GI

have to block out thoughts of you

so I dont lose my head
They cEmrawl in like a cockroach
leaving babies in my bed
Dropping Clittle reels of tape
to remind me that Im alone
Playing Ammovies in my head
that make a porno feel like home
There's a Gburning in my pride,
a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of Empeace is all I want for

While I was bAmusy waging wars on

myself,
you were trying to stop the fight
You never dGoubted my warped
opinions
on things like suicidal hate
You made me Emcompliment myself
when it was way too hard to take
So Ill Cdrive so fucking far away
that I never cross your mind
And Amdo whatever it takes in your

you;
will you never call again?
And will you Cnever say that you love
me
just to put it in my face?
And will you Amnever try to reach me;
It is I that wanted space

heart
to leave me behind

Hate me today G
Hate me Emtomorrow
Hate me for aCll the things
I Ddidn't do for yEmou
Hate me in wGays
Yeah ways hard to Emswallow
Hate me so Cyou can finally
sDee what's good for Gyou
Im sGober now for 3 whole months
its one accomplishment that you
helped me with
The one Emthing that always tore us
apart
is the one thing I wont touch again
In my Csick way I want to thank you
for holding my head up late at night

Hate me today G
Hate me Emtomorrow
Hate me for aCll the things
I Ddidn't do for yEmou
Hate me in wGays
Yeah ways hard to Emswallow
Hate me so Cyou can finally
sDee what's good for Gyou
And with a saAm7d heart
I say bye to you and Dwave
Kicking Gshadows on the street
for every mEmistake that I had made
And like Am7a baby boy I never waDs
a man
Until I Gsaw your blue eyes cry
and I held your fEmace in my hand
And then I fAm7ell down yelling Make
it go awDay!
Just make a sGmile come back
and shine just liEmke it used to be
And then she Am7whispered

How can you do this to mDe?

Hate me today G
Hate me Emtomorrow
Hate me for aCll the things
I Ddidn't do for yEmou
Hate me in wGays

Yeah ways hard to Emswallow

Hate me so Cyou can finally
sDee what's good for Gyou
EmFor

you
CFor you D
GFor you