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looking and waiting for dayz/

my life seems so dark and gloomy/
why does this stuff happen to me/
this isn't how it
is suppose too be/
even though they even said it would be this
way for me/
everything is suppose to be ok/
i shouldn't see
so much grey/
but hey its gonna be a another day/
and things just might change /
and that would be great/
cause i don't want to be full of hate/
sit and have debates/
i would rather be loving a mate/
but things always happen when it seems too late/
and i begin too think that all of this is fake/
but a lot of things work out of me /
they just don't always go my way/
and sometimes i am better that way/
cause then i am able to carry on during a bad day/
some times i wonder where I lost my ways/
as i watch my heart decay./
and try to make sense of it all
and pick up the ball
before i really fall
and hit the ground hard
i'm even sure i will get bard
cause there is no one that sends me cards
yeah life can be hard
feel like someone is throwing a dart
right at your head
but what you don't realize
you aint gonna be dead
you still got a chance too live
but if your gonna go down that way
take the chance too kill
and know that what its like too be filled
full of hate and rage
cause you will
 so if you wanna be like me
follow these things
and then you will see
what its like to be like me
and you will wanna deek
cause your gonna freak
hit a peak
that you never even dreamed

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i always fought to be with you/

and now i have finally caught up too you/
now what am i do /
besides romance you/
make you feel like your wanted/
but i don't want you too haunted/
i was lead/
too you/
and there is no one else i would rather be with but you/
all's i need a clue/
so tell me what you want me to do /
causei just wanna be with you/
i don't wanna own you/
but its on you/
so please tell me what to do/
i need you /
don't you see/
how it could be /
jsut you and me/
gee, i am falling for this lady/
and it doesn't feel like me /
i never let anyone in/
but now i feel like she is more then just a friend/
and she will never be a trend/
tell me about this thing called love again/
cause it really don't seem blend/ into my mind/
cause there is so many things goin on inside /
of this heart of mine/
where did i find the time/
too fall in love with her/
will this love ensure /
let alone endure/
 cause i really need her /
and i wanna marry her/
but how do i tell her /
that she's my world/
she makes my mind swirl./
my stomach curl/
wow what a girl/
i never knew it could be like this/
i will always remember our first kiss/
that night i made a wish/
after our fancy dish/
well it was kish/
but i will always remember it/
when we too and sit/
right next too each other/
we didn't even seem to bother/
one another/
we went together like too peas in a pot/
that is why i fought /
too keep her around/
i kinda remember talking like a clown/
cause i didn't know what to say/
my words seemed to stumble out of my mouth/
when we were on the couch/
there is no doubt in my mind/
that she is so kind/
and so very fine/
she is the woman i would love to wine and dine/
and have my binded too /
i would never tell her too shoo/
oh what am i to do /
i am falling in love/
she makes me feel like i am dove/
flying in the clouds up above/
there is nothing else this could be but love/
we should go and hide in a cove/
after we get married /
maybe have a little girl and name her terri/
cause you make me feel so marry/

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i don't care that your not or got blonde and have blues / unlike most guys/ i don't care if
your not a tooth pic/or even a little thick/ cause most of those people seem liek they are
a bitch/ and they really make you twich/ and i know why they are such a witch/ but
your not like them / your totally different/ and i know that you hurt deep down inside/
and you are taking a chance with me/ i can see it in your eyes / i just want you too be
you/ i don't want you to wear a disguise/ that i totally despize/ cause then your just full
of lies/ and when your like a part of you dies/ why can't guys/ see the beauty that i see
inside/ you don't belong in dark of the night/ but in the light/ wait what am i saying you
are the light/ that shines so bright/ and i will fight/ just too keep you around/ cause you
cheer me up when i am down/ and my head hangs low to the ground/ and i wear a
frown/ you always turn it upside down/ your the clown/ that makes me smile. / and
takes me out of denile./ i know your just another computer file./ but some so specail./
cause your kettle/ that boils me up/ if i was water in a pot
man you are so hot/ you always know where to touch me / that specail spot/ and i
know you will never get caught /up in all this worldlyness/ that makes a lot of people
hug and kiss/ cause they think they are in love/ and not in lust/ until their water busts/
cause you are more specail then you ever thought/ and you can't be bought/ i like you a
whole lot ./ but i try to keep you back/ so that i don't have too worry about my life
being attacted./ even though i am attracked to you / and there is nothing that i can do /
but run too you / let me give you clue / i love you/ more then you will eever know /
your not sore on my big toe/ or a foe/ and i don't have too worry about you cause your
as hot as a piece of cole/ you always bring me out of my hole/ you have tooken your
tole/ and i know you've heard i love you/ its so old/ but i really mean it / so come on
and sit/ right next to me/ cause baby that is where you should be/ right here with me / i
don't and won't treat and think of you as a peice of meat/ that i can eat / when i please/
or tease / this is the real me / that not too many people are able to see/ so please come
stay with me / i don't want you leave / i wanna spend my nights with you/ there's
nothing more i would rather do / i just wanna be with you / girl you know what to do /

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i take things to jurassic /

my anger stretches around like an elastic/
i aint plastic/
i don't need to act shit/
tell people too let go of it/
cuase they don't know shit/
they never had to do a bit/
or worry about if they fit in/
let alone they next time they are gonna get hit/
this is it /
last draw /
thats all /
 thats it /
i aint gonna deal with another fuckin peice of shit/
i'm gonna make youse hate me/
so that you won't except me /
and i won't be who you expect me to be/
but be plain old little me /
cause i am so free/
gee, my shrinks even said i need more people to help me/
that i never should've been let out of a cage/
cause i am a little to deranged/
they didn't even think i acted my age/
cause i am so full of rage/
an anger youngstera/
why do people think i am a gangstera/
and call me a wangstra/
so many things just occur/
that make my life seem like blur/
when will i be able to buy a woman some fur/
but for now i will just endure/
all of these things/
and spread my wings/
try to sing/
put a big ding/
in the world as i see it /
the one i try not to believe in /
cause it leads right back to where it always begins
not really having any friends
but a like that seems like a trend
and then comes the big end
when you donm't know where you going
or who you be known
your head just keeps flowin
and your girl keeps blown
but you are known
you'll always keep goin
you won't ever stop
until your head pops
and you decide to flop
or yet become a robot
you better careful
cause you might get shot
in the back of a parking lot
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I leave you crying tears into the night/

