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Ag| {XgV|. m wcrcm{h mJmhZ cmO dmQ>cr Agoc. Amnm nwVUr~c OrdZ nmQ>rc
OOdi hihiV hmoVm; Am{U V| gmh{OH$ Amho.
AYdQ> {ejUmwi| Agm Jmo>r KS>VmV, Ag| t hQ>c| AgV|; nU m~m~V Vy d ^mD$
XmoKo{h Xmofmh Amhm, Ag| cm dmQ>V|. mcm dmQ>oc Vg| dmV {iV Joc|; Am{U Amnm
H$VmH$S>o mM| {OVH|$ cj nm{hOo hmoV|, {VVH|$ mZ| {Xc| Zmht, m gd Jmo>tMm n[aUm
hUyZM Vmo Xm narj|V Zmnmg Pmcm. cm dmBQ> dmQ>co , amJ oBc , hUyZ Vwht h| gd AmVmnV
Jw R>odc|V Ia|. nU V| MwH$sM| d yInUmM|M hmoV|.
AU{dftm mm ~mM Anojm, AmYtM Zmhtem Pmm hmom. mm{dftMm,
nydu dmQ>Umam Cacm, gwacm {dmg{h AmVm Z> Pmcm Amho.
AmVm mm Z{e~t mmnmgyZ gwIM Zgoc, Va mcm Vwhr gmat qH$dm Vmo Var H$m
H$aUma?
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EdT>| ~arH$ Ia|, H$s mcm {iV Agcom gmm gYtMm Vmo witM CnmoJ H$$Z KoV
Zmht. mm dmV Amhr AgVmZmMr, AmMr Am d hcmIrMr Xem AmR>dcr Am{U mVZy
Amhr Bamda hdmcm R>do Zy , H$moUmM| gm ZgVm, H$moUm H$ma| H$go~go da Amcm|, mM| aU
Pmc|, hUOo Z AV H$>r hmoV|; d J dmQ>V| H$s, m wcmMo ^{dV AV X:Ir Amho!
nU O| hmoUma Agoc V|, mm ~mocmZ| qH$dm H$miOr H$amZ| Wm~Uma Amho WmoS>|M?
H$mhr hQ>c| Var cm mmH$Sy>Z e Vmo Z H$aU| ^mJ Amho. {M. AUM| {MH$coM|
doS> Va $maM ~imdV Mmcc| Amho. m ZmXmV Vmo Amncm Amg dJao gd {dgaVmo. mV Vwhr
OnmgyZ AmVmnV Jw R>odcom, Zmcm Y$m XoUmm m H$aUmMr â nS>cr Agmdr.
mm ~m~VtV, AmVm r R>a{dc| Amho V| EdT>M| , mZ| mnwT>| mm OdiM {eH$mdmg
am{hc| nm{hOo ... dmVmg Vmo ZmcmH$ Amho.
nU r Var ht EHo$ {R>H$mUt pWa H$moR>| Amho? dmadma ~Xcr hmMo ho {Xdg. Vohm
gm, r mcm edVXmXmOdi XmXacm amhmdmg ZmBcmOmZ| gm{JVc| Amho. VoWyZ Vmo amoO
w~Bg H$mcoOmV OmV OmBc. Vgm Vmo AmVm moR>m Pmcm Agmwi|, mmda WmoS>m {dmg
Q>mH$cmM nm{hOo. Zmht Var mmda, AmnU Xga| cj V| H$m d H$g| R>odUma?
Am{U Vgm Vmo wcJm dmBQ>{h Zmht. EH$Xm dmQ>V,| AmnmM mJmZ| OmD$Z, EImm doit
Amm KammM| Vmo Zmd H$mT>rc. nU mMt Vt doS!>| mMm n[aUm mm w AmgH$mda
hmoVmo. mcm AmVm r Cnm Var H$m H$$?
Jom {hmVrc mm AmOmamV, cm ~arM YmVr dmQ>V hmoVr. nU eodQ>t, Vmo
XImVyZ {eagcmV gwQ>cm EH$XmMm! | ~amM Ae$ Pmcm hmoVm. mMm AmYtMmM
amoJQ>nUm XImwi| OmV dmT>cm hmoVm.
Vr EH$ ZdrZM H$miOr hmoVr! nU AmVm Vmo ~am Amho.
mP| Amw EH$mmJyZ EH$ oUmm H$miOtZm Vm|S> XomgmR>tM Amho. mcm H$moUmMmM
BcmO Zmht.
VwPr H${V R>rH$ AgocM. YmH$Q>r Hw$Xm AmVm H$er Amho? Iyn ~S>~S> H$aVo Ag| OrdZ
nmQ>rc hUV hmoVm. Agmo. m gdmZm mPo AZoH$ AmerdmX. H$imdo.
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mm m dmV, mmXoIV chmZ chmZ wc| OmVmZm nmhZ, Z AJXt mHy$i hmoV|.
Mma {hmnyduM, {M. JJyMm VaUmVmR>m Zdam, EH$mEH$s wmo{ZmZ| Jomwi|, Vr CKS>m
H$nmimZ| Kat Amcr hmoVr. {~Mmarm m VUnUmVrc H$U pWVrZ| mP| X {nidQy>Z Joc|
hmoV!| mZVa Vr{h {dfdamZ| EH$mEH$s {ZKyZ Jocr! gwQ>cr {~Mmar. V| X:I Zmcm hmoV hmoV,|
mVM VwPm Zmoha AmOmar AgmM| EoH$y Z, r JS>~S>rZ| mP| H$m Q>mHy$Z VwmH$S>o YmdV Jocmo.
VoWo Jomda, VwPm chmZJm wcJm EH$mEH$s Zmhtgm hmoBc , hr cm mdoit H$nZmhr ZhVr.
nU Pmc| V| {dnarVM. Vmo AmR> ZD$ {Xdg AmOmar nS>Vmo H$m Am{U MwQ>H$sgmaIm {ZKyZ OmVmo H$m!
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gmoZJmdgmam IoS>oJmdmV EH$Q>r EH$Q>r ~gyZ Va Vy H$m H$aV Agerc Hw$Umg R>mD$H$?
nU H$io, hmoUmm Jmo>tnwT>| H$moUmMmM BcmO Zmht. Vwm BVa wcmH$S>o nmhZ Amnc|
X:I {Jimdmg ZH$mo H$m? hm AZw^d Vwcm AJXt ZdrZM Amho. mm AmwmV X:ImMo Agco
AZoH$ gJ oD$Z Joc.o nU gwadmVrnmgyZM mPm WmoS>m H$R>rU AmwH$ Jocm Agm H$maUmZ|,
oH$ doit r Zmda cmH$aM Vm~m {idy eH$cmo. ggmamV Agct X:I| mdmMtM. mZm
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EH$ Jocr. MmJco pWa hmoVm|, VodT>mV YmH$Q>m ^mD$ lr{Zdmg EH$mEH$s KamVyZ Zmhtgm Pmcm.
Amm Hw$Qw>~ mcm ~gcoco Agco ho n{hco hdmMo Yo$ Vwcm{h R>mD$H$ AmhoV. mZVa VwPr ~hrU
Amnm chmZ chmZ wcmZm mm hdmct H$$Z AJXt AH$mcr aU nmdcr. mdoit mm
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gd X:I Vy {dgaco nm{hOog. Vy Ver gwk Amhog. Vohm m ~m~VtV, r AmVm AmUIr OmV
{chZ, Vwcm nwhm nwhm H$>r H$$ BpN>V Zmht.
MmanmM {XdgmnyduM, edVXmXmm {dR>m~o mAUmMr ~mH$mo ~miVamoJmZ| aU nmdcr.
amomMr ZrQ> H$miOr KoVcr Jocr Zmht, h|M mM| H$maU Agmd| Ag| cm dmQ>V|. EH$ ^mD$
OmUma gH$minmgyZ gmH$minV ZmoH$arda; Xgam AUm. mMr gmaIr YS>nS> MmcyZ AgVo.
Vmo Amncm Amnm {Za{Zamm H$mam mnmammJ|. ~mH$mo m {~Mmar H$Q>micrM hmoVr.
Pmcoct wc| Ver {ZamoJr Iat, nU AJXt WmoS>WmoS>m AVamZ| nmMghm ~miVnU| hQ>c| hUOo
{VMr H$Vr R>rH$ ahmdmMr H$er? KamV {VMr dWm nhmUma hUOo emoXmd{hZr d XmXm;
Am{U mMo VhodmBH$ d^md Vwcm mhrV AmhoVM! AmVm Pmc| V| ~mocyZ oV Zmht. nU XoIV
XoIV chmZ nmoa|, gm CKS>t nS>coct nm{hct, hUOo dmBQ> dmQ>V|!
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H$io, Vwcm h| gma| Ag| wm {c{hmM| H$maU hUOo OJmV gJirH$S>Mo X:I ngacoc|
Amho!
nadm dgVm OH$S>o Amcm hmoVm. ZmZmMm dhma ht VmoM nhmVmo. nU mM| Z cm
H$Yt AmZXr {XgV Zmht. mMr ~mH$mo {M. gwYm Amho VerM {~N>mmda Amho. mM| c Pmc|
Amho EdT>M| . nU mZVa jmZ| Vr Or Z~ir Pmcr, Vr VrZMma df] Pmct Var AOyZ H$mhr JwU
Zmht. dgV m {VMr ZmnmgyZ ewlyfm H$arV AgVmo. Vmo{h AgmM H$mhtgm ommJ| cmJcocm
wcJm Amho!
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AJXt ZmnmgyZ Vw{V H$arV hmoVm. OUw H$m, ^mdr H$mimV, AU H$moUr ~S>m {MH$maM hmoUma
Amho. nU H$mht Agc| Var, AUMm ~amMgm doi m Agm ^mZJS>tVM OmV Agmdm Ag|
{XgV|. EH$XarV, ht {Mh| cm Var gmYmZH$maH$ dmQ>V ZmhtV.
mMr narjm AmVm XmoZ VrZ {hmda Amcr Agoc. Var{h mM| AmgmH$S>o XcjM
{XgV|. nwhm Xm{h Zmnmg Pmcm Zmht hUOo {i{dcr. Vwcm R>mD$H$M Amho, ht Xgm
ghmmhrnmgyZ Vmo XmXacm edVXmXmH$S>o ahmV Zmht. AmgmgmR>t dg{VJhmVM AgVmo.
{Xdmirm gw>tV Vmo Kat Amcm hmoVm. mdoit, AmgmgmR>r H$miOr Kom~c r
mcm ~Omdc|. Vy{ h, mcm n {chZ H$mht CnXoe H$a. EH$Xm {ejUH$ ~mOycm nS>cm, hUOo
Vmo H$mMmM ~mOycm nS>oc, Aer ^r{V dmQ>Vo.
mm{dft cm {H$Vr H$miOr dmQ>V,o V| eXmV gmJU| H$R>rU Amho. Agmo, H$m hmoBc
V| V| nhmd|.
wcmg AmerdmX. dV:m H$Vrg OnyZ BVa wcmH$S>o nhmV, Amcocm gJ {dgamMm
Z H$amdm.
H$imd|, ho AZoH$ AmerdmX, OmV H$m {ch?
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mm~c ~m~mZm H$miOr dmQ>Vo, hUyZ r mm gd AmdS>r{ZdS>r ~mOyg R>odyZ,
mZm gmYmZ dmQ>oc Agc| e {idmm IQ>nQ>rg cmJmd|, Ag| Vy Vwm Jom nmV
{c{hc| Amhog. nU mder, mm ZmMr Vwcm qH$dm ~m~mZm H$nZmM Zmht H$m J AJXt? Mma
mUg m MmH$moatVyZ OmVmV, Vg|M r gwm S>moio ~mYyZ Omd|, Agm Vwhm gmmMm A>hmg!
nU cm H$m AmdS>V,| mm H$m hdmH$mjm AmhoV, mMr H$Yt Vwhr {dMmanyg qH$dm H$nZm
Ho$cr Amho H$m?
r nwH$i Z Ho$cm, nU cm m R>ard gmmVyZ AmVm Omdog|M dmQ>V Zmht. Ho$di
r-mP| hrM d{m, gdmZr ~miJyZ dmJmd|, Ag| H$m Agmd|, J mder? Amnm JmoVmdm~mhoa
d Amnm dmWm{edm H$mhtM H$$ Zo Ag hQ>c Va J mUgmMm O Var H$emcm nm{hOo
Vmo?
