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RIGHTEOUS OBSESSIONBy Rose Riker

Text Copyright 2013 by Rose RikerAll Rights Reserved
ACKNOWLEDGEMENTSMany thanks go to the people who helped me with this book. Cindy
Carnes, Beth Hotvedt, Sherry Junck, and Lu Lunning who read my manuscript, made
suggestions, and encouraged me to publish it. Additional thanks to Beth for the
thinking up the perfect title when I couldnt and for checking my grammar and
punctuation. A big shout out of thanks to Romy Banciu for the fantastic
cover!
Chapter 1Colin Matthews sat out on the deck of his Victorian Home in Sausalito,
California with his feet propped up on the deck railing. Twenty-eight-years-old,
Colin was 62 with a well-toned body, broad shoulders, slim hips and long legs. He
had a thin face with high cheekbones, deep brown eyes with long, thick lashes, a
sensual mouth and a slight cleft in his chin. His thick, wavy auburn hair hung
below his waist and an earring dangled from his left ear. He stared out at the San
Francisco skyline which tonight appeared hazy, the usually bright lights of the
buildings muted. He thought about his band, Unforgivens first headlining tour that
would start in two days and that led to his thinking about their interview with
Metal Now tomorrow morning. It was not one of the bands favorite rock magazines
and he wasnt looking forward to it. Their reviews of Unforgiven had been, so far,
uniformly bad. Colin toyed with his earring as he wondered, not for the first time,
why no reporter had as yet picked up on the mystery in his past. He had expected
questions on it as the band became better known and speculated on what might happen
when the information became public. He wasnt sure if he really wanted to find
out.It was a warm spring night in the small, Midwestern city of Brunsville, a suburb
of Minneapolis. For the students of Our Lady of Grace High School it was the perfect
end to a perfect day. It was the day of the annual, all-school spring picnic held
every year, two weeks before graduation. It started with a hayride followed by a
cookout. Other student activities included softball, volleyball, horseback riding
and hiking. The day ended with a dance, now in progress, in the Catholic Youth
Center. Excruciatingly loud rock music drifted outside through the doors left open
to circulate fresh air. The rooms simple, but attractive decorations consisted of
red, yellow, blue, and green streamers and balloons. The students were dressed
casually in jeans, T-shirts, sweaters and blouses.Only one more hour of this
insanity, Sister Thomas Mary thought as she glanced at her watch. Why did I ever
agree to chaperone this dance? The noise is enough to render one completely deaf!
The Sister was a tall, bony woman in her early fifties with thin lips, sharp
features and pale, stern eyes. Her formidable appearance was enhanced by the fact
she had chosen to retain the traditional garb of her Order, rather than wearing the
modified version. The students referred to her as the old crow behind her back.
From her seat, as far away from the band as she could get, Sister Thomas Mary
surveyed the crowd of students, gyrating around the dance floor. She could see
Debbie Simpson wore indecently tight jeans and a sweater that clearly revealed to
all she was not wearing a bra. Her best friend, Diana Conrad, was standing beside
her. Birds of a feather, Sister Thomas Mary sniffed.Standing in front of the
girls was Father David Michaels who had been teaching at the high school barely five
months. Hed replaced Father Casey whom the Bishop had transferred after he got
involved in one too many protest marches. Father Michaels, though young and newly
ordained, was very conservative in his beliefs. Unlike Father Casey, Father
Michaels believed that if Catholics followed the Churchs teachings without
question, everything else would fall into its rightful place. He taught the
eleventh and twelfth grade religion classes and was, no doubt, an excellent
influence on his students.Father Michaels, twenty-six, had an average height and
build. He was handsome with a rather thin face and high cheekbones, big blue,
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thickly lashed eyes and a sensuous mouth with a full lower lip. His thick wavy hair
was dark blond, cut conservatively and neatly combed. Many of the junior class girls
thought he was hot, but agreed that he was creepy with his self-righteous attitude
and his staunch beliefs. He conveyed the idea, whenever possible, that women were
weak vessels and very much prone towards sin. Unlike the casually dressed students,
Father Michaels wore his clerical garb and Roman collar. Several teenagers,
laughing and chattering, surrounded him, but he riveted his attention on the
conversation of the two young women standing behind him.So, are you getting hot and
horny thinking about seeing Unforgiven, Deb?Are you kidding, Din? I cant wait!
I have some very special after-concert plans for Colin Matthews. Debbie Simpson,
seventeen, was tall, voluptuous and looked older than her actual age. She had full,
firm breasts, tightly toned thighs and an ass that looked really good in the tight
designer jeans that so disgusted Sister Thomas Mary. Debbie was very pretty with
long lashed green eyes and a milky white complexion set off by her thick red-gold
hair. Most of the boys in the junior class were dying to fuck her, but Debbie
rarely dated. The class gossip-vine reported that she preferred older men.How do
you know Colins going to be panting to fuck you? Diana challenged her.Ive never
had any man I wanted to fuck refuse me yet, Debbie replied confidently.The girls
moved off leaving Father Michaels in shock. He felt a need to be alone and went
outside. Mentally, he flipped through the pictures hed recently seen of Colin
Matthews. His mouth curled in hatred. Colin already had too much! He wasnt going
to add Debbie to his collection not if he could prevent it! There was a sudden
burst of laughter from behind him and he turned to find Debbie and Diana.Goodnight,
Father. Debbie said demurely as she passed him.The scent of her cologne drifted
over to him and even in the dim light he could see the outline of her erect nipples
through the thin material of her sweater. He watched as the girls got into Debbies
car and continued to talk for several minutes more before Debbie drove away.Talking
about Colin Matthews, no doubt, Father Michaels muttered angrily. He suddenly
noticed that the music had stopped and the kids were starting to drift outside. He
turned and walked quickly across the campus, crossed the street, and entered
Aloysius Hall. Without speaking to anyone, he hurried upstairs to his room and
closed the door behind him. His room was austere, containing only a bed, a desk and
a chest of drawers. A crucifix was hanging on the wall over the bed. He knelt
beside his bed and began to pray fervently. He was so deep in prayer he failed to
notice the time passing. Suddenly he stumbled to his feet, an exhausted smile on
his face, and the light of intense faith shining in his eyes. He knew what God
wanted him to do! Father Michaels sat down at his desk and switched on the lamp.
He unlocked the bottom drawer and took out a manila file folder. Several photos
slid out of it and fell to the floor unnoticed. He riffled through its contents
until he found what he needed then picked up the phone. In San Francisco the object
of Debbies lust walked back and forth across his managers office, alternately
brushing at his long hair and glancing at his watch.Colin, will you please stand
still. Youre making me nauseous, Steve Crowley, who managed Colins band,
Unforgiven, complained. I dont know why youre so nervous anyway. Its just an
interview and youve done thousands of them.Its Metal Now and theyll slag us no
matter how well the interview goes, Colin replied, jamming his hands into the
pockets of his jeans. His dress was casual, consisting of tight, faded black jeans
and a bright green T-shirt.What time is he or she supposed to be here? Jackson
or, as he preferred, Jake Rousselle, Unforgivens bass player, asked, glancing up
from the rock magazine he was reading.He or she was supposed to be here a half-hour
ago, Steve answered and picked up the phone as his secretary, Devon, stuck her head
in the door. Steve, Dan Quinn and his photographer from Metal Now are
here.Send Quinn in, Steve growled.I guess they think were having a major orgasm
over them deciding to interview us. They think they can treat us like shit and we
wont care, Mace Saxon, Unforgivens drummer, remarked as he balanced a drumstick
on the tip of his index finger.Colin watched as the door opened and Quinn strutted,
and that was the only word to describe it, into the room.Mr. Crowley, sorry Im
late, but I was in the middle of a phone interview with Madonna.Mr. Quinn. Steve
nodded as he rose from behind his desk. He was forty, tall, thin and balding. His
face was thin with a long nose and dark, piercing eyes. He always reminded Colin of
the descriptions hed read of Sherlock Holmes except Holmes wasnt going bald.Ill
allow you to interview Unforgiven this time, Steve began softly. His voice rose as
he continued, But if you or any of your colleagues ever pull a stunt like this
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again, youll be out in the street on your ass! I dont give a goddamn if Elvis is
on the phone if youre going to be late, call! Quinn looked astonished and Colin
had to duck his head to hide his grin. Obviously nobody had ever dared lay down the
law to him before. People sometimes assumed they could walk all over Steve because
he seemed so mild mannered. He did have a temper and more than one person in the
industry had found that out fast! Quinn, short and slightly pudgy, sniffed, sat
down, and pulled out his cassette recorder.Ill be upstairs if you need me, Steve
said. His management firm, located in a converted warehouse, was several miles from
the Marina district. The ground floors contained a recording studio and rehearsal
hall, the second floors contained the business offices and the third floors were
Steves living quarters. Fortunately, it had escaped the 89 earthquake with only
minor damages.Tell me about Unforgiven for our readers who arent familiar with
this band, Quinn said.I play guitar and sing lead, Jake plays bass and sings too.
Mace is our drummer and Liam plays keyboards and right now, does some background
vocals, Colin explained.Both you and Jake were kicked out of your former band,
Body Snatchers as I recall.We had a difference of opinion about the kind of music
we should play. Mark Damon wanted to do top forty drivel and we wanted to rock
out, Jake added.We stole Mace from a Los Angeles band called Dungeons and Drag Ass
and with Joey Jamieson, our original keyboard player, Unforgiven melded, Colin
continued.Why did Joey leave the band?He decided he just wanted to work in the
studio. We were on the road so much at first that it was playing havoc with his
marriage so he quit at the end of the tour last year, Jake answered. Fortunately
for us, Liam agreed to come on board.Quinn looked at Mace. Your names pretty
unusual. Howd you come by it? Mace smiled and shrugged. Its a nickname Ive
had since high school. I wrestled and I was undefeated never pinned. The kids
had this special cheer for me. Theyd scream mace in your face during the matches
and it just stuck.How long have you been playing drums?Ive been playing drums
since I was ten. I played drums in junior high and high school marching bands. I
was always getting in trouble for doing these fancy drum rolls.Quinn turned his
attention to Unforgivens newest member, Liam Matthews. Tell our readers about
yourself, Liam.Im nineteen. I play keyboards and I do some of the background
vocals. I joined Unforgiven just before we started to record our new CD.He turned
down a scholarship to Julliard to play with us and we all feel really lucky to have
him, Colin added.This will be your first big tour then?Ive played in the clubs
around here, but Ive never played in front of an audience of more than a couple of
hundred so Im pretty nervous.What about you, Jake? Tell our readers something
about yourself.Well, Ive been playing bass since I was a kid, too. He laughed
suddenly. When I got my first bass, it was taller than I was!And hes almost the
same size now, Colin snickered. He yelped suddenly as Jake slugged his arm.I
played in various garage bands and semi famous local bands until I joined Body
Snatchers and met up with Colin. Thats when our dreams really took off!You
didnt know one another previous to that?Wed seen each other around, of course,
but wed never played in a band together until then.Tell me about your new
CD.Its called Too Strong for Fantasy and its our third CD. Paul Marshall, who
did Body Snatchers Things Happen, produced it. All of us contributed the music
and lyrics for it, Colin answered.Interesting title; whats it mean?Jake spoke
up, It means were a live band. We write, play, and sing our own songs. No phony
shit here!My sources tell me you have an unusual concert tour planned. Can you
give me any details?Sure, Mace replied. Were going to be doing the smaller
concert halls as well as the usual arena circuit.Why?Well, its always irritated
me the way a lot of bands only do the major venues because thats where the money
is. They dont seem to care that some of their fans live in smaller towns. They
might have to go a hundred miles to a bigger city to see them; if they dont have a
way there tough luck! Colin explained.Our stage is designed so it can be
broken down for the smaller venues and expanded for the major arenas, Jake
added.Is it true youve put a cap on your ticket prices?Yes, Colin nodded. We
decided were only going to charge $35 dollars tops. It means well be taking a
cut, but hell, whats the point of touring if none of your fans can afford to come
and see you?I see. Who's going to be opening for you?Armageddons going to be
opening for the first part of our tour, Mace replied. Theyre from Arkansas and
theyve just released their first CD called Hillbilly Heavy Metal. I think were
going to be a great package.Are you having difficulty finding bands to go out with
you because of this new economic policy? Obviously they wont be making as much
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money with you as they could if they went out with Metallica for instance.No.
Steve has a list of bands whose managers have contacted him about their availability
to go out with us should a spot come open. We may even consider adding a third band
later in the tour, Liam replied.Colin, youre very politically active. Youve
done public service announcements for Rock the Vote and Rock Against Drugs. Youve
also done PSAs against censorship and to encourage kids to practice safe sex.
Youve participated in a concert to raise money for Bay area pro-choice groups and
you appeared at the big Pro-Choice Rally in Washington D.C. recently.I try to
encourage by example. I mean the problems this country has arent going to get
solved if everybody just sits on their asses and does nothing.Our parents have
always been politically active and theyve taught us that everybody has to do their
part to change things, Liam explained.Weve invited Rock the Vote, Greenpeace, and
an AIDS education group to tour with us and set up their booths at our shows.Will
they be distributing condoms too?Yes. The kids need to know how to protect
themselves. They need to know that these ultra-conservative groups dont have the
final say. They need to know that their votes are going to count and not voting
hurts everyone.Arent you guys worried that having these groups along will be a
detriment in the more conservative regions of the country?There might be some
problems, but Im sure we can handle anything that comes along, Mace replied
confidently.What about your love lives? Any of you guys have anybody
special?Mace, Jake and Liam all said no, but Colin smiled enigmatically and
remained silent.Quinn saw it and pounced on him immediately. Okay, Colin
spill!Colin shook his head. Id rather not talk about her. Shes a private
person and I want her to remain that way.Fair enough, Quinn conceded and changed
the subject. One final question; what is Unforgiven hoping to achieve with this
tour?Simple, Colin replied. We expect to have a great time and we hope
everybody coming to see us will too.Quinn turned off his recorder and stood. Ill
need some pictures to go with this article. My photographers waiting in the outer
office.Where do you want us? Colin asked the photographer.Outside would be
good.Fine, he replied.Colins
red
Jeep Patriot Sport
and
Jakes
blue Pontiac Solstice
were
in
the
lot
outside. The photographer positioned them around the Jeep with Mace and Jake sitting
on the fender while Colin and Liam leaned against it.Sorry, I know I need to take
this through the car wash, Colin apologized to Mace and Jake for the grubby
condition of his Jeep.Doesnt matter, Mace replied. He aint going to be taking
a picture of my ass.Much to your regret, Jake joked.Look this way and smile,
the photographer called.Will this be in the next issue? Liam asked Quinn.I dont
know, Quinn replied, putting his bag over his shoulder prior to leaving. It will
depend on my editor.Translation, Colin muttered as they walked back inside. If
any of their favorite alternative bands sneezes, were old copy!Steve was waiting
for them as they came back into his office. I have some final words about
tomorrow. Everybody groaned, but he ignored them and continued, Our plane leaves
at ten not a half-hour or an hour later, but at ten oclock sharp! He had
arranged with Hellraisers management to rent their Lear jet. They were currently in
the studio and wouldnt need it for some time. Anybody who oversleeps will have to
find his own way to Atlanta. Steve directed the warning at Colin who had a
tendency to do just that.Colin grinned and ducked his head, letting his long hair
fall forward. Okay! I promise Ill set my alarm.The meeting broke up and the
band members returned to the parking lot, laughing and joking.I hope Hellraisers
stocked their jet with some of their former girlfriends! Jake joked, rubbing his
hands together. At twenty-eight, he was 510 and slender built. Olive-skinned with
big, soulful brown eyes and a sexy smile, Jakes most prominent feature was his
explosion of elbow-length curly brown hair over which the female fans went
absolutely bonkers! He had both ears pierced and he wore plain gold loops in
them.Thought you were major stuck on Vanessa Morrison? Mace teased him. He was
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twenty-nine, of average height with a muscular build. He wore his light brown hair
in a layered cut that hung just below his shoulders. He had an angular shaped face
with lively hazel eyes, heavy brows and a mouth, voted by the female fans, as the
one theyd most like to kiss.Jakes stuck on any woman with a pulse! Colin joked
as he unlocked his Jeep, got in and then unlocked the passenger side for Liam. He
hit another switch and rolled down the windows.Mace and Jake were still talking.
Mace resided in Los Angeles. He liked living there and refused to relocate to San
Francisco so he stayed with Jake whenever he came up for band business.Liam climbed
into the Jeep. He was nineteen, 510, slender with a wiry build. In contrast to
his brothers coloring, Liam was very fair with ash blond hair, worn in a longish
layered cut, and big blue eyes with long lashes. He had a sprinkling of freckles
across his slightly upturned nose and a gorgeous smile with big dimples.See you
guys tomorrow! Colin called as he fastened his seat belt then put his key into the
ignition.At ten oclock! Jake yelled back in imitation of Steve. Not a
half-hour or an hour later ten oclock sharp!Colin gave Jake the one finger
salute, laughed then started his Jeep and pulled out of the lot. What time is mom
having supper? He asked Liam.She said six.Good. Colin glanced at his watch.
That gives me enough time to stop at home first.Mom, dad and I were talking the
other night and we were wondering when youre going to introduce us to this mystery
woman. Liam laughed as Colin shot him a sharp look. Dont be so shocked, Colin.
Mom said anytime the same woman answers your phone more than three times in a row,
it must be serious.Colin chuckled and shook his head. Moms always been able to
read me like a book. He was silent for a moment then continued, Her name is
Alethea Ford. She lives in Los Angeles and shes on the staff of Rock Hard. I
met her last summer when she covered the censorship convention at the Moscone
Center.Whats she like?Shes classy, brainy, beautiful and independent as hell.
She gets as prickly as a burr if she thinks Im trying to protect her. He smiled
softly. I spotted her the moment I walked into the convention center. She took my
breath away then and she still does every time I see her.Sounds like love to me!
Liam teased him.I think youre right. Colin sighed. I wont get to see her
before we leave either. She has an interview with Megadeth tomorrow so shell be
staying in LA tonight. Ill have to wait to introduce her to everybody until the
next time were home provided, of course, our relationship survives this
tour.Mom and dad will be glad to hear that, Liam remarked dryly.
Colin?What?Why do you suppose youve never been asked about your biological
father?Colin glanced over at Liam. You know its weird, but I was just thinking
about that last night.Liam shrugged. I just got to wondering during the interview
with Metal Now. Im really surprised nobodys ever asked you about it, but I guess
its not a well known fact either, huh?His brother raised his eyebrows and said, I
expect if somebody really wanted to find it they could. He shrugged. Theres
really not much I could tell them anyway.How much do you know about him?His name
and some other information I got from mom, dad, and Grandma Eileen. I suppose I
know enough about him that if I wanted to hire somebody to trace him I could
probably find him, but I dont have any interest in doing that.What if somebody
representing him contacted you and said he wanted to meet you. Would you do
it?Colin smiled and shook his head. After twenty-eight years of silence, I doubt
hes going to have a sudden change of heart. He could be dead for all I know or
care.But just suppose he did want to meet you?I wouldnt want to meet him
period. Maybe, if mom hadnt remarried and dad hadnt adopted me, Id feel
differently, but dads the only father Ive ever known and hes the only one Ill
ever need.Arent you even curious about what hes like?Colin gave an uneasy laugh
then replied, I gather I must look like him since I sure as hell dont look like
anybody else! I think I must resemble him in other ways, too. The way Ill
occasionally catch mom watching me I just know shes remembering another time.They
crossed the Golden Gate Bridge into Marin County. Colin lived in Sausalito, a
waterfront community north of San Francisco known for decades for attracting artists
of every variety and for its Bohemian atmosphere.
Chapter 2Colins home was a small Queen Ann Victorian best known in the local
history as having once been the residence of some very beautiful and expensive
ladies of the evening. He had fallen in love with it on first sight and because it
had been vacant for a couple of years, he was able to get it at a very reasonable
price. Despite its being unoccupied, the interior, which boasted the original oak
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woodwork and parquet floors, needed only minor repairs as did the exterior. Once
the repairs were finished, he had it painted in typical Victorian fashion. His home
sat on a hill not far from Richardson Bay that was home to the famous houseboat
community. From his back deck, Colin had a stunning view of the San Francisco
skyline. He pulled into his driveway and they got out. He stopped momentarily to
collect his mail then they went into the house. Ill glance through this and check
my answering machine then we can leave.Liam took a sniff then asked, Did you
forget to turn off your coffee pot when you left this morning? I smell Irish Cream
coffee.I didnt make coffee this morning. His face lit up suddenly and he tossed
the mail aside then ran up the stairs calling, Alethea? She didnt answer his
call, but her overnight bag was in his bedroom so he decided to check the third
floor.Alethea was working up on the third floor that Colin had converted into
office. She sat at his desk, working intently at her laptop computer. A cork
bulletin board, covered with articles about censorship attempts, the abortion wars,
addresses of pro-censorship and anti-censorship groups and the Bay Area Pro-Choice
groups, occupied a wall above the desk. Piles of news magazines with articles about
the presidential candidates and their platforms sat beside a brand new desktop
computer. Colin liked to keep in touch with Unforgivens fans by means of the
Internet.Alethea was wearing a headset so she didnt know Colin had come into the
room until he put his arms around her and kissed her neck. Colin! She squealed,
startled and pulled off her headset, but made no attempt to extricate herself from
his embrace.I thought youd be staying in Los Angeles tonight to prepare for your
interview tomorrow, he murmured as he continued to nuzzle her neck.I can do that
here just as well as at home. Ill take the shuttle back tomorrow morning and be
there in plenty of time for my interview. You didnt think I was going to let you
go off touring for six months and not say goodbye, did you? Alethea had a soft
voice with a noticeable Southern accent.I was hoping not. Colin pulled her to him
in a tight embrace and gave her a long, lingering kiss. She responded eagerly,
wrapping her arms around him and pressing herself as close to him as possible. She
could tell immediately she was getting a definite response from him.Alethea,
twenty-seven, was tall at 57, slender and full breasted with slim hips, long
shapely legs and in Colins estimation she had the best ass on the West Coast.
She wore her thick, tawny hair in a single braid that hung to the middle of her back
and complimented her creamy skin. She was strikingly attractive with large gray
eyes framed by thick lashes, high cheek bones and small nose that turned up
slightly. Her mouth with its full lower lip could be, in turn, sensuous or
flirty.You could have used my computer for your research, he pointed out.I bought
my laptop along because I didnt want to tie up yours in case you wanted to use
it.Colin? Liam called from downstairs. Its five-thirty and wed better get
moving if were going to make it to Hillsborough by six.Okay, be right down. He
turned back to Alethea. How would you like to meet my parents?Ive been
wondering when you were going to introduce me, she commented wryly.Well, todays
your lucky day! Colin teased her then got serious. And I know theyre going to
love you because I love you.Alethea glanced at him in surprise. In the three
months since becoming lovers she was sure Colin loved her, but hed never actually
verbalized it until this moment. Do you think I should change my outfit? She was
wearing light blue jeans that, Colin felt fit her exceptionally well, a
short-sleeved peach sweater and a white silk jacket.No, you look fantastic! Dont
change a thing.Alethea smiled, bent to pick up her purse and as she did so she
heard Colin groan audibly.If we dont leave right now, we may not leave at all!
He warned her.Their arms around one another, Colin and Alethea walked into the
living room where Liam was waiting. It was a casually furnished room with an eye
more towards comfort than decor. A fifty gallon aquarium, containing several
varieties of fancy goldfish, sat on one side of the room.Liam turned from his
contemplation of the goldfish as Colin and Alethea walked into the room. If he
seemed surprised at how close they appeared to be, he gave no indication of
it.Liam, meet Alethea Ford. Alethea, this is my younger brother, Liam. He
affectionately mussed Liams hair.Quit it, Colin! Liam yelled, giving his brother
a shove, but then grinned. It was obviously an old game between them.Its
wonderful to meet you, Liam, Alethea said, extending her hand. Ive heard so much
about you.I only told Alethea the good stuff! Colin joked.Liam ignored her
outstretched hand and gave her a hug. Its great finally meeting you, Alethea. We
thought maybe Colin was going to keep you under wrap forever!Which reminds me,
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Colin spoke. Id better call mom and tell her Im bringing a guest. He excused
himself and disappeared into the other room.How did the interview go, Liam? Colin
mentioned you were nervous about it.I was! He confirmed, rolling his eyes.
Ive always had the impression Metal Now wasnt exactly friendly towards hard rock
bands despite their supposedly being a magazine about the genre. I figured the
interviewer would be a real jerk and would try to make us look like a bunch of
drugged-out dummies.Colin overheard the latter part of Liams comment as he came
back into the room and chuckled. Well, Quinn certainly gave it his best shot, but
Steve pulled him to the curb real fast!Liam started to laugh too. You should have
seen his face after Steve got through with him, Alethea. He looked like a deflated
balloon!Colin set his security alarm then they walked outside and got into the
Jeep.Whos going to take care of your fish? Liam asked. He explained to Alethea,
Dads always looked after them, but since hes working up in Sacramento now he
wont be able to do it.Peter Matthews was currently the Attorney General of
California. Within the last month, the President nominated him to replace the
Attorney General of the United States who had died unexpectedly a month
previously.Page is going to take care of them, collect my mail and generally keeps
an eye on the house for me. Colin looked at Alethea and added, Shes an old
friend of mine.Is this the same Page who did the artwork for your new CD?Yes.
Shes a freelance artist who paints, does an occasional CD cover and designs
jewelry. She even has her own line now. She lives on a houseboat in Richardson
Bay.It was a seventeen mile drive from San Francisco to Hillsborough, a well-to-do
suburb where Colins parents and his brother lived. Liam planned to get his own
place after the tour.Colin pulled into the driveway of a large Georgian-style home.
Liam jumped out first, but waited for Colin to help Alethea out and then they
leisurely walked across the yard to the front porch. He unlocked the door and they
went inside.Were here, Colin called.In the kitchen, his mother answered.They
walked into the kitchen. It was a large room with all modern of appliances. In the
center of the kitchen was an old wooden table that contrasted sharply with the rest
of the decor, but looked very homey. Alethea looked at it, surmising the family
spent a good deal of time in the kitchen.Colin hugged his mother and gave her a
kiss. Amanda Matthews, forty-seven, was small-boned, slender and at 51, so petite
that Colin towered over her. She was beautiful with honey-blond hair, now showing a
few strands of silver. Her big blue eyes set in a face that showed very few lines,
and had a lovely, warm smile that showed where Liam had inherited his dimples.Mom,
Id like you to meet Alethea Ford. Alethea, this is my mom, Amanda.Its so nice
to meet you, Alethea, Amanda said, taking her hands. I thought maybe I was only
going to get to know you over the phone, she remarked with a wry look at her son
who flushed again.Alethea smiled and nodded in agreement.Aletheas on the staff of
Rock Hard magazine. Moms a lawyer and she has her own practice.What kind of law
do you practice? Alethea asked.I have a small family law practice.Small but
well-known and well-respected, Colin added.His mother laughed. Well, its not The
Good Wife exactly, but Im my own boss and I can do the kind of work I really
enjoy. She turned as Liam came into the kitchen. How did the interview go?Liam
let out a deep breath and smiled. It went much better than I was expecting when I
left here this morning.Im glad it went well.Me too, Liam agreed.Tiffany
called just before you got here. Its the second time shes called and she sounded
like it was something urgent.Liam rolled his eyes and sighed. Everythings urgent
with Tiffany. Do I have time to call her before supper?Yes. It wont be ready
for at least a half-hour yet.Whos this Tiffany person, Liam? Colin asked.Liam
sighed again and said, Shes this girl Ive dated a few times.Is there a
problem? You dont sound real enthusiastic about her.Liam shrugged. No. Shes
okay except for the fact that shes been dropping heavy hints lately about us making
our relationship more permanent. Shes even dragged me to the mall to look at
promise rings!I wouldnt worry about her too much, Liam. If shes that anxious to
hook up with somebody on a more permanent basis, she wont wait for you until the
end of our tour.I hope she does find another guy while Im gone because Im
definitely not ready for even a semi-permanent relationship. Mandy? A voice
called from outside the window. I left my sauce on the counter. Can you bring it
out, please?Ill take it out, Mom. Colin volunteered. He picked up the bowl
containing the sauce and offered Alethea his arm. Come on and Ill introduce you
to dad.At the sound of the back door opening, Peter Matthews looked up from the
grill where he was carefully tending shiskabobs of prawns and vegetables. He smiled
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broadly as he saw Colin and Alethea.Hi, Dad! Colin put down the bowl then gave
his father a hug. Umm! It smells delicious!Well, its going to smell even better
once I brush on this sauce, Peter promised. He was forty-seven, 511, with a
slender build. He was ruggedly handsome with big, blue eyes set in a thin face and
a nose that was slightly misshapen as the result of a skiing accident. He had a
warm, friendly smile that revealed slightly crooked teeth and thick brown hair,
tinged with gray at his temples.Dad, Id like you to meet Alethea Ford. Alethea,
this is my dad, Peter.Its wonderful to meet you, Alethea, Peter said then asked,
May I? He gave her a kiss on her cheek. Welcome to our family.Alethea, touched
by his gesture of welcome, had trouble finding her voice, but finally managed to say
softly, Thank you.You know, Alethea, I really enjoy reading your
interviews.You read Rock Hard, Dad? Colin asked in amazement. Whew! Ill bet
that raises eyebrows up there in Sacramento.I read all the rock magazines since I
have two sons in that business. Colin, why dont you show Alethea my other pride
and joy, Peter suggested.Im glad to have met you Alethea hesitated.Peter
sensed her dilemma and suggested, You can call me Peter if you feel comfortable
doing it.I do, Peter. Thank you.Colin took her hand and led her over to a large,
ornate fishpond under a beautiful red maple tree in one corner of the backyard.
Watch this.In a few seconds several colorful Japanese Koi swam to the surface of
the pond with their mouths open.Theyre beautiful, Colin!Colin bent and took a
handful of pellets from a waterproof container next to a bench that sat beside the
pond. He poured them into Aletheas outstretched hand. Toss them in.She did so
and they watched as the Koi swam frantically around, gobbling the pellets.Thats
all folks, Colin said to the Koi when they resurfaced at the edge of the
pond.Alethea squeezed his hand. When he glanced up at her she said, Im going in
and see if your mom needs any help.Okay. He watched Alethea walk back toward the
house and go inside. Hormones! Colin muttered. You cant live with them and
you cant live without them! Right now his were in a major uproar. He wanted
Alethea so badly he could hardly think about anything else. One thing was certain;
it would be a long evening!Alethea walked into the kitchen. Is there anything I
can help you with, Mrs. Matthews?Please call me Amanda, Alethea, She requested.
Would you mind setting the dining room table?Not at all, Amanda.The entrance to
the dining was a door at the farther end of the kitchen. It was another large room
with its most prominent feature being a beautiful antique dining set consisting of a
table, chairs, a china hutch and buffet. A lovely hand-crocheted lace tablecloth
covered the table.Amanda? Alethea called. Do you put something over this
tablecloth to protect it from spills? Its so beautiful!Amanda came into the
room. No. She touched the tablecloth lovingly. My grandmother crocheted this
for my wedding. She told me to use it every day. Amanda giggled suddenly and at
Aletheas puzzled look she explained, When Colin was three, he was playing
underneath this table during dinner one night. He ran out, caught one of these
corners, and pulled everything off the table!Oh no! Alethea gasped, covering her
mouth with her hand.Oh yes! Amanda shook her head. I thought it was ruined for
sure, but the dry cleaner was able to save it. Ive never worried about stains
since then.What was Colin like as a child?Very active, curious, and
independent. She sighed. He started trying to walk at six months and once he
learned how he was really never my baby again.I dont think hes changed much,
Alethea remarked.Alethea set the table then walked back into the kitchen where
Amanda was preparing a salad. She looked up from her task and asked, Youre not
from California originally, Alethea?No, I was born in New Orleans. My parents
still live there and teach at the University. My father teaches Greek history and
my mother teaches British literature.That explains where you got your name. Its
unusual, but very lovely.Thank you. There was never anyone else with the same
name, thats for sure. Alethea laughed.Peter came in from the patio, carrying the
food. Its all ready.Amanda handed the salad bowl to Colin as he came in the
door. Put that on the table for me and Ill get the garlic bread out of the
oven.Wheres Liam? Peter asked.Upstairs, I think. Ill go get him. Colin
volunteered. He set the salad bowl on the table, went upstairs, and knocked on
Liams door.Come in.Colin stuck his head in the door and saw Liam was on the
phone, rolling his eyes and making faces as he listened. Suppers ready.Liam
nodded at Colin. As Colin left the room he heard Liam saying, Listen, Tiffany,
Ive got to go. Ill meet you at the usual place, but I cant stay out very late
because were leaving early tomorrow, okay? He found his brother waiting out in
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the hall when he came out and they walked downstairs together.Fuck! Liam
exclaimed. Shes really putting on the pressure! Liam rarely used profanity so
Colin knew he was upset. He smiled sympathetically. Dont worry. Im sure shell
have found somebody else by the time we get done touring.I sure hope youre
right.Colin and Liam sat down at the table. They passed the food around and
everybody ate in silence for several minutes while they enjoyed it.Alethea was the
first to break the silence when she asked Liam, Are you nervous about your first
headlining tour, Liam?Yes! I keep thinking about everything that could go
wrong.Me too, Colin agreed.You? Id never guess, Liam replied.Thats because
you havent seen me pigging out at three in the morning. Ill bet Ive gained ten
pounds in the last two weeks!Colin gets that from me, Amanda teased. She turned
to her husband. Remember when we were studying for the Bar exam? I was so nervous
I ate continually!But we both passed with high scores. In fact, Mandys was one
of the highest in the state, Peter declared proudly.Well, I probably wouldnt have
done that well without your constant encouragement and support, She replied with a
smile.Colin was acutely aware of Alethea beside him. That fact was making it hard
for him to keep his mind on the conversation going on around him.Will you be
covering Unforgivens tour for your magazine, Alethea? Peter asked.No. Jazz
plans to cover it himself.Colin stirred at the mention of Aletheas editor and
explained, Jeremy Conrads the editor of Rock Hard and a great guy, but call him
Jazz. Hell probably be at the airport tomorrow so youll be able to meet
him.Ive got to be back in Los Angeles tomorrow to interview Megadeth, Alethea
said.Dont let them con you into going skydiving with them! Colin warned.I have
no intention of going skydiving period!Huh! Famous last words! Ill bet Riki
Rachtman said the very same thing! Colin said in reference to one of the former
video jocks on MTV and now had a syndicated radio show titled Racing
Rocks!Alethea, How did you get started writing for a rock magazine in Los Angeles
all the way from New Orleans? Amanda asked.I graduated from Columbia University
with a degree in journalism. I earned extra money in college by modeling and I
modeled for a couple of years after graduation.That must have been really
exciting, Peter remarked.Yes and no. It was exciting at first and the money was
certainly good, but I got ran ragged earning it! Even when I had time off, I was
too tired to enjoy it and I got so fed-up constantly having to watch my weight. One
evening I ran into Paul Stanley in one of the clubs and I ended up doing an
impromptu interview with him about Kisss latest CD. With his permission; I sent it
to one of the rock magazines and it was accepted. I decided to quit modeling and
freelance as a rock journalist which I did until Jazz offered me this job with Rock
Hard last fall.At the mention of Paul Stanley, Colin felt a twinge of jealousy.
Alethea was an extremely beautiful woman and no doubt Stanley had wanted to sleep
with her. Hey! He reminded himself. She chose you not him!Speaking of jobs,
Liam said. Are you going to take the President up on his offer, Dad?While there
are many valuable contributions I feel I could make as Attorney General of the
United States, this isnt the right time.Liam glanced at his watch then rose.
Sorry to run off, but I promised Id meet Tiffany at seven-thirty and I have to get
cleaned up.Youre not having any dessert? Amanda asked in surprise. Its my
homemade cinnamon ice cream.If Colin doesnt gobble it all up Ill have some when
I come home, Liam decided. As he walked past Colin, he yanked a thick strand of
his brothers hair then took off running.Im going to kick your butt! Colin
yelled, jumping up and taking off after him.Those two! Amanda declared, rolling
her eyes at the screams and shouts coming from upstairs. Its hard to believe
theyre as old as they are the way they behave sometimes.Alethea studied Colins
parents covertly. While Liam had his fathers build and his mothers coloring,
Colin resembled neither of his parents. Besides, both of them had blue eyes and
Colins were brown. If she remembered her study of genetics correctly, it was
impossible for blue-eyed parents to have a brown-eyed child making her wonder if
they adopted him. Colin walked back into the room and sat down, tossing his hair
over his shoulder.Well, is Liam still able to sit down? Alethea teased him.For
the moment, Colin joked.Amanda laughed. Ill get dessert. She touched Peters
shoulder. Care to give me a hand?Itd be my pleasure, Mandy.They went into the
kitchen. Colin and Alethea heard his mother giggling then a sudden silence.Hell!
It looks like everybody in this house has one thing on their minds tonight! Colin
thought.Alethea touched his arm and when he looked at her, she confided, I really
like your parents.They really like you too.Im happy they do.Colin pulled
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Alethea close to him and kissed her hungrily. She responded by wrapping her arms
around him tightly as if she never wanted to be apart from him. They broke apart
suddenly as they heard his parents coming back. Alethea got up, pretending to
examine the china hutch in any attempt to hide her blushing. As his parents came
back into the room, Colin couldnt help noticing his mother was blushing almost as
much as Alethea.Liam entered the room and paused by Alethea. It was great meeting
you, Alethea. I hope I see you again real soon.Im glad to have met you too,
Liam, and Im looking forward to seeing you again.Liam turned to his brother and
asked, Colin, can you move your Jeep so I can get out of the garage?Sure. Colin
stood up, searching his pockets for his keys without success. What did I do with
my keys?Did you leave them in the Jeep? Alethea asked.I must have, He
concluded. Hope I forgot to lock it.Ill see you later, Liam called as he
followed Colin outside. Save me some of that ice cream, okay?We will, Peter
assured him.Colin found his keys lying on the dashboard. He parked out in front of
the house and Liam backed his cobalt blue Jeep Liberty out of the garage. He
pulled up beside Colin and said, I really like Alethea and I think you should marry
her.Colin smiled then replied, Ill take your opinion under advisement.I hope
so! Waving, Liam put his Jeep in gear and drove off.When Colin returned to the
dining room he noticed that Alethea and his mom had their heads together over
something. He put his hands on Aletheas shoulders and leaned over her to see what
they were looking at then complained loudly, Aw, Mom! Not the naked baby
pictures! He picked up his bowl of ice cream and sat down beside his father.You
were definitely a cute baby! Alethea laughed, her tone teasing.Colin sat with one
arm hooked over the back of the chair and his long legs sprawled out in front of
him. He made a face. In most of those pictures I look like a baby future Sumo
wrestler.You were big close to ten pounds, Peter recalled.Ouch! Alethea
exclaimed in sympathy. Amanda looked too small-boned to have given birth to a baby
that large.Amanda nodded at Alethea. I was in labor for several hours before the
doctor finally decided my labor wasnt progressing normally and he needed to do a
C-section. She smiled radiantly. But the outcome was I had a beautiful baby
boy.Nine pounds, twelve and a half ounces, Alethea read from Colins bassinet
card that his mother had saved. She noticed immediately that hed had a different
name at birth.Forget the baby future Sumo wrestler, Colin joked. I was a baby
whale!I really like this picture, Alethea remarked, pointing to a snapshot taken
at what she presumed was Peter and Amandas college graduation. The picture showed
Amanda in her cap and gown, crouched down with her arms around Colin who looked to
be around three. Their heads were close together and their smiles were uncannily
alike. Colin held his mothers diploma in front of him.Dad took that. He
graduated Magna Cum Laude and Mom graduated Suma Cum Laude. It was obvious from
his expression that he was very proud of his parents. Mom, wheres the picture of
Liam and me taken right after he was born?On the mantle.Colin got the picture and
gave it to Alethea. It was a professional photograph showing him holding a small,
red-faced Liam.Liam was a lot smaller than Colin was at birth, wasnt he? She
remarked.I wasnt too unhappy about that! Amanda joked.He was small, but he had
a great set of lungs which he exercised continually for about three months! Colin
grumbled.Peter laughed and agreed, Yes, he did cry a lot. I dont think any of us
got a decent nights sleep for at least that long!They sat around the table
laughing and talking about various subjects when Colin noticed how late it was
getting. Alethea caught his signal and nodded then he said, Wed better be
going.Well be by about nine to pick you up, Peter said as he and Amanda walked
them to the door. They were going to drive Colin and Liam to the airport.Ill bet
I find a dozen messages from Steve reminding me not to forget to set my alarm,
Colin joked.Alethea, any time youre in the area in the future, please give me a
call and well have lunch, Amanda said.Ill do that, Amanda, Alethea promised.
She gave both Colins parents a hug. Thank you for welcoming me into your home and
for the good food.See you tomorrow, Colin called.Drive carefully, Amanda called
a final caution to Colin as she shut the door.I think our sons finally found
himself a permanent companion, Peter remarked.I think youre right, darling,
Amanda agreed. It was so obvious in the unspoken signals between them, in the way
he touched her and in the way he almost never took his eye off of her.Peter put his
arms around his wife and pulled her close to him. You know, Mandy, I just now
realized how grateful I am for all these labor saving devices.Are you suggesting
we leave this mess until later? Amanda teased.I see youve read my mind.
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Chapter 3Colin leaned against his Jeep and drew Alethea to him. He undid the
buttons on her sweater and then pushed it and her jacket off her shoulder. He
kissed her neck and her shoulder, moving down to her breast.Alethea stirred uneasily
and looked around. Although, the neighborhood was quiet and there were very few
lights on in the other houses on the street, looks could be deceiving. She knew
from what Colin had told her that Hillsborough had its own private security force,
but she didnt know how often they made rounds. Colin, I dont think this is the
right place to be doing this, she said rather breathlessly as she gently pushed him
away.I know, he sighed. He helped Alethea into his car and then got in the other
side, started it and pulled away from the curb.Your parents are so nice and they
seem like they're still so much in love.They are. Dad drives one hundred fifteen
miles round trip every day just so he can be home with mom at night. Mom offered to
give up her career and move to Sacramento when he was appointed, but he wouldnt
hear of it.I dont know of many men who would do that. Youre really close to
your parents, arent you?Colin smiled in reminiscence. Yeah. Theyve always been
there for me and there were times if Id been them Id have traded me in for a newer
model! He laughed for a few seconds than got serious again. I guess you probably
noticed I had a different last name when I was born?Yes, and I do confess to being
curious, Alethea admitted.Liam and I were just talking about this same subject
earlier. Its funny having it come up twice in one day. He paused for a moment
then continued, The bottom line is that my biological father split on mom when she
informed him of his impending fatherhood. A slight trace of bitterness had seeped
into his voice. Mom married dad and he adopted me.Have you ever seen him?No,
and I dont care to either.They were silent for a few moments in which Colin became
aware of Aletheas hand moving up his thigh.Colin, do you think you could drive
faster?He grinned. I dont think thatll be a problem. It seemed like an
eternity before they reached Sausalito and pulled into the driveway of Colins
home. Alethea slid out of the Jeep and waited until Colin had locked it. They
walked quickly across the yard, Colins arm keeping Alethea close to him. He
unlocked the front door and canceled the security alarm. He suddenly felt Aletheas
arms go around him as she began kissing him and pressing herself to him. He
responded, kissing her mouth and her throat. He slipped off her jacket and laid it
on a small cabinet in the foyer.Alethea kicked off her pumps and allowed Colin to
remove her sweater that he tossed aside followed by her silky bra. He pulled her
close to him, kissing her breasts and teasing her nipples with his tongue.She gasped
loudly, shivering excitedly under his caresses. She pulled his T-shirt over his
head and let it fall to the floor while placing kisses all across his broad chest
then unfastened his jeans and pushed them down, freeing his already erect
penis.Colin reached down to pull off his shoes and socks, hopping first on one foot
then the other in doing so. He stepped out of his jeans and kicked them aside. He
pulled Alethea close to him again and kissed her hungrily, giving his mouth free
reign to explore her soft skin. His hands stripped her of her jeans and silky
panties then he knelt in front of her, kissing and stroking her clitoris with his
tongue.Alethea cried out, shuddering and clutching his shoulders tightly as the
waves of pleasure swept through her body.Colin picked her up, carried her into the
living room and laid her on the couch. She pulled him down on top of her, spreading
her leg and feeling the force of his thrust, radiating to the top of her spine. He
gave a loud growl of pleasure, feeling her warm, wetness envelope and draw him
inside. He began thrusting, slowly at first then harder.Oh God! Oh yes! Alethea
cried out loudly, arching her body to meet his thrusts, feeling each one going
deeper, building up to an imminent explosion of pleasure. Their joining, was so
complete, neither of them heard the cell phone in the pocket of Colins jeans
buzzing. Alethea writhed, uncontrollable in her passion, and dug her fingernails
into Colins back as a massive wave of pleasure convulsed her body. She heard Colin
groan loudly and felt his body shudder violently then felt a warm gush of liquid
inside her. He went limp and lay on top of her sweaty and panting heavily.Jesus!
After a moment he rose halfway up and looked down at Alethea. That was really
something! Are you okay?Alethea smiled, a teasing smile, then stretched sensuously
and replied, Im feeling fantastic!I wouldnt have it any other way! Colin
replied, catching her hand and kissing her palm. I think we should continue on with
what we were doing, Alethea urged, pulling him closer to her. Sounds like
something I might enjoy, but he shifted his body, obviously uncomfortable and
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then said, I dont think this couch was intended for anything but sitting. Why
dont we continue this upstairs?Im all yours.Their arms around each other and
their bodies close, Colin and Alethea went upstairs. At the top of the stairs Colin
stopped and scooped her up into his arms. His bedroom was at the end of the
hallway, at the very back of the house. From his double windows he had a
breathtaking view of the San Francisco skyline. He gently laid Alethea on his bed
and she drew him down on top of her. They began to explore each others bodies
without reservation or restraint, prolonging the anticipation of their joining for
as long as possible. When they finally came together it was very gentle but the
passion that resulted from it was very intense and shook them both. Afterwards as
they lay loosely entwined, Colin suddenly groaned and slapped himself on the
forehead. Shit!Whats wrong?I did exactly what Im always on my fans not to do
getting so caught up in your passions that you dont think about using protection
and I did it twice! Some role model I am!Colin, its not like we have to worry
about that since weve both recently tested negative for HIV and Im on the
pillUsing protection never even entered my mind, Alethea, and it isnt like I
didnt know what we were going to be doing when we got home! Its all I thought
about the whole damn evening!Alethea giggled. Me, too! In fact, I wondered if
wed make it back here without having to pull off the road first!Colin laughed
too. I did think about it when you were exploring my thigh. I decided, with my
luck, some Good Samaritan cop would come along, think we needed help and end up
busting us! Metal Now
would love that!Theyd put you on the cover with a headline reading, Rock Star
Gets Busted after Anatomy Exam.And guess which part of my anatomy theyd be
examining, Colin joked.Its a part Id like to examine right now! Alethea
announced.Be my guest.Colin remained awake after Alethea had fallen asleep. He
wondered what time it was, but could not see his bedside clock from his position.
He held his arm up towards the window but could not make out what his watch read.
Whatever time it was there was not much sense lying here if he couldnt sleep. He
sat up and carefully eased his arm out from under Alethea who sighed and stirred but
didnt awaken. He got up, pulled on some jeans and a T-shirt then went downstairs.
At the bottom of the stairs he turned right and entered a room, intended as a dining
room, but which he used as a den and studio. The room contained a 55-inch
television, DVD recorder-player, a state of the art stereo system, several guitars
(the ones he wasnt taking on tour with him) and his practice amp. He and his band
mates spent a lot of time in here when they were working on songs for a new CD.He
flopped down on the couch and suddenly heard his cell phone buzzing from somewhere.
He went into the living room, trying to remember where hed left it that morning.
It had been buzzing since last night, but he was running late this morning and
hadnt bothered to check his voicemail. He saw he had two messages. He punched in
his code to listen.Colin Matthews, this is the voice of your executioner. God has
given you many chances to reform and you have refused to give up your evil
lifestyle. He has finally lost patience with you and has summoned me to kill you!
You wont know where or when it will happen, but you are from this moment on a dead
man!Colin dropped his cell and jumped back as if it might explode. There second
voicemail was the same chillingly evil voice. Dont comfort yourself by thinking
this is a crank call it isnt! I will kill you no matter how long it takes! You
are a dead man and you are going to burn in hell for all of eternity!There were no
other voicemails. Colin picked up his phone and was on the point of erasing them
when he had second thoughts. If this nutcase continued to harass him and he wanted
to press charges, he would need these as evidence. He saved both voicemails and
then sat down again, turned on the television to CNN and muted the volume. He
stared at the screen while chewing on his fingernail absent mindedly. Sure, he knew
he wasnt popular with some of the right-wing religious groups because of his
outspoken stands against censorship and in favor of abortion rights. Those people
usually contented themselves with telling him theyd pray for him or warning him he
was heading for hell unless he got reborn in Jesus. They usually werent
threatening. Of course as been seen all too lately in the abortion wars, they did
have their fringe loonies. What really made him uneasy was that this person,
whoever he was, had his cell number. How the hell had he gotten it? Only a handful
of people knew it and the ones who did would never give it out. The only answer
Colin could come up with was this person had been inside his home!Colin?Colins
head jerked up in surprise to find Alethea standing in front of him. She looked
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freshly scrubbed and wore a short, silk sheath in a deep coral color. Hed been so
deep in thought that he hadnt even heard her come into the room. He rubbed his
face then asked, How come youre up?She sat down beside him. Well, I rolled over
with the intention of snuggling up to you, but you were gone.Im sorry, but I
couldnt sleep and I didnt want to wake you tossing and turning.Why cant you
sleep?Colin shrugged then gave an uneasy laugh. I guess I have a bad case of the
3 AM heebie-jeebies. As he said it, he realized hed already made a conscious
decision not to tell Alethea about the threatening calls. After all, there was no
point in worrying her about something that might only turn out to be somebodys idea
of a sick joke.What are these heebie-jeebies? Alethea teased, playing with his
hair.Theyre dumb things that dont bother you during the day, but by 3 am theyve
grown to humongous size and they grab you Colin grabbed Alethea who squealed in
fake horror as he pulled her to him. And they start gnawing at you and wont let
you go!What do they consist of?Like I said dumb things. What if the audience
hates us and sits on their hands? What if I lose my voice? What if I forget the
words to our new songs? What if our equipment gets lost between here and
Atlanta?Alethea knelt behind him and began massaging his shoulders. I think while
its possible for any of those things to happen, the chances of them actually
happening are slim to none.Basically I know that but at 3am it feels like any or
all of them are a given, he joked.Well, Ive got a definite cure for this
problem, She announced, taking hold of his hand.Ill bet you have, He teased
her.Coming?You go up and Ill be there in a minute.Okay, dont be too
long.After Alethea had gone back upstairs, Colin quickly checked the locks on both
doors. As he came back into the living room he noticed hed forgotten to close the
blinds. Theyd been open the entire time Alethea and he had been making love. As
he shut them he suddenly shivered as he wondered who might be out there watching his
every move!
Chapter 4The persistent buzzing of her alarm woke Debbie at eight oclock. She
flung back the covers, stomped over to her dresser and snapped it off, snatched up
her robe and put it on. She never knew when her mother might come bursting into her
room the word privacy meant nothing to Theresa Simpson. Debbie, in her present
foul mood, did not need another lecture on the immorality of sleeping nude. She
sighed moodily and wished her parents werent so maddeningly insistent on her
attendance at Mass every single Sunday. She had been right in the middle of a very
hot dream in which Colin was about to fuck her when her stupid alarm went off and
ruined everything. She shifted uncomfortably. Her dream was so hot that her pussy
was still dripping wet and she felt as horny as hell! Thank God! There was a least
one place her mother couldnt intrude. Her bedroom door suddenly swung open and her
mother came into her room. Hands on her hips and her lips folded tightly she
demanded, Debbie, why are you sitting there? Everybody else is just about ready
and youre just getting out of bed now!I dont know what to wear, Debbie replied
dully just for something to say.Lands end! You have an entire closet filled with
nice clothes. Mrs. Simpson threw open the closet door with a bang. Most girls
would be on their knees, giving thanks for so much! She pulled out a dress and
tossed it on the bed. Wear that. Its modest and decent. Now hurry up! Were
not going to be late for Mass because of your deliberate poking.You dried up old
bitch! Debbie muttered, tossing a pillow at the door and giving her absent mother
the finger. She went into the bathroom the only place in the entire house where
she could have some privacy. She turned on the shower and stepped into it. She
began stroking her clitoris, slowly and lightly at first then harder and faster as
she felt herself close to coming. She bit into the washcloth to muffle her cry of
pleasure. Her body gave a convulsive shudder and she sank to her knees, panting and
flushed, but feeling a hundred percent better. She showered quickly and returned to
her room. She dried her hair then, with a grimace, picked up the dress her mother
had chosen. It was a dull brown color and very plain but even it couldnt hide her
enticing figure completely.Why should I hide my body? Debbie thought in a
rebellious mood. She was very proud of her sexy body and didnt see why there was
anything wrong with showing off its features. She smiled as she dressed. It was
too bad shed had to leave the jeans shed worn to the dance last night over at
Dins house. She hadnt missed the way all the boys had been lusting after her or
the way that old bat, Sister Thomas Mary had nearly choked when shed caught sight
of her. If her mother ever saw her in those jeans shed be grounded until she was
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ninety! She was so glad the dance had been casual and didnt require a date because
she hated going out with some immature boy and spend the entire evening fighting off
his clumsy attempts to fuck her! She enjoyed sex, but she wanted to do it with
somebody who knew how to satisfy her not some adolescent with raging hormones,
interested only in his own gratification. Debbie recalled her first sexual
experience two years ago. Hed been nineteen and a college man. Shed only had sex
with him so she could find out what it was like. It hadnt been anything to brag
about that first time, but it had gotten consistently better the more shed done
it. She found out she had a real talent for pleasing a man and when you pleased
them, they pleased you. She thought back to the first rock star shed ever fucked.
Shed been fifteen at the time, but hed thought she was eighteen. He hadnt wanted
to fuck her at first. A small demonstration of her talents convinced him itd be
worth his while. Hed certainly had no complaints afterwards!Thinking about her sex
life reminded Debbie that she hadnt yet taken her birth control pill. She popped
one out of the package and went to get a glass of water from the bathroom. Their
family doctor had prescribed them because of severe pain associated with her
menstrual period. Her mother, of course, had raised a major fuss, but fortunately
the doctor had overruled her objections. Her mother had gotten back at her by
refusing to pay for them so Debbie had gotten a job and paid for her own
pills.Debbie, were ready to leave, Her mother called up the stairs.She went
downstairs and walked into the living room where her parents and her
fourteen-year-old brother, Paul, were waiting. She saw her mother look her over
then purse her lips and roll her eyes.Whats wrong now? For heavens sake, tie
that hair back! It looks like an occasion of sin flying about in such a wild manner
and its most improper! She snatched up the rubber band that had been around the
Sunday paper. Use this.Debbie did as her mother directed while wondering if there
would ever be a time when her mother wouldnt find something wrong with her.Father
Michaels hummed as he got ready to leave. He was going to say the nine oclock Mass
at Our Lady of Grace Cathedral. He walked across the street to the Cathedral,
surprised to find that he didnt feel the least bit tired despite having stayed up
so late the previous night. He wished he could have talked to Colin instead of
leaving those messages on his answering machine. Hed love to be a fly on the wall
of that perverts house when he listened to them! He hoped Colin would worry
continually and look over his shoulder until the day of his death. He deserved to
suffer!Mass went smoothly and his sermon about how it was the duty of women to be a
moral beacon for their families seemed well received. As he stood at the entrance
after Mass, greeting the parishioners he saw Mrs. Simpson, family in tow,
approaching. Debbie, he noticed, lagged a considerable distance behind the rest of
her family.That was an excellent sermon, Father, and you couldnt be more
correct! Theresa Simpson gushed. I dont know whether or not youre aware of it,
but Im president of our local chapter of Families for Moral
Values. Id like to discuss with you our idea about forming a picketing committee
to protest some of these demonic rock concerts weve been getting in the area
lately.That is an excellent idea, Mrs. Simpson. Parents should take a strong
stand against the wholesale corruption of their children.We were thinking about
starting with this group, Unforgiven, who are coming to Minneapolis the end of next
month. Even their name sounds corrupt!That sounds like a very good plan. My
mother is a leading member in her Minneapolis chapter of Purity in Programming and
Im sure they would be most interested in participating in your picket. Ill give
her your number, if I may?Please do, Father, She replied. The stronger our
picket, the stronger the message we want to send will be.I agree, Mrs. Simpson.
As Debbie passed by him he said, Ill see you in class tomorrow as usual,
Debbie.Yes, Father, she mumbled.When Debbie returned home she changed her clothes
and then phoned Diana. She had to get out of her house. On Sundays, her parents
were stodgier than the Pope on a nude beach! The first thing she did after arriving
at Dianas house was change into the jeans shed worn the previous evening then she
put Unforgiven on the CD player. She sighed as the first song started. God!
Colins got such a sexy voice I get wet just listening to him!Lucky we have the
weekend off so we can study for our stupid religion final, Diana joked.Both the
girls worked at the local mall. Diana worked at a youth boutique and Debbie behind
the ticket counter of the Cineplex.Just what I want to do! Debbie replied,
looking through the clothing she kept stored there. They were the kind of clothes
that would give her mother a stroke if she saw her daughter wearing them.Have you
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decided what youre going to wear to Unforgiven to catch Colins eye? Diana asked
as she painted her fingernails a bright blue. She was a cool beauty with raven hair
and dark eyes and a body lusted after as much as Debbies.I dont know yet.
Nothing Ive got really excites me. Maybe, I need a totally new look.So, what
did Father Chuckles have to say at Mass today? Debbie made a face. You should
have been there, Din, you would have gagged! I just about did! He gave this dorky
sermon about how women have a duty to be the moral beacons for their families.Diana
stuck her finger down her throat and made a loud gagging sound.Yeah! Thats exactly
what I felt like doing, but my mother loved it! I thought she was going to cum
right there in church!I cant imagine your mother would cum over anything, Diana
commented. Figures Michaels would give a sermon on his favorite subject that
women are basically bad.You havent heard the best part yet and this is guaranteed
to make you gag! My mother and her stupid morality group are going to picket
Unforgiven and Father Dork is going to give his mother our telephone number so her
butt-nugget morality group can join the picket!Diana rewarded Debbie with another
loud gagging sound. Hes such a total dweeb! Did I tell you that mom met his
father?Youre kidding! Howd she meet him?He works for Transamerica too. Shes
filled in as his secretary a few times. I guess they were talking about where they
lived and when mom mentioned she lived in Brunsville, he mentioned Father Chuckles
was his son. Mom said he was friendly and easy to work with and she thought he was
really good looking.Why are we wasting our free time talking about Father Dork?
Debbie exclaimed. Its bad enough we have to listen to him in religion class all
week! Thank God, theres only two weeks of school left!Yeah, but he teaches
twelfth grade religion too, so well probably get stuck with him next year.Bite
your tongue, Din! Come on, lets go to the mall and see if we can find me something
to wear to see Unforgiven. Ill tell you about the totally hot dream I was having
when my stupid alarm went off.Somebody was shaking his shoulder insistently and
calling his name. Colin?Colin mumbled something and attempted to escape from the
persistent hand on his shoulder by pulling the covers over his head.Colin, you have
to get up right now!He reluctantly opened his eyes and lifted his head, pushing his
hair out of his face. He saw Alethea, fully dressed, standing beside the bed. He
yawned widely and rubbed his eyes. What time is it?Its seven oclock. I
couldnt let you sleep any longer even though you were restless after you fell
asleep last night. I have an eight oclock shuttle to catch, but I cant leave
without making sure youre up.Colin pushed back the covers and sat up. He felt
like a herd of buffalo had run over him. He hadnt slept well and had been bothered
by dreams of somebody he couldnt see, following him. He supposed it was the
unfortunate result of those threatening messages. He got up, stretched and went
into the bathroom. He quickly shaved and showered then came back into his bedroom,
sat down on the bed and started to dry his hair. As he dried it he tried to come up
with a solution to the mystery of how this person had gotten his cell number. He
supposed there was a possibility that a fan could have gotten it; some fans were
very resourceful and maybe this person had tricked the fan into giving it to him.
He supposed he should contact his cell provider about getting a new number. A
sudden giggle behind him pulled him away from his gloomy thoughts.You look like
Cousin It when you dry your hair like that, Alethea giggled.I think Im a bit
taller, Colin joked. He tossed back his hair, felt it and satisfied it was dry
enough, tossed his hair dryer into his open suitcase. He pulled on a pair of light
blue jeans over his slim hips then grabbed a blue chambray shirt. Alethea had
embroidered colorful flowers on the back and on the cuffs. He sat down on the bed
beside her and put on his hiking shoes.I gathered up all our clothes that were
scattered around downstairs, Alethea said. I didnt want your parents to be
shocked.Truthfully, I doubt if they would be, Colin replied and grinned at
her.They went downstairs. Aletheas overnight bag, portable computer and her purse
were already down in the foyer.I dont suppose you want any breakfast, but I did
make fresh coffee, she said.Colin poured himself a cup and took a sip. Do you
have time for a cup?She shook her head. Ive already called a cab and it should
be here any time now. Id better keep my eye out for it.Colin accompanied her
outside. He started his Jeep and pulled it into the garage next to his
Harley-Davidson motorcycle. In his free time, when he had it, he liked to ride it
around the hills of Marin County. Alethea often rode with him. He slid the door
down and locked it then returned to the porch where she was waiting. You know, Im
really going to miss you.Surprised and touched, Alethea replied, Ill just be a
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phone call away.Colin shook his head. Not the same thing.Youll be in Los
Angeles in a month.God! A month might as well be forever right now! There was a
honk as the taxi pulled up in front of the house. Alethea smiled and squeezed his
hand. Itll pass fast, youll see.I hope so. Colin helped the cab driver load
her things. He frowned suddenly as he finally realized what was bothering him most
about those calls hed received. It wasnt concern about his own safety, but fear
that this person might take out his hatred of him on somebody close to him. Look,
would you do me a favor? Would you call my cell when you get to Los Angeles just
so I know you got there okay? He held up his hands to fend off the protests he was
fully expecting to hear. I know you dont like me trying to protect you, but since
I love you, I feel I have the right.Alethea smiled then and agreed, Sure, no
problem.He leaned in the window and gave her a kiss. Ill try my damnedest to
call you tonight.Youd better, She said then smiled. Have a great time
tonight! Oh! And kick their asses! She waved to him as the taxi pulled away from
the house.Colin watched until he couldnt see it any longer. He grinned and shook
his head. Maybe, he should give serious consideration to Liams suggestion. He
went back inside and upstairs. He made his bed and straightened up his bedroom some
and then finished packing. He locked his suitcases, took them downstairs and left
them in the foyer. He grabbed his denim jacket out of the closet underneath the
stairs and tossed it on top of his largest suitcase. He went into the kitchen,
poured more coffee into his mug then unlocked the kitchen door and stepped out on
his deck. Colin was really proud of the deck. Hed hired a local craftsman and
carpenter to build it so that matched the exterior design of the rest of his home.
He, his dad and Liam had spent a weekend, sealing the wood then painting it to match
the trim on the rest of the house. He sat down on the railing to enjoy todays
clear view of the San Francisco skyline. A cool breeze kept blowing his hair over
his shoulder and into his face. His thoughts returned to the threatening voicemails
hed received last night. Maybe, it was just somebodys idea of a really sick joke,
but his gut was definitely telling him not to ignore the threats! The doorbell rang
forgoing any further speculations. Colin glanced at his watch and smiled. One
thing he could definitely count on was his parents always being on time. He walked
into the foyer and opened the door. Hi! He opened the screen door for them and
stepped back. Come on in.They walked into the living room and Colin noticed
immediately that Alethea must have straightened it up. The magazines he usually
left lying scattered about now lay neatly on the coffee table in front of the
couch.Are you ready to leave, Colin? Amanda asked.Yeah, but Id like to talk to
dad first, okay?Peter followed Colin out on the deck. Whats up, Son?Colin
picked his mug up off the rail and frowned into it. Im worried about you and mom
mom especially. All the publicity thats been focused on our family in the last
month and with the controversial causes I support, Colin paused and
shrugged.Youre afraid somebody might try to hurt us because they dont like the
causes you support?Well, lets face it, Dad. California has more than its fair
share of psychotics! Maybe you should hire private security guards for yourself and
mom.Dont you think thats a little extreme? Besides you know your mother and
shed never agree to it.Shed agree if you told her you thought it was a good
idea.Possibly, Peter nodded. But I still think its too drastic a step unless
you have some definite reason why I should change my mind?Colin hesitated. Should
he worry his parents when he wasnt even sure there was anything to worry
about?Amanda appeared at the back door just then and asked, Are you guys finished
talking? Wed better get started or we risk getting caught in the Sunday
traffic.Well be there in a second, Mandy. Peter assured her. He looked at
Colin again.Colin shook his head. Forget I said anything. I guess Ive just got a
bad case of pre-tour jitters.Peter had a definite feeling that there was something
Colin was holding back, but unless he chose to tell him what it was, there was no
way he could help him. As they walked back into the house he laughed, clapped Colin
on his shoulder and confided, Dont tell your mother I said so, but I think she has
a bad case of pre-tour jitters, too! This is the first time shell have both her
sons gone at the same time.Colin smiled. Thats right. Up until now shes always
had Liam at home when Ive been gone. He and his father walked back into the
living room where Amanda and Liam were waiting.Did you find someone to take care of
your fish? Peter asked.Page is going to look after them. You remember Page,
dont you?Your artist friend, Amanda replied, keeping her voice perfectly
neutral.Colin frowned. Page was probably the only thing he and his mother had ever
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fought about. Hed been eighteen and she had been twenty-five when theyd first met
and his mother had strongly disapproved of their relationship, saying a woman Pages
age had no business dating a teenage boy. Hed told Alethea that Page was an old
friend, but he hadnt told her that they were former lovers and shed been his first
really intense relationship. Page said shed feed my fish, collect my mail and
keep an eye on the house.Good, Peter replied as he opened the front door for his
wife.Liam picked up Colins biggest suitcase and Colin put on his denim jacket,
picked up his flight bag and the remaining suitcase and set them out on the front
porch. He went back inside, took one last look around, set the alarm, and shut the
front door.Youre really going to miss this place, arent you? Liam remarked.His
brother laughed and admitted, I will. When I lived in an apartment I was always so
glad to get away from it, but since I have a home now things have changed.As they
loaded the luggage into the trunk of their mothers Pontiac Grand Prix, Colin
asked, Did you get things straightened out with Tiffany?Liam frowned. I did, but
she wasnt too happy about it. I tried to let her down easy. I told her there was
no way I was ready for a permanent relationship right now and if she wanted to date
other guys while I was gone Id understand.Maybe, I ought to start asking you for
romantic advice, Colin kidded as they got into the back seat.Whats on the agenda
for today? Liam asked Colin as they were backing out of the driveway.Weve got an
in-store at one.You have an in-store that soon after you arrive? Amanda
interrupted.Thats okay, Mom, were tough and we can handle it, Liam joked.I
dont doubt it.Weve got the sound check at three, Colin continued.How long does
the sound check take? Liam asked.Usually around forty-five minutes. After the
sound check, Jake and I have an interview with Z-ROCK 99, but you and Mace are free
until we go on at nine.I wish you and mom could be there to see us in our first
headlining concert, Liam said to his father.Actually, guys, were going to
be.What! Amanda exclaimed. I just happen to have these two plane tickets to
Atlanta I bought when the boys got their schedule.How can we go when we both have
to be at work tomorrow morning?We dont because we both have two weeks vacation.
I called your office and told them you were taking two weeks off. Gloria and Rhonda
said you were long overdue for some vacation and to have a great time.I guess Im
outnumbered here, She replied ruefully.Yes, you are, Mandy. I even packed us a
suitcase so we go straight from Atlanta to wherever.A suitcase just one?I
didnt figure we need more than one.At this, Colin cleared his throat, clapped his
hands over Liams ears and joked, Whoa, you two, there is a minor present!Quit
it, Colin! Liam yelled, giving him a shove.Two weeks in the Caribbean does sound
wonderful, Amanda conceded.Go for it! Colin urged.Peter pulled up in front of
the terminal. Ill park the car and meet you inside.Screams and squeals greeted
Colin and Liam as they walked through the sliding glass doors of the terminal.
Twenty or so excited teenagers suddenly surrounded them. Colin smiled and shook his
head in wonder. No matter how secret they kept their departure date, some fans
always managed somehow to discover it.Amanda watched as Colin talked, joked, and
laughed with the teens. He sighed autographs, accepted kisses from the female fans
and seemed to be right in his element. Liam, on the other hand, didnt appear too
comfortable yet.Steve, Mace and Jake with Jazz Conrad in tow, bore down on Colin and
Liam as the blissful teens dispersed. Steve looked anything but happy. Colin was
always giving him gray hairs with his impulsive behavior.Colin, one of these day
He warned, lifting his eyebrows.Steve, theyre just a bunch of teenagers! Colin
complained. They didnt cause any harm.Im not worried about that but I am
worried youre going to get accidentally trampled the next time you decide to jump
into the middle of a bunch of stampeding kids!I dont think you have to worry
about that, Steve, Jazz spoke up, from what Ive seen, Colins able to handle the
fans real well. Jazz was in his late thirties, average height with shoulder length
reddish hair, showing some gray and worn in a ponytail. He had a warm smile and
mischievous brown eyes that twinkled behind wire-rimmed glasses.Colin turned to his
mother and to his father who had just joined them. Mom, Dad, Id like you to meet
Jazz Conrad whos the editor of Rock Hard magazine. Jazz, these are my parents,
Peter and Amanda Matthews.Im glad to meet you. Colins spoken of you so often,
Amanda said, nodding.Its nice meeting you. I enjoy reading your magazine, Peter
said.I wish everybody up in Sacramento could think like you and stop trying to play
the censorship game.Unfortunately, Jazz, theres always going to be those few who
feel they have to impose their ideas on the rest of us, Peter remarked.Steve
cleared his throat. I hate to be rude, people, but we do need to get into the
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air.Are you sure that plane is safe? Amanda fretted. I mean you just never
know about these chartered planes.Mom, this jet belongs to the Hellraisers. The
lead singer wont even get into the same car with Joe Elliot because hes convinced
Def Leppards cursed so you know he wont skimp on his jets maintenance, Colin
joked, trying to reassure her.Well, I have two sons flying on it so I think Im
entitled to worry just a little!Some, yes, but not so much that you cant enjoy
your vacation, okay? Colin replied, giving her a hug.I promise, She
agreed.Great! He gave Peter a hug. Ill see you later then.Liam gave both his
parents a hug and then hurried after the rest of the band. Once they were in the
air, Colin stretched out in his seat and closed his eyes. He didnt remember
falling asleep, but suddenly Steve was shaking his shoulder and telling him they
were preparing to land in Atlanta.That was fast! Colin yawned and stretched,
getting all the kinks out of his 62 frame.They arrived at their hotel, the Omni at
CNN Center on Peachtree Street, and checked in. When Colin got to his room, he fell
face first onto the bed and closed his eyes. His stomach growled loudly. Hell!
He muttered, opening his eyes. He figured hed better eat lunch since hed skipped
breakfast. He got up and opened the sliding glass door to his balcony. It was much
warmer than San Francisco had been so he decided to change his shirt before he did
anything else. He opened his suitcase, dug around and found his Hard Rock Caf San
Francisco
T-shirt and pulled it over his head. There was a knock on his door and he opened it
to find Steve. A large individual who looked to be about 65 and probably weighed
in the neighborhood of 220, stood behind him. Hi, Steve, whose your
friend?Colin, Id like you to meet Buck McGregor. He gets the fun job of being
your bodyguard for this tour. Buck, this is Colin Matthews whose a real headache
more times than not!Thats okay, Steve, I have a large supply of aspirin,
McGregor assured him and stuck out his hand to Colin.Colin grinned at his reply and
shook his hand. This guy was all right!Jazz walked up to them. Hey, dude! Im
starving! Care to do lunch?I am hungry now that you mention it, Colin
replied.Yeah. We could hear your stomach growling the entire flight here, Jazz
grinned.Great! I hope I dont read that in your magazine!Jazz just laughed and
motioned with his arm. Come on. Were outta here!Mace, Jake, Liam, along with
their bodyguards, decided to take Jazz up on his invitation.God, we look like a
fucking parade! Mace complained.Where we eating? Jake asked.I thought we could
head over to Underground Atlanta, Colin said. As I recall its about six blocks
from here. As he walked out of the hotel and into the bright sunlight, Colin
slipped on his sunglasses.The six blocks of Underground Atlanta proved to be a
thoroughly fascinating place. It was like walking into the past with its Victorian
architecture and the original cobblestone streets. They decided to look around
after they ate lunch. They finished looking around, returned to the street-level
and found themselves quickly surrounded by fans. The band members spent some time
talking with the kids and signing autographs. Colin shoved his sunglasses to the
top of his head as he visited with the fans. Hed never liked rock stars that wore
their shades when they were with their fans or during a concert. He thought it was
incredibly rude behavior and swore hed never do it.McGregor tapped Colins shoulder
and when he turned, he motioned to his watch. Colin nodded reluctantly. Sorry,
people, but the guys have to get back to their hotel, McGregor announced. The fans
greeted his announcement with a chorus of disappointed groans.Hey! In case you
havent already heard, were doing an in-store at the mid-town Blockbuster Music
from one until three, Colin explained. If you cant make it then well see you
tonight for sure! They left and hurried back to the hotel to find Steve waiting in
the lobby. Seeing Colin come in, the desk clerk motioned to him and he went over to
the desk. Mr. and Mrs. Matthews have arrived. Theyre room number is
1226.Thanks. He relayed the news to Liam then made a quick call on the house
phone and spoke briefly to his parents. Okay, Ill leave your names with the
security at the Omni.Mom and dad are coming to our sound check? Liam
asked.Yeah, so remind me to leave their names with security, okay?Will
do.Colin, Liam, come on! Steve called impatiently.Coming, Colin called,
hurrying after Steve. He skidded to a halt suddenly. Shit! I dont have my
glasses with me! He was severely far-sighted. He didnt need them to see, but he
did need them whenever he was doing any close work.Ive got them, Steve assured
him.It was a short ride from the hotel to the record store. The limousine pulled up
to the delivery entrance where the store manager was waiting to escort them inside.
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Glad to see you guys! It looks like its going to be a hot time for the next two
hours if the kids waiting outside are any indication. He led the band members
through the store and got them situated at a table in the front of the store then
nodded at one of his employees to unlock the front door. Accompanied by a cacophony
of shrieks, squeals and screams, the kids poured into the store. For two hours, the
band members chatted with their fans, signed copies of their CDs, posters, T-shirts,
arms, and in a few cases, chests and accepted kisses from the female fans.At one
point Colin glanced down at the end of the table and saw Liam being monopolized by a
very attractive young woman. He noted that she was tallish, probably around
Aletheas height, and like Liam, she had light hair, fair skin and blue eyes. She
bent down and whispered something to Liam whose face flushed noticeably. Colin
snickered, kicked Jake and pointed to his brother. Wonder what she said to him?I
dont know, but I wish shed say it to me!Colin grinned at the effect his baby
brother was having on the female fans.Jazz had come along too and he appeared
thrilled when some of the kids recognized him and asked him for his autograph.When
the last fan had departed, Colin sank back in his chair and breathed a sigh of
relief. He glanced over at the store manager and his employees, all who were in
various states of collapse.How many kids do you think we had come through here?
Steve asked the manager.He shook his head wearily. I dont know. I lost count
after three hundred and forty something!Colin whistled. Id say we earned our pay
today!While Steve tied up some loose ends, the band thanked the staff for having
them and left the store. Steve hurried after them, making sure nobody strayed. On
their way to the Omni Coliseum, Colin nudged Liam and whispered, So, what did she
say?What did who say? Liam said, pretending he had no idea what Colin was
talking about, but his flushing face gave him away.Colin shrugged, amused. Okay,
so you dont kiss and tell.Her names Alison, Liam said softly.Pretty name for a
very pretty lady, Colin replied.
Chapter 5Unforgiven arrived at the coliseum for their sound check. Colin walked
in, looked around and whistled. A shiver ran up his spine when he remembered the
show had sold out and thought about how many fans would be seeing them tonight.Peter
and Amanda were backstage already with Russ Taylor, Unforgivens tour manager.Mom,
dad, how was your flight? Colin greeted them with a hug and a kiss.We hit a patch
of turbulence coming out of Denver, but other than that it was fine. Peter
said.How was the in-store? Amanda asked. How did Liam do?Colin grinned. It
was really amazing! We mustve had close to five hundred kids and Liam was a major
hit with the female fans.Well, I noticed there were some guys openly lusting after
you, Colin, Mace remarked.Hey! Can I help it if Im gorgeous? Colin joked.
Even Jazz got asked for his autograph. He glanced at his watch then said, I
guess wed better get our sound check done so Armageddon has enough time to do one,
too. He walked out on stage and took a turn around it in order to familiarize
himself with its layout.What are we going to do? Jake asked, picking up his
bass.Colin took his guitar from his roadie, Clem, and put the strap over his
shoulder. How about Because The Night?Fine by me, Mace said as he settled
himself behind his drum kit and picked up his sticks.Liam ran his hand across his
keyboards, experimentally, causing an unearthly shriek that echoed through the
coliseum. He grimaced. Sorry!Colin fitted his headset. He preferred to use a
headset rather than a microphone because it allowed him to move freely about the
stage. Because The Night, a song written by Bruce Springsteen and Patti Smith, was
one of Colins all-time favorite songs. Springsteen and Smith had both recorded it
and in recent years, Keel. Colin harbored a secret wish that Unforgiven could
record it someday, too.Unforgiven ran through the song, stopping several times when
one of the sound technicians had a suggestion or a request. Everyone finally felt
satisfied with the sound levels. Colin knew that they would need some minor
adjustments once the coliseum filled with warm bodies, but he had a great deal of
confidence in their crew and knew Unforgiven would sound great. He took off his
headset and pulled his guitar over his head and handed them both to Clem. He walked
back to where his parents were standing. Did we sound okay?You sounded fine to
me, Peter replied. I suppose youll have to adjust the sound again after this
place fills up?Some, yeah.Russ hurried past Colin and called, Twenty minutes,
Colin.Okay, thanks, Colin replied then turned back to his parents. Jake and I
have that radio interview to do.How long will that be? Amanda asked.Not more
than an hour, Id guess.How about we take you guys, Mace, Jake, and Steve out for
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dinner? Peter asked.Im up for it. What time?We have reservations for
six.Okay. See you later.Colin and Jake arrived at the radio station. The DJ
looked up from behind his glass booth and smiled as he saw them walk inside. They
came inside and settled themselves behind a console across from him.As I announced
earlier, Colin Matthews and Jake Rousselle from Unforgiven are my guests this
afternoon. Theyll be playing at the Omni Coliseum tonight starting at eight
oclock with Armageddon opening. We still have tickets for tonights concert to
give away so listen up for your chance to win. Ill be talking with Colin and Jake
and well be taking your phone calls after these messages. The DJ flipped a switch
then pulled off his headset. He leaned over his console to shake hands with Colin
and Jake. You guys ready to rock?Whenever you are, Colin replied.The DJ put his
headset back on, flipped another switch and then spoke into his mouthpiece. Okay,
this is Mad Mike Morrison on Z-Rock 99. My guests this afternoon are Colin
Matthews and Jake Rousselle from Unforgiven wholl be playing tonight at the Omni
Coliseum at eight oclock with Armageddon opening. Remember to keep listening for
your chance to win tickets to see Unforgiven.Hell be giving a pair away shortly,
Colin added.This is Unforgivens first headlining tour. Are you guys worried about
it going belly-up given the fact that concert receipts from the previous two years
have been way down?No, Colin shook his head. Some of the people at Atlantic
Records did suggest we wait and go out in the fall, but we decided we were ready
now. I mean if you wait until everythings perfect, you may as well quit because
things are never going to be absolutely perfect.Anyway we thrive on a challenge!
Jake declared. And weve done some things that will give us an edge, too.Such
as?Weve put a cap on our ticket prices of $35 dollars. Weve also designed our
stage so it can be broken down to fit the smaller venues in addition to the usual
arena circuit.Okay, but if I only have so much money, what would make me choose
your band?Because we put on a damn good show and we leave the bullshit at the
stage door! Colin answered.Okay, now were going to let our listeners talk to
Colin and Jake. If you have a question youd like to ask, the number to call is
741-Rock. Immediately the phone lines lit up and began blinking.Our first caller
is Greg from Atlanta. Go ahead, Greg.Yeah, Id like to ask Colin and Jake what
kind of cars they drive and what they look for in a car?Greg, I drive a Jeep
Patriot Sport. I look at gas mileage and emission standards. I also look for leg
room because I have really long legs so comfort is really essential to me.Jake
spoke up, I drive a Pontiac Solstice. I look at gas mileage and emission
standards, too, but I also look for a great design.A car that draws the girls in
other words, Colin kidded.Our next caller is Darlene, from Atlanta also.Hi,
Colin and Jake!Hi, Darlene! They both responded.Colin, I know youre
pro-choice, but I was really surprised to see you at the Pro-choice Rally in
Washington D.C. last month. It seems a lot of guys say theyre pro-choice, but its
usually just lip service they never do anything to back up their claim.Im
pro-choice because I believe that a woman needs to hear all the options before she
can make a decision thats right for her. I dont believe the government should
force their choice on her. I also volunteer as an escort at some of the womens
clinics in the Bay Area.You mean escorting the women past anti-abortion
protesters? Morrison asked.Yes. The clinic in the Bay Area, so far, havent had a
lot of trouble from these radical anti-abortion groups, but this being an election
year, we might see things change.But why get involved in a womens issue?I dont
understand why so many men think its solely a womans issue. I mean we all have
wives, sisters, and girlfriends. How can we think it doesnt involve us?Okay,
fair enough. Anne, from Kennesaw is our next caller.Hi! I want to know what your
favorite foods are.Mine are my girlfriends Cajun spaghetti and my moms chili,
Colin answered.Jake laughed. You can strip paint with his moms chili its
really hot! My favorite food is steak and lobster.Lets take another call
Nicole from Forrest Hills.Hi! Would you guys like a girlfriend?Im involved
with somebody, but Jake isnt. Id love a girlfriend and you sound like just what
I had in mind!Our next caller is Ted from Jonesboro.Hi! I like the video for
Ruins of Love
a lot! How long did it take to shoot it and do you like making videos?Glad you
liked it. It took sixteen hours to shoot and I dont like doing them, Colin stated
emphatically. It wouldnt be so bad if you didnt have to fake playing and
singing!And youve got to watch out for directors who think theyre the next
Steven Spielberg, Jake added. We lucked out with that video and got a really good
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director who made shooting it easier than usual.Stephanie from Decatur is
next.Colin, who has longer hair? Kory Clarke or you?I think his hair is longer
because I had to shorten mine a few years ago after it fell in love with my coffee
grinder, Colin laughed.Dan from Marietta has a question.Who are you supporting
for President?Im as you may have already guessed quite liberal so Im supporting
the Democratic candidate.Im an independent because I like the idea of a third
party candidate. Whats really important, though, is that you vote, Jake added.
It doesnt matter how or who you vote for just that you vote!Right! Colin
urged. Dont ever let anybody tell you that your vote doesnt count!We have time
for a few more calls. Trish from Atlanta.I saw you guys last year when you opened
for Guns N Roses.That was one wild tour, Trish, Colin remarked.How come you
guys dont wear fancy stage clothes?Well, Colin doesnt have the legs for a
kilt! Jake joked.Im into comfort so Ill take a pair of well-worn jeans over
leather any time! Colin declared.Mitch from Dalton is on the line.Do you guys
live in a house or an apartment?I live in a small Queen Anne Victorian which was
built in 1900 and its best known for being a cathouse at one time. Colin
revealed.Do you also live in a former house of ill-repute, Jake? Morrison
questioned.Nah! I live in an apartment. Im not into mowing the lawn!Our last
caller is Tony from Macon.What do you guys do to keep in shape for your tour?I
jog and I play racquetball, Jake answered.I play some racquetball, Colin
began.He always looses to me! Jake snickered.I also roller blade and I hike
too, Colin continued. Marin County has some great hiking trails.Thanks for
stopping by, Colin and Jake. Were all looking forward to Unforgivens show tonight
at the Omni Coliseum starting at eight oclock.Thanks for having us, Colin said.
Id like to tell everybody its going to be a fantastic show! Weve got a great
opening band in Armageddon so be sure to get there early!Okay! Coming up, your
chance to win a pair of tickets to see Unforgiven at the Omni Coliseum tonight!As
Colin and Jake walked out of the radio station and got into the waiting limousine,
Jake asked, So, whos this mysterious woman you referred to?I met her at when she
was covering the Ozzfest last summer for her magazine, Colin replied evasively.Jake
glanced at Colin curiously. Colin had always been closemouthed about his
relationships even with him and he considered himself to be Colins best friend, but
hed never known him to be so reticent before. This woman, whoever she was must
mean a great deal to him.My parents invited us all to dinner tonight. Can you make
it? Colin asked, changing the subject.Damn! Colin, Id say yes if I hadnt
already made other plans. He shrugged.Colin grinned, wondering how Jake managed to
pick up a girl when they barely had a free moment since arriving in Atlanta!Tell
them thanks for thinking about me, though.Will do.They arrived back at the
hotel. Colin entered his room and his cell started buzzing. It was Alethea. They
talked for a few minutes before hanging up. He smiled and then fell face first on
his bed, his head hanging over the edge with his long hair pooling on the rug
beneath him. He was beat! He glanced at his watch, groaned and pulled himself up
again. After showering and drying his hair, he got dressed, wearing black jeans, a
long, silky green shirt and a black vest. He tucked his room key into his pocket
and left. He knocked on the door of Maces room. Yeah, come on in.Colin stuck
his head in the door and invited Mace to dinner with his family.Tell your parents
thanks for me, Colin, but Im going over to the coliseum and get in some practice
time.Okay. He knew that Mace was a perfectionist when it came to his drumming
and was always looking for ways to improve it.Colin stopped by Steves room, but he
was on the phone and from the sound of things he might be on it for some time. What
little he overheard sounded as if Steve was busy tying up some loose ends for their
first European tour. He took the elevator down to the twelfth floor and knocked on
the door of his parents suite.Amanda opened the door. He saw over her shoulder
that Liam had beaten him there. Hi! Come in. She shut the door. My! You both
look so handsome!Mom! They chorused and then started laughing.Liam dressed
totally in blue, wearing light blue dress jeans and a bright blue shirt, which
darkened his eyes to sapphire.You look gorgeous, Mom, Colin said. I really like
your dress.Thank you. Amanda wore a lavender-colored dress in a floral pattern
that complimented her hair color and skin tone. She wore her hair in its customary
French twist.Your mother would look lovely even in a burlap sack! Peter stated as
he came out of the bedroom. He dressed casually in slacks, a dress shirt and a
sports jacket.Ouch! Amanda grimaced. I dont think Id like that!So, Liam,
are you going to let your hair grow? Colin teased.Liam grinned at his brothers
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teasing. I dont think Id want to grow my hair as long as yours, Colin; itd
drive me crazy!Sometimes I get annoyed with it too, he admitted and then
laughed. Like when I got it caught in the coffee grinder! He turned to his
parents. Mace and Jake said to thank you for the supper invitation but theyd both
made other plans already and Steve was on the phone talking to somebody in Europe so
I didnt ask him.Where are we eating? Liam asked.Your mother has a fancy for
real Southern cuisine and the desk clerk recommended a restaurant in Mid-town near
Piedmont Park.I dont know about anybody else, but Im hungry, Colin replied as
they got into their rented car.We heard your interview and Im not sure I like what
Jake said about my chili, Their mother remarked.You never told us that story about
your house either, Peter said. It seems rather small to have been that sort of
place.Colin grinned and replied, According to the historical accounts I found
there were only four ladies, but they were very exclusive, expensive and only the
richest gentlemen could afford them.They arrived at the restaurant, housed in a
gingerbread style Victorian mansion, built in the late 1800s. It had a garden with
a gazebo where people dined.This is gorgeous! Colin exclaimed as he got out of
the car. I feel right at home.When the desk clerk described it to me I knew
youd enjoy eating here, Peter replied.As the hostess escorted them to their table,
Colin, whose attention was on the interior design, failed to notice the peculiar,
and in some cases, the hostile looks he was receiving. Amanda, however, did notice
and a cold glare from her forced them to turn their attention elsewhere. They
studied the menu in silence for a few moments then Amanda sighed and declared,
There are so many things that sound absolutely delicious that I cant make up my
mind.I wouldnt look at the dessert menu then, Colin advised.After they had
ordered and the waiter had brought their drinks, Colin leaned back in his chair with
a sigh and said, This place has such a restful atmosphere I hope I dont fall
asleep.You do look tired, His mother remarked.I didnt get much sleep last
night. I guess I was too nervous.Amanda suspected being nervous wasnt the entire
reason Colin hadnt gotten enough sleep.Liam glanced at his watch and whistled
softly, Wow! Its hard to believe in just a little over two hours well be playing
in front of twenty thousand fans!Feeling a little nervous? Peter asked.More
than a little, Dad, He admitted. What if I cant remember the songs or worse yet,
I freeze when the lights come up?Ill tell you how to avoid that, Colin spoke
up. When the lights come up dont look at the entire audience all at once. Just
pick a small section and keep your eyes on it until you feel comfortable enough to
take in the whole audience.Ill give it a try.Or you can picture everybody in
their underwear, He proposed mischievously. With all those females it could prove
to be quite titillating!Colin! Amanda exclaimed, trying to sound shocked, but
not quite managing to hide her smile.The waiter arrived with their food and any
conversation ceased for several minutes while everybody dug into their food. Colin
was the first to speak, What time are you leaving tomorrow?At noon. Your father
wants to tour CNN before we leave.I figured you probably wouldnt want to miss out
on seeing CNN up close and personal, Dad! Colin teased.Peter just laughed, nodding
in agreement.Have you told the President yet that you wont be filling his job
opening? Liam inquired.No, it can wait until after our vacation.The dessert cart
came by and though everything on it looked utterly delicious, both Colin and Liam
passed on dessert. It wasnt a good idea to go onstage, under hot lights, stuffed
with a rich dessert unless you wanted to take the risk of getting sick in the middle
of the concert.Colin leaned back in his chair and dug into his pocket. Could you
do me a favor, Dad?Sure, if I can.Could you drive my Jeep occasionally? I hate
to leave it sitting in the garage for six months. You can leave it at your house
and Ill pick it up there when we come home. He handed his father his car keys.I
can do that.Liam dug his keys out, too. Could you or mom drive my Jeep
occasionally, too?No problem, Peter answeredAmanda noticed Colin glancing at his
watch and looked at Peter. I suppose wed better be getting the boys to the
coliseum.Peter nodded and motioned to the waiter who promptly brought the check
over to their table.Ill split it with you, Colin offered.No, its our treat,
Peter said.Let me get the tip then. Okay.They walked outside. It was still
warm, but not uncomfortable. Colin and Liam, for their amusement, tried to guess
whether the cars passing them, going in the same direction, were going to
Unforgiven. A couple of limousines filled with kids swept past them.Theres a good
idea, Amanda remarked. Rent a limousine to take your child and their friends to
the concert and then you dont have to worry about them getting into an
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accident.Where do I go now? Peter asked as they approached the coliseum.The
stage entrance, Colin replied.There was a line of cars waiting to get into the
parking lot and they could see fans converging on the entrance from all over the lot
as they drove past.Wow! Liam exclaimed.Do all these belong to Unforgiven?
Amanda asked as they passed a row of double-parked white semi-trailer trucks and
four colorfully painted buses.Yeah, Mom six of the trailer trucks belong to us,
Colin replied with more than a trace of pride in his voice.Whom do the buses belong
to?One is Armageddons, one belongs to their road crew and the other two belong to
our road crew, Liam explained.I guess I didnt realize what a really big
production this is, she replied.Peter pulled in behind a limousine already parked
close to the stage entrance.Looks like Mace and Jake are already here, Liam
commented.As Colin got out of the car he noticed that security guards were keeping
back the fans, trying to sneak in the stage door. He heard screams and moans when
they spotted him and Liam. Colin smiled and waved at them, eliciting even louder
screams.Steve appeared at the door, holding it open until they were all safely
inside then quickly closing it as some of the fans broke past security and rushed
the door. That was close! He huffed.Colin turned to his parents. Ill change
and be right out.Colin? Russ called, coming up to him with something in his
hand. This telegrams for you. He handed it to Colin. Thanks, Russ. He opened
the telegram, guessing it was from Alethea. It read, I love you!Whos it from?
Liam asked, trying to see over his arm.None of your business, Colin answered,
giving him a gentle shove.Ill bet its from Alethea, Liam guessed.Amanda noticed
how carefully he folded the telegram, confirming her suspicion that Alethea sent
it.Colin opened the dressing room door and stuck his head inside. Are you guys
decent?Sure, unless you have Vanessa Morrison with you, Jake answered.Nope,
sorry I just have Liam.Colin quickly changed into a pair of jeans, ripped in all
the right places, and donned a T-shirt with the bands logo on it. He went back out
into the hallway where Peter and Amanda were waiting. Ready?Lead the way, Peter
said.As they walked down the hall Colin stuck his head into Armageddons dressing
room. Hi, everybody! Hows it going?Just fine, Colin, Jodi, the lead singer
replied. She was a gorgeous young woman dressed in tight jeans and an equally tight
T-shirt.How did the club tour go? Previous to joining their tour, Armageddon had
done a short tour of the club circuit.We knocked them dead! The lead guitarist
proclaimed.Great! Ill see you later.As he and his parents worked their way to
the backstage area they passed what seemed like dozens of people hurrying to and
from the backstage area. Colin paused just off the side of the stage and stood with
his hands in his pocket as he surveyed the audience. From where he was standing he
could see them, but they couldnt see him. AC/DCs For Those About To Rock (We
Salute You) was blasting out of the sound system and the audience was in constant
motion. Fans were still coming into the coliseum in a steady stream. Others were
leaving to check out the concession stands or the booths of the advocacy groups. He
saw lots of kids coming back in wearing or carrying Unforgiven and/or Armageddon
T-shirts. Many were also clutching pamphlets they had obtained from the advocacy
booths. He hoped the fans who were old enough had registered to vote.I always like
to come up and watch all this. It gets me psyched up for our performance. He
glanced at his watch and noticed it was a few minutes before eight.The lights in the
coliseum suddenly started to dim and there was a lot of whooping from the audience.
The stage was completely dark and the members of Armageddon slipped silently past
Colin and his parents and took their places on stage.Dudes and dudettes, A voice
announced. Colin immediately recognized as belonging to Jazz. Please give a
rousing Southern welcome to Armageddon!As the lights came back up, the fans greeted
Armageddon with screams, yells, clapping and foot stomping. Colin even heard a
rebel yell or two. Im going to stay up here for a while, He said to his
parents. He nodded at Clem, his guitar roadie. Clem will take you back to our
dressing room if you dont want to stay.I think well go back to your dressing
room. Peter decided.After his parents had left, Colin stuck in his earplugs. He
always wore them when he played or when he was in the vicinity of any really loud
music. He could still hear, but they screened out the high decibels and prevented
any damage to his hearing. Armageddon launched into their first song to the screams,
shouts and applause of the audience. Colin watched them perform a couple more songs
then he returned to Unforgivens dressing room. His parents were having a soda and
visiting with Mace and Jake.Hows Armageddon doing? Jake asked as Colin removed
his earplugs.Looks to me like they have the audience eating out of their hands!
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He replied as he glanced at Liam who, as usual, was standing in front of a mirror,
fussing with his hair. Colin smiled to himself and shook his head. He spent more
time on it than any teenager hed ever encountered. He was too nervous to sit still
so he went back out into the hallway. As he leaned against the wall, Aletheas
telegram that hed stowed in his pocket, crinkled. He reread it, wishing fervently
that she could be here instead of a piece of paper. He sighed, put it away and
began to pace up and down the hall restlessly.So, Dude, are you nervous?Colin
looked up to find Jazz and his ever-present cassette recorder. He laughed. Well,
Ill put it this way. I doubt Nikki Sixx was this nervous when he was getting that
alleged tattoo on ?That nervous, huh? Jazz asked, cutting him off short. Are
you anxious to get this gig started?Im really looking forward to it! Im anxious
to see how our new songs sound live.Ive just been backstage watching Armageddon.
I think theyre going to be huge by the end of this tour, maybe even before the
end.I agree and Im glad we could offer them a hand getting there.I was also out
in the lobby too. The Rock the Vote booth has been doing mega-business!Im glad
to hear it, Jazz because I think the younger voters are going to play a key role in
the upcoming election. I dont want to preach, but if you dont vote its a vote in
favor of keeping things the way they are. The volume of cheering, screaming and
clapping of the audience suddenly rose dramatically, interrupting them. Colin
glanced at his watch, figuring that Armageddon was coming off stage. Confirming his
guess, Russ appeared from the stage area. Twenty minutes, Colin.Okay,
Russ.Twenty minutes! Thats not very long between bands. Jazz remarked in a
surprised tone.Weve streamlined things as much as possible. Both bands use the
same sound system and Maces drum kit is already assembled. Armageddons crew
pushes Bash Browers kit back and our crew pushes Maces up front. The idea is to
keep the time between shows short enough so the fans dont get bored and start
looking for trouble.Your rider doesnt allow beer to be served?No. I think when
youre really thirsty any cold drink will do.Russ came back, knocked on the door of
the dressing room and called, Were ready for you guys. He turned. Are you
ready, Colin?Coming. He clapped Jazz on his arm. Catch you later. He paused
at the door of the dressing room and saw that Liam had once again stopped in front
of the mirror to check out his hair. Colin grabbed his arm. Come on, Liam! Your
hair looks great and all the girls in the front row will keel over in a dead faint
when they see you! He didnt have the heart to tell Liam that after a half-hour
under the hot stage lights his perfect hair was going to be a sweaty mess.The house
lights were just going down when they arrived in the wings. Again, the fans gave
scattered screams and shouts followed by foot stomping and applause. Peter and
Amanda gave them a hug. Good luck! Amanda said. Colin nodded then put in his
earplugs, put his guitar strap over his shoulder and fitted his headset on
securely.Although the stage was completely dark, Colin, Mace and Jake had no trouble
finding their way around. Liam followed, but at a more cautious pace. When he was
behind his keyboards, Colin nodded to bring up the lights. As the lights came up, he
winked at Liam. Unforgiven started off with their current hit, Ruins of Love,
followed by a crowd favorite from their first CD, A Snowballs Chance in Hell.Hows
everybody doing tonight? Colin shouted over the screams and applause. Even louder
screams, cheers and applause answered his question. Sounds like youre all fired
up and ready for a great time and we plan to give you one, too! There was more
cheering and applause. When it had died down some, Colin said, Id like to
introduce you to Unforgiven. On drums and, in my humble opinion, one of the best
drummers around, Mace Saxon!Mace did one of his extra fancy drum rolls, tossed his
sticks up into the air, stood up and bowed then caught his sticks as they came down
again. The audience went wild, showing their approval.Playing bass is a great guy
and a hard and heavy player who I met five years ago when we played in
BodySnatchers, Jake Rousselle!Jake bowed. He straightened up again, tossing his
long curly hair over his shoulder in a sexy move designed to make the female fans
scream, and they certainly obliged him.On keyboards is our newest member. Hes
been tooling with the keys since he was a little kid. Hes gotten so good he was
offered a scholarship to a prestigious Eastern music school, but chose to join us
instead. He also happens to be my younger brother, Liam Matthews!Liam ran his hand
over his keyboards producing a variety of strange sounds then bowed as the audience
whistled and screamed.Colin noticed that Liam seemed at ease and also noticed the
heightened interest of a few female fans in the front row. He smiled as he
recognized the same young woman whod spoken to Liam at the in-store earlier. His
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attention suddenly came back to the present where Jake was introducing him.Playing
lead guitar is one of the best guitarists Ive personally ever performed with and
hes a pretty decent singer in the bargain, Colin Matthews!Colin bowed; allowing
his waist-length hair to fall forward then took his hand and swept it back over his
shoulder, causing more screams from the female fans.Unforgiven slammed into their
next song. They performed songs from all three of their CDs.Colin always found it
amazing how fast the time passed when he was performing. The concert ended before
he even realized it. Amid screams and cheers, the band left the stage. When he got
off stage Colin grabbed a bottle of spring water and gulped half of it. Whoa!
His shirt and hair were soaked with sweat. He wiped his face with a towel and
listened as the fans screamed, chanted, stomped and applauded for the band to
return. He turned to his band mates and asked, You guys ready to go back?The band
members reappeared to see the audience holding up lit matches or their lighters.
Small flames dotted the entire coliseum. In response to their enthusiastic call
back, the band did two more songs. Thank you, Colin said when the applause had
quieted. Youve really been a great audience to play for and weve had a great
time tonight! He waited for them to calm down. You know, my parents are long
time rock fans so I grew up listening to Jimi Hendrix, Janis Joplin, the Doors and
Led Zeppelin. For our last song wed like to do a song Jimi Hendrix recorded that
was written by Bob Dylan called, All Along the Watchtower. Its a personal
favorite of mine and I hope youll enjoy it as much as I do.The kids listened
attentively and seemed to enjoy the song even though most of them were born long
after Hendrix had died. Maybe this would inspire some of them to give the hard rock
of the sixties a try.Thank you and goodnight! Colin shouted as the band members
all came to the front of the stage, linked arms and bowed. He made a final
announcement, As you probably know, Rock the Vote has a booth in the lobby. If
youre eighteen and havent registered, please do so before you leave because its
one of the most important things youll ever do!
Chapter 6The band was leaving the stage when Colin noticed that Liam was missing
and turned to see where hed gone. He spotted him talking with the young woman hed
met that afternoon. He decided not to disturb them. He had already showered,
dressed and was drying his hair when Liam burst into the dressing room. He took his
brothers arm and dragged him to the other side of the room, out of earshot of the
other people still in the room. Colin, Alison asked me to go club hopping with
her. I know Steve wont approve, but Im going anyway!Go ahead. Ill cover for
you.Thanks, Colin! Liam showered, dressed and left in record time much to his
brothers amazement. He didnt even stop to make sure his hair was picture
perfect.Colin shook his head and smiled. Alison must really be one special lady!
He joined his parents who were waiting in the hallway. Howd you like the
concert?I thought the band was excellent! Amanda said. You were as good as any
of the superstar bands Ive seen over the years and that includes the Stones,
Zeppelin, and the Who, Peter added.Jazz came up and clapped Colin on his shoulder.
Great concert! Thanks.So wheres Liam off to in such a rush? He just about ran
me over!Hot date, Colin whispered in a conspiratorial tone. As Russ hurried past
he grabbed him. Russ, tell Steve Ill see him back at the hotel.Will do.Colin
turned back to find his mother, a worried frown clouding her face. Whats
wrong?Liam went out with a girl he knows nothing about?At this point Jazz excused
himself and went over to talk with Mace and Jake.Mom, Liams not a little kid any
more, Colin pointed out as gently as possible.Amanda sighed. I know and Im
sorry. I guess Im having a hard time accepting that youre both grown and dont
need me as much as you did before.Colin gave her a hug. Mom, one thing you can be
sure of; well always need you no matter what.Thanks, she replied, touching his
cheek.Accompanied now by McGregor, Colin and his parents walked outside. There were
still a few kids waiting by the stage entrance and when they saw Colin, they
immediately surrounded him, everybody talking at once, asking questions and begging
for his autograph. Colin, with the ever watchful McGregor standing close by him,
smiled as he patiently answered their questions and signed autographs. When the
fans finally left he walked over to the car where his parents were waiting.You look
exhausted, Amanda said sympathetically.I am, Mom, but its a good kind of
exhaustion, Colin answered as he and McGregor got into the back seat.What time are
you guys leaving tomorrow? Peter asked.Ten, he replied, groaning.They parked the
car in the hotel garage and rode the elevator to the twelfth floor where Peter and
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Amanda left. Colin held the doors open. Ill see you tomorrow before we
leave.Okay. Be sure to tell Alethea we said hello. Amanda requested. Sleep
well.Goodnight, Colin, Peter said, putting his arm around his wife.Goodnight.
As the elevator doors shut again Colin pondered on how his mother knew he was
planning to call Alethea.They got out on the seventeenth floor. It was eerily quiet
as they walked down the hall to their rooms. McGregor saw Colin safely into his
room before he went into his own.Colin opened the sliding glass door and stepped out
on his balcony. Atlanta by night was very beautiful well, maybe not as beautiful
as the San Francisco skyline at night, but close. He stared at it, lost in his own
thoughts, until a sudden explosion of noise in the corridor brought him back to the
present. It sounded as if Mace and Jake had brought half the fans that attended the
concert back to the hotel with them and knowing their penchant for throwing a great
party, they probably had. Colin sat down on his bed and had just picked up his cell
phone when there was a knock on his door. Come, Colin called in imitation of his
favorite television character, Captain Jean-Luc Picard of Star Trek the Next
Generation. He was a major Trekker.Jake stuck his head in the door. Were having
a party So I gathered, Colin laughed.We have some really foxy ladies He
forestalled Colins next question by quickly adding, Theyre all of legal age, of
course.Of course, Colin agreed.Are you going to drop by?Thanks for the
invitation, but Im going to pass. I didnt get much sleep last night and Im
beat.Okay, but youre missing a great time. Say, as long as Im here, can I
borrowA condom? Colin asked. He pointed at his larger suitcase. Look in
there.Jake opened the suitcase and lifted some of the clothes. Jesus! You have
enough condoms! Are you expecting to be attacked by a harem?No, but I knew youd
be borrowing them from me the entire tour and I didnt want to run out, he
laughed.Well, thanks, Colin, Jake replied and beat a hasty retreat.Colin laughed
again and shook his head. He fast dialed Aletheas number and lay
back.Hello?Hi!Colin, how was the concert?Great! The audience was really
terrific and they called us back for three encores!How did Liam do?He was pretty
nervous at first, but I gave him my secret for avoiding stage-fright and I guess it
worked for him, Colin explained. By the way, thanks for calling and for your
telegram. How was your interview with Megadeth?It was interesting to say the
least and no, they didnt talk me into going skydiving with them though it wasnt
for lack of trying!Im sure, He laughed. Mom and dad said to be sure and tell
you hello for them. Theyre here in Atlanta. Dad surprised mom with tickets to
Atlanta this morning and theyre leaving for the Caribbean for two weeks tomorrow.
I think Moms having kind of a hard time adjusting to her youngest child being out
on his own.Your parents are so thoughtful of one another.I know. So, what are
you doing right now?Not a thing. Im just laying here in bed wearing
nothing!Colin groaned. I wish you hadnt told me that!Why not? She teased
him.Because Im three thousand miles away from you and I cant do a damn thing
about it!Alethea laughed softly, intimately.The next time Im in Los Angeles Im
going to make up for lost time! Colin promised her.Id expect nothing less!Im
looking forward to it! He replied. Well, as much as I hate to, Id better let
you go.Ill talk to you soon. I love you.I love you too.Sleep well if you
can! She teased.He chuckled and hung up then folded his arms under his head and
stared up at the ceiling. He found himself fantasizing about being married to
Alethea. Thoughts of marriage seem to be occupying his mind a lot lately even
before Liam mentioned it. He shook his head and checked his cell for messages and
saw he had a voicemail.I hope youre counting the days, Matthews, because you
havent got many left! Youre a dead man! I swear this to God who appointed me His
Holy Avenger! It was the same person who had left the threatening messages the
previous night. Fuck it! Colin swore, tossing his cell on his bed. He picked it
up again, listened to the voicemail a second time and then saved it. He got up and
started to pace around the room with his hands jammed into his pockets then suddenly
stopped. Fuck! This is just what this creep wants to make me worry and fret
about what he says hes going to do! Well, Im not going to oblige the dickhead!
Colin thought. He got undressed and went to bed. He stared into the darkness once
again trying to figure out how this person had come by his cell number. He couldnt
and wouldnt let himself worry about the threats on his life. Colin finally fell
into a restless, uneasy sleep, dreaming that somebody was chasing him. He glanced
over his shoulder, but couldnt see anyone. He could hear them, very clearly,
running after and gaining on him. Just when they were practically on top of him and
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planning to do God only knew what to him, a loud buzzing sound rescued him. He
jolted halfway out of bed, his heart hammering, his breath coming in gasps and his
hairline damp with sweat. He drew a deep breath and collapsed back into bed.
Obviously, the threatening message hed received last night caused this nightmare.
What in the hell was this persons game plan? Was he actually planning to kill him
or just drive him nuts with empty threats? By the time Colin got himself together,
it was nearly nine oclock. He threw back the covers and scrambled out of bed,
angry with himself for letting this person dominate his thoughts and spoil his
morning! While dressing and packing, he wolfed down breakfast. He was brushing his
teeth when he heard a knock on his door then heard Russ call, You got ten minutes,
Colin. He raced around the room throwing stuff into his suitcases then shutting
and locking them. He took a quick tour of the room to make sure he hadnt forgotten
anything and then grabbed his denim jacket and carried his suitcases out into the
hall. He met Liam who also seemed to be running late. Liam did his best to hide
the hickey on his neck and Colin smiled when he spotted it, but said nothing.Steve
was standing out in the hallway. He glared at both Colin and Liam as they straggled
up with their luggage and added it to the pile. Before we leave theres a problem
Id like to address. There was a loud groan from the band, especially from those
members who had partied too much the previous night and were now paying the piper.
Im referring to the continuing problem of people going out without their
bodyguards. Steve fixed his stern glare on all four of the band members. Were
paying these people to protect you guys, but they cant do that if you wont
cooperate with them! I do not want to have to repeat this lecture again.
Understood?Whatever, Steve and I think I speak for everybody, Jake replied.The
elevator dinged then opened. Steve looked up alarmed, but relaxed as he saw it was
Peter and Amanda.We just came up to say goodbye, She explained to Steve then held
out her arms to Colin and Liam.Colin gave both of his parents a hug. Have a great
time in the Caribbean!Well do our best, his mother assured him.Liam gave his
parents a hug too. Have fun and send us a postcard.Well do, Peter
promised.The band members took the elevator down to the lobby. As they walked out
of the hotel to their waiting limousine, Jake said to Colin, Jesus! I never
realized what a babe your mom is! Ill bet she has guys drooling all over San
Francisco!Colin frowned as he thought about his biological father. There was at
least one guy who had apparently been immune to her charms!
Chapter 7Debbie sat slouched in her desk, waiting for religion class to start and
watched as the other kids filed in one or two at a time. She yawned and wished for
the umpteenth time that she didnt have this class immediately after lunch. With
her stomach full, Father Michaels boring lectures, and his monotonous voice; she
had to fight to stay awake. The only thing making it bearable was the fact that it
was her last class of the day and, since she had a seventh period study hall, she
was able to leave early.Father Michaels was not present in the classroom and still
had not appeared when the bell rang. Diana, who sat behind Debbie, tapped her on
the shoulder and when Debbie leaned back, Diana whispered, Where do you suppose
Father Chuckles is? Maybe we lucked out and he got sick.We couldnt be that
lucky, Din, Debbie replied in a gloomy tone. Hes probably jerking off in his
office and isnt watching the clock!Just as she finished speaking, the classroom
door opened and Father Michaels hurried into the room. He laid his textbooks on the
desk and said, I apologize for being late, but something very important needed my
attention. He motioned for the students to stand and he led them in a short
prayer. After they had sat down again, he took up his usual position that placed
him directly across from Debbies desk. Ive decided since were so close to the
end of the school year, we should take a break from our studies and do something
different.Big deal! Debbie thought. Somebody give the dork a medal!Its been
brought to my attention recently how many teenagers are unhealthily obsessed with
anyone or anything to do with whats commonly called heavy metal music.Debbie felt
Diana jab her in her back and knew she was going to say her mother had brought it to
his attention. She smiled to herself and thought, If he only knew how wet I get
even thinking about Colin!This concerns me greatly, Father Michaels continued.
Thats why Ive decided to have a panel discussion on Friday to debate the pros and
cons of heavy metal music.All heavy metal music? A student asked.No, Ive
narrowed it down to three bands whose influence I consider the most dangerous and
destructive: Megadeth, Danzig, and the Unforgiven.Debbies hand shot up. Why the
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Unforgiven, Father? In the first place theyre hard rock not heavy metal and
secondly, theres absolutely no solid proof that heavy metal music is dangerous.I
dont see any of them as being dangerous or destructive, Another student spoke
up.Before Father Michaels could answer, a student in the front row turned around and
said, Colin Matthews supports the killing of babies and thinks its okay for little
kids to have access to pornography!Hes pro-choice, dweeb theres a difference!
Debbie snapped. And he doesnt want to expose little kids to pornography, but he
does think the government shouldnt tell people what they can read, watch, or listen
to!All right, Father Michaels held up his hands. Lets save these arguments for
our panel discussion. Debbie, since you seem to be such an ardent supporter of
Colin Matthews, you can take the pro side of the Unforgiven debate. He nodded at
the student with whom Debbie had been arguing. Jonathan, you take the con side.
He assigned other students to take the pro and con sides of Megadeth and Danzig.I
agree with Debbie, One of the students volunteered. I dont think any of these
bands are a bad influence, but especially not the Unforgiven.I think Colin
Matthews is a very wicked and misguided person. Everything he supports is in direct
violation of the teachings of the Catholic Church. We can only pray that hell
eventually see the error of his ways or else hes in grave danger of spending
eternity burning in hell! Enough about Colin Matthewss evil lifestyle! If todays
discussion is any indication, were going to have a very lively debate on
Friday!Jonathan raised his hand. Father, are we going to spend any time reviewing
for our final?Ass-kisser! Debbie muttered.Yes, well be doing that this whole
week. Please open your textbooks to chapter ten.It seemed like an eternity to
Debbie, but at last the bell rang. She and Diana hurried down the hall to their
lockers and tossed their books inside.Do you want to come over to my house before
we go to work? Diana asked.Definitely! I have to show you what I bought to wear
to Unforgiven! I look so hot in it Colin will have a major hard-on instantly!You
can model it for me before we go to work.They left the building and walked to the
student parking lot, located behind the Catholic Youth Center building. Debbie got
in her car and unlocked the passenger side for Diana.So whats your plan for
getting Colin where you want him? Diana giggled. And we both know where that
is!I plan to give him a preview of my assets when hes at the Mall.Sam
Goody already announced that Unforgiven would be doing an in-store at the Rosedale
Mall.What are you going to do? Crawl under the table and jerk him off? Diana
joked.I havent decided yet, but whatever I do, he wont be able to resist me!Is
your mother still going to go ahead with her stupid picket?Yeah, shes been on the
phone constantly with Father Dorks mother.Diana frowned suddenly. Speaking of
Father Chuckles, I think hes like got a hard-on for you, Deb.Debbie stuck her
finger down her throat and made a loud gagging sound.You mustve noticed he always
stands in the same place as close to your desk as he can get!Yeah, Ive
noticed, Debbie admitted uneasily. And he gives me the creeps the way hes always
trying to see up my skirt or something!Dont ever be alone with him, Diana
advised.So, whats he going to do, Din? I mean he is a priest.God! Deb, youre
so naive sometimes! They dont castrate them when they ordain them; they can still
fuck you like any other man!Well, we just have a few days of school left and
hopefully we wont get that butt chunk next year!Debbie parked her car in front of
Dianas apartment building and they went inside after Debbie had retrieved a bag
with Victorias Secret printed on it from the trunk. Diana unlocked the door to
her apartment. The girls immediately adjourned to Dianas bedroom where Debbie took
an emerald green silk camisole with a scalloped neckline out of the bag and held it
in front of her. What do you think, Din?Put it on so I can see what it looks
like on you, Diana urged Okay. Debbie took off her navy blue blazer, unbuttoned
her blouse and slipped it off then unfastened her gray and blue plaid skirt and let
it fall to the floor. She followed with her slip and bra then slipped into the
camisole, letting it slide down over her full breasts. She turned back to Diana.
So?You look mega-sexy in that, Deb! It makes your eyes look dark green. What
are you going to wear with it?My black jeans.You need something else and Ive
got just the thing! Diana dived into her closet, rummaged around then reappeared
holding a short black velvet jacket. Here, put on your jeans and this jacket
too.Debbie did as Diana suggested then turned back to her. Well, how do I
look?Yeah! Yeah! Diana exclaimed circling around Debbie.Debbie stared into the
mirror. Din was right she did look mega-sexy! She wished she could get a job
where Din worked. With her employees discount she was able to buy really foxy
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clothes!Ill do your eyes with green eye shadow so they look really exotic, Diana
was saying. And I guarantee when Colin sees you hell get such a hard-on youll be
lucky if he doesnt do you right then and there!Debbie smiled as she pictured
herself the way Diana described her. She glanced at her watch then exclaimed,
Shit! I suppose wed better get going so we have enough time to eat our supper
without gobbling it. She was sorry to have to cut short her fantasy and
reluctantly shed her concert outfit for her theater uniform. She reached into the
closet for a hanger for her school uniform and called, Hey, Din, can I borrow your
black T-straps, too? Theyll go perfect with my outfit.Sure, Diana answered from
her bathroom where she freshening her make-up.Great!They left the apartment and
went outside, got into Debbies car. She hung her uniform on a hook in the backseat,
got in, and pulled away from the curb.How are you going to get out of the house the
day of the concert? Diana suddenly asked. Wont your mother give you her usual
third degree?No. I figure shell be so busy with that stupid picket she wont
have time to wonder about me.What if she sees you going into the concert?Debbie
frowned. I hadnt thought about that.You could wear a wig, Diana
suggested.Debbie brightened. Great idea, Din! Ill buy a cheapo wig and toss it
once Im inside.Father Michaels heard his phone ringing halfway up the stairs. He
hurried up the rest of the stairs, opened his door, set his books on his desk and
picked up the receiver. Hello?Hello, Dave.Mother! Is everything all
right?Yes, of course. I called to see if you can come home this weekend. We
havent seen you since Easter and weve missed you. You can come Friday afternoon
and leave Sunday after dinner.That sounds fine. My final exams are done and
nothing else needs my immediate attention.Good. What time should we look for
you?Somewhere between four-thirty and five, probably.Well see you on Friday
then, dear. Goodbye, Dave.Goodbye, Mother. Father Michaels hung up and
reflected on what had occurred in class this afternoon. As hed expected, Debbie
had launched into an impassioned defense of Colin. Her arguments on Friday would
probably be just as passionate, but he was confident that by the end of the class
Debbie would see Colin Matthews in a new light. He speculated briefly about
informing Debbies parents about her post-concert plans, but decided to wait.
After all, her talk could be just to impress her lewd girlfriend whom with Colins
help was trying to lead Debbie off the path of righteousness.
Chapter 8The weeks were going fast for the Unforgiven/Armageddon tour.
Unforgivens set was stretching as they added the newer songs in addition to older
favorites. Jake was developing into a decent vocalist and although Colin still did
the majority of the vocals; he was happy letting Jake handle as much of the singing
as he felt comfortable doing. The tour was working into a routine where the band
did five days on and had two off. Since it was going to be a long tour, Colin was
happy to have another band member who could sing. It would take some of the stress
off his vocal chords that a long tour inevitably put on them. Liam was also showing
signs of becoming a strong vocalist, but for now he was content doing background
vocals.Colin enjoyed doing the huge coliseums and arenas, but even more he enjoyed
doing the smaller four to six thousand seat venues. With these, they could use less
amplification and he didnt need to project his voice as much. They were able to do
their acoustic numbers that tended to lose their intimacy in twenty thousand seat
arenas.Colin and Jake were walking across the tarmac to their rented Lear jet one
morning when Jake suddenly turned to Colin and said, Somethings really been
bugging me, Colin.What?Weve been on the road for almost a month now and in our
travels weve encountered a veritable banquet of luscious ladies, but I havent
slept with any of them, Colin finished for him.Yeah. I mean, what gives? On our
last tour I thought you were trying to establish a worlds record so whats
different now?Colin shook his head. Its because of this woman Im seeing. Shes
the only one I want. All these women, while theyre attractive and very sexy, they
arent her so it just wouldnt be the same.Christ! Youve really got it bad,
Colin! Jake declared. I want to meet this woman! Anybody who can cause Colin
Matthews to take a voluntary vow of celibacy has to be really something!She is.He
was counting the days until the band would be in Los Angeles to play at the Whiskey
A Go Go. It had been several years since he had played a club date and he was
looking forward to doing it again. More than anything else, Colin could barely wait
to see Alethea. They talked for so long on his nights off that his cell bill was
going to look like the national debt by the end of the tour. It was agonizing not
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to be able to touch her, hold her, or make love to her. Colin frowned suddenly. He
continued finding threatening messages on his voicemail. They were always a
variation on the same theme: he would die very soon and would burn in hell for all
of eternity. He toyed with the idea changing his number, but after further thought
he decided against it. If this nutcase was using his number as a safety outlet for
some imagined grievance, canceling his outlet might anger him and cause him to do
something drastic that he might not do otherwise. Colin didnt want to be
responsible for that.Debbie threw her books into her locker then slammed it shut
with a loud bang that echoed up and down the hall. She stomped her foot and spat,
What a fucking rip, Din!I dont know why youre so pissed off, Deb! Diana
answered. You didnt really expect the butt-nugget to give heavy metal a fair rap
after his hard-on for your mothers picket, did you?He didnt even try to pretend
he was interested in anybodys viewpoint, but his own!And the kids whose reports
aped his viewpoint, Diana added.Like that ass-kisser, Jonathan McDonald!Well,
hes going to be a priest and Father Chuckles is probably his hero so anything he
says is Jonathans gospel.As she got into the car Diana suddenly asked, Did you
notice anything funny about this panel discussion?Debbie frowned. I did notice
that he really hates Unforgiven. No! Not the whole band even just
Colin.Exactly! He doesnt know Colin, but he hates his guts!He didnt say
anything bad about Dave Mustaine or Glenn Danzig, but he made Colin sound like hes
Satans right-hand man! Debbie remarked.Its like the whole point of his having
this debate wasnt really to discuss the pros and cons of heavy metal. It was to
give Father Chuckles a convenient soapbox to air his personal hatred of Colin,
Diana concluded.Debbie shivered suddenly. He really gave me the creeps today! Im
glad there are only a few days of school left.Father Michaels gathered up his
textbooks and placed them in his book bag, picked up his umbrella and left his
office, locking the door. As he walked through the now deserted halls of the school
he reflected on the success of his panel discussion on heavy metal. He recalled
with satisfaction Debbies expression as she listened to what hed had to say about
Colin. She appeared shocked to find out her chosen hero had more than a few fleas!