letting you think about the romance that you dream of/
when your floating in the sky/
making you feel like you are high/
stoned out of your mind/
but at the same time/
the feelings are mutaul /
and they constantly take their toll/
with out you i feel like i am in a deep dark whole/
with no way to escape/ out of this place/
that leaves me so full of hate/
but i keep i trying to find a way/
so i can be with you/
cause your more important/
than what you'll ever know/
you take me out of the cold/
and not make me feel so old/
make be bold/
and not alone/
i know i could always call you up on the phone/
you are so fine too me/
i don't care if anyone else see's let aone thinks/
but i've opened my eyes too see the beauty that lays inside/
i just don't care what you look like on the outside;/
but you take me out of this place/
full of its worldy ways/
and decrease/
its almost like i am in a totally different place/
when i am with you/
girl you know what i wanna do /
but doesn't involve and sexaul things with you/
i just wanna go too a nice quite place/
where we can spend the best of our dayz/
just me and you /
until we get married and have a family too/
your so great too me/
you don't try too change me/
you just except me for me/
where we can look at each other face to face/
without saying anything/
 you mean so much too me/
when i am carressed/
and held by you/
it makes me melt/
when you hold me in your arms so tight/
and my legs get weak /
even though out the night/
cause i am just thinking about you and i/
as i ly/
in my bed
/with these thoughts and things/
running through my head/
waiting for everything to be ok in the end /
i can't help but think about being with you time and time again/

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i think about being with you /

and sometimes cry /
through out the night/
but i just keep going/
i wanna be with you /
i have for a while/
but you got a b/f and the relationship is going good for you./
i don't wanna take that away from you/
so there is nothing else for me too do/
but bottle my emotions /
that cause me a lot of comition/
its like you slipped me a love position/
and it leads me to this distorion/
so i try not too tourture myself /
when it comes too thinking of you /
but its so hard for me not to do /
its so hard not too think of you/
wonder what you are up too/
how things are going for you /
i wonder what it would be like to be with you/
..and not just for sexaul reasons either/
but for love itself/
 but sometimes i feel like i am in stelph mode/
cause i feel like i gotta be so cold /
i see something in you that i rarely see/
that drives me crazy/ i see a passion for love/
and i know you want to be loved /
and so much more /
and my heart just goes out too you/
i wanna help you/ be there for you/
but sometimes i wonder if my feelings go deeper then more then just liking you/
waht i find great about you is that you are you/
your always just being yourself/

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sometimes when i think of you/

father theres nothing more then i want but to be with you/
when i think of the time of that we had shared/
the world seems almost too much to bare
/but i know i will see you again/
in my dreams you will always be/
together in the happiest of ways
/i can't stop but to think of those days/
then i know everything will be ok
its been so long since i have seen you/
i wonder where i would be with out you/
i feel like you left here in the cold/
only to be alone/
why did you have to leave this place/
i just wish i could see your face/
did my love matter/
i couldn't be more madder/
and now my life has been such a disaster/
and i can't stop running faster/
its been 5 years/ and i still got no place to go /
i feel like i am getting so old/
watching my body turn cold/
as i see my heart start to decay/
and roat away/
i ly awake and cry in my sleep /
cause pain just won't let me rest/
this is really a hard test /
these walls are closing in on me/
 leaving me with no place to go /
i'm so anger and mad at you/
yet i miss you so much/
i wish i could touch /
that face of yours/
you had to take yourself away though/
even though i sought you out/
you still turned away and walk about/
i always thought/
that you loved me /
that you would never leave me/
but i guess i was wrong/
other wise i wouldn't be trying to write a song/
that is about you/
i feel like there is nothing else i could ever do/
there was nothing as important too me then you/
you were everything to me/
then you just picked up and decided to leave/
i just wanna know what you were thinking/
so i can stop blaming myself/
i know i wasn't the one who put that rope around your thoart/
that made you choke/ or always left you broke/

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i was constantly neglected/

infected by societys ways/
i watch parts of me start too fade away/
and so many things seemed like they were coved with a haze/
life began to seem like a maze/
i knew i was going to see better days/
and they were gonna come my way/
all i had to do / was jsut make it through/ now i am the desease / they all fear/ and makes
them cry so many tears/ i can remember the year/ when it all began/ so many people
laughed at me / cause i failed a grade/ tehy said iw as stupid/ but now look it / i aint the
one in jail/ never even had to see the place/ look into deep dark faces/ and i always tied
my laces/ i was never caught/ but i was never taught/ i just did it on my own/ i never
acted like another clone/ i was always myself/ cause any other way i jsut wanted to
ralph/but those who made fun of me/ never found the key/ so that they could see/ and i
don't play the game/ that use to bring me so much fame/and the wrong kind of name/ nor
do i point the finger and blame/ but its cause of you'se /that i do what i do/ and i don't feel
so down and blue/walk in a good pair of shoes/ who /did you think you were / sir/ or even
 miss/ i could make a giant list/ of all of yhou/ but when i think of you i feel so bad/ and
mad /cause you just couldn't leave me be/ you just felt like you had to tease/ a poor little
white boy/ who really had no good toys/ but could aways make a lot of noise/ i am the
poison that you see. right in from you/ go ahead and take a drink/ maybe it will make you
think/twice/ don't worry its not from mice / and it won't give you lice/ i am trying to be
nice/ and open your eyes/ cause your too blind for me/ i see the way you treat women/
like a piece of meat/ you expect them too kiss your feet/ please / it should be the other
way around/ give them the crown/ and you wear the gown/ you really need to know what
its like/not want too always fight / and have to be right/ always getting high so you fly
higher then a kite/ its really not alright / a woman doesn't deserve a guy like you/ you
know what you should do/ loose that attitude/ that makes you so rude/ dude/stop being so
crued/ so other guys like you / just be you/ take it from me / the kid you use too love to
tease/

