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12-10-15
ENGL 2250
Major Project 2 Final
Reflection
In third grade, I started a new school and my first week I
learned about a nationwide poetry competition. That year the task
was to write a poem on the theme: "If I could give the world a
gift."
My Dad worked until 7:00 then, so I was always alone after
school. I got bored with cartoons, and so I decided to try to
write something for the competition. I quickly typed up a small
poem about equality and the naturally accepting nature of young
children. It was about how bigotry is a learned behavior. I had
been reading a lot of Mark Twain at that time. The next day I
submitted the poem and forgot all about it. I had dismissed any
thoughts of actually winning figuring that only sixth graders had
a shot at competing.
A week later, they called me into the principal's office. When I
got there, I found the principal, my teacher, and my Dad were all
waiting for me.
They shut the door and then the principal pulled out a copy of my
poem and placed it on his desk. Then he asked me,
"Hello Jonathen, I've finished reading the poem that you
submitted to the competition, but I need to ask you a few
questions. First off, did you write this?"
I was terrified. What had I said that had gotten them so mad? Was
it because I used the word "nigger?" I was clearly in trouble. I
felt ashamed and I blushed.
"Yes, sir," I confessed as I gazed at my shoes.
"And did you come up with this all by yourself?"
"Yes, sir."
"Did you have any help?"
That was my chance to tell them that it wasn't my fault. That it
was all Mark Twain's fault. Not mine.
"I got the idea from when we were reading about Huck and Jim, and
so I thought that..."
"Very good." he interrupted.
The principal then went on to explain that they had initially
selected my poem as the winning poem but decided to withdraw my
entry. They suspected that I "had received a little too much
help" from my Dad, so it wasn't following the spirit of the
competition.
My Dad told them that this meeting was the first he even heard
about me writing any poems. He assured them that I had not had
any help from him or anyone else.
"Look," he said, "It's full of misspellings. Do you think if I
helped I'd have let him turn it in with misspellings?"
But, they didn't believe him and handed over my poem and a little
blue participation ribbon.
From then on, Poetry has always been a secret part of my life.
Something that I scribbled away on napkins from time to time only
to toss in the trash. Never something I felt confident with
showing to others. Why should I expose my truth, if you will only
call it a lie?
When I started the final project for this English class, I was
also preparing to audition as the front man for a local cover
band. I was rapidly learning how to play and sing several new
songs. My favorite, and the most difficult was a song called,
"Wicked Game" by Chris Isaak.
My wife's birthday was also coming up, and I wanted to do
something special for her. I thought that writing something for
her would be a nice present. I figured that would make her happy
and be a cool way to complete my English assignment as well. I
wanted to do some simple animations of something and post them on
YouTube. I started trying to write. But it didn't go well. I