Vwhmcm dmQ>V| AUZ| nwH$i {eH$md|. Xoem-naXoemm nXm {idmmV; EH$mXr c>
Aem nJmamMrM ZmoH$ar H$amdr. ngm ... ngm ... mmH$Sy>Z mnojm Xgm H$emMrM Anojm
Zmht VwMr! hmo Zm? OmUVmo h| gma| H$mht r gwm ... Am{U V| mm d^mdmcm Y$Z AgV|,
mm AmQ>momV AgV|, Va Vwht gwIr hmd| m >rZ| r{h gmYmZmZ| V| gm Ho$c| AgV|
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nU mm Zg{JH$ AmdS>rcm Vwht qH$dm r Var H$moU ~mY KmcUma?
cm Va CcQ> nwH$i dmQ>V|, AmnU gwXa gwXa | {M{V H$amdtV; X CM~iyZ
AmUUmat y{VV H$m|, X|, Hw$Mmm $Q>H$mmV YamdtV. H$moUr Var, mZdr ZmM|,
mm Or{dVmM|, n> Am{dH$aU H$aUmam H$cmdV hmd|!....
nU hr Zmcm H$mMr OmiUmar hdmH$mjm, Vwm Amdmm~mhoaMr Amho. VwMr
Amncr EH$M Anojm. Vwm dhmar YmoaUmcm Y$Z mPr J{V hmdr; hmo, r H$moUr R>am{dH$
Jmo>tMm, R>am{dH$ doimV, R>am{dH$ n[aUm XmI{dUma| M Amho Ag| Vwhr Y$Z MmcVm!...
jUâ W~Hy$Z,Xmda hmV R>odmdmg cmdUma| - AV:H$aUmcm AmM cmdUma|... OJmV H$mhr
Var Amho, AgV|,... Vwm mZtZthr Zgoc!...
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nadm gw>tV r Kat Jocmo AgVmZm, EHo$ {Xdet mm ImoctV, mPo AYo am{hcoc| {M
nwa| H$arV r ~gcmo hmoVmo.
gwmm CM~iUmm cmQ>mdarc Vmo hmcmBQ> {H$Vr gwXa gmYcm Amho, Ag|M cm
gmaI| dmQ>V hmoV|. mdoir Odi C^| amhZ, H$moUr Oar mm m EH$mJVom ZmH$S>o,
H$mVHw $mMr {> Q>mH$cr AgVr, gmYmZr AJa ghmZw^Vy rM| pV H$$Z, Amncm AmZX $ Ho$cm
AgVm, Var cm yR>â mg MT>mgmaI| dmQ>c| AgV|. nU....
mm m ImoctV EH$mH$s H$m|Sy>Z ~gcocmo r! H$mVwH$ H$amdmM| Va mP| rM!
Var, Am{Z> H$m hmoBZ m, nU m VgmM gmYmZmm AmZXmV r hmoVmo; Vm|M ~m~m
ghO hUyZ mm ImoctV Amco; Am{U nmR>rda hmV R>odyZ V| WmoS>m doi mm mJ| Cô am{hco.
cm dmQ>V hmoV|, "MmJc {XgV! H$gc ao {M V|?' Ag| H$mhr Var Vo cm {dMmaVrc, Am{U
mZr cm Vmo {dMmacm, hUOo AmnU mZm Amnm m d BVa {MH$co{dft Iyn Iyn
gmJ!y
nU, |M r ~m~mH$S>o ghO diyZ nm{hc|, Vm| H$m? mm H$nmimda AmR>mM| Omi|
ngac| hmoV.| S>mo mVZy ZwgVm amJ {XgV hmoVm. OUy H$m, r Zmht m CmoJmV, AmwmMm Zme
H$aUmam H$moUr hmZ nmVH$sM mmgmoa C^m Amho!
mm Mohmdarc, Vmo AZno{jV ^md, cm Ag dmQ>cm; d ~e VoW| VgmM R>do Zy , r
~mhoa JcatV {ZKyZ Jocmo.
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JcarOdi WmoS>m doi C^m am{hmda, m {I Z:pWVtVyZ r qH${MV ^mZmda
Amcmo, Vm| gmIirZ| H$monmV ~mYcoc|, Amm KamVrc V| Hw$cJr Hw$mM| chmZJ| amoS>H|$ {ncy,
mPo nm MmQ>V hmoV|. ghOM r Imct dmHy$Z momM| H$nmi WmnQ>VmM, mcm H$moU AmZX
Pmcm! n{hmgmaI| da Imct CS>m m$Z, mm ImoQ>mZm cQ>H$M MmdyZ, Vmo Amnco oi
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nU mMr Vr cm{S>H$ Hw$aHy$a H$arV Mmccocr YS>nS>, cm OmVM mHw$i H$arV hmoVr!
mJmM Ionco m, V| JwQ>JQw >rV chmZJ| Hw$|, hUOo Amm KamVrc oH$mMm H$mVHw $mMm
{df hmoVm. H$moUr mcm XY nmOr, H$moUr Jm|Omar,.....
Am{U Mma {hmZVaM... AmO?...
gH$migmH$mi {iUmm Mma MVH$moa H$moaS>m VwH$S>mda, mZ| Jcarm H$monmV,
EH$mH$s nSy>Z ahmd|, Ag| R>ac| hmoV.| mM| KamVrc A{Z~Y ~mJS>U| gdmZm Ag hmoB. XmoZ doico m
{Jimcm {iV| Amho, ZgVo YXo H$moUr gm{JVco mcm, hr {dMmagaUr VoW| Ago; Am{U
hUyZM mm JmV AmVm gmIir nS>cr hmoVr.
cm mMr Vr Ho${dcdmUr {> nmhZ, Zdr X:I dmQ>c|. r hiyM mm mZoOdi
WmonQ>c| d mMr gmIir nQ>H$Z gmoSy>Z {Xcr.
~mM {XdgmZr gwQ>H$m hmoVmM, V| VwVw YmdV Kaâ ~mJSy> cmJc|. mMr Vr CS>m
mamMr YS>nS> {H$Vr JVrXma hmoVr. OUy H$mht AmO âVr Amcom mm OrdZgmJamdarc
o$gM Vmo!...
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H$gm mom?...'
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Vmo AmdmO d hmVmVrc cdJr H$mR>r nmhZ, V| {~Mma| mJ| mJ| {VaH|$ MmcV, eonQy > nmmV
KmcyZ gmIirOdi {ZyQ> oD$Z ~gc| d mZ Amnm nwT>m nmmV cndyZ h My Z H$[aVm AJXt
dW ~gc|. nmR>tV XmoZ VS>mHo$ ~gco, V| jUâM Hw$aHw$ac|; mm V| AJdiUrM nS>c| hmoV|.
Am{U mm JmV nwhm gmIir AS>H$dyZ ~m~m {ZKyZ Joco.
gmIirZ| ~mYcom momMr OH$S>o cmJcocr Ho${dcdmUr {> d nwhm gwQ>o hmomMr
YS>nS>, cm mm mdoim Z:pWVtV Va, $maM OmMH$ hmoV hmoVr. cm dmQ>c,| mm d
mm pWVtV {H$Vr gm Amho?
mmH$S>o nmhVm nmhVm, mm ZmV jUâM {dMma Amco, "mom, ~m~m, Vgm
Ho${dcdmm >rZ| OH$S>o AmUIr {H$Vr doi nmhUma Vy? mm AmdoJmZm mgmZr KmVcocm
~mY, w$Qy>Z ~mhoa nS>mcm Amcm Amho. hmo, mm mUgmV ahmdmM| Va cm{h VwmMgmaI|,
VemM >rZ| OJmH$S>o nhmd| cmJV|! oH$mcm Amnm BN>m AmhoV. Am{U mm H$nZmZm,
AnojmZm Oam Y$m ~gcm, Var Vt cm VwmmU|M ~S>Jm XmI{dVmV.
nU eodQ>t r, m gmIir VmoSy>Z OH$S>o oD$ nmhUmm momH$S>o, {ZnmmZ| Xcj
H$$Z VoWyZ ~mhoa Jocmo.
mder, mm Zmcm H$m hmoV hmoV|, V| mP cmM R>mD$H$!
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Jom dfmm narj|Vrc AnemZVa ~m~mMr OH$S>o nmhmMr dmrM hiyhiy ~XcV
Jocr Amho. mZm mm {MH$coMm, gJrVmMm, narjo{edmm BVa gd ~m~tMm AJXr {VQ>H$mam
dmQ>Vmo.
mP| AcrH$S>o Jom dfu oS>c {imcoc| EH$ ""JV dZ'' hUyZ H$mT>coc| {M mm
ImoctV Q>o~cmda nS>c| hmoV|. JJyAm$mm Z:pWVret EH$ hmoD$Z V| r H$mT>mMm Z Ho$cm
hmoVm. mm gmV AmR> amr mgmR>t IM Pmm hmom.
nU mM| ~m~mZm H$m? mZt ghO V| nm{hmda, mM {Xdet cm ~mocmdyZ
gm{JVc|, ""Vy m Zmht Zmht m $XmV doi KmcdrV AgVmog V| cm ngV Zmht. mwi| Vy
Amnm AmwmMm Zme H$arV AmhogM. nU m~amo~a mPm ngmhr mo$V OmV Amho!...''
j ~m~mMo ho eX mm Zmcm Q>m|MmdmMyZ am{hco ZmhtV. Am{U hUyZM r
XgmM {Xdet dg{VJhmV {ZKyZ Amcmo Amho.
Am{U m Jmo>rcm AmR> {Xdg{h Pmco ZmhtV, Vm| AmO VwP|{h EH$ CnXoena n oD$Z
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gmmM mmdarc o hUOo H$mht Var moR>r Anojm!
mder, cmoH$mZm $$ CnXoe H$aU|, h|M Amnc| H$V dmQ>V| H$m J, Vwhm cmoH$mZm?
AmVm Vwhm H$moUmcmhr ôQy> Zo, H$moR>|hr OmD$ Zo, Ag|M cm dmQ>V|! Zmht Var Vwhm
H$moUmH$Sy>Z ghmZw^Vy rMm eX Zmht!
Vwm Kamnojm, mPr Mma q^VtMr chmZJr Imocr, cm OmV ~ar dmQ>V.o ZmZ| Vma
Ho$coc| oWrc C dmVmdaUM, mm EH$mH$s Zmcm OmV gwI.... {daJwim XoV|.
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Vohm AmVm AmUIr OmV V| H$m {ch?AV ghmZw^{y Vey Amw H$R>Umam,
{MaOrd H$irg AZoH$ AmerdmX {deofVwmH$Sy>Z n AmmZVa, ~aoM {Xdg, H$mmwi| cm {c{hmg doiM {imcm Zmht.
AmO Zmcm Oam dm Amho, Vohm Vwcm n {chmdmg KoVmo.
AmO XnmatM, w~BhZ AUM| n Amc|. dmV{dH$, Jom AmR>dS>mV mm narjoMm
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OmnmgyZ gwImV Agm~c, dV:cm Vr $ma ^mdmZ gOVo. nU {Vm
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oVrc! Am{U mnwT>|, VwP| d{$H$ X:I, H$moR>m H$moR>|, gwmm nmmVrc EImm gy
W|~mgmaI|... Z> hmoBc !''
{H$Vr Var doi, {~engmho~ hmoncm Ag| H$idmZ| d oinU| gmJV hmoVo. {Vm
Zmda mm J^ra AmdmOmVrc J^ra eXmMm, m doir A{Ve n[aUm Pmcm. nU Varhr,
AYdQ> gmeH$nU| Vr Kat Jocr. m {Xdet Vr gmaIm {dMma H$arV hmoVr. nwhm EH$Xm {VZ| Z
cmdyZ, Zm OmomZ| ~m~cMt XmoZ VrZ nmamU| Ho$ct d eodQ>t {~engmho~mZt gm{JVcocr,
OJmH$S>o nmhmMr mnH$ {> {Vcm cm^cr.
m VhoZ| hmonm Amwmcm {Zami| diU cmJc| d AmVm Vr Joct Mmirg nMoMmirg
df}, m CmoJmVM, Amnm AmwmMm H$arV Amcr Amho.
{Vm nydmwmVrc gd, Vr AmVm Odi Odi {dg$Z Jocr Amho. Vr AmVm gmmMr
Ho$di m Amho!
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H$mU, 6 o 1927.
AUcm ^yfU Agc|, Var Aem Jmo>tMm, mcm Amnm YH$mYH$sm ^mdr AmwmV, H$m
CnmoJ hmoUma Amho, cm H$mht gOV Zmht. dgV H$m, AU H$m, m VU S>itm
gmmM H$nZm AmmhZ gm$ {^!
