document30001 looking and waiting for dayz/ my life seems so dark and gloomy/ why does this stuff

happen to me/ this isn't how it is suppose too be/ even though they even said it would be this way for me/ everything is suppose to be ok/ i shouldn't see so much grey/ but hey its gonna be a another day/ and things just might change / and that would be great/ cause i don't want to be full of hate/ sit and have debates/ i would rather be loving a mate/ but things always happen when it seems too late/ and i begin too think that all of this is fake/ but a lot of things work out of me / they just don't always go my way/ and sometimes i am better that way/ cause then i am able to carry on during a bad day/ some times i wonder where I lost my ways/ as i watch my heart decay./ and try to make sense of it all and pick up the ball before i really fall and hit the ground hard i'm even sure i will get bard cause there is no one that sends me cards yeah life can be hard feel like someone is throwing a dart right at your head but what you don't realize you aint gonna be dead you still got a chance too live but if your gonna go down that way take the chance too kill and know that what its like too be filled full of hate and rage cause you will

so if you wanna be like me follow these things and then you will see what its like to be like me and you will wanna deek cause your gonna freak hit a peak that you never even dreamed document30002 i always fought to be with you/ and now i have finally caught up too you/ now what am i do / besides romance you/ make you feel like your wanted/ but i don't want you too haunted/ i was lead/ too you/ and there is no one else i would rather be with but you/ all's i need a clue/ so tell me what you want me to do / causei just wanna be with you/ i don't wanna own you/ but its on you/ so please tell me what to do/ i need you / don't you see/ how it could be / jsut you and me/ gee, i am falling for this lady/ and it doesn't feel like me / i never let anyone in/ but now i feel like she is more then just a friend/ and she will never be a trend/ tell me about this thing called love again/ cause it really don't seem blend/ into my mind/ cause there is so many things goin on inside / of this heart of mine/ where did i find the time/ too fall in love with her/ will this love ensure / let alone endure/

cause i really need her / and i wanna marry her/ but how do i tell her / that she's my world/ she makes my mind swirl./ my stomach curl/ wow what a girl/ i never knew it could be like this/ i will always remember our first kiss/ that night i made a wish/ after our fancy dish/ well it was kish/ but i will always remember it/ when we too and sit/ right next too each other/ we didn't even seem to bother/ one another/ we went together like too peas in a pot/ that is why i fought / too keep her around/ i kinda remember talking like a clown/ cause i didn't know what to say/ my words seemed to stumble out of my mouth/ when we were on the couch/ there is no doubt in my mind/ that she is so kind/ and so very fine/ she is the woman i would love to wine and dine/ and have my binded too / i would never tell her too shoo/ oh what am i to do / i am falling in love/ she makes me feel like i am dove/ flying in the clouds up above/ there is nothing else this could be but love/ we should go and hide in a cove/ after we get married / maybe have a little girl and name her terri/ cause you make me feel so marry/ document30003 i don't care that your not or got blonde and have blues / unlike most guys/ i don't care if

your not a tooth pic/or even a little thick/ cause most of those people seem liek they are a bitch/ and they really make you twich/ and i know why they are such a witch/ but your not like them / your totally different/ and i know that you hurt deep down inside/ and you are taking a chance with me/ i can see it in your eyes / i just want you too be you/ i don't want you to wear a disguise/ that i totally despize/ cause then your just full of lies/ and when your like a part of you dies/ why can't guys/ see the beauty that i see inside/ you don't belong in dark of the night/ but in the light/ wait what am i saying you are the light/ that shines so bright/ and i will fight/ just too keep you around/ cause you cheer me up when i am down/ and my head hangs low to the ground/ and i wear a frown/ you always turn it upside down/ your the clown/ that makes me smile. / and takes me out of denile./ i know your just another computer file./ but some so specail./ cause your kettle/ that boils me up/ if i was water in a pot man you are so hot/ you always know where to touch me / that specail spot/ and i know you will never get caught /up in all this worldlyness/ that makes a lot of people hug and kiss/ cause they think they are in love/ and not in lust/ until their water busts/ cause you are more specail then you ever thought/ and you can't be bought/ i like you a whole lot ./ but i try to keep you back/ so that i don't have too worry about my life being attacted./ even though i am attracked to you / and there is nothing that i can do / but run too you / let me give you clue / i love you/ more then you will eever know / your not sore on my big toe/ or a foe/ and i don't have too worry about you cause your as hot as a piece of cole/ you always bring me out of my hole/ you have tooken your tole/ and i know you've heard i love you/ its so old/ but i really mean it / so come on and sit/ right next to me/ cause baby that is where you should be/ right here with me / i don't and won't treat and think of you as a peice of meat/ that i can eat / when i please/ or tease / this is the real me / that not too many people are able to see/ so please come stay with me / i don't want you leave / i wanna spend my nights with you/ there's nothing more i would rather do / i just wanna be with you / girl you know what to do / document30004 i take things to jurassic / my anger stretches around like an elastic/ i aint plastic/ i don't need to act shit/ tell people too let go of it/ cuase they don't know shit/ they never had to do a bit/ or worry about if they fit in/ let alone they next time they are gonna get hit/ this is it / last draw / thats all /

thats it / i aint gonna deal with another fuckin peice of shit/ i'm gonna make youse hate me/ so that you won't except me / and i won't be who you expect me to be/ but be plain old little me / cause i am so free/ gee, my shrinks even said i need more people to help me/ that i never should've been let out of a cage/ cause i am a little to deranged/ they didn't even think i acted my age/ cause i am so full of rage/ an anger youngstera/ why do people think i am a gangstera/ and call me a wangstra/ so many things just occur/ that make my life seem like blur/ when will i be able to buy a woman some fur/ but for now i will just endure/ all of these things/ and spread my wings/ try to sing/ put a big ding/ in the world as i see it / the one i try not to believe in / cause it leads right back to where it always begins not really having any friends but a like that seems like a trend and then comes the big end when you donm't know where you going or who you be known your head just keeps flowin and your girl keeps blown but you are known you'll always keep goin you won't ever stop until your head pops and you decide to flop or yet become a robot you better careful cause you might get shot in the back of a parking lot

