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 ëdp§pIÄ
FgpXm³ F\n¡v ]t− Cãambnêì.
]t£ FgpXp¶ kab¯v Bêw hì t\mç¶sX\n¡nãhpaÃmbnêì.
A§ns\bncns¡ Fsâ `mcymktlmZc³ Hê em]vtSm¸v sIm−phcnIbpw,
hcsamgn tkm^vävshbdneqsS Rm³ AXymhiyw At]£IÄ aebmf¯nÂ
FgpXn XpS§pIbpw sNbvXp.
FgpXn FgpXn apdnbn t]¸dpIÄ \ndbnÃm¯XpsIm−pw, FgpXp¶Xv Bêw
AdnbnsÃìd¸pÅXpsIm−pw Fsâ FgpXmëÅ B{Klw ho−pw
s]m§nhêIbpw sNbvXp.
em]vtSm¸nenê¶v Ft¸mgpw ssS¸psN¿p¶XpImcWw, {ioaXn Aåw
kwibt¯msS ho£n¡mëw XpS§nbn«p−v.
CbmÄ BÀs¡¦nepw t{]ateJ\w FgpXn XpS§ntbm
F¶mbncnçw AhfpsS Nn´.
s]mXpth hmbn¡m³ Rm³ henb aSnb\mWv. c−paqì t]PpÅ IYIsfms¡
\njvIêWw Rm³ hmbn¡mXnê¶n«p−v.
AXpsIm−p am{Xw Fsâ IYIÄ sNdpXmçì. Fsâ XamiIÄ¡v
ImtXmÀ¯hÀ¡mbn Fsâ Hê sNdnb kvt\tlm]lmcw.

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 DÅS¡w

1. Hê ]Iensâ XpS¡w ………………… 5

2. Im¸ncnç«n ………………… 7
3. am¸nf¸n«v ………………… 8
4. hbdpthZ\
hbdpthZ\mZn NqÀWw ……………….... 9
5. sshdkv ………………… 10
6. X−ÂthZ\
X−ÂthZ\ ………………… 11
7. æªphmh ………………… 12
8. Xebnsegp¯v ………………… 13
9. æSpw_Ielw ………………… 15
10.
10. s]¬tIm´³ ………………… 17
11.
11. ]p«vtaf ………………… 18
12. ss{UhnwKv kvIqÄ ………………… 19
1 3. Hmweäv ………………… 20
14. IÅpæSnb·mÀ ………………… 21
15. A½kvIq«n ………………… 25
16. apøqsh¶ aWhm«n ………………… 26
17. AëtimN\
AëtimN\mtbmKw ………………… 27
 Hê ]Iensâ XpS¡w
Fìw AXncmhnse 6:30þëw 7:30þëw CSípÅ ip`aplqÀ¯¯n R§Ä
DWêw, æ«nIÄ ]n¶oSpw. ]ÃptX¸nëtijw Fìw Rm³ `mcytbmSp I«³Nmb
tNmZnípw, AsXìw tNmZn¨ntàAhÄ XcnÃ. X¶m¯s¶ AXp æSn¨ntÃÂ
AhÄ Icbmdpw Cà . hmXn Xpdì ]{XsaSp¯p Ikmcbnenêì... BZys¯
t]Pv Xpdçt¼mtgçw AhfpsS BZys¯ hnfnhêw, Cu N¸m¯ns¡mì
æg¨pXcmtam ?. BZys¯ BhiyatÃ... sNbvtX¡mw FìIêXn CubpÅh³
t]¸À aS¡n h¨v ; N¸m¯namhpæg¨v shfns¨® tX¨v dUnbm¡nh¨Xnëtijw
ho−pw t]¸dnteç aS§msa¶ hymtamlt¯msS ASp¡fbn \nìw ]pd¯p
NmSpw... ]ns¶ Hê t]Pv hmbn¡m³ XpS§pw ap³t] Zm... c−mas¯ hnfn..
AhÄç hnfn¡mëw hnfntIÄ¡mëw am{Xw Rm³ Hcmftà `À¯mhmbpÅq
F¶ \nizmk¯m ho−pw t]¸À aS¡n Rm³ F¶ `À¯mhv ho−pw
ASp¡fbnte¡v.. Cu \mfntIcw Hì NncInbn«v; B Nmb H¶cn¨p Xt¶...
C¯hW c−p]WnIÄ H¶n¨v Asʳ sNbvXp Ignªp. ]ns¶ Nnchsb¶
knwlmk\¯n Ibdnbnê¶v s]m«n¨ph¨ \mfntIc¯nt·epÅ Fsâ
KpkvXnç tijw Acn¸sbSp¯v Nmb HêXpÅo t]mepw Xmsg IfbmsX (
IfªmehfpsS X\n kz`mhw ImWmw... Hê ]Wn Gån¨m AXv
Cc«n¸Wnbm¡nt¡m ... Fì XpS§p¶ Hê Øncw UbtemKv Rm\nhnsS
]dbp¶nÃ) Acn¨pIgnbpt¼mtgçw Fsâ I®p hmjvt_kn\nÂ
XSªnsæn `mKyw.... F\nç ho−pw ASp¡fbn \nìw ]pd¯p NmSmw.
aq¶masXmê hnfn¡mbv ImtXmÀ¯psIm−v ho−pw t]¸dnte¡v... Fs´Ãmw
]WnIfmé _m¡n InSç¶Xv... c−p æ«nIÄçw jÀ«ptX¨p sImSp¡Ww,
Fsâ jÀ«v tX¡Ww... t]¸À aS¡n tX¸ps]«næ¯nNqSm¡n tX¨p IgnªnÃ...
aq¶mas¯ hnfnbmbn p. tZ... Cu ]m{Xw Hì IgpInXcmtam..?.. Ct¸mÄ \n§Ä
IêXpw IqSnh¶m Ht¶m ct−m ]m{Xw am{Xw Iméw F¶v... ]t£ \n§Ä
Hì t\m¡ntb... B knè \ndsb ]m{X§Ä.. ]m{X§fpsS kwØm\
kt½f\ambn \ap¡nXns\ hntijn¸n¡mw . ]m{Xw IgpIn IgpIn Fsâ tamXncw
tXªp Fì ]¸³ ]e {]mhiyw Ft¶mSv ]dªXobhkc¯n Rm³
HmÀçì. Xoêt¼mÄ Xoêt¼mÄ ]WnXcm³ Rm³ Bcm.. æS¯n \nì h¶
`qXtam ?, AtXm \nsâ `À¯mthm ??. Fì tNmZn¡Wsaì ]eh«w
HmÀ¯n«ps−¦nepw.. CXphsc AXnëÅ ss[cyhpw Ahkchpw H¯p In«nbn«nÃ.
au\w hnZzmë`qjWw F¶tXmÀ¯v... B tPmenbpw XoÀçt¼mÄ AhÄ ASp¯
SmkvIv... Fsâ Hê kmcn tX¨p Xêtam... ssZhta.. aWn Ft«ap¸Xv... C\n
æfn¡Ww , XmSnhSn¡Ww... Cìw C¶et¯t¸mse
kab¯nt\m^oknse¯nÃ... s]«ì kmcn Xm.. Fsâ t\cw hbvIn¡tÃ...
At¸mgs¯ AhfpsS adp]Sn tI«m `À¯mhmbn ]nd¶hcmêw kln¡nà .
Rm\mbXpsIm−pam{Xw s]mdp¯p t]mæì... Ct¶XpkmcnbpSp¡Wsa¶v
Rm\
Rm\nXphsc Xoêam\
Xoêam\n¨n«nà !!!... Hê So¨sd IeymWw Ign¨XpsIm−pam{XamWo
{]iv\§Ä, Asænsemê NpcnZmdpw hen¨pIbänbhÄ ]t− Ìmâv hnt«t\ .
Cu »ukv Xbn¡ms\mcmsfIn«m¯XmWo {]iv\w, eXntIS
ssI¿nÂs¡mSp¯mÂ; AhÄ AhfpsS Afhn Xbn¨p hípw. C\
C\n Rm³
AfhpsImSp¯p Xbnç¶bmfpsSbSp¡Â Xs¶ t]mæw. \mWw
hnNmcn¨nê¶n«pImcyanÃ.
hnNmcn¨nê¶n«pImcyanÃ. F§n\Xbn¨mepw AhÄ¡Xp ]mIamInÃ. Ahkm\w
I−p]nSn¨pX¶ kmcn tX¨psImSpç¶Xn\nSív Hì hm¨n t\m¡nt¡....
F\nç t\mt¡−.... F\nçd¸m kabw Ft« A¼Xp Ignªp. Cìw sshIn...
æfnIgnªv dUnbmbn ]pd¯p IS¡m³ t\cw... CXm ho−pw... hnfn... tZ... Cu
kmcnsbmì ]nSn¨pXt¶....
]nSn¨pXt¶.... Fs¶ a\]qÀÆw sshIn¸nçhm³ th−nbmWo
tIm«¬ kmcnIÄ, ChÄ¡v tIm«¬kmcnbÃmsX, ]cklmbanÃmXpSp¡m³
Ignbp¶ kmcnIsfmìw Ctà ?. Cu ]cn]mSnsbs¶ ap«pæ¯n¡embnt«
F\nç tXm¶nbn«pÅp. A§ns\ Cu IYbnse Ahkm\ `mKw IqSn
`wKnbmbnt¡ms«sbì IêXn CubpÅh³ \nsâ ap³]n kmcnbpsS
sRmdn]nSn¡m\mbv Xe Xmgv¯pì. Ct¸mÄ kabw 9:10, HêamXncns¸«
`À¯m¡·mscÃmw ]©vsNbvXIw ]qIn¡méw. Dd¸v. , Fsâ Imcyw I«¸pI.
CsXÃmw hmbn¨v a\Ênenê¶m aXn, BtcmSpw ]dbêXo.. t{]a¯n³
Pohclkyw... ]n¶oSv `mcymktaX\mbn Fs¶¡mét¼mÄ Ifnbmbn«pt]mepw
CtXmÀ¯v Nncn¡êXv, Nncns¨mê {]iv\ap−m¡êXv, \½Ä X½nepÅ ASp¸w
sIm−v ]dªXmbn«v IêXnbm aXn.. C\n aämsc¦ntemSpw ]dªmepw ;
th−s¸«hÀ¡v t^mÀthÀUv sNbvXmepw F\nç kt´mjtabpÅp, ImcWw
CsXmê XamibtÃ... \nXyPohnX¯nse .. \½sfìw Imé¶ Xami.
