rrpano Aa cavma HcnOBeCT C npasou seaaaarsa H ApellIelba, Ben cauo onaj, KOjH je na TO AOOHO nvaouohaje OA eIIHCKona, npn qeMY Mory nvaossohaje AOOHTH H MHpCKH CBelIITeHHIlH".86 (aBO Hac YTBpoyje y MHI.lL\,elbY, Aa cy Y npBHM BeKOBHMa, CBe AO Baacanoaa, eIIHCKOIIH AaBaAH nyHoMonja OOHqHO caenrreaosroaacmra). 3aTHM, llITO ce rHl.le cauor npenoca npasa acnoaeaarsa ca eIIHCKona na aaposnrre AyxoBHHKe, BaAcaMOH HaM je casvaao H nopezax npeaoca Te BAaCTH: .Flarpajapx (eIIHCKon) Aaje xapTO<pHAaKCY H KA:.yqeBe uapcraa HeoeCKor, CAHqHO OHOMe xao lIITO je Focnoa Aao HX CBOMeAPYry H yqeHHKy Ilerpv. Jep xao lIITO je I'ocrroz, Ilerpv, TaKO H BeAHKH apxnjepej xapTo<PHAaKCY roaopa: "IIITo paspenmur aa 3eMA:.H, OHne paapemeao na Heoy, H llITO cseacenr na 3eMA:.H, OHne CBe3aHO na HeOeCHMa". H lIITO je HapOqHTO qYAHO, He casro casr xapT0<pHAaKC AooHja lIITeAPH Aap TOAHKO BeAHKe BAaCTH, HO H OHH, KOjH OA lbera AooHjajy Taj Aap. Jep OH npeHOCH CBellITeHHllHMa H MOHaCHMa BAaCT CAYliiaTH nOMHCAH A:.YAH H uenarrr cnncaxrpexoaa, llITO je CBeCBeTHM AYXOM AaHO caxso enHCKOIIHMa."87 Ilocae enacxona xaprorpnaaxc je OHO HajBa)KHHjIl npxsenn AocTojaHcTBeHHK - rAaBHII ynpaBHIIK CBHX nOCAOBa I1AH rAaBHII cexperap enHCKonOB - oe3 qIljer I1CIIHTa II nacuenor CBeAOqaHCTBa aaje ce Morao HHKO YAOCTOjIlTII [eanor jepapxajcxor crvrnsa. HOBO Hac I13Aaralbe

XIV. 0 AOCTOJAHCTBV CBEIIITEHHKA H H3J)OPV

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"CUHe noejeuuiu, noctaeux re ctpaxcapeu, oa CIlYUlaUl pujeuu U3 uojux ycra u OnOMWbeUl UX 00 uen« (Je3eK. 3, 17)".

V npBIIM BeKOBIIMa Xpamhaacrna npano spmersa CB. rajae I1CnOBeCTII npnnaaaao je I1CKA:.yqIlBO enacxonv. a TOM rrpasv rosopa CB. Hrrsaraje Boronocau: .Bor npaurra rpexe CBHMa KOjH ce xajv, aKO npIloemy Y 3ajeAHHllY ca XPIlCTOM II Y cafiop eIIHCKGna".82 Ho xaaa ce XpIlllInaHCTBO panmpaao aa CBe crpane, eIIHCxona cy TO npaso HapOqHTIIM qIlHOM II y3 AeKpeT MopaAII npeaern II na CBeliiTeHIIKe. TaKaB ce CBeliiTeHIIK aaao OYXOSHU orau. OTYAa ce no JepMHHoM "llacTIIpy" noxajaise, xao aKT BO)KHje oAaroAaTH, cspmasa nOA I13BeCHIIM YCAOBHMa H TO nocpeACTBOM jepapxnje, OAHOCHO npexo AYXOBHor OQa, KOjIl je npeACTaBHHK EO)KIIjIl, OAHOCHO npeACTaBHHK Anreaa noxajarsa. Jepsta je AOOHO orxpaaes,e o AHreAY rroxajarsa OA apxaarexa Maxanaa, 0 KOMe MY OBaKO ronopn: "Ka)KH CBIIMa, Aa OH - Anreo noxajarsa, HMa BeAHKY qaCT II AocTojaHcTBo KOA Bora, pacnoaaace BeAHKOM axaurhv H MonaH je Y CBOMe n03HBY. IDeMY caMOM ypyqeHa je BAaCT noxajarsa aa neaoj 3eMA:.H".83 CBeTH KAMMeHT AAeKcaAPHjcKH, AareAa noxajarsa H33I1Ba qAaHOM OO)KaHCKe jepapxaje.s- (Kaaa je OHAO ronopa 0 nCHXOAOlliKOM P33AOry H3 xora H3BHpe norperia noxajaisa H acnoseaaaa rpexosa aaseaene cY pesnr CB. JOBaHa AecrBIIqHHKa: "AYlIIII je Y npHpOAH Aa noaaaje CBOj rpex II Aa 0 lbeMY p33MHllIA:.a, II n03HaBllIH ra Aa ce ypa3YMII, Aa ce nOTpeoHIIM HaqIlHOM noxaje ... llITO AOAa3H OA aabexa nocxaror npa CBeTOM

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raxobe YTl~pnyje y MHIlL\>elbY, Aa je Y U;PKBH jour BpAO paao nocrojao He cano qHH sa nocraaearse AYXOBHHKa, Ben YHeKOAHKO 3HaMO H KaKO ce OH crauao,

He YAaaeliB nOAP06HHje Y AalbH HCTopHjaT OKO nOCTaBlbalba II H360pa AYXOBHHKa peha neMO Aa cy, KaAa je y U;PKBH AOllIAO AO noaexe aa enapxaje H napoxaje, H emrcxorm noseaa TO npano, xoje cy HMaAH AYXOBHHllH, npeHOCHTH aa napoxnjcxo CBellITeHCTBO. If C rrpanosr, jep CBellITeHHlUI, H3Meny KOjHX cy 6HpaHH AYXOBHHlUI, 6HAH cy HOCHOlUl Te H TaKBe BAaCTH, xojv cy CTeKAH CBOjHM nocsehessen xao Bo)KjH H3a6paHHlUI H nosaaraxa y AeAY cnacersa qOBeKOBor. Ynpaso OHH cy aa Ty CAY)K6y n03BaHH EO)KHjHM npH3HBOM, 'lHMe cy A06HAH nOTpe6HO npano H BAaCT, H ClIAY yqelba, rrponoseaarsa, ynynHBalba, 06panalba H AaBalba orrponrraja H aeaanaaa rpexosa ,aAH axraaaomhv AYXOBHHKa OHH cy 6HAR nonrrebeaa Tor npasa. Taxo CBellITeHHqKH n03HB npexo npH3HBa Boxctjer H nocsehersa HOCH HaA3eMalbCKH, OAHOCHO EO)KaHCKH xapaxrep, na oTYAa je H AocTojaHcTBo CBellITeHHqKO Bene y npaaaaa H BAaCTH OA npaaa H BAaCTH aabeaa He6ecKHX. To rrpaao H TV BAaCT, paavae ce, Aaje CBellITeHHlUIMa enacxon npa PYKOnOAO)Kelby H norspbvje llHCMeHHM AeKpeTOM - CHHneAHjoM, y xojoj xao llITO CMO BHAeAH CTOjH: ,.MH CMO My YTBPAHAH BAaCT, Aa OHe KOjH My nosepasajy cnoje CaBeCTH sesv]e H paaapemasa 6AaropaaYMHO, no npaBHAHMaCBeTHX anOCTOAa H CBeTHX oraua",

KaKO TO npano seaaaaae H paaapenrasaise rpexoaa HOCH 6o)KaHCKH nenar H xapaxrep KOjH je npeaer na caeurreanxa, TO je H rseroaoaocrojaacrao, xao llITO CMO HanOMeHYAH, Y3AHrHYTO sa HaA3eMalbCKH crenen, ° TOM H TaKBOM AOCTojaHCTBY cseurreHHKa CB. JOBaH 3AaTOYCT BeAH: "CBellITeHCTBO ce HCTHHa 06aBlba na 3eMlbH, aAH OHO HMa anaxa] aeeecse ypeA6e. H TO C nvao npasa. CAY)K6y OBY HHje YCTaHOBHO qOBeK, HH aabeo, HH apxaabeo, HHTH Ma xoja crsopeaa ClIAa, Ben caMH Tocnoa, Te je H npH3BaO OHe ,KOjH [om Y TeAy 6opaBe, Aa HaOqHrAeAHOM rrpescraae CAY)K6y anbeocxv. 360r Tora Mopa CBellITeHHK 6HTH TaKO 'lHCT, xao Aa croja aa He6y nocpez, onnjex caaa ... IbHMa, KOjH na 3eMlbH CTaMYjy H na lbOj )KHBOT nposoae, napebeao je Aa apme He6ecKe noCAOBe; OHH cy A06HAR BAaCT KaKBy Bor naje Aao HH aHbeAHMa HH apxanbeaaaa. OBHMa HHje peseno: llITO CBe)KeTe na 3eMlbH 6Hlie CBe3aHO aa He6y H llITO paaspennrre 6Hlie paaapeureno. OHO HCTHHa HMajy H BAaAapH aa 3eMlbH BAaCT Aa Be)KY, aAH caMO rexa, HO OHa csesa saxaara AYllIY H npexasa qaK na He6eca, Te llITO CBellITeHHK AOAe PaAH, TO Bor rope YTBpcyje H OAAYKY CAYry CBOjHX YTBpoyje xao rocnoaap, A llITO HM je HHaqe H AaO, Hero CBY He6ecKY Mon? KOjHMa OnpOCTHre, BeAH OH, rpajexe, onpocrahe

HM ce, H xojmra 3aAP)KHTe aaapzcahe ceo KaKBa 6H BAaCT MOrAa 6HTH neha OA OBe? CaB CYA AaAe Oran CHHY (JH. 5, 22), a ja BHAHM Aa ra CHH caera npeaaje OBHMa. Kao Aa cy ce Ben na He60 npeceAHAH H Y3BHCHAR ce HaA npHpoAOM lbYACKOM H OCA060AHAH ce HallIHX HeMonH, TOAHKO je BeAHKa lbHXOBa qaCT. TIa KaA 6H BAaAap KOjH npeaao TOAHKY BAaCT KOMe OA CBojHX nOAaHHKa, Aa MO)Ke 3aTBOpHTH xora xohe H oner ra nyCTHTH, CBH 6H MY 3aBHAeAH H CMaTpaAH ra yrAeAHHM. A KaA HeKO A06Hje OA Bora TOAHKY Mon, KOAHKO je He60 same OA 3eMlbe II AYllIa OA TeAa, sap ce HeKHMa qHHH, Aa je A06Ho TaKO He3HaTHY xacr, Aa caMO H noCYMlbaTH MOry Aa 6H HeKO, KOMe je TO noaepeno, Morao qaK H npe- 3HpaTH raj Aap? Becrpara C THM 6e3YMlbeM! EeayMlbe je AaKaKO OqeBHAHO, rrpesapara TaKO BHCOKO ssarse 6e3 xora He MO)KeMO 3aA06HTH HH cnaceae, HH OCTaAHX o6enaHHx 6Aara ••. Jep: "HcKlbyqeH je OA aesmora )KHBOTa onaj xoja He jeAe THjeAO I'ocnoaise H He naje KpB lberOBY (JH. 6, 54-55)" ... Ilpexo lbHX MH ce 06- AaqHMO Y Xpacra H cnajauo ce ca CHHOM Bo)KjHM, H nocrajesso YAOBH OBe CBeTe rxase, crora He CaMO Aa MopaMO cnpax lbHX HMaTH aanre crpaxonourroaarsa, HerOAH cnpan aaaaapa H xpazseaa, Beli HX MOPaMO nOllITOBaTH amne Hero pOAHTelbe, jep OBH cy Hac POAHAH OA KpBH rjesecae H BOlbe (JH. I, 13), a OHH cy HaM OqeBH no Borv, aa 6Aa)KeHH npenopobaj, HCTHHHTV CAo60AY H 6AaroAaTHo YCHHOBlbelbe".88

KaKO je 6l1AO pexa 0 HCnOBeCTH rrpea Boross, Aa ce norpenrHO He 6H 3aKlbyqHAO 0 nexoj T060)Klboj H3AHllIHOCTH H HeKopHCHOCTH lbeHOj H rrpea CBellITeHHLlHMa, nOTpe6HO je qYTH MHllIlbelbe CB. Aranacaja Canajcxoj, KOjH BeAH: "OHH, KOjH Hepa3YMHHM H 6e360)KHHM Ha'IHHOM rosope, Aa HHKaKBY KOPHCT He AOHOCH HCnOBeCT xoja ce cspmana npea lbYAHMa (CBellITeHHlUIMa), HCTOBeTHO nOAAO)KHHM rpecaaa H crpacrasaa, H Aa jeaaa caMO Bor MO)Ke CKHAaTH ca xoaexa rpexe, rpeoa Aa aaajv, Aa OHH casto Tpa)Ke H3rOBOp 3a CBOjy 3A06y H rAynocT, jep orpaHH'laBajy peq caxora Tocnoaa, KOjH je pexao: "KoMe orrpocrare rpexe TOMe lie 6HTH OnpOllITeHH, H na KOMe OCTaBHTe, na TOMe lie 6HTH OCTaBlbeHH".89 A CB. JOBaH 3AaTOYCT npenopyqyje: "OTKPH jepejy paMY", Tj. rpeea HliB CBellITeHHKY H npea lbHM HcnOBeAaTH CBe caoje rpexose, He rAeAajyliH KaKaB je OH y )KHBOTV caoxe, jep lie CBaKH sa ce6e noxarara pa'IYH, nororoav llITO, KaKO oner xazce 3AaTOYCT: "AapOBH Bo)KjH HHCY TaKBH Aa saaace oA CBellITeHHKOBe AlftIHOCTH".90 Ha CBe OBO oner 6Aa)KeHH Teooaaaxr, TyMaxeha pexa an. H jes. JOBaHa 0 YCTaHOBH CD. rajae noxajarsa, rosopa: "AOCTOjaHCTBO CBellITeHHKa je 6o)KaHCKO. Jep npanrrara rpexoae jecre AeAO Bozcaje. Ha raj HaqHH lbHX rpeoa nourrosara

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xao Eora.1I aKO OH OHH OHAH neaocrojmr, WTa OA rora? OHH cV CAV)KHTeA>H OO)KaHCKHX AapoBa H oAaroAaT AejcTBvje Kp03 H.HX, xao WTO je aexaaa npOrOBOpHAa Kp03 MarapHlW BaaAaMOBV (IV. Mojc. 22, 28-30). AaKAe HeAocTojHOCT He CMeTa oAarOAaTH. A KaKO ce KP03 CBeWTeHHKa Aaje OAarOAaT, TO HX rpeoa nOWTOBaTH". ApvrHM pesnoaa: He rpeea rAeAaTH na pbas )KHBOT CBeWTeHHKa, HO AP)KaTH ce 3anOBeCTH XpHCTOBe, xoja rAaCH: .Cee UlTO 8aM pexy oa optncure ,op:»CUTe U T80pUTe; MU UlTO OHU uuue He llUHUTe {MaT. 23, 3)". OTVAa CB. JOBaH 3AaTOYCT OBaKO BeAH:

"AKO CBeWTeHHK HMa HCKBapeHO yqeH.e 0 sepa, na MaKap OHO aabeo, He cayura] ra; a aKO npaBHAHO yqH, He nasa na H.erOB )KHBOT, Ben aa peaa H.erOBe". Osaj CBeTHTeA> pesoavjvha 0 Eo)KHjeM AonywTeH.V Aa H CBeWTeHHlUi 0VAV nOAAO)KHH rpeXOBHMa AOAa3H AO 3aKA>yqKa Aa Bor TO qHHH 3a TO, Aa CBeWTeHHlUi, cana crpaxyjyha" y rpeXOBHMa H CAaOOCTHMa AaAY H APyrnMa onponrraj, jep KaAa H caaa He OH rpemaan He OH AaAll HHKaKBor onpourraja OHHMa KOjH rpewe: "Aoraoa ceaa MHpjaHH )KllBe V OAarOqewny, a CBeUITeHHlUi V rpnjecmia, H 3aTO ce Kp03 H.HX He OH BPWHAO HH KpWTeH.e, HHTH npaaaurarse Tajeaa XPHCTOBor, KaA OH OAaroAaT Tpa)KHAa CBVAa AocTojHe. AMI Bor OOHqHO AjeAyje H Kp03 HeAocTojHe H OAarOAaT ce HHMaAO He OCAaOh>aBa )KHBOTOM CBeWTeHHKa ... A OBO rOBopHM, Aa ce He OH rxorob OA npacvrnax pacMaTpajynH crporo )KHBOT caeurreamca, cafiaaanno 0 nanpureae TajHe, jep qOBjeK HHWTa .ne VHOCH y npeaaezcehe .rajne, Ben CBe je AjeAo EO)Kje CHAe, H OH je Oaaj, KOjH aac V TajHH ocsehvje"."

Y UHA>V WTO norrrvaajer CXBaTaH.a oaor I1HTaH.a nOTpeOHO je peha Aa aama CBeTa U;pKBa AorrYWTa CBaKOMe Aa ce ncnoseaa KOA onor AYXOBHHKa, KOA xora )KeAH. Ho He rpeoa Aa H3rAeAa Aa AocaAaWH.e H3AaraH.e TO npaso, xoje ncrtrse H3 npaax BeKOBa name U;pKBe, vcxpahvje, KOAHKO rOA HMa paasora Aa ce HeKO ncnoneaa KOA cnora HaAAe)KHOra CBeWTeHHKa, KOMe je rrOTpeOHO Aa 3Ha rpexoae csoje nacrne, He Aa HX orxpaje KOMe, Ben Aa OH npexra IICTHMa H AeK npyxcao II OOPIIO ce Aa IIX caCBIIM HCKopeHH, TOAHKO ce lIMa npana Aa CBaKO ce61I naafiepe AYXOBHHKa. Ho oaae je Ba:)f(HO Aa ce csoj HaAAe)KHH CBeWTeHIIK He H30eraBa 300r nOTueH.IIBaH.a, IIAH npeaaparsa, HAH ocvbasarsa, jep TO je BeAHKH rpex, KOjlI ce y OBOM cAyqajy na cefie TOBaplI. AaKAe, eBO WTa CB. Aranacnje CHHaHT .ozrosapa aa naraise: je AH A06po acrroseAaTH nanre rpexoae AYXOBHHM MY)KeBHMa? - :"Aoopo je H BeOMa KOPHCHO, aAH He OHHMa, KOjH cy HeHCKYCHH H nevnvhenn y Te nOCAOBe, Aa TeOHH He 6H yqHHHAll, OAarOAapeliH Hepa3YMHOM CHHCXooeH.Y, HAH HeYMepeHHM H HeBeWTHM rrOOWTpeH.eM Ka3He, OMaAOBa)KeqeM, HAll AaKOMHCAeHHM, HAH AeH.HM. AaKAe, aKO aabem

!J\,)Ka AYXOBHor H HCKYCHor, KOjH MO)Ke Aa TH npHAarOAH AeK, OHAa oe3 CTHAa H C BepOM acnoaeaaj My ce, He xao qOBeKY, HO xao Eory. AKO AH nax, TH He aabeur qOBeKa, KOjH 6H 3aAOBOh>HO TBOjOj norpefin HcnOBeCTH, OHAa ncnoseaaj ce npea EorOM TajHo, ocvbvjvha cefie H no npassepv uapaaaxa rosopeha: .Bozce .. MHAOCTHB OYAH MeHH rpeIlIHOMe".92

OBO rAeAHIlITe CB. Araaaca]a KYAHKaMO jour pamrje sacrvnaAa je upxaeaa npaxca 0 qeMY CBeAOqH Oparea, Taxo OH sean:

"CaMO OPII)Kh>IIBO naan KOMe Tpeoa Aa IIcrrOBeAaIlI TBOj rpex. TIpeTxoAHO ncrraraj xexapa, KOMe rpeoa Aa HCKa)KeIlI V3POK OOAeCTH, KOjII OH YMeo Aa oYAe CAao ca cAa6HMa, Aa naaxe ca naaqynIIM, KOjH 6H YMeo Aa cacrpaaa II cavsecrsvje, na xpajv, aKO OH, - nOKa3aBIlIH vaanpez, ce6e AeKapeM H BeIlITHM H MHAOCPAHHM - xaace HeIlITO, aKO Aa HeKH caner, qHHH H cAeAyj My".93

TIo CBeTOOTaqKOM yqeH.y UHA> xpamhaacxor )KllBOTa ce caCTOjH V qOBeKOBOM OCBeneH.Y H npHOAH)KeH.Y Eory. Aa ce OBO rrOCTHrHe, no OAa)KeHOM Te0<pHAaKTY, "BepaH xpHIlInaHHH rpefia Aa 0YAe BHAeAO CBeTa II co 3eMA>e". - .Kaaa cefie He ocsehvjenr, HHTH nax TpYAe)K csoje pane He OCOA>aBaIlI, xaace osaj OAa)KeHH qOBeK, TYMaqenH npay rAaBY Marejenor jenanbezea, V MopaAHO - noysrnoj penn BepHHMa, onaa ITO qeMY Te, AaKAe, nosnajeM Aa CH npaan xpHIlInaHHH H Aa ce CBeTHM rajaaua AOCTOjHO npaaemhvjeur? Ka)KH MH no qeMY re Mory n03HaTH Aa CH BepHH xpHIlInaHHH, xaaa MHoro IlITO IlITa vsepaaa y npoTHBHOM? qaK H TO Aa AH CH qOBeK, He MOry TaqHO rr03HaTH, jep TH oHjew HorOM, npO)KAPA>HB CH xao MeABeA, xpamnn TeAO xao Ma3ra, 3AorraMTHIlI xao KaMHAa, OTHMaw xao ByK, AVKaB CH xao AHCHlla, OTPOB AyKaBCTBa qYBaIlI xao Hajh>yna 3MHja, YCTajeIlI na opany xao AeMOH AYKaBH. KaKO Te MOry CMaTpaTH qOBeKOM xaaa y TeOH He BHAHM OCOOHHe qOBeqHje npnpoze. Tpaxceha CAHKY sepaor xpmnhaaaaa He Mory Aa HaoeM pa3AHKV qaK H3Meoy qOBeKa H ssepa. qHMe nOCAe onora Aa Te Ha30BeM? 3BepOM AH? 3BepOBH caxro jeaan OA CBojcTBeHHX ceria nopoxa HMajy, a TH cxvrran HX CBe y ceoe, AaAeKO HX rrpeBa3HAa3HIlI CBOjOM nepaaysmourhy, Aa AH AeMOHOM Aa re Ha30BeM? - AeMoH CTOMaqHOM 6e3YMh>Y He CAY)KH, HHTH 3AaTa H cpefipa )KeAH xao JYAa. A xaaa je y TeOH BHIlIe nopoxa HerOAH y 3BepOBa H AeMOHa, OHAa, Ka)KH MH, KaKO re qOBeKOM MOry Ha3BaTH? AKO re qOBeKOM He CMeM Ha3BaTH, OHAa KaKO ny Te TeK xpHIlInaHHHOM H BepHHM Ha3BaTH? A WTO je najrope, naaaseha ce y TaKO CTpaIlIHOM CTaH.Y, MH H He MHCAHMO 0 oe3- AHqHOCTH name AYIlIe, HHTH nax nojsra HMaMO 0 H.eHOM CMpaAY· AaKAe, YMOA>aBaM aac Aa He ocrajere 3BepOBH. II IlITO All re, 0 xoaese ynopeoyjeM ca 3BepOM, xaaa CH TH ropa OA ssepa. 3Be-

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POBH, HaKO cy no npHpOAH AHBA>H, anax '10BetmjoM ce BeWTHHOM yxpohanajv, TH, AaKAe, lbHXOBO npHpOAHO 3BepCTBO nperaapam Y necsojcraeny HM npHpOAY, a CBOjy npHpOAHY KPOTKOCT npernapaw Y Te6H HenpHpOAHO 3BepCTBO. AHBA>e no npHPOAH KpOTKHM '1HHHW, a ce6e no npHpOAH KpOTKor, npOTHB npapoae AHBA>HM craapanr. Aaaa vxpohasam H '1HHHW ra nHTOMHM, a npHpOAH CBOjOj H TeAY CBOMe AonYWTaw Aa 6YAe HeYKponeHHje OA AaBa! Y OAHOCY aa YKpOflHBalbe 3BepOBa nocroje ABe reuncohe, xoje orexcaaajy lbHXOBO yxpohasaa,e, H TO: 6e3CAOBeCHOCT lbHXOBa H 3BepCTBO lbHXOBO, xoje je lbHXOBO npHpOAHO CBOjCTBO. He 06a- 3HPYflH ce na TO anax no 06HAHOj MYAPOCTH, xoja TH je AaHa OA Bora, TH caaaabvjenr lbHXOBY npHpOAY 3aWTO TH, eaBAaoyjYflH y 3BepOBHMa npHpOAY, He '1yBaw y ce6H npHpOAHO Ao6po, AaTo TH OA Bora, Ben ra HaMepHO npeaapenr? Kaaa 6H TH Bor 3anOBeAHO Aa APyrora '10BeKa yqHHHW KPOTKHM, TH OBY aeroav 3anOBeCT He 6H cxrarpao HeMorynoM, MaAa 6H My Morao OArOBopHTH Aa TH HHCH rocnoaap Tyoe BOA>e, H Aa OH He 3aBHCH OA reee, Ho caaa, xaaa Bor BeAH Te6H Aa YKPOTHW caora concrseaora asepa, HaA KOjHM CH norrrva rocnoaap, oaaa '1HMe ce MO:IKeW npaaaara, He YKponaBajYflH CBOjy npHpOAY? KaKaB 3rOAaH H3rOBOp MO:IKeW AaTH, xaaa OA AaBa tmHHW '10BeKa, a ce6e '10BeKa AaBOM CTBapaw? AHBA>e 3BepOBe AH:lKew AO jeanaxor A>YACKor 6AaropOACTBa, a ce6e castor 36aI.lyjew ca uapcxor npecroaa".

AaKAe, Aa 6H ce '10BeK npexo ocaehersa npH6AH:IKHO Eory 1I Y3AHrao AO uapcxor npCCTOAa a TO je, xao WTO CMO BHAeAH H3 Teorpaaaxcoaor aaaaran,a, Morync, HeMa APyror rrvra OCHM rryra npexo CB. rajae rroxajaisa, 3aTO H rpeoa CMeAO HflH na HcnOBeCT CBeWTeHHKY H, KaKO caservje MOCKOBCKH MHTpOnOAHT <PHAapeT, "OCHM OC06HTHX OKOAHOCTH HHje TH HY:lKHO Aa OHO WTO CH, 6HAO lbeMY 6HAO HeKOM APyroM AYXOBHHKY, paaaje acnoseAHO H WTO je pannje pa3APCWeHO, Aa nOHOBa acnoaexaur". (IlOA oc06HTHM OKOAHOCTHMa OBAe Tpe6a pa3YMeTH, aa npauep, aKO noKajHHK YBHoa Aa je HCAOBOA>HO oxajao cnoje rpexose, HAll aKO My je AYXOBHHK OAMCPHO MaAY Ka3Hy, xojy je Y crarsv Aa 3aMCHH BenOM HTA.).

M3 aarrpea H3AO:IKeHOr, BHAH ce jacao Aa 6H HeYMccaH 6HO Ma KaKaB nparosop na AH'IHY HCAOCTOjHOCT CBCWTeHHKa, KOjH 6H 3Gar lbe AHWHO nOKajHHKa 6AarOAaTHe caare KOjy CBaKH CBeWTeHHK MO:IKe KP03 CB. TajHY noxajarsa HaO'lHrAeA npY:lKHTH, jep OH TY CBeTY TajHY He BPWH caM no ce6H xao rpenraa '10BeK, Ben no 6AarOAaTH EO:IKHjoj xoja Kp03 lbera AeAyje. 0 TOMe Aerto roBOpH 6Aa:IKeHH ABryCTHH: "CeMelbe Ma KaKBOM PYKOM - '1HCTOM HAH HetmCTOM - 6HAO nocejaHO He ry6H OA cBoje nAOAOTBOpHe

caare: TaKO H rajae HC ry6e CBOjy cnary Ma OA xora CBCWTeHiiKa 6HAe 06aBA>eHc". CBeTH I'pnropaje Borocaos nax BeAH: ,,3aP3..1 oxamhersa raora CBaKH jc CBCWTCHHK AocTojaH nosepea,a. cano aexa je OH H3 6poja OHHX KOjH cy aa TO BAaCT A06HAll, xoja HHCY [asao ocyoeHH H OMyqeHH OA UpKBe".

M3 osora ce BHAH KOAHKO UpKBa rroaaxce na CBeTHlbY acnoBeCTH H WTa UpKBa TPa:IKH OA csaxor HcnOBeAHHKa. He 3aBHCH npanrraise rpexosa OA acnpanaocra H HCHcnpaBHOCTH CBeWTCHHKa, Hero OA 6AarOAaTH, MHAOCpOa H '10BeKOA>y6A>a I'ocnoaa Hcyca Xpacra, WTO ce CBC H3AHBa H npexo npaseaaora H npexo rpenraora CBCWTeHHKa.

AaKAe, CBH H3roBoPH aa aeacnoaeaarse cY HHWTaBHH. Mo:lKAa he xoroa H3HOCHTH jow KaKaB aarosop sa aeacnoaeaarse, a eBO 3aWTO A>YAH Tpa:IKC OBe H3rOBOpe H 3awTO ce YCTPY'IaBajy Aa npacrvne HcnOBeCTH: "Y HCnOBeCTH BaA>a CaMH Aa H3HbV npeA Bora, npea rocnOAa Hcvca XpHCTa, Aa 0nTV*e ce6e aa rpexe, Aa ocVAe cnoje rpexe, Aa ce nOKajv ca OAILYKOM, Aa Hehe BHWe rpeDIHTH. 3aTo A>YAH saraapajv O'IH npea CBOjHM rpecaaa, 6paHe HX H KPHjy HX, jep naje AaKO ocyAHTH ce6e. MeoYTHM Bor je najseha rrpanaa, a yqHlbeH rpex je yqHlbeH nporna npaase EOJKje. CBaKo AeAo npOTHB npaaae EOJKje Mopa 6HTH cvbeao. 3aTo KO oceha na AywH rpex H aKO ra MyqH rpex, nexa OCYAH y ceoa rpex, H aexa ce rroxaje, AOK ra aaje cYAHAa npasaa EOJKja, H TeK TaAa nexa npacryna CBeTOM npasenrhv, caMOMe I'ocnoay Mcycy XpHCTy.94

Hajsaa je nOTpe6HO AOAaTH HOBO: aama CBeTa UpKBa H aKO AonywTa CBaKOMe Aa ce acnoseaa KOA caora AYXOBHHKa, OAHOCHO CBeWTeHHKa KOA xora JKCAH, npenopyqyje CBHMa nOKajHHltHMa Aa ce acnoseaajv KOA CBOjHX HaMeJKHHX CBCWTeHHKa, a OBO paAH cAeAenera:

CBeWTeHHKY je aeonxoaao nOTpe6HO Aa noaaaje CBOjy naCTBY, a nacrsa TaKooe rpeoa Aa 3Ha lbera (JH. 10, 14). Aa 6H OH, C jeAHe crpaae, AaKWe BPWHO CBOjy nacrapcxy AYJKHOCT, a Aa napoxajaaa, C APyre crpaae, He 6H HaBAatmAH rpex aa rpex, Tpe6a Aa anajy HOBO WTO npenopyqyje MHTpOnOAHT cpncxa MHxaaao: "CBewTeHHK HMa A06po Aa naaa KaA npaaa A>YAC H3 APyre napoxaje aa HcnOBCCT, Aa He 6H pa3ApeWHO OHe, KOjH cy nOA 3a6paHOM, HAll HM je aanpeheao OA HaMCJKHOr HM AyxOBHHKa npH'lewne. Mopa A06po paCnHTaTH H A03HaTH npaBH Y3POK KOjH ra nasese Aa OCTaBH CBOjy ltPKBY H caora CBeWTeHHKa H Aooe lbeMy aa HcnOBCCT. OBa npeAOCTpOJKHOCT je norpeosa norAaBHTO PaAH Tora, Aa ce He 6H AaAa rpemaaxv npaaaxa Aa yqHHH HOBH rpex, 6HAO THM WTO 6H xao Hen03HaT Morao npHKpHTH csoje MopaAHO BAaAalbe OA AyxoBHHKa, 6HAO THM WTO 6H YTajHo aa-

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6paHY, HAH 6HAO THM UITO naje H3BpIIIHO HaAO)KeHY My eIIHTHMHjy, IIa ce CTHAeO oraha CBOMe AyXOBHHKy. KaA H3 APyre IIapoxaje Aooe napoxy KOM Hen03HaTO AHQe, OH CBe TO Tpe6a Aa A03Ha, a nOCAe Aa ce pema npHMHTH na HCIIOBeCT rvber napoxajanaaa aKO cy Y3POllH YBa)KeH:.a AOCTojHH, HAM ra yIIyTHTH npeOaIIIH:.eM H:.erOBOM AYXOBHHKY, AaBIIIH My TOM npHAHKOM nov'lelbe H HaCTaBJheH:.e, xoje ra H3 3a6AYAe MO)Ke H3BeCTH H y IIpaBH ocehaj pacxajarsa AOBeCTH".95

H TaKO, AaKAe, CBaKH CBeIIITeHHK, KOjH aaje IIOA 3a6paHOM, HMa rtpano Aa BpIIIH CBeTY TajHY noxajarsa. Haxo ce npena npaAHKaMa, norpefiasia H MopaAHOM CTaH:.Y napoaa YKa3HBaAa norpe- 6a 0 nOCTaBJhaH:.Y CIIeQHjaAHHX AYXOBHHKa, xoja cy ce npexo OBe CBeTe rajae 6aBHAM HCKJhyqHBO HCIIHTHBaH:.eM TYOHX caBeCTH, H:.HX H AaHac HMa IIIHpOM IIpaBOCAaBJha HapO'lHTO npn BenHM xpaMOBHMa H MaHaCTHpHMa. OHH ce 6Hpajy H3Meoy OHHX CBeIIITeHHKa, KOjH cy BeIIITH H HCKYCHH 6aIII Y BpIIIeH:.Y CBeTe rajne rtoxajarsa. V TOM QHJhY IIOCTOjH H HapO'lHTO ,,opaBHAO 0 nOCTaB/balDy ,t1,YXOBHHKa Aa HapoA HcnOBeM", xoje ce cacroja H3 jeane MOAHTBe (Y KOjOj ce eIIHCKon MOAH I'ocnoay Hevey XpHCTY aa caora H3a6paHHKa Aa ra noxaace AocTojHa paaapeuraaarsa H Be- 3HBaH:.a rpexona) H OAeJhKa H3 Jenanbezsa, KOjH rosopa 0 YCTaHOBH CB. rajae rroxajarsa (JH. 20, 19-31) xao H enacxonone aaBpIIIHe <popMYAe cancra axra osora 3BaH:.a, xoja rAaCH: "CMHpeHOCT HaIIIa 6AaroAany Cserora Ayxa rrpopvaecrnvje (npoH3BOAH, nocsehvje) Te6e 6AaroBjepHH (H M e) AYXOBHHM oueu, y HMe OQa H CHHa H Cserora Ayxa, caaa H csaraa H y BeKOBe BeKOBa, aMHH".