document30004 I leave you crying tears into the night/ letting you think about the romance that you dream of/ when your floating in the sky/ making you feel like you are high/ stoned out of your mind/ but at the same time/ the feelings are mutaul / and they constantly take their toll/ with out you i feel like i am in a deep dark whole/ with no way to escape/ out of this place/ that leaves me so full of hate/ but i keep i trying to find a way/ so i can be with you/ cause your more important/ than what you'll ever know/ you take me out of the cold/ and not make me feel so old/ make be bold/ and not alone/ i know i could always call you up on the phone/ you are so fine too me/ i don't care if anyone else see's let aone thinks/ but i've opened my eyes too see the beauty that lays inside/ i just don't care what you look like on the outside;/ but you take me out of this place/ full of its worldy ways/ and decrease/ its almost like i am in a totally different place/ when i am with you/ girl you know what i wanna do / but doesn't involve and sexaul things with you/ i just wanna go too a nice quite place/ where we can spend the best of our dayz/ just me and you / until we get married and have a family too/ your so great too me/ you don't try too change me/ you just except me for me/ where we can look at each other face to face/ without saying anything/

you mean so much too me/ when i am carressed/ and held by you/ it makes me melt/ when you hold me in your arms so tight/ and my legs get weak / even though out the night/ cause i am just thinking about you and i/ as i ly/ in my bed /with these thoughts and things/ running through my head/ waiting for everything to be ok in the end / i can't help but think about being with you time and time again/

document30005 i think about being with you / and sometimes cry / through out the night/ but i just keep going/ i wanna be with you / i have for a while/ but you got a b/f and the relationship is going good for you./ i don't wanna take that away from you/ so there is nothing else for me too do/ but bottle my emotions / that cause me a lot of comition/ its like you slipped me a love position/ and it leads me to this distorion/ so i try not too tourture myself / when it comes too thinking of you / but its so hard for me not to do / its so hard not too think of you/ wonder what you are up too/ how things are going for you / i wonder what it would be like to be with you/ ..and not just for sexaul reasons either/ but for love itself/

but sometimes i feel like i am in stelph mode/ cause i feel like i gotta be so cold / i see something in you that i rarely see/ that drives me crazy/ i see a passion for love/ and i know you want to be loved / and so much more / and my heart just goes out too you/ i wanna help you/ be there for you/ but sometimes i wonder if my feelings go deeper then more then just liking you/ waht i find great about you is that you are you/ your always just being yourself/ document30006 sometimes when i think of you/ father theres nothing more then i want but to be with you/ when i think of the time of that we had shared/ the world seems almost too much to bare /but i know i will see you again/ in my dreams you will always be/ together in the happiest of ways /i can't stop but to think of those days/ then i know everything will be ok its been so long since i have seen you/ i wonder where i would be with out you/ i feel like you left here in the cold/ only to be alone/ why did you have to leave this place/ i just wish i could see your face/ did my love matter/ i couldn't be more madder/ and now my life has been such a disaster/ and i can't stop running faster/ its been 5 years/ and i still got no place to go / i feel like i am getting so old/ watching my body turn cold/ as i see my heart start to decay/ and roat away/ i ly awake and cry in my sleep / cause pain just won't let me rest/ this is really a hard test / these walls are closing in on me/

leaving me with no place to go / i'm so anger and mad at you/ yet i miss you so much/ i wish i could touch / that face of yours/ you had to take yourself away though/ even though i sought you out/ you still turned away and walk about/ i always thought/ that you loved me / that you would never leave me/ but i guess i was wrong/ other wise i wouldn't be trying to write a song/ that is about you/ i feel like there is nothing else i could ever do/ there was nothing as important too me then you/ you were everything to me/ then you just picked up and decided to leave/ i just wanna know what you were thinking/ so i can stop blaming myself/ i know i wasn't the one who put that rope around your thoart/ that made you choke/ or always left you broke/ document30007 i was constantly neglected/ infected by societys ways/ i watch parts of me start too fade away/ and so many things seemed like they were coved with a haze/ life began to seem like a maze/ i knew i was going to see better days/ and they were gonna come my way/ all i had to do / was jsut make it through/ now i am the desease / they all fear/ and makes them cry so many tears/ i can remember the year/ when it all began/ so many people laughed at me / cause i failed a grade/ tehy said iw as stupid/ but now look it / i aint the one in jail/ never even had to see the place/ look into deep dark faces/ and i always tied my laces/ i was never caught/ but i was never taught/ i just did it on my own/ i never acted like another clone/ i was always myself/ cause any other way i jsut wanted to ralph/but those who made fun of me/ never found the key/ so that they could see/ and i don't play the game/ that use to bring me so much fame/and the wrong kind of name/ nor do i point the finger and blame/ but its cause of you'se /that i do what i do/ and i don't feel so down and blue/walk in a good pair of shoes/ who /did you think you were / sir/ or even