 Im¸ncnç«n
Nne
Nn kwib§Ä \aps¡ÃmhtcmSpw tNmZn¡m³ tXm¶nÃ.
tNmZn¡tWm, th−tbm F¶v a\Ên InS¶§ns\ Znhk§tfmftam,
Bgv¨Itfmftam ieyw ssNXpsIm−ncnçw. an¡hmdpw AsXÃmw æg¸w ]nSn¨
kwib§fmbncnçw, F¶ Imcy¯n Hê kwibhpanà , tNmZn¨dnªnsænÂ
AXnsâsbmê t\mhv Häíë`hn¡mëÅ a\¡ê¯pw CÃ. aäpÅhtcmSp
tNmZn¨n«v; C{X {]mbambn«pw \n\¡nXdnbntÃ
¡nXdnbntà ?. hfsc tamiw; F¶msc¦nepw
tNmZn¨mepw tamiatà ?, BXc¯nsemê kwibw kz´w `À¯mhnt\mSÃmsX
kl{]hÀ¯ItcmSv tNmZn¡m³ ]äptam ?. Hê Znhkw Dd¡¯nsâ
]ShpIfnte¡v Rm³ DuÀ¶nd§oSsh.... Fs¶ æep¡nbpWÀ¯n AhÄ
tNmZn¨p, Dd§o«nsæn Rm³ Hê Imcyw tNmZn¡s« ?. Fs¶ Ifnbm¡êXv,
Hê `mcybpw, `À¯mhpw ætdhÀjw ss\
ss\Pocnbbn Xmakn¨p Fì hnNmcnçI
,hnNmcnt¨m ?, F¦n AhnsSh¨v AhÀç−mæ¶ æ«n Im¸ncnsbt¸mencnçtam
?. \aps¡Ãmw Adnbmw AXp−mhnà F¶v, ]t£ Fsâ {ioaXn AXp k½Xn¨p
Xcm³ X¿mdÃ. Nnes¸mÄ Hê ss\ss\Pocnb¡mcsâ ]cmKtcé¡Ä ImänÂ
]dìhì hoWXpsIm−mImw A§ns\A§ns\ kw`hn¨Xv, A§ns\
A§ns\bpw
kw`hn¡mtem, X¡mew \o InSìd§v, Fì Rm³ ]dªt¸mÄ
AhÄ¡XnãambnÃ. A§ns\
A§ns\bmsW¦n e£van tN¨nbpsS \m¯q³,
ssN\
ssN\bn t]mbvh¶s¸mÄ D−mb æ«n X\
X\n ssN\
ssN\m¡mcnbmbXv CXpt]mse
ssN\
ssN\m¡mcsâ ]cmKtcé¡fn \n¶msW¶mtWm \n§Ä ]dbp¶Xv, AhÀ
hfsc \Ã kv{XobmWv, C§s\
C§s\ ]dbp¶Xp Xs¶ tamiamWv. F¶m \o
£ant¨¡v. \½psS ]pcmW¯n ]−v ]cainhëw, ]mÀhXnbmânbpw
B\Ifmbn Im«n taªp \S¶ Ahkc¯nemWtÃm, B\bpsS apJhpambn
KtWi³ ]nd¶Xv, Nnet¸mÄ B \m«nse ImemhØ ImcWa§ns\
kw`hn¨XmImëw hgnbp−v F¶ I¬¢qj\n R§Ä B kwkmcw
AhnsSh¨v \nÀ¯pIbpw, Rm³ AhÄ¡v Dd§m\mbn tkmfasâ
D¯aKoX§fnse GXmëw hcnIÄ ]mSns¡mSpçIbpw sNbvXp.
 am¸nf¸n«v
CXpw Fsâ AO³ ]dªpX¶ asämê IYbmWv. ]−v ]−v Hê
Bimcnbp−mbnêì. Hcn¡Â Cu Bimcn am¸nf¸n«v F¶ Hê kq{Xs¯çdn¨v
tIÄ¡m\nSbmbn. F´mWo am¸nf¸n«v F¶v ]etcmSpw tNmZns¨¦nepw BÀçw
{InXyambn AdnbnÃmbnêì. A§ns\ Hcn¡Â BimcnbpsS kwibw XoÀ¡m³
]änb Hê am¸nf BimcnbpsS hoSn¶Sp¯phì Xmakw XpS§n. HêZnhkw
tPmensbÃmw Ignªv ho«nencnçt¼mÄ, Bimcn¡v am¸nf¸n«ns\çdn¨v
HmÀahcnIbpw, Ct¸mįs¶ ]pXnb AbÂhmknbmb am¸nftbmSv
tNmZn¡mëw Xoêam\n¨p.
am¸nf¸n«ns\çdn¨v icnbmbcoXnbn a\Ênem¡n¯cmsaìw, AXnë
ap³]mbn acwsIm−pÅ Cê¶qdv Häcq]bpsS \mWb§Ä hfsc
AXymhiyambn D−m¡n¯cWsaìw, am¸nf BimcntbmSv Bhiys¸«p.,
AXns\
AXns\´m.. Cê¶qdv, Häcq]m\
Häcq]m\mWb§ftÃ... Rm³ DSs\
DSs\ icnbm¡n¯cmatÃm
F¶v Bimcnbpw. AXnë tijw am¸nf¸n«v ]Tn¸n¨p sImSp¡msa¶v am¸nfbpw
k½Xn¨p. ]t£ ]Wn¯ncçImcWw, Bimcn¡v DSs\ Xs¶ acwsIm−pÅ
Cê¶qdv cq] sImSp¡m³ IgnªnÃ,. am¸nfbmsW¦n hgnbn h¨p
Imét¼mÄ Hs¡, FtSm... B ac¯nsâ Cê¶qdp cq] Fì Xêw Fì
tNmZn¨psImt−bnêì. BimcnbmsW¦n ASp¯ BgvN... ASp¯ BgvN
Fì ]dªv \o«ns¡mt−bnêì. HSphn F´p−mbn... HêZnhkw æsd
am\y·mêsS ap³]n h¨v am¸nf BimcntbmSv, ac¯nsâ cq]bmb Cê¶qdp
cq] Ct¸mÄXs¶ XcWsaì hmin ]nSnçIbpw, Bimcn sImSp¡nsÃì
hmin]nSnçIbpw sNbvXp. tI«psIm−p \n¶ am\y·mÀ CXn CSs]SpIbpw,
Xm\
Xm\tà am¸nf tNmZnçs¼msgms¡ Xcmw.. Xcmw Fì ]dbp¶Xv, R§sfms¡
tI«XmWtÃm. ImipsImSp¡tSm Bimco Fì ]dbpIbpw , HSphnÂ
KXy´canÃmsX Bimcn Cê¶qdp cq] am¸nfív sImSpt¡−n hcnIbpw sNbvXp.
B Imiphm§n am¸nf Bimcnsb hnfn¨v ImXn clkyambn ]dªp, CXmWv
am¸nf¸n«v
am¸nf¸n«v.
 hbdpthZ\
hbdpthZ\mZn NqÀWw
CsXmê sshZysâ IYbmWv, Cu sshZy³ NnInÕ am{XaÃ
\S¯nbnê¶Xv, AtXmsSm¸w ]pXnb aêìIsfçdn¨pÅ KthjWhpw
\S¯nbnêì. Hcn¡Â Ct±lw hbdpthZ\çÅ Hê Znhy Huj[w
I−p]nSnçIbpw, Ab¡mc\mb cma³\mbêsS lmÀUvshbdn ]co£n¨v
kIvkkv BæIbpw sNbvXp. Cu ]pXnb aê¶n\v At±lw hbdpthZ\
hbdpthZ\mZn
NqÀWw Fì t]cnSpIbpw CXns\çdn¨v ]pkvXI¯n FgpXpIbpw sNbvXp.
Hcn¡Â CtX AkpJhpambn Hutk¸p am¸nf hêIbpw, sshZyÀ CSwhew
t\m¡msX AtX aê¶nSp¯v hoipIbpw sNbvXp. sshZysâ IãvSIme¯n\v
Hutk¸p am¸nf¡v tcmKw aqÀÑnçIbpw A[nIw XmaknbmsX ssZhw
Hutk¸pam¸nfsb Xsâ heXp`mK¯nê¯pIbpw sNbvXp. ]ns¶ H«p
Xmakn¨nÃ, sshZyÀ ]pkvXI¯n Hê hcnIqSn FgpXn tNÀ¯p,
AXn§s\bmbnêì, hbdpthZ\
hbdpthZ\mZn NqÀWw hbdpthZ\
hbdpthZ\ç¯aw, CXp \mbÀç
]äpw, am¸nfíp ]änÃ.
 sshdkv
{]Wbw
{] Hê sshdkv t]msebmsW¶v Aåw sshInbmWv F\nç
a\Ênem¡m³ IgnªXv, AXv \½sf ]nSnçt¼mÄ \½Ä Hìw Adnbnà ,
]nSn¨pIgnªp Fì a\Ênemçt¼mtgçw HêamXncns¸« t^mÄUdnseÃmw Cu
sshdkv Ibdn \nc§n \nc§n ^bepIsfÃmw \in¸n¨ncnçw.