V Be3H ca H360pOM H nOCTaBJheH:.eM AYXOBHHKa y BeAHKOM Tpe6HHKY ce IIITaMna cAeAenH "npeArOBOp H 06jalUlLeILe 0 ToMe KaKaB rpe6a Aa 6YAe ,t1,YXOBHHK H KaKO rpe6a cMeAO Aa rOBOpH OHHMa KOjH My ce HCnOBe,t1,ajy":

"OHaj KOjH npaua nOMHCAH 'lOBe'lje rpeea Aa 6VAe V30P CBHX A06pHX AeAa, Y3AP)KJhHB, cMHpeH, A06poAjeTeJhaH, Aa ce MOAH Eory cnaxor 'laca Aa My Aa MYAPOCT, Aa 6H ncrrpasa.ao OHe KOjH My AOAa3e. Ilpe caera rpeea can Aa IIOCTH cpexv H nerax nperco neae rOAHHe, xao IIITO 60)KaHCKa npaaaaa napebvjv: Aa OHO IIITO caxs AP)KH H APyrHMa napebvje Aa 'lHHe. AKO je nax OH caxr He3HaAHQa, HeY3AP)KJhHB H CAaCTOJhy6HB, onaa KaKO he MonH APyre yqHTH A06poAjeTeJhH? IIa H KO je TO Hepa3YMaH, Aa MO)Ke Aa ra nOCAYIIIa y OHOMe IIITO caservje, rxeaajvha ra aerrpncrojnor H nHjaHHQY? H APyre KaKO yqH Aa ce lie onnjajv, HAH HeKY APyry BPAHHY Aa acrrva.aaajv, xojv can He acrrvaasa, "jep O'lH cy jaxe OA YIIIHjy", BeAH 60)KaHCKO IIHCMO. 3aTO, 0 AyxoBHH'le, nMH aa ce6e. Jep aKO nponaaae jeAHa OBQa 360r rsoje AeH:.OCTH, H3 pyKy

he ce rsojax HCKaTH. "IIpOKAeT 6HO, BeAH IIHCMO, KO HeMapHO P2AH AjeAo EO)KHje (Jepesr. 47, 10)". A CB. Bacaaaje BeAMKH BeAM: ,,IIMH, Aa ce He ynAaIIIHIII 'lOBeKa y H:.erOBOM naAY, HHTH AajH CHHa EO)KHjer Y pvxe HeAocTojHHX, HHTH npeaaj OA 3eMalhCKHX seaaxama, na HH OA onora caaor xoja KPYHY HOCH. KOjH cy AOCTOjHH 60)KaHCKOr npsrsemha npavecra HX 6aAaBa, xao nrro CH H casr TO npHMHO; a OHe, KojHMa 60)KaHCKa rrpasaaa He AOnvnrrajv, 6YAynH Aa cy neaocrojmr Aa ce npH'leIIInyjy, He npa'leIIInyj, jep cy OHH xao He3Ha60lllQH. Ho H OHH aKO ce He nonpaae, TeIIIKO H H:.HMa H OHHMa KOjH HX npaaenrhvjy. IIa3H, BeAM CB. Bacaaa]e, aa]e MOj rrocao, Hero TBOj (Aa nasmn). OBO H CAH'lHO 'lYBajynH, a npe caera QPKBeHe AorMaTe AP)KenH nenoKOAe6JhHBO, cnanrhenr ce6e H OHe KOjH re cAymajy."

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(AKO ce HeKO 6e3 IIYHOMonHe rpasrare HaAAe)KHOr eIIHCKona YCYAH Aa rrpmra IIOMHCAH H HcnOBeCTH, TaKaB he rrpaanxao npnMHTH Ka3HY xao npecrvrrrrax 60)KaHCKHX rrpanaxa, jep He cauo ce6e nory6H, HO H OHe KOjH ce KOA rsera HcnOBeAHIIIe HHCY ncrronebeaa, HAM IIITO CBe3a, HAH pa3peIIIH, rrnje YMHAOCTHBJheHO no 6. IIpaBHAy Kaprareacxor cafiopa H no 43. Tora HCTor cafiopa).

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fOPlbeM .Tlpearoaopy H 06jalllH:.eH:.Y" mrje norpefiair HHKaKaB KOMeHTap, rseroua cyIIITHHa je y OBOMe: OA AYXOBHHKa ce Tpa)KH anCOAYTHa 'lHCTOTa AYIIIeBHa H 6ecTpaIIIne, a rcao IIITO xaxce npenoaofiaa JOBaH AeCTBH'lHHK KOA raxaora AYXOBHHKa "AyllieBHo OKO je BeOMa npOHHQJhHBO H CBeTAO, TaKO Aa nOCAe 6eCTeAeCHHX 6Hna, npOHHQJhHBOlllny OHO 3aY3HMa npso MeCTO H HaAMaIIIyje CBaKO 6Hne".

H3 naseaeaax pesa CB. JOBaHa AeCTBH'lHHKa caraeaa ce H BeAH'lHHa AYXOBHHKOBor OAHOCHO CBeIIITeHH'lKOr n03HBa H H:.erOBOr AocTojaHcTBa, Te OH H MO)Ke CMeAO, H C npaaoxt, Aa ynyTH CBaKOM nOKajHHKY, xo]a My AOAa3H aa CB. mjHY rroxajaisa nOYKy - "UpeAHCnOBeAHa AYXOBHHKOBa noy&a OHOMe KOjH ce xaje" - xoja je Y3eTa H3 JepycaAHMCKOr Tpe6HHKa a xoja rAaCH:

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,,!oy6A>eHO Y AYxy CBeTOMe qeAO, (HMe nOKajHHKa), A06po je lIlTO CH penmo npHnH xa CBeTOM noxajarsv, Aa TOM AyxOBHOM 6al:bOM onepem rpexe ca AYlIle csoje, jep henr He6ecHHM AeKOM 6HTH HClteA>eH OA HeBHA/DHBHX CMPTHHX pana. CaMO CTerHH cpne cnoje Y nOrAeAY CBHX rpexa, H CBe HX HCnOBeAH focnoAY Bory caojesry, KOjH oaae CHaMa HeBHA/DHBO rrpacvcrsv]e. HHlIlTa He caxpasa], HHlIlTa He Mel:baj, Hero KaKO CH nrra YPaAHO H nasarmn TaKO H HCnOBeAH npea MOjOM HHlIlqeTOM, a ja caa BAaCT OA Bora npHMHO Aa paapennea, H Aa TH jour KaJKeM: npHKpHBaTH rpexe aa HcnOBeCTH aajseha je rrpeaapa AyweBHa, a AOAaaaTH HelIlTO name rpecaaa KAeBeTa je CMPToHocHa. H rrpaxpaaarse H AOAanarse Mory cnpevara AA Bor He onpOCTH HH HCnOBeOeHe rpexe. H KaA ce rajaa noxajaisa He H3BplIlH 360r THX npenpexa, paba ce HOBH CMpTHH rpex. 360r rora He saraja HH jeanor rpexa PaAH CTHAA H cpana, jep H ja caa qOBeK, H y MeHH cy ce rrparajaae CTpaCTH, xoje ce MOry npo6YAHTH rra H MeHe ryPHyTH y TaKBe rpexe. 3HaM ja aa HeMOnH A>YACKe. Ho aKO npespenr cpau, H H30- 6AHqHlIl CaM ce6e npeAaMHOM, aehem 6HTH aa Te rpexe H306AHqeH npea CBHMa anreaaaa EO)KjHM, npea CBHMa A>YAHMa na CTparnHOM CYAY. AKO caxpnjeur caa OA MeHe jeanora, raaa nehenr MoliH caKpHTH OA cafiopa CBHX AYlIla aeeecxax H 3eMaA>CKHX. Ho KaA TH TOAHKH MHAHOHH 6YAY CBeAOltH, H aKO TH - He Aaj Boxce, - can Bor Y3aCYAH, HeMa MHAOCTH, Hero aexare MYKe aa BequTa apesaeaa,

HHlIlTa He YTajH 60jaaHH PaAH, jep ja Te Heny npexopesara, HHTH CMeM rsoje rpexe HKOMe xasara. Hero ny TH Y AYXY KpOTOCTH nOMoliH Aa ce acneaaur. TIPH HcnOBeCTH, He H3BHl:baBaj ce6e Hero OKpHBA>aBaj ce6e. Bor TH je OCTaBHO Aa cas, OCYAHIll csoja HeAeAa, a OH je MHAOCTHB H Ca)KaA>HB. )I(ao My je cavmara KaKO PY)KHlIl ce6e, na orrpanrra sa aexara speaeaa. CKHAA ca AYIlle naxaeae 3aMKe - H Aaje joj cBeTY cAo60AY. Kaayj caao caoje rpexe, a Tyoe He OTKpHBaj. AKO CH HMao cavsecaaxa Y rpexy He xaav] HMeHa, jep TO npHqHl:baBa YBpeAY npeaa 6AH)Kl:beM. CaMO csoje rpexe acnoseaa], He ca npOCTHM npHqal:beM, Hero )KaAeliH Y cpuy, H ca Ao6pOM HaMepOM, Aa ce Y 6YAyne qyBarn OA CAHqHHX rpexa, &3 rora HeMa npaaor noxajarsa, Taxo nparrpaananra cpue cnoje, 3a6AarOAapH Bory H CaM OAHeeH na ce6e 6e3aKOl:ba H l:bHMa npHTHCHH ce6e npeAaMHOM rpeIllHHKOM, Aa Ao6HjeIll paspemerse H paspenretsesr OCAo6oAHlIl ce OA CBe3a rpeXOBHHX, HClteAHBIllH AYWY 6AaroAany fio)KUjOM.

KYA hem Behy MHAOCT: sa rsoje rpexe, eBO, caa 3Hajy CBn aHDeAH H CBH CBeTHTeA>H. TIa nnax, CaMO caM TH ja cseaox KaA ce HCnOBeAHlIl. KaA TH CaM Bor onpOCTH, HHKO BHlIle HeMa naac-

rn ,.\a Te aa Te rpexe H306AHqH. AAH KO He H306AHqH ce6e noKajal:beM H ncnoseuihy - MYKaMa lie naahara CBe cso]e rpexe.

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Haj3M OA BeAHKor je aaaxaja H3HeTH oaae H MHIllA>el:be jeanor AyxoBHHKa, KOjH HaM naje OCTaBHO caoje HMe, nrra nacTBa oxexvje H TpR)Klf OA csora CBeIllTeHHKa H nrra OHa rrpeaxaxce. - HAeM y napos, nHTaM ce C l:bHM H AOnHTyjeM; OCAYWKY' jeM urra Aywa rserosa osexvje OA CBeIllTeHHKa, urra Tpa)KH, urra npeaaazce?

_ TIPBO: CBeIllTeHHK xao MOAHTBeHHK H nOCTHHK. - Aa, MOAHTBeHHK H nOCTHHK. Xpau je AOM MOAHTBe; CBeIllTeHHK je MaAH MOAHTBeHHK, KOjH je AY)KaH Aa OA caoje napoxnje HaqHHH AOM MOAHTBe. 3arAeAaj Aa naje HequjHM xajAYKoBal:beM nporepaaa MOAHTBa H3 moje napoxaje, H3 jeaaor vraa l:beHOr, HAH H3 APyror, HAH H3 castor xpaaa, HAlf H3 cpua jeaaor, ABojHQe TBOjHX napoxajeaa? Je AH HeqHCTa xoja Aywa, HAlf MHcao, HAlf oceharse Y TBOjHX napoxajana, TH saam CpeACTBO sa OqHIllnel:be: MOAHTBa H nOCT (MaT. 17, 21; MK. 9, 29). AKo HeqHCTH AYIllOM nehe Aa nocre, nOCTH TH aa l:bHX; aKO aehe Aa ce MOAe, MOAH ce TH aa l:bHX' jep MOAHTBa npaaeanaxa MO)Ke MHoro noaoha (JaK. ~, 16).

_ Hapoa ce HY)KAaaa He nona Ben AYXOBHHKa, KO)H lie ra Kp03 MpaqHa crpaaaisa BOAHTH xa )KHBOTY BeqHOM, KOjH he 6HTH rseroa BOO H AyweBOO. YMopaH je HapOA H 60AeeTaH OA CBeIllTeHHKa KOjH ra YKorraBajy Y CHTHe 3eMaA>CKe mrrepece. TpYAH AYlIlR aapoaaa Y oy6peTY paaaax CHTHHqapCTaBa. Tpe6a je H3BynH H3 oy6peTa. - TO je AY)KHOCT CBeIllTeHHKa, rep he CBaKH CBeIllTeHHK OArOBapaTH aa CBaKY AYWY cnaxor csor napoxajaaaaa. qyaaj ce Aa He 6YAeIll H3roBOP sa rpexe, jep TH CBaKH napoxajanaa HMa npaao peha: TH CH OAfOBOP MOj H H3roBOP; KP03 CBa MHTapCTBa TH Moparn ca MHOM HliH. "TeIllKo OHOM qoBeKY KP03 xora AOAaaH Ca6Aa3aH" (MaT. 19,7). - CBe ce OBAe CBOAH na mrrarse: KaKO Aa CBeIllTeHHK He 6YAe ca6AaaaH, Ben Y CBeMY H caaqeMY - CBeIllTeHOCAY)KUTeA>. To je APYro narasse xoje TPR)Klf csoje pemeae.

- BH CTe CBeIllTeHCTBO - BeqHO CBeIllTeHCTBO (Jenp. 8, 24); TO He 3a60paBA>ajTe HHKaAa. CBaKa sama MHcao Mopa 6HTH - BeqHa MHcao; CBaKO aame oceharse - BeqHO ocehaise: CBaKa Barna pes - aexaa pes, Barn )KUBOT na 3eMA>H CBeIllTeHHqKH je

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aKO je - aesaa, BH CTe n03BaHH na )KHBOT BeqHH; 6YAHTe BeqHH, Aa 6~ H APyre MOrAH qHHHTH BeqHHMa. BH CTe MopHapH na AahH KOJa MopeM npoaaanora )KHBOTa nAOBH y BeqHOCT H cnacasa OHe KOjH ce AaBe y IDeMY. BH He CMeTe 6HTH npOAa3HH; jeCTe AH TO, OHAa CBellITeHCTBO aaje BHUIe BeqHO, aeh npOAa3HO. Ko lie aac y TOM cAyqajy YBa)KaBaTH? Ko onpaaaarn?

- 3aIllTO je HcnOBeCT aasipaa? - He 3HaqH AH TO Aa ce nacTHPH MaAO ntrrepecvjv CTaIDeM AYllie csoje nacrae? Bes ncnoBeCTH nacrup He MO)Ke 3HaTH csoje, HHTH CBOjH - IDera. CaenrTCHHK je n03BaH Aa 6YAC AYIllc3HaAaI.'(. KOAHKO AYllia HCnOBeAH, OHOAHKO H 3Ha. Tajaa HcnOBCCTH je orpoxnra caaa; Y IDoj je cseurTCHHKY AaTa BAaCT He6a, jcp je peseao: IllTO rOA CBe)KeTe na 3eM.lbH 6Hlic CBe3aHO aa He6y, H IllTO rOA paaapennrre aa 3eM.lbH 6Hlie pasapemeao na He6y (MaT. 18, 18). !hoMe CBeIllTeHHK ACTepMHHHpa )KHBOT AYlIle qOBeqje aa OBY BeqHOCT; Kp03 IDY Aajc nacour aa BeqHOCT. HcnOBeAHH'lKa je AY)KHOCT rrvaa OAroBOPHOCTH, saro, no pesaaa CB. 3AaTOYCTa, HcnOBeAHHKTpe6a Aa HMa BeAHKY MYAPOCT H XH.lbaAY OqHjy, Aa 6H ncnarao "CTaIDe AYllie ca CBaKe crpaae" (0 cBelIlTeHcTBY, IV, 113). - AY)KHOCT je TO BeAHKa H CBeTa, H BAaCT aajaeha na 3eM.lbH. Je CH AH je yncrpeOHO HAH axovnorpeeao> Paasrmna.aj 0 TOMe; HapOqHTO: KaKO ycnanaae pa36YAHTH aa HcnOBeCT; KaKO pasoybeae vnvhasara: KaKO He3aHHTepCCOBaHe 3aHHTepeCOBaTH ?96

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BHA 6C360)KHOCTH; aa npaaep, apaxapcrao, cpe6po.lby6.1be, xoje je no pexmra anOCTOAa HAoAonOKAOHCTBO, HTA.). H3 nO)Ke.lbHC CHAe OH H3BOAH TeAeCHe rpexose (OAYA, npe.lbyoy, CKOTOAOlIlTBO, MY)KeAOIllTBO). H3 CHAe paaapaaosase, no CB. I'paropajv npOHCTH'lY MHora rpexosna AeAa H CBaKa 3Aa. Ho nOlIlTO CBeTH OI.'(H HHCY CMaTpaAH aa aeonxoaao Aa YAa3e Y nOAP06HocTH natipajaiea, TO ce H CB. I'paropaje orpamraaaa cauo aa YKa3HBaIDe y6HcTBa. KAacH<llHKaI.'(Hja rpexoaa, YCTaHOB.lbeHa OA CB. Tparopaja HHCKor, xoperapa ce y jeaao] n03HaTOj peAaKI.'(HjH HOMOKaHOHa JOBaHa IIocHHKa na raj Ha'IHH, lIlTO ce H3BeCHe enHTHMHje 3HaTHO cxpaIiyjy, 3aTHM ce H3BeCHH rpeXOBH, KOjH HHCY HaBeAeHH KOA CB. Fparopaja, AOMeny rpvna rpexona KOjH HeMajy seae ca IDerOBOM KAaCHcpHKaI.'(HjoM.97 AaKAe, eTO TaKO je AOlIlAO AO HenOTYHe KAaCHcpHKaI.'(Hje rpexosa, xoja je Y BHAY AYXOBHHKOBHX nararsa ¥HeTa Y TpeOHHK. Ho MOPaAHO OOrOCAOB.ibe AaAO je CBOjy HCI.'(pnHY KAaCHcpHKaI.'(ujy.98 II03HaBaIDe OBe HY)KHO je CBaKOM xpamhaaaay Aa 6H aaao Aa ce qYBa rpexona, HAH aKO 6H nax OBe yqHHHO Aa 6H anao IDHXOBY Te)KHHY H Morao HX HcnOBeAaTH na CB. TajHH acnoBeCTH H IDoj He npHAa3HTH TeK OHaKO cpopMaAHO, xao lIlTO TO 06H'1HO 6HBa, qaK H y3 HCTHI.'(aIDe cnoje T060)Klbe npaBeAHOCTH, a qeCTO CMeAO TBPAHTH Aa ce HeMa HHIllTa Ka3aTH H HcnoBeAHTH.

OBAe Ba.lba HanOMeHYTH Aa npe Hero lIlTO lie OTnOqeTH ca HCllHTHBalbeM nOKajHHKa, AYXOBHH oran, no jeAHoM ApeBHOM 06Hqajy, ceaa, IIo MHlIl.lbelbY HeKHX (II. Moraae, XOHajI.'(KOr, OYAraxosa HAP.), KOjH npaaaajy ra] 06Hqaj, AYXOBHH OTaI.'( xaaa acnarvje H CAYlIla HcnOBeCT, no AaToj My OA Tocnoaa BAacTH, jecre "OO)KjH cYAHja" HaA rpemaanaaa. Ho xaaa je acnnrao H cacxymao acnosecr, TaAa AYXOBHH oran YCTaje H Y norAeAY paaApellIaBalDa HAH aesaaaaa rpexosa AOTHqHOra nOKajHHKa nocrvna Aa.lbe no noperxv KOjH je H3AQ)KeH Y Tpe6HHKY.

AaKAe, nOCAe AYXOBHHKOBHX rnrrarsa (OA KOjHX je y Tpe6- HHK YHeTo csera 24) AYXOBHHK "nOMHlbe H APyre CMpTHe rpexone: rOPAOCT, cpe6po.lby6.1be, 6AYA, 3aBHCT, npO)KAP.lbHBOCT, aaonauheIDe, AelbOCT H CBe rpexose xoje OBH pabajv ("rpjeXH ceAMH Marepej") ca CBaKHM H3BHhajynHM HCllHTHBalbeM. A APyrojaqHje lie AYXOBHHK HCllHTHBaTH AyxoBHor, APyrojaqHje npocror, APyoja<lHje MOHaxa, APyroja'IHje oaaaor CBeTCKOMe, APyrojaqHjer MAaAor, APyrojaqHje crapor",

IiYAyhH Aa je aa AaHalIllbe spexe H npHAHKe rOTOBO sehaaa OA THX 24 mrraisa aenornvaa, a aexa H cvamnaa (H3Y3HMajyIiH OA osora npao 06aBe3Ho rnrrarse 0 npaBHAHoM seposassv H ncnoBCAalbY csera onora lIlTO Y'IH H npeaaje nama CBeTa I.(pKBa,99 Aa OH HaKOH AooHjeHor n03HTHBHor ozrosopa nOKajHHK npoxarao

IIOllITO AYXOBHHK npHCTYnH caMOM qHHY CB. rajae acnoBeCTH H H3 lbera aaapunr qHTalbe npormcanax MOAHTaBa, a 3aTHM ce nponacaams pexmaa oopara nOKajHHKY, noaaaajyhn ra Aa ce 6e3 CTHAa, crpaxa H aarajnnarsa rpexosa cA060AHO HcnOBeAH, "OHAa nnra YCPAHO jeAHo no jeano, H caxexvje AOK He OAfOBOPII na xoje nararse",

fOTOBO y CBHM H3AalbHMa Tpe6HHKa, a HapOqHTO y BeAHKOM Tpe6HHKY, aanrraarraaa cy H nararsa xoja AYXOBHHK rrocTaB.lba nOKajHHKY. To cy YCTBapH nararsa Y3eTa no KAacHcpHKaI.'(HjH rpexona KOjy je H3BplIlHO H nOAeAHO CB. Tparopaje HHCKH, CBeBlIlH HCTe npena TpHMa cnoc06HOCTHMa xoaesmje AYlIle, xao tpHMa H3BopHMa caera rpexoaaor. Te TpH cnoc06HOCTH cy: CHAa MHcaOHa - paavu, CHAa nO)Ke.lbHa H CHAa paaapaaosaaa HAM rnea, H3 pasvaa CB. I'paropaje H3BOAH rpexose rrporaav sepe y XpHCTa (OTnaAHHIllTBO, HAOAOnOKAOHCTBO, jepec H APym CAH'IaH

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CHMBOA aepe, qHMe ce HCnyHHAa APyra npHHaMe)KHOCT Y MaTePHjH, OAHOCHO BHAA>HBOj CTpaHH CB. rajae noxajarsa), xao H Aa y3 ceAaM CMPTHHX rpexosa HHCY nOMeHYTH CBH OHH rpeXOBH xoje OBH paoajy - "rpjexn ceAMH MaTepej" - TO neMO npHCTynHTH ynoTnyH>aBaH>Y H nponrapersy OBe KAacmpHKlllUfje rpexosa, y3 npeTXOAHO H HajHY)I{HHje caaaarse 0 TOMe WTa je vonurre rpex. THMe neMO Haj60ke HCnyHHTH OHY HapeA6y no KOjOj AYXOBHHK Tpe6a nOKajHHKY Aa npabe "ca CBaKHM H3BH15ajyhHM HCllHTHBaIDeM", a H nOMoliH CBaKOM OHOM KO )KeAH Aa ce KOPHCTH CB. TajHoM noxajarsa, KaKO 6H ce Morao onOMeHYTH H cnoje rpenrHOCTH H Te)I{HHe rpexoaa, aKO He )KeAM Aa nOA H>HXOBHM TepeToM H 06peMA>eH>eM H3ry6H )l{HBOT BeqHH H 06ecMHCAM CBOj )KHBOT oaae aa 3eMA>H, a HCTOBpeMeHO aanece H WTeTe CBOjHM Haj6AM)l{HM, H CBOjOj OKOAHHH, H APYWTBY, H AP)KaBH, jep TepTYAHjaH C npaaon BeAH: "lllTo BHWe 6YAe 6HAO xpanrhaaa TO he MalDe Tpe6aTH BojHHKa".

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.Tl nara 3a zpujex [ecte CMPT. (PHMA>. 6, 23)".

Tpex je cBojeBOA>HO npecrvnarse Boxcjer 3aKOHa. ApYrHM pesaaa: onaj KOjH C rrorrryaou csemhy H BOA>OM MHCAM, rosopa H paAH OHO WTO ce npOTHBH 3aKOHY BO)KHjeM QUHH rpex.w Y rpeneM AeAY "IIpaBOCAaBHor acnoseaaisa", y OAroBOPY na 16. nararse - WTa je rpex - CTOjH: "fpex caM no ce6H HeMa nOCTaHKa (6Hna), jep HHje TBopeBHHa BO)KHja. OTVAa ce He MO)Ke TaqHO pehn WTa je, aAH ce MO)Ke peha, Aa je He06Y3AaHa )Keh.a xoaexa II banoaa, HAM, xao WTO CBeTo nHCMO BeAM: .Fpex je tiesaxotee (1. J H. 3, 4) ", TO jeer razcerse 3aKOHa BO)KHjer II npOTHBA>eH>e BOA>H Hseroaoj, xoje npecrvnaax qHHll no CBOjOj CAo6oAHoj BDA>H. OA osora npOTHBA>eH>a paba ce CMPT, xao WTO IIHCMO BeAM:

"Ceall:oza xytua teezoea :ncelba xoja za ey'le u MaMU, raoa :ncelba sasine U paba tpex, a zpex, Y'tUfbell, paba cscpr (JaK. 1, 14-15)".

BAa)KeHH Teo<pHAaKT, y TYMaqeH>Y pesn CB. jesaabeaacra Mapxa, Aa "Hazy je cee Mozylie (10, 27)", OBaKO yqu 0 rpexy H 6e3rpeWHOcTH Bora: ,,3ap MO)Ke Bor Aa norpenra? Ha TO Mll Ok rosapasso, xasa XPHCTOC BeAM: .cee", MllCAM na CBe npacrojno H CTBapHO; HO rpex aaje HeliITO HH npacrojno HH CTBapHO, rpex je HeWTO WTO aaje nOTpe6HO II WTO He npHAllQH, HAH 60A>e pehn, rpex He npanaaa CHAM, HO cAa60CTH, xao lIITO BeAM: .. Xpuctoc jam lI:ao csuuiu tijecuo YMpuje 3a uac (PHMA>. 5, 6)", II oner xao WTO AaBHA BeAM: .. Apyzu YMllo:ncaeajy CIla60crU ceoje (IIc. 16,4)". 3HaqH, rpex, xao cAa60cT, HeMoryn je aa Bora". H3 osora AaKAe ll3Aa3H jacao, Aa Bor aaje rsopau rpexa, 0 qeMY AHBHO roBOPH H CB. AeCTBHQHHK y rAaBH ,,0 A06pOM nYTaH>Y": .Bor HHje llH KpHBaLt HH TBOPaLt 3Aa. Y 3a6AYAH cy OHH KOjH rosope Aa cy nexe CTpaCTH rrpnpoaae AYWH; OHH He pa3YMejy Aa CMO MH caaa npapoxae oc06HHe aa A06po npe06paTHAM y CTpaCTH. Ha npaMep, MH HMaMO cesse aa pabarse Ael.le, HO MH TO ynoTpe6A>aBaMO aa 6e3aKOHO caaaocrpamhe. IIo npHpOAH nocroja y naaa rrsea, aAH na OHY crapv 3MHjy; a MH ra ynoTpe6A>yjeMo npOTHB HalIIHX 6AH)1{H>HX. Hana je AaTa peBHOCT Aa peBHyjeMo y BpAMHaMa, a MH pesavjeao y noponaaa. OA npapoae je y AVWH )KeA>a aa CAaBOM,

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aA}{ CaMO aa HeOOCKOM. ITpHPOAHO je rOPAHTH ce, aaa CaMO HM 3AHM AYCHMa. CAH'IHHM Ha'IHHOM npHpOAHO je H PMOBaTH ce, aAl{ Y I'ocnoay H aa A06pa AeAa 6AH)KH:.era. A06HAH CMO H 3AOnaMherse, aaa CaMO aa aenpajarezse name AYille. ITo npHpOAH MH )Ke. AHMO (H jeAeMO) XpaHY, aaa CaMO aa OAp)KaBaH:.e )KHBOTa a He aa CAacTolDy6IDe". Hajsaa, H CB. AHToHHje 0 CBeMY TOMe OBaKO yqH: "ITpe csera rpeoa Aa 6YAeMO ysepeHH Aa Ear naje HHKaKBa 3Aa CTBOpHO. 3Aona Y DaBOAa He AOAa3H OA crsaparsa Hero OA H:.HXOBe cAo60AHe BOIDe, Kojy cY 06paTHAH aa 3AO".

CB. Fpnropaje HHCKH rosopeha Aa 3AO Y CBeTy He norrrse OA Bora xaxce: "ITopeKAo aaa HeMa CBOj nO'IeTaK Y BOIDH EO)K. joj ••. 3AO ce 3a'IHH:.e YHYTpa Y ch060AHOj BOIDH, KM ce AYIIIa YAa· IDH OA A06pa. Jep xao IlITO je rAeAaH:.e aKTHBHOCT rrpapoae, a CAenHAO - AHweH:.e npapoane aKTHBHOCTH, TaKO je H BpAHHa cynporaa nopoxv. Hesroryhe je APYK'IHje 3aMHCAHTH nopexao nopoxa, OCHM xao 0ACYCTBO BpAHHe. Kaxo nOCAe oAY3HMaH:.a CBeTAOCTH cheAyje MpaK, a aa spene CBeTAOCTH H:.era aesaa, TaKO AOK V npHPOAH nocroja A06po, nopox caM no ce6H He nOCTojH; a YAalDe· H:.e A06por 'IHHH Aa ce jana CynpOTHO. H TaKO, nOWTO ce Y TOMe cacroja cneIUicl>H'lHO CBOjCTBO cA060Ae, Aa ce )KeIDeHO CA060AHO asaeepe, TO aa reee BHHOBHHK OB03eMalDCKHX saaa aaje Bor, xoja je npHpOAY paaYMHO ypeaao, Hero 6eaYMlDe, xoje YMeCTO Ao6por 6Hpa pbaso ... Ear na]e CTBOPHO 3AO H H:.era HeMa Y npHpOAH. Jep CBe WTO je Ear CTBOPHO Y npHpOAH 6RAO [e BeOMa A06po (I Mojc. 1, 31). 3AO je oasajarse OA A06pa".101

Haxo, xao WTO je n03HaTO "cynapHu!C eatu, baeo, xao nae puuytu: xoou U rpascu !Coza oa nposcoepe (1. ITeTp. 5, 8)", Y3POK rpexa He rpeoa yseK Tpa)KHTH Y DaBOhY. Ilopez, DaBOAa, xao VapO'IHHKa rpexa, nocroja jow HeKOAHKO H yspoxa H npeavcaoaa 360r KOjHX 'IOBeK rpema, Aa HX HaBeAeMO:

CHBH. Havsaa AeKapcKa KOMHcHja je HCnHTHBaAa Ty He06H'lHY nojasy, na je YTBPAHAa, Aa je TO AOWAO OTyAa WTO cy CBH CTa· HOBHHl.Ui rora OCTpBa npOH3HWAH OA jeAHora nperxa, xoja je 6po caen aa 6oje. Taj npeaax Morao je Aa BHAH CaMO CHBY 60jy, na je TV CBOjy OC06HHY npeaeo H na caoje nOTOMCTBO. TaKO ce n rpex Hamer npaoua MaMa npeneo aa ueo POA IDYACKH KOjH je nocrao rpenran.