Jom AmR>dS>mV, AU w~BhZ XmoZ {Xdg BH$S>o Amcm hmoVm. S>mQ>arm n{hm
narj|V, Jomdoit mcm Ane Amc| hmoV;| Var XmoZ {hmndy u Vmo nwhm ~gmda nmg Pmcm
h| Vwcm R>mD$H$ Amho. nU AmVm nadmm ôQ>tV, Vmo OH$S>o ~mocVm ~mocVm, g{XYM hUmcm, H$s
hm H$mog nwT>| Mmcy H$amdm H$s Zmht, hm AmnmnwT>| nS>cm Amho! Agm MMc dm^mdmMr cm
MrS> Amho. nU mda r H$mhtM ~moccmo Zmht. XmoZ {Xdg Hw$T>m ZmZ| dmJyZ, AU H$mcM
w~ Bg naV Jocm.
m Agm chmZemM Jmo>r,- nU mwi| cm nwhm nwhm dmQ>V|, m wcmMo nwT>c|
^{dV Amho Var H$m? mm ZmMr Agcr hr H$miOr H$YrM gnUma Zmhtg| {XgV|. Agmo,
wcmg AmerdmX.
~m~m R>mHy$a.
(12)
w~B, Vm. 8 OmZodmar 1928.
{M. gm. H$irg AZoH$ AmerdmX Vy wm nmR>dyZ {Xcom AmfYr wm OH$S>o Ammda, r dgVmH$S>o VemM {Xm.
mMm H$mhtgm JwU Agcm, Var mm ~mH$moMr H${V Amho VerM Amho. m Jar~ wcmm
{OdmMr m, CJrMM AmoT>mVmU Mmccocr Amho. mM| Zer~, Xga| H$m?
H$mht {Xdgmnydu, Ag|M ~mocVm ~mocVm, Vmo moR>m A{^mZmZ| cm gmJV hmoVm, H$s
Amnm AUcm w~Bm XeZmV, {Mm~c H$gctet XmoZ ~{jg| {imct. V| EH$ H$ma|
Vr. gm. d{hZtg go ZH$ma.

VwM| n nmohm|Mc|. hr ~aoM {XdgmV cm Vwhmg ôQ>mdmg doi Pmcm Zmht. AcrH$S>o
H$m|qh hmVt ~atM AgVmV. AXoga ^$Mm m AZw^dr hmVmm H$mQ>Q>aet ^m{JXmar H$$Z,
""AaqdX ^$Mm Am{U H$nZr,'' hUyZ r ht EH$ $ Mmc{dcr Amho. XmoKmZm EH$oH$mMr
MmJcr XV hmoD$Z, H$m|{h ~at {iVmV. mwi,| {VH$S>o nmhVm nmhVm w$agX witM hmoV Zmhr.
ht hmVt Agcom XmoZ VrZ H$mmnH$s, EH$ ~m~mgmho~ R>mHw$amM| mQw>mM| Ka Amho;
Vwhmcm mnydu H$Xm{MV V| gOc| Agoc{h. | Odi Odi XrS> dfo mMm Vmo ~oV cm~V hmoVm.
eodQ>t, noeZ KoVmda, XmoZ dfmZt, AmVm R>ac| mM|! mm d{S>cmZm, nydu AS>rAS>MUrcm
mZt e Vr XV Ho$cr AgmMr OmUrd, cm nyUnU| Amho. Am{U hUyZM, mm
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~mYH$mmH$S>o nmhmmMr, mPr {> Ho$di Ymnojm {Zamir Amho. Vohm ^mgmam {heo~r
mUgmet KmgmKrg H$$Z, r H$mQ>Q>Mr a$ H$r H$a{dcr. m Kamm ~mYH$mmm oH$
~m~VtV XoIrc, r gm OmVrZ| cj KmcVmo. cm ZmnmgyZ dmQ>V,| V| mmM KamM| ~mYH$m
Amho, OUw H$m!...
~m~m Zoht H$mUhZ oV AgVmV. AU{h, gdS>rmU|, AmR>dS>mVyZ EH$Xm Var,
w~BhZ oVmo. mMr d mPr gmX{> OdiOdi gmamM H$maMr Agmwi|, Amhr
H$amamV R>acom Jmo>tV{h, AZoH$ gwYmaUm H$arV Amcm| Amhm|. Ka EH$XmM ~mYmdmM| AgV|;
Vohm nwhm nwhm H$moUr gwYmaUm H$arV Zmht. Am{U hUyZM nmMnYam no AcrH$S>o ncrH$S>o Joc,o
Var gmXmm >rZ|, r V| $mag| ZmV AmUrV Zmht!
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nU ~m~mgmho~mMm d^md oH$ ~m~VtV ~amM {heo~r nS>Vmo. mwi|, ~mncoH$mMo
chmZghmZ ~m~VtV hmoUmao VôX... IQ>Ho$, cm moR>o JVrMo dmQ>VmV.
~Km d{hZr, cmQ> KomnmgyZM gwadmV Pmcr. ~m~mgmho~ d AU, mm~amo~a
XmXamQw> mg Amco hmoV.o gd cmQ>g nmhZ Pmmda, Mma amm Zmmdarc EH$m H$monmMm
cmQ> AUZ| ngV Ho$cm; nU mMr qH$V ~m~mm H$nZonojm XrS>nQ> OmV Pmmwi|, Vmo
{dMma mZt ~XcyZ, VoWZy H$mht AVamdarc, Oam mJm ~mOyMm, EH$ OwZ| Ka Agcocm cmQ>,
VrZ hOmamcm KoVcm. EH$m hOmamMmM $aH$ Agmwi|, mdoit, m H$mamZ| AU qH${MV
ZmamO Pmcm hmoVm.
{edm, KoVcom cmQ>da Agcom Owm Kamm gmmZmMm, ZdrZ ~mYH$mmV H$mht
{R>H$mUt Var CnmoJ H$aVm oBc, hr ~m~mgmho~mMr {> hmoVrM mV! mVrc ~oT>~ nU ^$
XadmOo, {IS>m dJao mZr {ZdSy>Z{h H$mT>ct hmoVt. nU Amm ^mZ|, Amnm nmaer
OmVrm d^mdmcm AZwg$Z, mMr mdoir WmoS>r qQ>Jc Ho$mwiM| , ~m~mZt Vmo ZmX gmoS>cm.
Ka ~mYmdmM| R>amda, mZr cm H$mhr cZ AmImg gm{JVc|; mVyZ AUm
ngVrMm cZ Vo H$m H$aUma Ag| hUV hmoVo. AUZ|{h Amncr gmX{> dmn$Z, mm
AmdS>rMmM cZ ngV Ho$cm. nU mVhr, Vmo AmUIr gwYmaUom Amnm gyMZm H$$ cmJVmM,
~m~mgmho~mZt WmoS>mem amJmZ|M, Amncm ~oV EH$X {$adcm d mnojm VrZ hOma no H$r
IMmMm cZ eodQ>t ngV Ho$cm. m {Xdet cm WmoS>| dmBQ> dmQ>c|. nU H$aUma H$m? ~m~mm
hUmmU|, eodQ>t VmoM cZ r H$mnm}aoeZ| nmR>dyZ, m~c Oyar {i{dcr.
AmR>dS>mâ, AU $maM aOrg Pmcocm {XgV hmoVm. nU r Var H$m H$aUma? eodQ>t,
"Aao N>moS> Xod ma, Agm H$m Km~aVmog? AmnU mM cZ| Amnm gmm H$nZmZm dmd
XoD$!' Ag| r W>oZ| mcm gm{JVc|. Vohm H$moR>| mM| WmoS>og gmYmZ Pmc|!
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KamMr OmJm AmIyZ Komm {Xdet, ~m~mgmho~mZm doioda oVm Amc| Zmht, h| EH$m
AWu ~a|M Pmc|. mwi| AUcm, nwT>| mJ|, Xmohr ~mOyg, ~mJmgmR>t OmJm Var gmoS>Vm Amcr!
Zmht Va, ^mS>mgmR>r EImXo JaoO ~mYmH$[aVm mJ| ~arM OmJm gmoS>mMm {dMma, ~m~mZt
OH$S>o AmYtM XmoZMma {Xdg H$Q> Ho$cm hmoVm.
nU Xgm {Xdet, ImoXH$m H$g| Pmc| V| nhmmgmR>r ~m~mgmho~ Amco; mdoit Vo
Amhm XmoKmda{h Iyn {MS>co, Vg| hmoUma h| Amht OmUyZM hmoVm|. Vohm, r AUda d AUZ|
Oda gma| T>H$cyZ, Vr Jmo> VerM hgmdmar d ZH$iV PmmgmaIr Kmc{dcr.
whVoT> Pmmda, r nmm âmdmg gwadmV Ho$cr hmoVr. mdoit, ~m~mgmho~mZt
"CmmV Cm mc Kmcm', Ago cm nwhm nwhm gm{JVc|. r{h mm gmYmZmgmR>t IamoIaM
A{Ve hmJ mcgmcm dmnacm. V| nmhZ m, mMr mm {dmgynUm~c nyU Imr
Pmcr!
nU r ZmV $ma H$MaV hmoVmo. EH$ Va cm ^mMr ^r{V hmoVr. Am{U Xga|, Aem
VhoZ| oH$ Jmo> r ~m~mm ZmmU| H$$ cmJcmo, Va eodQ>r $mmMr ~m~ amhrc ~mOycm,
Am{U CcQ> Amm H$nZrcm VmoQ>mMm M nwT>| oBc!
nU m ~m~VtV r EH$ R>a{dc| Amho, d{hZr! cm ~m~mgmho~mm KamV, mPo Q>o$
{imco ZmhtV Var Mmcoc; WmoS>r $ma PrO gmogmdr cmJcr Var mMr r qMVm H$arV Zmht!
nU w hUOo, mM| Ka r Cm ... ^$ ~mYyZ {XmM| cm gmYmZ nm{hOo Amho!
d{hZr, mm d Amm Hw$Qw>~mMm Kamo~mM Vgm Amho. mm Kamm nwT>rc {nT>mV
mm{dft, XmoZ MmJco Cma Amco, Va cm AmZX H$m dmQ>Uma Zmht? {edm, ~m~mgmho~mM,|
mm d{S>cmdarc nS>m H$mimVrc chmZ ghmZ CnH$ma r H$gm {dgaoZ ~a|? Vwhmcm V| gd
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Kamm ~mYH$mmMm n{hcm {Mam ~g{dmmdoit, EH$ moR>r JV Pmcr.
AmMo moOmn Mmcc| hmoV.| H$m H$aVm H$aVm, mPo JdS>r ~m~mgmho~mZt whV mM| ~jrg
H$mht {Xc| Zmht, hUyZ mmH$S>o VH$ma H$arV hmoV.o Amnm ^m{dH$ d^mdmmU|, n{hcm XJS>
~g{dmm Z$s whVmnydu, ~m~m XodnyO|V JwJ hmoVo. BVmV, AU OH$S>o EH$ chmZer
H$mMMo r oqcJ gmQ>gmaIr ~mQ>cr KoD$Z Amcm.
mm ZmV H$m H$nZm Amcr hmoVr H$moUmg R>mD$H$? Vmo hUmcm, ""AaqdX AmnU
Oam JV H$$m ao! hr ~mQ>cr nm{hcrg H$m! mV nwT>m H$mhr eVH$mMr gmJr Amho. ~m~m
omnydu m {MmImct AmnU hr ~mQ>cr AcJX R>odyZ XoD$m!''
cm mMr JV AOyZ gOcr ZhVr; mwi| r mcm Jm|YiyZ {dMmac| ""Aao, Amho
Var H$m Ag| m ~mQ>ctV?''
""^mdr H$mim gemoYH$mM| h| Im!'' Vmo moR>mZ| cm hUmcm, ""m gemoYH$mZmM
m ~mQ>ctV nwamdmM| Amho hUZmg!''
~mQ>cr CKS>mgmR>t r oU H$mTy> cmJVmM, Vmo hUmcm, ""Wm~... hr AmVm OHw$amMr
Z$cM Amho mmH$S>!o ''
Am{U AUZ| {Xcocm H$mJX CKSy>Z, r mmH$S>o EH$Xm Hw$VyhcmZ| hgZy nm{hc|; d dmMy
cmJcmo...