miss/ i could make a giant list/ of all of yhou/ but when i think of you i feel so bad/ and mad /cause you just couldn't leave me be/ you just felt like you had to tease/ a poor little white boy/ who really had no good toys/ but could aways make a lot of noise/ i am the poison that you see. right in from you/ go ahead and take a drink/ maybe it will make you think/twice/ don't worry its not from mice / and it won't give you lice/ i am trying to be nice/ and open your eyes/ cause your too blind for me/ i see the way you treat women/ like a piece of meat/ you expect them too kiss your feet/ please / it should be the other way around/ give them the crown/ and you wear the gown/ you really need to know what its like/not want too always fight / and have to be right/ always getting high so you fly higher then a kite/ its really not alright / a woman doesn't deserve a guy like you/ you know what you should do/ loose that attitude/ that makes you so rude/ dude/stop being so crued/ so other guys like you / just be you/ take it from me / the kid you use too love to tease/ document30008 women want a guy loving and caring/ still kinda daring/ that gazes into their eyes / and bring them a surprise but not all the time/ i know even though i don't have one i could all mine/ but when i find one/even then i wil never call her mine/ cause i don't own her/ but i will always give her the time/ of day/ and try to make everything ok/ even when i am old and grey/ i think thats women want these days/ even though i am still kinda weiry / and can't figure out their ways/ but that is ok / with me/ cause i aint trying to be/ a mister know it all/ i just wanna have a ball/ and yeah i do love them all/ and i love too get phone calls/ especail from them/ no matter the time of day/ wheather i am asleep or awake/ and i will never be fake/ but always try too be understanding / as much as i can/ show them that i am a fan/ never give them one last dance/ or cook them up in a frying pan/ cause i got nothing but love for them/ i will always try to be their friend/ when they are in need/ i don't care if they are fat and ugly and have no teeth/ at least/ iam willing to give it a try/ cause too me its thier heart/ that is important to me/ maybe that is the way you should be /or give it a try at least/ they might be pleased/ and its ok when they tease/ they are just trying to have some fun/ and when they are done / look into their eyes / don't depise/what they just did/in the mist of it all ./ tell them you love them / and you wanna be with them/ then give them one last kiss./ before they finally leave to go to bed/ and rest their pretty little heads/ they are the princess and queens of the world/ so when your stomach starts to curl / give your heart a swirl/ and you just might see/ that she is more then a piece of meat/ that she is your queen/ and when you see/ what iam mean / you will finally know/ the way you should've treated the women before

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our love wouldn't be such a mystery won't you come to a secret place with me where we can forget all things that don't come true where our dreams seem to become reality a place that is filled with lonelyness full of coldness that that freezes you up not allowing love to flow into your heart cause of the feelings around jsut tear you apart and you don't want that i would get down on my knees and ask you to come with me please so we can be one again but the time has not come yet so for now i will ask this of you and maybe it will come true but this is only for you no other woman will i say this too we started out of friends a long time ago and we never made each others lives seem bored some where down the line one of us struck the others cord this aint never happend before just off in a far away dream and yet brings up things that we never dreamed we would see i could never choose another woman after meeting you getting to know you for you and what you do you use to be just a dream that i could barely see you were such a blur and then suddenly all of this started to occur after i gazed into your eyes seen there was nothing about you i could depise and that your heart wasn't full of lies how could i ever denie that i knew you were for me i kinda already what you think but i really look at you as if your my queen the one that causes me too sing about this love in life so please don't turn me away

and cut my heart out with a knife cause i really think you are alright and i will put up a fight if you leave i will be crying into the night missing you for the rest of my life girl you make my life complete yeah it sounds weak and i can really stand on my own to feet but your more then just a peice of meat i can't express my love for you enough and sometimes its so tough thinking you are gonnna leave me here alone out in the cold watching my body grow mold cause its so old i really couldn't live with out you and this i know document30010

i wake up in the morning and i see the sun shining but i sit and wait to see the clouds forming hoping they will start to role in cause it brings a smile to my face and i think of so many ways and its kind hard for me to explain some times i wonder how came back to this place alls i see are the faces but it still makes me feel like i am in outer space i feel like i don't belong to this world cause when i look around and see it it makes me stomache curl I know that i need a referral to get out of this world that i just can't stand and see so many people wearing bands it almost seems like they are all the same in so many different ways

sometimes i wonder how i ever make it through the day cause nothing ever seems to be ok life never goes my way so i sit and stare out the window wish my dreams would come true i really got nothing else better to do cause this world all seems to be stuck to gether with crappy glue i see it falling apart right before my eyes and no matter what i can't disquise the fact that i see so many different things and it always brings a little more pain my way this world is so gay and so many people try to relay the same thing just in different ways but today is a new day filled with more emotions besides love and hate reason to start a new debate and to be fake and its not too late to your life around so that one day you can wear a crown there is so many reason why the clouds bring a smile to my face and maybe you can start to understand when you see the world through my eyes waiting to go to a different place

some times i wonder how i ever got to be with you you opened up my mind and eyes to the light that stood out in the night the one thing that i always figured wasn't right but it made me feel like everything will be alright and you never have left my side I often wonder though if i got to hide all of the feelings i got inside cause i know when i look at you theres something about you

that makes me fly you send me up too the sky make me feel as if i am high leaving me too wondering why how on earth did I get a women like you one that treats me like gold too you are so much more pression to me then the rest of world no matter how much you made my twirl feel like i am going in curcle waiting for a mircle but you really touched my soul then you went away now i don't know what too say when i look at you cause the sky looks so dark and grey making everytthing seem like it will be ok but this is the way you made it all to be at least that is what i believed instead of thinking that it was me and that i couldn't see all's i wanted was our love to exist and i still do even though you left me kinda pissed i didn't even get one final last kiss and that is what i truely miss i even tried to to asist even though you always resisted no matter how much i insisted but i want you too know you are truely missed deep down inside this heart of mine and i know that you were truely kind someone like you is hard to find cause you don't play with peoples minds you just didn't want to give me the time to find this place in the world that is mine yet your heart was so valuable to me but you never even seen how much you meant too me I never even realized

it was ok to show some emotion and start a little comotion up inside of this heart of mine even take a bit of some love poiton instead of living a life full disortion moving too this the worldly motion that will never be as deep as the ocean