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women want a guy loving and caring/ still kinda daring/ that gazes into their eyes / and
bring them a surprise but not all the time/ i know even though i don't have one i could all
mine/ but when i find one/even then i wil never call her mine/ cause i don't own her/ but
i will always give her the time/ of day/ and try to make everything ok/ even when i am old
and grey/ i think thats women want these days/ even though i am still kinda weiry / and
can't figure out their ways/ but that is ok / with me/ cause i aint trying to be/ a mister
know it all/ i just wanna have a ball/ and yeah i do love them all/ and i love too get phone
calls/ especail from them/ no matter the time of day/ wheather i am asleep or awake/ and
i will never be fake/ but always try too be understanding / as much as i can/ show them
that i am a fan/ never give them one last dance/ or cook them up in a frying pan/ cause i
got nothing but love for them/ i will always try to be their friend/ when they are in need/ i
don't care if they are fat and ugly and have no teeth/ at least/ iam willing to give it a try/
cause too me its thier heart/ that is important to me/ maybe that is the way you should be
/or give it a try at least/ they might be pleased/ and its ok when they tease/ they are just
trying to have some fun/ and when they are done / look into their eyes / don't depise/what
they just did/in the mist of it all ./ tell them you love them / and you wanna be with them/
then give them one last kiss./ before they finally leave to go to bed/ and rest their pretty
little heads/ they are the princess and queens of the world/ so when your stomach starts to
curl / give your heart a swirl/ and you just might see/ that she is more then a piece of
meat/ that she is your queen/ and when you see/ what iam mean / you will finally know/
the way you should've treated the women before

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maybe if you just open your eyes too see

 our love wouldn't be such a mystery
won't you come to a secret place with me
where we can forget all things that don't come true
where our dreams seem to become reality
a place that is filled with lonelyness
full of coldness
that that freezes you up
not allowing love to flow into your heart
cause of the feelings around jsut tear you apart
and you don't want that
i would get down on my knees and ask you to come with me please
so we can be one again
but the time has not come yet
so for now i will ask this of you
and maybe it will come true
but this is only for you
no other woman will i say this too
we started out of friends
a long time ago
and we never made each others lives seem bored
some where down the line
one of us struck the others cord
this aint never happend before
just off in a far away dream
and yet brings up things that we never dreamed we would see
i could never choose another woman after meeting you
getting to know you for you
and what you do
you use to be just a dream
that i could barely see
you were such a blur
and then suddenly
all of this started to occur
after i gazed into your eyes
seen there was nothing about you i could depise
and that your heart wasn't full of lies
how could i ever denie
that i knew you were for me
i kinda already what you think
but i really look at you as if your my queen
the one that causes me too sing
about this love in life
so please don't turn me away
 and cut my heart out with a knife
cause i really think you are alright
and i will put up a fight
if you leave i will be crying into the night
missing you for the rest of my life
girl you make my life complete
yeah it sounds weak
and i can really stand on my own to feet
but your more then just a peice of meat
i can't express my love for you enough
and sometimes its so tough
thinking you are gonnna leave me here
alone out in the cold
watching my body grow mold
cause its so old
i really couldn't live with out you
and this i know

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i wake up in the morning

and i see the sun shining
but i sit and wait
to see the clouds forming
hoping they will start to role in
cause it brings a smile to my face
and i think of so many ways
and its kind hard for me to explain
some times i wonder how came back to this place
alls i see are the faces
but it still makes me feel like i am in outer space
i feel like i don't belong to this world
cause when i look around and see it
it makes me stomache curl

I know that i need a referral

to get out of this world
that i just can't stand
and see so many people wearing bands
it almost seems like they are all the same
in so many different ways
 sometimes i wonder how i ever make it through the day
cause nothing ever seems to be ok
life never goes my way

so i sit and stare out the window

wish my dreams would come true
i really got nothing else better to do
cause this world all seems to be stuck to gether with crappy glue

i see it falling apart right before my eyes

and no matter what i can't disquise
the fact that i see so many different things
and it always brings
a little more pain my way
this world is so gay
and so many people try to relay
the same thing just in different ways
but today is a new day
filled with more emotions besides love and hate
reason to start a new debate and to be fake
and its not too late
to your life around
so that one day you can wear a crown

there is so many reason why the clouds bring a smile to my face

and maybe you can start to understand
when you see the world through my eyes
waiting to go to a different place

some times i wonder how i ever got to be with you

you opened up my mind and eyes
to the light that stood out in the night
the one thing that i always figured wasn't right
but it made me feel like everything will be alright
and you never have left my side

I often wonder though if i got to hide

all of the feelings i got inside
cause i know when i look at you
theres something about you
 that makes me fly

you send me up too the sky

make me feel as if i am high
leaving me too wondering why
how on earth did I get a women like you
one that treats me like gold too

you are so much more pression to me

then the rest of world
no matter how much you made my twirl
feel like i am going in curcle
waiting for a mircle
but you really touched my soul
then you went away
now i don't know what too say
when i look at you
cause the sky looks so dark and grey
making everytthing seem like it will be ok
but this is the way
you made it all to be
at least that is what i believed
instead of thinking that it was me
and that i couldn't see
all's i wanted was our love to exist
and i still do even though you left me kinda pissed
i didn't even get one final last kiss
and that is what i truely miss
i even tried to to asist
even though you always resisted
no matter how much i insisted
but i want you too know you are truely missed
deep down inside this heart of mine
and i know that you were truely kind
someone like you is hard to find
cause you don't play with peoples minds
you just didn't want to give me the time
to find
this place in the world that is mine
yet your heart was so valuable to me
but you never even seen
how much you meant too me
I never even realized
 it was ok to show some emotion
and start a little comotion
up inside of this heart of mine
even take a bit of some love poiton
instead of living a life full disortion
moving too this the worldly motion
that will never be as deep as the ocean

