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Spencer Lloyd
Spencer Lloyd
into silence. Spencer waited for Carls exasperated quip about not being a shop
assistant. Spencer waited for Carls normal noisy way of walking to interrupt the
echo that still reverberated off the walls. Spencer waited for the tell-tale rattle of
Carls trolley to inform him that hed been right in his assumption.
Get in the freezer. Definitely not Carl.
A cool piece of metal pressed hard against his neck. Round, he realisedthe
barrel of a gun? It was positioned so he couldnt see it, or perhaps so he couldnt
see whoever-it-was that happened to be behind him. Spencer stiffened. Only
now did he realise that he ought to be afraid. Hed been too busy analysing. Who
walked that quietly? Why were they targeting him? Why the freezer?
Spencer waited for a beat, just a second, to figure out how he was going to
approach it. Okiedoke, he said, much more brightly than hed intended.
Apparently, he was going to approach it like a coward. He wanted to live.
Now that was something his psychologist was gonna have to hear about if he got
out of this alive.
Hands either side of his head, Spencer pushed himself from his seat with a sense
of calm he didnt know he was capable of. The freezer was big enough to house
several bodies, for several daysincluding his own. If it crossed his mind not to
go in, the sharp prod of the gun on his back kept him walking.
A dead person wouldntve tried to kill him, either.
What can I get for you, sir? Blood? Wifes body? Thosere popular nowadays,
wouldnt be a true armed burglar without a few bodies behind y
Shut up.
Not-Carl was not-impressed. The butt of the gun hit him before he really had a
chance to protest Spencer Lloyd hit the floor with a thud, and the door swung
shut behind him.
He was cold. Then again, his last memory was of being locked in a freezer, so
that probably made sense. Spencer came to gradually, rocked out of
unconsciousness by the familiar lurches and turns that came with riding in a car
where was he? His head throbbed, and somehow each breath he drew was just
a little too short, just a little not-there-enough. His eyes slid open. The muddy
brown eyes of the cars driver lingered on his face, staring into the rear-view
mirror, apparently adamant in the belief there was no need for watching the
road. Maybe he was being kidnapped? But there were no cords to tie him in
place; the doors were unlocked; the red vinyl of the seats only crime was
ugliness, not entrapment.
An ID card was pinned to the passenger seats sun visor; Spencer rode in the
back. He peered at it, vision still bleary. TAXI LICENSE, it said. A photo of the
driver sat next to it, offering that same crooked-tooth grin.
Spencer hated taxis. It was always guaranteed youd find a stranger in one, and
theyd try to make conversation. For a moment, he was tempted to simply close
his eyes again and try to fall back into whatever hed been in before he awoke,
but his conscious presence had seemingly been taken as an invitation Walking
on Sunshine blasted through the speakers. The driver winced, and reached over
to adjust the volume. He glanced at Spencer. Spencer stared back, not bothering
to hide it.
You all right, kid?
He was a twenty-seven-year-old man, which left the term kid riddled with
inaccuracies. Didnt matter. Its Spencer. Where am I? he answered the
question with one of his own, because if hed been all right he wouldntve been
unconscious in the backseat of a, frankly, unpleasant taxicab. Can you turn the
heater on? Its bloody freezing in here.
The driver laughed, and switched on the A/C. Youre a freezer, he said.
This was why Spencer liked dead people. They didnt say things that didnt make
any sense. He glanced blearily at his watch, and found it wasnt there hed
been redressed in what looked like robes, of plain black. What do you mean?
Youre in Off, mate.
Its Spencer.
I know.
Silence. Maybe he shouldnt bite. Wherever this taxi was taking him, it had to be
better than inside the taxi, so if he kept his mouth shut nothing could go wrong.
For a while this was precisely Spencers philosophy, and he kept himself
occupied by peering out the window closest to him. The weather was nothing. A
sort of in-betweeny, not-raining-not-sunny grey sort of thing youd get on an
overcast day, which was fine, except the streets were like that, too. And the
buildings. People must really have liked grey, here. The taxi driver seemed rather
content to let him explore his surroundings evidently, Spencer was not the first
person hed kidnapped.
Its an in-between place, Spencer said, eventually.
Youve got that right, Mr Lloyd. Its the In-Between place.
Fine. What dyou mean?
Off. Yknow how you lot say, you know, when you die you go On?
Was he dead?
This is Off.
Hed died, and was now experiencing an afterlife full of stupid plays on words.
Spencer closed his eyes and let his head thud back onto the seat. What a world.
There was a long period of time where neither of them said anything, which
Spencer appreciated the cab driver seemed the jovial sort, happy to chat about
just about anything, but now that the comfortable silence had fallen, he didnt
even seem perturbed. Perhaps most people offered this silence, perhaps he was
ordinary, as he considered this new revelation Spencer would have hated the
thought, had he not been busy pondering and re-evaluating his life, as a whole.
Hed been 27. Young and promising mortician; little rough around the edges,
sure, but what could you do? He was Spencer Lloyd, and for a while there hed
been the up and coming Sherlock Holmes of dead-people-dissecting.
There wasnt much use for a mortician in a world where nobody actually died.
(Hed definitely have to find a new hobby.)
Spencer didnt like the look of Off. He didnt like the look of the grey sky and the
grey streets and the grey everything, nor the way the taxi drivers gaze was only
on him. The car couldve been driving itself, for all he knew which made it odd
that the driver was here, at all. What was he, a counsellor?
Let me out. He had made up his mind. Spencer reached for the doorhandle;
unsurprisingly, it was locked. This did not do much to calm him. Let me out! He
couldnt stay here. How did people do this, how did anyone just go into Of like it
was the most natural thing in the world? Why had he taken the taxi drivers
words as fact, at all? Spencer rattled the handle, a little more urgently. He hated
it. The pity in the drivers eyes, the way he could see the heat radiating off the
leather in waves and he still wasnt warm, the stupid unopening door handle
the slow-rising panic that had been bubbling under the surface suddenly rose up
within him with a passion, and Spencer Lloyd found himself entirely unprepared.
CANT YOU HEAR ME? Spencer demanded, rounding on the driver; he looked
uncomfortable. Apologetic. He HATED it.
I SAID, LET ME OUT!
Thats not my call, mate.
THEN WHOSE IS IT?