sshdÊpIbdp¶Xv kn̯nsâ æg¸wsIm−Ã, BtWm ?. adn¨v AXv
D]tbmKnç¶ Bfnsâ {i²bnÃmbvasIm−tÃ?. Iw]|q«À ]gbXmtWm,
]pXnbXmtWm, t{]mkÊÀ CâemtWm, F.Fw.Un BtWm, PmXn Cugh\mtWm ,
{InkvXym\nbmtWm, ImipImc\mtWm, ]m¸cmtWm , aebmfnbmtWm,
Xang\mtWm, kztZinbmtWm, hntZinbmtWm, Idp¯n«mtWm, shfp¯n«mtWm,
CâenPâmtWm, S|_vsseämtWm , ]©mcbmtWm , kv{Xohntcm[nbmtWm,
Hm^okdmtWm, Ìm^mtWm, BWmtWm, s]®mtWm Fs¶mìw Cu sshdkv
Hcn¡epw t\m¡mtdbnà , Ibdnb§Sv ]nSnçw, ]ns¶ t{]mkÊÀ tÉmhmbn,
tÉmhmbn, lm§mb§ns\ \nevçw, Cu sshdkv , XpS¡¯n sam_bnÂ
t^mWneqsS Fkv.Fw.Fkv Bbpw, hnfnbmbpw ht¶¡mw, Asæn s]³
ss{UhneqsS Aæn aäp aoUnbmbnÃqsS , Xet¨mdn InS¶v, Sn.Fkv.BÀ
t{]m{Kmw t]mte {]hÀ¯nçw. Bânsshdkv t{]m{KmapIsfmìw CXnÂ
\S¸mInÃ. \n§Äç hnizmkansæn Imkv]ÀkvIotbm, t\mÀ«t\m temUvv
ssNXpt\m¡mw. F´mbmepw sam¯¯n t^mÀamäv sNbvXv hn³tUmkv ho−pw
C³ÌmÄ sN¿msaì hnNmcn¨m AXpw \S¡nÃ, ImcWw ko: ss{UhnÂ
InSç¶ Fsâ `mcybpw, c−m¬æ«nIfpw hgnbm[mcamIntà ?. ]ns¶ F´p
sN¿pw ?. Rm\msI I¬^|qj\nemWv. Hê kn̯n¯s¶ c−v Hm¸tdänwKv
knÌw Bbn¡qsS ? BhmtÃm , AXnë æg¸samìanÃtÃm tN«m.. F¶meXv
s]«¶mbn¡qsS tN«m.. F¶hÄ ]eh«ambv t^mWneqsSbpw, t\cn«pw
tNmZnçì. ]ns¶ Rm³ {Kºn ]WnbWw, AXp ]ns¶ \m«pImcdnªmÂ
tamiatÃ, AbmÄ¡v c−v Hm¸tdänwKv knÌaps−¶v ]dªv Fs¶ Ifnbm¡ntÃ
?. ]ns¶ Rm³ Pohn¨nê¶n«p Imcyapt−m ?. c−v Hm¸tdänwKv knÌw DÅhÀ
Aë`hnç¶ bmX\Ifpw, X{X¸mSpIfpw Rm³ ]dªptI«n«p−v, I¿nepÅ
Htcm¸tdänwKv knÌw sIm−pXs¶ Rm³ s]mdpXnap«nbncnçIbmWv,
aebmf¯nse HêamXncns¸« Iq«£c§sfms¡ aqçsIms−gp
tX−nh¶n«p−ì ]dbmw. CXpXs¶ CSív lm§mhpw, Iot_mÀUv
Untk_nfmæw, t{]mkÊÀ NqSmæw, kn.Un.ss{Uhv Xpd¡msXbmæw, Nnet¸mÄ
BtcmSpw ]dbmsX Xpdìhêw, auk\§msXbmæw, kv]o¡À a|q«mæw,
t^mÄUdpIÄ ImWmXmæw, ]ns¶ doÌmÀ«mæw Fìth− a\ÊnemIm¯Xpw,
]pd¯p]dbm³ sImÅêXm¯ æg¸§sfms¡ D−mçw. C\n asämê
Hm¸tdänwKv knÌw IqSnbmbmÂ, Cuizcm... F\n¡mtemNn¡m³ IqSn h¿. Fsâ
kn̯nsâ lmÀUvshbÀ Xs¶ tISmtb¡mw.
Pdpktew ]p{Xnamsc \n§Ä Bsc¦nepw Ahsf Is−¦n X¡mew
Hê Hm¸tdänwKv knÌw IqSn C³ÌmÄ sN¿m³ Rm³ Aià\msW¶ Imcyw
AhtfmSp ]dbWsa¶v \n§tfmSv Rm³ BWbnSpì.
 X−ÂthZ\
X−ÂthZ\
tamt«mÀssk¡nfnÂ
tam bm{X sNbvXv Fsâ X−Â sNdnb coXnbnÂ
æg¸§Ä D−m¡m³ XpS§nbncnçì. lmÀUvshbÀ 1963 tamUemsW¶ Imcyw
Rm³ ]et¸mgpw ad¡m³ {iançs¼msfms¡ kvt\labnbmb `mcy
HmÀan¸n¡mdp−v, ""hbÊp 47 Bbn ... Rms\
Rms\mìw ]dbp¶nÃ"" F¶ Hê
UbtemKpw, ]ns¶ AÀYw hs¨mê t\m«hpw . ]t£ Cu lmÀUvshbÀ am{Xta
]gbXmbn«pÅq, tkm^vävshbÀ Rm³ Bânsshdkv A]vtUäv sN¿p¶ t]mse
Fìw A]vtUäv sN¿mdp−v. F¶n«pw ImcysamìanÃ. HSphn [\z´cw ægw_v
\¶mbn ]pd¯p tX¨p]nSn¸n¨v AcaWn¡qÀ t\cw A\§msX \n¶Xnë tijw
NqSpshůn æfn¨m Aåw Bizmkw. A§ns\ HêZnhkw Ieiemb
X−ÂthZ\bpambn Rm³ sImSp§ÃqÀ \nìw h−ntbmSn¨p h¶ Hê
sshæt¶cw ægw_p]pc«nXcm\mbv `mcy Fs¶ hnfn¨t¸mÄ IW¡nse Hê
kwibhpambv Fsâ aq¯ aI³ R§fpsS ASp¯phêIbpw, Cu ægs¼mì
tX¨Xnë tijw ]dªpXcmsa¶ Dd¸n AhÄ aIs\ ]pd¯m¡n hmXnÂ
ASíphm³ Hê§nbt¸mÄ Ahsâ Hê Iaâv, ""hmXneSítÃ
hmXneSítÃ'', F´mSm
ASbv¨m æg¸w F¶ `mcybpsS tNmZy¯n\h³ ]dª adp]Sn tI«v R§Ä
Xcn¨nêìt]mbn. ""\
""\n§sf c−
c−pt]scbpw F\
F\n¡v A{X hnizmkanÃ."" Bdmw
¢mknse ]p{X³ C\n Fs´Ãmw a\Ênem¡m\ncnçì.
 æªphmh
Cì Rm³ FhnsSsb¦nepw t]mIWsaì ]dªnêt¶m ?. AOëw
a¡fpw C§s\
C§s\ sI«n¸nSn¨p InSt¶m , t\
t\cw 8 aWn Ignªp. Hê Øe¯p
kab¯nëw, Ime¯nëw t]mb ioew \n§Äçt−m ?.... kwKXn a\ÊnembntÃ.
?.. AëPsâ `mcy C¶se {]khn¨p, B¬æ«n. AXns\ ImWm³ t]mIWsa¶v
C¶seXpS§n ChÄ Ibdps]m«n¡m³ XpS§nbXm... {]khn¨p InSç¶hÄ
H¶mizkn¡s«... ]Xps¡ t]mbm t]msc Fs¶mc`n{]mbw tNmZn¡m³
tXm¶nbXpt]mepanÃ. æªpæ«n ]cm[o\§sfsbÃmw s]dp¡n Imdnen«v
]¯paWnbmbt¸msgçw CuänÃt¯s¡¯n. Dd§nInS¶ æªphmhsb
ImWm³ Fsâ c−mas¯ aI³ ASp¯p hì. æªphmhbpsS hbdnsâ
`mKs¯ s]m¡nÄsImSn I−n«v Ahsâ kwib§Ä ImSpIbdn, B kab¯v
Hìw tNmZn¡msX, Xncn¨p Imdn hêt¼mÄ Ah³ tNmZn¨p, AOm, B
æªphmhbpsS hbdnsâ `mK¯v F´msWmê hÅn t]mse, ]ns¶
F\n¡dnbmhp¶ t]mse Hê kwibZpcoIcWw \S¯nb tijw Ahsâ adp]Sn
Rm³ IêXn AXv bp.Fkv._n tI_nfmsW¶v". CXns\çdn¨p
CXmbnêì ,""Rm
Rm³ F´p]dbm³ ?. ]ntÅê ]ndç¶Xp Xs¶ bp.Fkv._n tI_nfpambmWv.
Imew t]msbmê t]mt¡...
 Xebnsegp¯v
Fsâ AO³ Ft¶mSv Hcmbncw IYIÄ ]dªpX¶n«p−v. Hìw Fsâ
Bhiy{]Imcambnê¶nÃ. Rm³ ]dbp¶ Imcy§Äç tNê¶ Xc¯nÂ
Dêfípt¸cnbmbnêì Htcm IYIfpw, Hmtcm IYIÄ tIÄ¡m\mbn ]e
kw`h§fpw AOt\mSp]dbm³ Rm³ Ft¸mgpw kabw Is−¯nbnêì.
AO³ shdpw Bdmw ¢mkphsc am{Xta kvIqfn t]mbn«pÅp. F¦nepw
Adnhnsâ Imcy¯n AOs\\ns¡ìw BdmwX¼pcm\mbnêì. BfpIÄ
At±ls¯ æamc\
æamc\mim³ Fìv _lpam\t¯msS hnfn¨nêì. At±lw \m«nse
Adnbs¸Sp¶ Hê sa¡m\n¡mbnêì. ]−v kntemWn \nìw h¶ Hê
Iq«pImc³ k½m\n¨ Cw¥ojv dmen ssk¡nfn k©cn¨v sa¡m\nIv hÀ¡vIÄ
sNbvXmbnêì PohnX¯nsâ ap¡m ]èw Ign¨Xv. tkmdn Rm³ Aåw
ImSpIbdntbm.... F¦n \n§Ä £ant¨¡v, AOs\çdn¨v hen¸w ]dbm³
Rm³ ]t− anSp¡\mbnêì. Ct¸mgpw A§ns\ Xs¶, AO³ ]dª IYbnÂ
\nìw Hê Xami¡Y.
]−v ]−v... Xtesegp¯p hmbn¡m\dnbmhp¶ Hcmfp−mbnêì.
]eêsSbpw Xtesegp¯p hmbn¨v AbmÄ Cu hnjb¯n Hê ]penbmbnêì.
A§ns\bncns¡ hoSn\Sp¯pÅ Hê æän¡m«n \nìw AbmÄs¡mê Xetbm«n
In«n. \ndsb s]mSn]nSn¨p InS¶nê¶ Xetbm«nbnse s]mSnamänbt¸mÄ AbmÄ
hnizkn¡\mhm¯ Hê Xebnsegp¯p I−p. AXn§s\bmbnêì "" s]«XÃ
]mSv, s]Sm\
s]Sm\ncnç¶XmWv'', AXp hmbn¨t¸mÄ F¶menXnsemê KthjWw
Xs¶ \S¯nbn«p Imcyw F¶bmÄç tXm¶n, Pohn¨ncnçs¼mgtà FÃ
]mSpIfpw, Hê Xetbm«n¡n\n hcm³ t]mæ¶ IãvS]mSpIÄ F´mbncnçw
F¶dnbphìÅ KthjW¯nsâ `mKambn AbmÄ AsXmê XpWnbnÂ
s]mXnªv s]«nbpsS Xmgs¯ X«nen«p ]q«n. ]ns¶ CSínSív Xpdì t\mçw,
Hìw kw`hn¨n«nÃìd¸phê¯n Xncn¨p hípw. CsXÃmw kw`hn¨Xv AbmfpsS
IeymW¯në ap³]v, XoÀ¨bmbpw IeymW¯në tijw ]eXpw kw`hn¨p
Iméw, ImWmsX XcanÃtÃm.
hnhml¯nsâ Xnc¡nembXp ImcWw AbmÄ¡v æd¨p Znhkw B
Xetbm«nbnteç Xncnªp t\m¡m³ IgnªnÃ. Znhk§Ä, amk§Ä ISì
t]mbt¸mÄ `mcybpambn Hìw c−pw aqìw ]dªp ]nW§n XpS§nb
Ahkc¯n AbmÄ¡v s]s«¶v Xetbm«nsbçdnt¨mÀa hì. ]ns¶ H«pw
Xmakn¨nÃ, s]«n Xpd¶v Xetbm«nsbSp¯v ]cntim[n¨p. CXp hsc Hìw
kw`hn¡mªXn\m FgpXnbXnë Nnet¸mÄ ]niæhì Imésa¶mZyw IêXn.
