Uncom

fortable

I wasn't really comfortable going to a school. I

was much comfortable when I was home studied.
I was home studied since I started kindergarden. I
like to study at home, where the environment was
quiet well, If my parents weren't in the house, if
they were they'll make the house loud all day.

But if me,Ms. Adams and her kids were only in the

house will be quiet and nice, well sometimes my
three bestfriends are noisy sometimes. Except for
Ms. Adams I think she knows that I like quiet
environments. My parents and I had been living
with Ms. Adams and her kids or my bestfriends
Blaire,James and Eric since I was a baby.
Ms. Adams told me that she found us on the
streets searching for a place to stay because it
was our first time in America. And we were from
France and I was born in Paris I really wanna go
back there
if we have money but not right now our family is
really tight in budget.That's why I was home
schooled and my teachers are my parents.

But they really want me to be in a school so they

worked hard to have enough money for the whole
semester. I really feel like a burden to them and
that's one of the reasons I don't wanna go to
school. I was wearing a turquios shirt and pedal
with converse.

"Juris!" Blaire called as she waved at me to get

my attention. Blaire has a slim body and pale skin
she has a shoulder length dark brown hair and
round olive green colored eyes and pinkish mild
thin lips. She was wearing a yellow blouse and
skirt and underneath is a legging. So I approached
her then she squeaked.

"At last we are gonna be together the whole day!"

she told me

"Whole day?"

"Oh I mean 6 hours."

I leaned to my right leg and rolled my eye and
sighed. "Oh come on, school is gonna be nice
you're gonna have a lot of friends"Blaire
encouraged me. "Blaire, I already have three
bestfriends and I live with them, you, Derek and
James. Why do I still need more friends?" I made
an alibi.

"Just quit you're alibi and let's go"

"Then quit your squeaking too!"

"Juris you've been living in San Diego at home all

the time you need to go out make friends and
have fun!and F.Y.I my squeak is cute"

She rolled her eyes and she grabbed my arm then

dragged me to the bus stop. "You don't have a car
yet?" I asked, "Yeah my mom told me I need a
permit before she would buy me a car, but I don't
actually have time to take the test....."

"You keep on failing didn't you?" I cutted her off

"Pfft.... No!" she bluffed then there's silence for

two seconds.

"Okay fine, I did took the test but I keep failing! I

took 3 tests already!" she admitted
"Well just study hard."

"Don't worry I'll pass the test as soon as

possible!" she promised

The door opened and a lady greeted us. She's a

chubby woman with blonde curly hair and blue
eyes, her skin is kinda tan maybe she lived in
Florida or something.

"Hello Blaire"

"Hey Irina."

Irina noticed I was with Blaire "New girl?!" Irina

asked. "Yes, actually we live together." Blaire
answered

"Oh really!? So what school was your previous

school dear?" Irina asked

"I was actually home schooled my whole life."

"Really! Your parents must really have a lot of

fortune."

"Uhm.... no, tight budget." I corrected

"So who's teaching you then?"

"Uhm..."
"Her parents! And she's really is smart." Blaire
cutted me of. "Okay girls come on in and grab a
seat." Irina told us. Blair thanked her and we went
inside, the people are screaming, laughing and
talking, and I noticed that all are Freshman.

"All of the Sophomors have cars except us but it's

okay let's just sit in the back." Blaire told me so
we went to the back and took a seat. "You're
Blaire right?" a girl sitting next to me asked I
looked at her and she has a long black hair and
light brown eyes and from the shape of her eyes
she's Asian.

"Uh yeah I am why?" Blaire asked

"You are really popular in the campus and your

brothers too! I'm Crystal Tan by the way." she
answered

"Really? I didn't know I was popular I thought

people are staring at me because of rumors or
stuff."

"You were popular since pre-school , also your

brothers and I am a Sophomore actually"

"You don't have a car yet?" I asked "Yeah, I still

need a permit. Who are you by the way?" she
asked
"I am..."

"Wait a minute you are Juris right?" she cutted

me off

"Uh yeah, how do you know my name?"

"Blaire, she keeps talkin' about you to every

people that you're coming to school, you are quite
popular actually."

I leaned on Blaire "Why did you told everyone I

was going to school and for 12 years you never
knew you were popular?" I asked while
whispering "In my defense I thought I wasn't
popular and I thought nobody will care except Eric
and James that you're coming to school and you
can't blame me for not knowing I was popular
since I started school people never told me
anything."

"I know the reason why you were popular."

