All I had was one way A chance I can’t but just must take But it seems this decision is nowhere to be found For it seems freedom to choose is all gone I try to realize there was never a choice But how could this be? If the only way, Is my right way But my mind is my cage To my sacred fantasy But now it seems I can’t see between It and my reality All the words I had to say All the dreams I’ve dreamed Now fade into nothing but my shallow breath Which seems a fragment of what I only think it’s called my life But what if there's nothing that makes the true life come to be? No way out for this pain, this false sense of reality to dream in the blood of my sanity? Of all the things I feel a failure each and everything I try And just end in the misery of the fragile line between truth or lie Sometimes I try to bleed Just to try to see if I'm alive That the red won’t turn into wine to drink pass my point of indulgence T be drunk in the splendor of my fantasy But this pain isn't enough to prove I'm worthy to live, for how can I live if I'm not even sure I exist? So why keep on living a lie, why not just end it all Since I never began....How will I fade away? Bring forth the peaceful rest before I grow tired of waiting to be at peace Final moments of a false beginning existence finally give some life to a heart the beats on pure command As I look down into the deep Falling as the darkness envelopes me For there is no light, yet there is no darkness to see where I fall Just fading into what I hope is not just another lie, just another way to see past it all And find it as hollow as I felt before But I wake up... Trapped again in the prison of flesh My true self drifting through time and miles and miles away Trapped behind the bars of my "Life" To show a smile to pretend to care For the only reason I smile is Hide my pain Time to "Live" My "Life"... Time to live my Lie... Time to wake up...