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Set in a dark bedroom, Close up of the character on the bed waking up looking rough and tired. Eye makeup is scruffy and everywhere. Camera follows and moves back as she gets up. Long shot of character leaving bed and walking to the mirror. Over the shoulder medium close up of her looking on the mirror and wiping her make up.

Lyrics / Music / Time

Intro plays

0:00 0:09 I don't know why, but I cry myself to sleep, I don't know why, but I can't even feel my heart beat, 0:10 0:19

Return to a long shot as she puts on her clothes and picks up her camera and leaves the room.

It's like I'm dead inside; The only time I feel like me is when I'm getting high, and even that's just for a little while. 0:20 0:30

Over the shoulder shot of her looking at her mum whos just left the opposite room. Cuts to her walking out the house. Cuts to a long shot oh character walking into an underground station Set in London Underground; POV of train moving from outside to under a tunnel. Cut to her sitting on the train and looking outside. Medium long shots of her constantly taking photos of her surroundings.

Mothers are crying, brothers, sisters are afraid, when did all this become my way, 0:31 0:38 When did blue skies turn to grey? 0:38 0:40 For as long as I remember, for as long as I've known, you reap what we sow, you reap what we sow. 0:40 0.50

Cuts to a worms eye of her shoes as she See I've got this friend, who's got this friend and the problem is her walks. Then cuts to a long shot of her life. walking into Leake street. 0.56 1.01

Cuts to a side shot/ medium close up of her spray-painting something on the wall in the tunnel. Close up/ POV shot of the drawing which is a triangle. Long shot of character running through the tunnel with

She's been fraternising with this devil, she's been playing Satan games, 1.01 1.06 She's been trying to live a life a rebel, it said its her soul that's been exchanged; 1:06 1:11

On her journey home she stops at places such as the millennium wheel and near the T4 studio to take photos. Variety of shots.

Chorus He sings.. I don't know why, but I cry myself to sleep, (She sings), I don't know why, but I can't even feel my heart beat, It's like Im dead inside; The only time I feel like me is when I'm getting high, and even that's just for a little while. 1:11 1:32

When she arrives at home, she begins to stick up her printed photos, this is shown in a variety of cuts/shots.

Chorus I don't know why, but I cry myself to sleep, (She sings), I don't know why, but I can't even feel my heart beat, It's like Im dead inside; The only time I feel like me is when I'm getting high, and even that's just for a little while. 1:33 1:52

After this, she steps back; POV of her collage of a prisoner behind bars.

(Repeats) The only time I feel like me is when I'm getting high, and even that's just for a little while. 1:52 2.07 Silence 2:07 2:11

Close up of her neutral face looking at the wall.