He was certain that the information hed revealed today about Colins perverse
lifestyle would cause her to rethink her intentions. He stopped just outside the
entrance and opened his umbrella as it had started to rain an hour ago. He walked
carefully down the front steps of the high school, crossed the street, walking
quickly and entered Aloysius Hall.Hey, Dave! One of the other priests called as
he came in the door. The big Bs assistant, Father Deveraux called and wants you
to call him as soon as you came in.Father Michaels vigorously shook the water out
of his umbrella before placing it in the stand. He grabbed the note from Father
Covington, annoyed at his disrespectful reference to Bishop Houlihan. Covington had
been two years ahead of him at the seminary and had always been a mouthy
smart-aleck. Excuse me, He said coolly and left the room. He went upstairs to
his room and shut the door, dropped his book bag beside his desk and picked up the
receiver and dialed the number on the slip of paper. Hello, may I speak with
Monsignor Deveraux, please? This is Father David Michaels returning his call. Yes,
Ill hold. Thank you.An authoritative voice with a slight Southern accent suddenly
filled the line. Father Michaels, thank you for returning my call so quickly. His
Grace, Bishop Houlihan, would like to speak with you as soon as possible. Are you
free this afternoon?As a matter of fact, Father, Im leaving very shortly to spend
the weekend with my family in Minneapolis so I could see His Grace whenever its
convenient for him.Its about a half-hour drive from Brunsville to Minneapolis, I
believe?More or less, Father, depending on the traffic.Shall we say five oclock
then?That would give me more than enough time, Father.Very good, Father
Michaels. We look forward to seeing you.Thank you, Father Deveraux, Goodbye. He
hung up then picked up the phone again and dialed another number. Hello,
Mother.Dave, are you leaving now?Yes, but Im going to be later than Id
planned. Bishop Houlihans assistant called and said the Bishop wanted to see me as
soon as possible so I have an appointment with him at five oclock.Oh dear, Dave,
I hope this doesnt mean youre going to be transferred.I dont think its that,
Mother, but if it is Ill go without complaint because I know Im doing Gods
will.I know, dear. She sighed. Its just that its been so nice having you so
close by.I dont know how long Ill be so you may not want to hold supper.Well,
your father called a few minutes ago to say hes going to be late too so Ill hold
supper until youre both home.Fine, Mother. Ill see you later this
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evening.Good luck with your interview, Dave.Thank you. Goodbye. After hanging
up, he quickly packed a suitcase with things hed need for the weekend, closed the
door to his room and went back downstairs.So, whats the word, Dave? Father
Covington called from the living room where he and two other priests were playing
poker.I dont believe thats any of your business, Father, he replied icily and
went outside.Maybe, well luck out and hes being transferred, one of the priests
offered.I doubt its that, but itd sure be nice to be rid of that dickhead!
Father Covington replied sourly.Father Michaels placed his suitcase in the back seat
of his car, a metallic blue Chevy Impala. As he pulled away from the curb he
noticed how heavy and dark the clouds had gotten and realized hed forgotten his
umbrella. Well, he wasnt going back inside to retrieve it. Hed rather get wet!
He smiled broadly with the pleasure at telling that nosy Father Covington to mind
his own business!
Chapter 9Caitlin Michaels came downstairs and walked into the kitchen where her
mother was preparing supper. Noticing how extensive her mothers preparations were
she said, Gee, Mom, whats the occasion? You dont usually go this all out for a
week night meal. Caitlin or Cait was nineteen, tall, with a figure that made her
male peers sit up and take notice. Pretty and vivacious, she had thick, glossy
auburn hair cut in a short bob with large brown eyes framed by thick, dark lashes,
high cheekbones and a dazzling smile. Caitlin had recently received an offer from a
well-known New York modeling agency.Kathleen Michaels looked up from the trout she
was stuffing with a crab meat filling. Well, this is a special occasion. Youve
just finished your first year of college and Dave will have some news for us when he
gets here. She was forty-four and pretty in a faded sort of way, like a photograph
that had once been sharp and clear, but had become blurred and indistinct. Her once
golden hair had faded to drab and showed much gray. Her eyes, though still a vivid
blue, rarely showed any spark that would cause people to notice her. Her smile,
while always pleasant, sometimes appeared disconnected as if she did it out of habit
and it had no connection to the way she really felt.I havent gotten my grades yet
so I dont know if theres going to be anything to celebrate, Caitlin warned.Im
sure you did fine, Kathleen replied absently then her face suddenly lit up and she
recalled, I remember how worried Dave was after his first year at the Seminary, but
he did brilliantly!Im sure of one thing! Caitlin joked. I worked my tail
off! She glanced at the clock and asked, Can I help you with anything, Mom?Yes,
would you frost the cake for me?Sure. She took a sniff of the cake. Umm! Sour
cream chocolate cake! She picked up the bowl of frosting her mother had already
prepared and started to frost the cake. Did Dave give you any idea what his news
is?All he said is that Bishop Houlihan wanted to see him. I do hope he isnt
being transferred.This is the time of year when they usually do it, but Daves
only been in Brunsville a short time and they usually get to stay at least three
years. Besides, I dont think the Bishop calls them in to give them the news.I
suppose they could need a priest urgently somewhere else and with Daves outstanding
record at the Seminary I would think hed be their first choice.Their conversation
came to an abrupt halt when they heard a car pull into the garage then heard the
door between the garage and the family room open and Caitlins father call, Anybody
home?Out here, Daddy, Caitlin answered.Jeffrey Michaels appeared in the kitchen
doorway. He was forty-seven, over six feet in height and big-boned. He worked out
regularly and was in great shape. It was obvious that Caitlin had inherited her
looks from her father. He had the same thick auburn hair, now showing some silver,
large, thick-lashed brown eyes that showed a few lines around them and a magnetic
smile that could charm the most obstinate person.Hi, Daddy! Caitlin said, giving
him a hug. She was secretly proud that she had such a good-looking father. Her
girlfriends had crushes on him and thought he was a major babe.Hi, Cait! He
said, returning her hug. He gave his wife a hug and kissed her cheek. Hello,
Kate.Youre wet. Is it raining?Yes, it started just as I came out of
work.Kathleen went over to the window. Oh dear! Its pouring! I do hope Dave
has his umbrella with him.Im sure he does, Kate. Theyve been forecasting rain
for this afternoon all day. He threw the light weight topcoat hed been wearing
over his shoulder and picked up his briefcase. Im going to take a shower and
change.You have time. Supper wont be ready for a while yet, Kathleen
replied.Caitlin was setting the dining room table when she heard the front door open
then close again and heard her brother call from the foyer, Mother? She put the
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plates down and walked into the living room.Father Michaels was standing in the
foyer. His hair looked plastered to his head and water was dripping from his suite
coat, forming puddles around his feet.Ill get some towels, Caitlin said. As she
turned to go she bumped into her mother who was just coming to find out where shed
gone. Im getting Dave some towels, She said, hurrying out of the room.Dave,
youre soaked!Im sorry about this mess, Mother, Father Michaels apologized. I
was so nervous about the prospect of seeing His Grace, Bishop Houlihan that I forgot
my raincoat and my umbrella. I wasnt able to find a parking spot close to the
Chancery either. It was only sprinkling when I went in, but it was a downpour by
the time I came out!What did the Bishop say? Caitlin asked as she returned with
the towels and gave them to her brother who attempted, with little success, to dry
off.Caitlin, Dave can tell us his news at supper but right now he needs to go
upstairs and get out of those wet clothes before he catches a good cold.I think
thats an excellent idea, Mother.Bring your wet clothing back down with you and
Ill take them to the dry cleaner first thing tomorrow.Father Michaels nodded. As
he started up the stairs, his father was coming down and they met halfway. Jeffs
face lit up when he saw his son. Dave! He gave Father Michaels a hug. His dress
was casual, jeans and a San Francisco 49ers sweatshirt Caitlin had given him for
his birthday.Father Michaels stiffened then stepped back from his father and
nodded. Father.Jeff pretended not to notice how the temperature suddenly dropped
several degrees and said cheerfully, Were so glad you could come home this
weekend. Its seems as if weve hardly seen you lately.Ive been very busy.
Teaching school isnt an easy job.No, of course it isnt, Jeff replied, puzzled
by Daves curt reply.Jeff, let Dave go upstairs and change. He can tell us
everything hes been doing over supper. Caitlin, I need your help, please.When
Father Michaels came into the dining room for supper he wore a black suit and his
Roman collar. He could have worn casual clothes, but he knew it gave his mother
great pleasure to see him in his clerical garb.Dont they ever let you guys wear
normal clothes, Dave? Caitlin teased him as he sat down at the table.Caitlin,
people expect Dave to maintain a certain decorum. He cant appear sloppily dressed
like so many young men do now. Kathleen turned to him. Dave, would you please
say the blessing.Certainly, Mother. Father Michaels bowed his head and recited
the grace before meals.The moment he finished Caitlin exclaimed, Now tell us what
your news is, Dave!He smiled broadly and his eyes shone. Its the answer to my
prayers! His Grace, Bishop Houlihan, has recommended me to the Papal Nuncio to
study Canon Law in Rome due to my outstanding academic record at the seminary and my
work since my ordination.Dave, thats wonderful! Kathleen cried, giving him a
hug. Were so proud of you!Congratulations, Dave! Caitlin said.Yes,
congratulations are definitely called for! Jeff proclaimed. He looked around the
table, beaming. I think this a toast is in order. He went into the kitchen and
returned with a bottle of champagne and four glasses. Ive been saving this
champagne for a special occasion and this certainly qualifies. He opened the
bottle with a loud pop, poured some into each of the glasses and handed them round.
He raised his glass. I propose a toast to Dave. I predict he will advance very
high and very fast through the hierarchy of the Catholic Church. I propose another
toast to Cait whos undoubtedly finished her first year of college with straight
As!Daddy! Caitlin laughed.They clicked their glasses together then took a sip
then started to eat with obvious relish. Mom, this is so good, Caitlin
declared.How long will you be in Rome, Dave? Kathleen asked.At least a year,
possibly two.Kathleens face fell. Jeff noticed it and said in a comforting tone,
We can certainly afford a trip to Rome to visit Dave, Kate.Will you be leaving
when schools out? Caitlin asked.No, not until August.How is school going,
Dave? Jeff asked. Do you think you might want to teach again sometime in the
future?Its not up to me. Ill do whatever God wants me to do, but I have enjoyed
teaching because its very challenging. Teaching twelfth grade has been especially
challenging. Most of the students have been accepted by the colleges of their
choice. They have a short attention span and theyre not interested in doing any
serious studying. Theyre just marking time until graduation. My eleventh graders
though, are a first-rate group! Theyre so bright and inquisitive I really have to
stay on my toes to keep ahead of them! There was more than just a trace of pride
in Father Michaels's voice. We had a panel discussion on the pros and cons of
heavy metal music in class today and their observations astounded me!
Incidentally, He turned to his mother. Mrs. Simpson is so pleased that Purity in
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Programming is going to help Family Moral Values with their picket at the Target
Center next month.As I told Theresa, it makes sense for our groups to work
together on this since we both want a moral and decent atmosphere for our children
and grandchildren to grow up in.Are you talking about picketing the Unforgiven
concert? Caitlin interrupted.Yes, Kathleen nodded. At our last two meetings
weve discussed ways in which we might discourage the area arenas and auditoriums
from booking these horrible anti-Christ groups. Thanks to Theresa, we now have a
way to show these people we mean business!Arent you and Jemma going to the
Unforgiven concert? Jeff asked Caitlin.Im still going, but Jemma bombed out when
her boyfriend started whining. I guess he cant stand the thought of her drooling
over Colin Matthews! Caitlin laughed then frowned suddenly. I stood in line for
two hours yesterday to get those tickets they were sold out by noon! Now, Im
stuck with an extra ticket.Cant you sell it? Jeff asked.No. People dont
usually want to buy just one ticket, Daddy. Caitlin sighed. Jemmas the only one
of my friends who likes hard rock. Its not as much fun going alone, but Im still
going.Jeff cleared his throat and said hesitantly, Well, if you wouldnt be too
embarrassed to be seen with your old man, Ill go with you.Caitlin jumped up and
gave him a hug. Daddy, thats so nice of you! Just wait, were going to have a
blast!No! I forbid this! Father Michaels exclaimed. He looked at his younger
sister earnestly. Caitlin, youre putting yourself in danger of committing a
mortal sin! He looked at his father contemptuously and said, You shouldnt be
encouraging her to expose herself to an occasion of mortal sin!Dont you think
youre being a little paranoid, Dave? Jeff asked. It isnt as if Caits going to
a meeting of devil worshippers.I am not being paranoid! My duty is not only the
salvation of souls, but the prevention of that soul from an occasion of any sin,
especially mortal sin, He answered, his tone frosty. Theres no doubt in my mind
that attending this concert is a mortal sin!Daves right! Kathleen agreed.
With all that sexual innuendo and open depravity what else could it be?Come on,
Dave, Mom, lighten up! Caitlin urged. Going to this concert isnt a sin and even
if it were, thats the purpose of you guys in black. Without sinners youd be out
of business, She joked, attempting to ease the tension she sensed.Im sorry you
think my concern for your moral welfare is such a big joke, Caitlin, Father
Michaels replied in an injured tone.Kathleen looked at her husband. I hope you
were kidding about going to that concert, Jeff.No, Kate. I dont believe its
fair to condemn something without knowing anything about it.Some things you dont
have to know anything about to know theyre evil! She snapped. Unforgiven even
their name sounds evil!Caitlin is going to this concert no matter what. Since you
both think its going to have a negative influence on her; Im sure you dont want
her going alone, Jeff said reasonably.Kathleen ignored her husband and turned to
her son. Dave, Ive talked to our pastor about this picket and Ive asked him to
encourage the parishioners to come out for it. Id like to have a really big
turn-out so big that Unforgiven will turn tail and leave when they see us! Youre
such a dynamic speaker and I know that if you encouraged them, many more will come
out for it!If Monsignor Russell doesnt have any objections, Mother, Id be happy
to.Caitlin looked at her father who shrugged and shook his head.The rest of the
weekend went fast. While there was no further discussion about the Unforgiven
concert there remained a lot of tension bubbling underneath. Monsignor Russell
invited Father Michaels to say the eleven oclock Mass on Sunday. He used his
sermon to bring up the Unforgiven concert. He urged the parishioners to show their
disapproval of the booking policies of the Target Center by participating in the
picket being organized by his mother and Mrs. Simpson. Unfortunately, its too
late to stop this particular concert, but we can show our repugnance for this
pornography! By showing up to picket well demonstrate to the Target Center and
this demonic band that their kind arent welcome in our city and that we wont stand
idly by while they corrupt our children!Sitting next to her parents, Caitlin rolled
her eyes. Dave sounded just like the Republican candidate who was running for
president. It was obvious he wasnt going to let the subject of the Unforgiven
concert die a peaceful death. What she couldnt understand was why he seemed so
obsessed to the point of ridiculousness with this particular concert?Mom did daddy
and Dave have an argument about something recently? Caitlin asked her mother as
they cleared the remains of Sunday dinner from the table after Father Michaels had
left.Kathleen stopped in the middle of what she was doing and looked at Caitlin in
surprise. Why, no! Whatever gave you that idea?It just seemed to me that Dave
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was acting cold towards daddy even before that fight about my going to see
Unforgiven. All weekend it seemed as if he was trying to pick a fight with daddy no
matter what he said!Youre imagining things, Caitlin. Dave is angry at your
father because he refuses to see what going to this horrible concert may lead
to!Well, Daves refuses to see that daddy and I are entitled to form our own
opinion about the Unforgiven concert. Hes being very unfair if hes angry at daddy
because he backed me up.Debbie and Diana walked slowly from the Catholic Youth
Center, where theyd eaten lunch, to the first floor classroom where their religion
class met. The prospect of their last day of religion class had both girls spirits
soaring. Debbie had removed her blazer and her full breasts, made all the more
noticeable by the ivory silk bra she wore underneath, strained against her blouse.
Her hiked-up skirt exposed a great deal of her well-toned thigh.Its such a
gorgeous day, Din lets not hurry, Debbie urged. Just think only one more day
of school!And todays our last day for Father Chuckles! Diana added.And well
wish on a stack of good luck charms we dont get the dork next year!Speaking of
him, what are you trying to do with that bra and your skirt, Deb? When he sees you
like that hes going to cum right in class!Debbie giggled. Wouldnt that be
something to see? Imagine how shocked Jonathan would be! She stretched
sensuously. I had another hot dream about Colin last night. God! I feel so sexy
every time I think about it!Did you manage to find time to study for the
final?Study? Come on, Din, who needs to study! All you have to do to get an A
is repeat everything hes said for the last five months!Thats true, Diana
agreed.Sure it is! Thats what Ive done on every test hes given so far and Ive
always gotten an A. Its a given!They walked into the classroom and seated
themselves just as the bell rang. Father Michaels was already sitting behind his
desk. After he led the students in a brief prayer, he motioned for them to seat
themselves. Before I pass out the exams, Id like to tell you how much Ive
enjoyed this class. I was hoping to see you in class next year however; Bishop
Houlihan has other plans for me.Debbie felt Diana jab her in her back.His Grace
has chosen me to do graduate study in Rome next year.Thats really an honor,
Father, Jonathan remarked. What are you going to study?Yes, Im quite humbled
by it. Ill be studying Canon Law.Debbie made a face and rolled her eyes. She
wished Father Dork would just shut up and give them their exams. The sooner he did,
the sooner she could get out of here!Excuse me, Father Michaels apologized. Im
reveling in my good fortune and wasting your exam time. He quickly passed out the
exams. Good luck, everyone! He sat down at his desk and tried to read his
breviary but could not concentrate on it. He got up and moved to a place where he
could covertly watch Debbie. He stared at her freely. She was chewing on the end
of her pen while her abundant breasts pushed at the thin material of her blouse.
The way she had her leg bent was causing her skirt to ride up well above
mid-thigh. He felt uncomfortably warm, sweat gathering at his hairline. He walked
quietly but quickly over to the ground-level windows and opened one. He remained
there until he cooled off sufficiently then returned to his desk and remained until
the bell rang. The students were preparing to leave and he called, Have a joyous
and safe summer! All of you will be in my prayers. Please remember to turn in your
textbooks before you leave.Debbie hurried to her locker with Diana barely able to
keep pace. She opened it and tossed in her remaining textbooks. Can you believe
it, Din? There is a God after all! She crowed. Come on, lets blow this
Popsicle stand and celebrate!In the empty classroom Father Michaels gathered up the
exams and stowed them carefully in his book bag then gathered up the textbooks,
stacking them in neat piles on his desk. Looking at the amount hed collected he
realized hed need help returning them to the storage room. His attention suddenly
diverted to a loud, obvious, female squeal. He walked over to the open window. He
could see two pairs of slim legs one pair definitely belonging to Debbie. The
other, he assumed, belonged to her sluttish friend, Diana Conrad.I hear Colins
really well hung!Ill let you know! Debbie giggled. God! Din, you wont
believe how wet Im getting this very minute thinking about having Colins cock
inside me!I do, Deb, because Im like totally wet thinking about Jake fucking
me! Diana declared. She giggled suddenly then said, If your mom found out the
effect Colin was having on you shed want to do more than picket his concert!Debbie
giggled too and declared, Shed cut off his balls!The girls voices faded as they
moved away from the window. Father Michaels frowned, biting his lower lip in
frustration. It was obvious from the conversation hed overheard that Colins evil
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influence was taking greater and greater control of Debbie. He didnt know yet how
he was going to get rid of Colin, but he knew Colin was evil and he knew God wanted
him to put an end to Colins evil influence. He decided to pray and God would
eventually reveal to him the best way he could send Colin to hell.
Chapter 10Colin, Liam, and their bodyguards got off the shuttle at Los Angeles
International Airport. They had been home the previous day and were now meeting up
with Mace and Jake for Unforgivens concert at the Whiskey A Go Go.While hed been
home Colin had listened to his voicemails of the threatening calls several times and
had come to the conclusion that the voice did not belong to anybody he knew. He
couldnt recall the voice belonging to anyone whod been in his home in the
preceding months. He knew most of them since they worked for him on a semi-regular
basis. He still didnt know how this person had gotten his cell phone number,
leaving him feeling very vulnerable and he hated that.I hope Mace didnt forget we
were coming in today, Liam remarked as they walked into the terminal.He didnt,
Colin said, pointing.Glad to see you guys made it, Mace greeted them.Wheres
Jake? Liam asked.He had other plans if you get my drift.Colin shook his head in
amazement. Christ! His stamina must be incredible!My cars outside in a no
parking zone. Lets haul ass before I get a ticket, Mace said.They walked
outside. It was so hot and steamy that Colin felt as if hed walked into an oven.
They all got into Maces red 65 Mustang convertible.You guys want to go anyplace
special or you just want to go straight to the hotel?You can drop Liam and me off
at this address, if you dont mind, Colin replied, passing Mace a slip of paper
with Aletheas address on it.Mace glanced at it and remarked, Thats up in the
hills. Who do you know that lives up there?A friend, Colin said evasively.Mace
shrugged. I didnt think you knew hardly anybody in Los Angeles. After a fast
ride, Mace was cruising along at eighty miles per hour at least, Colin estimated, he
turned into a road that twisted and looped around as it climbed into the hills.
Colin was eternally thankful that Alethea always picked him up when he came to Los
Angeles otherwise hed never find his way to her home. This citys traffic and
street patterns gave him a throbbing headache!Aletheas street terminated in a dead
end and her house was the last one on the right side of the street. Mace pulled
into her driveway and remarked, Your friend really lives out in the boonies! He
glanced at the house, a medium-sized bungalow. Compared to the other houses on the
street, her home was quite modest. Do they know you were coming because it doesnt
look like anybodys home?Nobody is, but I have a key, Colin replied, climbing out
of Maces car.Liam followed him out, calling back to Mace, Im just going to drop
my stuff off and Ill be back in a flash.I can wait.McGregor also got out, but
was pulled aside by Colin. Why dont you take the night off, McGregor?You know I
cant do that, Colin, he replied smoothly.Look, I havent seen my girlfriend in
over a month and Im planning on spending some quality time if you get my drift.
Thats going to be hard to do with you around.Mace watched Colin and McGregor
talking in his rearview mirror. He assumed Colin was trying to convince McGregor to
disappear, but he wasnt going for it. This house must belong to the mysterious
lady that Jake had mentioned. Okay, Colin said, trying another tack. Im not
planning to leave here for the rest of the night. Theres going to be nothing for
you to do.McGregor held up his hand in a surrender motion. Okay! Its against my
better judgment, but who am I to cramp your style with your lady friend? I hope Mr.
Crowley doesnt find out about this!I wont tell him if you dont, Colin promised
then added, Thanks! I owe you big time. Ill meet you at the club at noon
tomorrow.Ill be there.Jesus! Im beginning to feel McGregor and I are joined
at the hip! Colin complained as he unlocked the front door. The house had a
spacious living room, two large bedrooms with baths. It also contained a
medium-sized kitchen with a small laundry room attached. Outside the kitchen there
was a patio, and a large swimming pool. The backyard was surrounded by a high fence
for privacy.Liam followed Colin down the hall to the guest room and ditched his bags
while Colin dumped his in Aletheas bedroom. Liam stuck his head in the door. Im
leaving, Colin. Ill probably be late and you probably wont be awake. He grinned
suddenly. Or maybe you will be! Anyway, if I dont see you later, Ill see you in
the morning.Youre going to party with Mace and Jake, huh?I figured you might
want to be alone with Alethea.Colin dug into his pocket, pulled out his key to
Aletheas house and gave it to Liam. Youll need this and these With the key he
held out a couple of condoms.Colin Liam protested.Just in case, okay?Okay, if
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itll ease your mind, he conceded.It will. Have a good time!Im sure Mace and
Jake will see to that.His older brother smiled. That I can guarantee!After Liam
had left, Colin went outside by the pool. A table with an umbrella and two chairs
sat next to it. While the temperature seemed cooler in this part of the city, it
was still hotter and stickier than San Francisco. He stared at the pool and, on
impulse, shed his clothes and dived into it. He swam slowly from one end to the
other, enjoying the refreshing coolness of the water.Alethea arrived home, carrying
a bag of groceries and her mail. Colin? She called as she came in the door. He
didnt answer. Shed left work early not having gotten much done because all she
could think about was making love with Colin. Shed gone grocery shopping for the
special dinner she was planning. She glanced through her mail quickly. There was a
letter from her parents shed read later. She laid it on top of the television and
left the groceries in the kitchen then went to find Colin. She checked her bedroom
and saw his bag was there, but he wasnt. She glanced out the window and saw he was
swimming. She also noticed hed forgotten to take towels out with him.Colin was
just emerging from the pool as she came outside. Alethea felt her heart speed up
and her stomach tighten as she watched. He was, undoubtedly, the best lover shed
ever had. He seemed to have an almost intuitive understanding of women and he knew,
with little instruction from her, how to please her. She always had an orgasm when
they made love and that hadnt always been the case with other lovers.Hi! Colin
called, his eyes lighting up when he saw her.Hi! Alethea replied, catching her
breath. She offered him the towels. You forgot these.Thanks! Id kiss you, but
I seem to be a little wet.Ill take a rain check.Colin laughed and began drying
himself. Youre home early, arent you? Not that Im not happy to see you!Yes.
I wasnt getting much done. I just couldnt seem to concentrate for some
reason.Youve had that problem too, huh? What do you suppose is the cause of
it? Colin asked as he picked up another towel and blotted the water out of his
hair, thoroughly soaking it in the process.Id say we have an advanced case of
prolonged sexual tension.Good diagnosis, he complimented Alethea as he pulled her
close and kissed her passionately. His hand slid underneath her sweater, searching
for the closure on the front of her bra and undoing it. God! Ive fantasized
about doing this so much lately I cant believe youre actually here! He mumbled
as his hand stroked her soft breasts and his other hand caressed her ass.Alethea
gasped as she felt him becoming erect and her knees becoming weaker by the second.
Suddenly she remembered something and started to giggle. Ill bet weve given Mrs.
Von Neumann more excitement than shes had in a long time!Who in the hell is Mrs.
Von Neumann? Colin demanded, stepping back.Shes this wealthy seventy-something
lady who lives across the road. Her house sits up higher than anyone elses on this
road and she has these binoculars Shit! Colin yelped, quickly fumbling for his
clothes. He suddenly quit, shrugged and then started to laugh too. I guess
theres no point in covering up now since shes probably seen all there is to see
not that there all that much! He added hastily.I wouldnt say that! Alethea
teased him, pinching his rear end.Ouch! He grabbed her. She squealed in mock
fright as he dangled her over the edge of the pool. I should toss you in, but I
think Id rather kiss you instead! He held her close to him and gave her a long,
lingering kiss.I think I like this choice much better! She assured him. She
glanced at her watch then sighed and loosened his arms from around her. Ive got
to get my supper started.We could send out for pizza.Alethea shook her head.
Im making my world-famous Cajun spaghetti.I definitely prefer that to take-out
pizza. Need any help?Yes, but youd better get dressed first because I wouldnt
want anything hot to splatter on something were going to be using later, She
teased, touching his face.Good point! Colin grinned. He quickly got dressed and
went into the kitchen. What can I do?Alethea took the sauce base out of the
freezer and dumped it into a pan to warm. You can chop up the onions, garlic,
peppers and mushrooms while I clean the shrimp.After all the ingredients, except
the shrimp, were dumped into the pan, Alethea turned the burner to low and covered
the pan. I hope youre hungry.Starving! Colin declared. He was hungry, but
not just for Cajun spaghetti!Will Liam be here for supper?No. He figured wed
want some time alone so hes going clubbing with Mace and Jake. Theyll probably
have him thoroughly corrupted by the tours end. I gave him my key so we wouldnt
have to get up to let him in, but hell most likely crash at Maces. Colin sat
down at the table and pushed his damp hair over his shoulder.Alethea sat down
opposite him. Colin, can I ask you about something Ive wondered about?Colin
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shrugged. Sure.When I first met you I was really surprised how attuned to women
you were Because me being the lead guitarist in a hard rock band, you thought Id
be a chauvinistic pig, right?Frankly, yes, but after having met your mom I can see
that youve been greatly influenced by her. Alethea paused then continued, When
we made love that first time, I was really surprised again because Id never had a
lover before who was so sexually sensitive to my needs.At one time I was the usual
young male interested in sex only as a means for my sole gratification, but then
when I was eighteen I met this older woman. Mom had a fit and we argued about it
constantly and continually until I blew a gasket and moved out! Colin had a pained
expression as he recalled that period ten years ago.It was obvious to Alethea that
it had been very hurtful for him to have been at odds with Amanda. She got up to
check on the sauce, stirred it then put the water for the spaghetti on to
boil.Anyway, Colin continued as she sat down again. She taught me a lot about
how a woman responds sexually. Probably the most important thing she taught me was
that women were not just interchangeable parts. One thing doesnt satisfy all in
other words.I think you had a good teacher, She replied, squeezing his hand. She
got up to add the spaghetti to the boiling water, stirred it, and then reduced the
heat. She was curious as to the identity of this mysterious woman, but she didnt
want to know anything more specific about her. She turned back to Colin. This is
almost done. She dumped the shrimp into the sauce. Five minutes more.Why dont
I set the table, Colin volunteered. We can eat by the pool.Id like that.Colin
set the table then came back in and got a bottle of wine and two wine glasses. He
took them outside then returned. Its all ready.Alethea handed him a plate.
Help yourself.They took their food outside. Colin opened the wine and poured them
each a glass. He took a bite of his spaghetti, rolled his eyes then stated, I
think Ive died and gone to heaven! He leaned back in his chair. Do you suppose
Mrs. Von Whats-her-face is still watching us?Id count on it! She saw something
interesting today so shes probably going to be training her binoculars over here on
a regular basis.Have you ever met her?Yes. She came over the first day I moved
in here. She told me all the neighborhood dirt; the guy down the road is cheating
on his wife. The lady across the street from him has a lesbian lover and other
gossip. I guess it was her idea of a welcome wagon.What do you think she tells
them about you?I know what shell tell them now that I have a boyfriend with
real long hair who swims naked and is very well endowed!I dont know about that,
Colin mumbled, his face flushing.I do! Alethea said emphatically.You know,
thats another thing I learned from her. Size is irrelevant its what you do with
it that counts. I remember her saying a guy could be hung like a horse and still be
the worlds lousiest lover!She was definitely right about that. How come you
didnt stay together?Colin shrugged. We wanted different things and we took
different paths, but we parted on good terms.They were both aware of the intense
sexual tension simmering between them. It was almost palpable. Alethea broke the
silence. Im going for a second helping. Can I get you one?Is the Pope
Catholic? Colin joked, handing her his plate. While she was getting them more
spaghetti, he got up and walked around the pool, studying it carefully. He came
back over to the table as Alethea came outside again. Thats a really nice
pool.You havent seen my latest toy. She picked up something about the size of a
remote control and aimed it at the pool. Immediately the pool water began to foam
and swirl.A whirlpool?Yes. It has different settings so I can put it on the
lowest setting when I want to relax or a higher setting when I feel I need more
intense exercise. It creates just the right amount of tension.It looks to me like
all that exercise is definitely paying off!Colin helped Alethea clear the table and
clean up the kitchen. While she was loading the dishwasher, he went into the living
room and turned on CNN. He wanted to see the latest on the presidential campaign
front.Alethea came in, picked up the letter from her parents and sat down beside
Colin who put his arm around her. She quickly skimmed the letter.So, what did your
parents have to say? Colin asked innocently. At Aletheas surprised look, he
explained, I saw the New Orleanss postmark and guessed.Id told mom and dad
Unforgiven will be in New Orleans towards the end of July. They suggest in this
letter that it would be the perfect time for everybody to meet.Something to look
forward to, Colin joked, twiddling with the ends of his hair nervously. What are
they like?They are a bit more conservative than your parents.Terrific! Colin
moaned, slumping. Im sure theyll be thrilled to see me coming up their front
walk! Theyll probably get out their rifles first thing.They wont either!
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Alethea exclaimed, pushing him down flat and propping her arms on his chest. She
smiled, teasing him. Theyll want to hear what you have to say and if they dont
like it, then theyll get out their rifles!Imagine my relief! Colin declared,
rolling his eyes. He smiled at her, displaying his sexiest smile and asked, Well,
now that youve got me in this compromising position, what are you going to do about
it? He undid her braid and ran his hands through her loose hair.I think I might
just try whatever comes to mind. She leaned down and kissed him, running her
tongue over his lips and darting it inside his mouth.I think I like this whatever,
he whispered.Good! She stood up, took his hands and pulled him to his feet,
leading him into her bedroom. She suddenly spun away from him, removing her
clothes, one piece at a time, until naked. She felt triumphant at his obvious
lust.God! You are so beautiful! Colin pulled Alethea to him, tilted her head and
kissed her deeply, taking total possession of her mouth.Alethea pulled Colins
T-shirt over his head and tossed it aside. She could feel his erection straining
through his jeans. She pressed herself to him, rubbing her body against the bulge
in his jeans. She heard Colin exclaim sharply then groan loudly. She shoved his
jeans down and began stroking his penis, marveling at its silky texture and its
hardness.Jesus! Colin yelped. God! I want you so much!They sank down on the
bed together and Colin covered her body with his. He kissed her breasts, stroking
the nipples with his tongue until they were hard while one hand buried itself in her
silky hair and the other hand explored the soft skin of her flat stomach. He
shifted himself suddenly, slid down then buried his face in her sex. She could feel
his hair tickling the insides of her thighs as he began stroking and sucking on her
clit, using his tongue and lips.Oh God! Alethea cried out, arching her body and
clutching the comforter as she felt herself close to orgasm. He was driving her
absolutely wild!Colin continued his assault on her clit, bringing her almost to
orgasm before he quit. He returned to his former position, kissing Aletheas mouth
so that she was able to taste herself on his lips. Her swollen clit throbbed and
she could feel his fully erect penis resting against her vagina. Colin, I want
you! Now!He shifted his body so he was directly over hers and with one quick
thrust he entered her. He heard her gasp loudly and felt her body arch against him
as it closed tightly around him, drawing him in as deeply as he could go. He began
to move inside her with hard thrusts.Yes! Yes! Oh God, yes! Alethea cried out,
wrapping her arms and legs tightly around him, thrusting in unison with him while
massaging her clit. Colin felt her knees tighten around his hips then heard her
scream as her body gave a sudden jerk and began trembling violently.Alethea lost
herself in the physical release of her body. She heard Colin give a half-strangled
cry and his body shuddered and rolled as he came. She felt a warm gush of liquid
filling her. As the last of her orgasm ebbed, she collapsed limply underneath
Colin. She felt his arms wrap around her and felt his heart thudding. She felt
totally satiated as she lay enjoying the feel of his body and the scent of his
skin. She felt him shift slightly.Alethea?Hmm?Have you ever thought about
getting married?I guess everybody does at some point, she replied, puzzled as to
where he was heading.No, I mean marriage like in you and me.Alethea struggled to
sit up then looked at Colin not sure if shed heard what shed thought shed heard.
Colin, did you just ask me to marry you?Yes. He paused then continued, I know
its a big decision and you need time to think.Alethea put her finger on Colins
mouth, cutting him off then said one word, Yes.What?I said yes, Ill marry
you!Really? Colin asked as if he were unable to believe his luck.Absolutely!
Alethea declared as she rubbed her cheek against his chest. When?I thought next
summer. Well be finished touring and the way Too Strong for Fantasys selling; we
wont have to rush back into the studio right away. Ill have a lot of free time
and I want to devote it all on you!That sounds wonderful, but I wish we could get
married tomorrow!I do, too, but I imagine your parents will want to throw you a
big wedding in New Orleans and my family would be hurt if I got married without them
being there.They will and mom would be really upset if I eloped, she concluded,
rolling away from Colin. Lets celebrate! Have you ever gone for a midnight swim
naked?Nope, its kind of hard to do in a hotel swimming pool all those bright
lights and people walking past, peering in, he joked.Come with me, Alethea said,
grabbing his hand.What about Mrs. Von Neumann? Colin asked with a wicked
grin.Well give the old girl something to stare at, Alethea promised.Ill try
anything once!They went outside and Alethea turned on the whirlpool to its lowest
setting then slapped Colins rear end. Youre it! She yelled and dived into the
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pool.The games afoot! Colin yelled, grinning as he dived into the pool after
her.Lithe and supple, Alethea was a much faster swimmer than Colin. His wet, heavy
hair slowed him down. He surfaced, pushed his hair out of his face and looked
around, but he couldnt see Alethea anywhere. Suddenly he felt a jerk on his hair.
Aha! Ive got you now! He took a deep breath and dove under, but once again she
eluded him. He came to the surface again, looking for some sign of her when he felt
her hands go around his hips. He felt her slide around in front, grasp his penis
and began to caress him. He quickly became erect. He reached down and pulled
Alethea up so she was face to face with him. She placed her arms around his neck
while his hands found the soft, wet center between her legs and thrust himself into
her. Alethea gasped as she felt him slide deep inside her and wrapped her legs
around him tightly.Colin remained unmoving inside her, his hand loosely cupping her
ass, as he allowed the motion of the whirlpool to bring their lovemaking to its
natural conclusion.Alethea cried out, dug her fingernails into Colins shoulder and
arched her body as her orgasm ripped through it.Colins grasp on her ass tightened
as he felt her cum and he thrust deep inside her as his body shuddered and heaved in
the throes of his climax. He yelled something unintelligible, his face in Aletheas
hair. He wished he could stop time so he could stay where he was at this
moment.That was fantastic! Alethea whispered. Her breasts rose and fell rapidly
against his chest.It was! Colin agreed.She loosened his hands from around her,
swam to the side of the pool. Colin followed her, sitting beside her at the pools
edge. Water streamed out of his hair and down his back.Damn! I forgot towels!
She complained, squeezing some of the water out of her hair and then getting to her
feet. Ill be right back. She went into the house and returned shortly with a
towel wrapped around her body and another wrapped around her head turban-style. She
tossed him three towels.Colin dried himself off and attempted to remove at least
some of the water from his hair. When would you like to tell our parents were
getting married? How about tonight?He looked at his watch, Well, mom and dad are
probably still up, but its early morning in New Orleans, isnt it?Yes, we should
probably wait until tomorrow to call them. College is out so I should be able to
reach them at anytime.They came inside and went into the bedroom. Colin dried his
hair some more then felt it. It was still wet, but not dripping wet. He slid under
the covers and propped the pillows up behind him. Alethea curled up beside him. He
reached for the phone, punched in his parents number then pressed the speaker
button. Here goes, he muttered.The phone rang half-dozen times before his mother,
sounding rather breathless, answered, Hello?Colin, eyebrows raised, looked at
Alethea. Hi, Mom!Colin! How are you?Im fine and so is Liam. I didnt wake
you did I?There was a noticeable pause before she answered, No, we werent
asleep.Is dad close by?You could say that, she answered then started to
giggle. They could hear Peter start to laugh, too.It suddenly dawned on Colin what
hed interrupted. Shit! Im sorry for my lousy timing. Why dont I call you in
the morning instead?Its all right, Colin. Whats going on?Mom, Dad, Alethea
and I are getting married.Thats wonderful! Im so happy for you
both!Congratulation, you two! Peter added. Have you set a date yet?Not a
specific one, Alethea spoke. Were thinking sometime next summer after Colins
finished touring.Im just so happy for you both! Amanda repeated, her voice
sounding suspiciously full all of a sudden.Mom, you arent going to cry, are you?
Colin asked anxiously.I cant help it, She sniffled. My first babys getting
married!Peters voice came on the line and it was obvious that he too was
emotional. Were both very happy for you and Alethea, Colin.Ill call you in a
few days, okay?Fine, son, goodbye.Goodbye. They heard a sob from Amanda before
the line went dead. Colin canceled the speaker phone, looking mystified. I didnt
think shed start crying.Shes obviously very happy for us.I know, but if she
cries this much over an engagement announcement, whats she going to be like at our
wedding? He yawned. Id better dry my hair and get to bed or Ill end up falling
asleep during our concert at the Whiskey which wouldnt be too cool!Especially if
you start snoring, Alethea teased.I dont snore, Colin said from the bathroom
then peeked around the door. Do I?Only when you sleep on your back.I guess
youre lucky it isnt my usual sleeping position, Colin commented wryly. He
finished and came out of the bathroom.It sounds as if Amandas adjusting well to
having both you and Liam gone.Colin grinned. Until now, theyve never had a time
in their marriage when they were completely alone. I think theyre finding out
there are definite advantages to it.What time are you getting up?About
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ten-thirty.We can call my parents then, okay?Sounds good.When Alethea came out
she saw that Colin had already fallen asleep. She slid into bed beside him, kissed
him then turned out the light.
Chapter 11Alethea woke suddenly before her alarm went off and stirred
uncomfortably. She was lying on Colins arm with his one arm and leg draped over
her, making it impossible for her to move. She brushed Colins hair aside and
glanced at her clock that read a couple of minutes before ten-thirty. When the
alarm did go off, she felt his body jerk and then he groaned and rolled over on his
back, covering his eyes with his arm.Good morning, she greeted him.It is, isnt
it? He replied with a groan. He uncovered his eyes and struggled into a sitting
position. Did Liam come in last night? I dont remember hearing him.I dont
think he did, but Ill check. She put on her robe and left the room but was back
in a second, shaking her head. No, the bed hasnt been slept in.He probably
crashed at Maces.Probably. She got back in bed beside him. Do you want to
call my parents right now?He could see how excited she was to tell her parents the
news of their engagement. Sure.Alethea got out of bed, slipped on a short, silky
sapphire blue nightgown then got back into bed.Whats with the nightgown? He
asked then added, Not that you dont look as sexy as hell in it!She blushed. I
know its stupid, but I just feel weird talking to my parents when Im naked.How
about when theres a naked man in your bed, Colin joked. Want me to duck into
your closet?No, she replied, poking him in his ribs with her elbow. She picked
up the phone and pressed a button. Its ringing, She pushed the speaker button
and replaced the phone in its cradle.Hello? The voice sounded a lot like
Aletheas with the exception of sounding older and the accent being more
noticeable.Hi, Mom!Alethea! Beau, pick up the extension, Her mother called
excitedly.Hello, Alethea! Beau Fords voice came on the line.Hi, Dad! How are
you and mom doing?Were fine. Weve just turned in our grades so now were
relaxing.Is there a reason why youre calling us? You usually wait until evening
to call.There definitely is! Mom, Dad, Colin asked me to marry him last night and
I said yes.Congratulations, darling! When are you planning to be
married?Tentatively, next summer, but its too early to set a definite date.Are
we still meeting Colin in July? Beau asked. We definitely want to meet him since
youve consented to marry him.Yes, Dad, those are still our plans.I also hope we
get to meet Colins family before the wedding.I can give you their phone number if
you and mom would like to call them and make some plans.Have you met them and do
you know anything about them? Beau continued.Behind Aletheas back Colin made a
face and rolled his eyes. What kind of a pedigree was he expected to have?Yes, I
met them before Colin left on tour. Theyre very nice people. Colins dad, Peter
Matthews is as you may recall the Attorney General of California. His mom, Amanda
is also a lawyer and she has her own practice. He has a younger brother, Liam who
plays keyboards in Unforgiven.Alethea, are you sure you dont want to wait longer
before you get married? Her father asked. After all, you havent known him that
long.Now, Beau, His wife interrupted. Alethea wouldnt have called us if she
wasnt sure.Weve known one another long enough, Dad, and were sure we want to
get married, she stated emphatically.You will call me first thing when you and
Colin decide on a definite date? Her mother urged then added, You know, it takes
a minimum of six months to plan a proper wedding.When we decide on a definite date
Ill call you first thing, Mom, Alethea promised. Listen, Ive got to get ready
for work so Id better let you go. As soon as I know what Colins schedule for New
Orleans is going to be like, Ill call you and we can make plans then.All right,
darling, well look forward to hearing from you. Goodbye now.Goodbye, Mom, Dad.
She turned to Colin.Colin lay back with his head resting on his elbow. Your dad
doesnt sound exactly thrilled at the thought of you marrying me.Its only because
he doesnt know you and hes concerned, Alethea explained. She could tell from his
tone he was feeling hurt.Yeah, I suppose, Colin agreed, turning over on his side.
Beau probably wouldnt welcome him with open arms even after they met, but he didnt
want to hurt Alethea by allowing her to discover that he was expecting the
worse.Alethea sighed. Im going to take a shower. She touched his face then got
up and went into the bathroom. Privately, she wished her father hadnt acted as if
she was marrying someone from the Ten Most Wanted List and would welcome Colin to
their family with the same warmth Peter had shown her. She showered and went
through her beauty routine in half the time it normally took her. She came out of
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the bathroom and sat down at her dresser. The bathrooms free, Colin. She picked
up her brush and started to brush her hair.Colin watched, fascinated. How many
times do you do that?A hundred strokes in the morning and a hundred strokes before
I go to bed.He threw back the covers, got out of bed then kissed her neck. Well,
I can see its paying off. He stretched, yawned then padded off to the
bathroom.Alethea was glad to see that Colin had apparently shaken off his dismay
about her fathers reaction to their marriage announcement. She dressed quickly,
wearing tight, faded jeans and a T-shirt proclaiming, Female Power. What do you
want for breakfast?Anythings fine, he answered. He quickly showered, shaved,
and dried his hair then started to dress. He wore light blue jeans and a silky,
long-sleeved shirt with wide slashes of red, orange, blue and turquoise mixed
through it. He sat down on the bed and pulled on his high-tops. Before he left the
room he checked his voicemail.Colin Matthews, God has told me that you are so evil
that he wants you to suffer greatly before you die and burn in hell for all
eternity! Im going to make your life a living hell! By the time Im through with
you, youll beg me for death and maybe Ill decide youve suffered enough and grant
your wish, but I wouldnt count on it!Colin glared angrily at his phone as if he
thought it was responsible for all those vile messages. There was no doubt that
this persons messages were becoming more threatening and more violent each time he
called. Still, he couldnt conceive it as anything but a very sick joke. Yet, it
was beginning to concern him somewhat. Without realizing it, Colin had been running
his hands up and down his arms as if cold.Have I got the air conditioning set too
low? Alethea asked. Shed come back into the room without Colin being aware of
it.He glanced over at her and shook his head. No, why?Well, you were rubbing
your arms like you were really cold.Sorry, its just an absent-minded gesture of
mine.Ive got breakfast ready if you are.Im definitely ready. Starved in
fact!They went into the kitchen where Alethea had their omelets ready. She dished
them up and they sat down to eat. Colin took a bite of it. It contained chopped
shrimp, tomatoes, and green onions and crumbled bacon. This is great! Wherever
did you learn to cook so well?My mom. My cooking is nothing compared to hers
which Im sure youll find out when were in New Orleans next month. Alethea
stood. Do you want some juice?What Id really like is a kiss! He pulled her
into his lap and kissed her.If you dont let me go Im going to be late for
work.Damn! I know!Alethea poured him a glass of tomato juice and poured herself
some orange juice.I hope you have some mouthwash around somewhere or poor Jazz will
drop over dead the first time I open my mouth! Colin laughed. Metal Nows
headline will read, Rock Star Busted After Killing Rock Magazine Editor With
Breath! I can just see it now!Alethea giggled at the imagined headline. Theres
a bottle in my bathroom.Youre coming to the show tonight, arent
you?Definitely! Do you realize this is the first time Ive ever seen
Unforgiven? Alethea had seen him perform at the Pro-Choice Rally recently, but it
had been with an ad-hoc group rather than Unforgiven.Thats right. Wed just
started work on Too Strong for Fantasy when I met you.Are you looking forward to
playing the club tonight? Its been quite awhile since you played a one, hasnt
it?Yes to both questions. The last time Jake and I played a club was when we were
in BodySnatchers; back in the good old party-till-you-puke days, Colin recalled
fondly.They finished breakfast and got ready to leave. Colin glanced into the guest
room and immediately saw that Liams bag was no longer there. He returned to where
Alethea was waiting with a puzzled look on his face.Whats wrong? Alethea
asked.Liam mustve come in sometime during the night because his bag is gone.Why
would he leave without telling us?Colin shrugged. He probably thinks hes
intruding on our privacy.Well, when you see him, make sure you tell him hes
not.I will.They went outside and got into Aletheas jade green Corvette. I hope
you dont mind cramming yourself into my Corvette, she teased Colin.I think I can
put up with it since the drivers so gorgeous and sexy! Colin replied with a
glance at her ass. He pushed back his hair and put on his sunglasses.The drive from
Aletheas home to downtown Los Angeles did not take as long as Colin was
anticipating. He was thankful that traffic was moving smoothly and rapidly on the
freeway. Alethea pulled up in front of the Whiskey A Go Go. Colin, to his
amazement, saw that the fans were already lining up to purchase tickets for that
nights show.McGregor was waiting outside by the front entrance. When he saw
Aletheas Corvette pull up, he immediately moved forward to keep the kids from
mobbing Colin. Colin had other ideas. Before McGregor could stop him, he jumped
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out and went over to the kids, standing, talking and visiting with them for several
minutes.After introducing himself to Alethea, McGregor remarked, Maybe, Colin
should run for president. Hes better at that than most of the candidates!Alethea
laughed. I dont think that would be Colins idea of a good time, Buck.I guess
not. Hed have to cut his hair.Youd better go over there and grab him or else
hell be out here all day, she advised McGregor.Good point! He went over to
where Colin was standing and took hold of his arm.Sorry, people, He apologized to
the kids. But Colins has to go now. He led him, protesting, towards the front
entrance.Cant I even say goodbye to Alethea? Colin complained.McGregor sighed
and let go of him. Go ahead.Colin sprinted over to Alethea, put his arms around
her and kissed her. There was a chorus of whistles and cheers from the fans waiting
in line. Can I take you to dinner?Sure. What time?Six?Its a date! She
replied, getting back into her car.Colin watched until he lost sight of the Corvette
then he and McGregor went inside. He spotted Liam first thing and pulled him
aside. I asked Alethea to marry me last night and she said yes.Colin, thats
fantastic! Have you told mom and dad yet?We called them last night and theyre
really happy for us.Will Alethea be here later?Yeah. Shes coming to the
concert tonight. By the way, you didnt have to leave Aletheas house. Youre
certainly welcome to come back.I know, but Mace invited me to stay with him and
Jake rather than driving back and forth to Aletheas place. Gosh, Colin, he knows
all these great clubs to go to!All these great strip joints, too! Colin thought.
Well, okay, if thats the only reason. We were just concerned that you might feel
you were invading our privacy which you arent.No, Liam assured him.Okay. Lets
get this show on the road then.The interview part of the show went fast much to
Colins relief. If the truth be known, doing interviews was not one of his favorite
things. It wouldnt be so bad if the questions werent always so redundant. He had
to admit that Jazz made the process a lot less boring.Colin, in the past rockers,
among them Steve Pearcy, Kip Winger, Jesse James Dupree and Peter Steele have posed
for Playgirl magazine. If they asked you, would you do it?Colin ducked his head,
his earring jangling. Probably, but I dont really think theyd ask me. I think
theyd prefer somebody whos a little more exhibitionistic like Jake!Id
definitely do it if they asked! Jake confirmed enthusiastically.You know, Rock
Hard gets a lot of letters from your fans asking why you have only one ear pierced
and why, unlike most rockers, you dont even have one tattoo, Colin. I always say I
dont know, but Id ask you the next time I saw you.Colin shrugged. I just never
got around to having the other ear done and as to the tattoo questions, they dont
really appeal to me and more importantly my girlfriend doesnt like them. While
what he said was basically true, the main reason was that he hated needles of any
kind and fainted every time he caught sight of one. He wasnt about to share that
fact with the whole world!I dont suppose youd like to give us further details
about this lady of yours?Colin was pretty sure that Jazz knew about Alethea and his
relationship. He shook his head. No, Id rather not. Shes a very private person
and Id like to make sure her privacy isnt disturbed.We can accept that, Jazz
nodded. He and the band members went on to discuss their new CD and their current
tour.They spent the rest of the afternoon doing a brief sound check. Jazz went
outside to interview some of the fans that were waiting in line for the concert that
night.When Colin left the Whiskey by the stage entrance, at six, he saw the line of
fans now stretched around the block. Alethea was standing by her car and waved at
him as he came outside. He noticed immediately that she had changed her clothes.
She now wore a colorful print dress with a scoop neckline, short puffed sleeves and
a full skirt that came to just below her knees. Her hair was loose and pulled away
from her face with a barrette.Hi! She gave him a kiss.You look gorgeous! Whats
the occasion?I just felt like dressing up.Where are we eating? Colin asked as
he got into her car.How about that seafood place out by the beach?Sounds good.
He didnt think he was going to have much of an appetite anyway at least not for
food! The sun was directly in his eyes so he slipped on his sunglasses. From
behind their concealment, he covertly studied Alethea. Though the neckline of her
dress was modest, even plain, it showed off her breasts to a definite advantage and
he had no trouble discerning she wore no bra. When shed gotten into her car, her
dress had slid up revealing the lacy top of one of her stockings. He noticed that
she wasnt wearing anything artificial to hold them in place. He speculated on
what, if anything, she was wearing underneath. The scent of his favorite perfume
drifted over to him.Alethea pulled into the parking lot of the restaurant. She got
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out of the car and stood waiting for Colin. The sunlight showed through the thin
material of her dress and he could see that she wore a slip but could not see what
was underneath that.Are you coming? She asked, holding out her hand to
him.Yes. He got out of the car, hurriedly pulling down his shirt over the too
obvious bulge in his jeans.Alethea noticed and smiled as Colin took her hand and
they walked into the restaurant.Once they were seated Colin continued to speculate
on what Alethea might or might not be wearing under her dress. Maybe, she wore the
brief, silky panties she favored or maybe the silk G-string she surprised him with
recently. Maybe, she wore nothing.If you keep staring at me like this your going
to make me blush, Alethea spoke softly.Colin took her hand and placed it over his
erection. Thats how much I want you!If you only knew how wet I am with wanting
you, she whispered then suggested, We can skip dinner He considered this for a
moment then shook his head regretfully, No, I dont like to have to watch the clock
when were making love.I agree. I guess we wait until after the show. She said
as the waitress brought their food.They quickly finished dinner and were soon on
their way back at the Whiskey. Colin was silent for most of the drive.Alethea
touched his hand. What are you thinking about?Colin pointed at the kids lining
the street. I was thinking that probably at least a quarter of those kids will be
dead by this time next year. I cant understand why nobody seems to give a fuck
about them!Realistically, Colin, what can be done? You cant keep kids from
running away from home. You can offer them help, but you cant force them to take
it if they dont want it.He sighed. I know, but if I ever find out that one of my
fans is headed for the streets Im going to do everything in my power to turn them
around!If that ever happens I hope youll be able to do it.As they walked in the
stage entrance they saw Mace, Jake and Liam standing with Jazz and Unforgivens tour
manager, Russ. Steve had remained in San Francisco to tie up some loose ends and
had left Russ temporarily in charge of the band. All eyes were on Alethea as she
stood with Colins arm around her and it made her feel a bit self-conscious. Colin
led her over to them and said, Mace, Jake, Id like you to meet my fiance, Alethea
Ford.To describe Mace and Jake as being surprised was probably the understatement
of the century! Colin stifled a laugh at their expressions.Mace found his voice
first. Im happy to meet you, Alethea. Congratulations!Me, too, on both
counts, Jake said then asked, Colin, do you mind if I give Alethea a kiss?Colin
smiled. If Alethea doesnt mind and as long as you dont make a habit of it.Liam
kissed Alethea and gave her a big hug. Congratulations! Im sure glad Colin
didnt let you get away!Thanks, Liam, Alethea replied, squeezing his hand.Jazz
gave Alethea a hug. Congratulations, you two! Im happy for you even though it
means Ill be losing one of my best correspondents.Colin knew that Alethea loved
her career as much as he did his. I dont see why Alethea needs to quit after
were married, Colin said. Couldnt we could connect my computer to Rock Hards
network so she could still work? He looked at Alethea. If you want to, I mean.I
definitely do, Alethea affirmed.Thats doable and Im glad because I dont want to
loose her not even to you, dude!Russ came over to where everybody was standing
and said, It sounds like the fans are getting restless so wed better get this show
on the road.Were ready, Russ, Colin said. He fitted on his headset, grabbed his
guitar from Clem and gave Alethea a kiss.Jake picked up his bass and slung the strap
over his shoulder while Mace stood tapping his drumsticks against his thigh.Jazz had
volunteered to introduce them. For everybody here tonight Unforgiven!Alethea
stood beside Jazz for the whole concert. She watched, fascinated, as Colin teased
and flirted with the audience, slowly drawing them towards a climax. She bit her
lip thoughtfully. He seemed like a different person when performing much more
intense than usual. One thing was certain, he was incredibly sexy and she couldnt
take her eyes off him or wait until the end of the concert.After the bands last
song, Colin let his guitar slide around behind him and said, One last thing,
people, if youre planning on having sex or even considering having it, be smart!
Protect yourselves and your partner use a condom! Goodnight!Jazz came out and
announced, Thanks to Unforgiven for the great concert tonight! Bands appearing at
the Whiskey next week include Righteous Revenge and Dancing Ovaries. In the
meantime remember to keep one foot in the gutter and one fist in the gold!
Goodnight! Jazz yelled, adopting the closing expression coined by former MTV VJ,
Rikki Rachtman.Colin walked backstage, picked Alethea up and swung her
around.Colin! She squealed and he put her down again.So, did you like the
concert?Definitely! I thought the lead singer was very sexy!Ready to go?More
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than ready!As they were leaving, Russ called to them. Just a reminder, Colin.
Remember we leave at exactly ten oclock tomorrow morning.Colin rolled his eyes and
muttered to Alethea, Christ! He sounds more like Crowley every day! He put his
arm around her as they walked to her car. He turned so he was facing her and said,
Well, Im all yours! In the dim light he could see her pulse on her neck was
beating rapidly and he kissed it gently.What are we waiting for? She asked
breathlessly.The drive home took even less time than the drive in had taken since
that late at night there was less traffic. No sooner had they gotten into the house
when Alethea pulled Colin into the bedroom, pushed him down on the bed, and tore
open his shirt.I should take a shower Colin protested.Hush! She commanded.
She slid her hands down his chest to the bulge in his jeans. Lets see whats
behind door number three! She undid his jeans and freed his semi-erect penis that
she slowly began to stroke. He quickly became fully erect.Colin groaned and pulled
Alethea to him, kissing her mouth and her neck. He unzipped her dress, tugging it
and her slip halfway down, baring her breasts that he kissed and stroked with his
tongue until her nipples stood erect.Alethea returned his kisses with such a burning
passion she felt shed go crazy if she couldnt have him inside her right this
instant. She whimpered as she felt him throbbing against her.Colin pushed her dress
aside and his hands slid up her silky thighs to discover the answer to the question
hed wondered about all evening. There was only a thin piece of silk, already
soaked with Aletheas juices, between him and what he desired most. He gently
rolled her over and untied the satin ribbons that held her G-string in place and
tossed it aside.She moaned and writhed as she felt his lips leisurely exploring her,
tasting her and stroking her until her desire for him was unbearable. Colin!
Hurry! She gasped. I want to feel you inside of me! She felt his hands slide
under her hips, lifting them. She bent her knees and spread her legs, wantonly
urging him to finish what hed started.Colin needed no more encouragement and
plunged deeply inside of her. He heard her cry out, felt her arms tighten around
him and her fingernails dig into his shoulder.The room that had been comfortably
cool became hot and steamy, smelling pungently of sex, as Colin and Alethea rolled
around on her bed seeking the ultimate amount of pleasure.He was hyper-aware of
Aletheas scent, her breasts that pressed against his chest, the feel of her soft
skin and silky hair. He felt her tighten around him and knew she was close to
orgasm. One deep thrust tipped her over the edge.Alethea cried out and clutched
him, gasping and straining against him as a massive wave of pleasure swept through
her body. She heard Colin cry out, felt his body jerk several times and felt a
familiar gush of warm liquid filling her. They collapsed against each other, sweaty
and breathing heavily. Colin got up, after a few moments, undressed then lay back
down beside Alethea.Colin, would you mind? Alethea motioned behind her.Sure.
Roll over a bit there. He unzipped her dress all the way. Sit up for a second,
would you?Alethea did as he requested, leaning against him as he pulled her dress
and slip over her head then tossed them over a chair. He laughed. You know, Im
never going to be able to look at that dress again without getting a hard-on! He
peeled off her stockings, lay next to her and pulled the comforter over them. He
ran his hand up her leg. Ill bet I never told you I have a thing for lace thigh
highs, he teased, kissing her shoulder.You mean you have a fetish? She teased
him back.Yeah. They really turn me on. What can I say?Im glad I wore them,
She replied sleepily. She sighed and buried her face in Colins chest.He listened
to her soft breathing and found himself being lulled to sleep by it. He didnt know
how long hed been asleep when he suddenly awoke to find Alethea kissing him and her
hands stroking him, bringing him fully and lustily erect. You little witch! He
gasped as she climbed on top of him and he felt himself sliding into the wet warmth
between her legs. God! She quickly brought them both to an explosive climax. He
heard her cry out and felt her body shaking. He groaned loudly and clutched her
hips as her body shook violently. Alethea fell limply on top of him and lay
panting, her breasts heaving against his chest. Colin could feel his heart thudding
and his breath was coming in ragged gasps. They lay quietly for several minutes,
waiting for things to return to normal.Colin? Alethea whispered.Hmm?I dont
know how Im going to get through the next month without you.I feel the same way,
but it will go fast and well be together in New Orleans before either of us
realizes it, He consoled her, running his hands gently up and down her back.It
just seems like forever right now. She sighed and buried her face in his
shoulder.I know, but Ill call you as often as I can.Youd better! I guess Ill
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just have to stay so busy I wont have time to think about how much Im missing
you.Well, dont stay too busy. I want you to miss me a little.I will dont
worry about that! She assured him. She kissed him and was soon asleep.Colin and
Alethea arrived at the airport the next morning to find that the rest of the band
was already there and waiting. Russ did a quick head count and began to herd them
outside to their jet. He saw Colin hadnt followed. Colin? Colin, will you come
on! He called then muttered to himself, Jesus! Why do I feel like I accidentally
stepped in the middle of one of those gum commercials?Colin broke off the kiss
before being tempted to do more than kiss Alethea. I know we didnt have time to
look at engagement rings, but well pick one out the next time were together, He
promised her.She nodded. Thats fine.Ill call you tonight. I love you! Colin
called as he sprinted towards the bands jet.I love you, too! Alethea called,
smiling. Her smile lit up her face and her eyes shone. Colin so rarely expressed
his feelings aloud that it meant so much more whenever he did.
Chapter 12The Unforgiven/Armageddon tour continued to be one of the years most
successful tours, selling out every concert. They were now touring in the
Midwest.Colin liked the fans in this part of the country. They had no qualms about
approaching the band members to talk with them and they appeared to lack many of the
pretensions that some fans in New York and Los Angeles adopted. He always enjoyed
playing concerts in the Midwest, too. The audiences were among the most
enthusiastic crowds they played and usually well behaved.From Sioux Falls, South
Dakota, Colin called his favorite jeweler in San Francisco. He was shopping for a
one-of-a-kind design for Aletheas wedding ring. He told her what kind of gems he
wanted it to contain but left the design up to her. She agreed to send him some
sketches so he could share them with Alethea.The concert that night was one of the
best of the tour so far. The audience called them back for three encores and
continued to scream and cheer for them even after the arena lights had come up
again.When Colin returned to his room he called Alethea. Hi!Colin, Im so glad
you called. I have a surprise for you!And its not even my birthday! Whats
up?The person who was supposed to do the Alice-in-Chains interview in Milwaukee
had to cancel so Jazz gave me the assignment.And? Colin prompted.Im scheduled
to be there the day after your concert in Chicago so I thought I spend the night
with you then take the morning shuttle to Milwaukee if thats okay with
you?Okay? Are you kidding! Jazz must have read my mind.Or else he took a good
look at a certain portion of your anatomy! She teased.Be sure and warn those guys
if any of them even thinks about making a pass at you Ill rip their heads off and
play racquetball with them! Colin threatened.Alethea felt selfishly gratified to
hear that he sounded more than a little bit jealous! I found you a wedding ring in
an antique jewelry shop. I love it and I hope you will, too.Since you chose it,
Ill love it, he assured her.They talked awhile longer before reluctantly ending
their conversation so they could both get to bed.Ill see you in Chicago then,
Colin said. I cant wait!Which part of you cant wait the most? Alethea
teased.Youll find out!Im looking forward to it!Colin smiled as he replaced the
receiver in its cradle. What a woman!Although he had come to dread checking his
voicemail he punched in his code and then a voice that hed come to know very well
said, I told you God wanted me to make you suffer before you die! I told you last
time I was going to cut out your heart while you were still alive, but Ive decided
that isnt enough punishment for somebody as evil as you! First, Im going to carve
out your intestines just enough so youre in utter agony then Ill carve out your
heart! Shaking, Colin canceled his voicemail, but saved the message.The band left
Sioux Falls the next morning, their destination, Minneapolis. The flight took less
than an hour and a waiting limousine ferried them to their hotel on Nicolett Mall
that was only blocks from the Target Center where they were playing that night.The
hotel had allotted the band half of the fifteenth floor. As Steve assigned rooms
and handed out keys he warned, Dont anybody get any ideas about running off or
calling home right this minute. Were leaving for the Rosedale Mall when I finish
with this. If anybody has to use the can, do it right now! He quickly ducked as
several of the keys hed just passed out flew back at him.Colin unlocked his door
and went inside. His room was smaller because it was a single, but he had a balcony
with a nice view as compensation. He unlocked his suitcase and the first things he
took out were his pictures. One was a family portrait taken the previous Christmas
and the other was one of Alethea and him. He placed them on the dresser then went
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out on the balcony and stood in the sunlight, enjoying the view.Colin, were
leaving! Steve called.Coming! Colin yelled. He came in and dug around in his
suitcase, looking for something without success. Shit!Were waiting! Steve
said from the doorway.Sorry, but I cant find my glasses, He complained. He dug
through the stuff in his flight bag. Wait! Here they are!Lets go then, Steve
said, grabbing his arm and steering him towards the elevators. I wish to hell
youd get another pair of glasses in case you do loose them.Ill get a second pair
when Im home next time, he promised.The rest of the band was waiting in the
lobby. Steve herded them to the elevators that took them to the garage level where
their limousine was waiting. None of them had noticed the young priest, standing in
the lobby and staring hard at Colin as he disappeared into the elevator.Father
Michaels approached the front desk. The desk clerk looked up and smiled
pleasantly. Good morning, Father. How may I help you?Good morning. Im Father
Michael Davids and I have a reservation.One moment, Father while I bring up your
reservation on my computer. There was a pause while the clerk entered the
information. The computer beeped as it spewed out the requested information. The
clerk scanned the screen, bit his lip, and typed in additional information. You
arent here as part of a convention, are you, Father?No. Is there a problem?Im
sorry, but your reservation seems to have been lost.I have a letter of
confirmation if you need to see it, Father Michaels offered.That wont be
necessary, Father, but Im afraid we do have a problem. We dont have a room
reserved for you.What can I do? I chose this hotel because it was near to where
my business is and now youre telling me I have to find a room somewhere else?We
have three conventions staying here He started to apologize then said, Wait!
There is a vacant room on the fifteenth floor. Theyre doing structural repairs to
the outside of the building using that rooms balcony so its temporarily
unavailable.Ill take it. Ill be out most of the day so the repairmen wont
disturb me. Im only staying one night.The clerk frowned. You may want to
reconsider, Father, because the rest of the rooms on that end of the floor are
rented to that rock band thats playing at the Target Center tonight. Sometimes
theyre apt to be very noisy, offensive, and occasionally destructive.They wont
bother me. Im a very sound sleeper. Father Michaels assured him.Fine. Since we
lost your reservation and we're being forced by circumstances to place you on that
floor, your stay here is on us, Father. I hope youll accept our sincere apology
for the trouble weve put you through.Thats very kind of you, Father Michaels
gushed.Your room is 1502. I hope you enjoy your stay with us. Can I summon a
bellhop for you?No, thank you. I just have an overnight bag.Father Michaels took
his room key from the clerk and walked across the lobby to the elevators. A
security guard stopped him when he stepped out of the elevator, but after showing
his key, the guard allowed him to pass. He found his room, went in and quickly
unpacked. He glanced at his watch and saw he had about twenty minutes before he was
due to join the picket at the Target Center. He opened his door and cautiously
peered out into the hall. He could see the guard seated on the bench opposite the
elevators, reading the Minneapolis Star-Tribune. Father Michaels left his room and
quickly ducked into the room next door to him. He wondered whose room it was, but
his curiosity vanished quickly as he spotted the photographs on the dresser the
Matthews family portrait and the picture of Colin and Alethea. He picked up that
picture and studied it. She must be one of Colins whores! Father Michaels
thought. He left Colins room and returned to his then went out on the balcony.
There were several items being used in the repair of the building including a
ladder. He realized immediately that he could use it as a means to gain access to
Colins balcony. He suddenly noticed the time and hurriedly left his room after
locking the door. As he walked quickly towards the Target Center, Father Michaels
smiled to himself. God had shown His approval of his plan to get rid of Colin. He
made it possible for him to get a room in the same hotel as Colin when he didnt
have a reservation and to get a room right next door to his evil adversary! God was
indeed good!Caitlin Michaels and her best friend, Jemma Benteen, stood towards the
front of a long line of fans waiting to get into
Sam Goody to see Unforgiven.Although Im really looking forward to the concert
tonight, I will be glad when its over just so I dont have to listen to mom and
Dave ranting about it anymore! Caitlin said fervently.Whats their problem? Its
only a concert. They act like youre going to an orgy!Caitlin sighed. I wish I
knew. Theyre fixated on this concert Dave especially! Moms sole topic of
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conversation for the past week is how immoral and decadent its going to be!Why
does she think that?Its that morality group she belongs to, Purity in
Programming. Honestly! They try to blame anything and everything on rock music.
Its like theyre saying to the kids its okay if you do something bad, but if you
get caught you can always weasel out of it by blaming it on some rock song or
group!Jemma shrugged. Well, theyre entitled to their opinion no matter how
stupid.I dont care except they think theirs is the only opinion that should be
allowed, Caitlin replied then she shrugged and changed the subject. So, what are
you going to do when you see Colin up close and personal?Jemma giggled. Faint,
probably! Actually, I just want a kiss from him. Hes got a really sexy looking
mouth and Ill bet hes a great kisser!Well, youre about to find out. Here we
go!Debbie and Diana stood a couple of people behind Caitlin and Jemma. Debbie held
a poster of the band that she intended to have them sign.Diana grabbed Debbies arm.
Were almost to the door, Deb!Debbie stood on her tiptoes trying to see over the
people in front of her to see if she could catch a glimpse of the band.See
anything? Diana asked.I can see the top of Colins head, but not much else.Diana
giggled. In other words, you cant see his crotch and thats what you really want
to see. Admit it, Deb!Yeah, Debbie sighed. She knew she looked sexy. Diana and
she had spent an hour on her clothes and make-up that morning and she knew from the
looks she was receiving from the guys in line that they were dying to fuck her. A
couple of guys attempted to strike up a conversation, but she politely discouraged
them.Did you see that butt nugget, Jonathan, when we passed the Target Center?
Debbie asked, obviously disgusted. He was tagging along right after Father
Dork!I saw Father Chuckles, but I didnt see Jonathan. Its no surprise hes
there after what he said when we had that asinine one-sided panel discussion! The
line moved forward and Diana asked, What are you going to do when we finally get in
there?I think Ill wait to see Colins reaction and decide then. I know hes
going to want to fuck me just like these guys out here do!Caitlin and Jemma came
out of the store. Both were carrying posters that theyd bought and had the band
members sign. Jemma sighed loudly, God! Colin is so sexy, Cait and hes as good
a kisser as I imagined! In fact, he might even be better than Roger, though I wont
let him know that.I think Liams really cute, but he and Colin sure dont look
anything alike. Theyre directly opposite in coloring, in fact.Well, so are you
and Dave, Jemma pointed out to her.Thats true.I think its so cool that your
dads going with you to see Unforgiven! You know, I was thinking when I saw Colin
that your dad must have looked a lot like Colin when he was younger. Ill bet he
really made the girls cream their panties! He probably still does!Jemma!
Caitlin said, trying to sound shocked, but ended up giggling instead. I cant see
any resemblance between them aside from the fact theyre both tall, dark and have
high cheekbones.And theyre both probably expert
panty-creamers!Jemma!
Chapter 13The band kept signing autographs, talking to the fans, and accepting
kisses from the female fans. The line of fans kept coming and seemed as if it were
never ending.Colin took off his glasses and looked down for a moment, rubbing his
eyes. He put them back on and looked up to find one of the most gorgeous females
hed seen so far on this tour. She was about twenty with deep red shoulder-length
hair that showed golden highlights when the light hit it, and hypnotic green eyes
that could give Scarlett OHara a run for her money. It was also very obvious she
wore no bra under her green silk camisole.Hello Colin, Debbie said softly.At the
sound of her voice Colin felt a swelling in his groin and his jeans suddenly became
uncomfortably tight. Hi He left the sentence dangling.Deb, She supplied.Hi
Deb, he repeated and smiled at her then scrawled his name across her
poster.Thanks, Colin! She leaned down and gave him a kiss that quickly turned
into a passionate French kiss. She also made sure he had an unobstructed view of
her breasts.Colin had to grab hold of the edge of the table to keep his hands from
straying under her camisole to stroke her very inviting breasts.Debbie broke off the
kiss and without further regard, moved out of his line of vision. Colin sank back
in his chair and sighed inwardly not knowing whether he was sorry or relieved.
Suddenly Steves voice intruded on his introspection.Listen up, people!
Unforgivens going to break for lunch, but theyll be back here at one until
three.Colin breathed a sigh of relief. He was definitely in need of a break and
was, for once, thankful for Steves timing.Jake kicked Colins leg. Are you
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coming? Im starved!Me, too, Colin replied but not sure if it was food he wanted
or something else. He got up, stretched, and followed Jake out of the store. Their
bodyguards followed.As they walked down the Mall, Jake grabbed Colin arm and said,
Jesus! What did you think of those two babes?You mean the one with the red hair,
green camisole, and no bra?Yeah, shes the one and her gorgeous dark-haired
friend. I suppose youre going to tell me that red-haired chick had no effect on
you at all because you certainly werent returning her kiss like it had no
effect!Im not a eunuch! Colin muttered, silently thankful for having worn black
jeans and for the length of his T-shirt. Jake was unable to see just how much of an
effect Deb had had on him.Dont tell me youre actually thinking about straying?
Jake scoffed.Colin shook his head and said emphatically, No!They went to the food
court of the Mall and ate lunch. The fans were polite and considerate; they didnt
bother them while they were eating. Colin vaguely wondered where Mace and Liam had
gone. He caught himself glancing around the food court for Deb and chided himself
for thinking about her, but he couldnt seem to stop himself. He and Jake still had
some time left before they had to be back at Sam Goody so they hung out in the
middle of the Mall. Jake noticed that Colin seemed kind of jumpy. He kept turning
around and staring behind him. Whats wrong with you?Colin shrugged. Every
since we left the food court Ive had this sensation of somebody staring at me. I
swear I can feel their eyes drilling holes in my back! He turned around again and
surveyed the crowd behind him. His eyes came to rest on a tall man with dark hair
that quickly turned away. Colin made a face. It was probably somebody who didnt
like his hair, his music or hard rock in general.Maybe its that redhead, Jake
remarked. She certainly made it plain she was yours if you wanted her!Not
interested! Colin snapped. Come on, wed better get back. He managed to put Deb
out of his mind for the rest of the in-store but found himself thinking about her
again during the ride to the Target Center for their sound check. His reverie was
suddenly broken when he heard Mace exclaim, Shit! Will you look at that?Colin
glanced out the window and saw about thirty or forty people carrying signs and
picketing in front of the entrance to the arena. The signs carried such messages
as: Target Center Supports Pornography!
Satanists Not Welcome in Minneapolis! A third sign read: No Lewd
Lyrics!Satanists? Pornography? Who the hell are these people anyway? Colin
asked as their limousine pulled up in front of the stage entrance.The stage door
opened and the manager of the Target Center followed by the promoter hurried out to
meet them. Both were full of apologies and explanations.Im sorry about that
display out front, Steve, guys. The manager said. Those people have been
harassing my staff and me all week, trying to get us to cancel Unforgiven. I told
them I had a contract with you, but I wouldnt cancel it anyway!Dont worry about
it, Steve assured him. As long as they dont try to stop the fans from coming
into the concert I have no problem with them. He pointed his finger at the band
members. And you dont either!Who are they? Colin asked.A local chapter of
Purity in Programming and a chapter of Families for Moral Values from Brunsville;
its about a half-hours drive from here.Why am I not surprised? Colin
remarked.After Unforgiven had finished their sound check, Colin walked into the
lobby and watched the advocacy groups setting up their booths until Steve found him
to tell him they were heading back to their hotel. As they drove away from the
arena, he saw flashes of other signs the protesters were carrying: Target Center =
Profit on Obscenity!
Sex Education Belongs at Home! What the hell does sex education have to do with our
concert? Colin wondered aloud.Debbie and Diana sat in the food court of the
Rosedale Mall, talking and giggling as they ate. They were both wound up and full
of plans for that evening.I think you definitely got Colins attention, Deb!I
know I did, Din! He was definitely kissing me back!God! He looked like he wanted
to pull you down and fuck you right there!What about Jake?I know he wants to
fuck me!Weve got to get to the Target Center early so we can get a spot right in
front of the stage so well be the only ones Colin and Jake see.What did she say
when you left this morning? Diana asked as they were in the bathroom putting on
the wigs they had bought.Nothing. Fortunately, she was on the phone talking to
Father Dorks mother so I told Paul to tell her I was staying overnight with you.
Since I stay over a lot she wont give it a thought not that she does anyway.
Your mom will be worried if you dont come home, wont she?No. She told me this
morning she didnt want us driving home that late so she gave me enough money for us
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to stay overnight.Thats sure nice of her! Debbie remarked in admiration then
started to giggle. Of course she didnt say which hotel we should stay in!The
band arrived at their hotel to an excited mob of fans. As they entered the lobby
from the elevator, the hotel manager motioned to Steve.You guys go on up and Ill
see what he wants, Steve instructed them.What do you suppose he wants? Liam asked
as they rode the elevator up to their floor.Hes probably worried about us wrecking
his hotel, Mace answered.Steve returned and told them the hotel had rented the
empty room next to Colin. Apparently, this person showed up with a confirmed
reservation they missed and this was the only room available.Colin shrugged.
Well, as long as they stay out of my face, I dont care.Probably the best place
to put them since Colin isnt planning any post-concert activities, Jake remarked
and laughed when Colin flipped him off.The band members scattered, each to their own
activities.Colin went into his room, sighed and sat down on the bed. He wished he
could stop thinking about Deb. He knew she wanted him and he knew he was horny as
hell. If she gave him an opportunity hed fuck her without a second thought.Shit!
Colin muttered, going out on his balcony. He noticed it was starting to cloud over
a bit. He rested his chin on his palm and frowned. Why the hell was he behaving
like somebody who hadnt had sex for six months? He went back inside and picked up
his picture of Alethea. She was, without a doubt, one of the sexiest women hed
ever been with and he was always aware of her intense sensuality ready to explode.
Debs sexuality, however, was the blatant, in-your-face variety and he was finding
it hard to resist! Colin flopped down on his bed and closed his eyes. His mind was
going around in circles. Maybe a short nap would make him feel better. He awoke
later, realizing hed been asleep for a few hours. He rolled over on his back and
pushed aside his sweat-soaked hair. He didnt feel better either; he felt worse!
Dreams about a semi-naked woman with red-gold hair filled his sleep. He pulled
himself to his feet and went into the bathroom to get ready. He took a shower,
shaved, brushed his teeth then came back into the bedroom. He picked up his blow
dryer and sat down on the bed.His cell phone rang suddenly, startling him. He dug
it out of the case he wore on his belt. Hello? There was no answer, but he could
clearly hear somebody was on the line. Hello, he repeated then shrugged and hung
up. He looked at the number, but didnt recognize it, but at least it wasnt
threatening. That reminded him he hadnt checked his voicemail yet today. He
punched in his code and listened. There were no new messages. Colin let out his
breath in a gusty sigh of relief. This was the first time, since that night before
hed left for Atlanta, that he hadnt found a threatening message on his voicemail.
Maybe, that person had finally gotten tired of playing his sick games. Maybe, it
took the fun out of his games when he saw it wasnt scaring him. His mind returned
to Deb. He decided he was making a mountain out of a mole hill since he probably
wouldnt see her again anyway.There was a knock on his door and Russ called, Colin,
are you ready?Coming, Colin called. He noticed for the first time that it was
raining quite hard. He could hear it hitting the balcony. He grabbed his denim
jacket and left the room.
Chapter 14Jeff Michaels pulled into his garage, got out and hit the switch that
lowered the garage door. Briefcase in hand he unlocked the door leading from the
garage to the family room. As he came in he called, Anybody home?Out here,
Daddy, Caitlin responded from the kitchen.Jeff hung his topcoat in the hall closet,
left his briefcase in his study and picked up the mail. He was glancing through it
as he walked into the kitchen.Hi, Daddy, Caitlin said. She was standing in front
of the open refrigerator, perusing its contents.Hi, Cait, Jeff replied and gave
her a hug. Are you looking for something special in there?She made a face. Im
trying to decide what to make for our supper. What sounds good to you?Red
Lobster sounds really good to me, Jeff responded. Why dont I shower, change my
clothes, and well go there for supper.That sounds terrific, Daddy! Caitlin
answered, giving him a hug.While her father showered, Caitlin changed her clothes,
ran a comb through her hair then checked to make sure she had the tickets. She went
downstairs and waited in the family room.Jeff came downstairs dressed in his San
Francisco 49ers sweatshirt and jeans. Do I look dressed down enough for a rock
concert? He teased Caitlin.You look great, Daddy.Youd better take a light
jacket with you. Its raining right now and it might be pretty chilly out by the
time the concerts over.Good idea. She went to the hall closet, slipped on her
spring jacket and stowed the tickets safely inside an inner pocket. When she came
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back she was carrying another coat over her arm. Mom didnt take her coat with
her.Well stop by the Target Center before we eat and drop it off although theres
a possibility that the rain may have disrupted their demonstration.They drove into
the city and pulled up in front of the arena. The demonstrators, looking a little
worse for wear, were still resolutely picketing in front of the main entrance.I
guess neither rain nor snow. Caitlin muttered as she hopped out of the car. She
quickly found her mother and gave her coat to her then got back in the car.Jeff
sighed. I hope your mother doesnt end up getting sick. No matter how much she
might dislike this concert or band, its not worth that. Did you see Dave?I saw
him, but he was making a speech so I didnt talk to him.Jeff pulled into the
parking lot of Red Lobster. They got seated and ordered. Caitlin smiled
mischievously. Jemma and I went out to the mall today and saw Unforgiven at Sam
Goody.Oh? And how was that?They were really nice. Jemma was in seventh heaven
because she actually got to kiss Colin! She giggled suddenly.Her father smiled and
asked, Whats so funny?Jemma thinks you must have looked like Colin when you were
younger. Caitlin tilted her head and studied her father. I told her aside from
the fact that you were both tall, dark and had high cheekbones, I couldnt see a
resemblance.Colins the one with the really long hair, isnt he? He smiled at
Caitlins surprise and joked, I did a little bit of research on the band and their
music so I wouldnt seem too out of it. If Jemma thinks the poor guy looks like me,
hes definitely the loser! So, theyre really nice?I thought so. They seemed
really considerate of their fans and they actually seemed to enjoy what theyre
doing. I cant understand why mom and Dave have so much antipathy towards them.I
dont know either. Theyre entitled to their opinion, of course, but I dont
believe they have the right to force their opinion on others. Everybody has the
right to make their own decisions and I cant see how a person can make a rational
decision without all the facts.I agree, Daddy. The last time Dave was home he was
so preachy and self-righteous that it really ticked me off, Caitlin admitted.Your
brothers always been very strong in his beliefs as far back as I can remember.
Ive always rather envied him in that respect.Strong is one thing, Daddy, but
Daves being overly zealous for my taste! His take no prisoners attitude isnt what
I consider a virtue for a priest.Jeff sighed. I think Daves angry at me because
I not only allowed you to go to this concert, but I decided to go with you.Tough
luck, Daddy! Im adult and he cant tell me what to do not that he ever
could.Jeff smiled. He was very proud of Caitlins spirit.Unforgivens limousine
was heading for the stage entrance when Jake suddenly exclaimed, Fuck! Look at
that!Everybody looked out and saw two police cruisers, lights flashing, in front of
the main entrance. As they watched, the police came out with four adults in custody
and put them into the patrol cars.I wonder whats going on, Colin said. Suddenly
he and everyone else flew forward when the limousine suddenly stopped with a
screech. He looked up to see what had happened and saw about ten of the
demonstrators standing in front of their limousine and making it impossible for it
to move forward. Out of the corner of his eye he saw a flicker of movement and
turned to see about fifteen kids headed towards the demonstrators. Shit! He
yelled and dived out of the limousine before anybody could stop him.Colin, get your
ass back in here! Steve yelled at him.Colin ignored him and got between the
oncoming kids and the demonstrators. The lead kid was unable to slow his momentum
and plowed into Colin, knocking him backwards into a female demonstrator. Sorry,
he apologized to her.She raised the sign she was holding and Colin was sure she was
going to hit him with it. Suddenly her eyes widened, her mouth dropped open and she
hurriedly backed away from him, almost stepping on another protester in her
rush.Colin felt a brief flare of anger at her behavior, but ignored her and turned
his attention back to the kids. Youd better get inside. The shows about to start
and youre going to be missing a great band in Armageddon if you stay out
here.Father Michaels stood at the fringe of the ten demonstrators who were blocking
the limousines path. He watched Colin, praying that God would provide him with a
long, sharp knife he could thrust between Colins shoulders.But, Colin, The front
kid spoke up, Theyre trying to stop you guys from going inside!Colin shook his
head and assured them, They cant stop us, but if you stop them, youll be doing
the same thing to them as theyre trying to do to you.You mean you agree with
them? One of the kids shouted.I dont agree with what theyre doing or how
theyre doing it, but they have as much right to protest this concert as you do to
attend it. Look at it this way while youre watching a great concert; theyll be
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out here, getting wet and cold. Whos got the better deal?Colins right! The
lead kid said while motioning to the others with his arm. Lets go!Colin exhaled
in relief; thankful theyd been willing to listen to reason. The police got busy
clearing the rest of the demonstrators away from in front of the limousine. He
suddenly felt somebodys eyes boring into his back, turned and saw that same female
demonstrator glaring at him.Colin!Colin turned to find Steve. He stuck his finger
in Colins face and yelled, You ever pull a stunt like that again and Ill kick
your ass into the next county! He ran his hand over his balding pate and muttered,
Christ! Its no wonder Im losing my hair!The limousine arrived at the stage
door. The first thing they saw when entering the backstage area was Jazz being
treated by a paramedic for what appeared to be a bad cut on his head.Fuck! Jazz,
what the hell happened to you? Mace exclaimed.Jazz shrugged. Four of those
demonstrators rushed the lobby and tried to wreck the advocacy booths. I happened
to be passing by so I helped fight them off.That must be what we saw when we first
drove up, Liam concluded.Is he okay? Colin asked the paramedic.He smiled and
nodded. Sure. Its a minor cut. Hell be fine. The paramedic finished with
Jazz and, after giving him a list of precautions, departed.Im glad youre okay,
Jazz, but after this, youd better let security handle it, Colin advised, patting
his shoulder. He went into the dressing room to change. He wore a bright red
T-shirt and black jeans. He sat down, lost in his thoughts, while Jake, Mace and
Liam got ready. He found himself wondering if Deb was going to be at the concert
and if hed be able to see her in the audience.Liam sat down beside him. Are you
feeling okay, Colin?His brother looked at him in surprise. Sure. Why?Liam
shrugged. No reason, really. I just thought youve seemed kind of preoccupied
since we got back from the in-store.Ive just been missing Alethea, I guess. I
had a call from her the other night. Shes going to be stopping in Chicago on her
way to Milwaukee so Ill get to see her.Thats great, Colin!Yeah, I cant wait!
I sure miss her! Thanks, Liam.For what?Just for caring, Colin replied, giving
him a hug.There was a knock on the door of their dressing room and Russ poked his
head inside. Armageddons on their last song.Okay, Russ. Thanks, Mace called
in acknowledgment.By the time Unforgiven hit the stage, Colin had managed to push
Deb completely from his mind, but the minute the stage lights came back up he knew
he was in trouble. Pressed against the stage, right in front of him, was Deb.
Throughout the concert he was acutely aware of her. Without even straining his eyes
he could see the outline of her full breasts with their erect nipples. As the arena
got hotter, perspiration soaked the thin material of the camisole, causing it to
cling to her like a second skin. Debbie never took her eyes off him; she followed
his every move. Colin shifted uncomfortably. He was thankful she couldnt see the
effect she was having on him.After the last song the band left the stage. Standing
in the wings they listened to the audience cheering, whistling, stopping and
clapping for them to return.I guess they liked us, huh? Colin joked.The band went
back out and did three more songs. The last one they did was Because
the
Night. Colin could definitely identify with the line the night was meant for
lust. At the end of the song, he made his usual announcement about registering to
vote and because sex was so much on his mind, he made an additional announcement.
One more thing and Ill be blunt. If youre going to have sex or youre just
thinking about it be smart! Protect yourself and your partner by using a condom!
Goodnight! He left the stage without looking at Deb.Colin wasted little time
showering and changing his clothes. He picked up his denim jacket and called, Ill
see you guys back at the hotel. He found McGregor and said, My heads throbbing.
I think Ill walk back to the hotel. His head wasnt the only part of his anatomy
that was throbbing!McGregor nodded and followed Colin. Before they left, Colin
flagged down Russ and told him that he and McGregor were walking back to the
hotel.Colin, I dont think thats a good ideaJust tell Steve, Russ. Colin cut
him off curtly.When the arena lights came back on, one of Unforgivens crew appeared
and handed backstage passes to Debbie and Diana. They looked at each other, stunned
at first, then hugged each other and started to giggle. They followed the crew
member backstage.Jake was coming out of the dressing room and saw them. He smiled
broadly at Diana and put his arm around her. He turned to Debbie and said, Sorry,
when I invited you back here I didnt know Colin was planning to leave early.When
did he leave? Debbie demanded.Just a few minutes ago; he and his bodyguard left
by the stage entrance over there.Thanks! Ill hurry and catch up with
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them.Debbie, you cant run around Minneapolis by yourself this late at night,
Diana said worriedly.If I dont catch up to them, Ill wait for you in the lobby of
Unforgivens hotel. Heres my car key. She tossed her keys to Diana.Diana nodded
reluctantly. Okay. Ill leave your car in the hotel parking lot in case you need
it.Whatever, Debbie replied and then hurried out the stage entrance.I hope she
does catch up with Colin, Jake remarked. He really needs to be laid!Caitlin and
her father waited until the crowd had thinned out before they attempted to
leave.So, what did you think, Daddy?I thought both bands put on a really good
show.Do you think Jemmas right about your looking like Colin when you were
younger? She teased.Jeff laughed. I wish I had been as good looking as Colin!I
sure had a good time tonight, Daddy! I wouldnt have this much fun if Id come
alone. Thanks for coming with me.I did, too, and it certainly doesnt hurt to
try something new every now and then. He smiled and teased her, So which band
member do you have a passionate crush on?Daddy! Caitlin squealed. Theyre all
good looking in their own ways but She sighed. I really think Liam is so cute!
She was silent for a second then remarked, They sure dont look anything alike for
being brothers, do they?It could be that Colin looks like one parent and his
brother like the other one.Thats true. Their fathers the attorney general of
California and their moms an attorney, too.Thats interesting, Jeff commented
absently.They were finally able to leave the arena. The demonstrators were no
longer out front and appeared to have left. Though it had stopped raining, it was
chilly. Caitlin was glad shed taken her jacket. As Jeff pulled out of the parking
lot, she asked him, Did you hear or see anything that should concern mom or
Dave?Jeff shook his head. No, some of the songs could be termed very erotic, but
Im sure none of them could be labeled as pornographic or demonic by any stretch of
the imagination.Mom and Dave wouldnt like the announcement Colin made at the end
of the show.Well, I have to admire him for caring enough about the safety of his
fans to do it.Caitlin sighed. I suppose theyll be waiting up, ready to pounce on
us and start preaching.I think after walking a picket line for most of the day,
theyll be too tired and tomorrow it wont matter anymore.I hope youre right,
Daddy.
Chapter 15Colin and McGregor walked along quickly. Being tall and long-legged, they
could cover quit a bit of ground in a short time. It was damp and chilly. Colins
long hair was tucked underneath his jacket and his hands stuck in the pockets. They
had just entered the Nicolett Mall when they heard footsteps running up behind them
and a breathless voice calling, Colin, wait!Colin turned as Deb, panting and her
full breasts heaving noticeably, caught up to them. McGregor stepped in front of
him and directed, Okay, Miss, turn around and go back to the arena.Come on,
McGregor, Colin argued. Shes alone and I dont feel right sending her off by
herself. He noticed that she was shivering. Jesus! Dont you have a coat?I
didnt wear one, Debbie replied, her teeth chattering.Colin took off his jacket and
put it around her shoulders. He was wearing a long-sleeved shirt and wouldnt get
cold in the short distance to their hotel. He turned back to McGregor. Look,
well walk her to our hotel and she can call a cab from there.McGregor shrugged and
spread his hands in a resigned gesture. Its your decision, Colin.They continued
on their way across the mall. Suddenly there was a loud roar behind them. Look
out! McGregor yelled.Colin heard Debs terrified screams as she saw the car
bearing down on them. He shoved her out of its path and dived after her just as the
car swept past. He and Deb crashed into the midst of an attractively landscaped
area of the mall. McGregor wasnt so lucky and they heard the sickening sound of
the car knocking him aside. Colin saw the car momentarily slow. When she saw that,
Deb started to cry out, but it died quickly when Colin clapped his hand over her
mouth and pulled her close to him. The car suddenly sped up again and with a
screech of its tires, tore out of sight.Colin dropped his hand away from Debs
mouth. Im sorry I had to do that. Are you all right?Im okay, I think!
Debbie replied. She shivered violently and pulled closer to Colin.Im going to see
how badly McGregors hurt. You stay here.No! She grabbed his arm. He might
come back!I dont think theyll risk it. Stay here and youll be fine. He got
up and ran over to where McGregor lay. He could see he had a broken arm and a nasty
looking cut on his forehead. He was going to call on his cell, but then remembered
hes left it in his room. He looked around for a pay phone, but the nearest one was
on the next block and he didnt know if it was safe to leave McGregor and Deb
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alone. He heard footsteps hurrying up behind him and turned swiftly, frightening a
young woman. Im sorry I didnt mean to scare you.Do you need an ambulance?
She asked him.Yes. My husbands calling 911. She pointed to a black BMW parked
at the curb. Thanks, Colin replied, nodding.An ambulance and two patrol cars
arrived within minutes of the call. Debbie felt safe enough to crawl out of her
hiding place and stand by Colin.Colin heard another loud squeal and saw a familiar
limousine come to a jolting halt where the BMW had been previously. Shit! He
muttered.Steve, followed by Mace and Liam, came running up to them. Colin, what
the hell happened to McGregor? He demanded, looking from Colin to the police
officer standing next to him.You are? The police officer asked politely.Im
Steve Crowley, his manager, Steve replied, nodding at Colin.Are you all right,
Colin? Liam asked.He is, Colin confirmed. Somebody tried to run us down. I
was able to get out of the way, but McGregor couldnt. He gave Liam a quick hug,
Im fine.How badly is he hurt? Steve asked.One arm might be broken and he has
a cut on his head, but other than that Colin shrugged.The paramedics were getting
ready to transport McGregor to the hospital. Colin turned to the police officer.
Can we finish this at the hospital?Ill go with McGregor, Colin, Steve said.
You go back to the hotel and Ill call you as soon as they know anything
definite. Colin nodded reluctantly and Steve turned back to Mace and Liam. You
guys go back to the hotel, too, find Jake and tell him his ass is going to be grass
when this is over!Ill see that Colin gets back to his hotel safely, The police
officer assured Steve.Fine. Steve climbed into the ambulance and it pulled away
from the scene, lights flashing.Are you sure youre all right, Colin? Liam asked
again.He appeared frightened and Colin tried to reassure him with a smile. Im
fine except for a few scrapes and bruises. Go back to the hotel and dont worry.
Ill be along as soon as Im done here.Liam nodded, if somewhat reluctantly and
said, Okay, Colin. He stopped suddenly as something occurred to him. Do you
want me to call mom and dad?Youd better let me do it. Theyll take it better if
they hear it from me.Youre probably right.After everybody had left, the police
officer pulled out his notebook and started to question Colin and Debbie. Did
either of you see the car that tried to hit you?Colin shook his head regretfully.
I just caught a glimpse of it. I cant tell you the make or the model, but it was
a light color. I know that isnt helping much.What about you, Miss?Debbie shook
her head and whispered, Im sorry. It all happened so fast.The officer nodded
sympathetically. I understand, but if you recall anything you think might be
important, please dont hesitate to call me. He gave them each one of his
cards.Ill be leaving tomorrow, but heres my cell phone number if you have any
other questions, Colin said. He frowned suddenly. There are a couple of things
I should mention. I dont know if they have anything to do with what happened
here. He shrugged. We had some trouble at the concert tonight from a couple of
these self-proclaimed morality groups, Purity in Programming and Families for Moral
Values. Four of them rushed the lobby, attempting to wreck some of the booths set
up there. Maybe a dozen others tried to block our limousine from getting into the
arena and nearly started a riot.Are you accusing them of this?Maybe, it wasnt
deliberate. They mightve been trying to scare us and made a really bad
miscalculation I dont know.Ill look into it.Father Michaels pulled into a
space in the hotel garage and shut off his engine. He remained inside, his hands
gripping the steering wheel. He was extremely angry. God had given him the perfect
opportunity to execute Colin and he had botched it completely! He took a deep
breath and got out of his car. He checked the front carefully. The side that had
hit Colins bodyguard showed some slight damage. He would be leaving early and
would have his car repaired somewhere other than Minneapolis or Brunsville. He
entered the garage-level elevators and got out on the fifteenth floor. There was a
different security guard, but he showed his key and he allowed him to pass. He
expected to walk into the middle of a full-scale orgy, but it was quiet. The cries
and moans, emanating from inside one room, did suggest something extremely sinful
was happening. Sickened, Father Michaels unlocked his door and went inside. He
hung the Do
Not
Disturb sign on the door then closed and chain-locked it. Without turning on the
lights he made his way out on the balcony. A tarpaulin protected the tools and
other equipment hed seen earlier. He removed the ladder, placed it between the two
balconies and scrambled across, landing lightly on Colins balcony. He saw that
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Colin had left the lights on with sliding glass door all the way open and the
curtain half-drawn. Only the locked screen door prevented him from entering the
room. Just then he heard the phone start to ring.Colin and Debbie were just getting
out of the elevator. Look, you can stay in my room tonight and Ill stay in
McGregors. They walked down the hallway and he could hear his phone ringing.
Shit! Thats probably Steve! Colin sprinted to his door, opened it and ran
inside. He grabbed up his cell. Hello?Debbie came in, removed Colins jacket and
tossed it over a chair then sat down on the bed and removed her T-strap high heels.
When Colin hung up, she asked, Was that your manager?Yeah, he said McGregors
going to be fine. Colin exhaled in relief.Suddenly Debbie burst into tears, a
delayed reaction to how close shed come to almost being killed.Colin put his arms
around her and held her until she stopped crying. Debbie was almost as tall as
Alethea and he could feel her breasts pressing against his chest.Im sorry, She
apologized softly, wiping her eyes with her hand.Its okay, Colin answered. He
lifted her face up to his and kissed her. Debbie responded eagerly, kissing him and
pressing her body close to his. He gently lowered her down on the bed and stripped
off her camisole, tossing it on the floor then removed the rest of her clothes. He
quickly got rid of his own clothes and lay beside her. He caressed her breasts,
licking and sucking on her nipples until they were hard. His hand slid up her thigh
and buried itself between her legs, feeling her wetness. He wetted the nub of her
clit with her own juices and teased it until she was aching with her need for him.
Debbie cried out suddenly and writhed, arching her body and bringing her knees up
reflexively as her first orgasm rushed through her. She fell back panting, her face
flushed. After a few minutes she rolled Colin over on his back and began kissing
his chest and caressing his nipples with her tongue, causing him to groan loudly.
She could feel his semi-erect penis resting against her pussy. She sat up and began
rubbing up and down over his stomach and his penis, coating him with her juices.
She felt his penis growing hard underneath her.Jesus, God! Colin yelled, gripping
the headboard with both hands. Suddenly a warning bell went off in his mind and he
struggled to sit up. He was panting heavily. Have to use a condom, He gasped.
He motioned to the night stand drawer.Let me! Debbie said. She reached into the
drawer and brought out a condom. She attempted to put it on him, but fumbled it in
her haste and excitement and Colin had to help her. He rolled her over and plunged
his face between her legs. Debbie cried out as she felt him sucking on her clit.
She clutched the bedspread, thrashing her head from side to side as she felt his
tongue darting in and out of her. Do it! Do it! She gasped, spreading her legs
widely. Colin shifted his body so he was directly over her then thrust himself into
her tight, quivering center. He felt her close around him and pull him deeply
inside her.Debbie screamed with pleasure as she felt him slide inside her. Fuck
me, Colin, fuck me hard! She tightened her knees around him, rocking her body
while raking her long nails down his back, tearing the skin and drawing blood.Colin
thrust hard and deep, enjoying her cries and sighs of pleasure he evoked with each
thrust and the expression of blissful abandonment on her face. Debbie screamed
loudly as she came and arched her body against Colin, her hands gripping his ass so
she could hold him as deeply as possible inside her. Colin yelled loudly as he
climaxed, his body shuddering and bucking as he came. He went limp, collapsing on
top of her. Debbie lay under him, her eyes closed as she enjoyed the ebbs of her
orgasm.Shocked, Father Michaels could only stare in disbelief. Not only had Colin
and Debbie fornicated openly, without drawing the curtains or turning off the light,
they had done it loudly, letting everyone within hearing range know how much they
enjoyed themselves! He, of course, knew the Church blessed and encouraged
intercourse between married Catholic couples, but only for procreation. What he had
witnessed Colin and Debbie doing was bestial, perverted and a mortal sin. It was
obvious to him that Debbie was a willing, even eager, participant in this sordid
perversion! With a last look at them, he moved quickly and quietly, scrambling back
across the ladder to his balcony.Debbie lifted her head and whispered to Colin, Did
you hear that?Hear what? Colin said, burying his face in her breasts. He began
caressing them and stroking her nipples with his tongue.Nothing! She gasped,
clutching a handful of his hair.After stowing the ladder back under the tarpaulin,
Father Michaels stumbled back into his room and collapsed on the bed. He was
reeling with the events hed just witnessed. The sudden realization hit him not
only would he have to execute Colin, but Debbie, too!
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Chapter 16Father Michaels awoke, confused, and looked around him. At first he
couldnt recall where he was, but he soon remembered everything. He saw it was
light outside and ran his hands over his face, rubbing the sleep from it. He looked
at his watch and saw it was six forty-five. He sat up, realizing that hed fallen
asleep fully dressed, he hadnt even taken off his shoes! His mouth curled in
disgust as he recalled the sickening memory of Colin and Debbie openly fornicating.
The sounds that came through the wall, after hed returned to this room, indicated
that they had committed at least two more acts of fornication, screaming loudly and
lewdly while engaged in their perversions! It had been offensive and repugnant to
him. As he showered, he speculated on how he could execute both Colin and Debbie.
She would be no problem since he knew where she lived and where she worked. After
his attempt to execute Colin last night failed, hed concluded that God wanted him
to be face to face with Colin when he executed him. He would tell Colin why he was
going to die and watch him suffer the agony of knowing he was going to burn in hell
for all of eternity!Ill make sure before he dies, Colin knows he was not only
responsible for his own damnation but for Debbies as well! Father Michaels
thought with satisfaction. He knew it would be difficult to get to Colin.
Security or other people in his organization continually surrounded him, but he
knew God wanted him to execute Colin so He would provide him with the means to do
so.He changed into a fresh suit then quickly packed the few things hed brought with
him. He checked the hallway and saw no one then left his room and rode the elevator
to the lobby where he turned in his key. There was not much traffic at that time on
a Sunday morning so he was able to cover much distance quickly even though he was
driving exactly at the speed limit. He breathed with relief as he saw the skyline
of Minneapolis fading into the distance and said a short prayer of thanks.Colin woke
suddenly when the bright sunlight hit his eyes. He groaned, realizing hed
forgotten to close his drapes last night. He smiled as looked at Debbie. She
slept quietly next to him; her face resting on his chest and her arm draped over his
waist. He glanced at her then looked again, studying her closely. Jesus! He
thought. Shes definitely not twenty-something! He had a sneaking suspicion her
true age was probably about seventeen. He carefully eased Debbie off of him, got up
and went into the bathroom. He turned on the shower and stepped into it then yelped
suddenly as the water hit his back, causing it to sting sharply. He stepped out of
the shower, dripping all over the floor, turned his back to the mirror and looked
over his shoulder to find his back crisscrossed with scratches. They werent deep
but they sure stung like hell. Shit! Colin cursed. How the hell was he going to
hide those from Alethea? He finished showering, dried off and shaved. He came out
of the bathroom and saw Debbie was still sleeping. He plugged in his hair dryer,
sat down and started to dry his hair. He speculated on how he couldve missed last
night what was so obvious to him this morning. Thats what you get when you let
your hormones run wild and rule your life! He groused. Granted, she hadnt
resisted him at any point though hed given her ample opportunity to do so and her
responses were obviously those of someone very sexually experienced, but still, she
was just a kid.Debbie woke up at the sound of Colins hairdryer. She opened her
eyes and winced momentarily at the brightness of the room. She watched Colin drying
his hair, noticing the scratches on his back. She blushed and rolled over on her
back, wincing slightly at the way her hips ached and the soreness between her legs.
It had been a wild night and Colin was a fantastic lover! Theyd made love three
times and each time hed brought her to a screaming orgasm. Not only had he made
sure of her satisfaction, but hed treated her with dignity and respect. None of
the other rock stars had ever done anything but fuck her and throw her out the
door!Colin switched off his hairdryer and felt his hair then tossed it back over his
shoulders.Debbie started to giggle, unable to help herself. You looked just like
Cousin It on the Adams Family when you were drying your hair.Colin laughed, too.
Thats what Alethea thinks, too. He smiled, motioned at his hairdryer and
apologized by saying, I hope I didnt wake you with this.I have to get up
anyway. Is that a picture of Alethea on the dresser? Is she your
girlfriend?Well, actually shes my fiance. We got engaged recently, but youre
the only one who knows it outside our parents and the band.I can keep a secret.
How come she doesnt tour with you? Debbie asked, suddenly feeling self-conscious
and wrapping the sheet around her.She has her own career. Shes on the staff of
Rock Hard magazine.Your fiance is Alethea Ford? I just read her interview with
Dave Mustaine and it was awesome!Yeah, she really got him to spill his guts,
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didnt she? Colin remarked with a smile. She has a definite talent for
that.Debbies expression sobered suddenly. Colin noticed the change in her and
asked, Whats wrong?Its nothing, She answered, pushing back the covers to get
out of bed.Come on, Colin disagreed. He sat down beside her. Theres something
wrong.I shouldnt have slept with you, Colin, it was wrong. She replied
flatly.Look, Deb, you have nothing to feel guilty about or blame yourself for.But
I do! I wanted to sleep with you.And I wanted to sleep with you and we had a
great time. It was a mutual decision so theres nothing to feel guilty about. I
should be the one feeling guilty for cheating on Alethea and sleeping with an
underage girl and I do, but theres no going back.Im almost eighteen, Debbie
argued.Almost doesnt count as far as the laws concerned.She nodded then suddenly
burst into tears. Colin put his arm around her and held her. Theres definitely
something wrong!No, Debbie denied, but continued to cry.Come on, you can tell
me, He coaxed her with a smile. Im told Im a good listener.I dont want to go
home! I hate it and my mother hates me! She began to sob even harder.Colin
reached over and pulled several tissues out of their box and gave them to Debbie who
wiped her eyes and sniffled. Im sorry. I shouldnt be telling you
this.Consider me your friend. Who better to tell it to than your friend? Why do
you think your mother hates you?She looked down at her hands and started to shred
the tissues she was gripping. I dont think she ever liked me. When I was little
I felt like she could barely stand having me around her. She never neglected me or
abused me, but she never hugged me or showed me any affection either. Once I
started to develop, she seemed like she hated me! Debbie started crying again. I
overheard her talking about me to somebody on the phone one time. She said my hair
color was a sign of my whorish nature and God must be punishing her to curse her
with such a daughter.Colin made a face, but said nothing. He couldnt believe a
mother would actually say something that creepy to her daughter. Jesus Christ! He
muttered in an unbelieving tone. He felt sick to his stomach. I happen to think
your hair colors gorgeous! No offense, Debbie, but your mother sounds like shes
got major emotional problems.Shes super-religious. She pickets abortion clinics
and writes letters to people who dont believe what she believes, telling them
theyre wicked, immoral and theyre going to go to hell. Shes the president of
Brunsvilles chapter of Families for Moral Values and she was the main organizer
behind that picket at your concert last night.Colin thought for a moment then
asked, Does she have kind of a faded blond hair?Debbie shook her head. No. She
has brown hair with lots of gray in it. Why?He shrugged. There was a
confrontation last night between some of our fans and the demonstrators. I got
shoved and almost fell on this woman protester. It isnt an exaggeration to say she
hated my guts on first sight! I thought she mightve been your mother.Debbie
smiled slightly, My mother wouldve given you more than a dirty look!What about
your dad? Doesnt he do or say anything about the way she treats you?He doesnt
care about me. He spends all his time with my younger brother, his namesake. He
says girls are their mothers responsibility. Debbies lips trembled and she wiped
her eyes again then suddenly burst out with, I hate my home it sucks! I want to
get out of there and I dont care how or where I go!Colin grabbed Debbies arm.
Promise me youre not going to do anything rash!Why? What do you care?I do
care, Deb. I dont want to see you run away and end up on the streets. The streets
are a dead end literally! He let go of her wrist. Ill make you a deal.What
kind of a deal? Debbie asked sullenly.You finish school and Ill come to your
graduation.Youd do that for me?Ill do more than that. He grabbed a sheet of
hotel stationery and wrote something on it then gave it to Debbie. This is my
email address and cell number. Anytime you feel you need somebody to talk to, you
can call me or email me.Debbie nodded. I guess I can put up with mom for another
year and school wont be bad because I wont have to see she stopped abruptly.See
who?Nothing, it isnt important. Debbie brushed aside his inquiry then changed
the subject. Colin, do you think I could be a model?I dont see why not. Youre
a lot prettier than most of the women I see on the covers of the fashion magazines
now. Alethea used to model and she still has contacts in the business. She and
Vanessa Morrison are best friends.Vanessa Morrison! Debbie said excitedly.
Shes totally awesome!We could help you get your foot in the door at least, but
He pointed his finger at Debbie. But first you have to show me that diploma. Is
it a deal?Its a deal! Debbie said, smiling. She gave Colin a hug and slid out
of bed. Ill get dressed. While she showered Debbies thoughts turned back to the
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car that had tried to run them down last night. She bit her lip; feeling scared.
She didnt know if Father Michaels had seen her and if he had what he might do to
her to keep her quiet. She was also feeling guilty about lying to both Colin and
the police especially since Father Michaels had tried to run down Colin. Maybe,
though, since hed tried and failed, he wouldnt be stupid enough to try and harm
Colin again.While she showered, Colin was packing. He reflected, somewhat
ruefully, that this would be the first time ever that he was early. Usually, he was
bringing up the rear.Debbie came out of the bathroom dressed and ready to go. She
stood, uncertain, in the middle of the room. Colin winced inwardly as he saw her.
She looked so damn young and vulnerable!My girlfriend and I came to the concert
together and she spent the night with Jake.Colin sensed her uneasiness and
volunteered, Ill see if theyre up yet. He went across the hall and pounded on
Jakes door. Room Service!What? Who the hell is it? Jake yelled groggily.You
mean you arent up yet? Colin said, continuing to pound on his door. He laughed
as he heard Jakes colorful cursing.Goddamn it, Colin! Quit that or Im gonna come
out there and kick your sorry ass into the next county! He snarled
threateningly.Colin grinned and turned to Debbie standing beside him. Jakes
always so pleasant in the morning! Come on, Ill buy you breakfast. They should be
up by the time were done.After they finished eating, Colin walked Debbie out to her
car. He put his arm around her in a friendly gesture. Are you sure youre okay
now? Thats a hell of a lot of crap youve been carrying around all this time.I
feel much better, thanks.Diana walked up to them. She nodded at Colin and asked,
Ready to go, Deb?She nodded then gave Colin a hug and kissed his cheek. Thanks
for everything, Colin!No problem. Just remember Im available if you need to
talk. Okay?I will, Debbie promised as she and Diana got into her car. As they
pulled out of the parking lot into the street, Diana said, Okay, confess. Whats
happening between you two?I told Colin about my problems with mom, Debbie
admitted.Diana raised her eyebrows in surprise. She knew Deb was so ashamed of her
home life that she and her mother were the only ones who knew about the situation.
And?I told him I was so miserable at home Id thought a lot about running away,
but he talked me out of it. He said if Id stay in school until I graduated, hed
come to my graduation. He gave me his cell phone number and his email address and
told me to call him any time I needed to talk. Debbie sighed. He sure is nice
and if he didnt already have a girlfriendNever mind the girlfriend, Deb! Does
he fuck good?Debbie smiled and lifted her eyebrows. Does he ever! Ive never had
orgasms like I had last night, Din and I came ever time!Every time? Diana asked
skeptically.Yes! Colin really knows how to fuck! What about Jake?Fucking with
Jake was wild and crazy just how I like it! We fucked on the bed, on the floor,
against the door and in the shower this morning! Ive got hickeys in places you
wouldnt believe, Deb!Is Jake well hung?About average, Id say, but he really
knows how to use his equipment! What about Colin? Are the rumors about his
endowments true or false?Definitely true, Din, trust me on that! His girlfriends
sure lucky!Whats she like?She drop-dead gorgeous! Colin said she used to model
but now she writes for Rock Hard magazine.Yeah? Whats her name?Alethea
Ford.Sure. She did the interview with Megadeth in the most recent issue.Debbie
nodded and fell silent. Despite her seemingly lighthearted chatter, she still
worried Father Michaels had seen her last night and would try to keep her from
revealing it.Diana giggled suddenly, breaking the silence. I wonder if Father
Chuckles got his rocks off picketing at the concert last night. Ill bet he did!I
just hope the creep didnt see us, Debbie said. I dont need any lectures from
him!Dont worry about it, Deb. Hes leaving town this week, I think.To go to
Rome?No. Didnt I tell you? Father Michaels dad was telling mom that Father
Chuckles is moving back home for a while before he goes to Rome. I guess hes
taking classes at the University or something.Debbie breathed a sigh of relief that
hed go soon. She dropped Diana off then drove home, immediately went to her room
and quickly wrote a letter to Colin. She couldnt email him because her mother
always checked the computer. She identified the driver of the hit-and-run vehicle
as Father David Michaels and apologized for her fears that forced her to stay
silent. Feeling much better, she put the letter in her purse, vowing to mail it
first thing tomorrow.Colin was lying on his bed after Unforgivens concert in
Omaha. He was leafing through the current issue of Rock Hard and some of the other
rock magazines, but he couldnt keep his mind on what he was reading and finally
tossed them aside. He had called Alethea when hed gotten back to his room and
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theyd talked for an hour, but he still felt restless and unable to sleep. He
checked his voicemail and so far he hadnt found any more threatening messages and
that gave him one less worry. There was a knock on his door and Liam peeked
inside. Do you feel like some company, Colin?Sure, come on in, Colin replied,
rearranging his pillows and making an effort to sit up as Liam came in and sat down
on the foot of the bed with his legs crossed underneath him. I see youve made
quite a splash, Colin teased him, pointing to the rock magazines scattered on the
bed. Youve even got your own fan club now.Liam blushed. Im flattered, but Im
not sure what they expect of me.Just stay your unspoiled self and you wont have
to worry about it, His brother advised.Ill try. Colin?Yeah?Is it possible to
be in love with somebody even though youve only recently met them and only once?I
dont see why not. I knew I was in love with Alethea after we went out that first
time. Who are we talking about anyway?Alison.The girl you met in Atlanta?Liam
nodded. We just went out that one time. We didnt sleep together. She wanted to,
but I liked her and I didnt want her to think I was using my status to take
advantage of her. She gave me her cell number and weve talked several times.
Shes smart and funny and really cares about people, too. Shes completely
different from the girls I know at home.I think its smart to get to know each
other well before you jump into a sexual relationship. Theres always time for that
later on.What about that red-haired woman you slept with the other night?Colin
looked at Liam in surprise and raised his eyebrows.Liam snorted. Come on, Colin!
Ive known for a long time I dont have a monk for a brother! He laughed
suddenly. I remember when youd have to baby-sit me and youd invite your current
girlfriend over after mom and dad left.Colin chuckled. Hell! Nothing ever
happened because Id lose them to you the minute they got in the door! They all
thought you were so adorable!Yeah, they were always hugging and kissing me! Do
you suppose mom and dad knew?Probably not much gets past them. They probably
werent worried, though because they probably figured you were the best
contraceptive around!Liam joined in the laughter. Mom and dad were always
straight with us about sex. Colin?Yeah?How old were you the first time you had
sex?I was sixteen. Mom and Dad had told me that they didnt think it was a good
idea for a teenager to be involved in a sexual relationship. They said it put a lot
of adult emotions on somebody who might not be ready to handle them. They did leave
it up to me to decide when I was ready.I was eighteen, Liam admitted. If you
had it to do over, would you have sex at sixteen?I doubt Id do anything
differently. I will say mom and dad always supported my decisions even if they
didnt agree with them.Liam nodded. They never acted betrayed or threatened by
their kids sexuality.Yeah, after some of the stories Ive heard Colin shook
his head, thinking about Debbie. I know we really got the luck of the draw when it
comes to parents!Amen! Liam replied fervently then changed the subject. What
about the other night?We both had a good time and thats all there was to
it.Well, I think Alethea would be hurt if she found out about it.I know she
would and thats why shes never going to find out, Colin replied quietly. He
looked up as Liam got up and stretched. Thanks for the talk and thanks for being my
brother, He said, looking a bit embarrassed at his surge of sentimentality.I
didnt exactly have a choice, Liam joked.I know and if youd had a choice, youd
have been Jon Bon Jovis brother!No, I like the brother I already have even if
hes a slob and he snores loudly!Yeah, aint life grand?
