On my reflection

Starting from my mistake when i was doing english final ,that was cheating, the incident actually
be a whip for myself, that time who knows what possessed my heart so do things that wasnt
commendable, that was cheating my own paper which meant that wasnt being honest in order to
obtain something worldly only.
On the way back home when the test has been completed at that time, I ask to my own little
heart that "riska, did you really do something bad, Oh God how low my deeds? ", I continue to
reflect on my actions in my prayers each up at this point. I felt very embarrassed to GOD
Almighty, and disappointed, and sad myself. To the God i acknowledge and reflect on my
mistakes. Why i didnt trust my own ability. In my prayer for mercy to the All-Giver forgiveness,
Allah for the sins that I did, because I am a servant of God believe that God will give mercy to
his servant who really - really ask for, begging, crying, and prostrate to allah SWT. To God that I
was asked to be given a way out of sin I have done.
Thats why I beg forgiveness of Allah for the sins I have done, and apologized for - the
magnitude of my english lecturer for mistakes that i did, more than that I was very grateful to
her who has awakened me for the sins I have done at that time, God willing, so that I can become
a better individual than ever, I realize not to get something much less mundane by doing thing
that was reprehensible . Through her, that my english lecturer, so much the meaning of life can I
learn, whether it is about how we should behave in the world and do not forget to think about
how our life in the Hereafter, learn about how we should always surrender, be strong over the test
facing in this world.
That is why, I believe that God loves me, gave me a warning because of sin, and warning me by
my lecturer.
In addition to beg for forgiveness to God, to my english lecturer, maam hasnawati latief I
apologize for - the amount above my despicable behavior, I have apologized disappointing her
heart, because it feels disappointing my parents hearts too, so i also have to admit my mistake on
my parents , through the event, so much wisdom that i can take and as well as a valuable lesson
in my life. through events that I have pondered my sin.