document30011 i have dreamed of being with you for so many years and cried so many tears through those years yet i still do cause all i wanna do is be with you too sit and talk to you it just feels so right i don't wanna let you go but let my love flow out too you cause all i wanna do is be with you from the moment i first say you girl i knew i wanted you especailly when i gazed into you eyes i felt like i had died and gone too heaven but i know i aint deserven enough too kiss you good night hold you in my arms so tight yet i still fight too show you the love i got for you on the inside and i can't denie it i just wana sit close too you watch the sun go down cause you turn my frown upside down so go ahead and take a bow you are allowed you plowed me right into the ground you made it so i couldn't even stand up

and since then i felt like i am in slump cause i don't have you by my side only having a craving too curl up too you cause theres nothing else i would rather do but be with you you are so lovely too me you look better then the open sea can't i just have a little peak your really the only thing that i am able too seek right at this very time i will do what evera i have too jsut too be with you and we both know i don't wanna change but i will if i have too just too be with you cause there is nothing i would rather do but show my love too you without you i feel do dark and gloomy its almost like people are booing me and they can't see what you do too me so let me show them just one line will you allow me too be that kind so maybe they can find that one true thing that is so important too them they won't be acting like clowns taking life as a joke teaseiing people cause they are broke and leave the open hearted foke alone insteand of them feeling cold and disowned let me just throw them a bone if only they could hear your sweet voice on the phone they would truely know why i would do anything to be with you cause really thats all i wanna do

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i don't wanna see you in a cell locked up behind some bars and walls hear about you watching many others walking down the so called halls just waitin too get their hand on you your so small what are you going to do shooooot there aint nothing else that i can do i have turned too every possible way so i don't gotta go out this way and i know its not ok or good for the kids but when it coems right down too it i guess i gotta do my bit cuase societ is pushing me towards it even though i don't like the shit but there are so many other choices and what about the unborn child that your about too have think about them when you are making that choice befor you go and destroy all that you have what would about you dad what would he do if he was this sad and life was treating him bad i really don't know i thought i knew before but i know your right that i really shouldn't go too this fight but i just see no other way things will work out ok i know this is true so don't get all teary eyed and turn blue maybe you should jsut leave me too i aint gonna go away yeah things will be ok but hey

at least think about these things before you walk back down this road you know it could only leave you cold so why are you being so bold when you know what it did too you before i know its hard for you too understand and i try too explain it to you over and over again to try and keep you sane so you don't loose your mind but you don't hear me when i say i will be fine no matter the day or the time and i will come running back to and for you on a drop of dime cause i was meant for you and you were meant for me i remember when we first met it start out with a tease then as we got older you asked me out and used the word please gee's only if you knew what you did too and for me then you would see how much i really care its a lot more then i did before cause are older now so go on and take a bow cause you've become a man and i am huge fan i remember it all too and if it wasn't for you i wouldn't have changed any of my ways things defeantly wouldn't be ok but think of this day that you have the choice to walk away and you aint doin it but you stay here and sit right next too me hopeing and wishing things will be ok and we will both get too walk away safe and sound you are the only woman that i want to wear the crown of love

that comes from heart i know this could tear us part but don't see i aint anothe shark i won't run off like a bat out of hell so go ahead make the wedding plans so we can ring that bell that will be the great sound

document30013 someones always trying to get back in the darkness of the night thinking its alright even though i might get my throat slice with a knife cause they need me too fight (chorus) and i think its right but at the same time i know they aint gonna be around when i am down they will ingore the sound that comes out my mouth and then boast sayin they were down i was jsut being stupid and acting like a clown and wear a frown instead of a crown (chorus) they wouldn't even come too my funeral too be see me being barried in the ground you wouldn't even see them a wearing a black gown i have always fought too be in the light my goals and aims are at amazing hieghts and i don't get high so i can fly like a kite (Chorus) but i just might turn my life around and up side down once again just too see aht kind of man i can really be i just feel like i am being used and abused

constantly having my heart bruised and i know i sound like i am starting to accuse and it might be a little too soon but hey i could be doomed then what would i do (chorus) who would be there for me since when did people think i was the key too the way of life sometimes i wonder if i should have lineince too carry a knife and make everything alright yet i still hang on too this twig that keeps me from falling cause i really don't want to start balling (chorus) so i jsut keep callin out too the lord too take me away with his sword like he could've done so many times before cause he is the only that has really struck a cord and the only one i can afford too allow in this heart of mine maybe i shouldn't be so kind but its so hard for me too find the time when this world has me in a bind man i wish i could have a simple mind and a closed off heart that way i wouldn't worry about it being torn apart chorus: life gets cold as i grow old i never thought i would go through this like before and its tearin me apart inside there isn't a way i can comprimise any of my time

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i sit quit and relax/ but if you look into my eyes/ you can see that i am ready to burst/ let out a gaint power serge/ cause my earge/ and i know this seems a little obserb/ but you kinda deserve what you are about too get/ jsut move a little over too the left/ and i bet / there you will find / a bigt peice of my mind/ cause i aint impressed/ you haven't been doing your best/ and i am off too go find another man/ go out and get a tan/ why couldn't you just be a man i'm kinda wild and crazy/ but at least i got some style/ one of my own/ and just too let you know it don't matter if you pick up the phone/ cause you are as useless as a bone/ cause your as foney as can be / and too think/ i even helped you too be/ someone i didn't like/ maybe that is why we always fight/ i can't stand to put up with you for a whole night/ i don't think you can handle me/ we will just have to wait too see/ what you think and believe/ cause i want you too be apart of my dreams/ along wiht a few of my fanstys/ but if you aint for me/ then they will never be/ no matter how hard we try to successed/ at any kind of thing/ so you better be able to bring/ everything i am look for/ and if not before/ we go any farther/ don't even bother/

