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WELCOME
Good afternoon everyone, family and friends all. On behalf of my father George and my
brothers Aaron and Jason, I would like to thank everyone for braving the cold in coming
out to join in this ceremony for the remembrance of my mother, Anna Fong, and the
celebration of her life. I imagine that she would be quietly appreciative of your gracious
gestures at such a time. Of all the papers, announcements, and speeches I have ever
had to compose, this has been the most difficult not because of any lingering
emotions or feelings of regret, but rather because there is simply so much to tell about
the most wonderful mother. How does one deliver the richness of a life in words? I
realize, though, that because we have all connected with Anna in some way, our own
human experiences will fill in the blanks. I would like to take this opportunity to highlight
her accomplishments as well as the most important experiences of my mom that I have
had as her son ones of observing a courageous, kind, and diligent leader.
LEADERSHIP
When I was growing up, my mom would sometimes tell me stories about life in Hong
Kong, which I gathered was not the easiest life. However, being the eldest of three
brothers, I always found I could relate to these stories and lessons in one way or
another. At the age of six, she was able to take her sisters on the bus to school at Our
Ladys College. After school, she would go to the store and purchase the weeks
groceries for the whole family. Every day she would do this, making her way through the
crowded, noisy, and sometimes dangerous streets of Hong Kong. A striking aspect of
these early stories was how young she was, and how different a place like Hong Kong
is from that of my own upbringing. Ten years later, my mom found herself in Canada, an
alien landscape where she did not know the language or anybody. The result of such a
change was that the four sisters grew even closer than they were previously, and the
responsibility to provide a mature example fell on my mom. I know that she rose
admirably to such a challenge when I consider how my maternal aunts and
grandparents always speak well of my mothers influence as a model person and
leader. Furthermore when one considers that my mom shifted from nursing to full-time
mothering and homemaking, it takes leadership and decision-making ability to run a
household, especially one with three boys.
COURAGE
I have noticed that to be a good leader, one also needs to be courageous. Being thrown
out of familiarity and into a foreign land at sixteen is not for everyone. Neither are
working in a post-operative surgical intensive care unit in a hospital, raising three
children and working in a family practice, or living in a city far away from your parents
and family for many years. Yet, the most profound of these challenges was her fight
with cancer. Of course she was troubled and sad that she was facing death, but never
once did my mom give up hope for relief from her disease. She defied all the doctors
predictions and lived longer than anyone had expected, which afforded me the chance
to be at her side till the end, a chance for which I will be forever grateful. Having had to
grow up quickly, so to speak, in the last few years as a result of my moms illness, the
reality of her responsibilities is now clear to me. I suspect that the value she always
placed on family cohesion stemmed from her experiences of such, and I find myself in a
similar situation today. This is not to say that I worry. Her ability to be brave in the face
of all adversity in her life is a comfort in these uncertain times. One can see that she
was a natural leader from an early age and throughout her entire life.
KINDNESS
I have also learned that the best leaders are not only courageous, but also kind. When I
think back to my own childhood, I remember looking forward to coming home from
school every day with my mom. She would always surprise me with a gift of some sort
nothing expensive or complicated, but it would be something like a new pencil, a burger,
or a t-shirt. In turn I always loved accompanying her whenever she went out of the
house; this was something she would ask me to do through the years and that I always
found time for. In the evenings she would then stay by my bedside until I fell asleep,
something she did for many years until I could do so myself. Throughout the years, she
encouraged me to do what I wanted to do, and neither overly praised nor belittled my
achievements in school and life. Consider the connection between nursing and
motherhood the skills and values of such roles can only serve to reinforce each other,
and the outcome of being able to care on the deepest of levels is clear. On the surface,
my mom was certainly a fiercely self-sufficient person, but I know that underneath was a
wise and sensitive person devoted to her roles in life. This sort of devotion could only
come from someone who is a great parent. I am truly fortunate to have had such a
wonderfully kind person in my life.
DILIGENCE
One thing I will always miss is her unrivalled culinary prowess, which she developed
herself under my grandmothers guidance from a very young age. My mom always said
she wasnt an artist, but this was one art in which she excelled. She would often try new
combinations of ingredients and therefore we always had something different and
delicious for dinner. I have recently realized how many experimental meals my family
must have unwittingly eaten in years past. However, there were never any mishaps, so I
credit my moms skills even more. In addition to cooking, she was also a great
gardener. She possessed a deep understanding of how plants, flowers, and trees work.
She loved these things and it gave her joy to see her handiwork grow. She would often
spend a whole day out in the yard tending to a plethora of species whose names I can
never remember. The important lesson though, is that she was incredibly diligent in her
gardening, and the results were always fantastic to behold. I have tried to emulate this
sort of intrinsic understanding in my own areas of interest, using my moms level of
connection to these occupations as a standard. I hope to be as well regarded in my
interests as she was in hers.
CONCLUSION
We have seen here that Anna was quite well-rounded in her experiences and skills, and
it was with these that she grew to be a great mother. Through all her life, she
demonstrated incredible strength and resolve, her courage tempered with her hidden
sensitivity. If I were to identify the most important lesson I have learned from my mom, it
would be when you do something, do it well to the utmost of your ability.