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i have dreamed of being with you for so many years

and cried so many tears
through those years
yet i still do
cause all i wanna do is be with you
too sit and talk to you
it just feels so right
i don't wanna let you go
but let my love flow
out too you
cause all i wanna do is be with you
from the moment i first say you
girl i knew i wanted you
especailly when i gazed into you eyes
i felt like i had died
and gone too heaven
but i know i aint deserven
enough too kiss you good night
hold you in my arms so tight
yet i still fight
too show you the love i got for you on the inside
and i can't denie it
i just wana sit close too you
watch the sun go down
cause you turn my frown upside down
so go ahead and take a bow
you are allowed
you plowed me right into the ground
you made it so i couldn't even stand up
 and since then i felt like i am in slump
cause i don't have you by my side
only having a craving too curl up too you
cause theres nothing else i would rather do but be with you
you are so lovely too me
you look better then the open sea
can't i just have a little peak
your really the only thing that i am able too seek
right at this very time
i will do what evera i have too
jsut too be with you
and we both know i don't wanna change
but i will if i have too
just too be with you
cause there is nothing i would rather do
but show my love too you
without you i feel do dark and gloomy
its almost like people are booing me
and they can't see
what you do too me
so let me show them just one line
will you allow me too be that kind
so maybe they can find
that one true thing
that is so important too them
they won't be acting like clowns
taking life as a joke
teaseiing people cause they are broke
and leave the open hearted foke alone
insteand of them feeling cold
and disowned
let me just throw them a bone
if only they could hear your sweet voice on the phone
they would truely know
why i would do anything to be with you
cause really thats all i wanna do

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 i don't wanna see you in a cell
locked up behind some bars and walls
hear about you watching many others walking down
the so called halls
just waitin too get their hand on you
your so small what are you going to do
shooooot

there aint nothing else that i can do

i have turned too every possible way
so i don't gotta go out this way
and i know its not ok
or good for the kids
but when it coems right down too it
i guess i gotta do my bit
cuase societ is pushing me towards it
even though i don't like the shit

but there are so many other choices

and what about the unborn child
that your about too have
think about them when you are making that choice
befor you go and destroy
all that you have
what would about you dad
what would he do if he was this sad
and life was treating him bad

i really don't know

i thought i knew before
but i know your right
that i really shouldn't go too this fight
but i just see no other way
things will work out ok
i know this is true
so don't get all teary eyed and turn blue
maybe you should jsut leave me too

i aint gonna go away

yeah things will be ok
but hey
 at least think about these things
before you walk back down this road
you know it could only leave you cold
so why are you being so bold
when you know what it did too you before

i know its hard for you too understand

and i try too explain it to you over and over again
to try and keep you sane
so you don't loose your mind
but you don't hear me when i say i will be fine
no matter the day or the time
and i will come running back to and for you on a drop of dime
cause i was meant for you
and you were meant for me

i remember when we first met

it start out with a tease
then as we got older you asked me out and used the word please
gee's
only if you knew what you did too and for me
then you would see
how much i really care
its a lot more then i did before
cause are older now
so go on and take a bow
cause you've become a man
and i am huge fan

i remember it all too

and if it wasn't for you
i wouldn't have changed any of my ways
things defeantly wouldn't be ok
but think of this day
that you have the choice to walk away
and you aint doin it
but you stay here and sit
right next too me
hopeing and wishing things will be ok
and we will both get too walk away
safe and sound
you are the only woman that i want to wear the crown of love
 that comes from heart

i know this could tear us part

but don't see i aint anothe shark
i won't run off like a bat out of hell
so go ahead make the wedding plans
so we can ring that bell
that will be the great sound

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someones always trying to get back in the darkness of the night

thinking its alright
even though i might get my throat slice with a knife
cause they need me too fight
(chorus)
and i think its right
but at the same time
i know they aint gonna be around
when i am down
they will ingore the sound
that comes out my mouth
and then boast sayin they were down
i was jsut being stupid and acting like a clown
and wear a frown
instead of a crown
(chorus)
they wouldn't even come too my funeral
too be see me being barried in the ground
you wouldn't even see them a wearing a black gown
i have always fought too be in the light
my goals and aims are at amazing hieghts
and i don't get high
so i can fly like a kite
(Chorus)
but i just might
turn my life around and up side down once again
just too see
aht kind of man i can really be
i just feel like i am being used and abused
 constantly having my heart bruised
and i know i sound like i am starting to accuse
and it might be a little too soon
but hey i could be doomed
then what would i do
(chorus)
who would be there for me
since when did people think i was the key
too the way of life
sometimes i wonder if i should have lineince too carry a knife
and make everything alright
yet i still hang on
too this twig
that keeps me from falling
cause i really don't want to start balling
(chorus)
so i jsut keep callin
out too the lord
too take me away with his sword
like he could've done so many times before
cause he is the only that has really struck a cord
and the only one i can afford
too allow in this heart of mine
maybe i shouldn't be so kind
but its so hard for me too find
the time
when this world has me in a bind
man i wish i could have a simple mind
and a closed off heart
that way i wouldn't worry about it being torn apart

chorus: life gets cold as i grow old

i never thought i would go through this like before
and its tearin me apart inside
there isn't a way i can comprimise
any of my time

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 i sit quit and relax/
but if you look into my eyes/
you can see that i am ready to burst/
let out a gaint power serge/
cause my earge/
and i know this seems a little obserb/
but you kinda deserve what you are about too get/
jsut move a little over too the left/
and i bet /
there you will find /
a bigt peice of my mind/
cause i aint impressed/
you haven't been doing your best/
and i am off too go find another man/
go out and get a tan/
why couldn't you just be a man i'm kinda wild and crazy/
but at least i got some style/
one of my own/
and just too let you know it don't matter if you pick up the phone/
cause you are as useless as a bone/
cause your as foney as can be /
and too think/
i even helped you too be/
someone i didn't like/
maybe that is why we always fight/
i can't stand to put up with you for a whole night/
i don't think you can
handle me/
we will just have to wait too see/
what you think and believe/
cause i want you too be apart of my dreams/
along wiht a few of my fanstys/
but if you aint for me/
then they will never be/
no matter how hard we try to successed/
at any kind of thing/
so you better be able to bring/
everything i am look for/
and if not before/
we go any farther/
don't even bother/
 jsut take and walk on out/
and please don't pout/
especailly out loud/
cause i don't need a crowd../
too know what i do /
so if you gotta cry the boo wooo's ./
go some place and tell someone who /
cares /
and will sit and cry tears with you/