jsut take and walk on out/ and please don't pout/ especailly out loud/ cause i don't need a crowd../ too know what i do / so if you gotta cry the boo wooo's ./ go some place and tell someone who / cares / and will sit and cry tears with you/

document30015 you aren't always around jsut too talk / yet your so kind and fine/ i wish i had like you be mine/ but you really wouldn't be mine/ cause then i would be holding you captive/ and that wouldn't help you too be relaxed/ but i will use my word too attack your heart/ cause you really smart/ and a great peice of art/ i wonder what it would be like too be with a woman like you/ let alone if i handle it / i really don't know what i would do/ i guess i would hope you would throw me a shoe/ give me some kind of clue/ what you want me too do/ cause i just wanna be with you/' your so important too me/ but you really don't see/ what you mean too me/ sometimes you even seem like a tease/ and i almost feel like i gotta bag and say please/ but if that is what i gotta do/ to be with you / then that is what i will do / cause i would do anything for you/ and i will prove it too you / even if i gotta live in a shoe/ eat garbage out of the shoot/

after you give me the boot/ but the little time i would get too spend with you would be a hoot/ but this is my Q/ too let you knnow what i would do/ if i was with you/ i would romantices you/ until you turn blue/ feed you and lay with you/ prove that i am worthy too be with you / watch i will show you/ i will bring you to wine and dine/ tell everyone that you aint mine/ but you are with me / even if it only seems like a tease/ and have everyone laugh at me/ for being with you and doing everything that you ask me too / cause i got nothing but love for you /so please now hand me a shoe/ and let me walk out of here/ before i start too shead afew tears/ cause of my fears/ i don't wanna cry in front of my peers/

Document30016 i walk around in the quite night/ looking for you my light/ that shines so bright/ but it doesn't leave me in a fright/its more liek the the greatest sight/ that i have seen/ and makes me cry so many tears/ knowing that i have wasted and seen so many years / sat back and just drank a lot of beers / while they passed me by / cause you make me fly/ if it wasn't for you i doubt that i would ever feel high/your my other wing/ not jsut some fling / or someone i wanna show my ding a ling / too / i really want to get to know ytou/ and be with

you/ hold you in my arms so tight / especailly through those lonely cold nights/that i fight/ cause i know that your right / for me/ so baby please/ come and be with me / your all i need/ to get by in the life/ that seems like a old ran down dive/ so won't you jsut give me the time/ to see if we can find / jsut a spark/ that we can chew on like sharks / to run with like going like a dart/ or a bat out of hell/ cause a woman like you / i would love to see me ring those wedding bell / now that i have fallen/ soemtimes iwanna just start ballin/ and wonder if i am jsut started crawlin/ cause i never met a woman like you / that makes me feel the way you do / you give me my other shoe / so i can keep on walking/ and really start talking / about this great thing called love/ that makes me sing like a morning dove/ and above / all . / i can't wait to give you a call /with out i know i would fall / flat on my face/ you are my grace/ the one i can see wear nice lace/ and have better days / so take thing this ring/ and bring a song to sing/ of love and joy/ i know your heart aint a toy/ but i aint a boy /i am a man / that does understand/ what a woman does need/ and i don't mena to

successed/ but to help with her dreams/ and desires/ so she don't grow old and tired/ i know i don't really know the last man you fired/ alls i know is that you got tired/ of being ttrapped / hell i thought you would have to be zapped / to get out of there. / i know taht i care/ and this is a big dare/ but its only fair/ that i say how i feel/ while you sit there and peel/ the junk off this wheel / your the type of woman i would give my last meal / there is nothing i could do or say/ to make you think of me in all the right ways/ but i hiope this is all ok / and you do come my way/ or you let me come to you/ what ever you want to do / or if you just want to friends thats cool too/ as long as i am able to talk to you / and just to let you know you will always have aplace in my heart/ i know you aint gonna tare it apart/ but the second you call me / i will fly to you like a dart/ you won't have to push me like a shopping cart/ i always wanna be there for you / no matter what others say or do / to try and get in the way/ i won't let it us separate / cause of the things they say/ i hope this is all ok/

document 30017 hey how you doing ? i jsut flew in and thought i should tell you what i think with a fin so please don't throw this out in the bin all's i really want is you sitting here by my side all of the time cause a women like you is hard to find its just you always blow my mind. i sit here and think of ways to tell you how you amaze me sweep me off my feet and make me wana say please will you be with me you bring me to my knee's and pray to the lord asking him if he will help me alls i really want is you there is nothing more i would rather have then you right here by my side all of the time cause a woman like you is so hard to find its just you blow my mind the day i first looked into you eyes i thought to myself this woman is so fine if only i could make her mine but i know i can't buy a woman like this i gotta win her with a specail kiss before i miss out on something so specail

alls i really want is you there is nothing more i would rather have then you right here by my side cause a woman like you is so hard to find its just you blow my mind

i just gotta have you by my side baby girl you make my stomache curl if you let me i would probably paint a merile of you that is something i would love to do call me a fool or what you will but you don't make me blue tell you to shoo but i do wanna be with you alls i want is you there is nothing more i would rather have but you right here by my side cause a woman like you is so hard to find its just you blow my mind when i look at you i am speechless and leaves me in a huge mess cause when i look at you i see nothing but the best you are nothing less alls i want is you there is nothing more i would rather have but you right here by my side cause a woman like you is so hard to find its just you blow my mind you give me happy thoughts that i fought