2. CAOEOAHA BOfoA qOBEKOBA AOAaaH na APyro MeCTO xao Y3poK H npeaycaoa aamera rpexa, jep je H OHa noapebeaa H H30na'IeHa nOCAeAHQaMa npaposnrezscxor rpexa, 360r xera je BH· ure HaKAOH:.eHa rpexy, Hero A06py. CBeTH anOCTOA ITaBAe 0 ChO· 60AHOj BOIDH xao paanoj CHAH, xoja je parseaa THM rrpapoaarezsCKHM rpexosr, OBaKO BeAH: ,,Jep 31taM oa ootipo He ocueu y .MeHU, TO jeer y ruieny uojeu», Jep xrjetti UMa.M y ce6u, a/IU Y'lUHUTU o06po He Ha/la3UM. Jep o06po taro xony He 'IUHUM, neto 3/10 urto Heny OHO 'IUHUM. A !Cad 'IUHUM OHO ucto Hetty, een [a TO He 'IUHUM neto zpujex xoju »cueu y MeHU. Ha/la3UM oaxne 3a!COH, xaa xohe oalC/le 006po oa 'IUHUM, aa Me na 3/10 HazOHU. Jep UMa.M paooct y 3aICoHY EO:JICuje.MY no YHYTPaw.1be.MY 'Ioejetcy: anu euoio« opyzu 3aICOH y YDUMa ceojuua; 1C0ju ce cynporu 3aICoHY Y.Ma uojeia, U sapotusaea .Me 3aICOHOM zpujexoenujeu 1C0ju je y YOUMa MojUM (PHMID. 7, 18-23)". OBa cAa60CT 'IOBeKOBe BOIDe, xao nocaeaana npapoaareacxor rpexa, CHa)KH ce H YKpenIDyje lDy6aBIDY npesra A06py, a 03APaBIDa H npH6AH)Kyje ce CBOMe npB06HTHoM CTaH:.Y aepon, HMOM H IDV6aBIDV npessa Tocrroav Hcyey XPHCTy, jep: ,,AlCo eac CUH ustiaeu, 3auera hete 6UTU c/lo60DHU (JH. 8, 36)", a: "foe je Ayx Tocnooteu; onoe je cnotiooa (Kop. 3, 17)".

3. TEAO CA CBOJHM IIPOXTEBHMA H CTPACTHMA AOAaaH aa rpehe MeCTO xao Y3POK rpeurersa, na OTyAa anOCTOA IIaBAe H jaAHKyje: .Ja necpehuu uoejex! Ko he Me U36aeUTU 00 oeoza C.MpTHOZa t ujena? (PHMID. 7. 24)". CB. JOBaH AeCTBH'IHHK y 15. noyua xaxce: ,,36H/Da je BeAHKO 'lYAO, Aa ce AVX 06yqeH y TeAO, xoje My je npOTHBHO H aenpajareascxa paCnOAO)KeHO, 60PH ca H:.HM H Aa no6eoyje, a KO je no6eAHo rexo, ra] je no6eAHO rrpaPOAV; a onaj KO je n06eAHo npnpoav, 6ea CYMH:.e, noneo ce H3HM npnpoae. TaKaB 'IOBeK MOAH HeIlITo, HAH, aKO je Moryne peha, HH'lHM H HHMaAO ,,HHje MaH:.H OA aabeaa" (ITc. 8, 5)".

CTpacTH nax, xoje cy no yqeH:.y o. JOBaRa Kponurraacxor ,,60AecTH, noxcap AYIIIe H BeAHKH oran," cy ABojaKe: reaecae (nahe, AYBaR, 6AVAHe pasrse, MOAa) H AYIIIeBHe (HaCAaOHBaH:.e cpna He'lHCTHM MHCAHMa H )KelDaMa, 'lHTaH:.e nopaorpaocxax H HeMO' paAHHX KH:.Hra, nsea, rOPAOCT, CaMOXBaAHCaH:.e). TeAeCHe CTpaCTH najeAHa'Iasajy 'IOBeKa ca )KHBOTHH:.OM, a AYIIIeBHe ca AeMOHHMa.

1. ITPBOPOAHH HAH IIPAPOAHTEfoCKH fPEX je rrpaa H Y3POK H npeAYCAOB CKAOHOCTH 'IOBeKOBe xa rpexy, jep: .Kao ucto !Cp03 [eonota «oejexa oone na ceujet tpujex, U ICp03 zpujex C.MpT, TalCO C.MpT ybe y cee Ibyoe, jep y 1be.MY - Aoa.MY ceu cazpujeuiuuie (PHMID. 5, 12)". Y "IIpaBocAaBHoM HcnOBeAaH:.Y" OTy' Aa H CTOjH: "OBaj npapOAHTelDCKH rpex je npewao ca AAaMa na CBY 'IOBe'IHjy npHPOAY, jep CMO CBH TMa 6HAH y MaMY, H TaKO ce KP03 jeaaora MaMa rpex pamapao xa CBe Hac. Crora ce MH H 3a'IHH:.eMO H pabaao ca THM rpexou". Aa OBO jow 60IDe 06- jacHHMO.

Ha jeAHOM OCTPBY na CKaHAHHaBcKoj 06aAl{ CBH cy CTaHOBHHIUi caena aa 6oje. OHH BRAe CaMO CHBO, OTBopeHO CHBO H saraopeao CHBO. CBH npeAMeTH npea H:.HXOBHM O<mMa narAeAajy

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4. TIOKBAPEHA CPEAHHA. - PBABH I'D YAH qeCTO cy Y3POK H npeAYCAOB ~60r xora qOBeK rpeura. PoaBH IDYAH CBeCHO paae Aa aa paaaenaxaae OABpaTe XPHcToBor cAeA6eHHKa OA AQ- 6poA,jeTeIDHor nvra, a TO je H I'ocnos, npercxasao, pexasura: "C6U he .Mp3eTU HQ. eac U.MeHa .uoieta paou (MaT. 10, 22)", AOK anOCTOA TIaBAe, HCKYCHBlUH na ce6H, xaaee: "C6U xoju. xohe n060:JICHO oa :JICU6e y Xpucty Hcycy, 6uhe Z01beHU (2. THM. 3, 12)". TIa H Y KOAHKO pbasa IDYAH He paae aaaepao Aa OABpaTe OA A06poA,jeTeIDHor nvra, anax IbHXOB npaaep qeCTO H HeXOTHue Ca6Aa)f(lbaBa H HaBOAH na rpex :HapOqHTO OHe KOjH HeMajy nosepersa Y ce6e caste, He YBa)f(aBajy ce6e H caoje AocTojaHcTBo, KOjH cy AYXOBHO AeIbH, AaKOYMHH UTA. Y CBaKOM cAyqajy HHje Y3aAYA CB. anOCTOA TIaBAe HapeAHO: ,,3ano6jeOa.MO 6aM nalC, tipaho, y U.Me Tocnooa nauieta Hcyca XpUCTa, oa ce 0060juTe 00 c6aICoza 6paTaICoju :JICU6uHeypeOHQ,a He no ype06u JCojy npuuuuie 00 Hac (2. COA. 3,6)". A Focnoa Bor jour npexo Mojcaja je 3anOBeAHO: "He uau sa .MH03ICUHO.M HQ. 3AO (II Mojc. 23, 2)", jep, xao WTO YMecHo npaMenyje CB. THXOli 3aAOHCKH: • .Kao ,WTO ce Myxa OKO aanae-eae

csehe AaKO onese: HAM, xao WTO OrAeAaAO nOTaMHH, KaA ce AYXHe aa Ibera,TaKO ce rroxnape H OCKpHaBe OHH, KOjH AOoy Y AOAHP ca HeBalDaAHMa".

5. BABO. Maora aa nOCAeAIbe MecTO CTaB!Dajy OaBOAa xao Y3- POK H npeAYCAOB 360r xora qOBeK rpema, MaAa ce OH 6P30 aabe aa CBHMa OBHM MeCTHMa 0 KojHMa CMO rOBOpHAH. OryAa je OH H A06HO HMe: "ICHe3 oeota C6eTa (JH. 12, 31)", "lCyUl.a~" (1. COA. 3, 5)", "ICP6HUIC IbYOCICU (JH. 8, 44)" H HOCH jour MHoro norynaax HMeHa, xoja ce aa xpajy cBOAe aa OHO nOCAeAlbe HMe H3 OTKPHsersa: .aocoaia (12, 9)".

Ha mrraise 3awTO je Bor OCTaBHO OaBOAa Aa nOAMene norv IDYAHMa H Aa HX 06apa H y Ilaxao 6aua, CB. JOBaH 3AaTOYCT ozroaapa OBaKO: "TIPOMHCAH caM co6oM, Aa je noaajaanre jianr 360r rora H OCTaBHO Ibera, Aa MH npHTHCHYTH CTpaxOM H Hlll'ieKyjyliH aeron aenpajare.scsa nanasaj, nOKa)KeMO aanpenryry 6yAHOCT H HenpeKHAHY Tpe3Hony, H OAaKwaMYCBY Te)KHHY BpAHHe, y HaAH aa aarpaae, H Y Hlll'ieKHBaIbY OHHX 6YAynHX BeqHHX H HeliCKa3aHHX A06apa. TIa WTO ce qYAHW, aKO je 360r rora pasaora Bor, KOjH ce 6pHHe aa name crracerse, OCTaBHO basoaa, 6YAenH THM aamv AeIbOCT, H crrpessajvha aa Hac nOBOA neaana? H caM Ilaxao 360r Tora je crrpesaao, Aa Hac CTpaxOM Ka3He H aenoaaomIDHBolllny MyKa npHByqe uapcrsv He6ecKOM. 3ap He BHAHlll Ao6po CMHlllIDeHO qOBeKoIDy61De I'ocnoaa ~ KaKO CBe PaAH H npeAY3HMa, Aa 6H He cauo cnacao OHe xoje je OH CTBOPHO; sen KaKO 6H HX join YAOCTojHO HeHCKa3aHHX Ao6apa? 3aTO HaM je H AapOBaHa cAo60Aa BOIDe, H Y npHpOAH H caaecra 3aAO)KeHO nosaasaae 3Aa H BpAHHe, H 3aTO je AOnyCTHO Aa DaBO nocroja, H TIaKAOM npera, Aa He CaMO He AOnaAHeMO TIaKAa, Ben Aa 3aA06HjeMo uapcrso aeoecxo. TIa WTO ce qYAHlll, aKO je CBe TO yqHHHO xao H 6e36poj APyrHX cTBapH?"l04 OryAa osa] CBeTHTeID na ApyrOM MecTY caservje cAeAeliH OAHOC npessa OBOM HajBeneM qOBeKOBOM nenpajaTeIDY: "CaMo je C jeAHHM A03BOlDeHO 6HTH Y HenpHjaTeIDcTBY, H HHKaA ce C IbHM He MHPHTH, a TO je ca oaBOAOM". Ynpaso KaO lllTO CB. AecTBH'iHHK y 15. nOYUH npenopyqyje: ,,HeKo aexa csor MyqHTe!Da aesyje nOABH3HMa, HeKO CMHpeIbeM, a HeKO OTKpHBelbeM Bo)KHjHM".

BAa)f(eHH ABrYCTHH OBaKO rosopa 0 THM ABeMa BpCTaMa CTpaCTH: ,)eAHe cy CTpaCTH caojcrseae TeAY, APyre - AyrnH. lfuCTHTH jeAHe H 6HTH HeMapaH npeaa APyrHMa HCTO je lllTO H OrpaAHTH saaorpaa BHCOKHM 3HAOM npOTHBy 3BepOBa, a MeOYTHM OCTaBHTH ra caCBHM OTKpHBeHa sa rpa6IDHBe nTHUe".lD2

Hexo je 3aOOTaO jeAHor CBeTHTeIDa, KaKO ceMO)Ke OTKAOHHTH H oAamaTH Y3POK rpexa KOjH Ae)KH y TeAY H IberOBHM np<>XTeBHMa H CTp;lCTHMa, na je A06Ho aa TO CAeAenH OAroBOP:

- Y xorao, KOjH nerrpecraao KHOO, He MO)Ke YAeTeTH HHKaKBa Myxa, TaKO H y AYlllY xoja nAaMTH H KHnH IDy6aBIDy K Bory, He MO)f(e aanrra pbaso ynH HHTH je Ca6Aa3HHTH.

I'ocnos, Hcyc BeAH 0 TeAY: "Toe [e ct peuna, OHaMO lie ce U 0PA06U IC)InuTu (AYKa 17, 37)", a anOCTOA H Hseros 6paT no TeAY 0 CTpaCTHMa xasce: "ChlC)loa paroeu U otxyoa 60p6e .Meby 6aMa? He oryoa AU: 00 cAaCTU 6aUl.UX, xoje ce 60pe y yOU.Ma 6aUl.U.M? )KeAUTe U' ueuate; y6ujaTe U 3a6UOUTe, U He .M03lCeTe oa oo6ujeTe; 60pUTe ce U eoiyjete. Heuare, jep He UUl.TeTe; UUl.TUTe (T. j. MOAHTe ce) U He npuuate, [ep 3AO UUl.TeTe, oa y CAaCTU.Ma C60jU.M nOTp0Ul.UTe (JaK. 4, 1-3)". '

AeK npOTHB CTpaCTH ripvxca JaKOB, apXHeOOCKOn IbH)f(ropOACKH: "Y CTapOM 3aBeTY CTOjH narmcaao, Aa je norxea Ha 6aKapHY 3Ml;ljy HcueIDHBao IDYAe OA 3MHjHHHX yjeAa H paaa, A casa Y HOBOM 3aBeTY MHCAeHH rroraea aa KpCT XPHCTOB H na TpIIA>elbe Hseroso, MHOro MO)Ke noaoha Y HcueIDHBalbY paaa, xoje 3aAajy 6e3aKoHe 3MHje - cTpacTH".l03

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.\aK0 rypHVI"H V 6eaAaH .Koja je Aa.h>e OA V3pOKa xa rpexv, CAINaH je "IOBeKV KOjH CTOjH AaA>e OA 6e3AaHa H, aKO 6H aenpajares, nOBYKaO 6eaAaHY, HMa apeueaa H MeCTa Aa ce oAynpe H Aa sa nOMon BH"Ie".

Be3 063Hpa aa OBOAHKe npeaycxoae H vspoxe csora rpemeIba, "IOBeK He 6H cxeo HH aa TpeHYTaK KAOHYTH AYXOM, ouajaaara HAM ce npaaaara cAa60Illnv Aa je cAa6 H HeMoliaH Aa HX CaBAaAa. EBO jeanor O"lHrAeAHor npasrepa 0 KOMe nmne enacxon IIaAaAHje.

Jeaaora AaHa, BeAH IIaAaAHjc, nomaz,e MC ana AOPOTcj na CBOj 6YHap ca xpsarosr no BOAY, nourro je seh 6HAO spesre o6eAY. Kaaa AOCox aa 6YHap, ja yrAeAax aCnHAY na IbcrOBOM AHY, H OA crpaxa HC 3axBaTHX BOAe aero orpsax K lbeMY H pexox: ,.IIponaAH CMO, ana, jep aa AHY 6YHapa BHAex aCnHAY", A OH ce 036HA>HO OCMeXHY, aaraesa ce y MeHe MaAO AY:)Ke H MaillyliH rAaBOM pese: ,.AKO 6H naBoAY naao na nauer Aa Y CBe 6YHape H assope BOAeHe nafiaua acnaae, 3MHje, HAM OTpOBHe )KHBOTHlbe, sap 6H TH npecrao caCBHM Aa najenr"? H H3HIlIaBiliH H3 cnoje neAHje, OH caa narrvna xpuar, ocean BOAY KpCHHM 3HaKOM, rrpsa CC nann BOAe, H pese: "fAe KPCT oceaa, TY je HeMoliHo CaTaHHHo 3AO".105

OBOAHKH npeAYCAOBH H Y3POQH 360r KOjHX "IOBeK MO)Ke Aa rpennr He Tpe6a Aa 36YlbYjy naxora, neh rpeoa CBaKO Aa ce naopvzca OHaKO KaKO caseryje anOCTOA IIaBAe: "Ap:JICUTe ce6e oa CTe .MpT8U zpujexy a :ncU8U Bozy y XpUCTy Hcycy Tocnooy HQ.Ule.My, Aa He uapyje zpuiex y 8atue.MY CM[TfHOMY tuieny, oa za cllytuate Y CllaCTUMa teetoeujeu; HUTU oajure yooea ceoiujex zpujexy 3a opyocie nenpaeoe, nezo oajure ce6e Botv !Cao :ncU8U U3 .M[Tf8U[ex, U yoe ceoie Bo1.Y 3a opy:JICje npaeoe (PHMA>. 6 ,11-13)",

Hajsaa, C 063HpoM aa H3HeTe rrpeavcaose H Y3pOKe, "IOBeK rpenra TpojaKo, I'pennr H MHCAHMa, rpenra H pexmsa, rpema H AeAOM, 0 "IeMY, AOCAeAHO aeh H3AO)KeHOMe, MopaMO nporosopara nonaocoe,

A) I'PEXOBH MHCAHMA

'10BeKY, 0 KOjOj je 6HAO pe-ra y IIpeAHcnoBeAHHKoBoj AYXOBHHKOBOj nOyQH, HAll KaKO 6H TO pexao CB. MapKO IIoABH)KHHK: "He ca- 6Hpa ce o6AaK 6ea AYBalba serpa, HHTH ce CTpaCT paba 6e3 nOMHCAH. IIoMHCAH cy nax xao BeTpOBH, xoje AYBajy H3 nOKOAe6aHor YMa, re y36ynyjy ocehajny H BOA>HV npHpOAY "IOBeKOBY",

3a rpcxe MHCAHMa CB. AHMHTpHje POCTOBCKH BeAH: .. Y 3AHM MHCAHMa HeMa HHKaKBor rpexa, xaaa ce BOA>a H Pa3VM '10BeKOB HC CaMO HC CAruKY ca IbHMa seh HM ce npOTHBe H Mp3C HX, A xaaa ce BOA>a H Pa3VM A>VACKH YCAanyjv 3AHM MHCAHMa H 3aAP)KaBajy HX y CPQV, OHAa TaKBe MHCAH nocrajv CMpTaH rpex", A enacxon HHKoAaj BeAH: .. H 3Aa nouacao je rpex, To je BeAHKa HOBOCT xojv je XPHCTOC AOHeo y CBeT. Ynpano 3Aa nonacao je H3- BOpHH rpex csaxora rpexa. Jep npe Hero IlITO nenrro xazce HAH V'lHHH rpenmo, OH nOMHCAH rpemno. IIoMHcao je y3P0'lHH rpex, OCTa{\H rpecn cy caao CAeAcTBeHH rpecn, Ko )KeAH YHHIlITHTH CBe APyre, Mopa HCKopeHHTH OHe npne, Ko )KeAH 3aYCTaBHTH TOKOBe BOAe, MOpa rrpao HCymHTH aasope. Hexa ce, AaKAe, HHKO He npanaa: ja HHcan rpeman, jep HHcaM naxora y6HO, HH OllA>a'lKaO, HH OCKPBHHO, HH cxarao. I' Ae, MH CMO nVHH MHCAH y6HAa'lKHX, nA>a'lKaIlIKHX, cKpBHaBHx, H npeaapanx. AKo AH HHCMO AeAoM V'lHHHAM rpex, TO je cano CTBap MHAOCTH EO)KHje H CnOA>aIlIIbHX npHAMKa, Aa je Bor IIonYCTHO H Aa cy npHAHKe nOAeCHe 6HAe, MH 6H V'lHHHAM CBe OHe rpexe xoje CMO H nOMHCAHAH, Hnje 3MHja OTpOBHa cauo oaaa xaaa vjeae Hero H xaaa He yjeAe, jep HOCH OTpOB Y Ce6H, He cano Aa je noxucao rpex, Hero je OHa H3BOP rpexa, nO'lCTaK rpexa, cexte H xopea rpexa, ETO 3aIllTO I'ocnox CBeBHAeliH H CBe3HajyliH, yKOpH OHe KOjH nOMHCAlIIlIe 3AO: ,,3aIllTo 3AO MHCAHTe y CPQHMa caojnjest?" (MaT, 9, 4)",106

I'pexosa MHCAHMa 'leCTO ce jaBA>ajy V HaMa H npOTHBy name BOA>e, 06H'lHO H3 Y3poKa 0 KojHMa je pannje 6HAO pesa, aAH, ,<\aKAe, OHH HHCY rpexona aKO HX oAGHjeMo H caBAaAaMO,

_ IIlTa Aa 'lHHHM, oxe, ynHTao je jeAaH BeOMa cMylieH MOnax, npenoaofinor HHq,OHTa, BCOMa MC HaITaAa 3AH AYX xYAe? AKO jeAeM, aKO rrajesa, aKO CC Eory MOAHM OH MH y6aQyje ~eIllKY XyAY 'lac na I'ocnoaa Hcvca Xpncra, 'lac na IIpecBeTY MaJKY iseroav, a 'lac na CBeTHTe.h>e iseroae?

- IIlTa '1HHH MOpC xaaa 6ypa nO'lHC Aa ra Y3HeMHpyje? - pexe CBeTHTeA>. CTpaIllHHM TaAaCHMa OHO ce nOAH)KC H IbHMa YAapa y cTpMHHe. Ho aa xpajv xpajena TaAaCH ce oner apahajv y MOpC. To HCTO Ba)KH H aa nOMHCAH. XYAHe nOMHCAH HaBOAH baso na 'lOBeKa H IbHMa YAapa Aymy. Ill'ra 6HBa? AKO '10BeK cxvma casere basoxose H caasce ce ca nOMHCAHMa xoje OH HaBOAH, OHA3 mHC, xao IlITO cy MHom na Taj Ha'lHlI nornavaa. Ho aKO ce npo-

.. Iep U3 cpua U31la3e 31le MUCIlU, y6uCT8a, npeisy- 6e, 6IlYO, "pane, nascna c8je00'1aHCT8a, xyne na BOla. To je OHO ucto n01.aHU noejexa (MaT. 1S, 19-20)".

AOK ce 'lOBeK y MHCAHMa 3a6aBA>a H nacaabvje OHHM IlITO je nporanao 3aKOHY EO)KHjeM H IlITO ra AaKO MO)Ke OABeCTH y rpex 6HAO peqjy, HAM AeAOM, AOTAe OH npeeasa y rpexy MHCAHMa. fpexOBe MHCAHMa nOHaj'lemlie H3a3HBa OHa npHTajeHocT rpexa y

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.Jesux je sumu yo, U MHOZO 'IUHU. rile, U uana earpa, a 1C0ilUICe eenuxe tuysu: cascesce. H [esux je earpa, ceujer nYH nenpaebe. Taxo [esux »cueu Meby nataujeu YOUMa, notanehu cee tuieao, U nanehu epujeue natueta :JICUeOTa, 3anaJbyjy1fu ce 00 naJClla (JK. 3, 5-6)".

MYOpux cy Y cPtly yCTa teuxoea (Capax 21, 29)". 3aTo je H CrraCHTe!o xasao: "A ja eau lCa:JICeM oa he 3a ceaxy npastcy pujeu lCojy peJCY /byou oatu. ooioeop y oan Crpauouna cyoa (MaT. 12, 36)".

JeAaH CBeWTeHHK urerao ce jeaaora AaHa YAHltaMa caora rpaaa. Y jeAHoj yAHLUI 'Iy OH KaKO [eaaa MaAHWaH OA 5-6 rOAHHa PY)KH Bora, Eo)KHjy MajKY, caeue, IIPH6AH)KH My ce noaaxo, 6Aaro ra noxe OnOMHl:baTH H caaerosara, aAH MaAHWaH 6e30'lHO H AJJCKO erase CBeWTeHHKY Y aane nCOBaTH. CBewTeHHK ra oner jow YMH!oaTHjHM rAaCOM aarnrra KaKO ce OH 30Be.

- Baso MH je HMe, osroaopa MaAHWaH.

- A..uI, KaKO TH je npaso HMe,AeTe? HaCTaBH 3at.J:yDeHH CBe-

IDTeHHK.

- Bano MH je HMe! Ilfro ce TO Te6e TH1.Je?

- A KaKO TH je OUY HMe?

- H ILeMy je HMe baaol oner he MaAHWaH.

- A KaKO TH ce 30Be MajKa?

- H OHa ce 30Be baao.

- Koja je rsoja Kyha?

- Moja je Kyha oaBo!oa Kyha, OArOBopH 6e30qHO MaAHWaH.

CBewTeHHK je rOTOBO saaeaeo cAYIUajyliH TaKBe OArOBOpe osor MaAHWaHa, KOjH MY je OKpeHYO Aeoa If norpsao Aaloe X;AHUOM. H CBeWTeHHK HHje MHpOBao AOK aaje paapenrao OBY TajHY xoja ra je y)KaCHYAa H CTpaxOBHTO MyqHAa. PaCnHTaO ce aa poanrezse onora MaAHWaHa H A03Hao je Aa cy orau H MajKa Tora MaAHIUaHa )KHBeAH Y nenpecraaoj CBaoH. Y 'IeCTHM TyqaMa My)K 6H )KeHH roBOPHO: "TH CH baso", a aceaa 6H oner MY)KY y3Bpahaaa: "TH CH baao", H CBOMe MaAOM AeTeTY, xaaa 6H ce HaIoYTHAH, rOBOpHAH cy: "Ee)KH, banoae", CBe je TO AeAOBaAO aa osor jaAHor MaAHWaHa, re je yHCTHHY MHCAHO Aa ce H ",erOBH POAHTe!oH H OH 30BY ,,DaBO" H Aa je l:bHXOBa Kyha ,,DaBo!oa xvha", A ynpaBO OHa je H 6HAa oaBo!oa Kyha, jep ce rrpexo jesaxa Y l:bY yceAHOliaBO H l:bOMe OBAaAao.

Ilocroje ABa carvpaa xexa aa 06Y3AaBaILe jesaxa. IIPBH je AaBHAOBa MOAHTBa: .Jlocraeu, Tocnooe, crpa:JtCY JCoo je3UICa uoza, wyea] epara ycra MOjUX (IIc. 141, 3)", a ApyrH je 3anOBeCT XPHCTOBa xoja rAaCH: ,,AICO re OICO, UIlU pYlCa ca61la:JfC1baea, ucxonai za U otceuu je (MaT. 5, 29-30)", HAH OHa anOCTOAOBa: .Jlouopuie oaxne yoe ceoie, sa xoje uoeueee EO:JICju (KOAOW. 3, 5)". A aKO je3HK ca6Aa)Kl:baBa? H l:bera, npeua ropisoj H XPHCTOBOj H anoCTOAOBoj 3allOBeCTH, rpeea oaceha. AAH CBeTHTe!oCKHM HO)KeM, jep cy HeKH cBeTHTe!oH MOA'Ial:beM ceKAH je3HK, T. j. )KHBeAH cy Y caerv, PaAHAIi H KpeTaAH ce no ILeMY rOAHHaMa hyreliH, xao Aa cv HeMH 6HAH.

THB XyAHHX llOMHCAH 60PH, llpOTHBH HM ce xpa6po H He llpHMa l:bHXOBe casere, OH THMe rrocpazcsvje aaora Ayxa, If 3A06a aaora Ayxa spaha My ce aa COllCTBeHY raasy, a TaKaB 'IOBeK A06Hja aeaau, TH nax TPnH, llPOTHBH ce 3AOM AYXY MOAHTBOM H llOCTOM, qYBajyliH ce OA KAeBeTe H rrsesa, H OA reee he OH y6p30 YTeliH.

Ilorpeoa IfCIIOBeAal:ba rpexoaa xoje 'IHHHMO MHCAHMa HCTaKuvra je y "AYXOBHHM 6HcepHMa" (Coqmja, 1942) OBaKO: ,,AKO re cMyhyjy pbase llOMHCAH, He caxpasaj IIX Hero HX OAMax H306AH'1If H IfCKR)KH CBOMe AYXOBHOM Yt.J:lfTe!oy. Jep y KOAHKO AY)Ke 'IOBeK CKpHBa 3Ae llOMHCAH caoje y ceea, y TOAHKO BHWe ce OHe MHO)Ke H ja'lajy. Kao WTO 3MHja, acrepana H3 pyne, )KypH Aa ce caxpaje OA noraeaa roaaona, TaKO H axe llOMHCAH xaaa ce acnoneAajy If OTKpHBajy OAMax amxesasajy H3 cpua H YMa. Kao WTO UPB, KOjH APBO Y3HYTpa rpase, oeapa APBO, TaKO H 3Ae nOMHCAH AOKAe rOA ce y cpuy cKpHBajy jeAY ra H rpasy. Oaaj KOjH OTKpHBa csoje MHCAH OAMax ce Hcue!oyje, a oaora KOjH HX CKpHBa, CBesvle rOPAOCT".

Ha Kpajy csera H3Aa3H Aa, xao WTO xasce npeMYAPH Capax:

"Cyooee nonuapa onpotia neh, a ucxyuceue uoeenuje MUCIlU (27, 5)".

B) rPEXOBH PEqHMA

fpex pe'lHMa qHHH 'IOBeK KRAa H3roBapa OHO WTO He AOAHKyje, WTO je HeCKpOMHO, ynpaBO WTO je npOTHBHO EO)KHjeM 3aKOHY. Fpex pe'lHMa 'IHHH If 'IOBeK KOjH YMeCTO H3rOBapaILa HeAOAH'lHHX H HenpHCTojHHX pesa Te pe1.JH aammre. I'pex peqHMa 6HBa yrOAHKO Te)KH, YKOAHKO je aeha HeMapHOCT rrpessa EO)KHjeM 3aKOHY, YKOAHKO OH n06yoyje BO!oy Aa ce rpema npOTHB nOMeHY' Tor 3aKOHa, H, najaaa, YKOAHKO reaee llOCAeAHLte npOHCTH1.JY H3 rsera. KOAHKO je Te)KaK H BeAHKH osaj rpex, KOjH anase YHHWTaBa y 'IOBeKY crpax Eo)KjH, a HCTOBpeMeHO CAa6H If Te)Kl:bY aa A06pHM AeAHMa, aexa HaM llOKa)KY pe1.JH Capaxone: "MHOlU naootue 00 otarpuue Ma'la, anu He TOIlUICO JCOIlUICO je na.tlO 360l [esuxa (28, 21)", jep: ,,AyoUMa je y ycrUMa cpue teuxoeo, a ICOO

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aYTopHTaTHBHH 6orocAoBH a Kojy je npHMHAO H npaaocaaaae MOpaano 60rOCAOBA>e, 'IHja ce raanaa aKCHOMa MO)Ke Ca)KeTH V jeAHY jeAHHY peseaany: "YICIlOHU ce oo 3JUl U 'tUHU i>06po (IIc. 34, 14)".

"Aa He uapy]e i>aIClle zpujex y eauseu CM[JTHOM rujen», i>a za CIlYUlaTe y CllaCTUMa uetoeuieu; HUTU oaiure yooea ceoiujex zpujexy 3a opyscuie nenpaeoe ... Iep tpujex Y3eeUlU nowetax npeeapu Me, u y6u Me (PHMA>. 6, 12; 7, 11)".

Tpex AeAoM je onaj rpex, KOjH je yqHlLeH npOTHBHO 3aKoHY bO)KUjeM, H TO ca paaMHllLbalbeM, CBeCHO H BOA>HO. Tpex na AeAY je H oaaj, KOjH ce qHHH n p o n y nr r a rs e sr, T. j. xaaa qOBeK He qHHH OHO WTO My bO)KUjH 3aKOH, 6HAO 3anOBeCTHMa HAH casenrny, aapebyje H aaaaace Aa qHHH. Ilpeua TOMe nporrynrrarsea rpelliH qOBeK xasa, na npnaep, He rrprrraxe y noxoh 6AH)KILeMY. Ilporrynrrarsest rpenm H CBaKH onaj KO aaaesrapvje csoje AY)KHOCTH H 06ase3e H THMe HaHOCH wTeTY MHorHMa.