]t£ Cu Xtesegp¯v FgpXnbXv km£m ssZhambXn\m ]niæ−mImëw
h¿. A§ns\ HêZnhkw Xetbm«nbpw aSnbn h¨nêì
BtemNn¨psIm−ncnçt¼mÄ, AbmfpsS `mcy cwK{]thi\w \S¯pIbpw,
aSnbn h¨p Xmtemen¨nê¶ Xetbm«nsbçdn¨v Iqewæjambv tNmZnçIbpw
sNbvXp. kuµcy ]nW¡¯nsâ sI«phn«pamdp¶Xnëap³]mbn `mcybn \nìw
Dê¯ncnª tNmZy§Ä¡v adp]Sn]dbmëÅ am\knImhØ B
kab¯nÃmªXn\m Hê au\¯n D¯csamXp¡n AbmÄ Xetbm«n ho−pw
s]«nbn h¨p ]q«n.
 ]n¶osSmcn¡Â AbmfpsS `mcy Ab¡mcnbmb A½q½tbmSv Cu
Xetbm«nsbçdn¨p ]dbpIbpw, ]tcm]Imcnbpw, A`|ZbImwjnbpamb A½q½
kw`h§sf hniZoIcnçIbpw sNbvXp, AXn§s\bmbnêì. \ns¶ IeymWw
Ign¨p sIm−phê¶Xnë hfsc ap³]v CbmÄs¡mê s]¬æ«nbpambn
ASp¸ap−mbnêì. B s]¬æ«n AIme¯n acn¨p t]mbn. AhfpsS
HmÀaímbmWv B Xetbm«n AbmÄ kq£nç¶Xv. CXp tI«tXmsS `mcy¡v
Ccn¡s]mdpXnbnÃmXmbn. shdptXbà sXm«Xnëw, ]nSn¨Xnëw Ft¶mSp
IbÀç¶Xv. AbmfpsS Hê Xetbm«n. s]«nXpd¶v Xetbm«n ]pds¯Sp¯v
Dcenen«v æ¯ns]mSn¨hÄ Imän ]d¯n..... Iãw.
]Xnhpt]mse tPmenbpw Ignªv ho«n h¶t¸mÄ `mcy AbmtfmSp
]dªp. "\n§fpsS ImapInbpsS Xetbm«n Rm³ æ¯ns¸mSn¨v Imän ]d¯n',
AXp tI«tXmsS AbmÄ¡v kt´mjambn, CXmbnêì B Xetbm«n¡v
]äm\
]äm\nê¶Xv. ]n¶oSv {]_ÔsagpXn dnkÀ¨v ]qÀ¯nbm¡n, AbmÄ
tUmIvätdäpw hm§n.
 æSpw_Ielw
R§Ä ]−p ^vfmänembnêì Xmakw; sXm«Sp¯ ^vfmän F´p
\Sçìsht¶m, Bscms¡ hêìsht¶m, Bêw ]ckv]cw At\yjn¡mdnÃ.
sXm«p apIfn \hanYp\§fmb ]pXnb Xmak¡mÀ h¶t¸mÄ Hì
]cnNbs¸«XÃmsX, IqSpX ASp¡m³ t]mbnÃ. ImcWw AhÀ
aebmfnIfÃmbnêì, AbmÄçw `mcyçw aebmfw Aåw t]mepw
AdnbnÃmbnêì, R§Äç Xangpw. ]ns¶ AhÀ¡dnbmhp¶ asämê `mj
Cw¥ojmbnêì. Fsâ `mcy¡msW¦n P\n¨t¸mÄ apX Cw¥ojv
kwkmcnç¶hsc Imé¶XpXs¶ CãaÃmbnêì.. ]ns¶ Nncn¡v {]tXyI
`mjbpsS BhiyanÃm¯Xp ImcWw, R§Ä aebmf¯n Nncn¨mepw AhÀç
a\Ênemæambnêì.
A§ns\ Hê Znhkw D¨¡v Fsâ aI³ _m¡Wnbn Cêì `£Ww
Ign¨psIm−nê¶t¸mÄ apIfneqsS Hê XfnI ]d¶v h¶v sXm«pap³]nepÅ
KmÀU\n hogpIbpw, Ah³ IYIfn am{Xw tI«n«pÅ ]dçw XfnIsb
t\cn«pI−Xnsâ kt´mj¯n , `£Ww Ign¨psIm−nê¶ Fs¶
]nSn¨phen¨p _m¡Wnbn sIm−pt]mæIbpw, Xmsg KmÀU\n hoé
InSç¶ ÌoÂt¹äv ImWn¨p XcnIbpw sNbvXp. F¶n«h³ ]dªp, B
]dçwXfnI thÂapêI³ A¦nÄ FdnªXm.. Rm³ FSp¯psIm−p
sImSp¡s« ?... æd¨p Ignªt¸mÄ apIfn \n¶v Xangn km[mcW coXnbnÂ
Bêw D]tbmKn¡m¯ Nne Ak`yhmçIfpw tIÄçhm³ XpS§n. ]ns¶ Hê
X\nbmhÀ¯\w t]mse ]e Znhk§fnepw XfnIIÄ ]dçIbpw, CSnbpsSbpw,
apIfn InSt¶mSp¶Xnsâbpw, hmXn sIm«nbSíp¶Xnsâbpw iЧÄ
]Stbm«w kn\nabpsS iÐtcJ tIÄç¶ kpJ¯n _m¡Wnbnenê¶v
R§Ä æSpw_ktaXw {ihnçIbpw sNbvXp. tI«ptI«v Xangnse HêamXncns¸«
AÇoe {]tbmK§Ä R§Ä ]TnçIbpw, Adnbm¯ ]Z§fpsS AÀYw
Xangdnbmhp¶htcmSv clkyambv tNmZn¨p a\ÊnemçIbpw sNbvXp.
ASnbpsSbpw, sXdnhnfnbpsSbpw ]cn[newLn¨ Hê sshæt¶cw
thÂapêIsâ s]m−m«n Fsâ ^vfmän A`bmÀYnbmbv HmSnh¶v ImfnwKv
s_ ASnçIbpw sNbvXp. Rm³ hmXn Xpd¶t¸mÄ, sImSp§ÃqÀ `cWn¡v
Xe sh«ns¸mfn¨v cà¯n æfn¨p \nÂç¶ tImact¯t¸mse Fsâ ap³]nÂ
\nì InXípIbpw, IcbpIbpw sNbvXp. thÂapêI³ \ns¶ F¶m ]®nbm¨v ?
F¶v F\n¡dnbmhp¶ Xangn tNmZn¨Xpw, \mbIsâ s\©nte¡v Icªv
hogp¶ \mbnIsbt¸mse AhÄ Fs¶ apdpsI sI«n¸nSn¨v IcbpIbpw
sNbvXp. A¦nÄ Rm³ Hìta ..]®se...
..]®se... B s]mdp¡n Fs¶ ASn¨m¨v,
F\n¡nt¸m A½mhp¡v t^m¬ ]®Ww... HSphnsemê Xc¯n A½mhp¡v
t^m¬ ]®n, X®nsbms¡ æSn¨v hn{ian¨Xnë tijw thÂapêIsâ s]m−m«n
Xncn¨v apIfnteç Ibdnt¸mæIbpw, Fsâ kz´w s]m−m«n Cu
cwK§sfms¡¡−v, Xcn¨v \nÂçIbpw, hmXnen\¸pd¯ph¨v thÂapêIsâ
s]m−m«n Fs¶ sI«n¸nSn¨p IcªXp ImWm³ IgnbmªXnepÅ AhfpsS
{][ntj[w AdnbnçIbpw sNbvXp.
BêsS æg¸amsW¶dnbnÃ, thÂapêI³ \Ã aëjy\mWtÃm ?, hnhml
\nÝb¯në tijw aZncmin¸«W¯nembnê¶ ChÄ¡mbn c−pamk¯nëÅnÂ
]Xn\mbnc¯nÂ]cw cq]ív t^m¬ sNbvXh³. sI«pIgnªtXmsS FÃmw
Ignªncnçw. Cu ASn]nSn Hê Øncw \mSIthZnbmbt¸mÄ , thÂapêIsâ
Iq«pImc³ a³cmPv FsâbSp¯p hêIbpw, \n§Ä¡v Abmsf H¶v
D]tZin¨pIqsS,
D]tZin¨pIqsS, \n§Ä ]dªm Ah³ Aëkcnçw F¶dnbnçIbpw
sNbvXp . D]tZin¡ms\
D]tZin¡ms\mìw Rm³ t]mæ¶nÃ, Ahscmê \à Imcyw
sN¿pIbtÃ?. AbÂh¡s¯ `À¯mhv Cu hn[¯nsems¡ AbmfpsS
`mcytbmSp s]êamdps¼mgtÃ, Rm³ Fsâ `mcybpsS ap³]n \Ã
`À¯mhmæìÅq
`À¯mhmæìÅq.
æìÅq. AhêsS ASn]nSn CSXShnÃmsX \S¡tW F¶mbnêì
Fsâ {]mÀY\
{]mÀY\., Fì Rm³ Iq«pImc³ a³cmPnt\mSv ]dbpIbpw, AbmÄ Aåw
t]mepw Dinê ædímsX thÂapêI\v t^mÀthÀUv sN¿pIbpw sNbvXp.
AXn ]n¶oSv AhÀ X½n ASnbp−mbn«nà Fì Rm³ ]dbp¶nÃ.
]t£ AXv AbÂhmknIfmb R§Ä¡v tI«p kpJn¡m³ am{Xw
]pd¯dnbn¡mdnÃ. Ab¡mcsâ æSpw_Ielw hfsc \ÃXv, Npäpan§s\
A©mdp ^manenbp−mbm B {]tZis¯ \à `À¯mhmbn Rm³
Adnbs¸t«çw. Hscmì hc¨n«v AXn sXmSmsX AXns\ hepXm¡Wsa¦nÂ
AXnsâbSp¯v sNdnb HìIÄ hc¨m aXnbtÃm ?.