cause that is what i was taught to do but when i look at you you put me in a good mood and my gaurd drops every part of me just flops you could mop up all my tears as all of my fears start to go away after so many years now i jsut wanna hold you dear alls i want is you there is nothing more i would rather have but you right here by my side cause a woman like you is so hard to find its just you blow my mind just sit there and hear the words that are coming from my mouth they aren't come from down south but wanna bring you wealth that no money can buy they jsut might send you flying high alls i want is you there is nothing more i would rather have but you right here by my side cause a woman like you is so hard to find its just you blow my mind oh my... what am i saying i aint delaying or even emailing but i am sailing up on cloud nine

will you come and find this heart of mine and live as one until our time is done roll around and have some fun alls i want is you there is nothing more i would rather have but you right here by my side cause a woman like you is so hard to find its just you blow my mind document30018 i have found the woman of my dreams that i thought only lived in my fanstys the one i thought i would never meet but she's right here in front of me how could i not see that she was meant for me how i could i let her get away i must have been feeling ok today cause that wasn't ok that wasn't the way that it was suppose to be now i have to think how to get her back into my life before i decide i can't sleep at night and i jsut wanna get drunk and fight cause she was my light with her everything felt right so this is to you dear i hope your able hear i hold you near in this heart of mine you were so kind that you blew my mind you gave me the time and sat and listend to the words that i said no matter where they lead and you feed me

the strength that i need to keep carrying on going let the words keep flowing and glowing with nothing but love for you i never meant to hurt you now i jsut wanna hold you tight is that right with out you i will probably be smoking out of a bong and doing so many things wrong but you made and make my life so perfect never let me feel like i was deserted you always made me warm inside like no other has before you opend up my hearts doors and now all's i can do is ask that you would give this one more chance in hope for a long time romance i jsut don't want in your pants but i would like to glance at you cause i just wanan grow old with you kiss and hug on you you know that you want to too i need you and desire you there is nothing i want more then to be with you even if i gota live out of a shoe or in a card board box be surrounded by warloks or just a bunch of cops it really doesn't matter to me i will do and be what ever i have too cause that is just me i need you with me i wana sweep you right off your feet so baby please come and be with me i will try and give y ou all of your dreams and your fanstys like you have done for me i wanna make sure you pleased i aint trying to tease

but i would like to bring you to your knee's have you be with me until that time though i don't wanna make you a fo or give you some stupid ass show but open up your hearts door like no man has before so i will just get down my knee's and pray that you will be with me again one day i aint trying to be fake but i do wana make us work and its driveing me buzerk i will always have some kind of smerk when i see you cause i got nothing but love for you document30019 i stepped into a dream today and suddenly everytthing became ok not so black and white it made me feel like a kite i met my angel of my dreams you knowthe one that sweep off my feet no matter what you think and takes you away to a far away place brings you better dayz makes your life seem like its not in such a haze shows you the way out of the maze well that is what i have found and now i am bound to take away the frown turn it upside down and give her my crown she's got me feeling so good i aint never been in a better mood its almost like she is the best food that i ever could have i doubt she could ever make me mad let a lone sad even if she did it wouldn't be that bad

but i would be kinda glad knowing she aint perfect but she is well worth it and i wouldn't through a fit but sit and talk to her cause with out her i wouldn't endure or even messure to half the man she makes me to be that i am able to see with just even a little peak i spent so long in seek of her i thought i would never find her but now she has come to me and i am happy this has happend to me there is no other way i would rather it be jsut take a look and see cause this seems like a fairy tale but i know our love will provale this love betwen a male and female you could scoop us up in a laddle but not one just single together as one we will always be no matter what people seem to think cause we both seek the same thing and put a big ding this just isn't a fling but a huge thing for the both of us i know people are gonna cuse let them too if they must but this is just between me and her it don't matter what others think so let them stir and stay awake i know this isn't fake but we are gonna make it so just take it and except it or go on and walk away cause your ways aint gonna change a thing so go ahead and bring your opion

cause this is our dominion and yours so go back home and stick to your own little dome if you want though call us on the phone either then that don't bother just leave us alone

Document30020 my heart needs to be repaired cause of the dispaire that i got from a dare it really isn't fair all because i showed someone that i cared when i just got my lights punched out i aint one to pout is that what love is suppose to be all about her body was bangin she didn't leave me hangin and the guy with her was a bit flamin i told her i think this was a game but her eyes touched me in so many ways just seeing her made everythign feel ok made me totally forget about the rest of my day i didn't even get to sit and watch it decay cause of the way that she made me feel i even got to buy her a meal show her my wheels and with out knowing it she began to peel all my layers away touching me in certain unkown ways but it felt good in a strange way it really did seem ok then it was just like something came over her i don't know what it was that occured that i aint sure it all seems like a blurr there is no way i even wanna ask her so now i just sit here a lone hopeing to hear voice on the phone

that she will throw this dog a bone or just make me a clone of her even though she is more then i could ever deserve there is so much that i learned just from talking to her but i do the love is still there jsut don't know where but it is some where i know cause i still see her hair blowing in the wind i guess that is really where the story started to to begin when i see her walking and talking looking into her eyes that made me just want to give up everything and die cause thjere is no woman out there as fine she took me so long too find i wanted her to be mine there isn't a instant that she isn't on my mind but i guess that is how loves goes it always seems to flow and blow right on by even if you are willing to give it the chance and time not use any specail little lines

document30021 i sit here watching fights some place in quiet night as i pray under the street lights knowing this isn't right as i see little kids running around with guns they don't know how to fun i can't help but too sit and think until the break of dawn on how to stop this all make the see they gotta stop and pick up the ball before they fall into a firey pit of hate that isn't a nice looking gate and doesn't have to be their fate