Crystal said "It was the time we were in nursery
you were really pretty you wore a a little gown
and your brunette hair was so nice and mild-curly
and everyone admired you"

"You think it was cute? I think it's embarrising

wearing gowns in pre-school. And wow!" Blaire
cried
"Where do you live Juris?" Crystal asked

"I live one mile from school, I live with Blaire's

family actually."

"Oh my gosh how long have you been living

there?"

"Pretty much since I was a baby."

I think she's a Blaire fan, she keeps on asking and

asking.I want silence for a while, I hope we
already arrived so that I can get out andwe can
hang with Eric and James. Then suddenly the bus
stopped.

"Okay girls we had arrived get your things and

move out." Irina told us

Finally! I can get out! So I hurridly grabbed my

bag and dragged Blaire outside the bus so that
Crystal won't catch us.

"Wow you're already exicted in going to school

after all." Blaire said

"No I'm avoiding Crystal."

"You think she's annoying?"

"A little and I wanna have a quiet time so come
on!" I answered and ran while grabbing her arm

We went in the parking lot to find James and Eric.

"Where are they?" I asked myself. "Here" a boy
said and someone hugged me and also Blaire and
I realize it was them. "Hey, are you enjoying
school?" James asked while his curly black hair
touched my ears and my brunette mild curly hair.

James has a musculine body but not very, he has

a mild chinese shaped amber colored eyes,he's
lips were kinds thin and they were pink and he's
skin was tan. Then suddenly I blushed then I
looked at his amber eyes and I blushed even
more.

"Is something wrong do you have a fever?"

James asked and placed his hands in my
forehead then I moved back

"Uh it's nothing" I lied

I had been admiring James since I was a kid,

everytime I am around him, I feel like we are in a
place were noboy is there except us. A place were
the room is so quiet that you can't hear any living
thing moving nor breathing, you can't even hear
the wind. He is a good person and he never lies to
me for once, every time Eric pranks me, he always
tells me everything, he knows that I hate liars a
lot.

I noticed that Eric was still hugging Blaire. Eric's

body and skin is a little bit like James, he has a
sandy blonde hair, he has a round crystal blue
eyes and a kissable light red lips. Pretty much all
of the three look so beautiful. I'm kind of insecure
if I am with them, I think I am pretty but never
beautiful.

But my parents, my three bestfriends and

Ms.McAdams thinks I am beautiful because they
told me I have a slim body, I have a medium length
mild-curly medium brown hair, my skin was pale
and soft, my eyes were round and I have a full
pink lips. But everytime I look in the mirror I think
something is missing from me, I don't know what
it is but I think there is a missing part of me that I
never knew.

"Uh Eric" Blaire called while still hugged by Eric

"Yes"

"You can let go now, I don't want people think that

we are doing P.D.A"

"P.D.A?"

"Public Display of Affection"

"Oh sorry, I won't do it again." Eric told Blaire but
he's still hugging her.

"Eric"

"Yes?"

"Why are you still hugging me?"

Eric didn't respond and he's still hugging her so

Blaire stepped on his left foot which of course
made him shout but he held it. Blaire left and I
followed her.

"I hate it when he hugs me" Blaire told me

"Oh get used to it, he's been hugging you since

you were two"

"Hello?,haven't you remembered, we're siblings"

she reminded me

"What if he just hugs you because he loves you

as a his daughter. I think it's wierd but I also think
it's okay"

"You said what if so you never knew what's the

reason why he always hugs me"

"Just forget about it and let's go"

"I thought you hate going to a real school?" Blaire
asked. "Yes, but that doesn't mean I am going to
make my parents upset because I want to go
home school instead of going to a real school
now come on we are gonna be late!" I answered
as I grabbed her hand and dragged her to the
school entrance and we went inside.

"So where is the principal's office?" I asked Blaire

"Go straight and turn right 2 times and 2nd door

on the right" she answered

"Wait for me"

"Okay, but if the bell rings I'll leave you"

So I followed Blaire's direction to the principals

office. Then I arrived, I opened the door and saw a
6 foot tall black man, he has a curly nearly bald
hair cut, he's wearing a black coat and checkered
tie. "Uh.. hello my name is Juris Anne Love and I
am a new student" I told him

"Oh yes Ms. Juris please take a seat. I am Rafaele

Venditta."

I thanked him and sat down to a leather black

chair. There was no dust in the chair and I have
noticed everything are clean and organized,overly
organized, the files were neatly piled, the pens
weren't in a cup but in a table his jacket was
folded instead of being hanged in his chair. This
man is really miticulous.

He stood up and went in a pile cabinet to get my

files. When he opened one cabinet all the folders
are well organized, mostly people's folders in the
pile cabinet were all messy. He got my file and
read it while walking towards his chair to sit.

