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oin,hka jykafia kue;s ffY,uh mj;fhka mek ke.S
wud uyd ksjk k jQ uyd id.rh wjika fldg we;s
wdh wIaGdx.sl ud.h k jQ isys,a h oyka fy
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fndfyda l,a .,dniakd fialajd
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uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

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ixidr lg je lska isk msilg l< hq;= f,dl=u
Wmldrh jkafka iir lska ug Wmldr lsu muKs' tA yer
wka ish Wmldrhka ;djld,sl jQ ysia foaj,a muKs' iir lska
ug we;s tl u u Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia foaYkd fldg jod<
wdh wIaGdx.sl ud.h hs' iS, - iud - m%{d jYfhka hqKq
lr .; hq;= tA wdh wIaGdx.sl ud.h ;hg .,md .ekSug
k nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd fldg jod< W;= iQ;% foaYkd
uekka bf.k .; hq;=h' Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia iska O
wjia:dj, O mqoa.,hka Wfoid foaYkd fldg jod< W;=
iQ;% foaYkd 10 la f fmdf;ys we;=<;a f'
fuys we;=<;a uyd Ouiudodk iQ;%fhka p;j;a
;hla we;s lr .ekSu msKsi jkd Wmfoia rdYshla ia;r
f' tA meje;a w;ka fuf,dj la ,efnk mrf,dj;a la
,efnk ;h;a" fuf,dj iem ,efnk tfy;a mrf,dj l
,efnk ; meje;au;a neyer l< hq;= fohls' fuf,dj la
,enqk;a mrf,dj iem ,efnk" fuf,dj;a mrf,dj;a iem ,efnk
meje;a Wodr ; f'
flf,ia keiQ ry;ka jykafia,d yer flf,ia iys;j
urKhg m;a fjk ish fokd u .;shg hkafka o hk m%Yakhg
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= la jYfhka foaYkd fldg jod< fidamdfiai iQ;f
% hka ud.
M, wjfndaOfhys we;s jkdlu meye,s lr fohs' mqoa.,hka
iir lg jefgkafka woHdj ksid u h' woHdj re fldg
oHdj Wmojd .ekSu .ek jod< wcd mydK iQ;h
% wfma ixidr
.egj ms<sn|j lshd fohs'
Ouh l:d lsu ish fokd iu l< fkd yelsh'
Ouhg leue;s flkd u oy l:djg ijka fohs' Ouhg wlue;s
wh iu oy l:djg hdf fldamh" oafIh" wm%idoh m<
lrhs' f .ek lshd fokafka lal:d iQ;f
% hks' Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

iska .hd m%foaYfha oyila c, msi Wfoid .skak Wmud


fldg foaYkd fldg jod< wd;a; mhdh iQ;%h weiSfuka tA
oyila c, msi W;= wry;ajhg m;ajqks'
f.!;u nqoO
a Ydikfha Yajdijka; wUq ie hqj,la f,i
m%isoahg m;a jQ kl=,ud;d yd kl=,ms;d fom,f.ka jfhdajDoaO
kl=, mshdKka wrUhd foaYkd fldg jod< kl=,ms;= iQ;%fhka
lh f,v f is; wdrlaId lr.kakd wdldrh meye<s lr
.; yelsh'
nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a fndai;a wjfha mgka ;fha
wisu;a is ms<sn|j;a" mp iuqmamdoh ms<sn|j;a wPh
woaN+; iQ;%fhka k .; yelsh' miaj. uyKqka wry;ajhg
m;a jQ wk;a; ,laLK iQ;%h mxp WmdodkialkaOfhys wkd;au
nj b;du fydka meye,s lr fok jkd iQ;% foaYkhls' bism;k
.odfha foaYkd fldg jod< f foaYkh ks;r ks;r isys l<
hq;= foaYkhls'
ldudi%j" Njdi%j" wcdi%j hk wdi%j CIh lsfuka
wdijlaIh [dKh ,eu OudjfndaOh hs' wdi%j CIh lsu
msKsi wkq.ukh l< hq;= jev ms<sfj, indij iQ;%fhka b;d
fydka meye,s f' idmq;a; uyry;ka jykafia foaYkd fldg
jod< wdh i;H fnod lau we;=<;a ip Nx. iQ;%h
lshfuka wdh i;Hh i;r ms<sn|j ukd wjfndaOhla ,nd .;
yelsh'
b;du;a Y%oO
a dfjka hql;
a j f fmd; Tn w;g m;a lrkafka
ixidr lska ksoyia ug Wmldrhla jYfhks' tneka f foaYkd
b;du ie,ls,af,ka hq;=j lshjd bf.k f.k ;hg mqre
lr.kakg W;aidy lrkak' ish fokdg u f f.!;u nq iiqfka
u W;= p;=rdh i;Hh Ouh wjfndaO lr .ekSug yels
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uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

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1-1'

fuf,djg;a mrf,djg;a fyd|u iudoka u


- uyd Ouiudodk iQ;%h '''''''''''''''''''''''''' 07

2-2'

wdh Y%djlhska ykd.ksuq


- fidamdfiai iQ;%h ''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''' 35

3-3'

wre f,dka kslaug


- wcd mydK iQ;%h '''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''' 57

4-4'

lrkakg Ialr l:d


- lal:d iQ;%h '''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''' 91

5-5'

ksjkakg Nj .suka foiQ ioy ksjka


- wd;a; mhdh iQ;%h ''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''' 110

6-6'

kSfrda.S is;l ryi


- kl=,ms;= iQ;%h '''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''' 128

7-7'

ieneka u wisu;ah tA inq ika


- wPh wN+; iQ;%h ''''''''''''''''''''''''''''' 147

8-8'

.odfha weoyeKq wudjeiai


- wk;a; ,laLK iQ;%h '''''''''''''''''''''''''''''' 183

9-9'

yeu flf,ia kikakg foiQ ioy


- indij iQ;%h ''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''' 195

10-10' f,djg jr jQ fidre;u oyu


- ip Nx. iQ;%h ''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''' 229

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

fuf,djg;a mrf,djg;a
fyd|u iudoka u

-uyd Ouiudodk iQ;%hY%oaOdjka; mskaj;=ks"


wms ka bf.k .kafk uu ksldh g whs;s iQ;%
foa Y kdjla ' f foa Y kdf ku uyd Ouiudodk iQ;%h' f
foaYkdfjka bm;a lrk lreKq yu iqkaor hs' ir, hs' ir,
Wmudj,ska nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd wms ljqre;a ys;mq
ke;s me;a;la' f foaYkdj lrk ojiaj, nqrcdKka jykafia
jev isfha ieje;a kqjr f;jkdrdufha' tod nqrcdKka jykafia
NslaIQka jykafia,d wu;,d fukak f ldrKh jod<d'

uf.a mru me;=u fuh hs


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fukak fujeks fohla ;uhs leu;s' fujeks fohla b,lal
lrf.khs bkafk' yeu ;sif
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wukdmd Oud mydh& wfka'''' wmg la lror llfgd k
isoaOfjkag tmd wfma f ;sfhk la lror llfgd ke;sfj,d
hkag fk lsh, ;uhs fndfyda fofkla l,amkd lrkafk" ys;kafk"
m;kafk" leu;s fjkafk' ^bGd" lka;d" ukdmd Oud& wfka''' wmg

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

fyd| iem ,ndfok foaj,a u hqKq lr.kak ;sfhkj k"


fldhs;r fyd| o@ fl ;uhs ljqre .;a;;a l,amkd lr lr

bkafk'
nq rcdKka jykafia jod<d" tA jqkdg uyfKks" tA Woh
tA yg l,amkd l<dg" ^fldhs yg o@ zwfka wmg la lror
llfgd k tmd' f ;sfhk lror llfgd l blaukg
bjr fj,d hkak fk' iekis,af,a iem fia iqjfia jdih lrkak
,efnkak fkZ lsh,& ys;=jdg" me;=jdg tA whg la lror u hs
;sfhkafk' la mSvd u hs nyq, jYfhka ;sfhkafk' tAjd wksIaG"
wldka;" wukdm foaj,a k jefvkj' kuq;a fndfyda fofkl=g
bIaG" ldka;" ukdm jQ iekis,a, we;sjk lreKq k jefvkafk
keye' la lror llfgd we;sjk foaj,a k tl;= fjkj'
fudlo flg fya;=j@ lsh,' nqrcdKka jykafia NslaIQka
jykafia,df.ka wid jod<d uyfKks" fudlla o flg fya;=j@
lsh,'

fukak kshu Y%djlhd''''


n,kak tA ldf, jev ysgmq iajdka jykafia,d yeu ;sif
a i
u l,amkd lf<a Ydia;D f.!rjh ksid nqrcdKka jykafia f.ka
u tAlg Wjukd lrk ldrKh .kakhs' w;ska odkafk kE'
Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" ux Th .ek fukak fufyuhs ys;kafk lsh
lsh mKa; l;dj,a kE'
b;ska nqrcdKka jykafiag wr iajdka jykafia,d lshd
yshd" ^N.jx uQ,ld fkd Nkaf;a Oud& Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia jod<
Ouh uq,a lrf.k ;ud wms bkafk' Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia uq,a
lrf.khs Ouh ;sfhkafk' ^N.jx fk;a;sld& wmf.a f Ouh
;sfhkafka Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia kdhl lrf.k hs" ^N.jx mirKd&
wmf.a f Ouh ;sfhkafka Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia ms<i
s rK lrf.k
hs'
wkak n,kak Y%djlhd l,amkd lrmq y' ^idOq j; Nkaf;a
N.jka;x tAjx mNd;= tA;iai Ndis;iai w;af:da& b;sx'''' iajdkS"
Th jod< lrefKys w:h Nd.Hj;a nqrcdKka jykafia u w:
jgydf.k wmg jodrk fialajd t;fldg wms tA yg u;l
;nd.kak lsh, wr NslaIQka jykafia,d lsj' t;fldg n,kak

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

yeu ;ekl u Ydia;Dka jykafia jev iskj' Ouh ;sfhkj'


Y%djlhd bkakj' fyd| ,iaikg fjhska tAl wmsg olskag
,efnkj' ka nqrcdKka jykafia Tkak meye,s lr, fokjd'

ykd.kak wY%e;j;a mD;.ackhd'''


^bO NslL
a f wiai;
q jd mq:
q cfkda& Tkak bkakjd wY%e;j;a
mD;.ackfhla' ^whdkx woiaid& wdhka jykafia,d wkafka
kE' ^wh Ouiai wfldafoda& wdh Ouh f;are .kak olaI ;a
kE' ^wh Of wkSf;da& wdh Oufha yslafukafk;a kE'
^imamqidkx woiaid& i;amqreIhkaj wkkafk kE' ^imamqi
Ouiai wfldafoda& i;amqreI Ouhg olaI kE' ^imamqi Of
wkSf;da& i;amqreI Oufha yslafukafk kE'

lrkak fk foa okafk;a kE" lrkak fk ke;s


foa okafk;a kE'''
f lshkafk ljqre .ek o@ wY%e;j;a mD;.ackhd .ek'
wY%e;j;a mD;.ackhdg jqfka fudlla o lsh, fukak ;sfhkj'
^fia;f Of k cdkd;s& fiajkh l< hq;= foaj,a okafk kE'
^wfia;f Of k cdkd;s& fiajkh fkd l< hq;= foa fudkjo
lsh, okafk;a kE' ^N;f Of k cdkd;s& Nckh l< hq;= foa
fudkjo lsh, okafk kE' ^wN;f Of k cdkd;s& Nckh
fkd l< hq;= foa fudkjo lsh, okafk kE'

fukak wY%e;j;a mD;.ackhd lrk foa'''


fiajkh l< hq;= foa fkd okakd ksid" fiajkh fkd l<
hq;= foa fkd okakd ksid" Nckh l< hq;= foa fkd okakd ksid"
Nckh fkd l< hq;= foa fkd okakd ksid wY%e;j;a mD;ackhd
fudlo lrkafka@
fiajkh fkd l< hq;= foa fiajkh lrkjd' fiajkh l<
hq;= foa w;ykj' Nckh l< hq;= foa Nckh lrkafk kE' Nckh
fkd l< hq;= foa Nckh lrkj' tA ksid fudlo fjkafka@ wr la"
lror" llfgd ish,a, jefj hkj ila" wvqula k kE'
iem;" ixf;daih" iekis,a," bIaG" ldka;" ukdm foaj,a ;snqk
k" tAjd Tlafldu foaj,a ke;sfj,d hkj'

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uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

Ouh weyqk;a wY%e;j;a mD;.ack k''''


nq rcdKka jyka f ia mD:.a c khdg md lrkj
zwY%e;j;a mD;.ackZ lsh,' idudkHfhka wY%e;j;a lshk jpkfha
f;areu zfkd weiQZ lshk tl'
foajo;a; mD;.ack o@ ke;ak wdh Y%djl o@ mD;.ack
hs' t;fldg foajo;a;g nqrcdKka jykafia f.a Ouh wykak
ynjqkd o@ keoao@ wykak ,enqk' u;l ;ndf.k ysfh keoao@
u;l ;ndf.k ysh'
NslaIQka jykafia,dg lsjd" uf.a <.g tkak" ksjka u.
fmkakkak''' u;lo Tng tAl' foajo;a; u;l ;ndf.k;a ysh
Ouh' wkqkag lsj' kuq;a thd ljqo@ wY%e;j;a mD;.ackfhla'
wkak wY%e;j;a mD;.ackhd .ek ys;kak fyd| wjia:djla tAl'
thd Ouh okakj" kuq;a tA Ouh flfrys Y%oaOdjg wdfj kE'
l<HdK ;%hd wk.kak nej .shd'

ksjkg fl u.la''''
w; me jqkq NslI
a k
Q a jykafia,d mkaih
s hla ysh Ouh
weyqjg ;du yhg Ouh wyqfjp ke;s' Y%oaOdjg tkak tmehs
l<HdK ;%hd wk.kak' foajo;a; wr iajdka jykafia,dg
l;dlr, lsjd" ka jevla kE Y%uK f.!;uhka jykafiaf.ka'
,dN i;aldr j,g wyqfj,hs bkafk' imQKfhka u ,dN i;aldr
me;af; hkafk wr w; me fjp iajdka jykafia,dg hs
f ka lshkafk' tAf.d,a,kag fl we;a; jf.a' ka ljqre
.ek o f foajo;a; ykajd fokafk@ nqrcdKka jykafia .ek'
foajo;a; lshkj f Ouh wjfndaO lr.kak fl
l%u ;sfhkj ux <' tA lreKq my uu lsj Y%uK f.!;uhka
jykafiag' ms<s.;af; kE' lsj' uyK fjp whg blaukska
Ouh wjfndaO lrkak k" mdxY=l,
+ isjr
q e ;rla md lrkak
lshkak lsj' Y%uK f.!;uhka jykafia tAlg leu;s jqfk;a kE'
;=ka isjqr ;rla u md lrkak ux b,a,Sula l<d' tA leu;s
jqfk;a kE' msKavmdf;ka ;rla hefmkak lsh, ksfhda. lrkak
lsj' tAl lf<;a kE' jDlaI uQ,slj ;rla jdih lrkak lsj'
tAl lf,;a kE' t<jhs n;=hs ;rla j<|kak lsh, b,a,d ysh'

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

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tAl lf<;a kE' tA ksid Y%uK f.!;uhka < b|,d ksjka olskag
ys;kak tmd' ux Tng fmkajd fokak fl ud.h'

mdv yshg mD:.ackNdjh ke;s fjkafk kE'''


thd okakj b;ska wei wks;Hhs" lK wks;Hh hs lshkak'
mdv lr, fk ;sfhkafk' foajo;a; msi tlalrf.k .shd' wr
Ns l a I Q k a jyka f ia , d mka i S h u jg fj,d Ouh wyka k
n,dfmdfrd;a ; = f jka bka f k wka O nd, mD;.a c kfhl= f .ka '
wY%e;j;a mD;.ackfhl=f.ka" wdh oYkh lafl ke;s"
wdhhka jykafia,d ykd.;a;= ke;s" wdh Ouhg wolaI"
i;amqreI Ouhg wolaI" wdh Oufha fkd yslafuk" i;amqreI
Oufha fkd yslafuk' foajo;a; noaO ffjrfhka hqla;hs'
BIHdfjka hqla;hs' ,dul bPdfjka hqla;hs' ka thd ;ud fmkS
ysfh wr msfi .e,jqldrhd jf.a' wr iajdka jykafia,d
msi;a flg wyqjqkd'

mD:.ackfhl=g wyqjqfkd;a bjrhs''''


ka n,kak wfma ysf;a fhdaksfida ukislrh;a ;sfhkj'
wfhdaksfida ukisldrh;a ;sfhkj' fhdaksfida ukisldrh ;sfhk
flkd jqk;a" wY%e;j;a mD;.ackfhl=g wyqjqfkd;a wfhdaksfida
ukisldrhg jefgkj'
nqrcdKka jykafia idmq;a; uyry;ka jykafiaghs
fud.a . ,a , dk uyry;ka jyka f ia g hs l;d l<d' idmq ; a ;
fud.a.,a,dk wehs n,df.k bkafk@ foajo;a; w; me jqkq
NslaIQka jykafia,d mkaiShla tlalka .syska bkakj' m;g
m;afjkak biafi,a, tlalka tkak lsj'

fjki wk.kafk wdh Y%djlfhla u ;rhs'''


b;ska Wkajykafia,d .syk
s a Ouh foaYkd lr,d tlalf.k
wdjd' fflka fmakjd wmg mD;.ackhdj fydhk tl;a f,ais kE'
tfyk mD;.ackfhla j yk.kafk ljqo@ wdh Y%djlfhla'
wdh Y% d jlhd wdh Y% d jlhj;a wk.ka k j'
mD:.ackhdj;a wk.kakjd' mD:.;ackhdg wdh Y%djlhd
fydhkak;a nE' mD;.ackhd fydhkak;a nE'

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uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

ka n,kak tA foajo;a;f. isoafhka wmg fmakjfk


fl fldpr nrm;, o lsh,d' mD;.ackhdj wk.kak
;sfhkafk l%shdj,ska' fudllao l%shdj@ thd fiajkh l< hq;= foh
okafk kE' Nckh l< hq;= foh okafk kE' Nckh fkd l< hq;=
foh okafk kE' fkd okakd ksid f wY%e;j;a mD:.ackhd fudlo
lrkafka@

fiajkh fkd l< hq;= foa fiajkh lrkjd'


fiajkh l< hq;= foa w;ykj'
Nckh l< hq;= foa Nckh lrkafk kE'
Nckh fkd l< hq;= foa Nckh lrkj'

tA ksid la" lror" llfgd mSvdj, bjrhla fjkafk


kE' wjidkhla fjkafk kE' hym; iekis,a, ,efnk foaj,a
Tlafldu l thdg wys fj,d hkj' wksIaG" wldka;" wukdm
foaj,a /ia fjkj' n,kak t;fldg f mD:.ack nj fldhs;r
wk;=reodhl o lsh,'

Tn tA wk;=frka w;afokak'''
tfyk wms fyd|g f;are .kak fk wms mD;.ackfhda
fkd Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhka njg m;afjkak' fukak Y%e;j;a
wdh Y%djlhd' ^iq;jd fLda NslL
a f wh idjflda& mskj
a ;a uyfKks"
Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhd ^whdkx oiaid& wdhka jykafia,dj
wkkj' ^wdh oYkh lshkafk tAlhs'& ^wh Ouiai fldafoda&
wdh Ouhg olaIhs' ^wh Of iqkSf;da& wdh Oufhys
yslf
a ukj' ^imam
q idkx oiaid& i;amr
q eIhka jykafia,dj wkkj'
^imamqi Ouiai fldafoda& i;amqreIhkaf.a Oufha yslafukj'
f ,laIK ;sfhkafka Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhdf.a Ouh Y%jKh
lr, fhdaksfida ukisldrfha fhfok fldg fuhdg we;sfjkj
Y%oaOdj' Y%oaOdj we;sjqkd u wkak lreKq l f;are .kakj'
fudkjo f;are .kak lreKq@
^fia;f Of mcdkd;s& fiajkh l< hq;= foh flhs
lsh,d k.kakjd' ^wfia;f Of mcdkd;s& fiajkh fkd
l< hq;= foa flhs lsh, k.kakjd' ^N;f Of mcdkd;s&
Nckh l< hq;= foh flhs lsh, k.kakj' ^wN;f Of
mcdkd;s& Nckh fkd l< hq;= foh flhs lsh, k.kakjd'

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

13

l<HdK ;%hka ksid u hs''''


ka fuhd ldrKdldrK okak ukqii
a hfk' tAlg uq,a jqfka
fudlla o@ l<HdK ;%hka weiqka ioaOuh Y%jKh ,nkj' tA
ksid u ;uhs thd wdhhka jykafia,d j wk.kafk'
nqrcdKka jykafia pdldf jk w;f rd;%Sld,fha
kjd;eka .kak fk jqkd' Wkajykafia fl<ska u jeh l=U,a
y,lg' tA lshkafk j<x yok uqo,d,s flfkl=f.a j<x odk Yd,dj'
tA Yd,dj ysiafj,d ;sfhk fldg fk flfkl=g kjd;eka fokj'
nqrcdKka jykafia jevu lr,d l=U,alref.ka wykj" mskaj;"
ux wo ?g wr Yd,dfj yshg lula keoao@ l=U,alre lshkjd"
mskaj;a Y%uKhka jykai" l,ska wdmq ;j NslaIqjla bkakj'
thdf.ka wy, n,kak' thd leu;s k b;ska uf.ka m%Yakhla
kE lsh,'
nq rcdKka jyka f ia f Yd,djg jeh' we;= f ,
tlaflfkla bkakj' nqrcdKka jykafia wykj" mskaj;a NslaIqj"
uu;a wo ?g fufy kej;=kdg lula keoao@ wd''' lula kE' Th
bv;sfhkafk bkak lsjd'

l=U,a yf,a yuq jQ mskaj;d'''


nqrcdKka jykafia Yd,dj we;=<g .sys,a, merla ;snqk
mer t,df.k jdjqkd' jdfj,d b;ska Ndjkd lrkak mgka
.;a;d' wr NslaIqj;a me;a;l b|, Ndjkd lrkj' nqrcdKka
jykafia Ndjkdfjka ke.sg, ilauka l<d' t;fldg wr NslaIqj;a
ke.sg, ilauka lrkj me;a;lska'
wdfh nq rcdKka jyka f ia jdjq k d u nq rcdKka
jykafiag ys;=kd fuhd y ;ekam;a' ;ukaf.a mdvqfj bkak
flfkla' l,n, kE' ux fuhdf.ka ia;r fmdvla wykak fk
lsh,' nqrcdKka jykafia wykjd"
mskaj;a NslaIqj" Tf ku fudlla o@
;%hd" ug lshkafka mqlal=id;s lsh,d'
mskaj;a NslaIqj" Tn ljqreka Wfoid me jqk flfkla
o@

14

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

;%hd" ieje;a kqjr jev iskjd wry;a iud inq


rcdKka jykafia kula' YdlH l=,fhka ksla,d me fj,d jev
iskjd f.!;u lsh,' Wkajykafia ksid me fjp flfkla'
uu y leu;shs Wkajykafiaf.a Ouhg'
mskaj;a NslaIqj Tn tA nqrcdKka jykafiaj l,
;sfhkjo@
wfka kE ;%hd' ux l,d kE nqrcdKka jykafiaj'
mskaj;a NslaIqj" Tng tA nqrcdKka jykafiaj lald u
wk.kak mqjka o@
;%hd ug wk.kak nE'

zfhda Oux miai;s - fida ux miai;sZ


t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafiag wjfndaO jqkd f flkd
f me fj,d ;sfhkafk ;uka jykafia Wfoid' nqrcdKka
jykafia jod<d mskaj;a NslaIqj" ;h .ek ud;a Tng lreKq
lla lshkako@ lsh,d' fyd|hs lsjd'
ka lrejf,a nqrcdKka jykafia tl merl jdfj,d'
fuhd tl merl jdfj,d' ka Tkak lshdfokjd nqrcdKka
jykafia ;h .ek' zffl uu lsh, .kak fohla kE' uf.a
lsh, .kak fohla kE' uf.a wd;auh lsh, .kak fohla fkfjhs
;sfhkafk' fu;k ;sfhkafk Od;= iajNdjhla'Z Wkajykafia ia;r
lrf.k lrf.k hkfldg f mqll
a i
= d;sg wjfndaO jqkd' wkd.d
M,hg m;ajqkd' Ouh wjfndaO fjp .uka tff,u u
.dfj,d je| jegqkd'
wfka" iajdkS Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" uf.ka jrola jqkd'
uu kf.k fkfjhs ;%hd lsfj' f jefh uf.a Ydia;Dka
jyka f ia hs lrejf,a u wk.;a ; d' t;fldg nq rcdKka
jykafiaj wk.;a;= .uka tA we;sfjk f.!rjh j,lajkak nE'
lalo tA f.!rjh' tAl iajdNdl tlla' nqrcdKka jykafia
udf.a Ydia;Dka jykafiah lsh, we;sjk f.!rjh j<lajkak nE'

l<HdK ;%hd wkd .kafka Ouh lSfuka u hs


t;fldg wmg fmakj Ouh wjfndaO lr.ekSfuka

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

15

l<HdK ;%hdj wk.kakjd' wkak lalfka Y%e;j;a wdh


Y%djlfhla fjp .uka ^whdkx oiaid& wdhhka jykafia
wkd.;a;d' i;amqreIhka jykafia,dj wk.kakjd' fudlo
fya;=j tAlg@ wdh Ouhg olaIhs' wdh Oufha yslafukjd'
ka thd Ouh wy,d nqrcdKka jykafia flfrys f.!rjh
we;s jqfka ke;ak tAfl f;areu fudllao@ Ouh wjfndaO jqfka
ke; lshk lreK'

br mEj;a lrejf,a k'''@


l,HdK ;%h hs" ioaOu Y%jKh hs lshk f ndysr wx.
fol msysg fjk ye fyd|g f;afrkj Ouh w,a,k flkdg'
brmdh, ke;s tlaflkd lrejf,a u k fldfyduo fmakf
a k thdg'
thdg fmakafk kE'
nqrcdKka jykafia f foaYkdfj fmkajd fokjd Y%e;j;a
wdh Y%djlhd wdhhka ykkjd' i;amqreIhka ykkj' wdh
Ouhg olaIhs' i;amqreI Ouhg olaIhs' wdh Oufhys
i;amqreI Oufhys yslafukj' ka fuhd okakjd fiajkh l<
hq;= foa flhs lsh,' fiajkh fkd l< hq;= foa flhs lsh,
okakj' Nckh fkd l< hq;= foa flhs lsh, okakj' Nckh l<
hq;= foa flhs lsh, okakj'

la wvqfjkafk fukak f ksihs'''


tA okak ksid thd fudlo lrkafk@

fiajkh fkd l< hq;= foa w;ykjd


fiajkh l< hq;= foa fiajkh lrkjd'
Nckh fkd l< hq;= foa Nckh lrkafk kE'
Nckh l< hq;= foa Nckh lrkj'

t;fldg fudlo fjkafka@ fiajkh fkd l< hq;= foaj,a


fiajkh fkd lrk ksid" Nckh fkd l< hq;= foaj,a Nckh fkd
lrk ksid la lror llfgd mSvd Tlafldu wvqfj,d hkj'
fiajkh l< hq;= foa Nckh l< hq;= foa Nckh lrk ksid iemh
iekis,a, ,d lr.kakd jQ lreKq jefj,d hkjd'

16

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

Ou iudoka y;r
B<g nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd" mskaj;a
uyfKks" Ou iudoka y;rla ;sfhkjd' nqrcdKka jykafia
nq kqjKska kf.k f foaYkd lrkafk' fukak tA y;r'

j;udkfha l fia jdih lrkj'


urKska miafia la mdl |jkj'
j;udkfha iem fia jdih lrkj'
urKska miafia la mdl |jkj'
j;udkfha l fia jdih lrkj'
urKska miafia iem mdl ,efnkj'
j;udkfha iem fia jdih lrkj'
urKska miafia iem mdl ,efnkj'
fu;k j;udkfha lsh, lsf f ;fha lshk
tl' l ;uhs iuia; f,dalfha ksiaiqkaf.a l%shdld;ajh y;rg
fnok y' nqrcdKka jykafia f tl tlla ia;r lrkjd'

lrk l<g m ys h fia''''


mskj
a ;a uyfKks" fudllao f j;udkfha l fia jdih
lrka" urKska miafia la mdl kjd lshkafk@ ^;x woajd
wcd.f;da h:dN+;x kmamcdkd;s& f mqoa.,hd woHd iy.;
mqo.
a ,fhla' tA lshkafka p;=rdh i;Hh ms<n
s | fudlj;a wjfndaO
fjp ke;s tlaflfkla' f ksid fuhd ;fha h:d:h fudlla
o lsh,d okafk kE' thd okafk kE uu f f foaj,a mqre
lf<d;a ug f f;;a lakak fjkj' ug urKska miafia
wdfhu;a ,efnkafk;a l ;r u hs lsh,d thd okafka kE' fl
okafka ke;s ksid f woHd iy.; mqoa.,hd j;udkfha l
,efnk urKska u;=;a lamdl ,ndfok foaj,a fiajkh lrkj'
re lrkafk kE'
^oajd cd.f;da h:dN+;x mcdkd;s& wdh oYkhg
meKsp flkd fl okakjd' fuf,dj ;fha f f foaj,a
;sfhkafka l msKsihs' fjd lrf.k .sfhd;a mrf,dj;a l
lsh,d wr Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhd okakjd' thd okakd ksid" tA

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

17

foaj,a fiajkh lrkafka kE' tAjd relrkj' m<fjks Ou


iudodkh Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhd re lrkjd' tAjd fiajkh fkd
lrk ksid u la lror llfgd mSvd we;ak tAjd refj,d
.s y s , a , d iemh iekis , a , wdrla I dj ,efnk foa u ;ud
yslr.kafk'

u;= l ,efnkd - foa fkdu lrkd'''


B<g fofjks Ou iudodkh' f f;a iem fia jdih
lrkj' urKska miafia la mdl |j |jd bkak ;sfhkj'
Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhd fl okakj' nqrcdKka jykafia md
lrkafka ^oajd cd.f;da& wjfndaOhg meKsp Y%djlhd fl
okakj' tA ksid f f;a iem ;snqkg urKska u;af;a la mdl
,nkag ;sfhk ksid thd tAl fiajkh lrkafka kE' thd tAl
w;aykjd' tA ksid u thdg la lror llfgd hula we;ak
tAl ke;sfj,d hkj' iem i;=g fidki yslr .kakj' tAlg
fya;=j fudlla o@ ^tAjx fya;x NslaLf fyda;s h:d ;x oaoiqfkda&
tfyu ;uhs lshkj ;djfndaOh ,nd.;a flkd'

wo l ka|;a fyg iem ,efnk ksid''''


tA jf.a u ;=kf
a jks Ou iudodkh fuf,dj ;h lfia
jdih lrkj' yenehs mrf,dj f;a iem ,nd.kakj' fl
okakj oHdjg m;afjp tlaflkd' wdh i;Hhg meKsp
tlaflkd f ldrKh okakj' okak ksid thd tAl fiajkh lrkj'
w;aykafk kE' f f;a l ;snqk;a thd |f.k bkakj
mrf,dj f;a iem ,nd.kakj' tAlg fya;=j ;uhs thd ;
wjfndaOfhka hqla;hs'

fuf,dj;a iem - mrf,dj;a iem'''


y;rfjks Ou iudodkh ;uhs fuf,dj ;fha iem
fia jdih lrkjd' mrf,dj ;h;a iem mdl kj' Y%e;j;a
wdh Y%djlhd fl;a tA wdldrfhka u okakj' wjfndaOhg
meKqk flkd ^cd.;& okak ksid thd tAl fiajkh lrkj'
w;aykafk kE' tA ksid u thdg la lror ;snqk k tA ish,a,
ke;sfj,d hkj' iem i;=g iekis,a, Wodlr.kakj'

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uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

wms fuf;la fj,d bf.k .;a; Ou iudodk y;r ;uhs"

j;udkfha l fia jdih lrkj'


urKska miafia la mdl |jkj'
j;udkfha iem fia jdih lrkj'
urKska miafia la mdl |jkj'
j;udkfha l fia jdih lrkj'
urKska miafia iem mdl ,efnkj'
j;udkfha iem fia jdih lrkj'
urKska miafia iem mdl ,efnkj'
ka f y;r u okafk kE wY%e;j;a mD;.ackhd' tA ksid
thd f ;fha ;a la ,efnk mrf,dj ;fha;a la ,efnk
hula weoao" tAl fiajkh lrkj' f ;fha iem fohla we;a o
tAl;a lrkjd' f ;fha l fia ysh;a mrf,dj iem ,efnk
foa ;sfhkjd' tAjd lrkafka kE' f ;fha ;a iem ,efnk
mrf,dj ;fha;a iem ,efnk foa ;sfhkj' tAjd lrkafk;a kE'
wehs tA@ okafk ke;s ksid'
kuq;a Th y;r Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhd okakd ksid Tyq
f ;fha la ,efnk mrf,dj la ,efnk foa lrkafk kE' f
;fha iem |f.k b|, mrf,dj la ,efnk foa;a lrkafk
kE' f ;fha la | | ysh;a" mrf,dj iem ,efnkj k
thd ta foa lrkj' f ;fha iem ka mrf,dj;a iem ,efnk
foa lrkjd'

1' j;udkfha l fia jdih fldg" urKska


u;= la mdl u
ka fl nqrcdKkajykafia ia;r lrkj' fukak
flhs lshkj f ;fha la ka mrf,dj f;a la u'
flfkla bkakj i;=ka urKj' m%dK>d; lrkj' ukqIH
>d;k lrkj' fjd lrkafk thd l fia' ka wms okakj
;%ia;jdka iuyr wjia:dj, >d;k j,g ldka;djkaf.a fndan
ne|,d msg;a lrkjd' i;=ka yskdfjo hkafk@ kE' we~Q l<ska
hkafk' l fia hkafk' .sys,a, m%dK>d; lrkj' ukqIH >d;k

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

19

lrkj' fudlo thd f.j,a j,g fj,d iekis,af,a iem fia jdih
lr,o@ Th ;sfhk fohla ld,d ,d' kE' le,Ej,g .sys,a,d
urefjda ;, ;, l fia bkafk' l fia .syk
s a ;uhs Th urkafk'
t;fldg thd tA l%shdj lroa;a l fia jdih lrkj'

fidrlu l fia l=ugo@


iuyre bkakj fidrl lrkj' tA fydrlu ksid" tA
fya;=fjka thd l fia jdih lrkj' iuyre i;=ka urkj" kS
urkj' fydfrka yex.s yex.s l fia ;uhs fjd lrkafk' Tkak
wyqfj,d ysf ,x.=f odkj' o~qj fokj' t;fldg thd
m%dK>d;h uq,a lrf.k l fia jdih lrkj' Tkak fidrl
lrkj' yex.s yex.s .sys,a, nfhka nfhka wudrefjka Tkak
fidrl lrkj fldfydu y' f fidrlu wyqfjkj' Bg miafi
fuhdj wrka .syk
s a .ykj ;,kj o~qj fokj' t;fldg fudlo
fjkafk@ thd l fia .syska fidrl l<d' tA fya;=fjka u thd
la fodkia kj'

nfhka nfhka .syska - nfhka u bkakjd'''


iuyre bkakj wkdpdrfha yeisfrkj" nfhka nfhka
yex.s yex.s' fl wyqfjkj' Bgmiafia tAl uq,a lrf.k thd
fkdfhla la fodkia j,g Ndckh fjkj' lakj' tA ;uhs
f f;a l fia j;a u f f.dvg whs;s Yd, msila
f,dafl bkakj'

jpkh jroaof.k ke;s m%Yak yod.kakjd'''


;j iuyre bkakj fndre lshkj' l fia .sys,a,d fndre
lshkjd' Tkak Bgmiafia fndrefjka m%Yak yg.kakj' wdfh;a
thd tAlg uefj,d la kj' iuyre l fia .sys,a,d fla,d
lshkj' Bgmiafia fla,u weiais, .sys,a, uyd la lror
llfgd j,g Ndckh fjkjd'
iuyre mreI jpk lshkj' Bgmiafia ke;s m%Yk
a yodf.k
.=ld, w;mh lvdf.k la kjd' t;fldg f l fia j;a
u lshk tl j;udkfha keoao@ ;sfhkjd'

20

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

B<g ;ud wkqkf


a .a foaj,a l,d yQ,,
a kjd' yQ,,
a yQ,,
a d
l fia jdih lrkjd' Bg miafia fudlo lrkafka@ wkqkaf.a
foaj,a Wyq,kafk kE' BIhdj we;sfjkj' wfka fjd ug .kak
we;ak''' lsh, ys; ys;d' tAjd kdY lrkak l,amkd lrkjd'
l fia jdih lrkjd" ;rfyka'
tA yskaou tAl uq,alrf.k thd lhska wl=i,a lrkj'
jpkfhka wl=i,a lrkj' is;k
s a wl=i,a lrkjd' ;rfyka yg.;a;=
wl=i,a j,ska thd ;j ;j;a la kj'

wms ;rhs bkak fk''''


B<g fuhd ;Hd oDIah ksid l fia jdih lrkj'
;Hd oDIah ksid la |kj' ka wms .;af;d;a j;udk f,dafl
Th iuyr wd. ;sfhkjd" tA wd. j, whf.a woyi tA wd.
j, wh ;rhs bkak fk' wks;a wh uefrkak fk' fndan
mqmqrejkafk" Th kdY lrkafk'
f n,kak ;Hd oDIah ksid l fia la /ialrkjd'
t;fldg f ;h l fia jdih lr, ^ldhiai fNaod mrurKd
wmdhx .a.;sx ksmd;x ksrhx Wmamc;s& lh urKska u;=
wmdh .;sh hs lshk ksrfha ;uhs .syska Wmkafk'
tA Ou iudodkhg lshkj fuf,dj;a l fia jdih lrk
mrf,dj;a la mdl k Ou iudodkh' wY%e;j;a mD;.ackhd
okafk kE tAl' thd tAl fiajkh lrkj' Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhd
okakj' thd tAl fiajkh lrkafk kE' w;aykj'

2' j;udkfha iem fia jdih fldg" urKska


u;= la mdl u
;j fldgila bkakj fndfyda u iem fia m%dK>d; lrkj'
i;=ka urkj' iuyr wu,d bkakj" orefjd ,efnkak tkfldg
udfi fol fjkfldg" Tkak .syk
s a urkj' .syk
s a lshmqjd u lshkj"
wkak''' ug oyodyla fokak" ux ur,d odkak lshkjd' urkj
b;ska' t;fldg thd tAl lrkafk i;=ka" iem fia' tfyu lr,d
tAflka i,a,s;a Wmhkj' Wmh,d iem fia jdih lrkjd' lrkafk
keoao tfyu@ lrkjd'

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

21

mr mK keiSu iem fia lrk Woh


iuyrekag lshkj wyj,d urkak fk ux WUg ,laIhla
fokj' iem fia .sys,a, urkj' tA lr, ,laIhla .kakj' iem
fia bkakj' ukqIH >d;k lr, iem fia bkakj'
iuyre bkakj fidrl lr, Tkak bv .kakj' m;a;r
j, ;sfhkafk Th rg hjkjh lsh,' ksiaiqkaf.ka i,a,s .kakj
,laI .Kka' cmdfkg hjkak" b;d,s hjkak lsh lsh' tA lr,
tA i,a,s j,ska bv .kakj' fydag,a j, .sys,a, lld bkakj'
f''' fidrl lrkj iem fia jdih;a lrkj' fuf,dj ;h
thd tAflka ;ud iem kafka' fldia .kakj" fldia wrka
fudlo lrkafka@ ;gq .Kka Yd, ,aka .ykj f,dl=
hdkjdyk .kakj' fydag,aj, .syk
s a lld bkakj' foaY ixpdr
j, hkj' Tlaflu f fidrl lrk i,a,s fldia .eys,s j,ska
Wmhk i,a,'s tfyu keoao f,dafl@ wkak n,kak wo;a tAl f,dafl
;sfhkj'

wdkpdrfha yeisfuka iem fia jdih lsu'''


B<g iuyre wkdpdrfha yeisfrkj' fyd|g i,a,s yn
lrkj' wkdpdrfha yeisrekdg miafia Wiia ,efnkj' iudk
ynfjkj' fndfydau f,dl= iNdj,a j,g le|jkjd' m%Odk;ajh
orkj' uyd ixOdkj, iNdm;s fjkj' wkdpdrfha yeis,d thd
iem fia jdih lrkjd tAflka' thd wkdpdrfha yeisfrkjdk
f,dafl jf tlalka hkj hdfjd' ijdj, .sy,
s ,
a d fyd| fydag,a
j, lld bkakj' ka fudlla o thd lrkafk f@ wkdpdrfha
yeisfuka iem fia jdih lrkj' n,kak wmf.a nqrcdKka
jykafia lmq y' tAl ;ud fofjks Ou iudodkh'
n,kak'''' f,dafl je Th fol ;uhs' je;a fkfuhs
f,dalfha ;sfhkafk u Th m<fjks tlhs" fofjks tlhs ;ud'

fndre lshkafk ;E.s .kako@


B<g fndre lshkj' fndre lsjdu ;E.s fokj' iem
fia jdih lrkj fndre lsh,d' flfkla lshkj" ka WU flg
fydr idlals fokak fk' ux WUg ,laI myla fokj lsh,'

22

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

b;ska .sys,a, fydr idlals fokj' , tAl mroaojkj' mroao, tA


,laI my .kakj' tfyu lrk wh keoao@ bkakj' wo;a tA f,dafl
tfyuhs' n,kak nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a wjfndaOh'

iem fia bkak k k yla''''


fndrefjka j;a fjkj' Bgmiafia iem fia jdih lrkjd'
B<g fla, lshkj' fu;kska lshk foa wyf.k .sys,a,d t;k
lshkjd' t;fldg t;kska i,lkj fyd|g lkak fndkak ,'
i,l,d lshkjd wdfh we;a lshmx ia;f' wdfh fokak
lsh,' Bg miafia fudlo lrkafka@ t;kska wyf.k we;a
fuf;kag lshkj' fu;kska lShla y .kakj' tfyu i,lkj'
f f,dafl ;j whg lshkj fufyu" wrhg .syska mreI
jpkfhka nek, jfrka WUg fokak .dKla lrkafk keoao@
lrkj' ka Th md;df, lshk tl tfyuufk ;sfhkafk'

yskd fj i;=ka bkak wh'''


B<g ysia jpk' Tkak f.dvla ksiaiq /ialr, lshkj
wo ux yskiaikj lsh,' b;ska ksiaiq fudlo lrkafka@ hkj
yskdfjkak' ksl yskiaikafk kE' i,a,s j,g' t;fldg l
wrka hkafk' .shdu wrh fudlo lshkafk@ ys l;d lsh lshd
yskiaikj' im%mam,dmfhka iem fia jdih lrkj' fyd,auka
l:d lshkj' ys l;d lshkj' t;fldg ksiaiq ixf;dafi
jefj,d i,a,s fokj' ;E.s fokj yskeiaij
q d lsh,' wkak f,dalfha
;sfhk foaj,a'
B<g wkqkaf.a foaj,a yd n,, tAjdg wdi lr lr iem
fia jdih lrkj' B<g oafIh ksid iem fia jdih lrkj'
fldfyduo oafIh ksid iem fia jdih lrkafk@ oafIh uq,a
lrf.k thd m<s.kakj' oafI iy.;j b|, wyqfjkafk ke;s
fjkak b|, m<s.kakj" ksko
a d lrkj" le,E m;a;r .ykj' tfyu
lr, wrh fm,, ixf;dai fjkj'

fohshkaf. leue;a;fk'''
;Hd oDIafhka i;=gq fjkj' ;Hd oDIah ksid i;=gq
fjk wh fldpr bkakjo f f,dafl' iem fia jdih lrk wh

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

23

fohkag uu lsj''' lsj''' lsj''' fohsfhd b;ska fohshkaf.


leue;a; l<d lsh, ys;, i;=ka bkakj' fldpr bkakjo tA
jf.a wh'

fuf,dj iem fia yshg''''


nq rcdKka jykafia jod<d tAf.d,af,d f f;a iem
fia jdih lrkj' ^fida ldhiai fNaod mrurKd& kuq;a tA mqoa.,hd
lh urKska u;= ^wmdhx .a.;sx ksmd;x ksrhx Wmamc;s&
wmdh .;sh ksmd; k jQ ksrfha ;ud .syska Wmkafk'
f,dalfha bkafk Th fldgia fol' f,dalfha bkafk
wY%e;j;a mD;.ack msi o@ Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djl msi o@
wY%e;j;a mD;.ackfhdfk bkafk' Th fol ;uhs f,dafl bkafk'
fldgila l fia jdih lrf.k la | | b|, ue,
.;sfha hkj' wks;a wh iem kak .sys,a,d mxp Iap;fha
oi wl=i,fha fh fh b|, urKska u;af; .;sfha hkj'
Tprhs f,dafl ;sfhkafk'

3' j;udkfha l fia jdih fldg" urKska


u;= iem mdl u
b;ska nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d ;j Ou iudodkhla
;sfhkjd' yenehs f f;a jdih lrkag ;sfhkafk l fia'
mrf,dj urKska u;= iem fia jdih lrkjd'
tA ;uhs flfkla bkakjd i;a;= urkafk kE' i;=ka uefuka
je,lS jdih lrkj' th;a i;=ka urkak yjq,a jqfkd;a iuyr g
iem fia bkag mqjka' yenehs thd tAlg yjq,a fjkafk kE' tA
ksid l fia jdih lrkak fjkj' kuq;a m%dK>d;hg yjq,a fjkafk
kE' wkak thd Ouh w,a,k flfkla'

olskakg ,N zukqIHfhdaZ''''
Tkak fidrl ;sfhkj f,aisfhka fidrl lrkak
mqjka' ld;a ljqrej;a okafk;a ke;sj w;aikska ;rla thdg
.kak mqjka ,laI .Kka fydrl lr,' ldgj;a wyqfjkafk
ke;s fjkak thdg fidrl lr, iem kak mqjka' kuq;a thd

24

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

tAl lrkafk kE' tAl fkd lr thd l fia jdih lrkj' wkak tA
mqoa.,hd ,N flfkla' f,aisfhka flfkl=g tfyu fohla
lrkak nE' ,N .Kfha ukqIHfhla tAl lrkafk Y%e;j;a wdh
Y%djlfhla'
wkdpdrfha yeisfrkafk kE' thd tA ksid la lror
;sfhkj' yhg Wiia fokafk kE' ksjdvq fokafk kE' .uka
uka fYaI myiql fudl=;a fokafk kE' iqiql j,g wkqj
Wiia lsisjla fokafk kE' ;ekla ,efnkafk kE' yeu ;siafia
u lems,s fl,s ;ud thdg ;sfhkafk' fudlo fya;j
= @ wkdpdrfha
fkd yeisu' kuq;a thd tA la l fia ndr.kakj' thdg lla
;sfhkafk' kuq;a tAl |.kakj' ke;ak thdg f,aisfhka mqjka
rg ijd hkak" lEu u" b ysgq" fydag,a .dia;= Tlafldu
fokjd" kuq;a thd tAlg hkafk kE' l fia jdih lrkj
wkdpdrfha yeisfrkafk ke;sj'

wrh;a lrkjd" fuh;a lrkjd" wehs wms ;rla''@


fl f;dar.kafk ljqo@ Y%;j;a wdh Y%djlhd' wehs@
Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhdg ;rhs lmd fkd bkag mqjka'
wY%e;j;a mD;.ackhg nE' lmd fjkj' tl ojila bhs' folla
bhs' ;=kafjks ojfi ;j mD;.ackfhla we;a lshkj" fudav
fjkak tmd' f ,efnk wjia:dfjka m%fhdack .ksk'a f wjia:dj
w;ykag tmd' Th ljqre;a lrkafk' wr wyj,d;a lrkafk'
fuh;a lrkafk' wrh;a lrkafk' WU fudlo@ lsh, wykj' Bg
miafi fudlo fjkafk' wkak wrhf. wr fyd| .;sh ke;sfj,d
thd tA f.dvg jefgkjd'
f wi;amqreI wdY%h y Nhdkl tlla' fydhd.kag nE'
fydrlu;a tfyuhs' Tkak fyd|g fydrlula fkd lr u bkakj
uq,a ldf,' nhg;a tlal' kuq;a wi;amr
q eIhkaf. weiqr ksid fudlo
fjkafk' fjd ljqre;a lrkj' l Tpr .Kka .kak fohlao@
wij,;a lrkj' wkak wij,;a lrkj' WU;a Th lShla y
wr.kska lshkj'
wd'''' tfyk lula kE lsh, wkak th;a jefgkj tA
f.dvg' l ld,hla hk fldg thd ;uhs tAfl Ydro fjkafk'

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

25

fndre fkd lshk ksid''''


fndrej;a tfyuhs' Tkak biafi,a,d u tkafk fndre
lshkak nh wh' myqfjoa th;a tfyu hs'
kuq;a f flkd tfyu fkf' fuhd f|daf.k bkakj'
fidrl lrkafk kE' fidrl fkd lsu ksid la kj' iuyr
g fuhd jev lrk wdh;kfha msi fidrl lrk msila' ka
fuh fydrl lrkafk kE' wr msi fuhdg nh hs' Bg miafia
fuhdg lems,,
a odkj' riaidfjka wialrkak n,kj fuhdj' fuhd
fjk fjk m%Yak j,g odkj' fuhd udrelrkjd' bkak ;ekska
my,g odkjd' kuq;a fuhd w~ w~ l fia y tAl lrkj'
fndre fkd lSu ksihs thdg iemla ,efnkafk ke;af;' kuq;a thd
fndre lshd ,nd .kakd iemg jvd fndre fkd lshd ,efnk lg
leu;s fjkj'

fla<fukq;a je<ls,d''''
thdg fla, lsfjd;a fyd|g fydhd.; yels .dkla'
ys ; .; yels " ls gq fj; yels ' mdj,g h; yels ' ;E.s
ynfjkjd' tA Tlafldu mqjka fla, lsfjd;a lsgqfj,d'
kuq;a fuhd fla,d lshkafk kE' fuhd fuhdf. mdvqfj whskf
a j,d
bkakj' fla, fkd lshk ksid fuhd fldka fjkj' kuq;a thd tA
fldka fj,d k l kj' fla , ls h , ,nd.ka k foa
,nd.kafk kE' l fia jdih lrkj'
mreI jpkfhka j,lskj th' ljqrey we;a nkskj
fuhdg' ka fuhdg tl mreI jpkhla lsfjd;a Tlafldu k;r
lrkak mqjka' tA;a thd fudl=;a fkd lshd ksy~j bkakj' l
fia jdih lrkjd'

ysia jpk tmd u hs''''


B<g ysiajpk lsj k fndfyda iem fia jdih lrkag
mqjka wjia:dj ;sfhkj' ka ldhd,j, ys l;d lsh lsh
bkakj k y ;ekla ;sfhkjfk' yeu;siafi u yskiai yskiai
bkakj k thd jf ;ud msi bkafk' tA fudlj;a ke;sj mdvqfj
bkakj lshuqfld nK fmd;la j;a n,df.k fl fj,djg' wr
immaM,dm lsh lsh bkak wh thdj Wmydihg ,lalrkj"

26

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

kskaodjg ,lalrkj' fflka thdg lla ,efnkj' kuq;a thd


la | | bkakj immaM,dm f.dvg hkafk ke;sj' wkak
n,kak Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhd'

wkqkaf.a fohg l=ugo wdid@


B<g wkqkaf.a foaj,a j,g thd wdid lrkafka kE' l
fia jdih lrkj' thdg ;ry hk wjia:dj,a tkj' tA wjia:dj,
thd ;ryd fkd f.k l fia bkakjd'
ug tl ojila ,shqula tj, ;snqk r wE; m,d;l
flfkla thdg uy;a;h;a .ykj' uy;a;hdf.a wu;a .ykj'
uy;a;hdf.a kx.s;a .ykj' thd ,sh, ;snqk ug thd f.hla
jefykak ms fldg, we;s lsh,' kuq;a ;ryla kE' ;rylska
f;drj ,smsh ,sh, ;snqk' t;fldg l fia jdih lr, ;sfhkj
thd ;rylska f;drj'

isxy,;a u;l kE'''


B<g iud fhka hqla;hs' thd iud fhka
hqla;j l fia jdih lrkj' wms lshuq Tkak flfkla hkj ueo
fmr. riaidjlg' .shdu thd f;rejka irK .sh tlaflfkla
lsh, lh k.kakj' kf.k thdg ukd fokafk kE' ksko
a d
wmydi lrkj'
kuq;a ;j flfkla bkakj ,xldf f;rejka irK
.shmq tlaflfkla' wkak thd iem u msKsi iud h
w;ykj' w;yer, Pd h je<|.kakj' l ojilska
Tkak fuhdf. wu;a fjkia fj,d' fyd,aukla jf.a Tkak bkakj
lmdg we|f.k" uQK;a jyf.k' wks;a ojfi n,k fldg isxy,;a
u;l kE' tfyu wh bkakjfk' tfy b|<d fufy tkfldg wdfh
tkj idh we|f.k' iemh msKsi f lrkafk' tfy .shdu
wykjd wd'''' WU fn!oaO o@ kE''' kE'''' uu l%sia;shdks lshkj'

k lla kak ,Eia;shs


yenehs iuyre bkakj kE''' uu f;rejka irK .sh
flfkla tfyu lshk wh bkakj fk lla kak ,Eia;s fj,d'
ie,ls,s iudk fudl=;a ynfjkafk kE' l fia bkakj iud

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

27

h fya;= lrf.k' ,xldfj;a ka ka tA ;;afj ;sfhkj'


iuyr ;eka j, Wiia ynfjkafk kE fn!oaO u ksid'
,xldfj ka Wodfj,d tA wjdikdjka; ;;ajh' t;fldg iuyr
biaflda,j,g <uhs od.kag nE fn!oaO ksid' b;ska tA foumsfhd
;HdoDIah je<|.kakj <uhskag W.kak, iem ,nd fokak'
urKska u;af;a .;sfha iud h ;sfhk flkd tfyu lrkafk
kE' thd l fia fjk fudlla y lrkj' iud h w;ykafk
kE' tfyu lrk flkd urKska u;af;a iem mdl ,nkj' tAl
;uhs f ;fha l fia jdih lsu' mrf,dj iem mdl
,eu' ka n,kak tAl;a l fokhs fkao lrkafk@ fndfydu
iq msihs mrf,dj iem mdl ,nkafk'

4' j;udkfha iem fia jdih fldg" urKska


u;= iem mdl u
;j fldgila bkakj f ;fha ;a" iem fia jdih
lrkjd' urKska u;= ;a iem mdl ,nkj'
thd f ;fha i;=ka uefuka je,lS jdih lrkj'
fflka thd f,dl= iemla i;=gla ,nkj' i;=ka uefuka je,lS
jdih lsu ksid msi w;r fuhd f,dl= f.!rjhlg ms<.
s ekSulg
,lafjkj' B<g fuhd fidrlka j,lskj' fidrl fkd lrk
ks i d fuh;a tla l jHdmdr lrka k .Kq f okq lrka k ms i
jefjkj' tA ksid u uyd Okj;a flfkla njg m;afj,d iem
fia jdih lrkjd'

ukd p;hlska hq;= ;hla f.jkjd'


B<g fuhd wkdpdrfhka je<lS iskjd' wkdpdrfhka
je,lS isu ksid fuhd iajdhdf.a f.!rjhg Ndckh fjkj'
orejkaf.a f.!rjhg Ndckh fjkj' iajdmqreIfhla bkakj
wkdpdrfhka je,ls,' iajd hKshf.a f.!rjhg Ndckh fjkj'
orejka f .a f.!rjhg Ndckh fjkjd' wdh;khl bka k j
m%Odksfhla wkdpdrfhka je<l=Kq' wks;a wdh;k m%OdkSka l,amkd
lrkj fuhdg k tlla lrkak mqjkalu ;sfhoa fuhd b;du;a
p;j;a ;hla f.jkj' f.!rjh ,nkj' iem ,nkj' thd
wkdpdrfhka je,lSu ksid iem fia jdih lrkj' yenehs ,Nhs
f wh'

28

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

iudcfha f.!rjhg md;% fjkjd


B<g fndre fkd lSu ksid iem fia jdih lrkjd' thd
fndre lshkafk kE' fndfyda fofkla leu;shs th;a tlal .Kqfokq
lrkak' th;a tlal l;d nia lrkak' thdf.ka Wmfoia .kak'
thdg wdrdOkd lrkj' thd iemfia jdih lrkj fndre fkd lSu
ksid' tA jf.a u fla,d fkd lSu ksid iem fia jdih lrkj'
.=Kj;=kaf.a iudcfha thd y m%sh hs' thdg i,lkj fyd|g'
mreI jpk lshkafk kE' tA ksid u thdj lS;su;a fjkj'
thdf. .=Kh ljqre;a l:d lrkj' thdg i,lkag mgka .kakj'
iem fia jdih lrkj'
ysia jpk l;d lrkafk kE' tA ksid thdj f.!rjkSh
;;ajhlg m;afjkj' iem fia jdih lrkj' wkqkaf.a foaj,a
j,g thd wdi lrkafk kE' tA ksid iem fia jdih lrkj' thd
ffu;%sh fyd|g mqre lrkj' tA wffj ;a;h ksid iem fia
jdih lrkj' thdg fyd|g kskao hkj' ikSfmg weyefrkj'
fohkag;a m%sh hs' ksiqkag;a m%sh hs' yis wk;=rej,ska thd
mqu yg je,flkj' thdf.a fmkqu;a meyem;a' thd ldg;a
m%shukdm fjkj' iem fia jdih lrkj fu;a is;ska'

igq nka w;a ''''


iud fhka hql;
a hs' tA ksid u thd fyd| ms<.
s ekSulg
,lafjkj' iemfia jdih lrkjd' thd f,dalfha f.!rj nyqudkhg
,lafjkj' thdg ksii
a q Wo lrkj' thd ksii
a k
q g
a Wo lrkj'
iemfia jdih lrkj'
Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhd f wdldrfhka f ;fha
iem fia jdih lrkj' thd urKska u;= mrf,dj ;fha;a iem
mdl ,efnkj'

nqrcdKka jykafiag u muKhs'''


n,kak wmf.a nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a .%yhka' y
wdYaphu;a foaYkd' iud inqjrhka jykafia,dg ila f,dfl
fjk ldgj;a fjd f yg lshkag nE'

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

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nqrcdKka jykafia ka f Ou iudodk y;rg Wmud


y;rla jodrkjd' fukak tA Wmud'

I odmq ;s;a; ,nq''''''


;s;;
a ,nq f.hla ;sfhkj y,dy, I odmq' j;a fjkag
leu;s" uefrkak wlue;s iem leu;s l leue;s ke;s ukqIHfhla
fuf;kag tkjd' fuhdf.a w;g fl fokj' ,d lshkjd"
tnd mqreIh" fl y,dy, I odmq ;s;;
a ,nq f.hla
lsh, fl fmkak, lshkj' f n,mka" yenehs kqUg leu;s
k fl mdkh lrkak mqjka' yenehs fl mdkh lroa kqU
lsisfia;a i;=gla kafk kE' f n,dmka ffl fmkqfu ye'
le;hs' f n,dmka iqj| kE' .|hs' ri kE' yenehs kqU leu;s
k mdkh lrkak' mdkh lf<d;a tlafld kqU ue,d hd' tfyu
ke;ak udrdka;sl laj,g m;af'

ieuod lfia''''
wr mqoa.,hd fl wykafk kE' fuhd wr I Y% ;s;a;
,nq f.h h lr, mdkh lrkjd' mdkh lr, tlafld thd
uefrkj' ke;ak udrdka;sl llg m;a fjkj'
wkak tA jf.a lshkj wr m<fjks Ou iudodkfha fhfok
flkd' fudlla o tA@ f f;;a l fia jdih lrk" mrf,dj
f;;a la mdl ,efnk tl' thd mdkh lroa i;=gla kE'
iemla kE' wr ;s;a; ,nqf.hg y,dy, I fhdo, ;sfhkafk'
tAl mdkh lrkak lsjg rij;a kE;' ysrla kE' y,dy, I
lshkafk oreKq Ila odmq foa'

udrdka;sl I iys; iqys mdkh'''


B<g fojeks tl ;uhs fuf,dj fndfydu iem fia jdih
lrkj' urKska u;af;a la mdl kj' nqrcdKka jykafia
jod<d tAl f jf.a fohla lsh,d'
Nhdkl I fh m%KS; ula ;sfhkj' fndfydau rij;a'
wE;g iqj| yukj' fndfydu fmkquhs' n,kak;a ,iaikhs' yenehs
f ug y,dy, I od,hs ;sfhkafka'

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uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

fuf;kag tkjd ukqIHfhla' uefrkag wlue;s" j;a


fjkak leu;s" iemh leu;s lg wlue;s fuhdg f u Ndckh
fokj' ,d lshkjd" tnd mqreIh" f n,dmka f m%KS; ula'
kqUg fl mdkh lroa b;du ys rihla fka' is;a weo.kakd
iqj|la fka' yenehs fl I Y% lr,hs ;sfhkafka' kqU fl
mdkh lroa ri nj yenEj' iqj| yuk nj;a yenEj' fl
fyd|g fmkqu ;sfhk nj;a yenEj' kuq;a kqU fl md lf<d;a
urKhg m;af' tfyu ke;ak udrdka;sl la fokd |j
|jd is' kqU leu;s k mdkh lrkak' lshkj'

rihg" fmkqug /j y,dy, I fnd;s'''


t;fldg tA mqo.
a ,hd tA wjjdoh i,lkafk kE' thd ji
fjkj wrfl iqj|g" ys rihg" fmkqug' thd mdkh lrkj'
wkak thd mdkh lr, tlafld uefrkj' ke;ak udrdka;sl
m;lg m;afjkj' wkak tA jf.a ;uhs lshkj fuf,dj ;h
iem fia jdih lrkj' mrf,j ksrfha'
tfyu ne,skak f jf.a hq.hl ux ys;kafk wdfhu;a
ukqiai f,dafl" jH f,dafl bmfokj lshk tl k wdYaph
woaN+; ldrKhla' wehs@ f hq.fha ;sfhkafk ;s;a; ,nqhs meKs
u hs ;rhs' wks;a tAjd .ek l;djla kE'

fmkqu whym;a - m%;sM, hym;a'''


B<g ;=kf
a jks tl fuf,dj ;h l fia jdih lrkj'
yenehs mrf,dj iem mdl ,nkj' nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d
tAl fukak f jf.a'
mskaj;a uyfKks" f .j uq;% j, wr od,d fkdfhla
f;a j. od,d yomq mQ;suq;a; fNaichla ;sfhkj' wr nq
fk,a,s odmq ;s;a; cd;s odmq fnfy;a T!IOhla' fu;kg tkj
mdKavq frda.f
s hla' tA mdKavq frda.h
s d wdjg miafia f f; fmkak,
lshkj ztnd mqreIh" f f; n,dmka fl fndfydu jk
T!IOhla' yenehs n,dmka f ff;a ye' fmkqu kE' .| tkj
wE;g' lsisu rihla kE' kqU leu;s k fl fndkag mqjks'
yenehs fl fndk fldg kqUg wdi ysf;kafk kE' is; .kafk
kE' ffl fmkqu .ekj;a" rih .ekj;a" iqj| .ekj;a kqf

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

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is; mykafk kE' yenehs kqU fl mdkh lf<d;a Th f,v


iqjfjkj'

wudrefjka wudrefjka y fjd;a fyd| fjkjd


thd fudlo lrkafka@ f; whska lrkafka kE' re
lrkafk kE' wfka tmd lsh, w;aykafk kE' wudrefjka y
uu fl fjd;a ux ikSm fjkj lsh, thd wudrefjka
wudrefjka y wr f; mdkh lrkjd'
f; mdkh l<d u ld,hla hkfldg thd imQKfhka
u iqjm;a fjkj' tA jf.a lshkj fuf,dj f;a l fia jdih
lrk mrf,dj s;fha iem mdl ,nk flkd' ka f wjfndaOh
;sfhkj k ukqIHhskag''''

i,a,s ;sng wjfndaOh fldfydu fokako@


iuyre bkakj thd, lshkj" wr n,kak wks;a wd.
j, whg fyd|g i,a,s ;sfhkj' wms f is,a /lf.k bkak
.sys,a, l fia bkakj lsh,' thdg f .ek wjfndaOhla kE'
thd okafk kE i,a,s ;snqkg thd, mdkh lrkafk y,dy, I
Y% meKs u lsh, okafk kE' tAl bjrfjk wjia:dj fydhkak
nEfk'
B<g nqrcdKka jykafia ia;r lrkj f f;;a
iem fia jdih lrk" mrf,j ;fh;a iem mdl ,nk
y;rfjks Ou iudodkhg Wmudj'

fmkqu;a fyd|hs - m%M,;a fyd|hs


meKs" .sf;,a" fj~re wdh tlg fhdoj,d b;d m%KS;
jQ wdldrfha T!IO mdkhla yo, ;sfhkj' fuf;kag tkj f,a
nv hkag yep frda.sfhla' t;fldg fuhdg lshkjd" tnd
mqreIh" f n,dmka' f .sf;,a" meKs" fj~re wdh ou,
fndfydu m%KS; yg yodmq fohla f' wE;g;a iqj| tkj'
ys rifhka hqla;hs' fl fldpr ,iaik o@ mdkh lroa kqU
yhg i;=gq f' tA jf.a u fuh mdkh l,d u kqU ikSm f'

32

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

t;fldg thd ikSm f' t;fdlg thd fudlo lrkafka@


fl wy, mdkh lrkjd' mdkh lroa thd rifhkq;a i;=gq
fjkj' meyefhkq;a i;=gq fjkj' iqjkq;a i;=gq fjkj' tA jf.a
;uhs fuhd fuf,dj f;a i;=ka jdih lr, mrf,dj ;fha
iem mdl ,nkj'

fukak fuf,dj;a mrf,dj;a by< u iudodkh''''


nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd l<d" mskaj;a uyfKks"
fuf,dj ;fha;a iem fia jdih lrka bkafka' mrf,dj
;fh;a iem mdl ,nhs o" fukak f Ou iudodk y;ka
w.% u foa lsh,'
fl okakj k thd yhg j,dl= myfjp ir;a
ldf," mdhk ldf," wyfi iQhhd ke.s,d wre f,dj t<sh
lr, nn,kafka h fia o" wkak ta jf.a lshkj tA y;rfjks
Ou iudodkh'
tA flkd f f,dalfha ish wdkHd.l n%dyauKhskaf.a
ish u;jdo ue~f.k nn,k flfkla fjkj' ma;u
s ;a flfkla
fjkj' m%NdIajr flfkla fjkj' f y;rfjks Ou iudodkh'
fldhs;r lsh, kako Wmudj n,kak' fldhs;r
,iaiko@ t;fldg fl wjfndaO lrkak mqjka fjkafk kqjK
;sfhk flkdg" fyd|g l,amkdj ;sfhk flkdg'

fydoafo odmq yeka| o@ ri n,k jla o@


Ouh bf.k .kak fk wr jExcfka yeka| u jf.a
fkfjhs' uq, b|, lgmdv lrf.k" fkda .y, y.iaif.k"
tAjd Tlafldu jpfkka jpfk ,shdf.k ika iudi fjkalr,"
Tlalu ka yo, ;sfhkj' yenehs fhdaksfida ukisldrh kE'
bishdj wdjo bishdjg hgfjkj' ;ry wdjo ;ryg
hg fjkj' ffjrh wdjo ffjrhg hgfjkj' fl%daOh wdjo
fl%daOhg hgfjkj' m%Yak wdju m%Yak j,g hgfjkj ila thd
m%Yak hg lrkafk kE' thdg fydhd.kak nE fl' t;fldg thd
fydoafo odmq yeka| jf.a'

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

33

wmsg jqjukd lrkafka tAl fkfjhs' tA okak ldrKd thd


w: jYfhka wjfndaO lr.;a; k" wkak thd ;uhs lshkj
jExck rih okak jla jf.a flkd' thdg t;fldg tA fmd foa
mjd f;a wjfndaO lrkak fya;= fjkjd'

biair udia m;d jevigyka ;snqk o@


nqrcdKka jykafia fldfyaj;a udia m;d jevigyka l<d
lsh, wy, ;sfhkj o@ kE' ry;ka jykafia,d fldfyaj;a udia
m;d jevigykla l<d o@ kE' pdldf joa tA .uka tl m<d;l
ksiaiqkag Ouhla lsh,d fokj wyfnka' tA ksiaiq Ouh
.;a;' m%.=K l<d' tprhs'
wkak n,kak t;fldg fhdakf
s ida ukisldrfhka fkao fl
lrkak ;sfhkafka' tA ksid udia m;d fkfjhs km;d jevigyka
lr, Ouh lsj;a wfhdakf
s ida ukisldrfhka k bkafk wjfndaO
lrkak nE'

y foa wk .kak Tn olaI fjkak fk'''


b;ska f ksid wms fl fyd|g f;are .kak fk' wmsg
ndOd msKsi mej;s,d ;sfhkafk wfma f tl tl u;su;dka;r'
ka Th iuyre lshkjd wms f mskalrkjd'''' mskalrkjd'''
wmsg u hs f lror f.dv' wkak n,kak wij,a wij,a wh iem
fia jdih lrkj lsh,' kuq;a tA Tlafldu ke;s fj,d hkj' thd
f Ou iudodk iQ;%h yhg wy, ;snqk k tA m%Yak Tlafldau
if|kj'
t;fldg wmsg fmakj l,HdK ;%hkaf.a weiqka" ioaOu
Y% j Kh lrka k fk' ke;a k k.ka k nEfk' fhda k s f ida
ukisldrfha fhfokak fk' ke;ak fl fydhkak nE' Bg miafia
;uka u ;ukaf.a is,aj,;a nek nek ;uka u ;ukaf.a .=Kj,g;a
.ry .ryd ;uka okafk kE'

wmg u fjd fjkafk''''


wfka wms f fyd|g bkakj' wmsg u hs f je/oao'
ug;a ysf;kj fjd w;Er,d odkak tfyu lshk wh fk ;r
bkakj' t;fldg wmsg fmakj fudlo fya;=j lsh,' thdg

34

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a .ek wjfndaOfhka u we;s jqk meyeula


kE'
mskaj;=ks" f wjfndaOfhka u meyeu we;sfjkjd lshk
ldrKh kqjK ;sfhk flfkla u hs lrkafk' f Ouh lshk
tl nqoau;a ksiqkaf.a nqoah Wr.d n,k ia; .,la jf.a'
yhg u w,a, .;af;d;a y' kqjKlaldrh u hs fl f;are
.kafk'
kqjK ;sfhk flkd ljqo@ fldfyo bkafk lshk tl
Ouh u f;are wrf.k jgyd .kak fk ila fjk flfklag
nE' nqr
q cdKka jevishd k fidhd' nqrcdKka jykafia kulg
;rhs tAl Ih fjkafk' b;ska tA ksid Ouh u hs fiajkh
lrka mqre lrkak ;sfhkafk'

meye,s f,i msis f,i foiQ fial is ioy


b;ska tA ksid Tn fndfydu ikaf;dai fjkak jir 2550
lg l,ska jod< nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh''' fjd f;afrkafka
keoao@ f f;afrkafk' ka n,kak fl fkd f;afrk fohla
njg m;alr,' j fudkjo@ mrud: i;Hh lsh lsh mgf,dakj'
ka n,kak ffl tfyu kEfk' fl fldpr i;Hhla o@
fldpr meye,s o@
b;ska tA ksid Tn wjfndaO lr.kak f.!;u nqrcdKka
jykafiaf.a Y%djlfhla njg m;afj,d" wdhhka jykafia,d j ykk"
i;amr
q eIhka jykafia,d ykk" wdhhka jykafia,df.a i;amreIhka
jykafia,df.a Ouhg olaI" wdh Oufha i;amr
q eI Oufha ysl
a ,d"
fiajkh l< hq;= foa ykdf.k" fiajkh fkd l< hq;= foa ykdf.k"
Nckh l< hq;= foa ykdf.k" Nckh fkd l< hq;= foa ykdf.k'
fiajkh l< hq;= foa fiajkh lrk" fiajkh fkd l< hq;= foa fiajkh
fkd lr w;ayka" Nckh l< hq;= foa Nckh lrka" Nckh fkd
l< hq;= foa w;ayka" f.!;u nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ydikh ;=<
,nd.kakd jQ Wodr;r ;djfndaOh ,ndf.k f f.!;u nq iiqfka
u W;= p;=rdh i;Hh Ouh wjfndaO lr.ekSf mru ,N
Nd.H Wodfjd

id id id

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

35

wdh Y%djlhska ykd.ksuq

-fidamdfiai iQ;%hY%oaOdjka; mskaj;=ks"


fjila mqka i| mdhd kef.k fjila mqka fmdfyda kh
wm ish fokdg u b;du;a u jkd u ojila' nqrcdKka
jykafiaf.a mksjdKfhka miq wdrN jqk wmf.a w;a wjqreoao
;uhs nqoaO jIh' b;ska fjila mqka fmdfyda kh Bfha miqjqkd'
f fjila mqka fmdfyda kfha ;uhs ieyej;=kf
a .a w;a wjqreoao
wdrN jkafka' b;ska uu f mskaj;=kag b;du jkd Ouhla
wmf.a Ydia ; Dka jyka f ia f .a Ouhla myod foka k hs
n,dfmdfrd;a;= jkafka'

nq iiqk nenf,ajd
mskaj;=ks" fjila ldf,a tkjd yeu;ek u wmsg olskak
,efnkafka nq iiqk nenf,ajd lsh, ka .y,d ;sfhkjd'
kuq;a nq iiqk nn,jk flfkla kE' yeu wjqreoafoa u is;la
jYfhka wms tAjd lrf.k hkjd' fjila tkfldg Tkak u;la
fjkjd" fyd,auka l:d l' Tnlafld l u;lafjkjd' fjia
uQKq l u;la fjkjd' f jf.a fnd<| foaj,a miafia jkjd
ila kqjK md lr,d wjfndaOhlska lghq;= lrkafka iq
msihs' B<g y.iai.kakjd okaie,a' lEug wu;rj lsif
s ohla
kqjKg .kafka kE' nvg ;rhs l,amkd lr,d ;sfhkafka'

36

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

i;r wmdfhka ksoyia fkd jqk ;'''


kuq;a mskaj;=ks" flf,ia iys;j urKhg m;afjk ish
fokd u urKhg m;ajkafka fm%a; f,dalfhka ,d fkdfjhs"
;sika f,dalfhka ,d fkdfjhs' ksrfhka ,d fkdfjhs' ta
wk;=r we;sjhs' fukak f l:dj iehq;a uyry;ka jykafiag
m%ldY l<dg miafia wkH wd.l msila idmq;a; yduqrefjda
nq rcdKka jykafia <g f mKsvh wrka .syska lsjd"
Nd.Hj;a nqrcdKka jykai" f wkHd.l msi fukak fujeks
l;djla lshdf.k hkjd'
yenehs mskaj;=ks" taflka tlla fmakjd" tl, ysgmq
wkHd.l msi ka bkak Wohg jvd lla .eUqka ;h
.ek ys;,d ;sfhk nj' nqrcdKka jykafia f ldrKfha
idmq;a; yduqrejkag m%ldY l<d" mskaj;a idmq;a;" Th nd, jQ
wjHla; jQ wkHd.l msi ljqo@ ta msi fldfydu o okafka f
flf,ia iys; wh lsh,d' ta msi fldfydu o okafka f flf,ia
rys; wh lsh,d' ta msi lshkafka tfyu fidhk ula keye'
wkak t;k mskj
a ;=k"s nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd kakd flf,ia
;sfhoa urKhg m;ajqk;a" i;r wmdfhka p wh .ek'

imQKfhka u ksoyia ry;ka jykafia,d muKhs


ka wms okakjd" ry;ka jykafia,d Wkajykafia,d
msksjka mdkjd' Wkajykafia f,dalfha fldfyj;a Wm;la lrd
hkafka kE' fya;=j ke;s fjp ksid' mp iuqmamdoh wNdjhg
.sh ksid' Nj mphd cd;s Njh ksid Wmkjd lsh, lshk foa
isoO
a fjkafka kE' f ksid ry;ka jykafia,d imQKfhka ksoyia'

tla jrla muKla Wmk wkd.d W;=uka'''


wkd.d W;=uka jykafia,dg h m%udKhg flf,ia
;sfhkjd' Wkajykafia,d m%ydKh lrkafka rNd.sh ixfhdack
my ;rhs' WoaONd.sh ixfhdack ;sfhkjd' b;ska nqrcdKka
jykafia fuu foaYkdf fmkajd fokjd" wkd.d W;=uka mia
fofkla .ek' nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Y%djlfhda' tA ;uhs"
1'

wka;rd mksndhs

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

2'
3'
4'
5'

37

Wmyp mksndhs
wixLdr mksndhs
iixLdr mksndhs
WoaOxfidaf;da wlksG.d

nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd foakafka tA W;=uka wlksgd


nU f,dj olajd u f.dia tys msksjka mdk njhs' ta flf,ia
iys; wh Wmk whqre nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokjd'
idmq;;
a f miafokdu i;r wmdfhka p mia fofkla' flf,ia
iys;j ishd jqk;a'

fuf,djla jrla muKla mefKk


ilod.d W;=uka
B<g nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokjd" ta jf.a u
idmq;a; ;:d.; Y%djlfhda bkakjd" ^iSf,a mmQrld& iS,h"
^iudx u;a;fidald& muKg wkqj iudh jvk" ^m[a[dh
u;a;fidald& m%{dj tA wjfndaOhg wkqj u je ;sfhk' ta ;uhs
ixfhdack Ou ;=kla m%ydKh fldg" rd. - oafI - fuday ;=kS
lr.;a ilod.d W;=uka msi' ilod.d Y%djlfhda ;=< ;j
flf,ia ;sfhkjd' kuq;a ta ilod.d Y%djl msi;a ^i;sx foaj
bux f,dalx wd.ka;j
a d& tl jrla muKla f ldu f,dalhg meKs,d
l wjika lrkjd' b;ska ta ilod.d msi;a iskafka ksrfhka
,d' ;sika f,dalfhka ,d' fm%a; f,dalfhka ,d'

i;r wmdfhka ioyg u Kq


fida;dmkak Y%djlhska
B<g nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokjd" fida;dmkak
Y%djlhska ;=ka kula .ek' tl Y%djlfhla bkakjd" fida;dmkak
fjp" wms okakjd fida;dmkak fjkjd lshkafka wdh wIagdx.sl
ud.hg mefKkjd lshk tlhs' fida; lshkafka wdh wIagdx.sl
ud.h' wdmkak lshkafka mefKkjd'f Ouh ms<n
s |j fhdakf
s ida
ukisldrh ke;s Woh l;kaorhla lshdf.k hkjd lKg Ouh
jefgk ksid fida;dmkak fjkjd lsh,d' fohla tjeks nqrcdKka
jykafia ldgj;a fldfyaj;a foaYkd lr,d keye'

38

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

ykd.ksuq fida;dmkak Y%djlhd'''


fida ; dmka k ls h ka f ka wdh wIa g dx.s l ud.hg
mefKkjd' wdh wIagdx.sl ud.hg mefKkafka iud hg
meKSu ;=<k
s a wkak ta iud h ;=<k
s a wdh wIagdx.sl ud.hg
meKSu ksid ixfhdack ;=kla m%ydKh lr,d ;sfhkjd' ilaldh
" lsPd" iS,n; mrdudi' b;ska f fida;dmkak Y%djlhd
tA ;u ;udf.a ;h ;=< jefvk iudh m%{df m%udKhg
Wkajykafia,d iS,h imQK lrk msihs'
iud fha m%{df m%udKhg fjkial wkqj ta
Y%djlhd wd;auNdj y;la mru fldg f.k ta lshkafka wd;auNdj
y;la we;=,; fof,dj;a ksia f,dj;a ieird la wjika
lrkjd' wkak ta Y%djlhd i;r wmdfhka p flfkla'

ish,af,da u i;r wmdh blaujd .shd'''


mskj
a ;=ks wms okakjd" ry;ka jykafia ;uhs imQKfhka
u ksflf,ia' fida;dmkak flkdg;a b;s ixfhdack ;sfhkjd'
ixfhdack y;la ;sfhkjd' ilod.d flkdg;a ixfhdack y;la
;sfhkjd' tAflka folla ;rla ;=kS fj,d' wkd.d flkdg
ixfhdack myla ;sfhkjd' ry;ka jykafiag ;uhs ixfhdack
ke;af;a' t;fldg ixfhdack ;snqkg tn wdldrhg flf,ia
iys;hs lsh,d iu;hg meKqkdg f Y%djl msi i;r wmdfhka
ksoyia fjp msila'
B<g mskaj;=ks" nqrcdKka jykafia fu;k meye,sj
fmkajd fokafka ^if f;a i.a.mrdhkd& ta ish fokd u iq.;sfha
Wmkjd' tfyk mskaj;=ks" nqrcKka jykafia f foaYkdj
;=<ska wmg b;d u meye,s fohla lshkjd' ta ;uhs ixidr.;
i;ajhd i;r wmdfha jefgk iajNdjfhka hqla;hs' ksrhg hk
iajNdjfhka hqla;hs' ;sika f,dalhg hk iajNdjfhka hqla;hs'
fm%a; f,dal j, Wmk iajNdjfhka hqla;hs'
tfyk ta ia j Ndjfhka hq l a ; ke;a k i;a j fhda "
nqrcdKka jykafia fu;k t<sor lrkjd uyfKks" f f
msi;a by; fmkajd ka Y%djl msig wu;rj i;r wmdfhka
,d lsh,d' nqrcdKka jykafia i;r wmdfhka kd lsh,d"

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

39

f iQ;%fha meye,sj fmkajd kafka fidajdka" ilod.d iy


wkd.d msi' ry;ka jykafia .ek l;dlrkafk kE' ffl
;s h ka f k flf,ia ;s f hk W;= u ka .ek' ry;ka jyka f ia
taldka;fhka u ish Njhkaf.k k W;a;uhka jykafia kula'

ila;s rc jqk;a'''
b;ska mskj
a ;=k"s nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh" Wkajykafia
meye,sj u Wmudjlska fmkajd ,d ;sfhkjd fukak f yg'
uyfKks" ila;s rcqrefjd" wms okakjd ila;s rcq
fjkak nE ksflf,ia flfkl=g' ila;s rcqrejkag;a ;sfhkjd
fo;sia uyd mqreI ,laIK' ta;a mD:.ack flfkla' nqrcdKka
jykafia jod<d pl%j;S rdcHh lr,d" tafla mdl yehg jH
f,dafl bm,d kuq;a thd mD:.ack flfkla jYfhka k" iskafka
jH f,dalfhka pq;fj,d ksrfha hkak mqjka' ;sika fhdaksfha
hkak mqjka' fm%a; f,dalfhka hkak mqjka' i;r wmdfha hkak
mqjka lsh,d ia;r lrkjd'

tA;a fida;dmkak Y%djlhd k i;r wmdfha


hkafk kE
wkak ta foaYkdf nqrcdKka jykafia meye,s l<d
uyfKks ta jqkdg f tod f, wudrefjka fydhdf.k wkqNj
lrka isk ;:d.; Y%djlhd mD:.ack Ndjfhka p wdY
Y%djlhd thdf. urKfhka u;af;a iq.;sfha Wmkjd kuq;a ta
iq.;sfhka pq;fj,d ksrfha hkafka kE' ;sika f,dalfha hkafka
kE' fm%a; f,dalfha hkafka kE' wmdfha hkafka kE'
f lreKq j,ska mskj
a ;=ks wmg meye,sj fmakjd idudkH
i;ajhd tfyu k ksrfha hkiqhs' fm%a; f,dalfha Wmk iqhs'
wmdfha Wmk iq hs ' f wjfnda O h ldf.o@ nq rcdKka
jykafiaf.a wjfndaOh u;l ;shd.kak' fjk flfkla lSjd k
lshkak ;snK
q d' yd yd''' Th wms nhlrkak lshk l;djla lsh,d'
kuq;a nqrcdKka jykafiag tA cd;sfha wdYdjka kE' nqrcdKka
jykafia wry;a' ksflf,ia you~,la ;snqKq W;a;ufhla' iud
inq flfkla' Wkajykafia msia msjrdf.k i;=gq jqk flfkla
fkdfjhs' ,dN i;aldr lS;s m%Yxid j,ska Woaoduhg m;ajqk

40

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

flfkla fkfjhs' ,dN i;aldr lS;s m%Yxid j,ska u;ajk


q flfkla
fkfjhs' Wkajykafia ta ish,a, w;yermq flfkla' fk fld<hl
j;=r ka r|dmj;skf
a ka kE jf.a' Wkajykafiaf.a isf;a Th lsij
s la
/f|kafka kE' ukqIH j.hd flfrys m;< uyd lreKdfjka u
hs" f we;a; fy<sor lf<a'

mD;.ack ;h wk;=re iys; u hs'''


b;ska nqrcdKka jykafia meye,sj foaYkd l<d f
mD;.ack ;h wk;=reodhlhs lsh,d' ka wmg tal meye,sj
u l,a m kd lr,d f;a r e .ka k mq jka tlla ;s f hkjd'
idudkHfhka f fn!oaOfhda hehs lshd.kakd ;Hd oDIalfhda
rdYshla iskafka f rf' l;d l<dg miafia wms;a fyd|
fn!oaOfhda lsh lshd ;Hd oDIah miafia u jkakd jQ msila
isk f rf urKhg m;a jqkdg miafia fmf; f.dgq ;sfhkjd'
f fmf; f.dgq ;s fuka tlla meye,s fjkjd'
urKhg m;afjk tlaflkd iq.;sfha hkjd lsh,d j;a fj,d
bkak whf.a lsisu ms<s.ekSula kE' j;a fj,d bkak whf.a
ms<s.ekSula ;snqkd k" ta uereK wh iq.;sfha hkjd lsh,d
ljodj;a u fmf;f.dgq ;shkafka kE' tfyu k wmg fmakjd ta
uep tlalflkd j;a j boa ;sirKh ;=< fkfjhs b|,d
;sfhkafka'

Y%oaOd ud;%hla j;a ;sfhkj k'''


nqrcdKka jykafia Wkajykafiaf.a nq uqka foaYkd fldg
jod<d' w,.oamu iQ;%fha " h lsis flfkla ;uka jykafia
.ek Y%oaOd ud;%hla" fm%au ud;%hla we;s lr.;af;d;a iq.;sfha
hkjd lsh,d' wvq.dfka tn wdl,amhla j;a ;s,d kE' B<g
nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd" h lsis flfkla f ioaOuh
wjfnda O lr,d" Oudkq i d fjkjd k" tfyu ke;a k
ioaOdkqid fjkjd k" ta ish fokd u iaj..d fjkjd lsh,d'
ta ish fokd u Ouh wjfndaO lrkjd lsh,d'
tn ms<s.ekSula j;a ;s,d kE' ksl uQksPdjg irK
.shmq ck;djg wr brKu ;rhs ;sfhkafka' urKfhka u;af;a
fmf; f.dgq ;sfhk brKu ;rhs ;sfhkafka' nqrcdKka
jykafiaf.a Ouh kshu yg wjfndaO l,d k" f;are .;a;d

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41

k" wkak ta flkd nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouhg ;ukaf.a ys;


jD; lr.kakjd'

wY%e;j;a mD:.ackhdf.a ia;f'''


mskaj;=ks" nqrcdKka jykafia mD;.ack flkd .ek
fukak f yg ia;r lr,d ;sfhkjd' wY%e;j;a mD;.ackhd
ksrka;rfhka u OuY%jKh fkd ,enqKq tlaflfkla' ^whdkx
woiaid& wdh oYkh fkd ,enqKq flfkla' ^whOuiai
wfldafoda& wdh Oufhys wolaIhs' ^whOf wkSf;da& wdh
Oufhys yslafukafka ke;s flfkla'
wdh Ouh ;uhs p;=rdh i;Hh Ouh' p;=rdh
i;Hh Oufhys yslf
a uk flkd" Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhd" p;=rdh
i;Hh Ouhg wolaI tlaflkd" p;=rdh i;Hh Oufha
yslf
a ukafka ke;s tlaflkd" wY%e;j;a mD:.ack flkd .ek ia;r
lrk nqrcdKka jykafia uyfKks f wY%e;j;a mD;.ackhd
kEu ixialdrhla iem jYfhka .kak mqjka tlaflkla' kEu
ixialdrhla wd;au jYfhka .kak mqjka tlaflfkla' wd;auh
lsh,d lshkafka ;ukag fk yehg hula mj;ajkak mqjka
lsh,d .kak oDIah la .kak flfkla' kEu fj,djl uj ueh
yels flfkla' kEu fj,djl mshd urkak mqjka tlaflfkla'
kEu fj,djl ry;k=ka urkak mqjka flfkla' kEu fj,djl
nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a f,a fid,jkak mqjka flfkla' kEu
fj,djl ix> fNaoh lrkak mqjka flfkla' kEu fj,djl
wd.u fjkialrkak mqjka tlaflfkla'

mD:.ack fodaIh blaujd .shd'''


t;fldg hlsis flfkla ;ukq;a mD;.ackhs" mD;.ackhs
lsh, lshkjd k" ykajdf.k hkjd k" u;l ;shd.kak wkak
thd;a bkafka ta f.df lsh,d' t;fldg tn tlaflfkl=g mqjka
o nqoO
a Ydikh yk.kak' tn flfkl=g mqjka o nqoO
a Ydikh
nnqjkak' tn flfkl=g mqjka o nqoaO Ydikh hKqjg
m;alrkak' tn flfkl=g mqjka o nqoO
a Ydikfhka m%fhdackhla
.kak'
;uka yeu ;siafia u ;uka .ek ykaj,d fokafka ;uka
mD;.ackfhla yehg k mD;.ackhdf.ka wmg we;s M,h lsu@

42

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

mD;.ackhd wmg l=ulg o@ mD;.ackhkaf.a Ouh l=ulg o@


wehs mD;.ackhd ia;r fjkafka ^wiaiq;jd mq:qcfkda& wY%e;j;a
flfkla'

fm!oa.,sl l:dj,ska wmg jevla ke;'''


nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd fldg jod<d" iud h
we;sjkafka" lreKq folla u;' ;Hd oDIah we;s jkafka;a lreKq
folla u;' iud h we;sfjk lreKq fol ;uhs" fhdaksfida
ukisldrh hs" ioaOu Y%jKh hs' yenehs ta ioaOuY%jKh ;=<
;sfhkak fk;a mD;.ackhdf.a fm!oa.,sl l;kaor fkdfjhs'
tl tlaflkdf.a fm!oa.,sl oDIa fkdfjhs'
^ihx wNs[[
a d il;ajd mffoaf;a;&s iajlSh [dKfhka
idlaId;a fldg jodrkakd jQ Ouh' wkak ta Ouh hs Y%jKh
lrkak fk ioaOu Y%jKh yehg' Th tl tlaflkd lshk
lhsl;kaor fkdfjhs' ta ioaOuh mj;skafka u;l ;shd.kak"
>ksldh" uu ksldh" ixhq;a; ksldh" wx.=;a;r ksldh" Lqoaol
ksldh" wd ksldh .%k:
a j, ta Y%S ioaOuh mj;skjd' ta ioaOufha
i|yka foa u hs nqoaO jpkh tal ;uhs' ioaOuh ta W;= Ouh
Y%jKh lr,d" ta Ouhg wkql+,j u l,amkd lrk tlaflkdg
;uhs" kqjK fufyhjk tlaflkdg ;uhs iud h we;sjkafka'

fukak ;Hd oDIah we;s fjk ye'''


mskj
a ;=k"s ta jf.a u hs Pd h we;sjkafk;a' wfhdakf
s ida
ukisldrh;a wioaOu Y%jKh;a ksihs' wOuh ;uhs wmg ld,hla
;siafia wikakg ,enqfka' mska u" wmg mdr;d fk" wmsg
;%sfya;=l m%;sikah fk"
mskaj;=ks nqrcdKka jykafia jI 45 la uq,af,a Ouh
foaYkd fldg jod<d" lsisu flfkl=g lsh,d kE fndfydu
lK.dgqhs" Thdg ug nK lshkak yla kE" fudlo Thdg
mdr;d kE' fndfydu lK.dgqhs Thdg ;%sfya;=l m%;sikah kE'
ta ksid Thdg Ouh foaYkd lrkak yla kE' miafia ldf,l
n,kak' tfyu ldgj;a foaYkd lr, ;sfhkj o@ wkak ta Ouh
weiqjg miafia fudlo fjkafka@

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43

Is; ukilg Ouh wjfndaO l< yels o@


mskj
a ;=k"s wfmda fjkjd' nqo
a h IKh jqkdg miafia thdg
f Ouh f;afrkafka kE' Ouh lshkak yok fldg jdo lrkak
tkjd' rKavq lrkak tkjd' tal fldfydu o@ fl fldfydu o@
wrl fldfyduo@ lsh,d nq rcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh l,amkd
lrk flkd tfyu fkfjhs' fndfydu kqjKska ys;kjd'
ka uu WodyrKhla lshkak' nqoaO ldf,a jevyshd
cnql lsh,d ry;ka jykafia kula' Wkajykafia ;uka jykafia
.; lrmq ;h .ek wry;ajhg m;ajqkdg miafia m%ldY l<d'
ta ia;rh f:ar .d:dj, ;sfhkjd' b;ska Wkajykafia lshkjd"
uu wjqre mkia myla uq,af,a we ke;sj" uq wefa u yeuodu
ue .d.kakjd' tal ;uhs ;mi' ;ks ll=f,ka ysgf.k bkakjd'
Tx,a,djla jf.a ne|,d" tal Wv ll=,la ;shdf.k wfk;a
ll=f,ka ysgf.k bkakjd'
B<g fudlo lf<a@ yhsfhka lg weo,d" Wvg ksii
a k
q g
a
lshkjd" uu f yq<x fndkjd lsh,d' b;ska ksiaiq wykjd" wehs
b;ska Tn jykafia ;ks ll=f,ka bkafka@ ug f ll=,a fol u
u ;shkak neye' fudlo" uf.a .=Kh f fmdf<djg Tfrd;a;=
fokafka kE' ta ksihs uu f ;ks ll=f,ka bkafka' ksiaiqka j /
jegqf keoao@ t;fldg fuhd" ksiaiqkaj /jegqjd' ksiaiq
l fudlo lf<a@ ndysr fmkqug lhs l;kaor j,g /jfgk
ck;djfk bkafk' b;ska f msi fudlo lf<a@ odfk yodf.k
fmda<sf hkjd'

;K fld< w.a.siafika je< odkh'''


wfka iajdkS" f odfk n;a yekaola wfmka j<|kak
lsh,d' b;ska f cnql wdjl fudlo lrkafka@ ;K fld<
.yla wrka ysg wr odfk j, .dj,d f .d .kakjd' .df.k
lshkjd" wd'''' WU,g mska' ka wrka m,h,a,d'
Bg miafia fudlo lrkafka" rd;%s ld,hg fmd jeisl,
s h
s g
.sys,a,d" ta jeisls,sfha ;sfhk wiQ wkqNj lrkjd' fun
wdldrfha ;hla wjqre mkia myla f.jd' wka;sfg u
nqrcdKka jykafia j uqK.eys,d ;sirKfha msysg,d Wkajykafia
nqoaO Ydikhg we;= fj,d" iS, iud m%{d jv,d flf,ia
m%ydKh lr,d wry;a njg m;ajqkd'

44

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

mdr;d mqrdf.k .shd o@


flda mdr;d@ nqrcdKka jykafia lsiu
s flfkl=g foaYkd
lr,d keye" fk flfkl=g nqfjkak mqjka' k flfkla f
ux jf.a mdr mqrdf.k .sfhd;a tfyu fk flfkl=g nqoO
a ;ajhg
m;afjkak mqjka'
f iudc fiajh lsu ;uhs mdr lsh,d Th Ouhla
jf.a ;uhs nqrcdKka jykafia lsisu flfkl=g foaYkd lr,d
keye' nqrcdKka jykafia meye,sj u foaYkd lr,d ;sfhkjd"
fukak fufyu' uyfKks f ixidr .uk uu fudfyd;laj;a
jKkd lrkafka keye' wehs mskaj;=ks" tfyu jodf<a@ u;l
;shd.kak ka wmg f;arefka f wdh Y%djlhkaf.a ixidr .uk
wvqfj,d wvqfj,d hk ye' fida;dmkak Y%djlhd wd;au y;lska
f .uk wjika lrkjd'

mD:.ack ;fha ienE wk;=r gqjd o@


mD;.ackhka yehg k f ixidrfha hkak ;sfhkafka
ilaldh fhka hql;
a j' hkak ;sfhkafka ksrfhka ,d ke;sj"
;sika f,dalfhka ,d ke;sj" fm%a; f,dalfhka ,d ke;sj"
wmdfhka ,d ke;s .ukla ;uhs f hkak ;sfhkafka' hlsis
flfkl=g ljqre y lsfjd;a" tfyu kE''' wms ixidrfha huq
wkd.;fha my, fjk ffu;%S nqoaO Ydikfha bm tl u Ou
uKavmhl ksjka olsuq lshd'
fl nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh o@ ta nqrcdKka
jykafiaf.a Ouh fkdfjhs' f tl tlaflkdf.a fm!oa.,sl u;'
tn tlla ms<swrf.k h flfkla ta wkqj .sfhd;a ta flkdg
hkak ;sfhkafka fldfydu o@ i;r wmdfhka p .ukla o@
i;r wmdhg jefgk .ukla o@ i;r wmdhg jefgk .ukla'

iud h lshkafk flhs'''


i;r wmdhg jefgk .ukla .uka lrk mD;.ack flkd
fuf,dj j;a j ka f ka wdOHd;a l hq K q j la we;s j fkdf'
wdOHd;al hqKqj ie,fikafka p;=rdh i;Hh Ouh wjfndaO
fuks' iud h .ek ia;r lf<a" ^laf [dKx&" ^laL

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

45

iuqofha [dKx"& l yg .ekSu hkq wdh i;Hhla njg ;uka


;=< we;s [dKh ^laL ksfrdaO [dKx& l ke;su wdh i;Hhla
njg ;uka ;=< we;s [dKh ^laL ksfrdaO .dkS mmod [dKx&
l ksreoaO f m%;smodj lshkafka fukak f wdh wIagdx.sl
ud.h hs lsh,d ;uka ;=< we;slr .;a [dKh'

i;Hd [dKh ,nkak k"


ioaOu Y%jKh hs" fhdaksfida ukisldrfha Wmldrfhka
wkak ta [dKh ;sfhkjd k" thdg ;sfhkjd i;H [dKh'
B<g we;s lr.kak mqjka lD;H [dKh' ta ;uhs l jkdyS
wjfndaO l< hq;h
= 's msis| lal hq;h
= 's laL iuqoh fla yg.ekSu
jkdyS m%ydKh l< hq;h
= 's laL ksfrdaOh la ke;su jkdyS idlaId;a
l< hq;=hs' laL ksfrdaO .dKS m%;smodj la ke;sjkakd jQ m%;smodj
iS," iud" m%{d jYfhka jeh hq;=hs lshk f lD;H [dKh
wkak wr i;H [dKh we;slr.;a;= tlaflkd Bg miafia l
wjfndaO jqkd k" wkak [dKh iuqoh m%ydKh jqkd k" m%ydKh
fjp njg ;sfhk [dKh lD; [dKh" ksfrdaOh idlaId;a l<d
k" idlaId;a l< njg ;sfhk [dKh" ^lD;# [dKh& ud.h jevqjd
k" jevQ njg ;sfhk [dKh lD;# [dKh'

iS, - iud - m%{d jvka'''


f i;H [dK" lD;H [dKh" lD;# [dKh hk f
;smjgh oajdoidldrh Ou plalmj;a;k iQ;%fha wmf.a
Ydia;Dka jykafia b;du;a meye,s f,i ta .ek fmkajd kakd'
wkak ta wdldrhg nqoauh jYfhka hlsis flfkla nqrcdKka
jykafiaf.a Ouh lrd mefKkjd k" Bg miafia ta flkd
.ek ;sfhkafka fldfyduo@ ^iSf,aiq mmQrld fyda;&s iS,h mqrkjd'
^iudiax u;a;fidald fyda;'s & iudh muKg jvkjd' ^m[a[dh
u;a;fidald fyda;'s & m%{dj;a jvkjd' m%{dj lsh,d lshkafka wdh
i;Hh wjfndaO u hs'

mD:.ack ;fhka ksoyia fjkak leu;s k''


wkak tn wdldrfhka Ou [dKhla we;sj f nqoaO
Ydikh ;=< mD;.ack Ndjfhka ksoyia fjkak hlsis flfkla
leu;s k" wkak ta flkdg hs nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh
;sfhkafka'

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uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

ta wjfndaOh ke;ak u;l ;shd .kak mskaj;=ks hkak


;sfhkafka" i;r wmdfha je je hk .ukla' ilaldh hg
nep .ukla' mp iuqmamdoh wjfndaO fkdp .ukla'
wf w;m;.df.k hk .ukla ila kqjKei my< lrf.k
m%{df,dalh ,ndf.k hk .ukla fkdfjhs'

ienEjg u wjfndaOh ,nd fok Ouh'''


b;ska nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Oufhka ;uhs wmj f
;r ksrjq,a lrkafka' f Ydikh ;=< mskaj;=ks" wmg mqjka
fjkak fk" wY%e;j;a mD:.ackhka fjkafk ke;sj Y%e;j;a wdh
Y%djlhka fjkak' wjfndaOfhka hqla;j f;rejka irK .shd k
thd Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhd'
wkak t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia lshkafka ljqo lsh,d'
Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhd okakjd Ouh lshkafka fudlla o lsh,'
Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhd okakjd ud. M, ,dNS Y%djlfhda lshkafka
ljqo lsh,d' wkak ta Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djl msi rjgkak nE' ta
Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djl msi ;j;a flfkl=g uq,d lrjkak nE' ta
Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djl msi f nqoaO Ydikfha ksjka olsk msihs'
wkak tA msighs f fjila fmdfyda kh kshu fjila mqka fmdfyda
ojila jkafka'

f W;= wjia:dj wys lr.kak tmd


fudlo ta flkd ;uhs flka l" i;r wmdfhka
;ukaf.a ;h hqKqj lrd f.kshkafka' wkak tn wdldrfha
hqKqjla lrd ;ukaf.a ;h f.kshkak mqjkalula ;sfhoa
wms > .uklg ierfikjd k" mskj
a ;=ks f ;sirKfha msyg
s mq
wms lrkafka f W;= wjia:dj wys lr.kak tlhs'
nqrcdKka jykafia jodf<a ^LfKda fjdaud Wmc.dud& f
laIKh f W;= fudfyd; w;miq fjkak fokak tmd' f ksia
f,dalh ,ep fj,df" ksia ;h ,ep fj,df" l,amkd
lrkak Yla;h
s ,ep fj,dfj" p;=rdh p;=rdh i;Hh Ouh
,ep fj,df" wjfndaO lrkak l,amkd lrkak ;sfhkafka'
;HdoDIal msia lshhs hka''' hka'''' hka'''' ffu;%S nqoaO Ydikh
uqK.efykak mqjks' tlu Ou uKavmhlska p;=rdh i;Hh
Ouh wjfndaO lruq lsh,d'

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

47

uu nq fjkl Thd bkak'''


Ouh ms<n
s |j fyda nqrcdKka jykafia jod< foaYkdjka
mjd fkd i,ld ;uhs fun m%ldY lrkafka' ;j msila lshhs
uu nqfjkjd" t;fldg wjfndaO lrkak ,Eia;s fjkak lsh,d'
nqoaO Ouh w,am ud;%hla fkd i,ld yka ;uhs" tn m%ldYk
lrkafka'
nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lf<a l=ula o lsh,d kshu
yg nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh ;=<ska i,ld nejd k
ljodj;a fun fohla isoaO fjkafka kE'

irK .sfha ;Hd oDIah hs


mskaj;=ks f rf" f fn!oaOhs lshd .kakd jemsila
;Hd oDIalhs' ta ksid f msi fndfyda g irK hkafka iqN
kele;a" iqN ks;s" flakaor" .%y wm," fjd ;uhs f wh irK
hkafka' B,g ,.ak' f tllaj;a nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a foaYkd
fkfjhs' ta tllaj;a nqrcdKka jykafia wjfndaO l< foaj,a
fkfjhs'

ysia lnf,a wkdjelsh'''


uu WodyrKhla lshkak' nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh
kqjKe;s flkd .kak ye' jx.Si lsh,d n%dyauKfhla yshd' f
n%dyauKhd nqrcdKka jykafia <g we,a,d lsjd iajdkS"
ug mqjks" h lsis flfkla uereKg miafia thdf.a mrf,dj
;h .ek lshkak' yenehs talg ug ysialn,la fk lsjd'
b;ska nqrcdKka jykafia NslaIqjlg lsjd wkak wr
ysialn, f.k,a, fokak fuhdg lsh,d' b;ska , ysh fjk;a
flfkla f.k,a,d kakd' fuhd flg uka;rhla lsh,d ;gq
l<d' ;gq lr,d lshkjd iajdkS fukak fuhd wij,a ;ek
Wmkakd' b;ska nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d tal y lsh,d'
Bg mia f ia nq rcdKka jyka f ia g ls jd ug fk
flfklaf.a ysialn,lg ;gqlr,d ug lshkak mqjka bmp
;ek lshkak lsh, lsjd ' Bg miafia nqrcdKka jykafia NslI
a k
Q a
jykafia kulg lsjd wkak wr ysialn, f.k,a, fukak

48

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

fu;kska ;shkak lsh,d' ta NslaIqj ysialn, f.k;a ;enqjd'


jx.Si lshkak n,kak f ysialn, whs;s flkd fldfyo Wmkafk
lsh,d' jx.Si f ysialn,g ;gq lrkjd ;gq lrkjd bmk
;ek fydhd.kak nE'

bmkq ;ek fydhd.kak nE'''


f jx.Si n%dyauKhd l<n, jqkd' l,n, fj,d lshkjd
iajdkS" fl k y mqu jevla' fupr ldf,lg ug f
Ydia;h
% fndre jqfka kE' kuq;a Tn jykafia bfha uf.a Ydia;f
% ha
jkdlula ke;s fohla njg m;ajqkd' fkd jkd fohla njg
m;ajqkd' ka uu f ysialn,g fldpr .eyqj;a bmp ;ek
fydhkak nE'
nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d n%dyauKh" f ysialn,
ry;ka jykafia kulf.a' kQmk Oufhka ;uhs fufyu jqfka'
f ixidrfhka tf;r lrk Ouhla fkao f@ wfka tfyk
ug;a f Ouh fldpr fyd| o@ nqqrcdKka jykafia lSjd
Thd jd w;dkak' wdh wIagdx.sl ud.h wkq.ukh lrkak
lsh,d' b;ska ta flkd Ouhg meKs,d" wdh wIagdx.sl ud.h
wkq.ukh lr,d" jx.Si ry;ka jykafia kula njg m;ajqkd'

f oyug iu l< yels lsisjla f,dj ke;'''


Bg miafia n,kak ta jx.Si ry;a jqkdg miafia ke;ak
ta jx.Si me jqkdg miafia odhl msia ysialn,a wrf.k
Wkajykafia miafika .shd o@ wfka f wfma tlaflkd Wmkafka
fldfyao lsh,d n,kjd o@ wfma flkd bmfka fldfyao lsh,d
fmdvla n,kjd o lsh lshd ysia ln,a wrf.k Wkajykafia
miafika jd o@ kE' ta fudl o@ ta nqrcdKka jykafia f.a
Ouh yd iudk Ouhla f,dalfha fjk fldfyj;a ke;s nj
irK .shmq Y%djlhd fydka u okakjd'
B<g ta jx.S i ia j dka jyka f ia tfyu ljq r e;a
jglr.kafk;a kE' Bg jvd jkd Ouhla f ;:d.; Y%S
ioaOuh' nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Oufhka i;ajhd i;r wmdfhka
uqoj,d ixidr .ukska tf;r lrjkjd' ta Ouh yd iudk Ouhla
f,dalfha kE'

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

49

tA;a''' ffl;a we;a;la ;sfhkjd fkao@


b;ska ka l,amkd lrkak ;sfhkafka mskaj;=ks" we;a;g
u o wms f Ouh irK .sfha' we;a;g u o wms nqrcdKka
jykafia irK .sfha' we;a;g u o wms ta Ouh;a" Y%djl msi;a
irK .sfha' tfyu irK .shdk wmsg fjk fjk ;Hd oDIa
;sfhkak yla kE' yd''' yd''' tfyu fldfyduo lsh,d' tafl;a
we;a;la ;sfhkjd fk' ld,hla ;siafia lrf.k wdj foaj,a fkao@
Tfydu l;d lrkafka kE'
;s i rKfha ms y s g mq wh imQ Kfhka u nq rcdKka
jykafiaf.a Ouh ms<.
s kakjd muKla fkfjhs" fjk fohla irK
hkafk;a kE' nqrcdKka jykafia irK .shd k" fjk fohla
irK hkafka kE' nqrcdKka jykafia jod< Ouh irK .shd
k" fjk fohla irK hkafka kE' nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Y%djl
i> msi irK .shd k" fjk Y%djl msila irK hkafka kE'
wkak ta flkd fuf,dj ; ;=< wdOHd;al hqKqjla lrd hk
tlaflfkla'

.sys whg fudk Ndjkd o@


wkak ta flkd .ek ;sfhkafka thd urKhg m;ajqkdg
miafia .sf;,a l<hla j;=rg jegqkd jf.a' ueNdckhlg .sf;,a
od,d ;sfhoa tal j;=rg jegqfkd;a tfyu j<x lgq l ish,a, u
j;=r hgg hkjd' .sf;,a Tlafldu Wvg tkjd' wkak tA jf.a
Ouh wjfndaO l< flkd kuq;a OudjfndaO lrkak ck;dj
,Eia;s fjkfldg tmd''' tmd''' lsh,d' .sys whg fudlg o jd'
.sys whg fudk Ndjkd o@ .sys whg fudk p;=rdh i;H Ouh
o@ .ssys whg fudk mp iuqmamdo Ouh o lsh,d" wkak ;Hd
oDIal msia f Oufhka j<lajkjd'
t;fldg fudlo fjka f ka " hls i s yls k a fjd
ms<s.;a;g miafia wdfhu;a ixidrh keue;s uyd id.rhg
jefgkjd' mD;.ackNdjfhka ;uhs wdfhu;a uefrkak fjkafka'
mD;.ackNdjfhka uefrk tlaflkdf.a ;h wk;=reodhlhs'
mD:.ackNdjfhka uefrk tlafldkdf.a mrf,dj ;h .ek
iarj u lshkak nE wmg'

50

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

iqjodhl urKhla'''@
wms lsf hlsis flfkla bkakjd mD:.ackNdjfhka'
thd fyd|g ikSfmg ld,d ,d bkak fj,djg uereKd lshuq' f
Ouh .ek .eUqre kqula ke;s wh wjfndaOhla ke;s wh lshhs
wdx'' wr yg ug;a uefrkak we;ak fldpr fyd| o lsh,d'
fldpr wf.a o lsh,d' kuq;a ta flkd ue,d Wmkafka ksrfha
k@ ta flkd ue,d Wmkafka ;sika f,dalfha k@ ta flkd
Wmkafka fmf; f,dfla k@ tal fyd| urKhla o@
mskaj;=ks" mqoa.,hd uefrk wdldrh yd n,,d" Wmka
;ek fydhkak nE' wms ys;uq flfkla f,v la ye,d fndfydal,a
la |,d urKhg m;ajqkd lsh,d' yenehs thd ;sirKfha msysgmq
wdh Y%jlfhla k" mD;.ackNdjfhka p flfkla k"
wkak ta wdh Y%djlhd urKfhka u;af;a iq.;sfha hkafka' flg
idudkH ck;dj lshhs fl k wmd la we;s urKhla' f la
,a, k ug ,efnkak tmd lsh,d' f l;dj,a Tlafldu
;sfhkafka ;h ms<sn| wr m<,a wjfndaOh ke;s ksi hs'

urKska wk;=rej wjidk lghq;= is lsu'''


f ksid fudlo lrkafka f lh idr jYfhka wrf.k
urKhg m;a jqkdg miafia chg .kak n,kafka mdxY=l+,h' Tkak
tl tl yduqrejre f.kajkjd" lshj .kak mqrdfrej' Bg miafia
fudlo lrkafka okafk u kE ojia y;la hkfldg fmf; f.dg
;sfhkjd' kuq;a uep fj,djg .=K .dhkd lrkjd" wij,a
flfkla'''' wij,a flfkla'''' i;amqreI odkm;s" odkid.r lsh,d
jKkd lr,d bjr fj,d ojia yf;a fmf; f.dg fokjd'
fun wdldrfha ;Hd jevms<sfj,la ;uhs f rf ;sfhkafka'
b;ska fun ;Hd jevms<f
s j,la wms .g u mj;ajdf.k .sfhd;a
wmg f Oufhka m%fhdack .kak nefjkjd'

orlvlg l=ug o ie,ls,s@


tksid mskaj;=ks" f mdxY= l+,h lshkafka u;l ;shd.kak
fl uy irejg .kak tmd' knqldr fohla fkdfjhs' nqrcdKka
jykafia uydkdu YdlH l=udrdhg jodf<a uydkdu" uereKg
miafia f Yrh n,af,d n<,a lEj;a lula kE' uereKg miafia

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

51

f Yrhg mKqfjd .y, .sh;a lula kE' uereKg miafia f


Yrh odmq ;ek u l=Kq fj,d .sh;a lula kE' ffl jeo.;alu
;sfhkafka Y%oaOdfjka hqKq lrk ,o" iS,fhka hqKq lrk ,o"
Ou {dkfhka hqKq lrk ,o" ;Hd. im;a;sfhka hqKq lrk
,o" p;=rdh i;H Ouh hqKq lrk ,o is;la ;snqKd k wkak
tA flkd hs iq.;sh lrd hkafka'
tfyuk u;l ;shd .kak mskaj;=ks" Th chg mdxY=
l+,h fokj lsh, lshkafka mD;.ack Ndjfha u ,laIKhla ;uhs'
fjk tlla fk kE' tA ksid ;hg fk lrkafk uereKg
miafia tAfl jevla kE' nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lr,d
;sfhkafka ^wmoaO ;Od wfia roaOx& jevlg ke;s or lvla k"
fl Bg miafia mrmrd l:dj hs" wij,a iNdfjka l:dj hs"
wij,a iNdfjka l:dj hs lsh, Th l:d lshkafka or lvlg'
tfyu tlla kE'

fl<jrla fkdfmfkk ixidrfha'''


fl nqrcdKka jykafia f.a Oufha meye,sj ia;r
lrkafka ixidr .ukla .ek' fldpr > .ukla o f .uka
lr,d ;sfhkafka lsh,d Wkajykafia meye,sj u fmkajd fokjd'
tl ;ekl mskaj;a uyfKks lsh, f,dl= lkaola
fmkakqjd' fmkak,d lsjd" f lkao yd n,kak' f lkafo
;sfhk Tlafldu mia l wrf.k fjr f. ;r .=,s lr,d
fjka lr,d tfyu zf uf.a f ;fha wud''' f uf.a .sh
;fha wud''' Bg biair ;fha wud''' f Bg;a biair
;fha wudZ lsh,d ixidrfha uqK.eyqKq ujre wjika jqfka
kE' f fjr f. ;rug .=,s lrmq lkao wjika fj,d hkjd'

f Ouh ;sfhkafka tf;r fjkakg hs'''


tfyk wmg fmakjd wms f lS j;djla uereKq ck;dj
o@ lS j;djla Wmka ck;dj o@ tfyk f Wm;;a urKh;a
w;r .;lrk iq ld, mfoh wmg jeo.;a fjkafka nq
rcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh Ouh yehg .ekSfuka ila fjk
fohla yehg .ekSu fkdfjhs'

52

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

nqrcdKka jykafia jodf<a ^l=,amux NslaLf Oux


foaisiaid' ks;a;rK;a:dh fkda .yk;a:dh& mskaj;a uyfKks" ud
Tng f Ouh foaYkd lrkafka myqrla jYfhka .ekSug hs'
.%yKh lr .ekSug fkdfjhs' tf;rjkakhs f wdldrhg
nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd l< tA nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh
wms f ;fha w;akaf|d;a wkak tA flkd ;uhs nqoO
a Ydikfha
m%fhdackh .;a flkd jkafka' wkak tA flkdg ;uhs f Ydikh
jkafka'

f nqoaO Ydikfha m%fhdackh ldg o@


wms ys;uq msila l,amkd lrf.k bkakjd lsh,d ffu;%S
nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a ld,fha mD:.ack Ndjfhka fokak n,ka
bkakjd lsh,d' ffu;%S nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a ld,fha wdh i;Hh
wjfndaO lrkak ys;ka bkakjd lsh,d' tA whg f Ouh jkafka
kE' tfyk tA wh irK hkafka uQkspdjg' tA we;a;ka uq
yoj;ska u ;sirK irK hkjd fkdfjhs' wkak tA f.d,af,da f
nqoaO Ydikh wdrlaId lrkafka kE' ;j msila l,amkd lrkjd
uydhdk wd.f ;uka nq fjkjd lsh,d' wkak thdg;a f
Oufhka jevla kE' tA msi f Ouh irK hkafka kE' ;uka
p;=rdh i;Hh ;kshu wjfndaO lrkjd lsh,d l,amkd lrmq
msi f Y%S ioaOuh ;=<ska f Y%S ioaOufhka m%fhdackh .;af;a
ljqo@ f nqoaO Ydikh ;=< u lska fokakg leu;s flkhs'
mskaj;=ks" nqrcdKka jykafiaf.ka weiqjd Y%oaOdj lsh
hq;af;a fldfyao lsh,' b;ska nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd kakd
Y%oaOdj lsh hq;af;a fida;dm;a;s wx. ;=<hs lsh,d' fudkjo f
fida;dm;a;s wx.@ fida;dm;a;s wx. y;rla ;sfhkjd'

nqrcdKka jykafia flfrys we;s fkd fi,afjk m%idoh


Y%S ioaOuh flfrys we;s fkd fi,afjk m%idoh
wdh uyd ix>r;akh flfrys we;s fkd fi,afjk m%idoh
wdhldka; YS,h

wdh i;Hh y;rla'''


nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh ;=< ;uhs" l .ek ^laL
wdh i;Hh&" fla yg.ekSu .ek ^laL iuqoh wdh i;Hh&" f

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

53

iir lska u .ek ^laL ksfrdaO wdh i;Hh&" iir lska


fok ud.h .ek ^laL ksfrdaO .dKS mmod wdh i;Hh& l:d
lrkafka'
nqrcdKka jykafia f.a ld,fha Y%dldjla yshd iqmamshd
lsh,d Wmdisldjla' tA lshkafka ;reK ldka;djla' tA ;uhs iSj,S
uyry;ka jykafiaf.a uj' iSj,S l=udrhd bmfokakg fmr fndfyda
ld,hla u l=fia ishd lsh,d Oufha i|yka fjkjd' Wodk
md<sfha i|yka fjkjd wjqre y;hs" udi y;hs" ojia y;la u
l=fia yshd lsh,d' uu ys;kafka f f,dal b;sydifha u ul=il
orefjla ysgmq jeu ld,h ;uhs fl' f wud fida;dmkak
fjp flfkla'

udf.a iajd jQ nq rcdKka jykafia''''


f wud lshkjd ksrka;rfhka u" tAldka;fhka u iud
inqrcdKka jykafia f lska kq fial' f lska kd jQ
Ouh mjik fial' tAldka;fhka u tA wdh uyd irejk;a f
lska fok ud.hg ms<m
s ka fial' f wdldrhg lshkjd' ^iqi;
Q x
j; ksndKx& wfka ksjk u hs tAldka; iem lsh,d w~kjd fok
fldg'
wkak n,kak nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ydikfha ysh
fida;dmkak Y%dldjla foajd, .dfk fj kE fi;a l yod.kak
jkak mgka .;af; kE kele;a flakaor n,kak jkak mgka
.;af;a kE fld j, khs we|,d" lmqfgda we|,d t,a,kak mgka
.;af;a kE' wkak n,kak fldpr hqKq udkisl ;;ajhla ;snqko
lsh,'

fukak hqKq udkisl;ajh'''


wkak tA hqKq udkisl ;;ajh ;uhs wmg fk lrkafka'
wkak tA hqKq udkisl ;;ajh ;sfhkafka Y%oaOdf' tA Y%oaOdj
;uhs fida;dm;a;s wx. j, ;sfhkafka' idudkH ck;djg wms
Y%oO
a djka; mskj
a ;=ks lsjg" we;s Y%oO
a djla kE' wyqfjp fj,djg
nqrcdKka jykafiag nkskjd' tA Ouh ks,o lsh, wykjd'
fudk ud. M, o lsh,d wykjd' i;r wmdh jd fldfyo
;sfhkafka lsh,d wykjd' jd Tlafldu fufy ;sfhkafka lsh,d

54

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

lshkjd' jH f,dal" fm%a; f,dal" wmdh f Tlafldu ;sfhkafka


fufy lsh, lshkjd' b;ska tn wdldrfha ;Hd oDIal ck;djla
;uhs fmd jYfhka bkafka'

u<lv bj;a lrkakg ld,hhs''''


b;ska wms ka l,amkd lrkak fk Th yg k
fkdfjhs' wmsg f ,e,d ;sfhkafka ,N wjia:djla' nqrcdKka
jykafia fmkaj,d ,d ;sfhkafka l%shdjg wkqj M,h ,efnkjd
lsh,' b;ska wms Odlj f.jka" hym;a l%h
s dj, kshef,ka"
jer-wvqmdvq j,ska " wfma f ;h flka l hqKq lr
f.kshkak fk' b;ska nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokafka u,lv
nep Ndckhla l l w;=,a,,d w;=,a,,d msis lrkjd
jf.a f jrfoa ne,d fkdu hk ys; l l mqre lr,d
hym;a ud.hg .kak lsh,d'

miq;e,d yhkafka kE'''


b;ska mskaj;=ks" wkak tA wdldrhg wmg Y%oaOdj ;sfhkjd
k" wmg nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh Yajdi k" tA wdh
uyd ix> r;akh Yajdi k" wkak tAjd ;uhs fYaIfhka u
fk' ka n,kak" uu m%ldY l<d cnql ry;ka jykafiaf.a
ia;rh' b;ska nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Oufha we;s lu lu
M, ms<sn| ia;r k.;a;g miqj;a b;ska thd la | |
yshd k" wfka uu ksii
a q /jefgjd fkao@ uu f ksii
a k
q g
a
jxpd l<d fkao@ wmamd uf.a w;ska is jQ lu j, uy; lsh
lsh yshd k" fuhdg ljodj;a nE Ouh wjfndaO lrkak' tA
flkd imQKfhka u thdf.a w;S; ;fha jerp tl w;Er,d
od,d" Ouh Yajdi lrf.k Oufha yeisfrkak mgka.;a;d' tA
fj,dfj b|,d m%;M
s , ;sfhkjd' wkak tA jf.a whg hs f Oufha
m%fhdack ;sfhkafka'

Oufha u yeisfrkak'''
f Ouh Tn;a ukdfldg bf.k .kak' nqrcdKka
jykafiaf.a foaYkdj u bf.k .kak' wkak tA Ouh u mqre
lrkak' tA Ouh wkq.ukh lrkak' ;sirK irK .shdg miafia
fjk fohla .ek l,amkd lrkak tmd' ;sirK irK .shdg miafia

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

55

l,amkd lrkak ;sfhkafka nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouhg jvd


fY%aIaG fohla f,dalfha kE lsh,d'

tAl;a fyd| foaj,a - ffl;a fyd| foaj,a


ka bkak ;Hd oDIal msi tfyu fkfjhs l:d
lrkafka' ka ;udg fudlla y ;Hd oDIahla fk k" ffl;a
fyd| foaj,a ;sfhkjd" wms f fyd| foaj,a ;rla .kakjd' wms
wks;a foaj,a w;Er,d odkjd' tAfl;a fyd| foaj,a ;sfhkjd' ffl;a
fyd| foaj,a ;sfhkjd' wrfl l:d lrkafka;a nqoaOd.u' ffl
l;dlrkafka;a nqoaOd.u' lkak wjYH jqkdg miafia lnrf.dh;a
;,f.dhd lsh, urKjd jf.a jevla ;uhs ka lrf.k hkafka'
Th jev lrk l f rf nqoaO Ydikh msySf.k hkjd ila
nqoaO Ydikh hqKq lrkak k neye'

fukak nqoaO Ydikh'''


f Y%S ioaOuh ;sfhkafka p;=rdh i;Hh wjfndaOhg
u hs' nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd ,d ;sfhkafka" ^inmdmiai
wlrKx& ish m fkd lsu;a" ^l=i,iai Wmimod& l=i,a oy
j, is; msysu;a' f lshkafka fudloao@ i;a;sia fnda mdlaIsl
Ou' tA i;a;i
s a fndamdlaIl
s Ou hqKq lr .ekSu ;uhs l=i,iai
Wmimod lshkafka' ^i;a;mfhdaomkx& ys; msis lr.ekSu'
^tA;x nqoaOdkidikx& f ;uhs nqoaO Ydikh'

i;r wmdfha hkak wlue;s k'''


f nqoO
a Ydikfhka wfma ; j,g m%fhdack .kak b;du
jkd foaYkhla jk fidamdfiai iQ;%h wo wms bf.k .;af;a'
wx.=;a;r ksldfha kj jk ksmd;fha' meye,sj u nqrcdKka
jykafia foaYkd l<d i;r wmdfhka Kq msi .ek'
f mskaj;=ka iem leu;s k" l ms<sl=,a lrkjd k"
iif je je weo weo hkjdg wlue;s k" i;r wmdfha
je je hkjdg wlue;s k" nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ydikhg
meK ;sirKfha msysgkjd' nqrcdKka jykafia irK hkjd' Y%S
ioaOuh irK hkjd' wdh uyd ix> r;akh irK hkjd' iS,
- iud - m%{d jvk ud.hg mefKkjd' flka l flka

56

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

l ;udf.a j,l w;yer w;yer ksjka u.g nei .kakjd'


wkak tA ;h ;uhs wms we;slr.kak fk'

mD:.ackNdjfha wk;=r jgyd.kak'''


b;s k a tA ;h wms we;s l r.ka k k" wms f
mD;.ackNdjfha wk;=r olskakg fk' mD;.ackfhda yehg
wms ;du mD;.ack fka" wms ;du mD;.ackhs fkao" wms ;du ud.
M, ,n, kE fkao lsh, Tfydu lshkak tmd' tAl kska;
wdl,amhla' tAl ,ecd ke;s jpkhla' tAfl lsisu f.!rjhla kE'
knqjla kE' kskaodjla ila' tfyk l;d lrkjd k'
;uka .ek ykaj,d fokak ;sfhkafka fukak fufyu'
wms Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlfhda fjkak leu;s wh' wms f;rejka
irK .shmq Y%djlfhda' wms ms<sirK hkafka nqrcdKka jykafia
;rhs' nqrcdKka jykafia Oufha ;sfhk wdh wIaGdx.sl
ud.fha ;uhs wms .uka lrkafka' wms irK hkafka nqrcdKka
jykafiaf.a Y%djl msi' wmsg fjk ljqre;a fk kE' fukak f
yg l;d lrkak' nqrcdKka jykafia irK .sh Y%djl msi
wkak tn wdldrhg m;afjp msila'

iodld,sl iekiqu w;akak'''


kg;a f rf iskjd fn!oaO hehs lshd.;a msila'
kuq;a nyq;rhla ;Hd oDIalhs' nyq;rhla f fudl=;a okafk
kE' tA ksid ish fokd u l,amkd l< hq;af;a f Ouh wjfndaO
lr.ekSughs' b;ska mskaj;=ks wm wIaGdk lr .kak fk wfma
; j,g wdOHd;al .=K Ou tl;= lrf.k" nqrcdKka
jykafia irK .sh ienEu Y%djlfhla fjkjd lsh,' wm;a f
p;=rdh i;H Ouh wjfndaO lr.kakjd lsh, wIaGdkhla
we;s lr.kak' yeufokdg u f f.!;u nqoaO Ydikfha u
mD:.ackNdjfhka w;a," ilaldh fhka w;a," f woHd
wkaOldrfhka w;a f p;=rdh i;Hh Oufha wdf,dalh
,nkakg yeu fokdg u fya;= jdikd fjd'
id id id

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

57

wre f,dka kslaug

-wcd mydK iQ;%hY%oaOdjka; mskaj;=ks"


wo wms bf.k .kafka ixhq;;
a ksldfha y;r fjks fldgig
whs;s foaYkdjla' fl u;l ;shd.kak fndfydu f,aishs' f
foaYkdfj ku woHdj re lsu .ek jod< foiqu' ta lshkafka
f foaYkdf ku zwcd mydK iQ;h
% Z' f foaYkdj wmsg f.dvla
jkjd' fudlo wms ;=,;a f woHdj ;sfhk ksid ieje;a kqjr
f;jkdrdufha f foaYkdj jodf<a'
tla;rd NslaIqjla nqrcdKka jykafia <g meKs,d
jkaokd lr,d jdfj,d f ldrKdj uiqjd' ta NslI
a j
q nqrcdKka
jykafiaf.ka weyqjd" iajdkS" Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" flfkl=g
woHdj re fjkafk" oHdj my, fjkafk fldhs yg ;h
olsk fldg o" fldhs yg ;h k.kak fldg o@ fudlla
o wymq m%Yakh" flfkl=g ;ukaf.a f;a ;=< ;sfhk woHdj
refj,d hkafk fldhs wdldrfhka f f;a wjfndaO lrk
fldg o" fldhs wdldrfhka f f;a olsk fldg o lsh,hs weyqf'

fukak lrkak ;sfhk foa'''


b;s k a ffl nq rcdKka jyka f ia jod<d" Ns l a I q j
fuprhs ffl lrkak ;sfhkafka' fudlla o@

58

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

1'

wei wks;H jYfhka wjfndaO lrk fldg" wei wks;H


jYfhka olsk fldg woHdj re fjkjd' oHdj Wmkjd'

2'

weig fmfkk rEm wks;H jYfhka wjfndaO lrk fldg" ta


rEm wks;H jYfhka olsk fldg woHdj refjkj' oHdj
Wmkjd'

3'

wefia we;sfjk [a[dKh wks;H jYfhka wjfndaO lrk


fldg wks;H jYfhka olsk fldg woHdj re fjkjd'
oHdj Wmkjd'

4'

wei hs" rEm hs" [a[dKh hs tl;= u wefia iamYh


wks;H jYfhka wjfndaO lrk fldg wefia iamYh wks;H
jYfhka olsoa" woHdj refj,d hkjd' oHdj my,
fjkjd'

5'

B<g wefia iamYfhka yg.kakj k" hlsis iemla fjd"


lla fjd" WfmalaIdjla fjd" wkak ta wefia we;sjk
wks;H jYfhka wjfndaO lrk fldg wks;H jYfhka olsk
fldg woHdj refjkjd' oHdj my< fjkjd'

yu ir, l%uhla'''
l%uh ir, keoao@ Tprhs ;sfhkafka' wdh;k yhg u
nqrcdKka jykafia Th yg jod<d' t;fldg fujeks ir<
l%uhla ;sfhoa wmg f lrd hkak ne wms f f;a .ek
l,amkd lrk ms<f
s jf,a ;sfhk wmeye,s lu ksid' wms f f;a
f;are .kak nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd jod< l%fg l,amkd
lrkak .;af;d;a wmg fl tpr wudre fjkafk kE' nqrcdKka
jykafia ka ffl fmkakqfj fudlla o@
1'
2'
3'
4'
5'
6'

wei wks;H jYfhka n,kak'


lK wks;H jYfhka n,kak'
kdih wks;H jYfhka n,kak'
j wks;H jYfhka n,kak'
lh wks;H jYfhka n,kak'
uki wks;H jYfhka n,kak'

1'

weyeg fmak rEm wks;H jYfhka n,kak'

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

2'
3'
4'
5'
6'

lKg wefyk Yo wks;H jYfhka n,kak'


kdihg fkk .| iqj| wks;H jYfhka n,kak'
jg fkk ri wks;H jYfhka n,kak'
lhg fkk myi wks;H jYfhka n,kak'
ukig isf;k wruqKq wks;H jYfhka n,kak'

1'
2'
3'
4'
5'
6'

wefia [a[dKh wks;H jYfhka n,kak'


lfKa [a[dKh wks;H jYfhka n,kak'
kdifha [a[dKh wks;H jYfhka n,kak'
f [a[dKh wks;H jYfhka n,kak'
lfha [a[dKh wks;H jYfhka n,kak'
ukfia [a[dKh wks;H jYfhka n,kak'

1'
2'
3'
4'
5'
6'

wefia iamYh wks;H jYfhka n,kak'


lfKa iamYh wks;H jYfhka n,kak'
kdifha iamYh wks;H jYfhka n,kak'
f iamYh wks;H jYfhka n,kak'
lfha iamYh wks;H jYfhka n,kak'
ukfia iamYh wks;H jYfhka n,kak'

59

.ek;a wks;H yg n,kak'''


B<g nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d"
1'
2'
3'
4'
5'
6'

wefia iamYfhka yg .kakj k h iem" la" WfmalaId


tajd wks;H jYfhka n,kak'
lfKa iamYfhka yg .kakj k h iem" la" WfmalaId
tajd wks;H jYfhka n,kak'
kdifha iamYfhka yg .kakj k h iem" la" WfmalaId
tajd wks;H jYfhka n,kak'
f iamYfhka yg .kakj k h iem" la" WfmalaId
tajd wks;H jYfhka n,kak'
lfha iamYfhka yg .kakj k h iem" la" WfmalaId
tajd wks;H jYfhka n,kak'
ukfia iamYfhka yg .kakj k h iem" la" WfmalaId
tajd wks;H jYfhka n,kak'

Tprhs ffl ;sfhk l%uh' nqoaO foaYkdj t;ekska


wjika' t;fldg wmg meye,sj fmakj nqrcdKka jykafia

60

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

bm;a lrkafka ixlSK l%uhla fkfjhs' tfyk fndfydu


ir, tlla bm;a lrkafk' kuq;a wmsg ta ir< njg m%fY
fjkak wudrehs' wehs wms f.dvk.df.k bkafk ixlSK tlla'
f wks;H jYfhka n,kak k thd n,kak fk fldfyka o@
;udf.ka'

wjfndaO lr .ekSu msKsihs' .%yKh lr .ekSug


fkdf'
tfyuk nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh f f,dalfha
tl u tl foalg .,mkak mqjks' ta l=ulg o@ ;udg muK hs
f Ouh .,mkafk' ;udg f Ouh .,md n,k ;=re f
Oufhka m%fhdackhla .kak nE' ;udg f Ouh .e,mqfjd;a
;rhs" f Oufha m%fhdack .kak mqjka' b;ska tal nqrcdKka
jykafiaf.a foaYkd j, meye,sj u i|yka fjkjd'
nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d Tng u;l we;s mskaj;a
uyfKks" f Ouh uu Tng lshd fokafka" ^l=,
a mux fjda NslL
a f"
Oux foaisiaid ks;a;rka:dh fkda .yk;a:dh& myqrla jf.a md
lrkakhs' tf;r u msKsi ila .%yKh lr.ekSu msKsi
fkdfjhs' tfyu k f Ouh mjd ;sfhkafka tf;r ug md
lrkakhs' .%yKh lr.ekSug fkdfjhs'
f Ouhg inkaO fjk wms wkak ta meye,s b,lalh
;=< / isk ;dla wmsg f Ouh lrd hkak mqjka' wms f
b,lalfhka neyer jqfkd;a" wms ldgj;a u f Ouh hqKq
lr.kak nerej hkjd' nqrcdKka jykafia f.a Ouh wfma ;
;=,ska u wms .,m .,m n,kak fk' ndysr whf. ;hg wms
nf,ka .,mjkak .sfhd;a iuyrg taf.d,af,d ;ry fjhs' wmg
lrkak ;sfnkafk ;ukaf. ;hg .,mk tl'

^fkd& .e,mSu'
kuq;a f rf ;sfnkj nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh
.,mkak mqrefj,d ;ukag fkfjhs fudflag o@ oHdjg' oHdjg
.,mkak mqrefj,d ;sfhkj' ;ukag fkfjhs' l%uh y o@ jer
o@ imQKfhka u jerhs'

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

61

mskaj;=ks" wms biaflda, j, .shd' bf.k .;a;d' Nd.


,sjd' Th iqoo
a kaf. fmd;a lsfhjd' oHdj bf.k.;a;d' ljodj;a
wms tajd bf.k .;a;d lsh,d irK hkak fk kE' wms irK
hkafk fudlla o@ nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh hs'
ka n,kak wms okakjd f rf wkHd. j,g wfma
fn!oaO ck;dj wyqfjkj lsh, wmg kf.kak ,efnkj' ta
wyqfjkafk ksiaiq nqoau;a ksid o@ fudav ksid o@ tfyuk f
fudavlu ms<sn| m%Yakhla ;sfhkafk' Tkak n,kak ld,du iQ;%h'

f,aisfhka rjgkak ne wh''''


ld,du ls h , ;s n q k ks h .ula ' ta f l ks i a i q k a j
yekafkfj;a ld,du lshk kka' ta .f ksiaiq f ,xldfj
fn!oaOfhd jdf.a rjgkak mqjka cd;shla fkfjhs' ta .f
ksiaiq fndfydu [dKjka; msila nj f;afrkj'
nqrcdKka jykafia ta .ug jevu l<d' jevu lrmq
fj,dfj ta ksiaiq /iajqkd' /iafj,d nqrcdKka jykafiaj
uqK.efykak .sys,a,d Wkajykafia flfrys hlsis Yajdihla
we;s fjkak we;s f f.d,a,kag' b;ska f m%Yafk fhduql<d'
lsjd" iajdkS" Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" f .ug tkjd tl tl
wd. j, ksiaiq' we,a,d wmg ;E.s fnda. ,d ysg lshkjd
fl ;uhs we;a;' wfkla tajd fndre' wd''' tfyu o lsh,d wms;a
wykjd' ta wh .shdg miafia fjk wd.l lKavdhula tkjd'
we,a,d lshkjd wr lshdmq tl fndre' fl ;uhs we;a;' ta
f.d,af,d .shdg miafia ;j lKavdhula tkjd' we,a,d lshkjd
wr fof.d,af,d u lshdmq tl fndre' fl ;uhs we;a; lsh,d'
Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" wms ta tllaj;a ms<s.;af; kE' wmsg ielhla
we;sjqkd ljqo we;a; lshkafk" ljqo fndre lshkafk lsh,d' f
.ek wms fndfydu iel lrkjhs lsjd" f f.d,a,ka m%ldY
lrk foaj,a ms<sn|j'

Tn;a nqoau;a o@
ksii
a q nqo
a u;a o keoao@ wkak nqo
a u;a ksii
a 'q j;udfk
f,dafl ksiaiq biair jf.a fkfjhs nqoau;a lsh lshd lSjdg tAl
fudk fndre o lsh, f;afrkj ta ld,du iQ;%h lshjk fldg'
nqoau;a ksiaiq wkak tA wh hs' f ldf,a glrka lE,a,la ,d

62

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

lshkjd wrl fndre" fl we;a;' t;fldg thd ms<.


s ;af; fudlla
yd n,, o@ glru yd n,,d' t;fldg l%uh y o@ t;fldg
wmsg fmakjfka f ksiaiq nqoau;a fj,d kEfk'

fukak iel lrkak fk kshu ;ek'''


nqrcdKka jykafiag lshd ishd" iajdkS" Nd.Hj;=ka
jykai" wmsg y iel hs f .ek' ljqo we;a; lshkafka" ljqo
fndre lshkafka lsh,d nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d" ld,dufhks"
yhg u y lsjd' iel l< hq;= ;ek u hs f iel lf<a' Th
tl tlaflkd lshdf.k wdjg j ms<s.kak tmd' ^ud ;lal fya;=&
;lhg .e,mqkd lsh, ms<s.kak tmd' ^ud kh fya;=& kHdhg
.e,mqkd lsh, ms<s.kak fk kE' ^ud wkqiaifk& ta tl tlaflkd
lshdf.k wdjd lsh, ms<s.kak tmd' ^ud ksdklaLka;s&
u;jdo jYfhka .e,mqkd lsh,d ms<s.kak tmd' ^ud nNrEm;dh&
n,df.k .shd u fl;a yfk lsh,d ms<s.kak tmd' ^ud b;slsrdh&
f yg f yg lshdf.k .sfhd;ak fl f;afrkj lsh,
ms<s.kak;a tmd' ^ud msgl imodfkak& fjd wfma fmd;aj,
;sfhkafk fufyuhs lsjg ms<s.kak tmd' fl lshkakd jQ
tlaflkd uyd ms<s.;a;= tlaflfkla' ta ksid wms ms<s.kak fk
lsh, tfyu ms<s.kak fk kE' f wfma .=rejrh hs f lshkafka
lsh,d tfyu ms<s.kak fk kE lshkj'

ksoyfia ys;kak'''
nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d" ld,dufhks" Tn u f;are
.kak ksoyia mqoa.,fhla yehg fukak fl' Tn kqjKska
uikak fl' ld,dufhks" flfkl=f.a ysf;a we;sfjkjd" f,daNh'
f f,daNh we;su thdg;a wkqkag;a hym; msKsi o whym;
msKi
s o mj;skf
a ka lsh,' b;ska ld,dufhks l,amkd lr,d ms<;
s r
= e
fokak' lsh,d lsjd'
ka Tfnka weyqfjd;a Tn l,amkd lr,d fudlla o fok
W;a;f' whym; msKsi' fldfydu o Tn ta ;SrKhg tkafka'
f,daNh uq,alrf.k ksiaiq m%dK>d;h lrkj' fidrl lrkjd'
jer ldu fiajkfha fhfokjd' u;ameka mdkh lrkj' fndre
lshkj' fla,d lshkjd' mreI jpk lshkjd' ysia jpk lshkjd'
jxpksl f,i wOdlj i,a,s ynqlrkjd' f Tlafldg u fya;j
=

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

63

fudlla o@ wNHka;rfha ;sfhk f,daNh' tfyk f,daNh lshkafka


wys; msKsi" la msKsi mj;sk tlla'
nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d" tal ta yg n,kj ila"
f tl tlaflkd lsjg n,kak tmd' ;flg .e,mqkd lsh,d
n,kak tmd' n,kak hym; whym; isoaOjk wdldrh'

ysf;a we;sfjk oafIh hym; msKsi o@


B<g nqrcdKka jykafia wykj ld,duhkaf.ka"
ld,duhks" flfkl=f.a is;l we;sfjk oafIh hym; msKsi o"
mj;skafka whym; msKsi o mj;skafka lsh, ys;kak lshkj'
wkak tfyu kqjKska uik fldg wmg f;afrkj f oafIh
ksid ksiaiq kS urkj" fydrl lrkjd" jer ldufiajkfha
fhfokjd" fndre lshkjd" fla,d lshkjd" mreI jpk lshkjd"
ysia jpk lshkjd" wOdl ; .; lrkjd" f Tlafldu
we;sfjkafka fudflka o@ ys;l we;sfjk oafIfhka'
t;fldg ys;l we;sfjk f,daNh" oafIh ys;iqj msKsi
o mj;skafka" wys; msKsi o@ wys; msKsi hs mj;skafka'
B<g nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d ui, n,kak" f
ysf;a we;sfjk fudayh wys; msKsi o mj;skafka" ys; iqj msKsi
o lsh,d' t;fldg ui, n,kak ;ukag fk bv fokafk' ;uka
kqjKska uik fldg ;uka nqo
a u;a k ;uka wjfndaO lr.kakjd
f f,daNh;a" f oafIh;a" f fudayh;a wys; msKsi" la
msKsi mj;skj ila" hym; msKsi mj;skafk kE'

ys;iqj msKsi mj;sk foaj,a''''


B<g nqrcdKka jykafia wykjd" flfkl=f.a ysf;a
we;sfjkjd k f,daN ke;slu" tal yg.kafka ys;iqj msKsi o"
wys; msKsi o lsh,d' ys; iqj msKsi' wehs ta fjkqfjka thd
m%dK>d;h lrkafk kE' fidrl lrkafk kE' jer ldu fiajkfha
fhfokafk kE' u;ameka fndkak mgka .kafk kE' fndre fla,d
lshkafk kE' f fudllaj;a ke;s ksoyia ;hla thd f.jkj'
B<g wykj flfkl=f.a ysf;a oafIh ke;ak" tal
ys; iqj msKsi o@ wys; msKsi o@ b;ska ld,du jdiSka lsjd
iajdkS" ys;iqj msKsi hs lsh,d'

64

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

flfkl=f.a fudayh ke;ak ys;iqj msKi


s o" wys; msKi
s
o@ ys;iqj msKsi hs tfyu k ld,dufhks" Tkak Th yg
n,kak' f tl tlaflkd lshdf.k wdjd lsh,d n,kak tmd' f
;lhg .e,mqkd lsh,d n,kak tmd' kHdhg .e,mqkd lsh,d
n,kak tmd' f ;ukaf.a u;hg .e,mqkd lsh,d n,kak tmd'
fmd;a j,ska wdjd lsh,d n,kak tmd' n,df.k .shdu fl;a y
fk wrl;a yfk lsh,d n,kak tmd' f lshkakd jQ flkd ie,lsh
hq;= flfkla fkfjo lsh,d n,kak tmd' n,kak ksoyfia fl
.,m, ;udg' t;fldg ;ud u k.kakjd f Ouh lsh,'

nqoau;=kaf.a f;dard.ekSu'''
nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d ;:d.;hka jykafia fukak
f f,daN" oafI" fuday ke;s lsug Ouh foaYkd lrkafk'
wf,daN" wfodai" wfuday we;slr .ekSug Ouh foaYkd lrkafk'
tprhs lsf ld,dujre f;rejka irK .shd'
t;fldg wmsg meye,sj fmakjd nqoau;a ukqIHhd f
Ouh f;dard.kafka nqoau;a ms<sfj,lg hs' nqoa ySk tlaflkdg
;yvq lE,a,la" inka lE,a,la kaky u thd fk Ouhla f;dard
.kakjd' t;fldg wmsg meye,sj fmakjd wkak tfyu Ouhla
f;dard .;a;g miafia wkak ta Ouh ud lsj tal .,mkafk
oHdjg fkfjhs' tal .,mkafk wdl oHdjg fkfjhs' iudc
oHdjg fkfjhs' ix.S;hg fkfjhs' .Ks;hg fkfjhs' N+f.da,hg
fkfjhs' tal .,mkafka fudflag o@ ;udg'

isysh msysgqjkak mqjka k''''


;udg .,mkak k ;ud ;=< msyg
s j
q kak fk fYaI fohla
;sfhkj' talg lshkafka isysh' ;uka ;=< isysh msysgqj, ;uhs
;ukag f Ouh .,mkak ;sfhkafka' ;uka ;=< isysh msysgqjd
.kafk ke;sj f Ouh .,md .kak nE'
ka wms bf.k .;a; wcd mydK iQ;%fha wei wks;H
jYfhka wjfndaO lrkak fk lsh," lK wks;Hh jYfhka
wjfndaO lrkak fk lsh," fjd wks;H jYfhka wjfndaO lsu
bf is o a O fjk tlla fkfjhs ' fuh ;ud is k a b;du;a
l,amkdldj isysh msysgqfuka ;ukaf.a lh .ek" ;ukaf. is;
.ek" .ek" f yeu fohla .ek u isysh msysgqfuka u
f;are .kak foaj,a'

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

65

t;fldg mskaj;=ks" wmg ;sfnk Ialr;djh isysh


msysgqjd.kak ;sfhk wudrej' isysh msysgqjd.kak Wmldr fjk
;j fohla ;sfhkjd' tal ke;sfuka fjkafk' isyh
s msyg
s j
q d .kak
Wjukhs Oufha fmkak,d ;sfhk yg l,amkd lsu' talg
lshkafka fhdaksfida ukisldrh' wkak tfyu l,amkd lsfuka
;ru hs f isysh msysgqjd .kak Wjukd lrk yg f ys;
ilia lr .kak mqjka fjkafk' t;fldg fhdaksfida ukisldrfha
fhfokafka ke;a; flfkla thdg isysh msysgqjd .kak nE'

isysh jf.a u h;a fk'


isysh msysgqjd .kafk ke;s flfkla thdf.a ukfia
iajNdjh thd ljodj;a olskafka kE' thdf.a l,amkdf y je/
oao olskafk kE' thdg f;are .kak nE' tfyuk thdg
f;are.ekSu msKsi thd l< hq;af;a isysh msysgqjd .ekSu hs' isysh
msysgqjd .kak fhdaksfida ukisldfr fk yenehs tal ;snqk;a h
ke;ak nE' tfyu k f nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Oufha wmsg
fk f,dl= hla fk'
ka mskj
a ;=k"s wms f j;a fjkafk ksjka wjfndaO lrkak
ndOl lreKq f.dvla tlal hs' talg Wmldrl lreKq;a tlal
fkfuhs" wms j;a fjkafk ndOl lreKq;a tlalhs' m%{dj
Wmojkak ndOl lreKq;a tlal hs wms j;a fjkafk' isysh kqjK
j, lrk lreKq;a tlal'

biair jdf. u ys; uikafka''''


tlla ;uhs f wms j;a fjkafk rEm" Yo" .kaO" ri"
myi lshk fjg wdidfjka hqla;jhs' tajg wdi l<d u ysf;a
iajNdjh fudlla o@ wdidlrk foa miafi u ys; we,d hk tl'
fyd|g n,kak ys;, ka wms hulg wdid lf<d;a ta wdid lrmq
wruqK iska wmsj .s,.kakj' Bgmiafia wfma ys;g talu u;la
fjkjd' tal u u;la fjkj'
wms lshuq Tkak wms u,a me,hla ysgjd.kak l,amkd l<d
lsh,d' Bg miafia wms mdfr .sh;a ta cd;sfh u,a .yla lafld;a
wd''' fl ;uhs uu wr fydh fydh ysh u,a mef,a tfyu
l,amkd lrkj fudlo wms talg lshkafka' lduPkaoh' f jf.a
wdi lrk foag u ys;g hkj ila ys;g isysh kE wmsg' t;k

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uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

;sfhkafka Pd i;s' iud i;shg tkak nE' t;fldg tal wfma


ysf;a f.dvke.s, ;sfhk ndOdjla' ta ndOdj ykd.kak mqjka
fjkafk isysh hqKq lsfuka u hs'

Tn;a oafIh ms<s.kakj o@


B< tl wfma ysf;a we;sfjk .eu" ;ry" wukdmh"
oafIh' fukak f oafIh;a" ;ry;a" .eu;a" wukdmh;a wfma
ys;g wdjd u tal l%shd;aul fjkafk;a kSjrKhla yehg hs'
kSjrKh lsh, lshkafk ;a; hqKqjg wmf.a ndOdjla yehg
m%{dj hqKq lr .ekSug ndOdjla yehg wfma kqjK j,
lrk fohla yehg hs th l%shd;aul fjkafk'
oafIhla flfkl=f. ysf;a we;sjqfkd;a" wfma ysf;a
iajNdjh ;uhs" f oafI iy.; wruqKla wdjyu ta wruqK
ys;ska ms<s.kak tl' ms<swrf.k wms fudlo lrkafka" Bg miafia
Bg wkql+,j tal jOkh jk wdldrhg l,amkd lrkjd' talg
fudloao lshkafk' wfhdaksfhda ukisldrfha fhfokj' wfhdaksfida
ukisldrfha fhfokak fhfokak wms wfma imQK f,dalh ;=<
f oafIh yefokak mgka .kakj' t;fldg wmg mqjka o
isysh msysgqjkak' nE' wmg mqjka o kqjK msysgqjkak' nE' wmg
mqjka o h msysgqjkak' nE' f tllaj;a lr.kak ne
;;afjlg wms m;afjkjd wr kSjrKh ksid' t;fldg fjd wfma
ysf;a ndOl lreKq yehg ;sfhkjd'

laIKsl w;yeu - f.k fohs iykh


ka iuyr wh k bkakj ;ryla we;sfjk lreKla
wdjdu CIKfhka thd tal w;yer, odkjd' tal thdf. jdikdj'
t;fldg thdf. ys; ;sfhkafk thdf.a ysf;a we;sfjk oafI
iy.; wruqK fudlla jf.a o t;fldg' c,fha we|mq brla jf.a'
tal tl mdrg u ke;sfj,d hkjd' tfyu wh;a bkakjd'
iuyr flfkl=f. ys;g oafIh wdjdu tal h,s h,s thdg
u;la fjkjd' u;la fjkak u;la fjkak thd tafl wdkj olskf
a k
kE' thd tal w,a, .kakjd' tal ysf;a msysgqjd .kakjd' ta wkqj
l,amkd lrkjd' t;fldg fudlo fjkafka@ ta oafIh m%ydKh
fjka f k kE' yenehs thd myq f jkfldg wdkj i,lka k
fm<fUkjd' wdkj i,l,d neyer lrkjd' talg lla l,a hk
ksid tal je,af,a we|mq brla jf.a'

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67

oafIh wdofrka je<|.kakd wh''


iuyr flfkl=f.a ysf;a oafIh tkj' thdg u;la fjkj'
u;la fjkfldg ta oafIh je<| .kakj' thd f,i tafla
msysgqjd .kakjd' thd talg wkqj u l,amkd lrkjd' thd tal
m%ydKh lrkak okafk kE' thd wdkj isys lrkafk kE' thd
ys;g we;sfjk oafIh wys; msKsi" la msKsi mj;skj fkao"
t;fldg tn oafIhla ka uf.a ysf;a yg wrka ;sfhkj" uu
tal neyer lrkak fk lsh, ys;kak f;afrkafka kE thdg' thd
ta oafIh u msysgj msysgj bkakj yhg .f,a flgqj brla
jf.a'

ndOdj ykd.kak fk'''


t;fldg n,kak wfma ;h ;=< wfma ysf;a iajNdjh
Th wdldrhg ye,d ;sfhkjd' t;fldg fjd uevf.k fk
wms isysh hqKq lrkak' ke;=j ksl isysfhka bkak isysfhka
bkak lsjg yhkafk kE' ka wmsg y f,aishs isysfhka bkak"
isysfhka bkak lsh,d lshkak' kuq;a tal lrk tlaflkd ;uhs f
ysf;a iajNdjh ta ;udg Wjukd lrk wdldrg fkfjhs yefokafk'
;udg fk ke;s wldrhg u hs yefokafk' ta lshkafka ;ukag
Wjukd wlddrhg yod.kak wudrehs' Ou ud.fha f.dvdla u
flfkl=g ndOd msKsi mj;skjd' iudhghs" m%{djghs f.dvdla
ndOd msKsi mj;skjd'

ir, ;hla yslr .;af;d;a'''


iuyr flfkla bkakjd" fndfydu ir,j" f.or fodr
wks;a foaj,a Tlafldu wu;l lr,d ir< ;hlg m;afjkak
mqjka' jHdmdr lghq;= Tlafldu lrf.k ir< fj,d bkak wh
bkakjd' t;fldg ;ry ke;s lr.kak mqjka wh bkakjd' ta
lshkafka tal .Kka .kafka ke;sj ys;ska w;ykjd'
Bg;a jvd ndOd msKsi mj;sk lreKq folla uu olskjd'
f isysh msysgqjd .kak ndOd ;sfhk tlla ;uhs ksu;" w,i
nj' t;fldg tal m%n, idOlhla yehg wfma ; j, l%h
s d;aul
fjkjd' Ndjkd lrkafka ke;sj wmsg fjk fk tlla lrkak
mqjka fkao@ jdfj,d Ndjkd lrk tl wefrkak wfkla fku
tlla lrkak wmg f,aishs' wrlg wfma ys; fhduq fjkafk kE'

68

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

fufyu m%Yakh i|.kak k nE''


talg ys; fhduq fjkafk blaukska u mxp kSjrK ixisf|k
flkd' blaukska u mxp kSjrK ixisf|k flkd blaukska u
Ndjkdjg fhduq fjkjd' ta msi lhs bkafka' je msila bkafka
blaukska mxp kSjrK ixisf|kafka ke;s wh' wkak ta flkd
W;aidyh" h" fhdakf
s ida ukisldrh wdh ;=<k
s a u hs f m%Yk
a h
i|.kak fk' f m%Yakh j,d i|kak nE' Ndjkd lrk
wdik udre lr, i|kak nE' Ndjkd mka;s udrelr,d i|kak
nE' Ndjkd lrk l=h udre lr,d f m%Yakh i|kak nE'
wdrKHfhka wdrKHhg udre fj,d i|kak nE' tfyu if|kjd
k biafi,a,d u i|kafka ug' tfyu if|kafk kE'

kqjKska l,amkd lf<d;a k i|.kak mqjka'''


tal if|kafk fldfyduo@ kqjKska l,amkd lr,u hs
kqjKska f;are wrf.ku hs' fu;k fyd| kE lsh, fjk ;eklg
.shd lsh,d if|kafka kE' m%Yafk tfyu u hs' jd lsh,d
if|kafk kE' if|kafk isysh msysgqj,d u hs' kqjK msysgqj,d
u hs' b;ska tal f;are .kak l u thd jkjd' tal ;uhs ye'
wmg ysf;kj fu;k yshg y kE' fufy foaY.=fKa n,md,d
fjkak we;s' t;k Ndjkd lrk fldg yhkafka kE' lEu y
ke;sj we;s' Tkak fjk ;eklg hkjd'
wms ljodj;a wfma uQ,sl m%Yafk ykd.kafka ke;sj wms
ndysr fya;= ;uhs olskafka ;a; hqKqjg ndOl yehg' tafl
wms kqjKska ui, u f;are .kak fk'
uu ls jd m% O dk ndOl folla uu ols k jd fuu
kSjrKhkaf.ka' tlla ;uhs ksu; - w,i nj' wfkla tl ysf;a
isu' fukak fjd ljodj;a j, ffrkak mqjka foaj,a fyda
ia:dk fjkia lr, ffrkak mqjka foaj,a y fkfjhs' ;ukag
ys;du;d ;ukau bjif.k ;uka u kqjKska l,amkd lr lr
;uka ke.S iskak fk fohla'

ys; ye,d ;sfhkafk wmsg fk yg fkfjhs'''


ka n,kak wfma ys; ilia fj,d ;sfhkafka isysh hqKq
lrkak wkqn, ,efnkak fkfjhs' tfyk isysh hqKq lrkak

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69

wudre fjkak hs' f f,dalfha ish fokd u isysh hqKqlrf.k


;sfhkafka uykaif
s hka" wudrefjka" W;aidyfhka' bf isyh
s hqKq
fjp flfkla ug ynfj,d kE' bf isysh hqKq fjkjd k"
nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrhs o fufyu'

f igkska meru fkdj urKh fjd


tla;rd ,iaik jkdka;rhl nq rcdKka jykafia
jod<d" mskaj;a uyfKks" uu leu;shs f wdrKHfha fukak
fujeks Ns l a I Q k a bka k jd k' m<la ne|f.k jdfj,d"
wIa G dkhla we;s l rf.k bka k jd udf.a Yrfha uia " f,a
hef,ajd' i kyr weg b;=re fjd' uu f Ouh wjfndaO
lrk ;=rdjg ke.skafka kE lsh, h .kak whg uu leu;shs
t;fldg n,kak" wm f Wka m,af,ka w;.d,d wms
wfm;a jev lrf.k" cdfu frf.k fl lr.kak yejg tfyu
tlla kE' ffl ;sfhkak W;aidyfhka isyh
s msyg
s j
q ,' W;aidyfhka
isysh msysgqjkjd lshkafka flhs' fudlo isysh msysgqjkjd lshk
tl bf msysgkafk kE' W;aidyfhka msysgkafk' yenehs tafl
thdg mqjkalu ;sfhkak fk" fyd|g kqjKska uikak' kqjKska
uikak mqjkalu ;sfhkaak fk' wkak ta kqjKska uikak
mqjkalu ;sfhk W;aidyfhka hqla;j isysh msysgqjkak l,amkd
lrk tlaflkd ;uhs l l Tkak lh flfrys isysh msysgqjd
.kakjd' bh mj;ajk fldg isyh
s msyg
s j
q d .kakjd' yeu foalg
u fk isysh hs'

isysh ke;ak''' lsis fohla nE'''


ka wms .;af;d;a is,a rlskak isysh fk o@ keoao@ isysh
fk' isysh we;sfjkak bkash ixjrh ;sfhkak fk' bkash
ixjrh ke;sj isysh msysgqjkak nE' uu WodyrKhla lshkak"
wms lshuq Tkak f.orl YS;lrKhla ;sfhkj' fuhd mqre fj,d
bkakjd" yjig wdmq .uka u fl wer, fudkjo ;sfhkafk
lsh, n,, wrf.k lf od.kak'
ka fuhdg fmdah ojila wdjd' idudkHfhka fmdah ojig
Wfoa is,a .;a;d' yji is,a mjdrKh l<d' mjdrKh lrf.k
Tkak f.or .shd' f.or fjkod jf.a u .shd' u,a, is l<d
me;a;lg' we;=<g .shd' YS;lrKh wehd' nejd fudkjo

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uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

;sfhkafka lsh,d' od.;a;d lf' ka wms lshuq thd l,amkd l<d


ojila" kE''' uu wo ojfi iS,hla rlskjd lsh,d' thd is,a iudoka
fj,d tkfldg ld, fNdackh YslaId moh;a thd iudoka fj,d'
fl,ska u hkj f.or' ka thdg wr mrK mqreoao tkjd' ka
ljqo fuhdg isysm;a lr, fokafka ka Thd is,a iudoka fj,d
bkafka lsh,' isyh
s msyg
s kak fk bkah
s ixjrh;a tlal' t;fldg
hs u;la fjkafk wd''' uu wo is,a wrf.k fk bkafk' thd tal
tfyu u w;yer,d odkjd' t;fldg tal thdf. hla fkfjhs
o@
t;fldg n,kak thdg isyh
s ;snf
q k ke;ak" lf odf.k
ym, .s,a,g miafi u;la fjkj wd''' is,a wrkafk ;sfhkafk
lsh,d' fjk foaj,a uu f lshkafk' tfyu k n,kak isysh
ke;ak wmsg jrkak ;sfhk wjia:dj,a jehs' uf.a fm!oa.,sl
;h ;=< ug udkisl l,amkdj,a jer,d ;sfhkjd k" uf.a
jpkh jer,d ;sfhkjd k" uf.a l%shd jer,d ;sfhkjd k ta
yeu fj,dfju isysh ke;s fj,djla' Tf fldfyduo lshkak'
isysh ;sp lsisu fj,djl jer,d kE'

wl=i,fhka ys; uqoj .kak'


fyd|g isy
s h
s msyg
s j
q df.k bkak fj,djl ys;g we;sfjkj
k wl=i,hla tal ta fj,dfj u m%ydKh lrkak mqjka' fyd|g
isyh
s msyg
s j
q df.k bkak fj,djl jpkh jrkak hkj k jpkh
j,lajkak mqjka' lfhka j<lajkak mqjka' isyh
s ke;s fj,djl
k nE' Tn;a n,kak" Tf w;alSu;a tal u fkao lsh,d'
t;fldg n,kak tfyu k f isysh mqu yg wmg
wfma ;fha Wmldr lrkjd' tfyuk wms f kqjKska i,l
i,ld isysh msysgqj msysgqjd h msysgqjka hkak ;sfhkafk'
tfyu k fl f.dvk.kak ;sfhkafk ljqre ;=< o@ ;uka ;=<
fl f.dvk.kak ;sfhkafk'

uq f,dj u jid .;a woHd wkaOldrh'''


woHdj lsh, lshkafka wei" lK" kdih" j" lh" uki"
rEm" Yo" .kaO" ri" myi" wruqKq" wefia [a[dKh" lfKa
[a [ dKh" kdifha [a [ dKh" f [a [ dKh" lfha
[a[dKh" ukfia [a[dKh" wefya iamYh" lfKa iamYh"

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

71

kdifha iamYh" f iamYh" lfha iamYh" ukfia iamYh"


wefia iamYfhka yg.kakd u" lfKa iamYfhka yg.kakd
u" kdifha iamYfhka yg.kakd u" f iamYfhka
yg.ka k d u" lfha ia m Yfhka yg.ka k d u" ukfia
iamYfhka yg.kakd u lla nj okafk kE' l ;uhs woHdj'
fl whs;s lg nj" fjd wks;H nj okafk ke;s tl ;uhs
woHdj' ta ksid thd ta flfrys we,S jdih lrkjd" ta ksihs tal
wdfh wdfhu;a yg.kafk'

ixidfrka wms iuq.kakd od - tA .uk;a wms tlg


huq
fl ndysr flfkla ;=< nf,ka f.dvk.kak hkak tmd'
ndysr flfkla ;=< nf,ka f.dvk.kak;a nE' ta ksid ljqre;a
ys;kak tmd" wfma wud" wfma ydfka" wfma <uhs" wfma wd"
iSh" uq;a;d Tlafldu tlg i;smGdkh jvdf.k hka' fjhs o@
tfyu fjkafk kE' iuyr g mjqf, tlaflkhs b;ska ta jf.a
fl;a' b;ska fl fndfydu fyd|g isysh msysgqjkak olaI
tlaflkd ;rhs fl hqKq lrf.k hkafk' t;fldg fuhd
isysh msysgqjdf.k thd woHdj m%ydKh lsu msKsi kqjK
yiqfrdakj' fldfyduo kqjK yiqrejkafka@
woHdj lshk tl' okakjd fkao@ woHdj lsh, lshkafk
ka wms f wei" lK" kdih" j" lh" ys; .ek f l:d lrkafk'
ka f wks;H jYfhka thd tal okafk kE' thd ta flfrys
;sfhk we,au ksreoaO jqfkd;a thd flka ksoyia fjkjd' thd
tal okafk kE' tal bf isoaOfjkafk kE'

fukak talg hkak fk mdr'''


talg Wjukd ud.hla ;sfhkj jvkak' ta ;uhs wdh
wIaGdx.sl ud.h' tA ksid fuhd iud hg tkak fk'
we,a,d Bg miafia thd jpkh ixjr lrf.k" lh ixjr
lrf.k" ; meje;au hym;a lrf.k" isyh
s msyg
s j
q df.k" h
we;=j ud.h ilia lr.kak fk' thd tal okafk ke;ak
talg lshkjd woHdj lsh,d' t;fldg ta ldrKh imQKfhka
u refj,d y meye,s wjfndaOhla tkjd" wks;H jYfhka
jvkak mgka .;a;yu'

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uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

uu k ka fyd|g u l<ls,hs bkafk'''


t;fldg wks;H jYfhka f f;a olskk
a l,amkd lsu"
fl fufyu tlla' ka wms .;af;d;a wks;H jYfhka f;a
.ek l,amkd lrk flfkla' Tng ysf;kak mqjks" tal uyd
uqiafmaka;=jla fjkak we;s' fudlo ta yeu ;siafi u wks;H hs'''
wks;H hs''' wks;Hh hs''' lsh lshd ysfhd;a fyu fudllao f
f;a olskak ;sfhkak lsh,' fufyu lshk wh bkakjfka'

f,df we;s iqkaor;ajh olskak'''


kuq;a n,uq ry;ka jykafia,d .ek' Tn f:ar f:a .d:d
fmd; n,kak we;s' tl ry;ka jykafia kula lshkjd ux f
.xdj ,g wdjg miafia ux .x f;r yd n,df.k bkakj' .x
bjqfr msmsp ,iaik u,a iq<ska fi,fjkjd' ta u,a fm;s .x
bjqrg jefgoa y ,iaikhs' ux t;k jdfj,d Ndjkd lrkjd'
tfyu lshkafka f wks;H jv,' ksjka wjfndaO lrmq wh f'
tl ry;ka jykafia kula lshkj f jkka;f bkakj
,iaik l=re,af,d cd;shla fudKre lsh,' f l=re,a,ka f.a ms,a
l<U y ,iaikhs' fn,a, ks,a mdghs' f ,iaik l=re,af,d mdkaor
ke.sg,d ys yka kdo lroa ux .,af,fka b|f.k jdfj,d
ta y~g weye,d ux ys; tl lrf.k bkakjd'
;j ry;ka jykafia kula lshkjd" f jeiai .,d f.k
hkafka ., ., lshk yka' f fj,djg we;a;= l=[ap kdo
lrkj' jkdka;f yqfol,dfj l=hl bkak uf.a ys; kslu
ldhdkqmiaikdfj tl fjkj' f n,kak ys; jvmq wh'

wks;Hh lalu thd lrkafka'''


tfyuk f Ouh wjfndaO lrkjd lshkafka f f;a
ms<sn| ;s;a; fj,d thd kslx wuq;= fj,d lrl=gx .eys,d hk
tlaflkla fkfjhs' fl f;a Ouh wjfndaO lrkj' fudlla
o t;fldg@ thd i;=ka bkakj wks;H foa wks;H jYfhka
fmakfldg thd leu;shs talg fkd we,S bkak' wks;H foa wks;H
jYfhka fmakfldg" la jYfhka fmak fldg" wkd;au jYfhka
fmakfldg thd leu;shs talg fkd we,S bkak' t;fldg wms f;are
.kak fk fndfyda fofkla ys;df.k bkafk wks;H jYfhka

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

73

fl hqKq lrkak .sfhd;a f;a tmd fjhs' jev lr.kak nerej


hhs' ful=;a lr.kak nerej hhs' lvdlmam,a fjhs' tfyu k
bia f i,a , d u f;a lvdlma m ,a fjka k fk nq rcdKka
jykafiaf.a' tfyuk biafi,a,d u j.lS w;aykak fk
nqrcdKka jykafia' tfyuk nqrcdKka jykafia ;uhs fl
johla lsh,d w;ykak fk' Wkajykafia ;h ms,n
s | mmQK
wjfndaOhlska ysh ksid Wkajykafia ;r ux ys;kafka fjk
ljqrej;a j.lS rejd lsh,' tpr j.lS ms<s.;a;d lsh,d'
ta ksid nqrcdKka jykafia f;a yd n,mq y Wkajykafia
n,kak f ;h wjfndaO lrmq flfkla fk'

fukak j.lS ormq ye''''


tla ; rd Ns l a I q K s h la ys hd l= u dr ldYHm ry;ka
jykafiaf.a wud' t;=h jdy fj,d ysfh' ore im;la
,efnkak ul=fia ;sfhoa thd kf.k ysfha kE" NslaIqKshla
jqkd' ka l l f ud;djf.a ul=i fudard tk fldg f
NslI
a K
q h
s f. m%Yf
a k i|kak kafk ldg o@ foajo;a;g' foajo;a;
<g tla;rd NslaIqKshla tlalf.k .shd' yd'' hx hx foajo;a;
.djg' thd fohs kshu iu' .shd wd''' WU mgka.;a; fkao@
m,hka hkak lsh,d tf,jd'
w~ w~d .syska nqrcdKka jykafiag lsjd' nqrcdKka
jykafia yd'' fmdvla bkak lsh,d Ydldj lef|jd' Ydld'''
fukak f NslaIqKshf.a f l;kaof imQKfhka u fydh,
n,, ug lreKq lshkak lsjd' idld Tlafldu ia;f wy,d
lsjd" iajdkS" f NslaIqKsh b;d u is,aj;a flfkla' fl f
l,ska fjp isoahla lsjd' wd''' tfyu k" NslaIqKS wdrdufha
;sh, fmdaIKh lrkak lsjd' orejd bmkd' ta orejd ;uhs"
l=udr liaim' t;fldg f l=udr liaim fmd ldf, y yqr;,a'
ka u NslaIqKsh fudlo lf<a ore fifkyiska yshd ila
wks;Hh hs lshk ldrKh isys lf<a kE'

woHdj wjfndaO lr.;a;= ojig''''


ojila f mqx mq;d l=udr liaim iajdka jykafia
l,amkd l<d" wu k Ouh w,a,kafka kE' wud w,a,kafk
udj' wd''' ka uu wug oy lreKla W.kajkak fk lsh,

74

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

l,amkd l<d' f pQ iajdka jykafia msKavmdf; jk fldg


f u NslaIqKsh lal fl' <g .sys,a,d fufyu w,a,kak
yejd' wud ldjo f w,a,kak yokafk' hkak hkak lsjd'
wudf.a ys; fyd|g u ;ekd' wfka uf.a mq;d ug fufyuo
i,lkafk tfyk tal wks;Hh hs' Tkak ys;g jegqkd' Bg miafia
ta NslaIqKsh fl isyslrkak mgka .;a;d' woHdj re jqkd'
oHdj my< jqkd' wfma ; j, f wms la kafka Th lreK
wjfndaO fkdp ksid' wfma j;fh;a Th lreK wjfndaO
lr.;a; ojig wms;a ta jf.a f,dalh yd n,kjd'
tfyu k wfma f ;hg f wks;Hh wjfndaO lr
.ekSu wms idudkH ;fha isys lsf wms f;are .kak fk
f wei" lK" kdih" j" lh" uki" wks;H fohla h lsh, wms
;ud ;=<g isysh msysgqjd .kak fk' wmsg fj,d ;sfhkafka Bg
yd;amiska u fjkia tlla'

uf.ka f;dr f,djla ke;'''


nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd" meoafola jqk;a
l,amkd lf<d;a"
ufj l; u[a[x;= - .syS mn;d WfNda
ufj w;sjid wiaiq - lspd lsfiq lsia
b;snd,iai ixlmafmda - bPd udfkd j jV;s
NslaIqjla l,amkd lf<d;a uu u hs f Tlafldu lrkak
fk' uu u hs f Tlafldu lrkak fk' uu u hs ffla m%Odkshd
fjkak fk' .sys me ljqre;a fl uf.ka wy, hs lrkak
fk lsh,d' ,dul bPd udkakhla ;rhs thdg jefvkak lsh,d'

b,lalh m%Odkshd u o@
t;fldg n,kak NslI
a j
q lg;a ydkshla tal' tfyuk wms
l,amkd l< hq;=hs f Ou ud.fha h h lreKq ms<sn|j
wms lghq;= lroa jqk;a wfma b,lalhla ;sfhkak fk' fudllao
b,lalh" ;ekl m%Odkshd u y" B<g msil m%Odkshd u
y n,j;d u y fkfjhs" wfma b,lafl fjkak fk f
,ep wjia:df isyh
s msyg
s j
q df.k Ouh wjfndaO lr .eks,,
a '
fukak f b,lalh imqrd.kak l,amkd lrk flkd oYfuka

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

75

oYfu y ta b,lafl lrd hkjd' tfyk wms fyd|g ta kqjK


md lrkak fk' f ksjka u. .uka lrkak iQodk fjk
flfkla'
uu lsjd wmsg f.dvdla g wmyiq fj,d ;sfhkafka isyh
s
hqKq lsu' isysh hqKq lr,d wms yeu;siafiu n,kak fk f
wei wks;Hh hs' wehs wei wks;Hh@ wei ye,d ;sfhkafka kdu
rEm j,ska' kdu rEm mphd i<dh;kx' i;r uyd Od;+kaf.ka
yg.kak fohla" iamYh" u" ix{d" f;kd" ukisldr wd
foaj,a j,ska yep fohla f wei' lK;a tfyu yep tlla'
kdih;a tfyu yep tlla' j;a tfyu yep tlla' lh;a
tfyu yep tlla'

msgia;rfhla yd n,kjd jf.a n,kak''


wei k wmg tfyu yep tlla nj f;are .kak
ksl mqjka jf.a' lK;a tfyuhs' kdih;a tfyuhs' j;a ta
jf.a fmakjd' lh;a fmakjd' yenehs ys;''' wms ys; je<|f.k
bkakjd uu lsh,d' wms ys; je<|f.k bkakjd uf.a lsh,d' wms
ys; je<|f.k bkakjd uf.a meje;au lsh,d' f ksid u f ys;'
wks;H jYfhka n,kak wmg f;afrkafk kE'
ys; yd n,kak fk msgia;rfhla yd n,kjd jf.hs'
msgia;rfhla yd n,kafk h wdldrhlska o msgia;r lefvk
f|k fohla yd n,kafk h wdldrhlska o" wkak ta jf.a ys;
yd n,kak fk' wkak t;fldg ;uhs f;are .kafk
nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd kakfka f ysf;a iajNdjh'
^Mkaokx& Mkaokx lshkafka jyd ief,kjd' fku iq lreKl
f ysf;a iajNdjh fudlla o jyd ief,k tl' jyd ief,k
fldg ys; ;uka msgia;rfhla jf.a ys; yd n,kak fk' wd''''
f ys; fufyu fjkafk' uu fufyu jkjd lshkafk ke;sj f
iajNdjh flhs lsh,d hlsis foalska is; ief,k fldg wkak
t;k ;uhs wmg jqjukd ksoyiaj isyh
s msyg
s j
q , is; yd n,kak'
f ys; ief,k iajNdjfhka hqla;hs'

j;=frka f.dv.;a;= udfjla jf.a'''


^pm,x& f ys; jxpkslhs' pm,hs' pm, hs lshkafka wmg
Wjukd lrkj f ys; hym;a uf.a yiqrejkak' wmg fk

76

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

wdldrhg fkfuhs ys; l%h


s d;aul fjkafka' f ys; pm, hs' ^rlaLx&
wudrefjka /l.kak fk' ^kaksjdrhx& jrka uqojd .kak
;sfhkafk wudrefjka' t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd l<d
f ysf;a iajNdjh ;uhs"
jdfcdaj :f,a ;af;da - lfudaLk WNf;da
t;fldg f ukfia ia j Ndjh j;= f rka f.dv.;a ; =
udfjla f.dvfuka ;sn jf.hs lsh,d' t;fldg f.dvu bkak
udjdf.a iajNdjh fudlla o@ tydg fuydg o, o, bkak
tl' fukak f jf.hs lshkj f ys;' ^mMkao ;sox ;a;x& f
ys; fkdfhla wdldrhg le, le, ;sfhkafk' ta ksid f ysf;a
iliafjk foaj,a wms neyer lrkak fk fyd|g isysfha msysg,d'
t;fldg f weye;a wks;H jYfhka n,kak fk' lK;a
wks;H jYfhka n,kak fk' kdih;a wks;H jYfhka n,kak
fk' j;a wks;H jYfhka n,kak fk' lh;a wks;H jYfhka
n,kak fk' is;;a wks;H jYfhka n,kak fk'
weyg fmak rEm;a wks;H jYfhka n,kak fk' wmg
wudre foaj,a fjd' weyeg fmak rEm wms wks;H jYfhka n,kak
fm<,d kE' wms isysh msysgqjkak fk b;ska fjd wks;H foaj,a
lsh,d' lKg wefyk Yo wks;H jYfhka n,kak fk' wks;H
fyd|g ;sn k ljodj;a tal uq,alrf.k wms wuq;= fohla
ysf;a yod .kafk kE'

fmd fohla jqk;a we;s'''


ug u;l yg fidaK uyry;ka jykafia tla;rd
wjia:djl foaYkd l<d" Nd.Hj;a nqrcdKka jykai" f ;h
wjfndaO lrmq ke;s tlaflkdg" mqx fohla weia yuqjg meKqk;a"
ta wruqK iska thdg hg lrkjd' f,dl= fohla .ek ljr l:d
o lsh,' mqx fohla lKg jegqk;a thdg fokd we;sfjk ta
fmd foa iska thdj hg lrkj' f,dl= fohla .ek ljr l:d o
lsh,' fmd fohla kdihg kqk;a ta wruqK iska thdj
hglrkjd' f,dl= fohla .ek ljr l;d o lsh,d' fmd rihla
thdf. jg kqk;a ta wruqK iska thdj hglrkj' f,dl=
fohla .ek ljr l:d o@ fmd myila thdf. lhg jegqk;a ta
wruqK iska thdj hg lrkj' f,dl= fohla .ek ljr l:d o@
talg Y% fjkjd'

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77

fk fld<fha fkd /| u jefgk h |la


jkak''
ta lshkafka ka wms wfma ;fha wms isysh msysgqjdf.k
wks;H jYfhka olskafka ke;ak wfma ysf;a iajNdjh fudlla o@
.kak wruqKq;a tlal tl;= fjkjd' kuq;a nqrcdKka jykafia
fmkajd ,d ;sfhkjd f Ouh wjfndaO lrk tlaflkdf.
iajNdjh' wjfndaO lrmq tlaflkdf. iajNdjh fudlla o@ Ouh
wjfndaO lrmq tlaflkdf. iajNdjh nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd
,d ;sfhkafk"
Woka h:dms fmdlaLf
mux jd h:d k ,smam;s
tajx uqks fkda M,smam;s
hox G iq;x uqf;aiqjd
^Woka h:dms fmdlaLf& fk fld<hl jep j;=r
xjla jf.hs' ^mux jd h:d k ,smam;s& fkul .Ep j;=r
xjla jf.hs' ^tajx uqks fkda M,smam;s& ta jf.a ;uhs uqksjrhd'
^hox G iq;x uqf;aiqjd& weyeg olsk rEfm .ek" lKg wefyk
Yfo .ek" kdihg fkk .| iqj| .ek" jg fkk rih
.ek" lhg fkk myi .ek" ukig isf;k wruqKq .ek
msysgkafk kE ysf;a'

f,dl= fohla wdj;a hg fjkafk kE''


tal fidaK yduqrefjd jo<d' weia yuqjg f,dl= fohla
meKqk;a thd olskf
a ka wks;Hh ;rhs' lKg fldpr n,m;,
tajd wykak ,enqk;a tal ta lK Tiafia ;hg Wrd .kafka kE'
tal wks;H jYfhka l,d t;ku bjr fjkjd' kdihg f,dl=
fohla .| iqj|la kqk;a tal wks;H jYfhka kf.k t;ku
bjr fjkjd' jg f,dl= rihla kqk;a tal wks;H jYfhka
l,d t;ku bjr fjkjd'
nqrcdKka jykafia tla;rd ;ekl foaYkd l<d fyd|g
isysh msysgqjdf.k" fyd|g h we;sj" fyd|g oYkdfjka
l,amkd lrk NslaIqjla m%KS; ri uijqf,ka hq;= we,a ydf,a n;la
msKavmdf;g ,e,d je,jd lsh,d ta rih iska thdj hg
lrkafk kE lsh,'

78

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

wo lf<d;a wo kq
t;fldg wmg meye,sj fmakjd yeu;siafia u wms f
wruqKq j,g hg fj hg fj wms b|, ;sfhkafk' wruqKq j,g
hg fj hg fj wms f ;h f.j, ;sfhkafka' mskaj;=ks"
ljoo wms fl ch .kafk' wms ch .kafka isysh hqKq lrmq
ojig' h hqKq lrmq ojig' kqjK hqKq lrmq ojig' wms
l,am flda .dKla f.jg miafi k fl lrkafka wms ;=<g
todg ;uhs fl ch.kafk' wo k fl lrkafk wms wo ;uhs
ch.kafk'
f ksid wms fyd|g f;are .kak fk f ;fha isysh
msysgqjd .ekSf j.lSu ljqo ndr .kak bkafk' ;ud iska
ndr.kak fk' flg uu lsjfk ndol lreKq lSmhla' Tng
u;l o tajd@ wdidj" ;ry" ksu; - w,ilu" isf;a isu"
ielh'

f is;;a yud hk iev iq<la jdf.a'''


wmg n,md,d ;sfhkjd ysf;a isfrk .;sh' f ysf;a
l,n, .;sh wdjdu f.dvla fofkl=g tal lr.kag nE' wms
.;af;d;a Tng u;l we;s Tkak wkqrdOmqrefha wfma jevigyk
fj,dfj iShd flfkla yshd jeiafi f; f;' ta iShd is;
l,n, lr.kafk ke;sj" Tfya yshd Ouhg ijka ' mqf;la
we,a,d weoaod" ta iShdf. w;ska' iSfh hka" f;fukj fkao@
lsh,d' ta iShd lshkjd" wd'''' ka o WUg udj f;fukj u;la
jqfka' uu wr l=Uqr flgqfj ld,hla ;siafi f; f;' ta ldf,
WU udj weoao o l=Uqfrka' uu f; f; y fl wykj'
lsjd' wkak ta iShd l,n, kE'

yeuodu uQK fokak fjk foaj,a''''


l,n, fjp flkd biamdiqjla ke;=j jkj ila f
Ouhg isysh msysgqjd .kak l,amkd lrkafk kE' b;ska ta ksid
wms l,amkd lrkak fk jeiai;a mEj;a jd yeuodu f,dafla
;sfhk foaj,a' wmsg yeuodu tajg uQKfokak isoaO fjkjd' kuq;a
isyh
s msyg
s j
q kjhs lshk ldrKh bf.k .eks,,
a yeuodu ljqrej;a
W.kajkafk kE' ta ksid tal ;uhs ,N foa' ,N foa ,enqkdu
bkak ;ek fudlla jqk;a lula kE" wms fl ys;g .kak fk'

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79

mskaj;=ks" wms f hk ixidr .ufka wms fyd|g isysh


msysgqjdf.k fl kqjKska n,kakg fk' wks;H foa wks;H
jYfhka n,kak mqre fjkak fk' wks;a tl uu Tng ;j
lreKla lshkak' ryila''' fudlla o@ Tn f ys; hqKq lrk
ldrKh w~fnr .ykak hkak tmd' Tn f isysh msysgqjk tl
yefudag u n,dmka" ka uu WU,d jf.a fkfjhs fyd|g isysh
msyg
s j
q df.khs bkafka lsh,d lshkak hkak tmd' uu fyd|g wks;H
jYfhka fl ui, n,kjd' ug fyd|g wks;H jYfhka m%lgj
fmakjd lshkak hkak tmd' ryila jYfhka ;nd.kak' tal ;ukaf.a
yDo idlaIsh ;rla .;a;du we;s' tal f,daflg lshkak hkak
fk kE'

.=KOu ;sfhkafk hqKq lr.kak ila


f,daflg fmkakkak fkfjhs'''
ta fudlo uu tfyu lsf" wms f,daflg lsh lsh hkj
lshuq' Tkak WU, jf.a fkfuhs ux fyd|g isysfhka bkafk'
wd'''' ug tfyu jrkafk kE' ux Tlafldu wks;H jYfhka n,
n, bkafk lsh,d wms mqridr fodvjkj lshuq' wms ta ys; Yajdi
lr, fkao tal lshkafka' wka;sug f ys; wfma m%udo fodaIhlska
fkd u .sys,a,d wms jefgk ;ek wmsg u fydhkak nE' t;fldg
wr lh u wmsg Tp lrkak .kakj wdx uyf,dl=jg lsj'
ka flda@ fjkak ne o@ fyd|u jef ;uhs tafl ;a; hqKj
q
wNHka;r lghq;a;la njg m;a lr .kak fk' fudlo fya;=j
;ukaf.a ys; hqKq Wkdk ;ukaf.a ;sfhk .=KOu j,ska
f,daflg msysgla fjkjd u hs'
wms hqKh
q s lsh,d f,daflg fmkakj
q d lsh,d f,daflg wuq;=
fi;la taflka fjkafk kE' wms we;a;g u hqKq jqfkd;a taflka
wmg;a msyg
s la ;sfhkjd' wms weiqre lrk whg msyg
s l=;a ;sfhkj'
Tlafldg u msysgla ;sfhkjd' wms we;a;g u hqKq fkd hqKq
jqkd lsh,d lshdf.k .shd lsh,d msysgla ;sfhkj o@ ta ksid f
Ou ud.h ;sfhkafka ;kslru yqfol,d hqKqjla'

;ukaj yqjd olajkafka fudl=;a ke;s wh'''


ka nqrcdKka jykafia f.a ld,fha iuyr ry;ka
jykafia,d b|,d ;sfhkjd ldgj;a u nE ry;ka jykafia kula

80

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

lsh,d ka.kak' ljqrej;a u okafk ke' h h is j,


;uhs nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkafk uyfKks" wkak wr
NslaIqj fukak f wdldrhg ys; hqKq lr,d ;sfhkjd lsh,d'
t;fldghs ish fokd okafka' t;fldg wmsg fmakjd hdfjd;a
tlal weiqre l,d lsh,d tfyu lshdf.k hkafk kE'
ka ry;ka jykafia,d - ry;ka jykafia,d w;rj;a
tfyu ;a; hqKqj .ek l:d lr,d kE' l:d lr,d ;sfhkafka
Ouh .ek hs' uu fukak fufyu jvdf.k .shd Ouh' t;fldg
ug iudhla wdjd' t;fldg uu fuka k fufyu fufyu
oYkdj jvdf.k .shd' t;fldg ug m%{dj' ka uu ksoyia'
whsfhda Tn,dg ;ju nejqkdfk lsh, tfyu tlla kE ffl'
ffl ;sfhkafka tal ;kslr u wNHka;r lghq;a;la' tal
wNHka;r hqKqjla'

yqfol,d flfha ;ksfjuqo lla''''


tfyu ;a; wNHka;rfhka fl .;a;yu ;sfhk jdish
;uhs ;uka yqfol,d fjk yeu fudfyd;l u ;ukag isysfhka
bkak mqjka' tal f,daflg lshkak fk kE' ;uka yqfol,d jk
yeu fudfydf; u isysfhka bkakj'
n,kak l,amkd lr,d f f,dafl ksiaiq Okh ksid
fldpr fkd u hkj o@ rEmh ksid fldpr fkd u hkj o@
lgy~ ksid fldpr fkd u hkj o@ k W.;alu ksid
fldpr fkd u hkj o@ nqrcdKka jykafiag fldpr ,iaik
rEmhla ;sn o@ fkd u .sfha kEfk' ta ;r udkisl hqKqjla
ldgj;a ;snqfk kE' tpr udkisl n,hla ldgj;a ;snqfk kE'
kuq;a nqrcdKka jykafia f,dafla yd l,amkd lrmq ms<sfj,
wmsg ;ju lsgqlrkak nE' tprg u tal ksoyia'

nekak;a tlhs - m%Yxid l<;a tlhs''


tla;rd ojil rc.y kqjr b|,d kd,kaodj olajd
nqrcdKka jykafia NslI
a q ix>hd msjrdf.k jkjd' jk fldg
.=rekakdkafi hs" f.da,h hs - .=rekakdkafi;a ;dmifhla" f.da,h;a
;dmifhla' t;fldg ;dmi .=rekakdkafia nqrcdKka jykafiag
hs" NslaIq ix>hdg hs nkskjd fyd|g u' ta f.d,af,d;a ta tlalu
hkjd' f.da,hd fudlo lrkafka m%Yxid lrkjd' Tkak rd;%S

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81

kjd;eka .kak isoO


a jqkd' rd;%S kjd;eka .;a;= fj,dfj;a nkskjd'
f.da,hd ?;a m%Yxid lrkjd' f fokakd myqjod msg;afj,d .shd'
nqrcdKka jykafia fudlj;a lsfj kE' thdg NslaIQka
jykafia,d fudl=;a lsfj;a kE' ioao ke;sj yshd' .shdg miafia
nq rcdKka jyka f ia wykjd" uyfKks " wr .= r eka k dka f ia
nekakfka' f .ek wms ndr.kak fk kE' wms n,kak fk
nekmq lreKq wms < ;sfhkj o lsh,d' n,kfldg f;afrkjd ta
nekmq lreKq tllaj;a wms < kE' ta ksid wmsg wod, tlla
fkfuhs thd lsh lsh b|,d ;sfhkafka' ta ksid tafl wms ksoyia'
tal wmsg jevla kE' t;fldg m%Yxid lrmq tlaflkd ta m%Yxid
lf<a wfma ;sfhk lreKq j,g o lsh, n,kak' n,kfldg
f;afrkj f lsf wms ;=< ;sfhk lreKq .ek u ;uhs' thd
m%Yxid l<;a" ke;;a ta m%Yxidf wuq;= fohla kE lsh, tal;a
w;ykak lsjd'

ienE yslauu lshkafka flg hs'


n,kak t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia f Y%djlhska
yslauj, ;sfhk ms<sfj,' tfyu lrkak nE f wei" lK" kdih"
j" lh" uki wks;H jYfhka fkd jevQ flfkl=g" f rEm"
Yo" .kaO" ri" myi" wruqKq wks;H jYfhka wjfndaO fkd l<
flfkl=g tfyu lrkak nE' tal lrkak mqjka wks;H jYfhka
wjfndaO l< flfkl=g u hs'
ta ksid mskaj;=ks" wks;H jYfhka kqjKska uikak mgka
.kakd fldg" wdrNfha wms jpkfhka isys lrkjd wks;Hh hs"
wks;Hh hs" wks;Hh hs lsh,d' kuq;a ta jf.a u thd miafia kqjKska
uikak fk' ka isysh msysgqjdf.k k bkafk wks;Hh hs
wks;Hh hs wks;Hh hs lsh,d fufkys lrk foa wks;H fjkjd
fuhdg fmakjd' fmak wjia:dj,a tkjd' t;fldg thd kqjKska
uikjd' f ldrKh f f lreKq ksid wks;H fj,d .shd'
tfyu k ffl uu lsh,d ys;d.;a;g uf.a lsh,d ys;d.;a;g
;udg fk yg mj;ajkak fk lsh,d ys;d.;a;g tfyu
tlla ffl lrkak nE lsh,d'
lh .ek flfkla blaukg ksjer fjkjd' yenehs is;
.ek ksjer fjkafk kE' fudlo ys; .ek wms yeu ;siafiu

82

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

ys;df.k bkafk uu lsh, u hs' b;ska ta ksid flg wmsg f,dl=


hla" f,dl= kqjKla" f,dl= isyshla fk'

yeu fj,dfj u kqjKska uikak'''


nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lr, ;sfhkafk talhs" isysh
hqKq lr lr wms fyd|g kqjKska uikak mgka .kak fk'
fudlo l,amkd lr,d nefjd;a fyu wfma ;j, h hqKj
q la
pqgla y ,e,d ;sfhkj k oYfulska y tfyu ,efnkafk
kqjKska uiSu ksid' fjk lreKla ksid fkfjhs' kqjKska uiSu
ksid k" wmsg ,efnkafk ta kqjKska uimq fj,dfj wms isysfhka
ys fj,djla' wms h mj;ajmq fj,djla' wfma ysf;a Y%oaOdj
;sp fj,djla' tfyu k wms yeu;siafiu h mj;ajkjd
k" yeu ;siafi u isysh mj;ajkjd k" wms bh .ek" lk
fndk fj,djg" wk m<k fj,djg" ta jf.a u jeisls,s leisls,s
lrk fj,djg yeu ;sif
a iu isyh
s mj;ajkak wms l,amkd lrkjd
k wmsg yeu ;sif
a ia u ;djfndaOhg wjia:djla ilia fjkjd'

;j fldpr l,a l,aodkak o@


kuq;a tal wms l,aodkjd k nE ug lrkak nE' ug f
fj,djla kEfk' ug fldfyo flhla' ug fldfyo flg
wjia:djla lsh lshd wms u.wehdg wmsg Wjukd k" wjia:dj
fk ;r ;sfhkj' wms ljqre y flfkla lsfjd;a fyu y
lEu" u" b" ysgq iu isx.mamQrejg l tlla fokj
i;shlg' ljqo hkak leu;s lsfjd;a flh fk ;r
;sfhkjd' fl wfma ysf;a woyig ksl u .e,ms,d hkafk kE'
fl wms Wjukdfjka u nf,ka u .,m .kak fk' ld,hla
.shdg miafia ;uhs l l fl ysf;a msysgkafka' ta ksihs
tlmdrgu flfkla f Ouhg we,d hkafk ke;af;'

nq iiqk nenf,ajd
yenehs kqjK ;sfhk tlaflkd f Ouh f;are .kak
l,amkd lrkjd' ta ksid mskaj;=ks" wms l,amkd lrkak fk f
wjia:df m%fhdackh .kak ;sfhk tlu l%uh isysh msysgqjd
.eks,a,'

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

83

nqrcdKka jykafiaf.ka flfkla weyqjd" Nd.Hj;a


nqrcdKka jykai" f Ydikh fndfyda ld,hla mj;skak fya;=
jkafka fudlla o lsh,d' nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d" f Ydikh
fndfyda ld,hla mj;skk
a g fya;= jkafka udf.a Y%djlhka isyf
s hka
isu'
t;fldg isysfhka bkakjd lsh,d lshkafka" lh .ek
isysfhka bkakj k" .ek isysfhka bkakj k" ys; .ek
isyf
s hka bkakj k" f wdh;k j, mxpqmdokialkaO wdka .ek
isysfhka bkakj k" nqoaO Ydikh mj;skj' tfyu k wmsg f
nqiiqk hqKq lrkak ;sfhk tl u foa fudlla o@ isysfhka
bkak wms mqre fjk tl'

Ouh ;hg .,md .kak'''


fudlo wms isysfhka bkak bkak ;uhs f Ou lreKq
j, m%fhdackh ;sfhkafka' Ou lreKq ;hg .,md .kak
mqjka fjkafk tfyuhs' yenehs Ouh u;l ;sfhkak fk'
Ouh u;l ke;sk isysh msysgqjd.kak ta;a nE' jegqkg miafia
ke.Syskak nE Ouh u;l ke;ak' Ouh u;l ;sfhkj k
oy mdGhla u;l ;sfhkj k zwd''' nqrcdKka jykafia f
yg fmkajd jod,dZ lsh, isyshg k.df.k Bg miafia Bg
wkql+,j l,amkd lr, thd isysh hqKq lrkj' wdfhu;a t;kag
tkj' talhs nqrcdKka jykafia jodf, f Ouh Wjukhs lsh,'
f Ouh wy, u;l ;shd.kak fk' ord.kak fk' t;fldg
;uhs wdfh wdfh fufkys lrkak mqjka fjkafk'
ka Tn okakjd ta Ouh fmdv fmdv y Wjukd
lrk ldrKdj,a u;flg .kak fk' ta u;flg .;a;du ;uhs"
tal imQKfhka u wfma ;fha isysh msKsi Wmldr fjkafka'
tfyu ke;ak Ou ldrKd u;lhg .kak nek" wms jep
fj,djl" wfma ys; fkd u .sh fj,djl wmsg ke.S yskak nE'
wms lshuq wmsg fudlla y m%Yakhla we;s fj,d wms
n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjp ke;s fya m%Yk
a hla we;sfj,d wmg n,j;a
lmdjla wdjd" mSvdjla wdj" ysf;a lg lreKla fhkd' ka
wmsg lshkak flfkla kE' wmsg n,kak fmd; m;l=;a , md;
kE' wykak nK mhl=;a kE' t;fldg msysg fudlla o@ ;ukag

84

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

Ou ldrKdjla u;l ;snqKd k" wkak ta u;l ;sp oy


lreK ;uhs msysg fjkafka' ta ksid f Ouh u;l ;nd f.k
isu lsh, lshkafka ;hg mqu yg msysg fjk tlla'

ndysr whf.ka Wmldrhla n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkak


tmd'
fudlo wms ndysr flfkl=f.a Wmldrhla yeu ;siafiu
n,dfmdfrd;a;=fjka ishdg ta Wmldr fkd ,efnk wjia:d wmg
fk ;r ;sfhkjd' ta fj,djg wmg msysg fjkafka wfma ys;
;=< f.dvke.sp tl' ta ksid wms yeu;siafi u l,amkd lrkak
fk ndysr flfk=f.a wefa t,a,s,d fl hqKq lrkak fkfjhs'
tfyk@ ;ud ;=< isysh msysgqjdf.k fl hqKq lrk tlhs'
;ud ;=< isysh msysgqjdf.k hqKq lrk foa we;slr
.;af;d;a ug Wk;a biair ;snqfk kE ta yelshdj' uu uq,a ldf,
ys;=fj Th Ouh lshdfok iajdka jykafia,d wiqre l<d u
ys;f
= j tfyuhs' ta ksid uu ta iajdka jykafia,df.ka fjka fjkak
leu;s jqfka kE' uu ys;=fj ta iajdka jykafia,d , bkak u
fk Ouh w,a, .kak lsh,d' miafia miafia ug f;are .shd
kE''' kE''' ffl ;sfhkafka tfyu fkfuhs' ;uka g fk ;uka
iska u we;slr .kak oy kqu' f isysfhka msysgqjd n,k tl
hs' todg ;uhs ;uka fl kshu yg w,a,kafk lsh,' f
Oufh tfyu tlla ;sfhkafk'

l<K ;=rka iu ks;s weiqr o"


yenehs ffl l<HdK ;%fhd weiqre lrkak fk'
Ouh Y%jKh lrkak fk" Ou idlPd lrkak fk' Oufha
yeisu lshk tl yqfol,dj hqKq lr.kak fk' yenehs ta
hqKqlr .kakl u l<HdK ;%hd lshk flkd ksrka;rfhka u
Wjukhs'
nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a foaYkdjl ;sfhkjd me fjp
iajdka jykafia,dg mjd Ou lreKq" kh lreKq i|.kak
f;afrkafk ke;ak" thd f;are .kak ;=rdjg we;s f;la u
jeys .=rejre .dj bkak fk lsh,d' t;fldg wmsg taflka
meye,sj fmakjd" l<HdK ;% wdY%h jqjukhs' kuq;a jqjukd
lrkafka ;uka iajdkj fl f.dv k.d .ekSug hs'

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

85

;ud ;=<ska olsk ksid mkhsl fjhs ioy'''


t;ska ta ksid ta wjia:dj wms fyd|g ykd.kak fk'
f Ouh hqKq lrkak fl f.dvk.d.kak wjia:dj wms fyd|g
ykdf.k wms f isysh hqKq lrk wjia:dj ,nd.kak fk'
tal ;uhs" mkhsl lshkafk' ;ud ;=<ska olsk ksid mkhsl
fjhs ioy
b;ska tfyuk nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrmq Ouh
wms ;=< isysh msysgqj msysgqjd f;are .kak l,amkd l<d u ;uhs
we;a;g u f Ouh wms wjfndaO lrkafk' ta ksid tfyu k
f Oufha ienE u idlaIslrejd h hq;af;a ljqo@ ;ud u hs'
yenehs ta idlaIslrejd ;ud fjkj i wkqkag lsh, wkqkaf.ka
.kak tmd m%Yxid'

wx ;gqjla me<|.kak wdi o@


wms lshkj lshuq ;j flfkl=g zfufyuhs ug fupr
fupr iudh jevqkZ lsh,' zwd''' tfyuk Thd ka fidajdka
fjkak we;sZ' wr m%ldYh wy.kak fka tal lshkafk' zuu fufyu
l<d' uu fufyu l<d' ug fufyu fufyu iudh hqKq jqkd'
uu kqjKska uif.k hkfldg fl kslx fj,d .shd' wjfndaO
fjkak mgka .;a;d'Z zwd''' tfyu k Thdg wij,a [dKh ,e,d
fjkak we;s'Z t;fldg ta lshkafka thd fudflag o@ wr wrl
wy.kak' Bg miafi Tgqkak ynjqkd' od.;a;d' .shd' jevla kE'

fukak Ou ud.h hqKq lrk whf. ye'''


tfyu fkfuhs fl lrkak fk' tla;rd wjia:djl
;sfhkj W.a. isg;
q u
= d .ek' nqrcdKka jykafia W.a. isg;
q u
= df.
.=K j.hla lshkjd' W.a. isgq;=ud f jf.a f jf.a .=Kj,ska
hql;
a hs lsh,' b;ska NslI
a k
Q a jykafia,d ta y;a:d,jl W.a. isg;
q u
= d
ynfj,d lshkjd" nqrcdKka jykafia Tn .ek f.dvdla m%Yxid
l<d' wfka iajdkS" t;k ljqre;a ysgh o@ ljqre;a ysfh
kE lshkj' tfyk lula kE t;fldg NslaIQka jykafia,d
nqqrcdKka jykafia uqK.eys,d lshkjd" iajdkS" wms W.a.
isgq;=ud uqK .eyqkd' wms t;=ug m%Yxid l<d' nqrcdKka jykafia
Tn .ek fufyu fufyu lshkj hs lsh,d' t;fldg thd wykj"

86

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

ziajdkS t;k ljqrej;a ysh oZ lsh,' zljqre;a ysfh kEZ lsh,


lsj u ztfyk lula kEZ lshkjd' t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia
jod<d wd'''' tfyk tal;a B< .=fKa yehg ms<s.kaklsh,'
wkak Ou ud.h hqKq lrk wdldrh' t;fldg ta yg ;uhs
f Ou ud.h hqKq lrkak ;sfhkafka'

Tng ryila lshkak'''


fl y u ,iaik tlla' tal ryila fkfuhs' ryi
lshkafka tal fkfjhs' ryi lshkafka wms Njkd l<d lugyka
.;a;d' lugyk wrf.k wms tal lshkafk kE' tal lugyk fok
tlaflkd ;rhs tal wykafk' fjk flfkl=g tal wykak ;yk'
tal ryia nK' fl tfyu fkfuhs wms t<smg
s Ouh l:dlrkj'
Ouh idlPd lrkjd' ka nqrcdKka jykafia iudh ia;r
lr, ;sfhkafka fufyuhs lsh, wms ia;r jYfhka lshkj'
nqrcdKka jykafia m%{dj ia;r lr, ;sfhkafka fufyuhs lsh,d
wms lshkjd' ka wms f ia;rh t<smsg lshkafka' f Tlafldu
woHdj m%ydKh lsug oHdj Wmojd .ekSug jvkak fk'
wms m%d:kd lf<d;a wfka wfma woHdj refjd' oHdj
my, fjd' lsis ojil is fjhs o@ tal yhg wms wrl bkakj
t<shla o,ajkafk ke;sj t<sh m; m;d' wms wrl bkakj t<shla
o,ajkafk ke;sj" wr refjd lsh lshd' kuq;a wms ys;d u;d
t<shla we;slr .;af;d;a wr bjrhs' ta jf.a f Ouh ud.h
hqKq lsf wms ys;d u;d isysh hqKq lrkak l,amkd lrkak
fk'

ielfhka ms f,djla nj ks;r is;kak''


B< tl ;uhs isyh
s hqKq lrk flfkl=g Wmldr fjkj
iluka lrk fldg isysfhka wek tl' fndfyda f.j,a fodrj,a
j, ilauka u kE fkj' iuyr f.j,a j, idf, ;sfhkj
f,dl=jg' tajdfha mqjka ilauka lrkak lla mqre fjkak' f.or
lhg Ou {dkh fyd|g ;sfhkj k" Y%oaOdj ;sfhkj k"
nK Ndjkd lrkak fj,dj ilia lrf.k ;sfhkj k" uq
f.or u lhg ndOdjla kE' tfyu ke;ak fl ryfi ;uhs
lrkak fjkafk' wehs nvq l pqgla tydg fuydg lr,d lla

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

87

ilauka lrkak mgka .;af;d;a fyu f.a ueoafo <uhs nh fjkjd'


wd''' wu .sys,a,d wdjd lshhs" wu mgka .;a; lshhs ys;kafk
f ikSm ke;sfj,d ;uhs lsh,'
ta ;r u ieflka n,kafk' ta ;r u lsPdfjka
n,kafk' Y%oaOdfjka n,kjg jvd ;sfhkafk lsPdj u hs' ta
ksid wms fyd|g f;are .kak fk" lsPdj lshkafka fudlal
o@ ielh' ta lshkafka ilaldh h jf.a u ixfhdackhla'
ixfhdackhla lshkafk ne|,d ;sfhkjd'

iq yrl hs - l yrl hs'''


ka ixfhdackfha Wmudj fudlla o@ fmkak, fokafka
iq yrlhs" l yrlf.hs Wmudjfk' iq yrlhs l yrhlhs
.eg.y,d ;sfhkj ,Kqjlska' t;fldg iq yrl hkj yhsfhka'
t;fldg l yrldg hkak fjkjd' fudlo ta ne|,d ;sfhkafk
,Kqjlska' l yrld hkj yhsfhka' t;fldg iq yrldg hkak
fjkjd' fudlo ta@ ,Kqfjka ne|,d ;sfhk ksid' t;fldg mska
fmaakafka l yrld iq yrlj weof.k hkj jf.a' iq yrld
l yrldj weof.k hkj jf.a' kuq;a ta fokaku weof.k hkafk
lfUka' lf ,symq ojig fokak fome;a;g hkj ksoyfia'
tajf.a lsPdj lsh,d lshkafka lflg jvd nep
tlla' ielh lshkafk ta jf.a tlla' wms fyd|g k.kak fk
fjd kSjrK yehg;a ;sfhkjd" ixfhdack yehg;a ;sfhkjd'
f ysf;a ;sfhkjd' t;fldg fjd ke;sfjk wdldrhg isysh
msysgqjdf.k" kqjK hqKq lrf.k Ou [dKh hqKq lrf.k
.uka lrkak ;sfhkafka'

Tng;a mqjka isysh hqKq lrkak'''


ug f;a,d ;sfhkjd fukak fufyu tlla' flfkl=g
kqjKska ui uid l,amkd lrk flfkl=g Ya; wjfndaOh
^mp iuqmamdoh& fmd;" wfma nq i ;ju jevfjfi;s ^iq;a;
ksmd;h& fmd;" B,g ta wud ksjka gq ry;ka jykafia,d ^f:ar
f:a .d:d& fmd; ksrka;rfhka mYS,kh lrkj k thdg iEfyk
rlg isysh hqKq lrkak;a" kqjK hqKq lrkak;a mqjka'

88

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

oy kqu hqKq lr.kak miqng fjkak tmd'''


B<g nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a iQ;% foaYkd fndfyduhla
u Wmldr fjkjd' fudlo wms ksrka;rfhka u ta Oufha Wmldr
.kak fk' ug fyd|g u;lhs ug Ou{dkh fyd|g jevqfk
fldfyo lsh,' uu iuyr wdrKH j, bkakfldg uf.a l=fh
;sfhkafk md;%h hs" isjqre fol hs" j;=r tlhs ;rhs' tfy
mqia;ld, ;sfhkjd fmd;a ;sfhk' uu ta fmd;la wrf.k tkjd'
wrf.k we,a,d Ndjkd lr.kska fndfydu ksoyfia uu f
fmd; lshkjd' lshj,d f lreKq uu igyka fmd;la ;shdf.k
yshd" uu tafl ;uhs igyka lr.kafk' wjYH foaj,a igyka
lr,d ta igyka lr.;a;= foaj,a wdfh wdfh n,kjd' n,, ta
fmd; i;shla ;r ;shdf.k b|, fyd|g lshj, ;uhs ta fmd;a
jykafia .sys,a,d ;sh, fjk fmd;a jykafia kula wrka tkjd'
tn jevms<sfj,la uu ld,hla lrmq ksi hs ug hlsis
Ou{dkhla jevqfk' Tn jqk;a hlsis Ou{dkhla ,nd .ekSu
msKsi" ksjer iaurKhla" oy kqula ,nd.ekSu msKsi ta jf.a
hlsis jev ms<sfj,la lrkak fk'

wrl;a fk - fl;a fk''''


f lghq;= lrk w;fr" m;a;r;a n, n," ;a n, n,"
Oufha yeisfrkak l,amkd lf,d;a ld,h u' ug f;afrk
yehg k ld,h fyd|g u u' b;ska fyd| u foa ;uhs m;a;rhla
n,kak wksjdhfhka u isoaO fjkj k kd mylska bjr
lrkak' kd mylska ud;Dld l nejd m;a;f whska l<d'
m;a;f bjrhs t;fldg' tfyu ke;sj m;a;f uq, b|, n,,
wyj,a wpq lkaf;daref m%io
s O
a lrk , lshk ;ekg u lshjkak
,Eia;s jqfkd;a tfyu bjrhs' tfyu lshjk wh bkakj' wms okak
wh ysh' jevla kE lrkak" m;a;f uq, b|, w. msgqf ta
lE,a, fjkl u lshkj' wmrdfo im%mm
a ,dm' ta ksid tal kd
mfyka bjr lrkak fk'

kd mfyka bjr lrkak'''


rEmjdyskS n,k tajd wksjdfhka u n,kak fk k"
kd mfyka bjr lrkak fk' bjr lr,d flh ,nd.kak

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

89

fk f Ou{dkh ,nd.kak' wkak thd ;uhs oy kqu we;s


lr .kafk'
fl u;l ;shd.kak" ffl ;ukaf.a olaI;djh mqu
yg n,mdkjd' f Ouh hqKq lr.kak' ;ukaf. W;aidyh
mqu yg n,mdkj' ;ukaf.a kqjK mqu yg n,mdkj'
;ukaf.a msk mqu yg n,mdkj' msk fydhkak ne ksid tal
w;ykak' wks;a tajd f;afrk foaj,a l' msfka m%udKh fydhkak
nE' ug mska ;sfhkj o" keoao lshk ldrKh fydhkak nE'
fudlo ksjka wjfndaO lrkak" khOr NslaIqKSka w;r
w.;eka ,enkak msk ;snqK mgdpdrd msiaishla jf.a we ke;sj
mdfr jf.k .shmq tlaflfkla' ta ksid msk fydhkak nE' kuq;a
msk n,mdkj' wmsg tlmdrg u isysh msysgkafk kE lsh, wmsg
iudhla we;sfjkafk kE lsh, fhdaksfida ukisldrfha fhfokak
wudrehs lsh, msk kE lshk u;hg wdfjd;a wms fudav hs'

msk kE lsh, k ys;kak tmd'''


msk kE fkfuhs" wms tafl lrkak ;sfhkafk wms isysh
msysgqjd.kak ;=re fl w;ykafk kE lsh, ys;k tl' wms msk
kE lsh, w;yefhd;a fyu wms f f,dafl uy u uy ue
ksiaiqkaf.a .dkg whs;s fjkj' ta ksid wms fyd|g f;are .kak
fk f Ou ud.fha ndysr ksiaiqkaf.ka msk wykak fyd|
kE' f;afrkafk kE' msk fydhkak;a nE' msk olskak l%fl=;a kE'
ta ksid wms f Ou ud.fha msk lshkafk mqu tlla'

wfka" Thd wem,a u,la jf.a fkfuhs" jeiai


ldf,g W;=rk wiQ j<la jf.a''''
wms okakjfk uq.,ka yduqrejka j ji lr.kak we;a
u,dg fjp foa' u,d lshk fjik wdjfk uq.,ka yduqorefjd
jevisoa or kegq odf.k' uq.,ka yduqrefjda weyqjd wd''''
f fudlo f@ tahs .EKsfha" tahs fuda" Tn okakjo f Yfr
ye' f Yfr jeiai ldf,g W;=rmq wiQ j,la jf.hs lsjd'
kqjK msysgqjmq wh wkak ta yg n,kjd lsh,d lsjd' wykj
wE fudafha" WU yokafka wdldifha ;% wkak o@ fufyu wyk
fldg wr u,d l,amkd l<d' lmd jqfka kE' iefk kE' u,d
y t;r ldka;djla' fl,ska u l:d l<d" f iudcfha fudav
ksiaiq ia;%S Yfrg ji fjkafk uv jf,a ,.ska yrla jf.hs'

90

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

kuq;a ;uqkj
a ykafia uyd r mqreIfhla' fldfyduo fl ,enqfka@
lsh, weyqjd' Ouh lsjd'

u,dg;a msk mEkd'''


n,kak u,d lhska .Ksldjla jqkdg uki fldfyduo
lsh,d' u,d fydhmq foa ;uhs t;k ;snqfka' fudlo ta@ u,d
okafk;a kE u,d uql;
a h
s lrd hk ukila ;snk
q flfkla lsh,d'
u,d l,amkd l<d uu;a f fudloao wela l=K l=Kd hk
tfla f;areu' uu;a f jf.a flfkla fjkak fk' fl,skau .shd
nqrcdKka jykafia <g' .syska lsjd' iajdkS ug uqKsjhla
jf.a ksflf,ia is;lska j;a fjkak fk lsh,d' fyd|hs lsh,d
uyK l<d' ry;a NslaIqKshla jqkd'

miq;e,s u w;ykak - l< hq;= foa lrkak'''


t;fldg n,kak f ys; hqKq lrmq wdldrh' fjk
flfkla jf.a fhdaksfida ukisldrh ke;ak" fkdaxc,a ys;la k
uyK fj,d l,amkd lrhs whsfhd uu lrmq fohla' uu ta ldf,
b;ska okafk ke;sj wr W;a;uhka jykafiag .ek lrmq fohla
wmamd''' lsh,' tfyk ukiska je je msii
a q yod.kakjd' lalo
ch .;a;= ye' fukak f ysf;a ;sfhk wNsfhda. ch.kak jqjukd
hjka; ys;la fk' hjkak ys;la ;sfhk flkd ;uhs fl
ch.kafk' ta ksid nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh w,a,kafka wkak
tfyu tlaflkd'

uu;a f nq iiqfk ksjka iqj ,nkak''''


tfyk wfma l=i,;d f Ouh wjfndaO lr.kak
n,mdkafka keoao@ imQKfhka u n,mdkj' ta ksid mskaj;=kag
f Ouh wjfndaO lr .kak ,N wjia:djla ,e,d ;sfhkjd'
ta ,N wjia:dfj wfma yqiau l hkak biairfj,d fyd|g
isysh msysgqjd .kak" fyd|g kqjK msysgqjd .kak' fyd|g ;a;
ffOh we;slr.kak' ;uka ;ukaf. wNHka;rfh msysgqjd .kak
fl fldfydu y lr.kakj lsh,' fl lshkak fk kE' ta
ksid yeu flfkl=g u f f.!;u nq iiqfka u W;= p;=rdh
i;Hh Ouh jyd jyd wjfndaO fjd
id id id

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

91

lrkakg Ialr l;d

-lal:d iQ;%hY%oaOdjka; mskaj;=ks"


f fj,dfj wms bf.k .kafk wx.=;a;r ksldfh miafjks
ksmd;hg whs;s foaYkdjla' f foaYkdj jodrk ld,fha Nd.Hj;=ka
jykafia jevisfha ieje;a kqjr f;jkdrufha' f foaYkdf
ku lal:d iQ;%h lal:d lshkafka l:d lrkak Ialrhs" l;d
lrkak wmyiqhs lshk w:fhka'
nq rcdKka jyka f ia fmka j ,d fokjd" uyfKks "
mqoa.,hska mia fofkla bkakjd" ta wh iu ta ta l:d lrkak
Ialrhs ta mqo.
a ,hka mia fokd .ek Wkajykafia ia;r lrkjd'
ta jf.a u ^iql:d& l:d lrkak myiq mqoa.,hska mia fofkl= .ek;a
ia;r fjkjd'

fukak tA l:d lrkak Ialr mia fokd '''


Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia f l:d lrkak Ialr mqoa.,hska
mia fokd .ek ia;r lrkjd fukak fufyu'

^wiaioaOiai NslaLf" ioaOd l:d lal:d& Y%oaOdj ke;s


flfkla tlal Y%oaOdj .ek l:d lrk tl Ialrhs' tal
lal:djla'

92

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

^iaiS,iai iS, l:d lal:d& iaiS, flfkla tlal iS,h


.ek l:d lrk tl Ialrhs' tal lal:djla'

^wmamiaiq;iai ndyqip l:d lal:d& w,amY%e;" Ou


[dKhla ke;s flfkla tlal ia;r we;sj oy lreKq
l:d lrk tl Ialrhs' tal lal:djla'

^uPhiai pd. l:d lal:d& uiqre wh tlal ;Hd.h


.ek l:d lrk tl Ialrhs' tal lal:djla'

^mam[a[iai m[a[d l:d lal:d& m%{dj ke;s flfkla


tlal m%{dj .ek l:d lrk tl Ialrhs' tal lal:djla'

f ldrKd my fku ld,hl" nqoaO ld,fh;a" f


ld,fh;a olskak ,efnkjd' yeu ld,hlg u fmdhs'

Y%oaOdj .ek l:d lrkak wehs fupr nh@


^;iaud p NslaLf" wiaioaOiai ioaOd l:d lal:d@& mskaj;a
uyfKks" ljr lreKla ksid o Y%oO
a dj ke;s flfkla iu Y%oO
a d
l:dj Ia l r@ ^wia i oa f Oda Ns l a L f" ioa O d l:dh lPudkdh
wNsic;s& wY%oaOdjka; flkd iu Y%oaOdj .ek l:d l,d u" ta
flkd ^l=mam;s& lsfmkjd" ^jHdmc;s& ;ryd .kakjd" ^m;s;ah;s&
Bg reoa O j ke.S is kjd" ^flda m [a p foda i xp wma m phx
md;=lfrda;s& fldamh;a" oafIh;a" fkd i;=g;a" my< lrkjd' ula
ksid o" ^;x ys fida NslaLf ioaOdimox w;a;ks k imiai;s& ;uka
;=< ta Y%oaOd im;a;sh olskafk kE' ^k p ,N;s ;f;da ksodkx
mS;smduqcx& ta flkdg Y%oaOdj .ek l:d lrk fj,df i;=gla
Wmkafk kE' ^;iaud wiaioaOiai ioaOd l:d lal:d& tu ksid Y%oO
a dj
ke;s flfkla g Y%oaOd l:dj Ialrhs'

fudlla o f Y%oaOd l:dj'''


wms f.!;u nqrcdKka jykafia .ek .=K lshkjd' f
lreKq ksid nqrcdKka jykafia zwryxZ jk fial' ziud inqoaOZ
jk fial' zcdprK imkakZ jk fial' ziq.;Z jk fial'
zf,dalZ jk fial' zwkq;a;frda mqiou idrZ jk fial' zi;a:d
foaj ukqiaidkxZ jk fial' znqoaOZ jk fial' zN.jdZ jk fial'

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

93

ta jf.a u Oufha .=K;a lshkjd' f Ouh ukd fldg


foaYkd lrk ,o ziajdlaLd;Z Ouhla' f lreKq ksid f Ouh
zikalZ hs' zwld,slZ hs' ztaysmiaislZ hs' zmkhslZ hs' zmp;a;x
f;fnda [aysZ kqjKe;s whg f Ouh wjfndaO lr.kak
mqjka'
f yg f .=K wms Y%oaOdfjka lshkjd' ta jf.a u f
ud.M, ,dNS Y%djl ix>r;akfha .=K;a lshkjd' Nd.Hj;=ka
jykafia f.a Y%djl ix>hd ziqmmkakZ hs' zWcqmmkakZ hs'
z[dhmmkakZ hs' zidmmkakZ hs lsh,'
Y%oO
a df msyg
s mq ke;s flfkla bfha nqrcdKka jykafia
f.a .=K lsfjd;a thd tA foa fndfydu fyd|hs lsh, wkqfudaoka
fjkafk kE' iudoka fjkafk kE' wfka kj;a;.kak lsh, tal
m%;slafIam lrkjd' Y%oaOdj ke;s flkdg fmakafka wvqmdvq ;rhs'
Y%oaOdj ke;s flkdg Y%oaOdj .ek lshk fldg ord.kak
nE' thdg flaka;s hkjd' thd l=ms; fj,d y;=frla jf.a ke.S
iskjd' fodia lshkjd' bka miafia t;k we;sfjkafk rKavqjla
;rhs' we;e g Tn f jf.a isoa j,g uqyqK ,d we;s'
Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia judk ld,fha;a f jf.a isoa we;s fj,d
;sfhkjd'

uf. inq ikaf.ka - fjka jdih fkd lr


Ok[acdks lsh, n%dyauK mskaj;shla yshd' yeu fj,dfj
u thd w;ska lshjqfka zkfuda nqoaOdhZ lsh,' Ok[acdks n%dyauKhdg
fl wefyk fldg flaka;s .syska fodia lshkjd' talg fya;=j
Y%oaOdj ke;s flkdg Y%oaOd im;a;sh kE' ka ;Hd oDIa ork
wh bfha wms nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a .=K lsfjd;a ta flkd
leu;s fjkafk kE' thd ta foa weyqj;a wykafk wmyiqfjka' ;a;
mSvdfjka' wyk foa hgm;a lr,d fjk;a fohla lshkak W;aidy
lrkjd' talg fya;=j;a Y%oaOd im;a;sh ke;s nj' f Y%oaOdj
lshkafk im;a;shla' Y%oaOdj lshkafk ;ukag ,e,d ;sfhk
Okhla" jia;=jla" ,dNhla'
Y%oaOdj ;sfhk flkdg Y%oaOdj .ek lshoa we;s fjkafka
m%S;shla' Ouh wyoa" lshjoa thdg we;s fjkafka m%uq; njla'
talg fya;=j Y%oaOdj'

94

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia judk ld,fha ry;ka jykafia kula


jqk w[a[d fldKav[a[ iajdka jykafia Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia
<g meKs,d" ism;=,a hq. isU .kska" ismd msuka jod<d"
iajdkS" uu w[a[dfldKav[a[" uu w[a[dfldKav[a[
lsh,' fflka m%lg lrkafka Y%oaOdj'
ta jf.a u msx.sh lshk n%dyauKhdf.ka ndj lshk
n%dyauKhd wykjd' mskaj;a msx.sh" Tn lshkjd ta f.!;u
nqrcdKka jykafia f.ka fjkaj jdih lrkafk kE lsh,d
mskaj;a jQ msx.sh Tn - fudfyd;la fyda t;=ukaf.ka
fjka l,a f.jkafk lsu@
ta f.!;uhdfKda f,dj - W;= meKj;dfkda k
ld,hlg whs;s fkdue;s - fuys u w;a olskag yels
ioy mejiqjd k - f,df isk h flfkl=ka
f.jd uQ yeu ;Kayd - flf,ia Wjre;a ke;s l<
ta nq i|dKka k - Wkajykafia .ek Wmud ke;s k"
ta ndj ;jqid wykjd" Wkajykafiaf.ka fjka fj,d bkafk
fudlo lsh,' ta fj,df msx.sh f yg W;a;r fokjd'
ld,hlg whs;s fkdjk - fuys u w;a olskakg yels
ioy mjid ux - f,df is o lsisfjla
f.jd uQ yeu ;Kayd - flf,ia Wjre;a ke;s l<
ta nq i|dKka .ek - mjikakg ke; Wmud
mskaj;a nuqKdfKks uu
ta nq ikaj ols - ks;ru udf.a ukiska
ta nq ikaj ols - ks;ru udf.a oEiska
fkdmud ud jika - j ? folaysu fjfyiS
? l, f.jka bkafka - ta W;a;uhka yg jka
udf.a inq ikaf.ka - fjka jdih fkd lr'

uq f,dj u ke;s jqk;a tl u yoj;la


we; Tf kdufhka'''
fl ;uhs Y%oaOdjg meKs flkdf.a ,laIKh' kuq;a
Y%oaOdjg mefKk tlhs wmyiq' .sys" me fo fldgig u'
Ou lreKq l:d l< muKska u ta flkdf.a Y%oO
a dj m%lg fjkafk

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

95

kE' Y%oO
a dj ;sfhk flkd yeu fj,dfj u bkafka f;rejka me;af;a'
Y%oaOdj ;sfhk flkd fydka u lD; .=K okak flfkla'
mqrdKfha biso;a; ;ukaf.a Y%oaOdj .ek fufyu lsjd'
uq f,dalh u tl me;a;l Wk;a" nqrcdKka jykafia tl me;a;l
k" thd wkak ta me;af; lsh,d' yenehs Y%oaOdj ke;s flkdg
tal lal:djla' tal .e,fmkafk kE' talg fya;j
= Y%oO
a d im;a;h
s
;uka ;=< olskakg ke;s u hs'
kuq;a Y%oaOdjka; flkdg k Y%oaOd l:d wefyk fldg
lkg yshs'

ieye;s l;d - kEfik ksid'''


ug u;lhs uu 1994 ysud,hg .shd' t;k RIsflaIa j,
mqx l=hl kjd;eka wrf.k yshd' ta blaukska u Ouh wjfndaO
lr.kak lsh, fkd kqj;alu ksid .sh .ukla' tfy ug
yeuodu wefykjd" ncka' ta lshkafka fohka .ek lshfjk
m%Yia;s .dhkd' tl ojila uf.a ys;g tlmdrg u ys;=Kd ug
wefykafka kEfk nqoaOx irKx .Pd lshk jpk l' uu
nefj,dj;a uerefKd;a ug nqoaOx irKx .Pd lshk jpk
wefyk ;ekl Wmkak ,efnhs o lsh,' fkd f;afrk ksid uu
ta yg ys;=jd' tal we;sfjkafk Y%oaOdjka;hdg' Y%oaOdj ke;s
flkdg tfyu ysf;kafk kE' yhg foajo;a;" fldald,sl jf.a'
foajo;a; nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a wjjdo fmdvlaj;a .Kka
.;af; kE' ,dNh ;rhs nef' Y%oaOdj ;sfhk flkdg Y%oaOd
l:d iql:d' ke;s flkdg lal:d'

ieye;s l:d wika - foijk o ;=gq lrjka


iekfykak nq ys <ska - oyu o wjfndaO lrka
Y%oO
a dj we;s msila tlal l:d lrkak ,eu wfma ;hg
,efnk f,dl= u ,dNh' jD; ukila ;sfhkj k" wjxl k"
Rcq .=Khlska hqla; k" thd iu fydka l:d nia lrkak
mqjks' wkak ta jf.a wh Wfoid ;uhs nqjre my, fjkafka'
th;a tla l Ou l:df fhfok fj,df thdg Y% o a O dj
we;sfjkjd' ^ioaOd cdf;da Wmixlu;s& Y%oaOdj we;s jqkdg miafia
thd Ouh fydhdf.k hkjd'

96

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

wms f;are .; hq;=hs" f Y%oaOdj ke;s lu ;hlg


uyd <s lula' uyd wjdikdjla" uyd w,dNhla" uyd fkd ,eula
lsh,d'
Ou l:df fhfok fldg ;a tfyuhs' ojila uu tl
mqoa.,fhl= iu Ouhg m%Yxid l<d' thd talg reoaO jqkd'
Tn fudlo Th ;r meyefokafka" wdkkao yduqrejkag jerkd
o ljqo okafk lsh,' ka m%lg lrkafk wY%oaOdj' uu je
.dKla ke;=j lSjd" wdkkao yduqrejkag fkfuhs tfyk jer,d
;sfhkafka nqrcdKka jykafiag hs" fudlo Wkajykafia ;uhs
u;l ;nd .ekSf yelshdj w;ska w.%i:
a dkfha wdkkao yduqrejka
j ;sf lsh,' b;ska Th jf.a lshuka lshkafka Y%oaOdj
ke;slfuka' ta jf.a whg Ouh lshk fldg ys;g w,a,kafk kE'

fmdf;ka tkak tmd - tkj k wjfndaOfhka'''


ojila tl iajdka jykafia kula weka lSjd" uu lef,a
bkafka" ug oYkdj .ek .eg lla ;sfhkjd" tajd wy.kak'
Tnjykafia fudlo ta .ek lshkafka uu lsjd" ixhq;;
a ksldfha
;=ka jeks fldgfia mxp WmdodkialkaOh oYkd lrk ye
;sfhkjd' ixhq;;
a ksldh y;rjeks fldgfia i<dh;k ixhq;;
a fha
wdh;k jYfhka oYkd lrk ye ;sfhkjd" ixhq;a; ksldfha
wNsiuh ixhq;a;fha mp iuqmamdoh oYkd lrk ye
;sfhkjd" ;j;a fk k wNsiuh ixhq;a;fha Od;= ixhq;a;fha
oYkdj ;sfhkjd' Tkak Tprhs uu okafk
wr iajdka jykafia W;a;r fokjd" kE''' kE''' uu tfyu
fkfjhs weyqfj lsh,d' uu lsjd uu Thsg jeh fohla okafk
kE' Tnjykafiag f,dl= jerula fj,d lsh,d' Wkajykafia
lshkjd" kE''' kE''' ug jerula fj,d kE uu wdfhu;a lsjd"
jerula fj,d ;sfhkjd k" f fmd;a lshjkak' t;fldg y
hhs' uu fjk fudl=;a lshkafk kE lsh,'
f jf.a wh iu wmg Ou l:dj lr.kak nE' Y%oaOdj
kE' Y%oaOdj ke;s ksid u hs uu wr jf.a W;a;r fokafk' wfma
jpkh wrf.k mg,e,a,la yod.kakhs tkafk' iuyr wh
lshkjd" fmdf;ka tkak tmd" wjfndaOfhka l:d lrkak talg;a
fya;=j Ou l:djg Y%oaOdj msysgqjd .kak nelu'

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

97

wdh uyd ix>r;akh .ek ;a tfyu hs' ta .ek l:d


lrkak .;a;d u fodia lshkak mgka .kakjd' ys; myojd .kafk
kE'

fldams ldf, jf.a nEfk ka'''


B<g nqrcdKkajykafia fmkajd fokjd" iaiS, flkd
leu;s kE iS,h .ek l:d lrkak' wks;a wh iS,fha msysgkjg
leu;s kE' thd iu iS,h .ek l:d lf<d;a ta l:d lrk flkd
iu ;ryd fjkjd" lsfmkjd' y;=frla jf.a ke.Si
s kjd' iai,
S
flkd w.h lrkafk" iaiS, lu u hs' thd lshkjd" ka ldf,
is,a /l,d f foaj,a lrkak nE' Tn wy,d we;s f jf.a jpk'
Tfydu lrkak nE' Tfydu lr,d yhkafk kE' ka f,dafl
fjkia fj,d' w;a f,daflg yhk yg bkak fk'

ie'hq( iaiS,hkaf.ka m%fY jkak


is,ajf;la ;uhs yeu fj,djl u is,ajf;lag wkq.%y
lrkafk' Wmldr lrkafk' iaiS, flkd is,aj;=kag Wmldr
lrkafk;a kE' is,aj;=ka yslrkak wjYH;djhl=;a kE' iaiS,
flkd leu;s wks;a wh iaiS, fjkjd olskakhs' u;ameka fndk
msila ,g" fkd fndk flfkla .sfhd;a wr msi leu;s wr
flkd;a wr ;;ajhg m;afjkjg hs' n,y;aldrfhka y u;ameka
lla fmdjkakhs W;aidy lrkafk' i;=ka urK flkd leu;s
i;=ka urKjg hs'
uu wy, ;sfhkjd" biair je,af, , wk fj,djg
n,ka bkak fokafk kE' ksl bkak fokafk kE' nf,ka y tl;=
lr.kakjd' wkdpdrfha yeisfrk flk;a tfyuhs' ;jflfkla ta
fohska je,ls,d is,aj;aj bkakjg leu;s kE' thd leu;s talg
fmd<Uj .kakhs' fndre lshk flkd leu;s fndre lshkjg'
fla,d lshk flkd leu;s fla,d lshkjg' MreI jpk lshk
flkd leu;s MreI jpk lshkjg' ysia jpk lshk flkd leu;s
ysiajpk lshkjg'

uyuqyqfo;a l=Kq f.dvg .ykjd


fydka ys;kak Y%oaOdjg meKqk .uka Y%oaOdjka; wh
tl;= fjkjd' wY%oaOdjka; wh whska fjkjd' iS,hg meKqk

98

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

.uka tlafld ;uka ;ks fjkjd' tfyu ke;ak iS,jka; msila


tl;= fjkjd' wr mrK wh wdY%hg ke;sfj,d hkjd'
iaiS, flkd bfha iS,h .ek l:d lf<d;a wr iaiS,
flkd fldam fjkjd' flaka;s .kakjd" fkd i;=g ;a" wlue;a; ;a"
m%ldY lrkjd' iaiS, nj lshkafk ;hg uyd wjdikdjla"
mdvqjla" w,dNhla'

tl jdf.hs wms fokakd'''


iai,
S flkd leu;s is,j
a ;a flkd is,j
a ;a flfkla yehg
bkakjg fkfjhs' thd W;aidy lrkafka is,aj;d;a mqjka k"
iaiS,hs lsh,d iu; lrkakhs' .=K olskak leu;s kE' l:djla
y yokjd" tal ;uhs iaiS, flkdf.a ,laIKh'

is,aj;=ka weiqf - ieuod iqjh f.k foa


is,aj;d g jvd fjkia' thd ys;kafk iaiS, flfkla
lafld;a" wfka f flkd is,aj;a fjkj k fldhs;r fyd|
o@ fuhd hymf;a yeis f rkjd k ls h ,d leu;s fjkjd'
Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia ,g wdjd fydre" k.r fYdaNk
s h
s ka" uxfld,a,
lk wh kSurefjd' weka Wkajykafia < me fjkjd' bka
miafia m%d;sfudalaI ixjr YS,fhka ixjr fj,d" Ou ud.fha
yeis,d ksjka wjfndaO lrkjd' iaiS, flkd is,aj;a fjkjd"
is,aj;=kaf.a weiqrg meKs,d' iaiS, flfkla iaiS, flfklaf.a
weiqrg we;a ljodj;a is,aj;a fjkafk kE' thd leu;s iaiS,
f.df u bkakhs' is,d .=KOu .ek l:d lr,d i;=gq fjkak
fkfuhs' wks;a whf.a iaiS,l yqjd lau olaj,d wij,d
fufyuhs lsh,d" weiQ gq yg fndrejla y f.d;kjd' ta
jf.a ;uhs iaiS, flkd i;=gq fjkafk'
is,aj;a flkd tfyu lrkafk kE' is,aj;a flkd is,a /
lf.k ;ukaf.a mdvqfj ksYaYoj ;ukaf.a .uk hkjd' ta ksid
iS, l:dj iaiS, flkdg wmyiq hs' reoaO hs' iS,hg leu;s
keye' thdg u .e,fmk wh fydhd.kak hs leu;s' tal yhg
Od;= Od;= ixikaokh fjkjd jf.a' fyd|g fyd| tl;= fjkjd'
wiQ j,g wiQ tl;= fjkjd' iqj|g iqj| tl;= fjkjd' .|g
o tl;= fjkjd'

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

99

is,a whf. is,a fldhska o@


is,aj;d iS,hg leu;s fjkak fya;=j thd .dj iS,
im;a;sh olskak ;sfhkj' iaiS, flkdf.a iS, im;a;shla
olskafk kE' iS, im;a;sh ke;s ksid iS, l:dj wefyk fldg
flaka;s hkjd' ta ;=<ska ;Dma;shla" i;=gla" m%S;shla ,nkafk kE'
tal ;uhs iaiS, flkdf.a iajNdjh' nqrcdKka jykafia judk
ld,fha x udkldj tjd kskaod lrkak iaiS, wh' is,aj;a
wh w;ska tfyu fjkafk kE'

oyu fkd o;a wh isk ;=rd


nyqY%e; nj .ek fkd yelsh l:d
w,amY%e; oy kqu ke;s flk;a tlal nyqY%e; nj
.ek l:d ndyqip l:d lal:d fjkj' Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia
foaYkd lrkjd fukak fjd lsh,d l:d lf<d;a oy kqu
ke;s flfkla tlal" thdg flaka;s hkjd' ta jf.a wh lshkjd
Tpr bf.k .kak fk kE' tlla tlla .dfk wjfndaO lrf.k
fkfuhs Ouh wjfndaO lf<a' tl .d:djl mohla ;snqfkd;a
we;s' Ouh bf.k .kak fk kE' Ndjkd lrf.k hkfldg
bf wjfndaO fjkjd Th yg thd mqjka ;r talg reoaOj
l:d lrkjd' talg fya;=j thdg flaka;s hkjd' fodia lshkak
mgka .kakjd'
nqoaO foaYkd ta yg l:d lrkak fokafk kE' Ou
{dkh ke;s ksid ySkudkfhka fmf,kjd' wkak ta ksid ;j
flfkla ;uka bfha Ouh l;d lrkjdg leu;s kE' thd"
;ukag k fk yg w: lshkak .kakjd' taflka wmsg wk
.kak mqjka fuhd nyqY%e; flfkla fkdfjhs lsh, ksl u
ksl l;djla ;rhs lsh,d' kuq;a meh .Kka lshkak mqjka'
kuq;a oy lrekq y lhs ;sfhkafk' wkak ta flkd nyqY%e;
nj .ek lshk fldg lsfmkjd' ;uka ;=< Y%e; imod Ou
[dKh ;=<ska we;s lr.;a; Y%e; im;a;sh kE' tu ksid thdg
oy l:dj ;=,ska m%fudaohla" i;=gla ,nkafk kE' thd leu;s
;uka j yqjd olajkak' oy kqu ;sfhk msila bfha jpkj,ska
ch .kak yokjd' tfyu ne fjk fldg y;=frla jf.a ke.S
iskjd' ke.S ysg,d m%lg lrkjd w,amY%e; nj' tu ksid ^ndyqip
l:d lal:d& w,amY%e; flkdg nyqY%e; l:dj lal:djla'

100

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

uiqre u< yerod - oka fokak ieuod


<g Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia jod<d" ^uPhiai pd. l:d
lal:d& uiqre flkd iu ;Hd. l:dj Ialr hs' ta flkd
wkqfudaoka fjkafkj;a kE' uiqre flkd fodia lshkjd" msiaiqo"
jevla ke;sj ho lrkjd" fodr okafokjd jf.a okafokjd
lsh,' wkqkag ;uka hula fokafk;a kE' u wkqfudaoka fjkafk;a
kE' oka fok flfklag oka fokak fokafk;a kE' oka fok tl
fy,d olskjd'
kuq;a oka fok wh bkakjd" yu mqu yg' foierhla
ys;kafk ke;sj w;yk wh bkakjd' u .ek i;=gq fjkafk
fok flfkla ;rhs' uiqre flkdg i;=gq fjkak mqjka lula
kE' thd okafk rjgf.k lvd.kak" oka fokjd lsh,' uiqre
flkd tlal okau .ek l:d lrkak .shmqyu thdg fndfydu
flaka;s hkjd'

wfka fufyu ;Kaydjla'''


wr b,a,Si cd;lfha b,a,Si isgdKkag lejq lkak fk
jqkd' fuhd ka l,amkd lrkjd" lejq lkak;a fk" lejq
lkak yla kE' yefjd;a ud,s.dfj ish fokdg u fokak
isoaO fjkjd' f isgq;=ud lejq .ek ys;,d f,v jqkd' isgq foah
fndfydu wudrefjka weyqjd"
wfka iajdkS" lshkak fudlla o@ isgq;=ud lshkjd"
wdidjla ;sfhkjd" lshkak yla kE lsh,' isgq foah hka;ka
wyk fldg wyk fldg lsjd' ug lejqula lkak wdihs lsh,d'
isgq foah W;a;r kakd" wfka" iq fohla fk' uu fk k
ckmohg u lejq yokak ta fj,dfj isgq;=ud lshkjd"
ckmohg u lejq fudkj lrkak o@ bkamiafi wykjd"
ckmohg u fkfuhs" tfyk wms h fomi whg;a tlal lejq
youq lsh,' h fomi whg fudkjd lrkak o@ lsjd'
tfyk h fomi whg fk kE" ud,s.df ish fokdg @
ud,s.df ish fokdg lejq fudkjd lrkakg o@ tfyu k
Tn;=udg;a" ug;a isgq;=ud lshkjd" Tng fudkjd lrkak o@
foah wka;sf lshkjd" tfyu k Tn;=udg ;rla lejqula
yo, fokak lsh,'

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

101

nq mqf;l= ms~q isd jeh uq;a


fokakg f hehs iel is;,d''''
bkamiafia ,Eia;s lr.kak lsjd ms lla fjkak' fjd
,Eia;s lrf.k ud,s.df h uyf,a b|ka Wvquy,g tkl
fodrj,a jeyqjd' lejq yokak Wvquyf,a ,Eia;s lr.;a;d' ta
fj,df t;k cfk,a wer,d ;snf
q ka' n,kfldg uq.,ka uy ry;ka
jykafia jevu lr,d wyfia jev bkakjd" bkamiafi b,a,i
S isg;
q u
= d
lsjd'
fufy fudkj;a fokak kE' ;sfhk ;eklg hkak lsh,'
ry;ka jykafia W;a;r kakd" f yg ;sfhk ;eklg ;uhs
wdf' ta ksid uu fu;k u bkak lsh,' b;ska f yg iajdka
jykafiaj hjkak W;aidy lr,d fufyu ys;=jd' f Y%uKhd
lEu wdidfjka u bkakjd lsh,d" mqx lejqula ,d msg;a lrkjd
lsh, ys;,d isgq;=ud u yekafo w.g ms lla wrf.k ;dhg
ud' lejqu Yd, jqkd' bkamiafia ys;=jd fl fokak nE' tal
whska lr,d B< tl' biair fj,d lejqug jvd ms fmdvla
ud" tal Bg;a jvd f,dl= jqkd' f yg fmd lejqula yokak
W;aidy lrk fldg ms l bjr jqkd'
bkamiafi l,amkd l<d fjhska fmd u lejq u ,d hjd
.uq lsh,d ys;k fldg u f lejq Tlafldu tlla jqKd' fufyu
fokak nE wuq lsh,d isgq;=u hs" isgqfoah hs" lejqu lvd.kak
fome;a;g wkak .;a;d' fufyu lrk fldg lejqu .ek ;sfhk
;Kaydj ke;sj .shd' wkak ta fj,dfj ;uhs w;yefha' f jf.a
wh wo;a bkakjd' ta whg ;Kaydj ke;=j hkafka ta foa md
lrkak ne fjkfldg' mqjka fjk fldg fokafk kE'

fukak kshu ;Hd.h'''


ta uiqre flkdg ;Hd.h .ek l:dj lal:djla' tal
wykakj;a leu;s kE' Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia jod<d .sys l<
Wkajykafia jev ysh ud,s.dj .ek' wks;a ud,s.dj, fiajlhkag
fokafk ld fyd hs" ksjv
q q ydf, n;= hs' thska f;afrkjd fndfyda
;ekaj, ;s,d ;sfhkafka uiqre ms<sfj;la' kuq;a iqfodjqka
rc;=udf.a ud,s.df fiajlhskag kafk we,aydf, n;=hs" rig

102

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

Whmq uiqhs' thska f;afrkjd iqoafodaOk rc;=ud f,daN ke;sj ysh


flfkla lsh,' t;kg .e,fmkafka ;Hd. l:dj' uiqre flkdg
;Hd. imodj kE'
wmg hlsis fohla ;j flfkl=f.a hym; Wfoid
w;ykak mqjka k ta; ;uhs ;Hd. im;a;h
s ' ;Hd. im;a;h
s
;uka ;=< ke;ak thd .dj uiqrenjhs olskak ,efnkafk' uiqre
flkd uiqre nj wk .kafk msuykjd lsh,d' iuyr ;ekaj,
w;g ;uhs iSks fokafk' iSks fnda;f,a ;uka , ;shdf.k' mia
fofkla bkakjd k" yekafoka l l fno,d fnda;f,a wrka
;shd.kakjd' uiqre flkd i;=gq fjkafk ;uka < f.dv .efykjd
olsk fldg' ;ukaf.ka ta foaj,a wE;a fj,d ysiafjkjd olskak
leu;s kE' f uiqrelu lshkafk ;hg uyd Yd, ydkshla"
uyd wjdikdjla'
kuq;a f,dan ke;s flkd fydka oka u .ek l:d lrkjd'
i;=gq fjkjd' wkqfudaoka fjkjd" oka fokak lsh,d oka fok whg
m%Yxid lrkjd' ljqre y oka kakd lsh, wdrx jqfkd;a" tal
wkqfudaoka fjkjd' uiqre flkdg oka kakd lsh,d wdrx jqfkd;a
fodia lshkjd" Th yg ,d" ;ukag fudlo fjkafk' ;ukag
tl;= lr.;a;= foa fka b;=re fjkafk lsh,'

kqjKe;a;d iy kqjK ke;a;d'''


<g Iam%d{hdg ^m[a[d l:d lal:d& m%{dj rys;
flkdg" m%{dj .ek l:d lsu Ialrhs' m%{d rys; flkdf.a
,laIKh ;uhs" thd yeu ;siafi u ys;kafk ks;Hh hs lsh,' wms
wks;Hh hs lsh, lsfjd;a thdg flaka;s hkjd' fodia lshkjd'
wks;Hh .ek l;d lf<d;a thd wjq,a yokjd' ks;Hh hs lSfjd;a
Iamd% { flkdg i;=gh
q 's l .ek l:d lf<d;a thdg ;ryd hkjd'
wks;a whg lshkjd" wrhd <g hkak tmd" l .ek lshkjd
lsh,' wkd;auh .ek lSjdu;a thd leu;s kE'
fya;=-M, rys; flkd leu;s f.j,a fodrj,a" j;=ms"
j.d .ek" foaYmd,kh .ek" hqoaO .ek" k ks<shka .ek" l%sl
.ek we;s ;r l:d lrkak mqjka' kuq;a neulska j;a
lshjqfkd;a wei wks;Hh hs" lK wks;Hh hs lsh," fyka u
u wkjd' ;ukag weyqfk kE jf.a bkakjd' fya;=j wks;Hh
lshk ldrKh f;are .kak k m%{dj ;sfhkafk u fk' kqjKska

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103

n,kak thdg Yla;shla kE' thd u. ykjd' fufyu lshkjd'


wmg tmd' wms tkak ne jqkd u" t;l jd wms;a tlla l:d
lrkak tmd lsh,'
ka wks;Hh Ndjkdj lrk fldg fndfyda wh fodia
lshkjd' f wks;Hh .ek l:d lr,d ; wjq,a fjkjd' wiqNh
lr,d m%Yak we;sfjhs' flg fya;=j Iam%d{ flkdg m%{d l:d
lal:d' thd wykak leu;s fjd .ek fkfuhs' i;=ka bkak
tl .ek' ld,d ,d bkak ye' fl Iamd% { flkdf. ,laIKh'
kuq;a wks;Hh .ek l:d lf<d;a" l .ek" wkd;auh
.ek l;d lf<d;a fya;=-M, .ek" wdh i;H .ek" l:d lrkak
.kak fj,dfj y;=frla jf.a ke.S iskjd' tlg tl lrkjd'
imQK wm%idoh m, lrkjd'

uu ka y l<lsfuka fk bkafk'
m%{dj .ek fmkak,d ,d ;sfhkafka" ^whdh ksfldh
iukakd.f;da Woh;a: .dKs m[a[d& we;su" ke;su .ek
wjfndaO lrk m%{dj'
l<lsu lshk jpkh isxyf,ka lsjdg" ksfl lshk
jpkhg imQK w:h f;are hkafk kE' l<lsu lsh,d
idudkHfhka fhdokafka mgq w:hlg' wms lshkjd" uu ka y
l<lsfuka bkafka wms thska woyia lrkafk tmdula" mSvdjla'
kuq;a ksfl lshkafk" Bg jvd .eUqre w:hla wjfndaOh
;=, h:d:h lSfuka fkd we,S isk ugug m%{dj hqKq u
jf.a' Bg .e,fmk isxy, jpkhla kE' wms ta l,lsu lshk
jpkh fhdok fldg m%{dj rys; flkd wkak tal;a iu
.efgkjd'
wfka wmsg l<lsfrkak fk kE ka u lshkjd" thdg
ta jpfka w:h .kak nE' wks;Hh hs" l hs" wkd;au hs lsh,d
ys;kak ys;kak we;sfjkafk wjfndaOhla ;=< fkd we,aula' tksid
thdg we;sfjkafk WfmalaIdjla' thdg ta fj,dfj jefvkafka
fndx.hla ' l,ls u ls h ka f ka fndx.hla fkdfjhs '
fndx. lshkafka i;s" Ouph" h" mS;s" miaioa" iud"
WfmalaLd' Tkak T;k ;uhs ksfOh imQKfhka l%shd;aul
fjkafk' ta lshkafk wjfndaOhla ;=<ska fkd we,S isk ugug

104

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

h:d:h olskjd' Tkak Th ugug tkafk m%{djka;fhla


muKhs'

wehs f ;r ys;g wudre@


nqoaO foaYkdj, i|ykaj ;sfnkjd i;r wmdh .ek" f
yg i;a;= fj,d uere loa" .,d f.k.sh f,a i;r uyd
id.rfha c, l|g jehs lsh,d' lafodkia .ek lfha iajNdjh
.ek ia;r fjkjd" kuq;a ta foa h:d:hla lsh, fl f;are
fkd .;a; flkdg fjd wefyoa myr jkjd' ys;g wudrehs'
iuyr wh we;a lshkjd' iajdka jykai" jd lshjk
fldg tmd fjkjd ta lshkafka thdg .eula we;sfjkjd' kuq;a
wjfndaOhla we;s fjkafk f yghs' nqoO
a ld,fha fida;dmkak"
ilod.d" wkd.d fjp wh yshd' Ydld Wmdisldj" wfka ms~q
isgq;=ud" idr rc;=ud' ta wh wjfndaOfhka ysfha' wjfndaOhg
wdmq ke;s Iam%d{ flkdg m%{dj .ek l:d l,d u lsfmkjd'
p;=rdh i;Hhg fodia lshkjd' talg fya;=j ;ud ;=< m%{d
im;a;sh olskak kE'

fukak ;j;a mia fofkla'''


kej; nqrcdKka jykafia jodrkjd" ;j;a mqoa.,hka
mia fofkla bkakjd' ta miafokd Bg yd;a miska u fjkia'

^ioaOiai NslL
a f" ioaOdl:d iql:d& Y%oO
a dj ;sfhk flfkla
tlal Y%oaOdj .ek l:d lrk tl myiqhs'

^iS,jf;da iS, l:d iql:d& is,j


a ;a flfkla tlal iS,h .ek
l:d lrkak myiqhs'

^nyqiaiq;iai ndyqip l:d iql:d& nyqY%e; flfkla tlal


nyqY%e; l:dj myiqhs'

^pd.jf;da pd. l:d iql:d& ;Hd.jka; flkd tlal ;Hd.h


.ek l:d lrk tl myiqhs'

^m[a[djf;da m[a[d l:d iql:d& m%{djka; flkdg


m%{dj .ek l:d lrk tl myiqhs'

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

105

tkak wms Y%oaOdj .ek l:d lruq'''


Wkajykafia ia;r lrkjd uyfKks" Y%oO
a djka; flkdg
Y%oaOd l:dj myiqhs lshkafka f .ek l:d lrk fldg lsfmkafk
kE' .efgkafk kE' ;ryd .kafk kE' y;=frla jf.a ke.S yskafk
kE' fldamh;a" fkd i;=g;a my, lrkafk kE' talg fya;=j ;uka
;=< Y%oaOd im;a;sh ;sfnkjd olskjd' thd m%Yxid lrkjd"
tal y ,dNhla" thd nq rcdKka jykafia .ek meye,d lsh,'
Y%oaOdjka; flkdg Y%oaOdj .ek l:d wefyk fldg y
u m%;
S h
s la we;sfjkjd' nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a nq.=K wy,d" oy
.=K wy,d" Nd.Hj;=ka jykafiaf.a Y%djl ix>hd .ek wy,d
uyd i;=gla" m%S;shla ,nkjd' talg fya;=j ;uka , Y%oaOd
im;a;sh ;sfhk tl'

ieye is;a we;s whf.a - oy u. ke; uel=fKa


^Y%oaOdcdf;da Wmixlu;s& Y%oaOdj ;sfhk flkd ;uhs Ou
ud.fha .uka lrkafk' Y%oaOdj we;sjqkd u ;sfhk ,dNh ;uhs"
Y%oaOdj we;s lr.kak Wo l< flkd ks;r u;la lrkjd' thdg
reoaOj hkafk kE' ka nqrcdKka jyakfiag reoaOj ljqre
y hula lSfjd;a thd tal ksjer lrkjd'
Th yg lrkak tmd" m /ia fjkjd' kuq;a Y%oaOd
rys; flkd ksjer lrkafk kE' thd talg ;j;a fudkjd y
lshkjd' Y%oaOdjka; flkd g yd;amiska u fjkia' thd leu;s
;j flfkl=f. hym; u hs' nefjd;a n,kafk .=Khla u hs'
idmq;a; uy ry;ka jykafia ;uka jykafiag Ouh ,nd ka
wiai uy ry;ka jykafiaj isyl
s rmq ye iq;;
a ksmd;fha ziqNdis;
iQ;%fhaZ fufyu i|yka fjkjd'
i;H k ienka u - wud iem fok jokls
i;H iod;ksl f,dj - mj;sk oyuls
i;Hh yd w:fha - msys uqksjre
ksr;=rej ta fohu mejiQ
iekiSu ms.sh - ksjka iqj ,nd fok
nila mji;a o uqksjre
yeu la ksud lrk - ta jpk nq if.a
ieneka u f,df we;s w;s W;= jpk f'

106

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

f Ouh .ek thdg Y%oaOdj we;s fjkafk ksrdhdifhka


u hs' ta jf.a u ;sfhkjd zOukdjd iQ;%fhaZ oy kej .ek'
iqNdis; oy mo - lshd ;fha idrh
oy kqka hq;= flkd - ,nhs yrj;a iuj;
hfula ieyeisj jika - mudfj;a k
fkd jef Tyq ;=< - kqu;a kqjK;a
keKj;a jQ flfkla f,df - bf.k .kS k ioy
ila foj mqok f,fia - fya ioy .=reka mqohs
Ouh lshd kak k h flfkla wkak ta wh thdj
mqokjd" f.!rj lrkjd" il% fohkag jf.a' Tkak lhs Ouh
wjfndaO fjk flkdf. ,laIKh'
fndfyda oy kqfuka hq;= - ms ,nk .=rejrhd
myka is;ska hq;=j Tyqg - u;= lr fohs ioaOuh
fkd mud flfkla tn - oy .=reka weiqre lf,d;a
fydka ijka hq. fhduq fldg - is ioy k .kska
kqjKe;s fya ms<smkd - g wikd oy wkqj
jy jegfyk ishq keKe;s - flfkla njg fya m;a f
Ouh wjfndaO fjkafk Ouh wjfndaO lrk flkdg
f.!rj lf<d;a ;rhs' wmg fndfydu meye,shs h flfkl=g
Y%oaOdj we;s fjkjd k" thdg Wmldr lrmq flkdg flf,ys
.=K i,l,d wjika lrkak ne nj'

is,aj;a flkd ljqo@


<g ;sfhkjd ^iS,jf;da iS, l:d iql:d& is,aj;a flkd
tlal iS,h .ek l:d lrkak mqjka' thd fndfydu leu;shs
talg' fya;=j ;uhs ta mqoa.,hd ;=< iS, im;a;sh ;sfhkjd' iS,
im;a;sh ;sfhk flkd" iS,h ksid ;udj yqjdolajkafk;a kE'
wkqkaj fy,d olskafk;a kE' kuq;a iaiS, flkd iS,hksid ;ud
yqjd olajka is,aj;a Wohg .rykjd' kuq;a is,aj;a flkd
;ukaf. iS,h wdrlaId lrf.k mdvqf bkakjd'

oy ms<si|f fhfokak kqu we;s wfhl= iu


<g nyqY%e; flkd" nyqY%e; l:d wefyk fldg
fndfydu ikaf;daI fjkjd' talg fya;=j ;ud ;=< ziq; imodZ

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

107

;su' tu ksid ;uka fndfydu leu;shs' Ou wdYajdoh ,efnk


ksid Y%oaOdjka;" iS,jka;" nyqY%e; flfkla tlal k ;r l:d
lrkak mqjka wnqO yg.kafk ke;sj' Y%oaOdj ke;ak" YS,h
ke;ak" nyqY%e; nj wdh ke;ak t;k wnqO yg.kakjd'

;Hd.jka;hdj ykd.kak'
bkamiafia ^pd.jf;da pd. l;d iql:d& ;Hd.jka; flfkl=g
m;Hd.h .ek wefykfldg fndfydu i;=gqhs' w;ayk flkdg
w;a yeu .ek wefyk fldg yu ixf;daIhs' wmsg fydka
f;are .kak mqjka f w;ayk flkd' Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia
f.a ld,fha Ouh l:d lrk fldg" .sys ;h w; ykjd'
w;yer,d thdg b;s fjkafk flf,ia ;rhs' wjidkfha thd
flf,ia w;ykjd" flf,ia j, wdkj wjfndaO lr,d'
;Hd.jka; flfklag ;Hd. l:dj iqiqhs' tfyu ke;s
flfklag ldgy fmdvla kafkd;a yeu ;ek u lshkak fk'
ku ,shkak fk' lshkak fk' ke;ak thdf. ys;g y kE'
ku lSf ke;ak" wdfhu;a fokafk;a kE' kuq;a ;Hd.jka;
flkdg tfyu fkd fjhs' ku lshk fkd lshk tl m%Yakhla fkd
fjhs' thd taflka w;sfl fohla n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkafk kE'
;Hd.jka;hdg ;Hd.h .ek l:d wefyk fldg fndfydu i;=gla"
m%;
S h
s la we;sfjkjd' uu;a f fya ;Hd.jka; flfklafka lsh,d'

f Ouh ;sfhkafka ldg o@


ta jf.a u hs m%{djka;hdg m%{d l:d iql:d' tal b;d
myiqfjka lrkak mqjka' ;djfndaOh lrk flfkla wks;Hh
.ek l:d lf<d;a" fydka weyql ,d bkakjd' l .ek l:d
lf<d;a" wkd;auh ;ud ;=< jifha meje;aula fkfuhs" fya;=
M, oyula f ;sfhkafk lsh, l:d lrk fldg fydka weyql
fokjd' tal ;uhs thdf.a iajNdjh' m%{dj ;sfhk flkd m%{dj
hqKq lrkak leu;shs'
Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia f.a Ouh ;sfhkafka m%{djka;
flkdg ila Iamd% { flkdg fkd fjhs' fu;k m%{dj lshkafk
mdv ysu ;rla fkfjhs' ;ukaj wjfndaO lrk flkd f
Ouh mkhsl ksid ;uka ;=<g muqKj
q df.k hs wjfndaO lrkafk'
ndysrg fmkakkak fkfjhs' wks;H foa wks;H yehg l,d" la

108

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

foa la yehg" wkd;au foa wkd;au yehg olskjd'


tl ;ekl n%dyauKfhla we;a wykjd Nd.Hj;=ka
jykai" f Ouh iajdLHd; hs" ikal hs" wld,sl hs" taysmiaisl
hs" mkhsl hs" mp;a;x f;fnda [ays lshkjd' ffla
f;areu fudlla o lsh,' Wkajykafia lsh,d fokjd"
mskj
a ;a n%dyauKh" flfkla ;uka ;=, f,daNh yg .kakjd
k" f,daNh ;ud ;=< yg f.k ;sfhkjd olskjd k" oafIh
yg.kakjd k" oafIh yg wrf.k ;sfhk nj olskjd k"
fudayh yg.kakjd k" fudayh ygwrf.k ;sfhk nj olskjd
k" tmuKlska u f Ouh iajdlaLHd; hs" ikal hs" wld,sl
hs" taysmiaisl hs" mkhsl hs" mp;a;x f;fnda [ays
fjkjd'
Ou ukisldrh lsfuka" Wmka f,daNh m%ydKh jqkd
k" Wmka oafIh m%ydKh jqkd k" Wmka fudayh m%ydKh jqkd
k" ta nj olskjd k" tmuKlska u f Ouh iajdLHd; hs"
ikal hs" wld,sl hs" taysmiaisl hs" mkhsl hs" mp;a;x
f;fnda [ays fjkjd'

mp;a;x f;n [ays fjhs ioy


f Ouh olskk
a ;sfhkafk ;udf.a ysf;a we;sfjk msis
wmsis nj wjfndaOfhka u hs' wkqka ;=<ska fkfjhs" ;uka iska
;ukaf.a ;h yd n,, hs' ta fldgi lrkafka m%{djka;
flfkla ;rhs' ;ukaf.a ;h ;=<ska n,kjd lshk tl
myiqfjka flfkla lrkafk kE' tal lrkak m%{djka; flkd'
wms fydka u;l ;nd .; hq;=hs" Ouh ;=<ska ia;r
lrkafk ;ud ;ukag ms<sirK lr .kakhs' tal ;u ;ukau hs
lr.kak ;sfhkafk' ixidf wms nefj,dj;a ksrfha" ;sika
fhdaksfha" fm%a; f,dalfha Wmkafkd;a < ;fha jerfkd;a
;uka u hs lr.ykak fk' hd ;%fhda kE' l<HdK ;%fhd;a
kE' bvlv foam,;a kE' j;=ms ;a kE' msi ;a kE' ljqrej;a kE'
;ukag ;udj;a kE' ta wk;=frka fokak mqjka tl u wjia:dj
;uhs f ,e,d ;sfhkafk' f wjia:df ;uka ;ukaj /
l.;af;d;a talhs ;ukag ;sfhk f,dl= u /ljrKh'

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109

jdikdj wjdikdj ;SrKh Tf wf;a'''


fydka u;lhg .kak f Ouh bf.k .kafka ;udf.a
.e,u msKsi hs lsh,' ;udj /l.kak wjfndaohg wjd k"
wkak ta wh ;rhs ud. M, ,nkafk' tal fydka u meye,s hs'
ta ksid ta ,N m%{dj ;ud ;=< msysg,d ;snqfkd;a tal ;ukaf.a
u jdikdj' tfyu ke;ak tal ;ukaf.a u wjdikdj'
ta jdikdj hqKq lr.kak wms.dj ;sfhkak fk Y%oaOd"
iS," Y%e;"pd." m[a[d' f my ;uhs fiaL n,' fukak fjd
we;slr.kakhs f lsh,d fokafka' ta fiaL n, ;sfhk flkd iu
f foaj,a l:d lrkak mqjka'
wdh wIaGdx.sl ud.hg nei.;a; flfkla" thd
i;amqreIfhla" lD;.=K okak flfkla" f.!;u nqrcdKka
jykafiaf.a Y%djlfhla' f lal:d iQ;%fha ia;r fjkafka fiaL
n, .ek' Y%oaOd" iS," Y%e;" pd." m[a[d ;uka .dj ;sfhkjd
k" ta .ek ;uka okakjd k" ;uka ta nj olskjd k" f
Oufha yeisfrkak' ndysr idlaIs fk kE' ndysr idlaIs j,ska
Ouh wjfndaO lrkak nE' ndysr whg wms ljqo lsh,d wjfndaO
lrkak nE' lrkak mqjka lul=;a kE' ;udg hs ;uka .ek wjfndaO
lr.kak ;sfhkafk'
tu ksid Ou ud.h hqKq lr.kak" Y%oaOd" iS," Y%e;"
pd." m[a[d lshk mxp fiaL n, hqKq lrf.k f f.!;u nq
iiqfka u W;= p;=rdh i;Hh Ouh wjfndaO lr .ekSf
W;= ,N Nd.Hh Wodfjd
id id id

110

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

ksjkakg Nj .suka
foiQ ioy ksjka

-wd;a; mhdh iQ;%hY%oaOdjka; mskaj;=ks"


f.!;u nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ou fiajdj wei, mqka
fmdfyda klhs wdrN jqfka' Wkajykafia foaYkd lrmq Ouh
fldgia kjhlska hql;
a hs' ta fldgia kjhg lshkjd zkjdx. Ydia;D
YdikhZ lsh,d' uu Tng th flfhka ykajkak" fndfyda
fofkla th okafka ke;s ksid'

kjdx. YDia;D Ydikh'''


Wkajykafiaf.a m%Odk foaYkd ish,a,g u lshkjd ziQ;%Z
lsh,d' ta iQ;% lshk fldgfia .d:d wdh kE' Ou lreKq ia;r
flfrkjd' B<g iuyr foaYkd ;sfhkjd Wkajykafia Ouh
foaYkd lr,d foaYkd lrmq Ouh yl=jd .d:djlska m%ldY
flfrkjd' t;fldg foaYkdjl=hs" .d:dj hs fol u ;sfhkjd'
wkak talg lshkdj zf.hahZ lsh,d' B<g nqrcdKka jykafia
h h Ou lreKq ud;Dld wrf.k ia;r lrf.k hkjd'
talg lshkjd zfjhahdlrKZ lsh,' ka oila mej;= iQ;% foaYkdj
fjhahdlrK iQ;% foaYkdjla' tafla wka;u
s g ;sfhkjd" buia[ap
mk fjhahdlrKiax N[acudfka wdhiauf;da fldKav[a[iai rcx
;u,x wd jYfhka f fjhahdlrKh jodrk l,ays lsh,d'

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111

iuyr wjia:dj, Wkajykafia foaYkdjla lrkafka kE'


h h isoahla Wkdu Wkajykafia .d:djla jodr,d ksYaYo
fjkj' t;fldg foaYkdj njg m;afjkafka ta z.d:dZ' Ou moh
jf.a wmg ynfjkafka tajd' iuyr wjia:dj, Wkajykafia
m%ido ixf. we;s fjkfldg ka wfma lka msg fjkafka
whsfhda" wfuda" wfka" wfmdhs lsh,d' ta jf.a nqrcdKka jykafiag
m%ido ixf. we;s jqkd u Wkajykafiaf.a yojf;a we;s yeSu
.d:dj,ska msgfjkjd' tajdg lshkjd zWodkZ lsh,d' taj;a Ouh
u hs' iuyr oy lreKq Wkajykafia ;yjqre lr,d m%ldY lrkjd'
fl fufyu fjkj k" fl fufyu fjkj k lsh,' talg
lshkjd zb;sjq;a;lZ lsh,'
B<g Wkajykafiaf.a f;a wdmiaig n,,d w;S; ;
f;dr;=re Wkajykafia fy<sor lrkjd' tajdg lshkjd zcd;lZ'
nqjrhkag Ih jk wdYaph" woaN+; foaj,a lshkjd' tajd
fy<slrkjd' tajd zwoaN+; OuZ B,g iuyr foaYkd ;sfhkjd
m%Yakh wyk fldg W;a;r fokjd' tajdg lshkjd zfo,a,Z lsh,d'
t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia f.a Ouh ta ta ffY,Skag wkqj
;uhs kjdx. Ydia;D Ydikh fjkafka' b;ska wjqre 45 la uq,af,a
nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lf<a p;=rdh i;H Ouh' kg
b;ska 18"000 l jf.a foaYkd m%udKhla wmg jdikdjg ,e,d
;sfhkjd'

w;s fYaI foaYkdjla'''


uyfukdj u.ska l%shd;aul lrmq jevigyka u.ska
ieyej;=kag tlska tl iQ;% foaYkd Y%jKh lrkak ,efnkjd'
wo uu Tng W.kajkafka l,d;=rlska wykak ,efnk tlla' f
foaYkdj ks;r wykak ,efnkafk kE' yenehs ys uyry;ka
jykafia ,xldjg jevu lr,d Tng u;lhs wG weu;shd m%Odk
isxy, msila me l<d' t;fldg ta me lrmq me iajdka
jykafia,dg biafi,a,d u lrmq foaYkdj' wms ka ys uyry;ka
jykafiaf.a ta foaYkdj,a wms l:d lrkafka kEfka' yeu ;siafiu
wms wr zpQ,y;a mfodamu iQ;%hZ .ek l:d lrka hkjd wer"
b;=re foaYkd .ek j.la ke;=j bkakjd' ka f ;sfhkafka
,xldf iajdka jykafia,dg ys uyry;ka jykafia me
lr,d ysg m<fjksj l< ta foaYkdj'

112

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

wms u. M, ,eh hq;af;a wehs@


nqrcdKka jykafia f foaYkdj l,ska u foaYkd lf<a'
f iQ;% foaYkdf ku zwd;a; mhdh iQ;%hZ' f foaYkdf Yd,
.eUqre ldrKdjla ia;r flfrkjd' f ;h ;=< ;sfnk
nrm;, m%Yakhla ia;r lrkjd' iu;a foaYkd lrkjd'
wd;a; mhdh iQ;% foaYkdfjka' f iQ;% foaYkdj Tng bf.k
.kso
a f;af wehs wms u.M, ,eh hq;f
a ;a lshd' wdh wIaGdx.sl
ud.h wkq.ukh l< hq;af;a wehs lsh,d fyd|g f;afrk
foaYkdjla f wd;a; mhdh iQ;%h'

.sks .ekSu .ek lshefjk Ouhla''''


wd;a; lshkafka .sk.
s kakjd' .sks wekdu wd;a; lsh,d
lshkjd' nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d" mskaj;a uyfKks" uu
Ouhla foaYkd lrkak" fl .sks we,Sula .ek' fudllao
f .sks we,Su lshkakd jQ Ouh' nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d"
mskaj;a uyfKks" wefyka rEmhla l,d" ta rEmh u;l
;shdf.k ta rEmfha ks;s wrf.k ta rEmh flfrys wdYapdofhka
.e,S Bg wkql,
+ j [a[dKh mj;ajkjdg jvd fyd|hs .sk.
s ;a;=
r;afjp hlv m;=rlska weye w;=,a,.kak tl' fudlo fya;=j
wefyka rEmhla n,,d rd. iys;j [a[dKh meje;ajqfjd;a"
^;ia[af iufha ld,xlfrHh& ta jf.a fj,djl mqoa.,fhla
uefrkjd k ^Gdk f;x c;s& fukak fl isoO
a fjkjd" tlaflda
thd ksrfha Wmkjd' tlaflda ;sika f,dalfha Wmkjd

ji jQ is;l Wreuh'''
t;fldg n,kak f [a[dKfha l%shdld;ajh wmg
fmakafk kE' ka wms f ndysr f,dalhg ji fj,d bkakjd'
wmsg f Ydiksl l;jHfha nrm;,lu fmakf
a k kE' nqrcdKka
jykafiaf.a nqoaO jpkfha wms jkdlu yk.kafka ke;=j'

,dis;djla jQ Ndjkdj'''
wmsg iuyr g ysf;kak mqjka y jevlafk f"
;reKfhd uyK fjkjd' y jevlafk Ndjkdj ,dis;djla fj,d'
y jevlafk Tlafldu uyK jqfkd;a fudlo fjkafka' Tlafldu

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113

uyK jqfkd;a l bjrhsfka' b;ska y jevlafk f Ndjkd lrkak


mgka wrkafka'
fl lshkafka nqoO
a foaYkdj .ek wjfndaOhla ke;slug'
ka n,kak f foaYkdfj ;sfhk fYaI;ajh' ka n,kak wfma
ys; hlsis rEmhla lalg miafia wms lshuq ird.S jqkd lsh,d'
ird.S ys;la wmsg we;sjqkd" wfma ys; talg nef|kjd o@ keoao@
wfma [a [ dKh Bg ne,d l% s h d;a u l fjkjd o@ keoa o @
nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d ta jf.a fj,djl uerefkd;a ksrfha
hkjd' ta jf.a fj,djl uerefKd;a ;sika f,dalfha Wmkjd'

wefik y~g nefkd;a'''


B<g nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d" uyfKks" lKska Yo
wykjd' ta lKska wyk Yofha " wykakd jQ Yoh uq,a lrf.k
rd. isys;j tafla wdYapdohla m;df.k ,nd .kak ys;df.k
[a[dKh mj;ajkjd k" mskaj;a uyfKks" Bg jvd fyd|hs
yd;ami we,.;a;= .sks,a iys; ;shqKq hlv W,la lfKa
w;=,a,k tl'
ta jf.a lfKka Yohla wy,d ta Yohg rd.hla
we;sfj,d ta Yohg we;sfjp rd.h mj;ajkak .sfhd;a ta
nep [a[dKfhka hqla;j bkak fj,djl uerefKd;a f
.;s foflka tll Wmkjd lshkjd' tlafld ksrfha hkjd' tfyu
ke;ak ;sika wmdfha Wmkjd' ka n,kak f Ouhg wdmq
ke;s flfkl=g f wk;=r keoao@ f Ouhg wdmq ke;s whg f
wk;=r ;sfhkjd'

iqj|g wdid ysf;kjd'''


B,g nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d" mskaj;a uyfKks"
kdifhka .| iqj| wd>%dkh lrkjd' kdifhka .| iqj| wd>%dKh
lroa f iqj|g fyda .|g we;sfjkjd rd.h fyda .eu'
we;sjqkdg miafia tA mqoa.,hdf.a [a[dKh l%shd;aul fjkjd"
kdifhka k.;a;= .| iqj| wkqj' b;ska tafl nqrcdKka
jykafia jod<d" ^ks;a;iaido .;s;x jd NslaLf [a[dKx& ta
ks;af;a wdYajdohg uqim;a fj,d [a[dKh mj;soa ta jf.a
fj,djl uerefKd;a ksrfha Wmkjd' tfyu;a ke;ak ;sika
wmdfha Wmkjd'

114

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d" mskaj;a uyfKks" Bg jvd


fyd|hs yd;ami .sks.;a; r;afjp kshklska kyh w;=,a, .kak
tl' kyhg fkk iqjf| wdYajdohg .scqfj,d [a[dKh
mj;ajkjdg jvd r;afjp" .sks.;a;= kshklska kyh w;=,a,k
tl fyd|hs lshkjd'

ri kyr mskd hhs - wms o wmdhg hhs


B,g nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d" mskaj;a uyfKks" f
jg ri fkkjd' jg ri kqkg miafia ta rihg .scqfj,d
f [a[dKh mj;ajkak .sfhd;a rihg .scqfj,d [a[dKh
mj;ajkjdg jvd fyd|hs r;afjp .sk.
s ;a;= ,s msyh
s la wrf.k
f j w;=,a, .kak tl' fudlo fya;=j" ta jg fkk rihg
we,sp [a[dKfhka hq;=j jdih lrkak .sfhd;a thd ksrfha
Wmkjd" tfyu;a ke;ak ;sika wmdfha Wmkjd'
B<g nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d" mskaj;a uyfKks"
lhg myi ,efnkjd' lhg ,efnkakd jQ myfia we;s wdYajdohg
.s c q f j,d [a [ dKh mj;a j kjdg jvd yd;a m i r;a f jp
.sks.;a;= ie;lska f Yrh ryskjd k" /ye,dodkjd k Bg
jvd fyd|hs ls h kjd' wdYa j dohg .s c q f jp [a [ dKhla
mj;ajkjdg jvd' wdYajdohg .scqfjp [a[dKhla meje;au
fya;=fjka ta fudfydf;a thd uerefKd;a ta fudfydf;a thd ksrfha
Wmkjd' tfyu;a ke;ak ;sika wmdfha Wmkjd'

kskaog /jfgkak tmd


B<g nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d' mskaj;a uyfKks"
weyerf.k bkak fj,dfj wl=i,a foaj,a l,amkd lr lr bkakjg
jvd" wiu.sh we;sfjk foaj,a" f|k foaj,a" msfia iush
lvdlmam,a fjk foaj,a wl=i,a l,amkd lr lr bkakjdg jvd
ksod.kak tl fyd|hs ffla lshkjd ^fid;a;x fLda mkd;x NslL
a f
;x jod& mskaj;a uyfKks" kskao lsh,d lshkafka ;fha M,
rys; nj' ^fudkyx ;dkx jod& kskao lsh,d lshkafka ;fha
uq,d fjp nj' kuq;a tal fyd|hs lshkjd weyerf.k wl=i,
;l lr lr bkakjg jvd'

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115

Tn;a f .egfjka ffrkak'''


ka mskj
a ;=k"s Tng f;afrkjd we;s nqrcdKkaa jykafiaf.a
f foaYkdfjka wdh;k yh u inkaO hs' wei .ek l:d l<d'
B<g lK .ek l:d l<d' kdih .ek l:d l<d' j .ek l:d
l<d' lh .ek l:d l<d' uki .ek l:d l<d' f wk;=r
;sfhkafka wY%e;j;a mD:.ackhdg hs' wY%e;j;a mD:.ackhd f
wk;=r okafk kE' Y%;j;a wdh Y%djlhd Bg fjkia' Y%e;j;a
wdh Y%djlfhla njg m;afjkjd Y%oaOdjg meKSfuka' Y%oaOdjg
mefKkjd f.!;u nqrcdKka jykafiaj irK hdfuka' B<g
Y%S ioaOuh irK hdfuka' Y%oaOdkqid fjp flkd Oudkqid
fjkjd' Oudkqid fjkfldg wks;H foa wks;H jYfhka n,kjd'

wk;=frka w;afokakg k'''


f Ou ud.hg meKsp flkdg f wk;=r kE' f
n,kak" ^;;% NslaLf" Y%e;jd wh idjflda b;smixlaL;s&
mskaj;a uyfKks" f ldrKh .ek Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhd f
yghs l,a m kd lrka f ka ls h kjd' fldfydu o@ ^;a ; ;s
kdj;;a;dh wfhda i,dldh w;a;dh" iMc,s;dh" imcdh"
ifcda;s N+;dh" plaLq bkashdh iM,sGaGx& f wefya .sks .;a;=
hlv m;=rlska f weye yQrkjdg jvd ug f foa lrkak mqjka'
fudlla o@ ^b;s plaLqx wkspx& f wei wks;Hh hs' ^rEmd wkspd&
rEm wks;Hh hs' ^plaLq [a[dKx wkspx& wefia [a[dKh
wks;Hh hs' ^plaLq iMiafida wksfpda& wefia iamYh wks;Hh hs'
^hmsox plaLqiMiai mphd Wmamc;s fohs;x iqLx jd laLx jd
wlaLu iqlaLxjdms wkspx& wefia iamYfhka yg.kakd jQ h
iem ula" la ula" WfmalaIdjla weoao th;a wks;Hh hs'
wkak ta yg l,amkd lrk flkdg wr [a[dKfha ks;af;a
wdYajdohg .scqfj,d mj;skafka ke;=j hkjd'

wmdfhka ksoyia fjkafk fufyu hs'


ka n,kak f l%ufhka ;uhs wmdfhka .e,fjkak
;sfhkafka' t;fldg wmsg meye,sj fmakjd wmsj f wmdfhka
ksoyia lrkjd lshk tl flka wmsj fr.kakjd lshk tl
ndysr flfkla iska lrk fohla fkfuhs' tal lrkak ;sfhkafka
ljqo@ ;ud u hs' wmdfha Wm; lrd f.kshkjd lshk tl;a ndysr

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uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

flfkla lrk fohla fkfjhs' ;ud fkd okakdlu ksid f


[a[dKfha l%shdld;ajh ta yg u hkak fokjd' t;fldg
;uhs fukak fl isoaO fjkafka'
nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d" wefyka rEmhla l,d" ta
rEmfha wdYajdohg .scqfj,d [a[dKh meje;a;=fjd;a fudlo
fjkafka' ta fj,df uerefKd;a ksrfha fyda ;sika fhdaksfha
Wmkjd lshkjd' ksrfha fyda ;sika fhdaksfha Wm;lg nr
Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhd o@ wY%e;j;a mD;.ackhd o@ n,kak f
Nhdkl brKula lrd hkjd wY%e;j;a mD;.ackhd' nqrcdKka
jykafiaf.a Y%djlfhda njg wms m;afjkafka wY%e;j;a mD;.ackfhda
fj,d bkakg fkfjhs' wms f Y%djlNdjhg m;afjkafka Y%e;j;a
wdh Y%djlhska njg m;afjkakhs'
ka n,kak wY%e;j;a mD;.ackhdg ;uhs nqrcdKka
jykafia foaYkd lrkafka' Bg jvd fyd|hs lshkjd fudlla o@
wefyka rEmh l,d wdYajdofha we,s,d [a[dKh mj;ajkjdg
jvd fyd|hs lshkjd r;afjp hlv m;=rlska weye w;=,a, .kak
tl' Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhd tfyu fkfjhs lshkjd" tfl
n,kafka fldfydu o@ wei wks;Hh hs'

fukak wefia h:d ;;ajh'''


wei wks;Hh hs o@ T' wks;Hh lshk wefia ,laIK
fudkjd o@ wei jhig hkjd' wei f,v fjkjd' wei crdjg
m;afj,d ue,d hkjd' wks;H foalg o fjkafka ks;H foalg o
tfyu fjkafka' tfyku k wei wks;Hh hs'
weig fmfkk rEm w;r Tng olskk
a g ,efnkjd o ks;H
jQ rEm' kE' wmsg olskakg ,efnkafka wks;H jQ rEmhla u hs'
fjkia fjk rEmhla u hs' keiShk rEmhla u hs' ;udf.a jihg
mj;ajkak ne rEmhla u hs' t;fldg thd wjfndaO lr.kakjd"
wei;a wks;Hh hs" weig fmfkk rEm;a wks;Hh hs lsh,d'
wefya [a [ dKh ls h ,d ls h ka f ka ka wms weye
fhduqlrk fldg hlsis me;a;lg ta fhduqlrkafka ukisldrfhka'
fudflkao wms tfyk fhduqlrkafka@ ukisldrfhka' ukisldrh
lshk tl whs;s kduhlg' ukisldrh fhduq l<d u f rEmfha
Pdhdj weyeg jefgkfldg u wefya yg.kakjd" [a[dKh'

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117

t;fldg fudlo fjkafka@ wyehs" [a[dKh hs tl;= fjkjd'


tl;=fj,d f isoah isoaO fjkjd' wef,k fyda .efgk tl
isoaO fjkafka' ta tl;= ug lshkjd iamYh' tfyu k f
isu olskak k wms ;ud ;=< ;uhs isysh msysgqjkak fk'

fudfyd;ska fudfyd; fjkia fjk'''


;ud ;=< isysh msysgqj,d wefyka rEm n,oa wdYajdofha
.e,sp [a[dKh l%h
s d;aul fjk ye f;afrkak mgka .kakjd'
nqrcKka jykafia jod<d t;fldg ta weyehs" rEmhhs" [a[dKh
hs tl;=f iamYh ks;H o" wks;H o@ wks;Hhs'
ka f me;a; n,,d f rEfma fmks,d wks;a rEfma
n,kfldg f weye;a wks ; Hhhs ' rEfm;a wks ; H fj,d'
[a[dKh;a wks;H fj,d' iamYh;a wks;H fj,d' u;a wks;H
fj,d' fudfyd;ska fudfyd; fjkia fj,d hkjd'
t;fldg Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhd tal ;uhs n,kafka'
wefyka rEmhla lald u wdYajdohlg .scf
q j,d bkafk kE Y%e;j;a
wdh Y%djlhd' thd n,kafka f isoafha ;sfhk wks;H nj' f
iso
a fha ;sfhk we;a; ;;ajh' n,oa thd olskjd weye;a wks;Hh
hs' rEm;a wks;Hh hs' wefya [a[dKh;a wks;Hh hs' iamYh;a
wks;Hh hs' u;a wks;Hh hs' u lshkafk wefyka rEmhla
olsoa weyehs rEmh hs [a[dKh hs tl;= fjkjd' ta tl;=
fjkfldg wms .;af;d;a ta iamIfha ;sfhkafka iem ula yg
k wmsg iem ula fkkjd' t;fldg ta iem u fkkakd
jQ iamYh ke;s fjp .uka ug fudlo fjkafka' ke;sfj,d
hkjd' t;fldg iamYh we;sfjkafka la ulg k la u
we;slrjk fohla k iamYfha ;sfhkafka wmsg fkkafka
fudlla o@ la u fkkjd' B<g la u we;sfjk iamYh
ke;s fjk fldg ke;s fjkjd'

k foa yhg u wk.kak'''


wms .;af;d;a ka fufyu tlla' Tkak wms l=Kq fjp
if;l=f.a u< isrerla fyda l=ula y tlla ol=Kq me;a;g Tu
yfrda,d n,kfldg ;sfhkjd' Tkak weyehs" rEmhhs" [a[dKhhs
tl;= jqkd' t;fldg wmsg we;sfjkafka iem ula o" la ula
o@ wms wks;a me;a; n,kfldg ,iaik u,a f.dvla ;sfhkjd'

118

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

iqj| yukjd' t;fldg fudfyd;ska ta fol fjkia fjkafka keoao


wmsg' fudfyd;ska iamYh fjkia fjkjd' fudfyd;ska u fjkia
fjkjd' fudlo@ fudfyd;ska weye;a fjkia jqkd' rEfm;a fjkia
jqkd' [a[dKh;a fjkia jqkd' f jf.a yeu fudfyd;l u
fjkia u ;sfhkjd' b;ska Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhd fl kqjKska
uikjd'
B<g nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d" mskaj;a uyfKks"
Y% e ;j;a wdh Y% d jlhd fufyuhs ys ; ka f ka ' fldfydu o
isyslrkafka@ .sks.;a;= hlv W,lska lK w;=,a,k fk kE' thd
isyl
s rkjd' lK;a wks;Hh hs' Yoh;a wks;Hh hs' [a[dKh;a
wks;Hh hs' lfKa iamYh;a wks;Hh hs' lfKa iamYfhka
yg.kak iem fjd" la fjd" WfmalaId fjd h lsis ula
yg.kakj o th;a wks;Hhhs lsh,d Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhd kqjKska
uikjd' Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhd Th yg kqjKska uioa wr
ks;a; wdY%fha mj;sk [a[dKh fjkia fj,d hkjd'

ish,af,da u iq.;sfha''''
Tn okakjd nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd ,d ;sfhkjd"
hful=g ioaOdkqid k hfula Oudkqid k ta f.d,af,d i;r
wmdfha hkjd o@ kE' ^if f;a i.a.mrdhfkda& yeu fofkla u
iaj. mrdhk fjkjd lshkafka yeu fokd u iq.;sfha Wmkjd'
hfula fida;dmkak jqfkd;a wks;H foa wks;H jYfhka m%;HlaI
wjfndaOhla we;slr .;af;d;a thd .ek nqrcdKka jykafia
fmkaj,d fokafka fldfydu o@ i;r wmdfhka ioyg u ksoyia
fjp tlaflfkla' i;r wmdfha Wmkafka kE' wmg fmakjd ta
[a [ dKh ud.M, ,dNS k a f .a wdh wIa G dx.s l ud.hg
nei.;a;= flfkl=f.a [a[dKh wr mD:.ack flfkl=f.a
[a[dKh yg wk;=reodhl yg ilia fjkafk kE'

kdih ;=<ska wks;Hh u;=lr .ksuq'''


B<g nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd" ;shqKq
wdhqOhlska ;shqKq kshklska kyh w;=,a, .kak tl me;a;lska
;shkak' Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhd l,amkd lrkjd kyh;a wks;Hh
hs" .| iqj|;a wks;Hh hs' kdifha [a[dKh;a wks;Hh hs'
kdifha iamYh;a wks;Hh hs' kdifha iamYfhka yg .kakd jQ

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

119

h iemla fjd" lla fjd" WfmalaIdjla fjd f u;a


wks;Hh hs'
ka n,kak f Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhd uikafka l=ula
.ek o@ wks;Hh hs lshk ldrKdj .ek' t;fldg thd ;udf.a
;fha wks;Hh;a n,kjd' ndysr wks;Hh;a n,kjd' f yg
kqjKska n,oa n,oa Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhd f wks;H f,dalfha
f wks;H u j,lajkak mqjka fohla fkfuhs" f wks;H u
flfrys tA ;=, u we,s,d jevla kE' .e,d jevl=;a kE' f flfrys
wfmalI
a dfjka fidal lr,d jevla kE' tfyk kshu yg wks;H
wjfndaO fjk tlaflkdg we;sfjkafka fudlla o@ ord .ekSf
Yla;sh'

wg f,da oyug fkdf lmd'''


ka Tn okakjd wks;Hh imQKfhka u wjfndaO lrmq
tlaflkdg lshkafka ry;ka jykafia lsh,d' wks;H imQKfhka
u wjfndaO lf<d;a ry;ka jykafiag lshkjd kula ;d lsh,d'
;d lshkafka wIaGf,dal Ouhg lmd ke;s' wIaG f,dal Ouh
lshkafka fudlla o@ ,dN" w,dN" hi" whi" kskaod" m%Yxid" iem"
l' flg ;uhs ish f,dal i;ajhd lmd fj bkafka' flfkl=g
tlaflda ,dNhla ,enqkdu ,dNh wNshi thd lmd fjkjd' fkdu
hkjd' ,dN i;aldr" lS;s" m%Yxid Tfrd;a;= fokafka kE' talg
lmd fj bkakjd'

iQm jHxck iys; we,aydf,a n;g;a Tp'''


nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Y%djlhka fldhs;r fjkia o
lsh,d Tng u;l we;s tl wjia:djl frxcd lshk .f jia
jeiqjd' nqrcdKka jykafiahs" ry;ka jykafia,d hs pdldf
joa frxcd lshk .f n%dyauKhd wdrdOkd l<d ta .f jia
jikak' ta;a thdg wu;l jqkd' Bg miafia fudlo jqfka jia jimq
ldf,a odfk kE' jeys ldf,a wYaj fj<|f hk msila t;k
yshd' fudlo jqfka f iajdka jykafia,dg hj yd,a kakd'
tf;kag ;ud msKavmdf;a jefha' jeiai ldf,a taf.d,a,d;a t;k
;uhs ysfha' iajdka jykafia,d jehd hj yd,a gla md;a;fg
odkjd' b;ska tal wrf.k we,a,d j;=f fmfkak od,d wUrkjd'
Bg miafia fmd jxf.j, od,d fldgkjd' ry;ka jykafia,d
fldg,d fmd .=,shla j<|kjd'

120

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

wdkkao yduqrejkaf.ka nqrcdKka jykafia wykjd"


fuda,a .efgk Yohla wefykafka fudlla o lsh,d' iajdkS"
Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" NslaIQka jykafia,d hj yd,a wUr,d j<|kjd'
nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d id id wdkkao" f l=, mq;%fhda
Ialr foa ch .kakjd' ta lshkafk hj yd,a wUr,d j<|kjd'
Kq;a kE' wUr,d j<|kafka flka o@ wu;= i;=glska o@ tfyk
wdh Y%djlhska ,dNhg lmd fjkafk;a kE' w,dNhg lmd
fjka f k;a kE' nq rcdKka jyka f ia jod<d wkd.;fha
k.;af;d;a ry;ka jykafia,d f jf.hs je<f lsh,d
wkd.;fha Woh iQm jHxck iys; we,aydf,a n;g;a Tp
lrd'
wehs f f,dalfha ukqIHhd wdydrhg lmd fkd bkafka
l=ula wjfndaO fuka o@ wks;H wjfndaO fuka' iuyrekag
m%Yxid ,efnk fldg wdmq .uk u;l kE' ta lS;s m%Yxid tlal
fjk fjk mdrj,a yod .kakjd' fjk fjk .uka yod .kakjd'
lS;s" m%Yxid j,g /jfgkjd' /j,d ;uka by<ska i,lkjd'
kuq;a nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh ;=< fmakjd ta lS;s" m%Yxid;a
wks;Hh hs' iuyre ksko
a d wmlS;s tkfldg lmd lrkjd' tajd;a
wks;Hh hs'

Tf mq;d;a frd.kak''''
nq rcdKka jyka f ia rc.y kq j r jevbka k ldf,
idmq;a; uyry;ka jykafia" fud.a.,a,dk uyry;ka jykafia
inkaO jqkd' t;fldg Wkajykafia,df.a YsIH msia uyK fjkak
.;a;d' uyK fjkak .;a;d u Ouhg reoaO msig fl
Tfrd;a;= kafka kE' Bg miafia ;Hd oDIal msia fudllao
lrkak .;af;a' kskaod wmydi lrkak .;a;d' ^wd.f;da fida uyd
iufKda - u.Odkx .scx - ixfcHhfld kfh;ajdk lsxiqOdks
khsii
a ;
q &s f l j<,af,a uyd Y%uKhka jykafia we,a,d bkakjd'
ka ixchf.a msi;a wrf.k .shd' ka b;ska ljqre k wekak
hd o@
kskaod wmydi lrkak .;a;d NslaIQka jykafia,d ms~qisd
jk fldg' nqrcdKka jykafiag .sys,a,d lsjd iajdkS" y
jeffka' ms~q isd jkak yla kE' ms~q isd joa ksiaiq
nkskjd' f ;reK <uhs tlalf.k .sy,
s ,
a d uyK lrkjd lsh,d'

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

121

lreKq okak whg ljr l:d o@


nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d f .d:dj fokak lsh,d ms<;
s r
=
yg' fudlla o@ ^khka;s f uyd rd - ioaOfk ;:d.;d Ofk kh udkdkx - ldhjqfida cdk;d& uyd r jQ ;:d.;hka
jykafia,d ioaOufhka Tlafldu le|jd .kafka' ^Ofk kh
udkdkx& Oufhka le|jd .kso
a " ^ldjqfidhd cdkd;d& lreKq okak
whg ljr l:d o@ f W;a;frka ksYaYo jqkd ish fokd u'
t;fldg wmg fmakjd wgf,da oyfuka lmd fkd bkafka
l=ula wjfndaO u ksid o@ wks;H wjfndaOfhka ;uhs tal fjkafka'
nqrcdKka jykafia ia;r lrkjd uyfKks" f lhg
myi ,enqkg miafia ta myig .scf
q jp [a[dKh mj;ajkjdg
jvd ;shqKq jQ ie;lska f lh /ye,d odk tl fyd|hs' kuq;a
Y%e;j;a wdh Y%jlhd ys;kjd tal tfyu fkdjqkdf' tal jevla
kE' taldka;fhka u f lh;a wks;Hh hs' myi;a wks;Hh hs'
lfha [a[dKh;a wks;Hh hs' lfha iamYh;a wks;Hh hs' lfha
iamYfhka yg.kakjd k iemla fjd" lla fjd" WfmalI
a djla
fjd" h ula tal;a wks;Hh hs lsh,d kqjKska uikak
lshkjd' kqjKska fufkys lrkak lshkjd'

ys; .ek fufyu ys;kak''


B<g nq rcdKka jyka f ia jod<d" ks o d.ka k tl
me;a;lska ;shkak' Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhd l,amkd lrkjd" uu
flu hs ys;kafka' ^ufkda wksfpda& uki;a wks;Hh hs' ^Oud
wkspd& ukig isf;k wruqKq wks;Hh hs' ^ufkda [a[dKx
wkspx& ukfia [a[dKh;a wks;Hh hs' ^ufkda iMiafida
wksfpda& ukfia iamYh;a wks;Hh hs' ukfia iamYfhka Wmkjd
k iemla fyda lla fyda WfmalaId fokdjla tal;a wks;Hh hs'
wkak ta yg lshkjd wdh Y%djlhd uikafka'
ka n,kak mD:.ackhdf.hs" wdh Y%djlhdf.hs fjki'
mD;.ackhd rEmhg uqim;a fjkjd" t;kska tyd fohla lrkak
okafk kE' lfKka wyk Yohg uqim;a fjkjd" kdihg fkk
.| iqj|g uqim;a fjkjd" jg fkk rihg uqim;a fjkjd'
lhg fkk myig uqim;a fjkjd' mD;.ackhdg tal blaujd
hkak nE' t;fldg fudlo fjkafka' ka fuhdf.a [a[dKh
;sfhkafka wr uqim;a fjp wruqK ;=< ;uhs ;sfhkafka'

122

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafi jod<d ta [a[dKfhka


lrkak ;sfhkafka lreKq folhs lshkjd' tlaflda ksrfha Wm;
lrd hkjd' ke;sk ;sika fhdaksfha Wm; lrd hkjd'

laIKsl fldamh is; hg lrk ye''''


tfyk mskaj;=ks" ka pqgla ys;kak' wms ixidf .;
lrmq ; j, [d;s fjp wh" ifydaor foumsfhd fjp
wh fldhs;r k ksrfha weoao@ fldhs;r k msila ;sika
wmdfha weoao@ wms okafk kE' wmsg fmakafka f f,dafla ;rfka'
wms okafka f f,dafla ;rhs' wms ka uefrk fldg wfma mqo.
a ,sl
l%shdld;ajh imQKfhka u bjrhs' wmsg ka ys;du;d hula
fufyu fjkak fk" fufyu lrkak fk" fjd w;dkak fk
lsh, lrkak mqjka' kuq;a f yg lrkak mqjka lrula kE"
urKdikak fjkfkdlg' t;fldg lrkak mqjka yep foag
uqyqK fok tl ;rhs' tal f jf.a tlla' Tkak ka wms .uq
flfkl=g wl fldamhla tkjd' ta fldamh iska thdj hg lrkjd
o" keoao@ ta fj,djg thd wkqka lshk foa wykafka kE' fok
wjjdoh ys;d.kak nE' B<g ;uka .kak yok ;SrKfha
nrm;,lu f;afrkafk kE' ys;sp tl lrkjd' f j;a fj,d
boa h mj;ajkak mqjkalu ;sfhoa" kqjKska l,amkd lrkak
mqjkalu ;sfhoa" uki tpr fldamfhka uqim;a fjkjd k
urKdikakfha wfma u l%shdjla u;=fj,d" ta l%shdj iska wmsj
hgm;a lr.;af;d;a'

fijke,af,ka jeiS hk ksid'''


nqrcdKka jykafia fmkaj,d fokjd tal fufyuhs
fjkafka lsh,d' Tkak flfkla bkakjd f.al ms<l
s kafka jdfj,d'
t;fldg br tl me;a;lska neyef.k hkjd' br neyef.k
hkfldg f.hs fyjKe,a , wr ms < s l ka f ka jdfj,d bka k
tlaflkdj jy .kakjd' wkak ta jf.a lshkjd wms lrkakd jQ
luh wms j jy.ka k tl' t;fldg fflka .e,fjka k
mqjkalu ;sfhkafka Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhdg muK hs'
fndfyda fofkla ys;kafka fufyuhs ug m%Yakhla kE l'
uu i|.kak l' l ug ysf;k ;r nrm;, tlla fkfuhs'

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

123

Tg l i|.kak mqjka' kuq;a l i|.kak mqjka lsh lshd


fudlo fjkafka wm%ud fjkjd o@ m%ud fjkjd o@ m%ud fjkjd'
wka;sug Ou ukisldrfha ys;skak ne yg" B<g isysh
msysgqjd.kak ne yg" h msysgqjd .kak neyg" is;
ilia fjp fj,djg fuhdg lrkak lsisu fohla kE'

isys kqjK ;sfhk fj,dfj fl lrkak fk'''


tfyu k ka ;uhs" wmsg isysh kqjK ;sfhk fj,dfj
;uhs wms fjd mqre lrkak ;sfhkafka' hqKq lrkak ;sfhkafka'
mskaj;=ks" tfyu k fyd|g u;l ;shd.kak f.!;u nqrcdKka
jykafia wmsg f Ouh foaYkd lf<a fldpr meye,sj o lshk
tl wmsg fmkakqjd wd;a; mhdh iQ;%fha ' Y%e;j;a wdh
Y%djlhdg ys;kak lsjd f wdh;k yh .ek' fldfyduo
ys;kafka"
wei wks;Hh hs' rEmh wks;Hh hs' wefia [a[dKh
wks;Hh hs' iamYh wks;Hh hs' iamYfhka yg.kakd u wks;Hh
hs'
lK wks;Hh hs' Yoh wks;Hh hs' lfKa [a[dKh
wks;Hh hs' lfKa iamYh wks;Hh hs' iamYfhka yg.kakd u
wks;Hh hs'
kdih wks;Hh hs' .| iqj| wks;Hh hs' kdifha [a[dKh
wks;Hh hs' kdifha iamYh wks;Hh hs' iamYfhka yg.kakd u
wks;Hh hs'
j wks;Hh hs' rih wks;Hh hs' f [a[dKh wks;Hh
hs' f iamYh wks;Hh hs' iamYfhka yg.kakd u wks;Hh hs'
lh wks;Hh hs' myi wks;Hh hs' lfha [a[dKh wks;Hh
hs' lfha iamYh wks;Hh hs' iamYfhka yg.kakd u wks;Hh
hs'
uki wks;Hh hs' wruqKq wks;Hh hs' ukfia [a[dKh
wks;Hh hs' ukfia iamYh wks;Hh hs'iamYfhka yg.kakd u
wks;Hh hs'

124

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

fufyu lafld;a''''
Th l yhg lf<d;a fukak n,kak fjk foa' ka Th
wks;Hh uioa uioa jefvkafka wdh wIaGdx.sl ud.h hs'
wehs fl lrkafka Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlfhla fka Y%e;j;a wdh
Y%djlhd iS,h okafk keoao@ Y%e;j;a wh Y%djlhd iS,h jvkafka
ud. wx.hla yg' iudh jvkafka ud. wx.hla yg'
m%{dj jvkafka p;=rdh i;Hh wjfndaO lr.kak u hs'

yenE u l<lsu we;sfjkjd'''


ta ksid fudlo fjkafka@ fl ;sfhkjd ^tajx miaix
NslaLf iq;jd wh idjflda& Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhd Th yg
kqjKska n,oa"
wei flfrys l<ls f rkjd' rEm .ek l<ls f rkjd'
[a[dKh .ek l<lsfrkjd' iamYh .ek l<lsfrkjd' fokdj
.ek l<lsfrkjd' fudlla .ek o l<lsrefka@ l .ek hs l<lsrefka'
lK .ek l<ls f rkjd' Yo .ek l<ls f rkjd' lfKa
[a[dKh .ek l<lsfrkjd' lfKa iamYh .ek l<lsfrkjd' lfKa
iamYfhka we;s fjk fokdj .ek l<lsfrkjd' fudlla .ek o
l<lsrefka@ l .ek hs l<lsrefka'
kdih .ek l<lsfrkjd' .| iqj| .ek l<lsfrkjd' kdifha
[a[dKh .ek l<lsfrkjd' kdifha iamYh .ek l<lsfrkjd'
kdifha iamYfhka we;s fjk fokdj .ek l<lsfrkjd' fudlla
.ek o l<lsrefka@ l .ek hs l<lsrefka'
j .ek l<lsfrkjd' ri .ek l<lsfrkjd' f [a[dKh
.ek l<lsfrkjd' f iamYh .ek l<lsfrkjd' f iamYfhka
we;s fjk fokdj .ek l<lsfrkjd' fudlla .ek o l<lsrefka@
l .ek hs l<lsrefka'
lh .ek l<ls f rkjd' myi .ek l<ls f rkjd' lfha
[a[dKh .ek l<lsfrkjd' lfha iamYh .ek l<lsfrkjd' lfha
iamYfhka we;s fjk fokdj .ek l<lsfrkjd' fudlla .ek o
l<lsrefka@ l .ek hs l<lsrefka'

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

125

uki .ek l<lsfrkjd' wruqKq .ek l<lsfrkjd' ukfia


[a[dKh .ek l<lsfrkjd' ukfia iamYh .ek l<lsfrkjd'
ukfia iamYfhka we;s fjk fokdj .ek l<lsfrkjd' fudlla
.ek o l<lsrefka@ l .ek hs l<lsrefka'

fkd wef,k is; lska ksoyia'''


l yg.kak fya;= fjp foa ke;sfjkjd' fudllao ta@
;Kaydj' ffla ;sfhkjd l<lsreKd u fudllao fjkafka ^kskaox
rc;s& l<lsreKd u wef,kafka ke;sj hkjd' u;l ;shd.kak
wms f tajd flfrys we,s,d bkakjd k we,s,d bkafka ta flfrys
l,ls ke;s ksi hs' l<lsreKd k wef,kafka kE' wms l<lsreKd
k weig wef,kafka kE' lKg wef,kafka kE' wms l<lsreKd
k kdihg wef,ka f k;a kE'jg wef,ka f k;a kE' lhg
wef,kafk;a ke' ukig wef,kafk;a kE'
^kskaox rc;s" rd.d uqp;s& wef,kafka ke;sjqkdg
miafia thd ta we,afuka neyer fjk fldg thd l l ksoyia
fjkjd' thd tfyk ksoyia fjkjd wefika" lfKka" kdifhka"
fjka" lfhka" ukfika ksoyia fjkjd' rEm" Yo" .kaO" ri"
myi" wruqKq j,ska ksoyia fjkjd" wefia [a[dKfhka" lfKa
[a[dKfhka" kdifha [a[dKfhka" f [a[dKfhka"
lfha [a[dKfhka" ukfia [a[dKfhka ksoyia fjkjd' wefia
ia m Yfhka " lfKa ia m Yfhka " kdifha ia m Yfhka " f
iamYfhka" lfha iamYfhka" ukfia iamYfhka ksoyia fjkjd'
wefia iamYfhka yg .kakd fuka ksoyia fjkjd'
lfKa iamYfhka yg.kakd fuka ksoyia fjkjd' kdifha
iamYfhka yg.;a fuka ksoyia fjkjd'f iamYfhka
yg.kakd fuka ksoyia fjkjd' lfha iamYfhka yg.kakd
fuka ksoyia fjkjd' ukfia iamYfhka yg.kakd fuka
ksoyia fjkjd' ne rys; fjkjd' wyi jf.a fjkjd' ksoyia
fjkjd' ^uq;a;iax uq;a;;s [dKx fyda;s& ksoyia jqkd k
ksoyia jqkd lsh, wjfndaOh we;sfjkjd' tal ;uhs wry;ajh'

f ;fha w;alsh yels Ouhla'''


nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokjd' tfyu flkdg f
ksjka u. ta ;h ;=< u imQK jqkd lsh,d' wdh wIaGdx.sl

126

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

ud.h imQK jqkd lsh,d k.kakjd' ka f l:d lrk


Ouh f ;fha wmsg hka;kaj;a w;aolskak ne tlla o@
mqjka' f ;fha hka; y w;alafld;a thd ioaOdkqid
fjkjd' hka ; ka y Bg jvd .eUq ka w;a la f ld;a thd
Oudkqid fjkjd' thd h:d:jdj w;alafld;a fida;dmkak
fjkjd' ;j;a .eUqrg w;alafld;a ilod.d fjkjd' ;j;a
.eUqrg w;alafld;a wkd.d fjkjd' mmQK jYfhka u
w;agqfjd;a wry;ajhg m;afjkjd'

ksrfha .syska fYdal lrkak bv;shkak tmd'''


wkak wmg fmakjd lrkak ;sfhkafka fudllao@ ud.hla
mqre lsula" ud.hla .uka lsula ke;sk wmsg f nqoaO
Ydih;a wms w;ska u. we,d hhs' nqrcdKka jykafia jodf<a
^Lfkdafjdaud Wmmac.d LK;S;d fidapx ;s ksrhms iumams;d& f
,ep CIK im;a;sh u. wefrkak fokak tmd' f CIK
im;a;sh u. wep wh ksrfha bm,d fYdal lrkjd' wfka
wms nqjrekaf.a Ydikj, bm,d kslka yshd lsh,d' wehs ksrfha
bmkd u fmakjfka wms fldfykao wdf" fudkjo lf<a lsh,d'
wys jqfka fudkjo lsh,d' Tlafldu fmakjd' wfka wmsg f
Tlafldu ke;sjqkdfka lsh,d' f Ydikhg we;= jqkd fkao@
;sirKhg meKsh fkao@ Oufha yeisrekd fkao@ f.!;u
nqrcdKka jykafiaj w;Er,d wms fldfyo .sfha lsh,d miafia
miq;efjkak fjkjd' ta ksid nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrmq
f Ouh yd n,kfldg wmsg f Ouh lrd hkak mqjka'
tfyuk f wfma [a[dKh wefika rEm l,d
wdYajdohg .scqfj,d mj;ajkak fyd| kE' lfKa [a[dKh"
kdifha [a[dKh" f [a[dKh" lfha [a[dKh" ukfia
[a[dKh" wruqKq wdYajdofha .scqfj,d mj;ajkjd fjkqjg wms
fudkjo lrkak ;sfhkafka' h:d:h wjfndaO lr.kak tl hs'
b;ska ta ksid wms ljqre;a l,amkd lrkak fk h:d:h wjfndaO
lr.kakd tl hs'

nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lf<a iQ;% my o@


f wd;a; mhdh iQ;%h fyd|g f;are wrf.k u;l
;s h d.ka k fk' fudlo fndfyda fofkla ys ; df.k bka f ka

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nqrcdKka jykafia wjqre 45g foaYkd lr,d ;sfhkafka iQ;%


myla ;rhs lsh,d' lrKSh fu;a; iQ;%h hs" r;k iQ;%h hs" uyd
ux., iQ;%h hs" isdf,dajdo iQ;%h hs" ji, iQ;%h hs fjk uql=;a kE'
ys yduqrefjd ,xldjg we,a,d foaYkd lf<a pq,a,y;amfodau
iQ;%h ;rhs' tal ys yduqrejkaf.a tlla lsh,hs ys;df.k
bkafka' tal ldf.a tlla o@ nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrmq
tlla' Th fmdv ;rhs ksiaiq okafka'

igqjka f.ka m%fY fjuq'''


f nqoaO foaYkd wms fyd|g bf.k .kak bf.k .kak
;uhs wmsg iajdk fj,d f tl tlaflkdf.a lhsl;kaorj,g
yiqfjkafka ke;sj" flako
a r j,g wyqfjkafka ke;sj" kele;a j,g
wyqfjkafka ke;sj" ;H oDIaj,g wyqfjkafka ke;=j" wms
meye,sj u ;sirKfha msysg,d iajdkj ke.S iskak mqjka
fjkjd' W;= jQ p;=rdh i;Hh ;=< / iskak mqjka fjkjd'
wgf,da oyug lmd fkd" ;hla f.dv k.d .kak mqjka
fjkjd' f ish foa lrkak mqjka fjkafka msgia;r Ydikhl
fkfjhs' tfyk f.!;u nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ydikfha u
hs' tfyk wms ljqre;a wgka lr .ksuq" f f.!;u nqrcdKka
jykafiaf.a f nq iiqk ;=< u f.!;u nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a
ienE Y%djl orejka njg m;afj,d W;= p;=rdh i;Hh Ouh
wjfndaO lr.kakjd lsh,d'

id id id

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uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

kSfrda.S is;l ryi

-kl=,ms;= iQ;%hY%oaOdjka; mskaj;=ks"


wo bf.k.kak ,efnkafka ixhq;;
a ksldfha kl=,ms;= lshk
foaYkdj' f foaYkdf ku kl=,ms;'= ms;= lshkafka ;d;a;d' kl=,
mshdf.a foaYkh' thdg ;uhs nqrcdKka jykafia ta foaYkdj
lf<a'
mskaj;=ks" nqrcdKka jykafia kulf.a Ouhla wykak
,eu mqx mskla fkfuhs' ,N u mskla wmg u;=fj,d'
nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a foaYkdj,a f f,dalfha l,d;=rlska wykak
,efnk foaj,a' ta lshkafk idudkH f,dalfha ljodj;a u fkd
we,au .ek l;d lrkafk kE' l;d lrkafk we,au .ek' w;yeu
.ek fkfjhs" w,a,d .ekSu .ek' ksjk .ek fkfuhs l;d lrkafk"
meje;aula .ek ;uhs l;d lrkafk' keje;aula .ek fkfjhs'
b;ska nqrcdKka jykafia kula ;uhs l,d;=rlska f,dalhg my<
fj,d f ksjk .ek lsh, fokafk' f Ouh ke;sfjp ldf,l
f nK mo fudl=;a kE' f f,daflg wykak ynfjkafk kE'
nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh oy wg oyilg wdikak foaYkdj,a
;sfhkjd' b;ska wmg tajd bf.k f.k nqrcdKka jykafia kula
foaYkd lf<a l=ula o lsh, meye,sj f;are .kak wmg jdikdj
;sfhkjd'

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oyu fkd k rclu l=ug o@


Ouh ke;s ld,hl" oyfid~ lsh, tl rcflfkla
yshd' ta rcqrejkag wdrx jqkd fukak fufyu' nqrcdKka
jykafia,d lsh, fldgila my< fj,d ;sfhkj' ta nqrcdKka
jykafia,d Ouhla lsh, tlla foaYkd lr, ;sfhkj' fudlla
o ta Ouh@
Tkak ta fjkfldg f,dafl ljqre;a u okafk kE f fudlla
o lsh,' ka fl wy.kak" f Ouh wy.kak oyfid~
rcqrejkag wdidjla we;sjk
q d' yeu;ek u w~fnr m;=rejd yehd
nK mohla okak flfkla lsh, fo;ajd lsh,' ljqre;a kE' Bg
miafia m;=rejd yehd nK mohla lsh, kafkd;a uu f rdcHh
u thdg fokjd' nK mohla lsh, fokak ljqrey is;ajd lsh,'
ljqre;a kE' t;fldg nK mohla lsh, rclu .kakj;a nK
mohla okak flfkla kE'
Bg miafia oyfid~ rcqrefjd fudlo lf<a" rclu
w;yehd' w;ayer, l,amkd l<d nK mohla wykak ke;s rclu
fudlg o lsh,' w;yer, uyd jkdka;flg .sys,a, jkdka;f
weof.k hkjd'

Ouh fjkqfjka ;h fokak jqk;a iQodk''''


Yl% fohd lal f wdYaphj;a mqoa.,hj' ljqo ta@
fndai;dKka jykafia' f wdYaphj;a mqoa.,fhla' fu;=udg
hlsis msysgla fjkak fk lsh," ta ldf, jH f,dalfha ;snqk
l,ska nqoaO Ydik j,ska bf.k .;a;= tl nK mohla' b;ska
l,amkd l<d f nK moh fuhdg W.kajkak fk lsh,'
ojila thd wdj hlaIfhl=f. fIfhka' mdfr hkfldg
f oyfid~ rc;=ud wjd' b;ska weyqjd fldfyo f hkafk
lsh,' uu f Ouh fydhdf.k hkafk" nqrcdKka jykafia,df.a
nK mohla fidhdf.k hkjd' b;ska wr hld lsjd ux okakj
lsh,' lshmq .uka oyfid~ rc;=ud lsjd wfka tfyk lsh,
fokak tal nE''' nE''' ug nv.skshs lsjd' Bg miafia lsjd
b;ska uu fudlo lrkak fk ux biafi,a,d WUj lkj lsj'
Bg miafia lsj udj lkj k ux fldfyduo nK wykafk'

130

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

Bg miafia ta hlaIhd lsjd tfyu nE' tfyk WU ke.mka wr


lkao Wvg' oyfid~ rcqrejkag lsjd' ux m,af,yd bkakx'
WU lkao uqfkka mksk fj,djg uu nK mfoa lshkak" WU tal
wyf.k u uf.a lgg mekmka lsjd' leu;s jqkd' Bg miafia
fudlo jqfka" lkao Wvg ke.a.d' mksk fldg Yl% fohd jH
fYfhka fuhdj w,a, .;a;d' w,a,f.k jd lr, wr nK mfoa
lsh, kakd'

nqoaO jpkhg .rykak k tmd'''


fflka wmsg fmakj tn ld,hla f f,dalj, tkj'
tal we;slr, fokafk ljqo@ ta yg Ouh w;=reoyka lr,
odkafk ljqo@ f ksiaiq l u tl;= fj,d' nqrcdKka jykafia
f.a Ydikh w;=reoyka lr, odkj ta .sys me fldgia l
tl;= fj,d' ta nK fk kE ta Ouh bf.k .ekSu fk kE
j f;afrkafk kE wmsg j .eUqrehs b;ska ta ksid wmsg f
tfkod ;fha j;a fjk wdldrh bf.k .;a;yu we;s lsh,
wr nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a nqoO
a jpkh yE,ajg ,la lr, .ry,d
me;a;lg odkj' wmsg f,!lsl ;h bf.k .;a;yu we;s lsh,'
wkak ta msi ;uhs Ydikh kdY lrkafk'

m%;sM, fkd ,efnkafk ud.h lD;s u ksi hs'''


t;fldg ka f mskj
a ;=ka f;are .kak" ys uy ry;ka
jykafia ,xldjg jevu lr, Wkajykafia l,amkd l<d k" ka
f ux ,xldjg we,a," fjd mqre lr, f ksiaiq f.j,a
fodrj,a w;yer, odhs' Ndjkd lrkak mgka .kshs' uyK fjkak
mgka .kshs' t;fldg f mjq,a wjq,a fjkjd fkao lsh,' tfyu
l,amkd l<d k wr ry;ka jykafia,d f.a hq.hla ysfjhs o@
ysfjkafk kE'
ka wkak ta yg ry;ka jykafia ysfjkafk ke;af;
fudlo@ wkak ta wdl,amfha ;sfhk je/oao ksid' ta fudlo ka
tafl f;areu ;uhs" wdh wIaGdx.sl ud.h wkq.ukh lrk msia
kE lshk tl' wdh wIaGdx.sl ud.h wkq.ukh lrk msia
bkakjd k" ry;ka jykafia,d fk ;r ysfjkjd lshk tl'
t;fldg wmsg meye,sj u fmakjd" Ouh ud.h lD;s u
;uhs f Ydikfha kdYhg fya;=j'

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131

wdh wIaGdx.sl ud.h wkq.ukh lf<d;a


Ydikh nn<kjd'''
Ndjkdj .ek lshk fldg lshdf.k hkjd Tfydu
lrf.k hkak' ka wjfndaO fjhs lsh,' tfyu k biafi,a,
u wjfndaO fjkafk ysudf, bkak ;dmijrekag' wehs ta@ taf.d,af,d
mqu yg ta fjkqfjka lemfj,d bkakj' kuq;a uu okakjd ta
f.d,a , ka g ls i s u wjfnda O hla kE' thd,d bka f k ls s i s u
wjfndaOhlska fkd fjhs'
tfyk nqrcdKka jykafia kulf.a Ouhla u msisj
meye,sj wmsg l.kak ,eh hq;=hs' ta msisj meye,sj ,nd
.kakd jQ Ouh ,N tlla' tal yeuodu wykak ,efnkafk
ke;s tlla' yeu;eku wykak ,efnkafk ke;s tlla' wkak ta
Ouh ;ukaf.a ;hg l l .kak olaI" ksy;udkS mqoa.,hd
f Ydikhg flfuka flfuka we;= fjkjd k" ta lshkafk
wdh wIaGdx.sl ud.hg flfuka flfuka we;= fjkjd k"
wdh wIa G dx.s l ud.h mQ K;a j hg m;a j q f kd;a Ydikh
nn,kjd' wdh wIaGdx.sl ud.h ke;ak Ydikhla kE'
t;fldg n,kak" nqrcdKka jykafia kulf.a wdl,amh f
foaYkdfjka fyd|g f;are .kak mqjka'

crdfjka lg m;afj,d l,a f.jkafka'''


nqrcdKka jykafia ta ojiaj, jev isfh N.a. lsh,d
ckmohla ;snqk" wkak tafl iqxiqudr.sr lsh, k.rhla ;snqk' ta
k.rh wdikakfha ;snqkd jkdka;rhla' ta jkdka;rfha ku
fNail,d jkh' ta jkdka;rfha ;uhs f.dvdla ry;ka jykafia,d
jev isfha'
b;ska ta ldf, ta .f yshd kl=, lsh, mjq,la' kl=,ud;d
^kl=, wud&" kl=,ms;d ^kl=, ;d;a;d& lsh, mjq,la ysh' fflka
ta mshd f,v jqkd' jhig .syska f,v fj,d wikSm fj,d' b;ska
f mshd ojila wudrefjka" wudrefjka yer ..y ysg ysg
.s h d fldfya g o@ fNa i l,d jkhg" nq rcdKka jyka f ia j
neyeolskak'
nqrcdKka jykafia neyel,d lshkjd" wfka iajdkS"
uu ka yu jhihs' uyhs' uu ka bkafk yeu ;siafiu f,v

132

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

lska' f wikSmh ksid u" f f,v la ksid u ug nqrcdKka


jykafia j l.kak ,efnkafk kE' ta jf.a u nqrcdKka
jykafiaf.a Y%djl ix>r;akh l .kak ,efnkafk;a kE' ug
yeu ;siafi u f,v la yefok ksid lsh,' b;ska je|, lshkj
Nd.Hj;a nqrcdKka jykai" ug wjjdo lrk fialajd' Nd.Hj;a
nqrcdKka jykai" ug wkqYdikd lrk fialajd' tal ug fndfyda
ld,hla ys; iqj msKsi mj;S' wfka Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" ug
wjjdohla lrkak" wkqYdikdjla lrkak" ug f.dvdla hym;
msKsi mj;S'

;a;r lgqjla h f ^fidre& Yrh'''


tfyu lsju nqrcdKka jykafia lshkj" mskaj;a
.Dym;sh" Thd Th lsfj we;a;la u hs' ^wd;=frda Nhx .ym;s
ldfhda& f Yrh f,v fjk tlla u hs' ^wKavN+f;da mfhdakoafOda&
;a;r lgqjlska jy, jf.hs f Yrh ;sfhkafk' ka ;a;r
lgqj lshkafk blaukg f|k tlla fka o@ blaukg ;=jd, fjk
tlla' wkak ;a;r lgqjlska jymq Yrhla f ;sfhkafk' ta
ksid mskaj;" hfula f lh myrKh lrka fudfyd;la fyda
kSfrda.Slu .ek Wo wkkjd k ^lsu[a[;% nd,Hd& fudavlu
ila fjk fudlla o@ ^;iaud;sy f; .ym;s" tajx isla;nx& ta
ksid .Dym;sh" Tn fukak f yg yslafukak ^wd;=rldhiai
f if;da& uf.a Yrh f,v fjoa ^;a;x wkd;=rx Niai;S;s& ux
ys; f,v lr.kafk kE' tkak tfyu mqre fjkak lshkjd'

lh;a tlal u f,v fjhs o Tf ys; ;a'''


fldfyduo mqre fjkak lshkafk' Yrh f,v fjoa is;
f,v lr.kafk kE' wkak tfyu mqre fjkak lshkjd' wmsg
jf.a' wmsg Yfr f,v jqkdg ys; f,v fjkafk kE fkao@ tal
;uhs" Yfr fufyka .eiafik fldg ys; f,v fj,d bjrhs'
idudkHfhka f Yrh f,v u ksid ta tlal u ys; f,v fuka
;uhs woaN+; i fydhkak hkafk wms'

fufyu fnfy;a fydh,d yhkj o@


Yfr f,v fjk fldg u Tkak flakaof .kakj w;g'
jkak mgka .kakj' f fudlo@ ta Yfr ms<sn|j wjfndaOhla

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133

kE' ;h .ek wjfndaOhla kE' Tkak Bg miafia ndr fjkjd


fmd,a mef,alg' Bg miafia w,a y;fr ;yvq j,ska lmmq ksiaiq"
rEfmg rEmhla ndr fjkjd' Bg miafi yrla meg ksoyia lrkak'
tl yrla mefhl=g fok i,a,s j,ska uqia,s ksfyl=g mqjka
yrla meg fokafkla .kak' t;fldg ta l%fg mqre fjkjd'
kuq;a okafk kE ;uka fudlla o lrkafk lsh,j;a' Tkak
Bg miafia n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkj yduqre kula jvuf.k ms;a
lla lshkak' ta;a ;h .ek wykak fkfuhs' ta ksid mgka
.kak ;ek b|, bjr fjkl u ;sfhkafk uq,dj ;rhs'
wjfndaOhla kE' b;ska .syska fudlo lrkafk ms;a lla lsh,
keye ka b;ska ikSm fjhs lsh, ta ys;;a yo, wdfhu;a wr
/j,a,g u y.iai, lsh, tkjd ila lfha we;a; fyda isf;a
we;a; .ek l;d lrkafk kE' f ksid fudlo fjkafk' lh f,v
fjk flkdf.a lh f,v fjkak biair fj,d is; f,v fj,d
bjrhs'

uq,d jQ h wfrka wrg u '''


Bg miafia fudlo lshkafk' we;a; lshkafk kE' ikSm
fjhs ikSm fjhs lsh lshd thd uefrkl rjgkj w;..d' Bg
miafia fudlo fjkafk" ta /j,af,ka u hs thd ue,d hkafk'
f i;Hh fkao@ f ue, hk ;hla fkao@ ux ffl f
ys; hqKqj lrd f.k hkak fk fjd w;yer, lshk uf;ag
thdg tkak fokafk kE'

wfmalaId iys; urKh - f.k fohs ieug wiykh


Bg miafia fudlo fjkafka@ thd f,v jqkdg miafia thd
jf bkak wh ta frda.shd yd n,df.k b;ska Tkak w~kak
.kakjd' t;fldg thd flfrys ;sfhkj f,dl= we,aula' wfka"
ug ff.d,af,d Tlafldu od, hkak fjhs fkao@ uu .shdg miafi
ug Bg miafi fudlo fjkafk@ nefuka bkakjd' t;fldg thd
uefrkafk wfmalI
a d iys;j o" wfmalI
a d rys;j o@ wfmalI
a d iys;j
ue, .syska fmf;fhla fj,d f.org tkjd' Bg miafia nkskak
.kakj fld u<d' ue,;a wmg iekis,a,la kE lsh,' f
jf.a jevms<sfj,la ;uhs f idudkHfhka wfma rf ;sfhkafka'

134

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

ixidf wms wdmq ye u;l o@


kuq;a fjkak fk foa tal fkfjhs' fjkak fk foa ;uhs
we;a; l;d lrk tl' fufyu tlla ;fha ;sfhkjd' wms f
w;ska u uefrkak yokj o@ flda ixLHd; jdrhla ue,' wms
ila;s rc fj,d b|, uereKq ;ekaj, ksiaiq ia:Qm nkak;a
we;s' wms n,af,d n<,a fj,d b|, uereKq ld,j, ksiaiq
me;a;lg islr, odkak we;s' wms udfj,d is ld,j, u<l=Kq
tfyu u r, hgg hkak we;s' fldpr fj,d ;sfhkj o tfyu'

f,v jqk;a f lh - fkdf uf. ys; f,v'''


b;ska ta ksid f ;fha f,v fjoa" h lsis flfkl=g
mqjka k" f,v fjk ;h f,v jqkd" ys; f,v lr.kafk
ke;=j uu wjfndaOh lrd hkjd lsh,' wkak thdghs nqrcdKka
jykafia f.a Ouh' .=ma; yg f,v ikSm lr.kak ,Eia;s
fjk whg k f Ouh yhkafk kE' wehs taf.d,af,d ljodj;a
we;a;g uQK fokak nhhs' ta ksid we;a;g uqyqK fokak leue;s
whghs f Ouh ;sfhkafk'
b;ska kl=, mshd g wr yg lsjg miafi fl we;a;'
f Yfr ;sfhkafk ;a;r lgqjlska jymq tlla jf.a' f jf.a
Yrhla myrKh lrka kSfrda.Slu .ek Wo wkka" tal
fudavlu ila fjk fudlla o@ ta ksid Thd mqre fjkak" Yrh
f,v jqkdg lula keye" is; f,v lr.kafk kE lsh, Thd mqre
fjkak lsh, nqrcdKka jykafia Wmfoia kak'

oy ms<si|f wish uqyqKskq ;a fmfka'''


b;ska f kl=, mshdg y i;=gqhs' ta WmfoaYfhka y
m%S;shg m;afj,d nqrcdKka jykafia g jkaokd lr," Bg miafia
msg;a jqkd' Bg tyd jev ishd idmq;a; yduqrefjda' iehq;a
yduqrejka j n,kak msg;a jqkd' b;ska fuhd y i;=fgka yskd
fj iehq;a yduqrefjd <g .shd'
iehq;a yduqrefjd lshkjd" wd''' Wmdil Wkakefya"
wo fndfydu ,iaikhs' wo fndfydu yskdjlska Tkak tkjd'
nqrcdKka jykafiaf.ka jkd Ou l;djla wy.;a; fkao@
lsh, weyqj'

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

135

wuD;fhka wNsfIal ,enQ Wmdil;=ud'''


b;ska Wmdil Wkakefya yskdfj lshkjd" iajdkS"
nqrcdKka jykafia wo ug wuD;fhka wNsfIalhla l<d' n,kak
ta nK mfoag thd fok f.!rjh' wms f nK mohla lsju
fldfydu o@ Tkak jef' wrl fldfydu o@ fl fldfydu o@
lsh, wmsg;a ier odkjd' ka lalfk Y%djlfhl=f. ,laIKh'
ffl lshkjd iajdkS" uu nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh keue;s
wuD;fhka wNsfIal ,enqjd lsh,' wr pQ nK moh wy,d
fldpr k i;=gla ,n, o@ ka n,kak ta Wmdil Wkakefya ta
nK mfoa wy, tfyu i;=gla ,enqjd k" wms nqoaO foaYkd lShla
wy, ;sfhkj o@ wkak n,kak fjki'
b;ska wykj idmq;;
a yduqrefjd fldfyduo ta wNsfIal
,enqfj@ lsh,' iajdkS" uu nqrcdKka jykafiag fukak fufyu
lsj' uu ka jhi hs' yu wikSfmka bkafk' ka ux f,vd
ld' ug ks;ru nqrcdKka jykafiaj y NslaIq ix>hdj y
neye olskak tkak ,efnkafk keye fkj' b;ska wudrefjka ux
f bkafka lsh, lsj' t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d"
zmskaj;a Wmdilh" f Yrh lshkafka frda.S fj,d hk tlla' f
Yrh lshkafk ;a;rhla jf.a tlla' b;ska fujeks Yrhla
myrKh lrka ljqrey kSfrda.Slu .ek Wo wkkj k"
tal fudavlula' ta ksid mskaj;a Wmdil Wkakefya" fukak f
yg mqre fjkak' fldfydu o" f,v fj,d hk Yrh f,v
fj,d .shdf' ta;a is; ;rla f,v lr.kafk kE lsh, ys;kak'Z
iajdkS" uu Tkak Tfyduhs wuD;fhka wNsfIal ,enqfj lsh,
lsj'

kSfrda.S ys;la we;s lr.kafk fldfydu o@


t;fldg idmq;a; yduqrefjd wykjd" b;ska Wmdil
Wka k efya " Thd l,a m kd lf<a keoa o wyka k Nd.Hj;= k a
jykafiaf.ka ziajdkS" f,v jqk lhla we;s" lh f,vfjk fldg
u is; f,v fjkafk fldfydu o@ lh f,v fjk fldg ys; f,v
fkd ;shd.kafk fldfydu o@Z lsh, weyqfj keoao@ lsh,'
wfka iajdkS" ug tal wy.kak nerej .shd lsh, lsj'
wfka iajdkS" ux fk rl b|, tkak" fl f;areu
ug lshdfokak lsh, lsj' t;fldg lshkj Wmdil Wkakefya"
tal fyd|g wy.kak lsh,'

136

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

fudlla o f,f@ wd''' fukak f;'


idudkHfhka ka ldf,k wms wykafka fldfydu o@ ta
fudlla o f,f@ lg fyd|hs wr le| tl' wr f;a fyd|hs'
wkak wr biams;df, bkakj wij,a fodia;r uy;a;hd' fjd
fkao wms ka l;d lf<d;a l;d lrkafk' lg wij,a le|
fndkav wij,a f,f yeKq tlalflkd lsh, wms tfyu l;d
lrkj ila ljodj;a ta l;dj wjfndaOhla lrd f.kshkafk
kE'

fukak mD;.ackhkaf.a f,dalh '''


fl lshkjd" .Dym;sh" Tkak wy.kak lshkjd fyd|g'
fukak fufyuhs lh f,v fjkfldg is; f,v fjkafk'
Wmdil Wkakefya" mD;.ack wh f,dafl bkakj' Tkak
mD;.ack wh ljqo lsh, f;darkj' ^bO .ym;s& Wmdil Wkakefya"
^wiaiq;jd mq:qcfkda& ioaOuh ms<sn| meye,s kSu ke;s"
wjfndaOhla ke;s" Ou ud.hg fkd meKqk flkd" mD;.ack
flkd" ^whdkx woia i d& wdh oYkh fkd ,enQ flkd"
^whOuiai wfldafoda& wdh Ouhg wolaI flkd" ta lshkafka
thd wdh Ouh f;are .kafk kE' wdh Ouhg wolaI" B<g
^whOf wkSf;da& wdh Oufha yslf
a ukafk kE" mqyK
q f
q jkafk
kE'

is; f,v fjk ryi fukak'''


wkak ta yg thd bkak ksid ^rEmx w;a;fkda iukqmiai;s&
;ud lsh, n,kj rEmh yd' Tkak lh f,v fjk fldg is;
f,v fjk ryi' ka thdg wdh Ouhla kE i;amqreI Ouhla
kE wdh Ouhl ysla,d kE wdh Ouhla f;are .kak
olaI kE i;amqreI Ouhla f;are .kak olaI kE' t;fldg
fudlo fjkafk' rEmh n,kj wd;auhla lsh,' ;ukaf. jifh
mj;ajkak mqjka fohla yg ;uhs rEmh yd n,kafk'
;uka lsh, rEmhla wd;auhla ;sfhkj lsh, B<g
n,kj' ^rEmjka;xjd w;a;dkx& rEmfhka ;uhs ;udj ye,
;sfhkafk' i;r uyd Od;+kaf.ka yg.;a rEmfhka ;uhs ;ud
lsh, fohla ye, ;sfhkafk' taflka B<g ys;kjd ^w;a;ksjd

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137

rEmx& ;ud ;=< ;uhs rEmh ;sfhkafk' B<g ys;kjd ^rEmiaxjd


w;a;dkx& rEmh ;=< ;uhs ;ud bkafk' f fudlla o f lshkafk'
ilaldh h'

wdfyda''' lsu o f rEmhg jQfha'''@


t;fldg ilaldh h;a tlal ;uhs ksiaiqkaf.a lh
hs" jpkh hs fol u f,v fjkafk' tA lshkafka lh f,v fjkfldg
is; f,v lr.kafk fudflka bkak ksid o@ ilaldh fhka
bkak ksi hs'
B<g fudlo lrkafk ^wyx rEmx rEmka;s mhqGGdhS
fyda;s& ka fuhd l,amkd lrkj f Yrh lshkafk i;r uyd
Od;+kf
a .ka yg.;a;= Yrh lsh, u;la lrkafk kE' thd ys;kafk
Yrh ;uhs uu" f rEmh uf.a' tfyu ys;df.k bkak rEmh
fjkia fjkjd" f,v fjkjd" f,v fj,d fjkia fj,d hkjd'
fjkia fjk fldg fudlo fjka f k' thd w~ka k .ka k jd'
je<fmkak .kakjd' wfka uf.a rEmhg fudlo f jqfka@ lsh,'
t;fldg tal thdf.a wjfndaOhla fkdfjhs'
thd rEmh yd nefj ilaldh h ;=,ska' thd fjkia
fjk tlla lsh, lafl kE' ta ksid fudlo fjkafk' ta rEfm
fjkia fjk fldg thd w~kak .kakj" fYdal lrkak .kakj"
je,fmkak .kakj" ;e;s .kakj" flako
a f wrf.k jkjd" fnda
mQcd lrkak jkjd" fi;a l lshkak jkjd" mQcd j wrf.k
jkjd' f jkafk fudlla fr.kak o@ fjkia fjk Yrh
fjkia fkd ;shd.kak' ta fudlo@ ta uu lshk wdl,amfhka
n,kak mqre fjp ksid'

wehs f ;r fokd'''
B<g thd n,kjd Yrh ;rla fkfjhs" fokd'
^w;a;fkda iukqmiai;s& .ek;a ys;kj' lshkafk iem"
la" WfmalaId ' ;uhs ;ud' t;fldg ys;kj ;ud
j,ska ;uhs yg.;af; lsh,' B<g ys;kj ;ud ;=< ;uhs u
;sfhkafk lsh,' B<g ys;kj u ;=< ;uhs ;ud bkafk lsh,'
wkak ilaldh fha B< y;r' ilaldh fha wdldr lShla
;sfhkj o@ iaila ;sfhkjd' ta is wdldr ilaldh h m%ydKh
jqfkd;a wkak thd ;uhs fida;dmkak flkd'

138

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

t;fldg .ek /j,d uq,dfj,d bkafk' thd


fudkjo lrkafk@ u uu lsh, .kakj' uf.a lsh, .kakj'
t;fldg f u uu lsh, .;a;g f u fjkia fj,d hkjd"
wks;H fj,d hkjd" ke;sfj,d hkjd' t;fldg fudlo fjkafka@
ug biair iem ,enqkd' ka ug tA iem kef;da lsh, la fjkak
mgka .kakjd'
Bg miafia fudlo fjkafka@ lh f,v fjk fldg is;
f,v fjkjd' wehs lh fokj fk' fokd wdjdu fokjd" lE
.ykjd f .kak ljqre;a keoafoda lsh,' Th wf;a mfha
fokdj,a j,g frday,g .shd u lE .yk ;df, okakj we;sfk'
fnfy;a lrk wh bkakjfk' fldhs;r lE.ykj o f ula
wdjd u' lh f,v fjk fldg is; f,v fjkafk fya;=jla ksid'
fudlla o fya;=j@ ilaldh h ksi hs tal fj,d ;sfhkafka'

ykd.;af;d;a Tn ud'''
B<g idmq;a; yduqrefjd wr Wmdil Wkakefyag
lshkjd" ta jf.a u wY%e;j;a mD;.ackhd ix{dj ;ud lsh,
.kakj' ix{dj lsfj wkd .ekSu' ;uka lsh, .kakj' ;uka
ye, ;sfhkafk ykd .ekS j,ska' ;uka bkafk ykd .ekSu
;=<' ykd .ekSu ;sfhkafk ;uka ;=<' Tkak Th yg .kakj'
thd Bg miafia ys;kjd" f ykd .ekSu uu" uf.a
Tkak tajd Tlafldu fjkia fj,d hkjd' fjkia fj,d hkfldg
fudlo fjkafka" w~kak .kakjd" j<fmkak .kakjd' Tkak
ldf,lg wmsg fyd|g fldKafv ;sfhkjd' f,vla lla ye,
fudlo fjkafk' fldKafv hkj' wr .sh fldKafv .ek ys; ys;d
wfka uf.a fldKafvg ka fjp foa lsh, Tkak w~kak .kakj'
t;fldg thd fYdal lrkafk ykd.kak foa ;=< fjkia u fkd
olsk ksi hs' talg fya;=j ;uhs ilaldh h'

wdorKSh zf;kdZ o fjkia fjhs'''


B<g ixialdr ^f;kd&' f;kd;aul l%h
s dj,a isoO
a fjk
fldg ka thd ys;kj f;kdj lshkafk ;uka' tfyu ke;ak
ys;kj ;udj ye, ;sfhkafk f;kd j,ska' ke;ak ys;kjd
;ud bkafk f;kd ;=<' ke;ak f;kdj,a ;sfhkafk ;ud ;=<'
tfyu ys;df.k yshg wms ys;df.k bkak wdldrhg f;kd

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

139

jev lrkafk keye' t;fldg fudlo fjkafk f l,amkdj,a


j,g" f;kd j,g' tajd Tlafldu f,v fjkjd' lr.kak nerej
hkjd'
wms lshuq weo.kak fk thdg' kuq;a weo .kak nE'
thdg lEu lkak fk' kuq;a lEu lkak nE' l;d lrkak fk'
l;d lrkak nE' tfyu fjk fldg fudlo fjkafk" w~kak mgka
.kakjd' je,fmkak mgka .kakjd" uu fk fk yg lr
lr ysh' ka ta lsis fohla lrkak neye lsh,' t;fldg tfyu
lrkafk thdg lsisu wjfndaOhla ta .ek ke;s ksi hs'

[a[dKhg;a thd /jfgkjd'''


B<g [a[dKh ;ud lsh, .kakj' ta lshkafk wefya
we;sfjkj [a[dKh" kSu' lfKka we;sfjkj kSu' kdifhka
we;sfjkj kSu" fjka we;sfjkj kSu" lfhka we;sfjkj
kSu" ukiska we;sfjkj kSu' tal ;ud lsh, .kakj' tfyu
ke;ak f [a[dKfhka ;uhs ;ud ye, ;sfhkafk lsh,
.kakj' B,g ys;kjd [a[dKh ;=< ;uhs" ;uka bkafk lsh,'
f yg l,amkd lrk ksid thd ys;kjd [a[dKh uu lsh,'
[a[dK uf.a lsh,'
thd f [a[dKh fjkia fjkjd lsh," keis, jekis,d
hkfldg thd fYdal lrkak .kakj' je<fmkak .kakj' wkak
tfyuhs lshkj lh f,v fjk fldg is; f,v fjkafk'

frda. ksOdkh - ilaldh h hs


tfyu k f f,dafl hlsis flfkl=f.a lh f,v
fjkfldg u is; ;a f,v fjkjd k tal isoaOfjkafk tl fohla
;=<ska' fudlla ;=<ska o@ ilaldh h ;=<ska' ka wmsg jqk;a
lh f,v fjk fldg is; f,v fjkj k tal ilaldh h
;=<ska fjk tlla'
tfyu k ilaldh h wms ke;s lr .;af;d;a lh
f,v fjk fldg u is; f,v fkd bkak mqjkalu ,efnkjd'

f,v la j,ska w;afokakg k'''


Tka k idmq ; a ; yduq refjd ls h , fokj" ms k a j ;a
Wmdilh" Tkak ka wy.kak lh f,v fjoa is; f,v fkd

140

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

bkafk fldfydu o lsh, ka f;are .kak fl lrkak mqjka


Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhd g ;rhs' wkak lh f,v fjk fldg is;
f,v fkd ;shd .kak mqjka Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhdg muK hs'
Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhdf.a ,laIK fudkjd o@ ^whdkx
oiaid& wdh oYkh ;sfhkj' ^whOuiai fldafoda& wdh
Ouhg olaIhs' ^whOf iqkSf;da& wdh Oufha yslafukjd'
wkka Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhd' ka wfma rf jemqr bkafk
Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlfhda o@ wY%e;j;a mD;.ackfhda o@ wY%e;j;a
mD;.ackfhda'
ka wm okakjfka wms fmdvla wiqN Ndjkdj lsjd u
wY%e;j;a mD;.ackhd l,n, fjkjd' ta wehs ;ud yehg i,l,
ilaldh h msyg
s ,' kuq;a meye,sj u Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhd
tal ta wdldrfhka u f;are .kakj' wdh Y%djlhd ta wdldrfhka
u f;are .kakj lfha iajNdjh fl hs" ysf;a iajNdjh fl
hs" jekis,d hk iajNdjh fl hs lsh,' wY%e;j;a mD;.ackhd
f;are .kafk kE' l,n, fjkjd' nh fjkjd" tmd Th Ouh
lsh, .rykj'

lfha ;sfnk we;a; .ek u - mj;Sjd ks;r isysh


idmq;a; yduqrefjd fmkaj,d fokjd" lh f,v fjk
fldg Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhd is; f,v fkd ;shd.kafk ljqo@
Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhd' wkak tfyk wmg ;a fyd|hs tal' fudlo
wfma lh ;a f,v fjk lhla fkao@ wfma lh;a frda.S ;;ajhg
m;afjk" fkdfhla f,v frda. j,g Ndckh jk lhla' wmsg
lsisu ojil neye f lh fldhs;r uykais .;a;;a f,v fkd
;shd.kak' crdjg m;a fkd ;shd.kak neye' urKhg m;a
fkd ;shd .kak neye' crdjg m;afjkjd u hs' urKhg m;a
fjkjd u hs'

Wmkakd k h flfkla fuf,df'''


fjd wmsg yn fjkafk ljoao@ wms bmfok fldg u hs'
wms g fudf,djf.k wdfj ika .eghla fkdfjhs' crd urK
w;ska wrf.khs' tfyk wdfh wdfh Wmk;dla u crd urK
j,g uqyqK fokak isoao fjkjd u hs' tal j,lajkak f f,dal
Od;=f flfkla kE'

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141

ta lshkafk bmu ke;slr," bmkq ke;s ojig .egj


bjrhs' t;l u f m%Yafkg wmsg uqyqKq fokak fjkjd'

tod fuod ;=r ixidf wms wdj .ufk '''


nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lr, ;sfhkj iQ;% foaYkd
j, uyfKks" kqU,df.a Yr j,ska f ixidfr .,d .sh f,a"
i;r uyd id.rhg jvd jehs ka n,kak wmsg l f;are
.kak Y%oaOdj fk fkao@ Y%oaOdj ke;s wY%e;j;a mD;.ackfhla
fl weyqj k wyhs Th fudlla o lsh,' wkak Y%oaOdj fk
lshkafk talhs' wms f;are .kakj nqrcdKka jykafiag [dK
;sfhkj lsh,' mqf ksjdidkqiai;s [dKh" pq;+mmd; [dKh'
ta [dKj, msysg, hs Wkajykafia f f,dafl yd n,kafk'
b;ska Wkajykafia tl ;ekl lshkjd" uyfKks" f
ixidfr tfjd" l=l=f,d fj,d bkaoa" kqU,df.a Yr j,ska
.,d .sh f,a i;r uyd id.rhg jehs' tal yhg f;are .kak
mqjks" mp iuqmamdoh f;afrk fldg' f l%shdj ;uhs isoaO
fj,d ;sfhkafk' ta ksid ;uhs f > ixidf hkafk lsh,'

rEmfha ienE ;;ajh kqjKska wjfndaO lrkak


t;fldg idmq;a; yduqrefjd fmkaj,d fokjd f f,v
fjk Yrh" f,v fkd ;shd.kak k Yrh f,v fjoa is;
f,v fkd ;shd.kak k" thd ljqre h hq;=hs o@ Y%e;j;a
wdh Y%djlfhla h hq;=hs' Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhd ;uhs" wdh
oYkh ,nkjd" wdh Ouh f;are .kak olaI hs" wdh Oufha
yslafukjd' wkak thd fudlo lrkafk'
^k rEmx w;a;fkda iukqmiai;s& rEmh ;ud jYfhka .kak
fohla f rEmh ;=< kE lsh, thd okakj' wehs ta Ouh ;=<
yslafuk ksid' fldfydu o tal k.kafk' wkak thd k.;a;
k f rEmh lshkafk i;r uyd N+;hkaf.ka yg.;a;= foaj,a
ila ;ud fkfjhs' wkak olal o thd Oufhka .;a; tl' B<g
thd .kafk kE f rEmhkaf.ka ;uka ye, ;sfhkj lsh,' thd
okakjd f rEmh i;r uyd Od;+kaf.ka yek fohla' i;r uyd
Od;+kaf.ka yekq fohla ;=< tfyu tlla kE'

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uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

B<g thd .kafk kE ^k w;a;ks jd rEmx& ;ud lsh,


fohla rEmfhys .kafk kE' fudlo thd ;ud lsh, fohla rEmfhka
olskafk kE' B<g rEmh ;=< ^k rEmiax jd w;a;dkx& rEmh ;=<
;ud lsh, fohla ;sfhkjd lsh, olskafk;a kE'

lsis yrhla fkd olsk fmK ms~ls fuh'''


thd olskafka i;r uyd Od;+kaf.ka yg .;a rEm keiS
jekiS hk fohla' i;r uyd Od;+kaf.ka yg.;a; rEm ;rhs'
wkak t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia fmkaj, fokjd rEmh fudlla
jf.a o@ ^fMak msKavQmux rEmx& fmK .=,shla jf.hs lshkj f
f;a' ka wms;a fmK .=,shla jf.a lal k f f;a wfma
.egj if|kak mgka .kakj fkao@ wmg fmakafka kEfka fmK
.=,h
s la jf.a fkao@ wmsg fmakf
a ka fldfydu o@ ;ju wmg fmakf
a ka
rEmh uu' fmK .=,h
s la jf.a lal ojig wkak wms rd.S fjkjd'

gqjd o Tn;a nq jrekaf.a oyf b,lalh'''


ka ffl lshkj B<g f rEfm i;r uyd Od;+kf
a .ka
yg.;a tlla' ka Tkak n,kak f oYkhg tkafk wiqNd
jvk tlaflkd fkao@ Th Od;= ukisldrh jvk tlaflkhs ffl
we;a; olskafka' wkak thd olskj fjkia fjk rEfma fjkia fjk
fldg thdg mqjka rEmh f,v fjoa is; f, lr.kafk ke;sj
bkak'
wkak n,kak nqrcdKka jykafia f.a b,lalh' f,v
fjp flkdj w; ..d rjg rjg bka k tl fkfuhs '
idudkHfhka f,v fj,d rjg,d w;..d bkak ;dla l,a thdg
bkak ;sfhkafk /j,af,hs' ilaldh fh u hs' wjidk
fudfydf; j;a ksoyia fj,d bkak ,efnkafk kE'
Thd nh ke;sj bkak' Thdg ikSm fjhs" Th ,iaikg
bkafk lsh, fudlo lrkafk' wdfh w;..d thdj rjgk ;dla
l,a thd ilaldh hg hkj ila nqrcdKka jykafia kul
f.a Oufhka ls i s u m% f hda c khla ke;s j ;uhs urKhg
m;afjkafka' t;fldg n,kak ilaldh h lshkafka fldhs ;r
wk;=reodhl o@ ilaldh h ke;ak fldhs;r jdishla o@
lh f,v fjk fldg is; f,v fkd iskak mqjka k" thdg
fldpr hqKqjla lrd hkak mqjka o@

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143

is hd foka fnd,a gla fia '''


tl ojila ry;ka jykafia kula bkak fldg" ta ry;ka
jykafiaf.a weg imfhla jegqkd' ta lshkafk imfhla oIag
lr,' t;fldg ta ry;ka jykafia wfkla iajdka jykafia,dg
lshkjd" f Yrh fnd,a gla jf.a is,d hk tlla' udj
Tkak Th wrka .sys,a, msmiafi ;sfhk nxl=j Wka odkak
lsh,' n,kak fnd,a gla is,d hkjd jf.a lshkjd f
Yrh' b;ska msmiafi nxl=j Wka ;snd' msksjka mEjd' wkak
n,kak wjfndaOh ;sfhk flkdf. ;h fldhs ;r id:l
o@

wjfndaO lf<d;a fokdj - th f,v la j, ksudj


ka fokdj ;ud yehg .;af;d;a we;a; u hs fl
wmg i|kak nE' ka wms okakjfk wr NslaIQka jykafia kula
W, ysf|jfk fkao@ wr fydrlulg wyqfj,d W, ysf|fj'
t;fldg thd fokdjla ;=< fkfuhs o ysfh' fokdjla ;=<'
nqrcdKka jykafia tf;kag Roafhka jevu lr,d' f mxp
Wmdodk ialkaOh w;dkak lsj'
ka fokdj uu lsh, lal k w;dkak mqjka o@
nEfka' ta u fya;=jla ksid yg.;a;= M,hla yehg lal ksi
hs ta l w;Efh' wka k tfyk wmg meye,s j fma k jd
wjfndaOhlg meKs,d ila ukqIHfhla mQK Ydka;h
s lg hkafk
kE fjk l%uhlska' t;fldg u ;ud jYfhka .kafk ke;af;
wehs@ thd f;are .kakjd u yg.kafk iamY m%;Hfhka'
ta ksid u .ek y;r wdldrhg u /jfgkafk kE'
u ;ud lsh, .kafkk;a kE' ;ud ye, ;sfhkak fuka
lsh, .kafk;a kE' ;ud ;=< u ;sfhkjd lsh, .kafk;a kE'
u ;=< ;uka bkakj lsh, .kafk;a kE' fudlo iamYh
m%;Hfhka k u yg.kafk iamYh ke;sfuka u ke;s
fjkjd'

zMiai mphd fokdZ


tfyk fokd tkfldg Yrfha" thd olskafka Miai
mphd fokd' ilaldh fha msysgmq tlaflkd Miai mphd

144

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

fokd fkfjhs' whsfhda ug okfjda" fokfjda lsh lshd w~


w~d je,ms je,mS bkakjd' ux okakj tl ms<sld frda.sfhla yshd"
fndfyda wE;' we fok fldg" fokdj tkfldg h.sfhka
lE.ykj thd' wefykj ye;emau Nd.hla ;r' thd f;are
wrf.k ysh k fl iamYfhka we;s fjk tlla lsh,d tfyu
fjkafk kE'
tal lsh, fokak flfkla kE' wehs thdj w; ..d yqr;,a
lrkjfk' we;a; fmkakkafk ke;sj' fudlo fya;=j@ ta ;r u
f iudch Ouhg nh hs' Ouh l;d lrkafk kE' Ouhg
reoaO udkisl;ajfhka tal fjkafk' t;fldg Ouh wjfndaO
lr.;af;d;a thdg mqjka fokdj wjfndaO lr .kak'

;=r" fkd /jfgkak fuh k =jls


B,g ix{dj' ix{dj .ek;a Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhd
/j,d kE' Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhd okakj ix{dj iamY
m%;Hfhka yg.kafka' tfyk ix{dj ;ud lsh, .kak ldrKhla
kE' ix{dfjka ;ud ye, ;sfhkj lsh, .kak ldrKhla kE'
;ud ;=< ix{dj ;sfhkjd lsh, .kak ldrKhla kE' ix{dj
;=< ;uka bkakj lsh, .kak ldrKhla kE' iamY m%;Hfhka
k ix{dj we;s jkafka iamYh ksreoaO fuka ix{dj ke;s
fj,d hkjd'

n,ka lv;=rd yer f;kd


B<g ixialdr' tal;a tfyuhs' Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhd
okakjd" iamYh m%;Hfhka f;kdj we;s jkafka' iamYh ke;s
fuka f;kdj ke;sfjkjd' tfyk thd .kafk kE f;kdj
;ud lsh,' B<g f;kdfjka ;ud ye, ;sfhkafk lsh,'
f;kdj ;=< ;uka bkakj lsh, .kafk;a kE' ;uka ;=< f;kdj
;sfhkj lsh, .kafk;a kE' ta ksid f;kdj fjkia fjoa thd
okakj f iamYh fjkia fuka ;uhs fjkia fjkafk lsh,'

udhdj ksrej;a fldg'''


B<g [a[Kh' [a[dKhg uq,d fjkafk kE wdh
Y%djlhd' [a[dKhg uq,d jqkyu ;uhs Th lshkafka [a[dKh
urKska u;af;a hkjd' Th wdldifha mdfjkj' [a[dKh tydg

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

145

x.kj" fuydg x.kj lsh, lshkafk [a[dKh fudlla o


lsh, okafk ke;s ksid'
ta ksid thd [a[dKh tlafld ;ud lsh, .kakjd' tfyu
ke;ak [a[dKfhka ;uhs ;uka yg wrka ;sfhkafk' ka
tfyu fudl= ; a kE' Y% e ;j;a wdh Y% d jlhd kdu rEm ksid
[a[dKh we;sfjkjd lsh, okakjd' kdu rEm okakj fkao@
fokd" ix{d" f;kd" Miai" ukisldr lshk my ;uhs kdu'
i;r uyd N+;hskaf.ka yg.;a;= foa ;uhs rEm' fukak f kdu
rEmhkaf.a l%shdld;ajfha m%;sM,hla yehg ;uhs [a[dKh
;sfhkafka' ta kdu rEm ke;s hdfuka [a[dKh ke;s hkjd'
kdu rEm fjkia fuka [a[dKh fjkia fjkjd' f oYkh
wjfndaO lr.kak flkd lh f,v fjoa is; f,v fkd iskafka
tfyuhs'

nq i ke;s f,djla ug tmd'''


ka n,kak nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Oufhka f;drj Th
wjfndaOh ,nd.kak f f,dalfha fjk l%uhla ;sfhkj o@ wo;a
kE' Bfh ;snqfk;a kE' fyg;a kE' hfula lh f,v fjoa is;
f,v fkd bkakj k" wjfndaOhla ;=<ska is; f,v fkd bkakj
k" thd wksjdhfhka u nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh u mqre
lrkak fk' ta Ouh u f;are .kak olaI fjkak fk'
^whOuiai flda& ta wdh Ouhg olaI fjkak fk' wdh
Ouh ;=< yslafukak fk'
t;fldg n,kak nqrcdKka jykafia wmg , ;sfhkafk
iq mgq foaj,a o@ f,v fjk ;hla ;=< f,v fkd fjk ukila
wmsg , ;sfhkjd' B<g wiar f,dalhla ;=< iar fohla
nqrcdKka jykafia ;rhs , ;sfhkafk' jrk f,dalh ;=<
fkd jrk fohla" wdh wIaGdx.sl ud.h nqrcdKka jykafia
;rhs , ;sfhkafk' uefrk f,dalh ;=< wurKSh Ouhla nq
rcdKka jykafia ;rhs , ;sfhkafk' Wkajykafiaf.ka ,e,
;sfhk foaj,a wmg jpkfhka ia;r lrkak nE' wmg tajd
jpkfhka jKkd lrkak nE'
nqrcdKka jykafia , ;sfhk foaj,a la k ;hla
;=< iem fidki ,nd .kak ye Wkajykafia ;uhs lsh, ,d

146

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

;sfhkafk' flka iem lrd hkak" f,v frda. j, ;sfhk ;fhka


wcr wur fjkak" fjkia fjk f,dalh ;=< fjkia fkd bkak
wiar f,dalh ;=< iar fjkak" ;djld,sl f,dalh iodld,sl
lr.kak ljqo fmkak, ;sfhkafk' fjk ljqrej;a fkfjhs"
nqrcdKka jykafia muKhs'

iodld,sl jQ iqjh fidhd hkak Tn ;a'''


tfyk f;are .kak wfma nqrcdKka jykafia wmg
,d ;sfhkafka mqx foaj,a fkdfjhs' f,dafl ldgj;a u fokak
ne foaj,a' wfma foumshkag mqjka jqkd o wmg fokak tajd'
f,v fjk wmg f,v fkd jk fohla fokak mqjka jqkd o@
crdfjk wmg crd fkd jk fohla fokak mqjka jqkd o@ uefrk
wmg wurKSh fohla fokak mqjka jqkd o@ wiar wmg iar
fohla fokak mqjka jqkd o@ la k wmg la fkd k fohla
fokak mqjka jqkd o@ ta Tlafldu , ;sfhkafk nqrcdKka
jykafia ;rhs'
tfyuk n,kak wmsg ka f foaYkdj wykfldg
f;afrkj we;s" nqrcdKka jykafia Ouhg mefKk nqoau;a
Y%djlhd ta Ouh wjfndaO lrf.k f ixidr .uk wjika
lrk udj;g mefkkjd' nq rcdKka jyka f ia f .a Oufh
ksjdKh lshkafk ukarhla k" ta ukarfha fodrgqj ;uhs
iud h' iud fhka ;uhs hkak ;sfhkafka we;=,g'
fjk l%uhla kE' ta iud hg wdj k ilaldh h
ke;sfj,d hkj' wdh i;Hh wjfndaO lr.kakjfk' b;ska tfyu
k ta nqrcdKka jykafia f.a Ouh wmg ;a jyd jyd wjfndaO
fjd
id id id

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

147

ieneka u wisu;ah
tA inq ika

-wPh woaN+; iQ;%hY%oaOdjka; mskaj;=ks"


iif weof.k wdmq" bmso bmso uefrka wdmq f .ufka
f ,enQ ukqIH ;h f,dl= jdikdjla Wreu lr .;a;= tlla'
ta jdikdj ;uhs wmg f.!;u nqrcdKka jykafia .ek wid
kf.k Wkajykafia .ek ;a; m%idoh we;slr .kak mqjka
jqkd'
nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d tla;rd wjia:djl " jH
f,dalfha fojre wdhqI bjr fj,d pq; fjkak ,xjqkd u ta fojre
we|f.k bkak jH i ms<s lsgq fjkjd" u,a ud,d mrfjkjd'
wefka oyh .,kjd' jH iemfha ys; msysgkafka kE' t;fldg
wks;a fojre okakjd ka f fohd pq; fjkakhs hkafka' f
fojre fuhdj jglr .kakjd jg lrf.k lshkjd" foh"
ka Tn pq; fjkak <hs' Tn ka hkak iaj.hg' t;fldg
fohka iaj.h lsh,d ie,l=jd ksia f,dalh' Bg miafia fojre
lshkjd Tn iaj.hg .syska W;= u ,dNh ,nkak' nqrcdKka
jykafia f;dar,d fokjd tal"

W;= u ,dNh Y%oaOd ,dNh hs


mskj
a ;a uyfKks" fohka W;= u ,dNh lsh,d i,lkafk
ukqIH f,dalhg wdjg miafia ta ksia f,dalfha Wmka ksid

148

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

nq rcdKka jyka f ia flfrys n,j;a ;a ; m% i dohla we;s


lr.kakjd k" Y%oaOdj we;s lr.kakjd k" wkak ta Y%oaOd
,dNh ;uhs W;= u ,dNh
B<g ta fojre lshkjd" Tn ta W;= u ,dNh ,ndf.k
ta W;= u ,dNh ;=< ia:djr fj,d bkak' f f,dalfha lsis
fofhl=g" udrfhl=g" n%yaufhl=g" Y%uK n%dyauKfhl=g fjkia
lrkak ne yg Tn ta Y%oaOdj ;=< msysgkak" iarj msysgkak'
t;fldg ta Y%oaOdj ;=< iarj msysgkjd lshkafka fidajdka u' Tkak
Th lreKq l ;uhs" pq; fjkak ,x jqk fohkag fojre
lshkafka'

ka wmsg ,e,d ;sfhk foaj,a'''


fohka iska iaj.h hehs jKkd lrk ,o ksia
f,dalfha ka wms bkakjd' fohka iska ,dNhla h lsh, jKkd
lrk ,o Y%oaOdjg ka wms meKs,d bkakjd' ta Y%oaOdj ;=<
ia:djr fjkak lshk lreKg kqjKe;s wh meKs,d bkakjd'
mskj
a ;ak"s ta Y%oO
a df ia:djr fjkjd lshkafka nq rcdKka jykafia
flfrys " Ouh flfrys " ix>hd flfrys we;s ls Pdj
ke;sfj,d' wjfndaOfhka u ;a; m%idoh we;sfj,d' f Ouh
;=, hlsis flfkla fidajdka jqfkd;a thdf.a f;a la j,ska
iShg wkQ kjh hs oYu wkQ kjhla u bjrhs' tfyu ys;kak
ldrKdjla ;sfhkjd' ojila nqrcdKka jykafia uqx weg ;rf
mqx .,a leg y;la fma<h
s g ;snd' fma<h
s g ;sh,d Yd, jeka;
ysud, mj; rdchd .ek nqrcdKka jykafia wykjd"

fidajdka jqfkd;a kak ;sfhkafk fuprhs'''


mskaj;a uyfKks" f uqx weg ;rf .,a leg y; jf.a
lS .=Khla f uyd Yd, ysud, mj;h Yd, o@ lS .=Khla
f,dl= o@ NslaIQka jykafia,d ms<s;=re fokjd wfka iajdkS
Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" wmg k fl fldhs;r Yd, o lsh,d
m%udK lr,d lshkak neye lsjd' nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d"
hlsis flfkla fida;dmkak jqfkd;a" thd wjika lrmq l f
uyd mj;h jf.hs' thdg |jkak ;sfhk l f uqx weg y;
;rf .,a leg y; jf.hs'

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

149

t;fldg ishhg .Kkska nefjd;a tfyu fida;dmkak


jqk flfkl=g |jkak ;sfhk l" ishhg tlla j;a ke;s ;r'
t;fldg n,kak tn fohla f bm bm uefrka tk .ufka
wmsg ,nd .kak we;ak" tal wfkla ish foaj,a j,g jvd
wfma wdrlaIdj msKi
s " wfma /ljrKh msKi
s wmg ms<i
s rK msKi
s
fya;= fjkafka keoao@ fya;= fjkjd' fuhska wmg meye,sj
fmfkkjd f f,dalfha wfkla fudkjd l<;a iarj iu
;sfhkafka ud. M, ,efuka ;rhs' fjk lsisu fj,djl wmg
iar iula lrd hkak ,efnkafka kE'
f ksid wmg tA i|yd hkak ;sfhk ,N u.la mEkd'
tA ;uhs f.!;u nqrcdKka jykafia jod< foaYkdj,a wykak
,efnkjd'

kjdx. Ydia;D Ydikh lshkafka''''


mskaj;=ks" tA nqrcdKka jykafia .ek wms k .kafka
nqoO
a foaYkd j,sk'a nqrcdKka jykafia jev isoa f foaYkdj,a
fldgia kjhlg mila fj,d" f.dkq fj,d ;snK
q d' ta fldgi kjhg
lshkafka kjdx. Ydia;D Ydikh lsh,' ta ;uhs iq;a;" f.hah"
fjhahdlrK" .d:d" Wodk" b;sjq;a;l" cd;l" woaN+; Ou" fo,a,'
b;ska fjdhska ka wms f kjdx. Ydia;D Ydikhg whs;s foaj,a
l:d lrkjd'
iq;a; lsf iQ;% foaYkd' f.hah lshkafk .d:d iys;
foaYkd' fjhahdlrK lshkafk .d:d ke;s foaYkd' .d:d j,g
wh;a fjkafk .d:d j,ska u l< foaYkd' Wodk lshkafka m%ido
ixf. wjia:dj,a j, nq uqka ksrdhdifhka u ksl=;a jk
Ouhka' cd;l lshkafka Wkajykafiaf.a fmr ;h .ek i|yka
f;dr;=re' woaN+; Ou lshkafka nqjrekag wod, jQ wdYaph
woaN+; foaj,a' fo,a, lshkafka m%Yafkda;a;r Ou idlPd'
fjdhska ;uhs" ta Ouh iuka; fj,d ;sfhkafka'

mqu iy.; foaj,a'''


b;ska fjdfha wjOdkh fhduq fkdjqkq ldrKhla .ek
u;la lrkak uu l,amkd l<d' ta ;uhs woaN+; Ou - wdYaph
woaN+; lreKq' nq rcdKka jykafiaf.a ;h y wdYaph hs'

150

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

woaN+; hs' mqu iy.; hs' mskaj;aks" f f,dalfha mqu iy.;


foaj,a lShla ;sfhkj o@ wfmka wykak biair fj,d" mqu iy.;
foaj,a y;la " wgla " mqu iy.; foaj,a' kakq ka ;dmamhla
nekaod' tafl mqu iy.; fohla ;sfhkj o@ .f,ka ., ;sh,d
f.dvk.kak ne fudlla o@ fl fudlla o ;sfhk mqu iy.;
foa@
mqu iy.; foa ;uhs f N l,amfha" f hq.fha fo;sia
uyd mqreI ,laIK j,ska hq;= nqrcdKka jykafia kula f f,dalhg
my< u'

fukak tA wdYaph woaN+; lreKq'''


b;s k a Wka j yka f ia wdYa p h woa N + ; ldrKd .ek
Wkajykafia u foaYkd lrkjd' wdYaph woaN+; Ou iQ;%fha'
uu ksldh 3 fldgfia ;uhs ta foaYkdj i|yka fjkafka' NslI
a k
Q a
jykafia,d tl;= fj,d l;d fjkjd"
wdhqIu
a ;=k"s f nq rcdKka jykafia,df.a iajNdjh yu
wdYaph hs" uyd Roau;a' mqu iy.;hs' wo bkak f lsisfjla
fkd okakd ld,fha je,s ;,dfjka jeiS .sh w;S;fha nq rcdKka
jykafia,d .ek u;= lr lr wfma nq rcdKka jykafia foaYkd
l<d fkdje' ljqre;a okafk ke;s wisu;a foaj,a' fl wyf.k
ysgmq wdkkao yduqrefjd lshkjd"
^wdPhd fj wdjqfida" ;:d.;d wPhOu iukakd.;d
p' wN+;d fj wdjqfida ;:d.;d wN+;Ou iukakd.;d pd;s&
wdhq I a u ;a k s " ;:d.;hka jyka f ia , d wdYa p h hs " wdYa p h
Ouhkaf.ka hqla;hs' woaN+; hs" woaN+; Ouhkaf.ka hqla;hs
b;ska f isoah nq rcdKka jykafiag k.kakg ,enqKd'
nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd" wdkkao Tn wdYaph woaN;
+
ldrKd wy,d ;sfhkjd fkao" ;:d.;hka jykafia .ek@ tfiah"
iajdkS' uu Nd.Hj;a nqrcdKka jykafiaf.ka ;uhs tajd wy,d
;sfhkafka'

fmre mqrd fndai;a mq;= ;=is; mqfrka nei'''


uu wy,d ;sfhkjd fndai;dKka jykafia ;=is; jH
f,dalfha bmfk;a ukd fldg isys kqjKska u hs lsh,d' ;=is;

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

151

jH f,dalfha jev isfh;a ukd isyskqjKska u hs lsh,d' ;=is;


jH f,dalfha wdhqI we;s ;dla b|,d ta ;=is; jH f,daflka pq;
jqfk;a ukd fldg isys kqjKska u hql;
a j pq; fj,d wr uEKshkaf.a
uyduhd foahf.a l=fia ms<i
s |
s .;af;a;a isys kqjKska u hs' wdYaph
woaN+; ldrKd mqu yg talrdYS fj,d ;sfhkjd" nqrcdKka
jykafiaf.a ;h jgd' ta uEKshka yd nejd" ta ueKshkag
wdhqI ;sfhkak fk fndai;dKka jykafia ms<sis|.;a;dg miafia
udi oyh hs" ojia y;la' tajd Tlafldu .dkg tl;= fj,d tkak
fk'

uq f,dj u lmd jqkd'''


fndfydu isyskqjKska hq;=j fndai;dKka jykafia ta
uyudhd foahf.a l=fia ms<sis|.;a;d' ta ms<sis| .kak fj,df
f f,dalfha f uyfmd<j lmd jqkd' >kdkaOldrfhka ms
f,daldka;l krlfha mjd t<sh ys,d .shd' wdYaph keoao@
ieneka u wdYaph hs'
ta u l=fia ms<sis| .;a; ojfi b|,d m%lD;sfhka u
fndai;a ud;dj mkais,a rlsk flfkla' t;=hf.a w;ska if;la
uefrkafk kE' fidrlula lrkafk kE' jer ldu fiajkhla
;nd mqreIfhl= flfrys rd. is;la j;a yg wrf.k kE' fndre
lshfjkafk kE' u;a meka u;ajH wy,lj;a .kafk kE' m%lD;sfhka
u iS,jka;hs' wdYaph woaN+; foaj,a f'

uyudhd fidjqka l=i oi uila u jei'''


t;fldg B< tl ;uhs" f wud" f fndai;a ud;djf.a
l=fia orejd jefvoa" ta wud ore iqr;,a n,kafka orejd u
l=fia isoau hs' u l=fia bkak orej;a tlal f wud l:d
lrkjd' f wu;a tlal orejd l:d nia lrkjd' orej j fmakjd'
wud ore iqr;,a nef orejd u l=fia isgoa" wdYaph hs'

fndai;a ud;dj ;=<;a wdYaph u;=fjkjd'''


t;fldg n,kak" f fndai;a ud;dj ;=<;a wdYaph
we;sjqkd' tA Ks i,ajkhg .shmq ojfia id, jfkdaoHdkfha is
krUka f wud weof.k hoa f wug f;areKd wuq;a;la'
fu wud ysfha i,a .ila <' f wug i,a w;a;la w,a,d.kak

152

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

fk jqkd' ta wud w; biaiqjd i,a w;a;lg' w; Wi u' fudlo


jqfka@ w;a; md;a jqkd' wdYaph keoao@ tjd ;uhs wdYaph'

isyska h oyrlska fndai;=ka keyejqkd'''


ta fj,dfj fndai;a ud;dj i,a w;a; md;afj,d w,a, f.k
ysgf.k boa fndai;dKka jykafia ksia f,djg ysjqKd' ta
fudfydf;;a uy fmdf<dj lmd jqkd' f,dalh mqrd fohkaf.a
foajdkqNdjh blaujd .sh wdf,dalhla me;s .shd' ta iefKlska u
f fome;af;ka h oyrd folla wyig mekke.a.d' W,am;la
we;s jqkd' tl me;a;lska wyig j;=r mdr kjd' riafk W,am;la"
riafk j;=r' ta riafk j;=frka f wu hs" mq; hs kEfjkjd' f
W,am;a fol ;s,d ;sfhkjd mskaj;=ks wjqre oyila' t;fldg
yshxq ishka lshk ixpdrl NslI
a j
q l%'s j' 5 jeks ishjfia Kshg
hoa ta W,am;a fol ;s,d ;sfhkjd' uq,skau uyd n%yauhd ;uhs
Wkajykafiaj w;g .;af;a' Bg miafia i;r jr fojre wudf.a
w;g fndai;a mq;d kakd'

jehd i;a mshq u;ska uyd mqu f,i'''


wud orejd w;g .kak fldg orejd w;ska ,siai,d u
ysg.;a;d' ysgf.k fudlo lf<a@ W;=re Ydjg mshjr y;la
weof.k .shd' mshjr y;la weof.k .syk
s a wyi foig wes,,
a
.= lr,d .d:djla m%ldY l<d'
w.af.da yuia f,daliai
fcfGda yuia f,daliai
fifGda yuia f,daliai
whuka;sud cd;s k;a odks mqknfjdaZ;s
f jf.a uyd .dNSr jQ m%ldYhla f orejd l<d' fl
kqfka f f,dalhg ;rla fkfjhs mskaj;=ks" rc;=udg inkaO
rc ud,s.djg hk tk RIs jrfhla yshd" wis; lsh,d' tod f
wis; ysfha oyj,a ld,fha .; lrkak .syska ;;sid jH
f,dalhg' ka n,kak ta ld,fha ksiaiqkaf.a ;;ajh t;fldg'
wis; RIsjrhd oyj,a ld,h flfhka .; lrkak ys;df.k
.syska ;snqfka ;;sid jH f,dalhg'

jd flh .; lrkafka ;;sidf'''


;;sid jH f,dalhg .sys,a,d flfhka bkak fldg
uyd m%S;s f>daIdjla wefykjd' ne,skak fojre jH i tydg

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

153

fuydg lrljka" is,a .ika m%S;s f>daId lr lr" kg kgd m%S;s


W;aijhla' f wis; RIsjrhd ta fojre <g .sys,a,d lshkjd"
mskaj;a fojreks" y mquhs' f ;r l,lg ud l,d kE"
iqr-wiqr hqoafOka wiqrhka mrojd iqrhka ch .;a; fkaj;a ud
l,d kE fujeks f,duq oy.ekafjk wdldrfha m%S;s W;aijhla'
fudlla o flg fya;=j@
wr fojre tl yka lE .y,d lshkjd" mskaj; f
f,dalfha W;= u ueKsl" f ;=ka f,dalh olskd oy wei" f,dalfha
uyd wk> ukqIH r;akh wkak lms,jia;=f Ks i,a jkfha
my< jqkd' ta Wkajykafia f uyd N l,amfha f,dalh t<sh
lrk uyd fndai;dKka jykafia iud inqoaO;ajhg m;afj,d
p;=rdh i;Hh Ouh k jQ Ou pl%h f,dalh mqrd m;=rejd
ykjd lsh,d y~ k.,d lsjd' wis; ;dmihd yu m%S;shg
m;afj,d jH f,dalfhka ksl
a ,d iefKlska ukqIH f,dalhg wdjd'

fo;sia uy mqi ,l=Kska hq;= fndai;a <s l=urd'''


we,a , d fl,s k a u .s h d rdc ud,s . hg' rc;= u ks "
mq;r
a ejkla ,enqKd lsh,d wdrxhs' uu;a leu;shs ta ore is;
s ;
a dj
neyeolskak' fyd|hs" iajdkS lsh,d rcqrefjda wrf.k wdjd
fndai;dKka jykafia' fndai;a lslehd wrf.k wdjd' wrf.k
we,a,d fmkakk fldg f fmd orejdf.a ll=,a .sys,a,d /,d
yshd wr wis; RIsjrhdf.a cgdf' RIsjrhd fl fyd|
ks;a;la lsh, l,amkd lr,d" rc;=uks" uf.a oE;g fokak Th
ore iss;a;d lsh, RISka jykafiaf.a oE;g .;a;d rkajka mdka
nn,k ks,ajka mdg weia we;s ore iss;a;d'
tlska tl nejd" uyd mqi ,laIK fmakjd' ks,a mdg
f,dl= weia we;s ore iss;af;la' ls;s lejd" mqx lg wer,d
iskdiqkd' Wvq wekafo o;a iaihs' h wekafo o;a iaihs' ^i;s
i;s fia; iqokaf;da& pQ ism;=,a nejd w;g wrf.k' frdai
mdg ism;=,a ^plal jrxls; r;a; iqmdfoda& ila ,l=Kska hq;= ismd
hq.' mqx wes,s nejd" mqx . wes,s' B<g n,k fldg
n,k fldg fmakk
a .;a;d l l uyd mqreI ,laIK' ore is;
s ;
a d
yd n,,d m%S;sfhka yskdjqkd' ore iss;a;d rcqrejkaf.a w;g
kakd' Bg miafia w~kak .;a;d'

154

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

rcqrefjda weyqjd" RIs;u


= ks" wehs Tnjykafia yskd jqfka"
wehs Tnjykafia we~qf@ rc;=uks" ug f nq flfkla my<
fj,d p;=rdh i;Hh Ouh k jQ Ou pl%h mj;ajoa olskak
jdikdj kE' ux t;fldg ue,d' ux ta .ek ;uhs we~qf n,kak
fldhs;r wdYaphckl o@

l=ula o ienE u m%Yakh'''


tA isoaOd: l=udrhd wjqre 29 f ukqIH f,dalfha lsis
flfkla ys;kafk ke;s yg f;a .ek ys;,d bjrhs' tA .ek
f;are wrf.k;a bjrhs' ldgj;a wjfndaO fkd jqk foa ukqIHhdf.a
m%Yafk fudlla o lsh,d wjfndaO lrf.k;a bjrhs' ta ;uhs Wmka
i;ajhd f,v fjkjd" crdjg m;afjkjd" uefrkjd" flda flg
iu@ wjqre 29 wNskslauka l<d'
Pkakg l:d l<d' Pkak wms ka hkak fk" f f,dal
i;ajhdf.a uqla;sh Wfoid' ug f ud,s.dfjka wjir wrf.k
hkak kE' fufyu y uu hkak fk' jd ? fofla u yeu
fodrgqjl u fodrgq md,fhda /lj,a ,d f.k bkakjd' tod rd;%f
s ha
fodrgqmd,fhda fyd|g u ks' wYajhd msf ke.,d hk fldg
wYajhdf.a l=r fmdf<df jkjd Yoh wefykafk kE' wdYaph
keoao@ wdYaph hs'
ta yeu fodrgqjla u jy,d ;snqfka' tod hk fldg fodrgq
wer,d' wka;sf Wkajykafia wfkdaud .fka tf;r fj,d .sys
nkaOk bj;a lr,d Y%uKhka jykafia kula njg m;a jqkd'
ldf.j;a iula kE' iula fydhd.kak ;uka u fjfyi
uykais jqkd' Ialr l%shd l<d'

ksjk fidhd kd l ljqreo okafka'''


wms k jeu jqfkd;a lEu ke;sj bhs ojia myla" i;shla
Bg miafia wmsj ljqrey tlalrf.k hkak fk' ke;ak wmsg
weof.k hkak nE' kuq;a fndai;dKka jykafia tfyu o@ wjqre
6 la Ialr l%shd l<d' fldpr Yrh flgq jqkd o lshkafka"
nv w;.doa fld weg fma<sh w;g wyqfjkjd' ia fol hgg
.skd <sx m;=,l ;sfhk j;=r lla jf.a' f ysia ln,
imQKfhka u f,s,d .shd' f,sp .ia ,nq f.hla jf.a'

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

155

Yrfha u,a l=Kq fj,d w;g wdjd w;.doa' wfma jdikdjg


f,dalfha jdikdjg fndai;dKka jykafia f.a wka;su wd;auNdjh
ksid ; wka;%djla isoaO jqfka kE' tAl;a wdYaph keoao@
wdYaph hs'

fndai;=ka nq jqfka - f fjila fmdfyd fka'''


fjila mqka fmdfyda ojila wdjd' Wkajykafia ldg;a fidhd
.kak ne fohla fidhd .;a;d" ta ;uhs f wei" lK" kdih"
j" lh" uki ;sfhk l l ;sfhkjd' fflka ksoyia fjkak
fk' ksoyia fjkak nE' ksoyia fjkak fokafka kE flfkla'
fiakd iys; udrhd' tfyu flfkla bkakd nj fidhd .;a;d'
wjfndaO lr.;a;d' th;a tlal l:d nia l<d' ykd .;a;d'
fjila mqka fmdfyda ojfia ta fiakd iys; udrhdj mrdchg m;a
l<d' fl wdYaph fohla fkfuhs o@ fld;r u wdYaph hs o
lshkafka Wkajykafia iud inqoaO;ajhg m;a jkq od" iud
inqoaO;ajhg m;a jqfka h relaIhla fijfKa o" ta relaIhg
mjd fndah njg m;a jqkd' ta relaIh mjd fnda relaIh hk ku
,enqkd' Bg miafia ta fnda relaIfh mjd wdYaph keoao@ wdYaph
;sfhkjd'

is uyd fnda ika jev iskd f mska u'''


ys uyry;ka jykafia mKsvhla hejd ix>;a;d
Ns l a I q K s h ;a tla l Y% S uyd fnda ka jyka f ia f .a YdLdjl= ;a
jvujkak lsh,d' OudfYdal rc;=ud ;u hKshg lsjd"
mskj
a ;a NslI
a K
q h
s " whshKah mKsvhla tj,d ;sfhkjd" ,xldjg
jkak lsh,d' msh rc;=uks" uu hkak lsjd' fud.a.,Smq;a;
;siai uy ry;ka jykafia uqK.efykak .shd' .syska lsjd'
iajdkS" Y%S uyd fndaka jykafiaf.ka YdLdjla tjkak lshkjd"
fnda YdLdjla fldfydu o hjkafka@
rcqrefjda rka ;yvqjlska md;%hla ksu l<d' ksu lr,d
oUj Y%S uyd fndaka jykafia hg ta md;%hg mia od,d ilia
l<d' ry;ka jykafia,d jev ishd' ,xld ;,fha nqoaO Ydikh
msyg
s kjd lsh,d m%ldYhla wms wy,d ;sfhkjd'f ksid f olaIK
s
YdLdj Roa n,fhka lems,d msysgdjd lsh,d' ta olaIsK YdLdj
Roa n,fhka lems,d ta md;%fha msyshd' Bg miafia ta olaIsK

156

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

YdLdj md;%h iu wyig mek ke.a.d' j,dl=,lska jeys,d .shd"


ojia y;la' ia;=;s mQcd meje;ajqjd' y;a fjks ojfia ta fndaka
jykafia md;%h iu my,g joa uq,a weo,d' wkak ta fndaka
jykafia ;ju;a wkqrdOmqr Wvuf judkj jev iskjd'
wdYaph keoao@ wdYaph hs'

oka; Od;+ka jykafiaf.a wdYaphh'''


nqrcdKka jykafia msksjka mEjd' ta yeu wiahla u
,d .shd' ,d .sh wia w;r b;=re jqkd wia' tajdg wms
lshkjd Od;+ka jykafia,d lsh,d' oka; Od;+ka jykafia l,s= rg
ieyej;a fn!oaOhska ta oka; Od;+ka jykafia kula jkaokd lr
lr bkakjd' tl ;Hd oDIal rc flfkla kskaod wmydi lrkak
.;a;d" f msi tl=fj,d weflg jkjd" wrka jfrka lsjd"
Th o;a wef uu l=vq lr,d fmkajkak' oka; Od;+ka jykafia
jeveuqjd' f rcqrefjda fudlo lf<a" f,dl= l= f.hla w;g
.;a;d' lsKsysr u; oka; Od;+ka jykafia ;snd' wka miafia
WU,d f wefg je|,d bjrhs lsh,d wr l= f.h Wiai,d
.eyejd' wr oka; Od;+ka jykafia wdodykfha jqkq wegj,g
whs;s oka; Od;+ka jykafia" wr lsKsysr we;=<g ls|d neiaid'
rcqrefjda l= f.h is l<d' u,a fl,ska jqkd' odh
.,kak .;a;d' fudlla o f wdYaph@ Bg miafia u,a iqj|
mQcd lrd' lsKsysr we;=,g .s,d neiai oka; Od;+ka jykafia h<ska
wyig mek kex.d' /ia ysjka jev ishd' wkak ta oka;
Od;+ka jykafia jev bkafk;a ,xldf' wdYaph keoao@ wdYaph hs'

i;a iuqr le<Uqk;a fkd le<Uqk nq ms<su'''


uE; Nd.fha;a fujeks wdYaph foaj,a folla jqkd' tlla
;uhs uyd id.r r< fm< f hlv l|ka fmr, f.k" f,s mS,s
wUrjdf.k fmr<s fmr<S hkjd' f r< fm< .sys,a,d uqyqog
wdmiq hkfldg f.j,a fodrj,a nvq uq gq ;s p ;ekla
fydhd.kak kE' kuq;a Th w;f f mdr whsfka ysgj,d ;snqK
fmd fmd ue nq ms<su jykafia,d tfyu u jev iskjd'
ug biair ys;=fk kE f nq ms<su j, fujeks wdYaphhla
;sfhkjd lsh,d' miafia wmg ys;kak me;a;la jD; jqkd' fudlo
ta@ wdYaph woaN+; foaj,a .ek wfma wjfndaOh u lu'

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

157

nq /ia ys rg u t<sh l<'''


t;fldg Th jf.a u < fohla jqkd' ta ;uhs nq ms<su
j,ska /ia yskd' iuyre lsjd tal kslka /ia lsh,d' ms<sf
znqZ fjkak;a" /ia ;rla kslka z/iaZ fjkak;a yla kEfka'
ug fl wdrx fjoa uu ,xldf ysfha kE'
ug wdrx fjoa uu lsjd" fndfydu fyd| hs fl'
kuq;a nq rcdKka jykafiaj olskak ;sfhkafka Oufhka u hs'
yenehs Oufhka olskak nefjp whg ys; myojd .kak
wjia:djla ,enqKd' ux l,amkd l,d f .ek ia;r jYfhka'
fl udr n,hla j;a o@ ux nejd kE'' kE'' wehs ta@ udr
n,f.hlska nq flfkla flfrys ys; myojkak fohla fjkafk
kE' udr n,f. yeu ;sif
a ia u ;sfhkafka ta Y%oO
a dj kdY lsug
ila Y%oO
a dj Wmojkak fkfjhs' tfyu k fl udr n,f.hla
fkfjhs'

foajdkqNdjh blaujd .sh nqoaOdkqNdjh''''


fl foajdkqNdjhla o@ kE''' kE''' fohkaf.a foajdkqNdjh
blaujd .shmq fohla' fndai;dKka jykafia f.a ;fha ;a is
fj,d ;sfhkjd' u l=fia orejd bmfooa" orejd ysfjoa' ta
ksid fl foajdkqNdjhl=;a fkfjhs' fl nqoaOdkqNdjh u hs'
kuq;a fl ys;kak jdikdj ;snqK whg" Y%oaOdjg tkak jdikdj
;snqK whg tal .egjla kE' Y%oaOdf msysgkak nefjp
tlaflkd yeu ;siafiu wks;a tlaflkd lshkl n,ka bkakjd"
Y%oaOdf msysgqjkak' tfyu keoao@ wij,d lshk foa wkqj ;uhs
wms fl ;SrKh lrkafka lshkjd' yeu ;siafiu tlafld uu
lshk l n,df.k bkakjd" ke;sk fjk flfkla lshk tlla
.ek n,df.k bkakjd' Y%oaOdj lshk tl tfyu tlla fkfjhs'
tal ;ukaf.a tlla' tal wkqkaf.a tlla fkfjhs'
ta <g wdmq jdikdjg mhska .ymq wh;a yshd' ta fj,df
nqrcdKka jykafia .ek l,amkd lr,d nq .=K .ek ys; ys;d
i;=gq fkk ;snqK wjia:dj fndfyda fofkla wys lr.;a;d'
lrkak fohla k' uu k wys lr.;af; kE' uf.ka weyqj u
uu lsjd" uu yhg i;=gq jqkd' fndfydu fyd|hs" uu wkqfudaoka
fjkjd lsh,d'

158

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

t;fldg uu ysfh ,xldfj fkfjhs' ud jgd ysgmq fn!oaO


ieyej;=kag uu lsjd" fndfydu i;=gq fjkak lsh,d' fl
wdYaphhla lsjd' t;fldg fufyu ys; myojd.kak mqjka
tlaflkd ys; myojd.kakjd' kjdx. Ydia;D Ydikfha ;sfhk
f wdYaph woaN+; Ou .ek ldgj;a u;la jqfka kE" u;la
jqkd k" lsis ojil tafl isf;a fudfyd;lg y wmeyeula
we;s fjkafk kE'

iod ug fkajd nq iqj| f f'''


uu lsjd t;fldg flfkl=g ljqre y ug lshkjd k
;uqkakdkafia irK .sh Ydia;Dka jykafia kdufhka ;uhs" wms
f ue .=,sh ;sh, ;sfhkafka" Bg miafia tal ;jrg;a ue
.=,h
s la fkfjhs' Ydia;Dka jykafiaf.a kdufhka fjka lrmq mQckSh
jia;=jla' tfyu fjkafk keoao@ fyd|g n,kak ys;,d'
ka nqrcdKka jykafia kdufhka ;uhs Th nq ms<su
fjka lr,d ;sfhkafka' b;ska ksiaiq wryx" iud inqoaO wd
.=K lsh lshd jkjd' nq ms<u
s j,ska nqrcdKka jyakfiaj olskk
a
nE' kuq;a .=K isys lrkjd fka o thd' ta .=K isyslrk foag wms
wmydi lf<d;a wms .erfyfjd;a t;k ;sfhkafka wfma Y%oaOdj
ms<sn| .egjla'

meye,s Y%oaOdjlg meKsh hq;=hs


flfkla ys;kafka wms m%{djka; jqfkd;a we;s' Y%oO
a djka;
fjkak fk kE lsh,d' tfyu kE Y%oaOdj lshkafka fudav lula
fkfjhs' Y%oO
a dj lshkafka fida;dm;a;s wx.hla' fida;dmkak fjp
flfkla ;=< msyg
s k fohla' wr fojre l;djqfka ukqIH f,daflg
tkak' Y%oaOd ,dNh ,nkak'

jerkq Y%oaOdj'''
Y%oaOdj fjkalr,d fmkajkjd" Y%oaOd folla' fudloao ta
Y%oaOd fol@ wuQ,sld Y%oaOdj" wdldrj;S Y%oaOdj' wuQ,sld Y%oaOdj
lshkafka ljqre y flfkla lshkl n,df.k bkak tlla'
wdldrj;S Y%oO
a dj lshkafka ;ukaf.a wjfndaOfhka u we;sjk
q tlla'
wkak ta wdldrj;S Y%oaOdjg meKqk flkd wksjdhfhka u
m%{djg hkjd' ta ksid kqjKska l,amkd lr lr i;=gq fjkak

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

159

fk' ta ksid nq rcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh .ek l:d lroa"


ka Th uu ngysr rgj, .shd u iqoafod;a tlal l:dlrkak
,efnkjd' wfka" ta ljqrej;a f oHdj irK .sys,a,d kE' ka
uu iaf%,shdjg .sys,a,d ;sfhkjd" tx.,ka;hg .sys,a,d
;sfhkjd" lekvdjg .shd' Th iqoafod;a tlal wms l:d lrkjd'
tfyu tlla kE' f bf,lafg%dk
a " ksHf
q g%dk
a " yhsvc
% ka irK .sy,
s ,
a d
kE' tajd irK .sys,a,d ;sfhkafka fufy" ,xldfj wh' ta fudlo
fya;j
= @ hg;a; udkisl;ajh' f hg;a; udkisl;ajh iska
wmg ,d ;sfhkjd f f,dalfha ishu wjfndaO" ;SrK ish,a,
u .kak mqjka ngysr rgj, ksiaiqkag hs lshk tl'
ka n,kak Th oHd Ih yodrk <uhs tfyu' ta <uhs
ksl weU,d .sys,a,fka ;sfhkafka oHdjg' irK .sys,a,fk
;sfhkafka' wehs f hg;a; udkisl;ajh' talhs fya;j
= ' ta rgj,
ksiaiqkag ta fya udkisl;ajhla kE' ta ksiaiq .Kka .kafka
kE tal' ;flg .Kka .kafka kE ta oHdj' ta rgj, ksiaiq
n,df.k bkafka fYaI fohla fjkl f;are .kak' fufy
;uhs Th Tlafldu ;sfhkafka' talg fya;=j ;uhs ta rgj,g
whg B< mlaIKfha tajd fjkia lrkak fjkjfk'

fukak ta jerkq ;ek'''


wmg jerfka wr ihkaia lshk jpkh wms mj;kh
lrmq y hs' ihkaia lshk jpkhg wms mq isxy, jpkh fudlla
o@ oHdj' wkak jerp ;ek' ihkaia lshk jpkhg fokak
;snf
q Ka tal fkfjhs' zwimQK mlaIKhZ lsh,d' ka wms oHdj
.ek mlaIK l<d fupr l,a' ka wms mlaIK lr,d bjrhs'
wdfh;a wmg lrkak mlaIKhla keye lsh,d ljqrej;a lshkj
o@ wo lshk tl B< mrmrdjg tkafka iefl;a tlal' tal
tfyu hk tlla' wksYa;hs' ta jf.a tlla'

ienE oHdj ykd.kak'''


wng iQ;f
% ha nqrcdKka jykafia wng udkjlhdg
oHdj ykaj,d fokjd' cd prK foflka fukak oHdj lsh,d
oHdj .ek ykaj,d fokjd" wngh" ;:d.;hka jykafia
f i;ajhkaf.a w;S; ; l,am .Kka wdmiaig n,kjd" l,am
.Kka wdmiaig ui uid n,kjd" ta n,k [dKhg lshkjd

160

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

mqfksjdidkqii
a ;s [dKh' tal m<fjks oHdj' B<g ;:d.;hka
jykafiaf.a fofjks oHdj f i;ajhka ludkqrEmj pq; fjk
wdldrh;a" ludkqrEmj Wmk wdldrh;a wjfndaOfhka u olskjd'
fl pq;+mmd; [dKh' fofjks oHdj' ;:d.;hka jykafiaf.a
;=kafjks oHdj ;:d.;hka jykafia ;ud ;=< yg.;a;d jQ"
ldudY%j" NjdY%j" wcdY%j f ish flf,iqka imQKfhka
u laIh lr,d od,d m%{dj Wmojd .kakjd' tal wdijlaLh [dKh'
tal ;uhs ;=kafjks oHdj' B<g nqrcdKka jykafia iska
jod<d f oHdjg jvd fY%aIaG jQ" m%KS; jQ oHdjla f,dj ke;
lsh,d' wkak oHdj' tfyu k oHdj,a ;sfhkafka tlhs' ta
nqrcdKka jykafia iska wjfndaO lr.kakd ,o oHdj hs'

mlaIK - kslaIK yd wjfndaOh


wkak oHdj lshk jpkh .e,fmkjd' fudlo@ tafla
mlaIKhla ;sfhkjd" kslaIKhla ;sfhkjd" ks.ukhla kE'
wjfndaOhla ;sfhkjd' Tkak fjki' ks.ukh lsh,d lshkafka
;ldkql,
+ j f.dvk.kakd jQ ksY
a ; woyila' yenehs ta ks.ukh
iel iys; tlla' B< mdr fjkia fjk tlla' tal oHdf
;sfhkafka' nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Oufha ;sfhkafka ks.ukhla
fkfjhs" wjfndaOhla' ta wjfndaOh idlaId;a lrk tlla' t;fldg
fl ;uhs kshu oHdj' f oHdjg iudk lrkak mqjka
oHdjla f,dalfha kE' b;ska f .ek fka ys; myojd .kak
;sfhkafka'

nq .=K fkd olsk .=K ul=fjda''''


mskaj;=ks" nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a f wdYaph woaN+;
foaj,a .ek wms ys;kjg jvd nqoaOdkqNdjh ;sfhkjd' yenehs
fl f;are .kak ne wh nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a ldf,;a yshd'
nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a ldf,;a yshd" nqrcdKka jykafia ljqo
lsh,d ykd.kak ne jqk wh'
fudlo fya;=j@ f nq rcdKka jykafiaaj wr.kak" f
Ouh wr.kak f ud.h hqKq lrkafka i;amqreIfhla fka'
fhdaksfida ukisldrh lrkak fk fka' kqjKska fufkys lrkak
fk'
uu fyd|g f;are wrka ;sfhkjd lreKq ;=kla tlg
;sfhkjd' fhdaksfida ukisldrh" i;amqreIlu" flf<ys .=K f ;=k

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

161

;sfhkafka tlg' hfula ;=< fhdaksfida ukisldrh ;sfhkjd k


thd i;amqreIfhla' hfula ;=< i;amqreIlu ;sfhkjd k thd
flf<ys .=K okakjd' hfula flf,ys .=K okakjd k" thd
i;amqreIfhla' i;amqreIfhla k fhdaksfida ukisldrfha fhfok
flfkla' f ;=k fjka lrkak nE' f ;=k tlg ;sfhkafka'
nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a ld,fha yshd nqrcdKka jykafia
ljqo lsh,d wkd.kak ne jqk wh' Wkajykafiag Wmia:dk
l<d" msmiafika .shd" wms f miq;efjkjd wmsg f Wkajykafiaj
l .kak nejqkd fkj' nq uqka nK mohla wy.kak nejqkd
fkj' Wkajykafia miqmiska fudfyd;lg y hkak nejqkd fkj
lsh,d' nqrcdKka jykafia msmiafika u .shd Wkajykafia<
uyK fjp tlaflfkla' iqklaL;a;' nqrcdKka jykafiag
Wmia:dk l<d'

miafika .sh;a jevla keye'''


iqklaL;a; nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a msgqmiska hk .uka
f meyeula kE' msgqmiafika hk fldg fmakjd .,a;,djl
ksrej;a ;dmifhla bkakjd jdfj,d' ka ta me;a; n,df.k
fn,a, we, lrf.k wkak ry;ka jykafia,d" wkak ry;ka
jykafia,d' lalfka msmiafika o f hkafka' nqrcdKka
jykafia lal f ysia mqoa.,hdf.a f is;=,a,' nqrcdKka
jykafia kej;=kd' iqklaL;a; yd nejd' iqklaL;a;" Tn;a f
isjqrla fmdrjf.k Y%uK YdlH mq;% jQ NslaIqjla yehg f,dalh
bfha fmkS bkakjd fkao@ wehs iajdkS" tfyu lsf@ wehs
Tn ka ys;j
= fka wr mqo.
a ,hdj l,d wkak ry;ka jykafia,d'
t;fldg f iqklaL;a; wykjd" Tnjykafia wkqkf
a .a wry;ajhg
bishd o@ ka n,kak nqrcdKka jykafiaj wrf.k ;sfhk
ye' nqrcdKka jykafia lshkjd ysia mqreIfhda" ug f ldf.;a
wry;a j hlg bis h d lrka k Wjukdjla kE' kuq ; a Th
fldarlaL;a;sh lshk ;dmihdg fjk foa' ;j ojia y;hs Th
mq o a . ,hd j;a fjka f ka ' y;a f jks ojfia ld,d jefj,d
biaur
q e;a;d ye,d uefrkjd' uerekg miafia rk;a;nl lsh,d
fidfydkla ;sfhkjd' talg ;rhs f mqoa.,hdf.a u, isrer
weof.k hkak mqjka fjkafka' fuhd ue,d .sys,a,d Wmkafka
ksrfha' mqjkak todg u<kshg ;gq lr,d wykak" u<ksh
W;a;r fohs lsjd'

162

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

widf idru;sfkda - idf pdidr oiaisfkda'''


n,kak f nqoaOdkqNdjh f;arefka ke;s wh yshd ta
ld,fha' b;ska fudlo lf,a msmiafika fuhd ksYY
a oj lrndf.k
hkjd' ka f hkafk meye,d fkfjhs' ka msmiafika .sy,
s ,
a d
fyysg mekakd' mek,d .shd fldarlaL;a;sh j fydhdf.k'
fldrlaL;a;shg fydhdf.k fndfydau .re ire we;sj ,ska jd
jqkd' jd fj,d lsjd" ux f ;uqkakdkafiaj fydhdf.k wdf
jeo.;a ldrKdjla lshkak fudlla o@ lsh,d weyqjd'
;uqkakdkafia miaifuka lk fndk tajd lkak fndkak fk
lsh,d lsjd' wehs@ lsh,d weyqjd' ;uqkk
a dkafia .ek wkdjelshla
lsjd" Y%uK f.!;uhka jykafia' tal fjkak fokak tmd' tal
fndre lrkak fk lsjd' ta fudlal o@ lsh,d weyqjd'
;uq k a k dka f ia ;j ojia yf;ka ld,d jefj,d
biauqre;af; ye,d uefrkjd lsjd' fjkak fokak k tmd
lsjd' t;fldg fldarlaL;a;sh tfyuk y" uu n,d .kak
lsjd' t;fldg fldarlaL;a;sh ;SrKh l<d" fkdld bkak' b;ska
fkdld bkakjd' y;afjks oji wdjd' ksii
a q m%K;
S fNdack yodf.k
we,a,d wr fldarlaL;a;s biairyd ;sh,d lsjd" wo k"
;uq k a k dka f ia xjla y fflka j<|ka k fk ls h ,d'
fldarlaL;a;sh f .Ejd" lla ryhs' l,amkd l<d" fldfydu;a
uefrk tfla ld, uerekyu fudlo lsh,d'

u< ksh;a l:d l<d'''


Bg mia f ia fyd|g lEjd' ld,d ld,d jefj,d
biauqre;a;dj ye,d u<d' uerekg miafia fjk fldfyagj;a
f.kshkak nE'rka;a;nl lshk fidfydk me;a;g ;rhs
wrf.k hkak mqjka' .sys,a,d fidfydfka ud' ka yekaoEf
iqklaL;a; fydfrka .shd' fldfyg o .sfha@ fidfydkg' u<kshg
;gq l<d' fldarlaL;a;h
s " fldfyo Wmkafka@ u<ksh ke.sgd'
ke.sg,d lsjd uu wij,a ksrfha Wmkakd lsh, wdfhu;a jegqKd'
tA;a f flkdg f;afrkafka kE nq flfkl=f.a wdYaphh' isjqre
mska fjk wd.ulg .shd' tl, tfia k ful, ljr l:d o@
nqrcdKka jykafia jev isoa;a tfyu ;;ajhla ;snk
q d'
nqrcdKka jykafia < Wmia:dk lr lr yshd nq rcdKka

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

163

jykafia wr.kak ne wh' wi;a mqreIhg wr.kak nE' u;l


;shd.kak fk wms fhdaksfida ukisldrfha fkd fhfok ;dla
f,daflda;a;r iud hg tkak nE' tA ;dla wmg wk;=rla
;sfhkjd' f,daflda;a;r iud hg m;a jqkyu wk;=rla kE'

ksjkg fl u.la''''
ka fyd|g n,kak wr foajo;a; lrmq jef' nqrcdKka
jykafiaf.a Ydikh flfrys meye,d ysgmq mkaish kula ji
lr .;a;fka' t;fldg yeu ;siafiau foajo;a;;a fmkS ishd"
ukqIHhkaf.a uqla;sh fjkqfjka lsh,d' ta fmkS ysfha fndrejg'
ukqIHfhl=g uqla;shla fokak thdg fk lula kE' thdg fk
lu ;sfhkafka msi ;uqkaf.a me;a;g wrf.k nqrcdKka
jykafiag myr .ykak' Bg miafia wr mkaih
S ku wrf.k rc.y
kqjr /fka kE' wE;g .shd' fldfyg o .sfha@ .hd YSIhg
.shd' t;k b|,d lsf,da g mkyla ;r r .sys,a,d'
ka ta mkaiSh ku fyd|g nK wyf.k bkakjd' nK
lshkjd foajo;a;' ka f msi wyf.k bkakjd' yenehs f
msig ud.M, ,ef jdikdj ;sfhkjd' jerfka ljqre
lshkafk;a nK fkj lsh,d ys;mq tl' Bg miafia ka ff.d,af,da
jd fj,d wyf.k bkakjd foajo;a;f.a nK' ka foajo;a; oy
wf;a fmdfrdka fokjd foajo;a;f.a ud.h ;uhs y' foajo;a;
lshmq yg lf<d;a ;uhs ksjka olskak mqjka fjkafka' yenehs
f msig yenEjg u ksjka olskak mqjka msila'

ta uydlreKd .=Kh ksid freKq ;'''


nqrcdKka jykafia f wk;=r lald' l,d iehq;a
uq.,ka uyry;ka jykafia,dg l:d lr,d lsjd" idmq;a;"
fud.a.,a,dk" wr mkaish ku kdY fjkak biair fj,d blaukg
.sys,a,d fr.kak lsh,d' wehs foajo;a;f.a b,lalh fudlla o@
f iajdka jykafia,df.a ysf;a ;sfhk Y%oaOdj ke;slr,d"
nqrcdKka jykafiag reoaOj fufyh jkak' kuq;a <g
w~.yf.k lshkafka nK'
wE; jkjd lald idmq;a;" fud.a.,a,dk' lmq .uka
ks ys ke;s i;=gla we;sjqkd' m%S;sfhka lE .y,d lsjd' wkak

164

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

Y% u Kfhks " n," wka k idmq ; a ; fud.a . ,a , dkhka Y% u K


f.!;uhka w;yer,d ud lrd mefKk whqre' n, uyfKks"
;j l klska wiQ uyd Y%djlhka u ud lrd mefKk whqre
lsjd'

udkakh lshkafka ksiaiqka ke;s lrk fohla'''


t;fldg f foajo;a; ys;df.k bkak foa fkfuhsfk'
ysf;a ;sfhk wi;amqreIlul uy;' Bg miafia Tkak iehq;a
uq.,ka uy ry;ka jykafia,d jehd' wd''' jkak jkak"
idmq ; a ; ls h ,d ol= K q mis k a ys jd .;a ; d' ol= K ;a i'
fud.a.,a,dk f me;af; jev bkak' ju;a i' lalfka f
udkakh lshk tl" ukqIHhdg fldhs;r ydkslrkjd o@ f ,dN
i;aldr ksid Wmkak udkakh ksidfka f biauqre;a;dj yefka'
Bg miafia fudlo jqfka@
f idmq;;
a " uf.a msg iaj,amhla .s,ka fj,d" uu lla
ie;fmkj' ka fuhd rmdkafka ljqre yg o@ nqrcdKka
jykafia yg' b;ska f jf.a frda.S wh yeu ldf,l u bkakjfka'
b;ska ydkais jqkd' fyd|g u kskaog jegqkd'
idmq;;
a uyry;ka jykafia Ouh lshkjd" wkak n,kak
Ouh' idmq;;
a uy ry;ka jykafia Ouh lshkjd' wr iajdka
jykafia,d wyf.k bkakjd' nqrcdKka jykafia flfrys Y%oaOdj
msyshd' Ouh flfrys Y%oaOdj msyshd' wdh uyd ix>r;akh
flfrys Y%oaOdj msyshd' fida;dm;a;s wx. msyshd' fidajdka jqkd
wr mkaish ku u'
Bg mia f ia idmq ; a ; uyry;ka jyka f ia ls jd"
wdhqIu
a ;ak"s wms ka msg;a fjkjd idmq;;
a uyry;ka jykafiah"s
fud.a.,a,dk uyry;ka jykafiahs msg;a fjkfldg wr mkaish
kug /,d bkak nE' wehs ta@ f;rejka flfrys uq,a nei .;a
Y% o a O djlg meKs , d bjrhs ' wrd.;a ; d f wms ys fha
wi;amr
q eIfhl= <' wi;amr
q eIfhl=ghs fya;;
a = fj,d ysfha jer
l%uhlg' mkaish ku u wdmiq .shd'

l=Kq iu tl;= jqkq l=Kq


fldald,sl we,a,d nejd' flda ksYaYohs' fmakak kE
msi' ioao noao fudlj;a kE' flda ff.d,af,da lsh,d' fldald,sl

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

165

wdjd n,kak' ljqre;a kE' wE; hkjd" idmq;a; - fud.a.,a,dk


uyry;ka jykafia,d' wr mkaish ku;a wE; jkjd fmakjd'
foajo;a;g l:d l<d' ks' fy,ajd ks' je,fgka wekakd
mmqjg ke.sgmsh lsh,d' ke.sg,d weia msyod,d nejd' ljqre;a
kE' flda lsh,d weyejd uf.a i msi' wkak .shd lsjd'
t;fldg u f,a jufk ud' wkak jerkd' t;k b|,d urKhg
m;afjkl u f,v jqkd' n,kak f Ouh w,a,kak nejqkd u
fjk foaj,a'
f ksid mskaj;aks" nq rcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh lrd
hk tl i;amqreIfhla lrk tlla' fhdaksfida ukisldrh ;sfhk
flfkla lrk tlla' flf,ys.=K okakd flfkl=f.a Ihla
f.!;u nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh'

fya;= M,oyu uiuq'''


b;s k a ta nq rcdKka jyka f ia , d f Ou ud.hg
mefKkak Wmldr lr.kak tlla ;uhs" ziuIK [dKhZ'
iuIK [dKh lshkafka fya;= M, Ouhka kqjKska ui uid
ne,Su' ta iEu nq rcdKka jykafia kulg u ta iuIK
[dKhg Wmld jkafka ta l,ska we;s lr .kak oHdj' ta ;uhs
mqf ksjdidkqiai;s [dKh ;=<ska n,oa ;uhs fl<jrla ke;s
iir .uklafka f hkak ;sfhkafka lsh, fmakafka' fl<jrla
kE f ixidr .uk wdmq y' Bg miafia pq;+mmd; [dKh my<
jqkd u fmakjd f i;ajfhda Tlafldu Wmkjd" ludkqrEmj
pq; fjkjd' ffl;a flf<jrla kE'
wkak tf;fldg we;sfjkjd" f fudlo f jqfka ^lspx
j;dh f,daflda wdmkafKda&" wfyda f f,dal i;ajhd lg je,d
bkafka ^cdh;s p& Wmkafka o f ^r;s p& rkafka o f ^h;s
p& h hkafka o f ^pj;s p& pq;jkafka o f ^Wmamc;s p& h<s
h,s;a Wmkafka o f ^w:p mKsuiai laLiai kmamcdkd;s crd
urKiai& kuq;a f f,dal i;ajhdg f crd urK foflka
w;aula .ek kqula kE' okafk kE' ^l=odiaiq kdu buiai laLiai
ksii
a rKx m[a[dhsii
a ;s& ljr odl k f crd urK lska ksoyia
ula f i;ajhka yg ,ef o@ Tkak iuIK [dKh ;=<ska
we;sfjk" my,fjk yeSu'

166

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

l=ula we;s l,ays o f crd urK we;sfjkafka@


Bg miafia kqjkska ui uid n,kjd" ^lsiax i;s crd
urKx fyda;s& ^lsx mphd crd urKx@& f crd urK we;s jkafka
l=ula we;s l,ays o@ l=ula m%;Hfhka o@ tfyk mskaj;=ks" wmg;a
ta yu hs fjkafka' crd urK we;sjkafka l=ula fya;=fjka o
lsh,d kqjKska uikak k wmg wjfndaOhla ;sfhkak fk
crd urK .ek' crd urK .ek wjfndaOhla we;s jqfkd;a ;uhs
f h<s h<s crdjg m;a u .ek" h<s h<s;a urKhg m;au .ek
wlue;s fjkafka'

i|d.kak crdj'''
crdj lsh,d nq rcdKka jykafia f;dar,d fokjd" ^crd&
jhig hdu" ^rK;d& fyd|g u crdjg m;a u" ^LKapx& o;a
wdh le hdu" ^md,spx& flia wdh meiShdu" ^j,spp;d& yu
/<s jeu" ^wdhqfkda ixydks& wdhqIh msyS hdu" ^bkah
s dkx mmdflda&
bkah
s ka fudard hdu' fl wms uqyK
q ,d ;sfhk m%Yk
a hla fkfjhs
o@ wms uqyqK ,d ;sfhk" wmg ffrkak ne" l%u l%ufhka wfma
; crdj lrd hkjd' wmg tflka ffrkak nE'

urKh;a f;are .kak'''


B<g urKh' ^hd f;aix f;aix i;a;dkx ;yd ;yd
i;a; ksldhd& ta ta i;ajhkaf.a ta ta i;aj ksldhkaf.ka ^pq;s& pq;
fjkj" ^pjk;d& pq; fjk iajNdjfhka hqla;hs" ^wka;rodkx&
w;=reoyka fjkjd" ^fNafoda& hkjd" ^LkaOdkx fNafoda& mxp
WmdodkialkaOh hkjd" ^lf<anriai kslaffmda& uD; Yrh
neyer lrkjd" ^;skashiaiq mffoda& ;h keue;s bkash
is hkjd" fl ;uhs urKh'
f folg u wms uqyqK ,d keoao@ f folg wms ;ro
uqyqK ,d ;sfhkafk' f,dalfha iskakd jQ ishu i;ajhka uqyqK
,d ;sfhkjd' t;fldg fflka wmsg ffrkak ms<sfj,la" fl
wjfndaO lr.ekSfuka ;rhs .kak mqjka' wms f f,daflka
b,a,d iskjd lshuq" wfka" wmsj crd urK j,ska ksoyia lr,d
fokak lsh,' mqjka o ldgj;a tal lrkak' nE'

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

167

tl .%yfhla fkd lsh u udrefj,d'''


biair k wms b,a,d ishd kj.%yhskaf.ka' ka tal;a
lrkak nE' ka wg .%yhskaf.ka b,a,kak fj,d ;sfhkafka' wr
l,ska tl;a ka yhg u f;dar.kak nE' ka kjfhka tlaflfkla
whska jqkd fkj'
nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd l<d f crd urK wjfndaO
lrk ye' fl fya;= ksid yg.;a;= fohla' l=ulska o f crd
urK yg.;af;a@ bmu ksid' fyd| issysfhka kqjKska f;are
.;af;d;a wmsg crd urK we;sfjkjd" Wmk ;dla u' b;ska
nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d" ^cd;shd fLda i;s mphd crd urKx
fyda;s& bmu we;s l,ays crd urK we;s f' ^cd;s mphd crd
urKx& bmu fya;=fjka crd urK we;s f'

bmu we;ak h ;ekl ''''


t;fldg Wmk y;rla ;sfhkjd' ;a;r wiafia
Wmkjd' ka wms .ksuq ;a;r wiafia hfula Wm o thd ,nd
.kafka fudlla o@ crd urK fkfuhs o@ crd urK ;uhs ,nd
.kafka' ^c,dnqcj& ul=ilska hfula Wm o thd ,nd .kafk;a
crd urK u hs' ^ixfiaoc& urejka" lSghka" mKqjka wdh
Wmkjd' ta f.d,af,da ,nd.kafk;a crd urK u hs' mmd;slj
Wmkjd" fohka - ksi;=ka - fm%a;hka wd i;=ka' ta wh ,nd
.kafk;a crd urK u hs'
tfyk fudk yg Wmkak;a crd urK lrd u hs hkak
;sfhkafka' fukak fl wjfndaO jqfkd;a wmsg crd urK .ek
l<lsfrkjd" bmu .ek;a l<lsfrkjd' nqrcdKka jykafia
foaYkd l<d bmu .ek l,amkd lsf wmsg f ndysr f,dalfhka
b,a,,d wfka Wmkak tmd lsh, ,nkak mqjka o@ nE' wfka
wmsj wij,a ;ek Wmoaoj,d fokak lsh,d ,nkak mqjka o@ nE'
m%d:kd lr,d ,nkak;a nE' tal isoaO fjkafka fya;=jla ksid' f
fya;=j yefokl u M,h keu;s foa yefokjd'

wjfndaOfhka u i| .; hq;= bmu'''


yenehs f fya ; = M, j, ;s f hk ia j Ndjhla wms
wksjdhfhka u wjfndaO lr.kak fk' fudlla o@ fya;=j ilia

168

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

jk ;=re M,h ilia fjk iajNdjhla weoao" fya;=j ksreoaO jk


g M,h ksreoaO jk iajNdjhlska hqla;hs' Tkak Th wjfndaOhg
;uhs wms hkak fk'
t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia,d my< fj,d wmg foaYkd
lrk Oufha ia;r lrkjd f bmu" wKavcj Wmkak;a"
c,dnqcj Wmkak;a" ixfiaocj Wmkak;a" mmd;slj Wmkak;a" fl
bf fjk tll=;a fkfjhs' fl ;ukaf.a leue;a;g fjk
tll;=;a fkfjhs' fl ndysr flfkl=f.a wNsu;h m fjk
tll=;a fkfjhs' fl isoO
a fjkafka fya;j
= la ksid' l=ula o fya;j
= @

bmfka wehs@
^Nf fLda i;s cd;s fyda;s& ^Nj mphd cd;s& Njh we;s
l,ays bmu f' Njh fya;= lrf.k Wm' tfyk f f,dafla
bmu lsh,d fohla we;s fjkafka Njh ksid' ka nqrcdKka
jykafia bmu ia;r lr fokafka ^hd f;aix f;aix i;a;dkx
;ys ;ys i;a; ksldfha& ta ta i;ajhkaf.a ta ta i;aj ksldfhys
^cd;s& h bmula weoao" ^i[acd;s& fYaI bmula weoao" ^Tlalka;&s
u l=il nei .ekSula weoao" ^wNsksn;a;s& fYaIfhka bmula
weoao" ^LkaOdkx md;=Ndfjda& mxp Wmdodk ialkaOhkaf.a my< ula
weoao" ^wdh;kdkx m,dfNda& wei" lK" kdih" j" lh" uki
hk wdh;kaf.a m%;s,dNhla weoao" fl ;uhs bmu' t;fldg
f,dalfha bmu lsh, tlla olskak ;sfhkafka Njh ksid'

fukak tA Njh'''
wdkkao yduqrefjda weyqjd nqrcdKka jykafiaf.ka"
iajdkS Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" Njh Njh lsh,d lshkjd' ^ls;;
a dj;dkq
fLda Nkaf;a Nfjda fyda;s& iajdkS" f Njh we;s fjkafka ljr
lreKq u; o@ ,iaikg ia;r lrkjd f Njh lshk jpkh'
fyd|g ksjer lr.kak fk ;ekla' mskaj;=ks" t;k b|,d
imQKfhka u ksjer fjkjd' fl wx.=;a;r ksldfha ;=kafjks
ksmd;fha f Nj iQ;%h ;sfhkafka' y ,iaikg ia;r lrkjd
nq rcdKka jykafia'
nqrcdKka jykafia wykjd" ^ldu Od;= fmlal[a[
wdkkao" lux kdNiai wmskqfLda ldu Nfjda m[a[dfh;d;s&

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

169

wdkkaoh" ldu Od;=f mdl msKsi luhla ilia fjkafka


ke;ak" ldu Njhla ;sfhkjd o@ ^fkda fya;x Nkaf;a& keye
iajdkS ldu Od;=f mdl msKsi lu ilia fuka ;uhs ldu
Njh' Bg miafia nq rcdKka jykafia tal ;j ia;r lrkjd
t;kska kj;ajkafk kE' ^b;s fLda wdkkao lux fL;a;x& f wdkkao
luh l=Uqrhs' ^[a[dKx cx& [a[dKhhs me<fjk foh'
^;Kayd isfkafyda& ;Kaydj ;uhs j;=r' ^wcd kSjrKdkx i;a;dkx
;Kayd i[afhdackdkx& woHdfjka jeiS .sh" ;Kaydfjka ne .sh
i;ajhskaf.a ^ySk Od;=hd [a[dKx m;s;x& ySk Od;=f ;uhs
[a[dKh msysfha' ^ySk Od;=hd m;a;kd m;s;d& ySk Od;=f
;uhs m%d:kdj msysfha' ^tajx fLda wdh;sx mqknjdNs ksn;a;s
fyda;&s tA wdldrhghs wdfhu;a Njhla yehg Wmkafka lshkjd'

me<jqfkd;a ixidfrg'''
ka wmg meye,sj fmakjd f Njh lshk jpkh wms
f ksl u ksl wy,d bjr l< hq;= tlla fkfjhs' tal
imQKfhka u Wm;la inkaOfhka ish foa ilia lrkafka
Njh iska' Njh we;s l,ays ;uhs bmula ;sfhkafka'
ka wms .;af;d;a ta foaYkdf ;sfhkjd ^lux fL;a;x&
luh ;uhs l=Uqr' ^[a[dKx cx& [a[dKh ;uhs ch'
me<fjk foa' ^;Kayd isfkafyda& ;Kaydj ;uhs j;=r' ka ys;,d
n,kak wms fmdf<df j,la yErejd' chla ta j,g ud' mia
j,ska jeyejd' ka fmd<j ;sfhkjd' ch ;sfhkjd' ka
me,fjk foag wksjdhfhka u ;u fohla fk' j;=r odkjd'
t;fldg fudlo fjkafka" fmdf<dj f;;a fjkjd' ch f;;a
fjkjd' wr j;=frka f;;a fjk ch fmfkjd' fm=kg miafia
ch l l wr fmdf<djg uq,a wkjd' Bg miafia ta uq,a Tiafia
mD idrh weo,d .kakjd' wr f;; ksid' Bg miafia ch
jefvkak .kakjd'

;a;r lg we;=f<a f.jqk wfma ;h'''


fukak f yhs wfma ;;a' ^wcd kSjrKdkx&
woHdfjka jeys,d ;sfhkafka wms imQKfhka u' woHfjka
jefykjd lshkafka iqmgq jeys,,
a la fkfuhs' ;a;r lgqjla jf.a'
ka ;a;f t<shg wdmq fldgila kEfka' ;a;rh imQKfhka
u lgqfjka jeys,fka ;sfhkafka' ka ;a;f we;=f,a ;sfhkafka

170

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

f.dfrdaiq fohla fkfjhs' we;=f, ;sfhk fudf,dla foag mqjka


o lgqj |f.k t<shg tkak' nE' t;fldg ;a;r lgqj |f.k
t<shg tkak k fudlla o lrkak fk' ta ;a;rh WKqiq lr
lr" lsl<
s s rlskjd' rlsk fldg ta ;a;r we;=f, fudlo fjkafka@
wr fudf,dla fohska l l i;d yefokjd' wka;sf ta ;a;r
lgqj we;=f, ta i;d fyd|g fudarkjd' frejg miafia wjia:djla
tkjd ;jrg;a ;a;rh we;=f,a bkak ne' t;fldg ta i;d u
;a;r lg |f.k t<shg tkjd'
ta jf.a ;uhs wfma wjfndaOh' t;fldg wms iu: oYkd
;=,ska" wdh wIaGdx.sl ud.h ;=<ska" i;a;sia fndamdlaIsl Ou
m%.=K lsfuka ;jrg;a woHdjg bvla ke;sj hkjd' wkak
tfyuhs fl fjkafka'

luh ilia fjk ye'''


t;fldg f woHdfjka jeiqKq" ;Kaydfjka neKq
i;ajhka ;=< ;uhs f ySk Od;=j - ldu Od;=f [a[dKh
msyshd u" me;=u msyshd u" f;kdj msyshd u" mdl msKsi
lu ilia fjkjd' ukqIH f,dalfha mdl msKsi lu ilia
fj,d ;snqKd' t;fldg ldu Njfha fkfuhs o wms Wmkafka@ ldu
Njfha Wmkafka' iuyrekaf.a mdl kak lu ilia fjkjd
wrEm Njfha' wrEm Od;=f mdl kak lu ilia jqKd u
wrEm Njhla yg.kakjd' t;fldg Wmkafka wrEm f,dalfha'
rEm Od;=f mdl msKsi lu ilia jqkd u Wmkafka rEm
f,dalfha'
tfyk wmg fmakjd Wmkafka l=ulg wkqj o@ Njhg
wkqj' Njh fya;=fjka Wmkafka' n,kak nqrcdKka jykafia f
ksrjq,a lrk foaj,a wms yhg meye,sj f;are .;a; ojig
;uhs" wms wjfndaO lrkafka'
ka f Njh ks;H fohla o@ wks;H fohla o@ wks;H
fohla' fya;+kaf.ka yg.;a; fohla o@ fya;+kaf.ka yg.;a;
fohla o@ fya;+kaf.ka f;drj yg.;a; fohla' fudlla o f
Njh yg .kak fya;=jqk ldrKdj@

wehs f Njhla yefka@


^Wmdodk mphd Nfjda& ^Wmdodfkda fLda i;s Nfjda fyda;s&

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

171

Wmdodk we;s l,ays Njh we;' Wmdodk fya;=fjka Njh we;sf'


fudlla o f Wmdodk@ Wmdodk lShla ;sfhkjd o@ y;rla
;sfhkjd' ldu Wmdodk" Wmdodk" iS,n; Wmdodk" w;a;jdo
Wmdodk'

,iaik foag hs ljqre;a leu;s


ldu Wmdodk lsf lduhkag we;s neu' f neu
ls h ka f ka iq mgq tlla fkfuhs ' ys r fj,d" .eg .eys , d"
imQKfhka u talg we,d .sys,a,d bkafka' fudllao fu;k
lduh lshkafka@ ^bGd lka;d ukdmd msh rEmd lduQm ixys;d rckShd
plaLq [af[hahd rEmd& weyska olsk rEm ;sfhkjd" bIaG - ldka;
- ukdm - ldfudamixys; m%sh iajrEmfha - flf,ia yg.kak' wkak
ta rEmhg ;uhs thd nef|kafk' ka wms tajdg ;uhs wdid lrkafka'
ta wdid lrk foag ;uhs ys; ne,d hkafka' ta jf.a m%sh ukdm
Yo j,g ne,d hkjd' m%sh ukdm iqj| j,g ne,d hkjd' m%sh
ukdm rihg ne,d hkjd' m%sh ukdm iamYhg ne,d hkjd'
tajd ;uhs" ldu Wmdodk'
Wmdodk lshkafka fkdfhl=;a oDIa j,g ne,d
hdu' iS,n; Wmdodk lshkafka fkdfhl=;a iS, j%e; j,g ne,d
hdu' w;a;jdo Wmdodk lshkafka uu h" uf.a h " uf.a wd;auh h
lshk yeSug ne,d hdu' ldu Wmdodk imQKfhka u m%ydKh
fjkafka wkd.d f ' Wmdodk" iS,n; Wmdodk
fida;dmkak f imQKfhka u m%ydKh fjkjd' w;a;jdo
Wmdodk m%ydKh fjkjd wry;ajfha ' t;fldg Wmdodk y;r
u ksreoaO jqfkd;a ^Wmdodk ksfrdaOd Nj ksfrdafOda& Wmdodk ksreoaO
k Njhla kE' Njh ksreoaOhs' Njh ksreoaO k Wmkak ilia
fjkak fohla kE' Wmkafka kE' Wmkak fohla ke;ak crd urK folla fldhska o@
b;ska wms f ksid fydka fl wjfndaO lr.kak fk'
fl ;uhs fu;k isoaO fjk rgdj lsh,d' B<g nqrcdKka
jykafia fmkaj,d fokjd" Wmdodk bf yg.kafka keye' tal;a
wks;H jQ fohla' fya;k
+ a ksid yg.kak fohla' fya;= ksreoaO fuka
ksreoaO fj,d hk fohla' fudllao Wmdodk yg .ekSfuys fya;=j'
;Kaydj'

172

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

;j tlierhla - Tn l.kakg we;ak'''


weyska rEm olsk fldg rEm flfrys ;Kaydj we;s fjkjd'
lKska Yo wyk fldg ta Yo flfrys wdidj we;s fjkjd'
kdifhka .| iqj| k fldg ta .| iqj| flfrys wdidj we;s
fjkjd' fjka ri n,oa ta ri flfrys wdidj we;s fjkjd'
lhska myi ,noa ta myi flfrys wdidj we;sfjkjd' ukiska
wruqKq ,noa ta flfrys wdYdj we;s fjkjd'
ka Tkak wms mdfr hkjd lshuq' mdf hkfldg ,iaik
flfkla biairyg tkjd' wms f ys;kafka .yla .,la lald
jf.a o@ kE' thd lal .uka wfma ys;g tkafka fudlla o@ Id''''
,iaik Tkak ys;g tkjd' ka wmsg isysh kE' wms olskafka
fudlla o@ thdf.a ,iaik' ka wms .yla .,la lald jf.a
Tfya hkj o@ kE' wms tal lafla wefyka' weia foflka lmq
rEmhg wdYdjla we;sjqkd' t;fldg rEmh wruqKq jqfka fudflag
o@ weia folg' weia fol Tiafia ;uhs wms f rEmh wruqKq
lr.;af;a' ka wms fl,ska n,df.k hoa ta lmq mqoa.,hd
biairg ynjqkd' wms hkfldg thdj myqfjkjd' Bg miafia
Tjg fudlo fjkafka@ wfma Tj yefrkjd' wehs@ weia ;sfhk
me;a;g Tj' t;fldg weia folfka wms yrjkafka f' t;fldg
Tj yerfjkjd' tfyu fkao fjkafka' wehs wms weia fol
yrjkafka@ wr wruqK weyeg fk ksid' Bg miafia wms n,kjd'
ljqre y we,a,d fyd,a,kjd thdj' okafka kE thd' wehs ta@
ji fj,d' wkak ta jf.hs ;Kaydj'

lK mskjk ysr'''
ys Yo wefykjd wmsg' ys Yo wefyk fldg wms
fudlo lrkafka@ lKg ;uhs wefykafka" ta;a Tj yrjkjd
jf.a wms fudlo lrkafka@ lK yrjkjd Yohg' fjkafka keoao
fl' iqj| fkkjd kyhg' kyh wrf.k wms hkjd' lsgq
lrkjd iqj|g'fjkafk keoao fl' ta wruqK .kak fjkafka tal'
t;fldg wmsg m%KS; lEula fmakjd wms i,a,s ke;;a n,df.k
y b|,d fl< y .s,skjd'
f jf.a wms wefyka olsk rEmhg is; we,d hkjd'
lfKka wyk Yohg is; we,d hkjd' kdifhka fkk .|

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

173

iqj|g is; we,d hkjd' jg fkk rihg is; we,d hkjd'


lhg fkk myig is; we,d hkjd' is;g isf;k wruqKq j,g
is; we,d hkjd'

.e,fjkak f,ais kE'''


fflka .e,fjk tl wudre ksid ;uhs" fndai;dKka
jykafia Ialr l%shd lroa udrhd we,a,d lsjfka" fflka
.ef,jkak yokak tmd' fl f,aisfhka .e,fjkak ne tlla
lsh,d' Ialr l%shd lrk tl kj;aj,d mska lrkak lsjd' nq
flfkla my< fj,d fmka k ,d fok ;= r e .e,fjka k nE'
Wkajykafiag ;snqKd widudkH hla' Wkajykafia kakd fyd|
W;a;rhla' uf.a f h fldhs;r n,j;a o n,kak' uf.a f
Yrh msiodf.k yuk iq<g mqjka wr .,d nisk kfha c,
lo h,jd ykak lsh,d' ka n,kak fldfydu hlska o
fl wjfndaO lf<a lsh,d'
f ;DIaKdj lshkafka wks;H tlla' ks;H tlla fkfjhs'
fya;= ksid yg.kak tlla' fya;= ke;sfuka ksreoaO hk tlla'
yg.kak foaj,a j, ;sfhk iajdNdl ,laIKhla tal' hula
ygwrf.k ;sfhkafka h h fya;+kaf.ka o" ta fya;+ka ksreoaO
fuka ;uhs ta foh ksreoaO fj,d hkafka' fl ;uhs tafl ;sfhk
iajdNdl kshduh'

;Kaydjg;a fya;=jla ;sfhkjd'''


f ;DIaKdj yg.;af;a;a fya;=jla ksihs' ;DIaKdj
yg.kak fya;= jqfka u' ^fokdh fLda i;s ;Kaydh fyda;&s ula
;sfhk ksihs ;Kaydj yg.kafka' ^fokd mphd ;Kayd& fokdj
we;s l,ays ;Kaydj we;' ffl wms f;are .kak fk fokdj
lshk jpkh fkfjhs" u lsh,hs'
fokdj lshk jpkh wms idudkHfhka l:d lrkafka
tlaflda mSvdjlg" llg' f fldkafo fokhs" uf.a nf
fokdjla ;sfhkjd tal;a ula ;uhs' kuq;a fu;k u
lshkafka imQKfhka u iem fjd" la fjd" uOHia: fjd
;sfhk u' ta u nq rcdKka jykafia f;dard mq yehg
u;l ;shd .kak fk' Wkajykafia u ia;r lf<a wefia
iamYfhka yg.kakd u" lfKa iamYfhka yg.kakd u"

174

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

kdifha iamYfhka yg.kakd u" f iamYfhka yg.kakd


u" lfha iamYfhka yg.kakd u" ukfia iamYfhka
yg.kakd u' Th yghs wms u;l ;shd.kak;a fk'

k foa ;=< mj;sk woHdj'''


t;fldg wmsg f;afrkjd u .ek lshk fldg u
.ek imQK f;are .eks,a,la lrkjd k ta yg u;l ;shd
.;af;d;a ;rhs" tal lrkak mqjka fjkafka' f u lshkafka
ula muKla fkdfjhs' t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd
lrkafka f u ks;H fohla yehg o@ wks;H fohla yehg
o@ wks;H jQ k fohla yehg ;uhs' wehs Tng u;lo Njh
ia;r lrk ;ek lsjd woHdfjka jeys,d" ;Kaydfjka ne,d'
tfyu k f jevms<sfj, jeys,d ;sfhkafka' ta ksid ;uhs
;Kaydfjka nefk' woHd iy.;j ;uhs wms kafka' t;fldg
fudlo fjkafka@ k foa .ek wjfndaOhla ke;s ksid wdYdj
we;sfjkjd' t;fldg ne,d hkjd' ne,d .syk
s a ys;k
s a l%h
s dlrk
fldg [a[dKh me<fjkjd' Wm;la lrd hkak l ;uhs fya;=
fjkafka'
t;fldg nq rcdKka jykafia wmg ukd fldg meye,s
lr,d fmkak,d fokjd f u ;uhs we,Shdug fya;=j' fyd|g
l,amkd lr,d n,kak kaokhla ke;ak wdYdjla keye' wdYdjla
yg.kafk kaohla we;s foa .ek u hs'

wehs f fokd@
B<g f kaokh bf yg.;a;= tlla o@ kE' ks;H
fohla o@ kE' wks;H fohla' l=ula ksido kaokh yg.kafka'
iamYh ksid' iamYh lsf yh wdldr iamYh hs' ta ;uhs"
wefia iamYh" lfKa iamYh" kdifha iamYh" f iamYh" lfha
iamYh" ukfia iamYh'
iamYhl lreKq lShla tl;= fj,d o ;sfhkafka@ lreKq
;=kla tl;= fj,d' wefya iamYh lshkafka ksl tlla fkfuhs'
weye hs" rEmh hs" [a[dKh hs tl;= u' lfKa iamYh lshkafka
lK hs" Yoh hs" [a[dKh hs tl;= u' kdifha iamYh
lshkafka kdih hs" .| iqj| hs" [a[dKh hs tl;= u' f
iamYh lshkafka j hs" rih hs" [a[dKh hs tl;= u' lfha

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

175

iamYh lshkafka lh hs" myi hs" [a[dKh hs tl;= u'


ukfia iamYh lshkafka uki hs" wruqKq hs" [a[dKh hs tl;=
u' tl;=fj,d ;sfhkafka oHdj my< lrf.k fkfjhs' woHd
iy.;j'
tl;= jqkdg miafia kjd' k foag wyqfjkjd'
t;fldg fufyu fohla wfma f;a isoO
a fjkjd lshk wjfndaOh
u fldpr jkjd o@ fudlo ljod y ojil wms f;ka
tf;r fjkjd k" tf;r fjkafka fkd okakd ;hla ;=<ska o@
okakd olakd ;hla ;=<ska o@ okakd olakd ;hla ;=<ska'

iamYh;a bf we;sjqfka kE'''


b;ska nqrcdKka jykafia fmkakd kakd' f iamYh
bf yg.;a;= tlla fkfuhs' f iamYh wks;Hh hs" fya;+ka
ksid yg.;af;a' fudlla o iamYh we;sug fya;=j@ wdh;k
yh' ^i<dh;k mphd Miafida& wdh;k yh ;uhs" wei - lK kdih - j - lh - uki'
ka uu lshkak Tng fl f;are .kak mqjka ;j;a
l%uhla' wms .ksuq weye' Tkak fudlla y fj,d wfma weye wkaO
jqkd' wkaO jqkdg miafia fmakafka kE' t;fldg weye keye' weye
ke;ak rEm j,g weye f.dapr fjkj o@ kE' rEm weyeg f.dapr
fjkafk ke;ak wefia [a[dKh yg.kakjd o@ kE' weyeg
rEm f.dapr fjkafk ke;ak" wefya [a[dKh yg.kafk
ke;ak" weye hs" rEmh hs" [a[dKh hs tl;= ula fjkjd o@
kE' tfyuk wmg fmakjd i weyela ;sfhkak fk' tal hs
wdh;k lshkafka'
lK;a tfyuhs' fudlla y wk;=rla fj,d lK ys
jqkd' ka lK ;snqkg i lKla keye' t;fldg fudlo
fjkafka@ Yo lfKa jekg i lKla ke;ak uki;a tlal
lfKa inkaOh mj;ajkak l%uhla kE' lfKa [a[dKh
yg.kafk kE' n,kak Yoh hs" [a[dKh hs tl;= fjkafk
kE' tfyk wmg fyd|g f;afrkjd iamYh yg.kafka wdh;k
yh ksid u hs'

fukak ta fi,a,'''
f wdh;k yh wmg ,enqfka bmkd u' bmkd u ,enqfka

176

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

wei - lK - kdih - j - lh - uki lshk f wdh;k yh hs'


fmd ldf,a f;afrkafk ke;s ldf,a wms fkdao fjkafka fudkjhska
o@ pQ lr,d pQ ;,kjd' tfyu ;uhs fmd ldf,a i;=gla ,enqf'
n,kak nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a foaYkd j, ;sfhk lreKq f
lshkafka' Bg miafia Wkajykafia foaYkd lrkjd fuhd l l
f,dl= fjkfldg pQ ;e,s,a, kj;ajkjd' Bg miafia fi,a, nvq
fydhkjd' fi,a, lrkak' fi,a, yq<x fm;s" fi,a, f.dkakq
fydhkjd' wdfh fi,a, nvq fydhk ldf,a thdf.ka whska fj,d
fuhd uy;a fj,d tkfldg fudkjo fydhkafka@ wefika olskakd
jQ m%sh ukdm jQ rEm fydhkjd" lfKka wikakd jQ m%sh ukdm jQ
Yo fydhkjd" kdifhka wd>%dKh lrkakd jQ m%sh ukdm jQ .| iqj| fidhkjd" fjka kakd jQ m%sh ukdm jQ ri fydhkjd"
lhg fkkakd jQ m%sh ukdm jQ myi fidhkjd' tfyu fjkafk
keoao@
n,kak yu ,iaikhs' nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd
Bg miafia thd talg ;uhs wyqfj,d j;a fjkafka' Bg miafia
talg uqim;a fjkjd' ka nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh wyk
tlaflkd f;are .kakjd f weye" lK" kdih" j" lh" uki
;uhs iamYhg fya;=j' t;fldg f iamY wks;Hh hs'

wjfndaO l< hq;= Ouh fuh hs'''


wmg fYaIfhka u wjfndaO lr.kak ;sfhk ldrKdj
;uhs f wks;Hh' ta ;uhs fya;= ilia fjkfldg yg .kakd
iajNdjfhka hqla;hs' fya;= ksreoaO fjkfldg ksreoaO jk
iajNdjfhka hqla;hs' ^hx ls[a iuqoh Oux - inx ;x ksfrdaO
Oux& h lsis fohla yg.kakd jQ iajNdjfhka hqla;hs o" ta
ish,a, ksreoaO fjk iajNdjfhka hqla;hs' Tkak Tf;kaghs tkak
fk'
kuq;a fndfyda fofkl=g fjkafk l fkfjhs' [a[dK
j, megf,kjd' ixialdrj, megf,kjd' meg,s meg,s b;ska bkakjd'
wjfndaOhla lrd hkafk kE' wfma b,lafl fjkak fk wkak t;kg
tkak hs' ta ;uhs hx lsx iuqoh Oux - inx ;x ksfrdaO Oux
tal ;uhs ^Ou plaLq& oy wei' t;kg tkafk ke;sj megf,kjd'
meg,s,d mp iuqmamdoh Tfydu fkfuhs wms fYaI foaj,a
okakjd lsh,d' Tkak ixialdr mg,jd .kakjd' [a[dKh

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

177

mg,jd .kakjd' kdu-rEm mg,jd .kakjd' meg,s,a, ;=< ;rhs


thd bkafk' uu wr lshdmq ;ekg tkafk kE thd'

f,df we;s ;;= tf,ig'''


ffla iajNdjh ;uhs" fya;= ilia fjk fldg ilia fj
hk iajNdjfhka hqla; u' fya;= ksreoaO fjk fldg ksreoaO
hk iajNdjfhka hqla; u' fukak f Ou;s - Ou kshdu;d
fl ;uhs" wjfndaO lr.kak ;sfhkafk' t;fldg ;uhs f
Y%djlhd m%{d imkak fjkafk' m%{dimkak Y%djlfhla u
fka ffla wmg ;sfhk b,lalh' t;kgfka wms hkak fk'
nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokjd f wdh;k yh kdurEm fya;f
= jka yg wrka ;sfhkafka' fudkjo f kdu-rEm' fokd"
ix{d" f;kd" Miai" ukisldr fjd ;uhs kdu' ka n,kak u"
ykd.ekSu" f;kd lshk f ;=k u ygf.k ;sfhkafka l=ula
m%;Hfhka o@ iamYfhka' wkak ta ksi hs y;rfjkshg iamYh
wdf' ia m Yh h ;ekl o t;ek [a [ dKh keoa o @
[a[dKfhka f;dr iamYhla fldhska o@ t;fldg f y;fr
u l%shdld;ajhg fya;=j ukisldrh' uki lshk foa fjdfha
l%shd;aul fjkafka ke;ak fjd uql=;a yefokafk kE'

ienE u wdrlaIdj ykd.kak'''


n,kak fl meye,s lrkak nqrcdKka jykafia f.a
Oufha fndfydu ,iaikg lreKq ;sfhkjd' WkakdN lshk
n%dyauKhd weka m%Yak lrkjd" iajdkS" f fjka fjka f.dapr
Ih we;s" fjka fjkaj f.dapr Ih wkqNj lrk" tafla f;areu
wefyka lrkafka lSf lD;Hh' lSu ;rhsfka weyeg lrkak
mqjka' t;fldg weyeg wdfKsl foa ;uhs lSu' lKg wdfKsl
lD;Hh ;uhs weiSf lD;Hh' kdihg lrkak mqjka .| iqj|
kSu" jg lrkak mqjka ri kSu" lhg lrkak mqjka myi
kSu' ka f tlsfklg fjka jQ foaj,a ;uhs f tlsfklg
isoaO fjkafka' f fjka fjka jYfhka Ih ,nk f wei" lK"
kdih" j" lh lshk f myg ;sfhk ms<sirK fudlla o lsh,d
weyejd' nqrcdKka jykafia ms<s;=re kakd f myg ;sfhk
ms<sirK ;uhs uki' wkak n,kak wefyka rEm lal u ysf;a
u;l yskafk talfk' lfKka Yo weyqjd u ysf;a u;l yskafk

178

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

tal hs' uki ms<sirK fjp ukisldr m%;Hfhka ;uhs fjd


;sfhkafka' ukig ;sfhk ms<i
s rK fudlla o@ isyh
s ' isyh
s ke;ak
bjrhs'

isysh ke;ak'''
wfma f flrejdj,a Tlafldu ;sfhkafka isysh ;sfhkl
;rhs' Oufha lshkafka isysh msysgqjd.kak' isysh hqKq lrkak'
isyh
s u jvkak' n,kak ukig ms<i
s rK hqKq lrk ye' fldpr
jkjd o@ b;ska f fokd" ix{d" f;kd" Miai" ukisldr ;uhs
kdu' rEmh lsf i;r uyd N+; ;a" i;r uyd N+;hskf
a .ka yg.;a;=
foa j ;a ' f fofla ixl,kfhka ;uhs " kdu-rEm ls h k
ixl,kfhka ;uhs" mp iuqmamdohla ilia fjk wdldrfha
wei lshk tlla yefokafka' ta kdu-rEm lshk ixl,kfhka ;uhs"
mp iuqmamdohla ilia fjk wdldrfha lKla yefokafka'
ka f Ouh ;=< mp iuqmamdoh yefokjdfka' f
mp iuqmamdoh lshk fya;= M, Ou;djh yef.k hkjd' f
yefok foaj,a Tlafldu wks;H foaj,a fkao@ t;fldg f foaj,a
Tlafldu yefokafka fya;=M, Ou;djh ;=<ska' talg lshkafka
zmp iuqmamkakZ'
t;fldg mp iuqmm
a kak foal ;sfhk ,laIKh fudlla
o@ wks;Hh' t;fldg kdu-rEm lshkafka mp iuqmm
a kak fohla'
t;fldg n,kak weye kdu-rEm j,ska k ye,d ;sfhkafka"
wefya kdu rEm ;sfhkjd' lfKa - kdifha - f - lfha - ukfia
kdu rEm ;sfhkjd' fu kdu rEmhkag fya;=j fudlla o@

fukak fufyuhs kdu rEm we;sfjkafka'''


^[a[dKh fLda i;s kdu rEmx fyda;s& ^[a[dK mphd
kdu rEmx& [a[Kh we;s l,ays kdu rEm we;' ka wms okakj
wr iamYh .ek l;d lrk fldg;a [a[dKh ;sfhkjd' ka
wms n,uq ys;,d weye wkaO jqfkd;a Bg miafia t;k iamYhla
Wmoaojkak mqjka o@ neye' ula@ neye' ix{djla @ neye'
f;kd@ neye' uql;
= a nEfka' tfyk ta Tlafldg u fya;= fjkafka
weye hs " rEmh hs " [a [ dKh hs tl;= u' ta Tla f ldu
we;sfjkafka" kdu rEm" ukfia inkaOfhka' talhs f yh

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

179

wdldrhl [a[dKh .ek wms f wyi fmd<j .eg,kak jf.a


megf,kak fk kE' ffl f;are .kak ;sfhkafka fjd wks;Hh
hs'
fya;= ilia u ksid ilia fjk iajNdjfhka hqla;hs'
fya;= ksreoaO u ksid ksreoaO fj,d hk iajNdjfhka hqla;hs
lshk tl wfma b,lalh lr.kak fk' ^hx lsx iuqoh Oux inx ;x ksfrdaO Oux& tal ;uhs oy wei' t;k ;uhs wms
b,lal lr .kak fk'

woHd iy.; ixialdr f;are .ksuq'''


t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokjd ixialdr
m%;Hfhka ;uhs [a[dKh .g.kafka' ixialdr we;s l,ays ;uhs
[a[dKh ;sfhkafka' ldh ixLdr - j ixLdr - ;a; ixLdr'
ldh ixLdr lsf wdYajdi m%dYajdi folg j ixLdr
lsf ;lal pdr folg ;a; ixLdr lsf ix{d fokd
folg' iuyre fl mg,jd .kakjd fu;k ixLdr lshkafka
luhg lsh,d' kuq;a meye,sj Nx. iQ;%h we;= mp
iuqmamdoh ia;r lrk uQ,a iQ;% j, ,iaikg ldh ixialdr" j
ixialdr" ;a; ixialdr lsh,d ia;r lrkjd' ka wms .ksuq"
wms wdYajdi m%dYajdi lrkjd' wms lh .ek wjfndaOhlska o bkafka@
oHdj my< fj,d o bkafk lh .ek' ldhdkqmiaikdj imQK
fj,d o@ ldhdkqmiaikdf ukdfldg is; msyg
s ,d ima; fndax.
jv,d oHd uql;
a s my< fj,d o@ kE' woHd iy.;j lh mj;aj
mj;ajd ;uhs" wms f wdYajdi m%dYajdi lrkafk' woHd iy.;
keoao t;fldg woHd iy.; hs" woHd iy.;j jpkh mj;aj
mj;ajd ;uhs ;lal pdr lrkafk' woHd iy.; keoao@ woHd
iy.;hs' woHd iy.;j ;uhs wms is; mj;ajkafka' t;fldg
f ;a; ixialdr is; yd ne,d ;sfhkjd' t;fldg ykd.kak
foa ;=< woHdj keoao@ k foa ;=< woHdj keoao@ ;sfhkjd'

woHdj ke;sfjkak k'''


woHdj m%;Hfhka yg .kak fldg ixialdr [a[dKh
woHd iy.; hs' t;k b|,d .g u woHd iy.; jev ms<f
s j,la
;sfhkafk' wms lshuq flfkla ldhdkqmiaikd" fokdkqmiaikd"
;a;dkqmiaikd" Oudkqmiaikd lshk i;r i;smGdkh ukd fldg

180

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

is; msysfgjd' woHdj fmdaIKh lrk jef ka kj;a;,d


;sfhkafk' woHdj fmdaIKh fjkafk kE ka' fldfydu o ta
i;ri;smGfka ukdfldg is; msysfgjd' woHdj fmdaIKh
fjkafk mxp kSjrK j,skf
a k' ka i;r i;smGdkfha ukdfldg
is; msysgjmq .uka woHdj fmdaIKh u kj;skjd' Bgmiafia
fudlo lrkafka thd ima; fndx. Ouhka i;s - Ouph h - mS;s - miaioa - iud - WfmalaLd f ima; fndx.
Ouhka ukd fldg jvkjd' jvk fldg jvk fldg fudlo
fjkafka@ l k jQ wdh i;Hh msis| olskjd' laL iuqoh wdh
i;Hh msis| m%ydKh lrkjd' laL ksfrdaOh k jQ wdh i;Hh
idlaId;a lrkjd' laL ksfrdaO .dKS mmod k jQ wdh i;Hh
imQK lrkjd' t;fldg fudlo fjkafka@ woHdj |f.k
oHdj my< fjkjd' wdY%jhka CIh fjkjd' mp iuqmm
a dofhka
ksoyia fjkjd' flka ksoyia fjkjd' oHd uqla;s ,nd.;a;g
miafia woHdj kE'

mp iuqmamdoh ksreoaO fj,d hk ye'''


woHdj ke;ak woHdj m%;Hfhka yg.kak ixialdr
uql=;a ;sfhkj o@ ka ry;ka jykafia,d jev bkakjd' t;fldg
ry;ka jykafia yqiu
a .kafk keoao@ yqiu
a fy,kafk keoao@ ykd
.kakjd" kjd" l:dnia lrkjd' kuq;a mp iuqmm
a doh keye'
wehs ta@ mp iuqmamdoh ;sfhkafk fldfydu o@ woHdj
fya;=fjka ixialdr we;sfjkjd' ixialdr fya;=fjka [a[dKh
we;sfjkjd" [a[dKh fya;=fjka kdu - rEm we;sfjkjd" kdu
rEm fya;=fjka wdh;k yh we;sfjkjd" wdh;k yh fya;=fjka
iamYh we;sfjkjd' iamYh fya;=fjka u we;sfjkjd" u
fya;=fjka ;Kaydj we;sfjkjd" ;Kaydj fya;=fjka Wmdodk we;s
fjkjd" Wmdodk fya;=fjka Njh we;sfjkjd" Njh fya;=fjka
Wmkjd" bmu fya;=fjka crd - urK - fidal - je<mS - la fodkia - iqiq fy,S we;sfjkjd'
t;fldg crd urK ke;s f jka f ka bmu ks r eoa O
fjkfldg' bmu ksreoaO fjkafka Njh ksreoaO fjkfldg' Njh
ksreoaO fjkafka Wmdodk ksreoaO fjkfldg' Wmdodk ksreoaO
fjkafka ;Kaydj ksreoaO fjkfldg' ;Kaydj ksreoaO fjkafka
fokdj ksreoaO fjkfldg' fokdj ksreoaO fjkafka iamYh
ksreoaO fjkfldg' iamYh ksreoaO fjkafka wdh;k yh ksreoaO

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

181

fjkfldg' wdh;k yh ksreoaO fjkafka kdu rEm ksreoaO


fjkfldg' kdu rEm ksreoaO fjkafka [a[dKh ksreoaO fjk
fldg' [a[dKh ksreoaO fjkafka ixialdr ksreoaO fjkfldg'
ixialdr ksreoaO fjkafka woHdj ksreoaO fjkfldg'

ish,af,ka u Kq ta fidre is;'''


wka k n,ka k " ry;ka jyka f ia g mp iuq m a m doh
ksreoaOhs woHdj ksreoaO ksid' fukak f yghs ish la
fodkia u ksreoaO fj,d hkafka' t;fldg wms wjfndaO lr.kak
;sfhkafka fya;=ka ksid yg.;a;d jQ h fohla we;a o" fya;=
ksreoaO fuka ta ish,a, ksreoaO fjkjd lshk tlhs'
t;fldg mp iuqmm
a dofha uq,a fldgi ;rla w,a,f.k
o, o, ysfhd;a woHd mphd ixLdrd lsh, ksfrdaOh .ek
l;d lrkafk ke;sj thdg mp iuqmamdoh wjfndaO lrkak
fjkafk kE' Bg miafia thd meg,s meg,s b' [a[dKh fudlla
o@ ixialdr fudlla o@ Njh fudlla o@ lsh,'

ry;ka jykafia urKska u;= bkakjd o@ keoao@


tfyu n,oa woHdj imQKfhka u ksreoaO fjp
mp iuqmamdoh ksreoaO fjp ry;ka jykafiag urKfhka
u;= we; ke; l;dj,a .,mkak mqjka o@ tllaj;a .,mkak
nE' fudlo hulska ukskjd o" ta ukskak fk tllaj;a t;k kE'
talhs ry;ka jykafiaf.a iajNdjh ukskak nE lshkafka' m%udK
lrkak nE lshkafka' wehs ry;ka jykafia msksjka mdkafka mrf,dj
fkfuhsfk' fuf,dj hs msksjka mdkafka'

ks .sh myK'''
^Kx mqrdKx& merKs lu laIh jqkd ^kjx k;a iNjx&
w;ska luhkaf.a iNjhla ke;' ^pr;a; ;a;d wdh;sfla
Njiax& wkd.;hg lsis Njhla flfrys is; we,Sula keye' ^f;a
K cd& ta ry;ka jykafia,df.a ch laIh fj,d" wkak
[a[dKh keue;s ch me,fjkak chla kE' ^wre<ays Pkaod&
;DIaKdj Wrd od, ;sfhkafk' ^ksnka;s rd& ta m%{djka; ry;ka
jykafia,d ks hkjd ^h:d whx m%fmda& f myK jf.a'

182

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

fldhs ;r iqkaor o n,kak fjd wykak ,eu mjd'


fjd wykak j;a ,efnkafka lSfhka lS fokdg o@ wykak ,eu;a
fldhs;r ,Nhs o@

ieneka u wisu;a''''
ta ksid f f.!;u nqrcdKka jykafia ;uhs f f,dalfha
;sfhk tlu tl wdYaph' taldka;fhka u ta nq rcdKka jykafia
wdYaph hs' ta nq rcdKka jykafia jod< Ouh ;uhs f f,dalfha
;sfhk wdYaph jQ woaN;
+ jQ Ouh' tlu tl Ouh' ta nqrcdKka
jykafiaf.a Y%djlhka jykafia,d ;uhs f f,dalfha wdYaph
ry;ka jykafia,d' f wisu;a ;=Kqrejka ,enqk fj,df f
Ouh wy,d ;a; m%idoh we;slr.kak fk" f f,dalfha lsis
fofhl=g" udrfhl=g" n%yaufhl=g" Y%uK - n%dyauKfhl=g uf.a
f Y%oaOdj w,am ud;%hla j;a fid,jkak nE lshk wjfndaOh
we;=jhs' ta ksid f mskaj;=ka ish fokdg u f f.!;u nq
iiqfka u p;=rdh i;Hh wjfndaO fjd'

id id id

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

183

.odfha weoyeKq wudjeiai

-wk;a; ,laLK iQ;%hY%oaOdjka; mskaj;=ks"


f iQ;% foaYkdj zm[apj.a.Sh iQ;%hZ kka i|yka fj,d
;sfhkjd' m[apj.a.h
S lsf miaj. uyKqka Wfoid jod< foaYkd
ksid'
miaj. uyKqka Wfoid foaYkd lrmq oila mej;= iQ;%
foaYkdf ia;r fjkafka wka; folg jefgkafka ke;sj ta
Nd.Hj;a nqrcdKka jykafia uOHu m%;smodf .uka lr,d
OudjfndaOh l< wdldrh' ta wjfndaO lrmq Ouh ;uhs p;=rdh
i;Hh Ouh'
B<g tod fldKav[a[ iajdkajykafia fida;dmkak njg
m;ajqkd' nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a wdh Y%djl;ajhg m;ajqkd'
fldKav[a[ iajdka jykafia Ou wjfndaO lrkj;a iu u
oi oyila f,dal Od;=j u lmd fj,d .shd'

ry;ka jykafia,d ysl< o foiqula'''


b;ska f miaj. uyKqka jykafia,d tl;= lr,d miafokd
jykafia,d Wfoid f wk;a; ,laLK iQ;%h foaYkd l<d' f Ou
foaYkdj wjika fjkjd;a iu u ta iajdka jykafia,d mia ku

184

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

u W;= jQ wry;ajhg m;ajqkd' t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia hs


wr mia ku hs" ry;ka jykafia,d yh ku hs' f iQ;% Ouh
oila mej;= iQ;%h jf.a wkka; jk tlla'
nqrcdKka jykafia wkd;au ,laLK iQ;% foaYkdj lrk
wjia:dj fjk fldg NslaIQka jykafia,dg lshd ,d bjrhs" l
.ek lg fya;=j l ke;slsu iy l ke;s lsf u.' l
.ek ia;r fjoa i|yka fjkjd ^ix;af;ak mxpqmdodklaLkaOd
laLd& b;du flfhka yl=,d lSfjd;a l lshkafka Wmdodk ialkaO
my' f wkd;au ,laLK iQ;% foaYkfhys ;uhs meye,s fjkafka
wd;auhlska f;dr fohl ;sfhk ,laIK'

f rEmh ;=< iar fohla kE''


Wkajykafia NslaIQka jykafia,d mia ku wu;d jodr,d
;sfhkjd" ^rEmx NslaLf wk;a;d& mskaj;a uyfKks" rEmhg
wd;auhla kE rEmhg iar fohla kE' rEm lsf i;r uyd
Od;+kaf.ka yg.;a;= foa' i;r uyd Od;+kaf.ka yg.;a; foag
iar tlla keye' i;r uyd Od;+kaf.ka yg.;a; foaj,a ;uhs"
wei - lK - kdih - j - lh - rEm - Yo - .kaO - ri - myi'
fjd ;=< iar jQ fohla keye lsh,d' wmg wjfndaOhla
;sfhkj o@ keye' wmg wjfndaOhla ;sfhkj k" wei jhig
hoa lmdjla we;sfjkak hla keye' lK keiS .sfhd;a lmd
fjkak fohla keye' wehs@ wms okakjd zrEmx wk;a;dZ lsh,d'
i;r uyd Od;= j,ska yg.;a;= fohla ;=< iar fohla keye
lsh,d' tal okafk ke;ak wkak lmd fjkjd' kdih kdYfj,d
hoa" fjkiafj,d hoa" lmd fjkjd' tafla iar fohla keye
lsh,d wjfndaO fj,d ke;ak" f Yrh jhig hoa jekfioa
f,v frda. yefooa lmd fjkjd wkd;auhs lsh,d' i;r uyd
Od;=kaf.ka yg.;a;= foa ;=< iar jQ fohla ke;s nj okafk
ke;ak" wms f ;ud ;ud lsh,d uu lsh,d w,a,.kafka fudlla
o@ iar jQ yeSula' yeSu lshkafka iar tlla o@ yeSu lshkafka
ksYa; ke;s tlla' fjkia fjk tlla'

y~k je,fmk ief,k ysf;a l ke;sjqKd'''


f wkd;au ,laIKh f;are wrf.k fkd ;snqfKd;a wms
l hs" Nh hs" fYdalh hs" ye`u" je<mSu Tpr hs wmg

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

185

b;sfjkafka' frda.S ;;aj j,g m;ajqkd u urKdikak fj,d


uefrk nj lSjd u w~kjd' fl ;uhs idudkH ys;l ;sfhk
fmd ,laIKh' f Tlafldau ;sfhkafka f;are .ekSf m%Yakhla
ksid' f;are .;a; k m%Yakhla keye'
nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd" ^rEmx NslaLf
wk;a;d& f rEmhg iar meje;aula keye' ^rEmx p ysox NslaLf"
w;a;d wNiai& mskaj;a uyfKks" nefj,dj;a f rEmhg iar
meje;aula ;snqk k" ^;iaud rEmx wdndOdh ixj;a;;s& f rEmh
ljodj;a f fya mSvdld fohla fjkafka kE' Wkajykafia
foaYkd lrkjd" f rEmhg iar meje;aula ;snqk k" f fya
mSvd we;sfjkafka kE' ^k p ,N;s rEfma& tfyk ,efnkak fk
fufyu ^tajx f rEmx fyda;&= udf.a rEmh f wldrhg hs mj;skk
a
fk lsh,d ^tajx f rEmx ud wfydaiS ;S& udf.a rEmh fufyu
fjkak tmd lsh,d ;ukag fk yg tal lrkak mqjka fjkak
fk' wmg mqjka o weig" lKg" kdihg" jg" lhg fl
lrkak' neye' wmg mqjka o rEm" Yo" .kaO" ri" myig fl
lrkak' neye' ta fjkiafjk tl f f,dafla ldgj;a kj;ajkak
neye' ta fjkia fjkafka fudl o@ iar jQ fohla ke;s ksid' wkak
wkd;auhl ,laIK'

wmg fk yg ,nkak nE'


B<g Wkajykafia foaYkd lrkjd" ^hiaud p fLda NslaLf
rEmx wk;a;d& h lreKlska uyfKks" f rEmh wkd;au fjkj
o" hula ksid f rEmh iar ke;s o" ^rEmx wdndOdh ixj;a;;s&
wdndO msKsi mj;skjd ^k p ,N;s rEfma& rEmh ,nkak neye'
^tajx f rEmx fyda;=& ;udf.a f rEmh f yg fjkak fk
lsh,d ,nkak neye' ^tajx f rEmx ud wfydaiS;s& udf.a f rEmh
f yg fjkak tmd lsh,d ,nkak neye' f wkd;auh ksi hs'
fkdfhl=;a wdldrfha frda. mSvd f Yrhg je<f|kafk' Yrh
f,v fjp fj,djg fl wkd;au fohla lsh,d wfma Ydia;Dka
jykafia m%ldY lr,d ;sfhkj fkao@ fl f yg fjkak tmd
lsh,d ,nkak ne nj m%ldY lr,d ;sfhkj fkao@ ta ksid f
fya Yr wms w;ykak fk lsh,d isf;a wjfndaOh we;s
lr.; hq;= hs'

186

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

fokdj;a wkd;auhs'
nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d ta jf.a u ^fokd NslaLf"
wk;a;d& mskaj;a uyfKks" fokdj o wkd;au hs' iem" la"
WfmalaId j,;a iar jQ fohla keye' rEmh i;r uyd
Od;+kaf.ka yg.;a;= ksid iar jQ fohla keye' fokdf iar
jQ fohla ke;af;a wehs@ fokdj wiar wehs@ iamYh ksid
yg.;a;= tlla ksid'
iamYh lsf"
weye hs" rEm hs" [a[dKh hs tl;= u - wefia iamYh
lK hs" Yo hs" [a[dKh hs tl;= u - lfKa iamYh
kdih hs" .| iqj| hs" [a[dKh hs tl;= u - kdifha iamYh
j hs" rih hs" [a[dKh hs tl;= u - f iamYh
lh hs" myi hs" [a[dKh hs tl;= u - lfha iamYh
uki hs" wruqKq hs" [a[dKh hs tl;= u - ukfia iamYh

iamYfha yehg ;uhs u ;sfhkafka'''


ta tl;= fjp foa ;=< iem ;snqfKd;a" fokdj iem hs'
ta tl;= fjp foa ;=< l ;snqfkd;a fokdj l hs' tl;= fjp
foa ;=< uOHia: Ndjh ;snqfkd;a" fokdj uOHia: Ndjh hs' wfma
;fha wkka; ldhsl udkisl fokdj,a we;sfjkjd fkao@ wmsg
ljodj;a ysf;kj o fl f iamYfhka yg.;a; tlla lsh,d'
wmg ysf;kafka lu mdlhla lshd,d' lu mdlhla lsh,d
ysf;kafka fudk fj,djg o@ wmsg kak fk wfka f luhla
fka lsh,d ysf;kak' wms f;are .;af;d;a f fokdj iamYfhka
yg.;a;= tlla' iamYh ke;s hdfuka ke;s hkjd lsh,d'
wms jgyd.kakjd fokdjg wd;auhla ke;s nj'

wmg fk yehg mj;ajkak ne wkd;au ksi hs'


tfyk" wefia yg.;a; fokdjg wd;auhla kE' lfKa
yg.;a; fokdjg wd;auhla kE' kdifha yg.;a; fokdjg
wd;auhla kE' f yg.;a; fokdjg wd;auhla kE' lfha
yg.;a; fokdjg wd;auhla kE' isf;a yg.;a; fokdjg
wd;auhla kE'

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ta lshkafka iar fohla keye' fya;=jla ksid yg.;a;=


M,hla u lshkafka' fya;=j fjkia fjk fldg M,h;a fjkia
fjkjd' nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d mskj
a ;a uyfKks" h fyhlska
f fokdj wd;auhla jqkd k" wmg mqjka fjkak fk iem
fokdjla wdjyu uf.a fokdj Tfyu bkak" fjkia fjkafk
ke;sj bkak lsh,d kj;aj.kak' la fokdjla tkfldg wfka
tkak tmd lsh,d kj;ajd .kak' tfyu lrkak mqjka o@ nE'
nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd h lreKla ksid
f fokdj wkd;auhs o ta ksihs fl wdndO msKsi mj;skafka'
fldpr jo fokd kj o lsfjd;a ukqIHfhda f.dvdla u
kafka ldhsl la fkfjhs" udkisl la' yq fofkl=g fj,d
;sfhkafka f;are.kak neye udkisl la kafka lsh,d' ta ksid
yeu ;siafi u ms<sirK fydhkak yokafka ndyska' ljodj;a
ms<i
s rKla keye' f fokdf iar fohla ke;s ksid lsis ojil
f iem fokdj fufyu fjkak" la fokdj hkak lsh,d"
,nkak ne nj nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd l<d'

ykd.kafk;a wkd;au fohla'''


B<g nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd l<d ^i[a[d NslL
a f"
wk;a;d& mskaj;a uyfKks" ykd.kak foag iar jQ meje;aula
kE' ykd.kak iEu fohla u wkd;au fohla' weyska wms f
olajd hula lal o fjkia fjk foaj,a wms l,d ;sfhkafka'
lKska wms f olajd hula weyqj o" ta wymq iEu fohla u fjkia
fjkjd' wms yk.kak Yoh fjkia fjk tlla' kdihg fkk
.| iqj| Tiafia hula wms yk.;a; o fjkia fjk fohla
yk.;af;a' jg fkk h rihla yk.;a; o" fjkia fjk
fohla ykd.;af;a' lhg fkk h myila ykd.;a; o" ta
iEu myila u fjkia fjk tlla' ys;g fkk h is;=,a,la
ykd.;a; o" ta iEu is;=,a,la u fjkia fj,d .shd' ix{djg
wd;auhla kE' ix{djg iar fohla ;snqkd k" f ykd.kak
foaj,a fjkia fjkak tmd" Tfydu bkak lsh,d wmsg fyd| fyd|
foaj,a ;shdf.k krl foaj,a Tlafldau whska lrkak mqjka fjkak
fk' ta ksid nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd l<d ykd.kak foaj,g
iar meje;aula keye' iar meje;aulska f;dr foaj,a f Tlafldau
wms w,a,d.kafka'

188

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

w wfrka t<shg tkakg W;aidy lruq'''


mskaj;=ks" f Ouh ;kslr u jeys,d ;sfhkafka f
woHdj ksid' wms ka Ouh wy,d fudlla o lrkak yokafka'
ysf;a ;sfhk woHdj |,d oukak' ysf;a ilia fj,d ;sfhkjd
yeu ;siafi u wms fkdu. f.kshk foaj,a' tal ueoafoa ;uhs wms
f Ouh wy,d ys; hqKq lr.kak yokafka'
B<g nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d" ^ixLdrd NslaLdf
wk;a;d& ixLdr wkd;au hs' ixLdr lsf fudkjd o@ mdl msKi
s
lu ilia u' mdl msKsi lu iliaug uq,a jqfka fudlla
o@ f;kdj' ta lshkafka weig fmfkk rEmh w,a,f.k lKg
wefik Yoh w,a,f.k kdihg fkk .| iqj| w,a,f.k"
jg fkk rih w,a,f.k" lhg fkk myi w,a,f.k is;g
isf;k foaj,a w,a,f.k f f;kdj we;sfjkjd' f f;kdf
;sfhkjd mqu yg mK ,d jev lrkak mqjka yelshdjla'
ukfia ta l%shdld;ajh keoao@ uki ;=< f;kdj tl;= fj,d
;sfhkafka' wms h lsis fohla ys;ka bkakjd' ys;ka bkak foa
;=< oafIh ;sfhkjd k" tal n,j;aj l%shd;aul fjkjd
fkkafka keoao@ fkkjd' tal f;kdj uq,a lrf.khs tkafka'
fudayh;a tfyu u hs' wmsg we;sfjkjd Nhla" Nhla we;sfjp
.uka n,j;aj l%shd;aul fjkjd' uu lshk woyi;a tlal hs Nh
;sfhkafka' f f;kdj we;s lrk lu" ixLdr iliafj,d
;sfhkafka ixidf kj;ajkak fkfjhs ixidf f.kshkakhs' ka
f fjkfldg wms tl tlaflkdf.a ; j, ixLdr fudk yg
ilia fj,d weoao@ nUf,djg@ fof,djg@ ta foflka tllg
hkak n,kak' wdfh;a f ukqiai f,daflg wdfjd;a f wd;afu
weyqKq Ouh ,efnk tlla keye'

m%d:kd lr,d ,nkak mqjka fohla kE'''


ixialdr iliafjkafka f ;fha fkdfhla yg'
g l,ska ;hl wmsg ixialdr ilia jqKd' ilia fj,d wms u
l=il yshd udi .dKla" t<shg wdjd' wmsg wfma wei" lK"
kdih" j" Yrh ludKqrEmj yekd' wmg mqjka o wfma
wei f yg tmd' f fldKavh f yg tmd" iu f yg
tmd' fyd| ,iaik weia" . fldKavd" meyem;a iula fk lsh,d

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

189

m%d:kd lr,d n,kak' neye' ixialdr iliafj,d ;sfhk yghs


wmg f foaj,a ,efnkafka'

wkd;au ksihs fl f;r Nhdkl'''


nq rcdKka jyka f ia foa Y kd l<d f ixia l drj,
wd;auhla keye' ixialdr fjkia fj,d hk tlla' ta ksid udf.a
ixialdr fufia fjd lsh,d fjkia lrkak neye' flfkla lrmq
wl=i, luh n,j;a k nqrcdKka jykafiagj;a neye thdj
taflka fr.kak' talg fyd|u WodyrKh ;uhs" wcdi;a;
rc;=ud' nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh wy,d .shdg miafia
nqrcdKka jykafia NslaIQka jykafia,dg lshkjd" mskaj;a
uyfKks" n,kak wjdikdjl uy;" mdm ;%hkag wyqfj,d
lr.;a;= fohla' mdm ;%hskag wyqfj,d mshd uef mdm luh
ilia lr fkd f.k yshd k wo fu;ek f wdikfha u
ud. M, ,nk flfkla' ta jf.a ixLdrhla yefkd;a bjrhs'
talfka f mD;.ack f;a ;sfhk Nhdkllu' luh fudk
yg yefohs o lsh,d lshkak neye' ka tkak tkak ukqiaifhda
mska m Yajdihla keye' iir .ukla .ek wy,d keye' luh
.ek nqrcdKka jykafia jykafiaf.a Ouh wy,d keye'
ta ksid nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d ixialdr wkd;auhs'
wd;auhla keye' wd;auhla ;snqKd k" mqjka fjkak fk wfka
ux okafk ke;sjhs l lf<a' Tfydu fjkak tmd' tfyu tlla
keye'

f ;r mqx fohla j;a iar jqkd k'''


nqrcdKka jykafia jodrkjd [a[dKfha meje;aula
keye' iar jQ fohla keye' [a[dKfha meje;aula ;snqKd k
uf.a [a[dKh fufyu fjkak fk lsh,d fjkia lrkak
mqjka fjkak fk' tfyu lrkak neye' nqrcdKka jykafia
foaYkd l<d tla;rd wjia:djl b;du l=vd ,s iaj,amhla f.k
kshfmd;a; u; ;sh,d mskaj;a uyfKks" f n,kak f ,s l
yd' fudk ;r mqx o@ NslaIQka jykafia,d m%ldYhla l<d
b;du;a iaj,amh hs iajdkS lsh,' mskaj;a uyfKks" fukak f
;r j;a wd;auhla ;snqK k .e,,a,la kE tfyu ;snqk k
f nK Ndjkd j," wdh wIaGdx.sl ud.fha .uka lsu lsisu

190

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

jevla keye' kuq;a tfyu tlla ke;s ksid fya;=j ke;s jqkd u
M,h ke;sfj,d hkjd' b;ska wms f myrKh lrk rEm" fokd"
ix{d" ixLdr" [a[dK lshk mxp Wmdodk ialkaOh;a tfyu
hs'

wfma ;;a fukak f jf.a'''


Wkajykafia f l%shdld;ajh mqu ,iaikg ia;r l<d'
Wkajykafia fmkajd kakd" [a[dKh .yla jf.a lsh,d'
fmdf<dj ire k fmdf<djg fyd|g j;=r jefgkjd k" fmd<f
hlsis chla frdamKh l<d u fudlo ta chg fjkafka@ ch
biafi,a,d u uq,a wkjd' uq,a weo,d idrh Wrd .kska me<hla
yehg jefvkjd' nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd Tkak
Th jf.a isula f ;h ;=< isoaO fjkjd'
Wkajykafia fmkajkjd" wdYdj ^;Kaydj& lshkafka .ylg
j;=r jf.a fohla' rEm" iamYfhka yg.;a;= u - ix{dj - ixLdr
fmdfydr ;sfhk mia jf.a' me<fjkafka fudlla o@ is; ^[a[dKh&
me<fjkafka fldfyao@ Njfha'
fukak f l%shdld;ajh kj;ajkak k fudlo lrkak
fk' .ia urkak fk' .ia urkak fk k fudlo lrkak
fk' j;=r fkdod bkak fk' j;=re odkafka ke;sfjp .uka
fudlo fjkafka@ .ia jefvkafka kE'

wks;H k" l k" fjkia fjkjd k''''


b;ska Wkajykafia wykjd" mskaj;a uyfKks" fudllao
Tn f .ek ys;kafka@ f rEm lshkafka ks;H fohla o@ wks;H
fohla o@ fudlla o f mskaj;=ka ys;kafka@
rEm lshkafka wks;H fohla' wks;H fohla ;=< fudlla o
yo, fokafka@ iemla o@ lla o@ lla' lla yo, fokafka'
hula wks;H k" ta wks;H jQ" la jQ foh uu h" udf.a h" uu
fj" udf.a iar meje;auhs lsh,d .;af;d;a y o@ jerhs'
nq rcdKka jyka f ia wykjd" fokdj iem" la "
WfmalaId fokd ks;Hh o" wks;H o@ lsh,d' wks;Hhs iajdkS
hula wks;H k" iem hs o" l hs o@l hs iajdkS hula

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

191

wks;H k" l k" tal uu lsh,d" uf.a lsh,d" uf.a wd;auh


lsh,d ie,lSu y o@ jerhs iajdkS
Wkajykafia wykjd ykd.kak foaj,a ks;Hh o" wks;H
o@ lsh,d' wks;Hhs iajdkS hula wks;H k" iem hs o" l hs
o@l hs iajdkS hula wks;H k" l k" tal uu lsh,d"
uf.a lsh,d" uf.a wd;auh lsh,d ie,lSu y o@ jer hs iajdkS
B<g Wkajykafia wykjd" ixialdr ks;Hh o" wks;H
o@ lsh,d' wks;H hs iajdkS hula wks;H k" iem hs o" l
hs o@l hs iajdkS hula wks;H k" l k" tal uu lsh,d"
uf.a lsh,d" uf.a wd;auh lsh,d ie,lSu y o@ jer hs iajdkS
kej;;a Wkajykafia wykjd" [a[dKh ks;Hh o"
wks;H o@ lsh,d' wks;Hhs iajdkS hula wks;H k" iem hs
o" l hs o@l hs iajdkS hula wks;H k" l k" tal uu
lsh,d" uf.a lsh,d" uf.a wd;auh lsh,d ie,lSu y o@ jerhs
iajdkS

fldfya ;snqk;a f rEmh k wkd;auhs


wkak B<g nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajkjd hlsis
rEmhla w;S;fha ksreoaO jqkd o" hlsis rEmhla ;du yg fkd
.;a wkd.;fha o ;sfhkafk" j;udkfha yg.;a h lsis rEmhla
weoao" ;ud hhs i,lk hlsis rEmhla weoao" ;udf.ka ndysr
hlsis rEmhla weoao" f.dfrdaiq jQ hlsis rEmhla weoao" ishq jQ
hlsis rEmhla weoao" hym;a hehs ie,flk hlsis rEmhla weoao"
whmy;a hhs i,lk hlsis rEmhla weoao ^inx ;x rEmx& ta
yeu rEmhla u" ^fka;x uu& uf.a fkdfjhs" ^fkafida yuia& uu
fkdfjhs" ^k ffida w;a;d& uf.a wd;auh fkdfjhs lsh,d ^taj f;x
h:d N+;x iumam[a[dh oGnx& Tkak Th wdldrfhka ffla
we;a; ;;ajh kqjK hqKq lr lr n,kak lshkjd' Tkak
nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a mdr

flfya ;snqk;a f u;a wkd;auhs


Bg miafia Wkajykafia fmkajkjd hlsis fokdjla
w;S;fha ksreoaO jqkd o" ;du yg fkd .;a wkd.;fha o ;sfhkafk"
j;udkfha ygf.k weoao" ;ud hhs i,lk" ;udf.ka ndysr

192

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

hhs i,lk" f.dfrdaiq jQ" ish


q jQ" hym;a hehs ie,flk" whmy;a
hhs i,lk ^inx ;x fokd& ta yeu fokdjla u" ^fka;x uu&
uf.a fkdfjhs" ^fkafida yuia& uu fkdfjhs" ^k ffida w;a;d&
uf.a wd;auh fkfjhs lsh,d ^taj f;x h:d N+;x iumam[a[dh
oGnx& Tkak Th wdldrfhka ffla we;a; ;;ajh kqjK hqKq
lr lr n,kak

ykd.;a;= foa;a wkd;auhs'


hlsis ykd.ekSula w;S;fha ksreoaO jqkd o" ;du yg
fkd .;a wkd.;fha o ;sfhkafk" j;udkfha ygf.k weoao"
;ud hhs i,lk" ;udf.ka ndysr hhs i,lk" f.dfrdaiq jQ" ishq
jQ" hym;a hehs ie,flk" whmy;a hhs i,lk ^inx ;x i[a[d&
ta yeu ykd.ekSula u" ^fka;x uu& uf.a fkdfjhs" ^fkafida yuia&
uu fkdfjhs" ^k ffida w;a;d& uf.a wd;auh fkfjhs lsh,d ^taj
f;x h:d N+;x iumam[a[dh oGnx& Tkak Th wdldrfhka
ffla we;a; ;;ajh kqjK hqKq lr lr n,kak

iar fohla ke;s f;kd'''


hlsis ixialdrhla w;S;fha ksreoaO jqkd o" ;du yg
fkd .;a wkd.;fha o ;sfhkafk" j;udkfha ygf.k weoao"
;ud hhs i,lk" ;udf.ka ndysr hhs i,lk" f.dfrdaiq jQ" ishq
jQ" hym;a hehs ie,flk" whmy;a hhs i,lk ^inx ;x ixLdrd&
ta yeu ixialdrhla u" ^fka;x uu& uf.a fkdfjhs" ^fkafida yuia&
uu fkdfjhs" ^k ffida w;a;d& uf.a wd;auh fkfjhs lsh,d ^taj
f;x h:d N+;x iumam[a[dh oGnx& Tkak Th wdldrfhka
ffla we;a; ;;ajh kqjK hqKq lr lr n,kak

hqKq lrk ,o kqjKska n,kak [a[dKh foi'''


Bg miafia Wkajykafia fmkajkjd hlsis [a[dKhla
w;S;fha ksreoaO jqkd o" ;du yg fkd .;a wkd.;fha o ;sfhkafk"
j;udkfha ygf.k weoao" ;ud hhs i,lk" ;udf.ka ndysr
hhs i,lk" f.dfrdaiq jQ" ish
q jQ" hym;a hehs ie,flk" whmy;a
hhs i,lk ^inx ;x [a[dKx& ta yeu [a[dKhla u" ^fka;x
uu& uf.a fkdfjhs" ^fkafida yuia& uu fkdfjhs" ^k ffida w;a;d&
uf.a wd;auh fkfjhs lsh,d ^taj f;x h:d N+;x iumam[a[dh

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

193

oGnx& Tkak Th wdldrfhka ffla we;a; ;;ajh kqjK hqKq


lr lr n,kak lsh,d'

fl ;uhs kshu l<lsu lshkafka'''


Bg miafia nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajkjd" ^tajx miaix
NslaLf& mskaj;a uyfKks" f wdldrhg n,k g" ^iq;jd
whidjflda& f,d;=re oyu wid k.;a wdh Y%djlhd" rEmh
.ek k.kak fldg ^rEmiams kskao;s& rEmh tmd fjkjd'
i;r uyd Od;+kf
a .ka yg.;a foa tmd fjkjd' ^fokdhms kskao;s&
fokdjka tmd fjkjd' ^i[a[dhms kskao;s& ykd.kak foaj,a
tmd fjkjd' ^ixLdfiqms kskao;s& ixialdr;a tmd fjkjd'
^[a[dKiams kskao;s& ys;;a tmd fjkjd'
tafla ;sfhk we;a; olskk
a olskk
a tmd fjkjd' tmd fjkak
fjkak we,au ke;sfjkjd' we,au ke;sfjp .uka ksoyia fjkjd'
ksoyia fjp .uka k.kakjd rEmfhka ksoyia jqkd' fokdfjka
ksoyia jqkd' i[a[dfjka ksoyia jqkd' ixialdrfhka ksoyia jqkd'
[a[dKfhka ksoyia jqkd lsh,'

ish,a, wjika'''
fkd kS hdu fkfjhs f lshkafka' we,au ke;sjqkd'
wjfndaohla ksid ;Kaydfjka ksoyia u' rEm" fokd" i[a[d"
ixLdr" [a[dK ne|,d ;sf fudflka o@ ;Kaydfjka'
;Kaydfjka ksoyiau hs f lshkafka' ksoyia fjp .uka wjfndaO
fjkjd wdfha Wmkak hla keye' bmu bjrhs' n%yaupd
jdifha fl<jrg .shd' b;ska uql=;a lrkak fohla kE lshk mQK
wjfndaOhlg thd m;afjkjd'
b;ska nqrcdKka jykafia f foaYkdj foaYkd lr,d"
wjdidkjkjd;a tlal u" fldKav[a[" jmam" Noah" uydkdu"
wiai lshk ta uyd mqKHjka; iajdka jykafia,d mia fokd u
W;= jQ wry;ajhg m;ajqkd'

isyslrkd nK mo yeu f;are hk g'''


mskaj;=ks" f Ouh fudk ;r judk Ouhla o@
fujeks judk Ouhla wyka tajd mqre lrka ;fha fkd

194

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

fmfkk f,dalhla lrd hkak wms fldpr fudav o@ f Ouh


wmg f;afrkafka ke;ak wms fldhs;r wjdikdjka; o@ ta ksid
u;l ;shd.kak fk wfma nqoah yiqrejdf.k fuh fl<jrla
l< hq;=hs' fl ndysr flfkl=g lrkak mqjka tlla fkfjhs' ta
ksid ffl Wjukd lrkafka hqKq lrkak jgyd .ekSf Yla;sh
u hs' jgyd .ekSf Yla;sh je fjkak jefjkak wjfndaO
lsf yelshdj jehs' f Tlafldu whs;s Oudkqmiaikdjg'
Oufhys meye,sj fmkajkjd f l%uhg kej; kej;
wykak' kej; kej; mqre lrkak' kej; kej; ord.kak' ka
n,kak wms fkdfhla yg wykafka tl u Ouhla fka o@ wkak
talhs f Oufha ;sfhk wdYaph' ta wyk yeu ojfiu wmg
pqgla y jemqr wjfndaO fjkafka keoao@ wmg lla y
wjfndaO fjkjd ojiska oji' talhs f Oufha ;sfhk ,laIKh'
tfyk f Ouh mqre lsu ;=<ska wjfndaOh ,nf.k f
f.!;u nqoaO rdcH ;=< u f p;=rdh i;Hh Ouh jy jyd
wjfndaO fjd
id id id

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

195

yeu flf,ia kikakg foiQ


ioy

-indij iQ;%hY%oaOdjka; mskaj;=ks"


wfma f;ag wk;=re is lr,d lsgq lr, odk flf,ia
cd;shla ;sfhkjd' tA flf,ia ksid f,dafl i;ajhd kdY fjkj'
nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd" wmg tA flf,ia j,ska
w;a,d j;a fjk wdldrh' tA ms<sn|j i|yka fjk ia;rhla
f foaYkdjg we;=,;a fj,d ;sfhkafka' f iQ;% foaYdkdf ku
zindij iQ;h
% Z' f iQ;% foaYkdj we;=,;a fjkafka zuu ksldh
- 1Z lshk W;= .%ka: r;akhg'
nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkj wdY%j ;=kla .ek' ta
;uhs zldudY%j" NjdY%j" wcdY%jZ' f wdY%jhka ;uhs wmg
wk;=re is lrkak uq,a fjkafk' t;fldg kqjK fufyhj,d
tAflka ffrk wdldrh ;uhs f nqoO
a foaYkdfj i|yka fjkafk'
nqrcdKka jykafia ieje;a kqjr f;jkdrdufha jev
isoa iajdka jykafia,dg ^indijixjrmhdh fjda NslaLf"
foaisiaid& mskaj;a uyfKks" Tng ishu wdY%jhkaf.ka f
isk wdldrh lsh, fokak lsh, foaYkd lrkjd'
Wkajykafia foaYkd lrmq wdldrhg wms ysfhd;a wmg tA
wdY%jhkag f.dre fj,d kdYh lrd hkafk ke;sj bkak

196

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

mqjkalu ;sfhkjd' b;ska tA .ek Wkajykafia wmg meye,sj u


foaYkd lrkj'

jkdu foa fudlla o@


wms okakjd fYaIfhka u nq flfkl=f. kqjK f f,dafl
;sfhk wfkla {dkhkag jvd fjkia' f f,dafl wjfYaI
ukqIHhskaf. kqu" ndysr fmd;a m;a" wfkl=;a foaj,a wdY%fhka
f.dv kef.k wjfndaOhlska f;dr kqula ;uhs fndfyda g
;sfhkafk' b;ska tA kqu ks;r fjkia fjkj'
nqrcdKka jykafia jhi wjqre 35 fndauQ,fha "
iud inqoaO;ajhg m;ajqKd' tA iud inqoaO;ajhg m;a jqKq
fudfydf;a b|," Wkajykafia f.a kqu idudkH f,dafl ;sfnk
kqug jvd fYaI tlla' tA lshkafk Wkajykafia ;ukaf.a
wjfndaOfhka u hs tA Ouh foaYkd lrkafk' b;ska wjqre y;,sia
myla uq,af,a jev ish Wkajykafia ish wNsfhda." ish
llfgd" ish mir ueo Wkajykafiaf.a nqoaO lD;H lrf.k
.sfha f Ou foaYkd j,ska' b;ska tA iEu foaYkdjl u ;sfhkafka
Wkajykafia f.a wjfndaOh'

fhdaksfida ukisldrfha ke;ak nE'''


Wkajykafia wjfndaOhlska f;drj tl jpkhlaj;a md
lr, kE' tA ksihs f f,dafl ndyska ,efnk foaj,a w;r
nqrcdKka jykafia jod< Ouh w.% fjkafk' tAlg fya;=j tA
;r wjfndaOfhka l;d lrmq flfkla wmg uqK .efykafk kE'
b;ska fyd|g meye,shs tA nqoaO foaYkd wms bf.k .ksoa' Tng
fyd|g u meye,s f f indij iQ;%h nqrcdKka jykafia
foa Y kd lrk wdldrh nejdu Wka j yka f ia fldhs ; r
wjfndaOhlska o" fldhs;r lreKdjlska o" f foaYkd wmg
lshd fokafk lsh,'
f f,dalfha ukqIHhkag" fohkag ndyska ,efnk jkd
u foa ;uhs nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh' tA jf.a u ;uhs ndyska
tAl fldpr jkd fohla jqk;a wNHka;l jYfhka wms iqiql
,n, ke;ak" tA ndysr jkdlka wmg m%fhdack .kak nE'
b;ska tAl nqoaO foaYkdfj meye,sj u ;sfhkj' tAl wms Tng
lsh, fokjfk' Wkajykafia tAl Wmudj,skq;a foaYkd lrkjfk'

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

197

yeka|la fkd jla fjkak


wms fldhs;r oy kqu ,ndf.k ish ;a" oji uq,af,a
oy kqu ,ndf.k ish ;a" tA wNHka;r iqiqlu ke;ak
fydoafo odmq yeka|la jf.a' ljodj;a tA yeka|g jHxck ri
fkkafk kE'
kuq;a nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkj" wNHka;r
iqiqlu ;sfhk flkd jla jf.a' thd laIKhlska ffl ri
k.kakj' b;ska wNHka;r iqiqlu ;sfhkafk ldgo lshk tl
ld,hla hkfldg ;uhs f;afrkak mgka .kafk' tl mdrg u
fydhkak nE' Ouh w,a,k tlaflkd" ke;s flkd ld,hla hk
fldg ;uhs Tmamq fjkafk'
b;ska f Ouh w,a,k tlaflkdf. wNHka;r iqiqlu
;uhs fhdaksfida ukisldrh' fhdaksfida ukisldrh lshk tl wms
fyd|g f;are wrf.k ;sfhkak fk' idudkH w:h ;uhs
zkqjKska uiSuZ lshk tl' tAlg ;j fldgila tl;= lr.kak
fk' nqrcdKka jykafia jod< Ouhg wkqj kqjKska uiSu
lsh,' t;fldg ;rhs wNHka;r iqiqlu kshu yg msyg
s kafk'
Bg miafia thdg f Ouh f;are .kak mqjka fjkj'

okakd flkdghs olskd flkdghs'''


ka n,kak nqrcdKka jykafia f foaYkdj mgka .kafka
fldfyduo lsh,'
^cdkf;da wyx NslaLf" miaif;da wdijdkx Lhx jod&
mskaj;a uyfKks" f wdY%jhkaf.a laIh u .ek lshkafk okak
flkdghs" olsk flkdghs' ^fkda wcdkf;da" fkda wmiaif;da& fkd
okakd" fkd olsk flkdg fkdfjhs'
tA lshkafka fyd| wjfhka bkak flkdg" okak flkdg"
olsk flkdg ;uhs f wdY%j laIh u foaYkd lrkafk' l=ula
okak flkdg o" l=ula olsk flkdg o@ f iQ;%fha ia;r
lrkjd" ^fhdaksfida p ukisldrx" wfhdaksfida p ukisldrx& fukak
f fol' fhdaksfida ukisldrh fudlla o lsh, okak flkdg hs"
olsk flkdg hs" wfhdaksfida ukisldrh fudlla o lsh, okak
flkdghs" olsk flkdghs ;uhs wdY%j laIh lsug olaI;djhla
,efnkafk'

198

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

tlla ;rla kf.k b|, u'''


t;fldg tfyuk thd fhdaksfida ukisldrh ;rla
kf.k b|, yhkafk kE' thd wfhdaksfida ukisldrh ;=<
jk ydksh" wfhdaksfida ukisldrh ;=< fjk m;" wfhdaksfida
ukisldrh ksid thd fldfygo wrf.k hkafk lsh, thd okakd
olskd flfkla fjkak fk'
b;ska nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd l=ula o f
okakd olskd foh' mskj
a ;a uyfKks" wfhdakf
s ida ukisldrfha fhfok
flkdg kQmka wdY%j Wmkj" Wmka wdY%j jefvkj' t;fldg thd
okakd olskd flfkla fjkak fk' fhdaksfida ukisldrfha fhfok
flkdg kQmka wdY%j Wmkafk kE' Wmka wdY%j ke;sfj,d hkjd'
t;fldg wfhdaksfida ukisldrfhka fjk f kdYh;a"
fhdaksfida ukisldrfhka fjk hym; ;a" lshk f fol u okakd
olskd flkdg ;uhs f flf,ia keiSu ch.kak mqjka fjkafk'
fjk flfkl=g lrkak mqjka lula kE'

hqKqfjk l%u y; hs
b;ska nqrcdKka jykafia flf,ia kikak ;sfhk l%u"
f wdY%j jOkh fjkak fkd wdY%j m%ydKh lsug ;sfhk
l%u y;la f foaYkdfj fmkaj, fokjd'
01'

w;a NslaLf" wdijd oiaikd myd;nd

mskj
a ;a uyfKks" wdY%jhka ;sfhkjd oYkfhka m%ydKh
l< hq;h
= 's ^oYkfhka lshkafk lau' lau lshkafk wjfndaOh&
02'

w;a wdijd ixjrd my;nd


ixjr u ;=<ska m%ydKh l< hq;= wdY%j ;sfhkj'

03'

w;a wdijd mfiajkd myd;nd

kqjKska uid fiajkh lsu ;=<k


s a m%ydKh l< hq;= wdY%j
;sfhkjd'
04'

w;a wdijd wjdikd myd;nd

bjiSfuka uqyqK,d" bjiSfuka ordf.k m%ydKh l< hq;=


wdY%j ;sfhkjd'

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

05'

199

w;a wdijd mjckd myd;nd

f;are wrf.k re lsfuka" weiqre fkd lr w;ayefuka


m%ydKh l< hq;= wdY%j ;sfhkjd'
06'

w;a wdijd fkdaokd myd;nd


re lsfuka m%ydKh l< hq;= wdY%j ;sfhkjd'

07'

w;a wdijd Ndjkd myd;nd

iu:-oYkd Ndjkd ;=<ska ima; fndx. hqKq


lsfuka m%ydKh l< hq;= wdY%j ;sfhkj'

ksrhg hkafk;a'''
t;fldg f wdY%j lsh, lsfj wms lrof jefgk
foaj,a' wms kdY fjk foaj,a' wms wk;=f jefgk foaj,a' whym;
is fjk foaj,a'
ks fl mhdh iQ ; % f ha wdY% j hka f .a ,la I K .ek
ia;rhla ;sfhkj'

^w;a NslL
a f wdijd ksrh .dKshd& iuyr wdY%j ;sfhkjd
ta wdY%j ;ukaf.a is; ;=< mj;ajdf.k .sfhd;a ksrfh
.syska ;uhs kj;skafk' ta wdY%j iska ksrhg tlalrf.k
hkjd'

^w;a wdijd fm;aih .dKshd& ta wdY%j iska ;udj


fm%a; f,dalhg tla lr f.k hkjd'

iuyr wdY%j ;sfhkjd ta wdY%j ;ud ;=< ;sfuka ;sika


wmdhg tla lr f.k hkjd'

iuyr wdY%j iska ksia f,dalhg tla lr f.k hkjd'

iuyr wdY%j iska jH f,dalhg tla lr f.k hkjd'

f yeu fohla u fjkak uq,a fjkafk wdY%j' f wdY%j


flfkl=f. isf;a ke;ak zwdijlaLhZ k thd msksjka mdkjd'
tfyu k wdY%j ;sfuka ;uhs f i;ajhdf.a ixidr .uk
.ska .g mj;skafk'

