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th or an au

atan ill do n to ou from r ading thi . affli ou ith a h lming 1 in onfu ion on ant int rrup .on and man oth r thing . on of at an major a on . £ ar to a top au from r ading thi boo. au imp n d a r uk f ar dir tl an au loud in th nam

of

u hri 00 r om it, 0 ra and k for hi lding ou ad in ord r 0 nd r tand hi mat rial. d

p trIa on go fir 0 t· rd and th n to lain. h iting of thi boo ou d no ha b n 0 i 1 ithout th information . nom lain and th tr ngth id n nd n 0 irag m n gi nom b th Lord. ( ha lain to h anno do urn nt ing in h r to It i . not niq in hat man man oth r omin out of a an ingdom gi mu ar timoni .) n hang d 0 ro All nam ha th . p pl in 01 00 . ra In arn that th Lord u ·th anding ngpag . am to azar th h r om n rou h IP: nd hi g and tood up for 0 r ad. And th r d i r d unto him boo of th pro h t aia [ aiah. And h n h had op n d th boo h found pla hr i it n Andh h had u

piri of h Lord i 1 on m bah hath anoint m to r h th go p 1 to poor" h hath nt m oh ro n-h d to r a h d apti and r 0 ring of ight to th ind 0 t li d 0 pr a h th a ar of rd. Andh boo nd h a it mini t r and at do . And h m hat r in h rat n d on him. And h unto thm thi da i hi rip r fulfi 1 d in our ar. u 4:16-21

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En er Rebecca
-om th fir t mom nt h ro d rough h doorv a into at b. ilding h nd hat th r om thing diff r nt about th p a. ho ring of darkn air . om thin h ou d no fin 1 a r. o that i a om thing that h had n r prine d b for. a' a do or. h nt ring morial 0 ita} for th o b gin h hd . r ou mon and had no mo d a a from hom r for th fir m in ar of h r if . h ha n id a that th trag di h ould in that 0 pita} ou d or r hang both r nd th our of h r if. r pirit roodin d rkn n d in m d to b at h iting ... aiting, idd nl it ou d plunging a t to th into a ri nt that ould rd and rno t h r ornrnitm n to h r

Th had for

fir n bout
2

o om a do tor a .Dn m rg n
2
t

hi h

or mon

at ho pital

ni ht

or ing in h hi 3 r oi or
,

brought in abou in horror h ' h m rg n ho pital a ad 6 ng In


,

d hi

b a man 1 d p ri n ur r or

and orn bod,

prior to

oming a do tor

mg
ith a oth r or hi arti ta horri oun ing of from p un on b, r onn lin it o h oung pa ould

d
0

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had ob iou 1 b h

kinn d h fror in

and m of p roug

hi hand

ing dri io ar

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ho .

nd in d a don rr doth

Aft I th

ini ial rn di al ar nit


1

pati nt tab' iz d and th n r had ,h

a look d fOI th rou ht him in, an fa

'h

oth r a

at thi

idnapping

had found th

bod r fu

and a fir dot

01

hh
om

dad. an
,

h furth r

mg a ou
ith th ir
0

ha ing on on a ou darkn on

fil th ir r

ort. nt on nu of al had happ n d.

1 in
if no hing arti ularl ondition
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md th a

urpri
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d or up gain rooding and ugh a


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a i nt. uzzl d q i kl or ou d of hat


1
0

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1

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hand, ibl oung


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othing in h r ba

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0

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d happ n d oming h om tra into t di not


0

mr of h r th that

n
0

om that night. ould tr ho

at th

on

d r to h r.
training h r for a to pr par

ith

im,

rai

d in

narro r 19lOU group and no p rmi t d 0 forr fri n or int ra ith n on out id th 0 p. h td both ithin th group and ithou - mo k d at hool and oth r m m r of 19lOU 0 p' h gr p o had mu h illn Ion p nding h r odin and out of th ho pital. h got old r h eli 0 r d o h n in irabl and n romu ul r eli . u hr 10 ing par nt pro id d tabi it in h r i and th ir ra r urround d and prot d h r no do t ping h r from nt ring th o ult or d that nar 0 man oth r oung p opl .th imilar b gro nd . fir ar of m eli hool h oint of finall omr rd in ar making I a avi0 r. h fo ur rinh r it a hool r an int n ar of m eli trug of th n irom u u ar illn of la of finan and . unng 0 our a arn d 0 . da im a u t th o h r in 1 r pirit o o h ar ir follo iidan and 0 xp ri n pro . ion for h r n d.

had b n a n ar. hnaa o rful orki ng in h r and a ho tring of mira 1 h I ft rn d to hool and th n on 0 hool. tim a n rd ita} h ou b r dr am d that hr hri t in at ho pital ould a u h ho a in pirit orld that h for of darkn ould b om nrag d. h in a ani trug I top in h n organiz d a k b man it h of r and kill of .t h raft 0 0·1 a. h int rn hi ar fir ar of aining that a 0 or r aft r gradua ing from m di chool if h or h . going 0 p i iz in om thin. t i far th mo tint ar of trainin and mo frigh ning on . no diet r nt for morial than an on pt that h on antl a r of om t ling o trang u nd finabl about that ho pital. 0 on 1 m d 0 noti i

m di al

hool

in 1 ding h -r f
th fir h tmo ph r

hri found

Ian

01 ag om , an 0 rwh rmng
a d -bi ing artm n and and

figl tin
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im,

of hatr d 'thin th ho 'thin hoI rmI r old a r m ndou of

ho pital i elf. and ar h I' d

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10 n
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0

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0

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0

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izing

th

mini t I' that ho pital 0 . i pati n . it ith an on th m I'


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ommg
not pt th ir nur

o found

ri at IZIng

h
ho pital

h
uri

th m and

ort d from t k d no
0

rn

no hap in hi h a ounu di m d a if an ffort ing mad 0 .p a a an m n ion of hri ianit ithin th of ho pital. a a fir t a ign doth int ar uni and imm dia pl ng d into hirl- ind of a ti ities. p nt up 0 12 k or ing a ho pital, au h d 11 h a ib It d th t ad or nin of r h i al onditi on 0 h r xha 1 tion. hnh rd gan adi avi g u on h r h art that h mu t go into t 1 10 pital arl a h morning 0 p nd an ho ir in pra r b for or king th rd for that in ti tion and rat i that h go p 1 ou d pro laim d and ar fruit. h b gan ob ing rd and m ming an ho I for or r found h r If omp 11 d b th orr of pra . ain and again h arlm In found h r q 0 ing umb r 1 :35 r . al rd and I t thin n mi r d: and t m that hat b fo th .'

a am,

fl

h did no 0t h h pra ng in mann rand ind d om m 0 gh hat i a tr ng to do 0 u 0 r and 0 r th 01 piri omp II d h r 0 ra in u h a mann r. rd t adi in r d h urd n on th h r h art for oul in at pac h gan o ra dail a king th rd to rmit h r 0 tand in gap for th ho pital and . 22: - 1: In z ght for a man among th m hat hould mak th g nd tand in th gap hou d not d tro it: -£ und non. r for our d out min indigna ion 1 on ha on urn d m with th fir th m: h ofm ir 0 a ha d ipon th ir h ad aith
An
0

a no

tanding in 1 h r if
unng

ur j 1 hat in 01 d in gap b a k d rd 0 fir ndan on t on night a mon

morial . 1 on In ot m di or .