"Juris Anne Love, 2nd year highschool, 16 years

old, was home sschooled since she was 4."
Rafaele said aloud what he read form my files.

"Here is your schedule for class and a map of the

school." Rafaele told me while giving me a paper
and a map. As I looked in his eyes I noticed his
eyes were red like blood. I think he's wearing
contacts but why that color and wait, if he's
wearing contacts, then why does he have glasses
in his table. Never mind, so we both stood up and
shaked hands and I left the room.

When I went out all of the students weren't on the

hall already and so does Blaire. The class must've
started I didn't noticed the bell rang, I was paying
close attention to Rafaele's neat and overly
organized room. I looked at my paper and the first
schedule was French class. I looked in the map
and followed the directions and I arrived.
I moved near the door and peeked and saw Blaire
and James. The teacher was a woman, she looks
like 24 year old womn, but you never know looks
can fool you . She's a blonde woman with blue
eyes and a chubby body.

"Uhm Excuse me" I called and everyone looked at

me.

"Yes can I help you?"

"I am a new student and my first schedule is

French"

"O please come in"

I went in looked at the students. Blaire was

waving at me while James smiled. I saw the
teacher's I.D and saw her birthday, it was 7/9/1977.
Wait, she's 34! I was shocked because she looks
so young. I was right, looks can fool you.

"Class we have a new student her name is Juris

Anne Love, so be nice to her okay?"

"Yes, Mrs. Kingston"

"There's an occupied seat at the right side of Ms.

Sanchez"

I was a little disappointed because I wasn't near

with Blaire and James, there seats were 5 chair
away from me. I saw a girl on my left, I think she's
the Sanchez girl. She is a tall girl with medium
long mild-curly black hair. Her body is slim and
her skin's shade is like the lightest brown shade.

She has wide eyes and full pinkish lips. And my

impression of her, she looks so beautiful I have
never seen someone like her. And you can never
tell what's her age because of her angelic face.
She's just like my bestfriends, so beautiful.

"Hi, I'm Maria Alexandra Sanchez you can call me

Lexi" Lexi greeted

"Hi I'm Juris Anne Love, you can call me Juris"

"So what school do you come from?"

"I'm home schooled since I was four"

"Me too, I was a new student two years ago, I

hated it in first but when I made little friends I am
starting to like real school"

"Me too I also feel that way but I don't want to

make my parents dissapointed because of one
selfish reason"

Mrs. Kingston heared us talking while her

discussing so she called my attention and I stood
up.

"Ms Love, please pay attention"

"Yes M'am sorry ma'am"

"Juris I need you to translate an English poem

into French"

Then everyone was looking at me like they are

telling me that I am gonna fail. And I am gonna get
scolded.
I saw the poem in the blackboard and the poem
was called My Love. I held my breath and
concentrated.

"Mon amour par Iced Smoke

(My Love by Iced Smoke)
Mon amour est comme un jet de montagne
exécutant une profonde et une large
(My love is like a mountain stream running deep
and wide)
Mon amour est comme un congelés glacier pour
elle, je ne puis cacher
(My love is like a frozen glacier for it, I cannot
hide)
Mon amour est comme un brillant sunrise que les
captures vous off garde
(My love is like a bright sunrise that catches you
off guard)
Mon amour est comme un doux, sweet chanson
chanté doucement par un bard
(My love is like a sweet, sweet song sung softly
by a bard)"

I stopped because all of the students were looking

at me like they were so amazed.

"Please Ms. Love continue." Mrs. Kingston told

me like she wants to hear more,so I nodded and
continued.

"Et bien que nous sommes tellement éloignés,

mon amour, je ne peux cacher
(And though we are so far apart,My Love, I cannot
hide)
Parce que rien dire ou ne peut s'arrêter ce que je
ressens à l'intérieur
(Because nothing people say or do can stop what
I feel inside)
Et puisque ces mots sont immortel et vivra pour
l'éternité
(And since these words are immortal and shall
live for eternity)
Amoureux va lire cette ancienne poème et parlera
haut de mon amour pour toi
(Lovers will read this ancient poem and speak
aloud of my love for thee)"

There was silence for 6 seconds then Mrs

Kingston clapped while smiling. She's impressed
of my performance.
"That was so amzing. Brava!"

"Merci/Thank you"

"Vous êtes couramment le français, ne vous

habitez en France?
(You are fluent in French, do you live in France?)"

"Je suis né à Paris mais toute ma vie j'ai vécu en

Amérique et j'ai appris le français depuis que j'ai
été 6"
(I was born in Paris but all my life I lived in
America and I learned French since I was 6)