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you aren't always around jsut too talk /

yet your so kind and fine/
i wish i had like you be mine/
but you really wouldn't be mine/
cause then i would be holding you captive/
and that wouldn't help you too be relaxed/
but i will use my word too attack your heart/
cause you really smart/
and a great peice of art/
i wonder what it would be like too be with a woman like you/
let alone if i handle it /
i really don't know what i would do/
i guess i would hope you would throw me a shoe/
give me some kind of clue/
what you want me too do/
cause i just wanna be with you/'
your so important too me/
but you really don't see/
what you mean too me/
sometimes you even seem like a tease/
and i almost feel like i gotta bag and say please/
but if that is what i gotta do/
to be with you /
then that is what i will do /
cause i would do anything for you/
and i will prove it too you /
even if i gotta live in a shoe/
eat garbage out of the shoot/
 after you give me the boot/
but the little time i would get too spend with you would be a hoot/
but this is my Q/
too let you knnow what i would do/
if i was with you/ i would romantices you/
until you turn blue/
feed you and lay with you/
prove that i am worthy too be with you /
watch i will show you/
i will bring you to wine and dine/
tell everyone that you aint mine/
but you are with me /
even if it only seems like a tease/
and have everyone laugh at me/
for being with you and doing everything that you ask me too /
cause i got nothing but love for you
/so please now hand me a shoe/
and let me walk out of here/
before i start too shead afew tears/
cause of my fears/
i don't wanna cry in front of my peers/

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i walk around in the quite night/ looking for you

my light/ that shines so bright/ but it
doesn't leave me
in a fright/its more liek the the greatest
sight/ that i
have seen/ and makes me cry so many tears/
knowing that
i have wasted and seen so many years / sat
back and just drank a lot of beers / while they passed me
by / cause
you make me fly/ if it wasn't for you i doubt
that i would ever feel high/your my other wing/ not jsut
some fling
/ or someone i wanna show my ding a ling /
too / i
really want to get to know ytou/ and be with
 you/ hold
you in my arms so tight / especailly through
those
lonely cold nights/that i fight/ cause i know
that your
right / for me/ so baby please/ come and be
with me /
your all i need/ to get by in the life/ that
seems like
a old ran down dive/ so won't you jsut give
me the time/
to see if we can find / jsut a spark/ that we
can chew
on like sharks / to run with like going like
a dart/ or
a bat out of hell/ cause a woman like you / i
would love
to see me ring those wedding bell / now that
i have
fallen/ soemtimes iwanna just start ballin/
and wonder
if i am jsut started crawlin/ cause i never
met a woman
like you / that makes me feel the way you do
/
you give me my other shoe / so i can keep on
walking/ and really start talking / about
this great
thing called love/ that makes me sing like a
morning
dove/ and above / all . / i can't wait to
give you a
call /with out i know i would fall / flat on
my face/
you are my grace/ the one i can see wear nice
lace/ and
have better days / so take thing this ring/
and bring a
song to sing/ of love and joy/ i know your
heart aint a
toy/ but i aint a boy /i am a man / that does
understand/ what a woman does need/ and i
don't mena to
 successed/ but to help with her dreams/ and
desires/ so
she don't grow old and tired/ i know i don't
really know
the last man you fired/ alls i know is that
you got
tired/ of being ttrapped / hell i thought you
would have
to be zapped / to get out of there. / i know
taht i
care/ and this is a big dare/ but its only
fair/ that i
say how i feel/ while you sit there and peel/
the junk
off this wheel / your the type of woman i
would give my
last meal / there is nothing i could do or
say/ to make
you think of me in all the right ways/ but i
hiope this
is all ok /
and you do come my way/ or you let me come to you/
what ever you want to do / or if you just
want to
friends thats cool too/ as long as i am able
to talk to
you / and just to let you know you will
always have
aplace in my heart/ i know you aint gonna
tare it apart/
but the second you call me / i will fly to
you like a
dart/ you won't have to push me like a
shopping cart/ i
always wanna be there for you / no matter
what others
say or do / to try and get in the way/ i
won't let it us
separate / cause of the things they say/ i
hope this is
all ok/
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hey how you doing ?

i jsut flew in
and thought i should tell you what i think with a fin
so please don't throw this out in the bin

all's i really want is you

sitting here by my side
all of the time
cause a women like you is hard to find
its just you always blow my mind.

i sit here and think of ways

to tell you how you amaze
me
sweep me off my feet
and make me wana say please
will you be with me
you bring me to my knee's
and pray to the lord
asking him if he will help me

alls i really want is you

there is nothing more
i would rather have then you
right here by my side
all of the time
cause a woman like you is so hard to find
its just you blow my mind

the day i first looked into you eyes

i thought to myself
this woman is so fine
if only i could make her mine
but i know i can't buy
a woman like this
i gotta win her with a specail kiss
before i miss
out on something so specail
 alls i really want is you
there is nothing more
i would rather have then you
right here by my side
cause a woman like you is so hard to find
its just you blow my mind

i just gotta have you by my side baby girl

you make my stomache curl
if you let me i would probably paint a merile
of you
that is something i would love to do
call me a fool
or what you will
but you don't make me blue
tell you to shoo
but i do wanna be with you

alls i want is you

there is nothing more
i would rather have but you
right here by my side
cause a woman like you is so hard to find
its just you blow my mind

when i look at you i am speechless

and leaves me in a huge mess
cause when i look at you
i see nothing but the best
you are nothing less

alls i want is you

there is nothing more
i would rather have but you
right here by my side
cause a woman like you is so hard to find
its just you blow my mind

you give me happy thoughts

that i fought
 cause that is what i was taught
to do
but when i look at you
you put me in a good mood
and my gaurd drops
every part of me just flops
you could mop
up all my tears
as all of my fears
start to go away
after so many years
now i jsut wanna hold you dear

alls i want is you

there is nothing more
i would rather have but you
right here by my side
cause a woman like you is so hard to find
its just you blow my mind

just sit there and hear

the words that are coming from my mouth
they aren't come from down south
but wanna bring you wealth
that no money can buy
they jsut might send you flying high

alls i want is you

there is nothing more
i would rather have but you
right here by my side
cause a woman like you is so hard to find
its just you blow my mind

oh my...
what am i saying
i aint delaying
or even emailing
but i am sailing
up on cloud nine
 will you come and find
this heart of mine
and live as one
until our time is done
roll around and have some fun

alls i want is you

there is nothing more
i would rather have but you
right here by my side
cause a woman like you is so hard to find
its just you blow my mind

