Harry took advantage of the temporary silence to eat more
breakfast. Hermione was peering into Fred and Georges boxes,
though every now and then she cast sideways looks at Harry. Ron, who was now helping himself to Harrys toast, was still gazing dreamily at the door. Harry did not really listen. A warmth was spreading through him that had nothing to do with the sunlight; a tight obstruction in his chest seemed to be dissolving. He knew that Ron and Hermione were more shocked than they were letting on, but the mere fact that they were still there on either side of him, speaking bracing words of comfort () was worth more than he could ever tell them. Dont worry about that, mother is bringing you up a tray; she reckons you look underfed, said Ron, rolling his eyes. So, whats been going on? Nothing much, Ive just been stuck at my aunt and uncles, havent I? Kote sat in front of the fire and ate his meal mechanically, as if he were simply finding a place inside himself to keep the food. After the last bite he sat staring into nothing, not remembering what he had eaten or what it tasted like. Later that afternoon Kote sent Bast to catch up on his sleep. Then he moved listlessly around the inn, doing small jobs left over from the night before. There were no customers. When evening finally came he lit the lamps and began to page disinterestedly through a book It was a happy childhood, growing up in the center of an endless fair. My father would read to me from the great monologues during the long wagon rides between towns. Reciting mostly from memory, his voice would roll down the road for a quarter mile. After a moment, the sound of someone climbing a set of wooden stairs in hard-soled boots echoed from the doorway. He stepped into the room, muttering under his breath. Over the next months, my parents did their best to patch the hole left by Ben's absence, bringing in the other troupers to fill my time productively and keep me from moping.