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\m«nse knhn tIknsâ Imcy§Ä a\ÊntemÀ¯v h−ntbmSn¨nê¶
Fs¶ hnfn¨pWÀ¯nbn«p `mcy samgnªp. \½Äs¡mì kp\
kp\nX So¨dnsâ
ho«nepwIqSn Ibdnbn«p t]mImw, ]ntÅêsS IeymWw Ignªn«v H¶v
sNÃm¯Xn\
sNÃm¯Xn\v So¨À¡v ]cn`hw Iméw. tIkn \nìw a\Êqcn, tImSXnbpw
]ncn¨phn«v, h−n kp\nX So¨dnsâ ho«nteç Xncn¨p. {iotZhnsb I−tXmSpIqSn
So¨À¡v Bizmk¯nsâ AeçIÃp In«nbt]msebmbn. C\n ]cn`h¯nsâbpw
]cntXh\Xnsâbpw tkm¸ps]mSnIfn«v So¨sdÃmw Ae¡n shfp¸n¡s«,
c−paWn¡qÀ t]mbXpXs¶. ]ns¶ ]ntÅêIqsSbpÅXp ImcWw kam[m\w,
Nmb æSn¨p Ignªm t]mIWsaì ]dªv AhÀ Ibdps]m«nt¨mfpw,
Rm\mbn«v Hìw ]dtb−.
]ehI hnjb§fn¡qSn k©cn¨v AhêsS kwkmc¯nsâ ]mí¸Â
a¡fpsS Imcy§fnteç ISì \¦qcan«p. BZyw aIsfçdn¨mbnêì kwkmcw.
AtXXm−n§s\bmbnêì. aêaIs\çdn¨v kwkmcn¡m³ So¨À¡v Bbncw
\mhmbnêì.
aêtam³ \à æ«nbmWv. Ah³, aÄ«n\
aÄ«n\mjW I¼\
I¼\nbnÂ
amt\
amt\PcmsW¶ `mhsamìanÃ. ho«n h¶mepS³, ap−pSp¯v t\ t\sc
ASp¡fbntem«p hêw, ]ns¶ Ahsâ Hê amPn¡mWv, tamfq«nsbs¡m−v Hê
]Wnbpw FSp¸n¡nÃ. FÃm ]WnIfpw Ah³ Xs¶ sNbvtXmfpw. Idnsbms¡
D−m¡nbm F´p êNnbmsWt¶m, Ignª BgvN R§Ä c−pt]êw
AhêsS ASp¯mbnêì. Fs¶t¸mepw ASp¡fbn Ibdm³ Ah³
k½Xn¨nÃ. cmXn InSç¶Xnë ap³]v amshms¡ Ac¨phípw, Ime¯v
A©paWnç ap³]v Fgpt¶äv tZmibpw, tNmdpw, IdnIfpw D−m¡nbnt« Ah³
I¼\
I¼\nbn t]mæIbpÅq.
t]mæIbpÅq. C{Xbpw \à `À¯mhns\
`À¯mhns\ In«m³ Fsâ tamÄ F´p
]pWyamtWm sNbvXXv.
C\n kz´w aIsâImcy§fnte¡v Hsc¯n t\m«w. Abmfpw `mcybpw
_w¥qcn Xs¶bmé Xmakw. ChnsS Imcy§fmsI Xe Xncnbpw. AtXXm−o
hn[¯nembnêì.
tamsâ ImcyamsW¦n ]dbmXncnç¶XmWv {iotZho \ÃXv, Fsâ
tam\
tam\mbn«p ]dbpIbÃ, CXpt]msemê s]¬tIm´s\
s]¬tIm´s\ Rm³ I−n«nÃ. AhÄ
\½Ä hnNmcn¨amXncnsbmìw AÃ. Hê ]Wnbpw sN¿nÃ, Ime¯v FWoäv æfn¨v
s]m«pw æ¯n kpµcnbmbncnçw, Ahs\
Ahs\mê I«³ Nmb t]mepw Ahfp−m¡n
sImSp¡nà , AhÄ FÃm ]WnIfpw tams tams\s¡m−p sN¿n¸nçw, BZysams¡,
\mfntIcw am{Xw Nnc−ns¡mSp¯m aXnbmbnêì. ]ns¶bhÄ Hìw
sN¿msXbmbn. Fsâ tam\
tam\v, CXnepw hensbmê Imet¡Sv hcm\
hcm\nÃ.. Fsâtam³
F´p ap³P·]m]w
ap³P·]m]w sNbvXn«mWmthm , Cu P·w apgph³ ASp¡fbnÂ
IgnbmëÅ tbmKap−mbXv. Ahs\
Ahs\mê I¼\
I¼\nbnse ko\
ko\nbÀ
amt\
amt\PcmsWs¶¦nepw AhtfmÀt¡t− ?. F´mbmepw Fsâtam³
Fsâtam³ s]«pt]mbn.
C\n AtXmÀ¯v hnjan¡eÃmsX´p hgn ?.
 Htc {]hÀ¯nIÄ Xs¶ aIëw aêaIëw sN¿pt¼mÄ A½ AXns\
Imé¶Xv c−p coXnbnemWv. aI³ s]¬tIm´ëw, aêaI³ \Ã
`À¯mhpw. C§ns\bmsW¦n Rm³ Bcmbncnçw. Rm\mcmsW¶v
F\n¡dnbnæn Rm\mtcmSp tNmZnçw, Rm\mcmsW¶v. ?
CXn\Iw So¨dnsâ `À¯mhv Nmbbp−m¡n, ]elmc§sfÃmw taitaÂ
\nc¯nh¨v R§sf Nmb¡mbv £Wn¨p. NmbæSnçs¼mÄ a\ÊntemÀ¯p.
Cbmfpw s]¬tIm´³ Xs¶.
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Im¡\mSv ]Xns\m¶v skâv Øew hm§m³ IgnªXv ægnaSnb\mb
Fsâ `mKyw sIm−p am{Xw. hoSv hmkvXpimkv{X{]Imcw Øm\w I−t¸mÄ
]n¶n Hê ^q«v_mÄ {Ku−nëÅ Øew. ]ns¶bhnsS {Injnbnd¡m³ Hê
ZpÀ_e \nanj¯n Rmëw `mcybpw Xoêam\n¨p. Xqw_ ssIsIm−p sXmSm¯
Fs¶s¡m−v Inf¸nímëw, I¸ \So¡mëw AhÄ ]Tn¨]Wn ]Xns\«pw t\m¡n,
Rmét−m A\§pì. R§fpsS æSpw_¯n BWmbn ]nd¶hcmêw,
Ct¶hsc Xq¼msbSp¯v FÃpapdnsb ]WnsNbvX Ncn{XanÃ. hmsfSp¯v
]eÀçw th−n A¦¯n\mbv t]mbXp tI«n«p−v. F´psIm−m
sW¶dnbnÃ, icoca\§nbpÅ tPmens¡mìw ]t− apX R§Ä¡v Hê
Xmåcyhpw CÃmbnêì. ]ns¶ Rm\mbn«Xp sXän¨mÂ, acn¨pa®Snª
R§fpsS ImcWh·mêsS im]ap−mbmtem Ft¶mÀ¯v, Hê ]Wn¡mcs\
hnfn¨v I¸bpw, ]ns¶ ætd hmgIfpw híp¶ tPmen Hu«vtkmgvkv sNbvXp.
t]msc..t{]m»w tkmÄhvUv.
th\epw, aªpw, agbpambo.... Imew ]Xps¡ ISì t]mbt¸mÄ
I¸sbÃmw hfÀ¶v ]´en¨v ImänemSn. ]ns¶ Gähpw \Ã
tIm¼nt\j\mb I¸bpw ao³ Idnbpw h¨v R§Ä BgvNItfmfw BtLmjn¨p.
I¸ apgph³ ]dn¨p XoÀ¶t¸mtgçw, c£n¨hë Xe sImSpçhm³ Rmen¸qh³
hmgIÄ æeípIbpw, AhÄ AXv ]camh[n ZpÀhn\ntbmKw sN¿pIbpap−mbn.
Htcm æeIfpw GItZiw c−mgv¨tbmfw \n¶nêì. Cu c−mgv¨¡mew
]eXc¯nepÅ ]p«pIÄ D−m¡n AhÄ Fs¶bpw, a¡sfbpw Aw_c¸n¨p.
H¶mwZnhkw dh]p«v, c−mwZnhkw tKmXw_v]p«v, aq¶mwZnhkw Acn]p«v,
\memwZnhkw Ing§v]p«v, A©mwZnhkw sNw_m]p«v, ]ns¶ CXnsâ
X\nbmhÀ¯\§fpw. ]p«pIfpsS Hê tLmjbm{Xbmbnêì, B c−mgv¨¡mew.
]t£ ]p«v ]eXmbnês¶¦nepw ]gw HìXs¶bmbnêì. Fsâ
aq¯aI\msW¦n ]p«v Fì tIÄçt¼mįs¶ Ien hêw. A½ív ]p«ÃmsX
thsd hÃXpw D−m¡n¡qsS.. Cu hmgIÄ æe¨Xv Hê ]mcbmbnt¸mbn F¶h³
]dªp XpS§n.
]mbkwtaf, NpcnZmÀtaf, kmcntaf, Fs¶ms¡ ]dbp¶ t]mse CsXmê
]p«ptafbmbnt¸mbn Fì Rm³ ]dbmsX Xs¶ \n§Ä¡v CXn\Iw
a\Ênembn¡méw. s]«ì−m¡mhp¶ Hcn\amWtÃm ]p«v, asämìw HmÀt¡−,
t{_¡v^mÌv ]p«msW¦nÂ.
]p«msW¦n Np½m {]jÀæ¡dn Aåw shÅw h¨v, Nnc«bnÂ
s]mSn\nd¨v, At§m«v Ibän h¨m aXn Zm... ]p«v sdUn. (Rm³ D−m¡nbn«nÃ,
I−dnhpam{Xw) ]ns¶sb´n\mbn«v, aäp]elmc§fp−m¡n kabw IfbWw.
hÀ¡nwKv teUokn\v ssZhw ]dªp sImSp¯ Hê dkn¸nbmWnXv, Hê
kwibhpanÃ. s]«ì−m¡mhp¶Xp sIm−mImw CXn\v ]qs«¶v t]ê h¶Xv.
F´mbmepw ]Xns\«v hÀj§Ä¡v ap³]v, R§fpsS IeymWw Ignªv hnêì
XpS§nb Hcmgv¨ apgphëw ]ehn[ Blmc§Ä Ign¡m³ sImXn¨nê¶
Rms\¶ aWhmfs\ AhfpsS ho«pImÀ CXpt]msemê ]p«ptaf \S¯n £a
]cntim[n¨Xv Cìw Rm³ Hê \Sp¡t¯msS HmÀçì.
 ss{UhnwKv kvIqÄ
ho«n shdptXbnêì apjnª ^vfmänse sIm¨½amÀ æd¨pt]À, C\n
ss{UhnwKv ]Tn¨mtem F¶ BtemN\bnembn. F¶men\n \nIvk¬ Bim³
Xs¶ icWw. `À¯m¡·mÀ am{Xw C§s\ ImtdmSn¨v \S¶m t]mctÃm.