to die by a bullet in the chest or see their best friend in a ass huge mess this is their life and could very well be their death i remember back in the day when i could only see one way its deffantly not how i see things today it was the other way the way that speaking of i was never full of love or prayed to the lord above and thanked God until my dad took his own life or so they say now i just sit here wondering if i would've went that night would my body be in decay but that was the choice i made so please listen to what i got to say cause i have looked at everything in every kind of way back when i was just a teen thinking that the world revolved around me i couldn't see i was blind as i could be surround by the darkness of my heart cause of the people that tore it apart the heart hurt a lot so i turned around and became the person that they made me out to be only too let them see and feel the anger and hate that they caused to live in me releasing it apon who ever came to close cause i knew they would hurt me the most i aint trying to boast people gave me the name the tremy casue i carried a knfe with me cause they seen and i would use it on anyone that was there to ruin my kind of fun i didn't care if you held a gun and pointed it at me cause i wasn't scared to die this isn't just a story or a lie all of this use to be my high that would make me fly right off the handle

i am surprise someone doesn't have my head as a mantel and that i haven't seen the ganvel then my friend s even said i was a little off the handle i had gone off the wall when i stabbed a friend in the hand not once but again and again all cause he called my girl a slut only to find myself being dumped htat really left me in a slump then i decided to [pick myself up and treat women like a piece of meat cause they didn't mean a thing to me i thought i would never meet my wife to be so please take a look at me and try to see me for me how i changed my ways i started to see my own heart start too decay as i faded away into the depts of the night i didn't need any kind of light cause the darkness became my life along with my might only to find i should have done what was right and fight for the light instead of against it cause all it did was bring me shit get me a personal hit i can honestly say though that i never had to do a bit so please take this as a lesson put all of the darkness on the shelf and quit your messin before your friends and family find you missin cause no one wants to go on that mission its a nightmare for everyone please start trying to have some fun before your time is done leaving you with jsut a life full of regrets

document30022 i know what its like to fall through societys cracks and how it causes you to act as a matter of fact i know it all to well caus i was one of those people society cause to fall bang my head off the wall and that just wasn't all i became a thug i didn't even care if i got a hug i just looked at the world as if it was full of dumb fucks cause society pushed me into corner made me put my back up too the wall and fall pick up the old chain and ball cause thats all that came my way they just couldn't see that i just wanted to be me and not surrender to all of these conformities i was as abnormal as you could be stuck up and head strong stuck too writing my songs cause they understand i don't think i need a degree to say i can do anything and if i do then prove it too me you can be as book smart as you want to be and still not know a fucking thing how dumb and stupid do you gotta be not too see but hey had to push me into that life of being a thug no way of making good moeny except running drugs i became the bug that they wanted to crush the one they couldn't touch i never asked for that much i just asked for a chance but society turns their heads and didn't give me a second glance who knows maybe it had ants in it pants now they are trying to take it all away

make this mind of my decay but i won't let them cause that aint ok they made me this way so here i am today come on society please come and deal with me take a look at you created the person you were hoping would faded into the darkness of hte night and wouldn't come out and put up a fight i know i aint the great white hype but i am right here in front of your face looking at your place being amazed waiting for those better days where i can come and dine with you show you what you turned me into knock you down and treat you like a fool cause you deffantly weren't a useful tool i don't see why you can't help people who can't read and do some many other things they got so much to bring yet you throw them out into the trash then you wonder why there are those that lash out are constantly in a pout i'll tell you what let me throw you out onto the streets make you starve wonder what you are going to eat walk around with dirty feet hopeing that one day you will see one dream come true for you but you already know that aint gonna happen for you cause of where society has marked you but you don't stop wondering if someone will stop and start believing in you except you for you show them what are you able to do htat you just aint a fool or a waste of breath you just need a chance

document30023 i am going to bring this nation its abomanation bring it so much devistation i have made it my mission cause its denied me the satistfaction of seeing my dreams true so i am taking action i won't need a destraction cause i am a mastmind with a crazed mind and i do have lots of time to figure out the ways too make this society fall down too its knee's make them al lsee that i just want to be me and i aint gonna surrender to its formalaties they don't understand my struggle only believe me to be trouble i constantly wathc grumble and mumble hoping i am going to fumble all of this will probably get me into the courts make them really want to send me to a "specail resort" give me my own little "fort" with four rubber walls so i can jump around pretending i am a bouncey ball and continue to fall between its cracks cause they just think i am wacked thats why i 've had 3 shrinks they kicked me out basically and told me i was a dink i guess they meant i was a leak link but now i sit and think of ways too show them that i am ok prove them wrong in all of their ways just like i did too the teachers back in high school made so many of them look like fools when i told them i could hardly read but when it came to writing hell its just a part of me that they can't understand or see

how anything like that can be cause they aint got a open mind or can even find the time to try to understand so instead they just bare and grind all of their teeth wishing that i was weak if they only knew what it is a seak they would probably be like dogs in heat probably wouldn't turn me away either like a set of dirty stinky feet but hey its all on me and my mistakes at least so they say that is ok one day they will see my face on tv then they will see what it was i could have been if they would have only given me the chance and took the time to see even if they just took a peak

Fly Solo society has me flying solo it makes me feel so low cause no one will say hello that got me figured out to be a wigger thinking i just walk around and shoot everyone the finger i might as do what they figure cause they just think of me a wigger i aint no eminem and don't wanna be him i just wanna be plain old simple me why can't society see and just believe that i am me i do stand on my own too feet no matter what iwill sucessed in all of my dreams feed the crack and hyron feans

and i aint talking about just beans give them something nice more then just a slice cause of my life i know now that its got so much to offer there is no reason to be a buster ir get into a muster over so many little things if you solve them doesn't mean you are going to get wings they will just bring you heart and pain so go ahead and take them with a grain of salt cause you just bought into the bigest lie and you can't even denie sure it may make you feel high at first then you will find out you are about to burst suddenly everything will feel like it is worse you aint gonna stop alls your gonna do is curse you know who is going to be the one that endures though who just let go of the pain that leaves you strained they are gonna be the ones that gain and not loose a thing but bring so much happyness to you you aren't gonna know what to do besides feel like a fool a broken tool even though you really won't be you jsut gotta see you can't fix everything that comes your way so just take it day by day and you will be ok be able to think and feel just like me i am free as can be nothing stands in my way thats how i know i will successed and i have gave up the pain

