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Chapter One
Kathryn and Nina had known each other since kindergarten when
they fought over the same boy. For more than a decade they were
inseparable; they confined in each other, shared happy moments,
secrets and fears, and could always cheer each other up. Best friends,
one would say. Kathryn was a down-to-earth kind of girl; realistic and
self-assured. Nina, on the other hand, was gullible and easy-going.
Surprisingly, this was a match made in heaven – Kathryn’s sense and
Nina’s sensibility fitted perfectly making the girls a mixture of both. A
year ago, they even enrolled at the same college. They moved in
together and for them, life seemed promising as well as everlasting.
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Kathryn took the elevator to the second floor. She exited and
noticed the well-known inscription English Department, II floor.
Pleasant sensations overwhelmed her, she felt safe. Although Kathryn
was Serbian, she always believed she was English in her heart. That is
why she decided to major in the language. But on entering the floor,
she noticed something was wrong. It was empty. The second floor was
constantly crowded and somehow today that wasn’t the case. Around
the corner, at the intersection of the two corridors, a huge number of
people attracted her attention. Among the crowd, she spotted a couple
of reporters and camera crews. They were trying to enter the reading
room. Nina, please be ok, echoed in her mind.
Confusion alongside with fear suddenly gripped her when she spotted
two police officers standing in front of the reading room doors.
“Poor Nina,” she heard someone saying, “I heard it last night on
the news, and I couldn’t believe she’s gone. That’s just awful.” She
turned around and spotted her two colleagues.
“Oh my God, haven’t you heard,” started one of them, “It
happened last night. The library assistant wanted to lock up the
reading room and she noticed Nina was still there. She thought Nina
must have lost track of the time. She came up to her and she seemed
to be sleeping. She tried to wake her up when she realized Nina was
dead. Apparently, Nina had a heart attack and no one was there to
help her.”
Kathryn felt paralyzed with fear and sadness. They kept on
talking, but she switched off. She couldn’t believe Nina was dead. She
knew Nina had a heart condition but she never imagined her friend
would end up like this. And so untimely. She felt a huge pressure on
her lungs. She needed air. And quickly. She ran to the nearest window.
Fresh air didn’t help. Nina was gone. The pressure was unbearable.
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Nina was one of those students who tried their best but just
couldn’t achieve much. She was always studying, constantly trying, but
her results always fell short. She must have pushed herself too much,
overburdened herself. Jesus Christ! Someone should have been there
for her. An immense sense of remorse suddenly came over Kathryn.
She felt guilty, as if she had betrayed her friend. She would have
stayed in that state of living nightmare, had she not heard someone
saying the words suspect and being arrested. A detective hurriedly
passed by her.
Chapter Two
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For Kathryn, the rest of the day was pretty much a blur. A few
reporters tried to interview her, but she refused. She didn’t even
remember how she got into bed. She broke out into a fever which
lasted for almost a day. She struggled with guilt alongside with anger.
It tore her apart that she hadn’t been there for Nina. The local news
covered the story saying that Nina’s parents dropped the charges
concerning Mr. Peters. According to the library assistant, Mr. Peters
had an argument with Nina later in the afternoon after which she
became very upset. He was detained because the police believed that
having known about Nina’s condition he should have never started any
kind of dispute. They believed that Nina agitated her heart to the point
of hyperventilation, which proved to be fatal for her. Her parents were
devastated but they didn’t want to press charges because they knew
no one was to blame here except themselves.
The next couple of days were painful and enormously sad for
Kathryn. The funeral was the most difficult. Nevertheless, it all passed
and everybody returned to their normal lives. Except Kathryn. She
couldn’t accept the fact that Nina was gone. Enormous guilt still lurked
inside her soul.
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you deserved. God forgives for one’s misdeeds. But people are the
ones who punish. Does that make sense?
Wow, thought Kathryn, this person must have been furious when
he or she found out that the suspect had been released.
The next morning Kathryn had her writing class. Life had to move
on. The lecturer was a woman from the USA, Ms. Jacky Warren. She
was an exceptionally enthusiastic person and could lift everybody’s
spirits. She had this funny habit of writing things she needed to do on
the back of her hand. Kathryn considered it very useful and practical.
But, one thing Ms. Warren hated was when students didn’t do the
assignments. She despised it. She would often punish the forgetful
ones by assigning them loads of extra homework. Nina used to clean
forget about the assignments, Kathryn thought, and all the memories
came rushing in. Nina would come in and put on an apologetic
expression. However, her illness posed no problem for Ms. Warren to
assign her new tasks. Kathryn looked around expecting to see Nina in
the classroom, but she wasn’t there and never would be again.
