lookin' in the mirror i fear myself my mind done gone i scare myself blank stare, don't care open

scars, on my heart done caused me to set fire, to all my bars and look to the stars, the back side of mars i found mr c pitt, leave it alone or you'll repent all down your descent leavin' a hole where ya liver was this alcoholic stole it to get some buds and liquor, to quicken the easin' of this pain this is sickness season, i'm uneasy to please, but i'm the leader of this lane i'm obscene in this fame bleeding in shame patterns of eating has changed 5 years in this game has caused me to be this insane don't test, i'm not leavin' in vain even if slain i'll have cd's to attain please don't complain i'll seize in disdain breathing constrained blood's squeezing in veins wheezing profane ain't got the view yet? that's how much pain i go through when an artists heart's not in his music this may just be a hobby to you, but this is our life force hip hop's our life we'll die for it