Everyone has to face true love once in the lifetime but i had fate to meet twice in my lifetime.

Usually i have infatuation for many girls but it is short lived. Once i met a girl in my school
(name ,i don't want to disclose) , she was very kind innocent and very intelligent. It was the last
months of our upcoming tenth exams , i started falling in love with her. I thought she was the
perfect girl of my life and i would make her my partner. We both wanted to talk to each other but
a problem remains open for true lovers  that is one does not have enough confidence to talk to
each other. Usually guys used to initiate communication part and girls carry  it forward. I am
very shy guy and has ample of problem while  talking with girls. I don't know how this problem
invaded me but this problem has led to serious mistakes in my life. 

so i was talking about my school life , Board examination were at its peak and i was in dilemma
whether to go for girl or to opt for the carrier . I don't wanted to screw my carrier and let my
dreams unfulfilled. i have  dream to start some big organization in my life and for this purpose i
want a girl who could mentally and emotionally support me. I used to think ,XYX ,( girl) was the
same girl who could emotionally and mentally support me  for in this cause. I want to be one of
the topmost business person of the world. I bet everyone that before my death i would be able to
establish some corporation.  So where i was , ha , How i started liking this girl ?? she is  one of
talented girl with all beauty  but she never cared of her beauty. she didn't have any  extra proud
of her beauty  , wore simple dresses and without any showoff. I don't had balls to talk to her
because she was in other section.We simply used to look at each other but neither of us has
enough  confidence to talk to each other.  But some one above gifted us many chances but being
a shy guy i used to destroy all my  chances. We used to study at same Sanskrit tution teacher ! sat
near to each other but i don't have guts to talk to her. I can to any girl except