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jesús angel garcía
peace, love & understanding at first church of the church before church » an
excerpt from badbadbad 8
sam sax
lauren becker
roger porter
language barrier 20
tess patalano
kelci m. kelci
jennifer capo
dear sugar 43
missy church
wreckage 48
bedding down with a saint 49
charles kruger
a spanieled cocker 51
why i do it 54
mira martin-parker
chris cole
j. brandon loberg
taxi hour 66
nic alea
apology 69
m.g. martin
an imagined eulogy 77
crossed eyed & full of honey 80
(children pressing knives to mother’s throat) isn’t fun 82
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paul corman-roberts
From his shrimp-like curl on the altar floor, the Reverend asked, “What is
the first step to happiness?”
* * *
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Jesús Àngel García
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Jesús Àngel García
free will, with faithful adherence to God’s law. In Jesus’ name, I urge you to
fear not! Contact the mayor and council members with your support.”
* * *
The Reverend bent down low, pretending to mark the floor with a pen lifted
from his breast pocket. He sat crosslegged on one side of the imaginary line.
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Sam Sax
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Sam Sax
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Sam Sax
at c wall.
we students would see walls built higher everyday
as classrooms became more like calendars
and my faggot perfected its swagger impression
and teachers impressed on us the importance of lessons
not enjoying to learn but learning to enjoy being taught.
i wonder if those metal detectors are searching for gold in kids hearts.
every day they pass through that machine harvests their thoughts
and we all knew that an education was just something else that you bought.
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Sam Sax
how we somehow knew that this was all that we’d ever meant to each other
how something that we knew was forever would either rub off or bleed in.
« 14 »
Sam Sax
Clean Getaway
« 15 »
Sam Sax
« 16 »
Lauren Becker
« 17 »
Lauren Becker
You won’t be the one who didn’t go to your prom. Or who was beaten
up by a younger kid when older meant stronger. You will not have been
short, fat, frizzy-haired, tall, skinny or a late bloomer. You will have had
perfect skin and teeth. You will have been friendly with puberty. You will
not be surprised when people like your writing, or think you are pretty or
handsome or want to spend time with you. You will not be the one who ate
lunch in the library, or played fantasy games, or collected stamps or couldn’t
talk to boys or girls. You will not be the one who read words but could not
say them.
I will be the one who Brian chased on the playground so he could kiss
my hand in its red mitten. I will be the only freshman to have had a part in
the school play. I will be the one whose first submission was published. I
will be the one who makes people laugh when I tell them about the worst
things. The things I think of 20 or 30 years later. The things that still don’t
make me laugh. Not really.
We write ourselves into different stories and then edit. And edit. Until
the original is disappeared. Mostly. Run your fingers across our scars,
knotted and raised.
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William Taylor Jr.
« 19 »
William Taylor Jr.
« 20 »
William Taylor Jr.
we have god
and television
drink and
drugs
and on days such as this
I am frightened of the dead
and the living alike
the enormity of the sky
and the purity of its blue
strikes a fear in me
as I walk beneath it weeping
for things I don't understand.
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William Taylor Jr.
« 22 »
Roger Porter
Language Barrier
It was a clean hit. For five hours he waited on the rooftop of the roach-
infested abandoned house. It was the same house he lost his virginity in a
few summers ago. And the same house that he, as a child, had tagged his
hood on with a bottle of green spray paint he found behind the liquor store.
But this hit, it wasn’t about his hood at all—but then it was all about his
hood. It was a much larger idea but he could only express it through the one
concept that he understood. For this teenager’s first language was his only
language and thus he saw the world with a clarity that has never actually
been.
The white man had fallen out of the car and red puddles of blood
began collecting upon the blackness that he shook upon. The hard asphalt
that so many of The People had died on throughout this neighborhood, this
town, this Republic, this world, was now the place where this man flopped
around and twisted while he cursed and screamed like … well, like a child.
It reminded him of the children he had seen at the grocery store who would
fall on the ground flailing their arms wildly over a candy bar they could not
have or chocolate milk their mother could not afford. He had waited five
hours for this man to approach the stop sign, and when he saw him roll up—
as soon as he saw him roll up, he did not hesitate.
Pop!
Only one shot but it was a clean hit because the white man had his
window down and his elbow jutted out of the car as he looked for someone,
anyone who was out of line so he could jump out of his car and put them
back in their place. The white man always wore dark sunglasses so that if he
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Roger Porter
got in your face, which he loved to do, you could not see his eyes. All you
could see was your own reflection; your own hatred, your own tears, your
own trauma, your own fear.