F§s\sb¦nepw ss{UhnwKv ]Tn¨v ssek³kv ap¯nbn«p Xs¶ Imcyw.
`À¯m¡·mÀçw H«pw FXnÀ¸nÃ. aqhmbncaÃ, ap¸Xn\mbncw sImSp¯mepw
æg¸anÃ, Chfpamscmì \¶mbn ]Tn¨v ssek³kv FSp¯v h−n
HmSn¨nês¶¦nÂ, hÃt¸mgpw ]mÀ«nç s]mbvhêt¼mÄ t]meokns\
t]Snt¡−tÃm ?.
A§ns\ Z£nW h¨v, \nIvk¬ Bmisâ Im sXm«psXmgpXv, Hê
kp{]`mX¯n ss{UhnwKv XpS§n, ¢¨pw, Knbdpw, ]ns¶ BIvknetdädpambn,
Nhn«nbpw, hen¨pw ]cnNbs¸«p XpS§nbt¸mÄ AXm hêì \nIvk¬ Bimsâ
^Ìv sshhm sSÌv. Hê Znhkw ss{UhnwKv \S¯ns¡m−nê¶Xn\nSív ,
Bimsâ tNmZyw.. Ct¸mÄ ImÀ \o§ns¡m−ncnç¶Xv GXp KnbdnemWv,
aëjys\ æg¡m\mbn Bimsâ tNmZyw, ee\maWnIfpsS apJw
hmSn.. H¶mas¯ ee\maWn samgnªp, Bims\
Bims\.. Imdnt¸mÄ ^Ìv KnbdnemWv.
B D¯cw sXämsW¶v Bim³ ]dªt¸mÄ, c−mas¯ kpµcn samgnªp,
Bims\
Bims\ Imdnt¸mÄ, tXÀUv KnbdnemWv, AXpw sXämsW¶v Bim³ ho−pw
samgnªt¸mÄ, IqsSbpÅhÀ a\Ên BtemNn¨p, _m¡nbn\n c−pw, \mepw
am{XatÃbpÅq. F´mbmepw \meneÃ. AXpw ]dªhÀ tXmäp sXm¸nbn«t¸mÄ
\memas¯ Infnsamgn ]dªp, Bims\
Bims\ F\nçd¸m... Imdnt¸mÄ \o§p¶Xv
\|«À KnbdnemWv. anSp¡n Fì ]dªv Bim³ Umjv Xpdì. icnbp¯cw
]dª X\ns¡s´¦nepw k½m\w Xcm\mæw F¶m Infnsamgn IêXnbt¸mÄ,
Umjn IêXnbnê¶ I¯nsbSp¯v AhÄç t\sc \o«nbn«v \nIvk¬ Bim³
]dªp. CXnepw t`Zw Fs¶b§v æ¯ns¡mÃv.
 Hmweäv
sImÃhÀjw 1991 Â Hm^okv Im¡\mt«ç amänbt¸mÄ, Rm³, tXhc
tImtfPv tlmÌent\mSv I®otcmsS hnS]dªv Im¡\mSpÅ Hê ]oSnI
apdnbpsS ]n¶nepÅ apdnbn Xmakambn. kuIcy§Ä Hìw BhiyanÃm¯
{]mbambXn\m Hê a®®Ìuhpw, Hê t\m¬Ìn¡n ss{^]mëw,
HêNo\N«nbpw, ]ns¶ GXms−ms¡ km[\§fpambn, Rm³ ]mNIIe
Bcw`n¨p. tNmdpw, R§fpsS Xdhm«p Idnbmb ]cn¸pw , ]ns¶ tImgnap«
Hmweäpambnêì Øncw hn`h§Ä. cm{Xnbnepw, ]ns¶ ho«n t]mIm¯
RmbdmgvNbpambnêì, Fsâ ]mNIIe ]cnioe\w.
æd¨v Znhk§Ä Ignªt¸mÄ, sXm«Sp¯ ho«nse ]¿³kv Fsâ
apdnbn h¶nêì kwkmcn¡m³ XpS§n. Ah³ hmSIímWv Xmaksaìw,
]IÂ apgph³ t]¸dpw, ¹mÌnçw hoSptXmdpw \S¶v hm§emWv tPmensbìw
]dªp. F¶n«h³ CSív tNmZnçambnêì, tN«m.. tN«\
tN«\v, F³]nHmbense´m
icnçw tPmen. .. ? , ]|WmtWm ?, tNmZn¨sXmê hnhctZmjnbmbXpsIm−v,
kwba\w ]men¨psIm−v Rm³ ]dªp. \o hnNmcnç¶ t]mse,
]|qsWmìaÃSm, Rm³
Rm³ AhnsS ko\
ko\nbÀ kbnân^nIv AknÌâv BWv.
AsXms¡ ]dªmÂ, Cu `{ZmhXnbpw s]dp¡n \Sç¶ \n\s¡§ns\
s¡§ns\
a\ÊnemIm³, AXns\
AXns\ms¡ Aåw, hnhcw thWw. A§ns\ ]dªXhs\
sNmSn¸n¨p.
]cn¸pIdnç tijw, Hmweän\mbn Rm³ ]WnXpS§n, ss{^]m³ Ìuhnsâ
apIfn h¨p NqSm¡n, Ie¡nh¨nê¶ an{inXw ]m\nsemgn¨p Xncnªp
t\m¡nbs¸mgpw, Ahsâ apJs¯ ImÀtaLw, A§ns\ s]¿msX
\nÂçIbmWv. ]¿³kn\v hÃmsX, ^o sNbvXp Iméw, Rm³ A{Xbpw
Xmgv¯n ]dtb−mbnêì. ]ns¶ N«IanÃmsX Hmweäv adn¨nSm³ Rms\mê
hnZKvZ³ BbXn\mÂ, AXoa−s\ Hì ImWns¨¦nepw Bizkn¸n¡msaì
IêXn, Rm³ Xncnªp \n¶v Aht\ t\m¡n ]dªp, FSm, \o Cu kq{Xw
I−n«pt−m, Fì tNmZn¨v Rm³ Hmweäv \new sXmSmsX adn¨n«Xpw
H¶n¨mbnê¶q.
s]«¶mWhsâ apJ¯v Nncn tN«m.. shdptX Ft¶mSv
]S˦Xv,
ëWsbmìw ]dtb−... tN«\
tN«\v ..F³]nHmbÂ
..F³]nHmb Imâo\
Imâo\netà tPmen !!!.
!!!.
F\ns¡Ãmw a\
a\Ênembn Fì ]dªh³ Øew Imenbm¡n. shfp¡m³ tX¨Xv
]m−mbn Fì ]dªptI« ]gwsNmÃv Aë`h¯nepambn. ]n¶oSnt¸mÄ
I−mepw , tN«³ As¶s¶ ]dªv ]än¨Xtà F¶ `mh¯neh³ Nncn¡mdp−v.
 IÅpæSnb·mÀ
æd¨pImeambn Rm\S¡apÅ \Ãhcmb IÅpæSnb·mscçdn¨v
FgpXWsa¶mtemNn¨p XpS§nbn«v. ItÅmfw \sÃmê hkvXp `qtemI¯nÃSn
s]t®.. FtÅmfaXpÅn sN¶m `qtemIw kzÀKw Xs¶ Fs¶mê æSnb³
]mSnbn«p−v. \n§fpw CXp tI«pIméw, hfsc temea\kvIcmWo æSnb·mÀ.
AhÀ¡v CXp \nÀ¯m³ IgnbnÃ, aZyw hnjaamWv, BZyw Cd¡mëw, ]ns¶
\ndp¯mëw F¶v asämê æSnb³ ]dªn«p−v. aZyw hnjamWv, AXp−m¡êXv,
æSn¡êXv, hn¡êXv F¶v {io\mcmbWKpê ]dªn«pÅXn \nìw AÂ]w
hyXymks¸Sp¯nsbì am{Xw. aXtaXmbmepw aëjy³ \¶mbm aXn F¶v
Kpê ]dªp Xoêw ap³t].... jmt¸Xmbmepw IÅp \¶mbm aXn F¶v
Kpêhns\ Ifnbm¡n æSnb·mÀ Xs¶ ]dªt{X. Kpê ]dªXv hfsc icnbmb
ImcyamWv. æSn XpS§nb Ime¯nXns\çdn¨v A{X BtemNn¨n«nÃ. C\nbnt¸mÄ
HêamXncns¸« Iq«pImscms¡ SmèIfmbn¡gnªncnçì. C\n CìapX Rm³
æSn\nÀ¯n ]pWymf\msbì ]dªm Ahscms¡ Fs¶ HmSn¨n«p XÃpw.
C\nbns¸mÄ aZyhbkvI\mb \neív A§ns\ Xs¶ t]ms«sb¶mé Rmëw
IêXp¶Xv.
IÅpæSnsbçdn¨v Fsâ AO³ ]dªncnç¶Xv, CXn A©v ]
Ds−ìw AXp {InXyambv ]men¡WsaìamWv, ]IeêXv, ]XnhêXv, ]ecêXv,
]dbêXv
]dbêXv, ]IcêXv . CXn ]IeêXv Fì ]dbm³ ImcWw ]I Ign¨mÂ
\m«n \mept]cdnbpw, {]tXyIn¨v kv{XoP\§Ä, Ahcdnªm ]ns¶ AhêsS
s\ävhÀ¡n temIw apgphëw Adnbpw . A§ns\ \½Ä Hê apgpæSnb\msWì
]cs¡ Adnbs¸Spw. ]XnhêXv F¶Xn\v {]tXyIn¨v Hê hniZoIcWw th−tÃm,
]ecêXv F¶m ]e Xc¯nÂs¸« BfpItfmSp tNÀ¶nê¶v Ign¡êsX¶Wv,
Fsâ ]cnNb¯n Hê _m¦v am\PÀ X\n¡v s{]mtamj³ In«nb Ahkc¯nÂ
Hê ]mÀ«n \S¯pIbp−mbn. FÃmhêw ka·mcmsW¶ Nn´mKXnbn At±lw
_m¦nse ]|qWns\bpw ]mÀ«nç £Wn¨nêì. ]mÀ«nsbms¡ Ignªv
]ntäZnhkw _m¦n F¯nb amt\PtcmSv ]|q¬ Afnbm... Afnbm... ]mÀ«n
ASns]mfnbmbnêì, Rm\Rm\n{Xbpw {]Xo£n¨nê¶nà Fì ]dªp. ]mhw
amt\PÀ, s\än InS¶ sshdÊns\ FSp¯v I¼}«dnen« t]msebmbn. ]dbêXv
F¶mÂ, C¶se Rmëw, tN«ëw IqSn _mdn \nìw Cd§n h¶ kab¯v Fì
XpS§p¶ kwkmccoXn Hgnhm¡Wsaìw, ]IcêXv F¶mÂ,
aäpÅhÀçths−¦nepw, AÂ]w IqSn Igns¡t¶...