a iabl
im in h r a ina

admitt doth orona ar r h t ain high nd a po ibl h art a a k. a a r po ibili 0 amin th pa i n nd ar for him at night. ga her a li t of tl m di in that he a t ing and among th m arti larl good on 0 1 for 10 ring lood r ur ril imul an ou 1 .ng th oad off of th art. that h

aa
ord. ffort

him that do in an lood r ur and 0 rt in ho of pr nting a h art a a k. h did not a that that do ag i dang rou o . e unl h ad h r If gradu 1 or d 0 that mount. n ho ir r th nur d 1 r and told h r that h ain lood r ur h d dropp d that h a in ho and look d ur t rror and eli rna 0 h d hr up rior and old him abou ation and a k d hat ou d on 0 r th ff t of th m di in h had . old h r at h had mad and at th r

nothin th

hat

ould

don di d.
r

if
a

th nt on at h 00 d mad a imi ar mi t an int rn nd that hi pati n d u tain d r a I xt nd d damag 0 hi h art a r ul of that ri d in ho and had n arl di d. an thought r madl ring rough a ha h d do th Ion dark hall 0 ar nit) that ni ht 0 lilt and -£ ar and If- ha ti I P rr 0 t among t h m. old t at ran do hr a h an ui d 0 r h fa that in pro abili h had ill d th ati n . idd nl th 0 IrI ho d h r th rror of th thought upp rmo in 1 r mind. h ad b n linking od mad an ord rl uni r h r au and ff in an ord rl mann r. au thi man on
i ab olu

irr
°

°U pa pra or 0 p ord r mi r tupidi .

th r ° no n d n0 t od 0 r a into hi j for ou and our

irit flood d into h r n ir bing 10 dg that h a diff r nt! h a hild of h ing! And in . ing h d p 1 pn 0 g atth oth r do or had no had. h had th right to a k od th ath r in to orr t h r on ofth man thin for . hat u had di d on th ro . o th hap I rd and pra d am tl a king th h r mi t a ing laim at h hild of th n nd tanding on 4:16:
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t th r for thron of gra and find gra

om

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01

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ood r a pain fr ho d art


a

d
0

aft r im

art damag o ar rd on n lour-to-hour ould p ak in that

1 arn d r parti or al

0 0

fa t and pra

a king th

rd

hr h

o th

diagno i

of

lar ob on th

ur a .h olarnd rd to . h r kill in h r

nit (

ung room b

a or r
0

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th
no and hr dmi
o
1

finall

pro r

10 1
drawn
0

ad folIo d hi ra . g for him o fr q


1

ntI
0

top hi ian

b hi room Ion 0
t

ith him. lapp n dj ho pital. a or of a

n da h told rior mall hri

hat had r

in rmm atan. hr larg atani ommunit in own 10 and at a ani mar m an in hat ta . had a rd ading n tad' brin ing a numb r of th opl au. 'h hd m d fro ng atan and u hri th ir rd and a ior. out d rna that . m to gain In po r of it h raft. a fir a him h had db 1 n n. atani .. ken a on of th ir m a ,"""n lp on tag in front of t ro group and ortur d. 'h r in of nailing him a a n on m m r hou d au at am on had n am hing u pi iou and d 1 ali. (h atani t had a li ann r radio and moni or d th .) ob had p d au hil ing ru ifi d and T no hing mar in th ho pi tal d. rh ard tound d h had n . . mg. r ap 11 a th of u h a darkn p anation of th broodin h in that ho pital? Th au d f n r qui k a folIo . r lation
.. &.4 ...

had opl

am

in 01 d or hip d

into h r ond ro ion in th . nit hr n a In a h night h a on for of th pati n in gan noti ing h or ith at h r 1" man d ath th pa i nt hi 1" n xplaina 1 . hr norman an ord rl trae abl qu n of nt in th i nand/or of an pati n. or ampl if om on nt into ho (10 ood r ur) a h a bl din om h r b ding a topp d urg or hat r nd th b ood olum h had 10 t r pla d b ood . fu ion t1 ur hou d no udd nl ta d b ding again or om oth r omp i ation uh an 0 rwh ming inf tion. . o 1" man of ba aIn or d ith ou d jt h ta iliz d ondi 'on and th n u d nl for no tra abl h tart ou d udd nl op ating or h ould top r athing or h ir 100d pr ur dro 0 zero. an of di d hortl d pi all measur n m di I o a

h m. b of man of puzzl d

a folIo n mor

an ongm pro m had rought th minto 0 pital. h oth r prob m hi h gr a I on rn d hr th fr q 1 nand ont n of hat i d in th m di fi ld an a ut p n pa i n und rgo th at of a riti al . n ar pad in an ( nt n i ar nit) for a numb r of da 1 all ith th igh on 24 hour a d moni or going nd no indo 0 ook out of. B au of hi a r nt ill b om tart 0 h . hallu ina ion . mg at ar i ho pital th p ho man tim ing a had p ri n d in an f th ral oth r ho pital h h d and a m di

hat urp had

pa ina ou ju t ing. uh 0 hr th r almot of th In told h r hat th n d mon in th ir room . on rn d about of t i a

oman

in id n of d ath . In m di al onf r nth int rn obod a h morning. on rn d or n to b Ii third a mp 0 di u th a do 0 th offi of dir tor of th training rogram nd old 0 h It h r mouth on th u ~ at h p ri nc d a ing ou . no igh 0 o ~r hat h n b oint d out that h od a . . in addi .on 0 n old hat if mdi troubl h ou d ontinu d 0 .. d ou of aimng program. r morning pra r ion ook on a n h ar n tl ough a r lation I'd to hat a oing on. 'h gh am rough on of h r

arl

a a

outh m

om mu h. ho pital h nt

an ld r ad from th la nit d ta ar for a ou i month. ar trong hri tian and b a had hr I and 0 r rung arl am 0 th ill and b a admitt d h r 0
n

mormng

o ta a nt 0 th old h r that th ho b ha ing an hat tartl d a h


° •

making arl a

d
ail. nt into ar room h found h r n. nh kdhr h arl told h r that if h did not tra £ r h r ou of th that da at that night nur ou d '1 hr. n arl old ou ho th
In
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r no n i that d into h r n nur a1 0 old at h ould on h high r 0 r om and 0 arl into h r n au iful if . nur aid h r hand on ar and n pok ord of a for ign o nding anguag arl r ogniz d i to n in ant on. ar from h r 0 h ritag about oodoo and la rna i and d mo and h d ar d that h had n d mon in th room. h old a that h 00 a 0 fight an or and if th ou d app n onigh h di.
°

ar no ng nd ur hat h n t di ori nt d in an a. h nur arl a r f rring 0 happ n d to th nur in harg of tl on th nig t hi . h an old r lad ant a racti and an c II nt nur . 11 organiz d 0 dg ab and o i that h pa i nt got good ar. h a highl r p t d th m di al taff and th r t of nur ing taff. bad a found h r a i old and b had 0 hi pr ur of h r or oad. ould no find faul .th h r . or In an o n ofh r a 011 agu ou d ra . ou d h nur of an ing that tim ittl of °t h a had mo t no and 0 on thin hr 0 ook prob moth rd in ra r. par mom nt h had that da a p n on . hr hap l. ( h In ra r do ill no a h hap I to h r f d i .) on r t In d th
° °

rd onfirm doh r hart 1ing 1 uth. 'h Lord a to go and i a at ni ht ar

at

ar d id o

o ommand d

not on

that

parti lar night. at happ n d that night o hang a if for r. h at a ar no r b p ting an ling 0 . Ion in harg did no om into arl room at hat night. a f It n in r dibI un r or ing agai t hr. h f It if u r a gian In n h nd ng 0 qu h r into a li tl gr a pot on th floor and if om In if ou I r a on th £ lin a tri d to on in h r that i . .. imagma Ion u non of thi o h £ It h r od b ginning 0 point h r h ou d hardl ar join d hand and i 00. 0 and rd 0 a ra d q i I a kin th o r th m ith a hi ld of th pr iou b ood of u. nur

And th b ood of timon la ion hat nig it arl am a

r am

im

atan th

b th ord of h ir

rob and
i :11

a tr m n ou roug an f rr d h r out of th and that b a of r. tart d at ni m ith a that om


0

m rnmg.