Chapter 17Debbie and Diana were preparing to leave the mall for the evening. It
was a little after eleven. Diana had gotten off at ten, but Debbie didnt get done
until eleven. She usually waited for Debbie then the girls rode home together.I
dont believe this! Diana exclaimed as she glanced out the theater entrance. It
rained again! I just bought this sexy bikini today and if this weather keeps up,
itll be too cold to swim. Wait until you see it, Deb shit! She looked at
Debbie. Can you believe it? I left it at work! Do you mind if I run back and get
it? Itll just take me about ten minutes.No problem, Din. Ill get my car and
wait for you out front.Okay. Thanks, Deb, Diana called over her shoulder.Debbie
walked outside. She didnt worry about walking to her car alone even though the
malls parking lot had dim lighting. There had never been any trouble reported in
the year shed worked there. She walked through the nearly empty lot to her car
while fumbling in her purse for her keys.Hello, Debbie.Startled, Debbie gave a
small scream and dropped her purse, its contents spilling all around her. Father
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Michaels, you scared me! I thought youd left town. What are you doing back
here? She noticed immediately that he was wearing dark clothing and saw, feeling a
surge of fear, that he also wore gloves.I came to see you, Debbie. We have some
unfinished business. He bent over to retrieve her purse when he spotted the letter
shed written to Colin, but still hadnt mailed.Whats this? He pulled the letter
out of the envelope.Give that to me! Its personal and none of your fucking
business! Debbie yelled, attempting to grab the letter from him.He shoved Debbie
aside and quickly scanned the letters contents. Suddenly he lashed out at her,
striking her and knocking her into the side of her car. You whore! He
hissed.Debbie moaned in pain and slid to the ground, dazed. Father Michaels grabbed
her and jerked her to her feet again. Please dont hurt me, She begged. I
promise I wont tell anybody you tried to run down Colin!The use by her of Colins
first name angered Father Michaels and he slapped her across her face. You little
tramp! Do you think anybody would believe you if you told? Debbie tried to
scratch his face, but he struck her again and fastened his hands around her throat.
You obviously enjoyed fornicating with that pervert, Matthews! Screaming and
letting everybody within hearing range know how much you were enjoying your lewd
pleasures! Now its time for both of you to pay the price for your sins!Debbie
struggled fiercely but she couldnt break his grip. Her vision started to turn
red.Dont worry, Debbie, he crooned. Your lover will soon be joining you in
hell!She suddenly quit struggling and went limp, hoping hed think she was dying.He
released Debbies throat and she dropped. He knelt beside her and listened
closely. Her breathing was coming in ragged gasps and sounded very faint. He felt
for her pulse and found it was faint. He yanked up her T-shirt, unfastened her bra
then unzipped her jeans, pulling them and her panties down to her knees. He smiled
in satisfaction. She looked as if she got raped and strangled. He picked up
Debbies letter to Colin, stuck it back in its envelope and slipped it into the
pocket of his windbreaker. He strode quickly to his rental car and drove off
fast.Diana came out the theater entrance, expecting to find Debbie parked at the
curb, waiting for her. Surprised that she wasnt there, Diana peered out into the
lot. From where she stood she could see Debbies car. Shit! Diana muttered.
Deb must be having trouble with it. She walked to the drivers side and suddenly
tripped. She looked down, horrified to see Debbies unmoving and partially clad
body, lying on the drivers side of the car. Diana screamed loudly.At the sound of
Dianas scream, Debbie regained consciousness. Her eyes flew open and she tried to
take a breath but nothing happened. It felt as if cotton was packing her throat.
She thrashed from side to side, trying to draw her breath.Diana ran back to the
theater entrance. She screamed and pounded on the door until a security guard
appeared. My friends been attacked over there! She cried and motioned
frantically to where Debbies car was. I think shes dying! Call an ambulance and
tell them to hurry!The guard quickly summoned the police and an ambulance then
followed Diana to where Debbie lay. She was no longer conscious so he knelt and
began administering CPR. Diana knelt beside him. She wanted to straighten Debbies
clothing so she was at least partially covered. She would die of embarrassment when
she found out about her complete exposure! Her fear of destroying evidence which
might lead to Debbies assailant convinced her not to touch her. It felt an
eternity, but it was really only five minutes, before Diana could hear the sirens
and see the flashing lights of the police and ambulance coming into the malls
parking lot.Father Michaels, once again in his clerical garb and Roman collar, got
out of the elevator on the intensive care floor. He saw Diana Conrad being
comforted by an older woman and Mr. and Mrs. Simpson talking to a strange
man.Father! Theresa Simpson rose to her feet as she caught sight of him.The man
theyd been speaking to nodded at Father Michaels and smiled, Father. He turned
back to the Simpsons and said, Ill be in touch. He watched as the man walked
over to where Diana sat.Thank you for coming, Father, Mrs. Simpson said.Im sorry
I wasnt here sooner. Ive been studying at the University library all evening and
my mother told me about your call when I got home. I cant believe it! How is
Debbie? He asked, taking hold of Mrs. Simpsons hands.Shes unconscious and they
have her on a respirator because shes unable to breath on her own. The doctors
think she will be permanently brain damaged if she does regain consciousness. She
sighed. I know this is Gods punishment of me for not being stricter with
Debbie.I dont believe that at all! Father Michaels declared. Youve been an
excellent mother and I wish there were more women, following your example. He
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glanced over at the man who was talking to Diana. What happened?They think she
was Mr. Simpson swallowed as if the subject were extremely distasteful to him then
continued, Violated. They found her partially disrobed. Her attacker also
attempted to strangle her.Ill pray Debbie makes a full recovery. Father
Michaels stated, patting Mrs. Simpsons hand. Has she had the last rites? Just in
case, you understand.Yes. There was a priest in the ER when they brought her in
and he administered them immediately. Mrs. Simpson assured him.Debbie must have
led some boy on and he did this in anger, Mr. Simpson declared.Father Michaels
assumed an uncertain look. Mrs. Simpson noticed immediately. What is it,
Father?I believe I might know someone who had a reason to harm Debbie.Who?
Both of them echoed.Colin Matthews.You mean the lead singer of that horrible band
we picketed at the Target Center? But why?Do you recall Jonathan McDonald who
helped us with the picket? Mrs. Simpson nodded. He stayed overnight in
Minneapolis and the next morning he was passing by the hotel where that band was
staying when he saw Debbie and Colin Matthews coming out together. He described
Debbie as being dressed very lewdly and said it was obvious from the way they were
behaving what had occurred. Im sorry to have to tell you this.Mrs. Simpsons face
went white, but she held her head up high. Its all right, Father. Weve always
known Debbie had sluttish tendencies. Ive tried every way I could to eradicate
them, but it seems I was unsuccessful.I believe he thought Debbie was the legal
age when he became carnally involved with her and then discovered she wasnt. He
may have decided to kill her to protect himself from a statutory rape charge.It
doesnt matter, Father. God has chosen a fitting punishment for Debbie for her
sinful behavior and for me for my failure to correct it, Mrs. Simpson stated
firmly.I dont believe you have any reason to blame yourself for what happened,
Father Michaels comforted her, patting her hand again. You did your very best with
Debbie and God does not hold you responsible because she chose not to follow your
instructions.Thank you, Father. Youre a great comfort to me.The man who had
been talking to the Simpsons walked over and stood in front of Diana and her
mother. Mrs. Conrad, Miss Conrad?They looked up at him and he extended his hand.
Im Detective Paul Madison and Im investigating Miss Simpsons case. Diana, I
need to ask you some questions about tonight. May I sit down?Monique Conrad stood
up and shook his hand. Certainly, Detective. We want to do everything possible to
find Debs assailant.Detective Madison sat down next to Diana. I understand you
and Debbie have been friends for a long time? Since the first day of
kindergarten, She replied softly.Can you tell me what transpired this evening
prior to your finding Debbie injured?I got off work at ten. Deb works at the
Cineplex so she doesnt get off until eleven. I always wait for her then we ride
home together. I realized that Id forgotten a package at work and I went back to
get it. Deb said shed get her car and wait for me out front.Do you recall how
long it took you?Diana frowned, trying to recall. Well, the boutique where I work
is on the other side of the mall. Id guess it took me at least fifteen minutes. I
went outside, but Deb wasnt waiting. I could see her car was still where shed
parked it when we came to work. I thought maybe she was having car trouble so I
walked over there and I tripped Diana burst into tears and it was a few minutes
before she was able to continue.Its okay, Diana. Madison assured her
soothingly. Take your time.Diana got herself back under control and continued, I
saw Deb lying by her car with her clothes half pulled off. I think I screamed and
she opened her eyes and started making these horrible choking sounds. I ran back to
the mall and I screamed and pounded on the door until a security guard came. She
started to cry again. Whod do such a horrible thing to Deb? She wouldnt hurt a
fly!Were going to find out, Diana. Madison promised. He took a sheet of paper
encased in a plastic evidence bag from inside his jacket. Did Debbie have any
enemies or disgruntled ex-boyfriends?Diana shook her head. Deb doesnt date
much. She thinks the boys in our class are total nerds, jerks or dumb jocks. She
didnt have any enemies that I know about.This sheet of hotel stationery was found
among the spilled contents of Debbies purse. Im hoping you might know something
about the information written on it.Diana glanced at the sheet of paper then looked
up at her mother who nodded encouragingly and said, Its all right to tell
Detective Madison about Debs problems with her parents, Diana. Im sure shed want
him to know everything. Monique Conrad looked at Madison and explained, Deb was
always so ashamed of her relationship with her parents that we could hardly ever get
her to talk about it.Why kind of problems? Madison asked, glancing over at Mr.
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and Mrs. Simpson.Debs parents, especially her mother, are super religious and
theyre constantly criticizing her appearance, her interests - just about everything
about her! They never show her any affection at all, Diana answered. Shes sworn
lots of times that she was going to run away!Whats the connection with the
information written on this sheet?Deb and I went to the Unforgiven concert in
Minneapolis and we got to meet a couple of the band members after the concert. They
were really nice. Deb told me shed told Colin Matthews, the lead singer, about the
problems she was having at home. I guess its easier for her to talk about it to a
stranger. I guess he felt really concerned about her talk of running away so he
gave her a way she could keep in contact with him. He told her to call him if she
needed help or just to talk.Can you think of any reason he might want to kill
her?Diana shook her head. I only met him briefly, but he seemed like a nice guy
and from what Deb told me; he seemed honestly concerned about her welfare.The
Michaels were sitting down to supper when they heard the front door open and
close.That must be Dave, Caitlin remarked.Father Michaels walked into the
kitchen. Sorry, Im late, Mother, he apologized.Thats all right, Dave. We just
sat down this moment. Would you say the blessing please?Father Michaels recited
the blessing before meals then they passed around the food and ate.Hows your
course in Italian going? Caitlin asked.Since moving back home, Father Michaels had
been taking an accelerated language course at the University that would enable him
to speak Italian fluently by the time he left for Rome.He smiled broadly and said,
Excellent! I dont mean to brag, but my instructor says I have a rare gift for
languages. Of course, its easy when we speak only Italian from the minute we enter
the classroom, but I also had a very easy time with Latin in the Seminary, if you
recall. If theres time enough, my instructor is encouraging me to take his
accelerated course in Greek. He says that will also be a great help to me in
Rome.That wonderful, Dave! Were so proud of you! Kathleen gushed.I can
definitely predict that youre going to go far in the Church, Jeff added
proudly.Kathleen Michaels expression sobered suddenly and she sighed. I had a
phone call from Theresa Simpson today and she was absolutely distraught. I didnt
even know how to begin to comfort her.Is her daughter worse? Jeff asked.She
told me she found a diary her daughter kept, detailing all of her carnal exploits!
Kathleen continued, ignoring Jeffs question. Theresa said it was unbelievably
filthy and terribly lewd!And that lewd lifestyle is undoubtedly what put her where
she is now! Father Michaels declared self-righteously.Annoyed by the judgmental
tone Dave was taking towards his former student, Caitlin asked, Did she give it to
the police, Mom? It might have some clue as to her assailant.Heavens no! She
destroyed it. She said she couldnt imagine what kind of a mother the police would
think she was if they read that horrible thing! I thought Id spend some time with
her tonight and try to offer her some comfort. Would you go with me, Dave?Im
sorry, Mother, but I have to study in the language lab tonight. Were having an
oral exam tomorrow and I want to do my very best.I cant imagine who would do such
a terrible thing! Jeff said, shaking his head. He looked at his wife and asked,
Did Mrs. Simpson say if the police had any suspects?Theyre checking out that
rock star, Colin Matthews. I think hes their main suspect right now and deservedly
so! Kathleen replied coldly.That doesnt make sense, Mom. Why would he want to
kill a girl he didnt even know? Caitlin asked.He did know her carnally!
Father Michaels said.Was that in her diary, too? Jeff inquired.No. Apparently,
she didnt get around to recording her last lewd encounter Kathleen began, but was
interrupted by her husband.How do you know he slept with her then?Because one of
my former students, who helped us with our picket, saw them coming out of Matthews
hotel the next morning. Father Michaels revealed. He said Debbie was attired
lewdly and from the way they were behaving; it was obvious what had gone on. He was
still shocked when he told me about it!I knew from the first he was only
interested in getting his filthy hands on as many young girls as possible!
Kathleen proclaimed.Kate, thats not fair, Jeff protested. She may have stayed
in the same hotel and ran into him in the lobby or the restaurant. Nobody knows
anything for sure and we shouldnt indulge in idle gossip.You seem awfully anxious
to take his side of things! Kathleen said caustically.Daddys right, Mom. That
isn't proof they slept together, Caitlin argued, defending her father. She was
uneasy about the increasing tension she sensed between her parents since the
Unforgiven concert. Why dont we change the subject?A good idea, Father
Michaels concurred. One of my former instructors at the Seminary, whos since
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retired to Florida, heard about my posting to Rome. He invited me to vacation at
his home on the Gulf Coast of Florida the last two weeks in July. Since Ive been
working so hard at my language studies I decided a short vacation would be just the
ticket.That sounds like fun, Dave, His father remarked. Ive heard they have
some excellent deep-sea fishing there.You will be coming back here before you
leave for Rome? Kathleen asked her tone uncertain.Of course, Mother, He replied
in a dismissive tone. I wouldnt leave without saying goodbye.Caitlin was
becoming very annoyed with her brother for his growing conceit, his
self-centeredness and for his total lack of compassion for anybody who didnt
measure up to his standards. It also appeared to her that he was exploiting the
tension between their parents.Before he went to the language lab, Father Michaels
stopped at a phone and called the airline to make reservations to New Orleans for
the last two weeks in July. That should give him more than enough time to track
Colin down and kill him. Only then could he leave for Rome with a clear
conscience.
Chapter 18Colin sat on the stage in the empty Rosemount Horizon Arena in Chicago
where Unforgiven was playing that evening. He was alone except for McGregor and
Steve. Both crews were taking their supper breaks. He was fooling with his
acoustic guitar, working on a chord progression for a song he was writing. It had
been giving him trouble and hed finally gotten it worked out so it sounded like
what he was hearing in his head.Colin?He turned and saw Steve, accompanied by
another man, coming from the side of the stage. Whats up, Steve?Colin, Id like
you to meet Detective Paul Madison. Hes from the Brunville, Minnesota police force
and needs to ask you some questions.He nodded. Sure. He got up and carefully
placed his acoustic guitar in its stand. What can I do for you,
Detective?Colin, Steve interrupted. Maybe, I should get a lawyer before you
speak to the detective.Colin looked at Madison. Will I need one?I dont believe
so, but if you feel more comfortable having a lawyer present I can certainly
wait.He knew Alethea would be flying in shortly and he didnt want to take a chance
on missing her arrival. He shook his head and said, Dont bother,
Steve.Alright, Steve agreed, but still looked doubtful. Ill be backstage.
Call me if you need me. He left, shaking his head. Colin never would listen to
good advice!Do you know Debra Simpson, Colin?Yeah, I met her at our concert in
Minneapolis. Shes a real nice kid. Why?Somebody attacked her two nights ago and
attempted to strangle her. Shes hospitalized in intensive care right now and her
prognosis is uncertain.My God! The color drained out of Colins face. He went
to sit down on the drum riser, and would have missed it and fallen, but for Madison
catching his arm.Are you all right?Colin nodded. Yeah, thanks. He sat. I
cant believe it! Whod want to hurt her wait! You think I did it, dont
you?As a matter of fact, no. Ive already checked on your whereabouts of two
nights ago and the promoter of your concert in Cedar Rapids, Iowa confirms that you
performed at the Four Seasons Arena.Then why are you here?We have a witness who
saw you and Miss Simpson leaving your hotel the morning after the concert and
thought shed spent the night with you.She was pretty shaky after almost being run
downRun down?Colin quickly explained about the car that had tried to run them
down and hit McGregor. Anticipating that Madison would want the name of the
investigating officer, Colin dug through his wallet, found the card and gave it to
Madison who copied the information into his notebook. She broke down from shock, I
guess, and then all this other stuff shed been keeping locked inside, came pouring
out, too. She was so upset that I didnt think she was in any condition to drive so
I let her stay in my bodyguards room. I bought her breakfast the next morning and
walked her out to her car.What about this? Madison asked, taking out the sheet
of hotel stationery, encased in plastic, and giving it to Colin. We found this
among Miss Simpsons personal effects.The number is my cell number. I gave her
those because she was having a rough time at home and was talking about running
away. I convinced her not to and gave her those so she could call me if she needed
to talk or needed help.I admire you for doing this, but why do you care about
somebody youre never going to see again?Colin sighed. I was in Los Angeles
recently and there are hundreds of homeless kids, roaming the streets. Id guess
about a third of them will probably be dead within a year. I know the police, the
social agencies and the shelters can only do so much. I swore right then if I ever
sensed a fan of ours might be heading for the streets Id do everything in my power
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to turn them around.Did Miss Simpson say or indicate to you in any way that she
was afraid of someone? I know Im reaching here, but none of the people who know
her well can offer any reason why somebody would want to kill her.Colin mulled over
the conversations hed had with Debbie, starting from when she had caught up to him
and McGregor through the next morning. His eyes widened suddenly. Yeah, there
were a couple of things that stick in my mind, now that you mention it! After that
car that tried to run us down sped off, I was going to go see how badly McGregor was
hurt. She grabbed my arm and told me not to because he and she specifically said
he might come back.Youre thinking she may have known the driver?Id lay odds
on it. The other thing was when I was encouraging her to stay in school and she
agreed since she only had a year left and said it wouldnt be bad because she
wouldnt have to see somebody.Wouldnt have to see whom?I dont know. When I
asked her about it, she brushed aside my question and changed the subject.Do you
think she was afraid of someone?I did get the impression she was really uneasy
about someone, but who I dont know. I know this isnt much help to you.Not in
finding Miss Simpsons assailant, no.I wish I could be more help.If you anything
occurs to you that you think might be important, please call me,Madison requested
handing Colin one of his cards. Thanks for your help, Colin.After Madison had
left, Colin remained on the stage, staring out into the darkened arena.Colin, are
you ready to head back to the hotel? McGregor asked, coming up behind him. He had
just returned after being on a short medical leave. Colin and Steve had tried to
convince him to take another couple of weeks off, but McGregor felt hed been away
from his job long enough. Steve was uneasy about McGregors arm still being in a
cast. He wanted to hire an additional security guard, but Colin talked him out of
it. He liked the way McGregor dealt with the overly zealous fans and felt his size
alone was enough to discourage any would-be troublemakers.Yeah, Aletheas plane
will be coming in and I dont want her to get to the hotel and find me somewhere
else.You arent going to the airport to meet her?No, we agreed Id attract too
much attention.When Colin got back to the hotel, he stopped at the florist shop and
bought a dozen long-stemmed red roses for Alethea. He returned to his room and laid
the long, white florist box where she would see it first thing then dialed
information for Brunsville, Minnesota. He was easily able to obtain Diana Conrads
phone number. He dialed the number and waited.Hello? The voice was young and
female.May I speak to Diana, please?This is she.Diana, this is Colin Matthews.
I just heard about Deb. Is there anything I can do for her?You must have ESP,
Colin, because I was trying to figure out how I could get in touch with you.Whats
wrong? Her explanation stunned him. Mr. and Mrs. Simpson had found out about
Debbie sleeping with him, disowned her, and refused to cover her hospital care.
Debbies transfer from her private hospital to a county facility was imminent. He
told Diana hed call her right back. He called the business office of the hospital
and told them hed be assuming the responsibility for Debbies medical care. He
gave them the name of his bank and his accountant so they could verify his financial
status. Next, he called both his banker and accountant to tell them to expect a
call from the hospital and to give them whatever information they required.
Finally, he called Diana to tell her he would be assuming the responsibility for the
expense of Debbies medical treatment.Why are you doing this? Diana asked,
completely stunned by his generosity.I want Debbie to get the best care so shell
get well. My accountants informed me since our CDs still in the top ten, Im
fortunate enough that I wont have any money worries for the rest of my life. Its
because of me that Debs parents did this and she shouldnt have to suffer for it.
Would you do me a favor, Diana?Sure.Would you call me immediately if theres any
change, good or bad, in Debs condition? He gave Diana his cell number and she
promised to keep him posted on Debbies condition. He hung up and sighed, feeling
totally drained. He lay down, intending to rest for a short period but fell into a
restless sleep instead. He was still sleeping when Alethea arrived.The first thing
she saw was the white box with the big bow on it. She quickly opened the box and
gave a small cry of pleasure when she saw the roses then glanced at the card that
read simply, I Love You! She turned to Colin who lay with his back to her. His
T-shirt had ridden up as he slept. She bent over him, intending to wake him, when
she caught sight of the faint scars on his back. She pushed his T-shirt all the way
up to discover that it included a good portion of his back. She quickly stepped
away from the bed, feeling as though a snake had bitten her. It had and it was
lying on the bed in front of her. Alethea rushed into the bathroom, slammed the
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door shut and burst into tears. How could Colin have slept with another woman? She
hurt so badly that her entire body seemed to ache. When shed cried herself out,
she began to get angry. How dare Colin treat her like this! Hed probably expect
her to spread her legs as if nothing was any different! Well, he was in for a major
shock! She rifled through her purse looking for her cell and finally found it. She
called the airport to confirm there was an evening shuttle to Milwaukee, booked a
seat on it and called a cab. She came out, picked up her bag and without looking at
Colin, left the room. She started down the hall when she heard Liam calling her
name. She ignored him and stepped into the elevator. She was so angry that she
didnt want to see any member of the Matthews family at all.Liam stopped at the
elevator, feeling puzzled and somewhat hurt. Alethea had cut him dead and it was
very unusual for her. Something was definitely wrong, but he didnt have a clue as
to what it was.Colin woke up shortly before they were due to leave for the arena.
Fuck it! He snarled when he saw the time. He looked around for Alethea,
realizing hed slept so soundly he hadnt heard her come into the room. He saw
neither her nor her luggage. He wondered if her plane got delayed and decided to
check. The airport confirmed that her plane had arrived on schedule. He was
starting to worry when he noticed the open box, containing the roses hed bought for
Alethea. He felt even more confused now. Noticing the time, he jumped up, ran into
the bathroom and hurriedly got ready. There was a knock on his door and Russ
called, Colin, were ready to leave.Shit! Colin muttered, grabbing his jacket
up and leaving his room. He started down the hallway when he heard Liam call his
name. He stopped and waited for him to catch up to him. Whats up?Did you and
Alethea have a fight?I havent even seen Alethea. Is she here?She was, but she
left again. I think somethings wrong because she was acting really weird and she
wouldnt even speak to me.She must have gone on to Milwaukee, but I dont have any
idea whats going on with her. Maybe, somethings wrong at home. Ill call her
cell as soon as we get back, Colin promised.He called her cell, but all he got was
her voicemail. He left a message asking her to call him back. Alethea failed to
return his call and he decided to try calling her hotel the next morning, but was
told that she had checked out early that morning. Damn it to hell! Colin yelled,
throwing his cell phone down on the bed. He tried Rock Hard, thinking she might be
at the office. One of Aletheas co-workers answered her phone. Colin identified
himself and asked to speak to Alethea.No. She had some vacation time coming and
she was going home to New Orleans, I think.If she happens to call, would you ask
her to call me? She knows how to reach me.You bet!He hung up then dialed
information for New Orleans and obtained the phone number of Aletheas parents. He
dialed the number and crossed his fingers. Aletheas mother answered the phone.
Hi, Mrs. Ford. This is Colin Matthews. May I speak to Alethea?Im sorry, Colin,
but Aletheas busy right now. Can I take a message?No. Ill try her cell.
Thanks. When he called her cell he got her voicemail again. He tried her parents
number again in the early evening, but she was unavailable for the entire evening.
Colin said hed try her tomorrow. He hung up then picked up one of his hiking shoes
and flung it against the wall as hard as he could. Okay, thats it! He snapped.
He grabbed up the phone again and called OHare to find out when the next flight to
New Orleans was leaving. When told there was a flight leaving at nine-fifteen the
next morning, Colin booked two seats. He went down the hall and pounded on
McGregors door. When he answered, Colin said, Get your stuff packed! You and I
are leaving for New Orleans tomorrow.McGregor leaned against the door jamb and
shook his head. Mr. Crowley isnt going to like this, Colin.I dont give a fuck
what Steve likes or doesnt! Colin growled. He returned to his room, packed his
suitcases then went to bed. He was up by seven the next morning. He hadnt gotten
much sleep. He just wanted to get to New Orleans and see Alethea. He had a strong
premonition that if he waited until Unforgivens scheduled concert; it was going to
be too late for them. He opened the opened the small square box he received by Fed
Ex a few days ago. Nestled inside was the wedding ring Alethea had selected from
the designs his jeweler had sent him. He turned the ring around on his finger,
admiring the craftsmanship and the way the gems caught the light. It was 18K gold
eternity ring in a braided design with alternating diamonds and sapphires around the
band. He hoped he still had a chance to give it to her. He put it in the pocket of
his jacket, closed his suitcases and did a final check of the room. He opened his
door, found McGregor and Liam and Liams bodyguard. Colin looked at him. And what
do you think youre doing?Going to New Orleans with you.I appreciate the offer,
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Liam, but I only reserved two seats.They sold the last two seats to me, Liam
replied. Lets not waste time arguing about it.Colin went and knocked loudly on
Steves door. Whoever the hell that is, it better be goddamn important! Steve
yelled. He yanked open his door, looking blurry-eyed. Colin, what the hell? As
his vision came into better focus, he noticed Liam and McGregor standing behind
Colin. What are you guys up to?Were leaving for New Orleans, Steve, Colin
announced.Were going to be there in a couple of days. What the hells the
rush?Its an emergency! Colin replied. Well see you in a couple of days,
Steve. He motioned to Liam and the others. Come on, lets haul ass! Weve got a
plane to catch.Colin! Steve yelled.The three of them left the hotel and Colin
flagged down a taxi. He threw the driver fifty bucks and told him it was his to
keep if he got them to OHare the fastest way possible. The cab driver got them to
the airport in record time. They picked up their tickets and found their gate.
Although they only had a half-hour before boarding their plane by the time they got
through checking in, the wait seemed interminable to Colin. They had to sit
separately on the plane. Colin noticed all the three-piece business suits and power
suits as he was making his way to his seat. He couldnt help thinking they must
stick out like a sore thumbs! Certainly nobody else had waist-length hair or was
dressed in ripped jeans! Once the plane was in the air, he stared moodily out the
window, wondering how he was going to patch things up with Alethea or even if he
could.
Chapter 19Alethea sat on the window seat in her bedroom with her arms wrapped
around her knees and her cheek, resting on them as she stared out her window at her
mothers formal rose garden. There was a knock on her door. Come in, She said
flatly.Her mother, Louisa, peeked inside. Would you like some company,
darling?Alethea shrugged and replied indifferently, I dont care.Louisa came in
and sat down opposite her daughter. Do you want to tell me whats bothering
you?What makes you think anythings bothering me?Louisa sighed. Darling, you
havent been out of your room since you arrived and your young man has called twice
and youve refused to speak to him.Hes not my young man any longer! She
snapped. So he can screw around all he wants!So, thats what this is about.
What makes you think Colin was unfaithful to you?I guess it was those newly healed
scratches on his back! Alethea shook her head. Mom, Im so angry with Colin I
even considered sleeping with another man just to spite him!Did you ask him about
it, darling?No! I was mad that if hed started in with that calm, reasonable tone
of his I would have bashed his head in!Alethea, its not fair not to allow him to
explain his side of things, Louisa argued persuasively.Why should I listen to his
excuses? There is no excuse for this!Isnt casual sex an unavoidable part of
Colins particular profession?Mom, Colin and I were engaged! He isnt supposed to
be sleeping with another woman! Alethea snapped. Why do you keep defending
him?Im not, Alethea, but you cant keep avoiding him and hope hell just
disappear. You need to talk to him to make sure you arent making a decision based
solely on anger that you might regret later.I know exactly what Im doing, Mom!I
know youre hurt and very angry, but you do need to talk to Colin because you cant
make a rational decision if you dont have all the facts. If you talk with him and
you decide its over then Ill feel comfortable that youve made your decision with
all the facts in front of you. Will you think about what Ive said, Alethea?Ill
think about it, Mom, but I cant promise you anything more than that, Alethea
conceded.Thats all I ask, darling. Louisa replied. She got up from the bed and
kissed Aletheas cheek. Im making lunch. Can I bring you up a tray?No, Im not
hungry right now.Louisa sighed as she left the room. She feared Alethea was about
to make the biggest mistake of her life and there was no way she could protect her
from it. The doorbell rang as she was coming down the stairs. Ill get it, Beau,
she called to her husband.Colin looked up and swallowed nervously as the front door
opened. Mrs. Ford, Im Colin Matthews.Of course. Im Louisa Ford. She
extended her arm. Wont you come in?Thank you. He, Liam and McGregor came
inside. This is my brother, Liam, and my bodyguard, Buck McGregor.She nodded at
them pleasantly. Its nice to meet you both.Is Alethea home? I havent had much
luck reaching her lately.Shes upstairs in her room, Colin, but she doesnt want
to see you.Would you mind if I go up and talk to her?No, I think you should.
Aletheas room is at the end of the hall.Thank you, Colin replied. Both Liam and
McGregor wished him luck and he ran up the stairs and strode down the hall. He
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stopped in front of Aletheas room, took a deep breath then knocked on her door.
Alethea?Go away, Colin! Alethea yelled. In case it hasnt sunk in yet were
through!Aletheas father, Beau, came out of his study and joined his wife, Liam
McGregor and Liams bodyguard where they were standing at the foot of the stairs.
Whats going on upstairs?Louisa smiled faintly and replied, I think our
daughters met her match. I think Colins as stubborn as she is.Matthews doesnt
have a snowballs chance in hell of changing Aletheas mind, Beau declared.Colin
really loves Alethea and she loves him. I think theyll be able to patch things
up, Liam spoke up.Young man, you are a romantic! Beau commented.Colin knocked on
Aletheas door again. Alethea, would you please open this door so I can talk to
you. When he didnt get a response, he said loudly, Okay, dont, but Im staying
outside your door until doomsday if necessary!Alethea suddenly yanked open her door
and slapped Colin so hard across his face that it reverberated downstairs.Sounds
like he just lost round one, Beau murmured.Jesus! Colin yelped, rubbing his
jaw. He saw the open door and thought it a good sign. He walked into the room and
noticed immediately its ultra-feminine dcor, the canopied bed, the lace curtains
covering the windows and the comfortable pillows scattered around. He sat down on a
cedar chest at the foot of her bed. Will you tell me why youre so angry at
me?Alethea, who had retreated to the window seat again, turned a disbelieving look
in his direction then stormed over to him and yanked up his T-shirt. Will you tell
me how you got these? She countered angrily.Im assuming you already know. He
ducked his head for a moment, trying to get his thoughts together then looked up at
her again. Alethea, Im not going to lie to you. This wasnt something I planned
to happen, but when it started, I didnt try to stop it either.Is that supposed to
make me feel better?Colin got up and tossed his hair over his shoulder. Im sorry
for what happened. I never meant to hurt you because I love you.You certainly
have a funny way of showing it!I do love you, Alethea and I want to makes things
right between us again.How considerate of you! She sneered and turned her
attention back to her mothers rose garden.Colin sighed. This tactic was definitely
not working! Maybe, it would have been smarter to wait until tomorrow to talk to
her. Ill go. If you feel like talking more, Im staying at the Royal Orleans,
room 712. If I dont see you, Ill understand. He took out his key to her home in
Los Angeles and laid it on her dresser. If you decide its over, you can mail me
my key. He paused at the door and turned back to her. I think you should know
other than this one time; I havent slept with anybody but you. He went back
downstairs and motioned to Liam and McGregor then said to Louisa, Thank you for
letting me to talk to Alethea.Colin Louisa started to say, but he was already
out the door. Liam and the two bodyguards hurried after him and they all got into
the taxi Colin had asked to wait for them. She watched as the taxi pulled away from
the curb and was quickly out of sight.Well, Im certainly glad Alethea had the
sense to send him packing! Beau remarked.Louisa bit her lip as she fretted about
the situation. Shed told Alethea that shed accept whatever decision shed made
after shed talked with Colin, but she definitely felt that her daughter had made
the wrong one.Colin, Liam and McGregor arrived back at the hotel. Colin hadnt had
much to say on the ride back. Liam didnt know what to say to make his brother feel
better. Im sorry about Alethea, he offered.Colin shrugged and answered glumly,
Ive got nobody to blame but myself.Maybe, if you give Alethea a little space,
Liam suggested. Give her time to think things through without any pressure. I
know she loves you.Some things just cant be repaired, Liam and Im afraid this is
one of them.I think youre wrong, Liam said I think Alethea will forgive if you
give her time.I think youre being overly optimistic. He shook his head. Think
Ill lay down for awhile. I didnt get much sleep last night. He looked at
McGregor. You should get some rest, too. You look like shit!McGregor smiled and
nodded. Thanks for the compliment, Colin. Maybe I will if youre going to stay in
one place for a while.I am. Colin assured him. He unlocked the door to his room
and went inside. Liam stared after Colin in concern. Hed never seen him so down
or known him to give up so easily.Colin sprawled across the bed. Something sharp
dug into his side and he reached into his jacket pocket and pulled out the jewelers
box. He opened it and looked at the wedding ring hed gotten for Alethea. Hed
never have a chance to give it to her. He got up, unlocked his suitcase, stuck it
inside and locked the suitcase again. He took off his jacket and left it on the
floor and then flopped back down on the bed. The loss of Alethea hurt like hell
it tore at his gut! He couldnt bear to think about having to go on without her.
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The fact that the whole mess was due to his stupidity made it even harder to deal
with it. He didnt realize hed fallen asleep until a knock on his door woke him.
He considered ignoring it, but he figured it was Liam who might worry if he didnt
answer his door. He groggily pulled himself to his feet. Coming, he yelled as he
heard a third knock. He opened his door and found Alethea standing outside.Can I
come in, Colin?He shrugged. Sure. He stepped aside and she came into the room.
Sit down.Alethea sat down, stiffly, on the edge of the bed while Colin leaned
against the dresser. What can I do for you?Colin, I wanted to come here because
I dont think you understand how Im feeling. When I saw those scratches, Alethea
began to sniffle. And imagined another woman lying in your arms, I felt like Id
been stabbed through my heart! She broke down and began crying in earnest.Colin
sat down beside her and put his arms around her. God! Im so sorry Ive hurt
you! If there was a way I could take it all back, Id do it in a second! He
kissed the top of her head.I dont want to lose you, Alethea said. She buried her
face in Colins shoulder.And I dont want to lose you either! He replied, holding
her tightly. I know I dont deserve a second chance, but I love you and the
thought of having to live without you is agony!Alethea nodded then sat up, rubbing
the tear stains from her face. I want start fresh too because I love you and I
cant stand to think about living without you either.Colin felt like grabbing her
and kissing her but thought better of it. Ive been thinking about something.
Hear me out before you say anything. Okay?She wiped her eyes and nodded.
Okay.I dont want to wait until next summer to be married. I want us to get
married before I leave here Sunday morning.Why do you want to be married now,
Colin?Colin looked into Aletheas eyes. Because I love you and these last two
days without you were the most horrible days Ive ever had and I dont ever want to
be without you again. I want to know that when Im done with this tour, youll be
waiting for me. He ducked his head, embarrassed by his unusual emotional outburst
then asked softly, Will you marry me?Alethea smiled and squeezed his hand. Yes!
Ill marry you today, tomorrow or next week!Colin swallowed a sigh of relief. We
have to get He grimaced. Blood tests and get a license.We can do that right
now. I know a clinic where we can get it done fast.Lets go! Colin said,
grabbing her hand.Colin, much to his embarrassment, fainted when they had their
blood tests. Alethea touched Colin arm as they were standing in line to apply for
their license. He looked at her and she asked, Are you sure youre okay
now?Aside from feeling like a total dork, yeah.How come you never told me youre
so afraid of needles?Colin rolled his eyes. Because its so stupid, but Ive
never been able to cure myself of it!So, thats why you only have one ear
pierced.I fainted then, too! He admitted.They applied for their license then
returned to her home to tell her parents of their impending nuptials. Louisa seemed
genuinely happy for them although Colin sensed she was a little disappointed there
wouldnt be time for all the rituals usually associated with getting married.
Aletheas father, however just appeared disappointed they had gotten back
together.Are you sure about this, Alethea? Beau said. Because you dont have to
do this if you have the slightest doubt.Mom, dad, we want to be married because we
love each other and we dont want to be apart any longer, Alethea said
emphatically.I have my work cut out for me, Louisa remarked. Finding someone to
do a wedding cake on short notice, a caterer to do the reception, a printer to do
the invitations and a photographer to take the pictures. At least the flowers I
dont have to worry about. I have more than enough flowers in my garden for the
floral arraignments.Mom, if anybody can arrange our wedding in three days, you
can, Alethea said. We have complete confidence in you.Im sure mom will be
happy to help you with all the planning, Colin said. Ill give her your
number.Ill certainly be grateful to her for whatever help she can offer, Colin.
She sighed. The one thing Im not sure about is if Ill be able to book a church
on such short notice.Why cant we be married in your rose garden, Mom, its much
more beautiful than a church and so much more romantic!That brings up another
problem, darling. Who will be willing to marry you on such short notice?How about
Judge LeCarre?Thats an excellent suggestion, Alethea. Louisa decided. Beau,
will you call him?I suppose I dont have any choice, Beau commented sourly.What
about your gown, darling?Alethea shrugged. I suppose Ill just buy something off
the rack.What about great-grandmother Faubourgs wedding gown? Louisa
suggested.Of course! You know, Id forgotten it completely. Who wore it
last?Genevieve wore it last for her wedding, I wore it before her and Jeannine
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wore it before me. You were only five at the time of Genevieves wedding so you
probably dont remember how it looked.Alethea shook her head. No. Where is it
now?Its been professionally stored. All of your cousins chose modern
gowns.Mom, Id love to wear it, Alethea declared.Im so happy, darling. Ive
always dreamed of you wearing it for your wedding. Ill get it out of storage this
afternoon and Ill call Mrs. Hunter. You can try it on tonight so we can see what
alterations it might need then Mrs. Hunter can take it with her and have it done in
plenty of time.That sounds fine, Mom. Im going to take Colin back to his hotel
so we can call his parents.Ill expect you for supper tomorrow night, Colin. Im
preparing some of my Cajun specialties.Im looking forward to it. What time
should I be here?Six-thirty will be fine. We usually eat our evening meal at
seven.Ill be back in a bit, Alethea called as she and Colin left.Beau shook his
head. Louisa, I cant believe hes what all the fuss has been about the last
couple of days!Im so happy, Beau, that Alethea followed her heart! Its so
obvious how much they love each other and how perfect they are together.Are you
really looking forward to tomorrow night? Alethea asked as she and Colin walked
into the hotel.Yes. Id feel better if I knew your parents liked me and approved
of our marriage.They do.Well, your mom does, but I dont think Im at all what
your father had in mind for a son-in-law! Colin joked.Dad just has to get to know
you better, Alethea replied comfortingly.Before going to Colins room, they stopped
by Liams room. He didnt look surprised to see them. Whats up, you two?We
thought youd like to know were back together, Colin said.Thats great! Liam
exclaimed, giving Alethea and Colin a hug.Liam, I want to apologize for the horrid
way I treated you the other night, Alethea said.Dont worry about it, Alethea. I
never gave it a second thought.So, what are you doing Saturday morning? Colin
asked him.Liam shook his head, Nothing I can think of. Why?Were going to be
married and I want you to stand up with me.Married? Thats even better! Liam
whooped. Sure, Id be honored to be your best man! Have you told mom and dad
yet?Were just on our way to do that, Colin replied. They went into his room
where he sat down on the bed and picked up the phone. He punched in the number then
put on the speaker phone.Matthews Family Law Practice. How may I direct your
call?Hi, this is Colin. Can I speak to mom if she isnt busy?Can you hold for a
moment, Colin, while Ill check?Sure. After a few seconds of music - Led
Zeppelins Stairway
to
Heaven, not surprisingly. Amandas voice came on the line. Hi, Colin, whats
up?Are you sitting down, Mom? Colin teased.Yes. Why?Alethea and I have
decided to get married on Saturday.That wonderful, Colin! Im going to call your
father right now! He heard a couple of clicks and then, Peter Matthews.Hello,
Peter.Mandy, what a nice surprise!I have Colin on the line and he has important
news.Hi, Dad!Where are you calling from, son?New Orleans. Dad, Alethea and I
have decided to get married Saturday.Colin, thats fantastic! Congratulations to
both you and Alethea!Does Aletheas mother need any help with the arraignments?
Id be more than glad to help wherever I can, Amanda volunteered.Actually,
Amanda, Alethea said. Mom will appreciate any help you could give her.Why dont
you give me her number and Ill give her a call as soon as Im done talking to
you.Alethea gave Amanda her mothers number then added, I appreciate your wanting
to help, Amanda. Theres so much that needs doing.Liams going to stand up with
me, Colin informed them.Hi Mom, Dad, Liam called. Both his parents
responded.Are you going to call your grandparents, Dick, and Angie or would you
rather we did it? Peter asked.No, thats okay, Dad. Ill call them all as soon
as I finish talking to you and mom. I know its awfully short notice, but I sure
hope they can all come.If theyre coming, tell them to give us a call and we can
work out our travel arrangements, Amanda suggested.Thats a good idea, Mom. After
you get everything worked out, call me on my cell. Ill be here all night.Well
talk to you later tonight, Colin, Peter said.Okay. Goodbye.Who are Angie and
Dick? Alethea asked.Dick is dads older brother and Angie is his younger sister,
Liam explained as Colin was calling their grandparents. Moms an only child so we
dont have a real big family.Colin spoke to both his maternal and paternal
grandparents then phoned his uncle and his aunt. He exhaled in relief as he
finished speaking to them. Well, despite the short notice, it looks like theyre
all going to be able to come.Im so glad! Alethea said, squeezing his hand.Colin
chuckled suddenly. I probably shouldnt tell you this, but our maternal
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grandmother wanted to know if there was a reason for the rush.Liam snorted.
Grandma Eileen would think that!She thinks Im pregnant? Alethea asked
appalled.I set her straight, Colin assured her as he grabbed up the phone
directory and gave it to Alethea. I dont have my glasses at hand. Would you look
up Brennans number for me?Why are you calling them? She asked, finding the
number and giving it to him.Im making reservations for Friday night. The grooms
family is supposed to host the rehearsal dinner, I think. He dialed the number on
his cell and spoke briefly. Were all set for Friday night at seven-thirty.Wow!
Isnt that one of the best restaurants in New Orleans? Liam remarked. And one of
the more expensive ones?Lucky for me I didnt leave home without my platinum
American Express card, Colin joked. He squeezed Aletheas hand. I figure if
theres something your father and mine dont agree on, which I suspect will be just
about everything, theyre too polite to argue about it in a public place.Good
thinking! Alethea laughed. She looked at Colins watch then said. Id better be
going. I have to try on my gown and see if I can get hold of Vanessa. I hope I can
because I cant imagine having anyone else for my maid of honor.Ill walk you out,
Alethea, Liam volunteered.Will I see you at all tomorrow? Colin asked her.No,
not until tomorrow evening.Under the watchful eyes of your parents! He
joked.Ill pick you up at six-thirty, okay?Ill be waiting. After she and Liam
had left, Colin lay back and stared at the ceiling. He wished they both didnt have
so much to do and there had been time for them to make love. Alethea hadnt even
mentioned coming back later that night and he somehow instinctively knew that she
probably didnt feel ready to resume the physical portion of their relationship
right away. He rolled over on his stomach. Even though he knew he had no one to
blame, but himself. It still hurt! Its your own fault, you stupid bastard! He
muttered.
Chapter 20Diana sat beside Debs bed. She had been there constantly since the
night of Debs assault. She still couldnt believe the cruelty of Debs parents who
disowned their daughter and refused to pay for her care. If Colin had not offered
his assistance, Diana shuddered to think what might have happened to her best
friend. She sighed as she looked at Deb. She was still unconscious and unable to
breathe on her own. She knew, having overheard the doctors and nurses talking about
Debs case that the longer she remained unconscious, the more likely the chance of
permanent brain damage. She studied Debs still form, noticing that shed lost
weight. Her face was thinner and her breasts, which shed always been so proud of,
looked smaller. Her hair, which normally shone, looked dull and lifeless despite
the fact that she or her mother brushed it every day. Her reverie suddenly broke
off when he mother entered the room. Hello, darling, Monique Conrad said giving
her daughter a kiss.Mom! I didnt realize it was after five already!Hows Deb,
darling? Any change at all?Diana shook her head. None. You know, Mom Ill bet
Debs parents are happy she hasnt made any progress.Her mother sighed and nodded
in agreement. I try not to say unkind things about people, but they are an
extremely strange family.Im glad Father Michaels left! He seemed to have a lot
of influence over them and Ill bet it was him who convinced them to disown Deb.Her
mother nodded and replied, It wouldnt surprise me a bit, Diana. They seemed to be
birds of a feather.I know if hed told them that Debs case was hopeless so they
could turn off her respirator, they wouldve done it! Im glad hes gone. He gave
both of us the creeps!He was odd! I cant believe Jeff Michaels is actually his
father theyre nothing alike. I recall you telling me how he ranted and raved
about Colin Matthews during that panel discussion.Diana smiled faintly at the
memory. Deb was madder then a wet cat when it was over! You should have seen her,
Mom! She was so totally angry because he was such a dork!You know, darling, Colin
may be the key to Debs recovery.How can he help Deb anymore than he has already,
Mom?I recall hearing about two cases that were similar to Debs. Both of the
girls parents constantly had music playing at their bedsides by their favorite
singer or band. Both girls eventually regained consciousness.Diana turned to her
mother, hope showing on her face for the first time since Debs assault. You mean
if I were to bring my boom box and play CDs by Unforgiven; it might help Deb to get
well?I dont see how it could hurt since conventional medicine doesnt seem to
have any answers.Ill bring my boom box and Unforgiven CDs back with me tonight,
she decided.Father Michaels sat in his rental car near Colins hotel alternately
reading his breviary and watching the entrance to the hotel. Hed arrived late last
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night and with Gods grace, hed found Colin by noon. It was frustrating though
because he was never alone. Part of the day hed been with his half-brother and his
bodyguard and the rest of the day hed been with an older woman whom hed recognized
immediately as Colins mother. It was hard following them with that bully of a
bodyguard constantly looking around and getting in the way. His attention was
suddenly diverted to the hotel entrance where he spotted somebody familiar going
inside. She was Colins blond whore, the one whose picture had been in Colins room
in Minneapolis. They were probably going to fornicate, no doubt screaming and
shouting lewdly as they did so. Father Michaels reached under the front seat and
removed a leather sheath. From inside it he pulled out a sharp knife. Formerly,
hed used it when hunting, but now it had a much more important job, killing Colin!
Deciding that this was the manner in which hed execute Colin, hed mailed the knife
to himself at general delivery and had picked it up when he arrived. He looked up
at the hotel again. Colin had better enjoy his lewd activities while he still could
because his judgment day was fast approaching!Colin got back to the hotel shortly
before five. He, Liam, Liams bodyguard, and McGregor had spent the morning
exploring the French Quarter, sampling the cuisine and touring the 18th century
houses. He found the many different combinations of styles of the architecture
fascinating. After lunch he, they drove to the airport to pick up Amanda. Shed
called last night, saying shed decided to come down early. Their father would
follow with the rest of the relatives on Friday. The first thing she did after
getting settled in the hotel was to take them shopping for wedding clothes. He was
glad shed thought of it because hed given absolutely no thought to what he was
going to wear. It was hot and humid and he was a sweaty mess. He glanced at his
travel alarm and grimaced. Hed better get a move on it because the one thing he
didnt want to be was late. He had a suspicion that would not impress Aletheas
dad! He pulled off his sweat-soaked T-shirt then the rest of his clothes and
showered, shaved and dried his hair then hurried to get dressed. He wore his black
jeans, a long blue silk shirt, a black vest and boots. He picked up a shopping bag
off the bed and took the gifts he purchased for Aletheas parents out of it. Hed
called Alethea earlier to get some ideas. He hoped they liked what hed chosen.
There was a knock at his door and he opened it to find Alethea, looking very
beautiful, standing outside.She smiled at him. Hi!Hi! He opened the door wider
and motioned with his arm. Come on in.She came inside. Im so glad Amanda
decided to come early. Shell be so much help to mom.Shes already taken Liam and
me shopping for wedding clothes, Colin commented. He surveyed Alethea
appreciatively. You look absolutely gorgeous!Thank you, She replied with a mock
curtsey. She was wearing a mid-calf length silk dress of a rose color. Though
plain, it showcased her generous breasts and complimented her creamy skin. Her hair
was in a loose ponytail from which tendrils escaped and curled around her face. She
looked so sexy and desirable that he virtually ached with wanting her. He stirred
out of his reverie and said, I suppose wed better leave.Arent you going to kiss
me?I didnt know if youd want me to.I do!Colin put his arms around her and
gave her a long, lingering kiss. It ended abruptly when she suddenly pulled away
from him and took hold of his hands, exclaiming, Colin, your hands are so cold!
Are you feeling all right?Im fine. Im sorry, He apologized. My hands get
cold whenever I get really nervous.Youll do fine.I know, but I want things to
be right with your parents. I get the distinct impression your dad never envisioned
having a son-in-law with waist-length hair! He joked, picking up the bag
containing his presents for her parents.Alethea laughed and agreed, Youre probably
right! She took hold of his arm. Come on.They stopped briefly at his mothers
suite so Alethea could say hello to Amanda. Colins mother greeted her with a hug
and a kiss. I always wanted a daughter and now Ive got one.By the time Alethea
had pulled into the driveway of her parents home, Colin had calmed down a bit, or
at least, his hands werent as cold as theyd been. Neither of them noticed the car
that was following them that continued on past as Alethea turned into the
driveway.Mom, dad, were here, Alethea called as they entered the foyer. Looking
around, Colin noticed the beautiful marble floor. He hadnt even noticed the house
yesterday.In here, darling, Louisa called from the living room.Aletheas parents
were sitting on one of the couches that sat opposite one another on either sides of
the fireplace. A large mahogany coffee table with a large floral arrangement on top
of it sat between them. The floors were hard wood and were polished to a high
sheen. The walls were a warm peach color and the long windows had lace curtains and
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heavy drapery. There was a faint scent of lemon.Its nice to see you again,
Colin. Please sit down, Louisa said, motioning to the opposite couch.Thank you,
Colin replied, sitting down at the edge of the couch. Alethea sat down beside
him.I had a call from your mother earlier. Shes so nice and she volunteered to
find a photographer to take the wedding pictures. I did find somebody to do the
cake and a caterer to do the reception.I didnt have a chance to tell you, but mom
and I found a printer who was willing to do a rush job on the invitations. He
delivered them this morning and we got them addressed and sent out by Priority Mail
for the ones that live out of state. Mom called Amanda last night and got the guest
list for your side of the family.I feel like a positive slacker next to you two,
Colin joked. I did call my manager to tell him that Alethea and I were getting
married on Saturday, but hes not going to release the information to the media
until Sunday. I also talked to Jazz and he volunteered to bring a video-camera guy
with him and tape the wedding.Thats wonderful, Colin! Alethea said. Ill love
having it on DVD.Ill call him back tonight and tell him we think its a great
idea.Would you like something cold to drink, Colin? Its terribly humid
today.Iced tea would be fine. I made some fresh this morning, She said,
rising. Beau, would you give me a hand?Of course, Louisa.How am I doing so
far? Colin muttered to Alethea.Youre doing fine, She assured him, squeezing his
hands.Beau and Louisa came back into the room and handed the drinks round. Alethea
took a sip of hers then nudged Colin and nodded towards the gifts.Excuse me!
Colin apologized as he set down his glass. These are for you.As Aletheas parents
opened their gifts, Colin studied them silently. He could her resemblance to her
mom in her height, build and coloring. He thought Mrs. Ford was very attractive.
Her father looked, to him, like everybodys idea of a typical college professor.
Mr. Ford was shorter than his wife; a bit stoop-shouldered with gray hair and
wire-rimmed glasses.Louisa exclaimed in pleasure over the first-edition book he had
given her while Beau appeared to enjoy the crystal dragon he could add to his
collection of medieval figurines. They both thanked Colin graciously.You have a
very lovely home, Colin commented, looking around.Thank you, Colin. This house
has been in Beaus family for generations. Louisa replied then smiled. But I
believe Ive managed to leave my mark on it.You certainly have, my dear, Beau
agreed, raising his glass to her.I think I wrote you that Colin lives in this
really old Victorian house and has some interesting history, but hell have to tell
you about that. She knew this was one topic that would get him talking.It was
built by this painter in nineteen-hundred. Everybody thought he was really
eccentric because there wasnt much in what would eventually become Sausalito. Of
course, there wasnt a bridge either, so you had to take a ferry across, and the Bay
gets pretty choppy sometimes, and then travel by carriage or horseback the rest of
the way. I guess he mustve liked his privacy, Colin joked.How long have you
lived there? Louisa asked.Almost two years. It had been vacant for several
years, but surprisingly, it wasnt in too bad of shape. It needed a bit of work
done on the interior and the exterior, but nothing major. After the repairs were
finished, I had it painted in typical Victorian fashion.It sounds fascinating.
Louisa remarked. I hope we can see it for ourselves sometime. She glanced up at
the mantle clock. Well, Im going to get dinner on the table.Can I help you,
Mom? Alethea asked.Your father can help me, darling. Why dont you take Colin
outside and show him my rose garden, she suggested.Come with me, Alethea said,
taking his hand and leading him out the French doors off the dining room, across the
patio and around the back of the house.Colin looked around him in amazement.
Louisas garden was beautiful and had many different varieties of roses. This is
beautiful! Your mom must spend a lot of time and energy on it.Alethea took hold of
his hand and led him over to a rose covered trellis that was in the center of the
garden. This is where were going to be married. Wont the scent of these roses be
a perfect accompaniment to our wedding?He took a sniff of one of the roses and
smiled. Definitely. They walked back into the house where dinner was waiting.
Colin seated Alethea while Beau did the same for Louisa. The meal consisted of
several different Cajun dishes served with a red wine. They passed the food around
the table then everybody began to eat.Colin was the first to break the silence.
Your garden is beautiful. You must spend a great deal of time on
it.Unfortunately, I dont get to spend as much time on it as Id like, Louisa
replied, smiling wistfully.Moms won all kind of awards for it, Alethea said
proudly.Well, its certainly something to be proud of, Colin agreed. And so is
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your cooking. I can see where Alethea inherited her talent.Thank you for both of
your kind compliments, Colin.I made the reservations for seven-thirty at
Brennans for Friday night. I hope thats okay?That should work fine. Were so
looking forward to meeting your entire family.Theyre looking forward to meeting
you and Mr. Ford, too.I see your fathers turned down the Presidents offer of
attorney general, Beau remarked.Colin was about to answer when he felt Aletheas
foot nudging his ankle. Dad declined it because he feels theres still a great
deal to do in California. My brother will be moving out once this tours finished
and dad wants more time to spend with mom.Honestly, these liberals! They whine
and complain that the Presidents freezing them out, but when he offers them a
powerful position in his cabinet they refuse it.Colin was about to reply to what he
felt was an insult towards his father, but thought better of it and bit his
tongue.Beau, I thought we agreed we werent going to discuss politics tonight,
Louisa gently reminded him. Beau merely gave a snort, but made no further
remarks.By the time they finished their coffee and dessert, Colin felt so stuffed he
could barely waddle away from the table. Can I give you a hand with the cleaning
up?Thank you, Colin, but Beau usually helps me with that. The sun is setting and
it feels cooler. Why dont you and Alethea go sit in the garden and relax?Id
enjoy that, Colin replied, offering Alethea his arm. They walked outside and sat
down on a white wicker chaise that sat in a corner of the garden. A matching table
sat in front of it and two comfortable chairs sat opposite it.What do you think of
mom and dad? Alethea asked.I really like your mom, but your dads going to take
some getting used to.Im sorry about that business at supper, but you handled it
very well.Colin shook his head. Im not so sure because it was on the tip of my
tongue to make a rude remark.I think dad was testing you.You mean, to see if Id
lose my temper and kick his ass? Colin remarked dryly. Did I pass?With flying
colors!Good! He was going to kiss Alethea when Louisa appeared carrying a tray
with two glasses on it. She set it down on the table in front of them. I thought
you might like some cold lemonade.Thanks, Mrs. Ford thats really considerate of
you, Colin said.Why dont you call me, Louisa, Colin? Only my students call me
Mrs. Ford.Okay, Louisa, he agreed.Well be in the living room if you need
us.Thanks, Mom.Colin took a sip of his lemonade. It was tart and refreshing. He
sat back, feeling completely at ease. Did you get hold of Vanessa?Yes, and shes
thrilled about our marriage and being my maid of honor.Colin chuckled. I cant
wait until Jake sees her. The inside of his wardrobe case is plastered with
pictures of her. Christ! Hell have a hard-on for a month!Speaking of a
hard-on, Alethea teased, running her hand up the inside of Colins thigh. Youve
got quite a nice one going here.Cant help myself. Its the fault of this
gorgeous babe Ive been hanging around with! Colin again bent to kiss her when
suddenly the yard lights came on, lighting the entire area. He laughed and threw up
his hands in a mocking gesture. Okay, I give up! Ill be good!But why? Thats
so boring! Alethea teased. She sighed. I suppose Id better get you back to your
hotel since weve both got a busy day tomorrow.Colin did not suggest they spend the
night together. Hed decided to let Alethea set the pace and hed wait until she
felt ready to resume their lovemaking. He got up and helped Alethea to her feet.
Wed better go before that dress tempts me into something your parents definitely
wouldnt approve of!Alethea giggled as she picked up their empty glasses. Or the
neighbors either, Ill bet!Probably not! He agreed with a grin, holding the door
open. They entered the living room.Mom, Dad, Im taking Colin back to his
hotel.Thanks for having me over and for the great meal, Colin said.Youre more
than welcome, Colin, Louisa replied. Well see you and your family here for the
wedding rehearsal at six followed by cocktails and snacks. We can all get
acquainted in a comfortable atmosphere. A restaurant is really no place to do
that.Fine. Colin turned to Alethea. Maybe youd better write me directions.
Im not sure I can find the way back here.Okay. Alethea took a sheet of
stationery from her mothers escritoire and quickly wrote down the directions and
then gave it to him. Ill see you later, she called to her parents.Beau shook his
head. For the life of me, Louisa, I cannot see what our daughter sees in him!Of
course not, darling, youre her father, she teased him affectionately. Hes
certainly been well-raised. I cant recall any other boyfriend of Aletheas asking
if I needed help in the kitchen before.She could have had her pick of any boy in
this town! He scoffed.Beau, its so obvious that she and Colin adore one
another.If his hair and that earring arent bad enough; hes a flaming liberal
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too! And his fathers one of the most liberal Democrats in the entire country! He
continued ranting.Youre beginning to sound like Rush Limbaugh, dear, Louisa
advised.I cant help thinking this was all caused by our allowing her to go to
college in New York!Aletheas car to her home, Father Michaels had returned to the
hotel and resumed his watch. He was careful never to park in the same spot twice,
not wanting to rouse anybodys suspicions. He had been following Colin diligently,
looking for an opportunity to follow his divine command and execute this evil,
perverted person. He trusted in God completely to show him the right time and place
to do it, but so far hed had no sign to tell him the time was right. He sighed and
returned to reading his breviary when a flash of light caught his eye and he saw the
whores car returning to the hotel.Alethea turned off the ignition and looked at
Colin. Are you feeling tired?Colin shook his head. No, I slept pretty well last
night. Why?I thought Id come up for awhile.He arched his eyebrows. Fine by
me. As they were getting into the elevator, Colin muttered, Im sure glad mom is
two floors down!They barely got the door to Colins room shut before they started
pulling off each others clothing. Alethea unbuttoned his shirt and pushed it and
his vest off, letting them fall to the floor. Colin unzipped her dress, disposing
of it and her slip in one fluid motion. They fell in a heap around her ankles. He
unfastened her bra and tossed it aside then yanked her panties down, leaving only
her sheer lace-top thigh-highs. She kicked off her pumps as Colin picked her up and
laid her across the bed. He quickly got rid of his boots and tossed them aside with
a crash. He began kissing her hard on her mouth while her hands caressed his chest
and stroked his nipples until they were hard. Colin let out a groan of pleasure.
His mouth moved from her mouth to her neck. His lips found her breasts, which he
caressed, licking and sucking on her nipples until they stood erect.God! Alethea
squealed, her pleasure obvious. She felt his hand sliding between her legs, finding
the slick wetness there, and caressing the spots he knew drove her crazy with
desire. She cried out, arching her body. She could feel the bulge straining at the
crotch of his jeans. She undid them, shoved them down and freed his fully erect
penis from the confines of the denim. She began fondling him, paying special
attention to the tip of his penis, which she knew was a guaranteed way to drive him
crazy with lust for her.Jesus Christ! Colin yelped loudly. She lay back,
maneuvering him between her spread legs. Shit! Wait a minute! Colin panted,
pushing himself upright. In his haste he got tangled up in his jeans and almost
fell off the bed. Fuck it! He snarled, pulling them off and throwing them
aside. He got up and started digging through his suitcase.Alethea started to giggle
helplessly. Im sorry! She gulped an apology.Colin looked up and grinned. I
guess it is pretty funny, isnt it? I swear if somebody would write a book on
condom etiquette, theyll make a million dollars easy!She watched him, admiring his
long, well-shaped legs, his tight ass, flat stomach and broad shoulders. She
thought he was the most gorgeous man shed ever seen.He found the box of condoms and
grabbed several. He kept one and dumped the rest on the night stand.Do you think
well use all of those? Alethea teased as she put the condom on him.In answer,
Colin gently lowered her back down, kissing her mouth and her breast, working his
way down until he reached the juncture between her legs. Using his tongue and lips,
he caressed her already swollen clit, sending wild sensations up her spinal column.
She writhed and squirmed, arching her body and clutching the bedspread. Colin!
She gasped. I need you inside me! Colin positioned himself over her and slid his
had under her ass to lift her then thrust into her warm, welcoming center. He felt
her close around him, pulling him deeply inside her and felt her thighs enfolding
him tightly.God! Oh, God! Alethea cried out as she felt him moving inside her.
She grabbed him around his slim hips, rocking him and urging him to penetrate her as
deeply as he could. He placed his hands so he was supporting her ass and pleasured
her with long, slow thrusts. He pulled himself almost all the way out of her then
slowly slid back inside her while he listened to her cries of satisfaction.She cried
out several times, pulling at his hair and digging her fingernails into his back,
drawing blood. Fascinated by her reaction and her obvious enjoyment, Colin never
even felt the pain. He felt her ass and knees tighten and knew she was near to
cumming. One more hard thrust set her over the edge.Alethea screamed loudly, her
body bucking wildly as wave after wave of pleasure flooded through her. She buried
her face in Colins shoulder to muffle her screams. She felt Colins body jerk;
pounding her with the force of his climax then heard him yell, Christ Almighty!
They collapsed in a limp, sweaty heap. He stirred after a few moments and kissed
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her damp hairline. I do love you!Alethea sighed contentedly and kissed his
chest. I love you, too.Colin sat up and gently brushed off the stands of
Aletheas hair that were sticking to his chest. He kissed her. Ill be right
back.Alethea wrapped her arms around herself and rolled over on her stomach.
Without Colin next to her, the room felt chilly. She felt the bed dip as he slid in
beside her and put his arm around her. You know what Ive been thinking about for
the last couple of days?She turned over and looked up at him. What?About the
first time we met. You were the first and only person I saw when I walked into the
convention center.I noticed you right away, too. You were so gorgeous and you had
such a self-confident air about you.Colin laughed. I did want to come over
immediately and introduce myself, but I was afraid youd think I was hitting on
you, he confessed.I kept hoping you would come over, Alethea admitted.I pulled
aside everybody I knew, hoping somebody knew you and could introduce me.Not many
would have, considering it was my very first assignment for Rock Hard.Watching you
on the panel, discussing the threat of censorship, gave me the opportunity to
introduce myself and talk to you. What would you have done if I hadnt made the
first move? She teased him.I knew from your press tag that you were representing
Rock Hard. I wouldve called up Jazz and begged him for the name of that sexy babe
who covered the convention, he teased her back.You wouldnt have! She exclaimed,
pretending to be shocked.Well, I might not have used those exact words, but I
definitely wouldve made the call!They laughed then Alethea sighed, pushed back the
covers and got out of bed. Id better be getting home.Ill walk you out. Colin
said, getting out of bed. He quickly pulled on some jeans and a T-shirt then found
his athletic shoes. Alethea went into the bathroom, dampened a washcloth then ran
it over her neck, arms and breasts. She came out, gathered up her clothes and got
dressed again. She stood in front of the mirror, fixed her hair and repaired her
make-up. She turned to Colin. Do I look all right?If you mean do you look like
you just had a wild sexual interlude, Id have to say yes, he teased her. Other
than that you look gorgeous.You have a one track mind, she pouted.You mean
nobody warned you I was a sex fiend! He said, pretending to be aghast.I knew
that. Why do you think Im marrying you?They were laughing as they walked outside
and over to Aletheas car. Colin opened the door for her then leaned in the
window. What are you going to tell your parents if they ask where youve been all
this time?Ill tell them we were discussing our honeymoon, she teased.I guess,
in a manner of speaking we were.Alethea pulled Colin close and kissed him. Thanks
for a lovely evening.We aim to please, Colin joked.And you definitely did! She
assured him. What time will you be over tomorrow?Around one-thirty. He leaned
in the window and gave her a kiss. Drive carefully, okay?She touched his face.
I will, she promised as she started the car.Colin watched her until she was out of
sight then tossed his hair over his shoulder, shoved his hands into his pockets and
strolled, at a leisurely pace, back into the hotel.Neither he nor Alethea had
noticed the car parked a short distance away; its driver slouched so far down that
only the top of his head was visible. With hatred clouding his every thought,
Father Michaels watched as Colin disappeared inside the hotel again. Im going to
make you suffer so much that youll beg me for death! He
muttered.
Chapter 21Alethea, please stand still, darling, Louisa requested as she buttoned
the row of pearl buttons that ran from the neck to the waist of the wedding gown.
These pearl buttons and the loops they go through are very tiny.Ill say, Amanda
declared. She was fastening the buttons on the sleeves of the gown.Alethea was
having the final fitting of her great-grandmothers wedding gown. Originally, it
was made of a heavy, stiff ivory satin, but in the intervening years it had become
softer and more fluid. The neckline and bodice were fitted and both had an overlay
of lace. Lace edging decorated the high wedding band collar. The Basque waistline
dipped to a v-shape in front and flattered Aletheas slim waist. The skirt was
modestly full and supported by an antique petticoat whose lace hem was visible at
the bottom of the gown. The Leg o Mutton sleeves were wide and round at her
shoulders and fit snugly on her lower arms and fastened with a row of tiny pearl
buttons at her wrist. A train, wide, but only about two feet long, completed the
gown. What time is it? Alethea asked, craning her neck in an attempt to see the
clock on her bedside table.Its eleven-thirty, Alethea. Amanda answered. You
have plenty of time before Colin arrives, she laughed. Knowing my son, hes
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probably not even up yet.Even if he does come early, darling, hes not seeing you
in this gown until you walk down the aisle on Saturday. Louisa finished buttoning
the gown. There! She stepped away from Alethea.Alethea stood in front of her
oval Cheval mirror and smiled as she saw her image. She turned slowly to see what
the gown looked like from the back.You look beautiful, darling, Louisa assured
her.Im so glad you remembered great-grandmothers gown, Mom.Its in such good
condition too, when you consider how old it is, Amanda remarked.I hope Colin likes
the way I look.He will, Amanda assured her. I cant wait to see the expression
on his face when he sees you coming down that aisle! She picked up her purse, took
a black box out of it, and gave it to Alethea. This will go perfectly with your
gown, Alethea.She opened the box, revealing an antique cameo brooch, and gasped.
Its beautiful, Amanda!My grandmother, mother and I wore this brooch on our
wedding days. Its kind of a tradition in our family.It is very beautiful,
Amanda, Louisa agreed.Thank you, Amanda. Ill wear it with love, Alethea said,
giving her a kiss. She laid the box on her dresser and then walked over to her bed
on which lay another storage bag, which her mother had picked up that morning.
This is my veil?Yes.She carefully undid the storage bag, revealing a tulle silk
veil embroidered with the same lace as was on her gown. How beautiful! She
exclaimed in awe. It must have cost a fortune!According to family legend it was
quite expensive. Apparently, your great-great-grandfather felt that nothing was too
good for his only daughter on her wedding day.Do you remember how long it is?
She asked as she and Amanda admired the workmanship.I know its longer than your
train. I think it might be about four feet. Louisa replied then asked, What
about your hair, Alethea?Id like to do it in a pompadour so it goes with the era
of this gown, but I dont know if any modern hair stylist would know how to do one
though.Louisa thought for a moment. Ill ask Susanna Lee. She does the make-up
and hairstyles for the community theater and shell most likely know how to do a
pompadour, if anybody knows. She glanced at the clock then said, Wed better get
you out of your gown so I can start lunch.Will your husband be joining us?
Amanda asked.No, he said hed get lunch on campus.Why is dad at school today?
Alethea asked.Her mother smiled. Just between us three I think he went there to
get away from all the confusion being generated by your wedding, darling.She and
Amanda got all the buttons unfastened again and carefully helped Alethea out of the
gown. Alethea slid out of the slip, made from a coarser silk and embroidered with
wide rows of handmade lace. She handed it to Louisa so she could replace it in the
storage bag.Did you see the blue bow Mrs. Hunter sewed into the hem for good
luck?Yes. That was sweet of her.What time is Vanessas plane coming in?
Louisa asked, putting the gown and slip into their separate storage bags. She hung
all three bags in Aletheas closet.At three. Fortunately for me, shes doing a
layout in Savannah so she isnt far away. Im so glad shes able to be my maid of
honor. It wouldnt be the same without her. Alethea suddenly turned and gave her
mother a hug. Mom, thanks for doing such a fantastic job! I know that because of
all or your hard work my wedding will be as beautiful as Ive always dreamed it
would be.Louisa returned her hug, smiled and wiped her eyes. Thank you.The three
of them went downstairs and Louisa with Aletheas help quickly prepared a cold
lunch. They chatted and laughed as they ate. Amanda felt as if shed known Louisa
for a long time. Alethea noticed that Amanda seemed rather pensive despite her
cheerful demeanor. Ill bet you really miss Peter, dont you?Amanda sighed and
smiled wistfully. Is it that obvious? Yes, I do miss him and tomorrow seems like
a century away!The doorbell rang just then. Thats probably Colin so Ill get
it. Alethea said, getting up from the table.Colin smiled as she opened the door.
Hi! He gave her a chaste kiss. Ready to go?Just about. Come on in.They
walked into the kitchen. Colin bent and gave his mom a kiss. Whats on the agenda
for today?Well, Louisas going to do some work in her garden and I thought Id
give her a hand.I want it to be perfect for your wedding, Louisa declared.We
should be back before three-thirty, Mom. Why dont you wait and well all pitch in
and help you? Alethea suggested.I would appreciate the help.Colin and Alethea
left and went first to pick up their wedding license. He gave it to her for
safekeeping. Knowing me, Ill get to your house and realize Ive forgotten it.
They drove to the airport to pick up Vanessa. She was immediately recognizable as
she came through the gate and garnered much attention from the other people in the
airport. Colin could see why.Vanessa! Alethea called, waving her hand.Vanessa
rushed over to them and gave her a big hug. Alethea, you look absolutely radiant!
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Didnt I always tell you Mr. Right was out there somewhere?And you were right!
She gave Vanessa another hug. Im so glad youre able to stand up with me. It
wouldnt have been the same without you.I would have come no matter what! Vanessa
declared.Alethea led Vanessa over to Colin. Vanessa, this is my fianc, Colin
Matthews. Colin, this is my dearest friend, Vanessa Morrison.Who needs no
introduction, he remarked. The first thing he noticed was her height. She was at
least 510. Her understated elegance was the second thing. She had cinnamon
colored skin with big, dark eyes and perfectly sculptured cheekbones. She was
wearing her rich coffee-colored hair in an upswept style. He gave her a kiss on her
cheek. Im happy to meet you. Alethea talks about you so much I feel like I
already know you.Vanessa gave him a big hug, too. Im happy to meet you, too!
She turned to Alethea. Youre right, he is gorgeous!Alethea blushed and laughed.
Well, I think so!Colin laughed, too. On that note, shall we go? He offered to
carry the garment bag, draped over Vanessas arm. They walked to the baggage
terminal to pick up her bags. Alethea and Vanessa talked and giggled continually on
the drive back to her parents home.Mom? Were home. Alethea called as they came
in the door. She led them into the dining room where her parents and Amanda were
sitting. She introduced Vanessa to everyone. Alethea, why dont you take Vanessa
upstairs to the guest room and get her settled. Well be out in the garden.Okay,
Mom, Ill be out as soon as I make sure Vanessas comfortable.Whats going on in
the garden? Vanessa asked.Were doing some last minute maintenance for the
wedding, Louisa explained.Well, why dont I change my clothes and give you a
hand? She offered.You dont need to do that, Vanessa, Alethea
objected.Nonsense! Itll do me a lot of good.Wed appreciate your help,
Vanessa, Louisa said.For the next hour, under Louisas direction, everyone worked,
primping the garden. By the time they finished, Colin was ready to concede that
doing a two hour concert was childs play compared to this! Alethea walked them to
their car. Colin helped his mother in and then stepped slightly away so he could
talk to Alethea. He chuckled. Wait until Jake sees Vanessa. Shes even more
gorgeous than her pictures! Hes going to have one awesome hard-on!Alethea
smiled. She does have that effect on men.So do you and definitely on one male I
know! He teased her.Good! She replied and gave him a kiss. Vanessa and I are
going to spend the evening catching up on old times.Im going to spend the evening
with mom and Liam. Ill pick you up tomorrow at one-fifteen.He drove back to the
hotel and they went inside. Again, neither of them noticed the nondescript car
parked within viewing distance of the hotel. Father Michaels was becoming very
frustrated. Colin was never alone! He was always over at his blond whores house
and he didnt dare loiter in such a prominent neighborhood for fear somebody would
summon the police. He had complete faith that God would let him know the right time
to execute Colin so he prayed for forgiveness for his frustration and impatience and
continued his watch.The next morning Colin awoken abruptly by somebody pounding on
his door. He lay half-uncovered with one leg dangling over the side of the bed.
Who the hell is that? He muttered, pushing his hair out of his face and
maneuvering himself around so he could see his travel alarm. It read
eleven-thirty. Shit! He threw back the covers and got out of bed. Okay, Im
coming! He yelled as he pulled on his jeans and a T-shirt. He yanked open his
door to find Mace and Jake standing outside with big grins on both their faces.Hi,
Colin! Did we wake you? Jake asked innocently.Its okay. I had to get up any
way. Ive got to pick dad and the rest of my family at the airport later.Jake
shook his head in disbelief. I cant believe youre actually going to do this!
Colin Matthews the number one cocksman tying up with one woman!Sometimes things
happen when you least expect it like falling in love, he laughed. Ill cede you
my title, okay?Sure! Ill take it. Jake replied with a grin.You guys are
coming to my wedding, arent you?We wouldnt miss it! Mace nodded. Jake thinks
we should throw you a bachelor party.Thanks. I appreciate the thought, but I
dont think theres any time to fit one in.Have you met your in-laws-to-be yet?
Jake asked.Yeah, I had dinner with them the other night. Aletheas mom is really
nice, but I dont think Im what her father had in mind for a son-in-law. I suspect
a young Republican would have suited him much better.There was another knock on
Colins door and he opened it to find Alethea and Liam. They followed him into the
room.Hi, guys! Liam said, addressing Mace and Jake. You just get in?Yeah,
about half-hour ago, Mace replied.What did you guys do while you were in
Chicago?We visited some of Maces favorite blues clubs and caught a Def Leppard
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concert. Jake said.Colin chuckled. Did anybody think to ask Joe Elliott if the
lead singer of Hellraisers is really afraid to get in the same car with him?Maybe,
Alethea can ask him if she gets a chance to interview him, Liam suggested.Mace
turned to Alethea. By the way, Alethea best wishes on your wedding. He gave her
a kiss on her cheek.Yeah, Jake said, giving her a kiss too. Best wishes.Thank
you, both. She replied.I thought I was supposed to pick you up, Colin said.I
decided to come early. I guess Im a little nervous about meeting your family, she
admitted.Mace and Jake excused themselves and left the room.You dont have to be
nervous because theyre going to fall in love with you just like I did.Maybe Ill
feel more comfortable if you tell me a little bit about your grandparents.Colin
thought for a moment. Well, Grandpa and Grandma Scott are pretty blunt. They get
right to the point and theyre not always very tactful about how they do it.Boy!
Thats the understatement of the century! Liam remarked.Grandma used to be on the
city council. In fact, she was the first woman ever elected from her district and
she held that seat until she decided to retire from politics. Grandpa worked for
IBM until his retirement so hes used to wheeling and dealing. Colin laughed.
When we were kids, we always felt like we had to make an appointment to see
them.What about your paternal grandparents?Colin smiled and his expression
softened. Theyre like something out of a Norman Rockwell painting. Ive always
felt closer to them. They own a lot of real estate in Berkeley and manage it
themselves. I used to stay with them while mom and dad were in school. Grandma
would take me to the park every day, push me on the swings, and buy me ice cream.
Grandpa always had time to read me a story complete with sound effects. It didnt
matter one iota to them that I wasnt their biological grandchild.And your uncle
and aunt?Dick might seem a little stiff until you get to know him. Hes a career
army officer and his present rank is a major. He joined the army after high school
and did two tours of Vietnam. His wife, Lucy is a real trooper. Shes had to move
all over, sometimes on a months notice. They have five kids. My Aunt Angie is
dads youngest sister. Shes only twelve years older than me and shes a hoot! She
teaches high school and her husband, Greg, works for a computer company. They have
three kids. He chuckled. Believe me Im just as nervous about meeting all your
relatives tomorrow.Alethea smiled and squeezed his hand. Well both do
fine.Colin ran his hand through his hair. Why dont I get showered and we can
have lunch.I know a great caf thats not too far from here. Alethea
replied.Sounds good.Well meet you in moms suite when youre done. Liam
said.Colin took a quick shower and dried himself. He frowned as he stared at his
back. In addition to the almost faded scars from the scratches Debbie had put on his
back, there were new ones which Alethea had added the other night. His back was
beginning to look as if hed landed in the middle of a cat fight! He got dressed
and took the elevator down to the suite hed rented for his parents. Accompanied by
McGregor, who was looking much better, Colin, Alethea, Amanda, and Liam casually
strolled down the main street of the French Quarter. None of them noticed the car
that was following them. They had lunch outdoors at one of the small, intimate
cafs, which dotted the Quarter. They paid no attention to the slender, blond man
who seated himself at a table further behind theirs and pretended to be absorbed in
his copy of the New Orleans
Times-Picayune. Every so often hed look over his paper, watching the Matthews
party covertly. An idea of how he could get to Colin began forming in his mind as
he watched them.By the time they finished lunch, drove to the airport, parked and
found the right gate, the passengers were just beginning to disembark. They all
scanned the crowds, anxiously looking for any of their family members. Again, none
of them noticed the slender, blond man who had followed them inside the airport. It
was Amanda who spotted their family members first. She stood on her tiptoes,
waving frantically. Peter, over here!Peters face split into a broad smile as he
saw his wife. He turned to the others and said,Follow me.Amanda hurried over to
him and he wrapped her in a tight embrace and gave her a passionate kiss. God! I
missed you, Mandy!I missed you, too, Peter.Now thats romantic, Colin murmured
to Alethea.Congratulations, Son! Peter said, giving Colin a hug and a kiss. He
did the same for Alethea. Welcome to our family, Alethea.She blushed. Thank
you, Peter.Peter gave his youngest son a hug. In a few years well probably be
going to your wedding.Anythings possible, Dad, Liam replied.Colin took Aletheas
hand and introduced her to his family members.Roger Matthews took Aletheas hand in
his. Well, Beth, I see Colins found himself another beauty! He was about the
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same height as Peter, but rather on the heavy side. He appeared to be easy-going
and good-spirited. His laughter was relaxing and unaffected. All of Colins
girlfriends have been real beauties!Dont mind Roger, Alethea. He likes to
tease, Beth Matthews said. She was a small woman, soft and pretty with silvery
hair and blue eyes.We were quite surprised when Colin suddenly called us and said
he was getting married, Eileen Scott declared bluntly while carefully studying
Alethea. She was heavyset with fair coloring.Its only because we had no idea he
was this serious about anybody since Ted Scott said. In contrast to his wife, he
was tall and spare with a head of thick silvery hair.Well, Grandpa, when you find
the right woman, its best to grab her before somebody else does! Colin
interrupted quickly, giving Alethea a hug.Well have to get together for a private
chat, Angie promised Alethea. Her husband, Greg, smiled and rolled his eyes
affectionately at his wifes remark.Why dont we collect your luggage? Ive got a
limousine waiting out front and Ive reserved rooms for you in the hotel were
staying at, Colin explained. The wedding rehearsal is at Aletheas home at six
and I have reservations at Brennans for seven-thirty.Amanda opted to ride back
with her husband and the rest of the family. Liam rode back with Colin and
Alethea. Father Michaels followed the limousine back, wondering all the while what
was happening. Colin parked his car and then walked Alethea over to hers. Ill
see you later tonight, He said, giving her a kiss.Definitely! Alethea said as she
started her car.Colin went back inside the hotel and up to his parents suite on the
fifth floor. He was staying temporarily in their suite until after the wedding. As
he came in, Amanda called his name.Yeah, Mom?Colin, what are you planning to wear
tonight?Colin looked blank for a moment than shrugged. What I normally wear, I
guess.Which is?He went into one of the bedrooms, flipped open his suitcase and
took out a red, band-collar silk shirt and a knee-length black cloth jacket. These
and He shrugged. I guess Ill wear the slacks we bought the other day.Amanda
took the shirt and jacket from him. These look like they could use pressing.Peter
came into the room. Did I miss out on a shopping spree?I know youre
disappointed, she teased him.We didnt forget you, Dad, Liam said. We bought
you a Jerry Garcia tie.Yeah. I hear a lot of the in Democrats have taken to
wearing them, Dad, so youll be right in style! Colin added.Mom bought a new
dress, Liam continued. Wait until you see her in it, Dad, itll knock your socks
off!Amanda blushed. Colin picked it out.Do you think I can get a preview,
Mandy?Colin caught Liams eye and nodded towards the door. He called to his
parents, Im going to lay down for awhile. If Im not back down here by four,
would you call my room? He gently nudged Liam towards the door.Dont leave the
hotel, you guys, and give yourselves adequate time to get ready, Peter called.Colin
and Liam went out into the hallway. Liam pulled his arm away from Colin and
complained. Okay! What was so all-fired important that you practically dragged me
out of there?I think mom and dad wanted to be alone, if you get my drift.Liam
looked puzzled for a second then his eyes widened. You mean theyreOh! He
scratched his head. I guess we wouldve been in the way.Slightly, Colin
remarked dryly.Well, I guess Ill call Alison. I havent talked to her for a
couple of days, Liam decided.As they got off the elevator on the seventh floor,
they ran into Steve. Colin, Ive got everything arranged as far as announcing your
wedding goes. Im going to notify the media first thing Sunday morning because I
dont want a flap with them like when Jon Bon Jovi got married and his management
wouldnt officially confirm it.Well, Ill leave it up to you, Steve. All we want
is for our wedding to be as private as possible.I dont see a problem with
that.Oh! By the way, Id better give you Aletheas address while Im thinking
about it. He went into his room, scribbled the address on a piece of hotel
stationery and gave it to Steve.He glanced at it then folded it and put it into his
pocket. You do know that the regular concert schedule is still in force tomorrow.
The sound checks at three then you guys have a radio interview at four.Colin
nodded. I know and so does Alethea.Good. He shook his head. Well, I guess
Id better go and rest up for the press onslaught Ill be dealing with for the next
couple of days.Thanks, Steve for all your help with this.Thats what a manager
does, Colin.
Chapter 22Amanda appeared relaxed and cheerful when Colin returned to his parents
suite to get ready for the rehearsal and prenuptial dinner. Colin smiled to
himself. His parents had always managed to hold on to a newlywed delight and
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enjoyment of each other. He hoped he and Alethea would be like that after more than
twenty-five years. He took a shower and got dressed, wincing at how tight his new
shoes felt. He picked up his wallet and checked to make sure he had his credit card
then securely stowed it in an inner pocket of his jacket. As he did so, another
card fell out of it. He picked it up and saw it was the card Detective Madison had
given him. Hed gone over and over in his mind, but still drew a blank on any new
information. Thinking about Debbie saddened him. Hed spoken with Diana yesterday
morning and shed told him that Debbies condition remained unchanged. Shed also
told him about her mothers idea about changing Debbies therapy. Hed heard of the
cases Diana mother had mentioned and he hoped it could help Debbie too. There was a
knock on his door, interrupting his train of thought.Colin, are you ready? His
mother asked.Ill be out in a second, Mom. He did a final check of his appearance
then walked into the living room where his parents were waiting. Mom, you look
gorgeous!I agree! Peter said. He wore a light gray suit with a light blue shirt
and his new tie.You mean for an old lady, Amanda teased vivaciously. She wore a
loose sheath dress of royal blue that cinched at her waist, complimenting her slim
waist. Her eyes sparkled and the color of her dress deepened them to sapphire.Old
lady? Come on, Mom! You dont look old enough to have a kid as old as me, Colin
declared.Thank you, she replied, standing on her tiptoes to kiss his cheek. Id
better go and see whats holding up Liam.Hes probably fussing with his hair,
Colin joked.She came back with Liam who was making faces and pulling on the collar
of shirt. Geez! I hope this collar loosens up before tomorrow! He complained.
Like his brother his dress was more formal than usual.Colin sighed in sympathy. I
know what you mean. Ive only had these shoes on about ten minutes and theyre
already killing my feet!Do you have a wedding ring for Alethea, Colin? Amanda
asked. I noticed she isnt wearing an engagement ring so I wondered.Colin looked
at her in puzzlement. Yes. Its in the hotel safe. Ill get it out when we come
back.Amanda laughed and explained, The reason I asked is because when your father
and I got married, hed completely forgotten about a wedding ring! We had to borrow
your grandmothers for the actual ceremony, she said and touched Peters cheek
affectionately.He laughed, too, and confessed, Well, I was really nervous! After
all, I was marrying the most beautiful girl on campus, he teased, wrapping his arms
around Amanda and giving her a kiss.Wed better get going before you two decide to
get any more romantic! Colin laughed.I told everyone wed meet in the lobby at
five-thirty and its just about that now. Amanda said.The rehearsal went
smoothly. Louisa had them run through it twice to make sure everybody knew when
they were coming out, where they were standing and what they were saying and when.
Afterwards, they went inside for snacks, drinks, and to get acquainted before
leaving for the restaurant.Colin observed that his father and Judge LeCarre were
quite friendly, despite their belonging to opposite political parties.Alethea took
Colins two grandmothers and his aunt upstairs to show them her wedding gown.
Louisa and Amanda went with her.This is absolutely gorgeous! Angie said in awe.
How old is it?My great-grandmother wore it for her wedding in 1906. My
grandmother wore it for her wedding and mom and her two sisters all wore it for
theirs.They definitely dont make wedding gowns like this anymore, Grandma Beth
said as she carefully examined the lace on the bodice.Isnt it just gorgeous?
Amanda said.And my little girls going to wear it tomorrow, Louisa said with a
suspiciously full voice.Mom, you arent going to start crying, are you? Alethea
asked, giving her mother a hug.I cant help myself when I think about you walking
down the aisle in your great-grandmothers wedding gown.I love you, Mom, Alethea
said, starting to sniffle, too.Wed better get back downstairs before we all end up
bawling! Angie joked.Dinner was pleasant enough. Though the food was excellent,
Colin didnt eat much. He kept his eye on Peter and Beau. He noticed that while
they were polite, they remained wary of each other. His mom and Louisa, though, had
become fast friends and were talking and laughing with Angie. Grandpa Ted was in
animate conversation with Judge LeCarre and Dick. Grandpa Roger was flirting with
Vanessa who was chatting with him, Liam, Grandma Eileen and Greg. Grandma Beth was
conversing with Lucy, Aletheas grandmother and her great-aunt, Dorothea.Alethea,
attired in the same dress shed worn when hed come over for dinner, noticed that he
wasnt eating much and squeezed his hand under the table. When he looked at her,
she asked softly, Are you okay?Yeah. I guess Im just not very hungry is
all.Nervous?He nodded. A little. I just want everything to be perfect.It
will be.They left Brennans and everybody went back to the hotel for a nightcap.
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It was almost eleven before the party ended. Judge LeCarre offered to drive Alethea
and Vanessa home. Colin walked them down to the lobby. Alethea kissed Colin
goodnight and whispered, Ill see you tomorrow. Dont be late.Not a chance! He
replied.As Beau and Louisa walked out to their car, Beau remarked, Colin certainly
doesnt look like either of his parents. Is he adopted?Louisa shook her head.
Alethea told me Colin is his mothers child by a previous marriage. His parents
apparently got divorced before Colin was born and Amanda married Peter when Colin
was a baby.Do any of them know anything about the real father?From what Alethea
said, I got the impression that Amanda hasnt seen him since their divorce and
Colins never had any contact with him.Terrific! Her husband snorted. He could
be a criminal or some other type of low-life, for all we know!Louisa sighed.
Beau, sooner or later, youre going to have to accept the fact that Aletheas going
to marry Colin whether you like it or not.On his way back to his parents suite,
Colin stopped first to get Aletheas wedding ring out of the hotels safety deposit
box. He showed it to his parents and Liam when he returned.Colin, its
beautiful! Amanda said.Ive never seen anything quite like this one, Peter
remarked.I had my favorite jeweler design it specifically for Alethea because I
didnt want her to have a wedding ring that a thousand other women had. He shut
the box and gave it to Liam. Its all yours until tomorrow.Ill take good care
of it, Colin, Liam promised.I think wed all better get to bed, Their mother
suggested, stifling a yawn. Its nearly midnight.There was a sudden loud clap of
thunder. Colin peered out one of the blinds. Is it supposed to rain?Yes, and
its supposed to be cooler tomorrow. Peter answered.That would be a relief!
Colin remarked. Its been so miserably humid and hot for the last couple of
days. He glanced at his watch, still finding it hard to believe that he was
getting married in less than twelve hours. Ill see you in the morning.Amanda
woke up a little after five the next morning. She kissed Peter then slid out from
under his arm. He stirred but didnt waken. She slipped into her nightgown and
drew on her robe then walked over to the window and peeked outside. She exhaled in
relief to see it wasnt raining and looked as if it was shaping up to be a beautiful
day. She left the room, closing the door quietly behind her. She could hear the
television as she walked towards the living room and found Colin stretched out on
the couch watching CNN.Colin, what are you doing up so early?Colin looked up in
surprise. Hi, Mom. The television didnt wake you up, did it? He sat up,
stretched and yawned.No, she replied sitting down beside him. How long have you
been awake?About a half-hour. I couldnt sleep so I thought if I got up and
channel-surfed for awhile Id be tired enough to go back to sleep.Why couldnt you
sleep? Is there anything you want to talk about? She asked, pushing his hair over
his shoulder.Colin swallowed. If this is supposed to be the happiest day of my
life, why do I feel like I have butterflies the size of bats in my stomach?Amanda
laughed and patted his hand. Its a perfectly normal reaction.Did you feel like
this?I sure did both times.Colin hit the mute button on the remote and ran his
hands through his hair. Mom, what if Im no good at being married? I mean Ive
nearly blown it once already.What do you mean?It was after a concert recently.
I met this girl and he shrugged. Well, Alethea found out about it and I almost
lost her.Im assuming this was a one-time thing?Yes, Colin whispered.Amanda put
her arm around him and gave him a hug. Its perfectly normal to have doubts and
questions. After all, getting married is a big step.He took a deep breath. Mom,
I know that I love Alethea more than anything and I couldnt live without her.And
thats the most important thing to know, Colin. If you know that much, Id say you
were way ahead of a lot people who get married. She kissed his cheek. Why dont
you go back to bed and try to sleep. Ill make sure youre awake in plenty of time
to get ready.He nodded. Okay. He kissed her cheek and got to his feet.
Thanks, Mom.Youre welcome. Amanda turned off the television and returned to
the bedroom. She shrugged off her robe and nightgown then slipped into bed.Peter
woke up and raised his head. Mandy?Sorry, She whispered. I didnt mean to
wake you. Go back to sleep.Why were you up? Is something wrong?Everythings
fine now. Our son was just having a bad case of pre-wedding jitters.Is he all
right?Yes. I think he just needed to air what was bothering him so he could get
it straight in his own mind.What was he worried about?Just what everybody
worries about. You know, will I be a good husband or wife? I told him it was
perfectly normal to have doubts and questions because it is a big step. We talked
and I convinced him to go back to bed. As she spoke, she ran her toe up and down
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Peters leg.He rolled over and smiled at her. What are you up to?Well, I thought
as long as were awake Peters hand slid up Amandas thigh and he rolled her over
and started to tickle her. Peter, dont! She gasped, giggling helplessly as she
tried to avoid his hands.In the next room, Colin listened to the muffled giggles
coming from the next room. He smiled and buried his face in his pillow. If his and
Aletheas marriage could be even half as happy as theirs; it would satisfy him. He
rolled over on his back again, biting his lip. He hadnt exactly been completely
truthful with his mom. He worried he might, at some point do something completely
asshole as his biological father had done. Neither of his parents was aware he knew
they hadnt told him the whole truth about his father. When he was ten, theyd told
him that his mother and his biological father had split up before he was born and
hed taken off for parts unknown. That much was true, but what they hadnt told him
was the split occurred when his father had found out she was pregnant. Hed found
out the entire story from Grandma Eileen when he was fourteen. What if his marriage
ran into an unexpected crisis or hit a rocky patch? Would he bail on Alethea as his
biological father had on his mother? Maybe, it was in his genes. No! Thats
bullshit! He told himself in a severe tone. Im a completely different person!
Besides, Im older and Im definitely more mature and responsible! He pulled the
pillow over his head and eventually fell back to sleep. He got jarred to
consciousness suddenly by someone knocking on his door.Amanda knocking on his door
and calling, Colin, are you awake?Yeah, Mom, he called, his voice thick with
sleep. He threw back the covers and got out of bed then pulled on his jeans and a
T-shirt and opened the door. He yawned while rubbing his eyes. What time is
it?A little after eight so you have plenty of time. I ordered breakfast and it
just arrived.Colin grinned. I dont know if I can eat anything. My stomachs
still kind of jumpy. He followed her into the living room.Peter and Liam, looking
sleepy and disheveled, had already started eating. As Colin sat down, his father
smiled at him and asked, Feeling better, Son?Yeah, but my stomach still feels
like its got a good-sized knot in it, He replied as he poured himself a cup of
coffee and a glass of orange juice.Peter laughed. I felt the same way! Itll
pass.Try and eat something, Amanda urged.Colin shrugged and reached for a piece
of toast. He scrapped butter and jam across it then took a bite, hoping his stomach
would settle. He forced himself to finish it and take a second piece. He took a
gulp of his coffee, finished his juice and rose.Are you sure you dont want
anything else, Colin? Amanda asked.He shook his head. Thanks, Mom, but Im fine.
Im going to get ready.Dont worry, Mandy; hell be fine, Peter assured her as
Colin left the room.Colin took his time getting ready. He took a leisurely shower
then shaved and dried his hair. He dressed in the slacks his mother had bought for
him. He also was wearing a white silk shirt, a colorful print vest and the same
jacket hed worn the night before. He exchanged his usual dangling earring for a
plain gold hoop. Dont want to look too heavy metal and scare Aletheas
relatives! He muttered. He sat down on the bed and put on his shoes cursing their
tightness again. His feet still hurt from wearing them last night. He finished,
surveyed himself in the mirror and said, Guess youll have to do! Only one thing
remained. His shirt had a band-collar with one button and he couldnt get the
blasted thing fastened! He left his room and knocked on the door of his parents
room. Mom?Come on in, Amanda called.He entered. His mother was sitting on the
bed, putting on her pumps while his father stood in front of the mirror, knotting
his Jerry Garcia tie. His attire consisted of a lightweight gray suit.Sorry to
bother you, but I couldnt get this buttoned fastened.Here, sit down. She
quickly got the button fastened.Thanks, Mom. He got up and took a step back.
So, how do I look?Very handsome, of course, Amanda replied.Peter turned from the
mirror. I second the motion.Geez! Dad, did you borrow your suspenders from Larry
King? Colin teased him.Peter looked down at his bright blue suspenders and
grinned. Hey! These are the hot item for politicians these days! He buttoned
his vest over them then picked up his suit jacket.Well, you both look great! Mom
especially. Its just my opinion, but I happen to think I have the best looking
parents around!Thank you, Colin, Amanda said, smiling. She wore a rose-colored
silk dress gathered at the waist with a matching dress-length, silk jacket. With
it, she wore the diamond earrings and necklace that Peter had given her for their
twenty-fifth wedding anniversary. Her hairstyle was an elaborate French twist.
Would you mind checking on Liam to see how hes getting along and if he needs any
help?Sure, Colin answered. Ill bet hes really fussing with his hair
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today.After Colin had left, Peter sighed and said to his wife, You know, Mandy I
had actually hoped to see Colin in a tuxedo on his wedding day.Amanda laughed.
Are we talking about the son who refused to go to either of his high school proms
because hed had to wear a tuxedo?Peter laughed, too. I know. Im suffering from
a case of wishful thinking.Colin knocked on Liams door. Mom wants to know how
youre doing and if you need any help?Im fine, Liam assured him.Colin went into
his room, repacked his bag and took it upstairs. There was nobody around except the
security guard by the elevator so Colin figured Steve, Mace and Jake had already
left for Aletheas house and their road crew were at the arena. He went downstairs
to the florist shop near the lobby and picked up the floral items hed ordered
yesterday. He and Louisa had decided that he would provide the corsages and
boutonnieres for his grandparents, aunts and uncles as well as Aletheas grandmother
and great-aunt. Louisa would supply his, Liams, Peters and Beaus boutonnieres as
well as hers and his moms corsages so they would match the flowers in Alethea and
Vanessas bouquets.Are we all ready? Amanda asked as he returned to the suite.I
am if everybody else is, Colin joked.Amanda stepped back and looked at her two
sons, her expression struggling between pride and joy. You guys look so
handsome!Awe, Mom! Both Colin and Liam chorused in unison.And you look as
beautiful now as you did on our wedding day, Mandy, Peter said.Thank you, she
replied and glanced at her watch. Wed better get going. The rest of the familys
probably already waiting in the lobby. She turned to Colin. I dont think I told
you, but both of your grandparents, Dick and Lucy, and Angie and Greg are leaving
right after the reception.I figured they wouldnt be able to stay very long. Im
just glad they were able to come at all on such short notice.Have you got
Aletheas wedding ring, Liam? Peter asked.Yup, Dad, right here, Liam replied,
patting his pocket.Father Michaels slouched way down in his car. He kept his eyes
on the limousine parked in front of the hotels front entrance. Presently, he saw
four couples, dressed formally, come out and get into the limousine. Colin and his
family also formally dressed, followed them out and got into the rental car. He
waited until their car had pulled out and two cars had passed him before he pulled
out into the street. He kept a comfortable distance between his and Colins car.
He recalled immediately that this was the way to the blond whores home. When their
car turned into Aletheas street, he turned also. He saw the limousine had pulled
up in front of her home and noticed other cars lining the street with formally
dressed people emerging from them and entering the whores home. He drove past as
slowly as he dared, trying to see what was going on, but the high wall that enclosed
the property frustrated his efforts. In his rearview mirror he saw the family
emerge from their car and go into the house. Since he couldnt risk loitering, he
reluctantly decided to return to the hotel.
Chapter 23Alethea stood very still while her mother and Susanna Lee carefully
arranged her bridal veil and securely fastened it to her hair. A female
photographer had been snapping pictures of Alethea being attired in her wedding
gown. She was also taping it for Jazzs video cameraman.Brides in your
great-grandmothers day always used fresh flowers like roses or orange blossoms as a
veil ornament, Susanna explained. She took the coronet of pink rosebuds, cut from
Louisas garden that morning, and pinned it securely to Aletheas pompadour. She
stepped back. There! I promise that will hold even if the weather turns
windy.Thank you, Susanna, for all your help, Alethea said, squeezing her hand.
Louisa and Vanessa straightened the skirt of her dress, her train and veil then the
photographer took one final shot and departed.Im going downstairs and see how your
guests are doing, Susanna said.You look so beautiful, darling, Louisa assured
her, giving her a hug, her eyes moist.Mom, dont start crying or Ill start, too,
and Vanessa will have to redo my make-up, Alethea warned, feeling her own eyes
growing moist.Im trying very hard not to.Youre going to knock Colins socks off
when he sees you coming down that aisle! Vanessa promised. She wore a
ruby-colored gown in the style of Aletheas with a fitted bodice and sleeves that
were full at the shoulders and tighter at the wrists.Your gown compliments mine so
well, Vanessa, Alethea remarked. Wherever did you find it on such short
notice?Its actually from Mr. Edwards Victorian Fantasy collection. I did a
layout for this collection about a month ago. When you described your wedding gown
to me I knew this dress would be perfect! I called him in New York, asked to borrow
it and he sent it to Savannah special delivery. He also sent you his best
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wishes.Mr. Edwards! Alethea laughed. I always hated modeling for his line. He
was always such a fuss-budget! Everything had to be perfect my hair, my make-up
and especially my skin! If I had one blemish hed have a cow!Vanessa nodded in
sympathy. Youll be glad to hear he hasnt changed a bit.It was sweet of him to
loan you that gown and send me his best wishes though. Ill have to be sure and
thank him.I think under that fuss-budget exterior beats the heart of a teddy
bear! Vanessa laughed.Im going down and get your bouquets out the refrigerator,
Louisa decided. There was a knock at the door and she peeked out then opened it
fully. Hello, Nancy.A chic-looking blond woman, a few years older than Alethea,
with a rather arrogant air about her and holding a cocktail strolled inside. Your
intended just arrived, her voice was loud and her pronunciation sounded slightly
slurred. She took another sip of her cocktail. Long hair, an earring and a loud
vest. I assume hes yours or Id be seriously concerned that the quality of the
people coming into this house has really declined!Nancy Louisa began, but
stopped as she saw Alethea motioning to her.Colins not into dressing formally; he
really prefers wearing nothing.Well I never! Nancy hissed. She gave an angry
sniff and exited the room, her back stiff and her heel clicking loudly on the wood
floor.Louisa gave her daughter a grateful smile then said, Ill be back in a few
minutes.Who was she? Vanessa asked. Besides a loud drunk, that is.Alethea
sighed. My cousin. Im sure you know her type the head cheerleader, homecoming
queen and prom queen who marries the captain of the football team. Her husband,
George is a major loser. Nancys the kind who looks forward to her high school
reunions so she can relive her glory days and be in the spotlight again. We were
hoping they would be sober at least for the wedding ceremony, but I guess it was
wishful thinking.She sounds pretty pathetic to me! Vanessa replied. She looked
Alethea over entirely. Now what about you? Do you have everything?Heavens! I
almost forgot Colins ring! She opened her dresser drawer, took out a small black
box and gave it to Vanessa who opened to and took out an unusual antique wedding
band.Its definitely one-of-a-kind and definitely Colin. She assured Alethea.
But I was talking about something old, something new, etcWell, something old is
my wedding gown and something new are these diamond earrings mom and dad gave me
this morning. Something borrowed is this brooch Amanda loaned me. She touched the
antique cameo brooch at her throat.What about something blue?Mrs. Hunter, the
seamstress, sewed a blue bow on the hem of my slip. She lifted her gown up
slightly revealing the bow.Weve got your garter that Colin gets to take off you
and toss.Yes. Alethea nodded.Were all set then.There was another knock at the
bedroom door and Vanessa peeked out then opened the door so Beau could come inside.
Its just about time, Alethea. Are you ready?Just as soon as mom brings our
bouquets, Dad.You look very beautiful, darling. I hope Colin realizes how lucky
he is.He does, Dad, She gave him a hug and a kiss.Colin was standing with his
parents and Judge LeCarre. He glanced around the room at Susanna Lee who was busy
steering the guests outside into the garden. The photographer and Jazzs camcorder
guy were busy recording their wedding for posterity. Theyd already taken pictures
of him pinning corsages on his mother, Louisa, his grandmothers, his aunts,
Aletheas grandmother and her great-aunt. Peter was photographed pinning on his and
Liams boutonnieres. He spotted both the photographer and the video cameraman,
waiting by the patio doors.Susanna came up to him and whispered, Were ready for
you outside.Colin swallowed nervously and nodded.This is it, Son, are you ready?
Peter said, clapping him on his back.I will be, Dad, as soon as I swallow my
heart! He joked. He and Liam waited until his parents were sitting before they
walked out and took their places by Judge LeCarre. Colin looked around him,
surprised to see more people than hed expected on such short notice. He assumed
the ones he didnt know were either relatives or friends of the Fords. He smiled
and nodded at Mace, Jake, Steve, Clem and McGregor. He felt really uncomfortable
with all these unfamiliar people staring at him. He was about to resort to his
usual nervous gesture of shoving his hands into his pockets when he caught a stern
look from his mother and dropped them to his sides.Liam had caught the exchange
between Colin and their mom and chuckled softly. You arent nervous, are you,
Colin?Little brother, I wasnt this nervous when we played our first opening
concert for Guns N Roses!Jazz hurried up and took a seat next to McGregor just as
the music started. Vanessa came into view first. Colin bit his lip and quickly
ducked his head so he wouldnt burst out laughing at the expression on Jakes face
when he saw her. He looked up just in time to catch Jake, shooting him a dirty
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look. The wedding march started to play and everybody stood.Alethea, escorted by
both her parents, came slowly towards him. Colin felt awed by her beauty and he
couldnt take his eyes off her. Beau and Louisa walked her to where he stood and
she took his arm then handed her bouquet to Vanessa to hold. Both bouquets
consisted of pink roses with satin and lace streamers.Judge LeCarre looked at them
and smiled then after a short speech on the virtue of marriage, he asked, Who gives
this woman to be married?Beau and Louisa looked at each other, smiled and replied,
We do. They quietly seated themselves next to Peter and Amanda. Most of the
ceremony went past Colin in a blur except for the part where Judge LeCarre asked if
anyone knew of a reason why he and Alethea shouldnt marry. He knew nobody would
lodge an objection, but he held his breath anyway. He supposed it was because of
the residual guilt he still felt over his fling with Debbie. The other part of the
ceremony he would always remember, vividly, was when he and Alethea exchanged vows
and rings.By the powers vested in me by the state of Louisiana, I now pronounce you
husband and wife. He glanced at Colin and said with a smile, You can kiss your
bride now. Flushing, Colin put his arm around a blushing Alethea and gave her a
brief kiss.May I present Mr. and Mrs. Colin Matthews, Judge LeCarre announced.
Everyone clapped.They spent the next half-hour posing for wedding pictures.
Photographs taken included them together, apart, with Colins family, with Aletheas
family and with their wedding party. It seemed about a thousand pictures by Colins
count. After the principle photography finished, Colin and Alethea, who had
carefully looped her veil over her arm to protect it from damage, went into the
house. The reception was inside the house, but the guests spilled out on the patio
and into garden where the caterers had set up tables. Immediately upon entering the
house, Colin and Alethea were pulled in separate directions. Every time one of them
got free, the other one was busy with family, friends or other well-wishers.Louisa
caught Colins arm just as he was going to look for Alethea. Colin, where is
Alethea? The photographer wants to get pictures of you two cutting the cake.I
dont know, Louisa. I was just going to look for her.You go wait by the cake and
Ill round her up, She directed him.Colin did as she requested. At least hed get
to see his bride for a few seconds. Louisa was back in a few moments with her
daughter in tow. They posed for the standard cake cutting pictures then Louisa and
Amanda took over the actual cutting duties.Hey, Colin, do we get to kiss the
bride? Mace called.If Alethea doesnt mind; its fine with me.I dont mind,
Alethea said.Mace, Jake, Steve and McGregor all gave her a kiss then Jake pulled
Colin aside and demanded, How come you never told me Alethea knew Vanessa
Morrison?Sorry, Jake, Colin apologized. I guess Ive been so nervous about this
wedding that it just slipped my mind! You want an introduction?Does Steve Tyler
scream like a banshee?Colin touched Aletheas shoulder and whispered, Be right
back. He saw Vanessa talking to his mother and went over to them. Vanessa, can I
borrow you for a moment?Sure, Colin, She agreed and followed him into the house.
Whats up?I have a friend whos a great admirer of yours and hed very much like
to meet you. His name is Jake Rousselle and he plays bass in our band.Jake? Hes
the one with the long, curly hair?Yes, thats him.Ill confess, for your ears
only, that Ive always thought he was really sexy and I was considering asking
Alethea if shed introduce us.Colin brought Vanessa over to where Alethea, Jake and
Mace were standing. Jake, Id like you to meet Vanessa Morrison. Vanessa, this is
my long-time friend and band mate, Jake Rousselle. He bent slightly and said to
Jake, Okay, bud, Ive done my part. Youre on your own.I dont know about the
rest of you, but Im starved and this food looks too good to pass up, Mace said,
picking up a plate.Are you hungry? Colin asked Alethea.She gave him a long,
lingering look that suggested food might not be the only thing she wanted. Yes, I
am. I couldnt eat this morning.Me neither, Colin said. He took a large slice
of wedding cake and two forks and gave them to Alethea. He filled another plate
with food from the buffet, took Aletheas arm, steered her into Beaus study and
shut the door. They sank down on the couch, savoring the solitude for a
moment.Alone at last! Colin sighed.Good! Now you can kiss me.Kiss you? I
kissed you this morning! He teased her, setting down the plate of food and licking
a smudge of frosting off his thumb.I mean a real kiss! Alethea pouted.Oh! A
real kiss! Like this? Colin pulled her close and gave her a long, lingering
kiss.Yes, Alethea murmured. Exactly like that.You look so beautiful today.
Its something Ill remember all my life.Thank you, Alethea replied. And you
look very handsome and sexy. She already knew how he felt by the expression on his
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face as he watched her walking up the aisle towards him, but it was nice to hear him
say it aloud.Colin groaned and slumped back. Shit! I really wish now I didnt
have a concert tonight as my minds definitely going to be on other things!Like
what? Alethea teased, pushing his hair back over his shoulder.Like making love to
my wife.We could leave the reception early, she suggested.Colin shook his head.
It still wouldnt give us a lot of time because Ive got a sound check at three
followed by a radio interview. Steve had that lined up long before we decided to
get married. He shook his head in frustration and repeated, Shit!Alethea nibbled
at the plate of food. But youre free until eight-thirty and if we skip supper
He brightened. Yeah! That could work to our advantage. He picked up the plate
of cake and handed a fork to Alethea.She sighed suddenly. What am I going to do
about my house? Ive been so busy I havent even thought about it until now!Colin
thought a minute then suggested, You could rent it to Mace. I know hes been
looking to get out of that dump hes in now and then you wouldnt have to go through
all the hassle of selling it. His eyes twinkled. And Mrs. Von Neumann certainly
wont lack for excitement with Mace living there!Thats a good idea, Colin! She
gave him a kiss on his cheek. Youre going to be a good husband.Im trying
really hard, he replied fervently. Hey! Youre eating all the frosting!Im not
either!Are, too! Colin laughed suddenly. Does this qualify as our first
argument?No, just a difference of opinion.There was a discreet knock on the door
and Louisa called, Alethea?Yes, Mom?Some of the girls want to leave, but they
dont want to miss your throwing your bouquet. Would you mind doing that right
now?No. Ill be there in a second.Traditions, Colin remarked,
nodding.Traditions, she agreed, giving him a kiss then eating the last of the
cake.Hey!Everybody gathered at the foot of the stairs while Alethea stood on the
landing with her back to them. She tossed her bouquet over her head to a chorus of
screams and outstretched hands. The bouquet tumbled over several pairs of hand and
landed in Jakes arms.Uh oh, Colin murmured to him. You know what this
means?What? Jake demanded.The person who catches the bridal bouquet is fated to
be married within a year!Youre full of shit, Colin! Jake shoved the bouquet at
him and scurried out of sight.You can run but you cant escape fate! Colin yelled
after him, a smirk on his face.Alethea came over to him. Jake looks a little
pale. Whats wrong?I told him he was fated to be married within a year since he
caught your bouquet.Alethea giggled. Wouldnt it be something if Jake and Vanessa
did end up getting married?Colin, are you going to toss Aletheas garter? Mace
called.Yeah, I do get to do that, dont I?Alethea sat down on the settee by the
side of the staircase, kicked off her pump and carefully inched the skirt of her
gown up past her knee, exposing the garter. There was a chorus of whistles at the
sight of her shapely leg. The loudest was a drunken wolf whistle that came from
Nancys husband, George. Colin smiled apologetically at Alethea then gently slipped
the garter off her leg, stood up and tossed it over his shoulder. There was a mad
scramble behind him from where Steve finally emerged as the victor.Congratulations,
Steve! Colin said.Theres no marital significance attached to this I hope, he
remarked. Because once was more than enough!Colin grinned. No, youre safe.
Youre supposed to give that back to us on our first anniversary.That I can do,
Steve assured them.Jazz came over to them. I havent had a chance to kiss the
bride yet! He gave Alethea a kiss. Congratulations, Alethea. Everybody at the
office wanted me to give you their best wishes, too.Thanks, Jazz, but Im not
going to be a stranger. Ill be visiting from time to time. Alethea assured
him.Thanks for your help in videotaping our wedding. We really appreciate it,
Colin added.No problem. Glad to help out two of my favorite people. Now, if I
could only do the same for myself!Whats wrong? Alethea asked.Well, I dont
have a clue what Im going to write about in my column for the next issue. I expect
theyll be something interesting on my desk when I get back to Los Angeles.I
wouldnt be surprised, Colin remarked.Colins grandparents and his uncles and aunts
were going to leave for the airport and came over to say goodbye to him and
Alethea. They both gave them a hug and a kiss and walked them outside to the
limousine. Peter and Amanda were going to the airport with them.Thanks for coming
on such short notice. It wouldnt have been the same without you.When you get
home, please tell everyone who couldnt make it, that Im going to have a small
reception when Colin gets home so theyll be able to meet Alethea then, Amanda
said.Colin and Alethea waved as the limousine pulled away then went back inside. As
they came in, Liam came over to them and said, Mace, Jake Vanessa and I are going
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to take off and do some sightseeing in the French Quarter.Colin laughed. So, Jake
and Vanessa seem to be hitting it off, huh?Liam shrugged. I guess.Colin looked
at Alethea and raised his eyebrows. See, its happening already.Well, Ill
believe it when were standing up with them, she replied. Liam looked
confused for a moment, as if he knew hed missed something, but he didnt know what
it was then shrugged. He gave Alethea a hug and a kiss. You look absolutely
gorgeous, Alethea, and Im so glad youre my sister, now!Thank you, Liam. She
replied. And Im glad I have a brother now too.Colin waved to Liam. Have fun
and well see you later.Okay, see you later.
Chapter 24Father Michaels was inside his car, across the street from the hotel,
reading his breviary when he noticed a limousine pulling up at the front entrance.
Liam, Jake, Mace and a woman who was unfamiliar to him, emerged from inside it.
Colin was not with them. He sat up straighter and kept his eyes on the hotel
entrance. About fifteen minutes later, the four of them came out of the hotel
again, dressed casually and walking toward the Quarter. He noticed immediately that
their bodyguards were not along. He started his car, deciding that this was his
message from God, telling him the time was right to set his trap for Colin! He
drove slowly along the street, watching them as they ducked in and out of stores.
Deciding it would be easier to follow them on foot; he parked his car in a nearby
alley and started back to where hed last seen themLiam, Mace, Jake and Vanessa had
stopped in front of an herb shop that advertised different herbs and herbal
remedies.Hey! Maybe you can find something in here to help with your sagging love
life, Jake! Mace said.Huh! Maybe, you can find something to cure your
nonexistent one, Mace! Jake retorted.Mace, Jake and Vanessa went inside and Liam
lingered outside, studying the window displays of the neighboring shops. He had
gotten several yards away from the herb shop before he realized it. He was about to
go back when he heard footsteps coming up behind him then suddenly felt something
very sharp shoved into his side and heard a soft but threatening voice say, Dont
turn around! Do exactly as I say and you wont be hurt!I dont have much money,
but you can have whatever Ive got!I dont want your money! I want you to walk
straight ahead until I tell you otherwise! Dont try to summon help or I will kill
you!Though frightened, Liam kept his wits about him and looked for an opportunity
to escape. He followed his kidnappers directions and turned into an alley. I
dont understand! What do you want with me?What do I want? God has decided to
test my faith and has assigned me the chore of killing that evil, perverted brother
of yours. You, my son, are the bait in the trap Im going to set to capture him and
bring him to his execution! He lowered his knife and opened the rear door. Liam
saw his chance and tried to bolt, but Father Michaels grabbed his arm and threw him
into the side of the car. The side of Liams face hit the door frame hard and he
collapsed. Father Michaels looked around to make sure nobody had witnessed
anything, than lowered Liam into the back seat and covered him with a blanket. He
locked the rear door and shut it then got in and drove away.Mace, Jake and Vanessa
came out of the herb shop. Vanessa carried a bag of herbal cosmetics that shed
bought. Mace looked around. Wheres Liam?Hes probably in one of these other
shops, Jake replied.Well, wed better find him because if were late for the sound
check, Crowley will have our balls!Colin and Alethea sat on one of the couches by
the fireplace. There were still a few guests remaining at the reception, but Beau
and Louisa seem to be tending to them without their help. Colin noticed Steve and
Jazz leaving, looked at his watch and sighed, I guess wed better get moving,
too. He got up and helped Alethea to her feet.Youll have to help me with my gown
because theres no way I can get out of this alone! Alethea said as she lifted her
gown and started up the stairs.It would be my pleasure, Mrs. Matthews, Colin
replied, holding up her veil.Mrs. Matthews sounds wonderful!I think so, but I
might be prejudice, he remarked as they walked into her bedroom.Help me with my
veil first, please. She unpinned the coronet from her hair and laid it on the
dresser then Colin helped her take her veil off and carefully laid it across her
bed. He began to undo the buttons on the back of her gown. He made a frustrated
sound and bit his lip as he worked to unfasten them. Jesus! These buttons are so
tiny I dont see how in the hell women back then got in and out of their clothes
without an army of helpers! He muttered. He got the last button undone.
Finally!My sleeves, too, please. Alethea held out her arms to him with a
teasing smile.Do you suppose your great-great-grandfather never intended for his
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daughter to get out of her wedding gown? Colin joked.Well, if that was his
intention, it didnt work because my great-grandmother had ten children!Colin
whistled as he got her sleeves unbuttoned. There! He helped her out of her gown
and laid it on the bed next to her veil.Alethea slid out of the heavy slip and
placed it on the bed next to her gown and veil. Attired only in her bra, panties
and sheer lace-top thigh-highs, she undid the pompadour and brushed her hair then
redid it in her customary French braid. She got dressed in jeans, pulled a
short-sleeved sweater over her head and slipped on a pair of comfortable shoes.
There, I think Im presentable, She remarked to Colin who had been avidly watching
her as she dressed.More than that Id say! He replied as he openly admired the
fit of her jeans.Alethea carefully replaced the gown, slip and veil in their
separate storage bags and hung them in the closet.I guess those go back in
storage?She nodded. Yes, until somebody else in the family decides they want to
wear it.Colin put his arms around her and held her close to him. Well, maybe
well have a daughter wholl want to wear it on her wedding day.A daughter?
Youve got this all planned out, havent you? She teased.He kissed her neck. I
wouldnt mind having a daughter whos just like her mother. Of course, Im going to
keep her locked up until shes forty!Alethea laughed, finished packing then closed
and locked her suitcase. Colin picked up her suitcase while Alethea took her
carry-on bag and they went downstairs.Im going to take these outside and put them
in the car.Okay. Alethea gave her mother and father a hug and a kiss. Thanks
for everything. Today was beautiful and just like I always dreamed it would
be.Colin came back inside. He gave his parents, who had returned from the airport,
a hug. Ill see you at the concert later, okay?Well be there, Peter replied.