Kathryn abruptly ran out of the classroom. She wanted to cry but
simply couldn’t. Suddenly she was filled with inexplicable anger and a
sudden hate for Mr. Peters. If he was the reason Nina died then he had
to suffer, at least to feel some kind of remorse. The anger was boiling
up in her. She remembered reading that post about him; she wanted to
get in touch with the person who wrote it. She needed somebody who
could understand her loss and sadness, who could comfort her. She ran
to the computer lab, logged on and again she was reading the post by
Ghost999.
Strangely, she felt relieved, she guessed the two of them had to
share the enormous love for Nina and that made her happy for the first
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time in days. She scrolled the cursor to the reply button and paused.
What was she to write? She wanted to express some kind of gratitude.
As she contemplated the contents of her private message, her eyes
wandered to the date it had been sent. May 20th; it was the day she
found out her friend had died. And Kathryn was on the verge of crying
when she spotted one strange detail – the time of the post. Her aghast
was so enormous that she forgot to breathe, and she almost fainted
due to the lack of air. A hideous discovery was made, and Kathryn was
alone in her sadness all over again.
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Chapter Three
The message had obviously been posted before Mr. Peters was
arrested. There’s got to be some kind of explanation, Kathryn tried to
assure herself. She thought of three. Somebody accidentally wrote the
message, which was tantamount to an infeasible even. The second
meant that Ghost999 somehow suspected Mr. Peters before he had
been arrested, which was the most reasonable explanation. The third
one was so terrifying it scared Kathryn to even consider it. If the
message wasn’t about the culprit, was it about the victim, about Nina?
All those awful words about her ‘misdeeds’ and that ‘she got what she
deserved’ made Kathryn recoil in horror. Not only had she lost the only
person she thought sympathized with her, but she almost sent a
message agreeing to those hideous fabrications about Nina. And to the
person who was glad Nina was dead. How ironic, she thought, the
language I love has deceived me. Its gender vagueness made me
believe the wrong thing. You traitor, back stabber! In fact she was mad
at herself. Then the strangest thing began to seem very plausible.
She glanced at the end of the message - ‘people are the ones
who punish’. She paused for a while. A few minutes ago she was
convinced the word ‘people’ referred to the police and the justice
system. Now it seemed more and more probable that it referred to a
specific person. Maybe even the very sender. Oh my God!
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distinguished and renowned professors. Not only had he made a career
of translating, but he also taught American history and several other
English-related subjects. She had been attending his lectures for
almost two years and if there was one thing she learned about him, it
was that he was vain and conceited. He always used such complex
constructions that his writing style almost proved his calling card. The
post, however, was written in a plain and colloquial style. She excluded
the possibility of him deliberately writing in such a manner in order to
deceive the readers. She thought he would never compromise his
impeccable and flawless knowledge of the English language. Not even
to cover his own tracks, because that was just who he was.
So, if Mr. Peters wasn’t the perpetrator, then who was it? And
why? What could Nina have done wrong to cause such an outcome?
Kathryn couldn’t believe what was happening. And she only wanted to
release her sorrow somehow. Unfortunately, she knew that the
enormous rage and hatred for the person behind the message would
only strengthen that awful feeling. The only way to find out more was
by clicking reply which she meant to do a couple of moments ago. Like
from a deep sleep or a hypnotic session, Kathryn jerked and with a
strange glow in her eyes pressed the button and psychotically started
to write a reply to the mystery villain.
“I know what you have done!” the uncalled-for response made
its way through millions of wires and signals to a computer
somewhere.
She waited.
Nothing happened.
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back up, to undo the message. She feared she was wrong, but alas,
nothing could be done now. She tried to steady her nerves, pull herself
together, but she couldn’t. She was having a panic attack. Her tears
started falling down her cheeks. She wiped them clean and forced
herself to calm down. She kept staring at the screen and her eyes
soared but she didn’t avert her gaze from it. A bell marking the end of
the class seemed so loud and so unexpected to her that she flinched in
her chair producing a slight scream. Some people in the computer lab
turned and looked at her. Helpful stares turned into scornful ones when
they noticed she was fine.
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Chapter Four
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sNoW_aNgEl: Don’t play dumb now. You know what I
mean, you freak, how could you?
Ghost999: Hey, hey, I’m the victim here!
sNoW_aNgEl: I want to know why, she was my friend, I
deserve to know
Ghost999: I’m not saying anything without the presence of
my lawyer ha-ha
sNoW_aNgEl: At least tell me who you are
Ghost999: lol! I guess you are on the dim side. All right you
can call me Mr
sNoW_aNgEl: mr as in Mister?
In this crucial moment Kathryn couldn’t help thinking that Mr. is
written with a period. But she discarded it because a new thought
rushed into her mind.
sNoW_aNgEl: Are you trying to impersonate Mr. Peters?
You’re trying to frame him. And I know you’re lying. I know
he didn’t do it.
