Dear H******* 9 years, it was a long time. I still remembered your smile on the bus that morning.

I also couldnt forget your beautiful eyes and beautiful act. It was a long time ago girl.but I think, it was just yesterday. Since I knew you, you became my obsession. It was hard to kill you from my mind and my brain. And I surrendered and I accepted you became a queen in my heart. You know girl, until now, I still cant kill your shadow from my life. Even many women come and go in my life; youre still number one. 9 years ago, I didnt talk with you; even one word. I just watched you from the dark; admired you! I doubt if you still remember me, but you know girl; I always remember you. And I think, I will always remember you. You are the first teacher for me who teach me about the painful of missing. You are the first lady in my life. Now, 9 years girl. 9 years! We even didnt do any communication. We even didnt meet each other I thought you were out of my mind. But I was wrong. When I see your beautiful picture on that night, with your smile that I always remembered; I know you still number one for me! 9 years ago, I scared to get you. I was too scared. I wasted my chance that time. And now, I didnt have any chance anymore; isnt it? Deep inside my heart, I greet to know you; though painful. I just blame myself because I couldnt speak about what I felt to you. From this confession, I want to say; you sent a love to me with your beautiful 9 years ago.