Ilpecpeaa pasoojaaua ABa 60raTa rprosna y WyMH na noBaAHWe HO)KeBe Aa HX no6Hjy H 6Aaro HM noxyne H oAHecy. Ja¥'Iy TprOBn;H H MOAe Aa HM ce CMHAyjy H nYCTe HX 6ap )KHBe KyliH. Ha MOA6e H rrpexamsarsa paa6ojHHll;H ce CMHAOBame, aparmne HO)KeBe y xopane H rronrreaenre HM )KUBOT, aAH HX npervxonre, CByxonre OAeAO, OCTaBHwe HX CKOPO Hare, Y3ewe HM CBe 6Aaro H pexome: .Xajaere caaa AaA>e, ero CMHAOBaAH CMO BaM ce". Ilobowe rproana AaA>e, HO jeAaH OA H.HX nocvcra aa n¥TV H, H3HeMoraB OA 6oAoBa H paaa, naze MpTaB, a APym KaA BHAe WTa 6H ca H.erOBHM CallYTHHKOM H APyroM noxe BHKaTH H A03HBaTH y noaoh. JeAaH AOBan;, aajsas, qy A03HBalbe, aabe osora jaAHHKa, OABeAe ra CBOjOj KynH, yMH ra, npesa MV pane, o6yqe H KaA ce onopaan

nOCAa ra CHrypHHM nYTeM ILeroBoj KyliH. •

AKO ce nOA paa60jHHll;HMa 6YAY nOApaaVMeBaAH rpeXOBH MHCAHMa, rpeXOBH pe'lHMa H rpeXOBH AeAOM, ORAa npH'lH He Tpe6a AaA>er TYMaqelba.

BHAeAH CMO Aa qOBeK rpeum TPojaKHM Ha'!HHOM: MHCAHMa, pe'lHMa H AeAOM. OH MO)Ke 'lHHHTH MaILe BAH Bene rpexose, KOjH ce AeAe na AaKe BAH nponrreae H TeWKe, HAH CMpTHe rpexoae. Ho BaA>a 3HaTH caeaehe, Y MOHaWKOM VCTaBV CB. Bacaaaja BeAHKOr ce 'laK H npHHIJ;HnHjeAHo oA6an;yje paaaaxa Mecy rpeXOBHMa, xao H y 5. npaBHAY VII BaCeA>eHCKOr cafiopa WTO ce CAa)Ke ca pexaMa Tocnoaa Hcvca: .Ko 'tUHU zpujex, p06 je tpujexy (JH. 8,34)". 3Ha'lH 06jeKTHBHHje paaaaxe Mecy rpeXOBHMa aeua, cauo cy rpeXOBH YTOAHKO paaAH'lHTH, WTO je BeAHKH onaj rpex KaMe Je 'lOBeK noAjapMA>eH, a He3HaTaH oaaj KojHM 'lOBeK MO)Ke Aa aarocnoaapa, PMH 60A>e nperAeAHOCTH H WTO nomyaajer yn03Hasalba rpexa, V AaA>eM aaaararsy, 3aAP)KaneMO ce na nOAeAH KOjV cy CTBOPBAH

A. npOWTEHH rPEXOBH

,,3aTo oa oi>6al1yjeMO zpuiex xoju je 3a HaC npuouyo U C Tpnlbe1beM oa Tp<tUMO y 6UTIC}' xoja HaM je oopebena (Jesp. 12, I)".

IIpowTeHH BAH AaKH rpeXOBH jecv TaKBH qOBeKOBH nocrvnll;H H AeAa, KOjH V qOBeKY He VHHWTaBajv nOTnyHO ILeroB AYXOBHH )KHBOT, Ben VAaA>Vjv OA lbera BO)KUjv MHAOCT. BaA>a 3HaTH Ni ~IOBeK 'lHHeliH Aaxe rpexoae nOCTeneHO aAH CHrypHO 6HBa ByqeH H3 aaxnrer y Te)KU na H HajTe)KH rpex, jep AaKlliHM rpexosaxa OH cAa6H CBOjy casecr H pacnassvje cTpaCTH y ce6H. OrvAa CB. fPHropaje Borocaoa H xaace: "He3HaTaH rpex HHje He3HaTaH, jep H3 rsera npOH3HAaaH H BeAHKH", a CB. Hcax CHPHH oner BeAH: ,,3AO je CAH'IHO aapaaua, Faca je, HHa'le ne npOH3BeCTH rrozcap H TH new ropera OrlLeM Be'lHHM. AOK je npecryn jaw MalbH H AOK naje caspeo, HW'lynaj ra npe Hero WTO nyCTH rpaae V WHpHHy H He noxae Aa 3pH".107 OTVAa CB. AecTBH'lHHK V 5. noyn;u rA. 32. OBaKO caaervje: ,,AKO naaaem V KaKaB 6HAO HajMalbH rpex H AODe TH nosnrcao, DaBO BAH 'lOBeK H xazce: "He 6VAH sa TO )KaAOCTaH; BOAH TH pasvaa aa BeAHKe rpexoae, a TO je aanrra", He CAywaj H He sepvj, jep Ta pea raca CBaKV A06PV BOA>V, OATOHH OA 'lOBeD 6AaroAaT Bo)KUjy H '!HHH TO, Aa OH AaKO naaa H V BeAHKe H CMpTHe rpexose. Ko He MO)Ke Aa vracH jeAHY csehv, KaKO ne Aa vraca ueAV Kynv, BAH myMV KaAa ce aanaaa? ... Beoaa cy reWKH naAOBH AelbHX, Hen06o)KHHX H HenOCAYWHHX 3aTO WTO ce OHH naBWH V KaKaB 6HAO rpex, He TPVAe Aa Hmqynajy V3POK H xopea lberoB, VMeCTO Aa ra onaaxvjv, OHH nocrajy HeOCeTA>HBH na qHHe H APvra ropa AeAa, a no AelbOCTH csojoj He o6panajV ce oAMax CKpyweHHM cpness noxajarsv, xao WTO qHHe no6o)KHH H TPYAOA>y6HBH, Aa 6H ce6e 6PH)KA>HBO qyBaAH H OqHCTBAH ce OA Tora rpexa H OA APyrnx CTpaCTH, xoje HX ncxyuraaajy".

Y rrpourrene BAH haKe rpexone y6pajajv ce:

I' p e x H 3 He 3 H a lb a, KOjH '!HHH qOBeK He noaaasajyha caoje AY)KHOCTH, TeWKO ce orrpaaaaaa, C 063HpoM Aa 'lOBeK Mapa Aa HX nosaaje, IIpopOK Mojcej 0 TOMeBeAH OBaKO: "Ko sipujetuu U y'tUHU UlTOZOi> UlTO je Tocnoo satipauuo oa ce 'tUHU. aICo U uuie 3HaO, unaIC je xpue, u nocuhe ceoje 6e3aIC01be (III Mojc. 5, 17)".

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qOBeK 'lHHH rpex OBe apcre xax H oaaa, KaAa rpeum He MHCAeliH Aa Ie aeroso AeAO rpeumo, Te ra csrarpa A03BOA>eHHM. Y3pOK OBaKBOM Ha'lHHV rpemersa Ae)KH najaanre y xosexoaoj AelbOCTH. 3aTHM. 'lOBeK Mome Aa rpennr H3 aeaaarsa 6HAO 3aTO WTO ce 60jH Aa vnosna csoje AymHocTH, xoje cy aaaxe npOTHBHe neroso] pbaso] )Keh>H H CKAOHOCTH,6HAO WTO He )KeAH Aa HX A03Ha KaKO 6H H HllAaJ\Je v lbHMa npeeasao H OCTao. Ho KO 'lHHH OBO H OBaKO ra] tllrnHTe)KaK rpex, jep HaMepHO y6Hja CBOjy AVWY H CBOjy CAe). 60AHY BOh>ypa3BpaliaH 'IllHH je nOKBapeHOM.

B. TYBH CPEXOBH

oHM rpeXOBHMa. To cy YCTBapH rpexosa xoje jeAHH 'lHHe, a APym y lbHMa yqecTByjy. 0 TOMe CB. Bacaaaje y 71. npUBHAy OBaKO BeAH: ,,1(0 je cyAjeAoBao y Ma KOMe OA cnOMeHYTHX rpajexa (Ha6pojeHHM y npeTXOAHHM npaaaaaaa 51-70), H HHje caa TO acnosajeAHO, Hero je 6HO H306AH'IeH, nexa H OH 6YAe nOA Ka3HOM OHOAHKO apesreaa, KOAHKO Mopa 6HTH K~H onaj, KOjH je 3AO ¥'lHHHO".

KOMeHTapHWyliH OBO npaBHAO HeKH MHCAe (H. CYSOPOB, MHAaw HAP.) Aa ce lbHMe BepHHllHMaCTaBh>a y AY)KHOCT 06aseaa Aa npHjaBh>Yjy AYXOBHHIUfMa csoje 6AH)Klbe, xoja y3HMajy aeher HAM Malber yqewlia y H3BeCHOM rpexy, a He acnoseaajy ra A06poBoh>HO. Ilpeaarosse, Aa rpeea H aanrrorpeoa npHjaBh>HBaTH rpexose CBOjHX 6AH)KlbHX CB. JOBaH 3AaTOYCT onaxo 06pa3A~e: "llOKa)KHTe Mil rpeunraxa, H ja liy npe YMPeTH, Hero ra npallyCTHTH, Aa OH npexopaxa npar xpaaa, CBe AOHAe AOK je OH ynopan Y CBOMe nOHawalbY... AKOTH snanr 0 HeKOMe OA OHHX KOjH cy ce cxvnaaaca To60M 3ajeAHO, Aa je KPHB y rpexy, HBHAHW ra Aa npacryna CB. rajaaaa, OHAa l(a)KH 0 TOMe paaaaaaonv HCTHX. TaKaB je aeaocrojaa rajae, 3aAP)KH lberOBe 6e360)KHe pyxe . " KPB' I'ocrroaisa-acxahe ce H3 BawHX pyKy. BHO TO BOjCKOnoba, KOH3YA, HAM KPYHOM BeH'laHH rocnoaap, He npnrryurraj ra, 3aAp)KH ra; TH MMaw Beliy BAaCT Hero OH".I08

llyay OAroBOPHOCT 3a TVOH rpex CHOCH'lOBeK xaaa nexora ca6Aa3HH HAM aaaeaeaa rpex, jep je MOPaAHO npaBHAO: He cnpe'lHTH pbaso AeAO 6HAO csoje 6HAO rvbe, xaaa-ce Mome. 3Ha'lH yqHHHTH ra. OTVAa CB. THxoH 3aAOHCKH BeAH: "Ca6Aa3aH je HaAHK aa sapaay xoja ce KOA jearrora xcaexa sasrae, a MHore H3 lberOBe OKOAHHe OKY)KH". Tocnoa Hcyc XPHCTOC je 3aTO H pexao: .Tetaxo OHOM 'toejelCY ICpo3 lCoza OOIla3U Ca611a3aH (MaT. 18, 7)".

tJ()BeK csora 6AH)Klbera MO)Ke Ca6Aa3HHTH H HaBeCTH aa rpex cAeAehHM HattHHHMa: 3 a n o B e nr h y, c a s e TOM, n p e Tlb 0 M H n p H C H h> a B a lb e u, n p e B a po M, 0 A 0 6 p a B a lb e M, n e n a p a o nr h v. a OBaMO ce y6pojaBa H j a r a x o a a rs e. 3a CBe OBO anOCTOA UaBAe xaace: "Aa OHU xoju. TalCO tura »eune, sacny:JIC)ljy CMPT, unalC He CaMO UlTO CaMU uune TO, ueto oootipaeaiy U OPYZUMa xoiu 4UHe TO (PHMh>. I, 32)". HMajyhH nax y BHAY oneT APYro MOPaAHO npaBHAO no KOMe ce 'lOBeKY He ypa'lYHaBa oaaj rpex na xojn ·ce OH He caraaurasa H aa KOjH He rrpacraje, Bah>aCe ceTHTH -pexa an. Jlaaaa: "He npuciaj Y rybe zpujexe. Apxu ce6e 'tucra. Jep uexujex cy /Ioyou zpujecu n03HaTU xoju nanpujeo eooe na cyO, a nexujex uoy 3a 1bUMa (1. THM. 5, 22-23)".

I' p e x H 3 3 a 6 0 p a B HOC T H '!HHH 'IOBeK xaaa 3Ha 3aKOH, MH na H.era 3a60paBh>a npHAMKOM spmea,a rpexa. Tpex OBe spcre AOAa3H350r cAa60CTH'IOBeKOBe npHpOAe 0 'leMY anOCTOA llaBAe rosopa: ,,3aJeOH je oyxoeau, a ja CaM TjellecaH, (re) npooau noi> zpujex; [ep He 3HaM tara 'tUHUM, jep He 'tUHUM OHO UlTa xohv, nezo na Ul.TO Mp3UM OHO 'tUHUM (PHMh>. 7, 14--15)". OTYAa IlpeMYAPH COAOMOH yMecHo caservje: "Y30aj ce Y Tocnooa ceujeu cpueu ceojuu, a na ceoj pa3yM He ocnauai ceo Ha ceujeu nyroeuua ceoiuu uua] Ta na liMY, u OH he ynpaenatu CTa3e Teoje (llpH'Ie 3, 5--6)".

r p e x no C A a (5 0 C T H '!HHH 'lOBeK KOjH ce HCTHHa OAYnape rpexy, aAH ra najrrocae yqHHH, He MoraBWH My OAOAeTH. 0 TOMe oner anOCTOA Ilaaae OBaKO BeAU: "MMaM paooct y 3aICoHY Do:neujeMY no YHyrpaUl.1beM noejexy; aIIU euouu opyzu. 3aKOH y yOUMa ceojuua, tcoju ce cynporu 3aKoHY yMa uojeta, u sapotinaea Me saxouou tpujexoenujeu xoju je y YOUMa MOjUM (PHMh>. 7, 22-23)". Ho TO He 3Ha'IH Aa rpexose rpeoa npHllHCHBaTH h>YACKOj cAa60cTH, jep lby He rpefia npeYBeAH'IaBaTH H CMaTpaTH ce CAa- 6HjMM Hero WTO je yCTBaPH.

.I'ocnoo je Myoap, YCTaI!e na OOM neeananujex IbYou u na OHe xoiu nOMa:JIC)l OHUMa xoju wune 6e3aIC01be ... Tocnoo he suixnytu PYKOM ceoiou, re he naCTU nOMaza't, nauihe u onaj JeOMe noMaxce, u ceu he sajeano notuuytu (Hc.31, 1-2)".

Ilopea H3AO)KeHOr Ha'lHHa rpemersa 'IOBeK MO)Ke Oo)KHjy MHAOCT He CaMO Aa YAah>H OA ce6e, HO H Aa Y cOOH nornvno yraCH H nOCAeAlbY HCKPY AYXOBHor )KHBOTa H Y TaK03BaHHM TV-

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.Jep aKO KP6 jYH'tuja u [apnuja, u neneo ivH'tUH, noxponueusu 1bOM onotauene, oceehyje Ita rjenecny nuctory; a KaMO /lU Helie 1Cp6 XpuCTa, 1COjU AYXOM Ceetuieu ce6e npuuece 6e3 xpueuue Boty, O'tUCTUTU caeject ltaUly 00 MpTeujex ojena, oa CllYXUMO liD'lY JlCU60Me U UCTUHOMe (Jesp. 9, 13-14)".

rpex HO YCTBapH aajrexct, /le1bOCT. If TaKO, AaKAe: )KelDa, noraea H cpue KPHjy y ce6H Tm ceAaM rpexosa, KOjH ce 30BY OCHOBHH HAH rAaBHH CMpTHH rpexosa (,,rpHjeXH ceAMH Marepej"), xoja, ~O WTO heMO BHAeTH, 36HA>a pabajv MHOWTBO APymx rpexosa. \ TOM H3AafaJLy MH heMO ce AP)KaTH rsaxonor YCTaA>eHOr peaa.

E. TElIlKH HAlf CMPTHH rPEXOBH

,,AKO /lU penetu Y CPlIY C60M: 3aUlTO Me TO 3ai>ecu? 3a MHOUlT60 6eaalC01ba reoieia (JepeM. 13, 22)".

A. fOP AOCT je vnopebeaa ca 3MHjOM xoja )KHBH Y 'IOBeKY, a CB. JOBaH AeCTBH'IHHK je Y 23. noVUH Ha3HBa "OaBOACKHM npoHaAaCKOM", na xao TaKBa OHa je "OA6ammaILe Bora, npeapeise A>YAH, MajKa OCYOHBalba, HeAOHOW'le nOXBaAa, 3HaK HenAOAHOCTH A\'We, nperesa CHAaCKa C ¥Ma, xpaaan naaa, Y3POK 6ecHHAa, H3BOp ~Ba, BpaTa AHQeMepja, rpaA oaBOAa, qyBap H PH3HHua rpeXOBa, yaPOK HeMHAOCpOa, aeaaaae cavsemha, )KeCTOKH yqHTeA>, 6e3'1aBe'IHH CYAHja, npOTHBHHK Eory, KOpeH XYAe, KOpeH CAaBOA>y6A>a, cpeaaaa YHH)KaBalba 6AHJKlbm, 6eCTHAHO npasaae CBOjHX TPYAOBa, CaMOXBaAHCalbe Y cpuy, M.p)Klba rrpessa H306AH'1aBalbY, oA6auaaarse EO)f(Hje noaoha, Y3Aalbe Y ce6e H CBOjy Moh - jeAHoM pexjy: rOPAOCT je OaBOACKa aapas, IIpemOCTaBHMO, BeAR ~ AecTBH'lHHK, Aa HMa ABaHaecr HeBaA>aAHX crpacrn, HO aKO AParaBOA>HO 3aBOAHW jeAHY OA lbm - rOPAOCT, TO he OHa jeana acrryHHTH MeCTO CBm OCTaAHX jeAaHaeCT". If TaKO, AaKAe, rOPAOCT paba:

1) n p e a a p a rs e, 2) o c y b a a a es e, 3) AHueMepje, 4) CAaBOA>y6A>e, 5) YHH)KaBalbe, 6) c a a o x a a a a c a is e, 7) c a a o v a a a rs e, 8) c a a o n p a a a a is e, 9) o n a a a rs e, 10) He- 3aXBaAHOCT, 11) n p o r a a e e rs e, 12) HenOKopHOCT.

fOPAOCTH je npOTHBHa BpAHHa C M H P e HOC T BAH K P aTO C T aa KOjy CB. 3AaTOYCT 'IeCTO nvra KaJKe Aa je "TeMeA> name CPHA03<><pHje". CBeTH Maxapaje BeAHKH KaJKe: "CMHpeHH HHKaAa He rraaa, KYAa he H naCTH ona] KO je HH)f(H OA CBHjy? AOK je roPAOCT (BHCOKOYMA>e) BeAHKO YHH)Kelbe, AOTAe je CMHpelbe C APyre crpaae BeAHKa BHCHHa, 'IaCT H AOCTOjaHCTBO". 3aTo IIpeMYAPH Capax H roBOPH KaKO he ce cMHpeHowhy H3Ae'lHTH OA ropAOCTH: ,,qei>o, y 1CPOTOCTU useptuy] oena T60ja, U eonehe re C6aKU 't06eK; 'tUM cu eehu, TUM ce eutue nOHU3)lj, na heu: nahu. MU/lOCT KOO Tocnooa. MHOlU cy eucoxu U cnaeuu, a/lU ce lCpDTKUMa otxpuea raiua. Jep eenuxa je CU/la Tocnooua U CMupeHU je npocnaenajy (17-20)".

CBaKH Te)KaK rpex Ha3HBa ce CMPTHHM rpexosa H lbera qHHH CBaKH qOBeK y nOTnyHOM yspacrv H ca nornvaoa caemhy H BOA>OM, npeaeeperaama A>y6aB rrpeua Borv H npeaa CBOMe 6AHJKlbeM. TaKaB ce rpex Ha3HBa CMpTHHM aaro WTO je y 'IOBeKY YMPTBHO CBaKY HCKPY AYXOBHor )KUBOTa, y TOAHKOj MepH, Aa je 'IOBeK aa60paBHo CBOj Y3BuweHH nOOHB H oapeberse, BeaaBWH ce HeKA>yqHBO sa 3eMaA>CKO H npoaaao. TaKBe lbYAe CBeTO IlHCMO aa- 3HBa MpTBHMa (B. Marej 8,22; 1. JH. 3,14). IIOpeA rora rpex ce Ha3HBa no CBOjOj BeAH'IHHH CMPTHHM H saro, WTO 'IOBeKa, AHWaBajyhH uapcraa He6ecKor, rypa y CMPT Be'IHY (1. Kop. 6, 9--10).

TewKH rpeXOBH ce AeAe aa rpa apcre, Y npBy BpcTy AOAa3e rAaBHH HAH OCHOBHH CMPTHH r p e x o a a: y APYry: r p e x 0 B H n pOT H B Y C BeT 0 r a A y x a H Tpeliy: r p e x 0 B H BanHjyliH Ha He6~

)K. rAABHH HAlf OCHOBHH CMPTHH I'PEXOBH

fAaBHH BAH OCHOBHH CMPTHH rpeXOBH, 6YAyhH Aa pabajy CBe OCTaAe rpexose, no CB. JOBaHY 3AaTOYcry jecy ,,MaTH CBm 6oAec· TH H crpaaarsa", 3a Y3poK H KOpeH nOCTaHKa OBm rAaBHHX BAH OCHOBHHX CMPTHHX rpexoaa CB. JOBaH Borocaos KaJKe: .Jep cee UlTO je na ceuiety, rjenecna :JtCelba, U :JtCelba O'tujy, U noHOC XUeota nuje 00 Oua; neto je 00 oeoza ceujeta (1. JH. 2, 16)". 113- OBm anocroxoaax pe'IH H3Aa3H jacao Aa rexecaa )KelDa, BAH rpex rexa, paba: np0:JtC0plbueoCT U 6/lyO, a )KelDa o'IHjy: 3aeuCT U cpe- 6polby6lbe, AOK nOHOC )KHBOTa, BAH rpeca cpua pabajy: ZOpOoCT U 3IlonaMhe1be, a HaA CBHMa uapy]e, na npsa noraea HajHeBHHHj»

E. CPEEPOloYEloE. YIlHTaAH asa Hcaajv: WTa je cpe6poA>y6A>e? OH OAfQBOPHO: "HeBepCTBO Bory xoje ce cacroja y TOMe WTO ce OHO TPYAH Aa reee He aaaaxae aa o6eliaaa Bo)f(Hja H A>y6aB, HO Aa re HMaxue CMPTOHOCHHM 3aAOBOlbCTBHMa". A CB.

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AecTBJNHHK Y 16. novua xaace: "CpoopoIDy6IDe je KAaH.albe RAOAH.lda, hepxa neaepcraa, orrpaaaaae ce6e CBOjHM lIeMoliHMa, rrperCKa3HBaq CTapOCTH, BeClIHK rAaAH, norabax 0 cynm. Cpe6poiby6aQ je XYAHTeID Jesaabezsa H AparOBOibliH OACTYllllHK. Oaaj KOjH je crexao npaay iby6aB, paCTOtJHO je 1I0BaQ; a KO roBOPH Aa HMa H jeaao H APyro raj CaM ce6e napa .•. Cpe6poiby6ibe jecre H lIa3HBa ce xopen CBHjy saaa (1. THM. 6, 10); OHO je 3aHCTa TaKO, jep npOH3BOAH MP)KH.Y, Kpaoy, 3aBHCT, oABajalbe OA 6AH)KH.HX, CBaoy, cMyneH.a, aaonaaherse, rH.eBibHBOCT H y6HjcTBa". OTVAa Capax H xazce: "MHOZU naoouie 360z 3AaTa, U teuxoea ce nponact ootoou npeo nuues: 1bUXOeUM (31, 6)".

TIOpeA Ha6pojeHora, cpe6poiby6ibe paba JOIII H caeaehe rpeXOBe:

1) AaKOMCTBO, 2) AHXBapeH.e, 3) MHTO, 4) TBpAHqAYK, 5) CaMO)KHBOCT, 6) y r rs e r a a a rs e, 7) KPHBY Mepy, 8) n o n e p a rs e Meoa, H 3aY3HMaH.e r y b e 3eM" ibe, 9) n o r p v, 10) Y3HMaH.e a a A o r a H APyro.

AeK npOTHB cpe6poiby6iba jecre A06potJHHCTBO (MHAOCTHH.a) xoja ce noxasvje y Aape)KibHBocTH, pasvue ce y Pa3YMHOj MepH IIITeAibHBoIIIny, jep OBOj aacvrrpor CTOjH pacunatee, xao BPAO BeAHKH rpex, xoje HAe aa IIITeTV H AHqllY, H nOpOAHQe H 6AH)KH.era.

OBO BOAHnaAY, jep: "Xone AU ICO Y3eTU OZ1ba y teeopa, a xanane oa MY cene ynaAe? Xohe AU ICO XOOUTU no :JICueOId YZJbee,n,y, a noze oa He o:JICe:JICe. Taxa tiuea 1C0ju uoe IC :JICeHU ryboj; Helle 6UTU 6e3 xpueuue xoje zoo ce OOTaICHe (TIpJNe 6, 27-29)". A anOCTOA TIaBAe YU030paBa 6AYAHHKe H npeiby60qHHQe: "EAyoHuijUMa U npe,n,y60'lUHijUMa cyouhe Boz (Jenp. 13-4)".

BeAlNHHY 6AYAHOra rpexa Aeno je npaxasao CB. JOBaH AecBJNHHK y 15 rAaBH csoje AecTBHQe y cAeAeneM: "JeAaH MYAPH '<IOBeK ynvrao MH je CTpallIHO mrrarse: 'Koja je rpex nOCAe '10- BeKoy6HcTBa H oapexersa OA Xpncra, HajTe)KH?' M xaaa caa ja OArOBopHO: jepec, OH TaAa pexe: 'A KaKO UpKBa npHMa [eperaxe H YAocTojaBa HX npaxemha CBeTHM rajaaaa qHM aliaTeMHUIY csojv jepec; MeoYTHM, onora KOjH je yqHHHO 6AYA, MaAa je H HCnOBeAHO caoj rpex H npecrao Aa ra qHHH, oAAyqaBa roAHHY H aanre roaaaa OA npetJHCTHX TajHH, xao IIITO H sanoseaajv TlpaBHAa CBeTHX anOCTOAa'? - Ja caM 6HO nopazcea He3HalbeM CBOjHM, na je TO He3HaH.e OCTaAO neaaarse H 6e3 paapeinersa".

. BAYA paba: 1) He'lHCTe 60AecTH, 2) KpaTKOBe'lHOCT, 3) CHPOTHH.Y, 4) n o u p a a e rs e YMa, 5) p a aB p a r HOC TB Oib e , 6) 3 a T y n ib H BaH. e A y III e B H H X C n 0 - C06HOCTH, 7) YAaibeH.e OA Bora H APyrO.

AeKoBH npOTHBy 6AYAa jecy QeAOMYApeHOCT, '1HCTOTa YMa, aenopovnocr, Y3AP)KJbHBOCT TeAa, YMepeHoCT y jeAY H nHny. JeAaH CBeTH '10BeK, AeqeliH ce OBHM BpAHHaMa, nocrarao je BeOMa BHCOK crenea .mcTOTe. JeAHOM npHAHKOM cpeo ce OH ca He06JNHO AenOM )KeHOM H ra AenOTa OBe xceae AH)Ke aeroee OqH K He6y Te npOCAaBH TBoPQa H OA caaora BHOeH.a 6aIII re AenOTe AYIIIa ce lberOBa pacnaaare iby6aBiby rrpeua Bory H OA paAOCTH npOAH cyae. 3aucTa AHBHa nojaaal lIITo je HeKOMe MorAO Aa 6YAe ypBHHa nponacra, TO je H.eMY nOCAY)KHAO Aa A06Hje BeHaQ CAaBe.

r. 3ABMCT je 3HaK xoaexose TeAeCHOCTH xoja RAe qaK H AO xmnaaaaa )KllBOTa, jep 3aBHAibHBaQ je caM ce6H nerrpajarezs, DH caM Y ce6H HOCH OTPOB, xoja nOCTeneHO aAH CHrypHO TPyje H y6Hja. OA 3aBHCTH qOBeKOBOM "oyxy 6uea MylCa (Ilponosea, 4, 4)", jep: ,,3aeuCT je TpyAe:JIC y 1C0CTUMa (Tlpaxe 14, 30)". A 6paT rOCnOAH.H no TeAY xaxce: "foje je saeuct U ceaba onoie je HeCAOza U cealCa 3Aa cteap (JaK. 3, 16)", TO jeer, OA 3aBHCTH rrpoHCTHqe csaxojaxa MP)KH.a, a HapOqHTO Mp)KH.a 360r A06pa 6AH)KH.era cnora, H3 xoje ce pabajv qaK H na He60 sanajvna rpexosa. OTYAa H rrpopox ynosopaaa caaxora KOjH 3aBHAH, Aa je TV "zpex eeti na epatuua (I Mojc. 4, 7)", a anOCTOA Ilerap caservje: ,,00- 6aijUTe cealCY saeucr U nalCOCT (1. Ilerp. 2, 1)", jep: "Ayx 1C0ju Y naua ocueu MP3U na saeuct (JaK. 4, 5)".

B. SAY A. CB JOBaH AeCTBJNHHK HaBOAH CB. MAHjy KPHTcxor KOjH BeAH: ,,Ie AH KO srpenrao? Hexa ce BpaTH HCTHM rrvTeM, KOjHM je H CKpeHYO. Ha npauep: aKO je KO YCTHMa oA6aQHO Bora, OH MO)Ke nOHOBO YCTHMa Aa ra HcnOBeAH. AKO je KO pYKaMa noxpao 6AH)Klbera, OH MO)Ke caoje HMaH.e pvxaaa Aa paaaa CHpOMaCHMa. MCTO TaKO 6HBa H y APyrHM rpecaua. AAH onaj KOjH je srpeurao npOTHB '1HCTOTe TeAa H AYllIe, He MO)Ke ce BpaTHTH HCTHM nyTeM KOjHM je nao aeh APyrHM, TO jeer: nAa'leM, nOCTOM H y3- AHCaH.eM. 3aTO cerpex 6AYAHH H Ha3HBa HapOqHTO n a A •.. Jepec je YAaibeH.e YMa OA HCTHHe H rpex YCTa HAH [esaxa. BAYA je rpex uexora TeAa KOjH KBapH H pynm CBa ooeharsa H CHAe TeAeCHe II AYllIeBHe, H noramsvje y '10BeKY CAHKY H nOA06Hje BO)KHje, 3aTO ce H Ha3HBa naA".

AaKAe, 6AYA je ABOCTPYKO CMPTaH rpex; CMpTaH je no AYllIY, a y6HcTBeH H no TeAO OHHX KOjH ra npOBOAe.OTVAa anOCTOA TIaBAe H caservje: "Ee:JICuTe 00 6Ayoa, jep ceaxu zpujex 1C0ju 'loejelC 'lUHU U3eaH iuiena [e, a xoju ttUHU 611Yo, ou tpujeuui ceoue TujeAY (1. Kop. 6, 18)".

BAYA ce MO)Ke npOBOAHTH na pasae HatJHHe, na npmrep:

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3aBHCT paba: 1) r rs e a , 2) c a a b v , 3) KAeBeTY, 4) n p e s a p v , 5) nOTCMex, 6) p o n r a rs e , 7) p y ac e is e , 8) A a )1(, 9) 0 C 0 e T Y H APyre rpexose.

3aOHCT ce Ae'lH CBaKOM A06pOM P8Aowliy, a HapO'IHTO paAOwliy 360r A06pa 6AH)Klf>era.

je: ,,3AonaMlielf>e HCIIylf>elf>e rrseaa, '1ysalf>e rpexosa, MP)l(H.a rrpeMa rrpaaaa, rrponacr BpARHe, pba AyweBHa, UPB ¥Ma, nocpazszeeIf>e MOARTBe, npecenarse MOA>eH.a, orvberse A>y6aBH, KAHH8U 3a~ AeH y AYWY, aenpajarno ocehaise, oropxerse, rpex aenpecraaa, HeYMopHo rrpecrynarse 3aKOHa, cBaKoTpeHVTHa 3Ao6a".