The answer came after couple of long moments.
Ghost999: No problem
sNoW_aNgEl: I want to know more
Ghost999: You ask too many questions. You know the story
about the cat... gotta go!
And the chat screen was gone. She slouched back into the chair,
more desperate than ever. As she was pondering the implications of
this dialogue, she heard the door slam. She instinctively turned
around. A sudden flash of intuition made her realize what she had been
missing. The chat window that appeared a few minutes ago was part of
the English Department website forum, and everybody knew the
Department had its own internal network. She also knew that the
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network could only be used by the Department staff and the students,
meaning that whomever she was chatting with was in this building, on
this floor, perhaps in this very room.
Kathryn couldn’t breathe. It was there all the time, right in front
of her eyes. She knew she had no evidence to implicate Maya, and her
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brain was running 100 miles per hour working out the possible why.
What could be the reason for killing Nina? What was the motive?
That’s, Kathryn knew, one element of the sacred three for solving a
crime: Who; How; and Why. And it was the third one that caused
problems. She thought about it for quite some time and missed her
second class. It was of greater importance to think of an explanation
before going to the police. But her pondering led her nowhere and she
decided to consult one of the teachers, to present them with the
situation and perhaps solve it together. She left the computer lab once
again and headed for the staff room. Although the class had already
begun, she knew there was always someone there. She was hoping it
wouldn’t be Mr. Peters.
She knocked politely and entered. Two teachers were inside, one
of them unknown to Kathryn. The other one was Ms. Warren.
“Hi Ms. Warren,” Kathryn began, “I just wanted to apologize for
leaving class like that, but I felt sick. It’s been extremely hard for me to
deal with the loss of my friend, and I guess I’m oversensitive to
everything now. I hope you understand.”
“Hey, no problem. I understand.” No problem, Kathryn thought,
that’s funny.
“I’m sorry but there’s just one thing I wanted to ask you, actually
to consult with you.”
“Ok, just a second,” said Ms. Warren and assisted a teacher who
asked her a question. Kathryn sat next to the teacher in need and
watched Ms. Warren as she was leaning over from the other side of the
table clarifying something to the teacher. Kathryn observed it and
instinctively looked at the paper. It was some kind of text and one
sentence needed paraphrasing. Ms. Warren was showing him what to
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do with the misplaced words, by pointing with her left index finger (Ms.
Warren being left-handed) on the text.
“Does that make sense?” said Ms. Warren to the teacher and a
clicking sound went off in her head, but she discarded it. Her right
hand rested on the table just in front of Kathryn. She chuckled as she
noticed that her American teacher had written a reminder on her right
hand. Kathryn wondered what would her hand look like if she wrote all
her to-do things on it. The chuckle subsided into shock when she
realized that it wasn’t a reminder. It said ‘Mr’. It was the same symbol
that Ghost999 had written a couple of moments ago. But as she was
looking at it she realized she was reading it upside down. She bent her
head in order to read it properly. It said JW. Jacky Warren.
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Chapter Five
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cut the girl’s air supply and smother her. We do not know the
motive behind the murder or why Ms. Warren chose this
particular student. Maybe we will never know. One thing is
certain; our children are not safe even in school.” The reporter
finished his speech and the anchor reappeared, “Moving on, this
just in…”
Kathryn turned it off. She had heard enough.
She thought about it for a while. Everything was there, black and
white. But somehow it was too obvious, too apparent. I guess that’s
just how it is, the culprit is always in front of your nose, and you just
don’t notice her. She felt a huge emptiness inside her. She missed Nina
so much. She lost her friend, she lost her teacher, and she was still
feeling an enormous sorrow. Kathryn wasn’t sure how much time
passed while she sat there motionless. Brooding.
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Chapter Six
A couple of days went by. She heard her American teacher was
deported to the USA to be tried. Life continued at a usual pace. She
was in the computer lab, adding finishing touches on her final essay.
She logged on to check her forum messages. Many people
sympathized with her after the arrest, and everybody apologized as if
it was their fault. It only made her guilt even more unbearable.
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a murder. I never thought they would conduct an autopsy.
A pillowcase does not leave any clues. Today when they
came to question Jacky I knew they’d take the bate. It was
so easy. The only thing I needed to do was to put the
pillowcase in her apartment. Piece of cake. Poor Jacky, but
I had to choose somebody! Yea, yea, I know, life’s a b. Ta-
ta!
The screen disappeared. Ms. Warren is innocent, echoed in her
mind. She couldn’t stand it any longer. In tears and distraught, Kathryn
ran out of the room. She even forgot her bag and books. The world was
becoming a dreadful place for her. She knew she was going to faint.
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A muffled shriek was heard and a girl ran off. His troubles
were beginning all over again.
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