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""mm ^mdr H$mcm { gemoYH$ {mZmo! Vwm Zmcm e oD$Z, H$Xm{MV hr
~mQ>cr Vwm hmVt AMmZH$ Amcr... mdoit, mPr amR>r m~mocr, H$moUm Zm H$moUm
d$nmZ| Vwm{h MmamV Agcr, Va VwmMgmR>t hm gmam IQ>mQ>mno Ho$cm Amho r! nhm H$mhr
CnmoJt nS>c| Va ...
mPm { AaqdX ZmBH$, hema H$mamJra d {enH$ma Amho, mV ge Zmht! Am{U VmoM
h| Ka ~mYrV Amho hQ>mda, V| ^$ d {Q>H$mD$ hmoBc ImgM! hmo, AZoH$ dmm-nmdgmMm ma
gmogyZ, V| Ag|M C^| amhrc!
nU H$moUr gmJmd|?... OJmV Ag| H$m {Q>H$mD$ Amho? AmO Agcocr H$moUVr dVw
{MaH$mc amhUma Amho,... Va h| Ka Var amhrc?
Vohm gmhm{OH$M, h|{h Ka EH$Xm Ho$hm Var {ZOZ hmoBc, - H$mocS>oc... Am{U Imct
nS>co ! H$mc|H$$Z Vg| hmoBc , qH$dm YaUrH$nmgmaIr AK{Q>V KQ>Zm, mcm H$Xm{MV EH$ jUmV{h
OrZXmoV H$arc...Imcr AmUrc!
Am{U mZVa...?
AZoH$ df} ... XeH|$ ... eVH|$ Joct,... mZdr dVr oWZy H$moR>| Var cm~ cm~ Pmcr...
Am{U mm { gemoYH$mZmo, Vwhmcm Ho$di H$mht H$maUmZ|, MwHy$ZM H$Yt Amm m {dV
^mJmMr AmR>dU Pmcr,... WmoS>m$ma gwJmdm cmJcm, Va Vwhr H$m H$aUma?
oWco XJS> d mVr ImoXrV ~gUma??
ZH$m,... mm oi ~mYdmZm|, doimMm Agm XnmoJ H$$ ZH$m!
ni ni H$$Z Amnm m nimnirm AmwmMr âVr hmoVo! mMm Agm An
H$$Z, eodQ>t Ammgmam Z> mZdmMrM m{hVr H$$Z KoUma Zm Vwht? AZm{XH$mcmnmgyZ,
m mdoit lo> dmQ>Umm Aem AZoH$ KQ>Zm, Agm AZoH$ $s, dVw... OJmV Pmm...
Jom... m H$m gdM emV {Q>H$m?
J mdoitM H$m ~a VwMm hm A>mhmg??
mnojm cm Va dmQ>V,| gma Amwâ Ag| B{VhmgmVM {eamnojm, Vwm ^m|dVmcm
mZdr XmV Vwhr AdJmhZ H$am! mmVZy nS>V AgVrc m {R>UmdaM, Amncr OrdZmoV
noQ>dm!
nU Vt Ho$di gH$mcrZ EdT>mwi|M VwM| gmYmZ hmoV Zgoc, mMr Vwhmcm Iar
qH$V H$iV Zgoc, VaVa h| {c{hUmam r, AU R>mHy$a, EH$ gmYm Z {MH$ma, H$cmdV Amho. nU mZ|{h
Amnm XmMo AZoH$ ^mJ, AmVmnV OJmV BVVV: |$H$co AmhoV. mnwT>| Va, lo>Va H$cmH${V
{ZmU H$$Z, Vo Vgo mhZ{h XadanV |$H$mMr, Vmo hdmH$mjm H$arV Amho...
mM doit, m H$mcmV, mmhZ eVnQ>rZ| lo> Aem, Xgm{h AZoH$ {$, OJmcm
H$mht Var XoD$Z OmmMm Z H$arV AmhoV!
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Vwm H$mct{h Aem {$ AgVrc! nU VwM|, Vwm H$mim Agm {R>UmZt

gmYmZ hmoV Zgoc, Va m Amm B{VhmgH$mimV {e$Z, r hUVmo m gdmm emoYmg
cmJm... Vt lo> gmYZ| hVJV H$am... Am{U mMmM gma H$am! mZ|M Amnmcm Ia|
gmYmZ hmoBc !
Zmht Va, nyU {dMma Z H$aVm, VwmVcmM EImXm H$gmVar AmeoZ|, {ZKoc. Amnc|
gma| Amw, m Amm Kamm XJS>mVrMr cm~r Xr moOV ~goc. w$Q>Ho$ amOU hS>o Jmoim
H$arc, Am{U $ma $ma Va eodQ>t m{hVr H$mT>rc H$m, Va Ammgmam jw d OrZXmoV
Pmcom mZdmMm JmoVmdim Am{U VmoM Vwhmcm nm{hOo Agoc Va... r WmoS>mV Imct XoVmo!
mZ| VwMo l Var dmMVrc!
Ka mcH$ - ~m~mgmho~ R>mHy$a (d df} 56)
Ka ~mYUmam (BJO
gaH$mar moR>o AcXma)
AaqdX ZmBH$
(Wmn{demaX, d. 26)
AU
(h| {c{hUmam; {MH$ma, d 23)
{~Mmm gemoYH$mda Kagcmg? mMm gmOmcm CnmoJ{h Amho, h| Ho$di EH$mJr >rZ| nmhZ Vy
{dgacmg? nU V| Agmo; AmUIr EH$m $sMm m, Vwm m JmoVmdmV CoI H$ammMm
am{hcm Amho, AU!''
""H$moU? VwPm ^Mm hmVmam dmQ>V?'' Vmo{h hgyZ W>oZ| hUmcm.
nU r CcQ> mm nmR>rda Wmn m$Z hgcmo d hUmcmo "Zho, Owim XogmB'!
mm m AZno{jV CoImZ|, Vmo{h WmoS>mgm cmOcm d hgcm.
hmo, IaM d{hZr, Vwhmcm hr ^mZJS> R>mD$H$ Zmht dmQ>V?... nwT>m nmV mcm Oam
{dMmamM Va J!... r? t Zmhr ~m mM| V| Jw{nV $moS>Uma?
nU $ma cm~c| AmVm h| n!... Am{U AmVm hm ^Mm... Amcm nhm. AmVm mMo
XJS>mmVrMo {heo~ gw$ hmoVrc!-... AUm ^mf|V hUmdmM| hUOo Vmo EH$ dVmZH$miMm
gemoYH$M Amho!... Vohm Wm~VmoM AmVm!...
VwMm - AaqdX^mdmoOr.
(13)
Vm. 15 o$~dw mar 1928
eaX
(d 12)
nU IaM... hr ~mQ>cr Vwm hmVt cmJct VaM ho gma| nwT>c|?... Vohm OmV H$emcm
{ch r? EdT>|M Vwm hmVt cmJc|, Var mP| ~hVoH$ ZmoJV Vwhmcm gOc| Ag|M gOoZ
r!...
AU R>mHy$a.
({S>g~| a 1927)
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mVrc m OHw$amMr cm IaM moR>r JV dmQ>cr, hUyZ r Vr Z$c nQ>H$Z KmVcr,
d ~mQ>cr JdS>mm hmVt XoV r AUH$S>o nm{hc|.
AmMr >m> hmoVmM, Amhr XmoKo{h AJXt ZmnmgyZ moR>mZ| hgcmo. mm m
H$nZoM,| cm IamoIaM H$mVHw $ dmQ>c| hmoV;| Var r eodQ>t cQ>m amJmZ| mcm hUmcmo, ""H$m
mder,
mJ| Vwhr mhoat Jocm hmoVm; mdoit naV OmVmZm AmmH$S>o XmXacm, wm EH$ {Xdg
CVacm, VohmM cm Vwmet nwH$i ~mocmdmM| hmoV|. m {Xdet, Vwhmcm mm ZmVrc
gJi| gmJmd|, Aer cm haha dmQ>V hmoVr!... nU J, EH$X H$m d H$g| gmJmd|, V|M cm
gOoZm. Am{U Vwht cm OmVmZm hUmcmV, "n nmR>drV Om YyZ YyZ, OwimVmB!'
IaM, m EH$mM dmmZ| cm {H$Vr ~a| dmQ>c| m doit hUyZ gmJy? H$moUmm H$moU
mder! nU m mmda cmo^ H$aVmV! Am{U mMm $mXm KoD$ZM, AmVm r Joco Mma {hZo,
Vwhmcm n nmR>{dmMm Z H$aVo Amho.
mder, Ia Ia {OhmmM OdiM Ag cm hUmdmcm, H$moUrM Zmht hQ>c Var
Mmcoc; Am{U hUyZM VwmH$S>,o AmO mP Z moH$i H$amdmg Ymd KoVo Amho r AmO Var,
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Vwhmcm R>mD$H$M Amho, mder, edVXmXmm XmXam KamV moR>r mUg|, hUOo dV:
XmXm, AmMr emoXmAmm, Am{U nmS>mo~m d {dR>mo~mAUm hr dmMr {nT>r.
mVco nmS>m~o m Amnco, AmnU ~ao H$s Amncr ZmoH$ar ~ar, Aem dmrMo! gH$mit CR>co H$s
JmS>rMr JS>~S>; amt Amco, H$s PmonoMr JS>~S>. H$Yt H$Yt ~gcmM A>m, Va Odinmgm
Am{$gm S>itV, nmo! Am{U dmX{ddmXmMm {df {ZKmcmM, Va Am{$g| m {Xdet
KS>co m "ZmOmoer, amOmoer, gmho~' dJa| m Jmo>tMm! mm cmcm BVH$s df} Pmct, nU
mm AmwmV, Cgmh hUyZ gmnS>cm Zgoc H$moUmcm? CcQ>, mMr gXmMr {Ma{Ma, ^m|dVmcm
mUgmZmhr H$Yt H$Yt {Zame H$amdmg nwaeo r AgVo!
{dR>m~o mAUmMr Va WoQ> {d Vhm! AZmoiIr mUgmethr gm Jmo>r H$mTy>Z, ~mocmg
V| mJ| nwT>| nmhUma ZmhtV. mV dV:m chmZghmZ moR>no UmMm ~amMgm Ae Agcm, Var m
^mS>dcmdaM {deofV: mZt AmOnVMo AZoH$ YXo Yaco - hmVmico... gmoS>co! Am{U mV
WmoS>|$ma e {idmdmMyZ{h Vo am{hco ZmhtV! mZm, OJmV EH$X Iyn ngm {idmdmMm
Amho; nU {iV Zmht EdT>|M H$m V|! mgmR>r, Vo gH$mitM ~mhoa nS>VmV; amt Oam CeramM
Kat oVmV. ohZVrMr H$gya H$arV ZmhtV. {edm, AZno{jV cm^mgmR>t S>~u, Jmodm dJao cmQ>m
^$Z, n{hm ~{jgmMr Zoht AnojoZ| dmQ> nmhVmVM! nU, m mZm {imEodOt, EImXm
AmYtM lrV Agcocm JhW {idyZ ~gcocm mZt nm{hcm, H$s J ""~m - {d^dm XoVmo
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m {XdgmnmgyZ mm ZmV m ^mdZmgmJa CM~iyZ oD$ cmJcm. Oiw {o dft OmV
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mm AmO ghdmgmMrM mJUr Ho$cr hmoVr!
cm W H$mht gwMoZm. {aom AmwmMr dmVmhmV cm H$mht Ho$m dWVm XoBZm.
nU AZoH$ {dMmami
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mV e oBZ m. eodQ>t, AmR>dS>mâ ~amM {dMma H$$Z, r {Vcm n {c{hc|. gj ôQ>mdmg{h
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Amho. mm gJVrwi,| Oiw m{h A{Ve Cgmhr d AmZXr Amho, h| {XgVmM, ZmMm nyU {Z
H$$Z, r {Vcm mm ZmVrc gma| gm{JVc|. mdoit, mP| X AmZXmZ| {H$Vr ^$Z Amc|
hmoV.| mder?
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m{dft? Var nU, Amnco Zmomnma dS>rc S>itZm CKS>nU| H$idyZ Q>mH$mdoV, Agm r {Z
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Zmht! Vwhmcm "~mB'{Jar Mmc{dmgmR>t, EImXr chmZer OmD$ nm{hOo Amho H$s H$m, hmVmImct?
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Vwhmcm IaM gmJmdmM|, hUOo cm Vwm AUgmaI| o~r H$mht H$mhr H$iV Zmht.
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Amcr Amho, Ag| hUmdmg haH$V Zmht. mwi,| AmVm Mmcy Amho Vg|M EH$mH$s Amw gmaI|
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nU,... ddm{hH$ AmwmV gwI H$emZ| {iy eH$V|, V|M mP| AOyZ R>aV Zmht. VwmgmaIr
cm {OhmmMr dmQ>Umar Mma S>ir d mM| ddm{hH$ OrdZ nm{hc|, hUOo CcQ> nS>Vmo,
H$s cmV IamoIaM gwI Amho H$m? Am{U mwi| WmoS>r XmocmmZM {V Pmcr Amho Iar.