Igns¡t¶... F´p t\
t\m¡m\
m¡m\m... Fì
]dªv \nÀ_Ô]qÀhw IqsSbpÅ Bsfs¡m−v IqSpXÂ Ign¸n¡êsXìw
BWv. æSn¨m iÀ±nçtam F¶ t]Snbn æSn¡msX Ad¨p \n¶ ]pXp
aWhmft\mSv kvt\lt¯msS Afnb³ ]dªXn§s\bmWv.. Afnb³
æSn¡fnbm.... Rm³ iÀ±nt¨mfmw,
iÀ±nt¨mfmw, t\m¡tW... aZy]·mêsS kvt\lw.
æSnb·mÀ¡v £abnÃ, s]s«¶v tZjys¸Spw F¶sXÃmw icn Xs¶, ]t£
Rm³ a\Ênem¡nbncnç¶Xv, CsXÃw Hê ædp¼msW¶mWv. _nhtdPv
tImÀ]tdj³ I|hn t\m¡q, £a, A¨S¡w, klIcWw, kmtlmZcyw
F¶nhsbms¡ H¯nW§nb Hê I| \n§Äs¡hnsS ImWm³ Ignbpw, ImcWw,
H¨bpw , _lfhpw, XÃpw D−m¡nbmÂ, AhÀ ISbSbv¨v shÅw æSn ap«nçw,
B Hê ImcWw sIm−p am{Xw A¸ kabt¯¡v Fì ]dªm Ht¶m,
ct−m aWn¡qÀ hsc £amioecmbn \n¡m³ AhÀ¡ÃmsX aämÀç Ignbpw
?.
Hcn¡Â c−p æSnb·mÀ jm¸nÂ\n¶nd§n ho«nteç \SçIbmbnêì.
\Sì \S¶v AhÀ Hê hoSnsâ ]SnhmXnen F¯n. AXnsemêæSnb³ ]dªp,
At¸mÄ Afnbm...FÃmw ]dªXpt]mse... Fsâ hoSmbn... \obn\ obn\n \nsâ
ho«nteç t]mtím... KqUvss\
s\äv. At¸mÄ atäæSnb³ ]dªp Afnbm \n\ç
sXän, CsXsâ hoSmWv, IÅpæSn¨m t_m[w sISêXv... A§ns\ B æSnb·mÀ
XÀ¡n¨v ASnbpsS ht¡mfambt¸mÄ Ab¡mcs\mcmÄ hì tNmZn¨p, \n§Ä
AOëw aIëw ætdt\
ætdt\cambtÃm hoSnë ap¶n InS¶v ASn]nSnIqSp¶Xv. s]mbv
InSìd§n¡qsS....
ssZhw \mepImcy§fnemWv, elcn \nd¨p h¨ncnç¶Xv, H¶v NqXm«w, c−v
\mbm«v, aq¶v aZmek, \memas¯ elcn Cu aZyw Xs¶, apIfn ]dªsXÃmw
Xami¡mbn XpS§nbmepw, AXn ASnas¸«p t]mæw. BbXn\m C\nbpw
taådª Imcy§Ä XpS§m¯hÀ `mKyhm·mÀ, Fs´¶mÂ....
CtXhsc ]dªXv CXpaqeapÅ æg¸§Ä am{Xw, KpW§fntà Fì
tNmZn¨m , Iq«pIqSm³ CXnsâb{X \à km[\w thsdbnÃ, Nmb sImSp¯p
k¡cn¨m AXv B \nanjw adìIfbpw, Nmcmbw sImSp¯p k¡cn¨mÂ
acnç¶hsc HmÀçw.
C\n æSnç¶Xv `mcy¡v FXnÀ¸msW¦n AsXmgnhm¡m\mbn
]ehn[¯nepÅ kq{X§fp−v, `mcybpsS ktlmZc·mÀ aZyap]tbmKnç¶
hcmsW¦nÂ, kwKXn hfscsbfp¸w, \nsâ B§nf \Ã aëjy\mWv, Fs¶ms¡
CSív ]dbpIbpw, kµÀinçIbpw thWw. Ah³
FdWmæf¯nsâbSps¯§m³ h¶mÂ, ho«nteç £Wn¡Ww, æSn¡m³ Nmb
GSp¡tWm AtXm anen«dn thtWm F¶v Hgp¡\mbn tNmZn¡Ww. Nmb th−,
Afnb³ æ¸nsbSp¡v F¶h³ \½tfmSv ]dbpw. ]ns¶ ssek³kmbn, AhfpsS
B§nfbpsS kt´mj¯n\mbn Aåw Rmëw Ignçw.
Cu kq{Xw \¶mbn ^en¨p XpS§nbt¸mÄ Rm³ AhfpS _Ô¯nÂs]«
Bsc¦nepw FdWmæf¯pIqSn t]mbm Ahsc h−nbpw sIm−pt]mbn
kzoIcnçw, ]ns¶ Aåw Ignçw, A§ns\ CsXmê Øncw \mSI
thZnbmbt¸mÄ \m«n \nìw Bsc¦nepw hnfn¨m AhÄ DSs\ ]dbpw,
F\n¡n¶v {Xn¡m¡c A¼e¯n t]mIWw, Hê hgn]mSnsâ Imcyw Rm³
ad¶Xns¸mgmWv HmÀ¯Xv. F¶ment¸mįs¶ s]mbv hcmsaì ]dªv Xncç
Iq«nbmehÄ ]dbpw, Ahsc ]dªb¨n«v t]mbm aXn F¶v. ]ns¶ aZy]n¨v
atZm·¯\mbn {Xn¡m¡c¸sâbSp¯p sN¶m ]gb kz`mhw h¨v At±lw,
alm_en¯¼pcms\mê Iq«mbnt¡ms« Fì IêXn Fs¶bpw IqSn A§v
]mXmf¯nte¡v Nhp«n Xmgv¯nbmtem ?, ]ns¶ kz´w a¡sfbpw, `mcysbbpw
ImWm³ Rm³ Hê sImÃw Im¯ncnt¡−nhêw Ft¶mÀ¯v AXns\mìw
apXnÀ¶n«nÃ.
\n§Ä ]ntÅêsS ap³]n h¨v C§s\ C§s\ æSnt¨m... hepXmæs¼mÄ
Ahêw XpS§pw. \n§Äs¡ms¡ \à hnZym`ymkantÃ... F¶n«pw CXv
Hgnhm¡m³ Ignbntà ?. Cu hI Øncw tNmZy§Ä¡v km[mcW KXnbn Rm³
adp]Sn ]dbmdnÃ. AO³ ætdImeambtÃm æSn¡m³ XpS§nbn«v F¶n«pw
CXphsc ]ämbn«nÃtÃm ?. F¶v Fsâ c−mas¯ aI³ tNmZn¨t¸mgmWv, Rm³
hfsc æd¨v Ignç¶bmfmsW¶v F\nçXs¶ a\ÊnembXv.
CubSp¯v Fsâ Iq«pImc\v, s]«s¶mê s\©pthZ\ Aë`hs¸SpIbpw,
Bip]{Xnbn t]mbn Hê \qdp sSÌv \S¯pIbpw sNbvXtXmsS AbmfpsS
æSnap«n. Ct¸mÄ H¶nëw `mcy k½Xn¡mdnÃ. AXymhiyImcy¯n\v t]mepw
hnSm¯ KXntISnembn. C\n \n§Ä æSn¨m Rmëw æSnçw F¶
i]YsaSpçI am{Xaà ]pÅn¡mcn sNbvXXv, Hê ]mÀ«n \Sç¶Xn\nSív
]pent]mse Ibdnh¶v cs−®w, I®S¨v ]nSn¨v aS, aSm¶v ASn¨v, `À¯mhnsâ
apJt¯¡v cq£ambv t\m¡n Xncn¨p t]mbn. ]pÅn¡mcn \à hoiemWtÃm F¶v
IqsSbpÅ Btcm kzImcyw ]dbpì−mbnêì.
kpdnbm\
kpdnbm\n {InkvXym\
ym\o... CXptam´n NmhtÃ.... s]ê\
s]ê\mfnë ]Åo
t]mtIt−?..... F¶v Rm³ Aht\mSv Ifnbm¡n ]dbmdp−v. Fs´Ãmw
BtLmj§Ä...C\nbpw \½psS PohnX¯n _m¡n InSçì ?. AXnsemìw
]s¦Sp¡m³ \n¡msX ho«pImcnsbbpw, æ«nIsfbpw _m¡n \nÀ¯nbn«v
t\ct¯ Øew Imenbm¡m\mWv.. B{Klsa¦n Bbnt¡m.. I¼|q«dnse
t]mse A¬Uq sN¿m³ PohnX¯n IgnbnÃtÃm?.
shÅamImw... ]t£... shůnemIêXv F¶v Btcm]dªXv Rm³
Fìw HmÀ¡mdp−v.
 A½kvIq«n
]pXnb kvIqfnte¡v {Sm³kv^À In«nbt¸mÄ c−p _Êp
amdn¡btd−Xmbv h¶ Ahkc¯n Hê h−nhm§nbmtem F¶v
ssk¡ntfmSn¡m³ t]mepw Adnbm¯ Fsâ {ioaXn A`n{]mbs¸SpIbpw, B
kab¯v I¿nsemXp§mhp¶ Xc¯nsemê h−nbmb Sn.hn.Fkv kvIq«n Xs¶
hm§m³ Xoêam\nçIbpw sNbvXp. h−n hm§n GItZiw c−mgv¨çÅnÂ
bp²ImeSnØm\¯n AhÄ kvIq«nsb saê¡n I¿nseSpçIbpw, Fsâ
aI³ h−nsb kt\l]qÀhw A½kvIq«nsb¶v \maIcWw sN¿pIbpap−mbn.