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i have found the woman of my dreams

that i thought only lived in my fanstys
the one i thought i would never meet
but she's right here in front of me
how could i not see
that she was meant for me
how i could i let her get away
i must have been feeling ok today
cause that wasn't ok
that wasn't the way
that it was suppose to be
now i have to think
how to get her back into my life
before i decide i can't sleep at night
and i jsut wanna get drunk and fight
cause she was my light
with her everything felt right
so this is to you dear
i hope your able hear
i hold you near
in this heart of mine
you were so kind
that you blew my mind
you gave me the time
and sat and listend to the words that i said
no matter where they lead
and you feed
me
 the strength that i need
to keep carrying on going
let the words keep flowing
and glowing
with nothing but love for you
i never meant to hurt you
now i jsut wanna hold you tight
is that right
with out you i will probably be smoking out of a bong
and doing so many things wrong
but you made and make my life so perfect
never let me feel like i was deserted
you always made me warm inside
like no other has before
you opend up my hearts doors
and now all's i can do is ask
that you would give this one more chance
in hope for a long time romance
i jsut don't want in your pants
but i would like to glance at you
cause i just wanan grow old with you
kiss and hug on you
you know that you want to too
i need you and desire you
there is nothing i want more
then to be with you
even if i gota live out of a shoe
or in a card board box
be surrounded by warloks
or just a bunch of cops
it really doesn't matter to me
i will do and be
what ever i have too
cause that is just me
i need you with me
i wana sweep you right off your feet
so baby please
come and be with me
i will try and give y ou all of your dreams
and your fanstys
like you have done for me
i wanna make sure you pleased
i aint trying to tease
 but i would like to bring you to your knee's
have you be with me
until that time though
i don't wanna make you a fo
or give you some stupid ass show
but open up your hearts door
like no man has before
so i will just get down my knee's and pray
that you will be with me again one day
i aint trying to be fake
but i do wana make us work
and its driveing me buzerk
i will always have some kind of smerk
when i see you
cause i got nothing but love for you

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i stepped into a dream today

and suddenly everytthing became ok
not so black and white
it made me feel like a kite
i met my angel of my dreams
you knowthe one that sweep off my feet
no matter what you think
and takes you away
to a far away place
brings you better dayz
makes your life seem like its not in such a haze
shows you the way out of the maze
well that is what i have found
and now i am bound
to take away the frown
turn it upside down
and give her my crown
she's got me feeling so good
i aint never been in a better mood
its almost like she is the best food
that i ever could have
i doubt she could ever make me mad
let a lone sad
even if she did it wouldn't be that bad
 but i would be kinda glad
knowing she aint perfect
but she is well worth it
and i wouldn't through a fit
but sit
and talk to her
cause with out her i wouldn't endure
or even messure
to half the man she makes me to be
that i am able to see
with just even a little peak
i spent so long in seek
of her
i thought i would never find her
but now she has come to me
and i am happy this has happend to me
there is no other way i would rather it be
jsut take a look and see
cause this seems like a fairy tale
but i know our love will provale
this love betwen a male and female
you could scoop us up in a laddle
but not one just single
together as one we will always be
no matter what people seem to think
cause we both seek the same thing
and put a big ding
this just isn't a fling
but a huge thing for the both of us
i know people are gonna cuse
let them too if they must
but this is just between me and her
it don't matter what others think
so let them stir
and stay awake
i know this isn't fake
but we are gonna make it
so just take it
and except it
or go on and walk away
cause your ways aint gonna change a thing
so go ahead and bring
your opion
 cause this is our dominion
and yours
so go back home
and stick to your own little dome
if you want though call us on the phone
either then that don't bother just leave us alone

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my heart needs to be repaired

cause of the dispaire
that i got from a dare
it really isn't fair
all because i showed someone that i cared
when i just got my lights punched out
i aint one to pout
is that what love is suppose to be all about
her body was bangin
she didn't leave me hangin
and the guy with her was a bit flamin
i told her i think this was a game
but her eyes touched me in so many ways
just seeing her made everythign feel ok
made me totally forget about the rest of my day
i didn't even get to sit and watch it decay
cause of the way
that she made me feel
i even got to buy her a meal
show her my wheels
and with out knowing it she began to peel
all my layers away
touching me in certain unkown ways
but it felt good in a strange way
it really did seem ok
then it was just like something came over her
i don't know what it was that occured
that i aint sure
it all seems like a blurr
there is no way i even wanna ask her
so now i just sit here a lone
hopeing to hear voice on the phone
 that she will throw this dog a bone
or just make me a clone
of her
even though she is more then i could ever deserve
there is so much that i learned
just from talking to her
but i do the love is still there
jsut don't know where
but it is some where
i know cause i still see her hair
blowing in the wind
i guess that is really where the story started to to begin
when i see her walking and talking
looking into her eyes
that made me just want to give up everything and die
cause thjere is no woman out there as fine
she took me so long too find
i wanted her to be mine
there isn't a instant that she isn't on my mind
but i guess that is how loves goes
it always seems to flow
and blow
right on by
even if you are willing to give it the chance and time
not use any specail little lines