Alethea gave them both a hug. Call us when you get settled in and well have you
over for dinner, Amanda said.Id like that, Amanda. I hope I dont make too much
of a pest out of myself while Colins gone.Whenever you feel lonely, give me a
call, she assured her.Youll take good care of our daughter, Beau said. It was
an order rather than a request. It was obvious he hadnt quite reconciled himself
to the fact that Alethea had actually gone through with it.Yes, Colin promised.
He looked at Alethea. Ready?She nodded, took his arm and they ran through a heavy
shower of bird seed to their car. They arrived back at the hotel. Colin got out,
laughing as he brushed the bird seed out of his hair and off his clothes. Glad Im
only doing this once!Alethea giggled as she took his arm. Why? You look so
adorable covered in bird seed! They walked into the hotel and took the elevator to
the seventh floor.Well, maybe we can do it all again on our twenty-fifth or
fiftieth wedding anniversary, he joked. He unlocked his door, scooped Alethea up
and carried her into the room. He kicked the door shut after him. Ill bet you
thought Id forget this part, He teased, setting her down on the bed.Alethea smiled
and shook her head. No, because I know youre a hopeless romantic no matter how
hard you try to hide it.Colin stripped off his clothes and his hated shoes. He dug
around in his suitcase, looking for something to wear. Alethea came up behind him,
wrapped her arms around his waist and pressed her cheek to his back. Are you sure
we cant find any time before five-thirty?I wish we could! He replied,
unclasping her hands from around him and kissing them. Im getting a major hard-on
just thinking about later!And my panties are getting drenched every time I think
about it!Colin pulled out his favorite pair of light blue jeans and a T-shirt from
the current tour. He sat down on the bed to put on his hiking shoes. There was a
knock on the door and Alethea answered it. Is Colin ready? Russ asked.Right
there, Colin called, tying his shoelace. He put his arm around Alethea and they
walked out into the hallway to find Steve, frowning, pacing and glancing at his
watch. Whats wrong, Steve? His hand slid down to Aletheas ass, lightly
caressing it.I distinctly told those guys, when they left your reception not to
leave this hotel!Come on, Steve, theyre grown men and you cant lock them
up.Well, those supposedly grown men also left without their bodyguards again!Just
as he finished speaking, the elevator bell dinged and the doors opened. Mace and
Jake ran out stopping short when they saw Steves expression. Jake crashing into
Mace.Wheres Liam? Colin asked.Mace and Jake exchanged looks then Jake asked, He
isnt here?He isnt, Russ confirmed. I went to his room before I went to
Colins.Mace cleared his throat. Well, we kind of lost himWhat do you mean you
lost him? Colin demanded.Jake, Vanessa and me went into this store and Liam
stayed outside. We werent in there more than ten minutes and when we came out
again, he wasnt there. We figured he was in one of the nearby stores, but we
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couldnt find him.Vanessas still looking for him, Jake explained.We thought
maybe he got bored and decided to come back here ahead of us, Mace
added.Somethings wrong! This isnt like Liam! Hes always on time you can set
a clock by him!Calm down, Colin! Steve advised. Lets not panic and jump to
any wrong conclusions.Liams probably waiting for us at the arena, Jake said.Liam
was not at the arena nor had any of the crew seen him.Fuck it! Colin swore.
Where in hell is he?Im sure hell be along any minute. Why dont you guys get
started, Steve suggested.The band ran through a couple of songs with Liams roadie
standing in for him. Colin was only half-paying attention to what he was doing so
intent was he on listening for Liams footsteps. He still hadnt arrived by the
time they finished their sound check. Colin spotted Vanessa as he came off stage
and rushed over to her. Did you find him?Vanessa shook her head regretfully.
No. I talked to some of the store owners in the area, but none of them remembers
seeing anyone fitting Liams description. Im sorry.Its okay, Vanessa, thanks
for trying, Colin replied.Alethea gave Vanessa a hug. Thanks for looking.You
guys go on to the radio station, Steve said. McGregor and I will search as much
of the Quarter as we can and when we do find Liam; Im going to burn his
ass!Youre going to have to wait in line! Colin warned. He and the rest of the
band went to their interview. They explained Liams absence by saying hed felt ill
and had stayed in bed so hed be well enough to perform that evening. Colin tried
to keep his mind on the interview, but he was worried about Liam. He had to force
himself to concentrate. When they arrived back at the hotel, one look at Steves
face told Colin that his brother was still among the missing.Has anybody checked
Liams room? Alethea asked. Maybe, he left some indication of his plans.No. I
guess none of us thought to do the obvious, Colin answered, heading for Liams
room. He searched the room carefully, but found nothing out of the ordinary. As
was Liams custom, the room was very neat, clothes hung up or put away in drawers
rather than tossed all over the place like in his room. I dont see anything that
can help us, Colin said, tossing a guide book back on the dresser.Ill give him
until eight oclock and if he hasnt turned up by then, Ill get the police on it,
Steve promised.Maybe, somebody should check the hospitals just in case he had an
accident or got mugged, Mace suggested.Ill get somebody on that right now, Steve
said.Colin went back into his room, sat down on the bed and buried his face in his
hands. Alethea came in and closed the door behind her. She sat down next to Colin
and put her arms around him in an attempt to comfort him.He lifted his head.
Jesus! I have to tell mom and dad Liams missing! How in hell am I going to tell
them? He got up and walked over to the window. I promised them Id look out for
Liam and now hes missing!Colin, you dont know for sure hes missing! Alethea
argued.I know, He replied firmly. Liam would never be gone this long without
letting somebody know! Hes very conscientious that way.But youre assuming
something happened to him when you dont have any proof one way or the other.Colin
shrugged and said softly, I want to believe hes okay, but my guts telling me
different.Alethea wanted to offer a rebuttal, but in her innermost heart she knew
Colin was right. Liam was very conscientious. He wouldnt have missed a sound
check without calling and definitely wouldnt have missed a concert unless something
was very wrong!Colin sighed. Id better see if mom and dad are back. They went
downstairs to his parents suite but there was no answer to their knocking. Maybe,
theyre still at my parents. Why dont we call and if they are, well drive back
over. Alethea suggested.He nodded, they went back to their room and Alethea made
the call. She let it ring several times then shook her head. They must have gone
out for supper.Colin tried both his parents cell phones, but both went directly to
voicemail. Fuck it! Colin yelled, slamming his fist on the dresser and causing
her to jump. He sighed and pushed his hair back. Im sorry, He apologized.
Its just that what started out as the happiest day of my life has suddenly turned
into a fucking nightmare!Alethea went over to him, put her arms around him and
rested her head against his chest. Its okay. I understand.There was a knock on
their door and Colin answered it, hoping against hope that it was Liam or good news
about him. Steve came inside. I wanted to let you know that Russ finished
checking the hospital and nobody fitting Liams description has been admitted since
one-thirty. Neither Colin nor Steve chose to say aloud what they were thinking
because they hadnt found Liam in a hospital didnt mean he was all right. He could
be laying somewhere, injured or dead, without any identification.Colin drew a shaky
breath and said, I guess wed better check the morgue, too. If he wasnt carrying
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any identification or it got lost or stolen, they wouldnt know whom to contact.I
dont think we need to go quite that far yet, Colin, but I am going to call the
police.The police officer who answered Steves call was young and very professional
but showed a great deal of compassion for Colins anguish over his missing brother.
From what youve told me about your brother, it does seem very unusual for him to
have left voluntarily, but you do understand I cant file a report until hes been
missing for seventy-two hours?Yes. Colin nodded.Steve had provided the officer
with a publicity photograph of Liam. Can you give me a description of your
brother?Colin felt fear knotting his throat. Hes about 510 and slender-built.
He weighs between 130 and 140, Id guess. He has blue eyes and blond hair.Any
distinguishing marks, scars or tattoos?No.Can you think of any reason somebody
might want to harm your brother?Before Colin could answer, Steve spoke up, I think
you should know that Colin and Liams father is the attorney general of
California.That does put things in a different light. I may not have to wait
seventy-two hours to file this report.Will you do me a favor? Colin asked.If I
can.If you have any news, especially if its bad news, will you let me know
first? Id rather it be me who tells my parents.Ill do that, The officer
replied, closing his notebook. Ill keep in touch.What are we going to do about
the concert tonight? Jake asked suddenly. Well need somebody to fill in for
Liam.How about Jodi? Mace asked, referring to the lead singer of Armageddon.
She plays keyboards, not as good as Liam, but pretty good from the times Ive heard
her play.Jodis fine, Colin replied with a shrug.By the time they got to the
arena, Colins stomach was in a knot so tight he thought something was going to snap
and his head was throbbing. He dreaded having to tell his parents about Liam. He
didnt really want to be where he was, but he knew he had to put his fears aside and
give the kids the best show he could. He knew thats what Liam would want him to
do. He saw Russ leading his parents and, much to his surprise, Aletheas parents
backstage. He took a deep breath and was just about to speak when there was a loud
roar from the audience.What in hell is that noise? Beau asked.The concerts
starting, Dad, Alethea explained.Well, that explains why half the kids in my
classes are practically brain-dead! Beau remarked then complained, I dont know
why I let myself be talked into this.Stop acting like an old fart, Beau! Louisa
scolded him. I think its exciting to try something new and different once in
awhile.Mom, Dad, I need to talk to you, Colin said. Lets go in here. He led
them into Armageddons dressing room.Somethings wrong, isnt it? Amanda asked,
looking at Colins face.Colin sighed and nodded. Hed never been able to hide
anything from his mom. Liams gone.Gone? You mean hes quit the band? Peter
asked, shocked.He shook his head. No. Hes missing we dont know where he
is.When did you last see him? Amanda asked.When he left our reception at
one-thirty. He said he was going sightseeing in the Quarter with Mace, Jake and
Vanessa. Mace said they went into a store and Liam stayed outside. When they came
out, he was gone. They searched for him, but they couldnt find him. Vanessa
talked to the owners of the stores later, but none of them remembered seeing
him.Have the police been called? Peter asked. He was pale and though he tried
to stay calm, a note of fear crept into his voice.Yes, but I dont know how much
they can do. Steve and McGregor searched the Quarters and Russ called the hospitals
but they didnt find him. Colin rose. Its just like hes disappeared off the
face of the fucking earth! He sat down again abruptly. Im sorry because I know
I promised you Id look after him and I let this happen.Colin, Amanda took hold
of his hand, but her voice quavered. As youve pointed out to me before, Liam is
nineteen and we cant protect him no matter how much we want to.But there must be
something I can do! I hate this waiting and not knowing!We feel the same way,
Colin, but its best to stay out of the way and let the police do their job. Peter
replied. They sat in silence. Colin held both of his parents hands in his.There
was a knock on the door and Russ, looking uncomfortable, came inside. Sorry to
intrude, Colin, but Armageddon is coming off stage.Okay, Russ, thanks. Colin
took a deep breath and got to his feet. Will you be all right?Well be fine.
Dont worry. Amanda said, trying to reassure him. Peter put his arm around her
and pulled her close to him.Colin went out into the hallway. Alethea was standing
outside the dressing room with her parents. How are Peter and Amanda?He shook his
head. Theyre pretty shook up even though theyre trying their best to hide it.
Could you sit with them while Im on stage? Im worried about mom.Louisa came over
and took his hand. Alethea told us about Liam. Is there anything we can
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do?Thanks for your concern but theres not much any of us can do except wait and
that is the hardest part.We can keep Peter and Amanda company, Louisa
decided.Id appreciate that.Unforgiven took the stage. When the cheers, screams
and clapping died down, Colin made a brief announcement, My brother, Liam, took
sick just before we came on stage so Jodi Crane has graciously offered to fill in
for him. Lets have a big welcome for Jodi! He worried during the concert that
the audience might be getting a second-rate performance. One look at the ecstatic
expressions on the faces of the fans and hearing their continual clapping, screaming
and whistling, convinced him that the fans werent aware of the turmoil, involving
the band. By the time the time Unforgiven had performed their final encore and left
the stage, Colin felt more tired than hed ever been in his entire life. They all
returned to the hotel. Aletheas parents had decided to come back and sit with
Peter and Amanda for a while. Colin was grateful for their concern. He returned to
his room and sank down on the bed. It was hard to believe this was the same bed
where he and Alethea had made such passionate love a few nights ago.Alethea touched
his shoulder. Im going to take a hot shower and hope it helps restore some of my
energy because I dont want to fall asleep until I know Liams safe. If theres any
newsIll tell you immediately, Colin replied, grasping her hand. He watched her
getting undressed then heard the shower. Suddenly his cell phone rang and he
answered it in mid-ring, Hello?I have your brother and Im going to kill him
unless you meet me!Who is this? Colin demanded, trying to remember why this
voice sounded so familiar to him.Never mind who I am. The only thing you need to
know is that I will kill your brother!Suddenly Colin remembered where hed heard
this voice before. It was the same person who had been calling him and leaving the
threatening messages on his voicemail! How do I know you really have Liam? Let me
talk to him! There was silence until Liams voice, sounding awfully shaky, filled
the line, Colin?Liam, are you all right?Im okay. To Colin, his voice sounded
as if somebody was prodding him to say whatever they thought he wanted to hear.
Suddenly Liam yelled, Dont come! Hes going to kill There was a sudden loud cry
from Liam then silence.Liam! Colin cried.You have exactly one hour or your
brother dies and his death wont be an easy one!Im coming! Dont hurt him
anymore! Where do I go?Father Michaels recited the address then added in a
menacing tone, Come alone because if I see anybody with you it means instant death
for your brother!The line went dead. Colin tore off the sheet of paper hed
written the address on and stuck it into the pocket of his jeans. He opened the
night stand drawer and took out the penlight he always had in case of a fire or
power failure. He glanced into the bathroom and saw Alethea was still showering.
He quietly opened the door and when he didnt see anybody around he stepped out into
the hall and quickly strode to the elevators. The security guard looked up as he
heard him coming.Im going down and see how my parents are holding up, Colin
lied. The elevator dinged then opened and he got in before the guard decided to
argue. Just in case he was watching the floor indicators on the elevator, Colin got
off on his parents floor then rode another elevator to the lobby. The doors opened
and he looked around. The lobby appeared deserted. He quickly walked out the front
entrance. He got in his rental car, reached over into the glove compartment and got
out a map provided by the rental company along with a notepad and pen. Holding the
penlight in his teeth, he located the address on the map then traced a route that
would get him there the fastest. He tossed the map aside, started the car then
pulled away from the curb. He drove, keeping exactly to the posted speed limits.
He worried, that by agreeing to come, he might have already signed Liams death
warrant. What was to stop this nutcase when he knew hed gotten what he
wanted?No! Colin thought. He wont do it that way. Hell wait until I get there
because his goal is to cause me the maximum amount of agony before he kills me. He
slowed down, looking for the address. It appeared to be in the older part of the
waterfront district. The address belonged to an abandoned or temporarily unoccupied
warehouse. He parked across the street from it, near the levee. Colin took a deep
breath and swallowed. God! He wasnt any hero and he didnt want to die! He
wished hed been able to tell Alethea that he loved her before hed left. He
grabbed the notepad and pen out of the glove compartment. He hurriedly scribbled a
note to Alethea, folded it, wrote her name on it and propped it up on the
dashboard. If he didnt make it, hopefully somebody would find the note when they
found the car and give it to her. As he got out of the car, he could hear the river
sloshing against the levee and the air had that grungy, fishy smell he always
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associated with rivers. He walked across the street and up to the warehouses
entrance. He heart was beating so hard it felt as if it was going to burst through
his chest. He took another deep breath to steady himself then pushed the door
open.Alethea got out of the shower and began to smooth baby oil on her damp skin.
While she dried, she took off her shower cap and began to brush her hair. Colin?
She called. Colin? She walked into the bedroom and found it empty. She wondered
if hed gone down to sit with Peter and Amanda then rejected that idea he would
have told her he was going. She sat down on the bed, feeling puzzled and uneasy.
Her eyes suddenly fell on the notepad next to the phone and she noticed there were
marks on it like somebody had pressed heavily on it as they wrote. She dug a pencil
out of her purse, shaded over the marks and an address in Colins handwriting
appeared. She recognized it immediately as being in the waterfront district. Oh
My God! Alethea dropped the notepad. Colin must have somehow discovered where
Liam was and gone after him, putting himself in deadly danger too! She quickly
dressed, tore the sheet with the address on it off the notepad and then ran down the
hall to McGregors room and pounded on the door. McGregor answered and she spilled
out her story then said, Weve got to go after him!He nodded then took out his gun
and a clip from the night stand drawer. Youre going to have to help me with
this.She nodded. Tell me what to do.Slide the clip in there, like that. Now
give it a hard whack and itll slide right in. Good!Alethea gave him back his
gun. Do you think well need that?I dont know, but Id rather have it with me.
Lets go!Wed better tell Steve whats happened. They stopped at Steves room
but he wasnt there so they left him a note, giving him all the pertinent
information and telling him to call the police. Alethea left it stuck in his door.
Outside, McGregor looked around for a cab to hail assuming Colin had taken the car.
Where are we going?This address is in the waterfront. The city hasnt completely
redone all of it and theres still areas where theres a lot of old, abandoned
warehouse.McGregor finally saw a cab and waved frantically to hail it.
Chapter 25Colin held the door open while he did a quick scan of the inside of the
warehouse. Its lighting was dim and it was dusty and dirty. Old and worn-looking
cartons were stacked so high he was unable to see over them. He came in cautiously
after jamming the door open so he could get Liam and get out fast. His gaze swept
the rafters, but many of them were in shadows and he was unable to tell for sure if
anybody was hiding up there. He moved quickly and quietly, using the cartons for
cover while working his way towards the back of the warehouse. When he reached a
spot where he could see the back wall, he peeked out into the open. What he saw
sent a chill down his spine. Liam lay sprawled on his face, unmoving, with his hand
and feet bound.Jesus Christ! Colin muttered, throwing caution to the wind,
rushing out and over to Liam. He knelt beside him and saw, to his relief that he
was breathing. He gently turned him over and saw the right side of his face
appeared swollen, marred by an ugly purplish-red bruise, running from his temple to
his cheekbone. Liam? Colin called softly.Liam moaned and opened one eye. The
other appeared swollen shut. It widened at the sight of his brother bending over
him.Colin put his finger to his lips indicating to him that he should remain quiet.
Liam tried to sit up, but it was obvious he was too dizzy to do it without help.
Here, lean against me, Colin whispered. Liam did as he instructed and he quickly
got Liams wrists untied.Colin, you have to go!Not without you!You have to!
Liam insisted urgently. He only kidnapped me to get you here so he could kill
you!He wont get me without a fight! Colin muttered as he untied the ropes on
Liams feet. Can you stand up?Liam shook his head. I feel awfully dizzy.Put
your arms around me, Colin said. Liam did so and Colin got him to his feet. Its
pretty far to the front door, but Ill help you. My cars a few more feet after
that. There was a sudden loud bang and he knew that the door had slammed shut,
either by itself or with help. They started off in the direction of the front
entrance, Liam leaning heavily on Colin, when they heard a menacing laugh that
chilled them. They looked up to see Liams kidnapper blocking their path.You
didnt really think I was going to let you just walk out of here, did you? Father
Michaels sneered. He was in dark clothing and stood blocking their only path to
freedom. Before Colin had time to react, he grabbed Liam away from him. Father
Michaels put his arm around Liam and kept him in front of him. In his other hand he
held a lethal looking knife poised at Liams throat.Youre the person who kept
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leaving those threatening messages on my voicemail! Colin accused him.Yes. I
wanted you to worry and suffer before I executed you!Let Liam go then! This is
just between you and me!You must be joking, Colin! Father Michaels gave another
menacing laugh. I intend to execute him while you watch! Ive already taken care
of your whore in Minneapolis! True, shes didnt die, but shell be a vegetable for
the rest of her worthless life and its a just punishment for fornicating with you!
When Im through executing you two, Ill pay a visit to that blond whore of
yours!You leave her alone! Colin growled. He had to stop himself from lunging
at him and throttling him.I cant do that, Colin, he chided. Because everything
you touch becomes fouled and sinful and has to be destroyed! God has chosen me to
be his avenging hand! Father Michaels proclaimed proudly.Suddenly, over Father
Michaels shoulder, Colin saw the door opening then saw McGregor. He watched,
horrified, as Alethea followed him inside. Moving quickly and quietly, they took
cover behind the piled cartons. He quickly refocused his attention on the threat in
front of him, hoping he hadnt noticed his momentary lapse of attention. What are
you going to do after you kill me? Are you going to kill my parents, too?Colin
felt surprised to see what looked to him like doubt slide across his assailants
face as if he were momentarily engaged in some sort of inner conflict. It vanished
as quickly as it had appeared and he squared his shoulders. Ill do whatever God
commands me to do.Out of the corner of his eye, Colin caught some movement off to
his left and knew it was Alethea and McGregor.Shoot him, Buck! Alethea hissed.
Youve got a clear shot!McGregor shook his head. I cant as long as he has Liam
in front of him. The risks are too high that Liam could be killed or
injured.Weve got to do something! Hes going to kill them!Colin knows were
here and I know hes going to do his damnedest to get that creep out from behind
Liam. We just have to wait for him to make his move.Are you going to kill all my
fans too? Thats a big job think you and God can handle it? Colin sneered.
You know what I think? I think youre a fucking pussy! If God wants you to kill
me; why are you hiding behind a scared kid? Youre not only a phony, but a gutless
phony!With a roar, Father Michaels shoved Liam aside and rushed Colin. Liam
crashed against a metal beam and slid to the floor, dazed. In that split second
before McGregor had a chance to react; Father Michaels plunged his knife into
Colins right side just above his waistline.Agonizing pain shot through Colins
body. He looked into Father Michaels face and saw his ecstatic expression before he
felt the knife being wrenched out of him again. He stumbled back a few steps, a
look of disbelief, on his face, then sank to his knees and collapsed on the
floor.No! Alethea screamed as she burst out of her hiding place before McGregor
had a chance to stop her. She threw herself across Colin in an attempt to protect
him from further injury. With what little strength Colin still had he tried to push
her away from him.Father Michaels grabbed Alethea by her hair and forced her to her
feet. She screamed in pain then in terror as he placed his knife, dripping with
Colins blood, against her throat. It looks like your whore wants to die with you,
Colin. How loyal she is! He sneered. Youre going to burn in hell for all
eternity and your whores will burn right beside you! Ill see to that!Caught up in
his bragging, Father Michaels loosened his hold on Alethea. Feeling this, she drove
her elbow into his rib cage hard and rolled away from him just as a loud report
reverberated through the warehouse. Father Michaels screamed, dropped his knife and
grabbed his arm. Blood leaked through his fingers and dripped on the floor. He
staggered a moment and then took off in a stumbling run. McGregor ran after
him.Sobbing, Alethea crawled back over to Colin and threw herself across him. She
was in shock and didnt know whether he was dead or alive.Liam groaned and tried to
sit up, but felt so nauseated he gave it up the idea. He heard Alethea sobbing and
with much effort, dragged himself to where she lay prostrate over Colins body. He
touched her arm and whispered, Alethea?Suddenly McGregor ran back in angrily
yelling, Fucking hell! The cocksucker had his car right outside and got
away!McGregor, is Colin alive? Liam called weakly.McGregor knelt beside him and
felt for the pulse in his neck. Hes still got a pulse, but its weak. He placed
his hand on Colin abdomen and grimaced. I think hes hemorrhaging inside and hes
not going to last long unless we can get him to a hospital immediately.Leave us
and take him. He said his car was outside somewhere. Liam fell back wracked with
nausea and despair.Suddenly they both heard the sirens, distant at first, but
getting louder as they came closer until they finally stopped. They could see light
flashing, hear doors slamming and several different voices, yelling and exclaiming
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loudly. The door burst open. Two police officers, their guns drawn, came through
first.Back here! McGregor yelled. We need help!Thats McGregor, Colins
bodyguard! Steve shouted, motioning them towards the back.The police officers
lowered their guns and moved aside for the paramedics and their equipment. Two of
them went immediately to Colin and the third one knelt beside Liam. Alethea still
lay protectively across her husband, refusing to allow anyone to touch him.Steve
knelt beside her. Alethea, these people are here to help Colin. You have to get
out of the way so they can do whatever they need to do. Together he and McGregor
got Alethea to her feet and away from Colin. Her blood-stained T-shirt stood out
noticeably even in the dim light.More police arrived. McGregor talked to a person
who identified herself as Marie Wickersham; she was the homicide detective in
charge. He pointed to where the knife used to stab Colin lay and a police officer
retrieved it and placed it in an evidence bag. He told her hed wounded Colins
assailant and showed her the trail of blood splotches that led outside.The fact
that hes wounded and has lost some blood may work to our advantage because hes
going to have to get his wound treated immediately or risk possible complications,
she remarked.The paramedics had stabilized Colin enough to transport him to the
hospital. Steve went over and knelt beside the paramedic who was treating Liam.
How is he doing?He was gently probing the bruise on Liams face. He took out a
penlight and said, Okay, Liam, follow this light with your eyes for me. Liam did
as he requested even though it made him feel dizzy and subsequently nauseous. The
paramedic put his penlight away and asked, Do you hurt anywhere else?No, just my
head mostly.It looks like he might have a concussion so were going to take him in
for observation. He turned back to Liam. Is that okay with you, Liam?I guess
so, Liam replied. What about Colin?Theyve got him stabilized enough to
transport him, but past that I dont know, Steve replied.Do you think you can walk
out to the ambulance, Liam? The paramedic asked. Otherwise we can bring a
stretcher in for you.I think I can make it if somebody helps me.The other two
paramedics, assisted by a police officer, were moving Colins stretcher. Alethea
walked beside it, holding tightly to Colins hand. Steve and the third paramedic
got Liam on his feet and supported him. Steve, whos going to tell mom and dad
whats happened? Liam asked as they helped him into the ambulance.Im going right
back and tell them whats happened and well go straight to the hospital so dont
worry about it, Liam, Steve assured him.Liam nodded as they slammed the back door
then the ambulance took off with it sirens wailing loudly. When the ambulance
arrived at the hospital they rushed Colin into one trauma room and Liam into
another. Alethea had to wait outside. She watched, unable to look elsewhere, as
nurses and doctors rushed in and out of the room where Colin was. After several
minutes a nurse came out carrying a manila envelope. She came over to Alethea.
Mrs. Matthews?Yes, Alethea asked, paling noticeably.These are your husbands
personal effects. Will you please verify that everythings here and sign this
receipt for me?Alethea poked around in the contents that included Colins wallet,
cell phone, his watch, earring, keys and various change. Wheres Colins wedding
ring? I dont see it in here.He still has it on. He regained consciousness for a
moment and said he wanted to keep it on.Alethea signed the receipt and gave it back
and the nurse gave her several other sheets of paper. Medical history and
insurance information, she explained with a sympathetic smile. Alethea looked at
them blankly, realizing she had no idea about either of them. Colin had never been
sick a day since shed known him. She looked up at the nurse and nodded towards the
trauma room. What are they doing in there?Our chief cardiovascular surgeon,
Doctor Trumbull, is in with your husband right now. Hes in the best hands
possible. Doctor Trumbull will be out shortly to talk with you. Can I get you a
cup of coffee or do anything else for you?Thank you, but Im all right.About ten
minutes later a tall, distinguished looking black man emerged from the trauma room,
carrying a thick book under one arm, and came over to Alethea. Mrs.
Matthews?Yes, Alethea replied with a nod.Im Doctor Trumbull, Chief of
Cardiovascular Surgery. He smiled at her confused look. In laymens terms it
means I operate on hearts and arteries.Hows Colin?Why dont we sit over here?
He suggested, taking her arm and guiding her to an empty section of the waiting
room. They seated themselves and he said, Your husband has been seriously
injured. He opened the book, an anatomy book, to a colored diagram. If youll
bear with me for a moment Ill use this to explain what happened to your husband
when he was stabbed.Alethea nodded. Alright. At that moment she saw Peter and
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Amanda hurry into the emergency area followed by her parents and Steve. Excuse me
for a moment, Doctor. She got up and went over to them.Where are Colin and Liam,
Alethea? Amanda asked frantically.Theyre still being examined, Amanda, but
Doctor Trumbull whose treating Colin, was just going to tell me about his
condition. She led them over to where Doctor Trumbull was sitting and introduced
them to him.Hows our son, Doctor? Peter asked anxiously.We did a CAT scan and
it showed his liver suffered a minor laceration which is easily repairable. The
major damage is to his hepatic artery. He showed them where the artery was using
the book. The knife nicked it and hes lost a great deal of blood. This vein,
called the portal vein, is very close to the artery and has also been damaged. Hes
bleeding from it also though not as severely as from his artery.What are Colins
chances? Alethea asked softly.Ill be frank, Mrs. MatthewsIts Alethea,
please.Alright, Alethea. Your husbands chances arent as good as Id prefer them
to be. As I said hes lost a lot of blood and his life signs are not strong. He
may not survive the surgery There was a gasp from both Alethea and Amanda.
Doctor Trumbull gave them a sympathetic look then continued, But without the
surgery he doesnt have any chance.Then you have to do the surgery, Alethea
replied without a hesitation.Ill need you to sign the consent forms. Well take
him upstairs as soon as thats done. He led Alethea over to the admitting desk
where she signed the required forms.Can I see Colin before you take him up?Doctor
Trumbull nodded. Yes, but only for a few seconds. Time is of the essence.Alethea
went into the trauma room where Colin lay. She flinched when she saw how ghastly
pale he looked. She bent slightly and stroked his forehead. Colin? There was no
visible response but she continued to talk to him. Doctor Trumbull says I can only
stay a few seconds. Hes the best doctor in this hospital so youre going to be
fine. She kissed his forehead and whispered, I love you! For just a second, she
felt Colins hand close around hers.Im sorry, Mrs. Matthews, but youll have to
leave now, A nurse attired in blue surgical scrubs announced from the doorway.As
they wheeled his stretcher out, Peter and Amanda came over to it. Youre going to
be fine, Son, Peter assured him. Amanda kissed him. We love you.Alethea walked
hurriedly beside the stretcher, holding Colins hand, until they got to the elevator
and she had to let go. She turned to find her parents, standing with Peter and
Amanda. Mom, Dad. They enfolded her in a tight hug.Are you all right,
Alethea? Beau demanded.Im fine, Dad. Im not injured.Louisa gave her a hug.
Colin will be fine, darling. He has ever reason in the world for wanting to
live.I know, Mom. She excused herself and went over to Peter and Amanda. Amanda
was crying and Peter was holding her tightly. Alethea gave her a hug. Moms
right, Amanda. Colin will be fine.Amanda got herself under control. I know.
Wheres Liam? Wed like to see him.Hes still in there, Alethea replied, nodding
towards Trauma Room Two.Hes probably worried sick about Colin. Peter said.Im
going to check on Liam then go upstairs to the surgical floor, Alethea said to her
parents. She followed Peter and Amanda into the trauma room.Liams eyes popped open
as heard the door open, but looked relieved when he saw his parents and Alethea
coming into the room. He gave his parents a big hug. You dont know how glad I am
to see you both! For a while there I thought I wouldnt and I probably wouldnt be
here if it werent for Colin.We know, Amanda said, giving him a kiss and stroking
his hair.Alethea studied him. He was pale and the ugly bruise that marred the side
of his face stood out vividly. The bruises that mottled his arms were testimony of
how much hed suffered at the hands of his kidnapper.Hows Colin? Liam asked
urgently.Hes in pretty serious condition, Alethea replied. They just took him
up to surgery. Doctor Trumbull said he has an artery and a vein that were nicked
when he was stabbed and hes lost a lot of blood. She lowered her head and
continued softly, He said Colins weak and might not survive the surgery but
without it, he doesnt have a chance.Colin will be fine, Alethea, Liam said
firmly. No way is he going to leave you!Alethea gave Liam a kiss. Im going
upstairs, but Ill check on you later, okay?Liam nodded. When you see Colin, tell
him Im pulling for him. Okay?I will, Liam, Alethea said, squeezing his hand.
She left the room.How are you feeling, Son? Peter asked.My head feels like its
splitting, Im dizzy and Im nauseous. They said theyre keeping me overnight for
observation, but theyll probably dismiss me sometime tomorrow. He looked at his
parents. Have that caught the creep who did this to us yet?Amanda shook her head,
wearily. We havent heard anything.I think he was stalking Colin. Liam said
suddenly.What makes you think that, Liam? Peter asked gently.I heard Colin accuse
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him of leaving threatening messages on voicemail, but how could he get Colins cell
number?Dont worry about that now. Well get it all sorted out when the police
catch him, Amanda said. Were going upstairs. Well check on you a little later.
She kissed him and stroked his cheek.Okay. Theyre going to be moving me into a
room so youll probably have to ask where I am.Well find you, dont worry, Peter
assured him, giving his hand a tight squeeze. They left and joined Aletheas
parents. Alethea noticed Amanda looked as if she was going to start crying again.
She cleared her throat and said in an awkward tone, I know this is a bad time,
Amanda, but could you possibly fill out this medical history sheet for me? Colins
always been so healthy and I dont know anything about his medical
history.Certainly, Im happy to be doing something.I dont have any idea whether
or not he has insurance either.Do you have his wallet, Alethea? Peter
asked.Yes. She nodded to the manila envelope Louisa was holding. Its in
there.He should have a medical card in his wallet, Peter advised.She found the
card and gave it to the admitting desk that quickly processed it. Im going
upstairs now.Well be up as soon as I finish this, Amanda said.Accompanied by her
parents, she took the elevator up to the surgical floor and walked into the waiting
room. Mace, Jake, Vanessa and Steve were already there waiting. Jazz was also
waiting. He gave Alethea a hug. Colin will be fine. Ive known him a long time
and hes a fighter!Vanessa rose immediately and gave her a hug, too. Its going
to be okay. At her attempt to comfort her, Alethea burst into tears and clung to
Vanessa, shaking with heartrending sobs. It took a few minutes to get control
again. Im sorry.Dont apologize youve had a horrible shock! Vanessa chided
her gently while giving her another hug.Both Mace and Jake stirred uncomfortably and
looked at each other then Mace cleared his throat and said, Alethea, Jake and I
want to apologize.Alethea wiped her eyes with the tissue Vanessa had given her and
shook her head. What for?This whole thing is our fault. Liam wouldnt have been
kidnapped by that nutcase if wed taken our bodyguards along with us like were
supposed to.Alethea shook her head again. This isnt yours or Jakes fault,
Mace. There was no way anybody could foresee this happening.But its still true
that we gave him the opportunity to act, Jake said morosely.It wouldnt have
mattered. He was determined to kill Colin. He would have found a way no matter
what the circumstances were.Peter and Amanda walked into the room just then.
Amandas eyes were very red and it was obvious shed been crying again. She sat
down in a chair and Peter sat down on its arm, placing his arm protectively around
her shoulder.The time had slowed to a crawl and the hands of the clock on the wall
seem to be creeping. Nobody had much to say and everybody seemed wrapped up in their
own thoughts.Excuse me, A voice from the doorway suddenly said, May I come
in?Everybody looked up to see a petite woman with dark hair, wearing an attractive
but business-like suit, standing in the doorway. McGregor, towering over her, stood
behind her.Please, come in, Peter said.She came in and introduced herself to them,
Im Detective Marie Wickersham. Ill be in charge of Colin and Liams cases. Im
sorry to intrude at this time, She apologized then continued, I need to ask you
some questions and Ill do it as quickly as I can.Its all right, Detective, we
want to find the person who did this and put him away for good! Peter
declared.Weve started a massive manhunt but its going to take time to check all
motels, car rental agencies and rooming houses in the city and in the outlying
parishes. We do have one advantage; hes wounded and bleeding. Hell have to get
it treated before he becomes too weak or an infection sets in.Do you know why he
tried to kill Colin? Amanda asked.I can only speculate, based on what Mr.
McGregor told me, but I believe he was a religious fanatic of some kind who took
offense to what he believed was your sons lifestyle.Alethea nodded. Yes, I
remember him saying that God had commanded him to kill Colin.Were going to be
checking some of the more extreme groups with a religious ax to grind to see if he
was a member or might have sought shelter with or help from them. Well also be
talking to any medical personnel who have dealing with these groups.Our younger
son, Liam believes Colin was being stalked by this person, Peter said.What makes
him think so?He said that Colin had accused this person of leaving threatening
messages on his voicemail although I dont know how he could have gotten Colins
cell number.Im sure Liams right because I came downstairs the night before Colin
left on tour and he seemed upset about something. He brushed my concern aside and
claimed he was suffering from pre-tour jitters, but it must have been when those
phone calls started, Alethea recalled.Is there a possibility that Colin might have
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kept the voicemail messages?He may have if he thought this person might continue
to harass him and hed need them as evidence. Peter smiled slightly. With his
mother and I being lawyers, hes probably heard enough about the importance of
evidence.Do you have your sons cell phone?Yes, Alethea said. She took Colins
cell out of the manila envelope and gave it to Wickersham.She pressed a button and
saw the amount of saved messages and then pressed the play button and listened for a
few minutes. She pressed the stop button and smiled. Well, it seems your son was
listening to your advice about the importance of evidence. We have a recording of
his voice and well be able to do a voiceprint match when we apprehend him.Damn!
Peter swore. I knew something was worrying Colin that morning we left for
Atlanta. I should have pushed him harder to tell me what was wrong!No, Peter,
Amanda said. If I hadnt been so worried about getting Colin and Liam to the
airport on time; you would have had more time to talk.Dont start blaming
yourselves for the actions of this person! Wickersham lectured them, her tone
severe. Youre in no way responsible for this. She turned to Alethea. Mr.
McGregor gave me a partial description of Colin assailant: Twenty-five to thirty,
height between 56 and 59, wiry build and light hair. Can you add anything to
this, Mrs. Matthews?Im sorry, but I was too scared about Colin to pay him any
attention even when he grabbed me. She apologized. Im sure Liam had the best
look at him.You wont be able to interview Liam tonight, but Im sure you can
speak to you tomorrow, Amanda said.Ill check back tomorrow. Im going to bring a
police artist with me and with Liams help we can have a composite of perpetrator
out on the streets by tomorrow evening. In the meantime, Im going to post guards
by both Colins and Liams rooms.Doctor Trumbull appeared in the doorway. He was
clad in fresh surgical scrubs. He felt very strongly that it was inappropriate to
talk to people while still wearing garments stained with their family members
blood. Alethea rose and put her hand to her throat. Is Colin?Colins out of
surgery. Ive repaired both his major and minor injuries successfully.Thats good
news then, isnt it? Jazz asked.Yes, but hes lost a great deal of blood and hes
extremely weak. The next twelve hours are critical and if he survives those, hes
got a fighting chance, barring any post-surgical complications. He noticed their
apprehensive expressions and added, Colins young, strong, and in excellent
health. He smiled at them. And he has some very strong motivations for
living.When can we see Colin? Amanda asked.As soon as hes out of recovery you
can see him, but only for a few minutes and Im limiting it to immediate family
only. Ill send somebody to get you when Colins out of recovery.Thank you,
Doctor Trumbull, youve been very kind, Peter said.Alethea hurried after him as he
left the waiting area and called, Doctor Trumbull?He stopped and turned. Yes
Alethea?I want to stay with Colin while hes in recovery. I promise I wont get
in the way or panic. I just want to be with my husband.Doctor Trumbull considered
her request for a moment then raised his eyebrows and replied, Well, its strictly
against hospital policy, but Im going to allow it. I think youre exactly what
Colin needs right now. He led Alethea to a room where a nurse helped her scrub
then get into a surgical gown and mask before taking her into the recovery
room.Alethea gasped as she saw Colin. He was so white that, except for his dark
hair and lashes, she wouldnt have been able to distinguish him from the pillow
underneath his head. She picked up his hand, noticing, not for the first time, how
long and slender his fingers were. She wrapped both her hands around his. Colin?
She whispered. There was no discernible reaction from him except that she noticed
on the heart monitor that his heartbeat had increased slightly when she spoke to
him. She brushed back his hair and stroked his face. Youre going to be fine.
Liams fine, too, and he said to tell you hes pulling for you. Im staying with
you every minute and help you get through this. She squeezed his hand. I love
you!It was almost an hour before a nurse came, got Peter and Amanda and led them to
the intensive care unit. Have you seen our daughter-in-law? Amanda asked the
nurse. We dont know where she is.Dont worry, shes fine. Shes been in
recovery with your son. Doctor Trumbull gave her permission to be there.Doctor
Trumbull stood by the nurses station, writing on a chart. He straightened up as he
saw them coming and motioned for them to wait. I just want to prepare you, before
you see Colin so you wont be shocked or frightened. Hes hooked up to quite a few
machines so were able to monitor his condition constantly. He stopped in front of
a window. His room is here and if you look in, you can see what Im talking
about.Amanda looked in, paled and wavered on her feet. Peter steadied her and led
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her over to an area where she could sit.Are you all right, Mrs. Matthews?Yes.
Im sorry. Colins always been so healthy hes never been hospitalized for
anything.Thats quite understandable, Doctor Trumbull sympathized.Alethea
appeared and sat down beside Amanda. How are you doing, Amanda?Im okay,
now.How is Colin, Alethea? Peter asked.Hes awfully pale and his skin feels
clammy, but She looked up at them, her eyes shining. I think he can hear me when
I talk to him.How can you be sure? Peter asked.Every time Ive talked to him
Ive noticed on the heart monitor that his heartbeat increases slightly. Watch the
monitor when you talk to him.We will. Are you ready to see Colin now,
Mandy?Amanda nodded and took hold of her husbands arm as they entered Colins
room. They were back in a few moments, smiling and looking relieved. Youre
right, Alethea! Im sure Colin can hear us. We watched the monitor and his
heartbeat did increase every time Peter or I spoke to him.Louisa suddenly appeared,
holding a folded piece of paper in her hand. Alethea, the police found Colins
rental car parked across the street from that warehouse. They found this note
addressed to you propped up on the dashboard. She handed the note to Alethea.Its
Colins writing. She unfolded it, scanned the contents then burst into tears and
dropped the note. Peter caught it as it fluttered to the floor.What does it say?
Louisa asked.Its from Colin. Hes telling Alethea how much he loves her. Peter
skipped the more intimate parts. Hes apologizing for going after Liam the way he
did, but says he knew shed insist on going with him and he couldnt risk her
getting hurt or killed. Hes telling her no matter what happens, hell never stop
loving her and hes asking her to tell us and Liam that he loves us in case he
doesnt make it back.Amanda bit her trembling lips to keep herself from crying
aloud, but tears streamed down her face. Peters eyes were also moist. Alethea got
herself under control, stood up and announced, Im going to stay all night with
Colin.Mandy and I will be in the waiting room and whenever you want to take a
rest, well sit with Colin.Alethea nodded then disappeared back into Colins room.
She kissed him and took hold of his hand. Im back and Im going to be with you
all night.In the corridor, Amanda gave a sigh and sagged against Peter. She
glanced at the police officer sitting outside of Colins room. Its so hard to
believe that our sons are still in danger from that psycho!I know, Mandy, but
Detective Wickersham is making sure theyre safe.Im so frightened, Peter.He put
his arm around Amanda and pulled her close to him. Everythings going to work
out. Why dont we go to the waiting room and try to rest.Louisa walked with them.
I think Ill go home, but if you need anything at all, please give us a
call.Thank you, Louisa, Amanda said. She sat down on the couch, kicked off her
pumps and curled her feet underneath her.Peter went to get them some coffee. He was
back in a few moments with two cups, one of which he handed to her. This stuff is
so weak; it probably doesnt have much kick to it.I dont care. Its hot and Im
so cold.Peter put his arm around her and she rested her head on his shoulder. He
yawned and scrubbed at his face. Suddenly, he sat up straight and said, My
God!Whats wrong? Amanda asked in alarm.Wed better call our parents, and Dick
and Angie right away about Colin before they hear it somewhere else.Lord, yes! I
never even thought of them!Well, there isnt anything we could have told them
until now, Mandy. I dont know how Im going to tell them. Theyll be absolutely
distraught!Well tell them Colins came through the surgery okay and hes holding
his own and Liam suffered only minor injuries and will be dismissed
tomorrow.Theyll want to fly out here because if Peter paused and took a deep
breath. If Colin doesnt make it and they werent here, theyll never forgive
themselves.Nothings going to happen to Colin. Hes going to be just
fine.
Chapter 26Colin opened his eyes and looked around him. He knew immediately he was
in a hospital, but he didnt have any memory of how hed gotten here. His eyes
widened and his heart started to race as the possibility of a car accident or of
their plane crashing occurred to him. He tried to get up, but a jolt of pain so bad
it felt as if a lightning bolt had hit him and shot through his right side. He fell
back, biting back a cry of pain. He tried to think but his mind was foggy and
moving slower than molasses. He silently recited the verses to Ruins of Love in an
attempt to calm himself. A picture of him singing the song at the concert popped
into his head and of the fans standing on their feet cheering and clapping wildly
after the final encore. He saw himself turning around and seeing Mace and Jake, but
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instead of Liam, Jodi Crane was playing his keyboards. Suddenly the fog that had
shrouded his mind dissipated and he could recall everything: His and Aletheas
wedding, Liams disappearance and Liams kidnapper. Finally, he relived his
stabbing vividly, feeling the knife being thrust into him, seeing his assailants
look of ecstasy and feeling it being wrenched out of him again. Colin closed his
eyes and a groan slipped out of him.Colin?He opened his eyes and saw Aletheas
worried face hovering above him. She stroked his face. Are you in pain? He
tried to speak but nothing came out, but a croak. Ill be right back. She was
back in a second, holding a plastic cup with a straw in it. Here, take a sip of
water. Colin took a small sip then a second one. Better? Alethea asked,
setting the cup aside.He nodded then whispered, Liam?He suffered minor injuries
and they kept him overnight for observation, but hes supposed to get out later
today.Colin nodded. It was too much of an effort to talk.Do you remember what
happened to you?He nodded. Stabbed. His hand moved restlessly over the covers
and he could feel the thickness of the bandage that covered his wound.Alethea
nodded. Yes. You were in surgery for over two hours while Doctor Trumbull
repaired the damages, but he said youre going to make a full recovery.Catch
him?No, but McGregor wounded him and the police think itll slow him down and
make him easier to apprehend.So tired, Colin mumbled.I know, but can you stay
awake for a few more minutes?He nodded again.Alethea tapped on the window of the
intensive care unit and motioned to Colins parents. They hurried into the room.
Amanda brushed back his hair and gave him a kiss on his forehead. How are you?
Weve been so worried about you.Colin nodded and tried to smile. Been
better.Peter squeezed his hand and gave him a kiss. Do you have any
pain?Little, He admitted, Really tired.Well let you go back to sleep. Its
what will do you the most good, Alethea replied.Okay. He replied and closed his
eyes again, but before he dropped off the sleep, he mumbled, So glad youre
here.Amanda stroked Colins forehead then looked up at Peter and Alethea and said,
Colins forehead feels hot to me.Peter placed his hand on Colins forehead. Yes
he does, but I think its because theyve got three blankets covering him.Alethea
felt his forehead. He does feel hot, but its certainly an improvement over last
night when he felt so terribly clammy.A nurse came in to take Colins temperature
and blood pressure. They had been coming in every half-hour since hed gotten out
of surgery.Good morning, Doctor Trumbull said as he entered the room. How is
Colin doing? He took the chart the nurse handed him and studied it.His colors a
lot better and he was awake briefly, Alethea said.Good. Thats a very good
sign.The nurse led them out into the hallway. Doctor Trumbull will speak to you
as soon as he finishes examining Colin.It was several minutes before Doctor
Trumbull came out of his room again. Hows Colin, Doctor? Alethea asked.Well,
his blood pressure has continued to rise and its currently 110/70. Thats the good
news. The bad news is his temperature is also up, not significantly, but still
above normal.Does it mean Colins developing an infection? Peter asked.The
possibility was always there. Ive had him on a wide-spectrum antibiotic since he
came out of surgery, but Im ordering a blood culture done. Once I get back the
results Ill decide then whether or not to increase the antibiotic hes currently on
or switch him to a different one. In the meantime hes not in any immediate
danger. Why dont you have breakfast, get some rest, and Ill check back with you
when Ive gotten the test results.Thank you, Doctor, Peter replied. He turned
back to his wife. How does some breakfast sound, Mandy? Alethea, youre welcome to
join us.I dont know, Alethea said as she looked into Colins room.Colins
asleep and he probably wont wake up again until later. When did you eat last?
Amanda asked.Alethea shook her head in a dazed manner, trying to remember.I thought
so. She took Aletheas arm. Youd better have some breakfast no
arguments.But I dont want to leave, She protested. Im really not hungry
anyway.At that moment Louisa and Beau came down the hallway. Louisa carried a bag
and Beau was shaking his head in disbelief. Do you know theres close to three
hundred people, mostly kids and young people waiting outside the hospital?I think
theyre fans of Colins. The news of his stabbing has been all over our local news
and its one of CNNs top stories, Louisa added.Thank God, we called our families
last night! Peter remarked.Louisa, were trying to convince Alethea she should
eat breakfast, Amanda said.I cant leave Colin alone. What if he wakes up again
and none of us are there?You wont be gone that long and Ill sit with Colin until
you come back. If he does wake up Ill tell him youre having breakfast and youll
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be back shortly. Sensing that Alethea was weakening, Louisa held out the bag to
her. We stopped by your hotel and picked up a change of clothing for you.Alethea
looked down, noticing her appearance for the first time since Colins stabbing.
Im a mess! She sighed. Well, I am a little bit hungry, I guess. Ill get
cleaned up and changed and then we can have breakfast.I think Ill join you for a
cup of coffee, Beau said.Alethea was back in a few minutes, her clothing fresh and
feeling much better. Thanks, Mom, for doing this.Thank you, Louisa for helping
us to convince her. Amanda said.By the time theyd gotten back from breakfast
Doctor Trumbull had the results of Colins blood culture and had decided to go with
a different and stronger antibiotic. Were lucky because we caught this infection
in its earliest stage. It should respond well to this antibiotic and it wont
lengthen his recovery period.Colins temperature continued to rise, but finally
leveled off at 102 degrees. He woke up briefly when Liam stopped in to see him.
So glad youre okay, he whispered.I wouldnt be if it wasnt for you! How are
you?Ive been better, but I cant complain, he joked weakly.Ill let you go back
to sleep, Liam said. I just wanted to check on you.Glad you did. Sorry, I
cant seem to stay awake for very long, He apologized, his voice drifting off as he
fell back to sleep.Liam left Colins room with his parents. Is Colin really going
to be all right?Yes, eventually. Hes got a temperature and hes on a strong
antibiotic. Thats probably why he seems so groggy, Amanda explained. But he
looks one hundred percent better than he did when he came out of surgery last
night.Amen to that! Peter added.Rather than fighting their way through the mob
of media people that had the hotel under siege Louisa had invited Peter, Amanda and
Liam to stay at their home. Its a huge house and theres plenty of room. They
accepted her offer gratefully. Liam was grateful because he felt more secure there
than he would have felt in the hotel even with his bodyguard and the hotel security
guards. Peter and Amanda didnt worry about leaving him alone because Vanessa was
still staying there, too. She had no intention of leaving until Colin was well on
the road to recovery. Liam was grateful for her company because he didnt have to
be alone with the fears that seemed to plague him lately especially with their
assailant still at large.Jeff Michaels came downstairs, Sunday morning after
changing out of the clothes hed worn to Mass. He walked into the kitchen where
Kathleen was putting breakfast on the table. Anything I can help you with,
Kate?No, everythings ready. Wheres Caitlin?I thought I heard her cell phone
ring when I was upstairs. Shell probably be along in a few minutes.Everything
will be cold, Kathleen fussed.They heard Caitlin hurry downstairs and go into the
family room then heard the television. It sounded like CNN, but Jeff couldnt make
out what they were saying. Cait? Breakfast is ready, Jeff called. He didnt get
an answer. He went to the door of the family room.Cait?Caitlin turned around at
the sound of his voice. Sorry, Daddy! Jemma called and told me to turn on the
newscast on CNN. She was crying when she called! Its horrible and I dont blame
her for being upset!Whats wrong? Jeff asked alarmed.Somebody stabbed Colin
Matthews after Unforgivens concert in New Orleans last night! The news said his
condition is critical and he might not make it Daddy!Jeff gasped, grabbing the
doorway of the family room, his face draining of color and his eyes glassy-looking.
Caitlin ran to his side. Mom, call 911! I think Daddys having a heart
attack!Kathleen came from the kitchen and stood in the doorway listening to the
news report about Colins stabbing. Her eyes were gleaming and her smile was
triumphant.No! He slumped down into a nearby chair. Im fine.No, you
arent! Caitlin argued. Somethings wrong!Jeff rose unsteadily to his feet. He
moved very slowly as if hes aged ten years in a moments time. Cait, come into
the living room with me, please. Theres something I need to talk to you
about.Kathleen hurriedly stepped in front of her husband. What are you going to
tell Caitlin?What I should have told her as soon as she was old enough to
understand it.Jeff, we agreed a long time ago our children would never know about
that unfortunate past escapade of yours!Kate, it wasnt an escapade and neither
Dave or Caitlin are children any longer. They have a right to know.A right to know
what? Confused and upset by her mothers sudden animosity, Caitlin looked from her
mother to her father.Cait, in the bottom drawer of my desk is a manila envelope.
The drawers locked and youll find the key under the blotter. Would you get it for
me, please?Sure, Daddy, She replied, happy to escape from the tension for even a
moment. She was back quickly with a thick envelope and gave it to her father.He sat
down on the couch and carefully placed the envelope on the coffee table in front of
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him. Sit please, Cait.This is thoroughly sickening! I cant believe youre
going back on your promise to me!Jeff looked up at his wife, suddenly realizing how
much she knew and, apparently had for some time. He shook his head tiredly. Kate,
Im sorry, but when I made that promise to you I never thought Id feel any
different.Im never going to forgive you for this! She spat and stormed out of
the room. They heard her bedroom door slam upstairs.Jeff turned back to Caitlin and
explained, What your mother and I are arguing about is my first marriage and the
child it produced.Caitlin mouth dropped open with shock. No!Yes. I was married
when I was eighteen. We werent out of high school even a year and in retrospect,
it probably wouldve been better if wed waited, but He shrugged. Wed barely
been married three months when Amanda got pregnant. He paused with a pained look
on his face then continued, I was very immature and irresponsible. When she told
me all I could see was a major ball and chain on my party time so He paused with a
pained look. I took off.You ran out on her? Caitlin asked in a shocked
tone.Yes. Believe me its not something Im proud of! He was silent for a few
moments then picked up his narration, I spent six months traveling across the
country, working odd jobs. I ended up here. Id matured a lot by that point and I
decided to go back to school and get my degree. Thats where I met your mother and
we fell in love and got married.Did you ever wonder about that other child?Not
until after Dave was born and I realized how much I enjoyed being a father. I
started to search, but I ran into a roadblock immediately because I didnt know the
childs sex or birth date.So, what youre telling me is that Colins your
son?Yes, Jeff whispered. Ive known it for quite awhile.How did you find out
for sure? Id managed to get a copy of Amandas and my divorce decree which stated
that she had been awarded custody of a minor, male child named Colin. The trail
dried up completely after that! Of course, I didnt know shed remarried and her
second husband had adopted Colin.How did you pick up on him again?Your
grandparents. Several months ago they sent me a newspaper clipping about
Californias new attorney general. It mentioned he had a wife, Amanda and two sons,
Colin and Liam. I remembered Peter Matthews immediately. He was always hanging
around Amanda! Shortly afterwards there was that cover story about Unforgiven in
People Weekly that confirmed my suspicions.Caitlin nodded. Jemma still has a
copy.Well, some of my co-workers teased me about the lead guitarists resemblance
to me. He did resemble me a great deal. I hired a private investigator to check out
Colin. He handed the manila envelope to Caitlin. This is the information he got
for me.She riffled through its contents. Among the things it contained were
Colins birth certificate, his adoption papers, drivers license and his home
address and cell phone number. There were also many surveillance photos. Pictures
of Colin and his family, several pictures of Colin and Liam together. There was one
of Colin with an older, very attractive blond woman. Is this Amanda?Yes, thats
her.Gosh! Shes really pretty! I forgot to tell you, Daddy, but the newscast
said Colin was married yesterday morning so you have a daughter-in-law now.
Caitlin picked up another photo of Colin and Alethea, walking around in what looked
to be some sort of open-air market. I wonder if this is his wife.Im guessing she
is.Caitlin nodded. The newscast didnt show any pictures of the wedding so I dont
know if this is her, but Ill bet it is too. She picked up the sheet with Colins
address and cell number on it. Did you ever try to call him or stop at his
home?Jeff sighed, thinking how much of Colins life hed missed. Since Ive had
his number Ive called it several times, but every time it starts to ring, Id get
cold feet and hang up. The last time we visited grandpa and grandma, I drove past
his home in Sausalito three or four times, hoping to catch a glimpse of him, but I
couldnt work up enough courage to stop and ring his doorbell.What about when he
was here? Did you try to contact him?I went out to Rosedale Mall, but I only
watched him from a distance.Did you call him?I tried, but when he answered I
panicked and hung up. What could I have said? Tell him I was the father who ran
out on him twenty-eight years ago then ask him out for coffee?Youre going to New
Orleans, arent you?Jeff shook his head. I doubt Id be a welcome.Youre still
Colins father! Caitlin argued.Most people would say I terminated that right when
I ran out on Amanda.Daddy, Colins an adult and if he wants to see you then
theres nothing his family can do.Cait, I have to face the fact that he may not
want to see me. After all, I dont have any idea what Amanda and Peter may have
told him about me.They cant erase the fact that youre Colins biological father
no matter what! Caitlin argued. Daddy, if you dont go and Colin dies, youll be
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kicking yourself for the rest of your life! Though she spoke passionately, she
could see it was having little effect on him. If you dont want to go alone, Ill
go with you because Id love to get to know my new brother.You certainly will not
go anywhere near that disgusting pervert!Jeff and Caitlin looked up to see that
Kathleen had reentered the room. She strode over to them, her eyes blazing. She
glared at her husband and with a wave of her arm swept everything off the coffee
table. If you want to get chummy with that creep, go ahead, but I can and I will
protect our daughter from him! I think he got exactly what he deserved and if
theres any justice he wont survive it!Mom! Shocked by her mothers vengeful
and venomous tone, nonetheless, Caitlin attempted to calm her. Its unchristian to
say something like that and if Dave were here hed agree with me.If Dave were here
hed say Colin Matthews is an evil person who brought this on himself by his own
evil deeds and it will be a fitting punishment if he dies and burns in hell for all
eternity!Kate, Im sorry you feel this way, but Caits right. I couldnt live with
myself if Colin dies and I never got the chance to know him.Jeff, if you leave
this house for that reason you can forget about ever coming back!Mom! Caitlin
cried.Im sorry youre hurt, Caitlin, but your father has to make a choice. Its
either that pervert or us!Kate, why does it have to be like this? Jeff pleaded.
I love you and I love our children! I just want a chance to know my other son
too.Then youre choosing him over us! She snapped.Kate, were both very upset
right now. Why dont we wait and discuss this further when I get back? Without
waiting for her reply he went into his study. He sank down on the couch,
exhausted. He felt as if he was forty-seven going on two hundred. He buried his
face in his hands.There was a knock on the door and Caitlin peeked inside. Daddy?
Are you okay?Yes. Come in, Cait.She came in, shutting the door behind her and
held out the manila envelope. I thought youd want this back.Thanks, Cait. Put
it in the bottom drawer, please. He slumped back on the couch. Im so tired I
dont know what to do first.I think you should call grandpa and grandma right away
before they hear about Colin somewhere else then youll need to make reservations
for New Orleans. I can do that for you while youre talking to grandpa and
grandma. Ill just use your computer.Thanks, Cait, and I appreciate your offer to
come with me, but seeing how upset your mother is I think it would be better if you
stay here. He held up his hands. Id like nothing more than to have you come
with me, but I dont know what Im going to find when I get there. I may not even
be allowed to see Colin.Caitlin frowned momentarily then said, Okay, if it makes
things easier. Can I ask you something?Of course.Mom knew you had a child
before you she married you, but married you anyway. So why is she acting like
youve stabbed her in the back all of a sudden?It was very stupid and arrogant of
me not to realize shed see Colin at the concert and realize he was my son. Even
Jemma saw the resemblance between us. It must have been a terrible shock to
her!But moms ranting and raving like Colins some kind of threat to our family!
I mean he doesnt even know we exist! Do you suppose shes afraid youre still in
love with Amanda?She knows better than that. Whatever Amanda and I might have had
died a long time ago. Shes got nothing to fear. He looked at Caitlin. I do owe
you an apology.For what, Daddy?For not telling you about Colin especially when
you told me about Jemma noticing our resemblance.Thats okay, Daddy. I wouldnt
expect you to go back on a promise you made to mom. How do you think Dave will feel
about Colin?Jeff pursed his lips and expelled some air then shook his head. Not
good if his previous reactions to Colin are anything to judge by.But surely Dave
will see he was wrong and hell welcome Colin into our family.I dont think Daves
going to have a chance to warm up to Colin because your mothers determined to pull
in the welcome mat. He picked up the phone then sighed. Im certainly not
looking forward to telling your grandparents this terrible news! They were so
excited to have finally found their eldest grandchild and theyve so been looking
forward to eventually meeting him. Now, I have to tell them this!Youve got to
think positively, Daddy and tell grandpa and grandma to do the same, Caitlin urged,
seating herself at her fathers computer. Be sure to give them my love. As she
reserved her fathers plane tickets, she listened to his end of the conversation
with her grandparents. She could tell how upset they were by her fathers facial
expressions.Jeff hung up and sighed again. Theyre distraught over the news about
Colin! They were ready to get on a plane to New Orleans, but I was able to talk
them out of it. I told them it might be too much of a shock for him to have us all
descend on him at once. I promised them Id call after Id been to the
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hospital.Will you call me, too?When I know anything definite, I will, Jeff
promised.
Chapter 27Colins temperature remained steady at 102 degrees into the evening, but
finally broke around midnight and by morning was only slightly above normal. Doctor
Trumbull expressed himself as being satisfied with the progress Colin was making.
Colins temperature is down and his wound shows no signs of any infection. We
caught this in plenty of time, but as a precaution Im going to keep him on the
antibiotic for a couple of days more. I believe I can now say with certainty that
hes past the most critical point.Thats great news, Doctor! Peter replied,
hugging Amanda and Alethea.Doctor Trumbull held up his hands. Hes still facing a
painful healing process plus possible emotional complications. Id just like you to
be aware of that. He looked at them sternly. In the meantime, I suggest you get
some rest. The three of you look like hell if you dont mind my saying so.The
elevator dinged and Aletheas parents, followed by Steve, walked out and came over
to where everybody else was standing. Poor Steve looked hassled, frazzled and very
tired.Mom, Dad, Doctor Trumbull says Colins completely out of danger!That is
good news, darling! Louisa replied, giving her a hug. Im so happy for you!
She gave Amanda a hug too. I know how relieved you must be.That is good news!
Steve said, smiling broadly for a moment but then his smile quickly changed to a
frown. At least Ill have something definite to tell the press. Devon, Atlantics
PR staff, and I have been going nuts trying to keep them at bay and away from you,
but we havent been completely successful. Mace and Jake are under siege at the
hotel and there were several reporters hanging around the front entrance of the
hospital when we arrived just now. We managed to dodge them, but if youre planning
to leave, Id find another exit. He turned to Doctor Trumbull. Doctor, can I
possibly prevail on you to issue a statement to the press about Colins
condition?Why dont you call me later today and well set up a time thats
convenient for Ill do that. Thank you, Doctor.Good. He turned his attention
back to Alethea, Peter and Amanda. As for the rest of you go!Amanda looked at
Peter. I guess itd be all right to leave.Or we can just take a short rest in
the waiting room if you dont want to leave the hospital, Mandy.Let me call Liam,
tell him the good news, and see how hes doing before I decide, She replied, taking
her cell out of her purse.Alethea, I want you to get some rest. Youre exhausted,
Louisa said to Alethea. Ill sit with Colin while youre resting and if he wakes
up Ill tell him youre resting. Will that be alright?Okay, Mom, thanks, she
replied.Amanda came back. Liam says hes fine and we should stay here. She
smiled momentarily. He says he and Vanessa are playing gin and he hasnt won a
game yet.Alethea smiled faintly. Vanessa earned extra money in college playing in
gin tournaments so hes playing with the best.They walked into the waiting room.
Alethea sat with her feet curled under her, resting her head on her fathers
shoulder. Peter put his arm around Amanda and she fit herself comfortably against
him. In spite of the noise the surgical floor generated, all of them, excepting for
Beau, were asleep within minutes.Jeff looked out the window of his taxi as it made
its way from the airport to the hospital. Hed left Minneapolis earlier that
morning and arrived in New Orleans a few minutes before noon. The flight had been
uneventful and generally he enjoyed flying, but his anxieties over Colins condition
made every delay seem agonizingly long. His stomach rumbled, but he ignored it.
Hed grab something to eat once he had some definite news about his son. He
wondered what his new daughter-in-law was like. He recalled the business trip hed
made to San Francisco earlier that spring. As usual, hed driven to Sausalito and
past Colins house to see if he might catch a glimpse of him and this time he had.
Colin and an attractive young woman, with blond hair, had been outside washing a
Jeep Patriot. He slowed down to watch them for a moment. They looked as if they
were having fun, laughing and soaking each other while washing the Jeep. He
wondered if this was the young lady Colin had chosen as his bride. Well, he was
about to find out the answer to that question. The taxi pulled up to the front
entrance to the hospital. He was amazed at the size of the crowd outside of the
hospital. Jeff picked out the reporters right away, but since they had no idea who
he really was he could pass through them unnoticed. Once inside the hospital he
took the elevator up to the intensive care floor, logically figuring thats where
Colin would most likely be. He saw the main desk, but there was no one at it so he
continued down the hallway, surprised that nobody had yet challenged him. Caitlin
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had mentioned that the police had put a twenty-four hour guard on both Colin and
Liams rooms. He looked for a guarded room, but saw none. He kept glancing into
the rooms as he passed them and finally found Colins room. He saw immediately that
Colin appeared to be in the throes of a nightmare, thrashing and rolling around.
No! No! Dont hurt them! Im the one you want! Alethea! Liam! No! He woke
suddenly with a loud cry of pain, rolling over and clutching his side.Jeff rushed
inside. Colin! Are you all right? Colin looked up at him but, possibly because
of the drugs he was receiving, his eyes looked glazed and unfocused so he wasnt
sure how much he realized. Are you in pain?Colin stared up at him, but because
his eyes kept going in and out of focus, all he could mostly see was a blurred face
bending over him. The persons voice, for some reason, was comforting and strangely
familiar. He licked his lips and tried to speak, but his mouth was very dry. He
nodded in answer to Jeffs question about the pain.Jeff reached for the call
button. Ill call somebody so they can give you something for your pain.Colin
grabbed Jeffs hand and shook his head. He motioned to the water pitcher beside his
bed.Jeff poured water into a cup, stuck a straw in it and steadied him so he could
sip it. Better?Colin nodded and whispered, Thanks.Youre welcome. He helped
Colin lay down again and asked, What about your pain? Is it still
bad?Better.Jeff nodded. Good. Why dont you try and go back to sleep. He was
going to leave, but Colin grabbed his hand and held it tightly. Jeff couldnt
believe how strong his grip was.Would you like me to stay until you fall asleep
again?Colin nodded and closed his eyes. His breathing deepened, but he still held
tightly to Jeffs hand. He continued being surprised by Colins reaction, but
figured it was due mostly to the nightmare hed apparently had.Amanda woke up,
startled at first, then she remembered where she was and why. She looked at her
watch and saw that shed slept soundly for three hours. She decided to check on
Colin first then wake Peter so they could have lunch.Amanda?She looked over and
saw Alethea was awake also. I was just going to check on Colin.Why dont we do it
together?Beside her, Peter stirred and woke. He stretched then smiled at her.
Sleep well?Yes, surprisingly well, Amanda replied.Beau was awake, too. I dont
know about anybody else, but I could use a cup of coffee real coffee and not the
watery stuff this hospital calls coffee!That sounds like great, Peter replied.
Ive heard New Orleans is famous for its coffees.Yes, it is and I know a place
near the University where the coffee is an excellent example of our finest.Lead
the way, Peter said. He turned to Amanda and Alethea. Well be back shortly with
the coffee.Okay. Well be in Colins room.As they walked down the hall, Alethea
giggled. Ill have to remember to tell Colin theres actually is something my
father and his father agree on. She thought a moment. I think Ill surprise
Colin and buy him some New Orleans special blend coffees to take back home with
us.Hell really enjoy that since he does love his coffee. I think he must have
inherited that from Luke, Amanda said.Luke?Luke is my former father-in-law.
She sighed. He and Nora have been on my mind a lot in the last couple of days.
Ive been feeling so guilty for having kept Colin from them especially when it
looked as if we might lose him. They were never anything but kind to me and I took
out my anger at Jeff on them.Jeff is Colins biological father?Yes.Alethea
stopped so suddenly that Amanda almost bumped into her and said, Whos that with
Colin?Amanda looked into his room but could only see the back of the man. I dont
know, but Im going to find out! She strode into the room, grabbed the mans arm
and whirled him around. She suddenly paled, her mouth dropped open in shock and she
stepped away from him. Jeff!Hello, Amanda.Alethea looked at the man and there
was no need for anybody to tell her that this was Colins biological father.
Colins resemblance to him was uncanny. She mused for a moment on the fact that she
and Amanda had been talking about him seconds before.Amanda recovered from her shock
of seeing him quickly. Well, Jeff! Fancy seeing you here! What rock did you
decide to crawl out from under?Amanda, hush! Jeff nodded at Colin who had
awakened at the sound of his mothers voice.She moved quickly to Colins side,
brushed back his hair and kissed his forehead. Im sorry I woke you. Go back to
sleep.Colins eyes shifted uncertainly between his mother and the unknown man. It
was impossible not to sense of the tension between them and he knew something wasnt
right, but he felt much too tired and muddled to try and figure it out right now.
He closed his eyes and drifted back to sleep. Jeff waited until Colin had
definitely fallen asleep before he gently loosened his hand. He led Amanda out into
the hallway. Alethea tucked the covers around him, kissed him and then followed
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Jeff and Amanda outside.I was just going to check on Colin and try to find out what
his condition was. His grandparents are sick with worry about him and so am I. He
had a nightmare and he woke up scared and in pain. There wasnt anybody here, but
me.Why didnt you turn around and leave just like you did before! Amanda
snapped.Im still his biological father, Amanda! You cant change that fact no
matter what!His biological father who couldnt leave fast enough when he found out
about his impending fatherhood! She sneered. Why dont you go back to wherever
you came from and leave us alone!Im staying right here until I can see Colin,
Jeff replied in a calm but firm tone.Louisa suddenly appeared, holding a cup of hot
tea. She looked at Jeff and Amanda then asked, What on earth is going on
here?Im sorry you had to see this, Louisa, Amanda apologized and then in a
grudging tone she said, This is my ex-husband and Colins biological father,
Jeffrey Michaels.If Louisa was shocked she didnt show it. Hello. She offered
him her hand. Im Colins mother-in-law, Louisa Ford.Its nice to meet you,
Jeff replied, shaking her hand. He turned to Alethea. And you must be Colins
bride?Yes, Im Alethea. Its nice to meet you. Off to his side, she saw Peter
and her father exit the elevator. Peter stopped short, a look of disbelief on his
face when he saw Jeff. He shoved the bag, containing the coffee at Beau and quickly
strode over to them. He put his arm protectively around his wife. What the hell
do you want, Michaels? Havent you caused enough misery for one lifetime?Its all
right, darling, Amanda said, placing her hand on his chest.Im not here to cause
any trouble, Peter. I just want to see my son.Your son? Is this the same son you
didnt want anything to do with twenty-eight years ago?Alethea looked from Peter to
Jeff and back again. The animosity between them was almost visible.Amanda, can I
talk to you? He looked at Peter. In private?Amanda nodded reluctantly. I
suppose.Mandy Peter started to protest.Colin woke up once and I dont know how
much he was aware of. Will you stay here in case he wakes up again and has
questions?If thats what you feel is best, Peter conceded reluctantly.Thank you,
darling, She whispered, giving him a kiss. I wont be long. She and Jeff went
up to a roof-top garden terrace the hospital maintained for its staff and patients.
The air was sultry and the view was hazy. She leaned against the balcony, her arms
crossed. Okay, Jeff, whats so all-fired important you couldnt say it
downstairs?So, you married Peter Matthews, Jeff remarked, shoving his hands into
his pockets and strolling around. I dont know why I didnt think of him right
away when I started searching for Colin.Did you think I was pining away for you
after you ran out on me? I had better things to do! Amanda snapped then took a
deep breath. You were searching for Colin? Why?I started searching for him
after my son, Dave, was born. Hes two years younger than Colin. I discovered how
much I enjoyed being a father and I wanted to be a father to my other child, too. I
got stymied at first because I didnt know his sex or his birth date. He looked up
at Amanda. You never told me how far along you were.You didnt stay around to
find out!No, I didnt, Jeff agreed, surprising her with his honesty. My first
glimmer of hope came when I obtained a copy of our divorce decree that said you were
granted custody of a minor male child, Colin. I couldnt find a trace of him
anywhere after that. Of course, I didnt know you had remarried and Peter had
adopted Colin.No, you just arrogantly assumed that every man is as irresponsible
as you! She replied sarcastically.He ignored her barbs and continued, Several
months ago, mom sent me a clipping about Californias new attorney general that
mentioned his wife, Amanda and two sons, Colin and Liam. I suspected Id finally
found my long-lost son. Shortly afterwards, there was that cover story in People
Weekly about Unforgiven. Seeing Colins picture was confirmation that he was my
son, and I hired a private investigator to get me as much information on Colin as he
could.Did you ever try to contact Colin?I have his address and cell phone
number, but every time Id decide Id contact him Id get cold feet.Well, you
didnt make much of an effort it seems.Because I didnt know what to say to him.
After all, I had no idea what youd told him about us, Jeff said pointedly.We
never bad-mouthed you, if thats what youre implying! Amanda snapped and then bit
her lip, vowing to control her temper. She took a deep breath before she continued,
When Colin was ten we told him that Peter was his adoptive father and, that you and
I had split up before his birth. We told him we didnt know where you were. He
accepted our explanation and never brought it up again. Believe me, I would have
loved to tell him the real truth about what a no-good rat you were, but Peter said
it would only hurt Colin and convinced me not to do it.You couldnt have hated me
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that much, Amanda. You put my name on his birth certificate and his middle name is
Jeffrey.Dont flatter yourself! She retorted. I wanted to put Peters name on
Colins birth certificate, but Peter said it wouldnt be fair to Colin. As for his
middle name it went nice with his first name! She sighed and bit her lip again.
Why dont we drop this?Agreed, Jeff replied. You know, my daughter, Caitlin
and I went Colins concert in Minneapolis. I was really amazed. I have no idea
where he got his talent certainly not from me.Amanda smiled for the first time
since her ex-husband had appeared on the scene. Or from me either. She frowned.
Does your family know about Colin?My wife knew I was married before and had a
child, but Im sure she didnt know it was Colin until recently.Meaning?Jeff
sighed, stuck his hands into his pockets and started to pace around the terrace. A
look a recognition crossed Amandas face as she watched him. Its really strange,
but Ive seen Colin do that exact same thing when hes trying to work something
out.Its an unconscious habit of mine. It drives some of my co-workers nuts.
He looked up at Amanda. In regards to my wife; shes a member of the morality
group, Purity in Programming that were picketing Colins concert. I assume she must
have seen Colin and since his resemblance to me is pretty obvious she was probably
able to figure out he was my son. My marriage has been on the shaky side since that
night.Im sorry.Jeff shrugged, embarrassed. Do the police have any idea who did
this to Colin?They think it may have been a religious fanatic of some kind. He had
Colins cell number and was leaving threatening calls on his voicemail, claiming God
had ordered him to kill Colin.A definite look of unease crossed Jeffs face. Do
they know this for sure or are they guessing?The police have downloaded the
threatening messages from Colins cell phone, but Liam and Alethea heard him say it
before he stabbed Colin. He was apparently stalking Colin too. Whoever did this
knew a great deal about him.That isnt unusual though since Colin is a public
figure.I mean he knew things that werent public knowledge like how close Colin
and Liam are. He knew that Colin would have done anything to save Liam up to and
including sacrificing his own life.He got to Colin by kidnapping Liam?Yes. Colin
and Liam have always been close despite a nine-year age difference. She
straightened up suddenly and gave Jeff a hard look. Colins an adult so theres no
way Peter and I can prevent you from seeing him. Id prefer if youd wait until
weve broken the news to him. Ill give you fair warning right now if you hurt
him, there wont be a place on the face of the entire earth where you can hide from
me! She walked quickly past him and went inside. Much to her annoyance, Jeff
refused to leave, but spent most of his time quietly chatting with Alethea.Why
dont we go back to Beau and Louisas? Amanda suggested. Colins still sleeping
and I want to be there when Detective Wickersham and the police artist interview
Liam.Are you sure he wont try to see Colin if he wakes up? Peter asked
darkly.No. Lets go.You know, Mandy were going to have to tell Colin that
Jeffs here and wants to see him.I know. I suppose wed better do it right away,
but I hate dumping all this on him when hes so weak!I know. I feel the same way,
but itd be worse for him if he found out on his own, Peter said as they left,
leaving Alethea with Jeff.Do you have other children besides Colin? Alethea asked
Jeff.Yes, I have two. Dave, whos twenty-six and was ordained a priest earlier
this year; hell be leaving to do graduate study in Rome in about three weeks. I
also have a daughter, Caitlin whose nineteen and just finished her first year of
college. Shes anxious to meet you both.Colin will be happy to hear he has a
younger sister.You know, I saw you when I was in San Francisco on business
earlier this spring. I drove past Colins house in the off chance I might catch a
glimpse of him and I saw you both out washing a Jeep. He smiled wistfully. When
Caitlin told me that Colin had gotten married I did wonder if you were the one he
married.Why didnt you ever stop and introduce yourself as long as you had Colins
address?Jeff sighed. I guess I just didnt know what to say and Im still not
sure I know even now.
Chapter 28Colin was sitting in a chair when Alethea and his parents arrived early
in the evening. Alethea gave him a hug and a kiss. How are you feeling? She had
dropped Jeff off at a hotel then gone back to her parents home took a shower, ate,
and had a short nap.He smiled. Well, kind of groggy still, but aside from the fact
it feels like a herd of elephants trod over my stomach I dont feel too bad.Amanda
brushed aside his hair and gave him a kiss. What are you doing up? She asked, as
she felt his forehead.Colin laughed. They got me up and walked me just around the
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room, but I feel like I ran a ten-mile marathon! I didnt feel like going back to
bed so they let me sit up for awhile.Has Doctor Trumbull been in to see you yet?
Peter asked, giving him a hug.He was in about a half-hour ago. He said I still
have a slight temperature, but other than that Im doing well. He shifted a bit
and said, I guess I am getting kind of tired and my sides starting to hurt a bit.
Could you help me back to bed?Amanda and Peter helped him back into bed and Alethea
tucked the blanket around him. He settled back. Oh! I almost forgot to tell you
that theyre transferring me out of here tomorrow. Im just going down the hall to
what they call acute care. I think Ill be getting rid of this thing finally too.
Colin said, nodding at his IV line. He sobered suddenly. I want to apologize too
for causing you all this trouble and worry. He looked at Alethea with a
half-grin. This definitely wasnt the honeymoon I had planned!Its all right.
You saved Liams life and youre okay so thats what really counts, his mother
replied.And we can always take a honeymoon later on, Alethea added.There was
clatter outside in the hallway and then a nurse carrying a tray followed by Doctor
Trumbull came into the room.How are you feeling, Colin? Any pain? He asked.Not
much. Whats that? He asked, pointing to the tray. Not anything that has to be
injected, I hope.No. This is your supper, He replied, setting the tray down in
front of Colin. Im going to start you out on a liquid diet then tomorrow night
well try some solid food.Colin eyed his banquet of tea, broth and Jell-O dubiously
and said, Really, Id much rather have Aletheas Cajun spaghetti or moms chili and
for dessert, Grandma Beths blueberry cobbler.That sounds delicious, Dr. Trumbull
smiled. However, this will have to do for now.I suppose, Colin replied with a
sigh. By the way, I never got a chance to thank you for saving my butt!Youre
welcome, but I just did the repair work and you did the rest. He pointed at the
tray. Right now, I want to see everything eaten.Okay, Colin agreed. If youll
answer one more question?Of course, Doctor Trumbull replied.When can I get out
of here?Colin! You just had major surgery! Alethea admonished him. Lets not
rush things!As long as there arent any other problems I think you could possibly
be out by the end of the week.Thats great! Colin exclaimed. After Doctor
Trumbull had left, he turned to his parents. Ill make you a deal Ill eat this
stuff if you tell me whats the story is on that guy who was in here earlier.Amanda
bowed her head for a moment and squeezed Peters hand. She looked up again.
Colin, theres no easy way to tell you this, but thats Jeff Michaels.Colin lay
back in silence while he tried to make some sense out of what his mother had said.
His biological father who hadnt given a flying fuck about him in twenty-eight years
was here now?Do you remember what we told you about him when you were ten? Peter
asked.He nodded. I remember.Well, we didnt exactly tell you the whole story,
Amanda added.You mean that he ran out on you after you told him you were
pregnant? Noticing his mothers shocked expression, Colin explained, Grandma
Eileen told me. She was still pretty steamed about it after fourteen years!Amanda
smiled faintly. Your grandparents were none too fond of Jeff. They thought he was
shallow, irresponsible, and immature.It sounds like they had him pegged! Why did
you marry him if you dont mind my asking?I think, mainly, so we could have
sex. She noticed Colins uncomfortable expression. Does that shock you?No, but
Colin glanced uneasily at his father.Goodness, Colin, your father already knows
all this.But you didnt have to marry him just for that, Mom, he pointed out.She
shook her head. Well, I guess I wasnt as free-spirited as a lot of girls in that
era. Maybe, if Jeff and I had slept together; we would have found out we had
nothing in common besides sex.Did you love him?I thought I did, but we were so
different I knew exactly what I wanted to do and what I had to do to get there
while Jeff just wanted to party.I guess I dont understand how you could marry
such a jerk.His mother smiled wistfully. Like so many other women, I thought I
could change him and She blushed. Good sex makes up for a lot of other
deficiencies.Not forever, though, Colin said.As I was soon to find out, she
replied, her tone still revealing some bitterness.How did you meet mom, Dad?Peter
smiled at Amanda. I met your mother on the very first day of school. She was in
my first class and I thought she was the most beautiful girl Id ever seen. I think
I must have fallen in love with her at that moment!Amanda smiled back at him, but
remained silent.Do you think you want to meet Jeff, Colin? Peter asked, changing
the subject.You know, Ive never been the least bit curious about him. He was just
a name on my birth certificate as far as I was concerned, but since hes here Ill
admit to being somewhat curious about him. He frowned. I dont want anything to
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do with him if it means things will change.His father understood immediately what
he was driving at and gave him a reassuring hug. Colin, youre my son nothing
can ever change that! I loved you from the first moment I saw you.Colin squeezed
Aletheas hand. She had been silently listening to his parents stories.When did
dad ask you to marry him, Mom?I was being wheeled out of the recovery room after
my Cesarean and I looked terrible so I knew he must really love me, she laughed and
gave Peter a kiss. After I was moved into a room your father convinced a nurse,
strictly against hospital rules, to bring you in so I could see you and hold
you.Then she staggered in holding a baby whale! Colin joked.You werent
either! True, you were big, but you were very healthy with a head full of gorgeous
dark hair.It doesnt look so gorgeous now! Colin remarked, examining his hair
that was in bad need of washing. Id give anything just to be able to take a
shower!Noticing that Colin kept shifting his position and appeared to be tiring,
Peter motioned to Amanda. Were going to leave now, but well be back first thing
tomorrow.Okay. Hows Liam doing?Hes been having some bad nightmares. He spent
this afternoon with Detective Wickersham and a police artist doing a composite of
the perpetrator, Amanda said.Would you tell him for me that I love him and Im
really proud of him? I know it couldnt have been easy for him, but he did it
anyway and that takes guts! Tell him Id like to see him and he can call me
anytime, night or day, if he wants to talk.Well tell him. Peter assured him.I
love you, Colin said, giving them both a hug. Thanks for telling me about
him.We love you, Colin, Peter responded. Both he and Amanda gave Colin a
hug.Now, get some rest. He turned to Alethea. Are you going to stay here
longer, Alethea?She nodded. Buck said to call him when I want to leave and hell
pick me up.Amanda paused beside his bed as she was leaving and said, Colin, you
know you dont have to see Jeff if you dont want to see him?I know, Mom.After
his parents had left, Colin stared out the window, deep in thought. It was true he
didnt have to see Jeff if he didnt want to, but if he didnt he would always be
hanging out there like a loose thread. What didnt make sense to him was why Jeff
would suddenly appear now and be so concerned about him when he hadnt shown the
slightest bit of interest in him for the previous twenty-eight years?What are you
thinking about? Alethea asked.Colin looked up, startled. Shed been so quiet hed
forgotten she was still here. He shrugged. I guess theres only one thing I can
think about right now.Whether or not youre going to see you father?Hes not my
father, Colin corrected her.Okay, your biological father then. Are you going to
see him?I dont know. I think he has a lot of nerve. I mean where was he when
she was in labor all that time? Did he walk the floor with me all night and still
go to classes the next day? Did he sit up all night with me when I was sick? A big
fat no! Now that he doesnt have to take any responsibility for me he thinks he can
just waltz in here and grab a piece of my life!People change, Colin, Alethea
argued. I think he regrets what he did and wants to make up for it.Maybe, Colin
admitted grudgingly.Ive talked to him a little. He seems really nice and he is
concerned about you. You look a lot like him.I always assumed I did.Hes quite
sexy for an older man! Alethea teased. If youre going to look like he does in
twenty years, I may not trade you in for a newer model!Colin rolled his eye.
Imagine my relief!She giggled and then continued, When I heard him speak I was
amazed how much alike you two sound.Colin smiled slightly. You know, its funny.
When he was talking to me after I had that nightmare, I kept thinking that his voice
was familiar yet I knew I didnt know him. I guess his voice was familiar because
its my voice I was hearing. I suppose hes married?Yes, he said besides you he
has a son, Dave and a daughter, Caitlin.He doesnt have me by any stretch of his
imagination! Colin replied irritably.Alethea ignored his peevishness and asked,
Are you going to see him?Colin shrugged. I wish I had the answer to that.
Chapter 29Jeff walked up to the police officer who was standing outside Colins
door.I need your name, Sir?Im Jeffrey Michaels.The guard consulted his list.
Im sorry but I dont see your name on my list of people who are allowed into his
room.I just recently arrived and they might have forgotten to add my name to your
list, Jeff replied. Could you ask Colin if hell see me?The officer scratched
his jaw. I guess it wouldnt hurt to ask. He knocked on the door and Alethea
opened it.When she saw Jeff, she smiled and reached for his hand. Hi! Come on
in. She led him into the room. He saw Colin was wearing jeans and a T-shirt and
sitting in a chair.Colin covertly stared at him. He felt extremely weird because it
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was like looking at an older version of himself. Jeff turned from talking to
Alethea and walked over to Colin. He extended his hand and said, Hello,
Colin.Embarrassed to have been caught staring, Colin ignored his hand and mumbled,
Hi.I think Ill leave you two to get acquainted. I have a lunch date with
Vanessa, Alethea said.You can share mine, Colin pointed out as the nurse brought
in his lunch tray.No thanks! She laughed and gave him a kiss.He held her tightly
for a moment before letting go of her. Have fun, okay? Tell Vanessa I said hi?I
will. She touched Jeffs arm. It was nice seeing you again, Jeff.When they were
alone, Jeff remarked, I see they transferred you out of intensive care. How are
you feeling?Alright, he replied, rubbing his right arm that was bruised from the
IV. They took out the IV this morning and theyre letting me walk around a
little.I glad youre doing so much better. Jeff tried to think of a way to break
the ice then said, You have a wonderful wife. Youre very lucky to have someone
like her.Colin bristled at what he perceived to be a judgmental tone in Jeffs
voice and snapped, And unlike you I wont run out on her!Jeff gave him a searching
look then said quietly, I think we need to talk about that, Colin.I dont need to
talk about anything and I dont want to hear a bunch of lame excuses!Well, Id
like a chance to explain! Jeff snapped then took a deep breath. Im
sorry.Brought up short by his tone, Colin shrugged and said, Okay, so talk.I
think its only fair that you hear both sides, Jeff pointed out calmly.Whats to
hear? Colin replied angrily. He crossed his arms. The facts speak for
themselves you ran out on mom because you didnt want a kid!I ran out on Amanda
because I was a stupid, immature and irresponsible eighteen-year-old or as my
daughter would say a real butt chunk! My only concern was that a baby would cut
into my partying big time!So why this big outpouring of fatherly concern when you
never gave a flying fuck about me all these years? Colin snapped. You know what
I think? You thought I was going to die and you didnt want me on your conscience
for the rest of your life so you decided to come and play concerned daddy!Thats
not true! Jeff yelled, jumping to his feet. He drew another deep breath and once
again apologized for his anger. The truth is Ive been looking for you for a long
time, but since I had very little hard information on you my search amounted to
nothing. My first glimmer of hope came when I obtained a copy of Amandas and my
divorce decree with the information that she had been granted full custody of a
minor male child named Colin. At least I had a starting point, but no matter what
avenues I searched I found no trace of a Colin Michaels.Yeah, right! Colin
muttered.Jeff ignored his sarcasm and continued, It wasnt until your grandparents
sent me this clipping about Californias new attorney general that mentioned his
family that I had a definite clue to your whereabouts and I hired a private
investigator to find out more. Shortly after that I saw the cover article about
your band in People Weekly. When I saw your picture I knew you had to be my
son.Colin remained silent as his father continued his narrative.Among the things
he obtained on you was a copy of your birth certificate. Hed also taken
surveillance photos of you. In one of them you were with Amanda. Those two things
confirmed that Id really found you.Big deal! I already have a father and I dont
need another one!Jeff knew Colin was deliberately baiting him, but chose to ignore
it. I live in Minneapolis so I went out to the mall when Unforgiven appeared
there. Jeff paused briefly then admitted, I dont honestly know why I even
went. He shrugged. I guess I had some fantasy about running into you and having
you suddenly realizing I was your father. He shook his head. I did see you, but
I just watched you.So you were the one! I told Jake I could feel somebodys eyes
drilling holes in my back. When I turned around that one time I caught a glimpse of
somebody turning away real fast. That was you?Jeff nodded. Yes. I also called
you that evening but when I heard your voice I froze because I realized I didnt
even know what I was going to say to you. He smiled. You know, your sister,
Caitlin, is a big fan of Unforgivens. She and I went to your concert and we had a
really good time.Colin didnt reply immediately so struck by the weird feeling of
having had a father and a sister hed never met in the audience while he was
performing. When he finally did speak, his tone was less belligerent. Alethea
told me you have two kids.Yes. Daves twenty-six and hes a priest. I hope
youll be able to meet him before he leaves for Rome in a few weeks. Caits
nineteen and she just finished her first year of college.How do you think theyll
react when they find out about me?Cait already knows and shes looking forward to
meeting you. Jeff smiled again. Shes very spirited and independent so I think
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you two will get along fine.Colin smiled faintly and confessed, You know I always
wished I had a sister.Daves been vacationing in Florida so I havent had a chance
to tell him about you. It isnt the kind of news I want to break over the phone.
Your grandparents have really been looking forward to meeting their eldest
grandchild, too. Weve talked about nothing else since I got confirmation you were
my son.I guess it never occurred to me that I actually had another set of
grandparents, he admitted. Where do they live?In the Pacific Heights section of
San Francisco and in the same house I grew up in.Colin thought for a moment.
Grandpa and Grandma Scott still live in that area of town too.Yes.There was a
knock on the door and Amanda peeked inside. She looked more than a little surprised
to see Jeff with Colin.Come on in, Mom, Colin called.She hesitated, but then Jeff
said, I was just going to leave so Colin could get some rest. He turned to
Colin. Id like to come back later if thats okay?Id like that.Jeff smiled as
he left the room. He nodded pleasantly at Peter and Liam as he passed them. Liam
gazed after him, curiosity written all over his face.Liam, get your butt over
here! Colin called when he spotted Liam. He came over and Colin gave him a big
hug. Im so glad to see you! How are you?Liam shrugged. Okay, I guess.Colin
caught a worried look passing between his parents. Mom told me how you helped the
police artist draw a composite of the creep that did this to us. I know it was
hard, but Im really proud of you for doing it.It wasnt hard I wish I could
forget his face! Liam replied with a shudder.That reminds me, Peter spoke.
Detective Wickersham did tell us that theyd found the group who gave this creep
refuge after McGregor shot him. Its one of those fanatical anti-abortion groups.
They sent him to a doctor, whos apparently in sympathy with their cause and he
treated his wound. They claim he wasnt from New Orleans and has since left
town.Colin, why on earth didnt you tell us about those threatening messages youd
been receiving? Amanda asked in a gentle but reproving tone.Im sorry, but I
thought they were somebodys idea of a sick joke at first. When they kept getting
more and more threatening I was going to do something, but then they suddenly
stopped. I just assumed that whoever was doing it wasnt getting a big enough
thrill out of it and quit. What I want to know is how that bastard got my cell
number! I dont suppose this doctor who treated him asked his name?Peter shook his
head regretfully. No. He claimed it wasnt his policy to ask the names of
individuals whom he treats outside of office hours. Its my guess he wouldnt
tell even if he does know and hed go to jail to protect this person.Yeah, those
religious fanatics pride themselves on that! Colin replied bitterly.Whats really
frightening is that hes still out there somewhere, Amanda said and shivered.
Peter put his arm around her and pulled her close to him.And that means, if they
dont catch him, were all going to be looking over our shoulders for a long time to
come, Liam concluded.By the way, Colin, Peter said. Steve and Doctor Trumbull
are holding a press conference in a couple of hours. I just wanted to warn you that
Detective Wickersham asked them to fudge the facts a bit because if the person who
did this is watching and hears youre going to recover He might try a second run
at me, Colin finished for him.Unfortunately there is that possibility.There was a
knock on the door and Alethea came inside. Hi, everybody! She wore a silky dress
in a bold and colorful print. She gave Colin a hug and a kiss.Is that new? Colin
asked, pointing to her dress. I dont think Ive seen it before.Yes. Vanessa
bought it for me. She said she knew youd love it.And I do! He assured her.
Tell Vanessa thanks for me.How did it go with Jeff?Okay, I guess. He
shrugged. I mean, I dont really know what he wants from me.Maybe, he just wants
to get to know you and for you to get to know him, Alethea suggested.Maybe.
Colin shifted his position then yawned. His side was starting to hurt and he felt
tired.Amanda noticed and said, Wed better be going so you can get some rest. She
gave him a hug. Well stop back this evening?Okay, Mom. He gave his father a
hug too. As Liam was leaving, he caught his hand. Any time you need to talk, give
me a call. I dont care if its in the middle of the night, promise?I will.
Thanks, Colin. He gave him a hug then followed his parents outside.That was a
really nice thing you did for Liam, Alethea remarked, sitting down on the bed next
to him.Colin shook his head. Im kind of worried about him. Ive never seen him
depressed before. I think mom and dad are worried about him, too.I think youre
right. Vanessa and I have been trying to keep his spirits up, but I think being
able to talk to you will be the best medicine for him.I hope I made him understand
that he can talk to me anytime.Im sure you did. She slid off his bed. Id
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better let you get some rest. Ill be back later.How are you getting home? I
dont want you going out by yourself with that maniac still at large.Bucks
waiting for me. Hes appointed himself my personal bodyguard while youre
hospitalized. She giggled suddenly. He went shopping with us and I wish you
could have seen it! This big six-foot plus guy sitting outside the dressing rooms,
but he was real good about giving us his opinion.Colin chuckled, too, at the
picture of McGregor sitting in the womans department, giving out fashion advice.
Maybe, hes got a second career as a fashion consultant if he wants it, he
joked.Ill tell him you approve, She replied, giving him a kiss.After Alethea had
left, Colin slept for a short time then watched the press conference. He felt
dismayed to find the press being given the impression that he was hanging by a
thread. After thinking it over, he realized the intention was to lure the guy out
of hiding. Hed probably want to know if it was true which would mean either a trip
or a call to the hospital to verify the information. Either way, the police would
be ready for him.His mother called later in the afternoon and asked if he minded if
they didnt stop by that evening. She explained that Louisa and Beau had tickets to
a theater play and had invited them to come along. Colin replied that he didnt
mind and asked her to encourage Alethea and Liam to go, too, saying they needed the
escape. Amanda promised she would and told him theyd stop by before lunch
tomorrow.Visiting hours were almost over by the time Jeff returned to the hospital.
Im sorry, Colin, he apologized. I was so tired that I slept much longer than I
intended to. Hed also called Caitlin who had told him Kathleen was still very
angry and had so far refused her requests to talk reasonably about Colin.Its
okay. Colin replied. A nurse came in, carrying a tray holding his evening
medication. She frowned when she saw Jeff was still there after the floor lights
had flashed to signal that visiting hours were over, but said nothing about his
flouting of the rules. I dont need those tonight, Colin said. Im tired enough
to fall asleep on my own and Im not in any pain at the moment.She nodded. Doctor
Trumbull has your medication down to take as needed so you can skip it if you want
to. If you need something later push your call button and well be right in.I
will. Thanks. He lowered his bed and dimmed the lights. He glanced at Jeff who
was seated beside his bed. I want to apologize for the way I acted earlier. I
guess I had some feeling I wasnt aware I had.Its okay. I shouldnt have been
expecting you to greet me with open arms.Mom and dad never said anything against
you. It was Grandma Eileen who was always railing on about you. She told me about
you abandoning mom when I was fourteen. She was still mad about it after all that
time even!I dont think your grandparents ever really liked me and God knows I
never gave them any reason to.I still shouldnt have gotten on my high horse and
assumed I knew the whole story!Weve both made mistakes, Colin, Jeff replied.
Why dont you get some sleep and we can talk more about this tomorrow.Okay, I am
tired, but Jeff took the initiative. Would you like me to stay until you fall
asleep?If its not too much trouble.It isnt, Jeff assured him. Colin closed
his eyes and was asleep within a few minutes. Jeff tucked the blanket around him
and turned off the light. He sat down again and stretched out his long legs. It
wasnt going to be very comfortable sleeping in the chair, but he wasnt going to
leave after having made this much progress with Colin. He leaned back and closed
his eyes. He didnt know how long hed been asleep when he suddenly got jolted into
wakefulness by a loud scream from Colin. Jeff shot to his feet to see that Colin
was apparently in the midst of another horrific nightmare. Jeff bent over him and
very gently shook him, speaking to him in a soothing tone as he did so, Colin?
Colin, everything is all right. Youre all right.Colin awoke with a jerk, sweating
and shaking with fright, nauseated by the waves of pain, coursing through his body.
He held on to Jeff tightly.The door to his room flew open and the lights came on as
a nurse, followed by the police officer who was guarding Colin that night, rushed
into the room. We heard a scream! Is Colin all right?He had a nightmare and
hes in quite a bit of pain, Jeff answered, looking up at them.Ill be right back
with some medication for his pain, The nurse replied, hurrying out of the room.
She was back in a minute with a syringe that she quickly administered to Colin. He
was in too much pain to tense up at the sight of the needle. He just wanted the
pain to go away.This will take effect very quickly, she promised him. Together
she and Jeff calmed Colin and got him to lie back down, but he still held tightly to
Jeffs hand.He should be all right now, The nurse assured Jeff. If there are any
other problems, just press the call button and somebody will be right in.I will.
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Thank you. Jeff looked down at Colin and asked, Would you like me to dim the
lights?Colin nodded. He watched as the light grew dim. Jeff seated himself again
and asked, Is your pain starting to go away?Yes.Jeff cleared his throat,
wondering how far he should go, but decided to chance it even if Colin told him it
was none of his business. Do you want to tell me about your nightmare?We were in
this room together and it had no door there was no way to escape from him!
Colins voice shook.I assume you must remember him quite vividly?Yes! He looked
insane! He shuddered. He had the coldest and most unforgiving eyes!What do you
mean? Jeff asked. A note of unease had crept into his voice.Colin didnt notice
and continued, It was He paused a moment, recalling. Like if you made a mistake
hed never forgive you no matter whatever else you did or how long you lived. In his
eyes you were damned! Ill never forget the look of pure pleasure on his face when
he stabbed me! He was really getting off on killing me!Jeff could see that Colin
was fighting to stay awake. Why dont you try and go back to sleep?I dont want
to I dont want to have another nightmare.Ill be here and if it looks like
youre having one Ill wake you immediately, Jeff promised.That would make it
easier, Colin conceded.Then thats what Ill do. After Colin had fallen asleep
again, Jeff found himself watching him as he slept. He had to concede that Amanda
and Peter had done an excellent job, raising Colin. As he made himself comfortable,
he allowed himself to fantasize briefly what Colin might have been like if he and
Amanda had raised him together.
Chapter 30Father Michaels drove on the interstate, keeping exactly to the posted
speed limit. He breathed easier once he saw the skyline of New Orleans fade behind
him. Hed left at dusk in order to drive to Baton Rouge to catch a plane home. His
flight didnt leave until almost five-thirty the following morning so he had plenty
of time. He shifted uncomfortably as the wound in his arm began throbbing
indicating that the painkiller hes taken earlier was losing its effectiveness. He
couldnt stop to take another pill. There was no rest stop in sight at the moment
and he didnt want to pull over to the side of the road for fear of attracting
unwanted attention. He tried to position his arm so it didnt hurt so much, but in
the close confines of the car, there wasnt really much he could do to lessen his
pain. He reviewed the events of the past few days in order to take his mind off his
pain.After Colins bodyguard had shot him and hed escaped, bleeding heavily, but
hed found refuge with some members of a pro-life group, Abortion Is Murder whose
members resided across the river in Algiers. Theresa Simpson had started a chapter
in Brunsville and had been in contact with the members here and that was how he knew
of them. He thanked God for their existence and for their courage. They had taken
him in without question, contacted a doctor, who was a pro-life sympathizer to treat
his wound and gave him shelter until he was strong enough to leave. One of their
members was an admitting clerk in the hospital where Colin was. She had reported
his condition as being critical, adding that his doctor did not expect him to
survive. He had managed to catch the late-afternoon press conference held by
Colins doctor and his manager. While neither of them came right out and said he
was dying, it was an obvious conclusion from their constant refusal to state clearly
that he would recover. He allowed himself a small smile of satisfaction. Colin was
getting exactly what he deserved! Not only was he dying, but he was apparently
suffering greatly before he died and he would continue to suffer after death as he
burned in the everlasting flames of hell!A tremendous throb of pain brought Father
Michaels back to the present. He gritted his teeth against it, but he didnt want
to take any pain medication yet. He feared it would diminish his alertness, but he
knew he couldnt be in such intense pain and still drive. Just ahead he spotted a
rest area and pulled into it. Before hed left New Orleans one of the members of
the group had provided him with thermoses of soup and coffee and some sandwiches.
He took a couple of the painkillers, washing them down with the strong coffee and
then devoured the warm soup and the sandwiches. He hadnt realized how hungry hed
been until he finished eating. He drank the last of the coffee and started the car,
feeling refreshed and the pain in his arm quieted. He reached Baton Rouge in plenty
of time and drove straight to the airport. He turned in his rental car, praying
that the faint bloodstains that remained would escape notice. A bored-looking agent
did a cursory inspection of the car and accepted the keys from him. He paid what he
owed on the car then purchased his ticket to Minneapolis. The money was from the
donated funds of Abortion Is Murder. Sitting in the waiting area by his gate, he
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resolved he was going to offer a Mass for this courageous group, for their continued
success in their fight against the evil of abortion. He spent his time alternately
reading his breviary and napping. He boarded his plane without incident. As he
stared out the window during takeoff another thought occurred to him that made him
smile again. When Colin died, the pro-baby-killers would lose one of their biggest
supporters! By the time his plane landed in Minneapolis, Father Michaels felt
exhausted and his arm was starting to throb again. He still had to collect his
luggage and find his car. He decided to rent a cart for his luggage then he could
wheel it out to his car and save the wear and tear on his arm. He quickly loaded
his luggage into his trunk, left the airport, and then drove home. He pulled into
the driveway and saw only Caitlins car in the garage which meant his father was not
at home. He wondered what his fathers reaction had been when he heard about
Colin. He took his carryon bag out of the car and placed the strap carefully over
his shoulder and then walked to the door. He searched unsuccessfully for his key
then gave up and rang the doorbell.Caitlin answered and smiled when she saw her
brother. She turned and called over her shoulder, Mom, Daves home!Kathleen
hurried out of the kitchen and gave him a hug. Dave, its so good to have you back
home again! Are you hungry?Yes, Im starving, Mother! He declared.Come out
into the kitchen. Ill make you breakfast. The coffees fresh and I just baked
some cinnamon rolls.As Father Michaels bent to pick up his carryon bag; he groaned
loudly and dropped it again.Dave! Whats wrong? Caitlin asked.I tore some
ligaments in my arm when I was deep-sea fishing and it really hurts!Do you have
anything for it?Yes. Ill take it just as soon as I bring in the rest of my
luggage.Caitlin can do that. Youd better take one of those pills right away.
Kathleen urged. He followed her into the kitchen, got a glass of water, and took
his pill. His mother immediately went to the stove and began making his breakfast.
She set in on the table along with a fresh cup of coffee and a cinnamon roll. Come
sit down and eat before it gets cold.Caitlin came into the kitchen. I put your
luggage in your room, Dave. She poured herself a glass of milk, took a cinnamon
roll and sat down at the table.Dave, theres something we need to discuss, but it
can wait until youre through eating, Kathleen said.Father Michaels wiped his lips
and placed his napkin beside his plate. What is it, Mother? You seem
upset.Kathleen sighed and admitted, I am! Her face suddenly flushed and her lips
folded tightly for a second then she announced, Your fathers left us and he wont
be coming back!Mom, thats not true! Caitlin protested. Daddy said hed be
back!Left us? Father Michaels repeated. Do you mean hes been carnally
involved with another woman and has gone to be with her?Your father had a child by
another woman before we married and if Id known it I would have never consented to
marry him! Granted, he claims they were married, but seeing what the fruit of that
relationship is like I think she was more likely a whore!The lies her mother was
telling so shocked Caitlin that she couldnt even respond to defend her father.Who
is it, Mother? He asked quietly.Its that immoral, perverted rock star, Colin
Matthews! Kathleen replied, her face flushing in anger.Caitlin watched Dave
closely. Somehow, he didnt seem as shocked by the news as she thought hed
be.Your fathers gone to New Orleans to be with him.Mom, Colins dying! Daddy
has every right to be with him! Caitlin argued.Kathleen ignored her and continued,
Your father told me I have no choice - I have to accept his bastard as a member of
our family! I told him to leave and not come back!Father Michaels set down his
coffee cup. You did the right thing, Mother. Fathers soul must be black with sin
because he no longer cares how immoral his actions are or who they hurt. Were
better off without him!Caitlin slammed down her glass and shot to her feet. I
wont listen to anymore lies about daddy from either of you!Sit down, Caitlin!
Kathleen ordered. I know its difficult for you to hear the truth about your
father, but youre nineteen and its time to grow up and face certain truths.What
truths, Mom? All Ive heard are lies! Youre both sick if you cant see what
terrible lies youre telling! She looked at her mother and brother in disgust.
You claim to be such good Catholics so you should remember that Jesus Christ wasnt
real big on setting yourself up in judgment over anybody else! She tore out of the
room and upstairs. She couldnt stay in the house another second with those two!
She phoned Jemma, asking her to meet her at the mall and telling her shed explain
everything when she got there. She grabbed her purse and went back
downstairs.Caitlin! Where are you going? Her mother demanded.Out! Caitlin
snapped as she strode quickly out the door, letting it slam behind her.Dont worry,
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Mother, Ill pray that she sees the truth about her father. Father Michaels
comforted her. But I fear his evil influence is very strong.I know youre right
about him and I mustnt lose Caitlin to him or his evil spawn!Alethea and McGregor
got off the elevator and headed down the hall to Colins room. She carried a vase
of roses from her mothers garden, to brighten his room. McGregor stopped outside
the door. Im going back to the house. Call me there when youre ready to leave
and Ill come back and get you.I will, she promised him. Thanks Buck. Alethea
pushed open the door and went in, but stopped short in surprise when she saw Jeff,
half-reclining in the chair next to Colins bed, his long legs sprawled out in front
of him. She set the vase down, walked over to Jeff and gently shook his
shoulder.Jeffs eyes flew open in alarm, but then he relaxed and smiled when he saw
it was Alethea. He got to his feet and stretched, his back cracking loudly.
Whew! I guess thats proof positive Im getting old! He joked.Is Colin all
right? She asked, glancing at Colin who was still asleep.He had kind of a bad
night, Im afraid. He had another nightmare and his wound was giving him some
pain. They gave him a shot and he finally got back to sleep.It was nice of you to
stay with him, Jeff.I was happy to do it. Im going back to my hotel to shower,
change my clothes, and get some breakfast. Would you please tell Colin Ill be back
later?Alethea nodded. After Jeff had left, she sat on the bed beside Colin, leaned
over and kissed him. He woke up immediately and smiled when he saw her. Hi! He
stretched his legs and wiggled his toes.She curled her legs underneath her then
brushed his hair out of his face. Jeff said you had a bad night.Did he stay here
the whole night?Yes. Hes coming back later. Did you have another
nightmare?Colin shrugged. Yeah, but I guess you cant go through something like
this and not have them.Do you want to talk about it?No, it wasnt that bad, he
lied. I cant really remember it anyway.There was a knock and a male nurse looked
in the door. We have you down for a shower today. Are you ready to take
it?Anytime you are, Colin replied. He grinned at Alethea. Bet youll be
glad!The nurse helped him get out of bed. Alethea started to giggle as he
straightened. He sighed then grinned and joked, Good thing Metal Now isnt in
the room or my posterior would probably be on the cover of the next issue!While
Colin was showering, Alethea went to get some coffee. When she returned, she helped
him dry his hair and get dressed. There was another knock on the door and DoctorDr.
Trumbull came in, carrying Colins chart. Good morning.Good morning, Colin
replied. So, how am I today?All your vital signs are exactly what theyre
supposed to be. I want to check your wound though.Alethea, would you see if mom
and dad are here yet?Alethea knew that Colin was trying to protect her so she
wouldnt see his wound. She crossed her arms over her chest and with a stubborn
look on her face said, Im not going anywhere, Colin. Unless youre going to sleep
in the closet for the rest of our married life, Im going to see your wound sometime
so it might as well be now.You are one stubborn lady!Its part of my charm, she
teased him.Doctor Trumbull removed the bandage, revealing the wound. Colin
grimaced. While it didnt look as bad as the first time hed seen it, but it still
wasnt a pretty sight. It still looked bad, but the swelling was lessening and the
bruises were now green and yellow rather than red and purple. He would, however,
always have a noticeable scar. Doctor Trumbull finished with his exam and put a
fresh bandage over the wound. Well, everything looks fine. Are you still having
pain?Occasionally when I move too fast or bend on this side.That will be the
case for awhile yet. It was a deep wound and its going to be at least a month
before its completely healed. It could be as long as two months before your energy
level is back up where it was previously. I see by your chart youve been having
nightmares.Colin shrugged. Yeah, but I suppose thats normal in a situation like
this?Doctor Trumbull nodded. Yes. People who have been through a traumatic
experience such as yours tend to suffer emotional consequences such as flashbacks,
irrational fears and nightmares, but you dont need to suffer. We have an excellent
psychiatric staff here and I can recommend a doctor if youd like to talk to
someone.Colin shook his head. Thats okay. I can handle it.Well, I cant force
you of course, but I strongly urge you to give it a try.Ill think about it,
Colin replied hastily.Jeff arrived after Colin had finished lunch. Alethea decided
to go back home for a while. She wanted to give them as much time alone as
possible. Im going to see if Liam would like to go out for lunch.I think hed
probably enjoy that.She gave him a kiss. Ill see you later, okay?Ill be
looking forward to it.After Alethea had left, Jeff turned to Colin, I was thinking
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Id call Caitlin. Would you like to talk to her too?Id really like that. You
know, I always wished I had a sister, Colin confessed. And now I do.Jeff dialed
Caitlins number. It rang several times with no answer. Well, I guess she must
have her cell turned off right now. Ill try her later.If you dont mind helping
me, Id like to walk around for a bit, Colin said.Id be glad to, Jeff replied.
He helped Colin get to his feet. Ready? He nodded and took hold of Jeffs arm.
Easy does it, Jeff cautioned. They walked out of his room and down the
hall.Doctor Trumbull, attired in surgical scrubs, was standing by the nurses
station. Colin stopped to ask him a question. Is it okay if I go off this
floor?You can go anywhere you want inside this hospital as long as you dont
overdue it.I wont, he promised. Thanks.Theres a nice roof-top garden
terrace. We can go there if youd like, Jeff suggested.It sounds nice, but Id
like to go downstairs to the front entrance first.They went downstairs and stood by
the front entrance, close enough to see out, but not be seen by the people outside
the hospital. Wow! Colin remarked as he took in the crowd still outside the
hospital. Alethea mentioned there were a lot of our fans keeping vigil.Yes,
theres been close to three hundred at times. Theyve been very orderly and havent
caused any trouble.Well, the first thing Im going to do when I get out of here is
let them know how much I appreciate their support! He decided.Why dont we go up
to the roof, now, Jeff suggested. Its really nice and the view is
good.Okay.Colin, what are you doing down here? A familiar and angry voice
demanded. He turned around to find his parents. Amanda flew at Jeff in anger.
What do you mean bringing him down here? Dont you realize his assailant could be
out there in that crowd?Mom I know you dont care that we almost lost him, but
his family does!Mom! Colin finally had to shout to make himself heard over her
tirade.What?Dont yell at Jeff, okay? Doctor Trumbull said I could go wherever I
wanted to inside the hospital and it was my idea to come down here.Amanda looked
from Colin to Jeff and then turned and sailed back out the entrance without saying
another word. Peter turned to follow her, but then turned back to Colin. Just be
careful you dont tire yourself out, Colin.Ill be careful, Dad, he promised,
giving his father a hug.Lord! Id forgotten what a temper your mother has! Jeff
remarked, shaking his head.Yeah, she gets mad easy, but it blows over just as
quickly.Id also forgotten how attractive she is. He looked wistful. It
doesnt seem fair that Ive aged and she hasnt.Colin shot him a quizzical look
that he didnt see, but remained silent. They got out of the elevator on the top
floor and went outside on the terrace. Colin stood in front of the wall that
surrounded it and looked around.Careful, Jeff warned. If you feel dizzy or
faint, let me know right away.Im fine, Colin assured him. He sighed. Alethea
mentioned that there were lots of letters and cards after I was stabbed. She didnt
say so, but I got the impression not all of them were from well-wishers.I imagine
thats usual with anybody whos famous. Jeff replied, attempting to comfort him.
I assume those were probably turned over to the police, hoping one might be from
the person who did this to you.I guess, Colin agreed. I think I want to go back
to my room now.Okay. Jeff saw he got safely back to his room. Colin immediately
noticed the vase of roses and bent slightly to sniff them.Alethea brought those
with her this morning.I figured. Theyre from her moms rose garden. She has a
beautiful rose garden. Thats where Alethea and I were married.I wish I could
have been there, Jeff admitted.We had it videotaped. I can send you a copy, if
you like?Id like that very much.Colin glanced into the mirror. It was the first
time hed taken a good look at himself since his hospitalization. He winced at how
pale he was. Jesus! I look like a vampire who hasnt put the feedbag on for a
couple of days!You are a bit pale, but thats to be expected with the amount of
blood you lost, Jeff explained as he helped Colin back into bed.There was a knock
on his door and Amanda peeked inside. Is it safe to come in or should I throw my
hat in first? Behind her, Peter caught Colins eye and smiled.Colin chuckled.
No, Mom come in.Jeff excused himself and stepped out into the hall so Colin and
his parents could talk privately.How are you and Jeff getting along? Amanda
asked.He shrugged. Okay, I guess. Were just taking it one step at a time. He
smiled. I did find out I have a brother thats two years younger than me and a
sister whose the same age as Liam. I always thought itd be neat to have a younger
sister and now I do.Im sorry about the awful way I behaved this morning. She
gave him a hug. Im a terrible bitch!Its okay, Mom. Im sorry I scared
you.I guess I owe Jeff an apology.I dont think he expects one. He didnt
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speak for a moment then asked. Was Alethea able to convince Liam to go out for
lunch with her?Yes. He didnt want to go, but she was quite insistent, she
replied, smiling.Since you and Alethea have been helping Liam to deal with this,
hes opened up and started talking about it. We think hes in better spirits,
too. Peter explained.Well, weve talked quite a bit and I know, from what hes
said to me what happened to him really rattled his cage! Colin remarked. And it
really isnt an abnormal reaction, given his age and where he grew up.What do you
mean? Amanda asked.You know, when youre nineteen you think your invulnerable
anyway. Growing up in a very affluent suburb where the crime rate is very low he
never realized there were people who might want to harm him for no reason. In a
way, this whole episodes destroyed his innocence.I think its changed you a lot,
too, Peter remarked.Yeah, I dont think Im ever going to be comfortable with a
group of fans surrounding me like I was before. Ill always be afraid somebodys
going to pull out a knife.You look tired so well let you get some rest but well
come back tonight. Okay? Amanda said.Okay, Mom. He gave both his parents a
hug. See you later. After his parents left, Jeff came back and brought Alethea
with him. Colin stood up and she moved quickly to where he was standing, put her
arms around her and being careful not to brush against his wound, gave him a
kiss.Umm Colin said, putting his arms around her. Its nice to kiss you
standing up for a change. He tilted forward suddenly. Whoa! Jeff and Alethea
each caught an arm and helped him down into a chair. I guess Im not all that
steady yet.There was a knock on his door and Alethea went to answer it. She came
back with a petite, dark-haired woman in her early thirties, carrying a manila
envelope. Colin, this is Detective Marie Wickersham, whos in charge of your
case, Alethea said by way of introduction. Detective, this is my husband, Colin
and his father, Jeff Michaels.Hi! Colin offered her his hand.Hello, She
replied, shaking his hand. She nodded at Jeff. Well, you certainly look a lot
better than the last time I saw you. Im glad youve made such a good
recovery.Im lucky I had such a good doctor, Colin said.No argument there,
Wickersham agreed. She opened the manila envelope. The reason Im here today is
to show you the composite of your alleged assailant whom Liam with help from our
artist put together. She drew the sheet out of the envelope and gave it to him.
We did some color enhancement on the computer using Liams description of his skin
tone, hair, and eye color.Colin took a look at the composite, gasped and almost
dropped it. He had gone noticeably pale. Jesus! Thats him!Youre
sure?Yes! He pointed at the picture. Ill never forget those eyes! He had the
coldest eyes Ive ever seen!None of the three of them noticed how pale Jeff had
suddenly become. Looking at the composite over Colin shoulder he saw Daves face
staring back at him. He clutched the back of the chair to keep himself from
falling.Wickersham put the composite back inside the envelope. Were going to be
making copies of this and giving them to our patrol officers. Theyll be checking
motels, car rental agencies, the bus station and the airport so we can pick up his
trail. Im also going to fax a copy of this composite to larger cities within
driving distance of here in case he caught a plane or bus from one of them.Theres
something else, Colin suddenly said. Im sorry I didnt remember until now, but
theres a teenage girl I think he may have tried to kill also. She was a fan of
mine and I met her when we performed in Minneapolis. Somebody tried to strangle her
a few days after our concert. I remember him taunting me about it before he stabbed
me. You should talk to the detective in charge of her case. I have his card in my
wallet. Colin looked confused for a moment. Where is my wallet?Its in my bag
along with some of your other personal things, Alethea spoke. She picked her
voluminous purse and started to dig through it. Colin smiled at her and shook his
head. He was always kidding her about trading it in for a pack mule.Here it is!
She unearthed his wallet from the depths of her purse and gave it to him.Thanks,
He said, grinning at her. He searched his wallet, looking for Madisons card. He
finally found it, pulled it out and gave it to Wickersham. As he did so, another
card flipped out and fluttered to the floor.Alethea bent and picked it up from the
floor. Whats this, Colin? She handed the card back to him. He glanced at it,
wearing a look of puzzlement for a few seconds. Oh, thats the card of the officer
whos investigating the person who tried to run down McGregor and me.What!
Alethea demanded. You never told me about that!Im sorry. I didnt want you to
worry.It seems you didnt want me to worry about a lot of things! She replied
crossly.Can you give me the details of this incident? Wickersham requested.It
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happened after our concert in Minneapolis. Colin related the story of the car that
had almost ran McGregor and him down. He ducked his head. I felt so guilty
because if Id been paying closer attention to what was going on around me I might
have heard it coming and we both couldve escaped without injury.And you now think
it was the same person who stabbed you?Yes, since it appears he was stalking
me.Jeff couldnt believe what he was hearing! Dave had not only attempted to kill
Colin twice, but had also been the one who attacked Debbie Simpson and tried to kill
her! He felt ghastly his stomach twisting with revulsion and making him feel as
if he was going to throw up any minute. He covered his face and stumbled out from
behind Colins chair.Are you okay, Jeff? Colin asked worriedly, reaching up to
steady him.Im sorry, Colin, but the migraine Ive been trying to hold off all day
is coming on strong. Ive got to go back to my hotel and lay down.Are you sure
you can make it?Yes. Ill try to call you later. He quickly left the
room.Alethea watched him leave; worry clouding her pretty face. Its bad to get
sick in an unfamiliar place. I hope hell be all right.He probably needs to rest
most of all. Steve gets those and thats what helps him more than anything. Well
check on him later.
Chapter 31Jeff made it back to his hotel, but he was still pretty much in a daze.
He decided to stop into the hotels coffee shop and get a cup of coffee to steady
him before he called home. He paid and went back to his room. He took out his cell
phone and pressed the speed dial number for his home phone.Hello?Kate dont you
dare hang up! I want to speak to Dave.You know hes in Florida!I know he never
was in Florida and I know he was in New Orleans, trying to murder Colin!Thats a
filthy lie! She hissed.Its the truth! I saw the composite of Colins assailant
his brother put together with help from the police artist. Dave kidnapped him to
use him as leverage to force Colin to come to him. The composite was definitely
Dave!I dont care who it might have resembled. Theyre both liars who only want
to cause trouble for Dave!Why would they do that? Colin had no idea he even had
another brother until the other day. Not only did he try to kill Colin, but hes
also the one who tried to kill Debbie Simpson!Dave wouldnt do those things youre
claiming! Kathleen raged. Hes a good and holy priest! Youre sick, Jeff, very
sick!No, Kate, Daves the one whos very sick and needs help!I wont listen to
anymore of your lies! You have no proof only the lies of that bastard son of
yours!Jeff sighed and rubbed his forehead. Ask Dave about his arm,
Kate.What?I said, ask Dave to show you his arm. Colins bodyguard shot him when
he was trying to murder Colin. If he doesnt have a bullet wound in his arm then he
shouldnt have a problem showing it to you.Thats just another lie! Dave said he
tore some ligaments in his elbow when he was deep-sea fishing.So, he is
home!Realizing she had trapped herself, Kathleen sputtered, He He isnt here!
He called me from Florida and told me about his injury!Heres what Im going to
do, Kate and this is non-negotiable! Ill give Dave until tomorrow morning to turn
himself in and if he doesnt do it then Im going to see the detective in charge of
Colins case and I will turn Dave in.Youre sick, Jeff, Kathleen repeated.
Taking sides against your own son!Colins my son, too, and Im not going to turn
my back on him.Im hanging up right now! I wont listen to anymore of your filthy
lies!Kate, theyll go easier on Dave if he turns himself in voluntarily. It wont
be long before they find out Daves identity. The police are faxing a copy of the
composite to the detective in charge of Debbie Simpsons case.Shes a vegetable!
According to Theresa, shes completely incapable of telling the truth even if she
could talk! The little slut slept with that bastard, Colin! Nobodys going to
believe her story any way! All they both want to do is slander Dave and ruin his
good reputation!Jeff realized, with great sadness, that his wife was as sick as his
son, but he tried once again to reason with her. Kate, Dave is very sick and he
needs treatment. Ill come home immediately and well talk to Dave together and
convince him it would be the best option to turn himself in. Well tell him we love
him and well stand behind him no matter what hes done. Well make sure the
authorities get him the help he needs.Dont bother coming back home! Youre the
one whos sick and Im filing for divorce! She slammed down the phone.Jeff slowly
hung up and slumped into a nearby wicker chair. He buried his face in his hands,
trying to understand how such a terrible thing had happened. How could Dave have
attended Catholic school all his school years and graduated at the top of his
seminary class without absorbing the most basic tenants of the Catholic faith love
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and forgiveness? Jeff got to his feet and went upstairs to his room. He was
dreading tomorrow! Although he hoped he was wrong he knew Dave would not turn
himself in and he knew Kathleen would protect him no matter what the cost to
herself.After Kathleen hung up on Jeff; she picked up the phone again and made
another call. Having gotten the information she required, she hung up, hurried
upstairs and knocked on Father Michaels bedroom door. Dave? May I enter? I need
to talk to you.He opened his door. You sound upset, Mother. Whats wrong?Dave,
could you leave for Rome today?The Diocesan hasnt sent me my ticket yet.
Why?Because your father and that bastard of his have made some horrible threats
against you and Im sure they mean to carry them out!What are they saying,
Mother?I dont want to repeat the foul, disgusting things he said to me!Mother,
you have to tell me, he persisted. I need to know.That pervert, Colin is
accusing you of trying to kill him. Hes also claiming you tried to kill Theresas
daughter, but I know hes just saying that to cover his own tracks!There was no
reply from Father Michaels. He appeared to be thinking things over intently. After
a few seconds he looked up at Kathleen and asked, What do you think I should do,
Mother?I dont think you should give them any opportunity to slander you and smear
your good reputation! I think you should leave for Rome today! Ive reserved you a
seat on a plane leaving for Chicago early this evening with a connection to Alitalia
Airlines that will fly you directly to Rome.Fathers going to be very angry with
you when he finds out Ive gone.Dont worry about him. If he raises a hand to me,
Ill call the police and have him arrested! Do you need help with your
packing?No, I can manage.What about your passport?Its in my desk drawer.
Mother?Yes?You do know Father is lying? I never did any of these things hes
accusing me of.I know that, Dave. Theres no doubt whatsoever in my mind!Diana
and her mother hurried into the hospital. Debs doctor had called them earlier to
tell them Deb had regained consciousness.Mom, isnt it great about Deb? Do you
think Unforgivens music I kept playing helped her?Monique Conrad smiled at her
daughter. She hadnt seen Diana so happy in weeks. Yes, I think it helped, but I
think what really helped Deb is she knew how much you cared about her and were there
for her no matter what.Shes my best friend, Mom. I dont know what Id do
without her! Diana said fervently. Do you think Deb will be able to tell the
police who did this to her?I hope so because I want to see him rotting in
jail!The first person they saw when they got off the elevator was Detective
Madison. He smiled and waved at them. I see youve heard the good news about
Deb.Yes. Have you seen her yet? Diana asked.No, her doctors still in with
her.Heres Doctor Washburn now, Monique said.The doctor walked up to them. He
shook his head, folded his stethoscope and slipped it into the pocket of his white
coat. Well, I dont know what to tell you. When I first saw Miss Simpson in the
emergency room she was unable to breathe on her own and she had only minimal brain
activity. Now, she can breathe without the respirator and the preliminary tests
seem to indicate shes suffered no permanent brain damage. Well be doing more
extensive tests tomorrow to confirm this.Doctor, Im Detective Paul Madison. He
offered the doctor his hand. Im in charge of Miss Simpsons case. Is she able to
answer some questions?Shes unable to speak very well, but as I said previously
her cognitive functions appear not to have suffered any permanent damage. Please
keep your visit short and try not to upset her.Ill be careful, Madison assured
him. He turned to Diana. Diana, would you come in with me so I dont
unintentionally frighten Deb?Diana nodded and they went into Debbies room. Debbie
turned her head as her door opened and she smiled when she saw Diana. Hi, Din.
Her voice was weak and she could only whisper.Diana smiled, her eyes misting, as she
took Debbies hand and squeezed it. Im so happy youre going to be all right,
Deb! School starts pretty soon and I was thinking what a total bummer itd be
without you there!Madison walked up to the bed and stood beside Diana. Miss
Simpson? Do you mind if I call you Deb?Debbie shook her head then asked, Who are
you?Im Detective Paul Madison and Im in charge of your case. Id like to ask
you some questions if you feel up to it?Ill try.Good. Diana, would you raise
Debs bed? Madison wheeled the bed tray over and lowered it. He took a
micro-cassette recorder out of his briefcase, attached a microphone and spoke into
it, Detective Paul Madison, badge number 7103, conducting an interview with assault
victim, Miss Debra Simpson. He put the recorder on pause and advised Debbie,
Remember to speak directly into the microphone, Deb. She nodded and he pushed the
record button. Deb, do you know who tried to kill you on the night of July
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third?It was Father Michaels! Debbie burst out hoarsely. He tried to kill
me! She started to cry. I thought I was going to die! Diana held her and
comforted her until she stopped crying.Father Michaels a priest tried to kill
you?Debbie sniffed. Father David Michaels. He was our religion teacher last
year. He accused me of sleeping with Colin Matthews Hes the lead singer of the
band, Unforgiven? Madison clarified.Yes. He said he had to kill me because Colin
had corrupted me. He hates Colin!Okay, Deb, youre doing fine. Can you fill in
the details of the events leading up to Father Michaels attack for me?Debbie
related the same story as Diana had up to a point then said, I was standing by my
car, looking through my purse for my keys when somebody suddenly spoke to me. It
startled me and I dropped my purse. I turned around and I saw Father Michaels.What
happened then?I told him I thought hed left town and he said hed come back
because we had unfinished business. I noticed that he was wearing dark clothes and
I got real scared when I saw he was wearing gloves.Okay, go on.He started to
pick up the stuff that had spilled out of my purse and he spotted the letter Id
written to Colin about the car that had tried to run him down in Minneapolis. I
hadnt mailed it yet because I felt so guilty for not telling him and the police
that Father Michaels was the driver. A tear slid down Debbies face. I told him
it was none of his business and tried to get it back, but he shoved me aside.He
read your letter to Colin, then?Yes. He got furious and punched me, knocking me
into the side of my car then called me a whore. I was dazed, but when he pulled me
to my feet, I tried to scratch his face. He hit me again and put his hands around
my throat and started to squeeze real hard! Tears continued to slide down Debbies
cheeks.If this is too upsetting for you, Deb, Ill come back later, Madison
said.She shook her head. No, Id rather finish it now. She paused for a moment
to regain her composure then continued, He kept squeezing harder and it seemed like
he was really getting off on it. Debbies head dropped and she was shaking. I
kept struggling, trying to break free, but I couldnt and then my vision started to
get fuzzy! I was terrified, but I thought if I quit struggling and went limp hed
think I was dying and let go of me. She paused briefly then continued, He did! I
slumped to the ground and lay real still. He felt my pulse then started to undo my
clothes. Debbie closed her eyes. I thought he was going to rape me! She opened
her eyes again. Did he?No. I think he was hoping wed think youd been raped
then strangled.Thank God for that much at least! I guess I mustve passed out
because the next thing I remember is Din screaming. I tried to take a breath but my
throat felt like it was packed with cotton I couldnt breath! She began to sob.
I thought I was going to die!Diana put her arms around Debbie, rocking her until
she quieted. Madison waited until shed gotten herself under control before he
asked, Prior to this, did Father Michaels ever make any sexual advances towards
you?He used to stare at me and it made me uncomfortable, but he never did anything
else.Did he ever threaten you in any way?No.Madison took out the composite of
Colins assailant that Wickersham had faxed him plus five other composites and laid
them out in a row. Do any of these composites resemble your assailant, Deb?Debbie
nodded vigorously and pointed at one. Thats Father Michaels! Hes the one who
tried to kill me!Madison picked up the microphone and spoke into it, Miss Debra
Simpson has identified one of the composites as her assailant, Father David
Michaels. It was faxed to me by Detective Marie Wickersham of the New Orleans
Police Department. He shut off the mini-recorder.Debbie looked surprised. Why are
the New Orleans police interested in Father Michaels?Hes wanted by them for the
attempted murder of Colin Matthews and for the kidnapping and aggravated assault of
Liam Matthews.He actually tried to kill Colin, Debbie asked in a shocked
tone.Yes. Father Michaels stabbed Colin and very nearly killed him, but I
understand he is recovering. He took out the tape hed been taping Debbies
interview on and inserted another tape into the recorder. Id like you to listen
to this tape, Deb, and see if you can tell me anything about it. He pushed the
play button and watched Debbies face closely. It was a copy of the voicemail of
the first call Father Michaels made to Colin, threatening his life. Wickersham had
sent it along with the composite. He turned it off and put the other tape back in.
Can you identify the voice thats threatening Colin, Deb?Debbie looked horrified.
Its Father Michaels voice!Youre sure?Yes!Did you hear him threaten Colin
specifically at anytime?One of the things he told me that night was not to worry
because my lover, meaning Colin would be joining me in hell! I dont know if you
can call that a threat, though.Can you think of anything else that might help us,
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Deb?No, Im pretty sure thats everything.Madison shut off the recorder then
stowed it in his briefcase. Ill let you get some rest now, Deb. I know it was
hard for you to tell me about this, but you did a great job. I think youre really
brave. He took out one of his business cards and gave it to her. If you happen
to remember anything else that you think might be important, you can reach me at
either of these numbers. I promise you Ill do every thing possible to see that
Father Michaels is apprehended.Debbie nodded. I know you will. Thanks.Diana
looked at Madison. Im going to stay for a few minutes longer.Ill be outside
with your mother, Diana.It was several minutes before Diana came out of Debbies
room. Mom?Dianas mother came over to her. What is it?Deb asked about her
parents and I had to tell her what they did, but now shes crying and I cant get
her to stop. I didnt mean to upset her, but I didnt want her to hear it from a
stranger either.I know, Diana. Ill look after her, Her mother replied. Would
you ask a nurse to come in, too? Deb made need a mild sedative to calm her.Diana
did as her mother had requested then walked with Madison as far as the
elevators.You know, Deb was right on about how much Father Michaels hates Colin.
We had he had this panel discussion one time, supposedly on the pros and cons of
rock music. He only used it as his personal soapbox to rant and rave about Colins
supposedly evil lifestyle!Do you have any idea where I can find Father Michaels,
Diana?She shook her head. He left here at the end of the school year. He said he
was going to Rome to do some sort of graduate study, but who knows now if that was
even the truth! He definitely does have family in Minneapolis though because my mom
has occasionally worked for his father at IDS. You can probably find out where
Father Michaels is by checking with the Diocesan office in Minneapolis.Madison
nodded. Ill do that. Thanks for your help, Diana, and dont worry Father
Michaels is going down!
Chapter 32Caitlin was sitting in the family room, watching television when the
doorbell rang followed in seconds by a loud knocking on the front door. What on
earth? Caitlin muttered. She hurried to the door and peered out the peephole.
She saw two men, accompanied by two police officers standing on the front porch.
She opened the door as much as the safety chain allowed and asked, Can I help
you?Police, Miss, The man in the suit announced then held up his badge and
identification.Caitlin saw his name was Paul Madison and he was a detective on the
Brunsville police force. She had an uneasy feeling as she stared at his badge. The
other man identified himself as a Detective Hoelscher from the Minneapolis forceMay
we come in and talk, Miss Michaels, Caitlin Michaels. She opened the door for
them. Im sorry. Please come in. They followed her into the living room and
sat. What can I do for you, Detective Madison?I need to speak to your brother,
Father David Michaels.Im sorry, hes not here. Hes in Mankato. Hell be back
in a week.Caitlin May I call you Caitlin?Sure.I spoke with the Diocesan
office this morning and they told me Id find your brother here.Caitlin seemed
puzzled by his statement. I dont understand. Thats what mom told me when I
asked her where Dave was. Shed said hed gotten a phone call from the Diocesan
yesterday asking him to sub in Mankato for another priest. He left some time
yesterday afternoon.Madison shook his head. I dont know who that phone call was
from, but it wasnt from the Diocesan. Maybe, itll help us both understand things
better if you can tell me about yesterday, Caitlin.She shrugged. I heard the
phone ring around one. I assume that must have been the call for Dave because I
heard mom and him leave shortly after that call. Caitlin paused then asked,
Theres something wrong, isnt there?Madison seemed to hesitate for a moment then
slowly nodded. I need to speak to your brother about his part in the attempted
murders of Debbie Simpson and Colin Matthews and the aggravated assault of Liam
Matthews.Caitlins mouth dropped open in shock. She suddenly felt light-headed and
her ears began to buzz. Here, put your head down between your knees, Caitlin,
Madison said. His voice seemed to be coming from far away, but she did as he
instructed and within a few minutes she began to feel better.Are you okay? Im
sorry, but there wasnt any way to break it to you more gently.She lifted her head
and steadied herself. I cant believe Dave could do these things! What evidence
do you have? She demanded.Madison silently took out the same tape hed played for
Debbie, popped it into his micro cassette recorder and pushed the play button. He
watched the color drain out of Caitlins face as she listened to the tape. He shut
off the tape when it finished. Miss Simpson has already identified this as being
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your brothers voice. He took the composite and another photograph out of a manila
envelope and slid them over to her. Can you identify either of these?She picked
up the composite, looked at it then dropped it and said in a monotone voice, Its
Dave. She looked at the photograph, her eyes widening. Is this the knife that
was used to stab Colin?Yes. Do you recognize it?Yes. She gulped and fought to
get herself under control. Daddy gave it to Dave for Christmas last year. Do you
know where your brother is now, Caitlin?Dont tell him anything, Caitlin! A
strident voice suddenly warned.Caitlin turned, Mom!Kathleen, her head held high
and her eyes blazing, stood in the entrance to the living room, gazing hatefully at
Madison and the other law enforcement officials in the room.Mrs. Michaels, Im
Detective Paul Madison. If you know where your son is then I strongly suggest that
you tell me.I wont tell you anything! My husband made up these lies to protect
that bastard of his!Mom, Colin isnt a bastard, Caitlin said tiredly. Daddy and
his mother were legally married.What lies are you referring to, Mrs. Michaels?
Madison asked quietly.I know all about the lies he and that bastard are telling!
She snapped. Theyre saying Dave was the one who supposedly stabbed that pervert,
Colin Matthews, and tried to kill that little slut, Debbie Simpson!Mom, the police
have evidence, Caitlin tried to say calmly. They have Daves voice on tape,
threatening Colin. They have the composite of Dave the police artist drew from Liam
Matthews description and they have the knife used to stab Colin. Mom, it the knife
daddy gave Dave for Christmas last year.I dont care! Kathleen shrieked. Its
all a vicious fraud to ruin Daves spotless reputation!Mom, why would Colin do
that? Until a few days ago he didnt even know he had another brother, Caitlin
said, trying to reason with her.I know your fathers a sick, pervert whos only
doing this because he wants his bastard to take Daves place and I wont let that
happen!Mrs. Michaels, if you know where your son is and you refuse to tell me; I
must inform you that youll be subject to arrest for obstructing justice. Other
charges could be added later.Mom, please tell him whatever you know about
Dave!Kathleen ignored her daughters plea, glared at Madison and snapped, Do
whatever you have to! Dave is a good and holy priest and I wont stand by and allow
my husband or that bastard of his to slander my son and ruin his reputation!I was
hoping you would be reasonable about this, but if this is the way you want it,
Madison replied, his tone a mixture of frustration and resignation. He turned and
spoke in a low tone to the other detective. He nodded and went outside.About five
minutes later the doorbell rang. Caitlin answered it and found an attractive female
police officer. Her heart sank and she knew without being told, that the officer
was here to take her mother into custody.She smiled pleasantly at Caitlin. Hello,
Im Officer Peel. May I speak with Detective Hoelscher, please?Caitlin nodded
wordlessly because there was too big of a lump in throat to reply and she stepped
aside so Peel could come inside.Officer Peel? Hoelscher called. Over here,
please. He turned back to Kathleen. Ill ask you one last time, Mrs. Michaels.
Where is your son?As long as youre continuing to persecute my son and protect
that evil pervert Im not telling you anything! Colin Matthews is the one you
should be arresting not my Dave!Mom, please tell them where Dave is and then we
can get this all sorted out! But Kathleen remained stonily silent to Caitlins
plea.Madison sighed as Hoelscher said, Kathleen Michaels, youre under arrest for
obstruction of justice and for aiding and abetting a fugitive in his flight from the
law. Officer Peel, please read Mrs. Michaels her rights and take her into
custody.Mom!Officer Peel did as Hoelscher ordered then escorted Kathleen outside
and put her into her patrol car.If your family has a lawyer, youd better give them
a call, Madison suggested to Caitlin.She nodded vaguely. Ill Ill call Daddy.
Hell know what to do.Are you all right, Caitlin? Madison asked in concern.I
feel like somebody just turned my whole life inside out!Do you have any idea where
your brothers gone?Will it help mom if I tell you what I think?Madison shook his
head. No, Im afraid it wont have any bearing on your mothers case.Caitlin had
a sick expression on her face, but she took a deep breath and squared her
shoulders. Dave was supposed to leave in two weeks to do graduate study in Rome.
Maybe, he decided to leave early.I know this has been hard on you and I wish there
was an easier way to do it, but there isnt. Well be coming back later with a
search warrant. After the police had left, Caitlin ran into her fathers study and
picked up the phone.Jeff was about to leave his room to go downtown and see
Wickersham. The deadline had come and gone without any news. He had been praying
that Dave would realize how grievous his acts were and do the right thing, but since
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he obviously hadnt, he would have to do it for him. His cell rang just as he was
going out the door. He came back into answer it, hoping with all his might it was
Kate saying Dave had turned himself over to the police. Hello?Daddy! The police
just arrested mom and theyre saying Dave tried to kill Colin and Debbie
Simpson!Cait, calm down and tell me everything thats happened, Jeff urged.A
Detective Madison, from Brunsville came here and he wanted to talk to Dave. I said
Dave wasnt here; he was in Mankato because thats where mom told me hed
gone.Wait a second, Cait. Daves gone?Yes. He left yesterday and mom told me
hed gone to Mankato to fill in for a priest, whos on vacation, but Madison checked
with the Diocesan and they said Dave was here. The police asked mom where hed gone
and she wouldnt tell them so they arrested her! Madison said he was coming back
later with a search warrant.Its okay, Cait. Im calling Josh Taylor. Ill have
him go to the police station and find out exactly what your mothers being charged
with and why. Ill ask him to be at the house when the police come back with their
warrant and accompany them while theyre searching. As soon as I hang up, Im
calling the airport to see if I can book a flight, but even if I can I probably
wont be home until later tonight. I dont want you to be alone so will you please
call Jemma and ask her to stay with you until I get home?I will, she promised.
Daddy?What, Cait?Do you think Dave really did these terrible things hes been
accused of? I know Detective Madison showed me some pretty convincing evidence, but
it still could be a mistake, couldnt it? I mean Dave seems sanctimonious and
self-righteous a lot of times, but that doesnt make him guilty.I dont know,
Cait, as you said there seems to be some convincing evidence against him, but Im
also having a hard time believing he could deliberately try to take the lives of
three people. Well talk some more about this when I get home, alright?Okay,
Daddy.When he hung up, Jeff phoned the airport and was able to book a seat on a
flight leaving that afternoon. As he suspected, it wouldnt get into Minneapolis
until after six that evening. He called Caitlin back to tell her of his arrival
time and added a caution, Please dont answer the door for anybody who isnt family
or friends.Ill be careful, She assured him. I love you, Daddy.I love you,
too, Cait. Ill see you later tonight. He hung up and hurriedly began to pack,
cursing Kathleens selfishness in letting Caitlin face these horrendous events
alone. If she continued to protect Dave when she knew the terrible things hed
done; she could stay in jail! He checked out then had the taxi take him to the
police station. He asked to see Detective Wickersham.Im sorry, sir, but shes in
court and I think its safe to say its going to be an all-day thing, The female
desk officer explained.Im on my way to the airport so I wont be able to stop
back. Can I leave her a note?Certainly. She provided him with a sheet of paper,
an envelope and a pen.Jeff quickly wrote a note, identifying himself and his
relationship to Colin. He identified Colins assailant as his son and Colins
half-brother, Father David Michaels. He wrote that Dave had left town and strongly
suspected hed fled to Rome. He urged Wickersham to call him and wrote both his
home and office numbers. He folded the sheet and stuck it in the envelope then gave
it to the officer. Would you make sure Detective Wickersham gets this as soon as
she returns?Ill keep it right here at the desk so shell get it first thing when
she comes in, she assured him.Thank you. Jeff left the police station, got back
into the taxi and drove straight to the airport, barely in time to make his plane.
As the plane took off, he thought about Colin and greatly regretted he hadnt had
time to see him and explain things, but decided hed call him after he got
home.Caitlin sat in the living room with Jemma while the police, accompanied by Josh
Taylor, searched the home. They had finished searching the downstairs and had gone
upstairs. They watched as two officers carried out clothes Dave had left behind.
They heard more footsteps coming down the stairs then and Taylor, followed by
Madison and Hoelscher, came into the room. Caitlin noticed that Madison carried a
manila file folder under one arm. They sat down across from her and Jemma.Caitlin,
Detective Madison has some questions for you about something they found in Daves
room. I told him I have no objection to you answering his questions.Can I ask
you something first?Go ahead, Caitlin, Madison urged.Why are you taking Daves
clothes?Theyll be taken to our lab where theyll be examined for hair samples
from Miss Simpson and fibers from the clothing she was wearing on the night of her
attempted murder.I just cant believe this is happening!Madison took out his
micro cassette recorder, set it up then spoke into it, Detective Paul Madison,
badge number 7103, conducting an interview with Miss Caitlin Michaels. She is the
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sister of Father David Michaels, the suspect in the attempted murders of Debbie
Simpson and Colin Matthews and aggravated assault of Liam Matthews. The date is
August fourth. Madison extended the file folder to her. Caitlin, do you have any
idea why your brother has a file on Colin Matthews?She took the file and riffled
through its contents. This is the file my father had on Colin, but how did Dave
get it? Daddy kept it locked in the bottom drawer of his desk in his study.
Caitlin shivered when she saw all the photos of Colin had been slashed.Your father
has a file on Colin? Why?She handed the file back to him. I just found out
recently that Daddy was married before and Colin is his son by that marriage. The
marriage broke up before Colin was born so daddy never knew him. Hes been
searching for him for a long time with no luck until he saw a copy of People Weekly
with Unforgiven on the cover. He thought Colin might be his son so he hired a
private investigator to check him out. She pointed to the file. Thats the
information he got for daddy.Are you sure this is the same file?Im sure, but
Ill check. She went into Jeffs study. The envelope containing the file was
still where her father had placed it before leaving for New Orleans. A quick look
through it told her there was nothing missing. She took it out to Madison.He
examined it carefully, comparing the contents of Jeffs file to those of the one
Father Michaels had. It looks as if your brother copied your fathers file.But
how did he find out about it? Daddy said he always kept it locked in that bottom
drawer.Did your mother know about it and could she have told your brother?Mom
knew daddy was married before and had a child, but Im sure she didnt know it was
Colin or that daddy was searching for him.Where is your father? Id like to speak
to him so we can tie up some of these loose ends.Daddys in New Orleans with
Colin. Hes coming home later tonight so you can probably talk to him tomorrow. He
isnt in trouble, like mom, is he? I mean youre not going to arrest him too, are
you? Caitlins lip quivered and she swiped at the tears on her cheeks. Im
sorry.No. Madison patted her shoulder. Dont apologize, Caitlin. I know this
has been a terrible shock for you.I always knew Dave was kind of uncompromising,
but She swiped at her tears again. I cant believe hed actually try to kill
three people just because he found out one was his half-brother.
Chapter 33Detective Wickersham hurried into the police station at five-fifteen in a
state of complete exasperation. Shed spent a whole day in court, watching a lawyer
trying to get his sleazebag, drug-dealing client off with a misdemeanor sentence.
Fortunately, the jury wasnt swayed and gave him the maximum allowable
sentence.Evening, Sergeant, She said, stopping by the front desk. Whats
new?Well, it quiet now but when I came on at three Whew! He replied, rolling
his eyes upwards.What happened?Two guys got into it over a girl outside the
Esplanade Mall. Before anybody could act, there were close to twenty kids
involved. We took them all in. Some of them are still here waiting for their
parents to come and get them.Glad I missed that one! Wickersham laughed. Any
messages for me?Yes. A Detective Paul Madison from Brunsville, Minnesota,
called. He said it was urgent and to call him when you got in, no matter what time
it was.Thanks, Sergeant. She took the slip of paper, hurried to her desk and
immediately put through a call to Madison. Detective Madison, please. This is
Detective Marie Wickersham returning his call.There was a wait of a few seconds
then Madisons voice filled the line. Detective, thank you for calling back so
promptly. I have a name for your composite. Hes been identified as Father David
Michaels.You said Father as in a Catholic priest?Yes, and it gets even better!
Hes Colin Matthews half-brother!Wickersham whistled and leaned back in her chair
then something occurred to her and she sat up straight again. His last name is
Michaels? Theres a Jeff Michaels down here, visiting Colin. Any relation?He
must be the father. Caitlin, Father Michaels sister, told me hed gone to New
Orleans when hed heard about Colins stabbing.Do we have a location on the
perp?Unfortunately, he appears to have skipped town. Caitlin said somebody called
yesterday and shortly after the call, she heard her brother leaving the house with
their mother. He hasnt been seen since.You questioned the mother?Yes. She
said it was all a plot to slander her sons reputation and refused to tell us where
hes gone. Shes been arrested. I was hoping it would scare her enough to shake her
tongue loose, but shes clamed up and refused to say anything more even to her
lawyer! The frustration in Madisons voice was more than obvious to Wickersham.Do
you have any idea where hes gone?Possibly. Caitlin mentioned that her brother
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was leaving for Rome in a couple of weeks. I confirmed this with the Diocesan.
Caitlin thinks her brother left early. I agree and Ive contacted both the FBI and
Interpol.Youre thinking the phone call his sister mentioned had something to do
with his sudden decision to leave?It looks very suspicious, Detective. I have a
strong feeling somebody tipped him off.I think I know who it was Jeff Michaels!
He was in the room when I showed the composite to Colin and he left suddenly,
pleading a migraine.Hes supposed to be coming home tonight. Im interviewing him
tomorrow.Call me after you talk to him. If he warned that bastard off Im going
to make it my personal business to see that hes sitting in a jail cell right next
to his wife!I agree and he will be if I find out thats what he did! Ill give
you a full report after I interview him tomorrow.Id appreciate it. Wickersham
hung up the phone. She felt frustrated and angry. She couldnt believe how people
were helping this suspected murderer at every turn! People had helped him leave New
Orleans and now other people had helped him leave the country, thereby, considerably
reducing his chances of being captured. She glanced at the clock on her desk,
sighed, and rose. There was nothing more she could do tonight so she may as well
head home. Tomorrow shed have to see the Matthews family and tell them their worst
fear had come true.Jeff pulled into the garage, got out and hit the switch to bring
the door back down again. He unlocked the door and came into the family room.
Cait?Out here, Daddy, she called from the kitchen.He walked into the kitchen.
Caitlin was at the stove, stirring spaghetti sauce and Jemma was setting the table.
She put down her spoon, ran to him, and gave him a hug.Im so sorry you had to face
this by yourself, Cait, He apologized, giving her a hug.Its okay, Daddy. I know
you would have been here if there was anyway you could have.I think Im going
split and go home, Cait. Jemma said. Call me if you need me, okay?I will,
Caitlin promised as she walked her to the door. Thanks for staying with me. She
walked out into the kitchen again. Did you have a chance to talk to Mr.
Taylor?Yes, I called him from Chicago. Jeff shook his head. Your mothers
being charged for obstructing justice and aiding and abetting a fugitive in his
flight from the law.Those are serious charges, arent they?Jeff nodded.
Yes.Caitlin started to cry. How could this have happened, Daddy? How could our
family be destroyed practically overnight?I guess Im to blame, Cait. None of
this would have happened if I hadnt decided to search for Colin.No, Daddy, that
isnt true! You had every right to look for Colin. Its mom and Daves sick
reactions that caused this!Thank you for saying that, Cait.They got supper on the
table and sat down to eat, but neither of them had any appetite and mostly toyed
with their food. Jeff looked up at Caitlin. I know this sounds strange, but do
you know what sounds good to me?What?A hot fudge sundae with the works.Me,
too! Caitlin replied, smiling for the first time that evening. They rounded up
the necessary ingredients for their treat, sat down, and started to eat.Josh said
your mothers arraignment is scheduled for tomorrow at nine.How does he think it
will go?He seems confident he can get both charges dropped since she doesnt have
any previous criminal record not even a traffic ticket. Thank God, she wasnt one
of those arrested at Colins concert and shes never been arrested at any of those
anti-abortion demonstrations shes participated in. The judge is will ask her where
Dave is and if she refuses to tell himCaitlin played with her spoon. Shell go
to jail for contempt, wont she?Probably.What will happen to Dave?When they do
find him, hell be arrested. Theres some very compelling evidence against him.
Liam Matthews identification of Dave as his kidnapper, Colins, his bodyguards and
Aletheas identification of him as the one who stabbed Colin. Also, Debbie
Simpsons identification of Dave as the person who tried to kill her.The police
took all the clothes Dave left behind as evidence.I imagine theyre looking for
more evidence to connect him to both crimes.I dont understand why he tried to
kill Debbie, Daddy. Did he really decide to kill her because he thought shed slept
with Colin when he heard about them coming out of Colins hotel together?Or else
he thinks that anyone who comes in contact with Colin becomes his enemy and deserves
to die.Did Mr. Taylor tell you Dave had a duplicate of your file on Colin, but all
the pictures were slashed?Yes.How did he find your file?Jeff sighed. I
thought about that during the layover in Chicago and I could only come up with one
thing. Shortly after Dave arrived at Our Lady of Grace he told me the parish
council wanted to set up an investment program for the parish funds. He asked me if
I could recommend one to fit their needs. I did some research and I designed an
investment program I felt would best suit goals they wanted to achieve. I used to
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keep this information in that bottom drawer of my desk until I had the wall safe
installed. Dave must have come over to pick up the investment research, and not
knowing about the safe, he looked in that drawer and found my file on Colin.Caitlin
dipped her spoon in and out of her melting sundae. I dont understand why Dave
didnt talk to you about it.Jeff shook his head. I dont know, Cait. Until now,
Id always thought we had a really good relationship, but I guess I was seeing
something that wasnt really there.No, Daddy. You and Dave did have a good
relationship, Caitlin affirmed. She paused for a second then continued, I guess
Id better tell you this because I dont want you to hear it from some
stranger.Hear what?The knife Dave used to stab Colin was the knife you gave him
for Christmas last year.Jeff looked very sad after hearing that. I guess that
really shows how much contempt Dave had for me.Why does he hate Colin so much? Is
he afraid Colin was going to replace him in your affections?I wish I knew, Cait.
Maybe, I could have headed this off before it got started.Daddy, you cant hold
yourself responsible for this! She argued. Mom and Dave have to take
responsibility for their own actions! I cant believe how much mom has changed!
Daddy, you should have heard the awful lies she told Dave! She told him she didnt
know youd had a child and if she had known, she wouldnt have married you! She
kept calling Colin a bastard, saying his mother was a whore and you and her werent
married.Jeff was silent for a moment then said, You know, when I first met your
mother, one of the things I most admired about her was her deep religious faith.
Amanda wasnt even remotely religious. She despised organized religion. She always
said theyd spent centuries oppressing women. He smiled faintly. I guess you
could say she was a feminist even before the term was coined or a movement
founded.And Mom? Caitlin prompted.She had a sincere belief that God had a plan
for everyone and all you had to do was put your complete trust in Him and everything
would work out fine. His expression saddened again. I dont understand how that
message of love, tolerance and forgiveness shed always believed in got so
twisted.Seeing how sad her father was becoming, Caitlin tried to cheer him up by
changing the subject. Daddy, tell me about Colin.Jeff smiled, gave a little laugh
and shook his head. Well, I can definitely tell Colin is Amandas son! Theyre
more like best friends. I can see how Colins been very influenced by her
beliefs.Is that good?Very good, Id say. He has a very active social conscience
and he gets it from his mother.Probably his stepfather, too, Caitlin added.
Most of the things Ive heard about Peter Matthews involve social issues.Thats
true, Cait. Jeff admitted. Otherwise, your brother has a sharp tongue, a short
fuse and hes stubborn as hell! He gets that from his mother, too!I dont think
so, Daddy, Caitlin teased. It seems to me youre pretty stubborn, too!Her father
laughed. Maybe, youre right! I will say his mother and adoptive father did an
excellent job of raising him. Once you win his trust and respect, his loyalty
follows right behind. When hes made a mistake, he doesnt seem to have a problem,
admitting he was wrong and apologizing for it.What did he say when you told him
about me?Hes really anxious to meet you. In fact, we tried to call you once but
you must have been gone. He told me he always wished hed had a sister.Whats
Alethea like?Shes very nice. She introduced herself and kept me company even
when nobody else wanted me around. Was Jemma upset when she heard Colin had gotten
married?No. She said she was happy Colin had married someone whos as smart as
she is beautiful.I think shell be very good for Colin. She as stubborn as he is
and she doesnt appear to have a problem telling him what she thinks or if she
thinks hes wrong. Its very obvious to me how much they love each other. Colin
promised to send me a DVD of their wedding.Wow! I cant wait to see it and I
cant wait to meet them!Jeff glanced up at the kitchen clock and yawned. Its
been a long and exhausting day. I think Im going to turn in early. We have to be
in court at nine tomorrow for your mothers arraignment.Mom probably doesnt want
us there, Caitlin remarked glumly. She thinks were traitors.Well, were going
to be there anyway to give her our support and show her we love her.They started
upstairs. I probably wont be able to sleep, Caitlin said.I know, but Im sure
things will get straightened out tomorrow and your mother will be released.Daddy!
I almost forgot to tell you! Detective Madison is coming back tomorrow and he wants
to talk to you.Jeff sighed. I was expecting that.
Chapter 34Colin was walking around his room, slowly, but without help. He stayed
close to solid objects he could grab hold of in case he got dizzy or felt weak.
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Alethea sat at the foot of his bed, watching him closely and ready to help him if he
needed it.How am I doing? Colin teased, aware of her scrutiny.Youre doing
fine. How do you feel?Great! Colin held out his arms. Care to dance?Alethea
giggled. What? You hate to dance! Ive never been able to get you out on the
dance floor even once in the whole time Ive known you.Hey, I love to dance except
the kind of dancing I like you dont do in public!Oh! That kind of dancing. I
agree, you do like that and youre very good at it.Colin made his way over to the
bed and leaned against the foot. You havent seen or heard from Jeff, have
you?No, not since the other day. I thought about stopping by his hotel to check
on him, but I was afraid I might disturb him. I hope hes all right.Im sure hes
okay. I know when Steve gets a migraine; he has to spend a couple of days in bed in
a darkened room even with medication. There was a knock on his door then his
parents followed by Liam, came into the room. Hi! He gave them all hugs and then
asked Liam, How are you doing?Im fine except Liam made a face. Except for
the nightmares! He shivered involuntarily.Yeah! I know what you mean, Colin
agreed, putting his arm around his younger brother.Are they ever going to
stop?Im sure they will once the trauma starts to fade.There was another knock on
Colins door. Peter opened it to admit Detective Wickersham.Hello, Detective,
Amanda said, smiling. How are you?Fine, thank you, Mrs. Matthews.Do you have
news for us? Peter asked.Some, but Im afraid not all of its good news. Weve
definitely identified the suspect who kidnapped Liam and tried to kill Colin. She
turned to Colin. Does the name, Father David Michaels, mean anything to you,
Colin?Colins eyes widened and the color drained out of his face. He looked as if
he might faint so both Alethea and Liam reached out and quickly grabbed one of his
arms to steady him. They guided him to a chair. Are you all right, Colin?
Alethea asked.Yeah, Colin shook his head. Im sorry I scared you. He glanced
up at his parents who looked almost as shocked as he did. He looked at Wickersham.
Ive never had any contact with Father Michaels. In fact, I didnt even know he
existed until a couple of days ago, but hes my half-brother.Yes, I found that out
when I talked to Detective Madison last evening. She turned to the others and
explained, Colin had told me about the attempted murder of a fan of Unforgivens in
Minnesota. He felt there might be a connection between the two cases so I sent the
composite to the detective in charge of her case. He showed it to the victim and
she positively identified it as Father David Michaels, a former teacher of
hers.Colin was happy to hear that Debbie had come out of her coma and was
apparently doing well. At least, there was some good news!Has this Father Michaels
been arrested? Peter demanded.Thats the bad news, Wickersham said. He skipped
town. It appears at the moment he was warned about his impending arrest.What!
Amanda blurted.Wickersham relayed all the information shed received from Madison to
them.I dont believe this! Peter exclaimed, shaking his head.As I said, we dont
know for sure, but it does appear as if somebody warned him.And we all know who
that somebody was, dont we! Colin stood up so quickly that a sharp pain shot
through his side, making him wince, but he paid it no mind. Migraine,
hell!Colin, you dont know that Jeff was the caller, Alethea argued. One of
those pro-life fanatics he met here could have just as easily called and warned
him.Come on, Alethea, quit defending him! You know damn well he was standing
right behind me when Detective Wickersham showed me that composite and there was no
way he couldve missed who it was!Calm down, Colin, Amanda urged.I dont want to
calm down, Mom! Jeff Michaels just sold me down the river not only me, but all of
us!Wickersham felt compelled to intervene in Colins outburst. Colin, as your
wife pointed out, we dont know for sure that Jeff Michaels was the caller or what
he said if he did call. Madisons going to interview him today so Ill know more
after I speak with him.Colin, it isnt fair to Jeff to make a snap decision like
this when you dont even have all the facts, Alethea added, trying to reason with
him.Fair! Is it fair that his lunatic son is running around free so he can
terrorize us to his hearts content? Dont tell me whats fair!Theres one thing
I dont understand, Liam spoke up for the first time. How did Father Michaels
even know about Colin?When the police searched his familys home they found he had
a file on Colin.A file? You mean he hired somebody to investigate Colin?Yes and
no, Liam. The file was originally obtained as the result of a private
investigation, but it was Jeff Michaels who hired the investigator. Father Michaels
apparently copied his file from his fathers.Well, thats just fucking peachy,
isnt it? Colin exploded again. That fucking file only has my entire life in
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it! The psycho knows my address and cell number, probably what kind of car I drive
and its license number! He probably even knows how I vote and has a copy of my
fucking library card! Thats just fucking peachy!If it was Jeff who did make that
call; will he face charges? Amanda asked.If that turns out to be the case yes!
We dont take kindly to aiding and abetting a wanted fugitive no matter who he is!
She turned back to Colin. As for you, Im keeping a police officer outside your
room until youre dismissed.Dont bother because Im leaving today!Colin
Alethea started to protest.Colin waved her off, picked up the call button and
pressed it. A few seconds later a nurse came into the room. Did you need
something, Colin?Yeah, I want to leave so please get whatever papers I need to
sign so I can get the hell out of here!The nurse looked uncertain. Im sure
Doctor Trumbull didnt leave any orders for your release.No, he didnt, but Im
leaving anyway.The nurse left his room still looking doubtful and went to find
Doctor Trumbull to let him know what was transpiring.Colin, I dont want you to do
this, please, Alethea pleaded with him.Im sorry, Alethea, but Im not going to
let that psycho have another crack at me not without a fight! There was another
knock on his door and Doctor Trumbull came into the room. Whats this I hear about
you wanting to leave?Colin, a stubborn look on his face, crossed his arms over his
chest. Im going home and theres nothing you can say thatll change my mind!I
wouldnt think of it. You should consider, despite how well youre feeling right
now, you still havent got your full strength back and the trip home will be
tiring.Colin, will you please listen to Doctor Trumbull? Alethea pleaded.I
dont care! I just want to get out of here! Colin complained.How about this?
Doctor Trumbull proposed. You stay here today and you can leave tomorrow.Colin
sank back in his chair. Alright, as long as I can leave tomorrow.You have my
word.Colin agreed. He felt too tired to offer any further resistance. He just
wished everyone would leave.Detective Wickersham excused herself, promising to keep
them posted on any progress in locating Father Michaels whereabouts.Amanda bent and
kissed Colins cheek. Well let you get some rest, but well come back later,
okay?Okay, he replied dispiritedly.Amanda slammed her fist against the wall when
she left his room. Damn it!Mandy! Peter exclaimed, catching her hand. Youre
going to hurt yourself!Im sorry, but Im so angry! I knew we should have found a
way to keep Jeff away from Colin! I knew hed only end up hurting him! Hes never
given a damn about anybody but himself!I know, Mandy, but Colin made the decision
to have a relationship with Jeff and we had to respect his decision.I know,
Amanda sighed. And Jeff put on such a caring front, he fooled me!Liam, who was
walking beside his father, suddenly asked, Why did he even bother to look for Colin
when it seems he doesnt care what happens to him? Do you suppose he was just
trying to cash in on Colins fame?I dont know, but I am glad of one thing if
this had to happen; Im glad it happened when Colin was an adult. If hed been a
child or a teenager it probably would have destroyed him!Everyone had left except
Alethea. Colin got back into bed and lay with his arms folded underneath his
head.Colin Alethea began.Alethea, I dont want to talk anymore about Jeff!
Colin said, cutting her off sharply.Do you want me to leave?Colin looked at her
then extended his hand to her. She took it and sat on the bed beside him. No, I
dont want you to leave and Im sorry I snapped at you. He sighed loudly. Boy!
Our marriage is sure off to a great start!Alethea leaned over and kissed him.
Hey! I married you for better or worse, remember?Well, it looks to me like
youve been getting only the worst! Colin grumbled.Do you hear me complaining?
She demanded.Colin shook his head. No.Well then I dont want to hear anymore
about it. Deal?Deal! Colin replied, smiling at his wife while silently thanking
whatever gods for giving him Alethea.The doorbell rang just as Caitlin and her
father were finishing lunch. Ill get it, Daddy, she said, getting up from her
chair.Jeff watched her closely. He felt very concerned about her because she
appeared to be operating on automatic pilot since the hearing this morning. It had
been very difficult. Kathleen had looked right through them and he knew Caitlin
felt terribly hurt by her mothers ugly, unfair attitude. He felt frustrated and
angry with his wife. She had no right to be angry with them! Theyd done what was
right, but Kathleen viewed everything as being for Dave or against him. Their
cooperation with the police definitely fell into the category of being against
Dave.Caitlin came back into the kitchen followed by a man who Jeff assumed to be
Detective Madison. Caitlin quickly confirmed his assumption. Daddy, this is
Detective Paul Madison. Detective, my father, Jeff Michaels.Detective, Jeff
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said, rising to shake his hand. Please, sit down.Caitlin got him some coffee and
refilled her fathers cup. Can I get you anything else?No, Im fine. Thank you,
Caitlin.Will you excuse us please, Cait?Sure, Daddy. Ill be upstairs if you
need me. She shot them an uncertain look before leaving the room.This has been
very hard on my daughter, Jeff remarked.I saw you in court this morning.Yes, and
it wasnt easy. My wife acted like we were strangers! She refuses to accept the
fact that Daves committed terrible crimes and she apparently considers us traitors
for cooperating with the police.Im sorry the judge refused to drop the charges
against your wife and also refused bail, but Im not surprised either. I understand
from Detective Hoelscher she takes a very dim view of deliberate defiance of the
law.She made that very obvious.Mr. Michaels, did you call your son, warn him he
was going to be arrested for the attempted murders of Debbie Simpson and Colin
Matthews, and tell him to leave town?Jeff looked shocked. No! I did call him,
but I was going to tell him to turn himself in or I would!Then you didnt speak to
your son?Jeff shook his head. No. Kate refused to let me speak to him, but I
told her if Dave didnt turn himself in I was going to see Detective Wickersham and
do it myself.And did you?Yes, I stopped on my way to the airport yesterday.
Detective Wickersham was in court, but I left her a note, telling her who I was and
it was my son, Father David Michaels, who stabbed Colin. I left both my home and
office phone numbers so she could call me.She never mentioned a note from you when
I spoke with her last night.Well, I did write one and I left it with the officer
at the front desk.Ill ask Detective Wickersham about it when I speak to her
later. Getting back to your call, surely you must have realized it would alert your
son to his imminent arrest and panic him into flight?Detective, do you have
children?Yes.If you found out one of your children had done something wrong
before your fellow officers did, wouldnt you take the chance to urge him to turn
himself in rather than watch him be arrested?Put that way, yes I would.Then you
can understand how I felt when I saw that composite! He sighed. I guess I was
hoping when my wife when faced with indisputable proof of Daves guilt would shock
her enough to join me in urging Dave to give himself up. Its obvious to me now how
far shes drifted from reality.Do you know where your son is?Im certain hes in
Rome. I checked our joint checking account this morning and theres over a thousand
dollars missing from it. It was drawn out two days ago and Im sure Kate used it to
buy Dave a plane ticket to Rome.Why do you think your son tried to kill Debbie
Simpson and Colin?Cait told you Colin is my eldest son?Yes. I can see a
resemblance between the two of you.Have you met Colin?Madison nodded. Yes, I
talked with him in the course of my investigation into Miss Simpsons attempted
murder. His name came up as a possible suspect.I have no doubt it was Dave who
supplied it. I think he tried to kill the Simpson girl because he believed shed
slept with Colin and I think he tried to kill Colin because he thought Id love
Colin more than him. Jeff sighed again. When Dave was born Kate and I were so
proud of him. He was our only child for six years and we lavished all our attention
on him. Maybe, that was our mistake. Maybe, we should have been stricter with
him.I wouldnt be too quick to assume something you or your wife did or didnt do
caused this.Maybe not, Jeff conceded, but sounded unconvinced. Are you going to
arrest me?No. It was probably the wrong decision to call your son, but you
havent broken the law.Jeff looked visibly relieved. What will happen to Dave
when hes arrested?I cant say for sure, but hes facing very serious charges that
carry a heavy sentence.Will you please let me know immediately if you have any
news about Dave?Yes, if youll do the same for me.I will, Jeff promised.Madison
returned to his office and called Wickersham immediately. Ive gotten back the
report on the clothes we took from Father Michaels home and the lab found hair and
fiber samples from Debbie Simpson on a shirt and pants of his.Thats good news!
Have you talked to Jeff Michaels yet?Yes. He detailed his conversation with
Jeff. He claims in this note he wrote he told you about himself, Colin, and where
Father Michaels had fled. He said he left it at the front desk.I never got it.
Please hold on and Ill check with the front desk. Wickersham was back in a few
minutes. The officer at the desk does remember a man fitting Michaels
description. She said he did leave a note for me, but thinks it might have
accidentally gotten tossed, during an incident involving twenty or so teenagers
later that day.Then you believe he told me the truth?Well, we still have only
his word for what was in that note, Wickersham said pointedly. Whats your
opinion of him?He strikes me as a straightforward and honest person.I take it
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you dont intend to press any charges?No. I dont see that he did anything wrong
except possibly using bad judgment. Given the same set of circumstances, I might
have done the same thing.Sounds like he got to you, she commented.No, but I can
understand where hes coming from.Well, Im afraid I cant share your sympathetic
feelings. No matter why he called his son, it alerted him to the fact that he was
going to be arrested and caused him to flee. Michaels anguish is nothing compared
to what the Matthews family is going through at the thought of this attempted
murderer running loose and threatening their lives!
Chapter 35Jeff and Caitlin sat in the family room, watching the evening news.
Daves face seemed to be everywhere. No matter what channels they turned to ABC,
NBC, CBS, CNN or CNN Headline News, they all identified Dave as Colins attempted
murderer. It was also the lead story on all the local stations.It wont take them
long to find us and well be under siege, Jeff said, shutting off the television.
I think itd be best if you left town for a few days, Cait. Why dont you go up to
the lake house? You can invite Jemma to go with you. Several years earlier, he
and Kathleen had bought a lake front vacation home in northern Minnesota.Caitlin
stood in front of her father with her arms crossed in front of her and a stubborn
look on her face. Jeff knew all too well what that heralded. Daddy, Im not a
baby anymore and I dont need to be protected! Either we both go or we both
stay!Cait, please do as I ask! It will give me one less thing to worry about.No
way, Daddy! Im not leaving you to face this by yourself!Okay, Jeff conceded,
holding up his hands. He shook his head and smiled. I guess Colin isnt the only
one who inherited my stubborn streak!Great! What time are we leaving?How about
six-thirty?Works for me.You can still invite Jemma, if you like.Ill call her
and see if she can go. Caitlin left to call Jemma on her line while Jeff called
his boss and arranged to take an indefinite leave of absence. Caitlin came back
into the room. I told Jemma wed pick her up about six-forty-five.Okay. Im
glad she can come. He and Caitlin packed, boxed up a few groceries and loaded the
car. Were going to need more groceries, She replied, taking stock.We can go
shopping once we get to the lake, Jeff replied, loading his tackle box and fishing
rod into the back of his SUV. By the time they were through with their preparations
for their trip, it was nearly eleven oclock. Jeff slapped himself on his
forehead. Damn it!Whats wrong, Daddy?I was going to call Colin, but its too
late now. Hes probably asleep and I dont want to disturb him. Damn it!You can
call him after we get up to the lake.Yes, and we can both talk to him. Im going
to invite him and Alethea to come here and stay with us while hes recovering.That
would be great if they can come, Daddy! I cant wait to meet them and I know Jemma
will be totally thrilled! I hope they can come!Colin sat with a frustrated look on
his face. He was all ready to leave except for being barefoot. He glared at his
socks and athletic shoes. No matter how he positioned himself his wound hurt like
hell!There was a knock on the door and Peter came inside. Are you ready,
Son?Yeah, except I cant get my shoes on, Colin grumbled.Let me help you, Peter
said, kneeling in front of him.Jesus! He groaned. I feel like Im two years-old
again!Peter smiled and reminisced as he tied Colin shoes. I did this for your
mother when she was pregnant with you because she couldnt see her feet, much less
bend over and touch them.I know what she mustve felt like! Colin got up and
tugged his T-shirt down, hoping its looseness hid the bulkiness of the bandage
covering his wound. What time does our plane leave?Anytime we want it to. Steve
called the president of your label and convinced him to lend us their corporate
jet. Well be able to fly straight home.Thats good, Colin sighed.There was
another knock on the door and Peter answered it to find Steve. Well, speak of the
devil!Steve, I hear I owe you some thanks! Colin called. Dad just told me
about you convincing our label to loan us their corporate jet.It didnt take that
much convincing. They want to see you make a full recovery as quickly as
possible.Steves gruff reply didnt fool Colin. Whatever, thanks!I came to warn
you that theres a mob of media people in front of the hospital. Somehow, they
found out youre being dismissed today.Peter stood by the window. Yes, I can see
there are about a dozen of them surrounding the limousine.Ill have it drive
around to another entrance, Steve decided.Dont do that! Colin said. I dont
want them thinking I have something to hide or theres something Im ashamed
of.Alright, but let me do the talking okay?On one condition.Steve sighed and
raised his eyebrows. I know Im going to regret this. Whats your condition?I
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want to make one very brief statement than you can take over, okay?Do I have a
choice?Colin grinned. No.Alright, but keep it short, Steve warned
him.Agreed.Alethea came into the room followed by Doctor Trumbull who said to
Colin, Ive given Alethea instructions for you to follow at home and a copy of your
medical file for your personal physician. He reached inside his lab coat and
pulled out a card. If you have any problems or questions, dont hesitate to call
me. My home, cell, and office phones are on here.Thank you, Alethea said,
stowing the card in her purse and then, impulsively, gave Doctor Trumbull a kiss on
his cheek. Thank you for everything you did for Colin.Not at all, He replied,
appearing a bit flustered by her gesture of thanks.Are we ready? Steve
asked.Colin shook Doctor Trumbulls hand. Thanks again, Doc, for saving my
butt!You take care now, Colin.I will.Amanda, Liam, Aletheas parents and
McGregor were waiting in the hall. Colin, his arm around Alethea, followed Peter,
Steve into the hall. Doctor Trumbull joined them. Amanda gave Doctor Trumbull a hug
then said, Thank you for everything you did for our son.That goes double for
me! Peter added, shaking Doctor Trumbulls hand.Youre more than welcome. I just
did the surgery, Colin did the rest, he replied modestly.Colin gave Louisa a hug
and shook Beaus hand. Thanks for taking good care of my family. I really
appreciate it.You take good care of yourself, Colin, Louisa cautioned.They rode
the elevator down to the main floor. As Colin approached the front entrance he
could see the press, microphones in hand and camcorders in plentiful supply, milling
around the limousine. They rushed towards him, waving their microphones and
yelling questions when they spotted him.Colin, did you know it was your brother who
tried to kill you? What was your reaction to the news?Why did your brother want
to kill you?Wheres your real father?Did you know Peter Matthews wasnt your
father?Colin shrank back, not so much in trying to avoid them or their questions,
but out of real fear that one of them would brush up against his wound.People,
please! Steve yelled in an attempt to get them to quiet down so he could speak.
They quit talking and looked at him expectedly. Thank you, Steve acknowledged
them and then continued, Colin has a brief statement hed like to make. He
stepped out of the way so Colin could speak.Id just like to thank our fans for all
their letters, cards and calls of concern and support! Id especially like to thank
the fans who stood outside here day and night! To all of you thanks! I couldnt
have gotten through this without you!When he finished speaking, Steve stepped back
in front of him. I know you all have many questions for Colin, but please allow
him enough time to recover from this tragedy. In the meantime, please direct your
questions to my office or to the publicity department of Atlantic Records. Thank
you.Surrounded by his family and McGregor, Colin made it the limousine without
further difficulty. He sighed in relief once they were on their way. They arrived
at the airport without incident and boarded the jet. Boy! This is pretty posh!
Peter remarked, looking around him.Why dont you lie down? Amanda suggested to
Colin.Im okay, Mom, Colin replied. Despite his claims, once they were in the
air, he fell asleep immediately.Colin? Alethea shook him very gently and called
his name softly.He opened his eyes, blinked a couple of times then yawned. Are we
home yet?Almost. Were just waiting for clearance from the tower so we can
land.Amanda came over when she saw he was awake. How do you feel? She brushed
back his hair and felt his forehead.I feel a little tired, but otherwise,
okay.You can lay down the moment we get home, Alethea said.When they finally
exited the jet, Colin saw there was a limousine waiting for them. Devon, Steves
assistant, stood by it. She waved at Steve and called, Steve!Whats up,
Devon?Page called me to warn Colin theres a dozen or more reporters camped out on
his front lawn. Apparently, they found out he was coming home today.Jesus!
Colin groaned. I dont want to fight my way through them to get into my
house!And theres no other way to avoid them, is there? Steve asked.No.Why
dont you come home with us, Peter suggested. Just until they give up and
leave.I think thats a good idea, Alethea agreed.Fine with me, Colin said,
giving in without arguing. He felt tired and weak.Your mother and I are going on
ahead, Peter told them.Well see you at the house, Amanda called, taking hold of
her husbands arm.Okay, Mom, Liam replied.After dropping Steve, Devon and McGregor
off at Steves place, they continued on to Hillsborough. As the limousine pulled up
in front of the house, Alethea looked around carefully. Thank heavens, theres no
reporters waiting here for you.If they had been, one of the neighbors would have
called the police and had them run off. Hillsborough has really strict laws, Colin
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remarked as he bent to get out of the limousine. He winced suddenly and clutched
his side.Whats wrong? Alethea asked, taking hold of his arm.Colin grimaced and
bit his lip. Its really starting to hurt, but its probably because Im really
tired.You two go ahead and Ill get the luggage, Liam said.Thanks, Liam, Colin
replied gratefully.Amanda opened the front door as they came across the lawn. Her
face puckered with worry as she looked him over carefully. Are you okay, Colin?
Youre awfully pale.You do look exhausted, Son. Youd better take it easy for the
rest of the day, Peter advised, joining Amanda in the foyer. He glanced out the
door. Ill give Liam a hand with the luggage.Colin does need to lie down,
Alethea agreed, steering him towards the stairs.I made up Colins old room for the
two of you.Thanks, Mom,Colin?Huh?I know youre exhausted, but could you call
your grandparents? Theyve been worried sick about you and if you could talk to
them for a few minutes, I think it would reassure them greatly.I can do that,
Colin replied.Thanks for doing this. I really appreciate it.Alethea got Colin
upstairs and settled in bed. They got interrupted briefly when Peter and Liam
brought up their luggage. Colin called both sets of grandparents and talked to them
briefly. He assured them he was recovering fine and promised to visit them when he
felt a little stronger. Grandma Beth wanted to know if there was anything she could
do for him. You know, Grandma, the whole time I was eating hospital food, all I
could think about was your blueberry cobbler, he confessed. Maybe, you could make
it when Alethea and I come over? Great! Im looking forward to it. He finished
talking to his grandparents and gave his cell to Alethea. He sank back into the
pillows, feeling his last ounce of strength drain out of him.Alethea drew the
comforter over him and sat down beside him. So, this is your old room? Boy! If
these walls could talk, huh? She teased him.Colin smiled. Its probably a good
thing they cant!Are you still having pain? Doctor Trumbull gave me some
medication for it, if you are.It hurts some, but I can handle it.Okay. Ill
leave them right here in case you change your mind. She stayed with him until he
fell asleep then went downstairs into the kitchen. She found Amanda, peering into
the refrigerator and searching through the cupboards.Goodness! My cupboards are
more bare than Old Mother Hubbards! I need to go grocery shopping first
thing.Ill go with you, Alethea decided. Itll get done faster if we do it
together.Thank you, Alethea. Ill tell Peter and Liam were leaving so they can
keep an eye on Colin.Colin awoke with a jolt, his heart pounding and sweat pouring
off of him. At first, he didnt remember where he was, but as he calmed down he
recalled everything. He fell back against the pillow, took a deep breath and wiped
his face. Hed had another horrific dream about Father Michaels, stabbing him over
and over while Jeff stood by cheering. He knew it was a reaction to his anger at
Jeff, but it still scared the hell out of him! At least he hadnt awakened
screaming at the top of his lungs! He pushed back the comforter and slowly got to
his feet. He felt a bit wobbly and grabbed the bed post for balance. He waited for
a couple of seconds then decided he was okay. He carefully pulled his sweat-soaked
T-shirt over his head and tossed it on the bed. He frowned at the large gauze
bandage that covered his wound.Colin? Alethea opened the door and peeked inside.
Suppers ready.He turned to look at her. Okay. Would you mind getting another
T-shirt out of my suitcase for me?Of course not, she replied, handing him a clean
T-shirt.Thanks, He carefully pulled it over his head and straightened it. How do
I look?Alethea put her arms around him. If you didnt have that wound to
consider, Id lock this door and rip your clothes off!He laughed. You wouldnt
have to Id strip voluntarily!Alethea started to giggle. God! We sound
terrible!Colin put his arm around her as they left the room. Well, celibacy
never has been my thing!Nor mine!They walked into the kitchen. Amanda was
stirring a kettle on the stove. She smiled as she saw them and gave Colin a kiss.
Feeling better?Yeah, except Im starving!Alethea made Paella and its almost
ready.I hope you like it, Alethea said.My mouths watering just smelling
it!Amanda opened the kitchen door, calling Peter and Liam into supper. They came
in and went upstairs, returning in a few minutes. Peter pulled Amandas chair out
for her and Colin did the same for Alethea. She dished up the Paella into bowls
with a chunk of crusty Italian bread on the side and passed them down while Amanda
filled the salad plates.Were you and Liam working in the yard? Colin asked. He
knew his dad employed a service to take care of the fish pond, but didnt have a
lawn service because he enjoyed working outdoors. He found it relaxing after a
stressful day at the office.Yes, weve got the flower beds weeded, but the lawn
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still needs mowing. Peter replied.Liam made a face. I swear the weeds grow back
as fast as you pull them!This is definitely ambrosia! Colin declared, halfway
through his stew. If this is a dream, dont wake me until Im finished
eating!Aletheas Paella was so good; everybody opted for a second helping and Colin
for a third.Amanda laughed. I hope you have room for dessert.Amanda bought the
richest chocolate cake she could find! Alethea laughed. After finishing his cake,
Peter leaned back in his chair and patted his stomach. This meal was terrific, but
I think Ill go for a run before we go to bed.Good idea, Amanda agreed.Did you
sleep well? Alethea asked Colin.He made a face and shrugged. Mostly, I
guess.Did you have another nightmare? Peter asked him gently.Yeah, Colin
admitted. Jesus! Its bad enough the creeps running around free for real, but he
has to invade my dreams, too!Colin, maybe, you should consider therapy like Doctor
Trumbull suggested, Amanda said.I dont know, Mom. I just cant see how talking
to a psychiatrist will make me feel better.It probably would do us all good after
whats happened, Peter remarked.Maybe, Colin conceded, twirling his coffee cup
around on its saucer.The phone rang and Liam got up to answer it. A few minutes
later, he called excitedly from the living room, Hey, everybody! Come quick!
Colins on MTVs Week In Rock!Everybody adjourned to the living room to watch. The
piece started with a report of Colin and Aletheas marriage, followed by the news of
his stabbing. It revealed his alleged, attempted killer was his half-brother,
Father David Michaels. The report ended with a shot of him leaving the hospital
that morning and thanking Unforgivens fans for all their support.Colin groaned and
covered his face with his hands. Somebody tell me I dont really look that bad!
He pleaded. Christ! I look like I died ten years ago and somebody forgot to tell
me!The report ended with the statement that, Colin refused to comment on his
half-brothers alleged involvement in his stabbing. His whereabouts as well as
those of his half-brother are currently unknown.And mine are going to stay that
way, thank you! Colin snapped. I dont know what in hell Im going to say when I
finally do talk to the press!Liam tactfully changed the subject. The phone call
was from Tiffany. Im going out for awhile, okay?Alright, but be very careful,
Amanda cautioned.If you see anybody acting suspicious, please come right home,
Peter added.I will, Liam promised. He waved to them and went outside.Peter
signaled to Amanda and they quietly left the room to get ready for their run.Im
sorry Im being such a drag, Alethea, Colin said, apologizing for his previous
remark. I feel like I left here Colin Matthews and came back somebody I never met
before!Well, I know who you are! Youre the same loving, sensitive and caring man
I married a week ago!Colin put his arms around her and kissed her. Jesus! I
dont know what Id do without you!Alethea smiled and teased, Im not going to
give you a chance to find out! She was silent for a moment then asked, Are you
going to think about what Peter suggested?I dont know. The best I can say right
now is that Ill consider it.Thats good enough for me.His parents, attired in
shorts, T-shirts and running shoes interrupted them. Were going for a run. If
anybody calls, will you please tell them well be back in about forty-five
minutes? Amanda said.Alethea nodded. Will do.So, this is how you keep your
youthful figure, Mom! Colin teased. You know, Jake thinks youre a major
babe?Amanda giggled and took hold of her husbands arm. Well, youll have to tell
Jake this babes already spoken for!Definitely! Peter declared. They left the
house, leaving Colin and Alethea alone.What do you want to do now? Alethea asked
leaning against Colins left side.He wrapped his arms around her and grumbled, This
isnt at all the honeymoon I had in mind!Ill bet you were planning on us doing
lots dancing, huh? She smiled, teasing him.Something like that.Be patient. It
wont be long before youre healed and we can make love.Colin sighed. Hell!
Thats like somebody telling Napoleon to be patient; he can invade Russia next
month!Alethea giggled. Well, once youre completely recovered youre going to
need all your strength because were going to do a lot of dancing!Im looking
forward to it!They suddenly heard the sound of a key unlocking the front door then
Liam came inside. Hi!You didnt stay out very long, Colin remarked. Nothing
going on?Liam shrugged. Not that much.Alethea sensed Liam wanted to talk to
Colin, but was uncomfortable talking in front of her. She unclasped Colins hands
and got to her feet. I think Ill start on the kitchen.I dont mean to chase you
off, Alethea, Liam protested.Youre not, dont worry, She assured him.After
Alethea had left, Colin said to Liam, So, what the problem? Are your friends
treating you differently, now?Liam flopped down on the couch next to his brother.
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No, but all they wanted to talk about was what happened to us and I didnt want to
hear it. Besides There was an uneasy expression on his face as he continued,
Every time somebody came up behind me, I had like a flashback of Father Michaels
kidnapping me! He shivered. It made me so edgy I came back home. He made a
face. Tiffany was not pleased!Do you and Alison still talk?Yeah. She keeps
encouraging me to talk, but I hate to unload all this crap Im feeling on
her.Dont push her away, Liam! She obviously cares a great deal about you and
wants to help you so let her, Colin advised. Look, I know what youre feeling. I
practically had heart failure today when I saw all those reporters lunging at me! I
know thats going to be the case for a long time every time somebody comes towards
me, my hearts going to be in my throat. Ill always be thinking theyre going to
pull out a knife and try to stab me! If I didnt have Alethea to talk to Id
probably end up in a padded cell! Let Alison help you, okay?Okay, Liam agreed.
Ill call her tonight.Good deal! Colin replied, messing up Liams
hair.Colin!Colin grinned and put his arm around Liam. Come on lets see if
Alethea needs any help.They went into the kitchen and found Alethea fitting the
last pan into the dishwasher. She shut the door. This is great! Everything fit!
I didnt have to wash anything separately.Colin nudged Liam. Uh oh! Look at that
gleam in her eyes!What do you mean?Its a redecorating gleam! He
teased.Youve got to admit your house could use some major redecorating, Colin!
Liam looked at Alethea. The first six months he lived there, he didnt have any
furniture. We had to sit on the floor!Hey! I was on tour and I didnt have time
to buy furniture!And when he finally did Liam rolled his eyes.Come on! Its
not that bad and its comfortable! Colin protested.Comfortable, but
ugly!Actually, I do have a few ideas for redecorating our home, Alethea
confessed.Be my guest! Liams right it could use a major makeover!The front
door opened and closed again then Peter and Amanda walked into the kitchen. She
looked around in surprise. Thank you for cleaning up, Alethea.How was your
run?Very invigorating! Peter declared. Im going to check out the news before
we go upstairs.His nightly CNN fix! Amanda teased.Once again, one of the top
stories was about Colin and the fact that his alleged, attempted murderers identity
was his half-brother, Father David Michaels. His current whereabouts were uncertain
and his mother, Kathleen Michaels was behind bars for refusing to tell the police
where he was hiding. The story ended by stating neither the Matthews nor the
Michaels families were unavailable for comment.God! That must be awful for
Caitlin! Poor kid! Colin commented.Maybe, you should call her, Alethea
suggested. Shed probably appreciate your support.I would if I could avoid
having to talk to her father, too.Alethea frowned at his remark, but let it pass.
Shed decided the one thing she wasnt going to do was argue with him about
Jeff.Im going to go upstairs, take a shower and go to bed, Amanda said, breaking
the awkward silence. She took Peters hand and led him towards the stairs.
Goodnight everyone, they called.Goodnight, Mom and Dad, Colin replied. He
smiled to himself. He was probably the only person his age that had parents who
were like horny teenagers!Im turning in, too, Liam said with a yawn. Im really
beat! He bade them goodnight and went upstairs.Alethea leaned her head against
Colins shoulder and he put his arm around her. You must be exhausted, too. Its
been a long day!I am tired, she admitted as they went upstairs. Colin slowly got
undressed. He glared at the large piece of gaze, covering his wound. It served as
a constant reminder of things he didnt want to think about! He got into bed,
pulled the comforter over him and watched Alethea as she brushed her hair. Aware of
his gaze, she smiled at him then got up and started to undress. Much to his
surprise, she donned a silky nightgown and drew a matching robe over it.Are you
going somewhere? He asked.No. Alethea appeared uncomfortable as she replied,
Well, I thought Id sleep in the guest room.Why? Colin demanded, sitting up so
quickly that a sharp pain lanced his side.Dont get upset! She cautioned him.
Im just afraid Ill bump into you and hurt you.Not if you sleep on my left
side, He answered, patting the bed beside him.She hesitated for a moment then let
her robe and gown slide to the floor then got into bed beside him. She laid her
head on his chest and slid her arm across his midsection just above his wound. I
didnt really want to sleep in the guest room anyway.I definitely wasnt looking
forward to sleeping alone, Colin added, switching off the
light.
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Chapter 36Damn! Jeff swore as he slammed down the phone. First, he tried to
call Colin at the hospital, but hed already gone home. Next, hed tried to call
his cell, but only reached Colins voicemail. Hed left a message, but nobody had
called back yet. Hed tried calling him this morning, but still got his
voicemail.Daddy, come quick! Caitlin called. Colins on the news.It was a clip
of Colin when hed left the hospital yesterday. He stood in front of the hospital
and made a brief statement, thanking Unforgivens fans for their support. Alethea
stood beside him while Steve and McGregor stood on his other side. Peter, Amanda,
Liam and Aletheas parents stood behind him. The report concluded with the
statement that neither the Matthews family nor the Michaels family were available
for comment.Thank goodness, the media havent discovered your grandparents! Jeff
said in relief.Boy! Colin sure looks awful! Jemma remarked.Believe me, Jemma,
he looks a lot better than the first time I saw him.How much blood did you say
hed lost, Daddy?Alethea told me it was close to half his blood volume.Jemma
whistled. Wow! Hes lucky hes alive!You havent gotten hold of him, yet?
Caitlin asked.No. I keep getting his voicemail. Hes probably staying elsewhere.
I suppose hes dodging the media, too.Hes probably staying with his mother and
adoptive father, Caitlin guessed.Yes, Im assuming so. They unfortunately have an
unlisted number.Doesnt his mom have her own law firm? You could call and ask her
to have Colin call you, she suggested.He sighed. I dont know if shed give him
my message. She doesnt trust me and shes very protective of Colin.You can try,
Daddy, Caitlin urged. The worst she can say is no.I know youre right, Cait.
Its just that I hate to ask a favor of Amanda. Jemma sensed his embarrassment over
the subject of Amanda Matthews and tactfully changed the subject. College will be
starting again in a few weeks. Are you planning to go back for the first semester,
Cait?Caitlin looked at her in surprise. Sure! Why wouldnt I?Jemma shrugged.
I just thought with all the bad publicity about Dave some people might get pretty
nasty towards you like fans of Colins.What should they be angry at me? I
didnt have anything to do with Daves actions.You know that and I know that, but
there are people who might assume youre a right-wing, religious fanatic like
Dave.Jemmas right, Cait, Jeff spoke. It might be a good idea to take the first
semester off. By the time the second semester starts, everybody will hopefully have
forgotten this tragedy.Daddy, didnt we already have this discussion about over
protecting me? She demanded.Yes, but I dont want you getting hurt any
further.I can handle anything that comes along, Daddy, she declared.How about if
you go to San Francisco and stay with mom and dad for awhile? I know theyd love to
have you and youd have a chance to get to know Colin.Caitlin, hands on her hips,
glowered at her father. Daddy, I refuse to slink around like I have something to
be ashamed of! Im not going anywhere except back home with you and back to college
when it starts!Jeff sighed in resignation and threw up his hands. Well, I know
its useless to argue with you any further.Caitlin and Jemma retired for the
night. I wish Daddy would quit trying to protect me! Im not going to fall apart
if some butt chunk says something nasty to me, she said exasperated.Youd probably
return the compliment with interest! Jemma laughed.You bet! Caitlin said,
getting into bed. Im anxious to meet Colin, but Im sure well be seeing him and
Alethea real soon.Jemma yawned as Caitlin turned off the light. You wont forget
to introduce Colin to his number one fan, will you?Caitlin giggled. Not a
chance!It was two days before things calmed down enough for Colin and Alethea to go
home. Peter and Amanda came with them. They drove Colins Jeep while Alethea drove
Amandas Grand Prix. They pulled into the driveway of Colins home and he got out
carefully. He grimaced suddenly as he caught sight of his front yard littered with
fast food wrappers, discarded coffee and soda cups. Christ! Colin snapped,
glaring at the mess. Dont these people have any respect for other peoples
property?At that moment the front door opened and McGregor came outside with a
plastic garbage bag draped over his arm.What are you doing here? Colin asked,
walking over to him.Steve hired me as your permanent, full-time bodyguard. Im
renting an apartment down the street. I came here earlier to make sure there wasnt
anybody still hanging around and I saw this mess. When your friend, Page came to
feed your fish she let me in so I could start cleaning up.Thanks, Buck I really
appreciate it.Why dont I give you a hand, Buck, Peter offered.Colin saw his
Alethea and his mom standing on the porch, talking. He walked over to them and he
put his arms around Alethea. They went inside and Colin stopped short inside the
door, causing Alethea to bump into him. Shit! What a mess! The ten guitars hed
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taken with him on tour were now sitting in the foyer.Where are you going to store
these?In the other room for now, Colin answered and grinned at her. Im
assuming youll want to turn it back into a dining room at some point.I do, but
theres no rush.Well, Ive been thinking about remodeling the apartment, over the
garage, into a recording studio. Its bigger and itd be easier to work
there.Colins cell had been vibrating for the last hour. He hadnt wanted to see
what the messages were; figuring Jeff would try to call him. He punched in his code
and listened to the messages. The first messages were all from rock magazine and
rock journalist who had his private number. He decided to get together with Steve
and set up appointments to do interviews when he felt better. There was one more
message a message he definitely didnt want to hear!Colin, this is Jeff. I
phoned you at the hospital, but I found out they dismissed you already. Id like to
talk to you.Ill bet! Colin muttered, his mood darkening noticeably.Would you
please call me at either of these numbers, Jeff recited both the numbers of his
home phone and the lake front home. Im looking forward to hearing from you.Like
hell I will! Colin snapped. Id rather shoot myself in the foot first!Alethea
and Amanda exchanged looks, but chose to ignore Colins outburst. Alethea went into
the kitchen and started looking through the cupboards. I guess I need to go
grocery shopping, too. Colin never has much food in the house even when hes home
for an extended length of time. I swear hes the only person I know who can survive
three weeks on a bag of potato chips!Hey! I love potato chips! Colin said,
coming into the kitchen.So do I, but not all the time! Alethea laughed.Why dont
you make a list and well go shopping, Amanda suggested.Colin wandered into the
living room and over to his fish tank. He stood watching the colorful Orandas
swimming around. He still felt angry about Jeffs call; how dare he call and act as
if there was nothing wrong!Alethea watched Colin for a moment. She sighed and
turned back to Amanda. How long do you suppose Colin will brood over Jeffs
call?Too long, she answered.I thought about discussing it with him later, but
hes so touchy about the whole subject of Jeff that Id rather skip it and let him
work out his own solution.Peter and McGregor came in the front door. We finished
cleaning up the front yard and we took you luggage upstairs. Is there anything else
we can do? Peter asked.No, Dad, but thanks anyway.You want these guitars moved
somewhere, Colin? McGregor called from the foyer.Into the other room, if you
dont mind doing it, Colin answered.No problem.Thanks Buck.Peter came over and
stood beside Colin at his fish tank. Your fish look like they did well while you
were gone.Yeah, Page really took good care of them. Some of them even look like
theyve grown.I think youre right, Peter agreed. A couple of them look bigger
to me, too.Alethea and Amanda walked into the living room. Alethea and I are
going grocery shopping. She gave Peter a kiss. Well be back in a bit.Take
your time. Well hold down the fort.Alethea came over to Colin. How does Cajun
spaghetti sound for supper?It sounds delicious! Colin declared, smiling at her;
his good humor restored.Good! She gave him a kiss. She and Amanda left in
Amandas car.Anything else Buck or I can do for you, Son?No, but thanks for
asking. Ill be out on the deck. He went outside. His great view of the San
Francisco skyline never failed to raise his spirits.Peter came out and stood beside
him. Your view today is crystal clear.Yeah! Im just realizing how much I
missed it!Even though Ive seen it repeatedly it never fails to take my breath
away! Peter remarked.They walked down into his yard and strolled from one end of
his property to the other. When hed bought the house two years ago, hed also
brought the empty lots on both sides to prevent anyone from building one of those
ugly, modern houses in the vicinity of his home. I told Alethea Id build her a
swimming pool. Swimming is her favorite exercise for keeping in shape.I assume
shes going to be using it all year round so youre going to have to enclose it.I
hadnt thought of that, Colin admitted.You can have an architect design a pool
house to match the architecture of your house.Thats a good idea. Colin had
mostly forgotten his anger at Jeff by the time Alethea and his mom came back from
shopping. He helped Alethea unpack the groceries.Here, Alethea said, pulling out
a jug of pink fluid. I called my herbalist in Los Angeles and she recommended this
to help your body rebuild its blood supply and the minerals you lost. She poured
some into a glass and handed it to him.I suppose I could try it, Colin said
dubiously, sniffing at the rim of the glass. He took a sip then smiled. Hey!
This isnt too bad. It tastes kind of tart, actually. He finished it and gave
Alethea a kiss. Thanks.The doorbell suddenly rang, the front door opened and Beth
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Matthews called, Anybody home?In the kitchen, Grandma, Colin said.Roger and Beth
Matthews walked into the kitchen. Both carried covered trays.Hi, Mom and Dad!
Peter greeted them with a hug and a kiss. Whats up?I decided this morning that
it was a good day to bake so I made Colin some of his favorite blueberry cobbler and
Liam some of his favorite cherry cobbler, Grandma Beth said. She put the cobbler
down on the table.Thanks, Grandma, Colin said. This is great! He cut a large
piece of the cobbler and started to eat it. He motioned to the rest of them. Help
yourselves.Everybody had a piece of it and thoroughly enjoyed it. Colin wiped his
mouth then said, If everybody will excuse me, I think Ill go lay down for a
while.Do you feel all right? Amanda asked.Fine, but I am getting tired and I am
learning not to argue with my body when it makes up its mind, he joked. He gave
his grandparents a hug. Thanks for bringing the cobbler over. It really hit the
spot!Wed better be going, too, Grandma Beth said. Well have you and Colin over
to dinner when hes feeling better.Well look forward to it, Alethea replied.
Why dont you stay for dinner? She suggested to Peter and Amanda.Thank you,
darling, but we left Liam alone so wed better be getting home. Amanda said.Colin
sighed as he went upstairs. Before Father Michaels, his parents never would have
worried about leaving Liam by himself!He had left his cell phone downstairs and it
rang just as Peter and Amanda were going to leave. Alethea quickly answered it.
Hello?Alethea?Hi, Jeff, she said and noticed Amanda, her lips folded tightly,
turning away.How are you?Were fine. How are you?Feeling a little rattled,
actually. I imagine youve been under siege by the media too?Yes! In fact, weve
spent the last two days at Peter and Amandas.My daughter, her best friend and
myself have spent the last couple of days at our vacation home, in northern
Minnesota, avoiding the press! He paused then asked, Hows Colin feeling? I was
really worried when theyd told me hed left the hospital early.He tires easily,
but there havent been any other problems.Im relieved to hear that. Can I speak
to him?Im sorry, Jeff, but he lying down. Can he call you later?Yes, please,
Alethea. He can reach me at my home number.Ill tell him you called,
Jeff.Thanks, Alethea. Goodbye.Goodbye, Jeff. She hung up and heard Amanda
saying to Peter. I know, Peter, I know! I cant do anything about it so theres
no point in getting upset hard as it might be! She turned back to Alethea, gave
her a hug. Goodbye, be sure and call if you need anything.Okay, Amanda. Thanks
for all your help today.Peter gave her a hug and then said, Alethea, tell Colin he
can call me anytime he wants to talk, okay?Alethea knew he meant if Colin wanted to
talk about Jeff, but she nodded and replied, I will, Peter.Ive got to go, too,
Alethea, McGregor said. I left my number by Colins cell phone. Dont hesitate to
call me if either of you think somethings not kosher. Im just down the street and
I can be here in a few minutes.That makes me feel a lot easier, Buck.Im also
going to be checking around here every night before I turn in so if you see a light
outside later tonight, itll be me.Okay. Ill warn Colin.Alethea locked the
doors and set the alarm. She busied herself around the house, feeling very secure
with Buck close by and keeping his eye on things. She went into the kitchen to
start supper. Alethea worked on some ideas she had for redoing the house while it
cooked. She wanted to paint the living room and dining room a softer color. Some
owner had painted over all the woodwork in the kitchen and she planned to strip that
and restore it to its natural tone. It would be a huge job, but she wanted a big
job to keep her from missing Colin when he went back on tour. She went into the
kitchen, checked on her supper then decided to wake Colin. She went upstairs to
their bedroom, but didnt find him. He was in the guest room, next door.
Colin?Im awake, Alethea, his sleepy sounding voice answered.Do you have any
pain? She asked, sitting next to him.No.Well, suppers just about
ready.Great! You know, I had dreams about your Cajun spaghetti in the
hospital?Let me guess? Alethea teased. You and I were swimming in a vat of my
sauce and when we got out, you licked it off every inch of me!Are you suggesting
all my dreams are racy and not fit for polite conversation?You said it, I
didnt!Get out of here! Colin laughed, giving her a playful swat on her rear as
she rose. He carefully and slowly got to his feet. He grimaced at a sudden flash
of pain. As he came downstairs, he noticed the light on the panel of the security
alarm was lit. He was glad Alethea had set it. He went into the kitchen. It
smells so good in here, I dont know if I can wait any longer!Alethea tested the
spaghetti then drained it. Its ready now.Too bad we cant eat on the deck,
Colin remarked. He sighed as he recalled last time theyd had her Cajun
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spaghetti.Alethea handed him a plate. What are you thinking about?I have a
doctors appointment in a week and Im hoping hell give me some good news.Alethea
knew he was referring to their not being able to make love. Im sure it wont be
too long, She replied soothingly.Ill probably forgotten how to make love by
then! Colin grumbled.Well, Ill look forward to re-teaching you, Alethea teased
as she poured herself a glass of diet soda while Colin poured himself another glass
of the herbal tonic. They both sat down and started to eat.Colin, Buck asked me to
tell you hes going to be checking around here every night before he goes to bed so
if you see a light outside later tonight, it will be him. She debated whether or
not to tell him about Jeffs call, but decided shed better tell him. Jeff called
while you were sleeping.I hope you told the jerk to go to hell!Alethea set her
glass down so sharply the ice cubes rattled noisily. Colin looked at her in
surprise. Jeff is your father, Colin, and if you dont want to speak to him;
youre going to be the one that tells him! Im not going to run interference for
you!Fine! He snapped.Alethea sighed. Colin, when I was so angry with you
recently; I was determined never to see you or speak to you again! It was mom who
changed my mind. She said I couldnt make a fair decision if I didnt have all the
facts. She meant I had to listen to your side of the story even though I was
determined not to. You have to do the same thing with Jeff.Colin toyed with his
spaghetti then threw down his fork. All right, but Im not promising anything more
than that! He said ungraciously.I left Jeffs number by your phone, Alethea
replied quietly.They finished dinner without any further conversation and Colin went
upstairs to call Jeff. He sat down on the edge of the bed and punched in Jeffs
number.Hello?Colin felt taken aback by how much alike their voices
sounded.Hello?Jeff, its Colin.Colin! Im so glad you called! How are
you?Fine.Good. Theres something Id like to discussYou mean your call to
Father Michaels, warning him to leave town or be arrested? He asked coolly.Colin,
I didnt call him for those reasons! I was going to plead with him to turn himself
in and make it clear to him if he didnt; I would. Unfortunately, I never got a
chance to talk to Dave.I dont care why you called him! That call tipped him to
the fact he was going to be arrested and caused him to skip town to save his
ass!Colin, Daves my son and I couldnt just stand by and do nothing! I had to
try to convince him it would be in his best interest to give himself up!Hearing
that, Colin lost his temper. Well, Im your son too, but you only seem to remember
it when its convenient for you! You just sold me down the river and not only me,
but Alethea, Liam and my parents as well!I see Amandas had her say! She never
cared for anybodys point of view except her own!Damn you! Dont you dare
criticize her! Shes always been there for me which is more than I can say for
you!Colin, dont you dare use language like that to me! Im your father, damn
it! Jeff yelled.Hallelujah and praise the Lord! His memory has been
restored!If youre going to continue being a smart-ass, I dont see any point in
us talking further!I agree! Colin cut the connection and tossed his cell down on
the night stand.
Chapter 37Caitlin knocked on the door of her fathers study and peeked inside.
Daddy?Jeff was sitting at his desk with his face covered by his hands. He looked
up when Caitlin called him. Yes, Cait?Did you finally get hold of
Colin?Yes.How did it go?Jeff rubbed his hands across his face, looking very
tired and then shook his head. Not very good, Im afraid.What happened?Colin
refused to even try to understand about the situation with Dave. I made the mistake
of attacking Amanda and saying she was the one who had put those ideas in his head.
We both lost our tempers and things went steadily downhill from there! He swore at
me and I acted like a typical enraged, offended father in return. I really blew it,
Cait, and Ill be lucky if he ever speaks to me again!Im so sorry, Daddy!Jeff
shook his head again. I swear if I had any inkling about how this was going to
turn out; I never would have started searching for Colin!Dont say that, Daddy!
After Colin calms down, Im sure hell realize he jumped to the wrong conclusion and
apologize.Possibly, but Im not going to hold my breath! Jeff rose. Excuse me,
Cait. Im really tired and Im going to bed. He gave her a hug.
Goodnight.Goodnight, Daddy. After her father had gone upstairs, Caitlin went
into the family room and searched through her mothers roll top desk, looking for
stationery. She finally located some, sat down and wrote a letter to Alethea,
introducing herself and asking if there were some way they could work together to
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get her father and Colin back on speaking terms.Alethea finished cleaning up the
kitchen then went upstairs to find Colin. She looked into the guest room and he
appeared to be sleeping. She decided she wasnt going to ask him what had
transpired with Jeff. His relationship with Jeff was his business and she had no
intention of letting it drive a wedge between them. She went into their bedroom,
called her parents on her cell phone and spent an hour talking to them. She felt
relieved to hear the press was leaving them alone. Alethea told them Colin was
fine, but said nothing about Jeff. After she said goodbye, she went downstairs to
shut off the lights. As she was going back upstairs, from the window on the stair
landing, she saw a moving light and knew Buck was doing his security check. She got
undressed and slipped into bed beside Colin. He sighed slightly, but did not
awaken.Colin woke up abruptly, feeling Alethea thrashing around and crying. He
shook her gently. Alethea? She woke up and started to cry in earnest. He put
his arms around her and held her tightly. Its okay, He said, rocking her
gently. You had a nightmare.I was back in the trauma unit and Doctor Trumbull
was saying you were bleeding to death and he couldnt save you! She sobbed.It was
just a bad dream. Im fine, he replied soothingly.Alethea wiped her face then sat
up suddenly. What if this is only an extension of my original nightmare? What if
I wake up tomorrow and realize Im never going to see you again?You will because
this isnt a dream.How can I be sure?He took her hand and placed it over his
heart. Feel that? She nodded. Thats reality. They lay down again. Alethea
kept her hand over his heart. It comforted her to feel it beating strongly
underneath her hand. Colin wrapped his arms around her and held her close to him.
Alethea, Im really sorry about the way I acted about Jeff. Jesus! I behaved like
a spoiled brat! I promise I wont do that again.I promise not to try to force you
into having a relationship with Jeff! Whatever you decide to do about him is your
decision to make and your business.And I promise not to throw anymore tantrums.
He gave her a kiss. I love you.I love you, too.Colin and Alethea had been home
barely a week and were just beginning to settle in and relax when Jazz called. He
asked Alethea to go to Arizona and interview Rob Halford about his bands new
CD.Isnt there someone else you can send? Id go, but Colin goes to the doctor
tomorrow and I want to go with him.Colin motioned for her to put Jazz on hold. She
did and asked, What?My appointment tomorrow isnt any big deal. Hes just going
to pull out these staples, and thatll be the end to it. I probably wont be in
there for more than five minutes!How will you get there?You can drop me off on
your way to the airport and Ill grab a cab home. He picked up the phone and spoke
to Jazz, Im going to insist McGregor go with Alethea, okay? Great!Alethea took
back the phone, spoke for a few second more then hung up. He said McGregors and
my tickets will be at the airport by late this afternoon. She sighed.He wants to
send his best reporter and youll only be gone one night. I know, but Ill miss
having you next to me at night.Ill bet you wont miss my snoring, he teased.She
giggled. Believe it or not, I think Im getting used to it! In fact, I probably
wont be able to sleep itll be too quiet!Come on, Im not that bad!Alethea got
ready to go grocery shopping. Colin offered to come with her. You in a grocery
store? She laughed. This Ive got to see!Hey! Itll be a new experience.They
ate supper and Colin turned on CNN. His stabbing by Father Michaels was no longer
the subject of intense interest and scrutiny! Hopefully, it would die out
altogether or at least, until the police located and arrested him. Colin had very
little faith theyd ever catch him! He turned off the television and the downstairs
lights, set the alarm, and they went upstairs. Alethea packed a small bag to take
with her. Maybe, I shouldnt take Buck with me.No! I want him to go with you.
Please, I know youll be safe with him.I worry about you being here alone.Ill
be fine. This security system is state-of-art; it notifies the police the moment
its breached! Its an excellent system trust me. With all my valuable guitars
and other expensive electronic equipment, Ive got the best system money could
buy!Alethea appeared more relaxed after she heard his explanation. She got ready
for bed and slipped in beside him. She kissed him then settled into her usual
sleeping position.God! I hope I hear some good news tomorrow! Colin said. Its
damn hard to be this close to you and not be able to make love!She brushed his face
with her hand. Well, watch out when we get the green light! She had only been
asleep a short time when a blood-curdling scream from Colin woke her.Colin! Whats
wrong? She put her arms around him and held him. He was sweaty and she could feel
him shaking and hear his heavy breathing. Was it another nightmare about Father
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Michaels?Who else? Colin pulled himself away from her, took a deep breath and
pushed his hair back. Jesus! Is this ever going to stop?Do you want to tell me
about it?Colin shook his head and lay back. I just want to forget it.Okay. Try
to go back to sleep.He tried, but he was too afraid the nightmares would return.
Im sorry, I just cant do this! He got out of bed, pulled on his jeans and
T-shirt then left the room. He went downstairs, turned off the security alarm and
went outside. There was a gentle breeze blowing through his sweat-soaked hair,
cooling him.Mind if I join you?Colin turned around to find Alethea, wearing a
short, silky nightgown that, despite her best efforts, kept blowing upwards,
exposing her slim thighs, gorgeous pussy and ass.Colin smiled. Good thing we dont
have any close neighbors or theyd be getting an eyeful!Alethea put her hand on his
shoulder. Are you sure youre all right?Yeah, I just need some time, okay?I
understand.Youd better go back to bed. Youve got an early flight.Alethea
nodded. She was getting chilly. Are you coming?In a while. After she went in,
he remained outside, contemplating his view of the San Francisco skyline until he
realized his feet were getting cold because hed forgotten to put on shoes. He went
back inside, locked the door and reset the alarm. He turned on the television and
wrapped himself in the afghan Grandma Beth had crocheted for him. He
channel-surfed, trying to find something that didnt remind him of Father Michaels,
but the problem was everything did!The sound of the alarm woke Alethea. She reached
out, fitfully trying to find the shut-off button without having to open her eyes.
She finally got it turned it off and rolled over to wake Colin, but found his side
of the bed was empty. She got out of bed, slipped into her nightgown and went
downstairs.Colin was bleary-eyed, had dark circles under his eyes and was unshaven.
He sat hunched over a steaming cup of coffee and looked up as she came into the
kitchen. Hi.She stood over him and brushed back his hair, studying him with a
worried expression. You look exhausted. Did you get any sleep at all?Very
little.You never did tell me about your nightmare, She said, pouring herself a
cup of coffee and sitting down next to him. She took a sip of her coffee.I dont
want to talk about it. Id rather forget it.Okay, I wont bug you about it. She
put down her cup and started to get up, but Colin caught her arm and stopped
her.Im sorry. Im not trying to shut you out; its just hard for me to admit the
damn thing scared the hell out of me! He sighed. It was so real! I was
backstage at an arena and I could hear the fans screaming, yelling and clapping.
Clem handed me my guitar and I walked out on the darkened stage with Jake, Mace and
Liam, like usual. The stage lights came up and all of a sudden the whole front row
turned into a bunch of Father Michaels and climbed onstage with their knives
raised. Colin shuddered and his voice shook. I turned to Jake for help, but hed
turned into Father Michaels, too! Mace had already changed and was stabbing Liam
over and over again! I ran off stage, looking for help but, everybody Had turned
into clones of Father Michaels, Alethea finished softly.Every one of them
surrounded me, trying to stab me! There was nobody to help me and no way to flee
from them either! I guess thats when I woke up screaming.She squeezed his hand.
It must have been horrible!Colin shrugged. Its not something Id care to
repeat.I dont know what to tell you. I cant promise you that youll never have
another nightmare.I know. I just have to find some way to deal with it, I
guess.Alethea decided it wasnt a good time to bring up the subject of therapy.
Instead, she patted his hand. I know you will. She rose. Im going to take a
shower. She went upstairs, showered and dressed then finished packing. While
Colin took his shower, she made breakfast. After they finished eating she went back
upstairs, leaving Colin fidgeting in the foyer.Alethea? Were going to be late!
Colin called upstairs. He paced restlessly around the foyer; his hands shoved into
his pockets.Coming. She came down the stairs, carrying her overnight bag with her
purse slung over her shoulder.He grinned at her. Sure youve got
everything?Everything but the kitchen sink, she teased.Colin set the alarm and
they got into his Jeep. After stopping to pick up McGregor, they drove across the
Golden Gate and continued downtown. Alethea pulled up in front of the medical
complex and turned to Colin, Ill call you later, okay?He nodded and looked back
at McGregor. Take good care of Alethea for me.I wont let her out of my sight,
McGregor promised.He leaned over and gave Alethea a kiss. Ill see you tomorrow
afternoon. I love you.I love you, too, Colin.Colin slid out of the Patriot,
causing himself as little pain as possible, and McGregor climbed into the front
seat. He waved as they pulled away from the curb and he watched until he could no
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longer see them.Debbie was watching television. Her orders were to rest, but shed
been having so many nightmares about Father Michaels; shed decided to watch
television. She was feeling bored and kept flipping the channel, looking for
something to occupy her time until Din came. She felt worried, too, about what
would happen to her when she got dismissed in a couple of days. She knew she was
welcome to stay with Din and her mom, but she also knew they didnt have a lot of
money and it would strain them financially. Suddenly, the door to her room flew
open and her mother stormed into the room. Mom!Theresa Simpson strode up to her
bed and without a word, backhanded Debbie across her face. The sound of the slap
reverberated around the room. You godless whore! How dare you!Debbie held her
hand to her face where her mother had struck her. There was a bright red mark
forming. Mom, what are you talking about?How dare you embarrass and humiliate me
with your lies! She raged.I dont understand! Debbie cried. Why are you so
angry with me?How dare you tell such a filthy lie about Father Michaels?Its
not a lie! Father Michaels did try to kill me!If anybody did actually try to kill
you, it was undoubtedly one of your paramours! Yes! I read your diary, detailing
every filthy act you ever did with those perverted rock stars!You had no
right!Theresa backhanded Debbie so hard she knocked her back into her pillow. You
miserable whore! I knew you were trouble from the first moment I saw you and I was
right! I can barely hold my head up at Mass because everybody knows not only is my
daughter a whore, but a lying slut as well! Youre going to tell the truth if I
have to beat you black and blue first!Debbie cowed away from her, crying. Im
telling the truth! Father Michaels tried to kill me!Her mother raised her hand to
strike Debbie again when somebody grabbed her arm and she found herself face to face
with Monique Conrad. You get the hell out of here before I call security and have
you thrown out!Theresa pulled her arm out of Moniques grasp. Debbie is my
daughter and I can discipline her any way I see fit!You wont abuse Debbie on my
watch! Monique said coldly.Theresa glared at Monique and said coldly, Why dont
you mind your own business and tend to your own daughter who could use some
discipline. Shes as big a whore as Debbie!Debbie saw Dins mother tighten her
fist and feared for a moment she was going to slug her mother.She took a deep breath
and got control of her temper and then said quietly but forcefully, You leave right
now and dont you dare come back or Ill call Detective Madison and youll find
yourself sitting in a jail cell right next to your good friend, Kathleen
Michaels.Theresa Simpson left, but not before she issued one last threat, Were
not through, slut! Im going to make your life so miserable; youll wish you had
died! Just you wait and see!After she left, Debbie burst into tears. Monique put
her arms around her, trying to comfort her, but Debbie only cried harder. I dont
know why she hates me so much! Ive always tried to please her and make her proud
of me, but I never could!I know that, Deb, and its not your fault! Monique
replied soothingly. Debbie continued crying so much; it forced her to call the
nurse to administer a mild sedative.When Diana stopped by before she went to work,
she found her mother waiting for her. Mom, what are you doing here? Is Deb all
right?Shes sleeping right now. I stopped by and found her mother, slapping her
and screaming at her. I told her to get out and not to come back or Id have her
arrested.But Debs okay isnt she?She was pretty upset so they gave her a mild
sedative to help her rest.Mom, I know we dont have a lot of money and having Deb
living with us would be an added strain on our budget, butWe cant turn our back
on her because Deb has nowhere else to go. There is something else we have to talk
about, darling.What?Before Debs mother left, she promised to make her life
miserable and I believe she means to do just that. Debs very fragile emotionally
right now, darling. Im worried if her mother starts harassing her, she might go
completely over the edge.Diana looked horrified. You mean she might commit
suicide?Or shell have a total emotional breakdown. I think she should get as far
away from her mother as she can, but I know she has nowhere else to go.Diana
thought for a moment then said, I have an idea, but I need to make a phone call
first.
Chapter 38Colin walked into the waiting room at his doctors office after seeing
his doctor and found his mother reading a magazine. So, Mom, what brings you
here?Hi, Colin, she said and stood on her tiptoes to kiss his cheek. I thought
Id take you to lunch.How come youre not working today? He asked, noticing her
jeans and sweater.I decided to take the day off. After all, whats the point of
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being your own boss if you cant take a day off when you want to?True, he agreed.
And lunch sounds great.As they walked outside, Colin said, I guess Alethea
mustve called you.Colin, shes worried about you. I know you think were fussing
too much, but we almost lost you.I know that, Mom, and I know Aletheas worried
about us being apart. I am too and thats why I insisted McGregor go with her. The
problem is we both have careers where were going to be apart a lot and if were
constantly worried about something happening to one of us, were going to be
miserable.You remember Dr. Trumbull did warn you about this kind of a reaction,
Amanda replied as they got into her car.I know, Mom, Colin hit the seat adjustment
button and slid his seat back enough to accommodate his long legs.What did your
doctor say?He pulled out the staples and he wants me to have an MRI scan so he can
see how my wound is healing inside. Im supposed to call next week for an
appointment.Did you tell him about your nightmares?Colin sighed. He noticed the
dark circles under my eyes and asked. I told him about my nightmares and he gave me
the name of a psychiatrist who deals exclusively with trauma cases and strongly
suggested I think about seeing her. He said hed give me a referral if I decided to
do it.Amanda felt frustrated, but didnt want to push him. If Colin was going to
do it, she wanted him to do it because he saw a need for it and not because he felt
pressured into it.They went to Fishermans Wharf and had lunch at one of the
excellent seafood restaurants.This is nice! Colin said. They had an outdoor
table with a prime view of the bay.Amanda fussed with her coffee cup, her plate and
her silverware before asking, Have you heard from Jeff?Weve talked, Colin
replied in a guarded tone.How did it go?We got into a big fight and it ended
with me hanging up on him.No matter what I think about Jeff personally; I am sorry
things arent going well between you.What makes me so mad, Mom, is he acts like
its no big deal to him that Father Michaels is at large and a threat to us!Their
food arrived and they ate in silence for a few minutes. Amanda took a sip of her
coffee then asked, How does Alethea feel about Jeff.She thinks Im being unfair
to him, but weve agreed to disagree on that subject. Were not going to let it
become a bone of contention between us.Im glad to hear it.Colin stirred cream
into his coffee. I cant figure it, Mom. He bursts into my life uninvited and
turns it upside down along with all of your lives and then acts like hes the one
whos been hurt!Amanda sighed, but remained silent.Dont blame yourself, Mom. I
made the decision to see him so Ive got nobody to kick except myself! He was
silent for a moment then asked, Hows Liam doing? Is he still having nightmares
too?Not as many, thank goodness.Good. Is he getting out more?Yes, but hes
always home early.I know how he feels. When it starts getting dark, I feel like
crawling into bed and pulling the covers over my head, like a little kid afraid of
the boogie man!They finished eating and Colin asked, Do you feel like doing some
walking?Okay. Where are we going?Ghirardelli Square. Alethea adores their
chocolates so I want to stop at the Chocolate Manufactory and buy her some. How
about if I treat you to a hot fudge sundae?That sounds delicious!The Chocolate
Manufactory had two doors. One led into the ice cream shop that had a
turn-of-the-century appearance with its wooden counters and tables with spindly
chairs. The second door led into the candy shop. Their hot fudge sundaes were world
famous.Colin and Amanda sat down at a table with their sundaes. Dig in!Amanda
took a bite and rolled her eyes. Umm! This is so good! She took another bite
and shook her head. Ill have to run extra miles tonight, but itll be worth
it!Mom, your figures as good as Aletheas!Thank you, but I have to work hard to
keep it that way.They finished their sundae and went into the candy shop where
Colin purchased a box of Aletheas favorite chocolates. As they were walking back,
Amanda casually asked, Do you have any plans for this evening?Colin shook his
head. No.Why dont you come home tonight? She suggested then added in a
coaxing tone. Im having my famous paint-stripping chili.Colin grinned. How
can I refuse an offer like that? He checked his cell phone to see if there were any
voicemails when he got back into the car. Hed had it on vibrate while at the
doctors. Alethea hadnt called, but Diana Conrad had. He called her back and she
explained why she had called. Mom and I would be happy to have Deb live with us,
but were afraid with her mother constantly wailing on her, itll be too much for
her.I agree. I do have an idea how I can help her, but I need to discuss it with
others first. Can I call you back? Diana agreed and Colin promised to call her
back shortly. He silently bit his lip.Is something wrong, Colin? Amanda asked.He
looked up at her. Mom, Ive got a favor to ask you and dad and I wont bullshit
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you its a big one!Okay, She replied. She pulled her car to the side of the
road and took out her cell phone, put it on speaker and punched in Peters cell
number.Hi, Mandy! Whats up?Hi! I have Colin with me and he has something he
needs to discuss with us.Hi, Son! How are you feeling?Pretty good, Dad.What
do you need?Do you remember the girl in Minnesota who Father Michaels tried to
kill?Yes.Her name is Deb Simpson and I just got a call from her best friend.
She and her mother have been looking after Deb while shes in the hospital because
her parents disowned her after she accused Father Michaels of trying to kill her.
Debs mother is making all kinds of threats towards her if she doesnt drop the
charges shes filed against Father Michaels.Thats terrible! Amanda
exclaimed.Debs friend said theyd be happy to have Deb live with them, but, shes
so fragile emotionally that theyre afraid this constant harassment from her mother
will drive her over the edge.She doesnt have any other family? Peter
asked.Apparently not.Mandy, I think we should tell Deb shes welcome to stay with
us. What do you think?I agree, Peter. Colin, be sure and tell her well be happy
to have her come and live with us.Are you both sure this is what you want to do?
Shes seventeen and, after whats shes been through, she could be a handful, he
cautioned them. You might end up with a lot more than you bargained for.We know
there could be problems, Colin, but we cant just turn our backs on her either.
Peter explained.I know and thanks for caring, both of you.Well talk more about
this tonight, okay? Peter addedOkay.Ill see you later, Mandy.Okay. Love
you! Amanda replied.I love you, too!Colin called Diana back. Is Deb strong
enough to travel, Diana?I dont think she can by herself. Why?Ive talked with
my parents and they want Deb stay with them.Thats totally awesome of them! She
replied. But why are they helping a girl they dont even know?Deb needs help and
they want to help her.Wow! Youre lucky to have such awesome parents, Colin!I
know. Why dont you and your mom talk this over with Deb and let me know what she
wants to do and well go from there.Well do that. Thanks, Colin!Colin, if
youre not feeling too tired, theres one more place Id like to go before we go
home.Sure. Wheres that?Amanda hesitated for a second then said, I thought you
might enjoy meeting your grandparents.My grandparents? He looked briefly
puzzled then figured it out. You mean Jeffs parents?Yes. Colin, I told Alethea
the one thing Ive really been regretting lately is how I deliberately kept you from
them.Mom, its understandable.Luke and Nora were never anything but kind to me
and I repaid them by taking out my anger at Jeff on them! Ive been feeling so
guilty, especially when it looked as if we might loose you. She smiled at him and
took his hand. Now, I very much want them to meet you.I guess it wont hurt to
meet them, Colin conceded.His grandparents lived in the Pacific Heights district of
San Francisco, within walking distance of the Presidio grounds. They lived in an
older, well-preserved and well cared for neighborhood.Goodness! This house has
hardly changed from what I remember it, Amanda remarked as she pulled into the
driveway. She got out of the car and started up the steps to the front door when
she realized Colin hadnt followed. She came around to the passenger side of her
car. Are you feeling all right?Colin looked up at her. Im fine, Mom. He bit
his lower lip, appearing very much undecided. Mom, I know Jeff said they were
looking forward to meeting me. That was before they knew it was Father Michaels who
tried to kill me. Maybe, now, they think Im just some scum bucket who their
grandson had every right to dispose of like last weeks trash!Colin, I know they
dont think that! Dont forget youre their very first grandchild and that makes you
special in their eyes.Maybe, He replied doubtfully. I just dont want the rug
jerked out from under me again!Well if you dont think youre ready I wont
insist. Amanda started around the car when an older woman appeared suddenly and
stopped her.Amanda?Colin silently studied her. He guessed her to be in her
mid-to-late sixties. She was several inches taller than his mother. She possessed
a harshly cut face with strong features and eyes so dark they looked pieces of
onyx. Her hair was silver and worn in an old-fashioned style, held in place by
combs. Its been a long time.Hello, Nora, it has been a long time, she
agreed.Colin got out of the car and Amanda took his hand. Nora, Id like you to
meet Colin. Colin, this is your grandmother, Nora Michaels.Hello, Colin said.
He fiddled with his hair and pushed it over his shoulder.Its wonderful to meet
you, Colin! Your grandfather will be speechless! We havent thought or talked
about much else since the day Jeff called us and told us hed found you. Why dont
we go inside?Amanda smiled at Colin who looked a bit overwhelmed by his
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strong-willed grandmother. As they walked into the house, Nora said, Sit down
while I get your grandfather. Hes out back in his greenhouse. I was just about to
call him in for our afternoon tea when you arrived.Colin sat down staring at the
family pictures spread across the mantle. He spotted a photograph of a vivacious
young woman with shoulder-length, auburn hair and figured it must be Caitlin. There
was another picture; a group portrait with a broadly smiling Father Michaels in the
center of it. He looked away quickly not wanting to even look at Father Michaels.
He almost wished he hadnt let his mother talk him into coming. Amanda noticed, but
remained silent as they heard footsteps coming back towards the room.Nora was back
in a few minutes with her husband. Luke Michaels, though not as tall as either he
or Jeff, was a large man. His face was fuller and his cheekbones were not as
prominent, but he had the same deep-set eyes and the same smile. He looked deeply
tanned with lines around his eyes and mouth and possessed a mane of thick silver
gray hair.Amanda touched Colins arm and he looked up. Colin, this is your
grandfather, Luke.Hi, Colin said nodding. He could see a slight resemblance to
Father Michaels especially around his eyes and mouth.Nora went into the kitchen to
get the tea. She returned bearing a silver tray with a china teapot and four cups
and saucers in addition to a plate of freshly baked cookies. She poured the tea and
handed the cups around followed by the cookies.Were very glad to meet you, Colin,
Luke said. Were very happy you came over today.Amanda took a sip of her tea then
set her cup on its saucer. Luke, Nora, Id like to say something, if I may? They
nodded and she continued, I want to apologize to you for deliberately keeping Colin
from you all these years. I had no right to take out my anger at Jeff on you. I
know I can never make up for the pain Ive caused you.Nora put down her tea cup and
looked at Amanda. We were very angry at Jeff when we heard about it. It broke our
hearts to know we had a grandchild, our first one, and we couldnt see him. We even
called Ted and Eileen, but they refused to tell us anything.They never told me
youd contacted them about us, Amanda murmured.Colin defended his mom, Look, Im
not in anyway trying to make light of the pain you felt youve suffered. To be
fair, it was Moms idea for us to come today. In all honesty I probably wouldnt
have thought of it myself.Luke and Nora looked hurt, but Luke said, Colin, when
Jeff told us it was Dave who stabbed you, we were very shocked, but I cant say we
were surprised. When we talked and thought back on some of Daves past behavior we
realized it was indicative of the current tragedy.Colin knitted his brows. How do
you mean?Nora continued where her husband had stopped, Dave was Jeff and
Kathleens only child for six years. They thought they were never going to have
another one so they lavished all their love on him.I think when Caitlin was born;
it really pulled the rug out from under him, Luke said.Dave had always been very
possessive of their love, but after Caitlin came along we began seeing certain
patterns of behavior which disturbed us greatly.What kind of behavior?Luke
frowned. They were visiting us one time when Caitlin was about three months old.
I had just gotten her to sleep and was watching television when I heard her crying
loudly as if she was in pain. I rushed into her room and I found Dave there. When
I picked Caitlin up I saw she had these red welts on her leg like somebody had been
pinching her really hard. I asked Dave if he knew how shed come by them and he
denied knowing anything about them. I had a strong feeling he was lying, but I had
no proof.There were other things, too, Nora said. Dave used to take Caitlins
toys and tease her until she was in tears.I used to tease Liam too, Colin
recalled.But your teasing was never cruel, Colin, and it sounds like Father
Michaels meant his to be cruel and hurtful towards his sister, Amanda
remarked.Didnt Jeff or his wife do or say anything to him when they saw him being
mean to Caitlin?I dont think they ever saw him, Colin. He was always the perfect
big brother when they were present, Luke recalled. I know Jeff would have given
Dave hell if hed caught him mistreating his sister, but Kathleen was blind to any
faults he had. Even when he was a baby she used to brag that hed be the first
American pope.Not much chance of that now, Colin commented.I wish to God, Dave
had talked to somebody about his feelings! Luke replied fervently. It was a
terrible shock to hear about your stabbing, but then to find out our other grandson
was the one who had done it He shook his head. I dont understand why Dave
didnt talk to Jeff when he found that file. Up until that time they appeared to
have a good relationship. I just dont understand what went wrong!This has been
hard on us, Nora said, reaching out to squeeze Lukes hand in a comforting
gesture. We love Dave and its hard for us to accept that despite the jealousy we
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saw him display towards Caitlin it would drive him to do this terrible thing!Colin
remained silent. Having been the victim of Father Michaels jealousy; it was hard
for him to imagine they hadnt been able to see the signs.I cant help, but think
if wed told Jeff and Kathleen about Daves behavior towards Caitlin, maybe, this
could have been prevented.I doubt they would have believed you and might have
taken offense. Whats Mrs. Michaels like?Nora thought for a moment. I guess the
best way to describe her is to say she has only three interests in life; her
children, her religion and her home. Im not criticizing her for her beliefs except
Kathleen believes those are the only interests a woman should have.She sure hated
my guts when I bumped into her at our concert in Minneapolis.Youve met Kathleen?
Nora asked in surprise.Yes. Her morality group was picketing our concert in
Minneapolis. They were blocking our limousine from getting in and a group of kids
saw it and rushed them. I got between them, trying to prevent a full-scale riot. A
kid plowed into me and knocked me backwards into one of the demonstrators.And it
was Kathleen?Yes. I remembered her when I saw that picture on the mantle, he
pointed at the group photograph. I apologized to her, but I thought she was going
to whack me with her sign when suddenly she got this funny look on her face and
backed away from me as if Id grown another head! Of course, that mustve been when
she realized who I was. I expect theres nothing like coming face to face with your
worst nightmare!Nora sighed. Im sorry you had such a poor introduction to our
family.Family? Colin thought. He didnt even know if he wanted anything further
to do with them. He was perfectly happy with the grandparents he already had.Amanda
noticed hed begun to change his position frequently. She knew this was an
indication that his wound was hurting him. Luke also noticed and asked, Colin, are
you in pain?He seemed relieved that somebody had brought the subject up and
admitted, Yes, Im starting to hurt some.Weve been so inconsiderate, Nora
declared. Forgetting youve only been out of the hospital barely a week!Its not
that bad, Colin replied. But I do think I need to get home and take my
medication. He was thankful he had a legitimate excuse to leave.His grandparents
walked them outside to Amandas car. It was obvious to her they didnt want to let
go of Colin just yet. Come back real soon, both of them urged.It was nice
meeting you, he said politely as he got into the car. Colin was silent and wrapped
in his own thoughts for most of the drive home. Amanda glanced at him with a
concerned expression on her face. Are you okay?Yeah. Im just feeling a little
weird.What do you think of your grandparents?They seem nice enough, but I just
wasnt comfortable being around them and Im not sure if Ill ever be.Thats
understandable and its entirely yours and Aletheas decision whether or not you
want a further relationship with them, Amanda answered.You know, I was expecting
them to pressure me into making up with Jeff and I was surprised when they
didnt.I think they have enough sense to know it wouldnt work.I got the
impression they liked you better than they do the current Mrs. Michaels.They
always treated me like their own daughter. By the way, thanks for sticking up for
me.What I said was the truth, Mom. I never would have thought of meeting them on
my own.You seemed disturbed by the picture of Father Michaels ordination. Were
you?A little, he admitted. Father Michaels looked like a completely different
person than the one I saw that night in New Orleans, but then I suppose he was.
Colins side was aching in earnest by the time they got to Hillsborough.Did you
bring your pain medication with you?Yeah. Colin searched the pockets of his
jacket and found the vial. Right here.Why dont you take it and lie down for a
while? Amanda suggested.Ill just stretch out on the couch if you dont mind.As
they came into the house, Liam came bounding down the stairs. Hi, Colin!Hi,
Liam! Colin gave him a hug. How are you doing?Better, I think.Great! Colin
replied. He took out his cell phone, took it off silent mode and checked to see if
hes missed any calls. He saw immediately that Diana had called so he called her
back.She told him she and her mother had discussed his parents invitation with Deb
and shed agreed she should leave and start new somewhere else. She wanted to leave
as soon as possible. Diana said shed be traveling with Deb since neither she nor
her mother thought it wise for her to travel alone. Ill miss a couple of days of
school, but itll be worth it to help Deb.Debs lucky to have a good friend like
you, Diana, Colin complimented her. He told her hed check with the airlines and
call her back. He checked and found out there were seats available on every
flight. He went online and purchased two first-class tickets for Debbie and Diana
on a United Airlines flight that left Minneapolis in the morning and arrived in San
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Francisco later in the afternoon. He called Monique Conrad to tell her hed booked
the plane and gave her the flight information. He told her he and his mom would
meet their plane. After hanging up he went in search of his mother. Wheres
Mom? He asked Liam as he came back into the room.She went upstairs. Did you need
something?No, I just wanted to tell about tomorrow, but it can wait until
later.Did your doctor tell you when you could tour again?He said mid-October. I
dont know if Ill be ready, Colin admitted.Liam made a face. I definitely have
some mixed feelings about it.Me too, Colin admitted.Do you think Father Michaels
will be in jail by then?I hope so, but theres no certainty one way or the
other.I think its going to be hard for me if Im worried he might be sitting in
the audience, planning God-only-knows what!I hear you! Colin replied.Amanda
reentered the room, carrying a photograph album under one arm. She handed it to
Colin. This is the photo album from Jeff and my wedding. I thought you might like
to see it.Yeah, Id like to. He sat between his mom and Liam and opened the
album.Gosh! Jeff looks like your senior picture minus your long hair, of course,
Liam said.Colin glanced up at his senior picture that sat on the mantle. He does,
doesnt he?And mom looks like she could be a high school freshman!We were just
kids, too stubborn too admit we were making the biggest mistake of our lives,
Amanda replied. The only good thing that my marriage to Jeff produced was you, she
added, giving Colin a hug.His cell phone rang and it was Alethea. He excused himself
and went into his dads study and shut the door. Hi, Alethea!Hi, Colin! What
did your doctor say?He took out my staples and said Im healing well. He wants me
to have an MRI scan to see how Im healing inside. I have to call for appointment
later this week.Did he say anything else?Well, he didnt say we couldnt make
love. He basically left it up to me.I guess theres no problem then.None that I
can see. How was your interview?It was good. Rob Halfords a really nice guy.
He didnt spend the entire interview, badmouthing his former band mates. He has
nothing but the highest regard and respect for them. I know youve never done that
to Mark Damon even though hes never had anything nice to say about you or Jake
after you quit BodySnatchers.Well, that says more about him than us.Thats part
of the reason I wanted to meet you, Alethea teased him.Yeah? What was the other
part?You have a gorgeous ass!Colin laughed. Thats probably what theyll carve
on my tombstone!And theyll carve on mine that I loved every inch of it!Are we
still talking about my ass? Colin teased.She giggled. Maybe, not!Your plane
lands at four tomorrow?Yes.Ill be at the airport. Mom and I are meeting
somebody there.Who is it?Colin explained about Debbie and what his mom and dad
were doing. I know, technically, I dont owe her anything, but like it or not, it
was my psycho half-brother who tried to kill her and I feel responsible. I dont
see why she should suffer any additional pain because of me.Thats because you
care what happens to people and I certainly cant fault you for that.Thanks for
the vote of confidence. He paused momentarily then continued, I met my
grandparents today.How did it go? What are they like?I really wasnt
comfortable. Nora seems like kind of a take-charge person while Luke seems kind of
laid back so I guess they complement one another.Im glad you got to meet them,
but you sound tired.I am a little, Colin admitted.Id better let you go so you
can rest. Ill see you tomorrow, okay?Count on it! I love you!I love you,
too. Alethea smiled. Colin was really coming along nicely at expressing his
emotions.
Chapter 39The sound of the front door shutting awakened Colin. Peter put down his
briefcase and stopped to glance through his mail Amanda had left in the foyer.Hi,
Dad, Colin called as he carefully sat up, rubbed his eyes and yawned.Hi, Colin,
Peter said, giving him a hug. Amanda came into the living room. Hello, Peter.
She gave him a hug and a loving kiss. How was your day?Much better now that Im
home, Mandy. He held her closely for a second before letting her go.Dinners
almost ready.Okay. Ill change and be right down.Do you need any help, Mom?
Colin asked.No, Liam and I have got things in hand.He picked up the remote control
and turned on CNN. His father, dressed in jeans, a T-shirt and athletic shoes,
returned and sat down beside him. What did your doctor say?He took out my
staples and told me he wants to do an MRI scan to see how Im healing inside.Ive
read that an MRI scan gives them the best arterial information.I wish this whole
thing was healed and gone so our lives could get back to normal! Colin
grumbled.Peter patted his shoulder. I know its hard, Colin doubly so since you
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and Alethea are newlyweds.Colin looked at him in surprise. Noticing his
expression, Peter explained, After your mother gave birth to you she took awhile to
heal. So, there I was living with the only woman Ive ever wanted and we couldnt
make love. Peter shook his head. It was rough!Im sorry, Colin apologized. I
guess when youre going through something like this you dont think anybody else can
understand.Well, I want you to know I do. Peter replied, giving him a hug.
Have you heard from Jeff?No. We had a fight and we arent speaking.Im sorry
for you, but not for Jeff.I hope you guys are hungry because suppers ready,
Amanda said coming into the room.I dont know about you, Colin, but Im starved!
Peter declared.Me, too!Liam beat them to the chili and was filling his bowl.
Amanda handed them each a bowl. Help yourselves.Colin filled his bowl and added
onions, cheese and chili cheese corn chips. He filled a glass with his herbal tonic
and another with ice water then sat down next to Liam.This is great chili, Mom!
Colin said. Jake doesnt know what hes missing.Thank you. Have you talked to
Diana yet?Colin slapped his forehead. God! I almost forgot to tell you! Deb and
Diana will be coming in tomorrow afternoon. I told Diana wed meet their
plane.What time?About a quarter to three.That shouldnt be a problem. Ill
get the guest room ready tonight. Amanda shook her head with a look of disbelief.
That poor girl! I cant imagine any parent treating their child that badly!It
isnt hard for me to believe, Mom. Ive heard things from kids that are really
shocking!What do you do when they confide in you, Colin? Peter asked.I try to
direct them to a place or a person where they can get help.I think thats the most
anybody can do, Liam remarked.I know, but sometimes I wonder if its
enough.Youve helped Deb, Amanda remarked.I hope so, Mom.They finished eating
and Liam looked at his parents. Are you going to run tonight?Im going to, but I
dont know what your fathers plans are.Im planning a run with this beautiful
woman! Peter teased.She smiled and teased him back, Well, I hope youve got extra
energy because she has a few calories she needs to run off her!Colin and Liam
started to clean up the kitchen while their parents changed and did their warm-up
exercises. They heard them come back downstairs and Amanda called from the foyer,
Well be back in a while, guys.Okay, have fun! Colin called back. He chuckled
as they finished up in the kitchen. God! Sometimes I cant believe theyve been
married twenty-eight years!I know, Liam agreed. I certainly dont know anybody
else whose parents are still so openly crazy about each other!When they were
finished in the kitchen, Liam went upstairs to call Alison and Colin went into the
living room. He turned on the television, but found nothing of interest. He leafed
through a couple of news magazines without comprehending much, tossed them aside,
and went upstairs, too.Peter and Amanda returned from their run almost an hour
later. Peter sat down on the steps of the staircase and gave a contented sigh.
Whew! Thats the most miles weve run in awhile, Mandy!Amanda giggled. Well, I
did warn you I had to run off that sundae I ate this afternoon.If you dont think
you worked it all off, Ive got an idea how you could burn off a few more
calories!It sounds like an exercise I might enjoy! Amanda suddenly noticed how
quiet the house was. Were the boys going out?No. Theyre probably upstairs.
Ill go check. He was back down in a few seconds.Theyre both up there. I heard
Liams stereo and I think Colin was on the phone.Goodness! You know, I cant
recall the last time we had both our boys home at night!I cant either, Mandy,
but I wish it were for a different reason.Father Michaels, Amanda said bitterly.
Alethea called me this morning. She said Colin had another bad nightmare last
night and it upset him so much he never got back to sleep!I did notice the dark
circles underneath his eyes.His doctor noticed, too, and gave him the name of a
psychiatrist who specializes in trauma cases. However, Colin doesnt think he needs
any therapy.Well, no amount of therapy is going to do him any good as long as he
thinks he doesnt need it.I know, She sighed. When he was little and got
frightened he ran to me. I could always comfort him, but I cant do that now.Peter
put his arms around her. I know, Mandy.They went out in the kitchen and Amanda
poured them a cup of coffee. Peter stirred cream into his coffee and took a sip.
Were you able to convince Colin to visit Jeffs parents?Yes. He agreed, but I
know he wasnt comfortable the whole time he was there. I think Luke and Nora were
kind of hurt, but surely they cant expect Colin to warm up to them immediately
given what happened?Maybe they had hoped he was looking forward to meeting them,
but Im not sure that would have been possible even without Father Michael actions,
Peter remarked.Do you know Nora told me that they tried to find out from my parents
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where Colin and I were, but they refused to even speak to them? I had no idea.
Well, your parents wouldnt have wanted you to know, Peter commented. Luke and
Nora are going to have to accept that Colins his own person and goes his own
way.Amanda laughed and squeezed Peters hand. I think hes been his own person
from the moment he was born!They watched television for a short time before going
to bed. Amanda stopped in the middle of the hallway, her hand on Peters arm and
said, I just want to check on Colin and Liam.Peter smiled and nodded.
Okay.Amanda went into Colins room. He lay on his left side and the bandage was
obvious as the light hit it. She pulled the covers over him, brushed his hair out
of his face and kissed him. Colin stirred, but didnt waken. She entered Liams
room and did the same.Peter smiled as she returned. I recall how you did that
every night when they were little.I guess children grow up and change, but mothers
never do. Amanda admitted.A scream jerked Colin from a sound sleep. He looked
around in confusion for a moment then remembered where he was. He quickly got out
of bed, ignoring a momentary sharp pain and pulled on his jeans and a T-shirt. His
parents had already started into Liams room. He motioned for them to stop. Let
me do it. They nodded and he went inside.Liam was thrashing around and yelling,
No! No! I wont let you kill Colin!Colin leaned over Liam and very gently shook
him. Liam, youre okay. Everythings fine. He sat down on the bed next to
Liam.Liam bolted upright, his eyes wide with fear, breathing heavily and sweating.
He threw himself into his brothers arms. Colin held him tightly, rubbed his back,
and spoke soothingly, You had a nightmare, but youre okay.Father Michaels kept
stabbing you over and over again! I couldnt stop him! There was blood all over
everywhere! I was covered in it!Liam, there was nothing you couldve done to
prevent what happened. Even McGregor couldnt stop him and he had a gun! This
wasnt your fault!Maybe, if Id fought him harder when he kidnapped me! Maybe, I
couldve gotten away from him!No! He wouldve killed you rather than permit you
to escape!He lay back down and sighed loudly. I dont know how much more I can
take of these nightmares, Colin! Its getting so Im afraid to go to sleep!I
know, Colin replied wearily. Try to get back to sleep. Ill stay here until you
fall back to sleep, okay?Okay. Thanks, Colin.When Liam had finally fallen back
into an uneasy sleep, Colin quietly left the room. His parents bedroom door opened
and Peter called, Colin?He went to their door. Yeah?Hows Liam?Colin sagged
against the doorway and rubbed his face with his hands. He had another fucking
nightmare! I managed to calm him and get him back to sleep.Are you all right,
Colin? Amanda asked.He shook his head. No, I dont think I am, Mom. Im going
to call my doctor and ask for a referral to the psychiatrist he mentioned
today.When you call them, Colin, will you ask her if they does family therapy,
too? I think we could all benefit from it, Peter stated.Sure, Dad.The next
afternoon, Colin and Amanda were waiting for Debbie and Dianas flight to arrive and
for the girls to disembark. Colin scanned the passengers as they came through the
gate. He finally spotted the girls, nudged his mother and nodded in their
direction. Debs appearance shocked him. Previously, shed been pretty, lively and
somewhat buxom, but now she looked like a ghost of her former self. She was pale to
the point of colorlessness and it appeared shed lost a lot of weight. Her
expression was one of fear and uncertainty. Fucking Father Michaels! Colin thought
angrily.When Debbie saw him she burst into tears. He put his arms around her and
tried to comfort her. Its okay, Deb, youre safe here. Nobody will ever hurt you
again, I promise!Debbie sniffed and nodded. She dried her eyes and attempted to
compose herself.Deb, this is my mom, Amanda. Mom, this is Deb Simpson and her best
friend, Diana Conrad.Hello, Deb and Diana, Im happy to meet you, She replied
smiling warmly. She looked at Colin. Are you going to stay here?Yeah.
Aletheas plane will be landing in less than an hour so theres no point in going
back to Hillsborough. He turned his attention back to the girls. You and Diana
go with mom. Shell take good care of you.Come with me, girls. Amanda put her
arm around Debbie. Maybe, if you feel up to it, Deb, we can see some of San
Franciscos well-known attractions before Diana goes back home.That would be
awesome, Mrs. Matthews! Diana said.Debbie looked back at Colin, fearfully. He
smiled and nodded encouragingly at her. She gave him a tentative smile in return
and then allowed Amanda to lead her out of the terminal.Colin stopped at a florist
shop to buy Alethea a dozen red roses then found her gate. Her plane landed and
taxied to the terminal, but there was a ten minute delay before the passengers began
to disembark. Colin was anxiously looking for Alethea and she was doing the same
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for him. They spotted each other at the same moment. He gave her a big hug.
Jesus! I sure missed you! He gave her a passionate kiss, ignoring the stares of
the people around them.I missed you too and Im glad to be home! She replied
once shed caught her breath.He gave her the roses and smiled self-consciously.
These are for you.Theyre beautiful! She took a sniff of the bouquet. Thank
you.You two wait right here and Ill get the Jeep, McGregor instructed them. He
strode off in the direction of the parking facilities.Alethea fussed with her roses
then suddenly asked, Colin, why did you insist I take this assignment?He sighed
and put his arm around her. I thought it was a good idea if we both realized
nothings going to happen to us if were apart. He shrugged. Maybe, it was more
of an attempt to convince myself. Colin paused briefly before he continued, I
called my doctor and asked for a referral to the psychiatrist he recommended.What
changed your mind?Liam. He had a horrendous nightmare last night. I realized I
was feeling the same way hes feeling. I decided to give therapy a try. He
shrugged. I can always quit if I dont feel like its doing it for me.Well, Im
glad youre going to give it a try, She replied, squeezing his hand. Did Deb and
her friend get in okay?Yeah. Mom took them home.McGregor came back and motioned
for them to follow him. They went outside and got into the Jeep. Are you going
home or to your parents, Colin? He asked.My parents. He looked at Alethea. I
want to check on Deb.Im anxious to meet her.Amanda opened the front door as she
saw them coming across the front lawn. Hello, Alethea, she said, giving Alethea a
hug. How was your interview?It went really good, Amanda; in fact one of the best
ones Ive done.Im glad. She smiled at McGregor, hovering in the doorway.
Hello, Mr. McGregor. How are you?Fine, Mrs. Matthews.Its Amanda, please.If
youll call me Buck?Its a deal, Buck.Hows Deb, Mom?Amanda shook her head.
That poor girl! She cried the whole drive home.Shes had a rough time, Colin
commented.I know. Diana was telling me about Debs mother.Well, hopefully, she
can start to heal.Your dad and I are hoping for the best, Colin, Amanda replied.
Are you two going to stay the night or just for supper?Well stay over, Mom.
Were both pretty tired.Buck, the couch in Peters study folds out and its very
comfortable.Thanks, Amanda, but Im going back to Sausalito. Do you mind if I
borrow the Jeep, Colin?No, go ahead. Youre welcome to stay, though.Thanks.
Ill be back about ten tomorrow to pick you up.Okay. See you then. Thanks for
taking such good care of Alethea for me.Anytime.Thanks for going with me, Buck,
Alethea said. I really appreciate it.It was my pleasure, Alethea.They went
upstairs and Colin stretched out on the bed. Alethea cuddled next to him. God! I
missed you! Colin murmured, burying his face in her hair. You smell so good!
He kissed her mouth then her neck.Colin Shh! He undid the buttons on the
front of her dress and slid his hand inside and over the thin silk of her slip. She
wasnt wearing a bra and he began stroking her breasts.Colin, maybe Alethea began
then suddenly gasped as Colin bared her breasts and caressed her nipples, sending
little shocks of pleasure all through her body. She felt his hand push her dress
and slip up and then gently tug at her already soaking panties, working them
partially down her hips. Physically, Alethea was more than ready to make love.
Emotionally, she felt doubtful.Colin sensed her hesitation and stopped. He looked
at her in confusion. Whats wrong?Alethea pushed her dress down and sat up in
bed. Nothings wrong. I just cant help thinking that you had major surgery
barely two weeks ago and Im worried about accidentally hurting you.He sighed then
lay back. I suppose it might be too soon.If we could wait a couple of weeks
more, I know Id feel much more comfortable, Alethea admitted.Okay. Colin
agreed. Well wait and do something special.Like what?I know! Colin sat up,
too. Steve told me about this bed and breakfast in Haight-Asbury he stayed at
briefly while his place was being repaired after the 89 earthquake. I think he
said its called The Red Victorian. I remember him saying it had eighteen rooms
and each ones decorated in a theme from the summer of love.Sounds intriguing,
She replied, playing with Colins hair.Yeah. He told me about this one suite
called the peacock or the parasol suite, whatever; it sounded really exotic and
sexy.Steve stayed in it? Alethea giggled. It doesnt sound like quite his
thing!No, but they let you tour the unoccupied rooms and thats when he saw
it.So, whats your plan?Ill call them next week and if its available, Ill
reserve it for the next weekend. Ill give you an insiders tour of San Francisco.
Well have dinner at an expensive five-star restaurant and you can wear that
gorgeous silk dress Vanessa bought you.Well make love. Alethea added.First and
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foremost! Colin teased.Suits me just fine! Alethea declared. She pulled him
close and kissed him. Thanks for being so understanding.Suddenly, there was a
discreet knock on their door. Colin, Alethea, suppers ready.Okay, Mom, well be
right there, He called. He got to his feet, straightening his clothing. Alethea
changed into casual clothes then checked her hair and make-up. They walked with
their arms around one another. They saw Amanda knocking on the door of the guest
room. Diana opened it. Suppers ready, girls.If its not any trouble, Mrs.
Matthews, could Deb and I eat supper up here? Debs feeling kind of tired.Its no
trouble at all, Diana. Ill fix trays for you.Thank you.Amanda saw them and
shook her head. I wish there was some way I could instantly make Deb feel
better!Colin put his arm around her. I know, Mom, but its going to take Deb a
while to trust us and realize we really do care about her. They went downstairs
and into the kitchen.Peter was just coming in from the patio, holding a platter of
grilled chicken, marinated in his secret sauce. He looked around. Arent Deb and
Diana coming down for supper?No, darling. Debbies tired, which is
understandable, since she just got out of the hospital. Im going to fix them trays
so they can eat upstairs.Darn! Peter said disappointedly. I was looking
forward to welcoming Deb into our family.Im sure by tomorrow shell be feeling
much better, Amanda assured him. She fixed their trays and took them
upstairs.Alethea got the rest of the supper on the table with help from Colin, Peter
and Liam.Amanda reentered the room and Peter pulled out her chair for her.
Thanks. She sighed. I hope Deb eats everything I gave her. Shes so pale and
thin!Mom, she wont be able to resist yours or dads cooking and shell be fat and
sassy in no time! Liam declared.I hope so.They finished eating and started on
dessert. Amanda took two slices of her double chocolate supreme pie upstairs to the
girls. Colin finished his pie and coffee and went into the living room. He
stretched out on the couch. Liam followed him in and sat down on the coffee table
in front of the couch. Colin?What?Im still feeling upset about that nightmare
I had last night so I called Alison.Whatd she say?She said whats been
happening is normal for people whove been through a severe trauma. She urged me to
get professional help with it.Well, I called my doctor this morning and asked for
a referral to that psychiatrist he recommended.Do you think theyd see me, too?I
dont see why not. I told Dad Id ask them about family therapy.Their parents,
attired in their running clothes came downstairs interrupting them. Amanda came
into the living room. Are you boys going to be home for a while?Alethea and I
will be here. Why?I just wanted somebody to be here in case the girls needed
something.They can ask one of us, if they do, Mom, Colin assured her.Okay.
Thanks.No problem. Have a good run!We will, Peter replied.Liam went upstairs
and came back down in a few moments. He peeked into the living room. Colin, would
you tell mom and dad I went out, but Ill probably be home early.Sure. Try to
have some fun, okay?Ill try, Liam promised.Alethea came into the living room,
climbed over Colin and settled herself beside him on the couch. He gently massaged
her shoulders and back then lightly caressed her ass.Hmm she purred. That
feels really good!Tired?Maybe, a little, she admitted.Why dont you turn in
early? Colin suggested.Alethea burrowed her face into the front of his shirt.
Im not that tired.Okay. He picked up the remote and turned the television to
CNN. Like his dad, Colin was a confirmed CNN junkie. He watched the top stories;
relieved to see that his stabbing was apparently old news. He was thankful for that
much. He was going to comment on it to Alethea, but saw she had fallen asleep. He
smiled, put his arms around her, shifted his position slightly and turned off the
television. The house was very quiet and there wasnt a sound from upstairs.
Maybe, the girls decided to go to bed early. He thought back to the first time hed
ever seen Deb. Shed been a startling attractive young woman whod walked with her
head held high. Now, she walked with her head down and her body slumped her whole
demeanor, saying she wasnt worth it. He hoped they could help Deb reclaim her
self-confidence and self-esteem. He heard the front door open and his parents,
flushed and laughing, came into the living room. Colin put his finger to his lips,
motioning to Alethea.Sorry for making so much noise, Amanda apologized. We
always feel so invigorated after we run.Have the girls been downstairs at all?
Peter asked.No. I havent heard a sound out of them. I thought they mightve gone
to bed early.Amanda touched her husbands arm. Im going upstairs and see if they
need anything.He nodded. Okay, Mandy.Liams went out, but he asked me to tell
you he wouldnt be too late.Peter sighed. You know, Colin, your mother and I used
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to worry when he stayed out past midnight. Now we worry because hes coming home so
early.I know, Dad. I also know from what Liams told me, he realizes hes not
behaving in a normal manner and he wants to get professional help.Well, Im glad
to hear that.Amanda came back into the room. Deb and Diana are both
asleep.Well, its been a long day for them, Colin remarked. Id better get
Alethea to bed too. He shook her gently. Alethea?She gave a little start,
opened her eyes then sat up groggily and shook her head wearily. I dont even
remember falling asleep!Colin got up and helped Alethea to her feet. Im going to
take you upstairs and put you to bed. They both said goodnight to Peter and Amanda
and went upstairs. Alethea went into the bathroom, washed then moisturized her
face. Colin helped her to undress then undid her braid and started to brush her
hair. Its a hundred strokes, right?Yes, She murmured.Let me know if Im being
too rough, okay?No, youre doing fine and it feels wonderful!When he finished
brushing her hair, he helped her into bed. He got undressed and slipped into bed
beside her. She squeezed his hand. Has anybody told you lately youre a wonderful
husband?Colin smiled, tossed his hair over his shoulder and joked, Well, not for a
couple of days! He kissed her then rested his cheek against her silky hair and
closed his eyes. He drifted into a semi-conscious state where he was vaguely aware
of Liam coming up to bed followed by his parents. A scream suddenly reverberated
throughout the house. He sprang upward, a sharp pain lancing his side and his heart
beating wildly.Its one of the girls, Alethea said, laying her hand on his
shoulder.They heard his parents door open and heard footsteps hurrying down the
hall to the guest room. When the door opened they heard sobbing. It became muffled
as the door shut again.Colin lay back. Fucking Father Michaels! He muttered.
Its amazing how many lives one person can fuck up!Alethea wasnt sure whom he
meant his comment for, Father Michaels or Jeff, but she chose not to reply.Amanda
still in her nightgown and robe walked into the kitchen the next morning as Colin
and Alethea were eating breakfast. She slumped tiredly into a chair.Mom, do you
feel okay? Colin asked worriedly. You look beat!Ill fix you some breakfast,
Alethea volunteered.Colin poured his mother a glass of orange juice and a cup of
coffee. Alethea was back in short order with a plate of bacon, eggs, and toast.
She placed it in front of Amanda and Colin joked, I want to see you eat every bite
of this, too!Thank you, Amanda replied, starting to eat.Colin waited until shed
finished eating before he asked, Was it Deb we heard scream last night?She
nodded. Yes. She had a nightmare about Father Michaels attempting to kill her.
She sat back in her chair. She was very frightened so I stayed with her until she
felt safe enough to go back to sleep. Your father and I had a long talk about Deb
afterwards.What about?Were going to discuss it with Deb first, but if she
agrees, were going to have ourselves appointed her legal guardians. She held up
her hands. I know what youre going to say. Deb will be eighteen soon so this
isnt necessary, but we think it will help her feel more secure. We want her to
know we really care about her and were not just taking her into our home as a favor
to you.I think its a great idea, Mom.Maybe, you should talk to her about
therapy, too. Alethea suggested soberly. Shes obviously having trouble dealing
with what happened to her.Peter and I talked about that also. We decided to
discuss it with Deb, but leave the decision up to her. The doorbell rang and
Amanda rose to answer it.Ill get it, Alethea said.Its probably McGregor, but
dont open the door without checking first, Colin cautioned her.Alethea nodded and
disappeared into the other room. She was back in a few minutes with McGregor.Good
morning, Buck, Amanda greeted him.Morning, Amanda.Can I get you some breakfast,
Buck? Alethea asked.Thanks, Alethea, but I already ate.I guess wed better go
if youre ready? Colin asked, looking at Alethea.I just have to get my bag. She
went upstairs and returned in a few minutes.Colin gave his mother a kiss. Mom, do
me a favor and go back to bed?I will, she promised him.Alethea gave her a hug.
Goodbye, Amanda. Call us if you need anything.Tell Dad and Liam goodbye for us?
Ill call you later this week.Will you call us after you have the MRI scan?
Amanda asked.I will, He promised. He got into his Patriot and sighed. God! I
hope I havent dumped too much into their laps by asking them to take in
Deb!
Chapter 40Caitlin and her father had just finished eating lunch when the phone
rang. Caitlin got up to answer it. Hello?Caitlin, dear, how are you?Hi,
Grandma! Is grandpa there, too?Right here, Cait, Luke responded.Is Jeff at home
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or is he working today? Nora asked. She knew Jeff was working a lot of extra hours
so he didnt have time to dwell on Daves tragedy or his conflict with Colin.No,
Grandma, hes home today. Just a minute and Ill get him. She put them on hold
and went into the kitchen. Daddy, grandma and grandpa are on the phone. She put
the call on the speaker so she and her father could both talk.Hi, Mom and Dad! Is
everything okay?We met Colin yesterday, but the visit was more Amandas idea than
Colins, Nora said.Huh! Jeff snorted. Im surprised Amanda let you near
him!Amanda felt terrible about keeping Colin from us and she offered us a very
sincere apology.Well, she hasnt been the least understanding about what happened
with Dave!I didnt get that impression, Jeff, Luke spoke. She didnt say
anything to us that would indicate she was glad about the situation between you and
Colin.Apparently, shes never conveyed that opinion to our son! Jeff replied
bitterly.How was Colin when you saw him? Caitlin asked quickly jumping in and
changing the subject. Was Alethea with him?He looked good, but still having some
pain, Luke replied. He was very quiet and hardly said anything.Alethea wasnt
with him this time, Nora added. I suppose he didnt ask about me, Jeff
remarked.No, dear. Im sorry, but he didnt. As your father said; he was very
quiet and hardly spoke.Is there any news about Dave, Jeff? Luke asked.None,
Dad! Its as if hes vanished from the face of the earth!What about Kathleen? Is
there a chance shell be released?Im afraid not. The judge made it very clear
that her release is dependent on her telling the court where Dave is.They already
know hes in Italy somewhere! Nora protested. What purpose will it serve keeping
Kathleen in jail?It will prove she cant flaunt the judges authority and get away
with it, Mom.How long is her sentence? Luke asked.That depends on Kate, Dad.
She could be out tomorrow if shed tell the judge where Dave went, but shes been
sentenced to three months.There has been a lot of demonstrations in support of mom
staged by the more conservative religious groups here. They say she being punished
by a liberal judge because of her religious beliefs, Caitlin explained.I havent
quite figured out how they define contempt of court as a religious belief, Jeff
remarked dryly.Im so sorry about the way things have worked out for you, Jeff,
Nora said sincerely.Will you and Caitlin be coming out for a visit soon? Luke
asked. Wed love it if you could and I think it would be good for you both to get
away for a while.I dont think so, Dad. I wouldnt be good company, but Cait can
go, if she wants.Ill wait until we can go together, Daddy.Wed better let you
go, dear. Please, dont give up, Jeff. I know things look grim right now, but I
know theyre going to get better, Nora said firmly.Thanks for calling, Mom, Dad.
Ill talk to you soon.After her father had left the room, Caitlin continued to talk
with her grandparents.Jeff sounds so bitter and depressed, Nora said in concerned.
Is he?Yes, Grandma, he is. Hes been that way on and off since that argument
with Colin. I did write Alethea, asking if she and I could work together to get
daddy and Colin back on speaking terms. She said shed do what she could, but
didnt want to risk making it an issue between she and Colin.Well, I can certainly
understand her concern, Nora replied.Let us know right away if anything happens
with your mother or Dave, Luke urged.I will, Grandpa. Love you both!
Goodbye.We love you, too, dear. Goodbye. After hanging up, Caitlin went to
retrieve that days mail. She came back with a handful and began to sort it, but
stopped suddenly as she came across a letter addressed to her mother. It had a
foreign postmark and familiar handwriting. She hurried over to the closed door of
her fathers study and rapped on it. Daddy?Yes, Cait?Theres a letter here I
think you should read.Jeff came out of his study. Is it another threatening
letter? They had received several of those over the past couple of weeks as well
as some nasty phone calls.No. This is from Dave and its addressed to mom,
Caitlin replied, giving him the letter.They went into his study. Jeff slit open the
envelope and took out the letter. He quickly scanned its contents. It was a short
letter and it only took him a few minutes to read it.Does Dave say where he is?
Caitlin asked anxiously.No. That information is noticeably absent.What does he
say?He writes he arrived in Rome without incident and hes very happy because hes
doing what God intended him to do.Does that mean hes still saying Mass and
hearing Confession after he tried to murder two people? Caitlin asked in
disbelief.So it would seem. Dave apparently doesnt think he did anything more
serious than disposing of some unwanted trash. I guess by his reckoning hes still
in a state of grace.What else does he say, Daddy?He says he hopes it took Colin
a long time to die and he hopes he suffered tremendously before he died. Jeff took
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a deep breath before he continued, He says he takes great satisfaction in the
thought of Colin burning in hell.Thats sick! Caitlin exclaimed. The revulsion
was obvious in her voice. I guess he hasnt found out yet that not only is Colin
alive, but hes recovered completely.He writes he hopes your mother didnt have to
suffer at my hands when I found out she helped him leave. Jeff looked up in
disgust. Did he think I was going to beat her?Is that all?No. He closes
saying hell pray for your mothers continuing moral strength and for you in hopes
youll eventually see what a wicked and unworthy role model I am.That
self-righteous prick! Caitlin exploded. How dare he! She glanced at Jeff,
looking suddenly chagrined. Sorry about my language, Daddy.Jeff shook his head.
Its okay, Cait, its an ugly letter.What should we do with it?Well, my first
impulse is to rip it up and flush it down the toilet! However, I did promise
Detective Madison Id let him know immediately if Dave contacted us. Ill call him
right now.Another thing for mom to hold against us, Caitlin remarked
gloomily.Jeff called Madison to tell him about the letter and he replied that hed
be over within the hour. He quickly scanned the letter after he arrived, but found
nothing in it that could help the police.I dont suppose the postmark is much
help, Jeff remarked.Given the size of Rome, probably not. It sounds as if hes
being very careful not to divulge any exact information.What will you do now?
Caitlin asked.Well, well contact the Italian authorities and give them the one
clue this letter does provide.Which is? Jeff asked.That Father Michaels is
either in Rome somewhere or hes near enough to it to be able to post a letter from
there. Ill also call Detective Wickersham and bring her up to speed on this latest
development.Do you think Dave will try to come back here? Caitlin questioned.My
feeling is he wont as long as he thinks Colin is dead.Hes eventually going to
find out Colin isnt dead, Jeff remarked. They have CNN in Europe, too.Yes. My
feeling is when he does find out, hes going to desperate enough to rectify what he
believes is his failure to carry out Gods will and hell risk coming back.
Noticing Jeffs and Caitlins horrified expressions, Madison attempted to comfort
them. Im sure well have him in custody long before that happens.I hope its
very soon, Jeff said fervently. I dont want to see him hurt another person or be
hurt himself!Madison nodded. I know. Im a father, too. Ill keep you posted on
any information I receive about your son.Wed appreciate that, Detective, and I
promise to do the same.When Madison left, Jeff headed back into his study when
Caitlin called to him, Daddy?He turned. Yes, Cait?I want to say something, but
you have to promise not to get mad.Jeff knew what Caitlin wanted to say that she
didnt like his attitude towards his former wife. He wasnt in the mood to hear a
lecture, but he nodded and said, Ill try.Caitlin took a deep breath then said,
Daddy, youve got to stop being so bitter about Colins mother or youll never be
able to make peace with him!Im sorry, Cait, I cant help but feel that Amanda is
feeding the estrangement between us.Daddy, if Amanda is bitter, can you really
blame her? You did walk out on her when she was pregnant. She was a year younger
than I am and she must have been scared to death not knowing what was going to
happen to her or the baby!She certainly didnt waste anytime marrying Peter
Matthews! Jeff snorted. I dont think Colin was even six months old yet!Well,
was she supposed to wait around forever, hoping youd come back to her? Caitlin
put her hands on her hips and glared at her father. You know, Daddy, sometimes I
think youre madder that she was able to go on without you than you are at the role
you think shes playing in this conflict with Colin!Thats ridiculous! Jeff
snapped.Is it? Caitlin challenged him.Yes! I told you any feelings we had for
one another died along time ago! Now, if youll excuse me, theres a lot of work on
my desk that needs my attention.DaddyCaitlin, I dont want to hear anymore
about this subject. Jeff went into his study and closed the door.Damn it!
Caitlin swore. She stamped into the kitchen and began clearing up the remains of
their lunch. She knew her father wasnt telling the truth about his feelings for
Amanda. Who could blame him after suddenly seeing her again, he found he still had
feelings for her. Amanda was a very attractive woman and her own mother, she
suspected, hadnt shown any interest in her husband in quite awhile which probably
made Amanda all the more desirable. She sighed as she was loading the dishwasher.
Well, she couldnt do anything about her fathers feeling for Amanda. Maybe, she
could help him mend his fence with his son. While the dishwasher ran through its
cycles, Caitlin busied herself writing a letter to Colin. The trouble with Daddy
and Colin is theyre both so bullheaded they cant see whats right in front of
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their faces! She muttered as she put the letter in an envelope, sealed and
addressed it. She left the house to mail it before she lost her nerve.Alethea was
waiting for Colin when he came out after having his MRI scan. He sat down beside
her. She reached out and squeezed his hand. Are you okay?Yeah. I just feel
kind of weird like I just came back from another dimension or something.Dr.
Edwards said hed be out to talk to us after they finishes looking at your
scan.Great! We ought to be out of here by six at least! Colin grumbled.Shh
Alethea nudged him as she saw Doctor Edwards coming towards them.Colin, Alethea,
would you please come with me? He led them into an empty examining room and
motioned to two chairs. Please, sit down.They looked at each other uneasily, but
sat down. Colin cleared his throat. So, whats the verdict?Ive had the chief
of radiology and the chief of cardiovascular surgery look at your scan and we all
agree everything looks in really good shape. Doctor Trumbull did an excellent
job!Colin exhaled in relief. Well, thats certainly a load off my mind!Mine,
too! Alethea added.Did you talk to that psychiatrist? Colin asked.Doctor
Hughes? Yes, and I gave her a brief synopsis of your problem.Thanks. I
appreciate it.Colin turned to Alethea as they left the hospital. Did you have any
plans for today?I was going to look at wicker furniture, but other than that,
no.I want to stop at moms office first and give her the news about my
scan.Amandas law firm was on the bottom floor of a building on Clay, across the
street from the Embarcadero Center and close to both the Maritime and Embarcadero
Plazas. Hearing Colins news was a relief and she said she would pass it along to
his dad and Liam. Colin asked how Deb was doing and was happy to hear she was
coming out of her shell a bit.They left and went to the wicker store. Once there,
it didnt take Alethea long to find exactly what she wanted. Within a few minutes,
she picked out a chaise and a swing for the front porch. She also chose a table
with four chairs, another chaise and a small table for in front of it plus a big arm
chair and a rocking chair for the deck.It sure is nice being married to a woman who
knows exactly what she wants! Colin teased as he gave them his debit card. They
arranged for delivery of the furniture later that afternoon.Are you planning to
visit Luke and Nora eventually? Colin sighed. I dont know. Maybe, but not right
away.
Chapter 41The furniture arrived later in the afternoon. Colin had a voicemail from
Steve to call him.Colin went upstairs to the office. He closed the door to dull the
sounds of the delivery men and punched in Steves number on his
cell.Crowley.Whats up, Steve?I had a call from John Richards of CNN and he
wanted to know if youre willing to do an interview next Wednesday and talk about
what happened to you?You can tell him Ill discuss it, but not in specific terms.
When Father Michaels is arrested and goes to trial, I dont want his attorney
petitioning the court for a mistrial based on something I said in an
interview.Okay. Ill pass the word along to him.Ive got to admit Im really
nervous about talking about it.I know and were cooperating to make this as easy
as possible. You do know, it will be broadcasting in Europe also and Father
Michaels could see it?I hope he does see it! Maybe, itll make him so angry,
hell get careless and theyll catch him!We can certainly hope! Anything else I
should know about?Colin knew he meant threatening letters or phone calls. Aside
from some nightmares still, everythings cool. McGregors doing a great job!
Thanks for hiring him.Well, I figured since hes the only bodyguard youve ever
even halfway listened to Id better grab him! Steve replied, laughing.Colin
laughed, too. I never argue with somebody whos bigger than me! He went
downstairs after he finished talking to Steve. He heard voices on the front porch
and went outside. He found McGregor hanging the porch swing under Aletheas
direction. Hi, McGregor. Need any help with that?Nope. Im almost done, but
thanks anyway.Go look at the deck, Colin, and tell me if you like how Ive
arranged the furniture, Alethea urged.Will do. Colin walked out the back door
and looked around. It looked very nice and he smiled as he reflected on the fact
that his house was beginning to feel more like a home. He sat down in the big,
roomy chaise and soon found himself, nodding sleepily. He awoke suddenly at the
sound of a motorcycle backfiring. He yawned; glanced at his watch, amazed hed been
asleep for nearly an hour. He got to his feet, surprised that only a slight twinge
of pain greeted him as he straightened. He went in search of Alethea and finally
found her on the balcony off the master bedroom. She was on her knees measuring the
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length and width of the balcony. What are you doing?I want to see how big this
balcony is.Colin closed his eyes, put his fingertips to his temples and said
jokingly, I foresee another trip to the wicker store and a move in our
future.Alethea playfully swatted his rear end as he helped her to her feet.
Okay. I do want to buy another chaise for out here. She confessed. This is the
master bedroom and its much bigger. Youve got to remember there are two of us
now.And youve got more clothes than me! Colin teased. And the closet is much
bigger in here, too!Would you mind if we moved in here after I redecorate it?Not
at all. I dont care which room I sleep in as long as its with you.Alethea kissed
his cheek. Thanks.His cell rang. He pulled it out, tapped the screen and said,
Hello?Hi, Colin! I called earlier, but I couldnt reach you, Amanda said.We
went shopping for some outdoor furniture.Well, Im glad to hear things are
getting back to normal, she said and paused before continuing, Deb told us she
wants to start school when it begins next week.Do you think shell be able to
handle it?Your father and I tried to talk her into letting us hire a tutor for the
first semester and starting the second semester. She thanked us, but said if she
doesnt start now she may not do it at all. Im going to take her to register
tomorrow morning.Well, maybe it will be good for her to be around kids her own
age.I hope so. Is Alethea busy?She in the kitchen. Do you want to talk to
her?If shes not busy.Okay. Hang on for a moment. He took the cell into the
kitchen and gave it to Alethea. Mom wants to talk to you.Alethea took the phone
from him. Hi, Amanda! Whats going on?Colin wandered out on the deck while she
was talking to his mother. It was a comfortable evening with a gentle breeze
blowing. Alethea came out on the deck when she finished talking to Amanda and gave
his cell back to him. Should we eat out here tonight?I was just thinking that.
He helped her set the table then they sat down to eat. Colin made short work of his
burger and got up to get another one. These are really good! Whats up with
mom?Amanda and I are taking Deb shopping for school clothes tomorrow.Youve got
really good taste in clothing so it will be good for Deb.Thanks! Alethea said,
giving him a kiss. I checked my e-mail earlier and Jazz offered me the job of
interviewing Metallica. Since I dont have to leave town I accepted the
assignment. Its certainly a plum assignment! I know journalists whod jump
through hoops to interview them.I told him any time except next weekend was fine,
but we have definite plans for next weekend.Im going to call the Red Victorian
and make the reservations tomorrow.They cleared up the supper dishes then came back
outside and sat on the chaise. Colin put his arms around Alethea and pulled her
close to him. She rested her cheek against his chest. This chaise is really
comfortable, Colin remarked. I fell asleep on it this afternoon.Alethea grinned
mischievously. I know. You were sound asleep and snoring when I checked on
you.Colin rolled his eyes. How embarrassing!They sat outside for a while,
talking. Alethea told him about some of her ideas for redecorating their home.
Colin told her he was thinking of adding an enclosed pool to the house. He was
going to have an architect, from a firm that specialized in Victorian
reconstruction, look the house over and draw him a blueprint. The thought of having
a pool again excited Alethea. They sat silently for a short time, enjoying the
clear night sky and the distant view of the San Francisco skyline. A bright beam of
light suddenly coming around from the side of the house startled them.Is that Buck
already?Colin looked at his watch and whistled. Its almost
eleven-thirty!McGregor shut off his flashlight as he saw them. Youre up late
tonight, He remarked.Yeah. It so gorgeous out that we lost track of the time,
Colin replied.Im going to bed. Ive got a full day of shopping ahead of me,
Alethea said as she got to her feet.Better have a big breakfast, too. Colin
jokingly advised. In San Francisco, moms shopping trips are legendary!Thanks
for the warning. Goodnight, Buck.Night, Alethea, Colin, McGregor replied,
switching on his flashlight and continuing his search of the premises.They went
inside. Colin checked the doors to make sure they were secure then set the alarm.
Alethea undid her braid and began brushing her hair. Colin pulled his T-shirt over
his head and tossed it over a chair. He stood behind Alethea, staring at his
scar.Whats wrong? Alethea asked, putting down her brush.Colin sighed.
Nothing. I was just studying the souvenir Father Michaels left me. This is the
first time Ive really looked at it.Well, I prefer to think of that scar as a
souvenir of your survival.I never thought about it that way, Colin admitted.
You know, I realized today except for a slight twinge when I got up after falling
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asleep on the chaise; I havent felt any pain all day.Good! Ill warn you right
now Im planning on making up for lost time next weekend!Im looking forward to
it! He got into bed and shut off his bedside lamp. Alethea shut off her light and
slipped into bed beside him. She kissed him goodnight then settled herself in her
usual position and quickly fell asleep. Colin fell asleep easily enough, but
another nightmare about Father Michaels invaded his peaceful sleep. His eyes jerked
open and he lay there, listening to his racing heart. He glanced over at Alethea
and she was sleeping undisturbed. Thank God for that much! The nightmares fear
began to loosen its hold on him, but it was still a long time before he could fall
back to sleep. By the time Colin awoke the next morning, Alethea was getting ready
to leave. She saw he was awake, smiled and apologized. Sorry, I woke you. I was
trying to be so quiet.Its okay. I can go back to sleep once youre gone.The
doorbell rang and Alethea picked up her purse. Thatll be Amanda and Deb. She
bent and gave him a kiss. Theres fresh deli meat for your lunch. Ill see you
later.Colin pulled the pillow over his head, rolled over and fell back to sleep.
When he woke again, it was twelve-thirty. Bleary-eyed, he stared at the clock in
disbelief then got to his feet. He quickly showered, shaved and dried his hair then
got dressed. He came downstairs and into the kitchen where he poured himself a
glass of the herbal tonic. He went outside to get the mail and came back in with a
handful. He tossed most of it on the television after skimming it. There was a
letter from Aletheas parents and a letter from Caitlin for him. He placed the
letter from Aletheas parents where shed see it first thing and took Caitlins
letter and his glass of tonic out on the deck and sat down.In her letter, Caitlin
wrote that she and her father were well. She wrote that the judge had sentenced her
mother to three months in jail for contempt of court. She mentioned the letter from
Father Michaels, but said it gave no definite clues to his whereabouts. She
stressed that her father had immediately called Detective Madison and turned it over
to him. She ended her letter by saying that she did understand his feelings towards
their father, but hoped he wouldnt close the door permanently on a future
reconciliation.Colin put down the letter. He supposed anything was possible, but
presently he was still too angry to even consider it. He left Caitlins letter with
the letter from Aletheas parents and went into the other room. He dragged out his
practice amp and picked up his favorite guitar. He frowned suddenly and lowered it
back into its stand. He wanted to play, but was afraid the size and weight of it
would tax his injury too much. Colin pushed aside the coffee table, got down on his
knees and pulled a guitar case from underneath the couch. He opened it and took out
an unusual looking guitar. It was only about half the size of his other guitars and
weighed between five and seven pounds, but it had no head stock or tuning pegs. He
had purchased the Steinberger guitar a year ago, but hadnt yet used it on tour. He
figured with its smaller size and lighter weight, it wouldnt irritate his injury
and he could play longer.He took it and his amp outside, put his earplugs in and
started to play. Damn! He exclaimed after running through his favorite warm-up
song, Purple Haze. I be a tad rusty, methinks! He played it a couple of more
times, working out the kinks. By the fourth run through, he felt more confident
about his playing. Suddenly his stomach let go with a growl that was louder than
his guitar. Colin glanced at his watch, realizing it was nearly two. He went into
the kitchen and made himself lunch. Staring at the San Francisco skyline reminded
him to call The Red Victorian and make their reservations for next weekend. He
found the phone book, looked up the number and called. After listening to a polite
description of the rooms and their prices, he reserved the Peacock Suite for next
Friday and Saturday nights. He returned to the deck, replaced his earplugs and
started to play again. He ran through a medley of Unforgivens most requested
songs, but his playing still sounded a bit stiff. It felt slightly awkward and
hesitant, not fluid as it usually was. He sighed in frustration. Hopefully, if he
practiced for an hour or two every day, his playing would be up to speed by the time
Unforgiven went back out on the road in October.Amanda pulled her Grand Prix into
the driveway behind Colins Patriot. Alethea turned to her and asked, Would you
and Deb like to come in and have something cold to drink before you go home?That
would be wonderful, Alethea. Im parched!Im thirsty, too. Debbie said.Amanda
got out of her car. Is that a guitar I hear?Colin must be playing on the deck.
Alethea answered. The three of them walked up on the porch and Alethea unlocked the
front door. Sit down and make yourselves comfortable. Ill tell Colin were
home. Alethea went outside and had to clap her hands over her ears. She tapped
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Colins shoulder.Startled, his head shot up, but he smiled when he saw it was
Alethea. He quit playing, laid his guitar down and took out his earplugs. Hi!
He stood, wrapped his arms around her and kissed her hard on her mouth. How did
the shopping trip go?Fine. Deb found some really pretty clothes. Alethea smiled
mischievously. I found something for myself, too.Oh? When do I get to see
it?Its a surprise for next weekend. Youll have to wait until then to see what
it is.It wouldnt have Victorias Secret printed on the bag, would it? He
guessed.Sorry, but thats highly classified information! She teased. She freed
herself from his embrace. Amanda and Deb are waiting in the living room. They
walked back inside. Amanda was sitting on the couch while Debbie was looking at
Colins aquarium. Alethea excused herself and went to get their drinks.Colin sat
down beside his mother and gave her a hug. How was the shopping? Did you clean
out every store in the city? He teased.No, but I think we made a good sized dent,
though, didnt we, Deb?Debbie giggled. We tried real hard, but there were totally
too many stores!Amanda smiled. This was the first time since Debbie had come to
live with them that shed seen her display any behavior typical of a teenager. She
turned to Colin. Im sorry we interrupted your playing.Its okay, Mom. I had to
stop anyway because my fingers are getting slightly sore. He flexed his fingers.
My calluses have gone soft.Alethea came back and passed the drinks around. She
sat down beside Colin.Alethea was telling us that she going to interview
Metallica. I think thats so cool! I cant wait to tell Din! Debbie said.Ive
never done an interview with them before so it should be interesting, Alethea
remarked.Are you nervous about your interview with CNN next week? Amanda asked
Colin.Yeah. Mostly because itll be the first one since His voice trailed off
and he couldnt finish the sentence.Is Unforgiven up for any awards on MTV this
year? Debbie asked changing the subject.No. Ruins of Love came out just after
the deadline.Wait until next year theyll make a clean sweep! Alethea
predicted.Do you recall me mentioning that I wanted to have a small reception so
the ones who couldnt make your wedding could meet Alethea?Colin nodded.
Yes.When would be a good time for you two?Well, we have plans for next
weekend. He looked at Alethea. Do we have anything going on the weekend after
that?Nothing I can recall. If that weekend works for you, Amanda, its fine with
us.Good! Well plan it for that weekend. She put down her glass. If youre
finished, honey, wed better be heading home.Could I talk to Colin if you and
Alethea dont mind? Debbie asked hesitantly.Why dont you go out on the deck,
Alethea suggested, briefly wondering what Deb couldnt say in front of her and
Amanda.Colin and Debbie went out on the deck. So, whats on your mind? Are you
worried about starting a new school?A little, Debbie admitted. Din isnt going
to be here and I wont know anybody. All the kids in Brunsville Ive known since
kindergarten.Dont worry. Kids are pretty much the same in Minnesota or
California. You wont have any trouble making friends, Im sure.I hope not, but
that isnt what I wanted to talk to you about. She stared silently at the view of
the San Francisco skyline, trying to decide what to say. She looked down at her
hands and said softly, Colin, I want to apologize. Its my fault what happened to
you.No, its not, Colin replied firmly.It is! She insisted. I should have
told the police right away it was Father Michaels who was driving that car. They
couldve arrested him that night!Deb, it wouldnt have made a bit difference
because his mother would have lied and sworn herself blue in the face that he was
with her the whole time!I still cant believe youre related to
him.Half-brothers, Colin mused. I have a hard time believing it myself.Why
did he want to kill you?Im sure hed planned to kill me from the first moment
hed found out his father was looking for me. If anybody should apologize, its
me. You got caught in the middle of his hatred for me and it almost cost you your
life.Do you think hell ever get caught?Eventually hell get careless and
theyll get him.Debbie studied the view again for a moment then said, I really
like Alethea. She helped me pick out some really cool clothes, showed me different
things I could do with my hair and gave me make-up tips. She frowned. I feel so
guilty now about sleeping with you.I feel the same way, but I also know it would
hurt her terribly to find out the truth so Ive decided to live with my guilt. He
glanced at Debbie. You dont have any reason to feel guilty I made the first
move.I couldve told you no.Its just something that happened that neither of us
intended to happen.Debbie patted Colins hand. Thanks for trying to make me feel
better, but I did do it of my own free will and Ill just have to live with it the
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best way I can. She turned and went back into the house.Colin was going in as
Alethea and Amanda were coming outside. He followed them out on the deck. Im
showing Amanda our new furniture before she leaves.Colin gave Alethea a tight hug
and kissed her. It looks great out here because I have a very talented wife!This
is lovely and the style suits this house so well! Amanda declared as she examined
it.Its really comfortable, too, Colin added.He should know, Alethea teased.
He fell asleep on the chaise yesterday.Colin gave his mom a hug and took his
Steinberger
inside and placed it in its case then brought in his practice amp and stowed it in
its customary place. He heard the front door open and Alethea call, Colin?In
here, Alethea.She came into the room. Would you mind if I ordered a pizza for
supper?Its fine with me.She picked up the phone. What kind do we want?How
about a Supreme?With anchovies, too? Alethea teased.Sure! Lets live
dangerously! He replied then joked, At least this way well both have bad
breath!What size?Colin rubbed his jaw. A medium should do it.Okay. Alethea
made the call, gave them their order and turned back to Colin. They said itd be a
half-hour to forty-five minutes.They went outside and sat down. How long did you
play today? Alethea asked.Altogether, about two hours, I guess. He made a
face. I didnt sound too great either.You sounded fine to me what I heard of
it. I couldnt tell the difference, really.Well, maybe, I dont sound as bad as I
think I do, but Ill keep playing every day and I should be up to speed by the time
we go back on the road.Alethea remained silent. She didnt like to think about
Colin going back on tour.How did the shopping go?She shook herself out of her
momentary funk and replied, At first it was hard. Deb seemed drawn to the ugliest,
most colorless and unattractive clothes in the store. It seemed as if she thought
those were the only kind of clothes she should wear.From what Diana told me Im
guessing thats her mothers influence. She probably told her only whores wear
attractive clothes moral women dont call attention to themselves.Once Amanda
and I convinced her that there was absolutely nothing wrong with buying clothes that
made you look pretty and feel good it was much easier.Colin shook his head. Poor
kid! I think shes really mixed-up about herself. I hope mom and dad can convince
her to give therapy a try.What did you and Deb talk about if its not something
private, I mean.No. She wanted to apologize. She thought it was her fault Father
Michaels stabbed me.You mean because he was her teacher?Im assuming thats part
of it, Colin answered as honestly as he could under the circumstances.Alethea felt
Colins body stiffen the moment he said that. She knew something was making him
uncomfortable and wondered what it was. What did you tell her?I told her she had
nothing to do with it. I told her Father Michaels had planned to kill me from the
time hed found out his father was looking for me.She was quick to note that Colin
had not said my father or our father when referring to Jeff. The doorbell rang and
she got up to answer it. I hope thats our pizza because Im starving.While she
did that, Colin set the table in a haphazard fashion. She came back with the pizza
and they started to eat. Did you see the mail? He asked, wiping a string of
cheese off his mouth.Alethea shook her head. No. I was going to look at it
later. Was there something important?We got a letter from your folks and I got
another letter from Caitlin. I left them on top of the television.Ill read them
as soon as Im done eating. The photo shop called and the copies of our wedding DVD
are ready.Copies? How the heck many did we order?Eleven. Alethea counted on
her fingertips. One for my parents, one for my grandmother and Dorothea, and one
for Vanessa. One for your parents, one for Liam, one for each of your grandparents,
one each for Angie and Dick. The last one is for Jeff and Caitlin you did promise
to give him a copy.So I did and unlike him I dont say one thing and do
another.Alethea glared at him and suddenly, much to his surprise, exploded.
Colin, Im sick of your rotten attitude towards Jeff! Ive sat for weeks now,
listening to you making all kinds of nasty remarks about him. I kept my silence
because I didnt want him to become a constant source of friction between us, but
Ive had it! Im fed up with your childish and unfair attitude towards
him!Childish! Unfair! What about what he did to us was that fair? Why do you
always take his side against me?Im not taking Jeffs side, but youre not even
trying to see things from anybodys viewpoint except your own! Jeff made that call,
hoping to convince Father Michaels to turn himself in rather than watching him be
arrested and possibly get hurt in the process. Any father would have done that! He
didnt know his wife was going to help Father Michaels escape!Yeah, right! I
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suppose he didnt know either his wife hated my guts and would have done anything to
save her precious sons ass! Colin snapped.Alethea sighed. They kept going over
the same ground without getting anything resolved. She decided to something else.
Colin, suppose Liam accidentally hit a pedestrian, panicked, and left the scene.
Suppose Peter found out about it before the police. Wouldnt he want to talk Liam
into giving himself up rather than watch him be arrested?Sure and Id try to help
in whatever way I could!So why is it right for Peter to do it for his son and
wrong for Jeff to do the same thing for his son? She asked gently.Dad wouldnt
sacrifice one son for the other! Colin crossed his arms over his chest with a
stubborn look that Alethea knew very well. He gave me all this claptrap about how
much he cared about me then at the first opportunity to prove it he turns his back
on me!Alethea threw down her crumpled napkin on the table and got to her feet.
You know, Colin, Im beginning to wonder if youre not as angry at Jeff as you are
jealous of Father Michaels! She strode back into the house, letting the door slam
and leaving Colin speechless.Thats ridiculous! Colin yelled after her. Why in
hell would I be jealous of that creep? He slumped back in his chair, staring at
the distant skyline, until his temper cooled. He got up from the table, put the
remainder of the pizza into the refrigerator, came back out and sat down on the
chaise. He didnt try to find Alethea, figuring it was better to let her cool off
before they had any more discussions on this particular subject. Despite his
attempts to think about other things, his mind kept drifting back to her
accusation. He tried to toss it off as something shed said in the heat of her
anger that had no basis in reality. His innate sense of honesty forced him to admit
there was at least some truth to her claim.While he was growing up, he was curious
about what his biological father might be like, but he didnt have any desire to
eventually find him or meet him. When Jeff suddenly appeared at his bedside,
telling him how long hed been looking for him and making him believe that he really
cared; hed been willing to give him the benefit of the doubt. Just when he was
starting to trust Jeff and maybe even care about him he disappeared again without a
word! He vanished out of my life just as he did moms! Colin thought angrily.
Didnt Jeffs disappearing act really tick him off because his other son was in
trouble and needed him? In all honesty, wasnt his anger at Jeff mostly resentment
for what he viewed as Jeffs preferential treatment of Father Michaels? Colin was
so deep in thought that he barely noticed how late it was getting until a bright
light disturbed his reverie. He looked up to find McGregor staring at him.Youre a
million miles away, He commented. You didnt move until I was practically on top
of you.Yeah, Colin answered. He hoped he wasnt going to be on the receiving end
of a lecture from McGregor about being more alert. Hed definitely had enough
lectures for one night! Sorry. I didnt realize how late itd gotten. Aletheas
probably in bed already.Nope. Shes doing something up in that front bedroom.
Tell her to get some blinds for those windows! I could see everything she was doing
as I was coming up the street!Im sure shes planning to do that. Colin rose and
stretched, causing his wound to twinge slightly. Goodnight, McGregor. He locked
the doors, set the alarm and went upstairs.Alethea was standing on a stepladder in
front of the windows, measuring them. Absorbed in her work, she either didnt hear
him walk in or pretended not to hear him. She started down the ladder, missed her
step and would have fallen if Colin hadnt been there to catch her. Careful! He
cautioned. What are you doing up there anyway?I was measuring the windows. I
thought Id look at blinds tomorrow, she replied coolly.McGregor will be relieved
to hear that. He was having a fit because he could see everything you were doing
from the street, Colin remarked as he turned off the light.They walked into their
bedroom. Colin switched on the bedside lamp and sat down on the bed. Alethea
switched on the dresser lamp, undid her braid and began to brush her hair.Alethea,
could you come over? Theres something I want to say.She nodded neutrally, put
down her brush and sat down beside Colin. What?Colin ducked his head for a
moment, allowing his long hair to cover his face. He brushed it aside again and
looked at Alethea. I want to apologize for what I said about Jeff earlier. He
paused briefly then continued, Ive been doing a lot of thinking and Ive come to
the conclusion that what you said about me was right to some extent.You mean my
accusation that youre jealous of Father Michaels?Yeah. I am angry because he
took a hike on me when his other son needed him. My anger over that phone call was
just camouflage to avoid facing why I was really angry. Im really sorry for being
such a dickhead. Colin shook his head. I guess Father Michaels and I arent that
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much different were both jealous jerks!Youre nothing like him! She declared
firmly. You were jealous of him, but you didnt try to kill him because of
it!Ill write Jeff and apologize. Ill tell him what I was really angry
about.Alethea gave him a big hug and kissed him. Im so glad youre doing this!
I just couldnt stand, watching you being eaten up inside by this anger.I feel
better, too, Colin admitted. Maybe, I can sleep better now.Im sure of it.
Humming and obviously in a much better mood, Alethea finished getting ready for
bed. She slipped into bed beside Colin, settled herself and switched off her
lamp.Colin reached up and turned off his lamp. So, what did you parents have to
say?They wrote that the Universitys enrollment is at an all-time high and theyre
both carrying a full load of classes. Moms surprised that so many of her students
know shes your mother-in-law. Theyve asked her how youre doing and some of them
are afraid Unforgiven wont ever want to come back to New Orleans.Thats another
issue Ill have to address when I do the interview next week. Colin was silent for
a moment then said, You know, Steve told me theyll be broadcasting this interview
in Europe, too.And Father Michaels could see it, She finished.I hope he does! I
hope it makes him so angry he gets careless, does something stupid and gets
arrested!Im sure he probably watches CNN. He needs something to jolt him out of
his complacency!Im sure finding out Im not dead will be enough to do that,
Colin remarked dryly. Did you read Caitlins letter?Yes. I really like her!
She has so much spirit! Shes certainly tells you what she thinks.Not unlike
somebody else I know! Colin laughed, kissing the top of her head. You and Caitlin
will get along great!Im looking forward to meeting her, Alethea replied with a
yawn. She was soon asleepColin closed his eyes and fell right to sleep. He began
dreaming. He was driving his Patriot, coming up the street and pulling into the
driveway. He got out and walked to porch, stopping first to check the mailbox. He
unlocked the front door, went in, skidded and nearly fell into a large puddle of
blood. His heart suddenly entered his throat when he saw the entire foyer was
blood-splattered and noticed the trail of blood leading into the living room. His
heart was thudding loudly and he couldnt catch his breath as he followed the bloody
trail through the house and saw it was leading to the deck. He was dreading what he
knew he was going to find. He stepped outside and saw Father Michaels holding
Aletheas limp body while clutching a bloodstained knife the same one hed used to
stab him. Father Michaels saw him, smiled malignantly and released Alethea then
jumped over the deck railing and disappeared. Her body slumped to the floor in slow
motion. No! He screamed, rushing over and catching her. Christ! No! He held
her tightly, looking down at her. Her eyes stared back at him blankly and her head
slumped at an odd angle because of the deep slash across her throat. Alethea! He
screamed over and over again.Colin! Alethea called, shaking him. He was
thrashing around so much that she had to duck quickly to avoid being struck by his
flailing arms. Colin, wake up! She finally got through to him. He bolted
upright, grabbed her and held her so tightly she nearly gasped in pain.Its really
you! Youre really here! He mumbled with his face buried in her hair.Did you
have another nightmare? She felt him nod slightly. Was it about Father
Michaels? She felt another nod. Would you like to tell me about it? He shook
his head violently and clutched her even tighter. All right, She replied in a
soothingly. Why dont we try to get back to sleep? It took some time, but
Alethea was finally able to coax Colin into lying back down. Lying next to him, she
could feel how tense he was. He kept a tight hold of her as if he feared she was
going to vanish into thin air.
Chapter 42Alethea awoke the next morning and found Colin already awake and watching
her. She studied the dark circles under his eyes and decided he hadnt slept at all
after his nightmare. She smiled at him and teased, I hope I wasnt snoring! Her
attempt at humor fell flat. She touched his face gently. Did you get any sleep at
all?No.She slipped out from underneath his arm and got out of bed. Im going to
shower and get dressed and then Ill make breakfast. Maybe, after youve eaten,
youll feel like going back to sleep for a while.I wont! Colin shook his head
for emphasis. He grabbed his wallet off the night stand and began digging through
it until he found a slip of paper. He dialed the number on his cell. Doctor Hughes
wasnt in her office on Saturdays and her answering service picked up his call. He
left his name and number and stressed it wasnt an emergency, but it was important
that he speak to her at the first opportunity.Alethea couldnt remember ever seeing
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Colin so dispirited. She knelt behind him, put her arms around him and gave him a
comforting hug.God! I hope she can help me because I dont know how much more of
this I can take!Was it the same nightmare you had before?Colin hesitated for just
a second before nodding. He didnt want her to find out what it was really about
and become upset. Was I screaming again?Very loudly, She replied. If wed
been sleeping in that front bedroom, Buck would have been up here in record time,
pounding on the door. She gave him a kiss. Ill take my shower. She winked at
him. Care to join me?Colin gave her a tiny smile the first sign of cheerfulness
shed seen from him. Thanks, but Id better wait for the doctor to call
back.Okay. She quickly showered, got dressed, dried her hair then braided it.
Im going to start breakfast. Come down when youre ready.He nodded, but said
nothing.Alethea sighed as she walked into the kitchen. She hoped Doctor Hughes
returned Colins call as soon as possible. She worried about him, never having seen
him in such low spirits before and silently cursed Father Michaels. She started
making the seafood omelets she planned for breakfast. She was taking the second
omelet out of the pan when she heard Colins footsteps. You timed that just
right, she called. She took two slices of whole wheat toast out of the toaster,
buttered them, cut them in half and arranged them on either side of the omelet.Colin
walked into the kitchen, put his arms around Alethea and gave her a kiss.What was
that for? She asked, smiling.I dont think I let you know often enough how much I
appreciate every thing you do for me.Thank you. She eased herself out of his
embrace. Everythings ready.Okay. He opened the refrigerator and took out a
pitcher of tomato juice.Would you pour me a glass and Ill get the coffee.Sure.
He poured two glasses while Alethea poured their coffee. He sat and took a sip of
the coffee. Umm! Alethea had brewed his favorite Mocha coffee. He set his cup
down on its saucer. I called Steve and told him I cant go back on tour until I
get these nightmares under control. He rubbed his hands across his face tiredly.
I said physically Im almost recovered, but emotionally Im a total basket
case!Alethea felt secretly relieved at the tour's postponement. What did he
say?He said not to worry about the tour and to take as much time as I needed to
recover. He said he hasnt rescheduled any of the concerts and he wont until Im
ready. I called Liam to tell him we wouldnt be going back on the road for a
while. He yawned widely. I think hes feeling relieved.They finished eating
when his cell rang. Hello? Yes, this is he. Colin moved further into the dining
room. Alethea wondered if it was Doctor Hughes. She could hear the rise and fall
of Colins voice, but could not make out his words. Colin came back into the
kitchen and sat down again. It was Doctor Hughes. I have an appointment on
Tuesday at eleven.Does she want to see both of us?She wants to see me alone this
first time.I understand. Ill do some shopping while youre seeing her and we can
have lunch when youre through.I dont know how long itll take, though.If
youre not done by noon, Ill stop by Amandas office and see if shes free for
lunch. You can meet me there afterwards.Colin nodded slowly. Okay.Alethea
studied him, worry clouding her face and suggested, Maybe, you should go back to
bed instead of going with me.Im fine and of course Im going with you, He
insisted stubbornly.Alright, she replied calmly. I dont have that much to do so
we wont be that long.I thought you were going to look at blinds for the
bedroom?Ill do it on Tuesday.They straightened up the kitchen then Alethea went
back upstairs for a few minutes. She returned to find Colin studying the security
system. She took hold of his arm. Ready?You know, I was thinking I should look
at new security systems today.Why? This one works fine.Well, it is almost two
years old and I want to see if theyve come out with anything better.I guess it
wouldnt hurt to look, She remarked. His sudden interest in a new security system
puzzled her after hed recently told her this one was the best money could buy.As
they were pulling out of the driveway, Colin suddenly launched into a safety
lecture.You do know never to open the door without first checking whose there?
Make sure you always keep the doors locked and the alarm on when youre home alone
and always check the carAlethea suddenly slammed on the brakes, pitching him
forward.Why did you do that?She crossed her arms over her breasts and glared at
him. Colin Matthews, if youre going to keep on lecturing me like Im two-years
old, Im going shopping alone!I wasnt lecturing you. I was reminding you.I
lived in Los Angeles for a long time without being burglarized or raped!Okay!
Colin held up his hands. Peace.Aletheas glare faded. She could never stay mad
at Colin for very long even if he deserved it! Alright. Im sorry I got angry.
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She had to wonder about his sudden obsession with safety and security. She was
guessing it was a side effect of the nightmare hed had. She drove to the wicker
store where theyd been earlier that week. Alethea found a smaller chaise and a
table for the balcony. She was conscious of Colin being right on her heels. He was
so close he bumped into her more than once when she stopped. They paid for them
then loaded them into the back of the Jeep, making sure the rear window was clear.
She stopped at a paint store next to pick up some paint samples. She was once
again aware of Colin right at her elbow. She couldnt have turned around without
bumping into him. The last stop they made was at the electronics store where Colin
had bought his current security system. Alethea listened to the sales
representative telling Colin about the features of the newest systems, but she
couldnt see they were any better than the system they already had.Colin apparently
thought so, too. He shook his head and said, No, the system I already have offers
us as much protection as any of these.What you can do if you dont want to buy a
new system, but want to beef up the one you have is to install sensor lights.You
mean the kind that will come on if somebody walks into my yard?Yes. Theyre
really bright and guaranteed to give anybody intent on mischief second thoughts!He
looked at Alethea. What do you think?Well, I dont think we need them, but its
up to you.Id feel more comfortable having them, he replied as he paid for them.
Are those going to make you feel secure enough, now? Alethea asked as they drove
back to Sausalito.At least well have plenty of advance warning before anybody
breaks into our home!Even if its just a rabbit?I want us to feel safe and
secure! Whats wrong with that?Nothing, unless youre planning to turn our home
into an armed fortress! She glanced at Colin. I hope you arent planning to buy
a gun, too?Of course not! I hate guns! Before they drove home, they stopped at
the photography store to pick up the copies of their wedding DVDs then stopped at
garden shop so Alethea could buy potting soil and vermiculite. They arrived at home
and began unloading their purchases.Careful you dont hurt yourself, Alethea
cautioned as they carried the chaise upstairs and into the bedroom. They went back
outside and brought in their other purchases.When they were finished unloading,
Colin slumped down on the chaise, appearing completely exhausted.Alethea stood over
him. She ran her hand through his hair in a comforting gesture. Why dont you lie
down for a while?Colin shook his head and got to his feet. I think Ill just put
my feet up for a while and channel-surf. His cell rang at that moment. Hello?
Hi, Liam, whats up? He listened intently for a few moments then replied, It
sounds like a great idea to me. Not only will it keep us from getting rusty until
we go back on the road, but itll give our fans something extra. Ill pitch your
idea to Steve and call you back.What did Liam say? Alethea asked.Hes got an
idea to record a six song CD while we have this down time and I think its a great
idea. He picked up the phone. Im going to call Steve right away.Ill be up
here if you need me.Colin nodded. He went downstairs, making sure to lock the
doors and set the alarm. He was feeling less anxious as he stretched out on the
couch in the other room. He punched in Steve number.Crowley.Steve, I just got a
call from Liam and he has this really great idea! Colin explained Liams idea in
detail then asked, So, what do you think?It sounds good to me. Mace is coming
into town tomorrow. We can meet in my office on Monday at ten and discuss it
further.Okay. Ill call Liam back and let him know. He called Liam back then
laid his cell on the coffee table and turned on the television. Before he even had
a chance to change the channel, his eyes closed and he was sound asleep within
minutes. The remote slid from his hand and fell to the floor.Out on the balcony,
Alethea finished planting the window boxes and after feeding and watering them she
went downstairs. She noticed right away Colin had turned on the security alarm.
Sighing, she went into the other room and found him asleep on the couch. She turned
off the television then took the afghan lying over the back of the couch and covered
him with it. She went into the kitchen and started supper. When supper was ready
she woke Colin by gently shaking his shoulder and calling his name, Colin?He
groaned and opened his eyes, swung his feet to the floor and sat upright, yawning
widely and rubbing his eyes. What time is it?After five. Im putting supper on
the table right now.He rose, stretched and yawned again. God! I feel like
somebody wiped the floor with me!Well, you were exhausted. Im glad you were able
to get some sleep.He followed her into the kitchen. Can I do anything?Alethea
handed him a bottle of wine. You can open this for me, please.My pleasure. He
got a corkscrew out of the drawer and opened the bottle. Whats the occasion? He
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followed her outside as she took the food out and set it on the table.No special
reason. I just thought it might help us to relax.And hopefully will relax me
enough I wont wake up screaming tonight, Colin added, pouring them each a glass.
He raised his glass. Ill drink to that! He only drank one glass of wine during
the entire meal. Alethea refilled her glass. Do you want any more of this?He
shook his head. No. I dont want to get into the habit of using something to
avoid something else. Thats what Ive been doing with Jeff.Alethea twirled the
wine in her glass. Colin, do you think your ambivalent feeling about Jeff could be
causing these nightmares?Colin shrugged and pushed his food around on his plate.
I suppose its possible.Alethea squeezed his hand. Im so glad youve decided to
see Doctor Hughes. I know shell be able to help you.The evenings seem to pass
quickly too quickly for Colins comfort. He dreaded going to sleep with its
possibility of another nightmare hanging over his head. He didnt know which
terrified him more the nightmares themselves or just the thought of having another
one like hed had last night!Alethea yawned and got to her feet. Im going to
bed. She reached out her hand to him. Coming?In a minute.Okay. She could
hear him locking the doors then testing them from upstairs. She gave a worried
sigh. He was becoming obsessed with security to the point of being paranoid! Shed
had the feeling all day he hadnt told her the whole story about his nightmare. She
got into bed and turned off her bedside lamp.Colin came into the room and without
saying a word, got undressed and slipped into bed beside her. She rolled over and
put her arm around him. She could feel how tense he was. He put his arms around
her and held her tightly. Try to get some sleep, She urged him.He tried, but
finally gave up on it. His memory of last nights nightmare was still too vivid to
permit himself to fall asleep. He shifted his body slightly, causing Alethea to
stir then awaken with a start. Did you have another nightmare?Colin shook his
head. No.So theres no problem? She asked, tracing the outline of his mouth
with her fingertip.She thought he had a beautifully shaped mouth.Aside from not
being able to sleep no, Colin assured her, catching her hand and kissing its
palm.Alethea felt a sizzle of electricity shoot through her at the touch of his
lips. She placed her hands on his chest and kissed him, letting her tongue caress
the outside of his mouth before darting inside. He responded by sliding his hand
down her back to caress her ass. She kissed his neck then pressed kisses across his
chest, stopping to caress his nipples with her tongue. She heard him give a deep
groan of pleasure. She kissed her way down his stomach and lightly caressed his
scar that felt slightly puckered to her touch. She shoved the comforter away from
his body and drew out his fully erect penis. She ran her fingertip up and down it
lightly before centering her caresses on the tip, drawing another deep groan from
Colin.God! I want you! He took total possession of her mouth while his hands
caressed her breasts until her nipples grew taut. His lips moved from her mouth, to
her neck, sliding down to her breasts, kissing them and teasing her erect nipples
with his tongue. He felt her squirm and her juices flow each time his tongue
circled her nipple.Alethea gasped loudly and dug her fingernails into his
shoulders. She could feel his hard cock resting between her legs and slide herself
back and forth, coating him with her juices.Christ! Colin yelped loudly, rolling
his eyes. She was driving him crazy with desire for her. He gently rolled her over
on her back then buried his face in her pussy.Alethea uttered a muffled scream and
clutched the comforter tightly as she felt Colin sucking on her already engorged
clit and felt his tongue inside of her. Colin! She gasped. Im going to cum!
Her orgasm caused her body to shudder with its intensity. Before the last of it had
ebbed, she felt Colin spreading her thighs apart then, with one thrust he was inside
her, filling her completely. She cried out in pleasure, wrapping her legs around
him and pulling him into her as far as he could go. Colin! Oh, God! She rocked
her body in response to his thrusting.He braced his arms on both sides of her,
pulling himself nearly all the way out of her then thrusting into her again, harder
and deeper. He listened to Aletheas cries of pleasure each time he did it. He
suddenly felt her hips tighten and her fingernails dig into his shoulders.Im
cuming! She cried. Colin! Colin! Her body shuddered and rocked so much with
her orgasm that it nearly threw Colin off of her. She buried her face in his neck
to muffle her screams as a tide of ecstasy ripped through her.Colin came right after
with a loud yell. His body pounded hers with the force of his climax. He gave one
last hard thrust and she felt his hot cum filling her. He sagged against her
limply, breathing heavily. After a minute, he rolled off of her and settled himself
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beside her. He kissed the top of her head.Alethea ran her hand over her chest and
down to his scar. Youre not in any pain, are you?No. He ducked his head and
muttered, Im just glad everything still works the way its supposed to work!
Colin gave a nervous laugh. I lost so much blood I couldnt help but wonder if
something might have suffered permanent damage.I can definitely assure you that
nothing has!Colin traced the outline of her cheekbone with his finger. I love the
way you cry out my name when you cum.I love it that you always make sure I cum.
Alethea replied as he pulled the comforter over them. They both went straight to
sleep.
Chapter 43When Colin awoke for the second time, it was early morning and the sun
was just rising. He reached over to wake Alethea, but her side of the bed was
empty. He sat up and looked around the room, but he couldnt see her anywhere.
Feeling a little anxious, he pushed back the comforter, got up and pulled on his
jeans. As he came down the stairs, he noticed the light was off on the alarm
panel. Alethea? He called tentatively. Walking into the kitchen, he saw the
back door was open. Suddenly his mouth felt dry and his heart began racing. He
attempted to calm himself by reminding himself it had only been a terrible nightmare
and Alethea was fine. He glanced out the door and saw her, leaning against the deck
railing, wearing a short, silky nightgown of sapphire blue and watching the sun
rise. She turned and smiled as he came outside. He put his arms around her and she
leaned back against him. What are you doing?Its such a beautiful morning I
decided to watch the sun come up.It is beautiful, he acknowledged. Its also
chilly!I know and I was just thinking Id better go back inside. They walked
into the kitchen, their arms around each other. Race you to the shower! Colin
said.No fair! Alethea pouted. Your legs are much longer than mine!True. Ill
give you a head start. He waited until she reached the stair landing then raced up
the stairs after her. Being lithe and in excellent physical shape, Alethea easily
beat Colin, reaching the bathroom first.I think Ive been had, He complained. He
pulled Alethea to him and gave her such a passionate kiss that left her nearly
breathless. She caught her breath and asked, Why do I think were going to be
doing more than just showering?What makes you think that? Colin asked, pushing
down the spaghetti straps of her nightgown. It slid to the floor in a shimmering
heap.Well, I think it might be this noticeable bulge in your jeans! She unzipped
his jeans, freeing his erect penis, and shoved them to the floor. He stepped out of
them. She turned on the shower and stepped into it, pulling Colin in after her.He
was the first one downstairs for a change and whistled as he fried bacon, scrambled
eggs and made toast while the coffee brewed. He turned as he heard light footsteps
behind him and smiled when he saw Alethea. Hungry?Starving! She declared,
pouring herself a cup of coffee. She smiled after taking a sip it was her
favorite, Irish Cream.Colin smiled as he set her plate in front of her because she
was wearing his favorite perfume, Giorgio Red. He sat down and they ate with
gusto.Alethea wiped her mouth on her napkin. This is really good. I didnt know
you could cook!Dont get too excited, he warned. This is the extent of my
culinary abilities!How did you ever survive before you married me? She teased
him.I ate a lot of take-out and potato chips! He got up and poured himself
another cup of coffee. Did you want a refill?Please.He refilled her cup. Did
you have any plans for today?I have some preparation to do for my Metallica
interview which by the way, is scheduled for tomorrow. You have your meeting with
Steve tomorrow too, dont you?Yeah, but if youre worried about the transportation
situation dont be. Go ahead and take the Jeep. I can bum a ride with Liam. I
have a meeting afterwards with the architect about designing the pool house so I
dont know what time Ill be done.I should be done with my interview by noon. We
could meet for lunch, she suggested.Sounds good. Why dont I meet you at the Hard
Rock Caf at noon?Its a date! As for the rest of today I have nothing
planned.Good. I thought we might go back to bed after we eat.Alethea gave a big
yawn and teased, Well, I am tired!Me, too!She giggled. As if we need a
legitimate excuse to head for our bedroom!Colin bowed and extended his arms.
Shall we depart then, Madam?He woke around noon and, once again, found Aletheas
side of the bed empty. He had another brief panic attack before he remembered she
had preparation to do for her Metallica interview and was probably working in the
upstairs office.Alethea was sitting in front of his computer, naked, with one leg
curled underneath her. Her attention was on the screen and she didnt hear him
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coming. Colin stared at her, completely entranced. She was so beautiful and
sometimes he couldnt believe how lucky he was to have won her love. He leaned
against the door jamb, crossed his arms and cleared his throat. Well, Im
certainly glad youre going to have clothes on when you interview Metallica!Alethea
looked up, startled for a moment, and then smiled at him. And Im glad you dont
do concerts like that!He shrugged and teased, Oh, I dont know. I wouldnt have
to worry about doing my laundry!Alethea shut down the computer and rose. I dont
know about you, but Im starving so Im going to make lunch.They got dressed and
went downstairs. While they were making lunch, Colin casually asked, What do you
have in mind for supper tonight?I havent had a chance to think about it. Why?I
thought maybe youd like to go out to dinner and to a movie.Are you asking me out
on a date? Alethea teased.Colin smiled. Well, I guess I am. May I have the
pleasure of your company for dinner and a movie, Mrs. Matthews?Id be honored, Mr.
Matthews.After they finished lunch, Alethea went back upstairs and Colin took his
guitar out on the deck. He practiced for a couple of hours, until his fingertips
started feeling sore, then quit. He put his guitar away then showered and got
dressed.Colin?He walked into the bedroom to find Alethea, attired only in her bra
and panties, standing in front of the open closet. Whats up?Should I wear a
dress or jeans?Well, personally I vote for the dress.Okay. Which one?Surprise
me!Colin was waiting in the foyer. He was wearing a purple silk shirt, black jeans
and his black silk jacket. He checked the lock on the back door while he waited.
He saw Alethea coming down the stairs and decided she was definitely worth the
wait. She wore the same rose-colored silk dress shed worn the night they made love
in New Orleans. Colin found his voice. You look absolutely stunning!Thank
you. Over her arm she carried a delicate silk shawl in case it got chilly later in
the evening. Shall we go?Your chariot waits, He replied, offering his arm. He
set the alarm and they went outside. I hope I havent forgotten how to drive!
Colin muttered as he started his Jeep. He hadnt and they arrived at the restaurant
without incident. The restaurant was on the waterfront and though it was busy, they
were still able to get a table with a prime view of the Bay. Colin noticed Alethea
was receiving a lot of admiring glances from the male customers as they walked to
their table. Eat your hearts out, guys! He muttered. They ordered and while
they waited for their food each had a glass of red wine. Their food came and they
started to eat with relish. Well, their reputation for good food wasnt
exaggerated, Colin remarked.And the view is fantastic! Alethea added.They
finished eating and declined dessert. Colin paid the bill and they strolled along
the waterfront, enjoying the view. It was a clear night and they could see for
miles. Alethea took a deep breath and sighed, The smell of the bay reminds me of
New Orleans.Colin carefully draped her shawl around her shoulders. Are you
feeling homesick?A little, She admitted.Actually, Ive been thinking about
Thanksgiving how we can work these holidays. Well go to New Orleans for
Thanksgiving, this year if its okay with your folks, I mean.Theyll be
thrilled! She assured him, taking hold of his arm. It was obvious how happy she
was.Well, I dont know how thrilled your dads going to be at the prospect of
having me as a house guest! He replied with a laugh. You know, I cant figure
which bothers him more my hair or my too obvious liberal viewpoint!They arrived
at the theater and found their seats just as the lights were dimming. When the
movie was over, Alethea coaxed Colin into stopping at a coffee bar for some
cappuccino before they went home.I really enjoyed this evening, Alethea declared
as they were driving home.Me too. I think we should do this again.Im looking
forward to it.Pulling into the driveway, Colin suddenly became aware of how dark
and shadowy the house was. He stirred uncomfortably and glanced around warily.
There was no light anywhere and there were too many places where somebody could be
hiding, waiting for a clear shot at them. He didnt know if McGregor had been
around yet or not. He knew he varied the times so if somebody was watching the
house, they wouldnt know when to expect him.Alethea jogged his arm. Colin, is
something wrong?No! He quickly pulled his keys out of the ignition and got out.
His heart was hammering wildly as he helped Alethea out and then hustled her across
the yard so fast she stumbled and nearly fell. Colin! He quickly unlocked the
front door, pushed her inside and darted in after her. He slammed the door, locked
it and reactivated the alarm.Colin, what on earth has gotten into you? Alethea
demanded as she turned on the foyer light and draped her shawl over the
banister.Colin slumped down on the stairs, breathing heavily and buried his face in
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his hands for a moment then looked up at her. Im sorry. I just noticed how dark
it is around here at night and I panicked. I was terrified somebody was hiding,
waiting to hurt us or do worse!She sat down beside him and put her arms around
him. Its okay. This is the first time weve been out at night and its natural
to feel uneasy.Colin shook his head fiercely. I was stupid to let my fear
overwhelm me, but I promise it wont happen again! He shook his head again as they
walked upstairs. I dont know what came over me, but all of a sudden I was almost
crazy with fear! He began to undress. Ive never in my entire life been scared
of the dark like I was tonight!Maybe, it something you should mention to Doctor
Hughes, Alethea suggested.I suppose it could be another post-traumatic stress
symptom.Well, as you said, you were never afraid of the dark before.Colin got
into bed, pulled the comforter over him and shut off his lamp. Alethea finished her
nightly beauty ritual and joined him. She turned off her lamp and kissed him. See
you in the morning.You bet! He fell right to sleep and immediately began to
dream. This time he relived his stabbing so realistically that he actually felt the
pain, saw the bright red blood soaking his shirt and jeans. Father Michaels look of
sheer pleasure at his agony burned into his mind. He awoke with a jerk and sat up,
adrenaline flooding his body. He swallowed, pushed back his sweat-soaked hair and
took a few deep breaths in an attempt to calm his racing heart. He looked at
Alethea who was still soundly sleeping. Thank God! Hed awakened before hed
started screaming and thrashing around! He got up, quietly got dressed and went
downstairs. He turned on the television, turned the volume low and lay on the
couch, pulling his grandmothers afghan over him. He attempted to go back to sleep,
but ended it up dozing fitfully. A loud thump at the front door awakened him and
brought him to his feet. He immediately rushed into the foyer to see the alarm
flashing. Goddamn paper boy! Colin groused. He notified the police them right
away that it was a false alarm and apologizing for any inconvenience it might have
caused. How many times have I told him not to hit the door with the paper because
it sets off the alarm? He got the paper, slammed the door shut.He turned and
bumped into Alethea who was standing in the foyer. She searched his face for a
moment before asking, What happened?That damn paper boy hit the door with the
fucking paper and set off the alarm! Ive told that kid at least ten times not to
do that, but does he give a shit!Alethea glanced at the couch, taking in the
rumpled afghan. How long have you been downstairs?He shrugged. I dont know. I
didnt look at the clock. He went into the kitchen and started the coffee.She
followed him into the kitchen. You had another nightmare, didnt you?Yeah, so
what else is new? He commented sourly.Why didnt you wake me?You were sleeping
soundly and I didnt want to disturb you.I see. You think its important for me
to get enough sleep, but not yourself!I dont mean it like that! Colin
protested. All youve been getting from me is grief and I wanted to spare you
some.Alethea crossed her arms over her breasts and gave him an angry look. Colin,
Im not some porcelain doll whos going to shatter into a million pieces at the
first sign of trouble! She jerked him around so he was facing her. Marriage
means sharing the bad times as well as the good times.Seems like weve been
sharing more bad times lately than good, Colin reflected, pouring himself a cup of
coffee.Oh? Have you forgotten what we shared the other night?Of course
not!Colin, you had a very traumatic experience you almost died! You cant
expect to walk away without any emotional scars!I know, but Ive never felt this
out of control before and it scares the hell out of me! I dont even recognize
myself anymore!Alethea wrapped her arms around him. Well, I do know you and Im
not giving up on you!Please dont! He glanced up at the kitchen clock and
sighed. I guess wed better get moving or well be late.They showered, got
dressed and ate breakfast. Colin helped Alethea clear up then went upstairs. The
doorbell rang and she went to answer it. She peeked out the window, saw it was Liam
and opened the door.Hi, Alethea! Liam gave her a hug. Is Colin ready?Hes
upstairs. The coffees still hot. Would you like a cup while youre waiting for
him?Sure. He followed her into the kitchen. So, are you ready for
Metallica?Yes. Ive interviewed most of the superstar bands so whats one more,
She replied, pouring him a cup of coffee.Liam grinned. Yeah! I guess!Colin walked
into the kitchen. Jazz will probably want you to interview Rob Zombie next! He
teased her.That might be a very interesting interview! Alethea remarked.Liam put
down his cup and rose. We better book it. Steve gets crabby if were late.We
have to pick up McGregor, too, Colin reminded him. He put his arms around Alethea
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and kissed her. See you at noon.Okay.They picked up McGregor then headed
downtown. Colin turned to McGregor in the back seat and said, Ive been thinking
about hiring a full-time bodyguard for Alethea and I wondered if you could recommend
somebody?Funny you should ask that, Colin. I just got a call from a friend, names
Eddie Cole and he currently works for Guns N Roses. He wants to quit and asked me
if I knew of any other openings.How come he wants to quit?The pays real good,
but the hours suck big time! Hes on call twenty-four hours a day so his personal
lifes pretty much in the toilet! He said he feels like a nanny sometimes instead
of a bodyguard.Hes good, huh?The best after me, McGregor assured him. You
wouldnt have to worry about Aletheas safety for a moment!Maybe, hed find being
Aletheas bodyguard too tame after Guns N Roses.No, from what hes told me, hed
welcome the change.Why dont you give me his name and number and after I talk it
over with Alethea; she can give him a call.Thats assuming Alethea agrees to it,
Liam remarked dryly. Myself, I dont think shes going to be thrilled with the
idea.Probably not, Colin admitted. Im hoping I can change her mind.Liam drove
down the Embarcadero and pulled into the private parking lot by Steves warehouse.
They passed the first floor recording studio where a band was recording, but they
couldnt see what band it was. McGregor decided to stay behind and watch. Mace and
Jake were already waiting as Colin and Liam walked into Steves office.Hi, guys!
Colin said airily. He sat and stretched out his legs. Wheres Steve? I cant
believe hes late!Devon said he had a long distance call on his private line,
Jake replied.So, whos using the studio? Liam asked.The bands name is, get
this, Pretty Panties! They look like they crawled out of a sewer! Mace
joked.Colin couldnt help noticing Mace and Jake seemed uncomfortable around him and
Liam. He was about to say something when Jake beat him to it. Colin, Mace and I,
weve been talking a lot about what happened, and we figure we owe you and Liam a
major apology.Colin held up his hands. Look, Alethea told me you guys were
feeling guilty, but youre not in any way responsible for what happened to
us!Yeah, but if wed taken our bodyguards, like Steves always ragging on us to
do, Father Michaels probably wouldve had the guts to kidnap Liam! Mace said.It
wouldnt have made a bit a difference, you guys. He was determined to kill me and
he wouldve found a way no matter what! I appreciate what youre feeling, but you
have no reason to feel guilty. You had no idea Father Michaels was stalking me so
why would you take precautions that you normally didnt take?Besides, it was my
decision to leave my bodyguard behind, Liam said. You guys didnt force me.I
guess youre right, Mace conceded. Thanks for saying what you did.Yeah, Jake
agreed.Colin changed the subject. So, Mace, have you met Mrs. Von Neumann
yet?Yeah! Mace shook his head. Shes really something else!So Alethea
says.She came over the first day I moved in and asked me if I was sleeping with
Alethea, now!They all laughed and then Mace continued with his story, I told her
Alethea got married and moved to San Francisco. Right away, she wanted to know if
she married the guy with the real long hair that swam naked!She did see me that
day! Colin muttered as everybody roared with laughter. He was thankful his olive
skin hid his embarrassment. I had no idea she could see me! Alethea told me after
Id gotten out of the pool!Yeah, sure, Colin! Jake joked.Believe me she saw
every square inch of you! Mace replied with a grin.By the way, Mace. Alethea and
I will probably be down in a couple of weeks to move her stuff.No hurry,
Colin.Steve walked in at that moment. Whats so funny? I could hear you guys
laughing upstairs.Mace was telling me about an ex-neighbor of Aletheas. Wait
until I tell her what she said!Steve glance traveled around the room, coming to
rest on Colin. Jesus Christ! You look like hell, Colin!Ive just been having
some trouble sleeping.Are you getting help with it?Yes.Good. Steve sat on
the edge of his desk. Im assuming Im not going to have to lecture you guys
anymore about the importance of taking your bodyguards with you? We all saw very
graphically what happened when you didnt.Nobody said anything for a moment then
Colin said, I think were all in agreement about that.Good! Enough said
then.They started discussing Liams idea of recording a six-song CD. The thought
of having a project to do rather then sitting on their butts pleased everybody.
They decided they would start recording the first week in October so they could have
in the stores in time for Christmas. It would give them time to write new songs and
for Colin to bring his guitar playing back up to what he felt was his formal level.
Another topic they discussed was the possibility of buying a transatlantic jet.
Steve had found out a large San Francisco-based corporation had purchased a new jet
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and was selling their current one; it was two-years-old and could be purchased for
reasonable price. The band members voted to authorize Steve to make an offer for
the jet.After the meeting, Liam dropped Colin and McGregor off at the architectural
firm. Dont be such a stranger! Come over occasionally, Colin said as he got out
of the Liberty.Liam grinned. I should probably call first, though?Thats
probably a good idea, He agreed. Tell mom and dad hi for me.Will do! Liam
waved then pulled away into the stream of traffic on Market Street.Colins meeting
with the architect went smoothly. The architect made an appointment to come and see
the house on Thursday morning. He also asked Colin if he could get a copy of the
original blueprints if he was able. As they walked out of the building, Colin
glanced at his watch then said, Well, we have two options. We can either hoof it
or grab a cab.McGregor made a face. Im not walking! These hills are too damn
steep!A cab it is, He stepped to the curb and was going to hail one when a honk
distracted him.Colin, over her! Alethea called.Colin motioned to McGregor. Come
on lets not keep the lady waiting! They darted across the street and scrambled
into the Jeep. He leaned over and kissed Alethea. How was your interview?Good.
Their new CD is really different from anything theyve done previously. It will be
a surprise for their fans. Everybody asked about you; how you were doing. Lars
mentioned the people who organize the next Hard Rock forum are going to add a
discussion on stalkers and obsessive fans because of what happened to you. He said
hes heard from many Bay Area rock stars that are becoming concerned about their
safety.I dont know how much more you can do to protect yourself than whats
already being done.It doesnt hurt to talk about it and somebody might come up
with something useful. She said pointedly. Look at the ideas for fighting
censorship they came out of the forums panel discussion two year ago.He
shrugged. Anythings possible, I guess.They arrived at the Hard Rock Caf.
Alethea turned to Colin after they ordered. How did your meeting go?We decided
to start recording the CD at the beginning of October. We decided to make an offer
on a two-year-old transatlantic jet. Steve thinks he can get it for a pretty good
price. We thought itd be nice to have our own after touring in Hellraisers
jet.It sounds likes a good deal, Alethea agreed.Mace was telling me about
meeting your ex-neighbor! Colin grinned as he related Maces tale.She actually
asked if Mace and I were sleeping together. Alethea said in disbelief.Yup!Well,
Im certainly going to have a talk with her when were in Los Angeles.At least she
didnt see you naked!Alethea giggled. I did warn you!Yeah, after I was all the
way out of the pool!They returned to Sausalito after finishing lunch. Colin
dropped Alethea off at home. He and McGregor were leaving again to search for the
blueprints he needed. Ill see you later. Colin said, giving her a kiss. Be
sure to lock the doors and put on the alarm.Alethea went inside, locked the doors
and reactivated the alarm. She went upstairs to the office to work on her Metallica
interview. When she finished it, she printed it and faxed it to Jazz. She heard
the front door open then shut and Colin call, Alethea?Up here.Colin came
bounding up the stairs. Hi! He gave her a kiss.Did they find your
blueprints?Theyre going to search, but they said it might take a couple of days
to locate them. He stretched. I think Im going to play for a while.Okay.He
went downstairs and into the other room to fetch his guitar and amp then took them
outside. He practiced for over an hour until he started to feel tired. He laid his
guitar aside with the intention of resting for a few minutes, but fell
asleep.Colin? Alethea called, shaking him.He sat up, rubbing his eyes. I
mustve fallen asleep.Soundly!He got to his feet and stretched. I only meant to
close my eyes for a few minutes.Im putting supper on the table right now.Colin
picked up his guitar and amp and followed her into the house. How come you didnt
wake me sooner?I thought you needed the sleep besides she smiled at him and
added, You look so adorable when youre asleep.Even when Im snoring? Colin
teased. He stowed his guitar and amp then went upstairs. He came back down and
into the kitchen. He lifted the lid on the crock pot. Umm! Coq au van!They sat
down and began eating. Although he ate with relish, Alethea couldnt help noticing
he appeared distracted. She wondered if he dreaded going to sleep because he feared
having another nightmare or he was apprehensive about his appointment with Doctor
Hughes. I thought your playing sounded really good, She remarked.Thanks. I
think I sound pretty good, too, and by the time we go back on the road again, Ill
be ready to jump right in! He sighed suddenly.Whats wrong?I guess Im nervous
about my appointment tomorrow. He admitted. I want to get rid of these
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nightmares and irrational fears plaguing me, but the idea of somebody poking around
inside my head is scary.I know. Alethea squeezed his hand. But I know were
going to be stronger for having been through this, too.I sure hope so something
good should come out of all this misery!
Chapter 44Colin slept fitfully and woke feeling tired and cranky. Alethea dropped
him off in front of the building where Doctor Hughes had her practice. She leaned
over and gave him a kiss. Ill see you later. Good luck!He gave her a small
smile, nodded, got out and disappeared inside the building. She thought he looked
like a little kid on his first day of school. She sighed and edged out into the
stream of traffic. She went shopping, looking at blinds, curtains, and comforters.
She quickly decided on off-white blinds, but as to the rest, her mind wasnt really
on it and she didnt have much luck. She glanced at her watch, noting it was after
twelve. She drove back to Doctor Hughes building, but didnt see Colin anywhere.
She assumed his session wasnt over yet. When she walked into Amandas law firm she
found her and another woman picking up toys scattered around the waiting
area.Hello, Alethea! Amanda stood and handed the toys shed collected to the
other woman.Would you put these away for me, Rhonda? Thanks. She straightened
her skirt and gave Alethea a hug. Rhonda, this is my daughter-in-law, Alethea.
Alethea, this is my top paralegal, Rhonda Davidson.Nice to meet you, Alethea.
She dumped the toys into a chest then shook Aletheas hand.Amanda took Alethea on a
tour of her firm. She was obviously very proud of it and with good reason. The
firm was a beehive of activity. It was obvious to Alethea the employees enjoyed
their jobs and thought the world of their boss. They went into Amandas office.
Have a seat and relax, Alethea.Thanks, Amanda. She glanced around the room. It
was very feminine, decorated in soft pastels. Clustered on the shelves of a
built-in bookcase, behind her desk, were family pictures. A vase of long-stemmed
roses sat on one corner of her desk. There was a wooden plant stand in front of a
window, containing several different types of plants.Are we eating in or out?
Amanda asked.In. I told Colin to meet me here when hes through.Fine. How does
Chinese sound?Its okay with me. She studied the menu Amanda handed her for a
moment then made her choice. What about Colin?Thats easy! Amanda laughed.
Moo Shu Pork with extra plum sauce.Those are certainly beautiful roses, She
remarked, motioning to the vase on her desk.Theyre from Peter. She blushed and
smiled. He sends me flowers once a week.Thats so romantic!Amanda phoned in
their orders then sat down next to Alethea on the comfortable couch.Im glad Colin
was able to get in to see Doctor Hughes so soon. These last few days have been
terrible!What happened?Hes had a nightmare practically every night. He had a
terrible one Friday night and woke up screaming! I jolted awake fully expecting to
see Father Michaels standing in our bedroom! He kept screaming my name. When I
finally got him awake, he grabbed me and held me so tightly I could barely breathe!
We went shopping Saturday and he never let me out of his sight the entire time. He
kept talking about buying a new security system, too.It must have frightened him
badly. Amanda commented.Its had a definite backlash, Alethea agreed. We went
out Sunday evening and had a wonderful time, but by the time we got into the house I
was shaking!What happened?Colin noticed how dark it was around the house and had
a major panic attack! Ive never seen him that frightened even when he was facing
Father Michaels. He said he was overwhelmed by this massive panic attack that
somebody was hiding outside, waiting to harm us.Well, your house has very little
light in and around it, but youre right about Colin. Hes never been afraid of
anything and that used to terrify me when he was a toddler.He had a nightmare that
night, too. Of course, he didnt wake me he said he didnt want to disturb me!
Sometimes, Amanda, he makes me so mad!There was a knock on the door and Amanda got
up to answer it. I hope its our food because Im starving! It was. She carried
the bags over to a round conference table with four chairs, sitting by a window that
looked out on the Embarcadero and the Ferry Building. I know Colin can be
difficult to live with, darling. Hes always kept his worries to himself. When he
was a teenager we could always tell when something was bothering him, but wed
literally have to pry it out of him piece by piece!I think he feels hes a burden
to me and thats why hes trying to be so strong.It wouldnt surprise me, Amanda
commented. Im sure Doctor Hughes can convince him theres nothing wrong with
having these feelings or sharing them with you.I thought he looked like a little
kid on his first day of kindergarten when I dropped him off this morning.I
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remember Colins first day of school vividly! Amanda replied, smiling wistfully.
He couldnt wait! He pulled away from me and jumped right into the thick of
things. He did fine, but I went home and cried a bucket!Hows Liam feeling?
Colin and I thought he seemed more like his old self when we saw him
yesterday.Hes still having occasional nightmares, but now he wakes us and we talk
about it. He also talks to Alison a great deal.I wish Colin could be more like
Liam in that respect.There was another knock on her door and Colin came in, looking
totally drained. He kissed Alethea and gave his mother a hug. Hi, Mom.Hi. She
motioned to the table. Sit down and have something to eat.Colin slumped into a
chair, letting his long legs sprawl in front of him. He rubbed his face. God! I
feel as if Doctor Hughes vacuumed out my brain!Alethea pushed one of the bags
towards him. We got you Moo Shu Pork.With extra plum sauce? He asked, smiling
faintly.Naturally! Amanda assured him.Alethea watched as he demolished the
vegetable-filled pancakes. He gave a sigh of satisfaction, wiped his mouth and sat
back. I asked Doctor Hughes about doing family therapy and she said shed liked to
talk to you and dad.Ill discuss it with your father tonight and give her a
call.How was Debs first day of school?She really enjoyed it. She said the
curriculum is much more challenging than in her former school. She called Diana to
tell her about her first day and Diana had some bad news. It seems Mrs. Simpson
confronted Diana and her mother, demanding to know where Deb was and threatening
them with dire consequences if they didnt tell her. Deb, of course, got very
frightened her mother would find her.Theres definitely no way her mother can find
her. Colin replied firmly.Thats what we told her, but her fear of her mother is
so strong; shes endowed her with psychic powers.Youre her legal guardians, now
so theres nothing Mrs. Simpson could do anyway, Alethea remarked.We told her
that, too, and we assured her shes safe with us. I think she felt less panicky and
she seemed much better this morning.Good. Colin cleared his throat. Ive
decided to apologize to Jeff, Mom. I am angry at him, but not for the reason I was
telling myself. I need to clear the air on that.His mother looked uncertain, but
said encouragingly, I hope things work out with Jeff. She frowned suddenly. I
wonder if theyve heard any more from Father Michaels.Tomorrows my interview with
CNN so they may hear something after that! He looked at Alethea. Did you give
mom the copies of our wedding DVD?No. Im glad you reminded me. She took two
DVDs out of her purse and gave them to Amanda. One is yours and the other is
Liams.Weve got to go, Mom. Colin gave her a kiss. Well see you soon.A
week from Sunday for sure, She reminded them.Well give everyone else their DVDs
then. Alethea said.Do you have one for Luke and Nora, too?Yes, and one for
Jeff. Amanda sighed. I suppose he does have to have one.I did promise him,
Mom.I know. Well, you two run along and well see you next Sunday.Alethea gave
her a hug and whispered, Thanks for listening to my problems, Amanda.Anytime,
darling.Alethea was driving which gave Colin a chance to do some serious thinking.
He was so deep in thought that he didnt rouse until she pulled into their driveway
and jogged his arm. Colin, were home.What? Oh! Were home, arent we? Sorry,
I was doing some heavy thinking. As they went into the house, first stopping to
collect the mail, Colin asked, Theres something I need to discuss with you, if you
have time.Alethea was glancing through the mail. Sure. She laid it on the
television and sat down on the couch next to Colin. Whats up?Doctor Hughes
would like to talk to you before my next session. He took one of her business
cards out of shirt pocket and gave it to her.Okay.The other thing I wanted to
talk to you about is hiring a permanent bodyguard for you. He held up his hands.
I know youre perfectly capable of taking care of yourself.Why bother then?I
want to be sure youre being well-protected when Im away.Im sure Father Michaels
will be in prison by the time you go back on tour.Its not just him I worry
about. Unfortunately, there are a lot of weirdos who arent adverse to getting
their names in the paper and on the news by harming my wife.Alethea toyed with her
hair for a couple of second while she considered Colins idea. Okay, Ill agree to
it on one condition.Name it.If he or she starts cramping my style theyre
gone!Thats fair, Colin agreed.Do you have somebody specific in mind for the
job?Yeah. McGregor has a friend, Eddie Cole, whos currently working for Guns N
Roses, but wants a job with better hours. Ive got his number so you can give him a
call and set up an interview.I guess if hes a friend of Bucks, hell be a
professional and I can feel comfortable with him.McGregor assured me hes the best
there is and I wont have to worry about your safety. He sighed. Doctor Hughes
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and I talked a lot about dad, Jeff and me today.About your relationships?Yeah.
I detailed the conversation dad and I had about Jeff. I kept telling her I felt
like a traitor! Dads always been there for me even before I was born! I feel as
if Im stabbing him in the back!What did she say?She said it was something I
need to explore in greater depths so thats primarily what were going to talk
about next time, I guess.I think its a good place to start.I agree. He
grinned. I wish she couldve given me some tips for getting through that interview
tomorrow without losing my temper! He slept soundly that night without a
reoccurrence of the nightmares.The interview the next day went very well at least
from Colins viewpoint. Although it included questions about his stabbing, about
Jeff and Father Michaels, he answered them without reservations, straightforwardly
and, much to his relief, without losing his temper.John Richards encouraged this by
carefully phrasing any questions about Father Michaels using the term your alleged
assailant. He was sympathetic towards Colins position and didnt pressure him to
answer questions. It was along interview and though he felt tired, he thought it
had been very productive. Colin, if theres anything you could wish for yourself,
what would it be? John asked as a final question.Colin looked blank for a moment
then slowly shook his head. I dont know since Ive already got everything I could
wish for in life. Im alive and He smiled at Alethea, whom he coaxed into
sitting beside him for the last few minutes of the interview, and put his arm around
her. Ive got the most fantastic wife anybody could wish for and with whom Im
madly in love! Ive got a great family and a career I love too. The only thing I
want is the arrest of Father Michaels.And well all hope that happens very soon,
he replied, concluding the interview.After CNN had left and the house was quiet
again, Colin ate lunch then went upstairs to write his letter of apology to Jeff.
It took him over an hour and several tries before he emerged with a letter that
satisfied him. He went downstairs to the second floor and to the master bedroom
where Alethea was working. Im going to the post office and to pick up my
blueprints. Do you need anything while Im in town?I cant think of
anything.Okay. Ill see you when I get back. He gave her a kiss and a playful
swat on her sexy ass.Get out of here! Alethea laughed, giving him a shove.Colin
went downstairs and into the other room. He grabbed one of the copies of their
wedding DVD out of the cabinet. He stopped first at the Post Office, mailing the
letter and the DVD in the same package by Priority Mail and then picked up his
blueprints.Alethea was still in the bedroom, working on ideas for redecorating it.
Shed gotten a glimmer of an idea from the style of their bed. It was a four-poster
bed; its headboard and posts ornately carved, suggestive of Victorian furniture.
She was working on expanding the idea. She heard the Jeep pull into the driveway
then heard Colins key in the door, Alethea?In the bedroom, Colin, She called
back.He came into the bedroom with a long tube tucked under his arm. Youve got to
see these! Theyre unreal! He took them out, unrolled and straightened them so
she could look.It doesnt look any different if Im looking at these correctly,
that is.You are. No, theres never been any major renovation like knocking out
walls or anything. He rolled them up again and slid them back inside the tube.
How are youre redecorating plans coming?Ive got a few ideas Im pursuing,
Alethea replied. Do you think we could move the bedroom furniture in here?I
doubt it, but McGregor and I probably could. Would you mind if we slept in the
guest room until Im done redecorating this room?He shrugged. Like I said
before. I dont care where I sleep as long as its with you. Colin started
towards the door then stopped. I wrote that letter to Jeff and mailed it along
with the DVD. They should be getting them within a couple of days.Im so proud of
you for doing that! Alethea said, kissing him. I know things are going to work
out for the two of you.Well see, Colin replied. Im going to play for a
while. Ill be out on the deck if you need me.Okay.Colin took his guitar outside
and settled himself in the chaise. He started to play, but his mind kept drifting
back to Jeff. It would almost make things easier if Jeff didnt forgive him. The
problem was he had absolutely no idea what kind of a relationship he wanted to have
with his biological father. For now, at least, he felt more comfortable keeping
Jeff at arms length until he could work out his feeling about his dad and Jeff. He
knew his dad would always despise Jeff for running out on his mom. Complicating the
relationship was the fact he suspected Jeff of still having feelings for his mother.
Hed have to keep that secret from his dad. Complicating things even further was
Jeffs apparent resentment that his mother had rebuilt her life without him. Why in
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Gods name did he even want to open up this particular can of worms!The next morning
Alethea went to her appointment with Doctor Hughes and Colin took the architect on a
tour of the house. He studied the blueprints and then accompanied by Colin he
examined the house from top to bottom. They went outside where he examined it from
every angle. My opinion is you should build the addition at either the living room
or dining room end of the house. In either case, the double windows would need to
be removed to make an exit.If I do add the pool house at one or the other end,
will I end up ruining the uniqueness of my home?No. Victorian houses were never
perfectly symmetrical. Families in that era tended to be very large. Whenever they
had another child they would add another room wherever it was convenient. Thats
what gives Victorian architecture its uniqueness.They agreed to meet in two weeks
so Colin could view the preliminary sketches. The architect left and the
electrician arrived to install the motion-sensor lights. He showed him where he
wanted to place them and left him to do his job. Colin called McGregor to tell him
about the addition to his security system. McGregor said hed call before he did
his check so Colin could turn them off before he came.Alethea came home, carrying a
white paper bag. She kissed Colin. Every thing okay here?Fine. The architects
going to have preliminary sketches ready for us in two weeks and the motion-sensor
lights are installed. He looked at the bag she was carrying. Whats in there?I
stopped at Boudins to buy us lunch and a loaf of bread for supper.Good! Im
starved!Be sure and eat everything because weve got a strenuous afternoon ahead
of us! Alethea teased with a mischievous smile.Colin smiled as he bit into his
tuna on sourdough. Yeah? What are we going to be doing?House cleaning, She
announced, dashing his hopes. They spent the rest of the afternoon giving the house
a thorough cleaning.McGregor came by that evening to see the security lights. He
approved how they illuminated the dark areas of the property. Colin was standing
outside with Alethea. It was a rather chilly night so Colin suggested she go back
inside while he talked to Buck.Alethea touched his arm and said, Dont be too long.
I may need some extra warmth tonight.Ill keep it in mind.While youre gone next
week Im going to do a test run on these lights to see if theres any way I can get
onto the property without the lights coming on.Colin nodded. I guess that would
be a good thing to know. He bade McGregor goodnight and went inside. After
checking the doors and setting the alarm; he turned off the lights and went
upstairs.Alethea was already in bed. Colin quickly got undressed and slid into bed
beside her. He put his arm around her and pulled her close. Warm enough?Im
still feeling cold, she complained.You do, do you? He inquired, rolling on top
of her and kissing herHmm! Alethea murmured, putting her arms around his neck
and pulling him closer to her. I think Im feeling warmer
already!
Chapter 45Caitlin was ready to leave for class when the doorbell rang. Damn!
She muttered, glancing at her watch. She considered ignoring it, but decided shed
better answer it. She glanced out the front window, but saw nobody so she opened
the door. A package, reading Priority Mail on the outside of it, was lying on the
porch. She scooped it up and looked at it. The handwriting on it was Colins. She
was curious about its contents, but she was going to be late for class unless she
left immediately. She laid it on top of the television, grabbed her backpack and
car keys and then left.Her last class of the day ended at five and she hated going
to it because it would be five-thirty by the time she got home. To make matters
worse, she got stuck in rush hour traffic. Damn! She yelled, hitting the
steering wheel with her fist. She and her father had taken turns preparing their
meals since her mothers incarceration. Normally, she would have made something
before going to class, but shed stayed up late, studying and had risen later than
normal. Damn it! Caitlin muttered. Why didnt I make something this morning?
She tried to think of something that was easy to make. She suddenly remembered the
last time shed made spaghetti sauce; shed made extra and put it in the freezer for
just such an emergency. She relaxed. Supper should be ready by the time her father
got home since he was rarely home before six-thirty anymore. When she pulled into
the garage she saw her fathers car was already there. Daddy? She called as she
came into the family room from the garage. She dropped her backpack into a
chair.In the kitchen, Cait, Jeff called back. He was standing in front of the
stove and the spicy aroma of spaghetti sauce filled the house.Daddy, you should
have left that for me, Caitlin admonished him. You made supper last night.I
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dont mind. My last client canceled so I decided to come home early for a
change.Well, Im glad you did! Caitlin gave him a hug. She hung up her coat and
took her backpack upstairs. She came back downstairs and spotted the package from
Colin still lying on top of the television where shed placed it earlier. She
grabbed it up and carried it out to the kitchen. Daddy, this package came for you
just before I left for class this afternoon.Does it say who or where its from,
Cait? Jeff asked in alarm. If it doesnt, we wont open it and Ill let
Detective Madison handle it. With all the threatening letters and phone calls
theyd been getting lately, it wasnt beyond the realm of possibility that some nut
might take it into their head to do something worse.Its from Colin, Daddy. She
handed it to him. I wonder what it is.Lets see. Jeff opened it and pulled out
DVD. A sealed envelope slid out and fell to the floor. Caitlin picked it up
quickly.This is the DVD of Colin and Aletheas wedding, Jeff said, reading the
label. Frankly, Im surprised he sent it.This was with it, Daddy, Caitlin
handed him the envelope.Jeff ripped it open and quickly read the letter. He sat
down suddenly. Well, Ill be damned!What does he say? She asked anxiously,
hoping it was good news.Hes apologizing for getting angry at me. He says he
realizes he has no right to be angry with me for trying to help Dave because Peter
would have done the same thing for him or Liam. He says his anger was due to his
resentment that I left him because Dave needed me. He admits he was jealous of
Dave. Hes asking for my forgiveness for his childish behavior, but says if I
choose not to forgive him, hell understand and wont hold it against me.You are
going to forgive him, arent you, Daddy?Of course I am, Cait. I owe him an
apology too for the nasty remarks I made about Amanda.Lets eat supper and then we
can watch the DVD.Im looking forward to seeing it.They finished eating and then
sat down to watch the DVD. Caitlin noticed her father held Colins letter while he
watched it. It started with Alethea being attired her gown by her mother, Vanessa
and another woman. Caitlin jogged her fathers arm and said excitedly, Daddy,
thats Vanessa Morrison!Who is she?Oh, Daddy! Shes only one of the top, if not
the top, fashion models around today! I wonder how Alethea knows her.Now that
youve explained who she is, I recall Alethea telling me she modeled for a couple of
years. Thats probably how they know each other.The DVD switched to Colin having
his boutonniere pinned on by Peter. It followed them outside. Colin and Liam took
their places by a rose-covered trellis while their parents seated themselves.
Caitlin saw immediately the surveillance photographs hadnt begun to do Amanda
justice. She was much more beautiful than the photographs revealed.Is that
Colins adoptive father?Yes, thats Peter Matthews.The DVD switched back to the
inside of the house showing Vanessa then Alethea, on her fathers arm, coming down
the stairs. The video paused just inside the patio door where they stopped while
Vanessa straightened Aletheas train and veil. It followed them outside as the
wedding march started and up the aisle.Look at all those gorgeous roses, Daddy!
Grandpa would go nuts!They were married in Mrs. Fords rose garden.Thats so
romantic! Caitlin sighed. She giggled suddenly. Look at Jakes face when he
sees Vanessa! Hes staring so hard it looks like his eyeballs are going to fall
out!Jeff smiled faintly. He does look rather awestruck, doesnt he?Ooh,
Daddy! Caitlin appeared awe-struck. Doesnt Alethea look beautiful? Her gown is
so gorgeous!It looks very old, Jeff remarked.Look at the expression on Colins
face its plain to see how much he loves her!Yes, its very obvious, he agreed
softly.The DVD showed Colin and Alethea exchanging rings and vows, being pronounced
husband and wife, kissing and being introduced as Mr. and Mrs. Colin Matthews. It
followed them through the reception and cake-cutting ceremony.Do you see the
heavyset woman standing next to tall, thin man with the silver hair? Jeff asked
Caitlin.Yes. Who are they?Theyre the Scotts Amandas parents.I guess this
DVD kind of brings back a lot of memories, huh, Daddy?Some, Jeff agreed.The DVD
recorded Alethea throwing her bouquet and Jake catching it. Caitlin giggled again
as they watched Jake toss the bouquet back to Colin and scurry off as if the Grim
Reaper was after him. I wonder what Colin said to Jake?I dont know, but he
looks as if he thinks he caught a bomb! Jeff laughed.They watched as Colin took
the garter off Aletheas leg, amid some loud wolf whistles, and tossed it over his
shoulder. A tall man with thinning hair caught it.I wonder who he is, Jeff
remarked.Hes Steve Crowley, Unforgivens manager.The DVD ended with Colin and
Alethea leaving the reception in a shower of bird seed.That was fantastic, Daddy!
I felt like I was right there!I did too, Cait. Im glad Colin sent us this.Are
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you going to call him?Ill call him right now, Jeff decided. He picked up the
phone and punched in Colins number and waited. Damn! He exclaimed. I got his
voicemail and I hate talking to that.Theyre probably out for supper, maybe. We
can try them later.Yes, but right now Im calling mom and dad to give them the
good news. I know how upset theyve been about this situation so I know theyll be
happy to hear Colin and I are going to reconcile.Nora answered the phone.
Hello?Hi, Mom, how are you? Jeff put his parents on the speakerphone.Luke, its
Jeff and Caitlin calling, Nora called to her husband.Hello, Jeff! How are you and
Cait?Were fine, Dad. How are you and Mom?Were fit as fiddles, Son!How is
Kathleen doing, dear?Things havent changed, Mom. She still refuses to see Cait
or I considers us traitors.Dad and I are sorry to hear that, Jeff. How are you
doing, Caitlin?Hi, Grandma! Hi, Grandpa. Im fine. I just keep hoping mom will
change her mind and realize Daddy and I did the right thing.Hows school going,
honey?Its a lot tougher than last year, but its nothing I cant handle,
Grandpa.Im calling to tell you that I got a letter from Colin. He apologized for
getting angry at me and asked for my forgiveness.Maybe Caitlins letters helped
him see things from another perspective, Nora said.Im glad I took Grandpas
advice and wrote Colin.Were so happy you and Colin are putting your differences
aside and working things out. Luke said.Did you see Colins and Aletheas wedding
DVD? Caitlin asked.Yes, they mailed us our copy. Grandma and I watched it as
soon as we got home.Wasnt Aletheas gown breathtaking? Caitlin sighed.Yes, it
certainly was beautiful, Nora agreed. The style seemed to be from around
1900.We tried to call Colin, but they werent home, Jeff remarked.They might
have gone out of town, Nora surmised.Has Kathleen received any more letters from
Dave, Jeff? Luke asked.No, Dad, I think he just sent that one letter to let her
know hed gotten away with it.Or he just wanted to gloat! Caitlin muttered.We
pray every day that hell realize what he did was wrong and turn himself into the
police, Nora said. We know he isnt an evil person and were sure somewhere
inside himself he must know what he did was horribly wrong.I know, Mom. Caitlin
and I are praying just as hard for him.Have you had any more problems from people
claiming to be fans of Colins? Luke asked.We still get an occasional nasty phone
call or letter, but nothing like we were getting those first weeks after it
happened.Ive had a couple of kids at college accuse me of being a religious
fanatic, too, because of what Dave did. I challenged them to prove it and they
backed down real fast!Im so proud of Cait for standing up for herself! Jeff
declared. Well, Cait and I had better let you go since you were probably about to
eat.We got home from a flower show about a half-hour ago and were going to start
supper when the phone rang. Were so happy you called and told us about Colins
letter. Luke said.Im really happy he made this gesture.Please let us know how
things work out with Colin.I will, Mom.Jeff hung up and turned to Caitlin. I
didnt know youd been writing to Colin, Cait.Dont be upset, Daddy. I thought
maybe, I could help patch things up between the two of you.Im not upset, Cait,
not in the least. Im really touched you did this.I thought Colin might be more
willing to listen to what I had to say. I wonder what did convince him to change
his mind.I dont know, but I suspect Alethea had a lot to do with it and Im sure
your letters helped him see things differently.I cant wait until Sunday
night.Colin pulled up in front of the Red Victorian Bed and Breakfast on Haight
Street shortly before noon.Alethea looked up at the three-story building in
surprise. It really is red! I thought it was just a name.Colin got out of his
Jeep and helped Alethea out. He went around and unlocked the tailgate and began
unloaded their luggage. They checked in and the desk clerk escorted to their room
on the second floor. As they were coming up the stairs, Colin could see someone
sitting in a chair at the top of the stairs. When he got closer he saw it was
actually a life-sized doll.This is Gigi, our Innkeeper Emeritus since 1904.Please
to meet you, Gigi, Colin said, nodding politely. He and Alethea followed the girl
past a bathroom with a fish tank, containing goldfish, and aptly entitled, the
Aquarium Bath. They passed two other rooms, one called The Conservatory and the
other called, The Japanese Tea Garden. They turned and went down another short
corridor that led to their suite. After explaining a few things about the room and
the time breakfast was served, she left them alone.The suite consisted of two large
rooms plus a bathroom. Alethea wandered into the bedroom then called, Colin, come
see this! He came into the room, looked around and whistled. Very sexy!The room
had an exotic mid-eastern look. The bed with its matching canopy, the pillows piled
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high at its head and the tapestry hanging above the headboard was a sight to behold
as was the beautiful stained glass window.This bed is huge! Alethea exclaimed,
bouncing up and down on it.Colin smirked and raised his eyebrows. Thats all the
more reason to make good use of it, if you get my drift!I do and youve got a
one-track mind, too! She teased him.Actually, its two tracks music and sex!
He joked. He brought their luggage in from the other room and Alethea hung the
garment bag up in the closet. What should we do first?How about we eat lunch
then do some sightseeing? Ill be your tour guide for some of San Franciscos
best-known sights.Okay. Can I choose the restaurant?Sure.I choose The
Stinking Rose.Good choice. I ate there a lot when we were recording Too Strong
for Fantasy, he chuckled. Good thing I wasnt singing a duet!The Stinking Rose
restaurant was on Columbus Avenue and the pungent smell of garlic assailed them as
they entered. A waitress seated them and they studied the menu for several minutes
before ordering.I like the way this is decorated, Alethea remarked, noticing the
terra-cotta walls, the marble tables, the gourd-bottomed wine bottles and the
bundles of garlic hanging from the ceiling. Like totally cool as the kids
say!Their waiter brought their coffee, a plate of crusty bread slices and a pitcher
of water. Each table had a small condiment jar of fresh garlic, minced and mixed
with olive oil. I dare you to eat some of this! Alethea teased, shoving the jar
towards Colin.Only if we both eat it, he countered.You first! She giggled.Colin
broke off a chunk of bread, spread butter on it then some of the garlic and popped
it into his mouth. Umm very good! He suddenly made a dive for his water glass,
draining half of it in one swallow. Its also very hot! He gasped, tears
streaming down his cheeks.Alethea giggled again as the waiter brought their salads.