I'h n
th nur

lation

am

qui kl. tud


0

ib
nur ing that had b and that am ohr mad
r fu
0 0

to om

ad 1 d an da in old n r ad h r on om h

finall h

had r ion. n

ri r

h r on

1n

aining h r to

a m di im ini .at d

h hd

into th group of atani t ju

hn
ta ult
0

a dt ing

th ho pital and had


bout u rd. ar ing mor it h . ob iou I

h had
do ith

hr
a oth r n b

rd and

avi or and h d

d to r

fraid of
lat
0

1 n n h r fri nd . an told on id r d it h r mini t a ign h r

mo

th

ann

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o th m and non d for o a il r in arnat d into th ir n and ha no mor uff ring. hn ith or ithou th ir on nt h ould a h r hand on m nd d mon pirit hi h h d th high r po h . aIn and di . about 1 pro 1 mba 1 d in high r ard b th h ad nur and oth r nd that ou d not n fa t aft r an had In d 0 had arrang dar £r 0 o that h ou d no or ing ith 1 n. an al 0 old a abou th 0 t ommunit o o that i i h had on of th ar nt r of 0 t li ratur in th arg rammg am for it hand 0 had a at ni t hur h. h onfirm d 0 b a oung p or had old h r and fraid hat th am thing might happ n 0 h r. 0

on

m doh b t that a an arn ant d. from and do of

ommunit our a

ral oth r or
0

or ou th rid hr ib and hi d moni

about oth r nur at ni t ult i

tt

ho pital that ook th

r in 01 d in h

nd ommunit. to th Lord

gain and

ation

onfirmation, h b gan tud ing arn 0 I arn mor abou an


d mo
0

h
0

arn d that and ort h gan


0

opl ould nt r into oth r gan


0

ou d b inhabit

d b d mo do

of thing .

hat

oint that

n and ho pital, n h r morning k th .thin rd


0

ra

ion

bind th and in in
01

d monic po r p ifi opl d. in nd oth r ar that ould of om

b
and
0

ft
oud t

a ithori

r
r

d mon r of th po
0

pirit in da r of k d th

r alr ad

or that nam

and ni ht and rd to p

ind
u

hri

.h

ial hi d aro md th pa i n d moni hnh


0

pro

th m from
an nigh
b d up

for h or on of th n b r ould
0

ho had t

m for t

rnm nt a r ul of

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d moni
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int rf
1"

am d to tand on

1:1: unto o
1"

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0 r 1" 0

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rpion of th n ma and ar

and

th

n m : and no hing hall ou.

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h
ou

nam

h d

ould

tand on on ba lin ommanding

id of a r m
n (or

pati nt inding

in pra

d m nand

o Ia

and

hi d of faith in it h) d dir ting all

d mon a

1"

nd again t th

n.

oth a a

all of h r m di th do ard arn d of i tl h lp if it not ombin d piritual ba ling in pra four nan and th oth r it h did no indl a . iti and a ri d to h r hri ian 0- rork r oing on b t r fu d 0 beli h r nd told h r that h . and 0 rtir d and imagining a J1 hing . h ba I in r a d in int ba n uromu or n d. am

b am

o or an mar. h ld ral of in 01 d in h r a and h did not think h had ong 0 li . h r no hin m r th ould do. Th k d h r if h ant d 0 b admitt d o th ho pital r or to go hom. h

d id d to go hom. 0 a ft that i and 10 pital inking that h ould n r i ag in h r h art a 0 h a and gri d for man man opl in that pa 0 0 t an hI ti po r of d rkn h n follo r d an gonizin mon h r illn rogr d to 1 p a hr a that h ou d no or n g t ou of d h r f. u through i h had a omp t and b au iful p a . u in ontrol at all that matt r d. ight aft r ni ht a in too mu h in 0 I p ommunion ith h r rd and n ho d hat i ould b °11 0 hr n. o ards th nd of at long month or of h r hom rur h a tor a am ing th man of od that h a tor a had not ju tad th fa that b a 0 di b It had n th mat r 0 r in pra r. am and doth h r and old h r that th Lord had r al d to lim hat i a no on b to di . ow 0 md razy b t b Ii rd h r al d to m at hat

i happ ning

a akd agro our i n h of th nding 0 ou. n in onta t

ou ° that ou a bing p of rful it h . or oint 0 thi d moni po r ar thi ou 0 ibl ? °th an it he at ou

o r of?
a und rood. hadn h 0 iat d th or ning of h r 0 ondition th th ba I h ha b n fi ting a in t th h ad n ou an of h r p ri n hat had n happ ning th ar. p d th floor in d p on rn th n rand aid knowi not th . on for ou to 1 . ha n dou a . no that our n a dir t r ult of it h raft. ra and th 0 po r of th .t h . And ra h did! ot onl th p or b t th ld r nd al 0 ou 2 m mb r of that hur h fa t d and ra d round th 10 for a ho k int r ding for b a king th rd 0 hi ld h rand r th po r of th it h ho r ommg r. nd of that k on nig t
° °

idd nl

in d drifting on dg of n on iou n 1 I'd ro gh to h r mind a ortion that h ad r d in at hman boo: nl hri tian lainl 0 hi or . fini h d and h no long r i r quir d th rd 0 r main h hou d b ma a .f 1 ptom of d th ha od for hi or hould r andi o on izmg 1 of our n ironm n h i al ondi ion an £ lin - that our .m ha rror on our partin t ad n d fini indi ation from li for im 0 mu t di for im. An al for d partur hi h do no om I'd ought 0 b oppo d. m Ii

off our a i 00 rthro d a in t ad and finall nd. urn rou p . for faith. ha ommit d

mo k d 1 om 0 an untim 1 oda mi appr h nd r on that h rythin 0 od. fth

ou ht no 0 di ril h a hm fro In i :ifth oug t 0 di th n dou 1 hall allo th modi : 1 t th ill of od b don . at at
10

thin 22:4). i do not m an pra p ifi an 1 tting our r q mad od. hou d not ubmit pod ath for od in tru t ant . p rInI mu t acti

no m

o ra ( uk n dna

t 0

om

p ra ill to hou d adop u h an i? h ib1 tr a d ath (1 or 15: 6) an at hman


1.

rd bro gh oh rm mo .. . 01 th In qll I a nd old h r at i ill for h r 0 di at h h . or gIn 0 h mu t . and r I tan and r fu th

bo pok 0 not th dmu h tand illn

or d ba ant long rd

ath from him. h tru gl d for a hi in h r rt of hart h did not to i . h did not ant 0 truggl an rh ant d 0 go 0 han ith h r nd ha all p a and jo r. ut o . 01 irit a in i tnt . .th man t ar h la d h r -£ on 0 k and gan 0 r b ik an nd ommand him in th nam of u0 1 a - that h t an mor of th illn h t on h r and that h tr h ~~ r a that onl r a on n ab to r throu h hat night and r al 0 h r rat nt d 1 r 0 tand and fig t and r i t d a h a of th ion b a tor at and

mu h mu a ad that h had a thr th h r. 0 h r rn d 0 morial 0 pital 0 fini h h r la 0 ar of aining r ad a 1 for th m ing th rd a arranging th 1 ad it h had 1 d th mp to ill h r.

R2

En er Elaine

ELAINE TALKS:
marriag a a drunk rd ho od 0 om n. badl . foo of h r d and .h d a d ad 0 rand a a at him. o r unti r irth a an oth r irth hundr rn on hat am da 0 r th orld except at born d form d. d no no no hi i hat i ft-palat . right a a au iful a d formi . . r fir t q 1 tion a an h b fi d? . po a In a olu h h d no moth rand fath r on . fath r

mon da

nd no Ifar ar ogI
,

of making an . n tho r no a ailabl


a not th

rogram
,

oda

bu m moth r a alld n nd o of oa m n
0t

PJ

h
am

poor. ho pital

t thr

o happ n d
a

rat in that

a nur
m

h
m moth r fath r j rful on

it a itud ordina mo

da

ir urn tan nur r of po

of hatr d.