The teenager had not been trained but he had been told. They told him
it was the most righteous act a revolutionary could commit. That somehow
this would result in freedom for people that had never known such a thing.
Freedom? They always talked like that; Freedom, the struggle, liberation,
the movement, militancy, the people, Di-as-po-ra.
Just nod your head. Look him in the eyes and he’ll think you
understand. Remember when he said you’re different than the rest of them?
He said you have potential, you’re already a soldier but you need to be
fighting in the right war. Then he gave you that 40-year-old book about the
dude who had caught that case and was downtown at the courthouse when
his little brother came in there blasting and shot the judge—or something
like that. Anyway he said the little brother was just a year older than you are
right now. Then he said “I believe in you.” He said he believed in you and
then slowly you began believing everything that he said.
The cop reached for his walky-talky.
Pop! Pop! Pop!
The cop still shook but now he shook with no purpose. He only shook
because his body could not help itself.
The teenaged sniper now stood up on the top of the house. The barrel
of his gun smoking. The tip of his nose sweating. The inside of his chest
pounding, and pounding, and pounding. He smiled excitedly as he took baby
steps backwards trying to take in the last glimpse of the beauty which he
created. He then escaped quickly into the very short remainder of his own
life.
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Roger Porter
« 25 »
Tess Patalano
I. Fred
Fred suffers from suffering. Fred was a good student at Fairmount High
school, in Wyoming, and was active in a local church, serving as vice-
president of the Youth Fellowship. He doesn’t know what makes people
attractive to one another. He, like most, is comforted to be in the same room
with something else that is breathing but prefers the creature to be
nonhuman. He goes grocery shopping and practices his faith once every
three months.
List »
Bread
Squirt gun
Pedialyte
Cat food
½ gallon of Milk
Eggs
Apples etc.
Dye remover
II. Joan
Joan is 5’8’’ and weighs 200 pounds. She is a strong and, by most standards,
an attractive woman. When she wakes up, she thinks that it is so terrifying,
waiting for the city to compose itself. She has a true love that she
corresponds with almost every day. In one of their last correspondences she
wrote: “My heart beats in wild rapture for you, my Matthew, I love you.
Come prepared to stay forever.”
List »
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Tess Patalano
Bread
Hot peppers
Push pins
5 boxes of Pop Tarts
Frying pan
Lemons x 3
Plastic Baggies
Feta Cheese
III. John
John is currently in the “cooling off” period between his murders. He is part
of the 60 percent who wet their beds beyond the age of 12. He is a thrill
seeker and enjoys skydiving over a jug of fierce red wine. His neighbors are
too busy to notice.
List »
Jimmy Dean Sausage Links
Shampoo
Ketchup
Coffee
Drier Sheets
100 watt light bulb
Advil
Cheap Red Wine
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Tess Patalano
IV. ——
No one knows ——’s name, not even her creator. She moves between
thoughts as to go undetected. The one doctor she ever visited told her it
would be easiest to forget her past, but she doesn’t remember him saying
this. She hates the color red and tries to rid the world of it in any way she
can. When on her period, she notes its occurrence in every room she enters,
“I am menstruating in the kitchen. I am menstruating in the laundromat. I am
menstruating in the coffee shop,” and so forth.
List »
Dried Apricots (2 bags)
Saran Wrap
Lean Cuisine (Sundried Tomato Pesto Chicken)
Rice
Spam
Leeks
V. Nic
Nic cannot get enough. She finds the piercing yet warm attention her victims
surrender to her comforting. Once captured, she lets her victims loose in an
open field, hunts and kills them while running memories of her father’s
smile into and out of her mind. She is gratified when thinking that there is
always more that needs to be done.
List »
2 bags almonds
2 gallons of milk
4 New York Strip Steaks
6 Valu packs of gum
3 cake mix
10 vegetable beef soup cans
12 pack Pepsi
Cheerios
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Tess Patalano
Mandescending
(the lowliness cannot be overstressed)
he is wet with knowing flashlight beam
he is entering a drip
I am going I am going moon up out of hole head pitted in sink
there is dark work to be done down there, there is a reticulum
of sludge to walk through, to reach.