EH$ gmJmcm haH$V Zmht, Var nU Vwhmcm. Jom Mma {hmV, Ka ~mYmm
JS>~S>tV, AUwi| gwZrVrMm mPm WmoS>m n[aM Pmcm. mm KamV Vr wcJr ~arM oi d
moH$m ZmMr Amho. AU Am{U Vr {VhmBVmcm AJXt gIt ^mdS>| dmQ>Vrc. gwZr{V
oinUmV dJao AUmM diUmda Jocr Amho; mwi| cm m wcr{dft WmoS>mgm AmnconUm
dmQ>Vmo Iam!
nU ZH$mo, Xgmm wcr{dft OmV {c{hU| ~a| Zmht. {deofV:, ~m~mgmho~mgmaIm
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H$$Z Q>mH$cm. {deofV:, AmOnV H$mht Mmo$Z R>do V Amcocm| Zmht hUyZ!... nU ~m~mZm Ho$hm
d H$g| H$idmd|, hm mmnwT>| Amho!VwPm - AU.
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w~ B; Vm. 10 mM 1928.
H$mXo~mO Zw Va Oda cmJcrM {$mX mS>mMm!

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WmoS>m doi Amho, Vohm AmVm WmoS>o ~m~mgmho~mm H$mXoeranUm{dft {c{hVmo, Va J!
mm Kam~m~V, mPr d ^mMr ~mMm~mMr - ^mS>UmBVH$s Zgcr Var WmoS>r $ma
J^ra d$nmMr Pmcr. dmV{dH$, Amm H$nZrm $mmm >rZ|, mM| hUU| ~amo~a
Amho. H$maU ~m~mgmho~mZt eodQ>Mr wXV R>a{dcr Amho. mZVa Cera Pmmg, oH$ {Xdgm~c
Vo drg no XS> KoUma AmhoV. Xga|, a$ EHy$UVrg hOmamMr R>acr Amho. BVH|$ AgyZ r d
AU, H$mht H$mht doim gmXmH$S>o nhmV, {XdgmMo {Xdg KmcdrV ~gcm| d ~m~mm oH$
{M{H$gocm mZ XoD$Z, r haEH$ {R>H$mUt, H$amamnojm MmJcm mc dmnarV Jocmo Amho. mwi|,
H$Xm{MV ~m~mgmho~mm Kamm EH$Xa aH$|V, eodQ>t dmXm oBcg| dmQ>V|. Am{U nemm >rZ|
Agm VmoQ>m H$nZrZ| gmogU|, ^mcm witM ngV Zmht. H$maU, mZ| H$mQ>Q>m aH$|VM,
mm AmJhmgmR>t XrS> hOma H$r Ho$co AmhoV.
eodQ>t XmoZVrZ doim cm amJmdyZ ~mocmda, r mcm gm{JVc|, H$s ""~m~m ao, Vy
Km~$ ZH$mg, VmoQ>m Pmcm Va r dV: gmoerZ, AmVm Var dWnU| Omerc Kat!'' Vohm
EH$X aJmV oD$Z, mZ| Vwm gmaI|M cm {dMmac|, ""hmVmmcm Iwf H$$Z mMr H$m
nmoaJr CnQ>Uma Amhog dmQ>V? ''
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nU mPm {dMma AJXt gaiM Amho Am{U Vmo r Vwhmcm mnydu EH$ XmoZXm H$i{dcmM
Amho. nU OmD$ m; Vr Jmo> gmoSy>Z {Xcocr ~ar. H$maU, BVH|$ gd ZmnmgyZ H$aV Amho, Var
~m~mMr YyZ YyZ MmcUmar {H$a{H$a AOyZ Wm~V ZmhtM!
AU Jom {hZmâmV KamH$S>o EH$Xm{h dicocm {Xgcm Zmht! mM| ht {VH$S>o {deof
cjM Zmht, cm dmQ>V.| H$Xm{MV, dgVmm "H$cmdVr' m{gH$mwi| Agoc, H$s Xga| H$mht Amho,
H$moUmg R>mD$H$! Agmo.
wcmg AmerdmX; Vr. ^mD$g ZH$ma.
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w~B; Vm. 1 mM 1928
{ mder,
Vwm nmVyZ, XmoZ VrZXm nwhm nwhm, cm ht mP| KamH$S>o cj Zmht hUyZ Vy Xmof
{Xcm Amhog. VwOH$S>o mdmg AOyZ XmoZ {hZo doi Amho. Vohm Vwcm gj gmJmdmm Jmo>r,
AmVm nmV {c{hmdmMyZ JVaM Zmht.
~m~mMm{h mmda VwmgmaImM Amamon AgUma, h| r OmUVmo; Am{U mm
nmd$Z{h cm Vg| dmQ>V.| nU mm~amo~a H$g| dmJmdmM| V|M cm gOV Zmht! n[apWVrZ|
Vo AmO gmOmV pWa AmhoV; Am{U r mMm wcJm Agcm|, Var {$e: AOyZ r mm
Amwmm gwadmVrm âmm maUmam VU Amho, AqH$MZ Amho! h| cm{h nU gOV|; nU
mMm AW, mZt jUmjUmcm mMr OmUrd H$$Z mdmMr, Agm hmoVmo H$s H$m?
mM| AmVm CVma d Pmc| AgyZ{h, mmdaM r gmm dhmamMm ^ma Q>mH$Vmo,
mZm witM XV H$arV Zmht, Agm mMm Amamon Zoht Oda AgVmo. hUyZ AmnU cj KmcyZ
EImXr Jmo> H$amcm Omd|, Var ~mOy CcQ> AmnmM AJmda eoH$mMm AZw^d oVmo!... m gd
OOmimMm mJ H$$Z dammerc ahmd|, Ag| mZm ~mocmdmg VodT>| oVo. nU V| em{H$M
$$. ZmZ| mZm oH$ H$dS>r nemMr qH$V, EImm ydmZ momhZ lo> dmQ>Vo.
Aem pWVtV, Amht mZm mm dhmamV XV Vr H$gcr H$aUma J, mder?
Am{U Ka ~mYmdmM| R>amnmgyZ Vo hUV AmhoV, ""AmVm Amnc| H$m am{hc|? AU
moR>m Pmcm Amho! mm ZmmU|M gd H$amdmM|. mM|M gd AmVm!''
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mder, AJXr gwadmVrnmgyZ, {H$aH$moi Jmo>r Vwcm r gmJV ~gV Zmht; nU ~m~mm
m EH$mM MH$m[aH$ dmret PJS>V, Amm m KamMr ~mYUr Mmccr hmoVr! mwi|M Va r
{Xdg|{Xdg CXmgrZ hmoV Jocmo.
n{hm Omdarc ^mS>momgmR>rMo VrZ cmg Vma Pmco. Xgam Ocm{h C^macm
Jocm. ~m~mm V|, {Vgam Ocm ZwgVm nmoQ>mim H$amdmMm hmoVm. nU cZm doitM, r
^mSy>Z ^mSy>Z VoW| EH$ moR>m Q>S>r hmc H$amdmMm mPm ~oV ~m~mda mgmZ| cmXcm hmoVm.
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aH$|V, AmoKmZ|M nmMghme| no OmV hmoV hmoV.o Vohm mZt Amncm {Vgm OmMm hmcMm
{dMma gmoS>yZ XomM| R>a{dc| d EHo$ {Xdet AaqdX AgVmZmM, mZt OH$S>o Vr Jmo> CJrM dada
hUyZ H$mT>cr.
nU OnwT>| Q>mH$VmM, r mZm hUmcmo, ""mP| V cm {dMmaV Amhm H$m? Va
{Vgam Ocm AOyZ{h ~mYcm Omdm Ag|M cm dmQ>V|.''
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XrS> hOma noM OmV IM oV hmoVm. Vohm eodQ>t, AZoH$ H$mam Hw$aHw$arZVa, Vmo Ocm
C^mamg, mZt g{V {Xcr nU, cm mMr hr gd {VhmBV dmJUyH$ ZmnmgyZ cmJcr. r
WmoS>mem amJmZ|M mZm hUmcmo, ""~m~m, Ka gJi| VwM|M Amho. Vwht mV nm{hOo m gmor
Jagmor H$$ eH$Vm. Vohm hm {Vgam Ocm mmImVa ~mYmM| Oda CnH$ma H$emcm ho?''
mPo ho eX mZm cmJco. Vo EH$X Oda amJmZ| CgiyZ hUmco, ""Vy ht A{VemhUm
hmoV Mmccm Amhog. {XS>H$s H$dmdmMr A$c Zmhr Am{U hOmamZr Kmc{dmg m Vwcm EH$m
jUmMm{h {dMma qH$dm {X$V dmQ>V Zmht. VwmgmR>tM m hmcm Jmo>r cm AmVm H$amm
cmJV AmhoV. Vwcm Vmo nm{hOo Va nm{hOo hU, ZH$mo Va ZH$m hU! OmV AmMaQ> Cma|
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AmUyZ VoWyZ cmJcrM {ZKyZ Jocmo. cm BVH$m amJ omM| H$maU, m AmYt mM H$maMo XmoZ
gJ KS>co hmoVo!
n{hm Omdarc hmcYm $aerM| H$m Mmcc| hmoV|. m AmYt, ~m~m XmoZ {Xdg
H$mmda Amco ZhVo. mm ZmV, gmYr $aer H$amEodOt, hmccm noQ>Q> Q>moZ AJa ^maV
Q>mBg dmnamdmMo hmoVo. r AaqdXmcm IMmMm AXmO {dMmacm. Vmo hUmcm, gmYmaU gdmeo
XrS>eo no OmV IM oBc. mwi|, cmJcrM mcm Vem VhoZ| hmcM| H$m H$amdmg r
gm{JVc|. Am{U WmoS>mM doimV, gd gmmZ oD$Z, m {Xdet, hmcMm AYmA{YH$ ^mJ mm
ZmmU| eJmamV{h Amcm.
nU, ~m~m Xgm {Xdet Amco d JdS>r hmcM| h| Zd|M H$m H$arV AgVmZm nmhZ
gVmnco. r{h ZohrmU|, gH$mitM VoW| Amcmo hmoVmo. mZt JdS>mZm {dMmac|, ""h| H$moUr
gm{JVco Vwhmcm H$amdmcm?'' mZr gm{JVc|, ""YmH$Q>m gmho~mZr!''
BVmV , r d AaqdX, Xwgm ImoctVyZ, ~mocV ~mocV {VH$S>Mo oV hmoVm|. Vohm, ~m~m
amJmamJmZ| mZm gmJV hmoVo,... ""mP| gmJU| Z EoH$Vm, Vwhmcm h| H$amdmMm yInUm H$moUr
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{XS>H$s {i{dmMr m AJmV Hw$dV Zmht. VwMm AaqdXeoQ>{h moR>m ehmUm {XgVmo. Vmo XoUma
Amho H$m mMo ngo?''
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~mocy cmJcm. nU ~m~m mcm amJmamJmZ|M, nemm Jmo>r {dMm$ cmJco. Vmo Amnm Zohtm
nVrZ|M, mZm emVnU| hgV hUmcm, ""ngo ZH$m hmo XoD$. nU H$m Va N>mZ Amho hUyZ
hUmc!... mMm OmXm IM r gmoerZ, J Va Pmc|!''
mdoit m cm AaqdXmMm amJ Amcm. rM nwT>| hmoD$Z hUmcmo, ""~m~m, ngm AmncmM
IM hmoVmo Iam!... nU hmcM| H$m hUyZM, r dV: mV Amnm O~m~Xmarda, Vg|
H$amg nadmZJr {Xcr hmoVr; Vwm JahOoatV gm{JVc|, V| mMo Vwhmcm {deof dmQ>Uma
Zmht, Ag|M r gOV hmoVmo, hUyZ...''
mda ~m~m cmJcrM hUmco, ""hmo, Vwcm XrS>eo nmMr qH$V Zmht. nU oH$ {XS>H$s
{i{dVmZm, r mPm Km gmS>cm Amho!''
eodQ>t, AaqdXZ| nwhm m nemMr O~m~Xmar dV:da KoVcr; Vohm mM| gmYmZ Pmc|.
mZt Adm ZdX nmgmR>t, n{hm Omcm gai d C^m {OZm H$amdmMm hHy$
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nmS>co hmoVo. hmcm q^VtV, AaqdXZ| AmaemMt XmoZ moR>r H$nmQ>| ~g{dct hmoVr d Amnm
aJmmcm, q^VtZm VocmMm aJ mdmg hHy$ Ho$cm hmoVm.
m gdmm wimet rM Amho, Ag| JhrV Y$Z, ~m~mZr AaqdXcm XmoZ {XdgmnyduM,
""EH$ n{h r OmV XoUma Zmht; mJmhZ AmoaS> ZH$mo. AUM| gd EoH$V AgVm; nU ngo mm
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Am{U m gJmwi|M, ~m~mZt JdS>mOdi{h mPr emo^m H$aVmM, cm amJ Amcm; d
{hmgdm{hmnydu, mMdoit r R>a{dc|, H$s mnwT>| Kamm ~mYH$mmV AmnU CXmgrZM
amhmdmM|. nU mwi|{h ~m~m Oda amJmdco AmhoV, Ag| AaqdX H$mc amV ôQ>cm hmoVm
Vohm hUmcm. Am{U Vy{h AmVm nmV V|M {c{hVog!