Ilopea Ha6pojaHora aaonaaheae paba jour rpa crpaunra rpexa: Hac H A> e , r o rs e If> e H H 3 A a j C T B 0 •

AeK npOTHBY aaonaaheaa jecre npanrraae, '1Hja je Moli HeH3MepHa: "OnpoCTU yepeoy OIlU:»C1beMY ceou, na lie raoa lCaOa ce oyoezu MOIIUO DOZY OUTU pasopeuiena reoiu zpecu (Capax 28, 2)". Ilopea rrpanrrarsa CBeTH OUR npenopyqyjy H ceharse na crpaAalf>e XPHCTOBO xoje HCUCA>yje aaonaaheae,

E. AElbOCT. Aelf>OCT je ABojaKa. llOCTOjH AyxoBHa AeIf>OCT, xoja ce Ha3HBa YHHHHje. YHHHHje no yqeIf>Y CBeTHX oraua AOAa3H OA Tora, WTO y '10BeKY aexa crpaxa Boxcajer. Ilo pe'lHMa CB. AeCTBH'lHHKa y 13 rrovmc ,,AeIf>OCT je pacAa6A>eHOCT Aywe, MaAIlKcaAOCT YMa, rrpeaeeperaaaae nOABHra, Mp)I{lf>a npesra 3aBeTHMa, onaaas Bora, To60)I{e Aa je OH HeMHAOCTHB H He'lOBeKOA>y6HB; Aelf>OCT je y nesarsv ncaaaaa H AYXOBHHX necaxra cAa6a, a y MOARTBH HeMoliHa, y TeAeCHOM CAywaIf>Y 'IBpCTa xao raozcbe, y noCAYWHOCTH AuueMepHa". tIoBeK KOjH je AYXOBHO AeIf> rpenra 0 npav upKBeHY sanosecr, xoja rAaCH: ,,MOAHTH ce DOry, nocehaBaTH peAOBHO 60rocAY)I{eIf>a (aeneprsa, jvraprsa, CB. ARTyprnjy, 3aTHM BPWHTH nporracaae AOMalie MOARTBe)". Apyra nax BpCTa AeIf>OCTH jecre TeAeCHa AeIf>OCT HAH Hep8A. lby je OBaKO HaCARKao llpeMYAPH COAOMOH: .Hoox MUMO 1buey «oeexa neua U MUMO eunozpao «oeexa 6e3YMHa. H zne, tieiue cee sapacno y rptee, U cee noxpuo '11Ca.tb, U otpaoa UM xaueua paseaneua; H euoeetau Y3ex na YM, U ZIleoax U noyuux ceo AolC uano npocnaeaui, OOIC MallO npoopeuatu, o01e uano CIC/lOnUtu pyxe oa nO'1UHeZU .y TOM lie ooliu cupouautteo reoie xao nYTHulC U ocxyouua T80la xao opyocat« '10eeIC (Ilpase 24, 30-34)". Orvza csera OUR Aelf>OCT H3- jeAHaqyjy ca KpaboM, a npenOA06HH Je<i>THMHje BeARKH, yqeliH TPYAOA>y6A>Y, roBOPHO je BPAO 'IeCTO Aa KO jeae XAOO 6e3 csora TPYAa, ra] jeae, OAHOCHO Kp8Ae TybH TPYA. 3aTO anOCTOA ~aBAe H aapebvje: ,,Ko Helie oa paou da U He lede (2. COA. 3, 10) .

AeIf>OCT paba: 1) KAOHYAOCT, 2) He3aXBaA1I0CT, 3) p a a o x a p e rs e , 4) p a c n a x y h c r a o , 5) n p a a a o a e pC T B 0, 6) K P a 0 Y, 7) 0 'I a j a If> e H APyre rpexose.

AeK npOTHB oae BpCTe Aelf>OCrn H AyxoBHe 11 reaecae, jecre TPYAOA>y6HBOCT H MHcao 0 llOCAeAlf>eM - CrpawHOM CVAY·

A. llPO)KAPfoHBOCT - HEYMEPEHOCT V JEAV H rraBY jecre cno]e spcre HAOAOnOKAOHCTBO, jep xao WTO Ka)I{e anoCTOA Ilaaae: "lbuxoe 60z je TPOYX U 1buxoea enaea ie y 1buxoey CPaMy, OHU MUClle na 3eMa.tbCICO (<l>HAH6A>. 3, 19)". CBeTH JOBaH AeCTBH'IHK Y 14 rAaBH BeAR: "YnHTajMo npejeaaise, oaor aaurer aenpajarezsa, a 'IaK H najraaaaajer soby HawHX 3AHX nerrpajareA>a, apara CTpaCTH, KaKBa cy aeroaa He3aKOHHTa Aeua? - IlpsoPOAHH Moj CHH jecre 6AYA, a APyrn nOCAe isera jecre oropxetse (OTBPAAOCT) cpua, a rpeha jecre CaIf>HBOCT. Mope 3AHX nOMHCAR, TaAaCH npA>aBWTHHa, Ay6HHa Hen03HaTHX H HeHCKa3aHHX He'lHC~ roha OA MeHe npoH3Aa3H. Moje cy xhepa: AeIf>OCT, MHororoBOpA>HBOCT, APCKOCT, essex, oroaaparse ca nseaoa, HenOCAYWHOCT, H~ ocehajaocr, TaMIf>elf>e yMa, CaMOXBaAHCaIf>e, HarAOCT, A>y6aB npena CBeTY, a aa If>HMa cAeAyje osajarse, HajA>ylia OA CBHX CTpacTH".

Ilopea Ha6pojaHor HeYMepeHocT Y jeAY H nHhy paba H CAeAelie rpexose: 1) A Y x 0 B H Y A e If> 0 C T , 2) H a K A 0 HOC T H c a a b a ss a H 60p6H, 3) TeAeCHe 60AecTH, 4) n rrj a H C T B 0 H T.A., re oTYAa je Y nOTnYHocTH TatJHa Cnpaxosa xoacraraunja: ,,360z npecuhenoctu MHOZU yMpezue, a ICO ce 'lye a npooyxcuhe ceo] 3ICueOT (37, 34)".

AeK npoTHBY npO)I{ApA>HBOCTH je YMepeHocT H nOCT, a cehaIf>e aa CMpT CHAHO parvje nporan OBe onaxe CTpaCTH, jep je OHO xao BPAHHa paBHO MOAHTBH, na '1aK H Belie OA OBe, KaKO K3)I{e jeAaH CBeTHTeA>. 0 YMepeHOCTH llpeMYAPH COAOMOH OBaKO caaerv]e: "Kao nabetu Mea, [eou ICOIIUICO TU [e oocta, oa He 6u ua[eetuu ce za U30/byeao za (Tlpaxe 15, 16)". A WTO ce rase caMora nOCTa CB. JOBaH AeCTBH'lHK Y HCTOj 14 rAaBH xaace: "llOCT je raurerse rexecaora pasropeaarsa, HCTpe6A>elf>e AYKaBHX nOMHCAR, ocaoeobesse OA npA>aBHX CHOBa, '1HCTOTa MOAHTBe, CBeTAO Aywe, 'Iyoalf>e YMa, HCTpe6A>elf>e aeocehajaocra cpua, apara yMH~ A>eIf>a, CMHpeHO Y3AHcalf>e, P8AOCHO coxpvmeae, 38AP)I{aBaH.e MHorOrOBOPA>HBOCTH' Y3POK hyraua, crpazca nocAYWHoCTH, OAaK~ nrarse CHa, 3ApaBA>e TeAa, Y3POK 6e3crpawlia, paaapenrerse rpeXOBa, spara Paja H He6ecKo aacaabaaarse".

B. 3AOllAMBElbE aa xoje je llpeMYAPH COAOMOH pexao: .Ha oeo Mp3U Tocnoo: cpue xoje JCYje 311e MUCIIU, note xoje OP30 Tp'1e na 3110 (Ilpase 6, 18)", a CBeTH AeCTBH'lHHK Y 9 noyna Aa

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"H He ozeanotahaeaite CeeTozaAyxa Eo:JICu· [eta, KOjUjeM CTe saneuaheuu. 3a oan U36aeibe1ba (E<pec. 4, 3~)''.

Rill 6ap )KeAH CBeTAOCT. OBAe Ayma IIyTyje no MpaKY H Ha3HBa :wpaK cserxourhv. KaAqOBeK HeMa HHMaAO BOA.e Aa ce cnace, Bor Be )KeAH CHAOM Aa ra cnacaBa".l09

V OBOM CMHCAY rosopa H CB. Aranaca]e BeAHKH: "Tpe6a A06po ona3HTH Aa XPHCTOC HHje pexao, Aa Helie 6HTH onponrraja OHOMe, KOjH je XYAHO aa Cseror Ayxa, nax ce rroxajao, Ben OHOMe, KOjH XYAH, AaKAe, KOjH nerrpecraao ocraje Y XYA.elbY; jep rrpano noxajarse paaspemaaa CBe rpexe".110

BAa)KeHH TeO<pHAaKT, ryMaqenH roprse CnaCHTeA.eBe pesa, KOA an. H [en. Mareja 0 xYAH aa Avxa Cserora xazce: ,,hJYAH KOjH rpeme Y CBeMY APyroMe, jonr ce HeKaKO MOry H3BHHHTH H A06HTH orrpourraj no Bo)l<HjeM caacxobessv rrpeua cAa60cTH JbYACKOj. Ha rrpastep, OHH KOjH cy I'ocnoaa Ha3HBaAH H3eAHUOM H najaaano«, APyroM uapaanxa H rpeunmxa, MOry A06HTH onponrraj aa TO. Ho xaaa BHAe Aa OH qHHH HecYMlbHBa qYAa, H MenYTHM XYAe Ayxa Cserora, oaaa KaKO MOry A06HTH orrpourraj aI<.O ce He noxajv"?

Ji3 Teo<PHAaKTOBHX pesa He rpeoa norpenmo 3aKJbyqHTH Aa ne ce najaaa CBH cnacra KaKO je TBPAHO Opnrea, xao If Aa he MYKaMa y IIaKAY AohH xpaj, TO jeer, Aa lie ce rpeWHHUH 6aw OBHM MYKaMa OqHCTHTIf H caCTaTH ca npaaesmmaua. 360r OBaK· nor cxsararsa U;pKBa nnje Oparena YBpcTHAa Y pea CBeTHX, aAH ra je rrpasnaaa yqHTeJbeM lbeHHM. Ho OBOM npHAHKOM MH casto YKa3yjeMo na TO, Aa je I'ocnoz, Hcyc same nvra YKa3ao na Beq· HOCT uapcrna BO)I(Hjer H BeqHOCT MYRa y IIaKAY (B. Mapxo 9. 44; yrrop. Hc. 66, 24).

AocAeAHo OBOMe nOCTaBJba ce H mrraae onpaBAaHOCTH M0- AHTBe KOjy U;pKBa qHHH aa YMpAe If aa xora ce CBe OHa npoCTHpe.

Kao WTO CMO BHAeAH H3 Teooaaaxrosor TBPDelba, CBH OHH xoja cy yqHHHAH rpex npOTHB Ayxa Cneror, xao H CBaKH ApyrH rpex, MOrAH cy A06HTH onponrra] H cnacra ce aKO cy XTeAIJ,aAH caao AOK cy jour 6HAH aa 3eMJbH. OTYAa H Halla CBeTa U;pKBa yqH, Aa CBH OHH KOjH cy YMPAH Y OBOM CMPTHOM rpexy a HHCY ce XTeAH noxajara aa )l(HBOTa, He A06Hjajy orrponrraj HH rope na He6y. U;PKBH je 3a6paH>eHO Aa aa TaKBe rrpmta )KpTBe YMHAOCTHBJbelba H npHHOCH MOAHTBe. OTYAa ce U;PKBa H He MOAH Bory aa caMoy6Hue, YMpAe OTnaAHHKe H OHe KOjH cy AejcTBa CseTor A yxa Ha3HBaAH AeAHMa naBOJbHM. V IIpaBocAaBHoM acnoseAalbY, y OAfOBOPY na 92. naraise, CTOjH: ,,MOAHTH rrpefiaarora Bora H aa jepernxe H paCKOAHHKe, Aa ce oopare Y rrpaaocxasay sepv, npe Hero WTO OAY H3 caaannser )l(HBOTa". U;pKBa ce, AaKAe, MOAH Bory aa OHe YMpAe, KOjH cy ce KajaAH sa caoje rpexose,

Ilocroja H APvra BpCTa TewKBX HAM CMPTHHX rpexosa Y KOjy AOAa3e rpeXOBH nporan Ayxa CBeTOra. Y OBe rpexose y6pa. jajy ce:

1) Il p e x o a e p a o H Hepa3YMHo Y3Aalbe y MHAOCTBo)KHj y, 2) o x a j a n a rs e 0 MHAOCTH BO)Kj oj H c n a c e rs y , 3) n p o r n a e e rs e n o a a a r o ] HCTHHH, 4) 3aBHCT 360r TYDe c p e h e , 5) n e n p a a a rs e AO- 6por c a s e r a , 6) TBPAorAaBO o c r a j a rs e Y n e n ox a j a rs y , 7) r o rs e rs e U;pKBe, 8) OAnaAHHIllTBO OA C B e Te n p aBO C A a B H e Be P e , 9) 60 r 0 x Y ACT B 0, 10) 6 e 3 6 0 )K H H W T B 0, 11 ) H e B e P j e , 12) p a B H 0 A Y III HOC T Y n e p a , 13 CYMlba, 14) a c a e j a a a rs e CBeTHX CTBap a , 15) CBe TOTaTCTBO (x p a b a H OTMHua CBeTHX H UP K B e H H X C T B a p n ) , 16) C HMO H H j a H APyrn rpeXOBH, KOjH croje y Be3H ca CBHMa OBHMa H, aajsaa, 17) x Y A a H a A y x a C BeT 0 r a, sa xojv CnaCHTeJb xazce: "CeaKU zpujex u xy/Za onpoctuhe ce ibYOUMa; a na Ayxa Ceetoza xyna Helie ce onpocturu ibYOUMa (MaT. 12, 21)".

Aa 6HCMO 60Jbe pa3YMeAH OBe Cnacarezseae pesra aaaeurneMo erracxona Haxoaaja: ,,IIITa je TO xyAa na Ayxa Caerora? - To je XYAa aa HcmHY H aa )KHBOT WTO je OA Bora Ayxa Cserora. Be3BepHHK, KOjH MP3H H rona HCTHny Bo)KHjy, xyAH na Ayxa. CaMoy6Hua, KOjH MP3H H y6Hja )l(HBOT y cefia, XyAH na Ayxa Jep je Ayx CBeTH Ha3BaT AYXOM HCTHHe H IIOAaTeJbeM )l(H3HH. V JOBaHoBoM JeBaHneJbY nanre, Aa je I'ocrroa Hcyc XPHCToe rpH nyra Ha3BaO Avxa CBeTOra - AYXOM HCTHHe (14, 26; 15, 62; 16, 13). Ko AaKAe OAPH'le H HCMeBa HCTHny, raj OAPH'le H HCMeBa Avxa Caerora, OAPH'le H HCMeBa Bora, KOjH je A y x H H C T H H a. 3awTo ce Taj rpex He MO)Ke onpocrura, nHTaW, Ka.A ce CBaKH APYrH rpex MO)Ke OnpOCTHTH? I'ae, 3aKXejy je orrpoIllTeHO cpe6pOJby6Jbe, )KeHH rpeumaua TeAecHH rpeca, Pa360jHHKY aa KPCry pa360jHHwTBa, H MHornM APyrHM MHorn APyrn rpeca, 3awTO ce OHAa He 6H OnpoCTHAO H OAPHUalbe HCTHHe, 6e3BepcTBO, HCMeBaH>e Bora Ayxa? 3aTO WTO TaMO HMa CTHAa H xajaisa a OBAe aeaa, TaMO qOBeK HaKO rpeura anax CTHAOM H CTpaXOM aeayjece sa Bora. OBAe nax ,CBe cy sese ca Boron npexaavre, H qOBeK 6e3BepHHK ce 6ecKpajHo H norrryao YAaibHO OA Bora. TaMO je CAa60CT, OBAe je yrrOpCTBO. Tasro Ayma rryrvje no MpaKy.

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3AH6cpoPaMa, TO jeer, AeAHMa xoja HHCy HH A06pa HH 3Aa. To cy, aa npaaep: nahe, rrymerse, arpe, neaaa,e, csapaae, maae, aa- 6aBe, passe cnoprcxe VTaKMHue, n030pHWTe, 6HocKon, rpxe, asAO)K6e, CBaA6e. <l>HAapeT MOCKOBCKH xaace: "CBeT csaarpa Aa cy MY aaoase TaKO norpefine y )KHBOTY, xao WTO je norpeoaa PM, xpaaa H OAMOP. OH MHCAH Aa )KHBH, 3a6aBlbajyhli ceo He, )KHBOT HHje nrpa, seh je OH BaJKHO AeAO. )KHBOT 3eMalbCKH je aa TO "JOBeKY, Aa 6H y fbeMY, Da)KjOM 6AaroAahy U CBOjOM CAo6oAHOM .BOlbOM, 3aCAY)KHO BeqHO 6AaJKeHCTBO. Ko je CBeCTaH ODOra, a paAH Y TOM LtHlbY xao WTO rpeoa, ra] TeWKO Aa he UKaAa Ao6uTH cA06oAHor apeMeHa 3a arpe H 3a6aBe". OrYAa sa caa Ta n06pojaHa AeAa vnpaso anOCTOA Ilaaae H Ka)Ke: "C6e MU je C/10600HO, MU nuje C6e 00 ICOpUCT (1. Kop. 6, 31)". Ho KaKO ee AeAO He MO)Ke OABOjHTH OA Y'lHHHOua H KaKO CBaKO AeAo H noeTynaK qOBeKOB HMajy YBeK HaMepy H J..tHIb, TO H aexa cpeaaaa H3Meoy A06pHX .H pbasax AeAa He MO)Ke Aa nocroja, 3aTO anOCTOA Ilaaae aa APY.rOM MecTY H BeMl: "AKO oaxne [eoere, aKO IIU nujete, alCo IIU opyto UlTO IlUHUTe, C6e na cnaey bOXUjy IlUHUTe (1. Kop. 10, .31)". AOCAeAHO OBOMe H AeBeTa, nocaeaaa, upxaeaa 3anOBeCT, YBHoajyhH onaCHOCT OA OBaKBHX Ha npBu norAeA 6e3a3AeHMX A~ Aa, napebvje OBaKO: "llpaBOCAaBHU xpmnhaua Aa He 6HBajy npn'CVTHH ua jaBHHM epaMOTHHM saoaaaaa H n030pHHuaMa, HUTU Aa oCAeAyjy BapBapCKHM 06HqajuMa, seh Aa ce OA lbUX Y3AP)KaBajy .KOARKO je rOA Moryhe".

Haj3M no nHTalbY HeOApebeHHX AeAa A06po je qVTH U CB. .Josana 3AaTOYCTa KOjU BeAR: "llpeAMeTa UMa TpojaKor poaa: jeAHH cy A06po H He MOry 6UTU 3AOM, xao na npaaep: ueAoMY.ApeHocT, MHAOCTUlba H TOMe CAHqHO; APyru cy 3AO U HUKM He MOry 6HTH A06poM, xao ua npaaep: paaspar, HeqOBeqHOCT, cyPOBOCT; rpeha 6uBajy 'lac OBO 'lac OHO, KaKO KaA npeua nacrpojelbY OHUX KOjU ce lbUMa KopHCTe, xao aa npauep: 60raTCTBO, ,6eAa, CAo6oAa, ponCTBO, BAaCT, OOAeCT, na H casta CMpT. CBe OBO .cnaaa y OBe cpexrse npeAMeTe, KOjU caMU no ce6u Huey HH A06pH HH 31\U, HO 6HBajy 3AOM BAH A06pOM rrpessa pacnoaozsersv IbYAH .H npessa ynOype6H Kojy IbYAH OA lbUX qUHe. Jep aKO 6u na npaMep ooraTCTBO 0nA0 AOOPO a 6eAa 3AO, OHAa 6H CBU ooraTU h>YAH ,6UAR A06pH a CBH 6eAHU 3AH; MebVTHM MH ce VBepaBaMO, Aa xao WTO UMa AOOPnx H 3AHX ooraTawa TaKO HMa U A06pHx U 3AUX cnpoaaxa, To ce HCTO MO:lKe OAHOCUTU H aa 3ApaBe U ooAecHe, .cA06oAHe Ii aapofizsene, CUTe U rAaAHe, na OHe KOjU cy Y BAaCTH H aa norsnnseae. qaK U CMPT Huje 3AO, jep MyqeHULtH cy CMphy !IIOCTaAR cpehaaja OA CBUjy.111

aAH HHCY CTHrAR Aa HX AOBOlbHO oKajy. II Dar rrpexo UPKBe, y HMe Aywa yMpAHX, npaxa H3 aamax PVKY XAe6, BUHO, sejraa, raajaa, MHAOCTUfbe, MOAHTBe, aero OHaKO, KaO WTO ce H 60Aecrn h>YAcKe Aeqe H HCUeh>yjy rrpexo nocpeanaxa, Aexapa. II IlpesryAPu CHPax 0CeTH0 je VTHLtaj oeora CBeTa aa oaaj, xao nrro ce OqHrAeAHO oceha VTHLtaj oaora CBeTa Ha oaaj. OH, na npmtcp, BeAR: .Bnazooar 006pux oena nexa 6yoe npeo C6aICUM XU6UM, MU U HaO MPT6a'leM He YCKpaliyj 06Y 6AaloiJaT (7, 36)". A anaCTOA Ilerap OTKPHO je jacno osaj VTuuaj KaAa BeAR: ,,3HaM Oa liy CICOpO OCTa6UTU TellO eeoie, xao UlTO MU xasa U Tocnoo nata Hcyc XpUCTOC. A nOTpyouliy ce oa ce u noclle Moje CMPTU MO:JICe-re Y6eIC cehatu 060la (2. Ilerp, I, 14--15)".

H. rPEXOBH BAllHJYBH HA HEOO

.Bosce seo], CTUOuM ce U CpaMUM ce noouzHYTU onu Moje IC reou, jep 6e3a1C01b(l nauia naMHOXUUle ce C6P:le ZIlaee U xpueuue nause 00· pactotae 00 oe6a (Je3AP. 9, 6)".

Haj3M norcoja H rpeha BpCTa TeWKUX BAH CMpTHHX rpeXOBa, KOjU ce 30BY rpeXOBU BanHjyhu aa He60. To cy OHH rpeXOBU, KOjH 300r csoje BeAH'lUHe, aenpaaae H rHYco6e BanHjy aa Heoo jow 1m OBOMe CBeTY aa OCBeTOM Da)KHjOM, a TO cy:

1) XOTUMHqHO y6HCTBO, 2) c o a o a a j a , 3) a p ebalbe H yrH>eTaBalbe c a p o a a x a , YAOBHua U c np o x a a a , 4) 3aKHAaH>e p a a a a s x e-u a j e a a a s x e n a a r e , 5) a e n o nr r o a a rs e H He6AaroAapHocT n p e-

qUMa.

Cse WTO je peseao aa rpexose npOTHS Ayxa Cserora MO)Ke ce yrAaBHOM OAHOCurn H na OBY BPCTY rpexosa.

J. HEOAPEBEHA AEAA

,,H cee UlTOZOO IlUHUTe pujelljy UJlU OjeJIOM, cee IlUHUT€ Y UMe Tocnooa Hcyca Xpucta xeanehu Bota U OJla ICp03a1b (KOAOW. 3, 17)".

Y lbyACKID4 AeARMa nocroje H TaKBa AeAa soja CBeTO nHCMO HapOqUTO He aapebvje Aa ce qHHe, HHTU UX nax aafipatsvje Aa ce He qHHe. TaKBa AeAa HeKH aasasajy HeOApeoeHUM AeAHMa HAll

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>iIe H .\pyre, H npeCTYJIaH>eM AaKIllHX AOKa3yjeMo Aa MH H TeLL:Be BCIl\'l:baBaMO no CBOMe aexary, a He 360r reuncohe Ca\UIX aa::J_J8eCTH. Taxo, penn MH, KaKaB je TPYA y TOMe Aa ce He pacrm:yje 0 TV5HM AeAHMa H He ocy5yjy rpecn 6AH)Klbera! HarrpOTHB, 33 paCIIHTllBaH>e H cy5eH>e 0 APyroMa norpeoaa je TPYA. A KO !:Ie. 'l\'BllIH OBO, Aa HaM nosepvje Aa CMO aanosecra napvumaa rro 6e36PIDKHOCTH, a He C HaMepoM H )Ke!oOM? •• MH, rro He06jallIH.HBOj 6e36PHJKHOCTH, qHHHMO OHO llITO ce MHorHMa qHHH TellIlOW. Ko xohe Aa HHIlITa He qHHH, Hero yueK Aa cnana, TOMe he ce, HecYMlbHBO, qHHHTH TelliKHM H Aa jeAe H Aa naje: HanpOTHB,_ _~y.\H 60APH HKOjH ce crapajv 0 ce6H He H36eraBajy HH OA neolia aanopaax H TellIKHX AeAa, Hero HM npacrvnajv ca BehoM cuexonrnv, Hero AH 6e36pH)KHH H carsasa xao BeOMa AaI<HM. Hesaa Huqera xaxor IlITO BeAHKa AelbOCT He 6H HaM npeTCTaBHAa BeOMa aanopaax H TeIliKHM; xao IlITO nesra Huqer nanopnor II remxor IlITO vcpbe II peBHOCT He 6H yqHHHAH BOOMa AaKHM. PeUII lotH IlITa 6H MorAO 6HTH rexce, Hero csaxor AaHa rpnera onacaoCTH xoje npere CMphy? IIa HIIaK 6AaJKeHH IIaBAe H TO je Ha3BaO .\aKHM, peKaBIlIH: jep caoauaea nauia .llaKa MyKa OOHOCU HaM 8eotHy U npexo C8aKe uepe CIla8Y (2. Kop. 4, 17). Haaa aa 6YAylie 'illHH AaKHM H OHO IlITO je caxro no ce6H TeIliKO. To je aaneo H caM IIaBAe, peKaBIlIH: naua KOjU He lIleOa.MO na 8UO.lbU8e cteapu Hew Ha neeuonuee ...

_ He MHCAHMO Aa sarroaecra Boacje naje Moryhe HCIlYHHTll; H caaa IIX MHOro ncrrvtsaaajv ... H Hxnja je MHCAHO Aa je OCTao caxr, aAH je qyo OA Bora 3a ceAaM XHA>aAa (III uapcrna 19, 18). OAaBAe ce BHAH Aa H caaa nocroje MHorH KOjH BOAe anOCTOACKH )KHBOT ... AKO MH He sepvjexro TOMe, TO naje 3aTO IlITO HeMa AO- 6pOAeTeA>HHX, Hero 3aTO IlITO MH caMH cvsaure MaAO qHHHMO. IIHjaHHua He MO)Ke AaKO Aa nosepv]e Aa nocroja HeKH qOBeK KOjH He IIHje ceM BOAe, Ma Aa OBO MHorH ncrrvtsanajy na Hallie OqH. IIOXOTA>HBau aehe OAMax Aa nosepvje Aa ce AeBHqaHCTBO MO)Ke CaqyBaTH. fpa6A>HBau nehe 6P30 nOBepOBaTH Aa nocroje A>YAH KOjH paao Aajy H cnoje. Taxo H OHH A>YAH KOjH CBaKOAHeBHO ce6e H3HypaBajy 6e36pojHHM 6pHraMa, Hehe 6P30 npHMHTH yqelbe 0 TOMe Aa qOBeK MO)Ke 6HTH cAo60AaH OA )KHBOTHHX 6pHra. A Aa cy MHOro HCnyHHAH OBO yqelbe, MO)KeMO AOKa3aTH IIPHMepOM OHHX KOjH ce H AaHac Ao6pOBOA>HO OAPuqy OA CBeTCKHX Y)KHBalba H rrpeaajv AYXOBHOM )KHBOTY·

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YrAaBHOM, eTO, TO 6H 60A0 aajocaosaaje caaaarse 0 rpexy y lUfA>y qYBalba OA isera H AP)KaJLa BpAHHe, xoja ce xao IIAOA nepe, IIOMOhy HaAe H A>y6aBH, cacroja y aaspmaaarsv vsasoaa BO)KHjer. 3aKoH nax OO)KjH ce aaspurvje CA060AHOM BOA>OM H Pa3YMOM ya OO)KHjy nosroh H3 A>y6aBH npessa Borv H 6AH)KlbeMY CBOMe. Ta A>y6aB jecre aajseha BpAHHa xpamhaacxa, jep, npexia CB. AHMHTPHjy POCTOBCKOM, A>y6aB xao BpAHHa je ycabeaa y AYIlIY OA Bora. "IDOM MH A>y6HMO Bora PaAH lbera cauor, BeAH osaj CBeTHTeA>, a 6AH)KH>era csora paaa Bora. fuy6aB ce jaBA>a Y H3BpllIelbyAeceT sanosecra, T.j. BO)KjHX aanosecra, xoje cy npeaaae Mojcejy aa ropa Canajcxoj aa TO, Aa 6H CBaKH qOBeK Morao 3HaTH IlITa je yroaao Borv a IlITO My je npOTHBHO".

Y UHA>y casaaisa IlITa je yroAHo Borv a IlITa My .je npOTHB- 80 MH hesro oBAe H3HeTH AeTaA>HO cue OHe rpexose KOjH cy IIpOTHBHH AeKaAory - BO)KjHM 3aIIoBecTHMa, BAaJKeHCTBHMa, XPHCTOBHM 3arrOBeCTHMa 0 A>y6aBH npesta Bory, 6AH)KlbeMY, ceoa caMHMa H U;pKBeHHM 3aIIOBeCTHMa. Ho npe Hero IlITO IIPHCTynHMO rOM AeTaA>HOM Ha6pajalbY rpexona, CaCTaBA>eHOM H3 anure H3BOpa, (HapOqHTO no II AeAY "IIpaBOCAaBHor HCIIOBeAalba", BYAraKOBY, AAMa30BY, Hesajeav, AjaqeHKY, XojHaUKoM H cpnCKOM MHTPOIIOAHTY MHxaHAy)112 naaenrhexro yqelbe CB. JOBaHa 3AaTOYCTa, xoje Hac y6enyje Aa BO)Kje 3anOBeCTH HHCY 'remxe. Taxo osaj CBeTHTeA> xaxce:

... Tenrxoha He rrpoacrase OA caojcrsa 3aIIOBecTH, Hero OA AelbOCTH Hallie. Onaj KOjH HX IIpHMH ca vcpbea, aaha he Aa cy AaKe H AaKO acrryrsase. 3aTo je XPHCTOC H pexao: uzo je Moje 61lazo U tipeue je uoie naxo (MaT. 11, 30). A Aa 6HCMO ce y6eAHAH Aa je TO 3aHCTa TaKO Aa AelbOCT MHoroMa H AaKO qHHH reurKHM, a ycpbe H remxo qHHH AaKHM, sa npaseep TOMe CAY)Ke Jenpejn KOjH cy, xpaaeha ce He6ecKoM MaHOM, pOIITaAH H )KeAeAH CMpT, a IIaBAe, MyqeH rAany, paaosao ce H BeCeAHO. OHH cy rOBOpHAH: oytua natua ucytuuna ce 00 uaue; useeo CU HaC oa nOMpemo y nyctuteu; sap He tieuse tpoooea y Eturtty (IV Mojc. 11, 6; II Mojc. 14, 11)? A IIaBAe je rOBopHO: paoyjeM ce y ccpaoa- 1-bUMa MOjUM U mTO He ooctaie CTpaOa1-bUMa XpUCToeUM y MOMe felly, [a ooeptuaeau 3a Hsetoeo reno, xoje je Il pxea (KOA. 1, 24). Y KaKBHM crpaaarsmra? Y rAaAH, )KenH, HarOTH, H y cBeMY APY-

rOM... •

- MH rpenraao IIoAjeAHaKO He caao rrpexra Te)KHM Hero H npena AaKIlIHM 3aIIOBeCTHMa, aapynraaajyha IIoAjeAHaKo H jeA-

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,,,4 ceaxu oa ucnura ceoje oieno u raoa he CaM y ce6u UMaru cnaey (Taaar. 6, 4)".

JeAaH MHCHOHap TYMa'IHO je AeceT DQ)KjHX 3aIJOBecTH. Kaaa je roaopao 0 npaoj 3aIJOBeCTH Bozcjoj, jeAaH ItPHaIl, KOjH ra je cAymao, roBOPHO je y Ce6H: "fpemaH CaM". HCTO TaKO KaAa je MHCHOHap TYMa"lHO AJ'yry 3aIJOBeCT Do)KHjy, ItPHaIl pexe y ce6H "fpemaH CaM". Taxo H npa TYMaqelbY H Tpelie H qeTBpTe H nere aanoaecra Do)KHje upaau je A03Hao Aa ce orpeumo H 0 Te sanoBeCTH, na je rOBopHO: "fpemaH caa", Ho KaAa je MHCHOHap aarOBeCTHO A,a he TYMaqHTH meCTY 3anOBeCT Do)KUjy, upaau cas aeceo, pese Y ce6H: "XBaAa Eory, HHCaM rpemaa, HHKaAa HHCaM HHKora y6HO H Bar Me CBe AO caAa CaqYBao OA Tora CTpamHora rpexa", Ho MHCHOHap je HaCTaBHO C TYMaqelbeM OBe mecre 3anOBeCTH H noasao npHCYTHe CA ymaOlte CAeAeliuM nHTalbHMa Aa ce y ce6H npecaainajy: ,,JeCTe AU MO)KAa y cpuy CBOMe rajHAn MP: )KlbY rrpesea 6AU)KlbHMa CBOjHM, jep TO je rpex npOTHBaH mecroj lio)Kjoj sarrosecra? - HAH CTe MO)KAa 3a)KeAeAH Aa HeKH. qOBeK HAH )l{eHa yMPY aa TO mTO 8M y HeqeMY 3aBHAHTe; H TO je rpex npOTHBaH ioecro] 3OO0BeCTH EO)Kjoj? - JeCTe AU AaKO pacnoxo)KeHH aa rtsen, caabv, OCBeTY, Tyqy; H TO cy rpexona npOTHBHH mecro] 3aUOBecTH Dox<joj? - JeCTe AH aexora naroaapaaa A,a y'lliHH HeKH rpex, HAn CTe CTBapaAH Pa3AOP Me~y CBOj~~ 6panOM H 6AIDKlbHMa; H TO je rpex nporaaau II.JeCTOj Do)l{jOj 3aU0BeCTH? ••. " A CHPOMax upaau, KOjH je jom aa npBOM nHTalbY noxeo Y ce6H Aa Y3AHJjle, xaea qy H ODO rnrrarse, lberOBO cpue nose CBe ja<re H jaqe KyUaTH H na Kpajy Ay60KO V3AaxHV na xasa MHCHOHap HCqHCAH CBa mrrarsa npOTlIBHa mecroj Boxcjoj 3anOBeCTH, npabe MY CMepHO H pexe: "YtIHTeA>Y, OA jYTPOC caa Ben same OA AeceT AHQa Ha Taj HaqHH y6HO. HHCaM HHKaAa HH nOMHCAHO Aa H TO MQ)Ke 6HTH TeWKH rpex KOjHM ce nOBpebyje mecra sa-

nOBeCT Do)KUja".