1n

n 't h ofth

and a m m

hat ha b om on

I b It ittl

ilts in our It.


own 'thin onta t

ount oda. hi Broth rho d and '

ult

at im

ron.

m to ra p th m aning of hat n pain d 0 r. Bu a t r no oth r of th d h p and t r hat h ould no m m moth r finall ado th pro 0 i ion. In d ho md in h r andm moth r. d pain 0 m moth r at for h r a that mood mall ontain r of im 0 ant al. b ood n from m a 0 no h r 0 in th or an all d ra . ra own a a high atani t ult. Bing of m lood 0 gi pri .h and a high r ra mor po r m r po i 'on 'thin th 00 obtain d mor 0 r rough hi 'h blo d n I nand ' n 0 ra . ra n dra m blood d Iring a r mon hi h g oth r and a n po ion of m and op n d m 1 a hom or man d mo from at mom nt on. a atan dir tion nt man p into m hi h ould In Id nd ha m nd p r onalit and fu r. moth r no a hri ian n ith r did

h a that hat h did au d mak m a mar d r on ar III a hd th atani and au d lat r in m if rut in m 0"'711 in 01 m nt in th It. ad h own at m moth r n auld h ai d .. a u an ha a' tl f h r b ood. t r on in m lit a a m m r of th It m If a a itn a numb r of u h al and m hat d thought a au fu r lit. atan no had ariz d po ion. n born ab h r d rna nd pirit auld ha a hom and oul a and b In po 7 1 and a 'I in m li b am mar and mar a ar ofm n am hing in m oung r da 'thin m diff r nt and p i but didn a our a aft r m birth m m th r a approa h d and old that h au d m a a hildr n ho pital a n arb larg m di r oul ha a numb r a matt r of fa i oak i a b ild a Ion hour of fa for m . rap d ntal or h and h aring ing. Thi th ginning of man

In Ion lin ba urg . pain d ring th da urg n lin h oth r hildr n.


ar of

on. aln b irn ith agonizing . of h ng aft r a no ti n of th ir a had t

am

r0 b a 1 to tand ip for m If. h d 0 man int rrup .on of m hooling b a of th urg n at i a diffi u t for m 0 maintain fri n hip did form. . h hildr n a hool m d to nJo prodding m nd oking In and u hing m and making fun of m ould hardl and it n or. ho I that n o in a ro. par n 01h i ou d if n r had to fac h am gr up of hool hildr n a ond ar. u did fa th am hildr n again and again. hool am th r a io am. othin an d ar aft r r agonizing ar. moth r r marri d hortl aft r m birth. ar n didn 0 0 hur h. h didn righ 0 0 th did not go. r iting on a h oth r. And .

n in ord

mo p opl if ou ait on om on ong no h ait d 00 Ion if ou don a th fir t p our If. finall did join a outh group at a hur h. gro p in a n a 0 al a q it ana n ar old b th nand h r h. hur h outh gro p ou ding nd p a h itar and urn . had man al nts in th mu i al fi Id fi Id. a ra h r 1 happ Om for m for a hort hil. ip found that had In xplaina po rand didn 0 hat 0 do ith h m or hat r or h r th am from. om p opl old m had p cia 'gifts, ha nan 0 d P int 0 d 0 ha all ho r lot gm . a had far u rior ab iti th OUI]l oardtar rahdm tn r z d at had a fa t gro .ng ab i 0
0 0 0 0 0

influ n oth r 0 mak m do a ant d. ad nu ual h i al tr n 1. r m mb r at in In ar of high hool proa h d bian °rI ho a . tri d o pull om of h r 1 on m aft r nt into an un ontroI1 on da .

d h -r in a oi la I rag and n arl ro h a mu h igg r an b au d ha '11 d h r ad not r Iadul in t n d. hool . rougho t r main d in th high hool. mad fun of m aha fun of au dn
r ab

ou and mak

ou. th op or . n th 1 th grad ing do th h II on da h n th I ading pia r of th football d out Loo a th 19l h ir-Ii . r m mb r dropping m 00 nd running to ar lim. 'h n thing r i fi a h r pulling m off of him. had n arl b at n him to d d bra n hi no ja and numb I of th bon in hi fa . had mnatural tr ngth. hat bo igh d a to a h mdr d pound and onl igh d nin - ight pound a th m. didn t ha a ingl brui from th fight not n on m fi hi arm d ominou a m and t onl auld t o on
n

Pa

it .u

aha oon a find au

a omg o b obli rat d bali from ou d r gr fOI a on long Om atan that nd til do. m a ful that u 10 d m that om ough did no r lZ 1 h n. o r hat h d. didn o hr i omingfrom u o find ou ho o g t mor of i hat m t a fri nd nam d an In m outh group at hur h. h nd d th am high hool nt nand 0 . and forth atani t ar ult and 1 d m into t p in a n n p an for m lit.
o
0 0 0

En ering The B

herhood

ELAINE TALKS:
and am a fri nd of min a ou th onl fri nd had. m t h r at hur h in th outh gro p m n .on d clidn go 0 hur h 0 h ar abou nt 0 g t in old .th 1 oth r . . and and og th r on ariou outh r gram hur h nd at hi h hool 0 d around tu i d og th rand for ok . girl. h a ri h r than essed an opular. h clidn 0 t that oth r h r too mu h hr on rn d. 0 ght h m fri nd mor out of i that at didn 0 a r rui r for Th roth rhood. hortl aft r th in id nt ith th foot all a r nd m n .on d 0 m that h no ic d that had a or d in th umm nt ou an

at f roth r had. h aid ou d I arn 0 ha mor of that am 0 r. o aid n Ion and do nd h om thing at an h p ou. hur h r goin 0 do n r all ar ou ou and od do n t r r a ou did ou ouldn t ha n born th a ou h th n off r d m a han a outh amp ith h r run th that hand h r fami i a hur h amp. o a d in a mall own f mil h Id d Iring th umm r. a ou a t Om and o do d id d o go. old m par n going to a hur h am - th r all didn ar hat ide a -£ arful and t lat d. igh at had finall found a fri nd and that rna b thi th an r 0 oth m Ion in and m q 1 tion abou th trang 0 r in id m. and d to m a ou th am for da for a al nt. h rib d i a th id al p a hr ould pt d and ant d and n d d. po r r n d d hold m and

ou d ab 0 b om a and famou or ri h hat r nt d ou d h h d £ It that tran po r ithin m b ginning 0 tir and Iild. t and did not do m n 'on ord It or 11 m th uth abou thi o ip. ill top rand ou a a ul umma of th gr p.
• • • • • ••

d.

•••

hi r tl 1 If o P hi h roth rhood i mad 1 of opl dir ctl ontroll d and or hip gro ing and

and

ano h r

In

midt rn 11 r li d. h o 0p or hap r di id dint r ng in iz from on. ho p opl ral thou an . al lind ult it

th ar d
-1

atan 1
and in 11 r. group in

Ii
ik ngland

nd

11 On
00

Zan t Th

artli atan

. ount rpart of t it n a ou in h 00

d rom or n n. Thi ult i r ti . r ord of m r r hi ar pt. ith a an ign d in b ood ontr mm urndb h ih ri and high pri . (hi no ommon amon th 10 r ran n atani t oor and th oli rnm nt m n and om nand n om hri tian mini t r. 0 all of h mao hri ian hur hand r on id r d good itiz ba of h ir in 01 m nt in 10 al ivi ities, This ] don 0 r-up, 1 ad dou li and ar xp rt a it: rna t r of d p ion.
r