AmVm, m mUgm~amo~a dmJmdmM| Var H$g|? h|M cm gOV Zmht!... cm m
amhZ amhZ Am dmQ>V| V| AaqdXM|. AmVmnV, Agm gmX>rgmR>t d mm AmdS>r{ZdS>rgmR>t,
H$mQ>Q>m aH$onojm mZ| XmoZ hOmamda OmV IM Ho$cm Amho. Am{U Vo ngo, eodQ>t, ~m~m
mcm XoVrc H$s Zmht, m~c r Var AOyZ{h gmeH$M Amho.
nU mMo hUU| Ag|, H$s m {H$aH$moi Jmo>r, Ka EH$Xm ~mYmZVa, H$moUr ~XcV
Zmht;... Vohm gm H$m Mmcy AgVmM m H$$Z KoD$ . ZVa ~m~mZt OmXm a$ {Xcr Va KoD$ M,
Zmht Va, $mXm $ma Va Zmht {iUma Amnmcm m H$mmV!
Vohm VyM nhm, mder! ~m~mMr oH$ Jmo> nemm eXmV MmcVo. mm oH$ chmZ
ghmZ gdcVr, AJXt R>am{dH$ dmrm AgVmV. J mm wcmZ| mmet moH$ionU| dmJmd|,
mm dhmamV XV H$amdr, Aer mMr Anojm Var H$m H$amdr? Am{U Ho$cr Var, r
mmU| H$m dmJmd|?
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~w B Vm. 6 OyZ 1928
Vr. gm. d{hZtg go ZH$ma,
VwMr chmZ chmZ XmoZ n| Amct, nU ~aoM {XdgmV doi {imcm Zmht. AmO
~m~mgmho~mm Kamm ~mYH$mmnmgyZ moH$im Pmmwi| Zmcm dWVm dmQ>V Amho; hUyZM
Vwhmcm h| n {chmdmg KoVc|.
r ~m~mgmho~mM| Ka ~mYmdmg KoVmnmgyZM, ^mMr d mPr, YyZ YyZ nemm
~m~VtV PQ>mnQ> hmoV Ago. AmVm Ka ~mYZy Pmmda, mZ| d r ~gyZ gmam {heo~ Ho$cm. H$mQ> Q>
R>ac| hmoV| EHy$UVrg hOmamMo d wXV R>acr hmoVr, nmmZVa gmS>o nmM {hmMr. m >rZ|
nmhVm, Odi Odi nYam {Xdg CeraM Pmcm, Ka ~mYyZ gnmdmg; Am{U Amm IMmMr
VnmgUr H$aVm, EH$Xa gmS>o ~mrg hOma âco.
mwi|, cm WmoS>r qMVm dmQ>Vo IarM; nU ~m~mgmho~ WmoS>m {dMma H$aVrc d mP|
AJXtM ZwH$gmZ H$aUma ZmhtV, Ag| cm dmQ>V|. H$mQ>Q>m aH$onH$s, AmVmnV, Amhmcm
Odi Odi drg hOma no, ~m~mgmho~mH$Sy>Z {imco AmhoV. Ka ~mYyZ Pmmda, nYam
{XdgmV am{hcocr a$ MwH$Vr H$amdmMr Ag|{h R>ac| Amho. Zm KamV doe H$amdmg ~m~mZm
gdm {hZm whV Zmht Ag| {XgV|. Vohm m AmYt ~hVoH$ ~m~mH$Sy>Z a$ {ioc Ag| r
^mcm gm{JVc|. mZ| V| EoHy$Z H$~yc Ho$c|, Var "nMdrg {XdgmV dmQ>oc V| H$$Z Vy aH$oMr
ânmB H$aU| O$a Amho,' Ag| cm Jom AmR>dS>mV mZ| ~Omdc| Amho.
AWmV, cm H$g|{h H$$Z, VodT>m {XdgmV gmar a$ C^r H$aU|, AmVm O$a Pmc|
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mMr dmQ> H$m cmdmMr?
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no gmogmg Vma Amho. hUOo am{hcocr a$ d hr a$ {iyZ ~mam hOma nmMr hmoVo.
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H$mQ>Q>hZ OmXm gmS>oVrZ hOma no {Xco ZmhtV, Va m mm ${OVrg nmamdma Zmht.
hUyZM r AmVmnmgyZ nemm {Zadm{Zadrg moR>m H$>mZ| cmJcmo Amho.
mm AZoH$ {mH$S>o mm chmZ chmZ aH$m nS>com AmhoV. mOH$S>o Jom nmM
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mm AmMmg AJXt nmamdma am{hcm Zmht. mdoir ~m~mgmho~!.. Am{U mmH$S>?o
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Pmc| moR>og|? V| Va mM| H$m Amho.'
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"nU {IemVyZ ngm OmUma mm!..XgH$s BH$S>r, nU EH$H$m ~moOm!!.. AmVm VwhtM nhm!
OH$S>o ngo hmoVo! cm Ka ~mYmdmM| hmoVo! r ngo ~mhoa H$mT>co!!...mZm ngo nm{hOo hmoVo.
mZr AJohZV Ho$cr d Owar {idcr!... Vohm AmVm XomKomMm {Zamim Z CaVmoM H$moR>|
d H$gm? {Xdgm XmoZ {XdgmMm nJma XomMm hm Z Zho!... nU m cmoH$mZm Vmo h$
dmQ>Vmo!... Am{U Vmo m Mmcy XomMr mPr wirM BNm Zmhr!...'
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A^mN>{XV AmH$memda da, H$m H$arV Agcom gwVmamm d Owamm An> AmH$m
{XgV hmom.
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y$Q> H$mTy>Z mn KoB, .. amoIUrZ| qH$dm ISy>Zo mda IwUm H$ar,... Xmoarcm ~mY.o .. Am{U OwamZm
AmoT>mMm hHy$ H$ar! hd|Vrc CUVoZ| d EH$gmam H$mmm lmwi|, m hmVmmMm
gwaHw$Vcocm Moham KmmZ| ZwgVm S>~S>~cm hmoVm!...
~Q>Zm $imM| EH$ EH$ ~S>c Xmoard$Z da MT>V hmoVo. da C^m amhZ gmoZy V| AmoTy>Z
KoB. .. gmoS>dZy V| da H$m H$arV Agcom gwVmamm ~mOyg EH$ {hgH$m KoD$Z CS>dr! Vo V| PocrV
Am{U nwT>rc H$mmg cmJV...
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Imcr Cm Agcom gwVmamm {XeoZ|, OmoamV Imct nSy> cmJc|.
Am{U aUN>moS> gmdY hmomnyduM, mm S>mm hmVmda d Hw$erda ma ~gyZ Vmo
O{Zrda CnS>m nS>cm!
OwamV EH$M Jm|Yi Pmcm. Vo gamdam niV Amnm ~ohmof d ~ogmdY nS>co m OmV^mB^modVt
JXu H$$Z Cô am{hco. mBH$ d H$mQ>Q>a mMm ImcMm gdmX EH$X Wm~cm. XmoKo[h KmBKmBZ|
m {Xeocm Ymdco. H$mQ>Q>a Vm|S>mZ| AmoaS>V hmoVm. ""Aao, wH$mX mcm gm^mim!...''
Vr mMr ^yVXm{h hmoVr H$s H$m ZH$io!... nU, gaH$mar ânmB H$mmMr ^r{V m
mm S>moimV S>moH$dVmZm {XgV hmoVr Img!
aUN>moS>cm {VKm MmKmZr CMcyZ gmdctV Zoc|. Vmo nyU ~oew Pmcm hmoVm... mMm S>mdm
hmV g~Y M|Mcm hmoVm. nmmcm d S>mm Hw$ercm ~amM ma ~gcm hmoVm. mMm OrU AJaIm
$mQ>cm hmoVm. ImmOdiyZ d S>mm H$m|namVyZ îî a$ dhmV hmoVo!...
XmoZ KmoQ> nmUr mmda d S>mi
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gm$ ~am hmoBZ !...h| Va H$mhtM Zmht!...Xhm dfmndy u, r nmMm Omd$Z Imct JS>JS>cm|
hmoVmo. mVyZ{h eragcmV OJcmoM Zm?...hm!..Mmcc! Amnm nmoQ>mMm YXm mUgmcm
gmoS>Vm oVmo WmoS>mM?...''
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H$mQ> Q>a dV: emVVoMm EH$ gwH$mam gmoS>yZ, wH$mX d AmUIr XmoKmZm CoeZy nwT>| hUmcm, "Om
ao, moQ>matVyZ mcm W hmpnQ>c| S>mQ>aH$S>o m!... Am{U J Kat gmoS>m mm!..AZ
Vwhr ao, ~KV H$m ~gcmhmV gJio!... Mcm CR>m...~mH$sMo Amnmnm H$mmcm cmJm!...'
gJio nwhm H$mdar ~mdar {> H$$Z cJ~JrZ| H$mmda Omdmg nmJco!....
mBH$ gma| nhmV EH$m ~mOyg Cô hmoVo.
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AmMm $mXm!... dV:Mm Ord KmcdyZ ho Amhmcm[h YmomV AmUVmV!...AmVm Vmo eragcmV
gwQ>cm hUyZ R>rH$!...ZmhtVa cm nmM ghme| nmm I>>mV AmUc| AgVoZ. .'
mBH$ m H$mamZ| hV~wM Pmco hmoVo. nU Zm Kamcm hmoUmam AmneHw$Z Q>icm, m
{dMmamZ| mZr gmYmZmMm gwH$mam gmoS>cm!
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jUâ, mZm H$mJmamm Ymomm AmwmMr Xm Amcr. nU, nwhm Xgm jUtM,
V| gd {dgamMm Z H$$Z, Vo Amnm Zm KamV nhmUr H$amgmR>t {eaco!
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gd {S>irH$S>o AmUn{H$m Jom hmom. Am{U nmhmZr Ka JO~Oco hmoV.o AmO
mBH$mm eJmacom Zm KamV, dmVwemVrMr oOdmZr hmoVr!... Arcm gmOyH$ Vwnmm
AmhVr Pmm hmom! hmohdZ H$$Z Yya Kaâ H$m|XmQ>cm hmoVm! mJ| KmVcom chmZem mS>dmV
Mwcrda MT>com n$mmm nmVom Imct BVam hmom!..
BVam~amo~a AmoKmZ|M {Z{cocr H$mJma S>ir, Amnm OodUmm doioMr dmQ> nhmV,
H$mhr PmS>mImct, H$mhr nmJmoimImct, Aet Sw>cm KoV ngact hmoVt!...nU VoW| ~hVoH$
gmgyM hmoVr! Zmht hUmdmg, H$Yt H$Yt XmoKmMmKmV, mZm Z {imcom ~{jgm{dft
Hw$O~yO m Mmco!
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PmS>mMr nmZ| gigidrV hmoVm. BVmV, Mma ghm {Xdg CKS>com Zdm nmdgmm garda
gar oD$ cmJm. AVmV nS>com H$mJmamMr EH$M Ymdni CS>mcr!...
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nmUr WoQ> AJmda nS>V hmoVo...S>itV EH$M Jm|Yi CS>mcm!...