IIPBH 3AKOH liO)KJH

OBO je 3aKOH, KOjH AaAe I'ocnoa Bor CaBaOT HapOAY rrpexo lIeAHKOr caor H36paHHKa H npopoxa Mojceja na ropa Canajcxoj: 1. Ja CaM fOCDOA Bar TBOj H HeMOj IlMaTH APymx 6oroBa ·OCHM MeHe.

2. He o6o)l{aBaj HHKaKaB AIIK peaan HHTH HKaKBY CAllKY OA -oaora, WTO je rope aa He6y, HAIl AOAe aa 3eMA>H, HAIl y BOAR H HCDOA 3eMA>e.

3. He V3HMaj V3aAYA HMeua fOCDOAa Bora csojera. Jep Helie ,6HTH npan DpeA focnOAOM, KO V3Me HMe lberoBO Y3aAYA-

4. meCT AaBa PIlAU H CBPIDH CBe caoje DOCAOBe, a ceAMH .AaH je A8H oAMopa, KOjH je fOCUOA Bar DOCBeTHO. DocBeTH H TH CeAMH AaH fOCDOAY DOry CBOMe.

5. DOWTyj ona caora H MaTep CBOjy, A8 6H Te Bar 6AaroCAOo

BHO, H A8 6H AVOO Do~eo Ba 3eMA>H.

6. He y6Hj.

7. He HIf'IJIII npeA>y6e.

8. He YKP8AH

9. He CBeAO'IH A8)KHO.

10. He DO)KeAH Kylie 6AIDKlbera csolera: He DO)l{eAH )KCHe ,6AJDKH.era csojera: HH CAyre lberoBor, HH CA'JlIIKIIlbe lberoBe, HH BOAa lberoBa, HH MarapIta lberoua, HHTH WT8 WTO je 6AIDKlbera TBojera.

3aHCTa xparax je osaj 3aKOH, BAH lbHMe je MHoro peseao 'CBaKOMe OHOMe, KO ¥Me Aa MHCAH H KO Tpa)KU cnacersa AymH CBOjOj.

CBaKH oaa], KO He YCBOjH AymOM osa] npsa Do)KjH 3aKOH, He MO)Ke npaha XPHCTY HH XPHCTOBOM 3aKOHY. Jep KO ce He HayqH DAHBaTH y nAHnaKY, He CMe ce nvurrara na Ay6HHY; yTDnahe ceo If KO aajrrpe He HayqH KOpatIaTH, He CMe TptIaTH; nanrhe III CAOMHne ceo H KO aajnpe He HaY'IH patIYHaTH C jeAHHHltaMa, aehe HHKaA MonH patIYHaTH C xHA>aAaMa. If KO aajrrpe He HaY'IH Aa cpase, aehe HHKaAa HayqHTH Aa TetIHO rosopa H 'IHTa. H KO .nPBO He nOAHrHe TeMeA> KYliu, Y3aAYA he ce TPyAHTH Aa nOAHrHe KpOB.

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Ja CaM Tocnoo DOZ reoi u ueuo] UMaTU opyzux 6ozoea OCUM MeHe.

OBO 3HatIH:

JeAaH je Bor, H HeMa APyrmt 60rOBa ceM rsera. OA lbera AOAaJe CBa craopeesa, lbHMe )KHBe H K lbeMY ce spahajy. Y Eory

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Ko He CMaTpa CBeTC anbeae, CBeTHTeA:>e Ii Ilpecserv Boropo,vIQY aa csoje aaCTYfiHIiKe npea Boron H KOjH HM ce He MOAH; . Ko npH3HBa Y nOMon AyxoBe (6aBH ce CnuPHTH3MOM) HAli ~'t{ecTByje Y CnuPHTHCTli'IKHM ceancasta;

Ko TPa)Kl1 nOMon OA rarapa H apaxapa, HAH can rara H

apasa:

Ko sepvje y He'IHCTe CHOBe H CAHqHe rrpasaoaepane;

Ko ce He TPYAM Aa ce yno3Ha ca 3aKOHOM BO)lmjHM H HCTliHaMa CBeTe Bepe npaBOCAaBHe;

Ko He 'lHTa CseTO nuCMO H APyre no60)KHe KH>Hre;

Ko qUTa ca Y)Kl1BaH>eM KH>Hre, rAeAa npeacrane HAH q,HA MOBe Y KojHMa ce rOBopH npoTHB CBeTe sepe npaBocAaBHe HAll XpHlIInaHcKor MopaAa;

Ko HHje cnpeMaH Aa aa H3BpweH>e BOA:>e BO)KHje nosnece

CBaKY )KPTBY;

Ko A:>y6H CBeTCKO H npOAa3HO aame Hero Bora;

Ko ce vaea name Y A:>YAe Hero Y Bora;

Ko oA6aItyje nepcxe HCTHHe; .

Ko osrajaaa Y norAeAY cnora cnaceH>a H MHAOCTH BO)KHje;

Ko oxajaaa Y qaCOBHMa 6eAe, HeBOA:>e H HCKVWeH>a;

Ko HHje Bory 6AaroAapaH 3a CBa H>eroBa A06po'IHHcTBa;

Ko ponhe aa Bora;

Ko ce peAOBHO He MOAH Borv H He OCAaH>a na H>erOBY CBeTY

je CBa Mon, H aeua MOM BaH Bozcje. If Mon CBeTAOCTH, H BOAe H saaayxa, H xassena [ecre Bozcja MOn. MOn, KOjOM MpaB MHAH, H pH6a IIAHBa, H nrana Aem jecre Bozcja MOn. Mon cesreaa Aa pacre, H rpaae Aa AHwe, H xoaexa Aa )Kl1BH jecre BO)Kja MOn. CBa Mon je caojnna Boxcja, H CBa CTBOpeH>a n03ajMA:>yjy CBOjy MOb. OA Bora. Bor CBaKOMe n03ajMA:>yje KOAHKO xohe H Y3HMa naTpar KaA xohe. 3aTo KaA Tpa)KHW MonH TPa>KH je caxro OA Bora jep Bor je H3BOP )KHBe H crpanme MOM, H BaH Tora aasopa APY~ rux HeMa ...

H neuo] UMaTU opyrux 60Z06a OCU.M uene, sanoaeaa roc-

Ha WTa he TH APyrn 60rOBH, aKO HMaw Tocnoaa Bora Casaora? qHM HMaw ABa 60ra, aaaj, jeaaa OA H>HX je baso, A TH He MO)KeW CAY)KHTH H Borv H oaBOAY, xao WTO He MO)Ke jeaaa BO opara ABe H>HBe Y HCTO apesse, H xao WTO He MO)Ke jeAHa cneha CBeTAHTH Y ABe Kyne Y HCTO apeue. He rperiajv BOAY ABa AOManHHa, jep he ra paCTp3aTH; HHTH ropa rpetiajy ABa cvana, jep he je caropera: HHTH MpaBY Tpeoajy ABe xarm BOAe, jep he ra yTonHTH; HHTH AeTeTY Tpe6ajy ABe MajKe, jep aehe HMaTH HHjeAHe. He Tpe6ajy HH TeOH ABa 60ra, jep aehem OHTH 60ramjH HO caposrantrnrja. A TH ocraj can ca TBOjHM jeAHHM I'ocnoaou CaBaOTOM, y xora je CBa MOn, CBa MYAPOCT H CBa A06pOTa, HenOAeA:>eHa, HeHCItPllHa, 6ecKOHaqHa. Hsera jeAHHor nonrrvj, H>eMY ce KAaH>aj H H>era ce 6oj. A KaA My ce MOAHW MOAH My ce OBaKO:

- rOCIIOAe Boxce, TH MO)KeW HMaTH 6e36pojHO MHoro CTBOpeisa, HO CTBOpeH>a rsoja He Mory HMaTH BHlIIe OA reoe jeAHHora Bora csora. Paaarnaj, Bosce Apam, CBe Moje pY)KHe MHCAH H CHOBe 0 APyrHM oorOBHMa xao lIITO CHa)KaH serap pa3rOHH OTPOBHH poj MYBa. OtIHCTH Mojy AVWY, OCBeTAH je, panrapa je, BO)Ke, H HaCTaHH ce TH jeAHHH Y H>Oj xao nap Y CBOjOj IIaAaTH. To he MeHe nOAHnH, OCHa>KUTH, YA:>YAHTH, nOIIpaBHTH H OCBe)KHTH. CAaBa TH H XBaAa, jeAMHH HcmHHTH BO)Ke, KOjH ce Y3Al1)KellI HaA CBHMa Aa)KHHM 6o)KaHcTBHMa xao BHCOKa ropa H~ CeHKaMa Y oapH.

BOA:>Y;

Ko vrana A:>YAHMa BHIIIe Hero Borv:

Ko ce He Tpy AM Y AeAY csora cnacersa sen ce naaa Aa he ce cnacTH no 6AaroAaTH BO)Kl1joj H Y nOCAeAH>eM 'lacy.

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He 060:JtCa6a j HUICaICa6 IlUIC pesau HUTU uICaIC6Y cIlUJC)I 00 onota ucto je tope na He6y, UIlU oone na 3e.M1bU U/lU Y 600U U ucnoo 3e.k%/be.

npOTHB Il p a e 3anOBeCTH BO)KHje r p e ur a :

Ko He aepyje y Bora OHaKO KaKO yqH H npeaaje UpKBa IIpaBOCAaBHa;

Ko cyMH>a Y H>eHO yqeH>e, CBeTe rajae, cseWTeHOCAY)KHTeA:>e, 06peAe;

Ko npanaaa HeKOM npOTHBItPKBeHOM APYIIITBY;

OBO 3Ha'IH:

Ko o6o)KaBa AHK, pesan HAH KaKBY CAHKY? Oaaj KO He II03-

na]e AHKopeCIta H CAHKonuCIta - onaj CaMO .o6o)KaBa AHK H C~Ky. Onaj KO He Bepyje y Bora HAH He noanaje Bora rrpmaopaa ~e Aa o60)KaBa CTBapH, jep qOBeK HeWTO Mopa Aa o60)KaBa. Bor je aspesao nAaHl1He H AOAHHe, H reaa )Kl1BOTHH>CKa H OHA:>Ha, H Bor je HaCAHKaO AHBaAe H nOA:>a, H 06AaKe H [esepa. Oaaj KO TO 3Ha osaie cxaav H XBaAy Borv xao BeAHKOM AHKOpeCIty H cAHKonHcItY,

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a onaj KOjH TO He asa oaaje cAaBy H XBaAy caJ.lHM TUM pea6aMa H CAHKOI1HCHMa BmKjHM.

Ho TO jour HHje HajuplDH rpex. HajUPIDH je rpex, KaA '10- BeK 06mKaBa cnoje conCTBeHO AeAO, aarrpasv csora M03ra H CBO[ax PYKY· AHBA>H A>YNf UCTelUY ce6H oora H3 APBeTa, na My ce oHAa KAaIDajy H MOAe. Ho AUBA>HM A>YAHMa M ce H onpOCTHTH. lDHxOBa AHBA>HHa IDUX orrpanaaaa. Ilpexsa lbHMa je npaaa H Be. lJUTH Bor MHAOCTHB H CHHCXOAh>HB, re OHe MOAHTBe, xoje OHU ynyhyjy CBOjOj aanpaaa OA APBeTa, OH rrpmsa xao M cY IDeMY yny?e~e H lUaA>e CBOjy noaoh H 3alUTHTy aenpocaeheao] Ae[(H CBOJOJ.

AKO AH HeKO aarrame HMe Boxcje na xapraja HAM APBeTV, HAM KaMeHY, HAH no CHery, RAH no 6AaTY, TH nourrv] Ty xapTHjy H :0 ~PBO H raj KaMeH, H cner H 6AaTO, 300r HMeHa najcserajer, KOJe J.e nanacaao no IDHMa. Ho He 060JKaBaj OHO, na lJeMY je aajcBeTHJe HMe aanacaao.

HAH KaA HeKO HaCAHKa AHK BoJKjH Ma aa lJeMy, TH ce noKAOHH; HO aaaj Aa ce He KAalDalU MaTepHjH, na KOjOj je Bor HaCAHKaH HO JKHBOMe H BeAHKOMe Bory, aa xora Te CAHKa onoMHlDe.

HAH KaA HeKO H3rOBopH je3HKoM, HAM ornesa HMe BOJKje, TH ce nOKAOHH; HO ana], Aa ce He KAaIDaUI A>YACKOM je3HKY H A>YACKOM raacy HO JKHBOMe H crpamaoue Bory, aa xora Te je A>YACKH je3HK onOMeHYO.

HAH KaA Hony norxeaaur no BeAH1JaHCTBY 3Be3M He6ecHUX, TH ce Ay60KO nOKAOHH, HO He xaarsa] ce CTBopelDY PYKy BoJKjHX HO KAalDaj ce rocnOAY CBeBuruIDeM, aamex OA 3Be3M, aa xora re npecjajne 3Be3Ae onoMHIDY.

H KaA yselJe KAeKHHlU Aa ce MOAHlU, pena:

- Tocnoae JeAHHH, Te6e JeAHHOra noaaajeu, rrpaaaajesa H CAaBHM: H xaaa MH AaH orxpnje CBY xpacory TBOjy _ Kp03 xpacOTV TBOjUX AeAa - H KZlAa ce noh orpae TaMHHM naaurrosr H OCTaBH MeHe cassor C To6oM.

Ko je HeMapaH npesra CBeTHM XpaMOBHMa;

Ko cMaTpa H APJKH CBeTe HKOHe H CBeTe MOlUTH CBeTHTeAr

CKe sa HAOAOnOKAOHCTBO;

Ko HeMa CBeTUX HKOHa y CBOMe AOMY, HHTH ax nonrryje:

Ko ce npaBHAHO He KpCTH;

Ko HOCH aa ce6H HAM Y AOMY APJKH sanace, aMajAHje H 3HaKOBe Bpau6HHe H lJapalDa;

Ko ce He npHlJelUnyje ypeAHo H ca npOI1HCaHOM cnpeaou;

Ko He APJKH Y CBOMe AOMY 6orojaBA>eHcKY BOAHUY H He IIPHMa yomrrre CBeTY BOAY, HHTH je I1Hje C BepOM H 1D0Me He KPOno CBOj AOM;

Ko naje KpOTaK H CMepaH, OAHOCHO aaje npOJKeT OBHM xpurunaHcKHM BpAHHaMa;

Ko BplUH A06pa AeAa PaAH XBaAe, a He y rajaocra:

Ko je acnvrsea Ce6H1JHOlUny, npOJKAPA>HBolUny, cvjerou, roPAolUny H KOjH ce onaja, jep OBO CBe ce pamsa ca HAOADnOKAOHCTBOM.

TPEHA 3ADOBECT

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He Y3UMaj Y3MYc) UMeHa Tocnooa Bota ceojeza ..

Ilfra? 3ap HMa nexora, KO ce ycybyje Y3eTH Y3aAYA H crpamHO HMe I'ocnoaa Cseaannsera? KaA ce na He6y ncsrene HMe BOJKje, neoeca ce nparaoajv, 3Be3Ae YBenaBajy CBOj cjaj, apxaarexa H aareaa nOlJHIDY nesara: cnjar, cajar csjar Focnos, Caaaor, a CBeTHTeA>H H 60royrOAHHUH naAajy HH1JH[(e. Ko ce OHAa OA CMpTHHX ycybyje nOMeHYTH HMe aajcaeraje 6e3 rpenera AYlUe H 6e3 AY- 60Kor Y3AHcaja lJeJKIDe?

KaA je lJOBeK na CaMPTH, nOMHIDH My xoje xohem HMe, Hehem ra oxpa6pHTH HHTH MY MHp AyruH nOBpaTHTH. Ho KaA My nosaenem jeAHo jeAHHO HMe, HMe I'ocrroaa Bora, oxpafipnhem ra H nosparaheur My MHP AyruH. H nOCAeAIDHM CBOjJHd norAeAOM 6AaroAapHhe TH aa nOMeHY rora MeAeMHOr HMeHa.

KaA lJOBeKa aaaesepe CpOAHHUH H rrpnjaressn, H ocern ce casr y OBOM 6ecKpajHoM cBeTV, H YMopaH na CBOM CaMalJKOM llYTY, nOMeHH My HMe BOJKje, H THMe xao Aa CH My Aao nonrranax OTeJKaAHM noraaa H pyKaMa.

KaA aasaae na lJOBeKa 3AH cyceaa, na ra AaJKHHM CBeAD[(HMa AOBeAY AO OKOBa H TaMHHue H npHA06Hjy 3Ae CYAHje aa ce6e a npOTHB npaseanaxa, npH6AHJKH ce cTPaAaAHHKY H marma MY aa yxo HMe BOJKje. 3aucTa y TOM TpeHYTKY cyse he noha na

TIpOTHB Apyre 3anOBeCTH BOJKHje r p e ur a :

Ko Bora cMaTpa H APJKH xao HeKY raap (cTBOpeIDe);

Ko XpaMOBe BoJKHje APJKH xao 06H1JHe jasae H npasarae arpaae:

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Otrn lberoBe, CY3e - MaCTliAO HaAe II rroaepersa - H OKOBli TelliKH Y'JIIHHlie My ce AaKli KaO OA AHnOBa APBeTa.

KaA ce qOBeK AaBH y Ay60Koj BOAM, na KaA y OTCYAHOM TpeHYTKY 113Meby )KllBOTa II CMpTli noueae liMe Boseje, cnara ce lberOBa YABojH.

Kaace HayqHHK Mytrn, Aa pema HeKY TaMHY 3arOHeTKY rrpnpoae, H ocera ce npesapea Y CBHMa KOM6HHaQlfjaMa caora MaAenora paavssa, II Y jeAHOM nosseae liMe OO)Kje, CBeTAOCT oaapasa AYIIIY lberOBY H 3arOHeTKa nonane Aa ce xasyje.

o npeqYAHO HMe Boxcje, KaKO CH MonHO, KaKO ca Aeno, KaKO CH CAaTKO! Hexa 6H yMYKAa YCTa Moja 3aHaBeK, aKO 611 re 113rOBOpHAa HeMapHO, BOAeHO II YAa3YAMO.

HeKH KyjyHI,IHja cebauie Y AynaHY aa Te3rH II Kyjyhn Henpecraao ynOTpe6A>aBaIIIe HMe Bozcje Y3aAYA, llAH xao KAeTBY llAH xao y3peqmw. A xaunja HeKH cxyurame ca YAHI.'(e, II AYllia My ce Y3MYTH. TIa BHKHY xauaja KyjYHUHjy, Aa nsabe nanoz,e. A KaA KyjYHUHja aaabe, xannja ce caxpn II qHlballie ce nesemr. BpaTH ce KyjYHUHja II nacraaa KOBaTli. Oner ra BHKHY xauaja, a KaA Kyjyn. J,IHja naabe, XaI,IHja nYTaIIIe H qlllballie ce HeBeWT. Bpara ce KyjYHI,IHja, MaAO CPAHT, II nacraaa KOBaTli. Oner ra BliKHy xauaja, a KaA KyjYHI,IHja nsabe, xanaja hvrame H qHlballie ce aeaemr. KyjYHUHja, 6ecaH OA h>YTHHe, ocopa ce aa xru,rnjy:

- Bnueur AH TH TO MeHe, xanajo, II npaaanr nraay ca MHOM KaA ja HMaM rrvne PYKe nOCAa?

OArOBopH xauaja MHPHO:

- 3aHCTa, Y Bora cy rrynaje PYKe nOCAa, na CH ra TH BHWe nvra Y3aAYAHO BliKHYO HO ja reee. Ko HMa npaso amne Aa ce .h>YTll - Bor llAH ra KyjYHUHjO?

A KyjYHUHja ce 3aCTHAH, BpaTH ce Y AynaH na nOABli aore na Te3fH H je3HK Y YCTHMa.

Hexa BaM, 6pano, HMe DO)Kje nenpecraao rpenepa, xao KaHAHAO y AYIIIH, Y MliCAHMa II Y CPllY, HO aexa ce He All)Ke AO apxa jesaxa 6e3 Ba)KHOr H caesanor TpeHYTKa.

)KHB.h>aIIIe HeKH UPHaI.l xao p06 y KynH 6eAora qOBeKa, KOjH HMaoallie 06uqaj Y .h>YTHHH Aa PYlllll H xYAH HMe Bozcje. A UPHaI.l 6eIlle CMHpeH H 6AaroqeCTHB qOBeK. II 6eIlle Y 6eAora raaae ncero, xora rasaa BeOMa sozeante. TIa ce Aecll jeanora AaHa, Aa raaaa crpamno pyzcaure H xYh>aIlle HMe Boxcje, Cnonase Ilpnua MYKa OA rora, na YXBaTH ncero II nose ra Ma3aTH 6AaToM He'IHCTliM. BHAe ra AOManHH, na APeKHY:

- Illra TO PaAHW ca ncerou?

- OHO IIITO H TH ca Boron, OAfOBOPH Ilpnau MHpHO.

A y jeano] 60AHHQIf aa jyry 6exy AOKTOP H lberOB nOMonHHK lIa nocav Meoy 60AecHllllHMa nepaaaaojao OA jyrpa AO MpaKa. iloMonHHK AOKTOPOB HMaoallie npzsaa je3HK, KojHM xao rapaaoxt KpnOM np.sanre CBe II caaxora, KO My aa naaer AOAa3aIlle. OA 1berOBOr np.saaor je311Ka HH Bor casaor He 6eIlle nonrrebea.

Jeanora AaHa nocera AOKTopa aexa lberOB npnjarez, H3Aaaexa. AOKTOP ra n03Ba, Aa npHCYCTByje onepanaja jeAHe rnojae pane na 6oAecHHKY. A C AOKTOPOM 6eIlle H lberOB nonohaax. TIPHjaTeh>Y 6eIlle MyqHO na CTOMaKY KaA BHAe crpaunry parry, 113 xoje .renajame rnoj ca y611TaqHHM MHpHCOM. AOKTOPOB nOMonHHK He.npecraao ncosame. YnHTa rrpajarezs AOKTopa:

- Kaxo MO)Kelli caymara OBaKBe 60roxYAHe pexa? OAroBOPH AOKTOP:

- Ja can ce aasaxao, npHjaTe.h>Y, Aa nosaajeu pane H OHO lIITO H3 lbHX Mopa Aa acraxe. II3 rnojnax pana Mopa rnoj OTH.nara. Ko HMa rnoja Y TeAY, na oraopeae My pane orase: KO HMa raoja Y AYIIIH, oraxe My rnoj na YCTa. Moj nOMonHHK ncyjvhn ·.·caMO OTKpHBa II 113AHBa HarOMHAaHO 3AO, xao rnoj, H3 AYllie csoje.

o CBeAP)KllTe.h>Y, KaKO Aa Te BO He PY)KH, a qOBeK re PY)Kll? 3aIIITO ca CTBOPHO BOAa, C qHCTlljHM YCTHMa OA qOBeKa?

o CBeMHAOCTHBH, KaKO Aa re )Ka6e He ncyjy, a qOBeK Te ncyje? 3aIIITo CH CTBOPHO )Ka6y C IIJ\eMeHHTHjHM rpAOM Hero qOBeKa? o Caerpnesaaa, KaKO Aa 3MHja He XYAH aa refe, a qOBeK .xYAH? 3aIIITO ca CTBOPHO 3MHjy 6AH)KOM anreaaaa Hero xosexa? o Cseaena, KaKO Aa serap, KOjH onacyje 3eM.h>Y YHaKpCT, .ae Y3HMa Y3aAYA HMeHa rnora, a qOBeK Y3HMa? KaKO Aa je aerap .60r060ja)K.h>HBHjH Hero qOBeK?

o npeqYAHO liMe Bozcje, KaKO CH MonHO, KaKO CH Aeno, KaKO .eH CAaTKO! Hexa 6H yMyKAa YCTa Moja 3aHaBeK, aKO 6H re 113- J'OBOpHAa HeMapHO, BOAeHO II Y3aAYAHO.

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IJpOTliB Tp e h e a a n o s e c r a liO)KHje r p e m n :

Ko ce Aa)KHO KYHe HMeHOM DO)KHjHM;

Ko ce qeCTO KYHe qHMe APyrHM WTO je CBeTO;

Ko je nOra3HO 3aKAeTBY HAH 3aBeT AaT Borv llAH CBeTHMa; Ko sxovrrorpeexasa 3aKAeTBY;

Ko npacnzeaaa nexor Aa ce KYHe YAa3YA II Y WaAH;

Ko HHje ncnyaao 06enalbe AaTO 6AH)KlbeM CBOMe, xoje je nOTBPAHO llMeHOM DO)KlljHM HAH xojer APyror CBeTHTe.h>a;

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Ko ynoTpeOA>aBa HMe EQ)KHje 6e3 norpefie H crpaxononrTOBalba, Y Wa.AH, Y aenpacrojaaa arpaaa H necaaxa:

Ko ynoTpeOA>aBa Y CAWlHHM npaaaxaua HMe Boronajxe, anbexa, CBeTHTeA>a H yroAHHKa EOJKHjHX;

Ko acsrejaaa CBeWTeHe paAlbe H rrpeAMeTe H H3.Aa)Ke HX Wa.AH, nOAcMexy H 6eCMHCAHQH;

Ko oA Bora H EO)KHjHX yroAHHKa MOAll noaoh aa nesaA>a.Aa Ae.Aa H np.sase 3a6aBe H 3aAOBOA>CTBa;

Ko ce nnje npHIIpeMHO ca nOTpe6HOM CnpeMOM sa CBeTY TajHY HCnOBeCTH H CBeTO npanenrhe.

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Y jeAHOM rpaAY JKHBA>allIe 60raT TproBaL"l ca rpn CHBa. b;-. we TprOBaQ speaaa U rOMH.AaWe 6.Aaro aa rosape. If xax fa \-::Itrame, na WTO he My TOAHKO 6.Aaro U TO.AHKa MYKa, OH OArOB~PH:

MyqHM ce, Aa 6H CHHOBe ocnrvpao, re Aa ce OHH He 6H MyqHAll. - A TO qywe CHHOBH, H oaersaure ce, H aarrvcranre CBaKH nocao, H no CMPTH ona noxeme TPOWHTH 6.Aaro na ronape. I1o)KeAll OTaQ Aa Aooe H3 oaor CBeTa H BHAH KaKO My CHHOBH JKHBe 6e3 MYKe U anoja. If Bor ra rrycra, Te OH cHoe Y CBOj rpaa H Aooe CBOjOj KyhH. Ho KaA 3aKYQa aa apara, HeKO Hen03HaT OTBOPH npara, YIlHTa OTaQ aa caoje CHHOBe, H A06H ozroaop, Aa cy rseroaa CHHOBH aa P06HjH 360r nepaaa KOjH HX je AOBeo IlHjaHcTBY, H 3Gor rrajaacrna xoje HX je OABe.AO csaba, H 360r caabe xoja HX je oABe.Aa na.AHKyhcTBY H y6HCTBY.

- Ax, Y3AaxHy .AYAH OTaQ, ja CaM MHCAHO CTBOPHTH paj aa cBojY,AeQY, MeoYTHM, ja caa HM CTBOPHO naxao.

- I1a aabe AYAH oran no rpaAY H nose yqHTH CBe POAHrezse:

- He 6YAHTe AYAH xao WTO CaM ja 6HO. If3 A>y6aBH rrpesra CBOjOj AeQH ja CaM HX 6aQHO Y naxao. He OCTaBA>ajTe AeQH, 6paho, HHKaKBa HMalba. Havsare HX PaAY H TO HM OCTaBHTe Y aacaebe, Cse OCTa.AO, 60raTaWH, paaaajre CHPOTHlbH npea CMPT CBOjy.

3aHCTa, HeMa orracnaje H Aywery6HHje CTBapH Hero A06HTH BeAHKO HMalbe y aacaebe, EYAHTe yoeoeHH, Aa BeAHKHM HaCAeoHMa, amne ce paAyje baso HO aabeo, Jep HIf'lHM baso He xaapn A>YAe Aaxnre H 6p)Ke Hero BeAHKHM HaCAeoHMa.

3aTO, PaAU H HayqH CBOjy AeQY Aa paae, A KaA paAHW He rAeAaj Y paAY CaMO A06HT, H KOPHCT, H ycnex. Hero rAeAaj Y CBOMe paAY Aenory H HacAaAY, xojy PM npvzca xao pas, 3a jeAHY CTOAHllY, KOjy croaap aanpasa, MO)Ke A06HTH AeceTaK AHHapa, HAll nexecer HAll CTO AHHapa. Ho AenOTa H HaC.AaAa, KOjy jeaan naaaxHYT croaap oceha npa TecalbY, H crpvrarsv, H rAaqalbY, H CKAa· nalbY APBeTa, He Aa ce HIf'lHM HCIIAaTHTH. To je HaCAaAa CAWlHa HaCAaAU xojv je Bor ocerao npa craapaa-y CBeTa, npa recaisv, U crpyrarsy, U rAaqalbY, U cxaanarsy CBeTa. If CaB OO)Kju CBeT HMao 6u CBOjy oapebeay neay H Morao 6u ce HCIIAaTUTU, a.AH AenOTa lberOBa U HaCAaAa EO)Kja rrpu craaparsy csera HeMa ueae U He Aa ce HIf'lUM HCIIAaTHTH.

3Haj, Aa nOHH)KaBaW CBOj paa, KaA MHCAHllI cauo 0 CBOjOj MaTepHja.AHoj KOPHCTH OA lbera. 3Haj, Aa ce TaKaB pas, He Aa qOBeKY; He HAe My OA pyxe: He AOHOCU My OqeKHBaHe KOpHCTH. If APBO ce CPAH aa reee H npOTHBH TH ce, KaA ra He PaAUW H3 A>y6aBu Hero H3 KOpUCTH. If 3eMA>a he re OMP3HYTH, aKO je opew

Cehai ce oaua 00 oouopa oa za ceetxyjetu. Illecr oana pai>u u ceptuti cse ceoje nocnoee, a ceOMU oau je oan oOMopa xoiu je noceehen Tocnooy Boty,

OBO 3HaqH:

Illecr CBeTOBa CTBOPHO je CTBOpHTeA> H y ceAMOM OH ce OAMapa. Illecr CBeTOBa cy npaapesseaa, HeMHpHU U npO.Aa3HH, a ceAMu je nesaa, MupaH H aenpoaaaan. Craaparsesr Bor je ywao Y BpeMeHOCT, HO na]e asamao H3 BeqHOCTH. Tajaa je OBO BC.AHKa; H 0 lboj ce npHAllqH name MHCAHTH HO rOBopHTH. Jep OHa HHje AocTynHa CBaKOMe, HO cauo EO)KjHM H36paHHQHMa.

If36paHHllH EO)KjH naaaaeha ce TeAOM y BpeMeHOCTH AH)KY ce CBOjHM AYXOM AO OCOBHHe TOqKa CBeTa, Y KOjOj je BeqHH MHp H 6.Aa)KeHCTBo.

A TH paaa H oAMapaj ceo PaAH, jep H Bor pasn: oAMapaj ce, jep ce H Bor OAMapa. A TBOj paa aexa 6YAe craaparse, jep CH qeAO CTBOpHTeA>a. He pynm HO crnapaj.

CMaTpaj CBOj paa xao capaAlbY Bora, Taxo nehem paAHTH 3AO HO AOCipo. I1pe caaxora nOCAa nOMHCAll, Aa All he Bor paAUTH ra] nocao. Jep yr.AaBHOM Bor paaa CBe, a MH My casto capabyjesto.

CBe CTBapH pase aerrpecraao. Hexa re TO 060Apn aa TBOJ nocao. I'ae, KaA YCTaHew H3jYTpa, cYHQe je seh ypaAH.Ao MHOro - U cyane, H BOAa, H Ba3AVX, U 6HA>Ke, H JKHBOTHlbe. Taoj aepaa 6HO 6H YBpeAa CBeTY H rpex npeA BoroM.

Tnoje CPQe H nAyha paze AaH H HOn. 3aWTO He 6H H TBoje PYKe paaaae? If 6y6pe3H TBOjH pane AaH H HOn. 3aWTO H TBOj M03aK He 6H paaao?

3Be3Ae nenpecraao jype, op)Ke Hero KOlb y raaorrv, AaH Ii aoh, 3awTO 6H ce TH rrpeaao HepaAY H AelbOCTU?