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Kelci M. Kelci
from 52 Sundays
23: A Spring of Mornings Looped
i lean back
and watch my past
through the tip of my pen—
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Kelci M. Kelci
from inside
rising morning always yellows
the dew's now-instant
as sylvette strokes the couch
her crush
their catch—
i watch sylvette
count pills lines hits
and last chances
just as i knew
i counted my last chance too—
to think
in fiction
is to romanticize
my life and poetry
wants a hard edge
to buck trauma
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Kelci M. Kelci
i.
in a jumble of lethargy
bare arms and legs wilt
across patio furniture
ii.
did my mother wilt
like me but didn't
consider recharging
her problems
so intense her drinking
not a problem
or going to bed
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Kelci M. Kelci
in the evening
iii.
motor noise fills the yard
as an air conditioner switches on—
iv.
i never listened
to their warnings
i always believed
no one totally knew me
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Kelci M. Kelci
to think
i would drink
to addiction
is totally wrong—
i drink
so dull life slips
into an interesting smile—
to talk
with others about anything
as if it really matters
v.
i wonder
if this is where
her outlook differed from mine—
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Kelci M. Kelci
vi.
now in the heavy
new orleans afternoon i come to
slapping away flies and mosquitoes—
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Kelci M. Kelci
he strums
a drifting chord
with a nightmare
he pounds
an echoing piano
with a bloody heart
he asks me
he sings
a vibrating lyric
with insatiable fate
tripping
each beat threatens
rhythmic collapse
if only
my mother and father were gone
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Kelci M. Kelci
he weaves
a two-step trot
to an unforgiving altar
he inspects
inside my chest
all that decay
reads my eyes
their drunk scan
across his face
and i confess
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Kelci M. Kelci
kinetic baby
bathes in tahiti
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Kelci M. Kelci
smear of lips
tense and stocky
in landscape of
katydids and stalactite
tallies, sexy chica tie-dyes
her aura
performs tai chi
for flies
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Kelci M. Kelci
no no always
i percolate choky
want to blow
kisses not dicks
listen to me
« 40 »
Jennifer Capo
Dear Sugar
It’s a warm summer afternoon and my ex-boyfriend’s dog gets run over by a
beautiful man’s SUV. I live a few blocks from the ex, and I am doing a 10-minute
abs workout on the VCR in my living room, as it’s happening. At age 34, I am still
doing high school girlish things to make myself feel better about being passed on
in this last relationship. I’ll never outwardly admit that it’s his decision…but I
knew he thought I was a little too wild and unsettled. I should have had my doubts
about him as he looks me in the eyes after a month of dating and says, “I want to
be sexually liberated.”
All women know that the best medicine for a break up is looking good. So I
pop in the workout tape and Susan appears, the over-jazzed hardcore workout
instructor with super white teeth. “That’s it, you can do it, breath in for five then
out for five.” She says as she makes her cheeks look like a blowfish. I’m
embarrassed to do the breathing, but I want Susan’s abs so I follow and with each
crunch, I blow for five as I push past the place that I think is my limit -while Susan
counts from ten. I lift my leg for the scissor abs and with each kick, I decide -I
deserve better. Another kick, I wanted to break up way before he did. One more
kick, I want a hot summer body to parade ½ naked for summer festivities. Three.
Men. Uh. It’s an all-girls summer. Two. I won’t settle on mediocre. One. My
friends agree.
***
Rick was his name and it’s an amicable break-up. The first actual drama-less break
up I’ve had. A simple situation. I read the book, ‘He’s Just Not That into You’ and
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Jennifer Capo
I realized he fit the profile…not to mention, that after six months of serious dating,
he claims he is capable of loving his dog, but incapable of loving me.
***
I’m half way through the ab crunches that are now my revenge crunches and I’m
holding my breath, trying to look as good as most of the women on the tape that
make it look so easy.
I know this tape by heart but I still stare mesmerized with envy at the girl in
the tight pink top with the big perfect boobs and effortless smile. I wonder if Rick
would like her and tell her that he loves her. Someone that dresses in pink, girly,
stars in workout videos. Perfect cheerleader. I decide that he would love her and
that most men are looking for this kind of girl, not a quirky, brown-haired
wanderlust like myself. I’m ashamed of myself for having these feelings.
The phone rings and I ignore it.
The phone rings again and I want out of this workout pain and run up to grab
it.
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Jennifer Capo
“I took her off the leash to chase a cat and she just ran in front of an SUV.
It’s all my fault.”