'And no rna I, for a n him f i a form d into an ang I f igh th r for i i no gr a thing if hi mini t r o b tra . form d a mini t r of ri ht ou n orinthian 11:14-1 . h all go b od o that h uld tr t oft n no a th ir m ng a h oth r on th ould no 0 ah

oth r r b atan h iman a animal a

name.Th ar rigidl di ip in d and hi d mon. 'h ra ti rifi ral rti m ar and rifi

orn out of to ariou ar d for b do or and nur ithin th ult 0 that th moth r i n r ho pital - th ab birth i r d n ith r it d ath. h r a rifi ar idnap d . im a It m m r ho i bing di iplin d or ho up b h an no ong r li ith hm old lood d killful. and a igh pri opl g t 0 th ir 0 i .on b obtaining a or .th at an ariou m an and b obtaining gr a rand gr r po r of .t h raft. 'h r i mu in-figh ing ithin th gro .. . p r i an li of ·t h ithin th ult all d of Li ht. t gro ip in th uminati mo lOth rho d. here i a not part of Th uminati mad Ip mo 1 group all d th dir descend d from of p opl 0 ar

ruid of an inn land. h r m I po rful and dang rou in doh Broth rhood. pra ti iman a rift fr qu ntl . 'h . t r of .ght fir am 0 th from ba ha . an 1 po urop in to th dark ag th ir roo ba and n rful nough 0 r of d 0

ar opi h

o ab Ion

of ho oa

odu ar in r dibl o di a and '11 ithout ou hing t im no r a di an of thou and of a mpli h d b d mon of mi e. hi i opi r delud d into our and ontrol th d mon thinking that hn , a all tan an mg dm ar j th m. n r di I a iti ar ommit d 'thin th ult b h man 0 ontroll d b 'thin th m hat th 0 all mo 'on of 0 and ompa ion and m ru I mg that har In h iman, om of ill di u dar in 1 boo.

m 't h

of

roth rhood i ar in nd a dir t

and aro orld ountl thou and of Its and at or hip nd a an nd r man man diff r nt nam . an do not thi nam u m oth r an imp r f; r to him a th nam. an a t r. .0 r ar man ind p nd n group of d and atani u tom and of or hip in indi .du group and or niza ion a id I .
••

••••

pp d dir

into thi

ult

nt ith and

arri d. it d b th tim it m n ou 10 a ot of at ou h are r taken fi r t to dorm to ta and mad to f; h am h d man mu urn diff r nt ho I OU ou d lai 0 ant h pm aro ard r -ad r of opl i ar round om didn t. hi

pa
nkno

he cult offi i eng ubli .

ith th

att nd d man hihtagh or. and ho 0 xt nd nd ookm o th fir t m ng ith th of ight. u hI d r found ou that th b n a hing m r III hrougho t m hil ood from th m of th al of m b oodmad 1 nand ra . an ook minto arg ani ur h on h ground abou 0 ho r for th main ning m ng. h ting and th ntir hu h a dark ~ pt for 1 andl in a ir I on t 1 floor at th front of h hur h hi h a ri h do ou floor on h 1 fi ir al 0 hind a h dr 10 r ou d om n that
°

arm fold d a ro th ir br t taring a olu on n ration into th andl ill front of th m. Th andl r a h a ou 0 -£ t t and r. Th r mad of hr in h in diam and a h on at on op of ong ba
°

narro h t of a r at a red wi th fin iting, Th from th an drip d do on 0 th am n did no I or ornam nt .on of an art. 'h r a no mo m n an of except for ir ontinuou 10 - oi d hanting nd h mming off r d th ir pra r to an. 11 r a ar that h Id m both fa inat d and tru k. au d £ 1 a migh of th n pl ina ar at and at h d m throu ho It th ir aha ir r man. . found m f drawn again th a . . follo ng mg r man. h h am r of Light onl hat r th and old m th I It a r r £ rr d a ohr and m £ at th r a tual thi gr up. n r told m n of ir id nti lud d from th amn o rp. . 0 r h ar an main a of th lIt ard d do not ilt i in an of ir m m rs, a . d tro d. 'h r ar £ an n oung r am n mon m. Aft r th r man th and night

a proa h d m that

on

of h

om n.

told

onr into th ir training rogram. r au and . dl and told m at th ou d ain m 0 gr I in r and xt nd m ow r no oth r group ou d. 0 d th b it hook in nd ink r. fir t th old m of th gr a n ould ha of 0 th 0 r ithin m og t at 0 r ant d ou d ha 0 r a of an no of od. 'h r fir t to tim that and h at atan i th onl tru od. 'h a h m ho to ran and hum. . old m hat if an 109 n d dodo to ligh m and put m pra rs und rn ath it. qu no onl for m f f our a mu t n fi h. ould pra ith r or ano h r 1 lifting or for hi do vnfall. t mad a long a th r om on nam on pap rim 0 m, th final da of am nd pr ar d to go hom . a fa d .th th fa at all th indlin of t p opl t In a front and that m

no long r a am nor a i n m t and for th trip at h hadj 1 had ord from r of Light that r oft ring p ial training 0 m f nd om oth r 0 r p d. and aid that and hi h and high pri ant d 0 p ak .th m ri fl ora th hur h for I ft. nt 0 roth hur h nd nt r d ith ral oth r . Aft r ot into ur h a 7 hat arm d rar imm dia t pp d in front of th door and r old 0 and for th mall 0 path front of th hur h. Th high pri t th n told 1 at had n t d to join roth rho d hi h m an igning ontra t ith a an in our own lood at m in th followin night. ak d hat a in th ontra and a told that ou d b ng m If od at . mg fath r atan in r irn for man did not from him. 0 old hat if ant 0 do 0 that th ould 1: rtain , r ia ion 0 hang our min . told oul th m that nd r n ir urn tan ign u h a ontra hi oint th high

had no hoi . ook d h r quar in th and aid 0 to l! ou it h. ink ou ra '11do no u hinge mm dia arg ard arm d ith ubma hin n am up hind m and grabb d m arm at th it lling it b hind m nd 1 ard .th u h for that f It if h had bro n it. old m that a0 bo moth high pri and k for m di r hat if did not do 0 h ou d at m unti did. hout d h noah ad and utrag d m no bo eng m ta ba f 0 an or an! ng a m hi fi t at hing m fu for in mpl . don r m mb r an or until and in mall t0 t ompltl bar °th a a~ ood n floor. 'h door had a mall indo out 0 a hall a 0 that ou d ob d. almo t omp t I dark. in that room for 24 hour. t md not ali 0 dol p ak r bard on an told 0 rand 0 r again that ago and honor and aomag du atan. hat n dd 0 ak a an forgi n . That a an od of t mi r. al 0 old t at m famil
rl

a h d and and ontr hat th no r

at if lation ould n an

did no adh r and Ign

th
r

tortur ood or

d and

·1 d.
d ring

at time.

h following

rung into

atin . d at th a
0 -

ai

floor and ord. had


.

hood and long 00 ornam nta . n of an old m that

t did

ind,

'h

hould no fight an

mg
ng m f
0 0

'm fath r

a an.
0

tran port d
an going. at ni onl a and a a g imp
0

that

ould not ng
a

ing in a hr
no

d
r

h d at th ugh ilding indo i

hur h on h of th in a

amp gro md . ou id of th ook d li uildin r t had no

irri d in id.
ood.

mort of trag hough . olat d nd hood n floor in id .

on a farm om tra on

uilding diml i b man larg andl aro nd th all. 'h r in group of thr a bla and hi andl in a hop. 'h r r . 2 03 P opl r at d on am room. ood n b n h front of front a ood n p atform ith urning aro nd th d on ou foot pol. r a a ro gh-h n ton ar 0 VJl in front in middl of th p atform hi h look d li i ing on a or .( ind 0 pro a mo bili .) Th gray with man ro VJl' h tain tain r from ood of t man a rifi p rform d on that al ar oth animal and human. n pit of m xha ion and ar £ It a irring of f It th r m ndo in' i I 0 'thin that room nd a r ponding tirring of th 0tr 'thin m . a urning fi ing room' th i ink i had om ort of drug in i odor. b al it q rickl mad m q it dizzy. h room a olu il nt 1 ro d and hood d fi r look d p tantl a th mpt tag. t om n n ignal man mall h nd-h d II art d ringing a th h fli

high noi Th a

rl

and on oth pri ,

high a

rl

t pp d

1
high

ou of r am

hado or
m

nd high pri

id nti al rob
own

ro

ith r d aro nd th and aro md h ah

hood dg of

th
o

al° bar
a

r ong.

h top
rp n on Th th pt r ro am r
,

a an In

ro andl and pt r of i t

urling around h high rl


,

a of th
r ok of ommanding th fir im r had and

ign b t mad rri d r

r.
a

r ntl r a ar

in th for

ir arm,
and of man hi

'h ir
am
tr m ndou

r all
0

nvi d th m.
h a' m

'h r
that m b iildinz. r al and fo

rm d
nd ou i th d fir t att ndan

ard

a of a

ing

oth in id

of th n gam

ilt m
r th rd
0

nz.
, op nin

th r r mar

a and ho

front of th oth r

al ar r

th d

o
0

lar .,

and

introdu

h ongr gation n m m r an IOU o join. Th high nt r d 1 ntion on m . aid and r of a an hi on nam ). brin r to ou for h o om on of and no unto our lord and god our rna t r th rna t r of th ni rand . 0 th d t 0 atan a : thi hild r ourag gi unto ou 0 do our bidding to b hat ou nt h r to b " ha prom" d h r ou ha " ord 0 romi our gi n r b Ing " it 0 t m fing r ith n b It d to do o. n antI on of th rought ip do hard on m ba u o rmin d no 0 0 r 0 m. ith fli of h r hand h hi h ri ignal d t pok in a lard to top bating m oi drippin ith d t in nd aid that a of r mu h mor ff n m m rror. a h d in amaz m nt a h and high prl took 0 1 n on oppo 1 id of a larg ntagram (fi point d tar) drawn on h floor in mi dl of th tag.
" " "

dra rn in id of a ir I at a a h point of th of h r hand th an


a on

nd a are high

prl

ithout tart d n
in an
0

in anta ion th
rt in

joining

.th

o
oint ntagram mo and fi d o do

da
th

rin ing of idd nl


hoo h of room of

ngulf d in linding .gh . ith a foul odor nt r of th h 19 ingl high and old m a

in tantl

irning u r. a h i al manit
flam a ou 8 f t t. m avmg
( ra

h g d mon app ar d in ion in th him. r dm n forth.


0

urrounding go a
) irn

pn

and d

that if that

did no ould mtil h am ra

ob . finall

and ign th ontra t n 0 that d m n 0

ill d m.
d aft r

hat
0

rha r
0

(th om
0

rmin d ob that
n

ould g t r at had

on tho illingn
0

pi

ign th

o pa

ba a

ro a of

am fo ard and ro 0 rm on. 'h mad of a ot on mat rial and . 1 on. th

om n

ook h t m fing r d p. n dipp d a q Ii11P n in m 0'" b ood and ign d th ontr ith m nam ta ing at ng m f bod 011 nd pirit 0 a n. mm ia 1 ft r igning ontra ngulf d in an 1 troni har of hi h urg d from th op of m ad do vn o mo. o tron that o doh floor. 1 on t floor ng 0 r 0 r r hat ra doing anoth r in nta n. trug 1 d 0 m £ to find that h had d u ano h r d mono hi on In do vn 0 h r tood and old m hat h a going 0 li in m r a h d ou nd roughl grabb d m th ho d r for had m 0 a an ing. mm di £ It agonizing aring h a go rough m bod and m d ul r ongl mi of th a on no hing mor Inti ro ighl oad d into h an for t r irn trip 0 amp. at om 0
°

xhau t d and dizzy from th a of 1 p th ating h d ndur d and th la of food and at r at did no fu ompr h nd ignifi an of hat happ ning 0 rn . ta d a th rnp for a k aft 0 that th rno no i abl of rn uts and brui ould h nt hom though and £ It that a no on of th rno rful opl on arth. that had 0 r that ond rno opl irnagina ion. ho 19h that no hing and no on ou d d ro rn . o ng a.

Rise To Power

ELAINE TALKS:
a had an it h. th a ng no a m mb r of 'h roth rhood nam and hat . own a au on month ith a an aft r had igh own opl . Th ri fairl high urpr at h rl had m larg t da ign d

antra t n In In au a tho

ith th hm and and

10

onta t d m

ant d a

b
girl nl

all d b
ar th r ar p m to do. autiful hold m
n to

£
t

ha r hom nd

am thing

labora nd rul d .th an iron ha train prl or if au an q

h
au

am

igh

ithin th ou mu t that an ld r for man on of

atani t highl lad. man h fri ndlin of training. ha


ar.

It hi ran d

a gr a honor. bat ri
a

d for

'h high
h r and

n a high r onali
t

n though

old.

01

that no h r

ommand hi high d mo .
1
0

a an or on it h boob

of
0

ain ano h r

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1

10 for m.
a

a n ho

a an 10 d m had b and au 10

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h had

all

la

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of an impo an on b a ofth p i pr para "on mad. dr on 1 floor ith halk ntagram th n dr a ir I aro nd i " purpo of th ir I around th p th d mon ummon d p ntagrarn i 0 in id ml ou ga hi out of i . ir I i P rmi ion to mo up 0 d 0 rot it h from th d mon 0 om . nr th d mo do pr t mu h nt o q ri kl arn d 0 b umr on a d mon hat trong r t ran th d mo had prot ing m.) ar full pad aa an in a horn r of th p ntagra th n a mu h arg r la ndl in th n t r. i table wi th a hot lat on i th ntagram. ont n of a b n pr par d ar i r b th high pri a fi d ith drat d hol hol t r from a atholi high pri th n rinat d into. 0 taken do nd kill d i nd drain d i b ood into a p i jar hi h h h d " n to m 0 o th high pri hou. th n ga m om 0 d rand h rb. h r

in th

ttl hot p at j
pri h floor gr a r o gi b 10 that annth n 1 om h rb d d man

bro gh b for

o th oi on th d th in anta .on. t ob d th an high at on in t h m it


0t 0

k d no qu

tion in tru tion


p ntagram

taring into th b a atan po id all h rna t rant ri han id oak th a ro fill d it. and t1 ith a han aid
0
t

murmuring: rand gth uild rand

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0

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th nam
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into m bod

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0

ou d him f m " had 1 n d traight into tant for h nt r d human forr 0 th d mon

had ran d fror . Th b au iful oal m d 11 ro

and r oar and par and tu b pig in r di I dark nd '1 hi mouth op n a h long h rp di 110 7 fang. hd ong arm hi hand d tub fing r ipp d ith long harpI point d nail . t r d a horri I hid au oud a gh of trium h a h dir ctl into mo. r m d out. ir th ight of him th n a h pain of i n ran . aring agonizing pain u h had n r for xp ri n d. £ It if m bod on fir. £ It if a oing a di and a at arti dar mom nt ' h d ith m h rt at au d do o. .- han t pp d fa ard on h aring m thinking hat rhap bing a a k d from ithout, u ann- han pok a him and old ir hat i a h nd no a or . th pain di d do ann- han old m that that a mall d m nation of hat au d g t if r di a d im and aa It m a that h a ta that nothing nd no on oul r mak him Ia ! am that oint on ann- han h main d m n in m life, or mum a d ith m b p tting thought dir tl into m mind. ommuni d ith lim ith r b p aking

oud or p aking th m pirit 0 . did no fu r zi nu ann- han ou d not actual r ad m mind. ontroll d m nd pt all m don op n o a nand th oth r d mo 0 that ou d om and go a ho and al 0 a °11 d. it am nt r d around him. a all of m im and ffo eng 0 gain ontrol of him h had mor ontrol ofm than did of him. ft n hod m n on iou nd ompl t I on troll d m bod ing i hp d fr q I ntl p aking through m mouth. ontroll d t and I pt 0 did m or ho 11 got along ith p opl - m
°

lit i

If.

I arn d through him 0 to dmn ho th m in pirit al arfar. 0 0 n m own pirit bod m 0 tr n r m ni ag in tho hur hand oth r n mini t r of h go p I of u hri. pak man ga m th abi it 0 ·th lang lag and to nd at a I hori and 0 r. ligh that h Bu ann- han an au promi d or thing of 0 om thing ·1 had fir n him.

and ro nand atin a a at mv soul and od au ing m mu 1 uff ring and mu h pain man manm ba ould no uphold or arti ipa in h nnan a rifle . .-£ a ontinuou nightmar from that point on. li . a do lei ng tn. hat a m mb r of atani ilt and 0 imultan ou I m mb r of a larg hri ian hur h h r a igh and ang nd rti ipat d in of' iti . for mom nt n man ith man . at ing i don in a . 'h ommon i orth trong r it h to a mo ou of a r it h into thu making r n trong rand r u ting in th d tru tion of th r at h no long r ha h r f. mon ha go 0 th trong r p ron. ingdom ru on th oppo it of od a h oth r. h i al dm of a ar 't h in arti ular ho

mo h

a a k d m. r nam arah. id 0 pain 0 h r that if h did no I a m ould ha 0 d tro h r. h did not b Ii nr into fu attl . a a ab olut I horri .ng. a h r gro a r and a ra d d mon aft r d mon ou of h r nd into m If. t fir h r d mon fou ht and £ It m 0 bod bing li d p thrown gai t m throat ing trang d ithout h ig t of a h i al nd. ut hat ha ann- han and ._ han and man oth r d mo oming ag i h r. Th r truing h r od a art. h finall r iz d that trul h ho n on that igh ri and at h d a I. in tim 0 li and thar od for hat. nd d up in h 10 pital for q lit om m a a r u of th injuri h u tain d in th ar lat r h told m that i d ring at' m in th ho pital th~ hap d u a hr ~ and a 'or and h i no i ing full and ho -h art dl for th rd. m th han au iful. ith atan am hortl , r mon In am th

h ical high ri am om inh form of a man and at do and t d. old m that hi high pri t oldm 0 hat hat lood had 0 h d for m hi high b It a r li d 0 find t at at I a t i a 0 b an animal a rifi . at a a man dingl han om righ nd unn and hining. m d 0 ha at 0 for m and didn m0 in an a a dan r 0 m. ann- han a no indi ation of d ng r and n ith r did . han. mu h ad thi m ant d im 0 om ba £ It a n in id £ r him. or h fir in m lit £ It rod. Its. o ong bnfi ant d onl to m £ r ii 0 and th n plann dod tro m . a nd d ult m ng iring m 2 ar of trainin . hur h ho I r h ld in r nh hn diff r nt at an a r onaIl rn drawn a moth . mor and mor 0 him . aadoflm. 11that

h had m trapp d. or ing a high ri aa h iman a rifi for fir an old am ith a n. pr mall ba h a td h r moth r g a h hild a d and b a gr at abi an . b ca rna t of th m ar th r orn a hom moth r n r an on for pr na ar and no r ord of th bab birth or d ath i r mad . h ab ~app d do on a ton r li 1 in hap of an u id -do ro ·Il n r forg t h I ound of her screams as the l igh pri dro a harp it into h r and ripp d au r li ing hart. r b ood a th n drain d off and a fir thigh ri and high pri th n oth r m m r 10 .h d a do o. an did not a n and trong r d mo b1 a i. b li d at uh a rifi ro .d £ rti i and that hildr n md r u h auld tron and int lli nt rful in atani m. app d .thin th au d not g t a.

a fill d nd a an ant on th an ro d
t

ith horror. oldn nd d no 19h?

fi pair.

ant d u h a a rifi r

b ood nd that a
ir

ing old bout had u a n. for

hri
n th
a

-£ at on
ulti at a arn that tru tion i high

a rifi

load and d

pn
ap
m

ondu of atan. t took


ac a

dir

Ig

rur h

hr

had fir thr

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2

and old and th minut


1

and forth. hart I did no n


a

h ing onl auld

'1 h r. h a that ong r. omm

not do that be a d arl . had folIo ing ar

ho d it

a fi ht an

ommit

d ui id .
a mad

hn
high pri thn hur h. pr and

m th

h room or
r it a an him f man
a
In an

pI
dr

high

in
mad ontr

ro

of

hi gold.

ith gold th n
0

and

rd h ad

trimr ing. of p r t a in mv own a ound hi h pri ar that an on d mon hi h ri an oth ron ro d and
0

p t u on m lood daring on m in th

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f
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0

high pri mad th d

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o

high an of n on . hou ing him rna man

it h or high
for am dan ing. rjo

hanting ph

app ar d to b

ain h
h nd om aa .

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man of gr a brillian

hori

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0

h
prai of on

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0

gr a q rb hi id and a ommand.

n and
0

lord god almight th m his everv wi h and a

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£ It
bn

if for ul

had

p d.
0

ro id rful at no on ro m .
0

mu h u lift d and point t at atan lim gh

th

in 1 ding

f ou d

on th al ar of ton m loth r t n off and a an had ith m to pro that a hi igh pri t and man oth r ad (h high pri ith mo.) 'h ongr gation nt ·ld. an of r high on drug nd nd m irn d into a or. n at n ga mo id 0 I a gh of iumph ha r hard in m n ir ife. bod old and rigid. r m mb r u h ain u hurt. and mptin that £ It hat night ill n r for t. And it am 0 pa n m n gan 0 mu tipl on th fa of th arth and d ught r r born Into th m hat th on of od a th da gh r of m n that th r fair and t ookth m wi of hi h 0 r r gi n in th arth in th 0 aft r that h n th on of od am in unto th d ught r ofm nand h ar ildr n o th m ...

Life As A Hiqli Pries ess

ELAINE TALKS:
a urn d m duti
of a arg nd influ ntial
0

high n

ri

had man am into oth r It hing .tho ith th p an t r and month. ith r ·th of id and of th ng at
0

pn

g onfli t

and man onfli t . .th atan and man of


1

m rn r flatl r fu major r high m ri ng II


0

r t in 01 d a
0

dodo po of ult m r

or ibili ng.

or

organiza .on h d in
1 rno

m nth I

ur organiza .on t

irr d a ou I of tim
13

'h high ri and m th op 1 it hand


0

f m t og th r arlo m
0

n.

at in

oun il. tab it h

all h ld in a larg fa . iti fora r Th high th a rl

and ri h hom

t andm
13

If at at tn h ad of on on

ith th

h a 10 th ir ran .
alo a md ir bl own r r

on

oth r id in h ord r of

all

a
opl

r al a ithdra and al a rn na ing. r r 1 rna and did not minto 1 ir oth r form nl at n 0 ord r d and th n 1 iall onl for di iplina irpo did no ou h m o th rn. h b Ion d to a n i 1 th r tot 0 d out to him and r f ar d and di ik d on in ult. Th r rirnaril ar and di iplinarian db tan and hi d rno 0 n r . at th r t of ob d

01 a

nd

old r .
oun il p1ann d h m ng and ook ar of ofth 0 n. rd r from " n to th high pri and/or tl or rough th ir d rno . ri d to n ramati n a rnakin ur that p n of drug and oho drug or at . d of alcoho traffi . ho r

o
alr ad

ult rn rn

into that

ort of hing.