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He MHCAehH 0 rseaoj AenOTH HO CaMO 0 CBOjOj A06HTH OA lbe. fBO)KOe he re onehn, BOAa he Te VAaBHTH, KaMeH he re snse<lHTH, aKO HX C A>y6aBA>V He rAeAaIlI, Hero V CBeMV caao BHAHIlI csoje AVKaTe H AHHape.

PaAH He3aHHTepeCOBaHO xao IlITO caaavj nesa CBOjV neCMV He3aHHTepeCOBaHO. II TaKO he Bor HhH aarrpea y CBOMe paAV, a TH aa lbHM. IIpoTpqHIlI AH MHMO Bora, H OCTaBHIlI AH Bora H3a Aeoa, TBOj paa AOHehe TH npOKAeTCTBO a He 6AarocAoB.

A ceAMH AaH oAMapaj ceo

Kaxo Aa ce oAMapaIlI? I' Ae, OAMOP je caao KOA Dora H V Bory. HHrAe BHIlIe npanor oAMopa nesra V OBOMe CBeTV. Jep OBO je CBeT HeMHpa, xao jeAaH aprxor,

IIocBeTH ceAMH AaH HCKA>yqHBO Borv, H TaKO heur ce VHC' THHH OAMOPHTH H HOBOM CHarOM aanojarn,

CeAMora AaHa ueaora MHCAH 0 Borv, rosopa 0 Dory, qHTaj o Dory, cavma] 0 Bory H MOAH ce Borv, Taxo henr ce VHCTHHH OAMOPHTH H HOBOM CHarOM 3anojHTH.

qOBeK HeKH He nOIlITOBaIlIe 3anOBeCT BO)Kjv 0 npaanoaarsy HeAeA>e, Te npOAV)KH CV60THH nocao H y HeAeA>V. II AOK ce uexo ceao OAMapaIlIe, OH ce saojanre na lbHBH ca CBOjOM CTOKOM, KOjOj TaKooe He AaBaIlIe OAMopa. AAH HAyhe cpeae OH KAOHV; KAOHV H lberOBa CTOKa, na KaA uexo ceao 6eIlIe na lbHBH, OH cebanre KOA Kyhe, rrpessopea, Mp30BOA>aH, oxajaa.

3aTO, 6paho, He 6VAHTe xao oaaj qOBeK, Aa He 6H BH narv- 6HAH CHary, H 3ApaBA>e H AYIlIV. Hero IlIeCT AaHa paznre H capaJ5vjTe Borv, C A>v6aBA>V H HaCAaAoM H crpaxorrourrosaaea, a ceAMH AaH ueo nOCBeTHTe I'ocnoay Dory. 3aHCTa, ja caM np06ao H 3HaM, Aa npaso rrpaaaoaarse HeAeA>e xoaesa OAVIlIeBA>aBa, nOAMAaovje H 'lHHH cpeliHHM.

)KHAa ABe Aeme H 3aA06HAa BeAHKY MHAOCT Boacjv: TaKO H TIl VAeAH Dory ABa cara MOAHTBe V UPKBH H vaeheur V CBOj AOM npHXOA MHor06pojHHX AaHa. AKO AH He, TO MO)KeIlI vnponacrarn TpVAOBe ueAHX rOAHHa, 3aTO caMO, IlITO nehem Aa ce V3AP)KHIlI OA paaa V TOKV MaAOr AeAa jeaaor ABHa". (CB. JOBaH 3AaTOVCT).

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IIpOTHB qeTBpTe 3anOBeCTH r p e m n :

Ko He rrpasavje HeAeA>Y H npa3HH'-IHe AaHe;

Ko V nOMeHVTe AaHe He nocehv]e CBeTH XPaM; Ko HAe V CBeTH xpasr npHHVAHO H 06Hqaja PaAH;

Ko V CBeTOM XPaMy paarosapa H He yqecTBvje MOAHTBeHO na 6orocAV)KelbV;

Ko He AP)KH nOCTOBe xoje je npODHCaAa CBeTa UPKBa;

Ko He nouaace UPKBV H npena CBojHM MorynHocTHMa He Aaje CBeTlIM XpaMOBlIMa, MaHaCTHpHMa H APyrHM CBeTlIM MeeTlIMa; Ko He nocehvje MOAHTBeHO CBeTa MeeTa;

Ko V HeAeA>He H npa3HH'-IHe AaHe, xao H y csaxo] APyroj npHAHUH He nocehvje 60AeCHHKe, CV)Klbe, HeBOA>He H He BPIlIH APV' ra AeAa MHAOCTH;

Ko He AP)KH eDHTHMHjV KOjy MV je AYXOBHHK OApeAHO.

DETA 3AnOBECT

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Tlotury] oua CBOla U uatep C80jy, oa 6u re 50z 611azocIIOBUO U oa 6u oyw noscueeo HO. 3eMlbU.

Ilomrvj ona cnora H MaTep CBOjV, jep TBOj nvr OA pobersa AO caaa nocvr je MajqHHHM cvaaaa H OqeBHM aaojesr,

OHH cV 'J""e BOAeAH H oHAa, KaAa cV ce CBH ApyrH raAHAH OA Te6e y HeMohH H HeqHCTonH. OHH he Te BOAeTH H OHAa, KaAB Te CBH OMp3HV. II xaaa ce CBH na reoe 6VAV 6auaAH KaMelbeM, MajKa rsoja 6auahe ce aa reoe CMHA>eM H 6OCHA>eM.

Orau TBOj BOAH Te HaKO 3Ha CBe MaHe TBOje. A APyrH he Te Mp3eTH HaKO 6YAY 3HaAH caxto BpAHHe TBoje.

TBOj oran H MajKa BOAe re ca crpaxonourrosarsea, jep npeaocehajv, Aa CH TH 6Aaro BO)Kje, lbHMa nosepeao aa qyaalbe H Herosaae. HHKO HHje V craisv, xao pOAHTeA>H TBOjH, AB BRAe TajHV Do)KjV V Te6H. Hsaxosa A>v6aB npeua Te6H lIMa CBeTH xopen V BeqHOCTH.

Kp03 He)KHOCT CBOjV rrpeua Te6H TBOjH pOAHTeA>H pa3VMejy He)KHOCT I'ocnoaisv npessa CBOj crsopeaoj AeUH CBOjOj.

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"HeAeA>a HMa ceAaM AaHa. OBHX ceAaM AaHa Bor je pasAeAHo ca HaMa TaKo, Aa Ce6H naje V3eo BHIlIe, a HaMa OCTaBHO Malbe; qaK HX naje paaaexao HH nOA.ieAHaKo: HHje yaeo ce6H TpH, a aaaa Aao TpH, Hero je HaMa AOAeAHO urecr AaHa, a Ce6H 3aAPmao jeAaH. MeoYTHM TH aehem Aa ce Y3AP)KHIlI OA )KHTejcKHX nOCAOBa HH V Taj ueAH jeAaH AaH Hero nocTynaIlI Kao CBe-ro-ra-r (KpaA./bHBau csermse), H TH TaKO vcvoyjeIlI ce nocrynara C THM AaHOM, KPaAynH ra H ynoTpe6A>vjynH ra aa 3eMaA>CKe 6pHre, HaKO je OH nocsehea H oapeben aa CAYIlIalbe AVXOBHe HaVKe. Ho 3aIlITO rOBopHM 0 ueAOM AaHV? KaKO je nOCTYIlliAa VAOBHUa C MHAOCTH· lbOM, TaKO nOCTYIlli H TH ca BpeMeHOM rora AaHa: OHa je npHAQ-

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Kao IlITO MaMy3e nOTCTUqy xoisa aa 6p)KU KaC TaKO H raoja OnOpOCT npesra pOAUTeibUMa nOTCTHqe IbUX na jour Beny 6pury o Te6U.

HeKH OnaKH CUH jYPHY na CBOra oua II 3a60Ae My HO)K Y rpYAH. A OTaQ U3AHIlIyhll peve CUHY:

- Bp30 onepa .H?)K OA KPBU, Aa re He YXBaTe U He OCYAe. Y crena PYCKO] ]eAaH paCKaAaUIHII eUH npnaeaa CBOjy Marep rrpea nrarop, a OH nOA llIaTOpOM rmjaHqaIIIe ca noxsapeaasr )KeHaMa U ibYAHMa. Y TOM xajAYUU naabonre H BUAeBllI1I MajKY Be3aHy pexonre, Aa he je OCBeTUTU oAMax. A aeaaaa MajKa BUKHY H3a raaca U TUMe AaAe HecpehHOMe CUHY 3HaK Aa je Y onaCHOCTU. II CHH ce cnace, a xajAYUH MecTo CUHa acexome MajKY.

Y Texepanv, rpaay nepcacxoxr, )KUBiballie crapn OTaQ Y KyhH ca ABe 3Ae xhepa, He cayuraxy xhepa oua U cMejaxy ce caseTHMa lberoBHM. CBOjHM npibaBHM )KHBOTOM ynpibaIIIe xhepn xacr H 06pa3 OIlY CBOMe. II oran UM 6ellIe aa AocaAU xao 3Aa casecr. JeAHo sese, KaA MUllIibaxy hepxe Aa OTaQ cnasa, AoroBopllllIe ce, All My npanpaae OTPOB U Aa My AaAY yjYTPY C sajesr. A orau qy cse, H CBY noh naaxame roPKO U Bory ce MOiballie. YjYTPY hepxe My AOHellie qaj U crasnme npez, lb. Pexe HM orau:

- Ja 3HaM aanrv HaMepy H YAaibHhy ce OA sac no aanroj )Keibu. Ho He~y ce YAaibHTU BaIIIUM rpexou, Aa 6ux nanrv AYIIIY cnacao HO CBO]UM.

PeKaBIlIH TO orau nperypa xamv, npocy OTPOB II OTUAe. ~UHe, He roPAH ce CBOjUM 3HalbeM rrpea CBOjUM HeYKHM OQeM, ]ep aeroaa iby6aB BHlIIe BpeAU HO rnoje aaaise, I'ae, Aa HHje 6llAO lbera, He 6u 6llAO HH reoe, HU rsora anaisa.

Khepa, He rOPAH ce CBOjOM AenOTOM npea norvpeaou MajKoM CBOjOM, jep IbeHO cpue y KOCTHMa Aernue je OA TBora AHua. I'xe, H TH H raoja Aenora H3alIIAH CTe 1I3 lbeHe MpllIaae vrpofe.

Hayqn ce, xhepa, nOIliTOBaTII csora ona, jep casro hem ce TaKO HayqnTH nOIliTOBaTU U CBe APyre oseae na 3eMibU.

AaH H noh Be)K6aj ce, CHHe, nOIliTOBaTII MajKY CBOjy, jep caao henr ce TaKO H3Be)K6aTH nonrronarsv U CBHX APyrnx MajKH na 3eMibH.

3aHCTa, AeQo, He qHHHTe MHoro, aKO nonrrvjere caora oua H MajKY, a npesapere Apyre oxeae H MajKe. Banre nourronaae npe. Ma CBOjHM pOAUTeibUMa rpetia Aa BaM je caxto IlIKOAa aa nOIlITOaarse CBUX ibYAH H CBUX )KeHa, KOjH y MYQH pabajv, y 3HOjy Heryjy H Y 60AY CBOMe iby6e CBOjy Aeuy. 3anaMTHTe OBO II )KHBUTe no OBOMe, Aa 6H sac Bor 6AaroCAOBHO na 3eMibH.

II saacra, Aeuo, He qUHHTe MHoro, aKO nourrvjere caxro AUqHOCTH caora ona H caoje MajKe, a He H IbHXOB PaA, II IbIlXOBO

:apeMe, H IbHXOBe caapeueaase, I'ae, nourryjvha cnoje pcaareae BH nonrrvjere H paz, IbHXOB, H npeue IbHXOBO, H caapeuenaxe IbHXOBe. Taxo here y6HTH y ce6H K06HY H rAyny HaBHKY, Aa npesapere npOlIIAOCT. EYAHTe YBepeHII, Aeuo, Aa AaHII, KOjH cy AaTU aaxsa na pacnoaararse, HHCY HH CKynibH HH Apa)KH Borv Hero AaHH ,AaTH OHHMa, KOjH cy npe sac )KHBeAH. AKO ce rOPAHTe CBOjHM apeMeHOM npea rrpomaomhv, He 3a60paBHTe, Aa he - AOK MaH 0 MaH - paCTH rpana HaA BallIHM BpeMeHOM, no BallIHM rp060BHMa, BallIHM TeAHMa H AeAHMa, H Aa he ce APyrn HaCMellIHBaTH HaA aaua xao AaBHOM npourxonrhv.

I'ae, CBaKO spene acrrvrseao je MajKaMa H OqeBHMa, CY3aMa, 60AOBHMa, )KpTBaMa, iby6aBibY H BepOM H HaAOM y Bora. 3aTo je CBaKO spene AOCTOjHO nonrrosaa,a.

II MYAAP ce KAalba C nourronarsesr npez, CBHMa npomams BpeMeHHMa xao H rrpea 6YAyhHM. Jep MYAap 3Ha IlITO AYA He 3Ha, a TO je - AA je IberOBO spene xao MHHYT na cary, IIOfAeAajTe, Aeuo, y car; OCAYIIIHHTe, KaKO MHHYT Teqe aa MHHYTOM, H peuare MH, KOjH je MHHYT 60ibH, H Ay)KH, H Ba)KHHjH OA APyrora? .

KAeKHHTe aa KOAeHa, AeuO, H MOAHTe ce Bory 3a]eAHO ca MHOM:

- I'ocnoze, Ose He6eCKH H Majxo He6eCKa, XBaAa TH, IlITO .CH HaM 3anOBeAHO, Aa nourrvjeuo namer ona H MajKY na 3eMibH. IIoM03H HaM, CBe6AarH, Aa ce Kp03 TO nonrroaarse HayqHMo noIlITOBaTH CBe ibYAe H xcesre na 3eMibH, AparoueHY Aeuy TBOjy. II nOM03H HaM, CBeMYAPH, Aa ce Kp03 TO HayqHMo He npeanpara HO nOIliTOBaTH H ueHHTH npeneaa H noxozeersa, xoja cy npe Hac 6HAa H xoja cy npe Hac rAeAaAa TBojy CAaBY, asrosapaxa rso]e CBeTO HMe U mnxeaaa Y npanraaa npea TBOjHM cjajHHM npeCTOAOM.

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IIpOTHB IIeTe 3anOBeCTH r p e ur a :

Ko je HeYibYAaH npesia CBOjHM pOAHTeibHMa, Tj. KO HX 06- Malbyje H xaxce, 3AOCTaBiba H Tyqe, PY)KH H orosapa:

Ko He aaspnraaa IbHXOBe asranere, BOibY H )KeibY;

Ko ce aa IbHXOBa )KHBOTa, a H nOCAe IbHXOBe CMPTH, He MOAH

Borv aa IbHX;

Ko Mp3H HAH 3aBHAli CBOjHM pobanmra;

Ko 3aIIOCTaBiba CBOjy Aeuy, HAH HM 3aBHAH, HAH HX ABOjH; Ko He yqH H BaCnHTaBa CBOjy Aeuy 3aKOHY H crpaxv Eo-

?KHjeM H He crapa ce Aa OA IbHX CTBOPH npeaane xpamhaae H A06pe qAaHOBe APYIliTBa H AOMoBHHe;

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Ko npesra AeQH nocrvna CYPOBO, HAH RM rronynrra y H>HXO; BOM HeBaA>aACTBY;

Ko CBOjHM npmseposr, AP)KaIbeM HAII rOBopOM Aaje CBOjO} AeQU nOBOA 3a cafiaaaan;

Ko CYPOBO nocryrra ca CBOjHM nOTtIHH.eHHM H cavrasra, KO' HX He yqH A06py, KO HX npHHyoaBa Aa 'mHe HelUTO lUTO je npoTHBHO 3aKOHY EO)KHjeM, HAH HM Aaje nOBOAa Aa '!HHe 3AO, HAH HX Y oapebeae AaHe He rrvurra Aa HAY y XPaM EO)KHjH;

Ko orraaa H orosapa csoje crapenraae H yqHTeA>e U KO ceo npeaa H>HMa rOPAH, 3aBHAH HM, naje HM nOCAYlUaH;

Ko He BOAH CBOjy AOMOBHHY H naje rOTOB Aa sa H>y )KpTByje' CBe na H )KHBOT CBO j;

Ko ce He MOAII Eory aa BAaCTH H crapeunmcraa H AP)KaBHa H QPKBeHa, xao H aa A06po ueaora napoaa H AOMoBHHe;

Ko je aa A>y6aB pOAHTeA>a, AeQe, HAH crapemaae yqUHUO> HelUTO lUTO je npOTHBHO 3aKOHY Eo)KHjeM;

Ko npeanpe U;PKBY XpHCTOBY H onaaa H.eHe YCTaHOBe H CA Y)KHTeA>e;

Ko ce He MOAH Eory aa caoje YMpAe CpOAHHKe, npajares,e.. n03HaHHKe, A06poTBope.

IIIECTA 3ADOBECT

TeA>H He Aajy )KUBOT; na nOlUTO ra OHH He Aajy, HeMajy npaso HH OAY3eTIi ra.

Ila KaA pOAHTeA>H, xo]a ce TOAHKO TpYAe OKO cnoje AeQe, HeMajy rrpasa OAY3eTH HM )KHBOT, KaKO Mory HMaTH npaso aa TO OHU, KOjH ce cAyqajHo cperny Y OBOMe CBeTY ca AeQoM TYOHX pOAHTeA>a?

KaA AOaqapy pasfiajeur AOHaQ, He ocern 60A AOHaQ KOAUKO AOHqap, KOjH je AOHaQ aanpasao. MCTO raxo, KaA y6HjelU xonexa, He ocera 60A qOBeK TOAliKO KOAliKO Bor, KOjH je xoaexa craopno, carpaaao H AYX CBOj Y H>era HaCTaHHO.

Ila KaA MopalU HaKHaAHTH AOHqapy paa6HjeHH AOHaQ, KyAHKaMO rrpe Moparn HaKHaAHTH Eory )KUBOT, KOjH oAY3Mem. 3aHCTa, HaKO A>YAH He rpaace HaKHaAY 3a TO, Bor he Tpa)KHTH. He aapaj ce: H KaA A>YAH aafiopaae rnoj 3AOqHH, Eor He MO)Ke 3a60- paBHTH. I'ae, HMa CTBapH, xoje H caeuorvha Bor He MO)Ke. HanpaMep: OH He MO)Ke 3a60paBHTH TBOj 3AOqHH. CeTH ce osora YBeK Y rHeBY CBOMe npe Hero ce MalUHm aa HO)K HAH rrymKY.

Ila OHAa, MH He MO)KeMO y6HTH )KHBOT. Y6HTH norrrvao )KHBOT 3HaqHAO 6H y6HTH Bora, jep )KUBOT je EO)KjH. Ko MO)Ke y6HTH Eora? TH MO)Kem pa36HTH AOHaQ, HO He MO)Kem YHHmTHTH HAOBaqy, H3 xoje je AOHaQ, H H36amITH je HeKYAa H3 oaora CBeTa. MCTO raxo, TH MO)Kem paa6HTH TeAO xoaesje, HO He MO)Kem HII pa36HTH, HH caropern, HH pasaejarn, HH npocvra AYillY H>erOBY H AYX H>erOB.

Ax, 6pano, KaKBe cy Y)KaCHe nOcAeAHQe y6HcTBa. KaA 00 C~ TO MorAO OlIHcaTH CBHMa A>YAHMa, BaHCTHHY He 6H 6HAO HH HaJAyoera, KO 6H noanrao pyKY aa TYDH )KHBOT.

Bor np06YAH H pasapaxca casecr y y6HQe, na ra Ta rserona conCTBeHa caBeCT rpH3e H3HYTpa Kao QPB mTO rpH3e APBO HcnoA xope. M rpnse, H Ayna, H TYTH>H, H Aaje xao 6eCHa AaBHQa, Te necpehaa 3AHKOBaQ nesra MHpa HH na AaHY HH y aoha, HH Y ropn HH na H>HBH, HH Y CBOM )KUBOTY HH nOCAe rpofia. Aaxme 6H 6HAO qOBeKY Aa My ce OTBOPH Ay6aH>a H cacne poj rrqeAa yHyTpa Aa cranyje Hero Aa My cranyje y rAaBH HeqHCTa H HaA>yneHa CaBeCT_

3aTO [e, 6pano, Eor H aanoseaao A>YARMa paAH H>HXOBOr MHpa H cpehe, Aa He y6Hjajy.

o rOCnOAe, Ilpeaoopa, KaKO je CBaKa TBoja 3anOBeCT xao MAeKO CAaTKa H XpaHA>HBa! 0 I'ocnose JaKH, casvaaj cAyry TBOra oz, 3Aa AeAa H OCBeTHUqKe casecra, Aa 6H Te CAaBHO H XBaAHO KP03 BeKOBe H BeKOBe.

He y6uj.

A OBO 3HaqH:

Bor je Aao )KHBOT OA csora )KHBOTa CBHMa cTBopeHHM 6HliHMa. )KHBOT je aajaparoueaaje HMaH.e Boacje. OTYAa, KO ce Apa-He aa Ma xoja )KHBOT Y CBeTY, AP3HYO ce na aajaparoueaaje HMaH>e EO)Kje, - Aa, na caM )KHBOT EO)KjH. CBH MH, KOjH caaa )KHBHMO, rrpaapesreaa CMO HOCUOI.lH Boacjer )KUBOTa Y ce6u, qyaapu CMO' EO)Kje najaparouenaje UMOBUHe. OTYAa, HUTH MU CMeMO, HUTU MO)KeMO, YHUlUTUTU ra] n03ajMA>eHH )KUBOT Eo)Kju y ce6u UAH APyruMa. A OBO 3Ha'!H:

ilPBO, - MU He CMeMO y6UTlJ iI

Apyro - MU He MO)KeMO y6UTU )KUBOT.

JeAaH AOHqap nanpaaa AOHaQ OA HAOBaqe, na KaA ra pas- 6ujem, AOHqap ce A>¥TU U Tpa)KH HaKHaAV. 3aucTa U qOBeK je OA jearmror MaTepujaAa, xao U AOHaQ, HO cKynOQeHO je OHO, mTO je y qOBeKV, - Avma, xoja TKa xoaexa u3H¥Tpa, U AYx Bczcja, KOjU Aymu Aaje )KUBOT.

qaK, HU OTaQ HU MajKa HeMajy npaao OAY3eTU )KUBOT CBOjOj AeQU, jep He Aajy )KUBOT pOAHTeA>U, HO Bor Kp03 pOAHTeA>e. POAM-

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llPOTHB Ill e c r e 3anOBeCTH r p e ur a :

Ko je aexora YOHO XOTHMINHO Ma KOjHM HaqHHOM;

Ko je yqecTBoBaO na y6p3albY qHje CMPTH, HAll je nexora H3AaraO OnaCHOCTHMa, 60AeCTHMa, HAH H3HypaBao nOCAOM, 3AOCTaBh>albeM, 6aTHHaMa;

Ko je AOBeO aexora AO caMoy6HcTBa rOlbelbeM HAH 3AO-CTaBh>albeM;

Ko je nOACTpeKaBaO nexora na ABo60j HAll caMoy6HcTBO, y6HCTBO, Tyqy HAH aa AeAa onacna no 3ApaBA>e H )KHBOT;

Ko je aarosapao nexora Aa HCTynH H3 CBeTe sepe npaBOCAaB· He HAH Aa yqHHH HeKH rpex;

Ko je craapao paaaop Meoy 6AH)KlbHMa;

Ko je nporrvcrao npHAHKy Aa xora OABpaTH OA y6HcTBa, -caMoy6HcTBa, ABo6oja, Tyqe, noapexe ryber 3ApaBh>a H cxpahnaalba )KHBOTa;

Ko vnserana YAOBe, CHpOqaA H vorrurre CHpOMaWHe A>YAe, caafie H nanvnrreae:

Ko je AaKO paCnOAO)KeH na rrsen, cBaoy, Tyqy H OCBeTY;

Ko 6e3 HY)KAe y6Hja )KHBOTHlbe HAH Y)KHBa y lbHXOBOM MY'qelbY H 3AOCTaBh>albY;

Ko y6Hja cnoje 3ApaBA>e CyBHIlIHHM paAOM HAll AelbollIhy, najaacrsoa, APoraMa, pacxouren, caaaocrpamhesc HAH HeqHM APYrHM;

Ko speba APyre rpy6HM pe'IHMa, nCOBKaMa HAll KAeBeTaMa; Ko KyHe CBOjy Aerw, HAH Ma xora APyrora;

Ko aanvpaaa csoje paAHHKe, cavre H nor-nnseae CYBHllIHHM !Ii nperepaaaa PaAOM H nOCAOM;

Ko OA OBHX 3aKHAa na nAaTH, oaeha, xpana H OAMOPy.

Ho 6ap Aa ce CBe 3AO 3aBPIIIYje ca OHHMa, KOjH 3AO qHHe, CTBap 6H 6HAa Malbe Y)KaCHa. AAH je CTBap rrpevxcacaa, xasa ce nOMHCAH, Aa Aen;a npeA>y60qHHan;a HacAeoyjy 60AeCT CBOjHX poAHTeA>a: CHHOBH H xhepa, na qaK H yHyUH H npavavnn. 3aHCTa 60AeCTH OA npeA>y6e 6Hq cy aa A>YAe xao <pHAOKCepa aa aanorpaze. OA THX 60AeCTH qOBeqaHCTBO je YHa3aOeHO, AereHepHcaHO, smrre Hero Ma OA KOjHX APYrHx.

CAHKa je AOBOA>HO crpanma, KaA ce HMajy na yMy caao TeAeCHe MYKe H pyro6e, TeAeCHO rlbH1helbe H pacnaaarse OA 6AYAHHX 60AecTH. Ho CAHKa je TeK norrrvaa, TeK crpanma AO uenaisa Hepana, xaaa ce vs TeAeCHY pyr06y AOAa H pyrofia AYllIeBHa, xao nOCAeAHn;a acrora 6AYAHora 3Aa. OA rora 3Aa AYllIeBHe MohH KOA soaexa ocxaoe H pacrpoje ceo BOAeCHHK H3ry6H OIlITPHHY H Ay6HHY H BHCHHY MHCAH, KOjy je HMao npe 60AeCTH. Ilocraje CMeTeH, aa- 60paBaH H CTaAHO sastopen. Ilpecraje 6HTH cnocooan aa Ma KaKaB 036HA>aH nocao, H3ry6H xapaxrep H oaaje ce CBHMa MoryhHM nopoumsa. OAaje ce AaKO llHjaHCTBY, CnAeTKH, Aa)KH, xpaba H 3AOqHHY CBaKe BpCTe. Pa3BHja ce KOA lbera crpauma Mp)Klba csera A06por, qeCTHTOr, CBeTAor, MOAHTBeHOr, AYXOBHor, (0)KaHCKor. OH Mp3H Ao6pe A>YAe, na ce crapa CBOM CHAOM, Aa HM HanaKOCTH, Aa HX ynpA>a, YBpeAH, oupaa, OKAeBeTa. Kao npasa qOBeKOMp3an;, OH je y HCTO speae H 60rOMp3aD;. OH Mp3H CBe 3aKOHe, H A>YACKe H BO)Kje, 3aTO OH MP3H H CBe 3aKOHOAaBn;e H 3aKOHOqYBape. OH je rOHHAan; peaa, noperxa, Ao6pa, xapaxrepa, caermse H HAeaAa. OH je npasa OTPOB APYIIITBa, xoja rlbHAll H 3aYAapa, xao KY)KHa 6apa, H Tpyje CBY OKOAHHY. Hseroso je TeAO rnoj, H aerosa je AYIIIa mojo

CEAMA 3AllOBECT

ETo, 6paho, 3allITO je Bor, KOjH CBe 3Ha H CBe npeannba, H3Aao 3anOBeCT npOTHB npeA>y6e, llpOTHB 6AYAHor )KHBOTa, npOTHB BaH6paqHe seae Mel5y A>YAHMa.

HapOqHTO OMAaAHHa HapOAHa Tpe6a Aa ce cxaaisa H qYBa OA onora 3Aa xao OA orposaor 3MHjHlbaKa. Jep onaj napoz, HeMa 6YAyhHOCTH, y KOMe ce OMAaAHHa npeaa pacrrycnoxr H He3aKOHHTOM TeAeCHOM )KHBOTY. TaKaB HapOA HMahe CBe 60raA>aCTHja, Tynoraanaja H HeMohHHja noxozsersa C BpeMeHoM, AOK najaaz, He noCTaHe naea jeanora aapasajer aapoaa, KOjH he AohH Aa HX nOT'IUHH cefia .

Ko YMe Aa qHTa npOllIAOCT A>YAH H aapoaa, MO)Ke ce AOBOA>HO HayquTH, KaKBa CTpaxOBHTa Ka3Ha nOCTH)Ke npeA>y60qHHa naeueaa H napoae,

Y CBeToM llHCMY onacvje ce nponacr ABa rpaaa COAOMa H I'oxropa, y KojHMa ce HHje MorAO naha HH AeceT npaBeAHHX H

He 'tUHU npelby6e.

A OBO 3HaqH:

Hessoj HMaTH He3aKoHHTY Be3Y ca )KeHOM. 3aHcTa, y OBOMe -cy )KHBOTHlbe nOCAYIlIHHje npesra Bory Hero MHOrH A>YAH.

llpeA>y60qHHcTBO pasopana qOBeKa TeAeCHO H AYIIIeBHO. Tlpe.h>y60qHHn;H ce 06INHO HCKpHBe xao ryAaAo H npe CTapOCTH, H aaBPIlIYjy cnoj )KHBOT y panaaa, MYKaMa H AYAHAy. Hajcrpanmaje H najraannje 60AeCTH, aa xoje HaYKa 3Ha, jecy 60AeCTH, xoje ce MHO)Ke H pa3HOCe no qOBeqaHCTBY npeA>y60M. Teao npeA>y60qHHna nOCTaHe y 60AecTH xao jeana cxrpaaaa 6apa, OA xoje CBaK 6e)KH ca aarryuremer HOCOM H BeAHKHM rabetseu.

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'lecTlITHX A>YAH. IIycmo je Bor, 3aTO, orrseay KHIlly ca cvsmopon, re cy 06a rpaaa oAjeAHoM sarpnaaa KaO y rp06y.

Y Jvxcnoj MnL\HjH nocroja H caa MeCTO, 3BaHO Ilosmeja, aeraa 60raT H pacxouraa rpaa a caaa caao [eaaa )KaAOCHa pvmeBHHa, aa KOjy ce A>YAH CKynA>ajy, Aa BHAe H Aa Y3APxTe AYllIOM OA crpaxa H Y)Kaca. A CYA6a je Jlosaneje YKpaTKO OBaKBa:

EoraTcTBO je AOBeAO ra] rpas, AO TaKO pacxaxanmor H oAYAHor )KHBOTa, KaKaB ce BaA>Aa Y CBeTY HHje 3anaMTHO. M AOUIAa je Ka3Ha Bozcja H3HeHaAa. Jeanora AaHa npOBaAH ce nxaHHHa Be3YB, 6AH3Y Ilosmeje, H BYAKaH H36Hje H3 Te nposaae, H orrseaa xmna ca neneAOM H CYMnopOM nosnre Aa sacarra rpaa IIoMnejy ca CBHMa IbCHHM )KlITeA>HMa, AOK je mrje aacvaa H3HaA Kyna xao llITO ce jeAaH MpTBaU Y rp06y aacana.

Hexa BaM Bor CBeMorynH nouorne, opano, Aa He 3aAYTaTe aa KAH3aBH H onacaa rrvr npeA>y60AejcTBa. Hexa sam anbeo xpaHHTeA> '1yBa MHp H A>y6aB Y AOMY BaUIeM.

Hexa Majxa Eo)Kja HaAaXHe same CHHOBe H xhepa CBOjHM 6o)KaHcKHM AeBH'laHCTBOM, Aa 6H rexa H AyUIe lbHXOBe oHAe aevnpzsaae rpexoM HO '1HCTe H CBeTAe, Aa 6H ce Ayx CBeTH Morao HaCTaHHTH y lbHMa H OnAOAHTH HX CaMO OHHM UITO je (0)KaHCKO, llITO je OA Bora.

Ko '1HTa nopnorparpcxe KlbHre xoje pacnazevjv MallITY H H3a· 3HBajy rpeume MHCAH;

Ko ce6H AonyllITa HCYBHllIe CA060AHO onnrrerse C APymM, HAH APymx npeua ce6H (rp.sea,e, A>y6A>elbe, nOXOTA>HBH AOAHpH); Ko ncyje, HapO'IHTO npea MAaoHM, H aarosapa cpasme pesn H cpasore nCOBKe;

Ko ce oaaje paCKOllIH, Y)KHBalbHMa, MOAH, AyKCy3y, AelbOC' TH, HAH nocehyje cpasme npeacrane H CAH'lHe cxvnose:

(Hajsaa y Tpe6HHKy y nHTalbHMa aa )KeHe nopea OCTaAor CTOjH: .Kaaa ce nabe Aa je nooauaaa cBojeBOA>HO y6HI~a je, H 3a· 6palbyje ce xao y6Hua".)