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Mma nmM H$mcmVyZ cmoH$mm AJmda nmUr JiV hmoVo!...mMm WmoS>mgm {hamoS>M Pmcm. mZr
cJ~JrZ| H$mQ>Q>amg hmH$ macr. H$mQ>Q>amZ| wH$mXmg d wH$mXmZ| Imcr Agcom H$mht
JdS>r d Owamg da ~mocmdc|! H$mcmV $Q>r am{hm hmom. H$moUr Var N>namda MTy>Z Vr H$mc|
naVct nm{hOo hmoVt!...nU nmD$g Va Ymo Ymo nS>V hmoVm!... Am{U ~{jg Z {immwi| gJio
H$mJma AmYtM ZmamO Pmcoco!... mV nwhm Vgm YmomV, nmD$g Wm~m{edm da
MT>mdmg H$moU Vma hmoBc? Vohm mmVrc ~hVoH$mZr hiyM H$mT>Vm nm KoVcm!
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nU gmoZy nwT>| Pmcm!...
mZ| {OdmnmS> AJohZV Ho$cr hmoVr, Var EdT>m moR>m Kamm IMmV, H$mQ>H$garZ|
qH$~hZm AYnmoQ>t amhZhr, mm JmR>t Xhm nYam nmhZ OmV {eBH$ am{hcr ZhVr! mcm
dmQ>c| Aem YmomVyZhr AmnU mBH$mMo H$m Ho$c|, Va mM| H$mhtVar MrO hmoBc!
OJmV Ae Jmo>tZmhr, Amem yV d$n AmUVo!...
Am{U hUyZM, gmoZy YmS>er CgmhmZo nwT>o Pmcm! PQ>PQ> da MT>cm. S>mo mdarc XmoZMma
H$mc| ~mOyg gm$Z, Ymo Ymo nS>Umm nmdgmVyZhr mZ| Amnc| S>moH|$ da H$mT>c|!... gd H$mJma
S>ir VQ>WnUo mmH$S>o nhmV hmoVr! JimV AS>H$dcocm Amncm moS>H$m S>mdm hmV gm^miV,
aUN>moS>{h H$mJmamm m JXuV {eacm.
nmdgmm nmmZo H$mc| H$mhret {ZgaS>t Pmct hmoVt. gmoZyZ| hiyM EH$m H$mcmda nm
R>do cm d AJ Mmo$Z {ÔV {ÔV, Vmo Mmcy cmJcm...mZ| OdiMr XmoZ H$mc| ZrQ> Ho$cr d Vmoc
gm^miV Vmo Yco VrZ Mma Wa Q>mHy$Z nwT>m XmoZ H$mcmH$S>o Jocm.
AJXr H$monmOdirc XmoZ H$mc,| H$m Q> Q>aZ| mcm ImcyZ AmoaSy>Z XmI{dcr.
N>m S>mo mda KoD$Z, nwH$i S>ir VYVoZ| ImcyZM daMm gd H$ma nhmV hmoVr. mBH$
gm|di| ZogyZ Imcr Cô hmoVo; Vo YyZ YyZ mcm "gm^mi ao' hUyZ gmJV hmoVo.
gmoZy nmdgmZ| Amocm qM~ Pmcm hmoVm. YyZ YyZ Vmo H$nmimdarc nmmm Ymam PmS>r
d hmVmZ| H$mc gmaI| H$$ cmJo... H$monmdarc H$mc| gmaIr Ho$mda, Vmo OnyZ nmdc| Q>mH$sV d
dV:cm gmdarV KamV CVamgmR>r da MTy> cmJcm.
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AmV {eamdmMr OmJm, gmoZynmgyZ ghmgmV hmVmm AVamda hmoVr. Vmo AJXt Ord
wR>tV Y$Z VoWnV MT>V da oV hmoVm. nmdgmMr PmoS> gmaIr Mmcy hmoVr. gmoZym CKS>m
AJmd$Z Ymam dhmV hmom. dmam dhmV hmoVm; mwi| Hw$S>Hw$S>Umao AJ YyZ YyZ PmS>rV, Vmo
Km~aV Km~aVM nmdc| Q>mH$sV hmoVm.
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lrVr ~Jmm {eamda, ~oS>anU| ZmMUmao AmnU...'
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gm^mimnyduM, gmoZy m CVam H$mcmda EH$mEH$s AmS>dm nS>cm!
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m H$mcm$ N>namImctM KamVrc moR>m hmc| {V{>V nmhUo S>itMr nJV mdoit
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{ÔdyZ R>odmV JwVco hmoVo.
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BVmV gmoZy JS>JS>V Imct oD$ cmJcocm nmhZ, aUN>moS> moR>mZo AmoaS>cm "Aao, mam
~mn! gmoZy ar Jm!..' H$mJmamMr EH$M JXu Pmcr. H$mQ>Q>a CKS>m ~moS>H$m YmdV ~mhoa
Amcm!...
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JiUma| a$, gw ZmZ| nhmUmm H$mJmamMm mm^m|dVr JamS>m nS>cm hmoVm!
H$mQ > Q>a cJ~JrZ| nwT>| Pmcm. mZ| H$mJmamH$adr KmBKmBZ| EH$ ^mS>mMr moQ>ma AmUdyZ
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~gdyZ nJV nwT>| Mmcy Pmcr!...
H$mJma S>itMr ZVaMr nJV ~gmdmg gmH$mi Pmcr hmoVr. ~hVoH$ CXmgrZM
hmoV.o . YyZ YyZ H$mhtMo gmoZy m hmpnQ>cYrc y{dfr ~mocU| Mmcc| hmoVo VodT>M| ...
OodU Pmmda, H$nS>o MT>dVm MT>dVm mmVrc H$mhtZt Amnm m Zm H$VrH$S>.o ..m
Mma Ocr Zm KamH$S>o...A{^mZ âm S>moimZr d J{XV AV:H$aUmZ| nm{hc|!
Amnm dmT>{dcom wcrcm gmgym nXat OS> AV:H$aUmZ| ~mYUmm EImm AmBm
Am S>moimVrc H$U^md, mm m >tV AJXt AmoVmoV âcm hmoVm!!...
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Zm KamH$S>o nhmV VoWyZ naV {$aVmZm, m H$mJmamZm jUâM OUy H$m dmQ>c|,
""Mcm, AmnU Amnco Ord YmomV KmcyZ h| Ka Va MmJco O~yV Cô Ho$c|!..nU...Amncr
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KamMr dWm H$am; Agm {dMmamnojm mZ|M nmoQ>mMr IiJr cmH$a âoc!...''
H$mQ>Q>a ZmetM hUV hmoVm...""Mcm! EH$XmMo O~m~XmatVyZ Va gwQ>cm|. XrS>XmoZ
hOmaM $mXm Pmcm...mV nwhm gmoZy m ânmBgmR>r WmoS>r PrO gmogmdr cmJUmaM!...mMr
WmoS>r$ma dWm AmnU H$$M hUm!...Var nU...''
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~mYmM| hUVm hUVm...ZmgmaI| EH$XmM| Ka Va ~mYyZ Pmc|! H$nZonojm WmoS>m OmV ngm
IM Pmcm Iam!...nU nwH$i {XdgmnyduMm ZmVrc ~oV Var {grg Jocm! da AmnU dV:
am{hcmo, Var Imcm VrZ Omm ^mS>mMo ng.o .. hUOo Amnmcm gmV AmR> Q>$o gwQ>mdmg
haH$V Zmht!...ZmhtVar H$moU XoVmo VrZ Mma Q>mnojm OmV, hr?...AmVm, Vmo Oya nSy>Z
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AmUIr drg no nmR>{dco hmoVo!
nU wH$mX Vnmg H$arV H$arV m IoS>oJmdr nm|hm|Mcm, Vohm mcm gOc|...wcmm
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{ZKyZ Jocom Amnm gmoZycm ôQ>mdmg hmVmar Jocr hmoVr!
AWmV. ..Ho$di ZmBcmO hUyZ wH$mX ngo KoD$Z naVcm!...
...Am{U Zm KamM| H$mQ>Q> EH$XmM| gnco!!...
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AmJmr gmOH$mVrcm{h mo doit ghmZw^{y V {ioc. d{hZr, cm AUm H$cmH$VrMr qH$V
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H$mU, Vm. 9 o$~dw mar 1929
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OmUVmM! Var, dmV{dH$ Vwm nmcm AJXt ZmoH$i| Cma mdmM| mm {H$Vr Var {Xdg
ZmV hmoVo; nU doiM {imcm Zmht. EH$ Va gwYoMr Ycr AdW pW{V d Xga| AmM|
"H$cmdVr' m{gH$!
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dJa|V KmcdVmo d H$g|~g| mm ZmM| gmYmZ H$aVm|.
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gmoimeo no CS>mco! nU mcm Cnm H$m?...
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mM| Vwhmcm Am dmQ>co Agoc Zmhr? H$Xm{MV AUm gJVrZ|{h Agoc, nU EdT>| Ia|,
Amhr "H$cmdVr' moR>m omZ| {ZmU Ho$cr hmoVr! Var hmam>mMr ^y{ Aem H$modim doctZm
mXo~mhoa H$UIa R>aVo. jUmYmV m IVnmmA^mdr gwHy$Z m OmVmV!
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cm A{Ve gmYmZ dmQ>c|. Zmht Va, Ia| gmJmdmM| hUOo mP| Amw cm nwH$ig|
^H$mgM dmQ>V| mder! AUMm Zoh, mm gJVrZ| H$YrYt H$amdmm Agm ^mZJS>r,
Agm CmoJmV dV:cm adyZ KomMm r Z H$aVmo, EdT>|M!
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H$mU; 29 mM 1929
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moR>r qMVm Cn Pmcr Amho!...
mJm gJimM Jmo>r,.. mmmU| Vy[h {dgaU| ~a|!...nU Vwcm AmR>dV Agoc,
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H$maMr mMr O~m~Xmar mmda Amcr. AWmV mm {ejUmgmR>t, mm chmZgmZ
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Aem doit mm ^{dVm{dftm mm dV:m Aem H$mhr AmH$mjm..Anojm mm
ZmV AgmmV mV Zdc H$m Amho?
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Amho?...H$mcO
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mm EH$Xa AmgH$mda n[aUm Pmcm!...
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m{dft cm ~mVr gOVmM, r mcm nmZ| gd g{dVa {dMmac|. mm Cmamd$Z AmVm
hr dVwpWVrM AgmM| cm gOV|. nU Xga|[h mZ| cm mV {c{hc| Amho; V| hUOo, Vmo
Jom dfu ~r.Eggr.Mr n{hcr narjm nmg Pmcm d Xm nwT>m eodQ>m narjocm[h ~gcm
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w m XogmBMr mm ZH$iV
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AmS>H$mR>r Ho$cr!
mm ^mdZmYmZ dmJUwH$sZ| CX^dcom AZoH$ gJmZr cm Og| nXmonXr X:I hmoV
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XIdrV Amcmo. h| mm Amcom nmV dmMc| hUOo X:I hmoVo; nU mPrM m gdmV MyH$
Amho Ag| m cm witM dmQ>V Zmht. Agmo.
m gd Jmo>twi| mPo Z $ma AdW hmoVo d mm ^{dVm{dfr ~arM H$miOr
dmQ>Vo. mM| Mma nmM {Xdgmnydu Amcoc| n wmM gmo~V VwOH$S>o nmR>drV Amho. dmMyZ
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(28)
w~ B, Vm. 22 mM 1929
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AmnU Ocm amJmdyZ {c{hcoc| n AmOM nmohm|Mc|. Amncm amJ AH$maU Amho, Ag| cm witM
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H$m AmhoV Am{U H$m ZmhtV mMr AmnU H$YtM AmoiI H$$Z KoVcr ZmhtV! mm
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m gmm~ahHy$ r dmJmdo, Aer gmaIr BNm Ho$crV!..nU cm{h dV:m Amwm{dfr
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O| O| dV:m BNoZ| CgmhmZ| H$arZ, V| V| gma|, Amnm V| mm yI âmmM R>aV Amm!
Vohm, cm dmQ>V,| VUmm AV:H$aUmV {e$Z, dS>rc mUgmZm, mMo {dMma gOmdyZ KoVm
oV ZmhtV, h|M Ia| EH$XatV! Am{U mwi|M, AmnU AmMacm Vmo mJ d AmnU OJcm| V|
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AmnU cm amJmdyZM {dMmac| Amho,..Vohm AmO mm ZmMr gmar ii
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H|$| dmQ>V,.. VtM hQ>Hy$Z Amnm Zmg nQ>V ZgV! mm c{cVH$cm Amnmcm Q>mH$mD$
dmQ>V! nU mM mm Or{dVmcm AmYma^yV dmQ>V! mPr {MH$cmM m!... r mm
AmVmnVm chmZem AmwmVM H$m hmoBZm- m mVmV WmoS>| WmoS>| Zmd {idrV hmoVmo. nU
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hmoD$Z,..r H$nZom EImm A XoemV dmdacmo...m AdUZr >rZ| YS>nS> Ho$cr.
nU Oar mm Zmcm Ia| gmYmZ H$YtM cm^c| Zmht,...Var{h mm m YS>nS>rcm
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jUmojUt PJS>Umam mPm cm~M cm~ AmgH$ Zm{d H$gm~gm Mmccm hmoVm Am{U
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Vm. 25 OyZ 1929.
