Guilt in my heart

You asked me why

So I’m forced to tell a lie

Your eyes says “but” forcing not to cry

But they failed you cause tears fell

With so much pain but undeniably shy

As I turn my back and said goodbye.

I know those words hurt you a lot

Too helpless and hopeless as I put on the dot

But only god knows how painful it was

When I told you this, those, and that.

With so much guilt I kept in my heart

With so much pain burnt in my every part

I can no longer think, can’t even start

Haunted by those words that ruined and turned us apart

I closed my eyes wondering how god designed this art

So exhausted, I surrender and lay my troubled heart.