I listen and feel embarrassed for him. I’m suppose to be MAD at him. I’ve
ALREADY made it through the break up withdrawls. Why now? Then I realize
something. This is the moment I’ve been waiting for. Sugar’s gone. Rick needs
ME. I toss the phone at the ground and run out the front door. I sprint barefoot on
my tippy toes with perfect running form. My hands are like razors cutting through
the air at full speed. In less than a minute, I round the bend and see Sugar’s lifeless
Pitbull body in a driveway, on her side, not a scratch. An SUV blocking her at an
angle. The sun shining through the trees that line the street. Rick crouched on the
curb with his head resting on his bent knees. He sees me and jumps up as if I’m his
only hope, I open my arms and he head dives into my neck. He grabs me so tight,
water on my shoulder. Snotty nose running. He smears his hand across his face and
wipes away his nose drippings so he can breath and out of his comes a small
mouse like squeak comes. What kind of person am I? How could I wish this on
him? How many times I told my friends that Rick will never appreciate me until
Sugar dies. My stomach drops and turns. I’m a terrible person. And it hit’s me. I
don’t deserve Rick. I don’t deserve love.
Everything is still and calm…like a photograph. Sugar peacefully lying on
her side. It’s a perfect bbq beach day. The grass so green. The breeze so faint. I
stand here ashamed of myself as I look around…and than I see him. The dog killer.
He’s hiding off to the side of the driveway near the SUV. He’s the most beautiful
creature I’ve ever seen. He has a pile of brown curls winding in all directions. I
can’t believe I have never run into him before. He looks like a statue I saw in
Rome. He has both of his hands in the front pockets of his jeans like a model in a
diesel ad and he’s looks raw, conflicted, -guilty…like me. All I can think is that
here I am with two manly men that are in a rare moment of emotional display. This
« 43 »
Jennifer Capo
« 44 »
Missy Church
Wreckage
« 45 »
Missy Church
« 46 »
Missy Church
« 47 »
Charles Kruger
A Spanieled Cocker
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Charles Kruger
an oversized eagle
winks at me
with Jimmy Cagney's pug face
as it flies past carrying in its talons
the Doyly Carte Opera Company
singing H.M.S. Pinafore
I strain to see more clearly
through my speckled window
a murder of crows (is that right?)
collides in a rainbow of black
fluttering onto a lamppost
that bends under their weight
like a vaulting pole springing them
into the sky
like pies set to splat
in the face of the sun
I can hear them laughing
in a back woods clearing in North Carolina
Good ol' boy Will spits into his palms
where the stigmata stings
and bends a branch of willow until it snaps
as loudly as a gun shot
the report wakes me where I was sleeping soundly
in a dirigible floating over Lake Michigan
“is the tapioca ready so soon?”
I ask the attending wolf
whose tongue lolls out at me
« 49 »
Charles Kruger
« 50 »
Charles Kruger
Why I Do It
« 51 »
Charles Kruger
« 52 »
Charles Kruger
« 53 »
Mira Martin-Parker
You never know when it will arrive. That’s what makes it special. Most of
the time, you just wait. Day after day you go downstairs and check the
lonely box, the only time you dress and leave your apartment. You put on
lipstick and a clean shirt. You brush your teeth and slip on some sandals.
But no, there’s nothing waiting for you when you get there. Just a book of
supermarket coupons, a catalog with ladies in bras on the cover, a
depressing little tidbit about disconnection, a note or two about
cancellation, a threat of legal action, a jury summons, and a postcard from
somewhere you will never go. So you head back upstairs and sauté some
leftover brown rice and put a little mayonnaise and mustard on a cracker,
and day after day it goes on like this—the powder, the lipstick, the trip
downstairs, the box full of solicitations and ladies in bras, the lunch of
crackers and mayonnaise and then one day, damn it, for no reason at all, a
hand written letter arrives. You recognize the writing (it’s from him!). So
you run upstairs and sit down at the table and tear the thing open and they
start falling out, greenback after beautiful greenback. Then life is good
again and there’s ciggy butts and beer and bread and cheese and the phone
is turned back on and maybe even the lights and damn it, don’t say it can’t
happen. Please.
Completely Still
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Mira Martin-Parker
tract homes? In the yards there are flowering tulip trees and tropical palms
here and there, to suggest a cocktail or some wrongdoing. There is a
mixture of cars both old and new. But the truth is the car painted the exact
color of the house it belongs to. The truth is the car the same age and color
of that house. The one with the sea plants lined along the front window. The
one with the pale green living room.
There might also be a rose bush the same shade as both the car and the
house. And a woman inside the house named Pearl, with pale skin and ash
blonde hair.