hr n r a horta of u h did no and ou not g t in 01 ith i . Th high r m mb r of th It r al a ar II not 0 g t mi d up in n ing hat oul in 01 th m .th a n ith r do an high m mb r rt drug or drink oho 0 don d rod th ir mind a th r ar ju t 00 man o antth irpo i 'on . oth rp opl .th th hi h r r r n ta ti of oth rot roup in ar a. an atani group . t hi h ar no part of 'h roth rhood and do no n 0 a ou Th Broth rho d. 'h ar ar full a h d b and on troll d h ro-

r.
duti ab olut I r fu d 0 a rifi ith r animal or p dorm h iman, no ho ag of oth r 'Uing 0 o au rI a an nd th d mon on man o a Ion . oth r lit m mb r ou d not ad 00 mu h 0 r b th n 0 a an and hi d mo did th ni hing. uall i a rough uni hm nt. ha b n ortur d bond d ription d mo man m. ha h d man

in 1 iding

an

r four tim

ith all

th horror of moth rap . Bu r fu . gi in on thi ' u. Imp au dna ana h r p r on oung p opl in 01 m nt in no a thing that h ad r a

da

li .
m ap! and at n hat u or ho au . tho a igh antra hri. ra of au an au n u -

'h r i
am dail au a

did to m
rapp d antra t.

ill am ho
n ha

ho
ign d a

an g t au .

atan do

r d b th b ood of

b fr

d from that antra t if au into our if 0 forgi from all our in 0


a 'or and for our d
r

a t r.

tru tion
am got m ting og th r j rat
1

lif .
'h r
om tim pa thing th gam uh room

did nj
to oro and do

ithout

t. 0 ip ou 0 alifornia for on ntions. 11


r ou mg
1

from a ro
,

njo fl
7

mu j t from a pri at air tri

in a pri at

na ult.
0

on o a on.

hr

fir

th in id

o on

h
t.

ult and f

ard d. high pri .t h and ion. to and a -£ arlo .t to through r to


0

11 hidd n and ikd 19


mo t omp ti .on national

h p rpo
omp t

and po that oun atan Th

1.
ro and

po i ion of r ional rid of finall 0 th po i .on of op

rid of
r

ithin
ta
a

nit d
a

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all la
r

k nd).
hom for

-£ und
la hill

an
a .

or
nt alifornia j

im

of

i a h 19 man ion th r ial for ult. u or mor tain d g b droom. indo

. 'h r b lilt
0

thi au iful t ha man ·th p ial mad


ih bo. ith an au ifull furni h d.

t and d moni ontain a a h db banqu t roor

room. And of our

mmmg

pool

nm our golf our t . t 00 ub. a millionair 3 ub-b nts ith h g a ts ontaining I . li rari of n 1 n oc ulti iting and hi tori . a alo ontaining gold and fror of il r nd rrn th ountri . or d. h ridd n b th nIT ra for of tr and h ard d oth on th gro nd and in th air. ip th r in 01 d rna tint n omp ti ion r th top rid in ount . an int rnational omp ti .on. hading man hr a a hi h ri t ho a diff r nt from th oth r ho h d b n th r . rkl and om oung man It r a a for b din 0 r abou him that mad him f ar d and di ik d b on. rn th omp ti ·on nd ob iou I did no ar if an on ·1 difh or h fail dodo hat had na ping b a that ou d il au 0 th bon . rul d ith n iron han and n did m b tot r ar of him. Th omp ti .on on i t d of in r a ingl diffi d ign d 0 di la th ont an r. r m mb r on ith no mar than nap of point

m fing r th n ba in animal and r u d d omp ti or P hing me. ith i .h 'I d m had

d mo animal imm dia d th onl high pri t pt h d no hoi b It 0 ompl , 'h 1 in id nt ou d ha m d mon not b n po II

ra in th

mad to tand no mor an 2 £ in front of man ith a .357 magnum. pa d m hand do ard in front of m bod ing h d m n and a ing ma a hi ld, mm dia Inman fir d hot of th n hamb r me. h r no ah ould mi , 'h d mon ra ful hi d n dl 0 a and th f 11 0 h gro md a m f pinning aroun and aro nd. r d mu h alai and honor for inning th omp ti 'on. ro of gold pad u on m h d and m £ 110 0 d do and ga homa 0m . q 1 n throughout h r t of m 1 th au iful loth 0 o ibl nt m hair n ait d on hand and foo

an

. nih r

r parti ho

and

hd

a h nd om bod g lard. r ta irants in ed that i hor that tim nd high prid a ridin . a ·m of ofm foo

tomak r

ur not

p rmi t d to fig t among

during

at it a on id r d a rai ing a n. h d gr at u . it to
0

at tim at a

rd

oon

humbl dm . . a ring
on m po th r int rf ring of t on th road

alifomia that tart d tart d rd that


n

in id n

happ n d that P ing

m q I tioning
rful than numb r of a fami ith d.

aim
nd

hri
0

mg mor
ga old r

h high pri
ho

db had b
1

r making a . atan had . n

·1 d. n h high pri
r pirit bodi
o

to go og th r in our
r ~ t)

at do

In a

nd

·1 th m.
In

ith our and

oth ho o d tro no a all n hu ia u had no 01 . f had dio d n ·1 d. u h 0 our urpr d t dg of i famil rth r. ho ar a urroun d h 19 ang I . ng I tood id id ho ding hand . r dr d in ong hi rob nd tood 0 0 og th r that th ir ho d r ou h d. h had no armor or a on. obod ou d g t throu h m no mat r ho i d. An ind of d m r I boun d off of t 1 m doing In a gh t at fir daring 100m ad and 0gt roug It m r got m rand ing mor nt. mor furiou idd nl ount n n ang and th fi r ook from th ir mad of ar on 0 th ground. fal a might add! h imbling ·n n at on th o nd on of ang I ook d looking I a aid om in th dir tl into In r hard n mo lovin oup rd? f ou p ruth our ou ar n ou on
0 0 0

gom th

In our pirit opl .

a an r all hat ou 1 u 10 0 mu h that di d for ou. ming our if a r a 1a nd of a I for m . an long rag t roug. n. h oth rid for a il long r u d d. th . battl omg on famil ompl t I r d thi liar of ang 1 in n nothing an g trough th m. th fu that did no t rough and 1 lin ang I had n m mu h a link a au . n pi of that ith th ang 1 i a a au 1 of rn d to th rd u. ti 1 ing aft r mor and mor r r fu ing a fa fa t that po r d tro ing m and and mning mol a an t mi in ll. d tro d. ou

R6

The Weddinq

ELAINE TALKS:
had man gr atl g d a a high pri from ontinu th ar a an. rid t and for aft r goal an of o m hi in a mu h mar nd 1 iall 0 a on .rn . hi honorab .thin
01

In m

d to thir

r gr
b oming a igh or mg a r ri te ..... _.... . .of high at n ha a brid nl fi 0 n th nit d a th high hi h n r oman

Xl In
on
0

..

t and rno

an a ain

tani rn.

oman i pi k d .on of ount d in hal

a an from a larg . ' hat oman rful and r ar a. p td

on id r d nd 10

'h

om n

o it on th th gra at n had pr irnag n of


t

national in inh

oun il hi h nl ount b nd ha a

all
0

atani a im

mu h po

r int rnationall

of th at i al orm th bing a th hd

f am
0

mot

11 m
gr a in fa hat honor.

1 tdm
d him hat man.

for thi and om

m in th ph

of a man

h d in m mind old m a and a that ourag of hi nd

'rf
th r p b ha oth r

h a0 .

dm
dm d in

h 10 d rn

oth Ti d and abi iti nd

10 ing 10
ould ha " nd at a rno
0

romanti and of t

mann r

lling rn

ond rfu tim o prom" d to and man a honor had rn and


In

og th r. gr a r
0

p ial pri .
d it ho

honor tho 19b that d of

10 d. 11 and
19b that abi iti did no
1

an and at that
0

i k d rn for hir ong r that


0

of m ar. f.

hi h had gro ar aft r a an

trong r ing m 10 dm gt d

for him

n fi him
0

oth r p opl

do

hat h

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