She sprinkled some of the condiment over her salad and took a bite of it. Her eyes
widened suddenly and she grabbed her water glass and took a large gulp. Whew! Now
thats definitely fresh garlic! She croaked.Colin laughed. Well, one things for
sure no muggers going to come within six feet of us!Wow! Alethea said as she
daubed her eyes with her napkin. Its a good thing my mascara is waterproof!
Amid teasing and laughter, they finished lunch.Colin enjoyed it immensely. Hed
forgotten how much fun he and Alethea used to have before Father Michaels burst into
their lives. Before they left the restaurant, Colin bought Alethea a souvenir
Stinking Rose T-shirt. They spent the rest of the afternoon sightseeing and having
fun. They drove down Lombard Street and went up to the observation deck of the
Transamerica building. They could see all over San Francisco. They drove up
Telegraph Hill to see Coit Tower. On their way back to the Red Victorian they
detoured to Alamo Square to see the famous and much photographed Victorian Row. They
also went to see the Palace of Fine Arts where Colin pointed out the spot where the
famous picture of Janis Joplin, sitting on the hood of her Mercedes Benz, was
taken. Alethea took lots of pictures with her digital camera. They arrived back at
the bed and breakfast and went upstairs.Colin was ready before Alethea. He wore the
same outfit hed worn for his wedding except his shirt was green silk and hed added
a bolero tie to the point collar. He glanced at Alethea sitting on the bed in her
bra and panties. When she got up, he couldnt help noticing they didnt cover much
territory. He watched as she slithered into her slip then the silk dress Vanessa
had bought her. Jesus Christ! Just watching her get dressed was giving him a major
hard-on. He discreetly pulled his shirt down further.Alethea noticed and smiled.
She lifted up her hair. Colin, would you please zip up my dress.Itd be my
pleasure, Mrs. Matthews. He zipped her dress and fastened the clip at the top of
the zipper. His hand caressed her neck, lingering briefly. He began kissing her
neck, working his way around to her throat.She went limp with pleasure and pressed
herself to him eagerly, reveling in the feel of his swelling erection and of her
panties getting damp with her excitement.Colin broke it off suddenly, breathing
heavily. Wed better leave now or we might not make it at all!Thats for
certain, she agreed. She let her hand brush across his erection as she bent to
retrieve her purse. Where are we eating?Were eating at a ritzy, expensive
French restaurant.Im impressed!I was hoping you would be! They were lucky to
find a parking spot only three blocks from the restaurant. They entered the
restaurant and maitre d seated them. Inside was dimly lit, the only sources of
light being the candles on the tables. Colin looked around and gave a low whistle.
Very classy it has linen tablecloths, napkins, and no prices on the menus!What
are you having?Why dont you order for me? Im not really familiar with French
cuisine.Do you have any preferences?No. Ill try anything once! He
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joked.Alethea suddenly felt Colins hand sliding under her dress and up her thigh as
she studied her menu. She looked around the room concerned somebody might see what
he was doing. She realized the angle of their table and the floor-length tablecloth
made for perfect concealment. She relaxed. She felt herself growing warm as he
began lightly stroking her clit through the thin silk of her panties. They quickly
became soaked. She let out a small gasp as she felt the first stirrings of pleasure
warming her. Colin stopped momentarily as their waiter appeared to take their
order. Flushed and trembling, Alethea was barely able to articulate. If the waiter
suspected what was going on, he gave no indication. Once hed left she felt Colin
begin stroking her swollen and throbbing clit, harder now until she suddenly had a
raging orgasm. Alethea grabbed the arms of her chair tightly, shuddering and biting
her lips to keep from crying out, but small moans of pleasure still escaped from her
lips. Their waiter returned with their salads, his face again devoid of any
expression despite Aletheas flushed appearance.Colin removes his fingers from
Aletheas seething sex, bringing them to his lips. You taste good so good that I
want more! In one fluid motion he suddenly disappears underneath the table.
Shocked, Alethea looked around to see if anybody had noticed, but everyone appeared
intent on his or her conversation or food. She felt Colin remove her panties and
part her thighs; his breath felt hot on her inner thighs. His talented tongue goes
to work on her clit and she can barely stifle her moans as she squirms in her
chair. She felt his tongue slip inside her and began caressing her G-spot and she
explodes into an orgasm that practically lifts her off her chair. She held Colins
face to her crotch so he could feel the intensity of it. Her body spasms, coating
Colins face with her love juices. After a few moments he reappeared by her side,
discretely wiping the traces of her cum from his face.He began nonchalantly eating
his salad. Suddenly, he nearly choked when he felt her hand slide underneath his
shirt, unzip him, and began boldly caressing him. He felt himself become erect very
quickly. Two can play at this game, Mister! Alethea whispered.By the time the
main course arrived, they were so horny; neither of them could recall later what
theyd eaten. The waiter returned to inquire if they wished to see the dessert
menu.No. Please bring me the check, Colin replied. Thanks. He was back in a
few moments with the check. Colin paid for it, using his gold card and signed for a
generous tip since he had a strong suspicion the waiter knew what was going on all
along.As they were leaving, Alethea noticed an alcove where the bathrooms were and
nudged Colin into it. She peeked inside the womens bathroom and seeing it was
empty, quickly pulled him inside. Colin grinned wickedly as he quickly picked up
where she was headed then asked, What if somebody comes in?I guess wed better
not waste anytime then! She kissed him, letting her tongue probe deeply into his
mouth while tugging at his zipper, finally freeing his erect cock. She wiggled
closer to him, putting her arms around his neck.Colin picked her up and set her on
the counter. He spreads her legs, positions himself and thrusts into her. They
quickly brought each other to an explosive climax. Alethea grabbed Colin tightly
and buried her face in his shoulder to muffle her cries as her orgasm rampaged
through her. Colins body shuddered so violently and he nearly bit through his
tongue, trying to stifle his urge to yell out his pleasure. Alethea jerked as she
felt the rush of his warm cum between her thighs then she went limp against him and
took a deep breath. She held Colins face to her breasts then signed. I needed
this!Me too! He replied, running his hands up and down her back. He
straightened up and quickly rearranged his clothing. He smiled as he realized the
bathroom now smelled pungently of their lovemaking. Id better get out of
here.Alethea slid down off the counter and peeked out the door. Theres nobody
coming. She pushed him outside. Ill be out in a minute.Colin slumped into a
chair, attempting to look like a bored husband who was waiting for his wife to come
out of the bathroom. Alethea reappeared. She had combed her hair and repaired her
make-up. He put his arm around her as they left the restaurant. Colin let his hand
slide across her bare ass in a sensuous caress as he helped her into the
Jeep.Alethea giggled. I didnt think there was any point in putting my panties
back on since theyre probably not going to stay on for very long.True! Colin
agreed. They got back to their room and Alethea immediately disappeared into the
bathroom with her Victorias Secret bag. Colin got undressed and crawled into bed.
She came out again. Well, what do you think? She turned in a circle so he could
get a complete view. She wore a silk teddy of the pale gold. Its entire bodice,
fashioned of exquisite French lace, sensuously complimented her breasts. It laced
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up the front and had flutter leg styling.Very nice, Colin responded then yawned
widely. You know, Im really beat! He pulled the blanket up and closed his
eyes.It took Alethea a moment to realize he was teasing her. Colin, you rat! She
yelled as she picked up one of the pillows and whacked him with it. He grinned,
picked up a pillow and whacked her back. Laughing and screaming loudly, they
engaged in a lively pillow fight. Alethea was winning until Colin cheated and
grabbed hold of her. He brushed his hair out of his face. Geez! Wed better
lower the volume! Were not at home!Alethea reached behind her and started
tickling him. He immediately collapsed and curled himself into a ball, trying to
avoid her hands. No fair! He protested.She rolled him over and climbed on top of
him, pinning his arms above his head. Why, Colin Matthews! I never had you pegged
for a prude! Are you afraid somebody will hear us and think were making love?
She teased.No. Im afraid somebody will hear us and call the cops because were
keeping them awake! He rolled over, easily flipping her off of him. She went down
in a tangle of tawny hair and long, slim legs.Well, now that youve got me where
you want me; what are you going to do about it? She whispered.Colin loosened the
lacing on her teddy and slipped the straps down, exposing her breasts. I have a
few things in mind! He started kissing her breasts and caressing her nipples with
his tongue.Oh! Alethea gasped. Youre certainly off to an excellent
start!
Chapter 46Caitlin and Jemma were having lunch at the food court in the Mall.
Caitlin filled Jemma in on everything that had recently happened between her father
and Colin.Your dad must be practically walking on water! Jemma remarked.He is,
Jemma! You should see him! Its such a change from the way hes been the last
month.What do you suppose will happen when this initial euphoria wears off,
though?What do you mean?I mean Colins twenty-eight. Hes got his own life and
his own interests. I hope your dad isnt expecting to have the same kind of a
relationship with Colin as he had with Dave.Well, it appears he didnt have the
kind of relationship with Dave he thought he had. Im sure he realizes hell
probably never have a really close relationship with Colin.What happens when Dave
is finally arrested? Colin will have to testify against him and if Daves
convicted, Colin will be responsible for sending him to prison for a long time. Can
your dad handle that?Of course he can! What are you getting at anyway,
Jemma?Im saying, in theory, he may think it wont make a difference.
Realistically, hes bound to feel some resentment towards Colin even if he wont
admit it.Why would he resent Colin? He knows Dave committed terrible crimes and
has to pay for them.Well, what about these feelings you think he still has for
Colins mom? Can he keep those under wraps?I didnt say he still had feelings for
Amanda, Caitlin argued. I said I thought he might still have some feelings for
her theres a big difference! For all I know I could be wrong!Suppose youre
not wrong?Even if he does, and Im not saying he does; Amandas happily married
and so is daddy.Come on, Cait! Jemma scoffed. Your dad might as well be
single! Youve said yourself your mom only has one man in her life and thats
Dave! Eventually, Colins going to have kids and your dad and Amanda will be thrown
together more for birthdays and holidays. What happens then?Even if mom does file
for divorce, Amandas married and daddy would never break up her marriage no matter
how he feels about her! Caitlin snapped.Okay, okay, Im sorry, Cait! I didnt
mean to upset you.Caitlin sighed. Im sorry, too, Jemma. Talking about mom and
daddy possibly splitting up is kind of a sore subject with me.Thats certainly
understandable, Cait.Do you still want to come over and watch Colins wedding
video?You bet!They finished their shopping and went back to Caitlins house. As
they came in, Jeff called from his study, Cait?Yeah, Daddy, its me. Jemmas
with me.Jeff came out of his study. Hello, Jemma.Hi, Mr. Michaels.Did you
girls do anything exciting at the Mall?We did some shopping and a lot of looking,
Jemma replied.Were going to watch Colin and Aletheas wedding DVD, Caitlin
said.Ive got work that needs my attention so Ill be in my study if you need
me.Okay, Daddy.Jeff left his door open and he could hear the start of the DVD.
He heard Jemma squeal loudly. Ooh, Cait! Aletheas gown is so romantic!Grandma
said she thought it was from the early 1900s. Doesnt she look gorgeous?She
does! I think Brides Magazine should do a layout of her wearing that gown and
veil! Whoa! Colin sure looks sexy! You know, Cait, he looks so much like your
dad, I dont know how we missed it all this time!Well, you didnt, Caitlin
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remarked. You were the one that pointed it out to me when we saw Colin at the
mall.Yeah, but I was just theorizing, Cait. I never even imagined they were
actually related.Despite the work on his desk, Jeff found himself being drawn into
the living room to watch the DVD again.I can see a definite resemblance between you
and Colin.Caitlin nodded. Grandma said she can see it, too.When the DVD ended
Jemma rolled her eyes. Wow! She sighed loudly. It was so romantic!Imagine
having Vanessa Morrison for your maid of honor, Caitlin added.Jemma looked at her
watch and sighed. Id better be getting home, Cait. Duty calls! She rose.
Dont ever major in history, Cait too damn many term papers! Thanks for inviting
me to watch the DVD.Well, I figured Colin would want his number one fan to see
it! Caitlin teased.She grinned. I am, arent I?After Jemma had left, Caitlin
started making supper. She and her father sat down to eat. Out of the blue,
Caitlin suddenly asked, Daddy what are we going to do for Thanksgiving and
Christmas this year?Jeff sighed. I dont know, Cait. Frankly, Ive tried not to
think too much about the holidays.Mom will be out of jail by Thanksgiving, but I
doubt her feelings towards us will have mellowed any, she remarked glumly.Towards
you, I hope her feelings will have, but shell never forgive me. She blames my
desire to find Colin for the cause of this whole tragedy.Dave and Dave only is
responsible for this tragedy, Daddy, Caitlin replied firmly. I still cant figure
why Dave didnt talk to you when he found that file. You were always so close.Jeff
shook his head. I dont know, Cait. Ive probably asked myself that same question
a hundred times over the last month and I still dont have a satisfactory answer.
He sighed again. If I just hadnt kept that promise I made to your mother and told
you and Dave about Colin maybe, I could have prevented this!And maybe, it would
have happened anyway, Daddy, Caitlin said softly.What do you mean?Maybe, Dave
was sick all along and we didnt see it or chose not to see it.I dont understand
what youre getting at, Cait.Maybe, that ultra-conservative facade was a symptom
of his instability and we chose to ignore it because he was a priest and we thought
he should be that way.I never thought about it like that, Jeff admitted. He
glanced at Caitlin who was toying with her food and it was obvious to him she still
had something on her mind. Is something else bothering you, Cait?Well, Jemma and
I were talking about what will happen when Daves finally arrested. She stopped
and seemed hesitant to continue.And Jeff prompted.You know, Daddy, Colin will
have to testify against Dave. He wont have a choice.Dave committed terrible
crimes and hell have to pay for them and I do know Colin will be the prosecutions
main witness. He sighed again. However, its possible Dave may be found mentally
incapable of standing trial.Huh! He didnt look mentally incapacitated that day
he came home from New Orleans he was practically gloating! Caitlin glowered, her
eyes growing dark at the memory.I know, but what theyll base it on is his state of
mind at the time he stabbed Colin. Did he realize what he was doing was
wrong?Every action hes taken since that time leads me to conclude he did know
it, Caitlin said.I didnt get the impression from that letter he wrote that he
felt hed done anything morally wrong and its apparent he doesnt think the secular
laws apply to him.He was stalking Colin and leaving threatening messages on his
voicemail. He tried to run him over before he stabbed him! Doesnt that prove he
wasnt acting on impulse?Yes, and if Colin had died, Im sure Dave would be facing
charges of premeditated murder.Theres also his attempted murder of Debbie
Simpson, Caitlin said pointedly.I think Dave was angry when he heard the rumor
about her sleeping with Colin. When he saw her that night he decided then to kill
her.Caitlin was silent. Her father seemed to have forgotten, on purpose or
otherwise, that Debbie had told Detective Madison that Dave had been wearing dark
clothes and gloves when he approached her. That alone was proof enough for her that
Dave had planned to kill Debbie.Alethea woke up before Colin, slid out from under
his arm and sat up in bed. She smiled as she watched him sleeping. No matter how
big their bed was, and this one was huge, he always seemed to end up sleeping on the
edge of it, half-uncovered and with one leg dangling off the bed. She tenderly
brushed aside his hair so she could see him better. She thought he looked as sexy
asleep as he did awake. At the touch of her hand, he awoke immediately and smiled
as he saw her. How long have you been awake? He shifted himself into a more
comfortable position and pulled the comforter back over him.Not long. I was
watching you sleep.Watching me snore, too, Ill bet, he joked.No. You werent
snoring this time, Alethea teased.With a nose like this, Im afraid its
unavoidable, He commented ruefully. When we have a kid, I hope he or she inherits
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your nose!Your nose is long, but it fits your face though and I like your nose
just the way it is.Thanks. He stretched and glanced at his travel alarm. Its
after eleven already! I didnt intend to sleep so late.Well, we were up very late
last night, Alethea teased.But for a good reason, he said as he got out of bed.
Im going to take a shower. Care to join me?Id love to only to save water, of
course! By the time they finished showering and got dressed, it was after twelve
and Colin was starving.Where are we going today? Alethea asked as they walked
outside to get the Patriot.I was planning to take you to Fishermans Wharf. Youll
love it! Its like a carnival and mall combined! They had lunch at one of the
excellent seafood restaurants on the Wharf. After lunch, they toured Pier 39, did
some shopping at the Cannery and Ghiradelli Square. Their last stop was at the
Chocolate Manufactory where they had sundaes.I shouldnt be eating this, Colin!
Alethea rolled her eyes in despair. I know Ive gained umpteen pounds since I got
married!If you have, I dont know where youve gained them. I certainly cant
tell and Ive had several good feels, too! He teased. Look, since youre
worried, Ive got just the exercise for you until the pool is finished.Let me
guess! She teased. You need a new racquetball partner because youre tired of
Jake beating you!Jake doesnt always beat me. What Im talking about is
rollerblading. Its great fun and really good exercise, too!I guess I could try
it, she replied doubtfully.Its not hard to learn. Ill teach you, but first we
have to get you some blades. They strolled around for a bit more and headed back
to the Red Victorian. They went out again after taking their purchases to their
suite. They walked up a couple of blocks to a store that sold rollerblades. Colin
had bought his there and he knew theyd do a good job of outfitting Alethea.On their
way back, Colin showed her some of the sights of the Haight. The first place he
showed her was the apartment where he lived until hed bought his home in
Sausalito. He showed her the house where the Grateful Dead had lived during the
sixties and an apartment where Janis Joplin once lived.I guess this part of San
Francisco has a lot of history?Yeah, even before 1967.They returned to their
suite and went out for supper at a popular restaurant, specializing in Caribbean,
Cajun and Mexican cuisine. When they returned to their suite, Alethea sat on the
bed and sighed. The meal I had tasted just like New Orleans!Feeling homesick
again? Colin asked, sitting down beside her.I cant help it sometimes, she
replied, leaning her head against his shoulder.I know. Just wait, Thanksgiving
will be here before you know it!Mom and dad are really looking forward to seeing
us.Colin chuckled. Ill take your word for it! He got up and started to
undress. Alethea came over and put her arms around him. Youre getting to be such
a good husband.He put his arms around her and held her tightly. Well, Im trying
very hard.I know you are.They were up at ten the next morning since they had to
check out by eleven. They had breakfast then checked out and loaded the Jeep.
Alethea smiled and squeezed his arm. I had a wonderful time in more ways than
one!That goes double for me!McGregor came out the front door as they pulled into
the driveway. He helped them unload their suitcases and other purchases. Colin was
putting the wine they bought at the Cannery away when McGregor, followed by Alethea,
came into the kitchen. He straightened up and looked at McGregor. How did your
test of the motion-sensor lights go?Good. I tried every way imaginable to evade
them and couldnt. They have a range that covers a good portion of your
property.But if somebody knew what the range was they could get by them, couldnt
they?Theyd have to watch for quite a while to determine that and Id spot long
before that happened. My only suggestion is you add another light over the garage.
It will make the area more risk-free especially since youre planning to eventually
put a recording studio up there.Sounds like a good idea, Colin agreed. Ill
stop tomorrow and buy another one. He went into the other room to check his if he
had any messages on his cell that hed left at home. There was a reminder from his
mom about next Sunday and another from Steve, but no messages from Jeff. He frowned
and put his phone in his pocket.Was there a message from Jeff?Colin turned to find
Alethea. He shook his head. No. I was sure there would be one, too.Maybe, he
doesnt like voicemail some people dont.Maybe, Colin said. But I have to
face the possibility he doesnt want to give me a second chance.Alethea fixed
herself a sandwich and grabbed a can of diet soda. What if thats true?He
shrugged. Well, Ill be disappointed, but Ive done everything I can do from this
end.I bet he calls tonight.He could.Im going upstairs, check my e-mail and
then call mom and dad.Tell them I said, hi?I will.Colin went into the other
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room, got a CD of an unfinished song from the top of his stereo, his CD player and
headphones and took them out on the deck. He came back in, got his guitar and amp
and took them outside, too. He made himself comfortable and listened to what was on
the tape. He listened to it a few times then put in his earplugs and started to
play. Hard at work on the song he lost track of the time until Alethea was suddenly
standing in front of him.Colin? She called loudly, her hands covering her ears.He
quit playing and took out his earplugs. Sorry!I dont feel like cooking tonight
so I thought Id order a Chinese.Its fine by me.Ill call. She was back in a
few minutes and sat next him on the chaise. Im not interrupting you, am I?No, I
was calling it quits for today anyway.Is that a new song? I really like what I
heard.Colin grinned. Thanks. Actually, its a song I started a couple of years
ago and didnt finish until now.Alethea leaned back against him and he put his arm
around her. So, when are you going to teach me how to skate?How about we go to
Golden Gate Park tomorrow?Okay but no hills.No. Golden Gate Park is a great
place to skate.Its a date, Alethea agreed, getting up to answer the doorbell.
Colin put all his equipment away while she did that. She came into the kitchen,
holding a large bag from the Chinese restaurant. Are we eating in here or out on
the deck?We could eat it in bed, Colin suggested mischievously.Sounds like fun,
Alethea agreed. She took a couple of plates from the cupboard then tossed a roll of
paper towel at Colin. Catch!He caught it easily and laughed. I think Im having
second thoughts about teaching you racquetball. He got a bottle of wine from the
refrigerator and two glasses from the cupboard. Why dont you go upstairs and Ill
be up in a minute. Before going upstairs, Colin locked both doors and set the
alarm. He went upstairs, kicked off his shoes and got into bed.Alethea gave him a
plate and opened the bag. Help yourself.Colin poured the wine into the glasses
and handed one to her. He took his Moo Shu Pork out, poured plum sauce over it, bit
into it, sighed contentedly and leaned back into his pillows. You know, it doesnt
get better than this, He announced, wiping his mouth.You missed some, Alethea
said, wiping off a smudge of plum sauce off. It doesnt better than what?Better
than having supper in bed with my beautiful wife!Well, it could, she replied
archly. Thats provided we dont get heartburn from all this spicy food.He
laughed and asked, Did you get hold of your mom and dad?Yes. They said hi. Mom
told me about what she has planned for Thanksgiving dinner.Are we going to have a
Cajun Thanksgiving?No. Mom is very traditional. It will be mom, dad, grandma,
Dorothea and us for dinner. Mom always has open house for the rest of the family
later in the day.Does that include your cousin and her husband, too? Colin
asked, making a face.Alethea had told him about her inebriated condition and the
nasty remarks shed made at their wedding.Im assuming theyll be there. Nancy
never misses a chance to be in the spotlight. Hopefully, theyll at least arrive
sober.I wouldnt place any money on that if I were you, Colin advised. His cell
phone rang and he answered it. Hello?Colin? Though the voice had a hesitate tone
to it, Colin recognized it immediately. Hi He began tentatively.Alethea heard his
voice drop, looked at him and mouthed, Is it Jeff?Colin nodded then said, Im
glad you called. He put his cell phone on speaker so they could both talk to Jeff
and Caitlin.Hi, Jeff.Hi, Alethea, how are you?Im fine and you?Fine too.I
want you to know how much I appreciate your letter. I know it probably wasnt easy
to write and it means a lot to me.Im sorry it took me so long to come to my
senses.What changed your mind if you dont mind my asking?Colin smiled and said
sheepishly, Well, Alethea and I had a rather loud discussion about this and I
finally admitted I was wrong. Im really sorry for being such a total
dickhead!Im sorry for what I said about Amanda. I was angry and she was a
convenient target for my frustration! Will you please extend my apology to
her?Sure.Im so glad youve met your grandparents, too.Well, I wasnt exactly
Mr. Friendly when I was over so maybe I should go over and re-introduce myself.If
I hadnt been such an immature butt chunk as Caitlin says, you could have grown up
with them.Well, mom has to share half the blame for that, but it was her idea for
me to meet them. I probably wouldnt have thought of it myself.How are you doing,
otherwise, Colin?Physically, Im fine. Emotionally, Im still kind of shaky.Are
you getting help?Were both seeing a psychiatrist who specializes in trauma
cases, Alethea answered.Shes really good, Colin added.Im glad to hear it,
Alethea. I have somebody else here whose been anxiously awaiting a chance to talk
to you, Jeff teased.Oh, Daddy!Caitlin? Colin asked.I told daddy Id wait
until you and he got all the serious stuff out of the way.Its great hearing your
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voice!We feel as if we already know you from your letters, Alethea added.Im
glad you didnt give up on me even though I was being a real jerk! Colin
declared. It was what you wrote in your letters that helped me see things from a
different angle too.Well, Im glad I could help, she replied modestly. We
watched the DVD of your wedding and it was so romantic!We felt as if we were right
there, Jeff added.Alethea, your gown was so gorgeous! My friend, Jemma, thinks
Brides Magazine should do a layout of you wearing it.It was my
great-grandmothers dress. She wore it for her wedding in 1906. My mother and her
two sisters all wore it for their weddings. Im the first of my generation to wear
it though.If we have a daughter, shell probably wear it for her wedding, Colin
chimed in. Of course, it wont be until shes forty!Caitlin giggled. I can tell
already its going to be fun having you as my big brother!I dont know about
that, Colin laughed. Liam says Im really bossy!Alethea, how did you get
Vanessa Morrison as your maid-of-honor?Ive known Vanessa for several years and
shes the best friend Ive ever had. We roomed together when we were
modeling.Cool! Caitlin giggled suddenly. Colin, we wondered what you said to
Jake after he caught Aletheas bouquet?I told him the person who catches it is
supposed to be married within a year.Do you know when youll go back on tour
again? Jeff asked.Originally, we were shooting for October, but with the
emotional problems Liam and I are having, were talking January now. Its not
definite though.The reason I asked is because we have a vacation home in northern
Minnesota and I was hoping you and Alethea could spend some time with us next
summer.Well, right now I dont have any idea what my summer schedule will look
like. We have a lot of concerts to make up and depending on how well the new CD
sells, we may add additional dates.Whoa! A new CD! Wait until I tell Jemma!
Shes your number one fan, you know. Caitlin exclaimed.Will you be coming out
here any time in the near future? Alethea asked.No, Jeff replied regretfully.
I wont be able to, but Cait certainly can if she wants to come.Now, Daddy, Ive
already said Id wait until we both can go.Colin noticed that neither of them
mentioned Mrs. Michaels or Father Michaels and he didnt feel comfortable asking
about them. He felt Alethea tug on his arm. He looked at her and she made a motion
for him to hit the mute button. Can you hang on for a second, Jeff?Sure.Colin
pressed the mute button. Whats wrong?Why dont we invite them to come here for
Christmas?Alethea, hes already said he cant come. I suppose he doesnt want to
come when there are so many things hanging unresolved.I bet hed reconsider if you
invited him.Colin sighed. Its not that I dont want to, but its our first
Christmas and I want it to be just us. Besides, mom has everybody over on Christmas
Eve and they wont feel comfortable coming with us, but we cant leave them here
alone either.I know, but it breaks my heart to think of them alone at Christmas.
Caitlin mentioned in her one letter that they werent close to her mothers family
and a lot of their friends had dropped them after finding out about Father
Michaels.Yeah, I remember, Colin said, frowning. He pushed the mute button.
Jeff? Alethea and I were talking and wed like it very much if you could spend
Christmas with us.Well, thats very kind of you both, but I dont know what might
happen in the next few months so I really dont feel as if I should make definite
plans.Colin knew he was referring obliquely to his home situation. Well, youve
got a standing invitation. Okay?I appreciate you and Alethea thinking about us,
Colin.Colin was silent for a moment then said, Well, I guess Id better let you
go, but were sure glad you called.Im glad I did, too, Colin.Call us again
anytime or well call you, Caitlin urged.Youd better or Ill be pissed! He
laughed.Well talk real soon, I promise, Jeff said.Okay. Talk to you both
soon.Goodbye, Jeff, Caitlin, Alethea said. After Colin hung up, Alethea
remarked, I think you and Jeff are off to a good start.I hope so. God knows
weve had enough false starts! Colin replied as he finished consuming his last
pancake. Im sure glad Caitlin was there though. Im not sure I couldve kept the
conversation going otherwise.I didnt mean to pressure you into inviting them for
Christmas.Its okay. I know how much the holidays mean to you. Well figure out
something. He gave her a hug that quickly turned into a passionate kiss.Alethea
gently disengaged herself from his embrace. I think wed better clear up this mess
first.Colin looked at the remains of their supper and laughed. Yeah, we might be
more comfortable.Together, they gathered up the leftovers, dishes and garbage and
took it downstairs into the kitchen. Colin put his arms around her and kissed her
neck. He slid his hands under her T-shirt and began caressing her breasts, feeling
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her nipples harden through the thin silk of her bra.Alethea leaned against him,
enjoying the feeling of his hands caressing her and growing wet in anticipation of
what was coming. Within a short time they were in such a state of arousal that they
left a trail of clothing from the kitchen to the door of their bedroom. Colin
grinned at Alethea mischievously. Were home again so we can make as much noise as
we want!Thats exactly what I had in mind! Alethea replied, reaching up and
pulling him down on top of her.
Chapter 47Caitlin immediately launched into her campaign to convince her father to
change his mind about Colins Christmas invitation when they finished talking to
Colin.Cait, they were just being nice. After all, its their first Christmas
together and Im sure they arent planning to have houseguests.We wouldnt have to
stay with Colin and Alethea, Caitlin argued. We could stay with grandpa and
grandma.Cait, we dont know whats going to happen with your mother or Dave so
theres no point in making any plans when we might have to cancel them very
suddenly.Why? Do you think moms going to change her mind about us? Lets get
real here, Daddy! Every time shes gone to court, weve been there for her and she
just looks right through us! We visit her every Sunday and its always the same
scenario the matron trudges out with that look of pity on her face and says mom
doesnt want to see us. Dave doesnt give a rats ass about anybody except
himself! Do you really think hell have a sudden attack of conscience and turn
himself in? I wonder now if he even has a conscience!Cait, weve got to try and
keep our family together.What family, Daddy? Right now, the only family we have
is grandpa, grandma, Colin and Alethea. Why should we continue to put our lives on
hold because of the choices mom and Dave willingly made?Jeff was silent for a
moment while he considered what Caitlin had said. Even though he hated to face the
facts, he knew she was right. Kathleen and Dave werent going to change so why
should they continue to suffer from the consequences of their actions and put their
lives on hold? He nodded. Okay. If your mothers attitude towards us hasnt
changed by the time shes released; Ill call Colin and accept his invitation, but
Ill tell him well stay with grandpa and grandma.What about Dave?Theres
nothing more we can do for Dave except pray he realizes the terrible things hes
done and turns himself in before he or somebody else gets hurt.Seeing he father was
feeling sad again; Caitlin gave him a big hug and said, Christmas this year will be
great!Jeff smiled. He could hardly stay glum when his daughter was so happy.
Youre right, Cait, it will be great!Im having second thoughts about this,
Colin, Alethea admitted as he was helping her put on her roller blades the next
morning. She was wearing shorts that showcased her long, slender legs and a tank
top.Dont tell me youre turning chicken! Colin teased her. He stood up, pulled
his hair back and put on a baseball cap backwards to keep it out of his face. He
looked over at McGregor, sitting in the Jeep. Hed refused to even consider
learning how to skate and was going to follow them in the Jeep.Of course not! She
exclaimed as he helped her get to her feet. She lurched forward on her skates.
Colin! He caught her before she could fall and she giggled helplessly. Colin
helped her straighten. Dont think about it just let your body do the driving.
They started off slowly with Alethea holding tightly to Colins arm. Soon her
confidence grew and she was skating along as if shed been on rollerblades all her
life.Okay. Im going to solo. She let go of his arm, but he continued to skate
close to her in case she got wobbly.Youre doing great so I think Ill skate on
ahead, Colin said.Alethea nodded then sighed as she watched him skate away with his
long hair flying. Actually, she didnt need exercise to speed up her heart
watching her husband did it just fine! He was wearing a pair of abbreviated; form
fitting knit shorts that led her to think about things other than skating. She
abruptly came out of her fantasy when she suddenly realized she couldnt stop
herself. Colin! I think theres something you forgot to show me!Colin, whod
been skating in front of her, turned just as she slammed into him, fortunately on
his left rather than his right side. He grabbed hold of her and held her until she
stopped rolling. Alethea giggled. I think you forgot to show me how to stop or
maybe you forgot accidentally on purpose?You mean so Id have an excuse to put my
arms around you? He teased.The thought had occurred to me among
others!Oh?When we get home, Ill show you!Lets go! They skated to where
McGregor was waiting and wasted little time in getting home.On Tuesday, Colin had
his second appointment with Doctor Hughes. He found it much easier this time to
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discuss his concerns with her. When he returned home, he found Alethea at work on
the third floor. She looked up in surprise then glanced at her watch. I was just
answering my e-mail. I didnt realize Id been at it so long. How did your session
go today?It was a lot easier talking to her this time than last time, Colin
replied, sitting down on the couch. I told her about whats happened with Jeff so
far. I told her I was worried about dad and Jeff not getting along and how I didnt
want to have to choose sides. He was silent for a moment as he reflected on what
else theyd discussed. Hed confided to her his suspicion Jeff might still have
feelings for his mother. He felt he was betraying his dad by keeping it secret even
though it would cause irreparable harm if he revealed it.What did she say?
Alethea asked, sitting down beside him.She said I couldnt make myself responsible
for what Jeff or dad might do. She said the only person I could be responsible for
was me.That sounds like good advice.Colin sighed. Its easier said than done!
He looked at Alethea. You never told me what you and Doctor Hughes talked
about.We talked mostly about you.It seems to be a popular subject!I told her
how much I dreaded the thought of you going back on tour so much so I wanted to
handcuff you to the post of our bed!Colin smiled. What did she say to that?She
said she understood my fear, but she didnt think keeping you handcuffed to me was
the solution to my fears. I agreed with her. I said if we tried smothering each
other out of fear of losing one another wed probably kill our marriage.Sounds
like you given this a lot of thought.I have, but it doesnt ease my fear of
loosing you.Are you going to continue seeing her?Yes. Its the only way to get
past this.I think youre making the right decision. They sat silently, Colin arm
around Alethea.He suddenly shook his head, as if to clear it, then asked, Anything
interesting on your email?Yes. I have a new assignment. Jazz wants me to
interview Centaur about their new CD next Friday in Los Angeles. He also wants you
to call him.Colin got through on Jazzs private number and spoke to him for several
minutes before hanging up. He turned back to Alethea. Jazz wants to interview me
while youre interviewing Centaur. We can get you moved, too.Yes! Alethea
sighed. It will be so nice to have my entire wardrobe and my own wheels
again.Im starving so Im going to fix lunch, he announced.Ill be down in a few
minutes.Colin paused in the doorway and grinned at Alethea. You know, you can
handcuff me to the bedpost any time you want!Alethea tossed one of the couch
pillows at him and giggled. Get out of here!Colin got a call from the architect
on Thursday, saying hed finished the plans for their pool house sooner than hed
thought he would and he could look them over at any time. He and Alethea
immediately went to the firm, viewed the plans and approved them. In addition,
Colin had already done some research and gotten the name of a builder and
contractor, specializing in restoring and repairing Victorian houses. He was going
to come over Monday, look at the house and the plans then give him an estimate on
the cost of the job. By Thursday evening, Colin was visibly nervous about the
broadcast of his interview with CNN.Colin put his arm around Alethea as they sat
down to watch the interview. Ive gone over and over what I said. Im sure I
didnt say anything that might be construed as being prejudicial to Father Michaels
getting a fair trial.Well, then put it out of your mind, Alethea urged.The
interview opened with John Richards saying the program was broadcasting from the
deck of Colins home in Sausalito. Youre a native of San Francisco?Actually, I
was born in Berkeley, but Ive lived in and around San Francisco all my life. I
could never live any place else.Do you ever worry about the Big One?Every time I
feel a tremor I wonder, but I have to admit since getting married, I do think about
it more.Id like to offer you and Alethea our belated congratulations on your
marriage.Thanks, John. Colin paused then asked, If you dont mind, there are
some things Id like to say before we get started.The floor is yours, Colin.Colin
once again thanked his fans for their support and told them how much hed
appreciated it. He went on to condemn the people claiming to be fans of his who
were sending threatening letters and making nasty phone calls to Father Michaels
family. These people are not my fans. No fan of mine is doing this crap!
Finally, he assured the fans in New Orleans he didnt blame the city in any way for
what had happened to him and Unforgiven was looking forward to performing there
again.Before this tragedy occurred, you had no idea your alleged assailant was your
half-brother?No. I knew very little about my biological father. See, my parents
were barely out of high school when they married and their marriage only lasted a
short time. After they split up, my father left the Bay area. By the time my mother
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found out she was pregnant, she had no idea where hed gone and he had no reason to
stay in contact with her. Colin shrugged.So he never knew hed had a son?No,
and in the intervening years, theyd both remarried and had families by their second
marriages.Caitlin, who was watching the interview with her father, felt surprised
to hear Colin fudging the facts. Daddy, he kind of shaded the truth a bit
there.Not really, Cait. He merely left out the fact Amanda and I split up because
I ran out on her. I suspect he doesnt want to embarrass her.I think hes trying
not to embarrass you either, Daddy.Colin maternal grandparents were also watching
and his grandmother practically exploded when she heard what he said. I dont know
how Colin can defend that no-good Jeff Michaels! Why if Peter hadnt been in love
with Amanda and looked after her while she was pregnant, God knows what might have
happened to them!Im sure he did to spare Amanda any embarrassment, Eileen.I
cant understand why he even wants anything to do with that skunk! None of that
family ever gave a damn about him until now!Luke and Nora did contact us about
Amanda and Colin that one time, Ted Scott reminded his wife.We agreed to tell them
nothing so they couldnt try to get custody of Colin! Amanda didnt need to loose
her baby to them after being hurt so deeply by their rotten son!Richards suddenly
shifted the topic. Were you scared when you walked into that warehouse?Colin
ducked his head and said nothing for a moment. He had a faraway look in his eyes
when he began speaking again. I was terrified! Im no hero and I knew there was a
good chance I wasnt going to be walking back out of there. Id just gotten married
that morning and I did not want to die!Amanda, who was watching the broadcast with
Peter, Liam, and Debbie suddenly got up and walked into the dining room.Mandy?
Peter called, getting up too.I cant watch this, Peter; its too hard, she
motioned towards the television screen. Colins gripping the arm of that chaise so
hard his knuckles are white!Peter put his arms around her and held her. Im sure
Colin wouldnt be talking about this if he didnt want to. Remember they did ask
him if any topics were off limits.I remember. She buried her face in Peters
shoulder. Its just so hard listening to this. We almost lost him.I know,
Mandy, but maybe its helping Colin when he talks about it.Amanda wiped her face
and tried to smile. I suppose.Liam and Debbie were silent, both remembering their
own experiences with Father Michaels.Why didnt you let the police handle it?
Richards asked.I couldnt risk Liams life.Do you remember being stabbed?Colin
ducked his head again and said softly, Yes. He shifted uncomfortably. If you
dont mind, Id rather not talk about this, John.Of course. He nodded
understandingly. When did you find out about your biological father?Colin
squinted while he thought back. I think it was a couple of days after it happened.
My parents told me hed come to New Orleans when hed heard about what happened and
he wanted to see me.What was your reaction?Colin smiled faintly. I was less
than thrilled, but he came to visit me and we started talking.How did he find out
you were his son?Hed seen the cover story on Unforgiven in People Weekly. I
guess his co-workers were kidding him about our resemblance. He started to wonder
so he hired a private investigator.Do you have any idea why Father Michaels
allegedly tried to kill you?Colin shrugged. No. He shook his head. What
happened to me will be with me the rest of my life, but there were some good things
that came out it.Such as meeting your biological father?Yes, and finding out I
have a sister. He smiled widely. I always wanted a sister! I also found out I
have another set of grandparents too.Luke and Nora were also watching the interview
and they smiled at each other as Colin spoke about them. Maybe he was warming up a
bit towards them.The interview shifted into other areas of discussion. Colin told
Richards about Unforgivens plans to begin recording a six-song CD in October and it
should be in the stores in December.When do you think youll be back on
tour?Were aiming for January right now.Are you nervous about going back on
tour?Yeah, he admitted. Its never going to be the same. I know Im going to
cringe and jump back every time somebody rushes up to me. Ill always be thinking
theyre going to pull out a knife. I know also Ill always be wondering about whose
sitting in the audience.You mean if your alleged assailant isnt arrested?Even
if he is caught. Colin motioned to somebody off-camera. He got up then came back
with Alethea. I want to introduce my bride to everyone. This is Alethea.She
smiled and nodded nervously. Hello.Im happy to meet you, Alethea, as Im sure
our viewers are. I see Colins reputation for beautiful women isnt exaggerated.
He turned back to Colin. One final question Colin shut off the television. So,
what do you think?I think I want to know what he meant by your reputation for
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beautiful women.Well, he was paying you a compliment, of course! He paused then
continued, You knew I wasnt exactly a monk before we met. Im sure your
co-workers had some stories to tell when they found out we were dating.Alethea
smiled faintly. They said you werent big on commitment.Well, commitment becomes
very easy when you find the right woman.And the right man also.Colin smiled, put
his arm around her and suggested, Why dont we go upstairs and recommit ourselves,
Mrs. Matthews? He chuckled. I suppose your co-workers warned you I was a sex
fiend, too?Alethea giggled. Actually, the only thing they really wanted to know
was if the rumor about She started giggling so hard she couldnt finish her
sentence.Colin knew what rumor she was referring to and rolled his eyes. God! He
looked at Alethea who was smiling impishly. What did you tell them?I just smiled
pleasurably and let them draw their own conclusions!Colin laughed and shook his
head. Honestly! I have absolutely no idea how that rumor got started, Alethea!She
pinched his rear and teased, Well, its not entirely
unfounded!
Chapter 48Colin and Alethea drove to Hillsborough on Sunday for the reception his
mother had planned. The number of cars parked in the driveway and in front of the
house attested to the number of relatives and friends attending it.Didnt mom say
it was going to be a small reception? This looks more like a Star Trek
convention! Colin muttered as he parked his Patriot a half-block from the house.
Dont be shocked if my maternal grandparents start in about Jeff first thing! He
warned Alethea before he opened the front door. No sooner had they entered the
foyer than two sets of grandparents engulfed them with hugs. They inundated Colin
with questions and concerns about his health.Im fine, He assured them. Im
completely healed and theres been no permanent damage.No thanks to Jeff Michaels
and his son! Grandma Eileen boomed. Grandpa and I werent at all surprised to
hear it was his son who did this to you!Colin sighed then said reasonably, Come
on, Grandma, thats not fair. He isnt responsible for what his son did anymore
than Grandpa and Grandma Michaels are responsible for him splitting on mom.I think
he has a lot of nerve trying to push back into your life when he refused to take any
responsibility for you twenty-eight years ago. I cant understand why youre
letting him either, Colin!Colin made the decision to see Jeff, Eileen. Jeff
didnt force him into a relationship, Grandma Beth said softly, but forcefully.Can
we table this discussion until another time? Colin requested.We dont want you to
feel as if were nagging you about Jeff, Grandpa Ted explained. Eileen and I are
just concerned youre going to get hurt.Colin smiled. I know, Grandpa, and I
really appreciate your concern. He gave both his grandparents a hug.Grandpa Roger
took up the slack. He greeted Alethea with a hug, announcing to the room, Well,
didnt I tell you Colin had found himself another beauty?Alethea smiled. I heard
that from somebody else just recently.And he didnt let you get away, Alethea,
Roger teased.No, Grandpa, I didnt, Colin acknowledged. He took Aletheas arm and
quickly steered her in another direction before his grandfather could spill the
beans about any of his former girlfriends.Is there something you dont want your
grandfather telling me? She teased.No, of course not. After Colin had
introduced Alethea to everyone who hadnt been able to make it to their wedding, his
aunt, Angie, took her into Peters study for their promised, overdue chat. Colin
went in search of his parents. He found his mom in the kitchen. He gave her a hug.
Hi Mom! Hows it going?Its fine. Hows everything with you and Alethea?Its
been really good, lately.Im sorry about mom and dad starting in about Jeff the
moment you came in the door. They were quite upset about what you said on CNN.
They felt you were excusing what hed done.Do you and dad think thats what I
did?No. We thought you handled it very well and were glad to let sleeping dogs
lie.I talked to Jeff last Sunday.What did he say?He asked me to apologize to
you for what he said when we had that fight.Tell him Ive forgotten it
completely. Otherwise, how did it go?Okay. He shrugged. We didnt get into
anything too deep. He smiled suddenly. I did get to talk to Caitlin. Shes
really got lots of spirit! I think youd really like her, Mom.Maybe, youll
introduce us sometime. Have they heard anymore from Father Michaels?They didnt
say and I didnt ask, but I think they wouldve told me if they had heard anything.
They didnt want to talk about him or Mrs. Michaels.Well, thats understandable.
She picked up a platter of fried chicken. Would you grab those other two bowls for
me?Sure. He followed her into the dining room, setting the bowls on the table.
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Wheres Deb?Shes upstairs studying. Maybe I can convince her to take a break
and come down.Have you seen Liam?Not since Angie and her family arrived.I
think Ill go look for him.Okay. Ill see you later.Colin went to look for Liam
and found him sitting on the staircase, talking with some of their cousins. Hi,
Colin! Liam gave him a hug. I was going to say hello to you and Alethea first
thing, but the grandparents got to you first.Well, this is the first theyve seen
us since our wedding. Colin chatted with his cousins for a while and after they
left he sat on the step beside his brother.Liam studied him carefully. So, married
life is great, huh? You look really happy.It is and I am! Its great knowing
Aletheas there when I come home. He picked at a loose thread on the carpet.
Its comforting to know shes there when I wake up scared shitless at night.Are
you still having nightmares?I havent had one lately, Colin replied, crossing his
fingers. I think Im slowly starting to get things straight in my mind with help
from Doctor Hughes.I have an appointment with her next week. You really like her,
huh?I do and I know shes helping me. He laughed suddenly and nudged Liam. So,
whats happening with you and Alison?Liam blushed and smiled. We try to talk two
or three times a week and we e-mail each other just about every day. Alisons
started her second year of nursing school and its keeping her really busy. She
wants me to come to her graduation in June and bring my family. I told her Id try,
but I didnt know what our summer schedule would be like so I couldnt plan too much
ahead.Find out the exact date and Ill make sure we have a couple of days
free.That would be great, Colin because I really do want to go. He smiled
again. Alison has been thinking about looking for a job in San Francisco after
graduation.How do you feel about that?Id really like it! Its hard being three
thousand miles apart!What do mom and dad think about her?Theyve talked to her
when shes called and they really like her. He grimaced and said, I guess Ill
have to meet her family eventually.Colin chuckled. Undoubtedly.Were you nervous
about meeting Aletheas family?I was terrified actually! He laughed. Hey!
Wouldnt it be weird if we both married Southern ladies?Whoa! I think youre
jumping the gun a bit, Colin!Maybe, but I think not, he teased. So besides
courting Alison; what else have you been doing?Well, Ive been working on a couple
of songs for the new CD. Ones almost done, but the other one isnt going as
fast.Well, if you need any help with it, give me a call.If Im still stuck in a
few days I might do that.Alethea suddenly appeared from the living room. Here you
are! She said to Colin. She gave Liam a hug. How have you been, Liam?Liam
shrugged. You know, some days are better than others.Colin and I are always here
if you need us.I know. Thanks, Alethea.Did you and Angie have a nice talk?
Colin asked.Oh, yes! Very interesting!Colin got to his feet. Im going to talk
to dad. He went into the kitchen and found his father refilling a bowl with potato
salad. Can I talk to you, Dad if youre not too busy?Sure. Let me finish this
first. When Peter returned he suggested they go outside. They sat by the
fishpond. The Koi immediately came to the surface with their mouths open. Colin
reached down, got a handful of pellets out of the jar beside the bench and tossed
them into the water. They watched as the Koi swam frantically around, gobbling the
pellets.You know, I never can figure out how they know when somebodys here, Colin
remarked.Ive come to the conclusion they feel the vibrations inside the pond when
somebody walks up and they come to the surface.Colin nodded. That makes
sense.What did you want to talk to me about, Colin?Its about Jeff. Colin
explained about the phone conversation hed had with Jeff. I guess I need to know
that my having a relationship with him is okay with you because Im feeling like a
Judas!Peter smiled and gave him a hug. Colin, do you remember what I said to you
in the hospital?Yes.Well, I havent changed my mind. He ruffled Colins hair
affectionately. Im not the least bit insecure about your having a relationship
with Jeff.Colin smiled. Thanks, Dad, and I want you to know youll always be my
only father and I love you.Thanks for saying that, Colin. It means a lot to me.
He took a deep breath. I know eventually you and Alethea will have children and
there will be times when Jeff and I will be unavoidably thrown together. I promise
Ill work on moderating my behavior towards him because I dont want my
grandchildren feeling like they have to choose between us.I know youll do whats
best, Dad because youre a good person. Colin got to his feet. I guess wed
better go back inside before mom sends out a posse. Thanks for listening.You know
you can always talk to me about anything thats on your mind.I know. Thanks.
When they came back inside, they saw Debbie was in the kitchen, filling a plate with
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food. Im glad youve decided to take a break from studying to join the party,
Deb, Peter said.Actually, I just came down to get something to eat.Well, you
know youre welcome to join us if you want, Peter said before he left.She nodded in
reply and smiled. Colin sat down at the table. How are you doing, Deb?Better.
Your parents have been so good to me. They treat me like their own daughter.Well,
they think of you as their daughter, Colin replied with a smile. Hows school
going?I really like it! The curriculum has a lot more to choose from than my
other school did. The kids Ive met have been really nice too. She suddenly gave
Colin a shy smile. Theres this one guyI see His name is Cody Williams and
hes tutoring me in computer science. Hes really nice. I really like him and I
think he likes me too. Hes president of the student council, hes on the debate
team, and he plays on the basketball team, too.A man of many talents, huh?Hes
also awesomely cute and Im hoping hell ask me to homecoming.I dont doubt for a
moment he will!Amanda came into the kitchen and smiled when she saw Debbie. I was
just going upstairs to see if I could coax you into coming downstairs, Deb. She
put her arm around her. Come with me. I want everybody to meet you.Debbie looked
uncertain. I dont know, Amanda. Its a family gathering.Amanda gave her a
gentle shake. And youre part of our family now, Deb.Colin laughed, shook his
head and crossed his arms. Mom has her mind made up and take it from me theres
no gainsaying her! He followed them into the living room and while Amanda
introduced Debbie he glanced around for Alethea. He finally spotted her in a corner
of the living room with Grandma Beth and Angie. The three of them had their heads
together and were giggling suspiciously. He waited until his mom had introduced
Debbie to them before going over there. Whats so funny? He sat down at
Aletheas feet.Alethea started to giggle again. Your grandmother and Angie were
just telling me how you flashed the neighborhood!Flashed and mooned it at the same
time! Angie joked as she ruffled his hair.Colin groaned inwardly. They told that
same story to every girlfriend hed had since he was fourteen! I was only two and
I didnt know I wasnt supposed to be taking a walk in my birthday suit.Colin
still has a penchant for shocking the neighborhood! Alethea teased and told them
about his experience with Mrs. Von Neumann. They were laughing uproariously by the
time she finished.Yeah, but Alethea didnt tell me anybody was watching until I was
all the way out of the pool! Colin laughed. By the time they were ready to go
home they had accepted several dinner invitations, including one with Grandpa and
Grandma Scott. Colin supposed his grandmother was going to use it as an opportunity
to continue her tirade against Jeff.Tired? Colin asked Alethea as they drove
home.No. Why?I thought we could stop over at my grandparents for awhile. As I
told Jeff I wasnt exactly Mr. Friendly when mom took me over there.Its fine with
me.Luke answered the door when they rang. Colin, its nice to see you again.
Please come in.Nora was coming in from the kitchen, coffee pot in hand. She
quickly set it down as she saw Colin and asked, How are you, Colin?Much better
than the last time I was here.Have you eaten yet? Luke asked.Colin held up his
hands. Mom had a reception for the people who werent able to come to New Orleans
for our wedding and were stuffed. He drew Alethea to him. Id like you to meet
my wife, Alethea.Its very nice to meet you, Alethea, Nora said. This is my
husband, Luke.Its wonderful to meet you, Alethea, Luke said. I dont suppose
you even have room for a dish of my homemade fudge, walnut ice cream? He
coaxed.Well, maybe I have just enough room for one dish, Colin decided.How about
you, Alethea?She sighed. I shouldnt, but Im going to have a dish. They sat
down at the dining room table. Nora poured them coffee while Luke got the ice
cream.Yum! Alethea exclaimed after taking a bite. This is delicious! I second
the motion! Colin said.Nora couldnt help herself and leaned over, clasped Colins
hand, giving it a squeeze. Were so happy you and Jeff have settled your
differences.Im really glad he called me, Colin replied.Weve invited Caitlin
and Jeff to spend Christmas with us, Alethea said. But he said with things being
the way they are he couldnt make any definite plans.We all seem to want to
believe that things will work out and everything will be all right, Nora replied.
Sometimes I think were deluding ourselves tremendously.Nora and I are hoping
once things are finally settled we can convince Jeff and Caitlin to move here. Im
sure Jeff could find a job easily and Caitlin could finish school at San Francisco
State or Berkeley.Whats Jeffs line of work? I dont think he told me and I
dont recall Caitlin mentioning it, Colin asked.Hes an investment broker for IDS
Financial Services, Nora replied. Im sure hed have no trouble finding a job
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out here. She sighed again. We think about Jeff and Caitlin every day. Theyre
all alone and they have nobody close by they can turn to for support.Well, now
they have Colin and I as well as you two. They can call any of us at any time,
Alethea said.I told Nora that, but she worries. He smiled at his wife. Colins
expression suddenly turned serious. Ive wanted to ask you about something you
said when I was here with mom.What was that?Remember when you told mom you and
grandpa contacted Grandpa and Grandma Scott, trying to find mom and me?Yes?What
were you planning to do if youd found us?What do you mean, Colin? Luke
asked.Well, you werent going to try and take me away from mom, were you?Heavens
no! Nora appeared plainly shocked by Colins question. We felt so guilty about
what Jeff had done and we were very concerned Amanda might be having a hard time by
herself with a new baby. We wanted to tell her she was welcome to stay with us for
as long as she needed or wanted to stay.Thank you for being honest with me.They
stayed a bit longer and then said goodbye, promising to stop by again.They seem
very nice, Alethea said.Yes, they do, Colin replied. But Im just not ready to
open up to them quite yet.He pulled into the driveway and the motion-sensor lights
came on, lighting the entire front yard. Now thats more like it! Colin
remarked. After locking up and activating the security alarm he activated his cell
phone and saw he had a voicemail message. Im going to bed, Alethea said with a
yawn. Are you coming?Im going to call Jazz back before I go to bed. He called
Jazz then shut off the lights and went upstairs. He noticed Aletheas bedside lamp
was off and she appeared to be asleep. He undressed and got into bed. He touched
her arm. Alethea?She rolled over on her back. What?Jazz said he would be
hosting the Headbangers Ball on MTV this week and wants me to co-host. I told him
he should really tap Mace or Jake for that, but he insisted.Are you going to do
it?I told him I would, but it means we wont be able to get much packing done. I
was thinking Ill ask Liam to come along and give us a hand. You can tell us what
you want us to pack before you leave for your interview.Not my clothes, dishes or
glassware, please, She murmured.No, Colin chuckled. Well leave those for
you.Are we driving or flying?I figured wed fly down, rent a 4x4, and drive it
back.Good. Some things I want to take back myself.When are the rest of your
things supposed to arrive?The movers promised me by Monday or Tuesday at the
latest of next week.Well have to decide what to keep of my furniture and what to
put in storage before we leave on Friday.I want to paint those three rooms,
too.We can do that on Tuesday.Its going to be a hectic week for us, Alethea
predicted.
Chapter 49The builder came early on Monday. He studied the blueprint of the house
and the plans for the new addition then toured the house, inside and outside. After
much discussion, he and Colin came to a fair price that included the cost of labor
and materials. He and Alethea spent the rest of the day, deciding which of his
furniture to keep and what to store. Colin and McGregor loaded the furniture that
hadnt made the cut into a rental truck and took it to storage. That evening they
had supper at Grandpa and Grandma Scotts home. Colin knew his grandmother had
every intention of continuing her denunciation of Jeff so he decided to head her off
before she could work up a head of steam.Grandma, I know you dont like Jeff
because he ran out on mom, but if he hadnt, he and mom probably wouldve muddled
along in a miserable marriage until I was old enough to leave home. When he left,
he freed mom to marry the man she really loved and whos been a great father to
me.Then why do you want to endanger everything by bringing him back into our
lives? Everything he comes in contact with turns into a disaster! Why, look at his
family!Come on, Grandma, be fair! Hes not to blame for the things they did.
Theyre adults and they made their own decisions. Ive talked with mom and dad
about this and theyre okay with it. He got up from the table and gave them a
hug. Dont worry so much, okay?While Colin was seeing Doctor Hughes on Tuesday,
Alethea went shopping. When she returned to pick him up he could see her visible
excitement. You look ready to burst! Whats up?Colin, I found the most
beautiful antique dining room set! I also found a beautiful crystal chandelier for
the dining room and a Victorian-looking ceiling light for the living room!Lets go
have a look at them. They returned to the antique store and Alethea showed him
what shed found. As Colin pulled out his debit card he joked, You know youre
going to have to call an electrician for those lights. Im afraid you didnt marry
Mr. Fix-it! He paid extra to have them store their purchases until they finished
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the pool house.On their way home they stopped at a paint store and purchased several
gallons of paint, specially mixed, and two power rollers plus accessories. They
opened the windows and started in painting immediately after lunch. It took about
three hours to change the dining room to a mellow ivory cream and the living room to
a softer peach color.It looks much warmer in here now, Colin commented looking
around. Before they began painting the master bedroom, he challenged Alethea to a
race.Sure! Ill beat you easily! She declared, climbing up on the ladder.Yeah?
What makes you think so? He asked as he opened the balcony door and the
windows.Youll be too busy watching my ass to paint thats how I know! She
teased him.Colin grinned lasciviously. Well, you definitely do have an ass worth
watching! It took them under an hour to transform the master bedroom from white to
eggshell. They sat out on the balcony afterwards, catching their breaths. This
house is starting to look like a home instead of just some place I inhabit, Colin
remarked, putting his arm around Alethea.Im glad the previous owners didnt paint
over all the woodwork like in the kitchen or this job would have been a lot harder
and taken a lot longer. They cleaned up, took the leftover paint and the painting
equipment out to the garage.How long do you think it will take to finish the pool
house? Alethea asked.Id guess about three months, but theres going to be a lot
of noise and dirt flying around here in the meantime.Thats why I wanted to get
this done before they start digging the pool. They walked back inside. Colin
sniffed and shook his head. I think were going to have to leave the windows open
all night.We wont be able to put the alarm on either and Buck wont like that,
Alethea remarked.They had supper on the deck and since it was a mild night, they
spent the reminder of the evening sitting outside. When McGregor came by he wasnt
pleased to hear the windows would have to remain open. He scratched his jaw.
Well, I guess I could bring my sleeping bag up and sleep in the living
room.Whatever you think is best is okay with me, Colin replied.The next morning
Colin and Alethea were up early and with McGregors help, they drained the waterbed,
moved it and the rest of the bedroom furniture into the master bedroom. Colin began
the process of refilling the waterbed.Im leaving now, Colin, McGregor said.
Give me a call if you need anything else.Can you help me move my entertainment
center into the living room tomorrow?Sure. Ill be by about ten, okay?Great!
Thanks for the extra security last night and for helping with this today.No
problem.Alethea came into the room, carrying things to put back into her cedar
chest. Im going upstairs, check my e-mail and do some preparation for my Centaur
interview.Okay. After she left he checked the waterbed then called
Jeff.Hello?Hi, Caitlin! Its Colin.Hi, Colin! Whats going on?Im calling
to tell you Im going to be co-hosting MTVs Headbangers Ball Saturday night with
Jazz.Well be sure and watch it. Caitlin paused then continued, Colin, I want
to tell you how much we appreciate what you said on CNN not only about the letters
and phone calls, but what you didnt say about daddy.Well, I didnt see any point
in digging up the past. Have the letters and phone calls stopped?Yes, we havent
gotten any letters or calls for a couple of days now. She sighed. Listen, Colin
I wish I could talk longer, but Ive got to get to class. Ill tell daddy you
called.Tell him we wont be home tonight, but we will be home all day tomorrow if
he wants to call us.Ill be sure and let him know. Tell Alethea I said, hi?I
will, Colin promised. They said goodbye and Colin checked the waterbed. He
decided it was full to its capacity and shut off the water. He disconnected the
hose, added conditioner, burped it, and put the cap on. He plugged it into the
outlet and set the thermostat. His cell rang just as he finished. Hello?Colin?
Cait said you called.Yeah, I just wanted to let you know about MTV.She mentioned
that. I think shes already marked it on the calendar so we wont forget. How are
you doing?Pretty good, I havent had any nightmares since Ive started
therapy.Im glad its helping you cope. Hows Alethea?Shes fine, too. Colin
wondered briefly if Jeff was trying to find out, in a roundabout way, whether she
was pregnant. God knows; his grandmother certainly hadnt been shy about
asking!Will you give her my love?I will. Shes got an interview with Centaur on
Friday.Jeff chuckled. Cait just bought their new CD and shes playing it
constantly! Im beginning to hear it in my sleep!Teenagers! Colin
laughed.Colin, I want to thank you for the things you said and didnt say in your
interview.Caitlin told me the letters and phone calls have stopped. Please let me
know immediately if they start again.I will.As to that other matter, I really
dont see any point in continually digging up the past. Grandma and Grandpa Scott
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werent too pleased with what I said. Theyre very opinionated, to say the least,
but they shouldnt hold a grudge against you for something you did when you were
younger than Liam.I really cant blame them for theyre hard feelings. They
didnt trust me from the first and I never tried to change their opinion of me. If
the truth be known, I did everything possible to worsen it.Well, at that age, you
dont think much past the next day. I know I didnt, Colin admitted. I guess Id
better let you get back to work. Grandma says youre an investment broker. Mom
never mentioned what your college major was so I didnt know.Probably because when
we were married the only thing I was interested in majoring in was the next party.
Amanda, however, always knew exactly what she was going to do with her
life.Knowing how my grandmothers always been, that isnt surprising! Colin
replied, chuckling. By the way, mom asked me to tell you she accepts your
apology.Im glad because I dont want to be at odds with your mother and make you
feel as if you have to choose sides.I appreciate that.How is your
mother?Fine. Busy as usual. They talked for a few minutes longer than said
goodbye. Colin coiled up the hose and took it outside to the garage. He came back
inside and went upstairs to the office.Alethea looked up as he came in. Is the
waterbed filled?Yes. He sat down on the couch. I talked to Jeff and Caitlin.
They said to say, hi, for them and give you their love.Thats nice of them. Did
they say anything about your interview?They both said they appreciated what I said
about the phone calls and the letters and what I didnt say about Jeff.Have those
crank calls and letter stopped?Caitlin said they stopped within a couple of days
of the broadcast. I told Jeff to let me know right away if they start again.She
smiled. It sounds like thing are working out well with you and Jeff.Colin
shrugged. Yeah, but Im just taking it one day at a time.They had supper with
Beth and Roger Matthews that night. They lived in a big, roomy house in Berkeley
that was close to the University. When Colin got out of the Jeep he looked around
him and then remarked. Its kind of disconcerting to realize the entire
neighborhood knows what you look like naked!Supper, as usual, was delicious. After
they ate, Colins grandparents presented Colin and Alethea with their wedding gift,
a beautiful Victorian comforter. They went back into the living room and Grandma
Beth showed Alethea the scrapbooks she had of Colins early career. As they were
driving back to Sausalito, Colin chuckled again. You know, if any media person
ever wants to know anything about my early career, I think Ill refer them to
grandma. When they got home they made up their waterbed with the new
comforter.Once I get this room completely finished, you wont even recognize it,
Alethea declared enthusiastically.Im looking forward to it.The next morning while
Alethea went to her appointment with Doctor Hughes, Colin and McGregor moved his
entertainment center from the dining room into the living room. Colin turned it
on. All right, CNN! Colin cheered then joked, I was about to start having
withdrawal pains!What time are we leaving tomorrow? McGregor asked.Is
seven-thirty okay for you?He groaned, but said, Okay. Ill see you then.Alethea
was packing a suitcase for Los Angeles when the phone rang. Colin answered
it.Hello? Hi, Deb! Whats up? He listened for a moment then said, He did?
See, I told you he would! No, shes right here. Just a minute. He handed the
phone to Alethea. Its Deb. She wants to ask you something.Alethea took the
phone from him. Hi, Deb! What can I do for you? She listened for several
minutes then replied, Sure, Id be glad to help you. Well probably be seeing you
on Saturday so we can talk more about it then. Okay. Bye, Deb. Im glad Cody
asked Deb to the dance, Colin remarked.She asked me if I could help her with her
hair and make-up. I told her I would.She thinks a lot of you, Colin commented.
He picked up his copy of The San Francisco Examiner and continued reading it.Well,
I hope everything goes okay for her and Cody doesnt turn out to be a jerk!
Alethea said. She carefully folded the clothes he was going to wear on the
Headbangerss Ball
and put them into the suitcase. You know, I think you look incredibly sexy in
these black jeans! She sat down beside him. Of course, I think you look
incredibly sexy without them, too!Colin tossed the paper aside and laid his glasses
on the nightstand. Why dont we leave the rest of the packing until morning? He
suggested as he worked his way down the row of buttons on the front of her dress.I
thought you wanted to get an early start? She teased as he pulled her dress off
her shoulders and began kissing her neck.Well, since were obviously going to bed
earlier than usual It all evens out, she finished for him as he pulled her down
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on top of him.Liam arrived a little after seven the next morning since they were
planning to catch the eight oclock shuttle to Los Angeles. He parked his Liberty
in the garage and went into the house. He was carrying a duffel bag and sleeping
bag under his arm. Since McGregor hadnt arrived yet, Liam had a cup of coffee with
Colin and Alethea while they waited.Boy! Debbie sure is excited about that
dance!She told me Amanda and her were going shopping for her dress tomorrow,
Alethea said.Colin chuckled and shook his head. It must be different for girls. I
cant recall ever being excited about a dance.Probably because you never went to
one either, Colin! Liam replied pointedly. You were always off playing in some
garage band.True! He laughed. Probably why I couldnt ever keep a girlfriend
either!How many girlfriends are we talking about? Alethea inquired.Whoa! Do
you know the definition of infinite, Alethea? Liam joked.Hes exaggerating,
Colin said.Not by much!McGregor arrived and they left for the airport in a taxi.
The shuttle got them to Los Angeles in a short time. Colin rented a 4x4 and they
drove to Aletheas former home. Alethea glanced at the drawn blinds doubtfully as
Colin helped her out and said, I hope Mace remembered we were coming today.He was
probably out late last night and overslept, Colin replied. He rang the doorbell,
waited for a few moments then rang it again.Mace isnt home, A somewhat deep voice
behind them announced. Everybody but Alethea turned in surprise to find a rather
haughty looking older woman.Hello, Mrs. Von Neumann, Alethea said, smiling and
extending her hand. Mrs. Von Neumann took it.Hello, Alethea. Mace told me youd
gotten married. My congratulations. She appeared to be in her early seventies,
tall and thin with a regal carriage. She dressed very stylishly and her short,
white-blond hair was cut and styled in a punk-like hairdo.Thank you. Id like you
to meet my husband, Colin Matthews. Colin, this is Marguerite Von Neumann. She
looked him up and down then extended her hand. How do you do.Colin smiled and
took her hand, hoping his face wasnt flushing too noticeably. Out of the corner of
his eye he could see Liam smirking. Nice to meet you.This is Colins brother,
Liam and his bodyguard, Buck McGregor.McGregor nodded at her. Nice to know
you.She looked from Liam to Colin and back to Liam. You two are only
half-brothers, arent you? You certainly dont look anything alike.Yup, Liam
replied cheerfully, ignoring her rude remark.Colin turned to Alethea. Well, if
Mace isnt home, well have to wait until he shows up unless you still have a key?
I gave mine to him.She shook her head. No. I gave all of them to Mace.Mace
keeps an extra key buried under that shrub right there, Mrs. Von Neumann said,
pointing.Just then Maces Mustang pulled up in front. He jumped out and hurried
over to them. Sorry! I meant to get here before you did, but I
overslept.Overslept with whom? Mrs. Von Neumann asked tartly.Mace grinned.
Nobody youve ever met.I certainly hope you used protection then!Always. Mace
unlocked the front door and they all went inside.God! Is there anything that woman
doesnt know or wont ask! Colin muttered to Alethea.She giggled and teased,
Well, she certainly knows all about you!Dont remind me!Before she left for her
interview with Centaur, Alethea told Colin, Liam and McGregor what she wanted them
to pack. Mrs. Von Neumann surprised everyone by offering to pack Aletheas clothes
for her.Thats very kind of you, but its too much work, she
protested.Nonsense! She replied briskly. Ill have that much out of the way by
the time you come back.Thats true. I appreciate whatever help you can
give.Great! Colin groused to Liam on his way out to the patio. Now she can
tell the entire neighborhood what kind of underwear my wife fancies! He went
outside to collect the plants she kept by the pool and put them into boxes.Alethea
came up behind him. Ill see you later, Colin.He got to his feet, brushing off
his hands. Be real careful, okay?I will. If youre worried about me being
car-jacked dont be. I took a course in defensive driving this spring and I
graduated at the top of my class!Colin wrapped his arms around her. Hey! I love
you so Im entitled to worry! He kissed her.Alethea ran her hands down his back
and cupped his ass. I think we should go for a swim tonight. What do you
think?I think thats a great idea!While Colin, Liam, and McGregor kept packing,
Mrs. Von Neumann continued to help. She finished packing Aletheas clothes and then
started packing the dishes, glassware and silverware. Colin was loading some boxes
into the 4x4 when Alethea pulled up behind him. Hi! How did it go with
Centaur?Great! Theyre all really nice guys. Hows the packing coming?I think
were ahead of schedule mostly due to Mrs. Von Neumann, Colin admitted. He was
taking a break later and having a glass of iced tea when Mace came in and got a cold
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beer out of the refrigerator. So, whats Jake been up to lately? Ive tried
calling him a few times, but hes never home.Like all of us, hes busy writing
songs for the new CD. I think hes been working mostly at the studio so thats
probably why you havent been able to reach him.Yeah, I didnt think to try
there.Hes also been flying to New York a lot to visit Vanessa. He didnt want
you to know because he didnt want you to start teasing him about the bridal bouquet
crap again.Ill be damned! Colin replied.They finished up packing late in the
afternoon except for some odds and ends that could wait until morning. McGregors
friend, Eddie Cole, came for his interview with Alethea.What do you think? Colin
asked her after the interview.I like him. He knows his stuff and best of all he
knows how to be discreet. I told him the job was his if he wants it.Good! Colin
replied, running a hand through his thick hair. Thats one less thing I have to
worry about! They had a light supper then Colin and Alethea got ready to leave for
the MTV.Good luck on the show, Liam said. Mace and I are going club-hopping so
we wont be here when you get back.Colin caught his breath, but forced himself to
say nonchalantly, Okay. Have a good time.Liam laughed. With Mace, Id say
thats a given!After Liam had gone, Colin pulled McGregor aside and asked, Can you
do me a favor? Colin told him about Liam and Mace going out and confessed his
concern about Liam. Id feel much better if I knew you were along keeping an eye
on things.I can do that. McGregor agreed. In fact, I could use some R&R
myself.Thanks.When Colin and Alethea returned to the house after his appearance
on MTV they found they had the house to themselves. Colin smiled at her and raised
his eyebrows. Well, things certainly worked out to our advantage.Ill race you
to the pool! Alethea quickly slipped out of her clothes and ran out the door.
Colin ditched his clothes also and ran after her. I win! She cried, diving into
the pool. Colin dived in after her. He surfaced, pushed his hair out of his face
and looked around for her. She was at the other end of the pool. She waved at him
and called, Are you going to stay there all night?Not on your life! Colin
yelled back. He started swimming quickly towards Alethea when a sudden pain in his
side forced him under. He came up again, gasping.Alethea swam over to him and put
her arms around him to steady him. Are you all right?Colin took a deep breath and
expelled it. Im okay now. I was swimming too fast and my scar tissue let me know
it didnt appreciate it!Maybe, we should go back inside.No. Im just going to
have to remember to swim slowly for a while, but otherwise Im fine. To prove it
he pulled Alethea close to him and kissed her, letting his tongue caress the inside
of her mouth.Alethea slid her hands down his hips and grasped his penis. She felt
him jerk against her as she touched him. She began caressing him, feeling him
becoming fully erect. Suddenly she broke it off and swam away from him. She lazily
swam in a circle around him, splashing him with water each time she passed. She
swam back over to him, put her arms around his neck and kissed him deeply, rubbing
herself against him as she did so. She felt Colins mouth slide from hers to her
breasts, taking first one nipple then the other one into his mouth. At the touch of
his lips, Alethea felt her body quivering in delight. She felt the head of his hard
cock rubbing her clit and that drew a passionate moan from her. Her thighs seem to
part of their own volition and she was a helpless captive in her desire for him.
She put her mouth to his ear and whispered, Make love to me, Colin!Colin wasted
no time in doing just that. He cupped her ass with his hands and with one hard
thrust he was inside her. He felt her legs encircle his hips, pulling him deeply
into her. They both moved together, slowly at first then faster, knowing from
experience how to bring each other to the most explosive climax possible. Alethea
clung to Colin then went limp as her orgasm ebbed. She gave a satisfied sigh and
said, I cant wait until our pool is finished!Colin chuckled lasciviously and
replied, Me either! He swam around lazily. Do you suppose Mrs. Von Neumann heard
us?I certainly hope so!It was close to one by the time they finally got to bed.
Colin lay awake after Alethea had finally fallen asleep. It had been a long,
strenuous day and he felt tired, but he couldnt sleep until Liam was home. He
twisted sideways, trying to get a look at the clock. Beside him, Alethea stirred,
murmured something and pressed herself closer to him, but remained asleep. Colin
saw it was after two and frowned. The clubs closed at two where were they?
Suddenly, he heard a car pulling into the driveway, doors slamming and muffled
voices. He heard Liams voice and grinned, realizing he sounded a tad buzzed!
Chapter 50They were up by eight the next morning. The movers came at nine and by
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noon they had the truck loaded and were ready to leave. Alethea had decided to
leave Mace her major appliances since she and Colin didnt need them. Theres no
point in putting them in storage if you can use them, Mace.Thanks, Alethea! I
really appreciate this! Mace said.Mrs. Von Neumann came over to say goodbye to
Alethea. She suddenly turned to Colin and waved a finger in his face warningly.
Youd better be good to Alethea! I dont want to hear youve been stepping out on
her!Not a chance! Colin assured her and then to her surprise he gave her a hug.
Keep an eye on Mace for me?I always do! She replied and then strode back towards
her place.Thank you very much, Colin! Mace muttered sarcastically. Keep an eye
on Mace my ass!I dont think she was expecting that hug, Alethea
remarked.Neither was I! Colin admitted.She started giggling. I think she
threatened to kick your ass if you werent good to me!I know she did!Shed do
it, too! Mace confirmed.Alethea sighed as she looked at her house. Im going to
miss this place. I had some really good times here.Colin felt an acute twinge of
jealousy as he wondered if she meant with other lovers. Alethea got into her
Corvette, jogged his arm and said, Climb in. Colin got in, knowing it was
fruitless to argue with her about letting him drive until they were out of the city
limits. McGregor was driving the 4x4 with Liam riding shotgun.See you in a few
weeks, Mace! Colin called.You bet! He called back.Even though Colin eyelids
felt like lead he kept himself constantly alert as they drove through the city.
When they stopped for a light he warily eyed the traffic on both sides of them. He
noticed Alethea doing the same thing and saw she never took her foot off the gas
pedal. He also noticed McGregor stayed very close behind them. Once they were out
of the city limits, Colin fell asleep. He remained asleep until they reached a
halfway point between Los Angeles and San Francisco where he and Liam took over the
driving. He pulled into the driveway of his parents home and Liam pulled in behind
him. He hopped out and came over to them. Are you staying for supper?Yeah.
Were staying the night, too. Were both too tired to drive any further, Colin
answered.Amanda greeted them as they came in the door. She gave them both a hug.
Did you get everything done?Yeah, and its on its way to San Francisco.Mom, do
I have time to call Alison before we eat?I think you better wait until after
supper, darling. Were just about ready to eat. She turned back to Colin. You
both look tired.We were up kind of late last night, Alethea said, blushing as she
did so.I see, Amanda replied with a knowing smile.I couldnt sleep after I got to
bed, Colin remarked. Liam, Mace and McGregor went out and I couldnt sleep until
I knew Liam was home again.I know exactly what you mean, Amanda assured him. I
feel the same way every time he or Deb leaves the house.I guess itll be a while
before we feel different?Im afraid so. Amanda shook her head, trying to dispel
a twinge of anxiety.She turned to Buck. Are you staying the night, Buck?I think
I will if its not a problem, Amanda.None, whatsoever. We have plenty of
room.Debbie came downstairs at that moment. She gave a big smile as she saw Colin
and Alethea. Hi!Hi, Deb! Alethea replied. Did you find a dress for the
dance?Yes! She turned to Amanda. Im going to help you with supper, but can I
take Alethea upstairs and show her my dress first?Go ahead, Deb, Colin
interrupted. Ill give mom a hand.Thanks, Colin. Alethea and Debbie
disappeared upstairs.Deb seems more like a normal teenager every time we see her,
Colin remarked as he and Amanda walked into the kitchen.Yes, shes coming along
little by little.Liam told us she wasnt seeing Doctor Hughes anymore. What
happened?Deb saw her for a couple of time then Doctor Hughes asked to see us. She
told us she didnt think Deb felt comfortable with her. She said she felt her age
remained Deb too much of her mother and she didnt feel as if Deb would ever open up
completely to her. She recommended we find her another therapist.Did you?Yes.
Doctor Hamilton is younger, in her mid-thirties, and Deb really likes her. She
seems to be responding well to the therapy.I think some of that credit belongs to
you and dad. Colin declared, giving her a hug. Is dad on the patio?Yes. Hes
bringing in the chicken.Peter waved to him as he came out the door. Hi, Colin!
Colin came over and his father gave him a hug. Hows everything?Great! We got
Aletheas stuff packed and on its way.Wheres Alethea?Shes upstairs; Debs
showing her Alethea her dressPeter chuckled. Deb sure is excited about that
dance.Have you met Cody yet?No. We invited him to supper next week. That was
our only stipulation to Deb we wanted to meet Cody before she went to the dance
with him.Sounds like you have things well in hand.We have been through this
twice before, Peter reminded him with a smile. Have you heard from Jeff
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lately?I talked to him a couple of days ago. Im just taking it one step at a
time.Sounds like a good idea. Peter finished putting the last of the chicken on
the platter. Well, I hope everyone likes my barbecued chicken.Colin licked off a
bit that had gotten on his thumb. The sauce tastes slightly different. It has a
kind of tang to it.Peter laughed. Your mother says my barbecue sauce never tastes
the same twice in a row! They walked into the kitchen. Alethea and Debbie were
talking while they set the dining room table. Peter took the chicken into the other
room while Colin helped his mother with the rest of the food.How was supper with
your grandparents? Amanda asked. I hope they didnt badger you about Jeff too
much.Colin chuckled. Not about Jeff, but grandma did ask Alethea point blank if
she was pregnant yet! When she told grandma she wasnt, grandma gave me this look
like I was failing in my husbandly duties!Well, dont let them pressure you into
anything.We wont.They sat down, passed the food around and everybody ate in an
appreciative silence. Peters barbecued chicken disappeared down to the last
piece. I think your sauce is an unqualified success, Amanda said.After dessert
was eaten, Debbie asked permission to call Diana so she could tell her about the
dance, Cody and her new dress. Go ahead, Deb, Amanda replied with a nod. When
Debbie had left the room, she remarked, Im happy to see Deb enjoying things
teenagers are supposed to enjoy.How did you think I did on MTV last night? Colin
asked.You looked calm and you answered the questions very well. Amanda
said.Except for that last question when he asked me if I hated Father Michaels. I
really lost it there.I think you handled it very well, considering what youve
been through, Peter said.I dont know, Dad. I dont think I should have admitted
to hating him in front of millions of MTVs regular viewers!You also said you felt
sorry for him because of all the pain and misery hes caused his family and he
didnt seem to care, Alethea pointed out to him.Anyway, Colin, youre the victim
here! Liam argued. You shouldnt have to apologize for the way you feel about
that creep!Liams right, Amanda agreed. Im sure there are many crime victims
who feel the same as you.There are also a lot of people who probably think I got
what I deserved and I probably brought the whole thing on myself!Yes, there
probably are people who think that, but theyre in a minority, Alethea said.A
pretty sick minority, if you want my opinion! McGregor added.Maybe, Colin
conceded.Liam went upstairs to call Alison while Colin and Peter cleaned up so
Amanda and Alethea could talk. Your mother really enjoys having another woman to
talk to, I think, Peter remarked.Well, she might have another woman to talk to
before too long, Colin said. It sounds as if things are getting serious between
Liam and Alison.Frankly, Im hoping theyll wait a couple of years before they
marry. Theyre just kids.Colin laughed and teased, Spoken like a true father who
wasnt much older than Liam when he got married!Peter smiled faintly. True, but
somehow back then nineteen seemed a lot older than it does now.Colin chuckled. It
seemed a lot older nine years ago!Just wait until youre a father, Colin, Peter
kidded him. As was his custom, Peter turned on CNN before he went to bed to check
out any late-breaking news stories. A clip from Colins co-hosting the Headbangers
Ball with Jazz came on. A picture of Fathers Michaels was shown over Colins
shoulder.Jazz Conrad: Do you hate Father Michaels, Colin?Colin: Sometimes I
hate him so much it scares me!Theyve been showing that same clip all day, Peter
remarked, shutting off the television.Thats terrific! Colin groaned. I sound
like a fucking vigilante! Ready to take my fucking AK-47 and blow Father Michaels
away!Calm down, Colin! Alethea urged. You can call Steve and your publicist
tomorrow and have them release a statement of correction.Colin took a deep breath.
Im sorry. Youre right. He was up early the next morning, called Steve who got
right on it. He got Unforgivens publicist on the line and the three of them worked
out a corrected statement for immediate release to the media. They said goodbye to
everyone and drove home.Monday morning he and Alethea got jarred out of bed at seven
oclock by the arrival of the pool installers and their digging equipment. After
lunch the movers arrived with Aletheas furniture. Between the digging equipment
and the noise from the movers, Colin almost missed his cell ringing. He picked up
the phone and stuck one finger in his ear. Hello? He could hear someone, but
couldnt make out what they were saying. What? He said loudly. Sorry, I can
barely hear you.Alethea came over to him and mouthed, Who is it?Colin shrugged
then said, Can you hold for a moment? He indicated to Alethea he was going
upstairs to talk. She nodded she understood. He hurried upstairs to their bedroom
that was on the other side of the house from the digging. Hello? Sorry about all
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the noise!Colin, this is Marie Wickersham.Detective Wickersham, are you calling
with news about Father Michaels?Yes. Father Michaels was arrested by the Italian
authorities yesterday.
Chapter 51My God! Colin exclaimed, collapsing down on the bed as all the
strength fled his legs. How did they find him?It was in a great part due to that
show you did on MTV Saturday night.I dont understand.The police official I
spoke with did speak English, but his speech was heavily accented and Im not sure I
understood everything he said. The gist of it was the village where Father Michaels
has been hiding has a restaurant with a television and a satellite dish so theyre
able to get MTV. A lot of the younger kids were watching you on MTV, saw the
picture of Father Michaels that MTV put up and recognized him immediately. They
apparently got together with their parents and pastor, discussed the situation, and
decided to call the police.Hell be extradited then?Yes. Ive got all the
proper forms in hand as we speak and Im meeting Detective Madison at the airport.
Well be leaving on an evening flight to Rome.When do you think youll be back
with him?Im not sure, but Ill call you as soon as we land and well set up a
time for you, Liam, Alethea, and Mr. McGregor to view the line-up.Okay. Well be
at Aletheas parents. He gave her Beau and Louisas phone number. Well be
waiting to hear from you.Alethea was standing beside the open front door. She
turned as Colin came slowly down the stairs with a stunned look on his face. She
hurried over to him. Whats wrong? Youre white as a sheet! She led him into
the living room and made him sit.Colin shook his head as if to clear it then said,
It looks as if were going to New Orleans sooner than we planned. He paused then
continued, They caught Father Michaels.Aletheas eyes widened and her mouth
opened, but nothing came out of it. The sound of the movers coming up on the porch
distracted her. She looked at Colin in confusion, appearing not to know whether to
stay or go.Why dont you go with them and well discuss this when they leave, he
suggested. Ive got to call Liam, and mom and dad anyway.Ill call mom and dad
later to let them know whats happened and well be coming down in a day or so.
Alethea replied, still looking dazed. She left the room.The phone rang again,
startling Colin. He moved out on the front porch where he could better hear them.
Hello?Colin! Did you hear? Liam asked.Yeah! I cant believe its actually
happened and I probably wont until I can look that son-of-a-bitch in the eye!Im
glad this is just about over! When did you want to leave for New Orleans?In a
couple of days. Well be staying with Beau and Louisa. Im going to call Steve and
ask to borrow our new Lear jet. Ill call you later with definite plans.Okay.
Talk to you later, Colin.He had no more hung up from talking to Liam when the phone
rang again. This time it was his father. Dad! I was just going to call you, but
I see Liam beat me to it.He called us right after Detective Wickersham called
him. Your mother asked me to tell you shed call you tonight. She left work early
so shed be home when Deb gets home. Shes going to break the news to her.Good!
Tell Deb not to worry, okay?We discussed it and were going to tell her until we
know something definite, theres no need to worry.Will you do me a favor?If I
can.Can you call the grandparents for me? I would, but my heads going in circles
and Im afraid Ill forget. I wouldnt want them to hear from somewhere else.Ill
do it as soon as I hang up, Colin. Peter hesitated momentarily then asked, Are
you going to call Jeff?I dont think so, Dad. At this point, I dont know what
Id say to him. I think Ill lay low and let him call me.What about Luke and
Nora?I imagine Jeff probably called them as soon as he heard about it from
Detective Madison.If you need anything at all, Son, dont hesitate to call us.
Okay?Okay, Dad. Thanks. The movers were leaving just as he finished talking.
There was a loud rumble as the truck pulled out of the driveway. Alethea stood in
the doorway. She appeared undecided about what she should do next. Colin got up
and went over to her. It looks really nice in here really homey and
comfortable.Alethea had the couches arranged in an L-shape in front of the
fireplace. A large rose mahogany coffee table sat in the center of them. Her
roll-top desk sat, kitty-corner, between the two sets of double windows. A
comfortable recliner that Amanda had given Colin the previous Christmas sat in front
of the entertainment center. She went over to the recliner and ran her hand along
the top of it. I should get another recliner and a small table for in between
them. She walked over to the couches and fretted, I also need a rug for under
that table so it doesnt scratch the floor.We can shop for them tomorrow after my
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appointment with Doctor Hughes, Colin replied. He put his arm around her. Lets
sit down.They sat down and Alethea took a deep breath as if steeling herself for
whatever he had to say. What did Detective Wickersham say?Colin briefly related
what Wickersham had told him. Alethea looked uncertain. Theyre sure its really
him and not somebody who resembles him?Theyre sure.I cant believe this
nightmare is almost over!Almost. Theres still the trial with all its attending
publicity.She squeezed his hand. I know, but well get through it together. She
paused then asked, Do you think Jeff and Caitlin know?Probably, since Jeffs been
keeping in pretty close contact with Detective Madison.Are you going to call
them?I dont think so. He sighed. I dont have any idea what to say.
Everything Ive thought of sounds phony, insincere, and not to mention, dishonest.
I think Id rather wait and let them call me.Maybe, youre right. Alethea rose.
Id better call mom and dad, let them know whats happened and that well be coming
down. Are Liam and Buck coming with us, too?Yeah. Id better call Steve and tell
him whats happened, too, so hell be ready for the press onslaught. Alethea
called her parents on her cell while Colin called Steve and told him the news about
Father Michaels arrest. He told Steve the police department would delay the news
until Wickersham and Madison got back with him.Listen, Colin I just hired a pilot.
You can take the jet to New Orleans and avoid any reporters who might be the
beneficiaries of any leaks from the police department.Good idea, Steve. Thanks.
He called his parents next.Colin, I was just going to call you, Amanda said. How
are you and Alethea?Were both kind of in a daze still, Mom. I dont think well
be convinced its over until we actually see Father Michaels in custody. Hows
Deb?Shes pretty shaken and frightened shell have to go back to Minnesota to
testify. We told her in a case where two jurisdictions lay claim to a felon; the
one with the weaker evidence usually waives its rights. In this case Minnesota
would probably waive their claim to Father Michaels in favor of Louisianas claim.
I think she feels better now.They talked for a while longer. Colin promised to
call them when he knew anything definite. Tuesday morning, Colin went to his
regular appointment with Doctor Hughes. He brought her up to date on what was
happening in his life. He told her he was anxious to confront Father Michaels, but
he also felt scared. She told him confronting Father Michaels was healthy, could
hasten his emotional healing and help him recover from the trauma of being
stabbed.They left for New Orleans the next morning. They landed, rented a car, and
arrived at Beau and Louisas home without any problems. They must have been
watching for them because they came out the front door before Colin even pulled the
car to a complete stop. They engulfed Alethea hugs, kisses and cries of welcome.
Alethea, darling, were so glad to see you! Weve missed you so much! Louisa
declared, enveloping her in a tight hug.Mom, Ive only been married for two
months! Alethea laughed. She gave her father a big hug. Hi, Dad! How are
you?Im fine, Alethea, busy as usual. How are things with you?Wonderful! I
have so much I want to tell you.Louisa turned to Colin and gave him a hug. How
have you been feeling, Colin?Well, Im a lot better than the last time you saw
me.I can tell. She nodded at Liam and Buck. Its nice to see you both again.
Why dont we go inside? Ive prepared a light lunch in case youre hungry.I dont
know about anybody else, but Im definitely hungry! Liam declared.Colin nibbled at
lunch. He really couldnt get much past the big knot that had taken up residence in
his stomach. He decided some caf au lait might help him relax some. Louisa poured
him a cup. Beau, who had little to say up to this point, suddenly asked, When will
the police be getting back with that priest?I dont know. Detective Wickersham
didnt give me an exact timetable. She said shed call as soon as they got back.I
hope theyre planning to keep him locked up until his trial.Im sure they are
since I assume hes considered a major flight risk.Well, itd be just like some
bleeding-heart liberal judge to allow him bail and the Church paying it!His bail
will probably be set so high that nobodys going to be able to come up with it
instantly, McGregor remarked. I seriously doubt the Church will spring for
it.One of those anti-abortion groups might be able to meet it, Alethea said.
Their war chests seem to have unlimited funds.Theyre already implicated in
aiding his escape the first time. I think theyll want to keep a low profile now,
Colin commented.What about his family? Beau demanded. Can they meet it?I get
the impression Jeffs income is well above average, but I dont think he could meet
a half-million bail.I hope youre not planning to help him out if he asks! Beau
stated. I dont want my daughter in even the slightest bit of danger!Dad!
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Alethea said in a shocked tone.Colin made a disgusted sound then picked up his cup
of caf au lait and stormed out the French doors, letting them slam behind him.
Colin! Alethea called. He ignored her and seated him on the chaise in the
garden. Alethea walked up and sat down beside him. Dad didnt mean what he said.
Hes just upset at the thought of Father Michaels being in New Orleans again.I
know and I shouldnt have stormed outside. Ill apologize to him later.She rose.
Im going back inside. Are you going to be out here?For a while. Its so
peaceful.Okay.Colin closed his eyes and tried to relax. He heard footsteps
coming towards him and opened his eyes to find Liam.Do you mind some company,
Colin?No, sit down.Liam sat down. Will Jeff be at this line-up, too?Colin
shrugged. I havent spoken to him so I dont really know what his plans are.How
come?I guess I really dont know what Id say to him so Im going to let him make
the first move.Liam made a face. Well, I dont mean it to sound nasty, but I
really hope he isnt there because hes makes me feel really anxious and
uncomfortable.I doubt he will be, but if he is, let me deal with him.He nodded.
I sure like Mrs. Ford, but Im not too sure about Mr. Ford!Dont let him buffalo
you! I dont think hes half as gruff as he makes himself out to be. I think hes
just really anxious and worried about Alethea.I can understand what hes feeling,
I guess, Liam conceded.Colin yawned and looked at his younger brother. When
youre done here, why dont you fly up and see Alison?Liam looked at Colin and
grinned. Im way ahead of you, Colin! Ive already bought a round-trip ticket for
this weekend and Im looking forward to seeing Alison!Good deal! Colin replied,
ruffling his brothers hair affectionately.Colin!Colin picked up his cup and
saucer then got to his feet. I think Im going to lie down for a while. Ill see
you later. He took his dishes to the kitchen then went to find Alethea. She was
sitting in the living room. Im going upstairs and lie down for a while. Which
room are we sleeping in?Mom made up my former bedroom for us.Would you make sure
Im awake in time for supper?I will, she promised. After Colin had gone
upstairs, Alethea and her mother sat in the kitchen, talking. Louisa brought
Alethea up to speed on all the family gossip, including the recent break-up of her
cousin, Nancys marriage. Alethea told her mother about meeting Luke and Nora,
about Jake and Vanessa dating, and about Liams new girlfriend. She showed her
mother the pictures shed taken of San Francisco during the weekend she and Colin
spent there.Are you happy, darling? Louisa suddenly asked.Alethea took hold of
her mothers hands and said seriously, Mom, Im very happy. I never imagined I
could ever be this happy!I can tell that just by looking at you, but you know how
your father worries? Im afraid he doesnt have my confidence in Colins ability to
make you happy.Well, you can set dads mind at ease. Colins a wonderful husband
and theres nothing he wouldnt do to make me happy!I believe Ill let your father
discover that fact for himself, Louisa replied with a smile.Colin woke, rolled over
and looked at the bedside clock. It read five-fifteen. He recalled Louisa saying
supper would be ready at six. He yawned and stretched, his feet pressing against
the footboard. He got cleaned up then went downstairs. He stopped at the bottom
of the staircase, noticing the closed door of Beaus study. Recalling his promise
to Alethea, he took a deep breath and knocked on the door.Come in, Beau called.
He looked up, surprised to see his tall son-in-law, hovering hesitantly in the
doorway.Im sorry to disturb you, but Id like to talk to you if you arent too
busy.Why dont you come in and sit down, Beau replied, motioning to the couch
opposite his desk. What did you want to talk to me about?Colin sat down on the
edge of the cushion. He felt as if he was twelve years old again and seated in the
principal's office! I want to apologize for losing my temper earlier. Were both
concerned about Aletheas safety first and foremost so I shouldnt have taken
offense at what you said.Beau cleared his throat, clearly embarrassed. Alethea
and her mother are quite insistent that I owe you an apology for implying that you
would, in any way aid Father Michaels.Colin smiled faintly. Well, I know from
personal experience Alethea makes no bones about it when she thinks youre
wrong!Beau smiled, too. She gets that from her mothers side of the family!Why
dont we leave it at this Ill accept your apology if youll accept mine.That
sounds fair, Beau agreed. They walked out of his study just as Alethea was going
upstairs to wake Colin. She appeared surprised to see them together. Beau went
ahead into the dining room while Colin stayed behind to talk to Alethea.What were
you and dad talking about?Colin smiled, put his arm around her and gave her a
kiss. Well, I did promise my best girl Id apologize to her dad.Did you and dad
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get things straightened out?Mostly. I mean your dads never going to like my hair
or this earring and hes never going to agree with my liberal point of view, but, at
least now I think he respects me.Good! She gave him a hug. Im really proud of
you for doing this!The phone rang just as they finished eating. Louisa got up to
answer it. She came back into the dining room. Colin, its for you.Thanks,
Louisa. He rose. I hope nothings wrong at home. Hed left Beau and Louisas
number with Page should the pool installers run into some unforeseen difficulty. He
went into the living room and picked up the phone. Hello?Colin, this is Marie
Wickersham.Startled to hear her voice, he asked, Are you calling from Rome?No.
Im calling from the station. We got back about a half-hour ago.Is Father
Michaels in jail?Yes, in maximum security, Wickersham assured him. However, we
have an unanticipated problem.What kind of problem?Father Michaels appears to
have had some kind of a breakdown after the Italian authorities arrested him. Hes
unable to speak or understand English. Through an interpreter he had in Rome he
claims to be Father Giuseppe DePalo. He says he was born in the village and hes
never left it Is he faking?I dont believe so myself, but Im going to have our
consulting psychiatrist examine him.When will you need us to view the line-up?I
dont know how long this evaluation is going to take so Ill call you when its
done.Well be waiting to hear from you. Thanks for keeping us informed. Colin
hung up and returned to the dining room. He sat down at the table and said, That
was Detective Wickersham.Alethea could tell by Colins expression that something
was wrong and she ventured the most obvious guess, It wasnt Father Michaels after
all only somebody that resembled him?No, its definitely him, Colin replied.
He related everything Wickersham had told him and concluded by saying, Shell call
when she needs us.Well! Beau huffed. That certainly is a convenient turn of
events for that priest!I bet hes declared insane, committed for a while, and then
declared sane and released. Liam said.No way! Colin declared. Hes either
going to be imprisoned or committed to a state hospital, but its going to be for a
long time! Ill make sure of that!Both he and Alethea went to bed early. Despite
being tired; he couldnt sleep. His mind kept going in circles, wondering if theyd
allow him to see Father Michaels and how it would feel to be face-to-face with his
attempted killer again. He wondered if hed see Jeff too and what he could possibly
say to him. He finally fell asleep towards early morning, but his sleep was
restless and disturbed.
Chapter 52It was two oclock before they heard anything from Wickersham the next
day. She apologized for the delay, but the psychiatric evaluation of Father
Michaels had taken longer than shed anticipated. Im also calling to warn you
that the news of his arrest has gotten out and the front of the police station is
swarming with media people.Terrific! Colin groaned, rubbing his forehead. He
had the beginning of a throbbing headache caused by the tension of waiting for
something, anything to happen.Im sending an unmarked cruiser to pick up the four
of you. Well bring you in the back way so the press wont see you.Alright,
thanks for letting us know. Well see you shortly. After hanging up he reported
what Wickersham had said and explained how they would precede from there.I suppose
its inevitable that news of Father Michaels arrest leaked out, Alethea
commented.Would you like us to come to the police station with you? Louisa
asked.Colin held up his hands. Thanks for the offer, Louisa, but please dont. So
far, the media hasnt discovered you and Id rather it stayed that way.Colins
right, Mom, but thanks, Alethea added, giving her mother a hug.Nobody spoke much on
the drive to the police station. They arrived at the station without incident and
followed their escort inside. As they passed the front entrance on their way to
meet Wickersham, Colin glanced out the double doors and saw the mob of media waiting
outside. Two police officers stood blocking the entrance and making sure no
unauthorized people got inside. Wickersham rose from behind her desk as she saw
them. She greeted them warmly then said, Please follow me. She led them down a
hall and into a room, containing only a table and some chairs. As he entered the
room, Colin wondered perversely if this was where they questioned suspected
felons.Quite a show out there, Wickersham remarked. Were aware the media has
contacts inside this department, but weve promised severe penalties if any further
information is leaked about this case.There was a knock on the door and two men
entered. Wickersham introduced them as William Morgan, assistant district attorney
and John Heath, defense attorney for Father Michaels. These two gentlemen will be
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present for the line-up. She paused then explained, Im going to take you, one at
a time, into the next room to view the suspects. They wont be able to see you. I
want you to look at them and if you recognize anyone, I want you to indicate it by
their number only. Are there any questions?Nobody had any so Colin went first. The
room contained a big window, dark at the moment. In front of it, sitting slightly
higher was a table with a microphone on it. He and Wickersham sat down at the
table. She spoke into the microphone, Were ready. The lights in the room dimmed
as the lights in the room behind the window came up, revealing the five
suspects.Take your time, She advised Colin.Colin nodded and carefully studied the
suspects. Although all were about the same height and coloring, only one of them
stood out in his memory. Number four was definitely Father Michaels.Do you
recognize any of the suspects, Colin?Yes, number four.From where do you
recognize him?Hes the person who stabbed me.Youre certain?Im
positive.Wickersham nodded and spoke into the microphone again, Were finished.
Thanks. She led Colin out of the room and into another unoccupied room. Im
putting you in here temporarily to avoid any appearance of collusion between
witnesses.Colin nodded. I understand. Shortly after Wickersham had left, there
was a knock on the door and Detective Madison opened the door. May I come in,
Colin?Sure, Colin replied. He walked over and shook Madisons outstretched
hand. Im glad to see you again.Its nice seeing you again, Colin. Youve had a
rough time of it since the last time I saw you.Well, hopefully, its just about
over.How is Miss Simpson doing? Diana told me youd found her a safe place to
stay.Shes coming along slowly, but surely.Im glad to hear it.Colin ducked his
head for a moment, trying to decide whether or not to ask Madison about Jeffs
reaction to his sons capture then looked up at Madison again. How did Jeff and
Caitlin take the news about Father Michaels arrest?If Madison was surprised by
Colins question he gave no indication of it. They were shocked, of course, but I
think they were mostly relieved that hed been taken into custody without himself or
anybody else being hurt.I gather Jeff is still at home, Colin remarked.Yes.
Hes waiting to contact his parents to break the news to them. Theyre out of town,
I believe.I hope he can get a hold of them before they hear it somewhere else.It
was at least forty-five minutes before everybody was back together again. Colin put
his arm around Alethea and gave her a hug.All four of you picked Father Michaels
out of the line-up, Wickersham announced. It will be a few days before the judge
makes his decision whether or not Father Michaels is mentally capable of standing
trial.Colin was just going to ask something when there was a knock on the door.
The Assistant DA and the defense attorney for Father Michaels walked into the room.
He turned back to Wickersham. Can I see Father Michaels?Heath spoke up
immediately, Detective, I object to him having any contact with my client,
especially after he what he said on MTV!I said I hated him, Mr. Heath, I didnt
say I wanted to harm him, Colin replied calmly. He wasnt going to let this
pompous dickhead know how much he annoyed him!I dont believe Colin poses any
threat to your client, Mr. Heath, Morgan said. Doctor Hopewell, our consulting
psychiatrist, feels Colins visit could even be beneficial to your client.I want
my objections placed on record! Heath demanded.Noted, Wickersham replied. She
motioned for Colin to come with her.Im going in there with you, Colin, Alethea
announced.Colin whirled around. No, youre not! I dont want him seeing
you!Hes already seen me, Colin, Alethea replied calmly. Besides he doesnt
remember anything anyway.Well, I dont want you refreshing his memory either!
Colin rubbed his forehead that had begun to throb to the point of making him
nauseous. Alethea, please dont argue with me about this.Alright fine! She
snapped, crossing her arms over her breasts and turning away from him.Colin knew
hed really pissed her off, but what was wrong with him wanting to protect her? He
put his arms around her, kissed her cheek and whispered, Im sorry. He followed
Wickersham out of the room. Who the hell is that jerk, Heath? He asked
Wickersham as they walked down the hall.Hes probably the best defense attorney in
New Orleans, if not in the entire state. Jeff Michaels must be laying out big bucks
for his sons defense. She led Colin into an empty room. Like the other rooms, it
contained only a table and some chairs, but unlike them, it had another door at the
other end of the room. In a few minutes the opposite door opened and Father
Michaels, dressed in bright orange coveralls and handcuffed, walked in with a police
officer. A younger, twenty-something man trailed behind them. Both he and Father
Michaels seated themselves. The officer handcuffed Father Michaels to the table.
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Wickersham nodded to the officer and he left the room. The officer will be right
outside that door if you need him.He nodded. Thanks.She went out, leaving the
three of them alone. Colin regarded Father Michaels silently for several seconds.
He felt amazed at how ordinary he looked certainly not the crazed killer hed seen
that night in the warehouse! All the arrogance, brag, and bluster of Gods Holy
Avenger had gone, leaving only a frightened, confused and rather pathetic
individual. As Father Michaels stared back at him, Colin saw a look of curiosity,
but not even a trace of recognition. It appeared he had absolutely no idea who he
was.Father Michaels whispered something to the younger man who looked at Colin and
said, Father DePalo wants to know who you are.Colin looked directly at Father
Michaels as he answered, My name is Colin Matthews. Im the person you stabbed and
almost killed. He paused then added, Im also your half-brother.The young man
translated what Colin had said. Father Michaels eyes grew wide and his mouth fell
open as he listened. He looked at Colin then exploded into a spate of
Italian.Whats he saying? Colin demanded.The young man held up his hand until
Father Michaels finished speaking and then replied, Father DePalo says hes sorry
for what was done to you. Hell pray for that person so hell realize the terrible
thing hes done and turns himself into the police, but it wasnt him who hurt you.
He also says hes an only child.You found that file Jeff had on me and you knew he
was looking for me. You were jealous and afraid I might replace you in Jeffs
affections so you decided to kill me, Colin continued coldly.The young man turned
back to Father Michaels and translated what Colin had said which was followed by
another flood of Italian from Father Michaels.Colin looked at them and raised his
eyebrows. Whats his answer?Father DePalo denies this accusation. He says hes
just a simple parish priest and hes never been out of his village until the police
took him away from it.Colin placed his hands on the table and leaned down until his
face was level with Father Michaels. His long hair fell over his shoulder and he
pushed it aside impatiently. Well, I can prove everything I say! He paused,
staring directly into Father Michaels eyes and then continued, Theres a scar on
your right arm, above your elbow. My bodyguard shot you to stop you from killing my
wife, my brother, and myself.Father Michaels assumed a stunned expression upon
hearing the translation then replied. His tone sounded very angry. The younger man
got up and knocked on the door.The police officer came in immediately and took hold
of Father Michaels arm. Are you through with him?Colin shrugged. I guess. He
noticed the younger man starting to follow them out and called, Wait! He turned
at the sound of Colins voice. What was that last thing he said to me?He said
hes never met you and he doesnt know why youre telling these terrible lies about
him. He said he has complete faith God will help him prove his innocence.Colin
slumped against the wall and rubbed his face. He head felt as if somebody was
hitting it with a sledgehammer! He straightened up and walked out into the hall.
Alethea was waiting outside and came over immediately when she saw him. She put her
arm around him and said, You look kind of pale. What happened with Father
Michaels?Ill tell you about it when we get back to your parents house. Right
now, I just want to get out of here. Colin groaned and rubbed his face again.
Ive got of those headaches that makes you wish you could take your head off and
give it to somebody else! Where are Liam and McGregor?Theyre waiting with
Detective Wickersham. They made their way to her desk.Wickersham got up as she saw
them coming. Detective Madison, Mr. Morgan and me are going out front and make a
statement to the press. When we go outside, you can leave. Your escort is waiting
to take you home. Well keep the press busy so they wont see you or try to follow
you.Thank you, Alethea said. She gave Wickersham a hug. Youve been wonderful
through this whole terrible ordeal!Wickersham appeared touched by her gesture.
Ill call and let you know what the outcome of Father Michaels sanity hearing
is.Wed appreciate that, Colin said. After the press conference started they
left by the back entrance. The officer driving them was very careful to make sure
nobody followed them. When Colin came in the door he excused himself and went
upstairs.Whats wrong with Colin? Beau asked.He has a terrible headache, Dad.I
know just the thing for that, Louisa said and went out into the kitchen.Beau
chuckled and said, Some of your mothers magic herbs, I suspect.Louisa quickly
brewed up some tea, instructing Alethea to have Colin drink it while it was hot.
Alethea took it upstairs and found Colin stretched out on the bed with his head
under the pillow. Sit up a minute, Colin. Mom made you some tea to help with your
headache.He pulled the pillow off his face and sat up, taking the cup of tea from
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Alethea. He drank it slowly and finished it then lay back again. Alethea partially
closed the blinds, darkening the room and covered him with an afghan. Just rest
for a while and let the tea do its work.Ill bet I could rest a lot better if you
lie beside me.If this is some new form of seduction, I definitely approve! She
teased, kicking off her shoes and wiggling under the afghan next to him. Do you
feel like telling me about what happened when you saw Father Michaels?Colin
sighed. Thats just it nothing happened! Not a damn thing!Alethea could hear
the frustration in his voice. What do you mean by nothing happened?I mean he
didnt know me from a hole in the wall! He denied stabbing me, denied knowing I was
his half-brother. I told him I could prove everything I was saying and I told him
about the scar on his arm where McGregor shot him. He said he didnt know why I was
lying about him, but God would help him prove his innocence. I guess I really
thought he was faking or if he wasnt his memory would suddenly snap back in place
when he saw me.Youre satisfied he isnt faking then?Yes. Colin sighed and
confessed, You know, as much as I hate him, a part of me couldnt help feeling
sorry for him.Really?He shrugged. Well, its obvious hes very intelligent and
he couldve done so much with his life if he hadnt let his jealously of me drive
him into doing this. Maybe, he couldve been the first American
pope.What?Grandma said thats what Mrs. Michaels told everybody when he was
born. He paused briefly before continuing, Instead, hes going to spend the rest
of his life in a mental hospital and if he ever gets out of there, in jail. Hes
caused his family untold pain and misery, and for what? Information he found in a
file his father had and may not have been planning to do anything with it.So, you
think this is Jeffs fault for not being more careful with his file?Nobodys to
blame for this mess. It was just stupid, bad luck he stumbled across that file and
nobody couldve predicted hed go off the deep end over it. He wrapped his arms
around Alethea and kissed the top of her head. I owe you an apology for snapping
at you earlier. I was only trying to protect you.I think youre over-protecting
me, Colin, Alethea said pointedly.I know, but I am working on it.How are you
feeling now?Better, Colin admitted. Alethea continued to lie beside him until
hed fallen asleep then quietly got up and went downstairs. She found her mother in
the kitchen, starting supper. Liam was helping her and was busy chopping
vegetables. He looked up and asked, Hows Colin?Hes sleeping, but he said he
was feeling better.That herbal tea does the trick every time, Louisa replied
cheerfully.I was going to help you with supper, but I see you already have a
helper.Yes, Liam and I have things well in hand, but you could take some iced tea
to your father for me.Beau was sitting on the chaise outside in the garden. He
looked up from the book he was reading as he heard footsteps coming towards him. He
smiled as he saw his daughter.Mom, thought you might enjoy some iced tea, Dad.I
would indeed and Id also enjoy your company. He closed his book, put it aside and
took the glass from Alethea. It seems like weve hardly had a chance to talk since
you came.I know. She sat down beside him and picked up the glass of tea shed
brought out for herself and took a sip. Things have been so hectic!Since that
priests been arrested things should settle down again.Yes. She said in relief.
When I went into that line-up I wasnt sure I could identify Father Michaels, but
when I saw those men in the line-up, he stood out immediately.I hope hes going to
be locked away for the rest of his life, Beau said vehemently.Detective Wickersham
said shed make sure of it and I trust her completely.Good!Alethea gave him a
hug. I know youve been worried, Dad, but Im as safe as I could possibly be
anywhere. Colins made sure of that.I have been worried, He admitted then
cleared his throat. You know, Alethea, when I first met Colin I thought he was
shallow and irresponsible. I was sure hed end up hurting you terribly.Youve
changed your mind since?I can see for myself how happy you are and I know Colins
first concern will always be you. He sighed. Now, if we could just get him to
cut his hair and get rid of that damn earring!Alethea giggled and hugged her
father. Dad, youre incorrigible! They walked into the house together and found
McGregor in the kitchen, exchanging recipe hints with Louisa.Alethea and her father
set the table and then she went upstairs to wake Colin. As they walked into the
dining room, Louisa asked, How are you feeling, Colin?Much better. Thanks,
Louisa.Im going to give Alethea some herbs to take with her when you go home.
She insisted everybody eat while their food was warm so Colin waited until coffee
and dessert to tell them about his meeting with Father Michaels.I cant believe he
didnt know who you were, Colin! Liam said in amazement.Well, he didnt bat an
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eyelash when he saw me and he wasnt faking it.Im surprised it didnt jog him
memory any when you mentioned the scar where I shot him, McGregor remarked dryly.I
dont care whether he remembers or not better if he doesnt! Beau said
vociferously. Im just relieved hell be locked away for the rest of his
life.Amen to that! Louisa added.Colin slept soundly that night and woke up
early. He quietly got up and got dressed. He picked up his athletic shoes,
intending to put them on when he got downstairs.Colin? Alethea, propped up on one
elbow, was looking seductively mussed and sleepy. Where are you going so
early?Caught red-handed, Colin had no immediate answer, but he recovered quickly
and replied, Ive got something I need to do. Go back to sleep and Ill be back by
the time you wake up again.Alethea stared at him and her expression told him she
knew he was giving her a line.Youre going to that warehouse, arent you?Colin
sighed and admitted it, Yes.She threw back the covers and got out of bed. Colin
opened his mouth to protest, but she waved her hand at him. Dont bother telling
me I cant go because Im going and thats that!You are one stubborn woman!
Colin said in exasperation.Im only stubborn where my husband is concerned,
Alethea replied as she got dressed. She combed her hair and pulled it back into a
loose ponytail. Lets go.When they drove up to the warehouse, Colin parked in
almost the same place as on that night two months ago. He got out of the car and
when the grungy smell of the river hit him; he suddenly experienced a flashback so
vivid it nearly doubled him over.Colin, what is it? Alethea asked, rushing over
to him.He shook his head. Sorry. Had a flashback of that nightYou dont have to
do this, you know?I do need to do it or else Im never going to be completely
comfortable here again, Colin replied quietly. He put his arm around Alethea as
they stopped in front of the door. The yellow tape the police had used to cordon
off the crime scene remained strung across it. Several bouquets of dead flowers
were lying in front of the door, left by fans after the news of his stabbing. Colin
tried the door and to his surprise found it unlocked. They ducked under the tape
and went inside. The interior no longer seemed sinister just dirty, dusty and
dilapidated. It smelled musty and there was a strong odor of mildew. Weak sunlight
filtered through a large, grimy skylight in the center of the ceiling.Jesus!
Colin suddenly exclaimed as his eyes fell on the bloodstained floor for the first
time. Medical debris, left behind by the paramedics, surrounded it. I had no
idea! Colin said. He appeared mesmerized by the bloodstain.Alethea tugged on his
arm. Lets go. Theres nothing more to see here.Colin had a blank look on his
face. He shook his head as if coming out of a trance and nodded. Sure. Ive faced
what I came here to face. They walked out of the building and Colin stopped to
take a final look at it before continuing on to their car. They arrived back in
time to eat a quick breakfast then take Liam to the airport so he could catch his
flight to Atlanta.I called mom and dad to let them know Alisons folks are meeting
me at the airport and Ill be staying at their home.Try to call them at least once
during your stay just to reassure them, Colin suggested.Have a good time, Liam!
Alethea gave him a hug. Tell Alison we cant wait to meet her.Take care, Colin
added, giving him a hug, too.Okay! Liam waved then disappeared down the walkway
to his plane. They watched until the plane had taken before they left the airport.
Later, Colin with help from Louisa wrote a letter to the judge presiding over Father
Michaels sanity hearing. In it he urged that for his own safety and that of his
familys, Father Michaels be locked up in a secure facility. He gave it to
Wickersham who promised to give it to the judge.
Chapter 53Colin, Alethea and McGregor flew home the next morning. Before theyd
left, Colin had called Page to see if there were reporters hanging around the
house. She told him there had been press, but shed gotten tired of wading through
them and having questions shouted at her so shed called the police and they evicted
them.Good for her! McGregor said. He and Page had become quite friendly since
hed started working full-time for Colin.Alethea sighed when they pulled into their
driveway, after dropping McGregor off, and said, Its good to be home! They
walked arm-in-arm to the front door where Colin unlocked the door and quickly coded
the alarm then scooped Alethea up and carried her over the threshold.This is quite
romantic of you! She teased as he set her down on the couch. Are we heading
somewhere with this?Im certainly hoping so! Colin replied. He brought in their
luggage then went out to check on the progress of the pool. Alethea followed him
outside. Wow! Theyve done a lot in just a few days.Yeah. Another couple of
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weeks and itll be finished.She wrapped her arms around his waist. I cant wait
until its completely done and I can start swimming again.In the meantime I can
think of a few ways we can stay in shape.Well, why dont we go upstairs and you
can tell me all about it.Id rather show you, Colin teased.Lead the way!They
drove to Hillsborough later in the afternoon. Over supper Colin related everything
that had occurred between him and Father Michaels. He turned to Debbie. Detective
Madison asked me to say hi to you for him.Does he know where I am? Debbie asked
in alarm.No, but he knows I know where youre living now.You said Father Michaels
could only speak Italian and didnt understand English? Amanda asked.Yes. I had
to talk to him through a translator. He seems to have taken complete refuge in this
other personality or whatever. He doesnt remember anything. I mean I was right in
his face practically the whole time and he never batted an eyelash! Even mentioning
the scar from where McGregor shot him didnt jog his memory.What happens now?
Debbie asked quietly.It will be up to the judge to decide if he mentally competent
enough to stand trial, Peter explained.What if he decides Father Michaels is unfit
to stand trial? Debbie gave a shiver as she spoke.Amanda put an arm around her in
a gesture of comfort. The judge will order him committed to a secure facility.If
hes declared sane sometime in the future, will he be let go? She asked.From what
Colin said, I think we can forget about him period! Alethea stated
firmly.Aletheas right! Forget about him, go to the dance and have a great time!
Colin urged her.They finished eating. Amanda and Alethea went upstairs with Debbie
to help her get ready. Colin and Peter cleared the table and cleaned up the
kitchen. I hope this doesnt cause Deb any additional problems, Colin remarked to
his father.We havent noticed any, but weve both been sleeping with one eye
open. What about you and Alethea?Were fine, but Doctor Hughes did give us more
time at our appointments this week. Were you and mom worried about Liams spur-of-
the-moment decision to go to Atlanta?We were concerned, Peter admitted. He
called us this morning and he sounded fine. Weve come to realize no matter how
much we might want to; we cant protect you guys completely.Colin smiled and gave
his dad a hug. Nope, but youre always there when we need you and thats whats
important! They finished up and went into the living room. So, did you meet
Cody?Yes. He made a very good first impression. Hes very nice and seems mature
and responsible for his age. Peter suddenly laughed then said ruefully, Well,
its finally happened! I sound just like my father!No. You sound like a father
whos concerned about his daughters safety.Weve come to think of Deb as our
daughter, Peter agreed. He was silent for a moment then asked, Have you heard
from Jeff?Colin shook his head. No.You probably wont hear from him until after
Father Michaels sanity hearing, Peter observed.Youre probably right. He hired
some hotshot lawyer to defend Father Michaels. Detective Wickersham says hes
considered the best defense attorney in the state. Hes expensive, too bills at
two-fifty an hour! I hope Jeff hasnt over-extended himself.Youre not thinking
about helping him out financially if he has, are you?Not with anything involving
Father Michaels, but I would help out with Caitlins educational expenses. Thats
very considerate of you, Colin.Well, she shouldnt have to suffer for what her
brother did. The sounds of giggling and laughter coming from upstairs interrupted
them. Colin smiled. Sounds like theyre having a good time.How are Beau and
Louisa?Theyre fine. Theyve been really great through this whole ordeal.They
were so kind to us while you were hospitalized, letting us stay in their home
instead of the hotel. How are you and Beau getting along?We still have our
differences. Colin shrugged and chuckled. Hes never going to like my hair or
the earring and he still thinks I swing too far to the left politically, but he
respects me now.You cant beat that!Amanda came into the room with a definite
twinkle in her eyes. Peter looked at her, smiled and asked, Is Deb ready?Yes.
I liked to present our other star! She stepped out of the way and Debbie came into
the room. She wore a strapless dress of emerald green with a full skirt and
matching heels. She wore her hair curled and piled on top of her head. Over her
arm she carried Aletheas silk shawl.Both Peter and Colin clapped and whistled.
Debbie smiled shyly and said, I hope Cody has the same reaction.He will, Alethea
assured her, coming into the room behind her.Colin got up and motioned to Alethea.
He turned back to his parents. Weve got to be going, but well let you know as
soon as we hear anything from Detective Wickersham.Do you want to stay and meet
Cody? Debbie asked.Well meet him the next time he comes over. Its your night
and you should be in the spotlight, Colin replied. He gave his parents and Debbie
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a hug. Have a great time tonight!Alethea gave Peter and Amanda a hug too. She
also gave Debbie a hug and said, Enjoy the dance!Colin stopped at the front door
and called to his parents, When Liam gets home; will you please tell him to call
me?We will, Peter promised.They got home and Colin yawned as he locked the door
and reset the alarm. I hope Father Michaels condition wont be too much of a
shock for Jeff and Caitlin.Im sure Detective Madison has prepared them, Alethea
assured him. Im going upstairs. Are you coming?Ill be up in a few minutes. I
just want to check CNN.Okay. Dont be too long. Alethea replied with a
seductive smile.Colin raised his eyebrows. Dont worry I wont!Father Michaels
arrest was still one of the top stories. There was a brief clip of the press
conference given by Wickersham, Madison and Assistant District Attorney Morgan.