F¶m C\n Cu C«mh«¯nt«mSn¨Xp aXnbm¡n, kvIqfn sIm−pt]mæ¶Xnë
ap³]mbn Hê Znhkw ho«n \n¶v Fsâ \nco£W¯n kvIqÄ hsc HmSn¨p
t\m¡msa¶v Xoêam\n¨v, Hê sshæt¶cw AhÄ A½kvIq«nbnepw, ]n¶nÂ
\mephbÊmb Fsâ aIs\bpw sIm−v Rm³ Fsâ ss_¡nepw R§fpsS
I¶nbm{X XpSÀì.
h−nb§ns\ HmSnt¨mSn¨v Ben©phSpIgnªv DÄtdmUnte¡v
Ibdnbt¸mÄ AhfpsS `mjbn ]dªm aëjys\aëjys\ æg¡m\
æg¡m\mbn , AXm Hê
_Êv FXntc hêì. tdmUnë hoXnbåw ædhmbXn\m teiw hnds¨¦nepw,
_Êv ISì t]mbtXmSpIqSn A½kvIq«n tÉmtamj\n NcnbpIbpw, AhfpsS
ssI¿n \nìw, ]nSnhn«p t]mæIbpw sNbvXp. sXm«p ]n¶n h¶nê¶ Rmëw
aIëw Cd§msX h−nbnenê¶v Cu cwKw ho£nçIbpw sNbvXp. Xmsg hoW
A½kvIq«n DbÀ¯m\mbn c−p aqì h«w AhÄ InWªp {ians¨¦nepw
]cmPbs¸SpIbmé−mbXv. H¶nd§nh¶v h−nsbmì s]m¡n¯ìIqsS ?
F¶ coXnbn AhÄ Zb\obambn Fs¶ t\m¡nsb¦nepw, tam³
h−nbnencnç¶ ImcWw F\n¡v h−nbn \n¶v Cd§m³ ]äm¯
AhØbnepw Bbnêì.
GXp hnja kmlNcy¯nepw, Hê kacnb¡mc³ AhXcn¡mdp−tÃm ?,
CXm ChnsSbpw A§ns\ HcmÄ ap¶n {]Xy£s¸«p. At±lw h−n \ndp¯n,
Cd§n h¶v, A½kvIq«n s]m¡n t\scbm¡ns¡mSpçIbpw, AhÄ \µn
kqNIambn AbmtfmSv Nncn¨pImWnçIbpw sNbvXp. B kacnb¡mc\mbn
Fsâ hI \µnIqSn Adnbnt¨¡msaì IêXn, Rmëw Hì Nncn¨p ImWn¨t¸mÄ
B kacnb¡mcsâ apJw IdpçIbpw, Fsâ apJ¯pt\m¡n Cu hn[¯nÂ
]dbpIbpw sNbvXp. \n§Äs¡ms¡ I®n tNmcbntà ? Bé§fmbn«v
F´p Imcyw ?, Hê kv{Xo h−nbpambn hoWn«v, Hì sNì klmbnç¶Xnë
]Icw C§s\
C§s\ t\m¡nbnê¶v Nncn¨m aXn. Rm³ F´p adp]Sn ]dbWsa¶v
BtemNn¨p \nÂçs¼mÄ, kacnb¡mc³ h−nbpambn Øew hnSpIbpw, AhÄ
Fs¶ t\m¡n ]cnlkn¨p NncnçIbpw sNbvXp.
KpW]mTw:þ
KpW]mTw kz´w `mcybmsW¦nepw, klmbn¡m³ Aåw sshInbmÂ,
aäpÅhÀ h¶v Ahsc klmbnçIbpw, klmbn¡m³ sshInbXn\v kz´w
`À¯mhn\vv No¯ tIÄt¡−nhêIbpw sN¿pw.
 apøqsh¶ aWhm«n
s]m−m«nbpsS hni¸pamänbntÃepw, AhÄç NqSm³ apÃ]qhm§Wsa¶v
Xangva¡Ä ]dbmdp−v. Hmtcm ]qhpw Xê¶ K豈 ]eXmsW¦nepw, Cu
apøqhnsâ aWw, Hì thsd Xs¶. Cu apÃ]qshìw aWhm«nbmsW¶v
Rms\t¸mgpw AhtfmSv ]dbmdp−v. tN«sâ aIfpsS IeymW¯n\v, aWhm«nsb
Hê¡n ]pd¯nd¡nb tijw AhÄ ap¶n h¶Xv, apSn \ndsb apÃ]qhpw
NqSnbmbnêì. CsXhnSì In«n C{Xbpw A[nIw apøq?. aWhm«n NqSnbXnÂ
_m¡n h¶XmtWm ? A½ Ct¸msfmê aWhm«nsbt¸mep−v F¶ aIsâ hmç
IÄ tI«t¸mÄ AhfpsS izmkKXn IqSn, I®qIÄ Cud\Wnªp. ]Xns\«v
hÀjw ap³]v ]«pkmcnbWnªv, apSn \ndsb ]qNqSn, \{aapJnbmbv , Igp¯nÂ
CubpÅh³ Xmen NmÀ¯p¶Xpw Im¯nê¶ \nanj§Ä..... Fs´¦nepw
Ct¶mÀçt¶m F¶ coXnbn Fs¶ t\m¡nbt¸mÄ, B Ignª ]Xns\«p
hÀjw apgph³ Rm³ AhÄç k½m\n¨ Aë`h§fpsS ]q¡Äs¡Ãmw
s\mw_c¯nsâ KÔw am{Xambnêt¶m ?.. B ]qshmì aW¯p t\ t\m¡s«sb¶v
aI³ ]dªt¸mÄ Fsâ DÅnepw Hcmi. Ahsâ B{Kl¯n\mbv Xncnªp
\n¶t¸mÄ ]n¶n \n¶hsf tNÀ¯p ]nSn¨v Rm³ ImXn ]dªp, \o Fìw
Fsâ aWhm«nbmbncn¡s«, Cu apøqhns\
apøqhns\ t]mse.
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AëtimN\mtbmKw
Ggp \neIfpw, Fgp¶qtdmfw Poh\¡mêapÅ R§fpsS Hm^oknÂ,
kl{]hÀ¯IÀ Ncaw {]m]n¨m Hm^oknsâ Xmgs¯ \nebnÂ
AëtimN\mtbmKw IqSpIbpw ]tcXsâ t^mt«m æd¨pZnhkw
{]ZÀin¸nçIbpw sN¿mdp−v.
]t£ tPmen¯ncç ImcWw, Nne Poh\¡mÀ¡v Cu
AëtimN\mtbmK¯n ]s¦Spçhmt\m, Xmsg t^mbdn {]ZÀin¸n¨n«pÅ
t^mt«m sNì t\mçhmt\m kabw In«mdnÃ. A§ns\ R§fpsS Hm^oknÂ
CubSp¯v Hê kl{]hÀ¯I³ Ncaw {]m]n¨t¸mÄ, Ggmw \nebn tPmen
sNbvXnê¶ Hê Poh\¡mc\v, tPmen¯ncçImcWw, ]tcXsâ t^mt«m
Iméhmt\m, AëtimN\m tbmK¯n ]s¦Spçht\m IgnªnÃ. F¦nepw
]tcXsâ Bßim´n¡mbv tPmen¯nc¡n\nSbnepw At±lw {]mÀYn¡m³
ad¶nÃ. Abmsf F\
F\n¡dnbmhp¶XtÃ
n¡dnbmhp¶Xtà ?, Ignª BgvN Imâo\
Imâo\n h¨v
I−t¸mÄ kwkmcn¨Xm... F{X s]«¶msWÃmw kw`hnç¶Xv, AbmfpsS
Nncnç¶ apJw Cs¸mgpw Fsâ a\
a\Ên \nìw amªn«nÃ, Fs¶ms¡ Cu
Poh\¡mc³, kl{]hÀ¯IÀ ]etcmSpw ]dsª¦nepw, AsXmìw Cu ]tcX\v
CãambnÃ.
tPmen¯ncç ImcWw AëtimN\m tbmK¯n ]s¦Sp¡m³ t]mepw
IgnbmsX h¶ B Poh\¡mcs\ t\cn«v ImWqhm³ ]tcX³ Xoêam\nçIbpw,
]tcXmßm¡fpsS sskzcyhnlmc Zn\amb Hê shÅnbmgv¨ cm{Xn AXnë th−n
XncsªSpçIbpw sNbvXp. ]mhw Poh\¡mc³, tPmen¯ncçImcWw cm{Xn
hfsc sshInbmWv Hm^okn \nìw Cd§nbXv. GI\mbv Ggmw \nebnse
en^vän Ibdnb Poh\¡mc³ Xmsgç t]mImëÅ ]qPyw _«WnÂ
AaÀ¯nsb¦nepw, aq¶mas¯ \nebn sN¶t¸mÄ, t{]Xkn\naIfn Imé¶
t]mse en^väv XpdçIbpw, Znhk§Äç ap³]v acWs¸« ]tcX³
shÅjÀ«Wnªv ap¶n Nncn¨v \nÂç¶ Imgv¨bpamWv I−Xv. ]tcX³
ap³]n {]Xy£s¸«Xnsâ kt´mj¯n Cu Poh\¡mc\v
t_m[t¡Sp−mæIbpw, en^vänëÅn¯s¶ ægªp hogpIbpw sNbvXp. A¶v
U}«n Hm^okdmbnê¶ Rm³, Cu Poh\¡mcs\ Xmsg t^mbdn sIm−phì
InS¯n, apJ¯v shÅw sXfn¨pWÀ¯pIbpw sNbvXp.
F´mWv bYmÀ¯¯n kw`hn¨sX¶v Rm³ ]eh«w BhÀ¯n¨p
tNmZns¨¦nepw, kw`hn¨ Aafn At±ls¯ AXn \nìw hne¡n. ]ns¶ Rm³
CXdnªn«p Xs¶ Imcyw F¶ Xoêam\saSp¯Xn\mÂ, Hê N½temsS B
Poh\¡mc³ Cu hn[w ]dªp. BtcmSpw ]dbêXv, Ignª Bgv¨ acn¨bmfpw,
en^vän h¨p I−bmfpw X½n F\F\nç amdnt¸mbXm. CXp tI«v Pohn¨ncnç¶
]tcX³ Nncn¨v Øew hnSpIbmé−mbXv. B kw`h¯në tijw, F´p
tPmen¯nc¡nembmepw, Cu Poh\¡mc³ t^mbdnse t^mt«m sNì
Iméhmëw, AëtimN\mtbmK¯n ]s¦Sp¡mdpaps−¶mWdnhv. AænÂ
]tcX³ t\cn«v hì I−mtem ?
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lmÀUvUnkvInÂ
]ebnS¯mbn _mUvskIvädpIÄ hoWncnçì.
]eXpw HmÀ¡m³ IgnbmsX hêt¼mgp−mæ¶ hnjaw
]dªdnbn¡m³
A{X Ffp¸aÃìw a\Ênembn XpS§nbncnçì.
CsXmì amänhím³ IgnbnÃtÃm F¶msWsâ hnjaw.
]dbm³ Ignbp¶ Ime¯v æds¨¦nepw FgpXnbnsænÂ
]n¶oSXn\v IgnbmsX hs¶¦ntem F¶ Hê t]Sn
Ft¸mtgm XpS§nbncnçì.
AXpsIm−mImw Ct¸mÄ C§s\ Xosc \n\¨ncn¡msX
FgpXms\mêÕmlw.

Cãs¸s«¦n A`n{]mbw Adnbn¡m³ aSn¡êXv

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