. Cndyenoregen. Lovers, soul mates, eternal companions, what ever they are called, I want it year for it. Ifs there really someone out there for every one? I'd like to think so, but the years go by it feels like a silly little girls dream being drifted away by the sea of reality. It’s funny how I’m so old and still believe in happily ever after, that charming will come and take me away. Where are my manners? Hello my name is Cindy and I’m in the year of 2010, a place where true love, eternal love is nothing more but an illusion of the subconcions. I’m 17 now standing in a bridge between a girl and a woman. Lisening to every one tell me to stop believing in these kinds of things, that my head is supposed be in school not the clawed, I remember when I was a little girl my mom used to sit me down in front of the TV so that I did not run out the door when I heard my dad’s car outside. We had the entire Disney princess movies on VHS, my dad got them for me every time a new one came out, made my brothers mad. When my mom and dad split, the movies became my get away a perpus to believe and show my mom that I found my true love and not to worry about me any more to be happy. “Love is what makes the trees grow, the sun shine and the birds fly”. I'ma moth and love is the flamé’[im so attracted to, that it doesn’t mater if it kills me. My boyfriend tells me that he “loves me like the flower loves thesun” and that we were married in our past life so we are meant for one another. I love him so but what ifm wrong and no good will come of this. That question scares me but if you won't take a risk for anything, Every one needs something to believe in, I believe in love and if never going to happen. L will show every one that true love is not just a Ddsney story; I will make people believe in it again. 8