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i sit here watching fights

some place in quiet night
as i pray under the street lights
knowing this isn't right
as i see little kids running around with guns
they don't know how to fun
i can't help but too sit and think until the break of dawn
on how to stop this all
make the see they gotta stop and pick up the ball
before they fall
into a firey pit of hate
that isn't a nice looking gate
and doesn't have to be their fate
 to die by a bullet in the chest
or see their best friend in a ass huge mess
this is their life and could very well be their death
i remember back in the day
when i could only see one way
its deffantly not how i see things today
it was the other way
the way that speaking of
i was never full of love
or prayed to the lord above
and thanked God
until my dad took his own life
or so they say
now i just sit here wondering if i would've went that night
would my body be in decay
but that was the choice i made
so please listen to what i got to say
cause i have looked at everything in every kind of way
back when i was just a teen
thinking that the world revolved around me
i couldn't see
i was blind as i could be
surround by the darkness of my heart
cause of the people that tore it apart
the heart hurt a lot
so i turned around and became the person that they made me out to be
only too let them see and feel
the anger and hate that they caused to live in me
releasing it apon who ever came to close
cause i knew they would hurt me the most
i aint trying to boast
people gave me the name the tremy
casue i carried a knfe with me
cause they seen
and i would use it on anyone
that was there to ruin my kind of fun
i didn't care if you held a gun
and pointed it at me
cause i wasn't scared to die
this isn't just a story or a lie
all of this use to be my high
that would make me fly
right off the handle
i am surprise someone doesn't have my head as a mantel
and that i haven't seen the ganvel
then my friend s even said i was a little off the handle
i had gone off the wall
when i stabbed a friend in the hand
not once but again and again
all cause he called my girl a slut
only to find myself being dumped
htat really left me in a slump
then i decided to [pick myself up
and treat women like a piece of meat
cause they didn't mean a thing to me
i thought i would never meet my wife to be
so please take a look at me
and try to see me for me
how i changed my ways
i started to see my own heart start too decay
as i faded away
into the depts of the night
i didn't need any kind of light
cause the darkness became my life
along with my might
only to find i should have done what was right
and fight for the light
instead of against it
cause all it did was bring me shit
get me a personal hit
i can honestly say though
that i never had to do a bit
so please take this as a lesson
put all of the darkness on the shelf
and quit your messin
before your friends and family find you missin
cause no one wants to go on that mission
its a nightmare for everyone
please start trying to have some fun
before your time is done
leaving you with jsut a life full of regrets
 document30022

i know what its like to fall through societys cracks

and how it causes you to act
as a matter of fact
i know it all to well
caus i was one of those people
society cause to fall
bang my head off the wall
and that just wasn't all
i became a thug
i didn't even care if i got a hug
i just looked at the world as if it was full of dumb fucks
cause society pushed me into corner
made me put my back up too the wall
and fall
pick up the old chain and ball
cause thats all that came my way
they just couldn't see
that i just wanted to be me
and not surrender to all of these conformities
i was as abnormal as you could be
stuck up and head strong
stuck too writing my songs
cause they understand i don't think i need a degree
to say i can do anything
and if i do then prove it too me
you can be as book smart as you want to be
and still not know a fucking thing
how dumb and stupid do you gotta be
not too see
but hey had to push me into that life of being a thug
no way of making good moeny except running drugs
i became the bug that they wanted to crush
the one they couldn't touch
i never asked for that much
i just asked for a chance
but society turns their heads
and didn't give me a second glance
who knows maybe it had ants
in it pants
now they are trying to take it all away
 make this mind of my decay
but i won't let them cause that aint ok
they made me this way
so here i am today
come on society please come and deal with me
take a look at you created
the person you were hoping would faded
into the darkness of hte night
and wouldn't come out and put up a fight
i know i aint the great white hype
but i am right here in front of your face
looking at your place
being amazed
waiting for those better days
where i can come and dine with you
show you what you turned me into
knock you down and treat you like a fool
cause you deffantly weren't a useful tool
i don't see why you can't help people who can't read and do some many other things
they got so much to bring
yet you throw them out into the trash
then you wonder why there are those that lash
out
are constantly in a pout
i'll tell you what
let me throw you out
onto the streets
make you starve
wonder what you are going to eat
walk around with dirty feet
hopeing that one day you will see one dream
come true for you
but you already know that aint gonna happen for you
cause of where society has marked you
but you don't stop wondering if someone will stop
and start believing in you
except you for you
show them what are you able to do
htat you just aint a fool
or a waste of breath
you just need a chance
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i am going to bring this nation

its abomanation
bring it so much devistation
i have made it my mission
cause its denied me the satistfaction
of seeing my dreams true
so i am taking action
i won't need a destraction
cause i am a mastmind
with a crazed mind
and i do have lots of time
to figure out the ways
too make this society fall down too its knee's
make them al lsee
that i just want to be me
and i aint gonna surrender to its formalaties
they don't understand my struggle
only believe me to be trouble
i constantly wathc grumble and mumble
hoping i am going to fumble
all of this will probably get me into the courts
make them really want to send me to a "specail resort"
give me my own little "fort"
with four rubber walls
so i can jump around pretending i am a bouncey ball
and continue to fall
between its cracks
cause they just think i am wacked
thats why i 've had 3 shrinks
they kicked me out basically and told me i was a dink
i guess they meant i was a leak link
but now i sit and think
of ways too show them that i am ok
prove them wrong in all of their ways
just like i did too the teachers back in high school
made so many of them look like fools
when i told them i could hardly read
but when it came to writing hell its just a part of me
that they can't understand or see
 how anything like that can be
cause they aint got a open mind
or can even find the time
to try to understand
so instead they just bare and grind
all of their teeth
wishing that i was weak
if they only knew what it is a seak
they would probably be like dogs in heat
probably wouldn't turn me away either like a set of dirty stinky feet
but hey its all on me and my mistakes
at least so they say
that is ok
one day
they will see my face on tv
then they will see
what it was i could have been
if they would have only given me the chance and took the time to see
even if they just took a peak

Fly Solo

society has me flying solo

it makes me feel so low
cause no one will say hello
that got me figured out to be a wigger
thinking i just walk around and shoot everyone the finger
i might as do what they figure
cause they just think of me a wigger
i aint no eminem
and don't wanna be him
i just wanna be plain old simple me
why can't society see
and just believe
that i am me
i do stand on my own too feet
no matter what iwill sucessed
in all of my dreams
feed the crack and hyron feans
 and i aint talking about just beans
give them something nice
more then just a slice
cause of my life
i know now that its got so much to offer
there is no reason to be a buster
ir get into a muster
over so many little things
if you solve them doesn't mean you are going to get wings
they will just bring you heart and pain
so go ahead and take them with a grain
of salt
cause you just bought
into the bigest lie
and you can't even denie
sure it may make you feel high
at first
then you will find out you are about to burst
suddenly everything will feel like it is worse
you aint gonna stop
alls your gonna do is curse
you know who is going to be the one that endures
though who just let go of the pain
that leaves you strained
they are gonna be the ones that gain
and not loose a thing
but bring
so much happyness to you
you aren't gonna know what to do
besides feel like a fool
a broken tool
even though you really won't be
you jsut gotta see
you can't fix everything
that comes your way
so just take it day by day
and you will be ok
be able to think and feel
just like me
i am free as can be
nothing stands in my way
thats how i know i will successed
and i have gave up the pain
 cause i know it will drive me insane
life aint a game
or about fame