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OCMA 3AnOBECT He yx:paau.

A OBO 3Ha'IH:

He O)KaAOCTH 6paTa caora HenOllITOBalbCM rserose HMOBHHe.

He '1HHH OHO llITO '1HHe AHCHue H MHllIeBH, aKO CMaTpallI ce6e OOA>HM OA AHCHl~a H MHllIeBa. AHcHI~a xpaae He anajyha aa 3aKOHe o xpahn, H MHlll nosrpasa aM6ap He 3HajynH, Aa je TO HeKOMe urrera, M AHCHua H MHIll anajv caxro aa CBOjy KOPHCT, HO He H aa TYOY IllTeTY. fbHMa aaje AaTO Aa TO aaajv, a Te6H je AaTO. 3aTO ce Te6H He onpanrra OHO, IllTO je AHCHUH H MHIlly onpomTeHO. Tnoja KOPHCT Mopa YBeK crajara HH)Ke 3aKOHa, H rsoja KOPHCT He CMe 6HTH urrera 6paTY TBOMe.

Bpaho, cano He3HaAHue HAY y Kpaoy; HaHMe OHH, KOjH

He aaajv ABe xpvnne CTBapH 0 OBOMe )KHBOTY:

jeaaa je CTBap, Aa '10BeK He MO)Ke YKpaCTU; H

APyra je CTBap, Aa ce '10BeK He MO)Ke KOPHCTHTH xpabosr, Kaxo TO? ynarahe MHom je3HUH H 3a'lYAHne ce MHore ne-

3HaAHue.

EBO KaKO:

OBa BaCHOHa je MHOrOO'lHTa BaCHOHa. OHa je ynpaBo CBa Ha'lH'lKaHa O'lHMa xao lllA>HBa y npoxehe 6eAHM UBeTOM. M3Bec· TaH opoj THX O'lHjy A>YAH BHAe H ocehajv, HO MHoro neha 6poj OHH HHTH BHAe HHTH ocehajv. Kao IllTO MpaB y npanraaa He oceha O'IH osaua, xoje nacy HaA lbHM, HH O'IH A>YAH KOjH ra rAeAajy, TaKO HCTO HH A>YAH He ocehajy HeH30pojHO MHoro O'lHjy BHIIIHX 6Hna, xoja ra nocuarpajy na CBaKOM xopaxv lberUBor )KHBOTa. ITocroje MHAHOHH H MHAHOHH MHOrOO'lHTHX AYXOBa, KOjH aerpexmue rAeAajy urra ce AeIllaBa aa CBaKOM caHTHMeTPY 3eMA>e. KaKO OHAa MO)Ke AonOB vxpacra, a Aa ce He BHAH? Kaxo - a Aa ce He npoxaxce? TH He MO)KeIll aasyha pyKy y csoj nen, a Aa MHAHOHH

II POT H B C e A Me 3 a nOB e C T H B O)K H j e r p e III H:

Ko ce orpemao 0 cvnpvacaacxv BepHOCT H A>y6aB;

Ko y 6e36pa'lHOM craisy He 'lyBa ce6e y '1eAHOCTH, ueaoMYApeHOCTH, Y3AP)K;\,HBOCTH H AeBH'lHOCTH;

Ko je aexora npaavbasao na rpex;

Ko je OOeIIl'laCTHO H caOAa3HHO AeBojKY HAU YAOBHllY, aaPO'IHTO 06enalbCM 6paKa;

Ko je Pa3PYIllHO He'IHjy 6pa'lHY aajeamntv HAH nOpOAH'IHy cpehy:

Ko 3aBOAH paao )KeHCKHIbC, HAU )KeHa MyUIKaplie;

Ko A03BOA>aBa CBOMe 6pa'lHOM APYry Aa )!(HBH paCllYTHO,

HAH je TO npOY3pOKOBao CBOjHM poaBHM )!(HBOTOM H BAaAaIbCM; Ko je paasparao HeBHHO a HapO'IHTO MaAOAeTHO 'leA>Me;

Ko je Pa3ABOjHO )KeHY OA My)Ka, HAU MY)Ka OA )KeHe;

Ko je 6HO KOMe OA nonoha npa 3aAOBOA>elbY TeAeCHe crpa-

CTU;

Ko PYIIlH caoje 3APaBA>e TajHHM rpexoss pYK06AYAa;

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Ko qHHH CMeTI-be H npenpexe HeKOMe Y A06poM, 6HAO janHOM 6HAO npHBaTHOM nOCAY;

Ko He qYBa 6AR)KH,e csoje OA ry6HTKa H He nonazce HM Y

HY)KAH H 6eAH, HepOAHIUi H Y csaxoj AaToj npHAH1.Ui; Ko He Aaje MHAOCTHlbY CHpOMaCHMa;

Ko ce He crapa 0 60AeCHHM H necpehmm:

Ko He ynoTpe6JbaBa cnoje .bOrOMAaHe AapOBe H A06pa aa KOPHCT CBOjlIX 6AH)KlbHX;

Ko He ynynyje 6AH)Klbe H HeYKe cneroj nepa npaaocxanaoj H 3aKOHY .bO)KHjeM, xao H He crapa ce Aa nOBpaTH 3a6AYAeAe ca lbHXOBe CTpaHnYTHue;

Ko He Aaje A06pe casere OHHMa KojHMa cy OBH nOTpe6HH; Ko He TeWH H He canervje OHe KOjH cy Y HeBOJbH, )KaAOCTH HAM necpeha:

Ko He npanrra APyroMe YBpeAe H He MOAR ce Bory aa csoje

6AR)Klbe, aenpajares,e, a HapOqHTO aa YMpAe Y sepn,

CBeAOKa TO He BHAe. Jow Malbe MO)KeW aasvha PYKy Y TVD uerr, a Aa ce MHAHOHH BHWlIX CHAa He Y36YHe. Onaj, AaKAe, KO TO 3Ha, raj TBPAH, Aa qOBeK He MO)Ke yKpacTH, a Aa He 6YAe BHDeH H npoxaaaa,

To je jeaaa CTBap.

A APyra je CTBap, Aa ce qOBeK He MO)Ke KOPHCTHTH KpaDOM.

Jep KaKO he ce KOPHCTHTH, KaA je BHDeH OA TOARKO OqHjy, H KaA he 6HTH npoxaaan? A KaA 6YAe npoxasaa, 6Hne 3acTHDeH H OCTane My HMe AonOB AO CMPTH MeDY cyceAHMa I-berOBHM. HMa Xll1'oaAe HaqHHa, KaKO CHAe He6ecHe noxasyjv aonoaa.

IIpoTHB OCMe 3anOBeCTH .bOJKHje r p e nr a :

Ko je oreo HeWTO OA nexora [asao, HaCHAHO HAM na HeKH APYrH HeA03BOJbeH HaqHH;

Ko je rrpacsojao HeWTO TVDe rajno HAM nyTeM 06MaHe rrpa npoaaja, HAR rrpenapao aa MepH xarrraposr;

Ko je HeWTO aecaaecao crexao HAM A06HO Y HajMY, KynoBHHH, HCnAaTH, cxaanarsv vroaopa H AP;

Ko je rrpoaeaepao TVDH, nosepeaa HAR 3BaHH'lHH HOBau HAH

crsapa:

Ko npmra HAH Aaje MHTO HAH HeA03BOJbeHe nOKAOHe'

Ko je YCKpaTHo HeKOM aacAY)KeHY narpaay HAR rrpnanasse:

Ko no ARuenpHjaTHjy (CPOAHHqKHM 063HpHMa HAH ApyrHM aesaaa) a He no caBeCTH II aacavraua noaasce nexora:

Ko na cnojv KOPHCT ynoTpe6JbaBa TVDH, OAHOCHO upKBeHH HAM APYWTBeHH HOBau;

Ko je aarajao HaDeH HOBau HAM CTBapH H aaje lIX npeaao lbHXOBOM conCTBeHHKY;

Ko je Y3HMao HAR OTHMao HeWTO OA CHpOTHlbe, HAH npHAHKOM rroxcapa, nonaase, 3eMJbOTpeCa HAH APYrIIX HeBOJba nojeaaHaqHlIX HAH onWTHX;

Ko je npaaao HAM xynoaao xpaaene CIBapH, 3HajyliH Aa je TO KpaAeHO;

Ko ce H3BAaqH OA npmeaa csoje AY)KHOCTH, nOCAOBa II 06aaeaa nOA pa3HHM H3rOBopHMa HAM To60)KlbOM 6oAewny;

Ko Y3HMa KaMaTV H 6aBH ce na paane aaxaae AlIXBapelbeM; Ko oAyroBAaqH Aa 113BpWH caoje 06aBe3e H HCnAaTe aa IUTeTY nojeaaaaua HAM aajeaaaue:

Ko ca CBOjOM CTOKOM qHHH wTeTV HAM norpy APyroMe; Ko je ARIUHO aexora HeKlIX npana HAM CAY)K6e;

AEBETA 3AnOBECT

He ceeoonu lIa:JICHO.

A OBO 3Ha'lH:

He ev AH Aa)KaH HH npexa ce6H HH npeua APyroM. KaA rOBopHIU A~HO 0 ce6H, TH caM snanr, Aa Aa)Kew. KaA rOBopHW A~HO 0 APyroM, Taj APyrH 3Ha, Aa Aa)KHO rOBopHW 0 I-beMy.

KaA npeY3HOCHW ce6e H xsaamnem ce npea JbYAHMa, JbYAH He 3Hajy HO TH casr anam, Aa Aajew Aa)KHY CBeAOJ,l6y 0 cetia, A aKO nOHOBHW Ty Aa)KHY CBeAOJ,l6y 0 ce6H same nvra, JbYAH he ce BpeMeHoM YBepHTH, Aa HX Aa)Kew. A aKO HenpeKHAHO nOHaBJbaw jeAHY Aa)K 0 ce6H, JbYAH he CBH 3HaTH, Aa TH ronopam Aa)K, HO rasa new Til nosera BepOBaTH caa y CBOjy Aa)K, H TaKO he Aaw nOCTaTH 3a Te6e HCTHHa. H npHBHKHyneIU ce A~H xao WTO caenau npHBHKHe TaMH.

A KaA rOBopHW Aa)K 0 APyroM 'lOBeKY, ra] 'lOBeK 3Ha, Aa TH Aa)Kew. To je jeaan cBeAOK npOTHB Te6e. H TH aaanr, Aa Aa)KeW npOTHB lbera. Taxo, TH CH APYrH cBeAOK npOTHB caster ce6e. A Bor je TpenH CBeAOK. KaA rOA, AaKAe, HCKa)KeW jeAHo Aa)KHO CBCAO'laHCTBO npOTHB cyceaa csora, aaaj, Aa cy rpojaua caeaoxa rrpoTHB reoe: Bor, TBOj cvcea H TH. H aaaj, Aa he Te jeAaH OA Ta ,pH CBeAOKa npoxasara uexoae CBeTY·

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IIpoTHB AeBeTe 3anOBeCTH BO)KHje rpeIIIH:

Ko je OKAeBeTaO nexora aa CYAY, npea BAaCTHMa, pOAHTeAoHMa, HAli crapajaua:

Ko paaraamaaa Tyoe CAaOOCTH, MaHe HAM jaano xora cpaMOTH;

Ko He ncnpans,a CBOj )KHBOT a YKa3yje aa rybe nopoxe H rpexe;

Ko je HaKAOIf>eH npHCAYIIIKHBalbY, YXOOelbY;

Ko paao cavma ryba oronaparsa H no lbHMa CYAH 0 OAH)KlbHMa;

Ko npOHOCH pbase rAaCOBe H IIIHpH CnAeTKe;

Ko aasaba APyre, HAH orosapa H norxasvje napo-nrro Herrpajare.saaa;

Ko ce paao nOACMeBa APyrHMa, HAM nasphe lbHXOBe pexa H

nocrynxe:

Ko paao AaCKa APyrHMa, HAH H3a Aeoa orosapa:

Ko paao npOBOAH npaane paarosope:

Ko nYUITa Y jannocr H3MHIIIAoeHe a no APYIIITBeHH H QpKBe-

HH MHP H3MHIIIAoeHe MHCAH;

Ko anje rOBopHO HCTHHY xaaa ce TO OA rsera 3aXTeBaAO; Ko je HeKOMe naKOCTHO H IIIKOAHO;

Ko ce Y CBOMe noaauraav npersapa H IIPHTBOPHO )KHBH, -<nfHenH AOOPO paaa CAaBe H AoYAH, a He IIO caBeCTH paAH Bora; Ko ryba Aoopa AeAa cscarpa H pasraanryje aa pbasa.

AECETA 3AUOBECT

OBa 3anOBeCT 'lHHH MOCT H3Meoy Crapor H HOBor 3aKOHa Bo)Kjer, npsor AaTor Boron KP03 Mojceja, H Apyror AaTor Boron Kp03 Focnoaa Hcyca Xpacra, Jep KaA 0YAeill 'lHTaO HOBH 3aKOH XPH' CTOB, BHAeneIII, Aa XPHCTOC He aanoseaa BHIIIe AoYAHMa, Aa He YOHjajy PYKaMa, H He 'lHHe IIpeAoYOY TeAOM, H He KpaAY PYKaMa, H He Aa)KY je3HKOM, Hero OH CHAa3H Ay60Ko y AYillY AoYACKY H aanoneaa, Aa ce He y6Hja HH nOMHIIIAoY, H Aa ce He 'lHHH npeAoyoa HH )KeAoOM H Aa ce He xpaae HH y MHCAHMa, H Aa ce He Aa)Ke HH nYTKe.

Taxo, AaKAe, OBa AeceTa 3aIIOBeCT 'lHHH npexas xa 3aKOHY XPHCTOBOM, KOjH je AYXOBHHjH H Te)KH OA 3aKOHa Mojcajesor.

He IIO)KeAH HIIITa IIITO npanaaa OAH)KlbeM TBOM. J ep 'lHM CH nO)KeAeO, Ben CH nocejao ceue 3Aa y CPQY, H ceue he paCTH, H paCTH, H paCTH, H IIIHpHTH ce, H rpaaara ce, H rvparn rsoje pyxe na rpex, H raoje aore, H rsoje O'lH, H TBOj je3HK, H QeAO TeAO TBoje. Jep TeAO je, opano, H3BpIIIHH opraa AYIIIe. Teao H3BpIIIyje HapeA6e, xoje My AYIIIa naaaje. OHO IIITO AYIIIa xohe, TeAO Mopa; H OHO IIITO AYIIIa nehe, TeAO He Mopa.

Koja OHAoKa, opano, Hajop)Ke pacre? Je AH rrarrpar? 3aHCTa, nocejana )KeAoa y CPLIY 'lOBe'ljeM pacre op)Ke OA nanparn. AaHac Y3paCTe BPAO MaAO, CYTpa je Ben ABa rrvra aeha, IIpeKOCYTpa 'leTHP" IIYTa, HaKCYTpa IIIeCHaeCT rryra, H TaKO AaAoe.

JeCH AH AaHac nO)KeAeO Kyny caora OAH)Klbera, cyrpa hem sen KpOjHTH naan, KaKO Aa My je Y3MeIII; npexocvrpa hem My je Tpa)KHTH Aa TH Aa, a HaKCYTpa hem My je OTeTH HAH 3anaAHTH.

JeCH AH AaHac norxeaao lberoBY )KeHV ca )KeAoOM; cyrpa hem Ba3Aa MHCAHTH, KaKO Aa je oruenr OA csora cvceaa: npexocvrpa hem ee He'lHCTO Be3aTH C lbOM, a HaKCYTpa hem aajeano C lbOM, CMHIIIAoaTH naaa, KaKO Aa yMOpHill caora cvceaa H )KeHY My npHcBOjHIII.

JeCH AH AaHac IIO)KeAeO BOAa TBora cvceaa, cyrpa hem ra flO)KeAeTH ABa IIYTa jaxe, IIpeKOCYTpa - 'leTllpH IIYTa [axe, a HaKcvrpa hein My yKpacTH BOAa. TY)KH All re OH, IIITO CH My BOAa vxpao, TH henr ce na CYAY OpaHHTH H 3aKAeTH Aa je BO TBOj.

H TaKa, H3 rpennte )KeAoe pacry H pasnajajv ce CBa rpemna AeAa. H jonr 3aIIa3H, Aa KO norasn AeceTY 3anOBeCT, norasnhe, jeAHY aa APyroM, H OCTaAHX AeBeT 3aIIOBeCTH.

qyj jeAaH MOj caner: crapaj ce Aa HCnYHHIII OBY IIOCAeAlbY 3anOBeCT BO)Kjy, na he TH Aaxure OHTH HcnyHHTH CBe OCTaAe. A sepvj MH, Aa oaa], 'lHje ee cpue HCIIYHH PY)KHHM )KeAoaMa, TOAHKO noupava CBOjy AYIIIV, Aa nOCTaHe necnoconaa H aa aepy V I'ocnoaa Bora, H sa pas, Y oapebeao apesie, H aa CBeTKOBalbe HeAeAoe, H 3a nonrroaarse CBOjHX pOAHTeAoa. HCTHHa, TO B3)KH H aa

He noxcenu xytu: 6Au:JtC1beZa ceoieta; He noscenu »cene 6AU:JtC1beZa ceojeia; HU cAyze 1beZ08e, HU CAYUlICU1be 1beZ08e, HU 80Aa 1beZ08a, HU uazapua 1beZ08a, HUiU uurta taro je 6AU:JtC1beZa reojeta.

A aBO 3Ha'lH:

qHM CH IIO)KeAeO, Ben CH nao Y rpex. Ilaraise je cas, xoheur AH ce TPrHYTH OP30 OA HH30PAHQe, aa xojv Te je TBoja )KeAoa naseaa, HAH henr ce KOTpAoaTH H AaAoe HaHH)Ke.

)KeAoa je ceue rpexa, I'peunro AeAo je )KeTBa rrocejanor H vspacaor cexreaa,

3aIIa3H paaaxv H3Meoy one, AeceTe 3aIIOBeCTH BO)Kje H IIpeTXOAHHX AeBeT 3aIIOBeCTH. Y IIpeTxoAHHX AeBeT 3aIIOBeCTH Bor Te npeaynpebvje oA 'lHlbelba rpeIIIHHx AeAa, vnpaso OA )KeTBe rpexa. A Y OBOj, AeceToj 3anOBeCTH Bor CHAa3H na xopen rpexa H rpeurelba, H npeavrrpebvje 're, Aa He rpenmur HH )KeAoaMa CBOjHM. Crora

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CBe OCT<lA,e 3anOBeCTH - norasam AH jeAHY, norasahenr CBIfX. AeBeT.

Y caaa, Bozce, TBOj CBeTH 3aKOH Y aanra cpna: ycaAH ra, H HaKaAeMH ra, H sasesaj ra, H paarpaaaj ra, H pacnseraj ra, H OIlAOAH ra. Jep rum Hac OCTaBHIll caae C TBOjHM aaKOHOM, MH ce He MO)KeMO cnpajarezsara C TBojHM 3aKOHOM.

CAaBa nexa je Te6H JeAHHH Tocnoae, a xacr aexa je Mojcejy, TBOMe H3a6paHHKY H npopoxv, npexo xora CH HaM Aao osaj jacaa H MonHH 3aKOH.

llOM03H HaM, Focnoae, Aa HayqHMo AOCAOBu;e osaj npaa aaKOH, Aa 6H ce Kp03 TO npHDpeMHAH aa BeAHKH H npeCAaBHH aaKOH CHHa Tnor Jeaaaopobeaor, Hcyca Xpncra, Cnacarezsa aamer, KOMe sajeaao C To60M H ca )KHBOTBOPHHM CBeTHM AYXOM nexa je aesnrra CAaBa H XBaAa, necna H noxxoisen,e, H3 noxossersa y nOKOibelbe, H3 CTOAena y CTOAene, AO capmerxa CBeTa, AO crpanmora CYAa, AO oasajarsa aerroxajaaax rpemaaxa OA npaseaaaxa, AO n06eAe HaA caTaHOM, AO coxpymersa rseroaor uapcrsa H AO 3aCHjarsa BeqHTOr uapcrsa rsora HaA CBHMa u;apCTBHMa, 3HaHHM H BHneHHM OKOM H YMOM lbYACKHM.

HeKH npaseaaa qOBeK, no HMeHY AOBPO, OCTaBH csoje ceaoH noavse ce Y IlAaHHHY, rAe )KHBlbaille ycaMlbeHo. OH ce crapame, Aa CBe csoje )Kelbe, ceM )Keibe aa Borow H uapcraov EO)KjHM, HCxopena H3 cnoje AVIlle. KP03 HeKOAHKO roaana AOBPO je CaMO' MHCAHO 0 Borv, MOAHO ce Borv H nOCTHO. Kaaa ce nOHOBO BpaTH y ceao, CBH cezsaua 3aAHBHIlle ce CBeTHTelbCTBY AOBpHHOM. M CBH ra nourrosaxv xao npasor Boxcjer xosexa. A 6ejalIle y HCTOM ceAY HeKH Taanja, KOjH n03aHHAe AOBPH, na pexe ce.saunaa, Aa H OH MO)Ke 6HTH xao H AOBpO. M YAa.ibH ce Taanja y IlAaHHHY, H npeaaze ce caaohn H acnaurraisv. Ho nOCAe Meceu; AaHa sparn ce Taanja y csoje ceao. M KaA ra cezsaua vnaraure, urra je PaAHo aa npomaa Meceu; AaHa, OH pese:

- Y6Hjao CaM, xpao, xarao, onasao lbYAe, XBaAHCaO ce, npelby60AejcTBoBao, naaaxyhao, - peqjy, qHHHO CaM CBa Moryna, 6e3aKolba.

- Kaxo TO, KaA CH 6HO TaMO caxt?

- JeCTe, 6HO caM diM TeAOM. Ho AYillOM H cpuess 6IlO can

Y APYIllTBY C lbYAHMa rrenpecraao, H IllTO HHcaM Morao qIlHHTH pvxana H aoraaa, H je3HKoM H TeAOM CBOjHM, qHHHO caM AYIllOM, H cpuesr.

Taxo, AaKAe, fipaho, qOBeK MO)Ke rpennrra fiarn H KaA ceH3ABOjH OA lbYAH H nooerae y ocanv. Jep aKO pbas qOBeK OCTaBH APYillTBO lbYAH, HHCY lbera OCTaBHAe rpenrae )Kelbe, lberOBa PY)KHa AYilla H HeqHCTe MHCAH.

3aTO, 6pano nOMOAHMO ce Eory Aa HaM nosiorne, Aa ncrrvHHMO H OBY nOCAeAlbY 3anOBeCT lberOBY H THMe ce npHDpeMHMO Aa qyjeMo, pa3YMeMO H npIlMHMO HOBH 3aKOH bO)KjH, Tj. 3aKOH Mcyca 'XpHCTa, CHHa Bozcjer.

I'ocrroae Boxce, I'ocnoae BeAHKH H CTpaIllHH, BeAHKH Y AeAHMa CBOjHM a CTpaIllHH Y HeYMHTHoj npaaaa CBOjOj! Hoaajxnr HaM rao]e cnare, rsoje MYAPOCTH H raoje A06pe sozse, Aa cAeAY' [esso H OBOj BeAHKoj H cseroj 3anOBeCTH TBOjOj. Yrvunr, Bozce, CBaKY rpeumv )KelbY Y cpu;y aameu npe Hero IllTO Y3paCTe H novae OHa Hac ryunrra.

o BAaAHKO CBHX CBeToBa, HCnyHH name AYllle H TeAa TBOjOM cnaroxr, jep CBOjOM CHarOM MH He MO)KeMO qHHHTH HHIllTa; H TBOJOM MYAPolllny, jep aaura je MYAPOCT rxvnocr H MpaK; H TBOjOM BOlbOM, jep aaura je BOlba YBeK 3Aa 6e3 rsoje. llPH6AH)Kll ce HaMa, Aa 6H ce H MH npH6AH)KHAH Te6H. Ilparaa ce K naaa, Aa 6H ce MIl> npHAHrAH K Te6H.

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llPOTHB AeceTe 3anOBeCTH EO)KHje r p e ur a :

Ko 3aBHAH KOMe 360r qera; Ko ce paavje TYnoj aecpehn:

Ko APyroMe )KeAH 3Aa, 60AeCT, CMPT;

Ko ce )KaAOCTH, CPAH H AYAyje rAeAajyllli APyrora Y cpehn

H y A06py;

Ko npesape csoje 6AH)Klbe;

Ko ce6e AP)KH aa 60lber H AOCTojHHjer OA APyrHX;

Ko aa ce6e OA APyrHX TPa)KH H H3Hynana noxacra, yranalba,

aacxaaa, OAAHKOBalba H TOMe CAH'lHO;

Ko H3BHlbaBa H rrpaaaa csoja pbasa AeAa;

Ko ce He TPYAH Aa yKpOTH csoje CTpaCTH H pbane )Kelbe; Ko He nacroja Aa H36erHe cAyqajeBe H nOBOAe rpexy.

CMOTPA CABECTH nPEKO MCET JEBAImEACKHX EM)KEHCTABA

HOBA HAYKA

Bano He 6H HMao urra Aa paAH KaA ra lbYAH He 6H sanocAMAH. Kao Borosspsau OH nesra MonH Aa ce CBeTH Borv IllTO je CBprHYT C aefieca y AA. HHTH CMe xao Aareaoapaan Aa YAapa na aarexe He6eCHe, jep ra aareaa He6eCHH naae H aacAen.lbyjy CBOjOM

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cseraomhv, HenOAHOIllA>HBOM aa lbera. OCTaAH cy My casso .h>YAH, xoje je Bor ca oc06HTOM .h>y6aB.h>Y CTBOPHO H OAP)I{aBaO xao najMAaDH H HeMoliHHjH pea CTBopeHHx aareaareanaja. H GaIlI 3Gor re npeaeanxe Bozcje .h>y6aBH npena tIOBeKY, DaBO je H nocrao qosexoapaan, re ce xreo CBeTHTH Borv YAapoM aa tIOBeKa. H OH je AOBHO .h>YAe, aAH He xao anOCTOAH XPHCTOBH PaM cnacersa .h>YAH Hero paAH nponacra .h>YAH. Kao UITO OGHtIHH AOBlUf AOBe AHB.h>atI nOMoliy CAaTKHX MaM~a, na KaA HX yxuaTe, oaaa HX 6Hjy H y6Hjajy, TaKO je H DaDO AOBHO .h>YAe. CBOjy A~HY H OTPOBHY HaYKY OH je KP?3 MHore BeKOBe CHTIao y Ayrny H TeAO .h>YAH TaKO .,Aa cy cue MHCAH cpua IbHXOBa caaraa CaMO aa 3AO" (I Mojc. 6, 5), r]. CBe cy HM MHCAH aa cynpor HeGecHoj AorHlUf, CBe npaMece ~He H CBH 3aK..bYtIlUf CMPTOHOCHH. Taxo je npar poaa .h>YAcxor ycneo carpaaara y CBeTY APyry, BOrynPKOCHY KYAY BaBHAOHCKY, He OA xasaeaa H uaraesa Hero OA Aa)l{HHX yqelba. Ho xaaa ce npesre HCnyHH, jasa ce qOBeKO.h>yGalt, Bor-Aoroc, "Aa pacxona AjeAa baso.sa" (1. JH. 3, 8)_ He Aa HeIllTO npesaaa H nonpaaa, Hero Aa CBe HOBO CTBOpH. He Aa HeIllTO OKPllH, HHTH YAapH HOBY saxprrv aa crapy Xa..bHHY, Hero Aa 06yqe .h>YAe Y CaCBHM HOBY Xa..bHHY. Aa nornvao oGpHe CBe BpeAHOCTH.

To je GHAO jeaaora AaHa, KaAa MHoro aapoaa HDaIlIe aa HCYCOM, OA 000 crpaae jesepa, H OA o6e crpane pexe JOPAaHa, H CBe OA BHCHHa JYAejcKHX AO uneraax no.sa faAHAejcKHX. BHAeBIllH TaKO MHorH HapOA, none ce Hcyc aa jeAHo 6PAO H3HaA cesa Maraaae, a TO 6PAO nOCAe je nposnaro .Fopa EAa)l{eHCTBa", 360r HOBe HaYKe, KOjy je OH aa TOM 6PAY rora AaHa CBOjHM ycTHMa H3roBOPHO npea HapoAOM H yqeHHI.tHMa CBOjHM.ll5

Helie ce paAOBaTH H BeceAHTH HHTH HMaTH

n a a r e a a HeGecHMa:

Ko HeMa xpamhaacxe CMHpeHOCTH - xporocra; Ko ce rOPAH;

Ko ceee CMaTPa 60.h>HM OA APyrora;

Ko TPa)I{H nOXBaAe, nOtIaCTH H CAaBY sa ce6e;

Ko aa CBe csoje ycnexe Y )l{HBOTY, HaYI.tH H AoGpHM AeAHMa nparracyje 3acAyry ce6H a He EO)l{Hjoj nouoha; HTA-

2. .Baazo OHtLMa xoju. nnascy, jep he ce yrjetuuru"

Cvse race raea, yTO.h>aBajy ocserv, crrpexaaajv y6HCTBO, AetIe rOPAOCT, O)I{HB.h>aBajy cpne, CMepHH je nYH cyaa noxajarsa, ca)l{a.h>elba H MHAOCpDa; MHO je Borv H Bor My Aaje yTexy H y speMeHY oaae H y BetIHOCTH OHaMO. Carana je yqHO .h>YAe, Aa ce cMejy CyxHM CMeXOM caaa, Aa GH nOCAe CMpTH naAH y IberOBY MpatIHy 06HTe.h> rAe je aeyremaa llAatI H IllKPrVT 3y6a.

Helie ce paAOBaTH H BeceAHTH HHTH HMaTH n a a r e n a a e e e c a u a :

Ko He )l{aAH IllTO rpenra HHTH ce xaje xasa srpeura MHIll.h>Y,

petIjy HAll AeAOM;

Ko He )l{aAH IllTO je napvmao cserv BO.h>Y rrpedaaror Bora:

Ko He naase 360r CBojHX yqHlbeHHX rpexosa:

Ko je aessapaa H paaaoaymaa y AeAY cnora cnaceisa.

1. "E/lazo CUpOMaUlHUMa OYXOM, jep je 1t>UX060 14aPCT60 netiecno''

JeAHHM 3aMaxoM YAapa Hcyc cexapox Y xopen CBHjy aaaa - roPAOCTH. A rOPAOCT je npBOPOAHH rpex CaTaHHH, KOjHM je oaaj "OT~ Aa)I{H" (JoBaH 8, 44) aapaaeaaao .h>YAe OA noxerxa: aaAVBao HX 3AHM BeTpOM xao Mexype, Aa 6H HX y6p30 CllAaCHYO H 3ra3HO. fOPAe..bHB tIOBeK KaA ny)l{e no 3eM..bH, MHCAH Aa AeTH. Y CBOjOj CaMOAOBO.h>HOCTH OH npesape H .h>YAe H Bora. A CHpOMaIlIaH AYXOM je cssepaa, CTaAHO je He3aAOBO.h>aH CaMHM C060M; CTHAH ce ce6e npea APYrHMa H GojH ce Bora, 3aTO ce OH vcaspmasa H pacre xao )l{HBO ceue acnoa 3eM..be, na CBe AO Y BHCHHe napcrna He6ecHora, xoje je TaKBHMa H aaaerseao. Ha MeCTO AYAe rOPAe.h>HBOCTH, KOjy je Caraaa nOCTaBHO aa TeMe.h> caoje KyAe BaBHAOHCKe, Hcyc craas,a CMepHOCT (cssapenaje) y TeMe.h> csoje nazare, xoia je Hserosa upxaa.

3. .Bnazo ICpOTICUMa, jep he uacnuieoutu 3eM/by"

fOPAH H OXOAH .h>YAH, yqeHHlUf caraae, APCKO oraaajv rvbe, rpafie H urape CBOjy HMOBHHY HAH AP)l{aBY H BAaAaBHHY, aAH na xpajv ry6e CBe H oaaaae xao rrpocjaun aa CYA Bozcja. A KpOTKH cy Apam H Borv H .h>YAHMa. ThHMa ce Aaje H nerpaxceno, OHH HacAeDyjy 3eMa..bCKY HMOBHHY rOPAHx H AoGHjajy "HOBY 3eM.h>Y", a TO je uapcrno Bozcje.

Helie ce paAOBaTH H BeceAHTH HHTH HMaTH n x a r e a a He6eCHMa:

Ko ce .h>yTH na csoje 6AH)I{lbe, crapeumae, crapnje, npajaTe.h>e H APyroBe, xaaa MY rosope HeIllTO IllTO My je aevroaao:

Ko CBOMe HerOAOBalbY Aaje aspasa H oAyrnKa nCOBKOM, VBpeA.h>HBHM AeAHMa, aenocavumomhv H ynOPCTBOM;

Ko HeMa xpamhaacxv KPOTOCT;

Ko HeMa xpamhaacxe Tpne.h>HBOCTH, 003 xoje HeMa norpeoHe KPOTOCTH;

Ko Tpn.h>HBO He CHOCH pasae aesoae, acxynrersa H 6oAeCTH.

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