Wickersham confirmed Father Michaels was in custody and Morgan related the charges
pending against him. Madison confirmed that his department was waiving the charges
against Father Michaels for the attempted murder of a seventeen-year-old female.
There was also a brief clip of Heath saying, I have no comment on any of the
proceedings at this time.The commentator further reported they didnt know what
Colins reaction was to Father Michaels arrest. There had also been no comment
from his family either. Colin wondered if it was even possible for him and Jeff to
have a close relationship with Father Michaels always standing between them.They
rose late the next day. Alethea spent most of it, closed in the master bedroom,
busy with her redecorating. Colin was working upstairs, putting the finishing
touches on two songs for the new CD. He didnt know which of them the band might
choose to record, but decided hed throw both of them into the pot. When he
finished with that, he went on the Internet for a while to see what the fans were
saying about a new Unforgivens CD. Colins cell rang just as they were finishing
supper. Hello?Colin, its Luke.Hang on a second and let me put my cell on
speaker so Alethea can listen.Luke said. We got into Minneapolis late last night.
We flew here after Jeff called us about Daves arrest.Did Jeff leave for New
Orleans? Colin asked.Yes, he left this afternoon. Hes going to call us as soon
as he sees Dave, Nora replied.Colin paused briefly wondering if they knew about
Father Michaels emotional breakdown. He decided to play it by ear. How are you
taking this?We were shocked when we first heard the news, but were relieved Dave
was taken into custody without any harm to himself or anybody else. Luke
replied.How are Jeff and Caitlin dealing with Father Michaels arrest? Alethea
asked.Theyre both worried and concerned about whats going to happen to Dave.
Neither of them got much sleep last night, Im afraid. Nora answered.Will you
tell Caitlin that were thinking about her and she can call us anytime she wants to
talk, Colin asked.We will, Colin Luke promised. Im sure itll cheer her up to
know that, too.Does Mrs. Michaels know about Father Michaels arrest? Alethea
asked.Caitlin told us Jeff went to see Kathleen as soon as he heard the news from
Detective Madison, but she refused to see him. The prison matron did promise him
shed tell Kathleen about it herself. Luke explained.Did Jeff say anything to you
about Father Michaels condition before he left? Colin asked carefully.Yes, he
did. We are aware Daves had some kind of an emotional breakdown, Nora
confirmed.I figured you probably knew, but I still didnt want to blurt it out on
the off chance you might not.How bad is Dave? Luke asked. Jeff mentioned it,
but didnt go into detail.He thinks hes somebody else. He didnt remember me or
what he did to me, Colin replied. Its probably treatable though, he finished,
trying to put a positive spin on the situation.Yes, most mental illness is these
days. Luke and I are hoping for the best, Nora acknowledged. How did you and
Alethea feel when you were told Dave had been arrested?We were shocked, Colin
admitted. We couldnt let ourselves actually believe it was true until we saw him
in the line-up.We were relieved, too, Alethea added, Because now we can get on
with our lives.Were glad to hear this hasnt caused any additional problems for
you, Nora said.Im glad we were able to talk to you, but I had better hang up in
case Jeff might be trying to call, Luke said.Okay. We appreciate your calling
us. Will you please tell Jeff and Caitlin that Alethea and I are here if they need
us?Well do that, Colin, Luke assured him.Colin hung up. Well, it sounds as if
theyre coping okay so far.Theyre strong and so are Jeff and Caitlin. Theyll all
be fine.I hope so. Colin went outside on the deck. There was a full moon and
his view was as clear as crystal. Alethea followed him out. It looks as if its
going to be another beautiful day tomorrow. She caressed his ass as she spoke.
Why dont we go skating tomorrow?Colin lifted his eyebrows and teased, Whenever
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we go skating we seem to end up in bed for the rest of the day!Well, I got a news
flash for you it isnt the skating that does it! She pinched his ass playfully.
Im going upstairs. Coming?Sure! Why wait to do tomorrow what you can do
tonight!
Chapter 54Caitlin sat at the supper table and toyed with her food. She pushed it
around her plate and rearranged it, hoping to make it look as if there was less of
it, but it didnt fool her grandmother. Caitlin, dear, please try to eat, Nora
implored. Youve hardly eaten a thing since we got here.Im not hungry,
Grandma. She threw down her napkin. I wish daddy would call!Im sure hell
call just as soon as he knows anything, honey, Luke said soothingly.I guess, She
conceded. How bad do you think Dave is?Well, from what Colin said, it sounds
serious, but it doesnt mean its permanent, Nora said gently. Colin and Alethea
are very concerned about you and your father.Thats nice of them, Grandma, but
there really isnt anything they can do to help us or Dave. She stirred suddenly
at a noise outside. Are those reporters from those awful tabloids still
outside?No. I called the police and had them dispersed. They promised to send a
patrol car by every so often to make sure nobody was hanging around, Luke assured
her.The phone rang and Caitlin rose to answer it, but her grandfather stopped her.
Ill get it, Cait. He went into the living room, but was back in a few
seconds.Who was it, Grandpa?Not anybody important, honey.It was an obscene
phone call, wasnt it? She demanded. Theyre starting up again!Her grandparents
looked uncomfortable, but Nora said gently, There have been a couple of unpleasant
calls, but its nothing grandpa or I cant handle.The threatening letters will
probably start soon, too, Caitlin predicted gloomily. She was quiet briefly then
burst out with, Its been so nice lately! Why does all this have to start all over
again? I almost wish they hadnt caught Dave! She burst into tears.Nora held
Caitlin until she stopped sobbing. Why dont you go to bed early, dear? Youve
hardly slept since Daves arrest and I know you must be exhausted.Caitlin nodded
wearily and swiped at her eyes. Will you sit with me until I fall to sleep,
Grandma?Of course I will, dear.Ill brew you some chamomile tea, Luke
volunteered. Itll relax you and help you sleep. He brewed the tea and took it
up to her. You know, Cait, Grandma and I think it would be a good idea for you to
go back with us until things settle down.Caitlins expression told her grandparents
their suggestion had fallen on deaf ears. Grandpa and Grandma, Im upset now, but
Ill be fine. I cant leave Daddy to face this alone! Besides, I refuse to hide as
if I have something to be ashamed about! Dave did a terrible thing, but he is sick
and he isnt responsible for the things he did.It was just a thought, dear, but
if you change your mind, call us and well send the airfare.I wont, but thanks
for the offer. She gave them a big hug.After Caitlin had fallen asleep, her
grandparents sat in the kitchen talking. Im going out first thing tomorrow and
buy an answering machine, Luke decided. Caller ID alone just isnt doing the
job.Ill check the mail every day and remove anything that looks suspicious, Nora
added. Do you think we should let Colin know about those calls, Luke?Why dont
we wait? Once I get the answering machine installed they may just stop. People who
make those kinds of call dont usually like talking to a machine theres no shock
value to it. He yawned widely.Why dont we go to bed early, too, Nora
suggested. Its been a long, tense day.Tomorrow will probably be the same.Colin
lounged in bed, half-uncovered with one leg dangling over the side of the bed. He
yawned and stretched. Alethea lifted her head from his chest and pushed her hair
back.What time is it?He glanced at his watch. Almost two oclock.Goodness!
Alethea pushed back the covers and got out of bed. Id better get moving! Ive
got to go grocery shopping yet.Now dont go to fussing, Alethea! Liams not
expecting a banquet! Liam had called earlier and asked for Colins help with a
song.Well, unless I go shopping, hes not even going to get bread and water! She
smiled at Colin over her shoulder. I was planning to go before I got otherwise
side-tracked!Yes, but it was such a nice way to get side-tracked! Colin teased
her.Liam arrived shortly after Alethea left. Hed brought along one of his portable
keyboards. Colin and Liam adjourned to the third floor where he was currently
keeping his favorite guitar and practice amp. They worked steadily, stopping
briefly to help Alethea carry in the groceries.Hows the song coming? Alethea
asked as they came down for supper. She set a seafood casserole, a Caesar salad and
a loaf of crusty French bread on the table. Help yourselves.Colin helped me do
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a little rearranging and now it sounds great! Liam replied, dishing up his
food.Liam did most of the work. I just suggested moving a chord or two.The house
looks great, too, Alethea. It doesnt even look like the same place! Liam
complimented her.It feels more like a home, too, Colin added, giving her a
kiss.Thank you, both, She replied modestly. She motioned to the food. Help
yourself to some more food, Liam. Theres plenty.Thanks. This is delicious!
Liam declared, taking a heaping second portion.Its a good thing Louisa taught
Alethea how to cook and not Grandma Eileen! Colin joked.Liam grimaced. God! I
used to dread it when wed have to go over for Sunday dinner once a month! Grandma
was a great councilwoman, but she cant cook worth a damn!I didnt say anything at
the time, but when we had supper with them recently it was pretty bad, Alethea
confessed.Yeah! Colin agreed. As usual, half of our meal was burnt and the
other half was raw!Liam laughed. When wed have dinner with them wed be so
hungry by supper that mom would end up having to make a full meal. She finally
decided to start having them over for Sunday dinner and save herself some extra
work!Im glad it was Grandma Beth who taught mom how to cook! Colin added.When
am I going to see a picture of Alison, Liam? Alethea teased.I only saw her that
one time briefly and I dont really recall her, Colin remarked.Liam smiled shyly.
Actually, I did take some pictures of her and I brought them with me in case you
might want to see them. He disappeared, but came back immediately with three
envelopes that he gave to Alethea.It must be love! Colin teased as he looked over
Aletheas shoulder at the photographs.Alison is very pretty, Alethea remarked.She
is, Colin agreed.Shes really a very special person, Liam said softly. Shes
given me so much support through this whole ordeal and never asked anything in
return.I think you ought to marry her, Colin said as he helped Alethea dish up
fudge, walnut ice cream for dessert.Ive been thinking a lot about it actually,
Liam confessed. Id want to wait until Alison graduates and were finished
touring. She has two weeks off for Christmas and she might come for New
Years.Perfect time to give her a ring! Colin suggested pointedly.Colin, you
sound like your grandmother asking me if I was pregnant yet, Alethea said. She
glanced at Liam. Its your decision to make, Liam.Well, an engagement ring would
make a nice Christmas gift, Liam decided. Have you heard anything from Jeff
yet?Colin shook his head. No. We talked to my grandparents last night and they
said Jeff had just left yesterday afternoon. I dont think Ill hear anything from
him before tomorrow at the earliest.Father Michaels sanity hearing is tomorrow so
his first concern will be with that, Alethea added.I hope that letter I wrote has
some influence on the judges decision. He explained to Liam about the letter hed
written.Liams face darkened. I hope they lock that cocksucker up and throw away
the key! He looked at Alethea. Sorry!Forget it. Alethea said then changed
the subject. Did Deb have a good time at the dance?Yeah. She was telling me all
about it before she left for school this morning. Mom and dad took pictures of her
and Cody before they left so you'll have to see those, too.Im glad she had a good
time, Colin remarked. We were afraid the news of Father Michaels arrest might
spoil it for her.Liam expression changed to a frown. I hope nothing keep the
authorities from locking that creeps ass away for a long time!Nothing will,
Colin assured him. After Liam had left, Colin locked up and turned on the alarm.
He turned on CNN and sat in his recliner. Alethea came in from the kitchen and sat
down in his lap. She seemed to prefer sitting in Colins lap to sitting in the
other chair.You know, I dont know why we bought that other recliner, He joked.To
have a matched set, of course, she teased.Father Michaels arrest was still
prominently in the news. There was a brief clip of Jeff and Father Michaels lawyer
arriving at the police station. Jeff looked very tired and downcast.Jesus! He
really looks awful! Colin commented.Father David Michaels father, Jeffrey,
arrived in New Orleans yesterday from Minneapolis. Hes seen here with his sons
lawyer, John Heath, going into the police station this morning. Rock star, Colin
Matthews, accused Father Michaels of attempting to murder him in July of this year.
Neither Mr. Michaels nor Mr. Heath had any comments when asked by members of the
press. Father Michaels sanity hearing will be tomorrow morning. It is not known
at this time whether or not Colin Matthews will be testifying, The news commentator
stated.I wonder if the judge will be able to make a decision tomorrow or hell need
more time, Alethea remarked as they were getting ready for bed.I hope the judge
can make a quick decision because this things been dragged out long enough!Alethea
was working in the master bedroom when Colin came home from his appointment with
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Doctor Hughes. She came out of the bedroom, shutting the door behind her. He came
bounding up the stairs, swept her up into his arms and gave her a passionate
kiss.Well, youre certainly in a good mood! She teased.You bet!Were you with
Doctor Hughes all this time? Its nearly one oclock.No. I stopped at Moms to
tell her about grandpa and grandmas call. Ive got your shawl too and Deb sends
her thanks.How was her date?Mom said Deb told her they had a lot of fun and
they might go out again, but they both decided, for now, theyre going to keep
things casual. Oh! Debs decided shes going to change her last name to Matthews
once she turns eighteen.Why?I guess she wants a start fresh and who can blame
her? Colin remarked. Shes going to start working at the firm, too. Mom said
shed be doing the things they get behind on like filing.Well, itll be good
experience for Deb and a good opportunity.I dont suppose anybody called while I
was gone?Colin! I would have told you immediately if Jeff had called. As if by
ESP, his cell suddenly began to ring. He took out his phone. Hello?Jeffs tone
was cold and he didnt bother even saying hello first. I hope you realize whatever
you said to Dave has caused him possible, irreparable harm. Was it really necessary
for you to behave so spitefully?Jeff, Im sorry, but I have absolutely no idea
what youre talking about.Dave is catatonic and Mr. Heath said it happened shortly
after you saw him.Jeff, the psychiatrist who examined Father Michaels, gave his
okay for me to see him. He felt it might even be beneficial for him.He only saw
Dave for a few hours and knew nothing about him! He had no right to permit you to
see Dave without my permission first!Would you have given it?No! I wouldnt
have permitted you to see him.Colin bit back the tart reply on the tip of his
tongue, took a deep breath and counted to ten before answering, Jeff, I needed to
see him for my own emotional stability. Over the last couple of months, inside my
head, Ive turned him into this larger-than-life monster with superhuman powers. I
needed to face him and see he was no different from me.You had no right! Jeff
repeated then abruptly changed the subject. What was the point of that letter you
wrote? Do you realize because of it the judge may refuse to transfer Dave to
Minnesota where he can be near his family?The way, in which he stressed family, it
was clear to Colin that Jeff didnt consider him part of it any longer. That
wasnt my intention, Jeff, but I do have a right to protect myself and my family the
best way I can.Jeff sighed then said softly, so softly Colin had to strain to hear
him, Ive got a lot hard thinking to do about things. I dont want any further
contact with you while Im doing it.If thats what you think best, Colin
conceded.It is. Please dont try to contact Caitlin either. Shes very confused
and upset. She needs time to recover without pressure from anybody.Meaning me,
Colin thought and then said; I guess youre not giving me a choice?Im not, Jeff
replied and cut the connection.What did Jeff say? Alethea asked, sitting down
next to him.He said Father Michaels is catatonic and hes blaming me for causing
it. Colin shrugged. Maybe, he took a look at that scar, realized I was telling
the truth, and couldnt handle it. He briefly outlined the rest of his
conversation with Jeff.I dont believe this! Alethea said angrily. Father
Michaels almost kills you and Jeff has the nerve to blame you for this breakdown or
whatever Father Michaels had! I wish I knew where Jeff was staying because Id call
him and set him straight!Colin smiled faintly. He could always tell how angry
Alethea was by how much more pronounced her Southern accent became. He gave her a
hug. Thanks, but I doubt if would do any good. I think Jeff feels guilty, but
its easier to blame me for it. Ill write him in a few days and explain what I
really wanted from Father Michaels was some admittance of what he did to me, to us,
was wrong!What if Jeff doesnt respond?Well, Ill be disappointed, but I always
knew our relationship mostly on the surface. We never really dealt with the fact
that one of his sons stabbed the other one.Are you going to keep in contact with
Caitlin?I think if Caitlin wants to keep in contact with me, shell find a way to
do it even if Jeff doesnt approve, he answered.Do me a favor? Dont tell mom
and dad about this. Mom will go off like a rocket and dad will want to flatten
Jeffs face! I dont want to upset them. Id rather they thought our relationship
just ran out of steam.I wont unless you decide you want them to know. Seeing
how low Colin was feeling, Alethea knelt behind him and put her arms around him. I
think we should go out and have some fun tonight! Youre going back into the studio
in a couple of days and Jazz just gave me a new assignment so we probably wont see
a lot of each other during the next month.Whats your assignment?Its for the
January issue thats going to be about up and coming bands. Hes sending us to
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different parts of the country to find out who the bands are and what kind of music
theyre doing. By some strange coincidence, Ive got San Francisco.Whens your
deadline?November thirtieth.Ours is November first. Well record in October,
spend November on publicity, and hopefully, itll end up on a lot of peoples
Christmas lists in December. He sighed again. Youre right. Were probably not
going to see a lot of each other so wed better make the most of the next two
days!Detective Wickersham called after a couple of days and told them the judge had
ordered Father Michaels confined to the state mental hospital.Im so relieved!
Alethea exclaimed as she put her cell back into her purse.Me too, Colin said.
Except this is going to put me permanently on Jeffs shit
list!
Chapter 55Colin was the last one to arrive at the studio the next morning. Sorry,
guys! Alethea and I were up late last night and I overslept.Steve was leaning
against the door to the engineering console, tapping a rolled-up magazine against
his knee and frowning at Colin. Colin looked at Mace, Jake and Liam, hoping for a
clue to Steves mood, then shrugged and asked, So, whats up, Steve?Have you by
any chance seen Rocky Horrors column in the latest issue of Rock Gossip,
Colin?Are you kidding, Steve? I dont read that rag!Maybe, you should! Steve
opened the magazine to the last page and pointed. Read where it says Catty
Info.Colin took the magazine from him and scanned the snippet that read, What very
longhaired rocker was seen treating his bride to some erotic stimulation underneath
their table at a fancy French restaurant recently? Shortly afterwards, the couple
disappeared into the ladies, emerging soon after looking flushed and satisfied! I
guess this rockers not worried about the ruins of his love!Shit! Colin swore.
I knew I over-tipped that waiter!Sounds like you didnt tip him enough! Mace
joked.You do realize you and Alethea couldve been caught and arrested? Steve
demanded.Yes, Colin admitted, flushing noticeably. I think, though Ive been
adequately punished!It was late and pitch dark by the time Colin got home. As he
got out of his Jeep the motion-sensor lights came on, lightly the area all around
the house brightly. He hoped Alethea was still up so he could tell her about
Unforgivens first day in the studio.When he came in the door, Alethea came from the
living room, obviously outraged and waving a copy of Rock Gossip in his face. Did
you see what that bitch, Rocky Horror wrote in her column? Jazz faxed me a copy of
it and I cant believe it!Yeah, I saw it and unfortunately so did Steve. He
wasnt too happy either.How can she do it?She gets away with it because she
never mentions names. People might think they know who shes writing about, but
theres nothing definite.Nothing definite! Alethea complained. A very
long-haired rocker, his bride, and a song called Ruins of Love arent definite
enough? Your name was the only thing she didnt mention!I wouldnt worry. The
people who read that rag are a small minority.What are you going to say if it
comes up in an interview?Ill just smile and let them draw their own
conclusions. As they were getting ready for bed he suggested to Alethea that she
call Eddie Cole and see if he could start immediately as her bodyguard.Why?I want
him along while youre researching your article. Some of those clubs are in rough
areas of town.Ill have a photographer with me.I know, but Ill feel better if
Eddies along, too.Okay. Ill call him in the morning.Colin got up early the next
morning and emailed a letter to Jeff. Caitlin had given him her fathers email
address, but hed never used it until now. In it he explained in more detail why he
wanted to see Father Michaels face to face. He also defended what hed written to
the judge writing that while he wanted Father Michaels securely locked up; he never
insisted it be in Louisiana. He printed the letter then sent it to Jeff. He let
Alethea read the copy hed printed. What do you think?I think you stated your
reasons very clearly without rancor or ass-kissing. Colin smiled. Trust Alethea to
put things in a clear perspective! Truthfully, I dont know why Im bothering.
Ill bet Jeff deletes it without even reading it.As Unforgiven plunged full-tilt
into recording their new CD, it left Colin little time to think about Jeff and
Caitlin. He arrived at the studio one morning to find they didnt need him until
later that day so he decided to return home. After stopping briefly to say hello to
his mom, he bought a dozen roses from a street vendor and drove home. Since hed
left before Alethea was awake, he didnt know what her schedule was for today, but
hoped shed still be home. For the last week theyd been like ships passing in the
night.Colin? Alethea called as he closed the door. She came into the foyer.
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What are you doing back?I wont be needed until later. He gave her the
roses.Theyre beautiful! She exclaimed. Thank you!Ive really missed you!
Ive hardly seen you this last week!Ive missed you, too! Since youre going to
be home for a while, Ive got a surprise for you, but youve got to close your eyes
until I say to open them. Promise?Colin closed his eyes. Lead the way.Alethea
led him upstairs and into the master bedroom. Okay. You can open them now.
Colin did so and found himself transported back in time to an eighteenth-century
ladys boudoir. The flowery Victorian pattern of the comforter repeated in the
pattern of the curtains and a tablecloth, covering a small round table with two
spindly chairs, sitting in a corner of the room. A crocheted bed shawl lay over the
comforter and several goose down pillows lay piled at the head of the bed. A
smaller crocheted shawl lay draped over the cedar chest at the foot of the bed. An
eighteenth-century Queen Anne armoire sat beside the dresser. He went over to the
window, pushed aside the curtain and the lace panel beneath it to peek between the
blinds, assuring himself he was still in twentieth-century Sausalito. He turned.
I love it! I feel like I just stepped back in time to an eighteenth-century ladys
boudoir!You think its too feminine?No, not at all! I meant it feels very
erotic. You know, like this room exists for only one purpose? He shifted, aware
that the feel of the room was having a definite physical effect on him! Definitely
erotic! He repeated.Alethea put her arms around him, letting her hand slide across
the bulge in the front of his jeans. I was hoping it would have exactly this
effect on you!Colin drove back to the studio later in the afternoon, munching on a
couple of granola bars. He smiled as he ate. He and Alethea never had gotten
around to eating lunch!The recording of the new CD continued at a fast and furious
pace without hitting any snags or glitches so they were able to finish it even
before their self-imposed deadline. When the band listened to the final playback
they felt awed by what they heard pouring forth from the studio speakers. Colin
felt his vocals were some of his best ever. They agreed the final mix would need
little or no fine-tuning.He arrived home on the thirty-first to find Alethea had
volunteered him to hand out candy. Colin smiled. Well, itll be a first for me
because Ive never been home this time of year. Ive always been in the studio or
on tour. As usual, Colin went outside to check on the pool house. Theyd begun
enclosing the framework. Once they had it completely enclosed theyd remove the
dining room windows to make the entrance. He went back inside just as the doorbell
rang.Alethea handed him a bowl of candy bars. Youre on!Unforgiven spent the
entire month of November doing press for their upcoming CD titled, Read My Lips!
They were very enthusiastic about it and their enthusiasm was catching on advance
orders were totaling one million and downloads promised to outstrip even that.
Colin did interviews with all the major rock magazines plus
People Weekly, Entertainment Weekly and Us Magazine. There were, of course, the
inevitable questions about Father Michaels and Jeff. Colin answered them briefly
then politely steered the conversation back to the band and its exciting new CD.
Mace, Jake and Liam were handling more interviews than previously and, for that,
Colin was very grateful. He felt heartened by the election results that put his
candidate in office and revealed a record number of young people had voted. He felt
hed made some small contribution towards this end by having Rock the Vote on
Unforgivens tour. With a start he realized his twenty-ninth birthday was fast
approaching. He felt a little saddened, too, because hed heard nothing so far from
Jeff or Caitlin.It had been chilly and raining for the past couple of days, but
Colins birthday dawned sunny and fairly warm. He slept in and woke to find that
Alethea had made him a traditional New Orleans breakfast for his birthday. It was a
lavish meal with several courses, but Colin managed to do it justice. He pushed
back his chair and got up then bent to kiss Alethea. Thanks! This was the perfect
birthday gift.Well, its only the beginning, She replied.He went outside and
watched the builders working on the pool house. They had it completely enclosed and
had removed the dining room windows. A heavy tarp covered the newly made entrance
to keep the house from becoming chilly. He only stayed outside briefly because he
felt too restless. The problem was he had a lot of excess adrenaline left over from
recording the new CD and anticipating its release in a couple of weeks. He walked
into the living room and suggested, Its such a nice day. Why dont we go skating
in Golden Gate Park?Well, its your birthday so your wish is my command, She
replied with a bow.This could prove interesting, he commented. They skated for
two hours before finally calling it quits. Colin caught hold of Alethea and spun
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her around until they were both practically dizzy. This is the best birthday Ive
ever had!She clutched him tightly and gasped, I havent given you my other gift
yet!You already gave me the best gift I ever got on the day you married me!Well,
I hope youll accept one thing more, she teased. They skated back to the Jeep.
She noticed immediately Colin was taking a different route than he usually took.
Are we going somewhere else?I was thinking about stopping at Luke and Noras.
He shrugged. Alethea jogged his arm and pointed as they drove past. Isnt that
their car in the driveway?Yeah, it is. He suddenly sped up, turned at the next
corner and pulled over.Arent we going to stop?Maybe, we should call first
instead of just dropping in uninvited.Alethea gave him a shrewd look. Youre
afraid they wont want to see you?The thought had occurred to me. After all, Im
not on Jeffs hit parade list at the moment.Well, they seemed really nice when we
visited them. I dont think theyre going to let Jeffs temper tantrum influence
them.Colin sighed and started his Jeep again. Youre right, and I guess knowing
where I stand is better than having no clue at all.Thats the spirit! She urged
as he drove around the block and pulled into the driveway.Nora opened the door and
came out before they reached the steps. Colin, Alethea, how nice to see you again.
Come in and sit down. How are you?Fine and you?Were fine, too. She led them
into the living room. You timed your visit perfectly. Weve only been home about a
half-hour.Luke suddenly appeared from upstairs. I thought I heard familiar
voices.They sat down and Nora asked, Have you heard from Jeff or Caitlin,
Colin?He called me after Father Michaels sanity hearing. He was pretty upset
with me. Colin related his conversation with Jeff to them. I tried to explain my
position, but he wouldnt listen.Im angry with Jeff because hes treating Colin
as if hes the criminal instead of Father Michaels! Alethea said angrily.Jeffs
still very angry with you, Colin, Luke said. Nora and I tried to reason with him,
but he refuses to listen.How bad is Father Michaels? Alethea asked. Jeff told
Colin he was catatonic, but we werent sure what he meant.Jeff told us Daves
completely withdrawn, rocking back and forth and mumbling to himself in Latin. The
doctors cant get a response from him and its as if hes locked in another world,
Luke explained.I think Jeffs angry with himself rather than with you. I think
hes convinced himself this wouldnt have happened were he a better father, Nora
said.Colin shrugged. There was absolutely no way he couldve known Father Michaels
would react like he did when he found that file.Hes also angry at Colin because
of the letter he wrote that was read by the judge who sentenced Father Michaels,
Alethea said.Jeff claims its the sole reason the judge refused to transfer
judicial custody of Dave to Minnesota, Luke replied.I just wanted him to be
confined in a secure facility, Colin said. I didnt say it had to be
Louisiana.We know, Nora replied.Hows Caitlin doing? Alethea asked. We think
about her a lot.Shes keeping her spirits up so far, but its not easy for her
with her fathers mood so gloomy and her mother leaving.Shes left permanently?
Colin asked.In a royal huff! Luke replied, allowing his anger to show for the
first time. She was released a couple of days ago and came directly over with her
parents to remove her things. Jeff was at work, but Caitlin was home. Kathleen
never said word one to her; she treated Caitlin like dirt! Luke snapped. Shes
moving to Louisiana to be near Dave.Nora continued the narrative, Jeff tried to
patch things up with Kathleen, but she wouldnt see him. She blames him for Daves
condition and said none of it would have happened if he hadnt abandoned his
family.Didnt Mrs. Michaels parents even try to reconcile her and Caitlin?
Alethea asked.Her father tried. Hes always been a fair man as long as Ive known
him, but Kathleen and her mother are like two peas in a pod! He didnt get the
least bit of cooperation from either of them, Luke said sourly.Caitlin told us she
wants to keep in contact with you and Alethea despite her fathers ban so we worked
out a way she could do it, Nora said. Shell email her letter to us and well
forward it onto you.That would be great, but I dont want it to get you in trouble
with Jeff.Dont worry about it, Colin. We know how to handle your father, Luke
replied.Colin bade his grandparents goodbye and left to drive back home.Colin
unlocked the door and stepped into the foyer and was just about knocked over by a
loud shout of Surprise! from the guests who had been waiting for him. He looked
around, startled, to see not only his immediate family, but his other two sets of
grandparents, his aunt, his uncle and their families. Other guests present included
Mace, Jake, Vanessa, Steve, McGregor and Page plus Eddie Cole. The party was loud
and boisterous and Colin enjoyed himself thoroughly.Peter came over and asked if it
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was okay if he took Dick and Lucy on a tour of the house. Colin told him it was
fine with him. Alethea found him and gave him a plate of food shed fixed for
him.Im going to take Roger and Beth, Angie and Greg through the house. Why dont
you keep Vanessa company while Im doing it, she suggested.Okay. He went over
and sat down by Vanessa who was chatting with Debbie. Vanessa gave him a hug.
Happy Birthday, Colin.Yeah! Happy Birthday! Debbie said.Thanks, both of
you. He turned to Debbie. How was the dance and Cody?Debbie blushed. The
dance was totally awesome and so is Cody, but were just going to be friends for
now. Maybe, well date occasionally. I just want some time to find out who I am
without any entanglements.I think youre way ahead of a lot of teens your age,
Deb, Vanessa remarked.Im trying, Debbie replied. She saw Amanda motioning to
her and knew she needed help getting Colins cake ready. Excuse me?Shes a nice
kid, Vanessa said. Alethea told me what you did for her.Well, its the least I
could do, considering the circumstances. He smiled. I wanted to thank you, too,
for taking good care of Alethea while I was in the hospital. Shes lucky to have a
caring friend like you.It was such a terrible situation Im glad I was able to do
something for her.So, you and Jake are seeing each other?Yes. Its not easy
juggling our schedules to have time together, but were working it out. I felt
drawn to him that night in the hospital. Jake felt terribly upset about your
stabbing. He blamed Mace and himself for what happened. I know he puts on a tough
front, but hes really a marshmallow inside.I hope you two are thinking about
making things permanent. Alethea and I are hoping for it.Well, Id like that
myself, Vanessa confessed. Keep your fingers crossed.I guess that and patience
is what its going take, he joked. He watched Alethea go into the kitchen and then
she came back into the room and announced, Okay, it time for the good part cake
and presents! She lowered the lights then Amanda and Debbie wheeled a cart with
the cake on it into the room.Let there be light! Liam joked, upon seeing the
amount of candles on the cake. He yelped as Colin gave him a shove.Boy! I sure
hope this doesnt set off the smoke alarm! Jake kidded Colin.Make a wish and blow
out the candles, Colin, Alethea urged.I dont know what to wish for Ive got
everything I could possibly want.Well, hurry up and think of something before one
of the neighbors sees the smoke from all these candles and calls the fire
department! Mace joked.Okay, Ive got one. Colin closed his eyes, made his wish
and blew out all the candles. Everybody clapped. Amanda took charge of slicing the
cake while Alethea made sure everyone had something to drink. Colin opened his
gifts. Among the items he received was a T-shirt from Debbie that read 29 and
Holding. He laughed when he read it and gave her a hug. This is great! Thanks,
Deb. He got an afghan from Grandpa Roger and Grandma Beth. Its to take with you
when you go back on tour, Grandma Beth explained.You mustve read my mind. Im
always cold when I first come off stage so this will be perfect! Thanks! He gave
them a hug. When he got to his last gift that was from Alethea, he tore off the
paper and ribbons and found a guitar case underneath the wrappings. He opened it
and inside was one of the most beautiful guitars hed ever seen. He carefully
lifted it out of its case. It was deep ebony yet when he held it to the light he
could see faint gold streaks running all through the finish. He noticed immediately
it had been customized to his exact specifications. This is beautiful! He pulled
her close and gave her a kiss. This is exactly what I wouldve ordered, but how
did you know?That was the easiest part. I just went to Jackson Guitars. They
have all your specifications on computer. All I needed to do was decide on the
wood.Well, its gorgeous and Im looking forward to taking it on tour with me.
He gave her another kiss. It was getting late and the guests began leaving,
singularly or in pairs.Colin gave his parents a hug and a kiss. Thanks for this
great birthday party!If we dont see you before you leave for New Orleans, have a
good Thanksgiving and please give Beau and Louisa our best, Peter said.We will,
Alethea promised.Peter gave Colin a hug. Im glad things are working out for you,
but dont hesitate to call if you want to talk.I wont, Dad. When everyone had
left, Colin took out his new guitar and again admired the beauty of its
workmanship. Are you going to try it out? Alethea asked.Ill give it a test
drive first thing tomorrow, Colin decided. I dont think the neighbors would
appreciate me blasting out Purple Haze at this time of night! He locked the
doors, turned off the downstairs lights, leaving only the stairwell light on, and
set the alarm.Alethea wrapped her arms around him and gave him a passionate kiss.
She unzipped his jeans and slid her hand inside. Whats this? She suddenly
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exclaimed in mock surprise, backing away from him.Colin chuckled and played along.
I think they call it a hard-on!Alethea giggled and teased, Maybe, Debs T-shirt
should have read 29 And Packing!I think Grandma Eileen thinks it should have read
29 And Virile with a big question mark. I guess you were too busy to notice her
checking you out for any signs of pregnancy.Weve barely been married four
months. Arent we allowed to have any time for ourselves?No. In her day brides
got dutifully pregnant on their wedding nights, He replied. Of course, she
probably doesnt realize we never really had an official wedding night.Well, we
can take care of that right now, Alethea answered, taking his hand and leading him
upstairs.Im game! Colin grinned
Chapter 56Amanda hummed as she opened the refrigerator to get out the mayonnaise.
Before she closed the door she prodded the turkey, satisfying herself it was thawing
on schedule. Suddenly, she heard the front door open. Peter? She called then
walked into the living room and saw him standing in the foyer, sorting through his
mail. He smiled broadly when he caught sight of her. She gave him a big hug and a
kiss. What are you doing home so early not that Im not happy to see you! Are
you sick?No. Since theres nothing on my desk that cant wait until Monday and I
knew you were coming home early, I decided to come home and spend some time with my
beautiful wife.Amanda had closed her office at noon to allow her employees, who
were going out of town, more travel time.Well, this is my lucky day then! She
replied. Are you hungry? I made myself some egg salad, but theres enough for
two.That sounds great, Mandy. Im going upstairs to change and Ill be down in a
few minutes. He left his briefcase in his study and ran up the stairs, whistling
and taking them two at a time. Amanda smiled, watching him. She made the
sandwiches, set out a bowl of cherry tomatoes and poured two glasses of iced tea.
Peter walked into the kitchen. He had changed into casual clothes of jeans and a
sweatshirt. Where is everybody?Well, if you recall, Liam had those interviews
with Seventeen
and
YM magazines today.Yes, I do recall now that you mention it. It seems our younger
son has become a favorite of the teen set.Deb and Cody went to the mall. She said
shed be back about four-thirty.So, this means we pretty much have the afternoons
to ourselves?Why, yes, it does, Amanda replied, taking a bite of her sandwich.
She sighed suddenly.Still feeling blue about Colin and Alethea not being here with
us? Peter asked, salting a cherry tomato and popping it into his mouth.Yes.
Realistically, I know we have to share them with Beau and Louisa, but its still
hard.I know, but theyll be with us for Christmas. He took another bite of his
sandwich.Mandy, have you noticed Colin hasnt said anything about Jeff since he
came back from New Orleans?Yes. I think its probably like Colin told you. Their
relationship wont amount to much because they dont have a lot in common.To be
honest, Mandy, if things dont work out between them, Ill be sorry for Colin, but
not for Jeff. They finished lunch and cleaned up then Peter asked casually, Do
you have any plans for this afternoon?Amanda smiled and shook her head as if she
didnt know why he was asking. No. Why?I thought we might take advantage of
being alone.I get the impression you have some definite ideas as to how we can do
it too, she teased.A few, yes, Peter admitted.Amanda giggled. Good Lord! We
sound like a couple of horny teenagers!Well, Mandy, I feel like one!So I see!
She giggled again. I think well have to do something about this situation!I
definitely agree!Debbie pulled her 1992 Pontiac Sunbird into the driveway. Peter
and Amanda had bought a car for her shortly after shed started working at Amandas
firm. She got out and dashed across the lawn to the front porch. It was chilly,
windy, and rainy and Debbie shivered as she dug out her key to unlock the front
door. She stopped in the foyer to check the mail then called, Anybody home? She
didnt get an answer despite both Peter and Amandas cars being in the garage. She
went upstairs and knocked on their closed bedroom door. Amanda?Amanda sat up in
surprise, her hair falling loosely around her bared shoulders. She looked at the
clock on the nightstand and realized it was past four-thirty. She was feeling so
satiated and content after their lovemaking that all other thoughts had flown
completely out of her head. She threw back the covers, grabbed her robe, pulling it
on as she hurried to the door. She cracked it enough to discern Debbies apologetic
expression.Im sorry to disturb you, Amanda, but would you like me to start
supper?Id appreciate it. Im running a little bit late this
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afternoon.Okay.Amanda shut the door then hurried around, picking up her clothes
off the floor. Goodness! Why didnt I set the alarm so Id be up before Deb got
home?Peter lay on his back with his arms folded underneath his head. He smiled in
amusement as he watched his wife. Why? Do you think Deb doesnt know we make
love? He teased.Amanda, her clothes bunched up in her arms, started to laugh so
hard she had to sit down. I guess I think she probably wouldnt believe it!Debbie
was making a salad when Amanda walked into the kitchen. She briefly considered
saying something to Debbie, but decided not to unless she mentioned it. She opened
the freezer, pulled out a bag, dumped it into a large pot, turned the burner to
simmer and covered it. She turned back to Debbie. You can use a whole basket of
those cherry tomatoes, Deb. I think I deliberately forgot Colin and Alethea werent
going to be here when I bought them.Theyre probably in New Orleans by now,
Debbie commented. Amanda?Yes, Deb?I was looking around the mall today to get
ideas for Christmas presents, but I got like totally stuck about what I could give
Peter. Do you have any suggestions?Amanda thought for a moment then replied,
Well, he really adores the Jerry Garcia tie we gave him for Colins wedding and he
wears it constantly. I think hed be thrilled to have another one.Debbie
brightened. Thats an awesome idea, Amanda! Thanks!Liam came in the door just as
they were setting supper on the table. He was surprised to see his father coming
down the stairs and whistling merrily. Hi, Dad! He gave him a hug and smiled.
You mustve had a good day?I had a short one. I came home early so I could spend
some quality time with your mother.Liam grinned knowingly. Quality time,
huh?Yup! So, hows our budding teen idol?He grimaced. To be honest, Dad, Im
not sure I like being stuck with that label.Peter laughed and put his arm around
Liams shoulder as they walked towards the kitchen. Cheer up! I hear its an
honor that doesnt last too long!Hi, Amanda said as she gave Liam a hug and a
kiss. Youre just in time.Hi, Mom! He returned her hug and kiss. He went to
the stove and lifted the lid off the simmering kettle. Umm! Homemade vegetable
soup!Do I get a kiss, too, Mandy? Peter teased.She blushed and gave his a quick
kiss, but whispered, Well continue this later. She set a loaf of sliced French
bread, hot from the oven, on the table. Lets eat.Its so rainy, windy and cold
outside, Liam remarked. This soup really hits the spot!I think its totally
neat that YM interviewed you, Liam, Debbie said. They only interview the coolest
people, you know.Well, Im glad somebody thinks Im cool! Liam joked.Amanda
smiled at their banter. One of her planned Christmas presents to Debbie was a
subscription to YM magazine.After they finished eating, Debbie helped Amanda clear
the table then asked permission to call Diana.Go ahead, Deb. Peter will help me
with the rest of this.Thanks! She went upstairs to her bedroom and took out her
cell phone. She sprawled across her bed on her stomach and punched in Dianas
number.Hello?Hi, Din!Hi, Deb! How are things with you?Great! Whats going
on?Nothing! Its sure not as much fun as in the good old days! Hows
Cody?Fine.So, are you like calling to tell me you and him did the deed?No. I
told you I wanted to find out who I am so Im being celibate!I have to admit, Deb,
Ive been pretty much celibate since that happened to you. God! You never know
what kind of weirdoes youre taking up with!Well, Father Michaels is one less
weirdo!Yeah! Hows life with the Matthews family?Its excellent, Din! Peter
and Amanda are so cool! She started to giggle. When I came home this afternoon
they were in bed!No way, Deb!I kid you not, Din! Theyre the sexiest couple
Ive ever seen! Theyre always touching, hugging, or kissing.What about Colin?
Dont you ever get horny when you think about that night with him?I dont think
about it! Debbie declared. I see how much Colin loves Alethea and how much she
loves him.Well, youre stronger than Id be, Deb.Have you seen my parents,
Din?Yeah, once in a while. Youll be glad to hear they havent changed a bit!
They still look and act like a couple of stiffs! Your old lady gives me the evil
eye every time she sees me! I think she just cant stand the thought you might
actually be happy! They talked a while longer than Debbie said goodbye, promising
to call soon.Do, and definitely call me if you and Cody do the wild thing!Debbie
hung up and took the phone back downstairs. She wandered out into the kitchen where
Amanda was preparing to make Thanksgiving pies. Can I help you, Amanda?Sure,
Deb. You can slice the apples for me.Okay. She sat and started to slice the
apples. Amanda couldnt help noticing that she seemed troubled. Is everything
okay, Deb?When I talked to Din and it just reminded me of how alone I am and how I
dont belong anywhere, Debbie sniffed then started to cry in earnest.Amanda put
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down her rolling pin, put her arms around Debbie, holding her tightly. Deb, you do
belong somewhere you belong right here with us! Its strange how things work out
sometimes. I always I wanted a daughter and now Ive got two.Debbie rested her
cheek against Amandas breast. I used to fantasize about having a mother I could
be friends with, go shopping, and giggle with like we do. I guess wishes can come
true.Yes, they can, Amanda agreed. You know, Deb if you feel comfortable doing
it, wed like it very much if youd call us mom and dad.Id like that, too
Mom.Amanda lay awake that night, listening to the rain hitting the roof. She had
told Peter what shed impulsively suggested to Debbie, but hed agreed it was a good
idea. She felt Peter stir beside her. Are you still awake? He asked sleepily.
He kissed her temple and put his arm around her, pulling her closer to him.Amanda
sighed. I was thinking about Deb. I know Diana is her best friend and I know
shes a nice girl, but I wonder if we shouldnt discourage contact between them.
Deb seems to get upset every time they talk.I dont think thats a good idea,
Mandy. I think that would upset her and make her feel more isolated.Youre
probably right.Of course I am! How do you think I got to be attorney general?
He teased.Brains and a hard cock! Amanda giggled as she ran her hands over his
lower body in a seductive caress.I think we should definitely spend more quality
time together, Peter decided. He slowly started to circle one of her nipples with
his tongue.Oh, yes! She gasped. Definitely quality!Colin stood by the window
in Aletheas former bedroom, buttoning his shirt cuff and gazing at Louisas Rose
garden. It was still beautiful even in November. He turned his attention from the
window to contemplate a more beautiful view as Alethea came from the bathroom clad
only in her bra, panties and thigh-high stockings. She smiled as she noticed him
watching her. She quickly slithered into her silk slip then into her dress. It was
a comfortable style that she favored, in a pretty floral pattern that buttoned up
the front and showcased her full breasts very nicely indeed. She sat down and
brushed her hair before tying it back loosely.You know, Ive been thinking about
doing something special for Doctor Trumbull for Christmas, Colin said.Did you have
something specific in mind?I was thinking we could treat him and his wife to a
night on the town hire a limousine to take them to dinner and dancing on us. We
could leave the invitation open-ended so they could use it whenever they had a free
night.Thats a great idea, Colin. Lets talk to Mom. She can help us arrange
it.Okay. Colin turned back to the window and said softly, I wonder if Jeff
and Caitlin are here? Caitlin had written them about Jeffs intention of spending
Thanksgiving with Father Michaels. They would be staying in New Orleans and driving
to the hospital.I hope Jeffs not planning to spend every holiday with Father
Michaels. I think it would be awfully depressing for poor Caitlin, Alethea
remarked.I think so too, but Jeff doesnt give apparently doesnt give a rats ass
what anybody else thinks!The way I read Caitlins emails is that she feels duty
bound to go whatever the cost to herself.Well, no matter what hes done he still
her brother and she loves him. Maybe, she thinks enough love and attention will
bring him out of this alternate reality or whatever.I hadnt thought about it that
way, Alethea admitted, putting on her pumps. I guess its hard for me to imagine
anybody loving Father Michaels.You and me both! He helped her to her feet.
Ready?Whenever you are.Louisas Thanksgiving dinner was a feast to behold.
Besides Colin and Alethea, their other guests were Aletheas grandmother and her
great-aunt, Dorothea. Colin pushed his chair back from the table and gave a
contented sigh. This dinner was fabulous, Louisa! I give it five stars
easy!Thank you, Colin. Did you have enough to eat?Too much! He chuckled. He
felt stuffed and should have passed on that second piece of pecan pie, but it had
just been too good. He helped Louisa clear the table and load the dishwasher. He
watched closely as she made some caf au lait. He wanted to surprise Alethea with
it some morning. They returned to the living room where everybody else was
sitting. Louisa poured the caf au lait and passed the cups around followed by a
plate of homemade cookies. At four oclock the rest of Aletheas family started to
arrive. One of the first was her cousin, Nancy, and her husband, George. Louisa
had mentioned the previous evening that they had reconciled. From the look of them,
Colin assumed they must have had booze instead of turkey for their Thanksgiving
dinner. They both hit the bar before the buffet Louisa had laid out. Nancy,
cocktail in hand, looked him up and down and slurred, Well, if it isnt Mr. Rock
Star! I hope you arent going to disgrace our family again! Colin felt his temper
rise so he turned and walked away without saying a word.Some people are certainly
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rude! Nancy proclaimed loudly.Nancy, why dont you relax and Ill get you a cup
of caf au lait, Louisa suggested gently.I dont want any damn coffee, Aunt Lou!
I want another whiskey sour! Nancy shouted, throwing Louisas hand off her arm.
Louisa shot Beau a questioning look, but he shrugged and nodded resignedly. It was
better to let her drink than have her wreck the entire party!Colin was sitting by
Aletheas grandmother and Dorothea covertly watching as Nancy made several trips to
the liquor cabinet. Nancy strutted over to them and said loudly, Have you noticed
that the quality of people coming into our family has really deteriorated
lately?Dorothea glanced over at Nancys husband, drunkenly and loudly holding forth
on the chances of the New Orleans Saints making it to the Super Bowl. Why yes,
dear, I noticed that some time ago.The expression on Nancys face looked as if she
knew shed been insulted, but couldnt quite figure out how.Colin choked back a
laugh and excused himself when he spotted Alethea going into the kitchen. She
looked up as he came into the kitchen. Hi!Nancy and George are getting drunker
by the minute, Colin said. He rubbed his head. Theyre getting louder by the
minute, too!I know. Its so embarrassing for mom and dad, but they feel if they
try to stop them from drinking, theyll make an even bigger scene.Colin chuckled
suddenly and related to Alethea what Nancy had said to Dorothea and Dorotheas
reply. Alethea had a good laugh over that. Ill bet Nancy about choked!Well,
she did look like she couldnt quite figure out the punch line, Colin remarked then
added, Theres nothing worse than a drunken snob!It took quite a bit of persuasion
on the part of Beau and Louisas to prevent Nancy and George from driving home, but
they finally agreed to go home in a cab. By the time the last of their guests had
left, Aletheas parents looked dead on their feet.Mom, Dad, you look exhausted!
Alethea said. Why dont you go to bed and well clear up this mess.Louisa
hesitated. I hate to leave you with all this work, darling.We insist, Louisa,
Colin said firmly.Come along, Louisa, Beau said, putting his arm around her.
Lets not look a gift horse in the mouth!It was nearly eleven oclock by the time
Colin and Alethea got everything done. Alethea made them some more caf au alit.
They sat in the kitchen and relaxed. Colin looked at Alethea with a longing
expression and muttered, I wish that damn bed didnt squeak so much!She giggled
and suggested, We could put the comforter on the floor.Wed still have to be
quiet and thats no fun! He grumbled.Why dont we go for a drive? I know this
nice little park.He raised his eyebrows and grinned. Sounds interesting, but
wont Beau and Louisa wonder?Well tell them the truth we went for a drive
because we werent sleepy!Caitlin took a bite of her Thanksgiving supper, chewed it
slowly and then swallowed it. It felt like a huge lump in her stomach. It wasnt
that the restaurants food was bad; it was very good, but it just wasnt the
Thanksgiving shed been counting on. She glanced around her. The restaurant was
certainly full and there were people waiting in the lobby for a table. Her mind
turned back to their visit to Dave earlier. Although shed known his emotional
condition was very bad and despite her fathers advance warning, nothing could
muffle the shock of what shed found. Dave hadnt been aware of their presence. He
had glazed eyes and he rocked back and forth, muttering what sounded like bits of
Latin over and over. Even though shed felt like crying, she hugged him and told
him she loved him, but it failed to draw any response from him. The one positive
aspect of their visit was that she could assure herself that they were taking good
care of Dave. Her fathers voice broke into her thoughts.Cait?She looked at him.
Yes, Daddy?Why arent you eating? Dont you feel good?Im fine. Caitlin
pushed her plate away and slumped back into her chair. Im just not hungry.Jeff
laid his fork down and folded his hands. I know its a terrible shock seeing Dave
like that. It certainly was for me the first time I saw him.It was, Caitlin
agreed. I dont think he knew we were even there.I believe theres still a part
of him that knows us and will eventually come back to us.Caitlin thought her father
was being overly optimistic. He seemed to have forgotten if Dave did come out of
it, his next stop was going to be a jail cell, but she didnt voice these thoughts
aloud. Does love and support mean we just forget what Dave did?Jeffs expression
sank into sadness. None of it was Daves fault, Cait. My searching for Colin is
what caused this.Come on, Daddy! Dave didnt suddenly become mentally ill when he
found your file on Colin!Maybe, he wouldnt have been driven to do what he did if
he hadnt found that file.Why are you so mad at Colin then if youre blaming
yourself for this?Colins actions since Daves arrest have been nothing short of
mean-spirited. He didnt need to see Dave and he certainly didnt need to write
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that letter! Dave would be recovering faster if he was in an institution at home
where we could visit him regularly.Caitlin was getting nowhere so she changed the
subject. Colin and Alethea are spending Thanksgiving with her parents here.Jeff
looked up at her sharply and demanded, Has Colin been in contact with you?No,
Daddy. Grandma wrote that in her last letter, but I suppose you just skipped over
that part.Jeff sighed. I know mom and dad dont approve of me cutting Colin off,
but I need time to think and I cant do it with everybody pulling me in a dozen
different directions!Daddy, theyre hurt because youre bent on excluding Colin
from our family.Im sorry, but I feel that trying to bring him into our family
caused this terrible tragedy.Caitlin gave a frustrated sigh. Daddy, we dont have
that much family and we cant afford to slam the door on anybody!Jeff sighed and
his shoulders slumped. Cait, Ive thought this through. Ive turned it over and
over in my mind, but I keep coming to the same conclusion its better for Colin
and better for us if we keep our distance.
Chapter 57Read My Lips, Unforgivens new CD, had taken off at warp speed and
blasted its way to the top of Billboards chart the first week in December. Colin
was curious to know how fast it was selling, but there wasnt any way he could do it
himself without attracting a lot of attention. He asked Debbie and Cody to do the
research for him and the information they reported back confirmed his suspicions
their new CD was virtually flying out of the stores! Too Strong for Fantasy, was
now topping the five million mark and their first two CDs, A Snowballs Chance in
Hell and Why Be Normal? were now galloping towards double platinum. It was being
downloaded so many times on iTunes and Amazon both sites practically
crashed.Unforgiven was not the only one getting rave reviews either. Aletheas
article, in the January issue of Rock Hard on the current music scene in San
Francisco was generating a lot of attention. MTV News recently named her one of the
years top ten rock journalists.Its about time you got some credit for your
journalism, Colin declared. Of course, youve always been on my top of my list!
A few days before Christmas he stopped in to see his mom at her office. He had one
present left to buy for Alethea, but he was fresh out of ideas and was hoping she
had mentioned something to his mom.Alethea didnt mention anything specific, but I
might have an idea, Amanda said after Colin explained his predicament. She left a
message with the receptionist that shed be unavailable for about a half-hour and
then she and Colin walked the short distance to the Embarcadero Center and went into
Victorias Secret. Amanda immediately headed for a particular rack of nightgowns
and pulled one out to look at it. It was a long gown of pale blue with lace
bodice. The last time Alethea and I were here I couldnt help noticing how much
time she spent looking at this nightgown.I wonder why she didnt buy it.His
mother smiled. Well, Colin, its always more romantic to receive something like
this from someone you love.Youre probably right, he acknowledged. He looked at
the price tag and whistled. I guess I never realized women paid so much for their
lingerie.We dont, but thats silk, Colin, and the bodice is handmade lace,
Amanda pointed out to him. I think Alethea really wanted it and I know shed be
thrilled to find it under the Christmas tree.Shed look beautiful in it, too, so
its well worth the price tag, he conceded. He looked up to see his mother was
looking through another rack of nightgowns. She pulled one out, stood in front of a
mirror and held it in front of her. It was long and silky with a thigh-high slit up
one side. It was invitingly plain with spaghetti straps in a tempting shade of
rose. It would look gorgeous on her exactly the reason his dad had already bought
it for her for Christmas.Mom? Colin called, attempting to distract her from
it.Yes? She turned to him, putting the gown back on the rack.Do you think I
should buy the robe, too?Well, I always like to have a matched set myself.Good
enough, Colin said, taking them up to the cash register. He paid for them and
waited while they were gift-wrapped. They walked back to Amandas office.Debbie
poked her head out of the file room as they passed and called, Hi, Mom! Hi,
Colin!Hello, Deb, Amanda gave her a big hug. How was school?Hi, Deb! Hows
it going? Colin asked.Good! I had a pop quiz in German, but I think I did pretty
well since Ive been spending every free moment in the language lab!Im sure you
did fine, Deb, Amanda assured her. She and Colin went into her office and she
motioned for him to sit. Can you stay a while?Id love to, Mom, but Ive got to
get home and hide this before Alethea sees it. What time do you want us over on
Christmas Eve?I told everybody five oclock. She tapped an empty space on the
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shelves behind her desk and said, You know, I should find something to put
there.Colin chuckled as he gave her a hug and then teased, Well, maybe, if youre
real good, Santa Claus will bring you something to fill it! Before he left, he
peeked into the file room where Debbie was working to say goodbye to her. When he
got home and pulled into the garage he saw Aletheas Corvette was already there. He
quickly scurried up to the loft above the garage and stashed the gift with the rest
of Aletheas presents. When he came out it had started to rain hard and he sprinted
across the front yard to the porch. He unlocked the door; pleased to see Alethea
had set the alarm. Alethea? He called as he came into the foyer. She didnt
respond, but he figured she was in the pool house since shed been swimming at least
twice a day since its completion. He went through the dining room, containing the
antique dining set theyd purchased a few months ago. He slid open the French doors
leading to the pool house and went inside, closing the doors behind him.Alethea had
the whirlpool turned up high and was swimming vigorously. She saw Colin, smiled and
swam over to the edge. He knelt and gave her a kiss. Hi!Hi! What have you been
doing?I did some last-minute Christmas shopping.What did you buy? She asked
teasingly.Just some of those last-minute stocking stuffers.She swam away from
him. Want to come in? The water temperatures just right.If I do, we might not
get out for quite a while, he warned.Suits me just fine!Colin got up, walked to
the window at the far end of the pool and drew the blinds completely closed. He
then walked back, stopping to check the door that opened on the deck, making sure it
was locked. Alethea watched him, feeling slightly irritated, but said nothing. He
still seemed too concerned about her safety.Alethea swam around the pool slowly,
flaunting her well-defined curves at every opportunity. Are you sure you dont
want to come in?Colin started stripping off his clothes. Youve convinced me!
Its so chilly outside the water should feel good. He chuckled throatily. Like I
really need an excuse to go skinny-dipping with my wife!Christmas Eve dawned rainy
and chilly. Colin and Alethea wrestled the six-and-a-half foot tree from the deck
into the living room and placed it by the fireplace after breakfast. They had
bought it from a tree farm a couple of days earlier because Alethea wanted to
replant it after it had done its tour of duty as a Christmas tree. The tree, its
roots encased in a dirt-filled burlap bundle, sat in a large tub.Alethea carted
several bags, containing Christmas decorations out from the closet underneath the
staircase. It took them a couple of hours to finish decorating the tree. It looked
beautiful when they finished. As a final touch, Alethea wrapped a secondhand
patchwork quilt around the tub to hide it. She stepped back. What do you
think?I think it looks exactly like the Christmas trees in that Victorian house
magazine you subscribe to. I think it looks great! Colin sat down on the couch.
I wonder if Caitlin got our card. With the card theyd enclosed a check for two
hundred dollars. I hope shes uses that money for herself, but I have a feeling
she wont.Alethea sat down beside him and sighed. It must be terrible to be so
alone at this time of the year.I know. I have half a mind to call her and tell
her she can spend Christmas with us and to hell with Jeff!Theyve probably already
left for New Orleans.I know. I was just venting. After lunch, Colin went out to
the loft and got Aletheas presents. He was arranging them under the tree when she
appeared with his presents. He smiled and joked, I guess great minds think
alike. By the time they were ready to leave for Hillsborough, it was dark enough
to put the tree lights on. Colin drew all the blinds except on the front window by
the tree.Is it safe to leave it on while were gone?Perfectly. I had this place
rewired after I bought it. As they were backing out of the driveway, Alethea said,
I hope your grandparents like what we got them.Im sure they will, but you know
what Grandma Eileen would really like, dont you?Alethea sighed. Yes, for me to
announce Im pregnant.You got it. They were the first ones to arrive. The rest
of the relatives arrived shortly afterwards and the party got into full swing:
eating, drinking eggnog, singing and decorating the tree. The evening included with
everyone exchanging gifts and opening one gift.This was certainly nice, Alethea
remarked. Have you always done it like this?As far back as I can remember,
Colin replied. How does your family do it?We open all our presents on Christmas
Eve, but I like this way better. They arrived home and as they walked across the
lawn, Colin touched Aletheas arm and pointed to the front window. Its so
pretty! She gasped.It sure is. Colin unlocked the front door and turned off the
alarm. They unloaded the presents they got and placed them under the tree. Colin
locked the door and reset the alarm.Would you like some hot chocolate?Yeah, that
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sounds good. While youre doing that Ill make a fire. By the time she came back,
Colin had a brisk fire going in the fireplace. She handed Colin his mug then sat
down next to him with her legs curled underneath her. Amanda sure certainly
thrilled to get our present. They had given his parents each a framed wedding
picture.She was hinting just the other day for something to fill an empty spot on
the shelf behind her desk, Colin laughed.Well, its always nice to get something
you really want.He frowned suddenly as he recalled something. Did you notice
anything different about mom?Different how?She just seemed quieter than usual
like she had something on her mind, maybe.No, I didnt, but youre closer to her
too.He shrugged. Its probably just my imagination. He put down his mug. Do
you want to open one of your gifts?Okay. She looked over her pile of gifts then
pointed to one. Ill open that one.Colin retrieved it from under the tree,
secretly pleased it was the gift hed bought her from Victorias Secret.Now, you
choose one.He chose a slim package and gave it a shake. I have absolutely no idea
whats in here.Youll find out, she teased as she undid the ribbons and wrapping
paper on her package. She gasped as she saw the box then gave a cry of delight as
she discovered its contents. Oh, Colin! Alethea exclaimed. She lifted it out of
the box. Its so beautiful, but how did you know I wanted it?A little bird told
me.A little bird named Amanda, Ill bet.Colin tore the ribbons and paper off his
gift, carefully pulled off the tape and folded back the flaps. He found a framed
picture of Alethea posed under the rose-covered trellis in her bridal gown. It was
one he had expressed a particular fondness for when they were choosing their wedding
pictures. Its beautiful! Thank you.Its to take on tour with you.Itll be
the showcase of my collection, Colin assured her.Alethea rose. Im going upstairs
and try on my new nightgown. Coming?In a minute. He unplugged the tree and made
sure to properly bank the fire. He went upstairs after turning off the remaining
lights. Alethea looked stunning in her new nightgown for the few moments she had it
on.Colin got up, early Christmas morning and fixed a tray with a pot of caf au
lait, croissants, butter and jam then took it upstairs. Merry Christmas, Alethea,
He said, waking her with a kiss.She rolled over and smiled up at him. Merry
Christmas, She replied, sitting up. Youre up early. She rubbed her eyes,
yawned and glanced at the window. It not even light yet. You couldnt have gotten
much sleep.I didnt need much. Colin fluffed her pillows then set the tray in
front of her. I decided to serve you breakfast in bed.How nice! I feel just
like a princess, Alethea declared.Thats the whole idea. After eating breakfast,
they went downstairs and opened the rest of their gifts and went for a long swim.
They called Beau and Louisa after lunch to wish them a Merry Christmas and thank
them for their gifts. All in all it was a wonderful first Christmas for them.Caitlin
lay curled on the bed in her hotel room, crying. Her dress, a gift from her father
to wear when visiting Dave and for their Christmas dinner lay crumpled at the foot
of the bed. When her father had knocked on her door a half-hour ago shed told him
she didnt feel well and to go to supper without her. She knew she must look
terrible eyes red and swollen and her face tear-streaked. This was the most
horrible Christmas shed ever spent! Daves doctor had assured them thered been no
change in his condition, but his expression had seemed more vacant to her than when
shed seen him last. On their way out of the hospital, theyd run into her mother.
Her parents had gotten into a bitter fight that ended with her mother, threatening
them with legal repercussions if they didnt stay away from Dave. Her father had
then spent the entire drive back to New Orleans, blaming himself for Daves
condition, for her mothers attitude towards her, and for breaking up his family by
his obsessive search for Colin. When theyd finally gotten back to the hotel she
had run into her room, burst into tears and had continued to cry since. Shed never
felt so alone! She sat up, wiped her eyes and grabbed the phone. Operator, Id
like to make a collect call to either Mr. or Mrs. Luke Michaels.Colin and Alethea
had stopped by Luke and Noras. Were so glad you were able to come over, Nora
said.Colin put down his cup of coffee and smiled. He glanced up at the large
beautiful Christmas tree he was sitting on the floor beside. He was feeling more
comfortable with his grandparents now even though his relationship with Jeff was in
the toilet.Nora looked at their wedding photograph on the mantle. We love the
picture you gave us. Its such a lovely photograph. It was a full-length picture
of them posed under the trellis and showed Aletheas entire gown and train.Colin
glanced at the picture and chuckled. We posed for so many pictures I lost
count.Yes, Luke laughed. I remember all the pictures taken at Jeff and Amandas
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wedding. I thought wed never be done!Alethea was thrilled with her gift from
Luke. It was a hybrid orchid hed grown and named after her. It was a delicate pink
with deeper rose shading. He said he planned to write an article about it and would
enter into competition at the next show. Have you heard anything from Jeff?He
called us yesterday to wish a Merry Christmas, Nora said. We tried to convince
him to spend Christmas with us, but he refused our offer and unfortunately Caitlin
wont come without her father.I dont suppose he asked about us? Colin
said.No, Luke sighed. I know he keeps blaming himself for what happened with
Dave, but neither of us knows what to say or do to make him realize it wasnt his
fault. The phone suddenly started to ring and since he was nearest to it, Luke
answered it. Hello? He listened for a moment then said, This is Luke Michaels
and yes, Ill accept the charges.Whos calling, Luke?He looked at Nora. Its a
collect call from Caitlin.Oh, dear, Nora said softly. What else could possibly
be wrong?Cait? Cait, whats wrong, honey? Luke said as Caitlin came on the
line.Grandpa, Im so miserable! She sobbed. I just wanted to hear yours and
grandmas voices.Calm down, honey, and tell me whats happened.Caitlin related
the days events and concluded by saying, Grandpa, this is the most horrible
Christmas I could ever imagine!Colin could only hear his grandfathers side of the
conversation, but his expression revealed his trepidation. Nora tugged on her
husbands arm. Luke, let me talk to her.Grandma wants to talk with you, Cait.
He handed the phone to his wife and rose.What happened? Colin asked.Luke gave
them a brief rundown on what Caitlin had told him then snapped angrily, I wish Jeff
would quit acting like a damn martyr and stop blaming himself for Daves actions and
condition!Nora was speaking in a soothing tone to Caitlin. Colin and Alethea are
over, dear. Would you like to talk to them? She put the phone on speaker so they
could all talk.Hi, Cait, Colin said Hi, Cait, how are you? Alethea asked.Hi,
Im better now. Im really glad youre still speaking to us even though daddys
being so unfair and unreasonable. Thanks for the card and the money too.Youre
welcome, Cait. Colin said. Listen, if you want to spend the rest of Christmas
with us, Ill borrow our plane, come down, and pick you up.Thanks, Colin, but I
cant leave daddy alone even if hes being a butthead.Well, if you change your
mind, let grandpa and grandma know and I can be there in a couple of hours.Thanks,
Colin, but I wont change my mind. Grandma? Grandpa?Are you sure youre all right
now, honey? Luke spoke up.Im okay now, Grandpa. I just needed to be reminded
that I still have family who love me.And who love your father too. Anytime you
need us, honey, just call us collect. Okay?Or you can call us, Colin added.Nora
spoke for a few minutes more than hung up. She shook her head angrily and said, I
swear if Jeff were here right now Id give him a good shaking!Id help you too!
Luke added.Colin frowned, fiddling with his hair. Cant Jeff see what hes doing
to her?He obviously doesnt! Luke said. But Cait knows were here for her and
she knows she can count on us.I hope so, Grandpa, Colin replied somberly. He was
silent on the drive home. He lay awake. Alethea was awake also. She suspected he
had a lot on his mind, but she was learning not to nag him to confide in her and he
was learning not to keep things locked up inside. She felt him turn over.
Alethea, are you awake?Yes.Ive been thinking about apologizing to
Jeff.Apologize for what? You didnt do anything wrong.I know, but I didnt
realize until now this isnt just between me and Jeff. Ill call Jeff and tell him
I was wrong to do what I did with Fr. Michaels!Youd be lying and how will it make
you feel?Probably like I swallowed a hair ball!If Jeff accepts this piece of
fiction, how will you feel about him?Id never respect him again, Colin answered.
But I cant stand seeing Caitlin suffering either.Colin, youre not the one whos
causing her this pain.I know, but Jeffs so wrapped-up in his own pain he cant
seem to see Caitlins.Well, I agree with Luke. Caitlin knows she can call us
anytime she needs us.I sure hope so.
Chapter 58Alison arrived on New Years Eve and stayed for two days. It was obvious
to anyone who saw them together that Liam and Alison were deeply in love. Amanda
gave a dinner party in honor of Alison and outdid herself with the menu.Well, it
looks as if youre going to have another Southern daughter-in-law, Mom, Colin
teased, giving her a hug.I have to admit your father and I were a little ambivalent
about this at first. After talking to Alison and meeting her, we know shes a
wonderful person and shell make Liam very happy.Colin went for his physical that
was required by the bands insurance company and passed with flying colors. He
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breathed a secret sigh of relief when he got the news. He stopped in the midst of
packing one day, wondering how he was going to get all the stuff he was taking into
his suitcases. One of Aletheas Christmas gifts to him was a coffee travel kit so
he could have his favorite of coffee anytime he wished. His guitars, except for the
one Alethea had given him, were on their way to Seattle. As before, Armageddon
would be there opening act.Think youve got everything? Alethea teased, walking
into their bedroom.Well, I think I might have room for one more thing Colin
picked her up and pretended he was going to toss her into his suitcase.Colin! She
squealed. He laughed, set her down on the bed instead and joked, I wish I could
keep you in there for the entire tour!Ill be with you for the first week of the
tour.Itll be three months before I see you again, He pouted.I guess well have
to make the most of tonight and the rest of this week then.Colin, Alethea, McGregor
and Eddie Cole were the last ones to arrive at the airport on the morning of the
bands departure.Nice to see you, Steve remarked dryly. I thought maybe, youd
forgotten were leaving today.Not a chance, Steve! Colin replied, his eyes
sparkling. He walked over to the window and looked at their jet parked on the
runway outside. The paint job was new and it had the bands logo on it.Their
parents, Debbie, and both sets of grandparents were coming to see them off. Colin
briefly wondered if Jeff knew he was leaving today, but figured he probably didnt
care. He felt shocked when he saw his mom. She was pale and her eyes had dark
circles underneath them that shed tried to mask with make-up. She appeared very
shaky.Grandma Beth noticed her shakiness, too, and said, You look very peaked,
dear. Are you feeling all right?Im fine, Beth, but thank you for your
concern.Colin couldnt help noticing how she was clinging to his dads arm as if
she might fall if she didnt. Grandmas right, Mom. You dont look like you feel
good and that flus going around.Im fine. Ive just had a little trouble
sleeping.Colin knew why, too. Fucking Father Michaels! He silently cursed. He
saw Steve and Russ rounding up Mace and Jake who were talking to some fans.
Obviously, theyd skipped school to come and see Unforgiven leave. He turned his
attention back to his mom. Mom, I know youre scared about us leaving, but weve
both learned our lesson. Were not planning on going to the can without our
bodyguards!Colins right, Mom. Were going to be attached to our bodyguards at
the hips! Liam joked, trying to reassure her. He gave her a hug.Amanda smiled
faintly. I know youre going to be very careful, but Im your mother and its my
duty to worry about you.We wouldnt have it any other way, Mom, Colin replied,
giving her a hug.Amanda held him tightly as several pictures flashed through her
head; the first time shed seen him after he was born, and his excitement before
Unforgivens first headlining concert. His expression when he saw Alethea coming
down the aisle in her wedding gown and the way he appeared just after his surgery.
She shuddered in remembrance.I want you to go home and get some sleep before you
get sick, Colin scolded gently.I will, she promised.Ill make sure she goes
straight to bed when we get home, Peter assured them.Ill help dad take care of
mom too, Debbie added.Steve came over to them. You guys ready?Be right there,
Steve, Colin said. Both Liam and he gave their dad and their grandparents hugs.
Maybe, you and mom can come to our concert in Hawaii in March, Liam suggested.I
cant say for certain right now, but if at all possible well be there, Peter
said.Colin gave his mom a final hug and waited for Alethea. She gave everybody
hugs. When she came to Amanda, she whispered, Now dont worry about anything,
Amanda. I trust Buck to take good care of Colin and he will.Ill try,
Alethea.They stood by the window and watched until the jet was safely in the air
and lost from their view. Amanda, looking a bit green around the gills, excused
herself and rushed into the nearest bathroom. Peter waited outside and when she
reappeared he put his arms around her.Eileen Scott rushed over to them. Amanda,
are you sure youre all right?Shell be fine, Eileen, Peter replied, fending off
his mother-in-law. Were going straight home and Mandys going to bed.Amanda
lifted her head from Peters shoulder. Ill be fine, Mom. I know I shouldnt let
myself get this upset, but I keep thinking theres another sick person somewhere out
there saying, Well, Father Michaels blew his chance, but I wont!The Seattle
concert went off without a hitch except for the brief panic attack Colin
experienced, but he remembered the relaxation exercise Doctor Hughes had taught him,
applied it and his panic began to recede. When he did walk on-stage he felt
overwhelmed by the standing ovation he received. He looked around and saw the
entire arena was on its feet, clapping and cheering. Thank you, He said as it
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died down. Im really glad to be back. I couldnt have done it without all the
support youve given over the last months and I cant begin to express how much I
appreciated it. I guess the best way to show you is to get this concert on the
road! The cheering erupted once again almost drowning out the opening notes of the
first song.Colin had been filming their tour from the moment they stepped off the
plane in Seattle. He filmed the roadies setting up, and some of Unforgivens sound
check. He gave the camcorder to Alethea and she caught his standing ovation plus
some of the actual concert. He filmed some of their after-concert goofing around.
This is our dressing room at the coliseum, Colin spoke as he swept the camcorder
around the room. As you can see its nothing special. Whoa! Theres Mace and
Jake in the buff and believe me, its not a pretty sight! He yelped suddenly and
ducked as several soaking wet towels flew in his direction. Jake came over to Colin
and Alethea while they were waiting for the coliseum to clear out. I sure wish
Vanessa could come on tour with me, but she was already booked to do a layout in
Greece for Vogue.I wish she could have come, too, Jake, Alethea said. We just
dont see enough of one another.Shes thinking about cutting back on her bookings
so we can spend more time together.I hope we can get together the next time shes
in San Francisco.When Colin and Alethea returned to their room, she asked, Are you
going to call your parents?No. Its almost midnight and moms probably asleep. I
dont want to wake her if she is sleeping.I doubt your parents are asleep yet and
Amanda will probably rest easier if you call.Maybe, youre right, Colin
conceded. He picked up his cell and hit the speed dial button with his parents
number and waited.Hello?Mom, I didnt wake you, did I?No, we werent asleep.
We just finished talking to Liam, in fact.How are you feeling?Much better! I
slept for four hours after we got home this morning.You sound better.I am. Liam
told us about your standing ovation at the concert tonight.Yeah. I didnt know
how to react. I wasnt expecting anything like that at all.Everythings fine
then?Yes. Listen, I dont want to keep you because its late and I want you to
get a good nights rest. Okay?I will.Tell dad hi for me? Ill call you in a
couple of days. Colin said goodbye. He felt relieved that his mom sounded like her
old self again. He turned to find Alethea had taken the nightgown hed given her
for Christmas out of her suitcase. She sighed wistfully. It seems as if I never
get to wear this nightgown for very long.Colin gave a lascivious chuckle and raised
his eyebrows. Well, I have a definite feeling youre not going to be wearing it
for very long tonight either!The weeks passed quickly. The band usually only had
one night a week free because of the concerts they were making up and the concerts
added due to the selling power of Read My Lips. Its sales were now topping five
million. Alethea had gone home at the end of the first week. Colin missed her
dreadfully, but they talked every night. She was coming to Unforgivens concert in
Hawaii, but that was two months off yet. He also talked to Luke and Nora
occasionally. He reflected that by the tours end he was going to have to use his
share of the profits to pay his cell phone bill. Caitlin continued to keep in touch
with him through their grandparents. Shed recently told him she was no longer
going with her father to visit Father Michaels because it was too depressing for her
to see him in his current condition. She also told him shed encouraged her father
to seek psychiatric help, but so far had been unsuccessful.At the beginning of
March, Colin and Liam called their parents to find out whether or not they would be
able to come to Unforgivens concert in Hawaii. Peter answered the phone.Hi,
guys!Hi, Dad, They both replied.Wheres Mom? Liam asked.She and Alethea went
out to dinner so Deb, Cody, and I are on our own tonight. What, Deb? They could
hear him talking to Debbie then he came back on. Deb and Cody said to say
hi!Tell them we said hi, too, Colin replied.Were calling to find out if you and
mom will be able to come to our concert in Hawaii, Dad, Liam explained.Yes, and
believe me we cant wait! Deb has semester tests that week so shes staying home.
Mom and dad will be staying here with her. He gave them their flight schedule
information.Well, Dad, wed better let you go. Tell mom and Alethea we said hi and
were sorry we missed them, Colin said.I will. One more thing, guys. We really
appreciate you sending those DVDs.Good, Colin said. Well keep sending
them.Tell Deb and Cody we said goodbye, Liam requested. Im sure glad mom and
dad can come, He remarked to Colin after theyd finished talking.I know. I cant
wait to see Alethea. I miss her so damn much!I hear you, Liam said with a sigh.
I wish I didnt have to wait until June before I see Alison again.Colin put his
arm around Liams shoulders. Itll pass fast. Youll see.On the morning their
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parents and Alethea were due to arrive, Colin, Liam and their bodyguards were at
Honolulu International well before the time the plane landed. Colin had purchased a
dozen red roses for Alethea and Liam and he had split the cost of a dozen yellow
roses for their mom. When the plane finally landed, taxied to the gates and the
passengers began disembarking, they scanned the crowd anxiously looking for their
parents and Alethea. It was Colin who spotted them first. There they are! He
took off running in their direction, cutting around and through people with a
muttered, Excuse me! McGregor was hot on his heels with Liam and his bodyguard
bringing up the rear.Alethea! Colin grabbed her and whirled her around then gave
her a passionate kiss. God! I missed you!Ive missed you, too, She giggled and
blushed. I think youd better put me down because people are staring.Colin set
her down and grinned then explained to the crowd of onlookers, Shes my wife. He
picked up the roses hed dropped and gave them to her. She smiled at his
thoughtfulness and kissed his cheek. Theyre beautiful. Thank you.Liam and his
bodyguard caught up them. Mom, dad, its great to see you! He gave each of them
a hug. Boy! Ive sure missed you! He gave Amanda the roses. These are from
Colin and me.Weve missed you too. Thank you both for these beautiful
roses.Colin glanced at his mom and then looked again. Mom, are you pregnant?Why
yes, I am, she replied.Liam and Colin looked at each other, their mouths open. Liam
found his voice finally. How far along are you?Almost five months, Amanda
replied. She took Peters arm. Im sorry we didnt tell you guys until now, but I
wanted to wait until I was through the first trimester.And this isnt something we
wanted to tell you over the phone, Peter added.Thats why you were feeling so
rotten the morning we left, Colin said.Yes, but Im feeling much better now,
Amanda replied.So, everythings okay then? Liam said.Yes, Im fine and so is the
baby, She assured them both.Were looking forward to relaxing without any
interruptions from phones, e-mail or faxes, Peter added.When are you due? Liam
asked.July twenty-fifth is my due date.Liam looked over at Colin. Well be home
by then wont we?Yeah, well be done with the American leg of the tour and well
have two weeks free before we start touring Europe.So well know before we leave
again whether we have a new sister or a new brother. Cool!Later in the afternoon
Colin was standing on his balcony that overlooked the beach. His view was fantastic
the blinding white of the sand and the brilliant blue of the ocean were
breathtaking!Colin?He looked over his shoulder and called, Out here,
Alethea.Alethea got out of bed, wiggled into Colins discarded T-shirts and joined
him. What are you doing?I was admiring the view.It is beautiful! She
agreed.So is this view right here! Colin declared, caressing her ass underneath
the T-shirt.She giggled and leaned over the balcony. Look! She tugged his arm to
get his attention. Theres Peter and Amanda.Even though the band was on the tenth
floor, Peter and Amanda spotted them on the balcony and waved before continuing on,
walking with their arms around each other.God! They look like a couple of
teenagers! Colin remarked. When I watch them its hard to believe theyve been
married for almost thirty years.I think its so romantic! They act as if theyre
still on their honeymoon, Alethea commented, drawing Colin back into the
bedroom.Theyve been that way as far back as I can remember. Were you surprised
at the news of Amandas pregnancy?To say the least! I guess I thought she was at
the point where it wasnt too likely anymore.I guess she thought so, too. Im
sorry I couldnt tell you about it. Amanda confided in me in early January that
shed gotten a positive result from a home pregnancy test, but she thought it must
be wrong.Im glad she had you to confide in. Colin chuckled suddenly. I just
thought of an added bonus! It will give Grandma Eileen something else to think
about for awhile.The next day was a busy day for the band. They did an in-store
and did two call-in shows at Honolulus two top rock stations as well as their usual
sound check. The band arrived at the arena psyched to perform. While Peter, Amanda
and Alethea accompanied Russ to the place from where theyd be watching the concert,
Colin and Liam disappeared into the dressing room to get ready.Boy! You guys are
sure talkative tonight, Mace remarked as they were getting ready.Yeah! Jake
chimed in. Its so noisy in here I can hardly hear myself think!Steve noticed how
quiet they were, too, and it was unusual for them. Is there something you guys
arent telling me like youve both lost your voices or Father Michaels has been
released?Colins head jerked up at the mention of Father Michaels. What!Earth
to Colin! Jake joked.Colin shook his head as if to clear it then said, Im sorry
we seem so spaced out, but we just found out mom is pregnant.Jesus! Mace
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exclaimed. That would be a shock!Jake laughed. Wow! Youll be an old goat by
the time that kids twenty!Speak for yourself, Jako, were the same age! Colin
replied pointedly.The concert that night was among the best of their tour so far.
The audience was mega-enthusiastic! They were on their feet for most of the
concert, cheering, clapping and singing along with the band. They called Unforgiven
back for four encores.Whew! Colin sighed, setting the guitar case, containing the
guitar Alethea had given him beside the bed. Even though he trusted Clem implicitly
he never let this guitar out of his sight. He collapsed on the bed with a groan of
relief.Tired? Alethea asked, stretching out beside him.Yeah, that was really a
major blow-out of a concert!Have you heard from Caitlin?Yeah, and she told me
about her decision not to visit Father Michaels anymore. I think shes doing the
right thing.I do, too. I hope she can eventually convince Jeff to get into
therapy.From what grandpa and grandma said at Christmas; it sounds as if he could
really benefit from it.I think so too. I just hope things can get back to some
semblance of normality for them. Alethea said.Me too, Colin said, pulling her
closer to him. Can you believe in seven months well have been married a year?I
know. It doesnt seem possible, does it?I took a couple of days off so we can
celebrate properly.Not too properly, I hope. Alethea replied, giving him a
passionate kiss.Not too properly at all! Colin replied, rolling over on top of
Alethea.The band left the next morning. Colin held Alethea tightly while waiting
the band's jet to be readied. God! I hate to let you go!I know, but itll only
be a short time until were together again for Debs and Alisons graduations.Colin
groaned. Right now it seems as if its a century away!You have almost
back-to-back concert dates coming up so the time will pass really fast.It cant
pass soon enough!Liam gave his mother a hug. Now, you take good care of yourself,
Mom. Dont overdue it at work, hear?Dont worry, darling. My staff will barely
let me lift a finger, Amanda confirmed then laughed. By the time this baby does
arrive Im going to be really spoiled!Well, you just let everybody spoil you, Mom,
because you deserve it, Colin replied giving her a hug. He and Liam gave their dad
hugs. Dont worry, guys, Im going to take good care of your mother.And your
father always keeps his word, Amanda added, touching her husbands cheek
affectionately. He smiled and kissed her hand.Colin gave Alethea a final kiss,
swung his flight bag over his shoulder, picked up his guitar and reluctantly headed
out the door to Unforgivens jet. Liam headed out the door after his brother and
then called back, Tell Deb we said hi!We will, Peter and Amanda called back,
waving.Unforgivens tour took them from Hawaii to the Eastern seaboard where they
played concerts from Maine to Florida. Colins biggest thrill, on this part of the
tour, was playing Madison Square Garden because it was where all his rock idols,
Hendrix, Joplin and Led Zeppelin, had also played. Colin and Liam flew back to San
Francisco for Debbies graduation after playing a concert in Salt Lake City. Mace
and Jake were heading to Los Angeles where Jake was meeting up with Vanessa and Mace
was planning some serious R&R.Colin and Alethea met the rest of his family at his
parents home. Coming with them to Debbies graduation were Diana Conrad and her
mother, Monique. Diana had been accepted at Berkeley and had come out early to find
a job and a place to live. Colin greeted his parents with a hug and a kiss then
held his mom at arms length. Mom, look at you!Amanda giggled and said, I know!
I look in the mirror every morning and I cant believe its me! She looked very
attractive in a two-piece maternity outfit made from a silky material in a deep
amethyst color.Well, youre certainly the prettiest pregnant woman Ive ever
seen!I concur, Peter agreed, putting his arms around her.Thank you both for the
compliment, but wed better go in so we can get good seats.Debbie had scored very
high on her ACT test and was graduating in the top five-percent of her class. She
had decided to major in pre-law at Berkeley and after law school she planned to be
an advocate for troubled teens.Colin was very proud of her. Hed felt from the
first that she had a lot of potential if only somebody would take the time and
effort to tap into it.Debbie, attired in her cap and gown, hurried over to them
after the ceremony. Peter and Amanda engulfed her with hugs and kisses.
Congratulations, Deb! Were so proud of you! Amanda said.Thanks, Mom, dad, but
I couldnt have done it without your support. She turned to Colin. Colin, Im so
glad you came!Well, I promised you I would and I always keep my promises.
Congratulations on being accepted at Berkeley. I knew you could do it.Thanks, but
I had a lot of help a long the way, Debbie replied modestly. She gave her diploma
to Amanda. Could you keep my diploma for me while I turn in my cap and gown,
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Mom?Sure, Deb.Debbie grabbed Dianas hand. Come with me, Din. I want you to
meet Cody. The two girls hurried off arm-in-arm, talking and giggling
together.Deb certainly has come a long way from the person she was when I first met
her, Alethea remarked.Yes. Peter nodded. It hasnt been easy for her either.
Mandy and I are so proud of her.They all returned to the house. Mrs. Calhoun, the
new housekeeper, had a delicious buffet laid out. Very soon the house was packed
with relatives and friends of Debbies. Mrs. Calhoun kept the food replenished with
help from the two grandmothers.Colin was attempting to dodge any prolonged
conversation with Grandma Eileen, but there werent too many places he could hide
from her. He avoided his first encounter with her when Monique came over to talk
with him. Colin, I never got a chance to thank you for what you did for Deb. Lord
only knows what might have happened to her if shed stayed with us.Im just glad
there was something I was able to do, Colin replied. Its great that Diana was
accepted at Berkeley, too. I know how much Debs missed her.When Diana was
accepted she wanted me to move out here, too. Fortunately, Transamerica had an
opening in their San Francisco branch so everything worked out for the best.My
biological father, Jeff Michaels works for Transamerica too.I know. Ive worked
with him on a temporary basis on a couple of occasions. Hes very nice. You
resemble him a great deal.I know.I feel sorry for him. Hes been so sad since
the tragedy. Hes the first one there in the morning and the last one to leave at
night.Colin grimaced. I heard from my sister hes been having problems, but I
didnt know how bad it was.You dont keep in touch?No, weve lost contact since
Father Michaelss arrest. Out of the corner of his eye he could see Grandma Eileen
approaching again. He excused himself from Monique, saying he wanted to check on
his mother. He made his way over to the couch where Amanda was talking to
Alethea.He gave them a kiss and sat down next to Alethea who smiled mischievously.
I see your grandmother heading this way. Do you want me to distract her?Would
you? Colin implored. Ill be eternally grateful!I will, but youre going to
owe me big-time, Mister!Well, Im more than willing to pay up for this favor!
Colin laughed. He watched her intercept Grandma Eileen and steer her aside. He
turned to his mother. How are you doing, Mom?Amanda patted her bulging abdomen.
Were both doing fine.Have you and dad decided on names yet?Thats still under
discussion, She replied with a laugh.Alethea told me that you swim together every
morning. Im glad youre keeping her company.I enjoy our times together. She
was silent for a moment then asked, Do you still talk to Jeff? Your father and I
were wondering because you havent mentioned him in quite awhile.No. Colin
shrugged. Jeffs got this major guilt complex going about Father Michaels.And
hes blaming you? Amanda said indignantly.No. Hes blaming himself for trying to
find me. He thinks thats solely what triggered Father Michaels breakdown. Caitlin
said he goes down to New Orleans once a month to see him.Thats really sad,
Amanda said. Jeff isnt my favorite person, but I dont wish him ill either. His
current state of mind cant be good for his daughter.Caitlins been trying to
convince him to get some help with his depression, but he isnt too hot on the idea,
I guess.I know he probably wont talk to you, but I think you could convince him
of the value of therapy.Colin sighed. Ive considered it, Mom, but then I decided
itd be better for me to stay clear and let him work things out for himself.It
isnt an easy decision to make, I know.Debbie came over to them. Can I get
anything for you, Mom? Did you have enough to eat?Im stuffed, darling, Amanda
assured her then suggested, Why dont you take Colin and Alethea upstairs and show
them how we decorated the nursery.Sure. She motioned to Colin and Alethea. Wait
until you see how we did it.When Colin got upstairs he discovered the nursery was
his former bedroom. He hardly recognized it as the same room. Alethea ran her hand
over the railing of the crib. This is a beautiful nursery.It was nearly eleven
oclock by the time they finally returned home. As they were getting ready for bed,
Colin turned to Alethea and said, You didnt tell me what grandma said.She thinks
we should have some tests run.Tests? You know fertility tests?God! What did
you say?I said with you being gone so much, we really didnt get much time
together, She teased him.Sure! Blame it on me! Colin joked. Well, if
grandmas so worried about our fertility, I think we should practice our fertility
rites, dont you?I think thats an excellent suggestion! Alethea replied,
wrapping her arms around him.They had a short visit with Luke and Nora. Colin was
glad to hear that Jeff had finally made an appointment to see a therapist.What made
him decide to go through with it? Alethea asked. She and Colin knew from
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Caitlins letters that hed agreed to see a therapist twice before, but then backed
out.Caitlin, Nora replied emphatically. She told him he had to get help or she
was moving out because she couldnt stand to be around him when he was so depressed
all the time.Im glad for both of them that Jeffs getting help, Colin said Has
there been any change in Father Michaels condition?Luke shook his head and
sighed. None. Grandma and I are planning to visit Dave for his birthday in
September. We just want him to know we love him and we always will no matter
what.Alethea patted his hand. I think it will be good for you both to visit him
and who knows; it may even help Father Michaels.We pray every day that something
will, Alethea, Nora replied. I suppose the fact that hes not getting better only
adds to Jeffs guilt complex, Colin remarked.Hopefully not, Nora replied. Were
confident that therapy will be good for him.Hows your mother feeling, Colin?
Luke asked, changing the subject. Colin had mentioned to them that Amanda was
pregnant.Shes doing great no complications, thank God.Weve been keeping her
in our prayers, Nora said.Im sure shes very grateful.
Chapter 59Colin and Liam met up with their parents, Alethea and Debbie in Atlanta
for Alisons graduation from nursing school. They flew in from Chattanooga where
theyd performed the previous night. Liam alternated between being excited and
nervous all during the flight. Everybody met at the airport and then drove to
Alisons home to meet the rest of her family. The school held their graduation
outside in a beautiful park. All the students appeared very proud as they stepped
up to the podium to receive their diplomas and pins.Looking at Liam, Colin couldnt
decide whether he looked as if he were going to burst with love or pride. Probably
both, he finally decided.Alison was planning to fly to San Francisco in two weeks
for job interviews. Since she was graduating at the top of her class she was
certain she wouldnt have any problem securing the job she wanted. Alethea invited
Alison to stay with her.Jake had mentioned there was an apartment vacant in his
building in the North Beach district of San Francisco. Liam was planning to call
and inquire about it. Colin cautioned him not to jump into anything without first
checking to make sure the building code was up to current earthquake-proof
standards. He knew Jake tended to be kind of casual about that sort of thing.
Peter offered to check the apartment for Liam. If the building code was up to
standards and the apartment fulfilled his requirements, Peter would put down the
deposit and two months rent to hold for Liam until he got home again. Liam was
happy to take him up on his offer.Colin and Alethea flew to New Orleans from Atlanta
for a brief visit, at least for Colin, with Beau and Louisa. He invited them to
visit San Francisco. We have plenty of room so you can stay as long as you
like.Louisa looked uncertain. I dont know. My roses need a lot of attention
this time a year.Now whos being an old fart, Louisa? Beau chided. You know,
your entire garden club would be thrilled to look after your garden while youre
gone.Mom, Id loved to have you and dad come visit. Youve never seen our house
and the pictures really dont do it justice. Besides Im going to start landscaping
and I could sure use your advice, Alethea pleaded.Aletheas alone so much of the
time with me on tour that youd be doing me a big favor, Colin added.Well, I can
hardly say no in the face of such nice compliments! Louisa conceded with a
laugh.Colin left the next morning to fly to Little Rock. Alethea had decided to
stay in New Orleans a few more days. I guess I wont see you again until our
anniversary, Alethea said.Im looking forward to us yelling and screaming as much
as we want! He teased her.She punched his arm. I swear! Youve got a one-track
mind!And you love it admit it!She sighed. What can I say?From Little Rock,
Unforgiven flew to Texas to begin their tour of the Southwest. Colin had seldom
been in this part of the country, but always found it very beautiful despite it arid
and barren terrain. He was thrilled when Rob Halford, lead singer of Judas Priest,
joined Unforgiven onstage in Phoenix to sing, (We Dont Need No) Parental
Guidance. It was one of Colins all-time favorite Judas Priest songs. The
audience, of course, went wild.Colin flew home at the end of July for his and
Aletheas first anniversary. Hed meet up with the rest of the band in Los Angeles
to play two concerts at the Forum.So, how did it go? Liam asked Colin when he
returned. You look really happy so Im assuming everything went according to
plan.Colin smiled and replied. It was very special. He got suddenly serious.
Ill admit I had a lot of anxiety about my stabbing being in the forefront of both
our minds and ruining everything, but we didnt let it.I thought a lot about that,
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too, but Alison called me and we talked about it. I felt much better
afterwards.Colin smiled again. You and Alison should get married. I highly
recommend the institution.Well, now that Alisons working, Ive found an apartment
and were almost through touring, I can think seriously about proposing, Liam
replied with a shy grin.Unforgivens final concert on the North American segment of
the tour was on their home-turf, San Francisco, at the Cow Palace. Everybodys
relatives were backstage, including Colins grandparents. Hed invited Luke and
Nora and they were thrilled at the prospect of seeing him perform live. Deb, Cody
and Diana had come to the concert with Roger and Beth Matthews since Peter and
Amanda were staying home. Colin had called his mom and expressly forbade her to
come since she was so close to her due date. He was afraid the loud music might
induce premature labor. Much to his surprise she agreed with him.You mean youre
not going to argue with me about it?No. Im too close to my due date so Im
staying close to home.Colin laughed. Dad must be a nervous wreck!Amanda laughed,
too. Well, lets just say his cell phone is never out of his reach.Unforgivens
homecoming concert was undoubtedly the best one of their entire tour. The fans went
wild to have their band back home again and they showed it by cheering
continually, singing along and clapping loudly.Luke and Nora enjoyed seeing Colin
and his band and were amazed at what a big operation it was.We enjoyed seeing
Unforgiven perform and meeting all the people who work with you. Nora said. We
didnt realize there were so many.Yeah. It takes a lot of people to keep this
thing up and running. Most of them have been with Jake and me since we started this
band. Luke looked up as they came into the room.Hows your mother feeling,
Colin? Luke asked.Shes fine, but shes only a week away from her due date so I
told her not to come because I didnt think itd be safe.Probably a good idea,
Luke agreed.I think at this point shes probably wishing it were over with. I know
I felt that way in my final month when I was carrying Jeff.Have you heard from
Jeff recently? Alethea asked.Yes. He doing much better and sounds much happier,
Luke replied.Caitlin does, too, Colin said. Im glad for both of them. Caitlin
said hes not going to see Father Michaels for awhile anymore, but she didnt say
why.Daves psychiatrist told Jeff and Kathleen not to visit Dave anymore until
further notice. He feels Jeffs guilt and Kathleens fanaticism might be hampering
Daves treatment, Nora explained.Ill bet that didnt sit well with Mrs.
Michaels, Alethea ventured.No, Luke replied, shaking his head. According to
Jeff, she pitched a fit and had to be forcefully removed from the building.Nora
sighed. I suppose we wont be allowed to see him either.Why dont you talk to
his doctor, Colin suggested. He might make an exception for you.Thats a good
idea, Colin and it certainly wont hurt to try, Luke said.Colin and Alethea got
home at two-thirty. Colin felt so tired all he did was wrap his arms around Alethea
and fall immediately asleep. The sun was shining brightly when he finally woke the
next day. He pushed his hair out of his face, glanced at the clock, blinked and
looked at it again. It was nearly noon. He rolled over and reached out, but
Aletheas side of the bed was empty. Something crackled underneath his hand. It
was a note from Alethea, saying she had errands to run and would see him later. He
smiled Alethea always rose early no matter how late theyd been up the previous
evening. He took a shower, got dressed and went downstairs. He wandered into the
kitchen, trying to decide whether to eat breakfast or lunch then suddenly stopped
short. The kitchen looked completely different. All the cupboards and woodwork
were again the original light oak.Cool! Colin said, running his hand over the
finish. Inside one cupboard he found some maple-almond granola. He poured it into
a bowl, added milk and took it outside. As he stood eating on the deck, he noted
the landscaping shed done, planting rose bushes along the deck. He walked along
the edge of the bluff and noticed shed planted flowering bushes with very sharp
thorns. He assumed she intended them as an erosion preventative and to dissuade
their future children from going near the edge of the bluff. He noticed also that
Alethea had planted an herb garden. He went back inside, put his dishes into the
dishwasher, poured himself a cup of coffee and went outside to retrieve the mail.
On his way to the mailbox he noticed the roses covering the Victorian-style trellis
and the rose bushes planted around the front porch. He took a detour on his way
back to inspect their former Christmas tree. Its growth amazed him. Alethea didnt
just have a green thumb she had an entire green arm!He glanced through the mail then
left it on the table in the foyer. He knew he had a ton of mail that Alethea had
stored upstairs in the office. Hed have to go through it before he left for
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Europe. He heard his Patriot pull into the driveway.Colin! Alethea called and
waved to him as he came from the back of the house. He gave her a big hug and a
passionate kiss. Where did you go so early?She walked around to the back of the
Jeep, unlocked the tailgate, and lowered it. I needed to buy some more organic
fertilizer for my roses and go grocery shopping.You mustve inherited Louisas
talent, Colin commented. The roses are thriving.With my help and plenty of
water and fertilizer! She laughed. They stacked the bags of fertilizer in the
garage then carried in the groceries. Colin was careful not to step on any of the
newly planted lilac bushes. See my forsythia? Alethea said pointing to a row of
bushes planted along the property line on the opposite side of the house. When
its full grown well have a natural hedge.The whole house looks great inside and
outside, Colin commented.Mom and dad helped me with a lot of it, Alethea said
modestly.Im glad they enjoyed their stay.They did. Dad even said if you
couldnt live in New Orleans then San Francisco was the next best place.I agree
in reverse, of course. He frowned. Ive got to see about getting us a fence,
too. Ill make some calls and see if it can be done before I leave again.Im not
looking forward to that! Alethea pouted.Did mom come over and swim this
morning?No. She called and said shed skip it.I suppose shes feeling pretty
uncomfortable, He commented as he was putting the groceries away.I hope Luke and
Nora are able to visit Father Michaels. I know how torn theyve been over this
situation and I think it would do them a lot of good. She picked up Colins wrist
and looked at his watch. Goodness! Id better get the sauce base for my Cajun
spaghetti started. She got to her feet.Colin rose, too. I have something Id
better start on too. Its a good thing I have a wife, he teased her. Otherwise,
Id probably just leave everything until who knows when!Alethea stood in front of
him with her hands on her hips. Are you implying I nag you?No. Im saying you
lovingly encourage me to do things I dont want to do, He said, giving her a kiss.
He went upstairs and started unpacking. After that he went upstairs to his office
to sort through nearly seven months worth of mail. Since any bills went directly to
his accountant he figured most of this was junk mail that would end up in the
circular file. When Alethea came up to get for supper she found him sprawled on the
couch with his arm covering his eyes.Suppers ready, Colin.He opened one eye and
when he saw what she wore he opened the other one and sat upright. Whoa! Alethea
had changed into shorts that showed off her tempting ass and long, slender legs to a
great advantage. With the shorts she wore a Daneskin tank top. He eyed her,
silently wondering if she wore anything underneath the shorts and top. Somehow, he
suspected not.I hope youre hungry, Alethea said, pretending she didnt notice his
intense stare.Yeah! Im suddenly ravenous!She had a suspicion he didnt mean for
her Cajun spaghetti either! Were eating on the deck.Suits me just fine. Colin
was acutely conscious of Aletheas presence during the entire meal. Maybe, it was
because whenever she moved around him she touched him lightly or let her breast
brush against his arm as she was refilling his wine glass. Maybe, it was because
she wore his favorite perfume. Whatever the reason he found himself with a major
hard-on halfway through the meal. When they finished dessert and coffee, Alethea
began clearing the table. Colin helped her carry in the dishes and silverware.Can
I help you with anything else?No, I can take it from here, but thanks.He started
into the living room then stopped. Did I tell you we got a letter from your
parents today? I left it in the foyer.No, you didnt. What did they have to
say?Colin thought for a moment then said, I guess the biggest news was the
intervention your family had with Nancy and George about their drinking.Alethea
looked surprised. They actually did it? I know mom and dad were talking about
doing it when they got home, but I didnt think theyd go through with it. How did
it turn out?I guess it mustve worked because your parents wrote that Nancy and
George agreed to get into treatment.If you recall, both of them were drunk at our
wedding and they were drunk by the time they arrived on Thanksgiving and they kept
right on drinking.I remember, Colin said darkly. I also remember your parents
being pretty upset about it, too.I hope it works out, not for their sakes, but for
the sake of the people who have to be around them.Yeah, then Nancy wont be drunk
and vicious, shell just be plain old vicious! Colin said. Im going
upstairs.Okay. Im going to read their letter before I go to bed.Dont be too
long, Colin said. He ran up the stairs and went into their bedroom. He took off
his shoes and stretched out on the bed, folding his arms underneath his head. He
sighed suddenly, thinking about something that had been in the back of his mind all
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day. He had to admit, after hearing how well Jeffs therapy was going, he felt
disappointed that Jeff was still keeping him at arms length. In all his
ruminations about the situation, he hadnt yet hit on a way to thaw the wall of ice
that kept them apart. Hed hoped with therapy and the lessening of Jeffs guilt; he
would reach out to him, but that seemed less and less likely with each passing day.
Colins train of thought suddenly exploded when Alethea jumped on the bed and landed
on top of him. Whoa! Its the attack of the wild woman!Damn straight, Mister!
Alethea replied. And one whos incredibly horny, too!A dangerous combination!
He murmured, sliding his hands underneath her top. But just the way I like them!
With one fluid motion he pulled it over her head, revealing her full breasts. He
began caressing her breasts, licking and sucking on her nipples until they stood out
tightly.Oh God! Oh yes! Alethea moaned as she grabbed hold of his T-shirt and
tugged it over his head, getting it tangled with his hair in the process.
Damn!Hairs a pain-in-the-ass sometimes! Colin muttered, untangling the shirt
from his hair and tossing it on the floor. She pushed him back and began kissing
his chest. He unfastened her shorts, slid his hands inside and pushed them and her
panties down to her knees. Alethea freed one slim leg from the tangle and disposed
of the remaining barrier. Colin pulled her closer to him, running his hands over
the soft skin of her ass and up the insides of her thighs. God! Youre so
wet!Ive been thinking about us making love all day! Alethea whispered. She
rose up and tugged at the buttons on his jeans. Fairs fair!True, Colin
nodded.She got his jeans undone and his erection freed itself. Awesome! She
teased him.Ive had it practically all day so it should be awesome! He joked.
With Aletheas help he slid out of his jeans and tossed them aside. He rolled
Alethea on her back and feeling her legs' part, thrust into her. She gave a loud
scream of pleasure, grabbing his ass and pushing him to thrust deeper.Fuck me
really hard, Colin! She gasped, wrapping her legs around him. He obliged her,
thrusting fast, hard and deep.Yes! Yes! She cried, thrusting in unison with
him. One final thrust set off a climax so intense for both of them that Colin swore
later he actually did feel the earth move! His body jerked and went into a spasm.
He growled loudly in response to it. Oh God! Colin! Alethea screamed over and
over, digging her fingernails into his shoulder and rolling her head as the
intensity of her orgasm rampaged through her. She felt his body convulsing one
final time then felt his warm cum filling her. Colin fell limply on top of her, his
chest heaving and his heart racing. After a few seconds he rolled off her, but
continued to hold her close to him. Sorry about it going so fast, but Ive missed
you so damn much!It was fast, but very satisfying! Alethea assured him. It was
just what I needed, too! She smiled and stretched seductively. Besides, we have
the entire night to do whatever we want!I like the sound of that! Colin replied,
bending to kiss her. His cell phone chose that moment to begin ringing stridently
as if it were intentionally trying to disrupt their mood. He tried to ignore it,
but it kept ringing, signaling his voicemail was full. Colin made a frustrated
sound and rolled over to answer it, but Alethea stopped him. Dont!Colin sighed
then shrugged apologetically. Sorry, I cant! I keep thinking about what happened
the last time I didnt answer my phone. He grabbed it off the nightstand. Hello?
Dad? Hold on a minute while I put you on the speaker. He switched his cell to
speaker so they could both hear Peter.Im calling to tell you about your new
sibling.Mom had the baby? Do we have a sister or a brother? Colin asked.We have
a very healthy baby daughter. She weighs eight pounds, one ounce and shes twenty
inches long. Weve decided to name her Elissa Rose.Thats wonderful, Peter,
Alethea said. Im so happy for you both! Give Amanda my love and congratulations,
please?Tell mom I love her and well be come tomorrow to see her and Elissa,
Colin added.Ill do that, Peter assured them.They arrived at the hospital and
found Liam and Alison were already there. Amanda sat up in bed. She was smiling
radiantly at the blanketed bundle in her arms. Peter sat on the edge of the bed
with his arms around her and a big smile on his face.Colin gave his mom a kiss.
Good job, Mom! He pushed aside the blanket and peered at the tiny face. She
isnt all red and scrunched-up looking.Would you like to hold her?Colin
hesitated. Its been a long time, but I think I remember how.Twenty years,
Peter said then laughed in recollection, I remember you wanted to hold Liam the
second your mother got inside the door with him!Just pretend shes your guitar
then you wont drop her, Liam joked.Are you sure I didnt drop him on his head?
Colin joked. He sat down in the rocker, carefully cradling Elissa in his arms.
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God! Shes so tiny! He remarked to Alethea who was looking over his shoulder.
Look at her tiny hands and feet.Shes so pretty! Alethea declared, wiggling her
hand gently.Yeah! Colin laughed. Dad will have to chase the boys off with a
baseball bat!Amanda rolled her eyes in mock horror. Colin, I dont even want to
think about that!Colin gave her a kiss. We better go and let you rest. Well come
back later tonight.Okay, sweetie. Well see you later.When they came back that
night, Debbie was visiting as well. It was obvious to Colin that she was very
excited about being a big sister to Elissa. It was quite late by the time they
arrived home and finally got to bed, but Colin was unable to fall asleep. He
touched Aletheas shoulder. Alethea? She rolled over and he propped his arm
under his head. You know what Ive been thinking a lot about lately?Jeff, She
replied immediately.Yeah, He admitted in surprise.Ive found myself thinking a
lot about him, too, She confessed. Theres something I need to do.About
Jeff?Yes. I need to get things straightened out with him because I dont want to
go on with things the way they are now.When do you want to leave for
Minneapolis? Alethea asked.Colin felt somewhat taken aback by her calm acceptance
of his decision. I guess Ill wait until after mom and Elissa get home.Im so
glad youre taking this step, Colin, because I agree with you
wholeheartedly.Neither of them chose to voice their thoughts about what would
happen if Jeff refused to see them. They both decided to think positively. Colin
rolled over, put his arm around Alethea and buried his face in her silky hair.Liam
was standing guard at the front window. He was in charge of watching for his
fathers car while everybody else got the food and decorations ready. Here they
are! He yelled. Everybody gathered behind him and watched Peter help Amanda out
of the car and then disappeared into the back seat, emerging again with Elissa and
placing her in her mothers arms. He reached in again and brought out Elissas
carrier. Amanda felt surprised and touched when she saw everybody. Whats going
on here?We decided to have a combination welcome home and debut party for you and
Elissa, Mom, Colin explained.Thats so sweet of you all! She replied.Peter set
the carrier down on the coffee table and Amanda carefully laid Elissa in it and
covered her with a light blanket. Liam bent and peered at her. Heck! Shes
asleep again.Well, she was certainly awake early this morning! Peter laughed.
In fact, you could hear her all over the floor! He turned the winding mechanism
on the bottom of the carrier and it started to gently rock back and forth.Whatever
is that heavenly smell? Amanda asked.Belgian waffles, Amanda, Grandma Beth
answered. We thought after two days of hospital food you deserved a treat.So,
Mom, did you have meat loaf every other day? Colin teased.No, but it sure wasnt
home cooking.Go sit down, Amanda, you shouldnt be on your feet, Grandma Eileen
directed.Im fine, Mom, but I am hungry!Is it okay to leave Elissa alone while we
eat? Debbie asked.Yes. Shell probably sleep for a while yet, Amanda said,
putting her arm around Debbie.They sat down at the dining room table and Colin said,
Before we dive into Mrs. Calhouns feast, Id like to propose a toast. He stood
and raised his glass of tomato juice. To Mom for a job well done and to Elissa
Rose for reminding us of how precious life is.What a lovely compliment, Colin.
Grandma Beth complimented himThese are absolutely scrumptious! Amanda declared
halfway through her second waffle. A loud wail suddenly erupted from the living
room.Boy! She does have a good set of lungs! Liam remarked.Amanda rose from her
chair, but Colin stopped her. Ill get her, Mom.Thanks, Colin. Shes probably
wet, hungry or both.Colin gently lifted Elissa up and nestled her against his
shoulder. He rocked her, rubbing her back soothingly. Well, did everybody
disappear and leave you alone? He murmured. He carried her into his mom. I
dont know if shes hungry, but shes definitely wet! The wet area showed up
noticeably on his bright red T-shirt.Oh, Colin! Amanda laughed.Here, Colin, give
her to me and Ill get her changed, Peter said.Colin grinned as he carefully handed
Elissa over to his dad. Guess I should be grateful it wasnt worse!Youll need
to change her blanket, too, darling, Amanda advised.Ill bring a fresh one down
with me, Mandy.When Peter and I decided to be ecologically responsible and use
cloth diapers, we forgot the down side is much more laundry. Amanda explained.Do
you mind if I come upstairs with you, Dad? Colin asked.No, come on.They took the
baby upstairs and into the nursery. Colin watched as his father deftly changed
Elissa and smiled. Mom always said you were better than her at changing diapers
and it looks as if you havent lost your touch.Peter laughed. Well, it not bad
right now, but once she starts eating solid food its going to be a lot different.
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He put Elissa over his shoulder, opened the chiffonier and got out another
blanket.How do you know youll be a good father? Colin asked suddenly.Peter
looked at him with a puzzled expression on his face. Well, I dont think theres
anyway to know definitely. Ill tell you, though, when you first see that tiny,
helpless baby something just kicks in and you know youd do anything to protect her
and keep her safe. He looked at Colin again and suddenly understood. Youre
worried you might do something like Jeff did?Well, it does concern me a little,
Colin admitted.It shouldnt, Peter declared. I see how you are with Elissa and I
dont think you have anything to worry about, Colin. They brought Elissa
downstairs and gave her to her mother.Amanda rose. Shes probably hungry too so
Id better feed her. She excused herself and took the baby back upstairs.
Everybody else went into the living room. Colin prayed fervently that Grandma
Eileen could resist lecturing them about Alethea not being pregnant and his supposed
relationship with Jeff Michaels. Fortunately for them, she seemed more interested
in talking about their upcoming trip to Hawaii. He heard a relieved sigh from
Alethea and grinned.Amanda re-entered the room, carrying Elissa. Boy! She was
hungry! She gave her to her grandparents to hold. Grandma Beth rocked her
gently. She has such a lovely complexion.The boys will be fighting each other
for a date with her! Grandpa Roger predicted, wiggling Elissas finger. She
gurgled and smiled at him. They carefully handed her to Grandpa Ted and Grandma
Eileen. I think shes going to be a brilliant lawyer like her parents! Grandma
Eileen declared.Or she may be on the city council like her grandmother, Grandpa
Ted added.Or she could be a rock and roll musician like her brothers, Debbie
said.We dont care what it is, Peter said, putting his arm around Amanda. We
just want her to be happy in whatever she chooses to do.Amen! Amanda added.After
the Matthews and Scotts had left, Debbie excused herself to call Diana. I told her
Id call her before I came to pick her up to look at the apartment grandpa and
grandma offered us. She tickled Elissa who gurgled in response then excused
herself and left the room.Deb isnt going to be living on campus?No. She and
Diana decided they wanted to rent an apartment together, Peter replied. Mom and
dad had one vacant so they offered it to them.I hope they decide to take it
because well know for sure theyre in safe, secure and well-maintained apartment,
Amanda added.Weve got to be going, too, Liam said. He gave both his parents a
hug and a kiss then wiggled one of Elissas hands. Hey, look! Shes smiling at
me! Cool! Alison gave Peter and Amanda a hug and invited them over for supper as
soon as Amanda felt up to it.Peter promised to let her know, saying, Liam says
youre a real good cook.Wait until you taste it, Dad! Liam bragged.He might be
a little prejudice, Alison replied modestly.Were looking forward to it, Alison,
Amanda said.Alethea was holding Elissa. You are so precious! She cooed. Colin
leaned over to look at her. She seems so laid back, he observed.Do you want to
hold her? Alethea asked.Only if she promises not to wet on me again, Colin joked
as he took her from Alethea.I think youre going to make wonderful parents when
youre ready, Amanda remarked.When were ready, Colin agreed. Alethea and I are
leaving for Minneapolis tomorrow.Youre going to see Jeff? Peter asked.Yes.
Jeff and I have drifted apart since Father Michaels arrest. I need to know once
and for all where I stand with him.I hope Jeff will listen to you, Amanda said.
How long will you be gone?Probably a few days, Colin replied.Well, call us when
you get back, will you please? Amanda asked.We will, Colin promised, giving
Elissa back to her mother.Good luck! Peter added.
Chapter 60Colin gripped the steering wheel tightly as he glanced at the directions
to Jeffs home given to him by Luke.Jeff lives in a nice area of town, Alethea
remarked.I guess, Colin replied. At this point he wouldnt have noticed if Jeff
was living on the moon!Youre really nervous about this, arent you? She asked,
stroking his shoulder comfortingly. You didnt sleep well and you hardly touched
breakfast.I tossed and turned all night. I debated whether to call him and have
him tell me he doesnt want to see me or just appear on his doorstep and get the
door slammed in my face.Have you considered he might actually be glad to see
you?Since he hasnt made any attempts to contact me, though his therapys
supposedly helping him, I suspect he wont put out the welcome mat.Maybe, he
hasnt contacted you because hes embarrassed about how hes treated you and he
doesnt know how to break the ice.I guess, Colin replied, but he sounded
unconvinced.Well find out soon enough theres his home, Alethea said and
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pointed.You mean the one with the for sale sign in its yard and a sticker across
the sign that says theres an offer pending on it? Colin asked, slowing to a
crawl.Well, you cant blame him if he wants to get away from all the bad memories,
Alethea said.Hes probably moving to New Orleans to be near Father Michaels. He
sighed and shrugged. I suppose Id better find out what the news is. He signaled
then pulled into the driveway. They walked across a well-kept lawn to the front
porch and rang the bell. Colin held his breath as he heard the door opening.Caitlin
answered the door and when she saw them her opened her mouth in surprise, but no
sound came out of it.Colin couldnt decide whether she appeared more surprised or
shocked at seeing them, but he decided to take the first step. He smiled and joked,
Hi, Caitlin! Ill bet you knew we were coming today!Caitlin relaxed and returned
his smile. Of course! I was saying the very same to myself just this morning!
She gave Colin a big hug then Alethea. Im so glad youve come!Im glad, too,
Cait, Colin said.She led them into the living room. Make yourselves comfortable
and Ill get daddy.Why dont you let me do that, Cait, Colin suggested. Is he
inside or outside?Hes out back, weeding the flower beds.Will you keep Alethea
company while I talk to your dad?Sure, Colin.Are you sure you dont want me to
come with you? Alethea asked.Thanks, but this is something I have to do by
myself. He gave her a kiss.Good luck, She replied squeezing his hand.As he was
going out the back door he heard Caitlin exclaim to Alethea, Is Colin always so
romantic? That is so cool!Jeff was on his knees with his back towards Colin. When
he heard Colin coming up behind him he asked, Cait, could you get me that
three-pronged rake, please?Caits talking to Alethea, but if you tell me where it
is Ill get it.Jeff shot to his feet with several different emotions crossing his
face: Shock, guilt, embarrassment, confusion, and relief and then a hint of
happiness. Colin! He looked away and muttered, Im afraid I dont know quite
what to say.Hello always works well for openers, Colin suggested.Jeff nodded.
Hello. What are you doing here?Since you didnt seem to want to talk to me; I
thought Id better come here and clarify things. He motioned towards the front of
the house. Its probably a good thing I decided to come since you seem to be
moving.Jeff pulled off his gloves and brushed off his jeans. Why dont we sit
down?They sat on the deck. Jeff still appeared ill at ease, clearing his throat
and fiddling with his gloves. Im going to get a glass of iced tea. Can I get you
one, too, Colin?Sure. Colin nodded. Jeff was back in a few minutes with the
tea. Colin sipped his tea slowly while eyeing Jeff who still appeared uneasy. The
reason we came today is because I need to know once and for all where I stand with
you. He shrugged. Actually, it was Elissa Roses birth that started me thinking
about our situation.Whos Elissa Rose?Shes my new baby sister.Amandas had
another baby? His surprise was almost comical. How are they?Theyre both fine
and healthy.Good. Would you give your parents my congratulations?I will. Jeff
fell silent again and Colin took the plunge and remarked, I guess youre moving to
New Orleans?Jeff looked up with a puzzled expression. No. Cait and I will be
moving to San Francisco. Im transferring to the main office of Transamerica and
Caits been accepted at Berkeley. Well be living with mom and dad until we find a
place. He smiled. Were still discussing whether I should buy a house or a
condominium. The money from this house and the sale of our vacation home will be
put in trust for my ex-wife and Dave.Were you planning to contact me once you got
settled or not?I asked mom and dad not to tell you we were moving back because I
didnt want you getting your hopes up only to have them dashed again. I had no idea
what Id say to you or how I could ever apologize for the horrible way Ive been
treating you.You could say youre sorry, Colin suggested. That usually
works.I am sorry, Colin! Im sorry for blaming you for things I had no control
over. Jeff shook his head. My therapist helped me see I couldnt hold myself
responsible for the terrible things Dave and Kathleen did. Theyre adults and I
couldnt control their actions even though Kathleen was my wife and Daves my
son.Sounds like what Doctor Hughes told me, Colin commented.What made you think
we were moving to New Orleans?He shrugged. I guess I figured youd want to be
near your son.Dave is my son and thats never going to change, but youre my son,
too. He hesitated for a second then continued, Colin, I know weve had a lot of
hard feelings and conflict between us Not all of its been your fault. Ive
certainly had my moments!Jeff smiled faintly. Yes, but lately its been entirely
my doing. Id like another chance to know my eldest son and I promise not to blow
it this time!Colin smiled and held out his hand. Id like that. You gave me
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another chance when I was acting like a dickhead so I figure you deserve the same
opportunity.Jeff took his hand. Thanks, Colin, thanks for giving me this
chance.Caitlin and Alethea suddenly appeared at the door. Daddy? Caitlin said
hesitantly.Jeff smiled and motioned for them to come outside. He was anxious to
tell Caitlin the good news. Is everything all right, Daddy? Caitlin asked
glancing from her father to Colin and back to her father.Everythings wonderful,
Cait!Alethea wants to see the Mall of America so I thought we could all go there
together.Sounds like fun to me, Colin said.Me, too, Jeff agreed, getting to his
feet. Give me about twenty minutes to get cleaned up and change my clothes and
then we can leave.While youre doing that, Daddy, Im going to run a comb through
my hair and find my purse. She turned to Colin. If you dont mind, Colin, Id
like to introduce you to my best friend, Jemma, whos also your number one
fan.Ill be happy to meet her,Great! Shell be thrilled! Caitlin exclaimed.
She and Jeff disappeared into the house.Alethea put her arms around Colins neck and
smiled. So, you and Jeff seem to have gotten things worked out pretty well.Colin
nodded and smiled, too. Well, I think weve taken a big step in the right
direction.Im so happy for both of you!Colin gave her a hug and a passionate
kiss. You know, Im happy for all of us!
THE END
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4Chapter 5Chapter 6Chapter 7Chapter 8Chapter 9Chapter 10Chapter 11Chapter 12Chapter
13Chapter 14Chapter 15Chapter 16Chapter 17Chapter 18Chapter 19Chapter 20Chapter
53Chapter 54Chapter 55Chapter 56Chapter 58Chapter 59Chapter 60
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