Dose my daddy really love me?

Does he really think money can buy my love?

I think his wrong
Everyone has to earn love
But it’s too late for him
I’m too far from repair already
He has never really been there for me
His never been the father
I needed or wanted
The father I needed through my childhood
The father that I wanted to be comforted by when crying
The father I never wanted to see angry
The father I wish that will be there for my teen years
I wanted to have a happy family
But inserted I got a single mother with three teenagers
A selfish father who doesn’t care about his children
A father who doesn’t care if his kids are starving on the streets
Or cares if we his kids have no education since we have no money to
pay for a school
I wish I had a father who cared
But I know I will never get a father like that
So there is no point on wishing for something I’ll never get
So I just have to live with what I have
And that is a stressed out mother
A selfish, self centred father
A selfish, jerk of a brother
A hard working brother who is working to keep my mother and me
going
And then there is me the problematic teen
Who has a hard time trusting anyone even her own family
And has a hard time loving anyone because of the fear of getting
hurt
And I’m your daughter
The daughter that has no memories of a happy family ever in her life
The daughter who has never seen her parents happy with each other