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Mira Martin-Parker
Thick
I like ladies with thick legs. See that lady, the one over there, the one in
pink with that thing in her hair, she has thick legs. Her ankles are logs of
wood, loaves of bread, they work. They come out the bottom of her skirt,
they hit the ground hard. Yes, that’s her. That one over there, the big girl.
She’s got thick legs. I like them like that. Thick.
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Chris Cole
My only real friend in Elysium, Iowa was Peter Porlucas. He was Italian, but
he wasn’t, cause he was adopted.
His mom was a one-woman assembly line of food, feeding us cheese-
laden, breaded dishes bathed in olive oil with names that I couldn’t begin to
pronounce, let alone spell. Tastes so different from anything I had ever put
in my mouth, I was never sure they were supposed to be eaten. She had hair
in places that you normally saw bare, and there was something around her
eyes, a Mediterranean depth that belied any Midwest roots. Her ankles were
as big as my father’s, but she had an olive beauty that you could make out
beneath the surface.
His Dad was stout and had a Boston accent, despite being from
Missouri. He always sat by the TV with a pipe and nodded at Peter and me
as we’d go in and out of the house, tapping his pipe loudly on the end table
if we forgot to shut the door behind us. Peter had reddish hair and freckles,
with a rabbit’s overbite and the build of someone who tried hard to be
athletic, despite all that nature had held back. You could see in Peter’s body
the things he tried hard to be, they reached out like arms grasping for
something perpetually out of reach. It earned him the nickname “little Italy.”
One afternoon, behind a dead barn, Pete taught me how to masturbate.
I pretended I didn’t know how. We plowed through the arcana of boyhood
archetypes together and he made me promise we’d always stick together and
never let the outside world get to us. We were both outcasts, me by choice,
sort of, and him by defiance of his will. He tried so hard to fit in, that it made
the chances of such a thing happening hopeless. I’m not sure if he settled for
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Chris Cole
« 58 »
Chris Cole
crisp. I had captured him and was standing over his body, his arms pinned
under my feet. He kept saying I could wear the gear next, but it would
always be “five more minutes.” I held in my hands the hard metal helmet
he’d been wearing and we looked at each other. It was a dull, brown green
and I held it over him, examining it like a spoil of war, as he looked up at me
from the ground. I caught his eye and, both by accident and on purpose, I let
go of it. The hard stained helmet came down on his face, catching his buck-
rabbit teeth and making a clink that echoed like a bee-bee gun hitting a bell.
I watched the sound escape through the branches above, like a bird fleeing.
He let out a loud “Ahhhhhh” that rose in volume, as he got up and felt his
lips, which were bleeding. I was frozen with shock, not quite believing what
I had just done.
“I didn’t do that” is the first thing I said.
When he took his hands away from his mouth, I could see that both of
his front teeth had been chipped.
“My mom’s gonna fucking kill you.” He lisped.
I watched a speck of blood fly out, as he spoke, and land on my
soiled, white t-shirt. In between the dots of mud, it almost blended in. And I
thought to myself, maybe no one will notice.
By the time they found the cancer in his stomach, it was the size of a
baseball. He spent four weeks at the hospital up in Iowa City and then died,
the day after our eighth grade graduation party where I kissed Sally Potter,
behind Ed Nance’s Gazebo. I never visited him in the hospital, not once. Not
because I was scared or angry. Not because I didn’t love him. Things were
just moving, in their own direction. And I didn’t know I had a choice, or
maybe I didn’t want to know.
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Chris Cole
I saw his mom. She came to our graduation and wailed the whole time
like the women in those spaghetti westerns or The Godfather would, dressed
in black and huddled in the midst of consoling arms. Her olive was just a
dull green now. I avoided her the whole time, like I had when she’d come to
our house, offering to take me to the hospital so I could see Peter. I was
always gone, or hiding, when she came. My mom never pressured me,
maybe because my father. Maybe for some other reason I don’t understand. I
was coming out of the bathroom after the service; everyone had left. I was
staying back to help clean up in exchange for a missing P.E. credit I had
needed for graduation. She was there waiting. No one else was there in the
gym where our ceremony had been. The silence ricocheted off the walls like
the sound of basketballs dribbling.
I was cemented to the ground with the bathroom door swinging
behind me. I wondered where all the women were that had been consoling
her, propping her up. It hadn’t seemed that she could stand on her own
before. She had looked like a black cloud being carried along. Now she
stood squat, suspended by those ankles, girders propping up a leaning tower.
And I wondered if it was evolutionary biology that gave her those ankles,
knowing she would one day have to support herself under a weight that
normal anatomy would never have allowed. She broke what seemed to be an
infinite silence.