With your knowledge of her life history and my illuminations of my moms life from a
sons perspective in mind, I ask everyone to consider how they fit in to that story. How
did your life thread intertwine with that of my mother? It is not merely the facts we
establish about a persons life, but more importantly the experience of that life that
validates being human. Thus, we are gathered here today to carry our favourite
meanings and memories of Anna close at heart. And so in kind, I am comforted that as
we make our own ways through life, we will establish similar meanings and memories
with many others, keeping in mind and heart the benefits of the interactions we each
had with Anna. I believe that is the greatest way in which we can pay our sincerest
respects to a very special lady.
In closing, I would like to leave you with the lyrics of a song called That Wonderful
Mother of Mine, written by Clyde Hager and Walter Goodwin:
of us would get at least a one or two of the dishes that he would usually really enjoy and
which would be well balanced in nutrition as well. That is indeed the labour of love.
One of the remarkable things about Anna is that when I state that she took care of the
home for me, she literally took care of the well-being of entire physical structure of the
house as well. Not only did she know how to decorate the home inside and out, she
would always figure out how to set up or fix up or renovate various things in the house,
which included electronics, doors, windows, walls, the furnace, faucets, furniture,
household gadgets, and many other items. She just loved to know how all these
practical things worked. When the job was big, and she needed to call in the electrician
or the plumber, she would talk to them easily in their technical language. From Anna, I
was able to pick up much knowledge about a home and its insides.
The second characteristic that I want to give tribute to is that strength of determination
which Anna possessed. That Anna had great resolve is well known to me. As she was a
humble and private person, this character trait is only known to some people. Anna
always set specific and realistic goals for herself, which she would pursue with
determined effort and passion. Like her wish to use high-tech gadgets and computers
with ease and creativity. She would buy a computer, test out all the programs in it, shop
for all sorts of devices for it, and test them out herself. She ended up knowing about
computers almost as much as my 22 year old son, Matthew, which is a lot. Here is
another example. As a number of her acquaintances were Jewish, she really wanted to
learn all about the history of Nazi Germany and the Holocaust. So she bought a whole
set of books on this topic and read it through. This is the same way that she tackled
various topics about Chinese history and culture, the history of the Chinese in Canada,
and so forth. Of course, I cannot skip mentioning her creation of our wondrous backyard
garden and her flower display in the sunroom of our house. Her many accomplishments
owed much to her determination, willpower, and self discipline. Of course, it helped that
Anna was also creative, talented, and capable.
Then in the last 4 years, Anna faced a dreaded life challenge that she had to stand up
to with great determination, and great courage; she was diagnosed with incurable
metastatic cancer. She dutifully went to see the doctors; she went for hundreds of blood
tests; she went for scans after scans; she went for liver biopsy; she went for surgery;
she went for radiation therapies; she went for chemotherapy after chemotherapy, and
endured one after another faithfully. Despite the fear of chemotherapy side effects and
of death, she was never fazed. Despite the dread, she accepted wholly the necessity of
the hardships and suffering that she had to bear. She was determined to do whatever
was necessary to give her the best chance at controlling the disease. She was not
willing to accept disease and death without making a stand against it. She prayed to
God every day, and she kept faith with God. Anna has never been a religious person.
But she believed in a God who is good, and she believed in being a good person. Hope
was ever present with Anna. She very much wanted to live; she loved life, and she was
too young to die. She had many dreams for her future and for that of her family. Hope
sustained her determination, and determination generated strength. Family and friends
always commented on how strong and how tough Anna was; all were kind and wished
or prayed that strength and courage would continue to help her struggle with the cancer.
Anna never gave up the dream of beating the cancer. She tried every chemotherapy,
along with Chinese medical therapies, until October, when there was no more to try. In
the meantime, her body was buckling under with more and more complications as the
assault of an increasingly aggressive cancer intensified, which now defied all attempts
to halt its attacks. Despite her deep desire for a different outcome, this fall, Anna was
fairly sure that her bodily life on earth was soon to be no more.
However, it was at this point that Anna, rather than giving up hope and giving in to
despair, shifted the focus of her hope of being alive on earth to that of being alive after
death. Thus, although feeling very sad that she would leave her loved ones, she was
also ready to depart from her earthly home, and she resolved to live on in the next
world. One way or another, she was determined to beat the cancer. The spectre of
death could not destroy her spirit of determination and hope. She continued to pray
more to God daily for guidance and help. About 1 and months ago, her good friend,
Heidi, came to pay a visit to Anna. They talked about her dying wishes. Anna
expressed her desire to have a United Church minister to conduct her funeral service.
Heidi kindly offered to help Anna realize that wish. Heidi also asked her if she would like
to be baptized by the minister. Anna agreed to be baptized, because she was
welcoming an affirmation of her hope of life after death, a life in Heaven. Such is the
strength of Annas spirit of hope and faith, which no terminal cancer could kill. Anna was
determined to live on, if not on earth, then in Heaven. She had found peace in accepting
that destiny. On December 17, the day of the last school final exams of her sons, Anna
left her earthly body.
It seems quite a coincidence that the end of Annas existence on earth should occur
near the time of year when the darkness of the day is at its longest and that henceforth
we will experience more and more light, and more and more hope. It is also seemingly
coincidental that Annas death should occur during the season of the year when there is
great celebration of the birth of the Prince of Peace, and to Christians, the Son of God
who conquered death and gave humankind great hope. The symbolism of these in
connection with life and death, I cannot help but notice. Right now, I am sure that Anna
is very much alive, just in a different way, much closer to God than me. And she is also
very much alive in us, because she has touched all of us in different ways before she
left her earthly body. In closing, I like to share the following poem with you: