when i think of the things i have always wanted to do

it keeps coming all at once

it forms a mental traffic in my mind
i can't control it
it feels like i want to do it all at the same time
i can't focus and concentrate
i get excited too much of those interests
i forget to be patient and to be focused
and sometimes, i already thought a bunch of problems after a second of planning
i can't give myself a break from thinking
and when i succeed at one thing
i'm always good just at the start
there are a lot of times i get myself de-motivated in the middle of it
i always feel like there is no support around me
"What I want to do is be able to stay motivated about one thing at a time, but w
ith so many interests, it's very easy for me to want to drop everything and go s
olve some other problem."
"But achieving a dream is a momentary sensation, and your life is not."