document30025

on the day i opened up my eyes

i took a look inside
only to find
somewheres i would hide
all my emotions
that caused a lot of comotion
and made things have distortion
but now i am ready to do some absorbtion
of all the goodness in life
taht will send me to amazing heights
make me feel like i am in flight
while i put up a fight
jsut to stay alive
and not take a dive
that will make me feel so down and out
put me into a pout
remebering how i use to get beat by a belt
that would leave welts
those won't make my heart melt
thats what not what life is about
i know that now
too me this is what it is all about
i am looking and searching for you
but i don't know where to look
or if you are just someone out of a book
but you leave me all shook up
and you fill my cup
full of this love
that i wanna i give away
before my body starts to decay
i know that we can make it work
if we jsut give it a try
we would deffently fly
up in the sky
sore through the clouds
yelling with joy so loud
 when others see us they would bow
caue i am the king of your heart
and your queen of mine
just give me the day and time
and i will be there no matter how hard you are to find
i just want you to be mine
holding you so tight and close
in my arms
while i hear alarms
telling me to act tough
and treat you ruff
put you in cuffs
but i will blow them off
you are so important to me
your a dream and fansty
that i can only see
during the night
while my eyse are closed tight
as i try to fight
not too loose site
stay in flight
cause there is nothing that feels so right
but sit here and give you my love
that is so strong
but you are were it belongs
no matter how long
it takes to give it to you
i know that is what is i wanna do
cause you more then deserve it too
i just gotta know who
you
really are
so if i have to go and steal a car
or jsut go out to the bar
i don't care how far
that i gotta go
with out you my heart is sore
like it nothing has caused it to be before
so please open up that door
and show me who you are
so i can head there
no matter how far
you are
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i can remember it was jsut me and you

running the streets acting all cool
and we didn't look like fools
but now look at what you've gone and done
you might as well put a gun
up too my head
cause i don't think you realize how dumb
you seem to be
right now to ome
you got me running in the dark
trying to keep away from the sharks
flying like a dart
just so i can survive
one last time
and make things fine
why did you have to cross that line
now i gotta say good-bye
start to fly
not be able to get high
stoned right out of my mind
lost my girl at the same time
cause you were so dumb this time
how am i suppose to find
a place to hide
until this all blows over
take some cover
i am lover
not a fighter
so stupid ass lier
its ytour pic that should be on the flier
that is my desire
when this is all said and done
you can garentee ytou better be gone
cause the hunt for oyu is on
i am going to come and get you
you know it too
so now waht are you going to do
you better hope and pray i don't surive
this thing one last time
and that i can't find
 you
your really not going to liek what i am going to do to you
you just need to know i am coming for you
and i kinda hope i don't find you
i don't wanna put you in a body bag
you stupid dumb ass fag
but i hate you more then an old hag
and i wanna choip off your legs
and feed them to my dogs
let them chew on them like little frogs
then turn you over to the mob
document 30027
i've shead so many tears
through the years
while i've sit back and drink quite afew beers
wishing this pain would just go away
before i turn old and grey
i jsut got so much to say
but nothing seems to go my way
and i jsut seem to fade
off into the darkness
watching people mark this
while they sit there pissin themselves
but they could never do what i can do
and they know that too
but then when they look at you
they know that i try to sucessed
in everything
not giving up on my dreams
trying to get people to see
or even jsut take a peak
so that will seek
and see that part of me
they seem to have a hard time to believe
cuase they don't know what its like to love a son
wondering where he is gone
if you will see him before you tiem is done
knowing you jsut wann get to know him and have some fun
but you know yo uaint the bum
or all that dumb
thta didn't want anything to do with your child
cause they seemed a little to wild
 or too mild
but love them for who they are
cause they don't care if you own a car
or if their life and yours was a bit bizare
you know that your both able to see so far
and jsut get along
look at all the woman wearing thier thongs
having fun singing songs
as you dance around
getting women to shake their asses
as you'se get down
cause it takes away the frown
and bring out the clown
but see they can't see
how important that is too a person like me
that is why i want them to take just a peak
into this heart of mine
hell they just gotta tell me the day and time
and iwill be right there
too show them a person who really cares
a person who will take any dare
no matter if it is fair
or not

document 30028

i've seen dreams get crushed

into powdery dust
heard them being hushed
as if they were too real to touch
but i am here to tell you go ahead and take your dreams to lunch
casue they are able to be touched
so go ahead and try to live your dreams and fanstys
don't believe what others have to say
thy've jsut gave up on their dreams
lost all sense of being free
go ahead and give them a tease
show them at least
you are going to try to live your dreams
and that you will successed
in every single thing
as long as you put your mind too
tell the moron the shoo
 cause it aint your fault they are feeling so blue
and down in the dumps
why should you be in a slump
man you don't even need dumb luck
so fuck
what everyone else has to say
you know that you are going to be ok
so just go on your way
let them grow old and grey
and watch their bodys decay
while you go out and get made
bring your dream out there
you know you are going to payed
for something you love to do
just as long as you real
and be true
don't be acting like a fool
cause we don't anymore broken down tools
poor ass worthless fools
so just go out and get whats comeing to ya
cause the world is ready and needs ya

document30029

some people say i got so much love to give/

but too be honest it feels like only God will take this love of mine/
it feels like its a unknown crime/
while this heart of my trys to shine/
when will people learn to give me the time /
jsut too recieve/
this one gift that isn't a tease/
but can release/
so my hurt and pain/
that plays a big role in peoples brains/
can't bring any shame /
but make you look at a girl and realize she aint a dame/
but a queen of the universe/
so why do we sit and curse/
instead of emerge/
sending out a power serge/
 fo this thing we call love/
knwing only true love comes from above/
from God himself
/ jesus showed us the way/
how our spirits and hearts wouldn't decay/
and made it so we could see
/instead of looking at him as if he was our emeny/
hoping we wouldn't flea/
and that we would climb up too the mountain peak/
just too seek/
this gift called love/
that we yearn/