“He loved you. Gary. He loved you.”
I wish I could have cried, broken down right there and held her, or at
least have her hold me. But I was silent. I couldn’t even move. After what
felt like minutes, she left me standing there. And I continued to stand there
for another half-hour, unmoving, unblinking, until my mother came in
looking for me.
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Chris Cole
« 61 »
J. Brandon Loberg
Taxi Hour
It's taxi hour
And i'm walking.
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J. Brandon Loberg
And likewise
On a midnight drive
They pass silent under silhouetted trees
Fading to dust trails
As eventually we do.
So,
Put all your eggs in one basket
Take the last train to the edge of the world
Wind up and toss it
Headlong into the ocean
With the sun on your back in the morning—
It's taxi hour
And the night
Is young.
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Nic Alea
Apology
part i.
is me talking to myself
like some fit of vanity
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Nic Alea
just to show me
that there’s part of
me that lives across
the interstate,
lies deep in riverbed,
and i should have apologized
then,
but i think i want
to just glow full tonight,
i just want to act
like the moon tonight,
try to steal satellite
messages off the rafters
of some closeted children tonight,
i apologize
that
this is not a real story
but i’ll spin it around so it sounds true.
part ii.
do you know what it’s
like to hate yourself
for the majority of two decades?
(this part was written
by the cracked hands
of some boy worker
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Nic Alea
he spend hours
struggling with striped overalls
memorizing the shape of the moon
through outhouse carved crescent
wishing that those curves
were on his own body,
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Nic Alea
« 67 »
Nic Alea
part iii
i write more apologies
than love poems
and he held me
and he held me
in his fucking hands
way before the moth light drew dim
and he wrapped new pieces of lace
around a switchblade
dropped me into bathtub
and said,
“this
is the heaviness
of a purgatory life”,
and everything tastes
« 68 »
Nic Alea
« 69 »
Nic Alea
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M.G. Martin
An Imagined Eulogy
“Animal Heart”
In this moment we are one
we are all things of nature,
we are the birds and the trees,
the long grass swaying against the african sky.
we are the thing that tells the lion to leap,
and the gazelle to run,
watching in the distance the lion’s eyes sharp as it’s teeth,
taste the flesh and blood before the skin has broken
and the heart has stopped.
we are the drum beats deep within the forest,
the song of our ancestors singing to the stars.
we are the moonlight like a fire that has turned blue, and still,
we are the wind that blows between your ears,
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human beings
seem to be keen on
gasoline!
as a matter
of fact, the fact
of the matter
is: if as much time
$cha-ching$ &
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energy
i wouldn’t grumble
or gripe, no
as a matter
of fact, the fact
of the matter
is: i just might, perchance,
be alright
with
gasoline!
gasoline! gasoline!
so obscene is gasoline!
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* * *
i can’t
out live eternity
when you smother me
choke me
gag me
squelch me
asphyxiate me
with your onyx moonshine.
The smog of your urban haikai:
an acidic conjuration
of empty language & vertigo image
dispersing into my body of renga:
a garden of truth & echo
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Paul Corman-Roberts
Alas.
I am not a good soldier.
I got bored.
I abandoned my post.
I went to my Squadron Commander’s private washroom.
I stroked off thinking of the Commander’s daughter.
I got my nut thinking of his wife.
I washed up.
I decided to go to the bank.
I needed to deposit some drug money.
I got horny again halfway to the bank.
I decided to stroke off again.
I reached for my dick.
I made a chilling discovery.
I had left my dick in the Commander’s private washroom.
I had left my dick on the sink counter.
I faced a choice.
I decided money was more important than my dick.
I continued to my bank.
I got to my bank.
The bank was closed.
I knew I was wrong.
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I was powerless.
I couldn’t say anything.
I could only wait.
I didn’t have to wait long.
Only half an hour.
Talk about fuckin’ lucky.
My co-worker Dave had it.
Dave was a friend.
Dave turned out to be a good friend.
Dave had sucked my dick many times.
He knew it like the back of his hand.
He gave back my dick.
Without wanting to put it in my ass.
Without wanting to suck it.
I let him suck it anyway.
I knew he wanted to.
I was happy to let him.
Even though Dave’s not my type.
But Dave is a good, good friend.
Thank God for Dave.
Thank God for friends.
A soldier can’t have too many friends.
One foe is one too many
for a soldier like me.
And I’m not a good soldier.
Alas.
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