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Vm. 3 AmJQ> 1929
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Vm. 6 AmJQ> 1929.
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Vm. 8 gQ>~| a 1929.
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Vm. 19 AmQ>m~o a 1929
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Z H$g g hmoV! J dmQ>V, Jom nmZmda amoO{ZetV r H$m doS>mgmaIm Z Ho$cm
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Vm. 11 Zmoh|~a 1929.
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r H$nmimda hmVmoS>m ~gmmU|, OmJmOmJr gw hmoD$Z C^r am{hco. W cm
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Vm. 25 Zmoh|~a 1929.
AU Joco Am{U Mma {XdgmZtM XmXmZr ZmZm d ~m~mZm gmBH$ BQ>Qo >rMm dmQ>Ur{dfr
n| nmR>{dct hmoVt. Am{U mZVa AmR> {XdgmVM H$moQ>mV XmXmZr {$mX JwXacr!..Pmco, hm
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~Xcc| Amho. Am{U mm XXdmwi| cm{h mMr WmoS>r $ma Pi cmJV Amho.
{deofV:, Amm KamV {dMmamdmgM ZH$mo. oH$ jUmcm, OodVm, ~gVm, {ZOVm,
VmoM {df Pmcm Amho. Am{U ZmZm d ~m~mZm, XmXm XoV Agcom Zmht Zmht m {em Va
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: 209 :
H$mU Vm. 14 {S>g~| a 1929.
nU AU, Vwhmcm AmM dmQ>oc, r ZmZmm Kat hr amoO{Zer CKSy>Z Joco XmoZ VrZ
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{chmcm cm doiM Pmcm Zmht AmVmnV. AmO {c{hVo h VwmgmR>t!
Amm cm amJmdcr hmoVr mm Xgm {XdetMr Jmo>. AmnmngmVrc {$mX gw$
hmoD$Z gmS>oMma nmM {hZo Pmco hmoVo d mM {Xdet XmXmMr O~mZr Pmcr hmoVr. mdoit
hUVmV, H$moQ>mV mm ImoQ>no Um~c OmmH$Sy>Z{h W>m Pmcr hmoVr. mwi| XmXm amJmamJmZ|M
Kat Amco hmoVo.
ZmZm mm O~mZrnmgyZ AmOmarM AmhoV. mMr H${V Yra IMyZ OmVM ImcmdV
hmoVr. KamV gyZ H$mMr AmOmar d Xgao ~mBmUyg H$moUr Zmht. Xga| hUOo, mZm{h
AmVmnVm Amnm EH$Xa ^m~wm dhmam{dfr, {Xdg|{Xdg OmV ZVmn hmoD$ cmJcm
hmoVm, cm dmQ>V|.
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e mZm {Xdg|{Xdg OmV ~moMy cmJc| hmoVo. mZm dmQ>V Agmd|, BVH|$ H$$Z{h H$m..ngm
Jmoim hmoVmM EH$ Hw$Qw>~mMo h$ em~rV H$amdmg ^mD$~X Vma! Amnm nmnmcm H$moUr
^mJrXma Zmht. m^m|dVr gmao Jmoim Pmco! dmm H$moimmU| mm ZmMr pW{V Pmcr
Agmdr.
eodQ>r, EHo$ {Xder mZr dgVamdmZm ~mocmdyZ O{dft g{dVa hH$sH$V gm{JVcr d
cm ôQ>mg ~mocmdmMr BNm Xe{dcr. VmoM mPm OmmMm gJ!..
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dgVamd mM {Xdet, cm ôQ>mdmg XmXmH$S>o Amco hmoVo. XmXm ZwH$VoM H$moQ>mVyZ
amJmamJmZ|M naVco hmoVo. dgVamdmZm XmamV nmhVmM, ""H$m, VwPm ~mn Hw$R> Amho? AWUmVyZ
CR>mMr H$mht Amem Amho H$m AmVm?'' Agm n{hcmM amJmMm d Q>m|MUmam Z Ho$cm.
dgVamd ghgm {MS>Umao ZmhtV; Var EH$X WM Amcom XmXmm X> ZmZ| Vo
emVnUo nU Oemg Vg| m nVrZ| hUmco, ""AmVm H$m XmXm, Vwht gmaoM ^mD$ hmVmat
mUg|o; Am{U mV Vwhr nwhm doXmV OmUUmao. Vwhr Vr Vmar W H$amdmg ZH$mo H$m?''
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mm X> H$mM h| mpMV..' Ag| H$mht Var ~S>~S>V am{Xdg Vo Alw T>mirV. mMr
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$aH$ H$m nS>cm V| mP| cmM ZrQ> gOV Zmhr. m ZVaMm eH$aH$mH$mm Kamm {dH$sMm
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noQ>cm, m{dfr, Vwm AmOm nmnydu AaqdXMt d ~m~mMt YyZ YyZ n| oV Agmwi,|
cm ~a|Mg| gOc| hmoV.o mwi| Va r OmVM ^m~mdyZ Jocmo. mPo {dMma {Xdg|{Xdg AmUIr
ycJmr hmoD$ cmJco. nU {dMma H$aH$$Z{h cm mm ^{dVm{dft H$moUVmM EH$mXm
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Vwmet Pmcom mZmMm AW hmoVm!..
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VwPr CXmaZH$Vm n> Xe{dUma AmOM oi n r WaWam hmVmZ| CKS>c! ..AJXt
YS>YS>m AV:H$aUmaZ Vo dmMc..Am{U, Vwcm r H$iV ZH$iV AmOnV d mnwT>|{h gwImnojm
X:IM XoV Amcmo Amho d XoUma,...mMr mm Zmcm mdoit A{Ve Vrd OmMUr Pmcr!..hmo,
mwi|M gd ~mOyg Q>mHy$Z, W Vwcm h| n {chmdmg ~gVmo Amho.
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AZoH$ mZ{gH$ AS>MUtV d gH$Q>mV dmadma gmnS>cmo d gm{h gmnS>V Amho!.. m gdmM
VwOH$S>o AmOM n>rH$aU H$g H$$? AmOm m nmV Var, Vwm Zmcm EH$X Y$m XomMm
r Z H$arV Zmht. Vmo cm YraM hmoV Zmht.
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moH$i| hmomMr YS>nS> H$aUmm mm Xmcm d mVrc XmU H$moimcm AmOnV

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Agcoc,..CH$Q> ZohercVoZ| AmoW~coc| n nwhm nwhm dmMyZ cm dmQ>c,..AmVm hm mm
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Vm. 12 mM 1930.
{H$a AU,
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AJXt moH$ionU| Vwcm H$i{dUma Amho.
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EH${V H$amMm AmnU {ZM Ho$cm hmoVm!..nU mZVaM r {Xdg|{Xdg OmV AVwI hmoV
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cm gwMd!
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^m|dVmcM dmVmdaU {Zami!.. Aem VhoZ| CmoOZ{da{hV d ghmZw^y{VeynU|M mP Amw
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AmH$mjm, cm OmUyZ ~wOyZ d Z m$Z ~hVmer XS>dmm cmJm! nU BVH${h H$$Z r
mm mUgmnH$s H$moUmcm gwIr H$$ eH$cmo?..cm O{dft dmQ>Vmo {VVH$m[h {ddmg qH$dm
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mQw>Jm; Vm. 2 mM 1931
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~moccm Zmht. hUmcm, "cm ôQ>mdmg oD$Z H$moUr moh nmSy> ZH$m. ~m~mZm hUmd|, Vwhr[h
H$Yt BW omMr VgXr Z KoVcocr ~ar!...'
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Vm Amho WmoS>M?...{Xdg|{Xdg h| AgM MmcUmaAmO {deof Amem dmQ>Vo; hUOo Jom AmR>dS>mV JmYr d H$mJog d{H$J H${Q>r gwQ>cr
Amho d goQ>mMm aJ {XgV Amho. V| Ia|M R>amg amOH$s H$mMr w$Vm hmoBcg| dmQ>Vo. nmh
AmVm H$m hmoBc V|!..
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hUm. H$imd| ho AmerdmX
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gmm gJmMr d VwPr[h AmR>dU Pmcr!..Am{U mder, r AmOnV AV mgmZ| mm
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Zmht? dXoemgmR>r Agco mJ X:I ghZ H$$ eH$co, mV H$mhtM Zdc Zmht!
nU AmVm goQ> Va Pmcm Zm? J AU gwQ>co{h AgVrc VwJmVyZ!..Kar Amco
H$m?..nU doS>mgmaIo Z H$m {dMmaVo Amho r?..m ZmMr Cma|, Vy H$moUm nmda XoUma
Amhog? nU mder, AmO Var r Vwcm mPm nmm H$idUma Zmht!
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nU m gJmhZ {Zamir Aer...Oam XX}dr hH$sH$V, AmO Vwcm gmJmdrg cm dmQ>V
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Amho. {Vm{dftMm X:Ir {dMma mm Zmcm gmaIm mnyZ am{hcm Amho.
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hmoVr. mJmdoir {c{hcom gJmZVa, {VMr mPr j ôQ> Zmht. cm W {VmdmMyZ
MwH$mMwH$mgmaI dmQ>c. nU, Var Amw MmccM hmoV. Am{U Z J R>do mcm,..hmVmVrc
AmgH${h nwT> Mmcy hmoVm.
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ghm {hmm AmV, {VMt n| H$mhtet Hw$T>m dmtMt oD$ cmJct. Ag| AmUIr EH$ df Joco.
H$maU cm H$mht gOoZm. eodQ>t, XmoZ {hZo Va {VM| n{h oBZm; Am{U r nmR>{dcoc| n
H$nZm{h ZgVmZm {Vm d{S>cmH$Sy>Z mmH$S>o naV Amc|. mgmo~Vm {Vm d{S>cmZr {c{hcom
nmV hmoV-o
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Vwm ZohmgM Zho, Va Amm Vm|S>mg{h H$mimoIr $mgyZ,..XmoZ {hZo Pmco, OmB KamVyZ
Zmhter Pmcr Amho. {VZ| CYicoco JwU Vwhmcm R>mD$H$ Zgco, Va mMr H$nZm omgmR>tM h|
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n{hcm AmR>dS>m gncm, Var Vmo Amcm Zmhr; hUyZ AaqdXZ| AU{dfr oadS>mm OocaH$S>o
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w~ BM| {VH$sQ> H$mTy>Z {Xc|, dJao gd gOc|. hUyZ w~ Bg mm ~hVHo $ {mH$S>o mMm Vnmg
Ho$cm. nU mMm H$mht CnmoJ Pmcm Zmhr. AOyZ{h mMm H$mhtM nmm Zmhr.
r mcm eodQ>m ôQ>tV O| H$mht hUmcm| hmoVmo, V| gd AmR>dyZ cm AmVm A{Ve
dmBQ> dmQ>V|. EH$XatV Joct H$mht df] r ~hVoH$ mm X:ImgM AjnUo H$m hmoBZm H$maU
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mdmg ZH$mo. mm ^mdZmYmZ Zmda cm Var H$mhtM BcmO gmnS>V Zmht. Vmo mZr
Amho; AmVm H$moR>| Var X:ImVM ahmV Agoc. VwJmVyZ gwQ>mda, dmV{dH$ Vmo naV OH$S>o
Amcm AgVm, Va $ma ~a| Pmc| AgV|. nU mm ^{dVm{dft m cm AmVm OmVM
H$miOr dmQ>Vo!
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VwOH$S>rc Iwemcr H$idmdr.
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Vm. 4 E{c 1931
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cm, IamoIaM, m {Xdet dmBQ> dmQ>c.| m oi Zmm nmoarda Agm AmB~mnmH$Sy>Z{h
JhO~ Var H$m Pmcm Agoc? Vr AmVm Hw$R>|, H$m H$arV Agoc? mder, r BH$S>o VerM {ZKyZ
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ho w{ZAa ~r.E.Mo BAa Amho. ghO Zmm H$aUwH$sgmR>r EH$ BJOr H$mX~ar dmMrV
~gco hmoVo, Vm|M nmoQ>ZZ| OmBm AmoiIrm AjamMo EH$ OmS>g| nmH$sQ> OH$S>o AmUyZ {Xc|.
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