cause i know it will drive me insane life aint a game or about fame document30025 on the day i opened up my eyes i took a look inside only to find somewheres i would hide all my emotions that caused a lot of comotion and made things have distortion but now i am ready to do some absorbtion of all the goodness in life taht will send me to amazing heights make me feel like i am in flight while i put up a fight jsut to stay alive and not take a dive that will make me feel so down and out put me into a pout remebering how i use to get beat by a belt that would leave welts those won't make my heart melt thats what not what life is about i know that now too me this is what it is all about i am looking and searching for you but i don't know where to look or if you are just someone out of a book but you leave me all shook up and you fill my cup full of this love that i wanna i give away before my body starts to decay i know that we can make it work if we jsut give it a try we would deffently fly up in the sky sore through the clouds yelling with joy so loud

when others see us they would bow caue i am the king of your heart and your queen of mine just give me the day and time and i will be there no matter how hard you are to find i just want you to be mine holding you so tight and close in my arms while i hear alarms telling me to act tough and treat you ruff put you in cuffs but i will blow them off you are so important to me your a dream and fansty that i can only see during the night while my eyse are closed tight as i try to fight not too loose site stay in flight cause there is nothing that feels so right but sit here and give you my love that is so strong but you are were it belongs no matter how long it takes to give it to you i know that is what is i wanna do cause you more then deserve it too i just gotta know who you really are so if i have to go and steal a car or jsut go out to the bar i don't care how far that i gotta go with out you my heart is sore like it nothing has caused it to be before so please open up that door and show me who you are so i can head there no matter how far you are

document30026 i can remember it was jsut me and you running the streets acting all cool and we didn't look like fools but now look at what you've gone and done you might as well put a gun up too my head cause i don't think you realize how dumb you seem to be right now to ome you got me running in the dark trying to keep away from the sharks flying like a dart just so i can survive one last time and make things fine why did you have to cross that line now i gotta say good-bye start to fly not be able to get high stoned right out of my mind lost my girl at the same time cause you were so dumb this time how am i suppose to find a place to hide until this all blows over take some cover i am lover not a fighter so stupid ass lier its ytour pic that should be on the flier that is my desire when this is all said and done you can garentee ytou better be gone cause the hunt for oyu is on i am going to come and get you you know it too so now waht are you going to do you better hope and pray i don't surive this thing one last time and that i can't find

you your really not going to liek what i am going to do to you you just need to know i am coming for you and i kinda hope i don't find you i don't wanna put you in a body bag you stupid dumb ass fag but i hate you more then an old hag and i wanna choip off your legs and feed them to my dogs let them chew on them like little frogs then turn you over to the mob document 30027 i've shead so many tears through the years while i've sit back and drink quite afew beers wishing this pain would just go away before i turn old and grey i jsut got so much to say but nothing seems to go my way and i jsut seem to fade off into the darkness watching people mark this while they sit there pissin themselves but they could never do what i can do and they know that too but then when they look at you they know that i try to sucessed in everything not giving up on my dreams trying to get people to see or even jsut take a peak so that will seek and see that part of me they seem to have a hard time to believe cuase they don't know what its like to love a son wondering where he is gone if you will see him before you tiem is done knowing you jsut wann get to know him and have some fun but you know yo uaint the bum or all that dumb thta didn't want anything to do with your child cause they seemed a little to wild

or too mild but love them for who they are cause they don't care if you own a car or if their life and yours was a bit bizare you know that your both able to see so far and jsut get along look at all the woman wearing thier thongs having fun singing songs as you dance around getting women to shake their asses as you'se get down cause it takes away the frown and bring out the clown but see they can't see how important that is too a person like me that is why i want them to take just a peak into this heart of mine hell they just gotta tell me the day and time and iwill be right there too show them a person who really cares a person who will take any dare no matter if it is fair or not document 30028 i've seen dreams get crushed into powdery dust heard them being hushed as if they were too real to touch but i am here to tell you go ahead and take your dreams to lunch casue they are able to be touched so go ahead and try to live your dreams and fanstys don't believe what others have to say thy've jsut gave up on their dreams lost all sense of being free go ahead and give them a tease show them at least you are going to try to live your dreams and that you will successed in every single thing as long as you put your mind too tell the moron the shoo

cause it aint your fault they are feeling so blue and down in the dumps why should you be in a slump man you don't even need dumb luck so fuck what everyone else has to say you know that you are going to be ok so just go on your way let them grow old and grey and watch their bodys decay while you go out and get made bring your dream out there you know you are going to payed for something you love to do just as long as you real and be true don't be acting like a fool cause we don't anymore broken down tools poor ass worthless fools so just go out and get whats comeing to ya cause the world is ready and needs ya

document30029 some people say i got so much love to give/ but too be honest it feels like only God will take this love of mine/ it feels like its a unknown crime/ while this heart of my trys to shine/ when will people learn to give me the time / jsut too recieve/ this one gift that isn't a tease/ but can release/ so my hurt and pain/ that plays a big role in peoples brains/ can't bring any shame / but make you look at a girl and realize she aint a dame/ but a queen of the universe/ so why do we sit and curse/ instead of emerge/ sending out a power serge/

fo this thing we call love/ knwing only true love comes from above/ from God himself / jesus showed us the way/ how our spirits and hearts wouldn't decay/ and made it so we could see /instead of looking at him as if he was our emeny/ hoping we wouldn't flea/ and that we would climb up too the mountain peak/ just too seek/ this gift called love/ that we yearn/