200

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

oYkfhka m%ydKh l< hq;= wdY%j


oYkfhka m%ydKh l< hq;= wdY%j .ek ka nqrcdKka
jykafia foaYkd lrkjd'
mskj
a ;a uyfKks" f lrefKa wi;amr
q eIhdj" wY%e;j;a
mD;.ack flkdj ykd .kak lshkj' wY%e;j;a lshkafk
Y%jKfhka ,eh hq;= foa ,ndf.k kE' fldpr Ouh weyqj;a
jevla kE thdg' Y%jKfhka ,enQ foa yehg m<uqfjka u Y%oaOd
im;a;shg tkak fk' Y%jKfhka ,nd .; hq;= foa ,nd .kafk
ke;s flkd fldpr weyqj;a Y%e;j;a fkfuhs wY%e;j;a'
t;fldg wY%e;j;a mD;.ack flkd ^whdkx woiaid&
wdhhka jykafia,j wkkafk kE' ^whOuiai wfldafoda& wdh
Ouhg ola I kE' ^whOf wkS f ;da & wdh Oufhys
yslafukafk kE' ^imamqidkx woiaid& i;amqreIhka jykafia,dj
wkd.kak nE' ^imamqiOuiai wfldafoda& i;amqreI Ouhg
olaI kE' ^imam
q i Of wkSf;da& i;amr
q eI Oufhys yslf
a ukafk
kE' t;fldg fuhd ;uhs wY%e;j;a mD;.ack flkd'
tfyu k wY%e;j;a mD:.ack flkd wi;amqreIfhla u
hs' wehs i;amr
q eIhdj wk.kafk kE' i;amr
q eI Ouh wk.kafk
kE' i;a m q r eI Oufha ys l a f uka f k kE' t;fldg thd
wi;amqreIfhla u hs'

ys;kak fk fudkjo lsh, ys;d.kak nE'''


b;ska ta wi;amqreI flkd fufkys l< hq;=" ukisldr
l< hq;=" isyskqjKska uish hq;= foaj,a okafk kE' ta ksid u ta
flkd ta foaj,a ys;g .kak olaI kE'
B<g fufkys fkd l< hq;= foa okafk;a kE' ta ksid f
flkdg f foaj,a f;dard frd .kak nej fufkys l< hq;=
foaj,a fufkys lrkafk kE' fufkys fkd l< hq;= foaj,a fufkys
lrkjd'

ykd.;af;d;a Tn ud'''
ug nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a foaYkdjla yuqjqKd' tafl
nqrcdKka jykafiaf.ka wdkkao yduqrefjda wykj' iajdkS"

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

201

Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" wi;amqreIhdg i;amqreIhdj ykd.kakg


mqjka o@ wi;amqreIhdg wi;amqreIhdj ykd.kakg mqjka
o@ lsh,' t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia neye wdkkao lsh,
foaYkd lrkjd'
t;fldg wi;amqreIhd i;amqreIhdj neyer lrkjd
wi;amr
q eIhd lsh,' wi;amr
q eIhd weiqre lrkj i;amr
q eIhd lsh,'
ta ;=<ska ;j;a kdYhg hkj'
i;amqreIhd tfyu fkfjhs" i;amqreIhd ykd.kakjd
fukak wi;amr
q eIhd fukak i;amr
q eIhd lsh, fjka fjka jYfhka
ykd.kakjd'

fkd l< hq;= foa lrk ksid''''


b;ska wY%e;j;a mD;.ack flkd" fufkys l< hq;= foaj,a
lrkafk kE' fufkys fkd l< hq;= foa okafk;a kE' f ksid
fufkys l< hq;= foaj,a fufkys fkd lsfukq;a fufkys fkd l<
hq;= foaj,a fufkys lsfukq;a" kQmka ldudY%j Wmkjd' Wmka
ldudY%j jefvkjd' kQmka NjdY%j Wmkjd' Wmka NjdY%j
jefvkjd' kQmka wcdY%j Wmkjd' Wmka wcdY%j jefvkjd'
f wk;=re isfjkafka fufkys fkd l< hq;= foa fufkys
lrkakg hdfuka u hs' ta .ek thdg fydhd .kak nE' fhdaksfida
ukisldrh pqgla y ;sfhkj k flfkl=g ffrkak mqjka'

wiQ msrjQ l<h


ka wms okakj nqrcdKka jykafia <g ud.kahdf.
wu hs" ;d;a;d hs ud.kahdj tlal f.k .shd' ud.kahdf.
wug hs ;d;a;g hs kqjK ;snqkdfk' wu hs" ;d;a; hs biairy
fmdf Yrh .ek lsfj' thdf. Yrh .ek ;rla fkfjhs
lsfj' zf Yrh lshkafk wiQ mqrjmq l<hla jf.a tllaZ
lsh, nqrcdKka jykafia lsfj' t;fldg wr wu hs" ;d;a; hs
kqjK ;snqK ksid bhg m%Yak l<d'
b;ska Tn jykafia tfyk f Yrh w;yer, jH
Yrhla m;kj o@ lsh, weyqjd' l,n, fjkafk ke;sj Bg
miafia flfuka flfuka m%Yak wyf.k .shd' f wu hs" ;d;a;
hs fokak u Ouh wjfndaO l<d'

202

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

j wfhdaksfida ukisldrfha fhfokak mgka .;a;d' Bg


miafia nqrcdKka jykafiag lrkak ;sfhk yeu kskaodjla u"
yeu wmydihla u" l<d' iEySulg m;afjkafk kE' talg fya;=j
.ska .gu ;sfhkafk wfhdaksfida ukisldrh' wka;sug fudl o
lf<a" nqqrcdKka jykafiag mykafk ljqo ta whg;a ffjr l<d'
ta whj yrj.kak nefjk fldg ta whj urkak ;SrKh l<d'
Bg miafia msi fhdoj,d idudj;S ij we;= mkaiShla f.hla
we;=<g od,d .sks ;sh, uerejd'
t;fldg .skakg uejqk ta mkaiSh u ukisldr fkd l<
hq;= foaj,a ukisldr lrkafk kE' fufkys l< hq;= foa fufkys
lrkj' wehs ta Tlafldu Y%e;j;a wh Y%djlfhd' fhdaksfida
ukisldrfha fhfokj' ta wh wuq wuqf ms,d uereKd' ta mspqfka
lh ;rhs' ;uka yojf;a hqKq lrmq Ouh ms, .sfha kE'
ish fokd u ud. M, ,enqjd' lg ;uhs lshkafk zOufha
yeisfrk flkdj Ouh iska wdrlaId lrkjZ lsh,' ljqrej;a
.;sfha .sfha kE'

fu;ekg wdfjd;a'''
t;fldg tal ;uhs fufkys l< hq;= foaj,a fufkys lsf
olaIlu' b;ska nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd" fufkys l<
hq;= foaj,a fufkys lroa kQmka wdY%j Wmkafk kE' Wmka wdY%j
m%ydKh fj,d hkjd'

kQmka ldudY%j Wmkafk kE'


Wmka ldudY%j m%ydKh fj,d hkjd'
kQmka NjdY%j Wmkafk kE'
Wmka NjdY%j ke;sfj,d hkjd'
kQmka wcdY%j Wmkafk kE'
Wmka wcdY%j m%ydKh fj,d hkjd'

ta m%ydKh fj,d hkafk kqjKska fufkys lrkak mqjka


jqkd u' kqjKska fufkys lrkak ne flkd wfhdakf
s ida ukisldrfh
fhfok fldg thd yeu ;siafi u bkafk Y%oaOdj ;=< fkfuhs"
ielh ;=< hs' wfhdaksfida ukisldrfha fhfokd flkd nqrcdKka
jykafia j ms<s.kafka kE' Wkajykafia f.a Ouhj;a ms<s.kafk
kE'

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

203

f,!lsl iudh;a fhdakf


s ida ukisldrh ksid'''
idudkHfhka fhdaksfida ukisldrfh fhfok flfkla
blaukska tkjd f,!lsl iud hg' f,d!lsl iud h
lshkafk"
fuf,dj mrf,dj ms<s.kakjd" mska m ms<s.kakjd" fyd|
krl ms<.
s kakjd" hlsis fyd|la fyda krlla fyda luhla lf<d;a
tal ;ukag wdmyq lerls,d tkjd lsh, ms<s.kakjd" mmd;sl
i;ajhka Wmkj lsh, ms<.
s kakjd" ;djfndaOh we;s lr .;a;=
Y%uK n%dyauKhka f f,dalfha ysh lsh, wjfndaO lr.kakj'
f ms<s.ekSu;a tlal ;uhs" thdg fhdaksfida ukisldrhg
tkak mqjka fjkafk' ta lshkafk thdg Y%oaOdjg tkak mqjks'
tfyu ke;a k thd Y% o a O djgj;a tka f k kE' wfhda k s f ida
ukisldrfha u bkakj'

fukak fufyu;a ysf;k wh bkakjd'''


uu w;S;fha ysh o ljqo okafk" keoao ljqo okafk"
wkd.;fha uu bhs o ljqo okafk" keoao ljqo okafk" fldfyg
fj,d bhs o ljqo okafk" fldfy .shd u fudflda" j;udkfha
wms fufyu yshg wms fldfyka wdj o ljq o okafk' wms fldfya
hkj o ljqo okafk' tal fudlg o wmsg'
Tfydu lshk wh keoao@ bkakj' Th Tlafldu we;sfjkafk
fudflka o@ wfhdaksfida ukisldrfhka'

ka tllg whs;s fh tA igqjd'''


nq rcdKka jyka f ia foa Y kd lrkjd wfhda k s f ida
ukisldrfha fhfokak .shyu ta mqo.
a ,hd f oDIa yfhka tllg
jefgkjd lsh,'
01'

ug fjkia fkdjk iar jQ wd;auhla ;sfhkj'

02'

ug tfyu iar jQ wd;ahula kE' taflka thd jefgkafk


Wfo oDIahg'

03'

ug wd;auhla ;sfhkj' f wd;auh ;=< b|, ;uhs uu


wkd;auh olskafk'

204

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

04'

wkd;auh ;=< b|, ;uhs uu wd;auh olskafk

05'

wd;auh ;=< b|, ;uhs wd;auh olskf


a k' wkd;auh ;=< b|,
;uhs wkd;auh olskafk'

06'

mska m mdl fokj k f Tlafldu ta f wd;auh ks;Hh


hs' fjkia fjkafk kE'

f jf.a oDIa .; u ;rhs wfhdaksfida ukisldrfha


fhfok wY%e;j;a mD;.ack flkdg ;sfhkafk lsh, nqrcdKka
jykafia foaYkd lrkjd'

i;r w.;sfhka f;dr fudfyd;la


fkdue; ud gqf'''
oDIa .; jqk flkd yeu fudfydf;u bkafk i;r
w.;sfh' Pkao" fodaI" Nh" fuday lshk i;r w.;shg je, bkafk'
ta ksid ta oDIahg u wyqfj,d meg,s meg,s hkj' b;ska nqrcdKka
jykafia fmkaj, fokjd"
^ ixfhdack ixhq;af;da NslaLf" wiaiq;jd mq:qcfkda&
f wY%e;j;a mD:.ack flkd oDIa nkaOkfha ne, bkafk' ta
lshkafk ksjer wjfndaOhlg tkak mqjka lula kE' yeu ;sif
a i
u thd mg,e mg,e hkj' ta ksid cd;s" crd" urK" fidal
je<mS" la" fodkia" iqiq fy,S j,ska thdg ksoyia fjkak
nE lshkj'

ykd.kak ta fidre i;amqreIhd'''


Bg miafia nqrcdKka jykafia wdh Y%djlhd .ek foaYkd
lrkjd" ta lshkafka Y%jKfhka ,nd .; hq;= foa Y%oaOd im;a;sh
,nd .;a flkd' t;fldg ta Y%oaOdjg ;uhs lshkafk" ^ioaOy;s
;:d.;iai fndax& ;:d.; nqrcdKka jykafia f.a wjfndaOh
;uhs ta flkd woyd.ka f k' b;s k a nq rcdKka jyka f ia
wjfnda O fhka u woyk flkd wks j dhfhka u f Ou
ukisldrhg tkjd u hs'
ta Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhd ^whdkx oiaid& wdhka
jykafia,dj wkkj" ^whouiai fldafoda& wdh Ouhg

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

205

la I hs " ^whOf iq kS f ;da & wdh Oufha ys l a f ukjd"


^imamqidkx oiaid& i;amqreIhka jykafia,dj wkd.kakjd"
^imam
q iOuiai fldafoda& i;amr
q eI Ouhg olaIhs" ^imam
q iOf
iqkSf;da& i;amqreI Oufhys yslafjkjd' wkak ta wh okakj"
fjd ;uhs fufkys l< hq;= foa" fjd ;uhs fufkys fkd l<
hq;= foa lsh,'
nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd" fufkys fkd l<
hq;= foa fufkys lrkak .sfhd;a fudlo fjkafk lsh,' ldudY%j"
NjdY%j" wcdY%j jefvkj' ta ksid Y%e;j;a wdh Y%djlhka ta
fufkys fkd l< hq;= foa fufkys lrkafk kE'

ys;kj k ys;kak p;=rdh i;Hh u muKla''''


fufkys l< hq;= foaj,a fufkys lf<d;a wdY%jhka m%ydKh
fjkj' tl ojila nqrcdKka jykafia lal' f NslaIQka
jykafia,d ldu ixl,am" jHdmdo ixl,am" ysxid ixl,am j, fh,
jdih lrkj' t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia jevu lr, wykjd"
fudkjo Th ka l;d lr lr ysfh lsh,' b;ska Wkajykafia,d
lshkjd iajdkS" wms f l;d lr lr ysfh jevlg ke;s foaj,a
lsh,'
t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd" uyfKks"
f ; wjfndaOh msKsi ish,a, w;y, me jQ Tn j l;d
lrk tl iqiq kE' Tn l,amkd lrkak fk" fukak fl ;uhs
l k jQ wdh i;Hh' fl ;uhs l yg.ekSu k jQ wdh
i;Hh' fl ;uhs l ke;su k jQ wdh i;Hh' fl ;uhs l
ke;sf u. k jQ wdh i;Hh lsh, Tn l,amkd lrkak'
ka n,kak wpr Ouh foaYkd lroa nqrcdKka
jykafia < me jqk wh mjd fkd ug jegqk wjia:d Ouh
wu;l fjk wjia:d ;s, ;sfhkj' b;ska nqrcdKka jykafiag
isoaO jqkd wdfhu;a taf.d,a,kag isysh Wmoaoj, fokak zf
ldrKhg hs me jqfkaZ lsh,'

fukak kqjKska l,amkd lrkak fk foa'''


b;ska nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd" kqjKska
fufkys lrk flkd f yg kqjKska fufkys lrk fldg
Wmka wdY%j m%ydKh fjkjd' kQmka wdY%j Wmkafk kE'

206

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

^fida box laLka;s fhdakf


s ida ukislfrda;&s ta ;eke;a;d fuh
hs laL wdh i;Hh lsh, kqjKska fufkys lrkjd' ka Tn
fkd oka k jd jq k dg .eUq ka l,a m kd fkd l<dg mxp
WmdodkialkaOh fufkys lrk fldg" wks;Hh jYfhka wdh;k
fufkys lrk fldg" Od;= jYfhka wks;Hh fufkys lrk fldg
ta fudlla o Tn kqjKska uikafk' laL wdh i;Hh' ta ksid
;uhs l lsh, fhdakf
s ida ukisldrfh fhfokjd' kqjKska uikj'
^whx laL iuqofhda;s fhdaksfida ukislfrda;s& fl ;uhs
l yg.kakd ldrKdj lsh, kqjKska uikjd' ta lshkafk ;uka
isysfhka bkak flfkla' ke;ak fufyu lrkak mqjka lula
kE' wehs ;ukag rd.hla" oafIhla" fl%daOhla" BIHdjla"
ffjrhla" tlfgl lsula" udkakhla" Wv= lula wdfjd;a
isysfhka bkakj k okakj' f ;uhs l yg.kak fya;= fjkakd
jQ ldrKd' t;fldg thd talg leu;s fjkj o@ kE' thd fudlo
lrkafk tal m%ydKh lrkj'
laL iuqoh lshkafk m%ydKh l< hq;= fohla' thd tal
jOkh lrkafk kE' thd laL iuqoh m%ydKh lrkjd'
^whx laL ksfrdafOda;s fhdaksfida ukislfrda;s& ta flf,ia
ke;su" fla ksreoaO u hs lsh, kqjKska fufkys lrkj'
^whx laL ksfrdaO .dkS mmod;s fhdaksfida ukislfrda;s&
fl ;uhs l ksreoaO lsf m%;m
s odj lsh, thd wdh wIaGdx.sl
ud.h ;uhs kqjKska fufkys lrkafk' t;fldg wmsg fmakj
f p;=rdh i;Hhg wdmq ke;s flkdg k fl w,a,kak mqjka
lula kE' f iud hg wdfjd;a ;uhs b;s ud. wx.
Tlafldu imQK fjkafk'

t;fldg ixfhdack m%ydKh fjkjd


b;ska nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkj" ^;iai tajx
fhdaksfida ukislfrdaf;da& Th yg kqjKska fufkys lrk flkdg
^;SKs ixfhdackd;s myShka;&s ilaldh " lsPd" iS,n; mrdudi
lshk ixfhdack ;=k m%ydKh fj,d hkjd'
t;fldg wmg meye,sj fmakjd f p;=rdh i;Hh
wjfndaOh;a tlal u ;uhs f flf,iqkf
a . m%ydKh mgka .kafk'

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

207

^bf jqpka;s NslL


a f" wdijd myd;nd& uyfKks" flg
;uhs lshkafk oYkfhka m%ydKh l< hq;= wdY%j lsh,'

yhg u f;are .kak f zoYkhZ


oYkh lsjdu iuyre ys;kafk f weyeg fmak tlla
lsh,' oYkh lshk jpkh talg md l<dg fu;k oYkh
lshkafk wjfndaOhg' fl lshk g f;afrkak we;s"
fl ;uhs l k jQ wdh i;Hh lsh, kqjKska uikak
wjfndaOhla fk' fl ;uhs l yg .ekSu lsh, ;ukaf. isf;ka
yg .kakd flf,ia .ek;a kqjKska olskak wjfndaOhla ;sfhkak
fk' fl ;uhs laL ksfrdaOh lsh, kqjKska olskk
a wjfndaOhla
;sfhkak fk' fl ;uhs laL ksfrdaO .dkS mmodj lsh,
wdh wIaGdx.sl ud.h olskak wjfndaOhla ;sfhkak fk'

;uka olaI k y'''


ta wjfndaOhg tkafk fhdaksfida ukisldrh ;sfhk flkd
;r u hs' fjk flfkl=g tf;kag tkak mqjkalula kE'
t;fldg wms fyd|g f;are .kak fk" mskaj;=ks" f f.!;u
nq rcdKka jykafia j wmsg ka Ouh ;=<ska uqK .efykj'
wmsg wkd.;fha .;af;d;a tfyu bvla ;sfhkafk ffu;%S nqrcdKka
jykafia j uqK .efykak' ta fjkafk ksia wdhqI wjqre 80"000
la .shyu' fhdaksfida ukisldrh ke;ak todg;a nE' wog ;a nE'
tfyu k mqjka lula ;snf
q kd;a ;sfhkafk fhdakf
s ida ukisldrh
;snqfkd;a ;rhs'
tfyu k Tn f;are .kak imQKfhka u ;ukaf.a
olaI;djh u; ;sfhkafk' nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh uqK
.eyqkg miafia imQKfhka u hqKqj ;sfhkafk ;ukaf.
olaI;djh u; ;ru hs' ;uka olaI k lrkak mqjka tal'
;uka ta ldrKhg olaI ke;ak ;ukag ta wjia:dj wys fj,d
hkjd' f,dalfha jemqru ;sfhkafk ta wjia:dj wys u'

ixjr fuka m%ydKh l< hq;= wdY%j


B<g nqrcdKka jykafia fofjks tl fmkaj, fokj'
^ixjrd myd;nd& wdY%jhka ;sfhkj ixjr u ;=<ska m%ydKh
l< hq;=hs' ta lshkafk"

208

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

^bO NslaLf NslaLq mixLd fhdaksfida plaLq bkash ixjr


ixjqf;da yr;s& kqjKska ui uid wei keue;s bkash ixjr
lrf.k jdih lrkjd' t;fldg wei keue;s bkash wixjrj
jdih lroa yg .kak wdY%j yg.kafk kE'

fk; /k /k ;ekaj,'''
weyeg tl tl foaj,a fmakjfk' mska;+r fmakjd" fmd;a
m;a fmakjd" m;a;r fmakjd" le,E m;a;r fmakjd" kskaod fmakjd"
m%Yxid fmakjd" wmydi fmakjd' thd f Tlafldu wefyka n,kak
.;af;d;a wei wixjr fjkj' wei wixjr jqk .uka ta mqoa.,hd
lsgq fjkjd' t;fldg ixjr u ;=< lsgq fjkak nE'
B<g lK ixjr lr.;a;du lK wixjr lr .ekSfuka
yg .kak wdY%j yg .kafk kE' lfKka tl tl foaj,a wykak
,efnkjd' lfKka fyd| wykak ,efnkjd Ouh wykak
,efnkjd wOuh wykak ,efnkjd kskaod wykak ,efnkjd
m%Yxid wykak ,efnkjd Wmjdo-wmjdo wykak ,efnkjd
lhsl;kaor wykak ,efnkjd m-m wykak ,efnkjd' b;ska
f Tlafldu wms weish hq;= keye'

lKg wefyk yeu fohla u wmsg fk kE


nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokjd lK ixjr lr.kak
fk' ka t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia fo;sia l;d tmd lsh,
foaYkd lr, ;sfhkafk talfk' taflka lK wixjr fjkj' wixjr
jqk .uka thdg kQmka wdY%j Wmkj' tal j,lajkakhs ;sfhkafk'
fyd|g tal f;are .kak fk'
tk tk l=Kq f.dvj,a .kafk ke;sj bkak' t;fldg
thd ;uhs lK ixjr lrk tlaflkd' ta flkdg lK wixjr u
;=< yg .kak wdY%j yg .kafk kE' kuq;a lK wixjr u lshk
tl wfhdaksfida ukisldrhg jefgkj lshk tl msk ;sfhk
tlaflkdg jqk;a fjkak mqjka'

jerfkd;a jerkd u hs'''


wr foajo;a; NslaIQka mkaiShla lvdf.k" rjgf.k"
tllf.k hk fldg foajo;a; l<HdK ;%hd lsh,fk ys;=fj'

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

209

foajo;a; lshk foaj,a wyf.k bkakj' t;fldg fudlo fjkafk


fuhd,f. lK wixjr fjkj' t;fldg imQKfhka u lKg
wykag ,efnkafk nqrcdKka jykafiag reoaO foaj,afk' fuhd,
ta nj okafk kE' b;ska nqrcdKka jykafia idmq;;
a " fud.a.,a,dk
uy ry;ka jykafia,dg l;d lr, lshkj"
idmq;a;" fud.a.,a,dk jyd u .syska wr iajdka
jykafia,d wudref jefgkak biair fj,d fr.kak ke;ak
wi;amqreIfhd f.dvg .shy u miafi fyd| flk;a wi;amqreIhd
fj,d hkjd' t;fldg ixjrlu lshk tl f;are .;a;= flkdg
f fudl=;a fjkafk kE'
nqrcdKka jykafia fmkaj, fokjd kdih;a tfyuu
hs' kdih wixjr jqfkd;a yg.kakj wdY%j' ta ksid kdih ixjr
jqfkd;a we;s fjkafk kE'

wixjr o Tf j ;a'''
j;a tfyuhs' j wixjr jqfkd;a wdY%j yg .kakj'
kj;ajkak nE' uia lEug .scq fjp ukqIHfhla ysh" yeuodu
uia lkjd' ksl uia ke;ak i;a;= urdf.k y uia lkjd'
n,kak" f j wixjr lr .ekSu ksid jk m; ojila f
ukqIHh , f.or .syk
s a n,kfldg uia lkak kE' fuhd fl,sku
a
.shd .jh ne|,d bkak ;ekg' .jhdf.a j weoaod' j lemqj'
lm, lSj" zWh, mka flZ lsh,' Wh, kak' ta uia lE,a,
lgg .kak fldg thdf. j .e,,d je,d ;sfhkjd' Th w;S;
isula'
f fudlla wixjr lr .ekSfuka o@ j wixjr lr
.ekSfuka' t;fldg ta j wixjr lr .ekSfuka yg .kakd jQ
wdY%j j<lajkak ;sfhkafk fudflka o@ j ixjr lr .ekSfuka'
lh ;a tfyuhs' lh wixjr lr.;af;d;a kQmka wdY%j
Wmkj' Wmka wdY%j jvd jOkh fjkj' ta ksid lh ixjr lr
.ekSfuka ta wdY%j jOkh fjkafk kE' ta wdY%j m%ydKh fjkj'

ixjr flkd lskq ;a ksoyia''''


B<g uki' ka ukig tkjfk tl tl wruqKq' uki
ixjr fkd fldf<d;a wixjr fuka yg .kakd wdY%j jefvkj'

210

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

t;fldg tal fkd jefvkak k fudlo lrkak fk' uki ixjr


lr.kak fk'
t;fldg n,kak p;=rdh i;Hh ukisldr lsu ;=<ska
oYkfhka m%ydKh l< hq;= wdY%j m%ydKh fjkj' B<g m%ydKh
lrkak ;sfhkafk' bkash ixjrh ;=<ska wei" lK" kdih" j"
lh" uki ixjr ls u ;= < s k a ' yenehs i;s m Gdkfha ys ;
msysgqjdf.k bkak flfkl=g fl lrkak mqjka' wefyka rEmh
olsoa ;ukaf. ys;g jk foa isysfhka bkak fldg okakj k
thd jydu ixjr lr.kafk keoao@ wei ixjr lr .kakjd u hs'
lfKka Yoh wioa ;ukaf.a ys;g jk foa ;uka olskjd k
lK ixjr lr .kakjd u hs' kdifhka wd>%dKh lroa" fjka
ri oa" lfhka myi ,noa" ukiska wruqKq oa ;uka okakjd
k ta .ek ixjr lr .kakjd u hs' ukig wruqKq toa fl
oafIh' fl flf,ia fjd wl=i,a" fjd rel< hq;= foa lsh,
;uka isysfhka b|, lal k thd tal jOkh lrkafk kE'
thd ixjr lrkjd' ta l jOkh fjka k foka f k kE' ta l
u.ykjd' t;fldg f ixjr lsfuka ;uka kdYh lrd hk
wl=i,a imQKfhka u m%ydKh lrkak mqjkalu ;sfhkj' tajd
;uhs ixjr lsfuka m%ydKh l< hq;= wdY%j'

ixjr lr .ekSu fldhs ;r u fyd| o@


nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Oufha yeu ;ek u f ixjr
u .ek l;d lr, ;sfhkj' Tn okakj we;s' Oumofh;a
;sfhkj'
plaLqkd ixjfrda idOq
- wei ixjr lr .ekSu fldhs ;r fyd| o@
idOq fidaf;ak ixjfrda
- lK ixjr lr .ekSu fldhs ;r fyd| o@
>dfKak ixjfrda idOq
- kdih ixjr lr .ekSu fldhs ;r fyd| o@
idOq ydh ixjfrda
- osj ixjr lr .ekSu fldhs ;r fyd| o@
ldfhak ixjfrda idOq
- lh ixjr lr .ekSu fldhs ;r fyd| o@

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

211

idOq jdpdh ixjfrda


- jpkh ixjr lr .ekSu fldhs ;r fyd| o@
ukid ixjfrda idOq
- uki ixjr lr .ekSu fldhs ;r fyd| o@
idOq in;a: ixjfrda
- Th yeu foa u ixjr lr .ekSu fldhs ;r fyd| o@
in;a: ixjfrda NslaLq
- yeu fohla u ixjr lr.;a NslaIqj
inlaLd muqp;s
- yeu lska u ksoyia fjkj'
tfyu k f ixjr u lshk tl wfma ; j,g
fndfyda u msysg jk tlla' fndfyda u Wmldr fjk tlla' fudlo
fya;=j@ ta ixjr u ke;sfuka we;s fjk m%Yak iuyr g
ksrfha bm,d ;uhs kj;skafk' tlafld ;sika wmdfha bm,d
;uhs kj;skafk'

kqjKska uid fiajkh lsfuka


m%ydKh l< hq;= wdY%j
mfiajkd myd;nd - kqjKska uid fiajkh lsfuka
m%ydKh l< hq;=hs' ffl fYaIfhka ;sfhkafk NslaIqjg'
^jr mfiaj;s& isjqre myrKh lrkjd" fldfydu o@
^hdjfoaj iS;iai m>d;dh& iS;, re lsug" ^WKayiai m>d;dh&
WKqiqu re lsug" ^vxiulijd;d;misximiMiaidkx& ueis"
ure" w" iq<x" imhskf
a .ka wd foaj,aj,ska jk mSvd re lsug"
^hdjfoaj ysfldamk
S mPdok;a:x& ,ecd we;s jk ;eka jid .ekSu
msKsi'
t;fldg is j q r e fmrf w:h tpr hs ' is j q r e
fmdrjkafk t;fldg iudcfha f.!rj ,nd .kak fkfuhs' ,dN"
i;aldr" lS;s" m%Yxid ,eu msKsi fkdfjhs' isjqre fmdrjkak
fya;=j ;uhs f ;sfhkafk' t;fldg isjqre fmdrjoa kqjKska
fl lafld;a" u;la jqfkd;a thd isjqre fmrf w:h ;=< /
, bkakjd'

212

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

; hd;%dj iqj fia mojkak'''


wdydr .ekSu ;a tfyu hs' wdydr .ekSu;a kqjKska ui,d
l< hq;=hs'
^fkaj ojdh& cjh msKsi fkd fjhs" ^k uodh& u;a u
msKi
s fkd fjhs" ^k uKavkdh& ieriSu msKi
s fkd fjhs" ^k N+ikdh&
jvd;a ieriSu msKsi fkd fjhs" ^hdjfoaj buiai ldhiai ;shd&
f lh mj;a j df.k hdu i|yd" ^hdmkdh& hemS u i|yd"
^ysxiQmr;shd& fjfyi ke;s lr .ekSug" ^n%yauphdkq.a.dh& f
W;= wdh ud.hg wkq.%yh msKsi" ^b;s mqrdK[a p fokx
myxLd& merKs fokd ke;s lr .ekSu msKsi" ^kj[ap fokx
k Wmamdfoiaid& w;a fokd kQmou msKi
s " ^hd;%d p f Niai;s&
; hd;%dj mj;ajdf.k hdu msKsi" ^wkjc;d p Mdiqydfrda
pd ;s& ksjer jQ myi yrKfhys isu i|yd hs'
Tprhs lshkj wdydr .ekSf wjYH;djh' tfyu
ke;ak wmg wdydr .ek u l;d lr lr l,amkd lr lr bkak
fjkj'

f.dm,a,df.a Wfmdai:h jf.a'''


wo y kE lEu" .,a yemqk' Kq u' wrfy k fyd|hs'
talg lshkafka fudk Wfmdai:h o@ f.damd,l Wfmdai:h' nqrcdKka
jykafi fmkaj, fokj" f.dm,a, yrla mh wrf.k .syska
l,amkd lrkjd" Bfh wij,a ;ek ;Kfld< lejd" fyg
fldfyo ;K fld< lkak wrf.k hkafk" wr me;a;g wrf.k
.sfhd;a ;K fld<;a ;sfhkj' j;=r;a ;sfhkj'
ta yg is,a .;a;= flk;a l,amkd lrkj' wrfy lEu
y kE' f;a lla j;a kE' wf;kag .sfhd;a k fyd|g lkak
fndkak yn fjkj' fyd|g bkak mqjka' ka Tkak flfkla
wykj" wfrfy jevigyk fldfydu o@ y fIdala' fyd|g
lEu u ;sn' whsia l%S tfyu;a ;sn lshkj' t;fldg f
jevigyk fldfydu o lsh, wymqjdu thdg u;la jqfka fudlla
.ek o@ lEu .ek' t;fldg tal thdg fjkafk kE m%;HfjlaId
l<d k' talg ;uhs m%;HfjlaId ;sfhkafk' thd kqjKska ui,d
;uhs tal myrKh lrkafk'

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

213

mqx l=h yu iemhs'''


B<g ;sfhkj" fiakdik myrKh lrk fldg l<
hq;= wdldrh' ta i|yd idmq;a; uy ry;ka jykafia ;uhs fyd| u
l;dj jodf<' ug Ndjkdjg jdjqkdg miafi oKysia fol
f;fukafk ke;ak ug t;k we;s' lSj' t;fldg meye,sj
fmakj" wimqjla" fiakdikhla myrKh lsf w:h fudlla
o lsh,' f ;sfhkafk w:h
^hdjfoaj iS;iai m>d;dh& iS;f,ka j<lskak" ^WKayiai
m>d;dh& WKqi
q ka j<lskk
a " ^vxiu;lj;d;misximiMiaidkx
m>d;dh& ueis urejkaf.ka jk mSvd" wfjka" iq<ska je<lSug"
^W;=miaih fkdaokx& R;= mhdi j,ska jk mSvd j,ska je<lSug"
^mi,a,dkdrdu;a:x& Ndjkdjg wkq.%y msKsi
t;fldg Ndjkdf we,S jdih lrkakhs l=hlg hkak
;sfhkafk' wimqjlg hkak ;sfhkafk' tfyu ke;=j tajd f
whs;sjdisl lshdf.k lE .ykak fkfjhs' f i|yd muKhs
hkak ;sfhkafk' t;fldg thd ;uhs kqjKska uid myrKh
lsfuka fiakdik myrKh lsu ;=< we;s jk wdY%j m%ydKh
lrk flkd'

fnfy;a .kak' ta;a''' ;h frday,la


lr.kak tmd
B<g f;a fya;a .ekSu' ka fnfy;la fya;la .;a;yu
thd ta f; fya; .;a; t;kska tal bjrhs' fl ke;ak meh
24 u Yrh u fpla lr lr bkak .sfhd;a fnfy;a .ek u
l,amkd lr lr bkak .sfhd;a fjk fohlg ld,hla kE' tfyu
wh keoao@ bkakj' yeu ;siafiu thdf. Tfj ;sfhkafk fudkj
o@ wikSm u hs' fnfy;a u hs' tlafld gka u hs' ta fudkj y
Tfya l,amkd lr lr bkakj ila fjk fohla lrkafk kE'
talg fya;=j ;uhs f Yrfha Wmka fokd ke;s lr
.kak hs uu fnfy;a .kafk lsh, ys;kafk kE' t;fldg fnfyf;
m%Yafk t;kska bjrhs' tal ksid fnfy; lr .yf.k bkafk kE'
t;fldg f yg kqjKska uik flkd ;uhs ta wdY%j m%ydKh
lrkafk'

214

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

ismih kqjKska mfNda. lsfuka ^mfiajkd myd;nd&


ta ismih ksid Wmk wdY%j Wmkafk kE' n,kak nqrcdKka
jykafia foaYkd lr, ;sfhk Ouh yefok flfkl=g k fyd|g
u m%udKj;a'

kqjKska uid bjiSfuka m%ydKh


l< hq;= wdY%j
B<g nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkj" bjiSfuka
m%ydKh l< hq;= wdY%j ;sfhkj' kqjKska ui uid bjish hq;=
wdY%j ;sfhkj'
iS;,g wyqfjkj" t;fldg fudl o lrkak ;sfhkafk'
bjiSfuka m%ydKh l< hq;=hs' riakhg wyqfjkj" bjiSfuka
m%ydKh l< hq;=hs' nv.skak we;sfjk" bjiSfuka m%ydKh l<
hq;h
= 's msmdih we;sfjkj" bjiSfuka m%ydKh l< hq;h
= 's urefjd
lkj" iuyr wjia:d j, tl urefjla we;s wfma oafIh
wjqiaikak' wehs ueiafil=g ne o@ t;fldg b;ska bjiSu mqre
lf<d;a ;uhs taflka wmg .e,fjkafk ;sfhkafk'

fnodf.k lEu'''
B<g ^re;a;dkx rd.;dkx jpkm:dkx& krl yg"
krl wdldrfhka meKsp kskaod wmydi bjikak lshkj'
bjiSfuka lshkj tajd m%ydKh lrkak ;sfhkafk' t;fldg ta
kskaod" wmydi j,g tlla tlla .dfk W;a;r fokak .sfhd;a
meg,s meg,S hkjd' wms tajd bjikak fk' b;ska nqrcdKka
jykafia tajdg fyd| ,iaikg Wmfoia ,d ;sfhkjd'
tl ojila nq rcdKka jyka f ia j fydhdf.k wdjd
wlafldai Ndroajdc lsh, nuqfKla nqrcdKka jykafiag fyd|fgda
u nekakd' kskaod wmydi l<d' nqqrcdKka jykafia tajd wyf.k
b|, miafia wykjd"
Tn kEoE f.j,a j, hkj o@ lsh,'
hkj lsjd'
ta hkfldg le,s fm,a wrka hkj o@

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

215

f.kshkj lsjd'
kakg miafi ta wh tajd tmd lSfjd;a fudlo lrkafk@
lsh, weyqjd'
wd'''' tajd wms lkj lsjd'
b;ska nqrcdKka jykafia lshkj" tfyk Tn f.kdmq
Th le,s fm,s l ug tmd' Tn u l wkqNj lr .kak
lsh,'
uf.a l%uh;a talhs' hfula h wdldrhlg wmydi lrkjd
o" ta f.d,af,du tal j<|k tlhs we;af;' t;fldg nqrcdKka
jykafia ;uhs tal ,iaikg wmg lshd kafk' tafl y ,iaikg
;sfhkjd"
hlsis flfkla lsmqKq flkdg fmr,d lsfmkjd k
fnodf.k j<|k flfkla oafI lrk tlaflkdg fmr,d oafI
lrkjd k thd fnod.k wkqNj lrkj ffjr lrk flkdg
fmr<d ffjr lrkj k fnod f.k wkqNj lrkjd' uu k
leu;s keye fnodf.k wkqNj lrkak'

Ou ud.fh hqKqjla ,nkak leu;s k'''


udrdka;sl fokd mjd bjikak mqre fjkak
fk
f iQ;% foaYkdfj ;sfhkak talfka' krl yg f jpk
tk fldg thd fudlo lrkak fk' bjikak fk'
Wmamkakdx idldkx fokdkx laLdkx ;smamdkx Lrkx
lgqldkx wid;dkx wukdmx mdKyrkx wjdil cd;sflda fyda;s
Yl la fokd tkj" bji.kak ne ;rf wudre" lgql"
llY fokd' taj;a bjikak mqjka fjkak kE lshkj'
ta bjiSu ;=< ;uhs thdg yg.kak ;sfhk wdY%j m%ydKh
lrkak ;sfhkafk' b;ska nqrcdKka jykafia fmkaj, fokjd f
yg bjif.k jdih lrk fldg wdY%j yg .kafk kE' bjiqfj
ke;ak tajfha wdY%j jvd jOkh fjkj' wdY%j jvd jOkh
fjk fldg thdg ;sfhkafk uyd mSvdld fohla' t;fldg bjik

216

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

flkdg bjiSu ksid fkd bjiSfuka yg .kak yeu wdY%jhla u


m%ydKh fj,d hkjd' ta ksid bjish hq;= ;ekaj, bjikak
fk'

kqjKska i,ld u.yefuka m%ydKh


l< hq;= wdY%j
B<g nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd" ^l;fp
NslL
a f" wdijd mjckd myd;nd& uyfKks" f wdY%jhka w;r
kqjKska i,ld mjck lsfuka" ta lshkafk wdY%hg hkafk
ke;sj w;ayefuka m%ydKh l< hq;= wdY%j ;sfhkj'
^mixLd fhdaksfida pKavx y;ax mjf;s& ka ta ldf,
f.dvdla u mhska ;uhs .uka lf<a' b;ska ta hk fldg le<E no
mdrj,a yn fjk fldg fjdfha bkakjd" pKav yiahd - ;ks
we;d bkakj' t;fldg fuhd uu Nh kE' uu is,aj;a flfkla
fk lsh, biairyg hkj' thd ta kqjKska ui, fkfuhs tfyu
lrkafk' thd ys;kafk thdf. iS,h ksid Tlafldu nh fj,d
;sfhkak fk lsh,' tal ;uhs thdf. ;sfhk wdfhdaksfida
ukisldrh' thd .sys,a,d wmrdfo wr i;df.ka uere lkj'
kqjKska uikjd lshkafk tal fkfuhs" pKav yia;shd
kqjKska ui,d mjckd l< hq;=hs' ta mdfr hkafk ke;=j
fjk mdrl hkak kE' t;fldg ^pKav wiaix& iuyr wiamfhd
bkakj" ier wiamfhd Th /f,ka mekmq wiamfhd" ksii
a q lalu
ysyer lrkj' b;ska kqjKska uik flkd fudl o lrkafk' ta
ud.fhka u. yer, hkak fk'

uu mek, hkafk kE'''


Th fld .yk ldf,a" wms wkk tl mjq,la ;snqKd' ta
mjqf, ysfh ;d;a; hs" wu hs" Th orefjd lSm fofkl=hs ;rhs'
b;ska f t,a'''B' m%foaYfha wk;=re toa ta wu hs" orefjd
l hs lSjd" ;d;af;a" wms b|, yhkafk kE' wms blaukg mek,
huq' f bvlv foam, .ek l,amkd lr, yhkafk kE ka
lsh, lshmqjd u wr ;d;a;d lshkjd WU, m,h,a,' uu fufy
bkak ksiaiq ld,hla ;siafi b|ka wkkj' ug k f ksiaiq
fudlj;a lrkafk kE lsh,'

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

217

b;ska wr wh fhdaksfida ukisldrfha fhfokjd' ta wh


l,amkd l<d" lrkak fohla kE wms huq lsh,' w;g wyqfjp foa
wrf.k mek,d .shd' ta wu hs" orefjd l hs wog;a j;a
fjkj' ;d;a;dj myqjod u t,a'''B ldrfhd we;a ur, u'
lalo kqjKska uid re l< hq;= tl re fkd lsu'

u. fkd u. k f.k - iqiq l, o k f.k'''


B<g iev f.dkd' iuyr ;ekaj, bkak mqjka iev
f.dkakq' ta jf.a u iev n,a,d' ta jf.a wk;=re ;sfhk fldg tajd
fmks fmkS hkak tmd lshkj' kqjKska uid tal u. ykak
lshkj'
ta jf.a u Nhdkl imhd lalyu wd''' ug imfhd
m%Yakhla kE lsh, tfyu hkak tmd lshkj' u. ykak lshkj'
B<g ldKq" lgq ,eye" m%md;" j<j,a lalyu tajd u. yer,
hkak lshkj' tal ;uhs lshkj t;k kqjKska ui, lrkak
;sfhk foa'
ta jf.a u lshkj ;ukag .e,fmkafk ke;s ;ekaj, bkak
tmd lsh,' ;ukag .e,fmkafk ke;s ;ekaj, bkafk ke;sj tal
kqjKska ui, uyer, hkak fk lshkj'
wld,fha ixpdrh;a talg whs;shs' ta ld,fh;a l
;s, ;sfhkj' ka jqk;a ? ;siafi Tkak wekj" fndalal=
.dfka jdfj,d bkakj' fudlla y fydrlula jqk .uka
wyqfjkafk ldj o@ ta flkdj wyqfjkj' talg fya;=j@ kqiqiq
;ek isu' b;ska kqjKska ui, thd ta ;ekaj, bkafk kE
w;dkj'

u.ykak - wi;amqreIhd
B<g ;sfhkjd mdm ;%h" kqjKska ui, w; ykak
fk' fudlo fya;=j@ mdm;%hd weiqre lrkak .sfhd;a kqjKe;s
in%yaupdka jykafiaj;a ksiaiq i,lkj mgq f.df od,d'
hym;a flkd" kqjKe;s" is,aj;a" .=Kj;a flkd mjd ta f.dvg
od,d i,lkjd' ta ksid weiqre lrkafk ke;sj mdm ;%hd
wi;amr
q eihd whska lrkak lshkjd' t;fldg f jf.a mdm;%hka
kqjKska uid ;ukaf.a weiqfrka neyer lsfuka neyer fkd

218

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

lsfuka yg .kakd wdY%j fudlj;a yg.kafk kE' t;fldg fudlo


fjkafk' ta neyer fkd lsu ksid Wmkak ;sfhk wdY%j m%ydKh
fj,d hkjd' t;fldg ta yg ;uhs ta wdY%j m%ydKh fj,d
hkafk'
t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia ta ta wjia:d j, f m%ldY
lrk foaj,a yhg u wms wkq.ukh lf<d;a wmg fndfydau lror
wvq ;hla fk ;sfhkafk ka lror we;sfjkafk f foaj,a
j,g meg,S isfuka" inkaO fuka" b;ska inkaO fkd
yshyu lror yg .kafk kE' lror j,ska f, bkak mqjka'

kqjKska uid neyer lsfuka m%ydKh


l< hq;= wdY%j
B<g nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokjd ^fkdaokd
myd;nd& fl imQ Kfhka u wNHka ; r tlla ' i;r
i;smGdkfha jdih lsfuka ;rhs fl lrkak mqjka fjkafk'
ta ;uhs kqjKska uid neyer l< hq;=" re l< hq;= wdY%j' ta
;uhs" ldu ;lh'
^kdjdfia;s& thd kqjKska ui, bjikafk kE tal' ta
lshkafk tal ys;k
s a ms<.
s kafk kE' ^mcy;s& w;a ykj" ^fkdafoa;s&
re lrkj" ^nHka;l
S frda;&s wNdjhg m;a lrkjd" ^wkNdjx .f;s&
wdfh yg.kafk ke;sfjk ;;ajhg m;a lrkjd

hqoafog .sh fin,d'''


foaYkdjl ;sfhkj Wkajykafia NslaIqj yuqodjg nek
finf<l=g Wmud lr,' zfhdaOdjQmuZ iQ;%fha ;sfhkafk' Tkak
yuqodjg finf<la nef|kj' Tkak ka hqoafog hkj' t;fldg
wE; wefykj fnr y~' t;fldg u fuhd ;e;s .kakj' Nh
fjkj' u< my fjkj' Bg miafia fuhdg fiakdfj bkak nE'
fuhd mek, hkj'
ta jf.a lshkj' Tkak uyK fjkj' uyK fjkafk flf,ia
kikak' uyK fj,d l ld,hla hk fldg fuhdg wdrx fjkj
zwkak" Wf hdj nekaod" Tkak wij,a wh fyd|g bkakj'Z
fjd wykak ,efnk fldg fudlo fjkafk' f Yohla fk
weyekafk' fnr y~ weyqkyu ;e;s .kakj jf.a fuhdg ldu

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

219

;l Wmkj" f l;dj weyqk .uka u' zwfka uu f ;ks


fj,d lr.;a;= fohlaZ lsh,' Bg miafia isjqre yer, hkj'
fiakdfjka mek, .sh fin<d jf.a'

fiai;a" Oc Tijdf.k Th tkafka ur fik hs'''


;j flfkla bkakjd" thd tfyu talg lmd fjkafk
ke;s finf,la' ta fin<d ;j biairyg hkjd' hkfldg wE;ska
tkj fmakj wr reoaO ck;dj' i;=re n,f. fld Wiaif.k'
ta fld fmakfldg fudlo lrkafka' fuhd ;e;s .kakjd' Nh
fjkjd' fuhdg biairyg hkak nE' Bg miafia fiakdfjka mek,d
hkjd'
f jf.a ;uhs me jqk flkdg wdrx fjkj zTkak
hdjd fufyuhs' fufyu jqkdZ lshkj' .Kka .kafk kE fuhd
tal' kuq;a fuhd hkfldg fuhdg weia folg olskak ,efnkj"
ta f.d,af,d ,iaikg ieris,d ikaf;daIfhka yskd fj hk y'
t;fldg wfhdaksfida ukisldrfha fhfokj' t;fldg fudlo
fjkafk@ kQmka lduh Wmkj' zwd''' ug;a ;snqkfk fufyu
lrkak'Z ta lshkafka wfhdakf
s ida ukisldrfha fhfok flkdg fmd
fohla we;s'

isysk f,dalfha wmQre pdldj''''


tl ;ekl ;sfhkjd fmd yduqre flfkla" jgdm;l=hs"
mslr jf.al=hs wrf.k wdjd f,dl= yduqrejkag mQcd lrkak'
f,dl= yduqrefjd tal ms<.
s ;af; kE' Wkajykafiaf.a w,afmaPlu
ksi hs tal ms<s.;af; ke;af;' ta jqkdg fmd yduqrefjd ys;=fj
fldfydu o@ fl lf<a ;ryg lsh,' wfhdaksfida ukisldrh ksi
hs tfyu jqfka'
f,dl= yduqrejkag b;ska ta fmd yduqrefjd mjka ..y
bkak fldg l,amkd l<d zuu f.kdmq mslr ms<s.;af; kE' ug
jevla kE fufy b|,'Z ka f ys;kafk wfhdakf
s ida ukisldrfhka'
b;ska l,amkd lrkjd zuu hkj" .syska fj<fy<|dula lrkj'
B<g l=Uqre lE,a,la .kakj' Bg miafia ;j lla tal hqKq
lr, yrla mhla .kakj' tal;a uu ;j lla hqKq lr,"
zuu lidohla nkj' Bg miafia uu <uhs jvdf.k wfma f,dl=
yduqrejkaj n,kak tkjd' tod mslr ms<.
s ;af; ke;s ksid Tkak

220

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

uu wdj lsh, fmkakkak tkj' t;fldg nefj,dj;a ydfkaf.a


w;s k a jrola j ;a fj,d <uh w;yerefkd;a tfyu f,dl=
yduqrefjd biair lsh, n,kafk kE" uu fokj mdrla lsh, wr
jgdm;ska f,dl= yduqrejkaf.a Tjg .eyqjd' f,dl= yduqrefjd
weyqjd" yd'''' fmd ku' ydfkag .ykak ne tlg o ug .eyqfj
lsh,' t;fldg jkak ,eyeia;s jqkd' t;fldg w,a,f.k lSjd
zl ;uhs wfhdaksfida ukisldrh' l ke;s lr.kakZ lsh, lSj'
t;fldg wmg fmakjd f ldu ;lh yg.;a;d u ta ldu
;lh w;ayefh ke;ak kQmka wdY%j Wmkj' Wmka wdY%j
je hqKq fjkjd'

ysre i fol u w; .Ej o ldufhka k


freula ke;'''
ldu ;lh w;ykak fyd|u foa ;uhs lduhkaf.a
wdkj fufkys lsu' t;fldg ldu ;l fyd|g w;ykak
mqjka' wr tl ;ekl ;sfhkj" ,s l=Kq .df.k or hla
wrf.k jeoafola jf.a ukqIHfhla tkjd fmd iajdka jykafia,d
msila biairyg' f fmd iajdka jykafia,d f ukqIHhdf.a
rEmS nj l, yskdfjkak mgka .;a;d'
f ukqiaihd or h me;a;lska ;sh, fmd iajdka
jykafia,d biairyg .shd' .syska lSjd fmd yduqrejfka" Tn
jykafia,d f y| w;.d, ;sfhkj o@ lsh,' uu Roa n,fhka
f y| w;.dmq tlaflfkla lsjd' Tn jykafia,d ysre u~,
w;.d, ;sfhkjd o@ weyqj' uu Th jf.a isjqrla fmdrjf.k
Roa n,fhka ysre w;.dmq tlaflfkla' lsjd' ka n,kak
lSjd lduh iska udj f.k wdmq ;ek' tod ;uhs ta fmd
yduqrejkag weia werefk' t;fldg ldufha wdkj i,lk fldg
;uhs ldu ixl,amkdj neyer fjkafk'

.f,a fldgk wl=re jf.a ueflkafk kE'''


B<g jHdmdo ixl,amh' jHdmdo ixl,amh lSf ;ry'
;ry we;sfjk mqoa.,hka bkakjfk' ;=ka fofkla' tla flfkla
bkakj .f,a flgqj jf.a' wdfh b;ska thdf. ;ry ke;sfjkafk
kE' m,s .ekSfuka ila tal ke;s lr.kak l%uhla thd okafk
kE' t;fldg ;j tlaflfkla bkakj' thd je,af, brla weka|d

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

221

jf.a l ojila hkfldg tal ke;s fj,d hkjd' ;j tlaflfkla


bkajd c,fha we|mq brla jf.a tal ta ieKska u ke;sfj,d hkjd'
t;fldg jHdmdo ixl,amkdj we;s fjk fldg thd tafl
wdkj fufkys lrkak fk' f jHdmdoh ukqiai ika;dkfh
Wmkafk ys; iqj msKsi fkdfjhs' wys; msKsi" l msKsi u hs
wk:h msKsi u hs' fudlo f jHdmdoh ksid u iuyre u
urKjd" mshd urKjd" ry;=ka urKjd" nqrcqkf
a .a f,a fid,jkjd"
ix>fNaoh lrkjd' f Tlafldu jHdmdoh ksid lrk foaj,a'
t;fldg jHdmdoh ksid kQmka mdm lu /ia lrkj" Wmojd
.kakjd' ksrfh hkjd" ;sika wmdfh hkjd" fm%;
a f,dalfha hkjd"
fkdfhla jO nkaOk j,g Ndckh fjkjd'

;ry ury n,df.khs'''


ka nq rcdKka jyka f ia f .a ldf, is jq k is
n,kfldg" jemq r u ;s f hka f k jHdmdo ixl,a m h ks i d"
Wkajykafiag lr, ;sfhk foaj,a' t;fldg wmg meye,sj fmakjd
i;r i;smGdkfha fhfok tlaflkd jHdmdo ixl,amh wdmq .uka
thd olskjd fl wl=i,a' t;fldg thd tal m%ydKh lrkak
l,amkd lrkjd'
ka wr foajo;a;, jf.a wh tl me;a;lska n,kj kdY
lrkak' ta me;a; ke;s fjk fldg ;j me;a;la fydhkj kdY
lrkak' ta me;af;ka wid:l fjk fldg ;j me;a;la fydhkj'
wka;sug n,k fldg kdY fj,d ;sfhkafk ldj o@ ;uka u hs
kdY fj,d ;sfhkafk' t;fldg b;ska f jf.a oafIfha ;sfhk
iajNdjh' tal kqjKska i,l, f re lrkak fk' m%ydKh
lrkak kE' kQmojkak kE' wNdjhg m;a lr jkak fk'

ieu ;siafiu ieflka bkafk wehs@


B<g ysxid ixl,amh;a ;sfhkjd' ysxid lshkafk
ysxid-mSvd lsf leue;a; fl we;s fjk fldg kqjKska i,l,
re lrkak fk'
fyd|g ffu;%sh hqKq lsfuka" bjiSu hqKq lsfuka"
lreKdj hqKq lsfuka" f wl=i,a m%ydKh lrkak mqjka lu
;sfhkj' ke;ak noaO ffjrh we;s jk mqoa.,hdg" oafIh

222

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

we;s mqoa.,hdg" uy f,dl= fohla lrkak fk kE' iq fohla


lsjy u we;s'
wr lalfk ud.kahd' iq fohla lsjyu we;s' ta iq
foh uq,a lrf.k thdg Yd, m;la lrd hkak tal m%udKj;a
jqkd' f ksid kqjKska i,l,d thd tal re lrkak fk'

kqjKska l,amkd lrkak mqjka k''''


t;fldg ldu ;l" jHdmdo ;l" ysxid ;l ;uhs
ta lSfj" B<g ;sfhkj' ^WmkQmkafkak mdmfla wl=if,a Of&
WmkQmka mdmS wl=i, Ouhka ykf.k thd neyer lrkak
fk'
t;fldg ka fjd lrkak ;sfhkafk ;u ;uka iska u
hs' nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkj' fl Y%jK ud;%hlska" ta
lshkafk weiS muKlska" l;s; ud;%hlska l;d l< muKlska
imQK jk fohla fkfuhs" fl lSjg miafi tal ys;g wrf.k
tal kqjKska l,amkd lrkak mqjka flkdg f Ouh hqKq
lrkak mqjka' kqjKska l,amkd lrkak ne tlaflkdg tal
lrkak nE' t;fldg ta kqjKska l,amkd lsu ;uhs" l< hq;af;'
kqjKska l,amkd lf<a ke;ak yeu ;siafi u ys;kafk"
Ou ldrKhla lSj;a" ys;kafk nekak lsh,' leiai;a ys;kafk
wmydi l<d lsh,' ne fj,dj;a fl, .eyqj;a" ys;kafk thdg
fl< .eyqj lsh,' ta lshkafk kqjKska l,amkd fkd lrk flkd
yeu ;siafi u n,kafk ieflka' ta ielh ksid ;uhs fyd|la
lrkak .sh;a" thdg fmakf
a k fudlla o@ krlla jf.a u hs fmakf
a k'
tlg tl l<d jf.a u hs fmakafk' fudlo fya;=j@ ta wfhdaksfida
ukisldrfha ye'

iu: - oYkd Ndjkd jYfhka


m%ydKh l< hq;= wdY%j
B<g nq rcdKka jyka f ia fmka j d fokjd ^l;f
NslaLf" wdijd Ndjkd myd;nd@& Ndjkd jYfhka wdY%j m%ydKh
lrkj k fudkj o ta Ndjkd@ ^bO NslaLf" NslaLq mixLd
fhdakf
s ida i;s ifndx.x Ndf;s& fuys,d NslI
a j
q kqjKska ui,
iu: oYkd ;=< msysg,d p;=rdh i;H wjfndaOh msKsi isysh
jvkj'

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223

fudlla o isysh@ lh ms<sn|j isysh jvkjd" u .ek


isysh jvkjd" is; .ek isysh jvkjd" mxp kSjrK" mxp
Wmdodkia l ka O " wdh;k wdh .ek is y s h jvkjd' i;r
i;smGdkh jvkj wdh i;Hh wjfndaOh b,lal lrf.k'
tal ;uhs i;s ifndx.h'
t;fldg tal fldfyu o jvkafk" ^fl ksiais;x& ta i;s
ifndx.h jvk fldg" mxp kSjrKhkaf.ka is; neyer
fjkj' t;fldg flhs' ^rd. ksiais;x& fkd we,au weiqre
lrf.k ^ksfrdaO ksiais;x& ;Kayd ksfrdaOh weiqre lrf.k"
^fjdiai.a. mKdx& ksjk wruqKq lrf.k ;uhs thd f isysh
jvkafk'
t;fldg f ysf;a /ljrKh i,ikafk fudflka o@
isysfhka' t;fldg f fndx. Ouhkaf.a wx. tl fudlla
o@ isysh' isysfhka f;drj fndx. fudl=;a kE'

wjfndaOhg wkqj kqjK yeisru'''


B<g fudlla o@ Ouph ifndx.h' ph
lshkafk kqjKska uiSu' Ou lshkafk Ouh' isysh ;snqfKd;a
;uhs tal lrkak mqjka fjkafk' isysh ke;sk nE' t;fldg
thd kqjKska uikjd" mxp WmdodkialkaOh" wdh;k yh mp
iuqmamdoh" ta yg kqjKska uioa tal ;uhs Ou ph
ifndx.h'
wks;H foa wks;H jYfhka wjfndaO u msKsi kqjKska
uioa" la foa la jYfhka wjfndaO u msKsi kqjKska uioa"
wkd;au foa wkd;au yehg wjfndaO u msKsi kqjKska uioa
l=i,a wl=i,a fyd|g f;are .kakj' wl=i,a neyer lrkj' l=i,a
jvkj' f Tlafldu ;sfhkafk kqjKska uiSu;a tlalhs'

wjfndaOh msKsi islrk hh'''


t;fldg ta kqjKska uiSu yhg lrk fldg kSjrK
Ouhkaf.ka neyer fj,d flf,ia kik ud.fha hk fldg h
ifndx.h Wmkj'
ta Wmk hh ;uhs"

224

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

Wmka wl=i,hka m%ydKh lsug fuhdg hh Wmkj'


kQmka wl=i,a kQmoug fuhdg hh Wmkj'
Wmka l=i,a je hqKq lr.ekSug hh Wmkj'
kQmka l=i,a Wmojd .kak hh lrkj'

tfyu k" thdg l=i,a .ek;a wjfndaOhla ;sfhkj'


wl=i,a .ek;a wjfndaOhla ;sfhkj' wjfndaOhla ke;ak fuhdg
f hh lrkak nE' wl=i,a yg.ksoa fuhd okafk kEfk fj
wl=i,a lsh,' l=i,a okafk;a ke;ak" wl=i,a okafk;a ke;ak
fuhdg hh lrkak nE' hh yhg lrkak k wl=i,a k
.kak fk' wl=i,aj, wdkj k .kak fk' t;fldghs thdg
wl=i,a m%ydKh lsf fklula we;s fjkafk'
l=i,a yk.kak fk' l=i,a j, hym; wk.kak fk'
t;fldghs thdg f l=i, ud.h hqKq lsf klula we;s
fjka f ka ' t;fldg wka k ta ud.fh thd hh kue;s
fndx.h hqKq lrkj' t;fldg wl=i,a re fjkfldg l=i,a
hqKq fjk fldg fuhdg fudlla o we;s fjkafk'

wjfndaOh msKsi u hs f m%S;sh;a'''


^mS;s ifndx.x Ndf;s& fuhdg m%S;sh we;s fjkj'
f,dl= m%S;shla we;s fjkj' uu ka Ou ud.h hqKq lrk
flfkla' uu wl=i,a neyer lrk flfkla' l=i,a jvk flfkla'
uu f Ou ud.fha isysh msysgqjk flfkla lsh,' ta yg
isf;a wl=i,a neyer fjk fldg l=i,a jefvk fldg we;s fjk
m%S;sh;a ;sfhkafk wdh i;Hh wjfndaOh msKsi u hs'

ieye,afjka hq;=j wjfndaO lrkak'''


B<g ta m%S;sh ksid u fuhdf. lh;a ieye,a fjkj'
is;;a ieye,a fjkj' tal;a ;sfhkafk wdh i;Hh wjfndaOhg
u hs' t;fldg fudlo fjkafk" fuhdf. iudh jefvkj'
t;fldg iudh fhduq lr, ;sfhkafk;a wdh i;Hh wjfndaOhg
u hs' ud. wx.hla yehg fuhdg ;sfhkj t;fldg tal;a'
^fl ksii
a ;
s x& flfhka hq;j
= " ^rd. ksii
a ;
s x& we,au refjk"
^ksfrdaO ksiais;x& we,au ksreoaO fjk" ^fjdiai.a. mKdx& ksjk
lrd hk yg ;uhs iudh we;s fjkafk'

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

225

wjfndaOhg fya;=jk WfmalaIdj'''


B<g Wfma l a L d ifndx.h" ta ls h ka f k f
;%,
s laIKh f;afrk fldg" f mxp Wmdodk ialkaOhla ;sfhkafk"
we;s ke;s hk Ou;djhla ;sfhkafk lsh,d wjfndaOh we;s
fjkfldg thdg WfmalaIdjla we;s fjkjd'
ka f < orefjla uf.ka weyqjd" iajdka jykai"
iem" la" WfmalaId lsh, ;=kla ;sfhkjd' t;fldg f
;=fkka WfmalaId u fka o hqKq lrkak fk lsh,' uu
lSjd" kE''' kE''' WfmalaId u hqKq lrkak nE lsh,' fudlo
ta@ ta iem" la" WfmalaId lsh, h ula ;sfhkj o" ta
;=k u ;sfhkafk iamYh m%;Hfhka' t;fldg iamYh ke;s fj,d
hkfldg ta ;=k u fjkia fj,d hkjd' ta ksid tal nqoaO
foaYkdfj ;sfhkafk fldfydu o@
iem fokdj lla jYfhka n,kak lSjd" la fokdj
W,la jYfhka n,kak lSjd' WfmlaId fokdj wks;Hh jYfhka
n,kak lSj" b;ska f wjfndaOh ;=< we;sfjk WfmalaIdj hs
wmg fk' WfmalaId fokdj fkfuhs' t;fldg fl ksjerj
f;are .kak fk' ka wmg we;sfjk WfmalaId fokjd wmg
;shd.kak nE' ta wehs@ ta iamYh ke;s fjk fldg ta WfmalaIdj
ke;s fjkjd' kuq;a wjfndaOfhka we;s fjk WfmalaIdj tfyu
tlla o@ kE' tal wjfndaOhla' tal [dKhla' tal ;uhs fu;k
WfmalaLd ifndx.h lsh, lshkafk'
t;fldg ta WfmalaLd ifndx.h ^fl ksiais;x&
flfhka ^rd. ksiais;x& fkd we,afuka hq;=j" ^ksfrdaO ksiais;x&
we,au ksreoaO jk wdldrhg ^fjdiai.a. mKdx& ksjk lrd fhduq
fj,d Th ima; fndx. hqKq lrkj' i;s" Ouph" h"
mS;s" miaioa" iud" WfmalaLd lshk f fndx. Ouhka hqKq
lrkj' hqKq lrk fldg ta fndx. Ouhka hqKq u ksid
wdY%jhka laIh fj,d hkjd'

u;l o wdY%j laIh fjk l%u l'''


t;fldg n,kak" wdY%j laIh fjk l%u lShla ;sfhkjo@
01'

oYkfhka m%ydKh l< hq;= wdY%j ;sfhkj' t;fldg ta


yg thd tal m%ydKh lrkak fk'

226

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

02'

ixjr fuka m%ydKh l< hq;= wdY%j ;sfhkj' t;fldg


ixjr fuka ;uhs ta wdY%j m%ydKh jkafk'

03'

kqjKska uid fiajkh lsfuka ismih mfNda. lsfuka


m%ydKh l< hq;= wdY%j ;sfhkj' tajd ismih kqjKska uid
mfNda. lsu u; ;uhs m%ydKh fjkafk'

04'

bjiSfuka m%ydKh l< hq;= wdY%j ;sfhkj' tajd m%ydKh


fjkafk bjiSfuka u hs'

05'

kqjKska uid u yefuka m%ydKh l< hq;= wdY%j ;sfhkj'


ta wdY%j kqjKska uid neyer lsfuka ;uhs m%ydKh
fjkafk'

06'

kqjKska uid re lsfuka m%ydKh l< hq;= wdY%j ;sfhkj'


tajd re fjkafk kqjKska uid re lsfuka'

07'

Ndjkd jYfhka ima; fndx. hqKq lsfuka m%ydKh


l< hq;= wdY%j ;sfhkjd' t;fldg tajd m%ydKh fjkafk
fndx. Ouhka hqKq lsfuka ;uhs'

l<hq;= ish,a, l< flkd'''


b;ska nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd mskaj;a
uyfKks" h ojil NslaIqjg" oYkfhka m%ydKh h hq;=
wdY%jhka m%ydKh jqkd k" ixjr fuka m%ydKh h hq;=
wdY%jhka m%ydKh jqkd k" kqjKska uid mfNda. lsfuka
m%ydKh h hq;= wdY%jhka m%ydKh jqkd k" bjiSu ;=<k
s a m%ydKh
h hq;= wdY%jhka m%ydKh jqkd k" kqjKska uid mjckh
lsfuka m%ydKh l< hq;= wdY%jhka m%ydKh jqkd k" kqjKska
uid re lsfuka m%ydKh l< hq;= wdY%jhka m%ydKh jqkd k"
Ndjkd jYfhka ima; fndx. Ouhka jefuka m%ydKh
l< hq;= wdY%jhka m%ydKh jqkd k"
^whx jqp;s NslL
a f" NslL
a q indijixjr ixjqf;da yr;s&
thdg ;uhs lshkafk ishu wdY%j j,ska f, ixjr fj,d
jdih lrk" ^wdijlaLh& is h u wdY% j j,s k a kq flkd"
^wfPd ;Kayx& thdg ;uhs lshkafk ;Kaydj ke;s lrmq flkd"
^jdj;a;dhS ixfhdackx& thdg ;uhs lshkafk ish nkaOk blaujd

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

227

.sh flkd ^iud udkdNsiuhd& udkh ukdfldg wjfndaO lr,


^wka;uldis laLiaid;s& f l wjika lrmq flkd lshkafk thdg'

fhdksfida ukisldrh ;r ;j;a fohla ;sfhkjo@


wms;a f Ou ud.fh .uka lsf wmg ;sfhkafk;a
mq mqjka yg f wdY%jhka yg fkd .kak ud.h hqkq
lrkak ;uhs b;sk'a talg uu uq,k
s a u lsjfka" nqrcdKka jykafia
uq,ska u wdY%j .ek foaYkd lrkak l,ska lSjd" okak flkdg hs"
olsk flkdg hs lSjd fl lrkak mqjka' fudlla okak olsk
flkdg o@
fhdaksfida ukisldrh fudlla o lsh, okak flkd" olsk
flkd' wfhdaksfida ukisldrh fudlla o lsh, okak flkd" olsk
flkd ;rhs lSjd'
f fkd okakd fkd olsk flfkl=g fl lrkak mqjka
lula kE' t;fldg thd yhg f;are .kak fk' fhdaksfida
ukisldrh kshu yg is jqfkd;a wdY%jhka m%ydKh jk jev
ms<f
s j,lg thd hkj' wfhdakf
s ida ukisldrh ;snf
q Kd;a wdY%jhka
jefvk jevms<f
s j,lg thd hkjd' y ,iaikg fl f;dar.kak
mqjka'
ka n,kak" wdY%j y; ia;r lrkak l,ska nqrcdKka
jykafia imQK uQ,sl moku fmkakqjd' t;fldg Wkajykafia
meye,sj foaYkd lr, ;sfhkj wNHka;l wx.hla yg
fhdaksfida ukisldrh ;r jQ fohla fjk nq weiska olskafk kE
lsh,' t;fldg n,kak imQKfhka u wNHka;r wx.hla
jYfhka mj;sk fhdaksfida ukisldrh u hs m%fhdackj;a jkafka'

iehq;a yshka ry;a jQ ye'''


ka n,kak idmq;a; uy ry;ka jykafia wry;ajhg m;a
fjkak biair fj,d .sl+g mjf;a iQlrl; lshk f,fka
nqrcdKka jykafia g mjka i, i, ysh' jevla lr lrfk
ys fh' mjka i,kj ls h ka f k' t;fldg >kl ls h k
mn%dclfhla nqrcdKka jykafiaj uqK .efykak weka Ou
l;djlg inkaO jqkd'
nqrcdKka jykafia Ouh foaYkd l<d' u .ek"
fokdf wks;Hh .ek" f iem-la-WfmalaId j, wks;Hh

228

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

.ek Ouhla foaYkd l<d' thd wyf.k bkak .uka fhdaksfida


ukisldrfh fhfokj' ka fl wyf.k bkakj idmq;;
a iajdka
jykafia' Wkajykafia;a mjka i, i,d fhdaksfida ukisldrfh
fhfokj' Ou foaYkdj wjika fjk fldg idmq;a; iajdka
jykafia wry;a M,hg m;a jqkd' wr >kl fidajdka jqkd'

kqjKska uiSu ke;ak'''


n,kak t;fldg f ydialu is jqfka fudflka o@
fhdaksfida ukislrfhka' t;fldg >kl fhdaksfida ukisldrfha
fhfk ke;ak" idmq;;
a iajdka jykafia fhdakf
s ida ukisldrfha
fhfk ke;ak ta foaYkdfj M,hla ;sfhkj o@ kE' M,hla kE'
t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia jod< foaYkdfj m%;sM,
iys; jqfka ula ksid o@ fhdaksfida ukisldrh ta Y%jKh lrk
flkd ;=< ;su ksid' Y%jKh lrk flkd ;=< fhdakf
s ida ukisldrh
ke;ak" tal ksl u ksl lKska wy, yq<f .sh fohla'
tprhs' fudl=;a fjkafk kE' ta ksid Y%jKh lrk flkd ;=<
fhdaksfida ukisldrh we;s u ;=< ;uhs ffl M, ,efnkafk'
thd ;uhs tal isyshg wrf.k kqjKska ui, f;are wrf.k
wjfndaO lrkafk' t;kska ;uhs Y%djlhd ys fjkafk' t;fldg
fhdaksfida ukisldrh f,dafl ksiqka w;r ke;ak lsisu ojil
ud.M, ,dNSka ys fjkafk kE' Ouh fldpr l;d l<;a ys
fjkafk kE' yenehs fhdaksfida ukisldrh fldhs ;r ;sn;a
Ouh l;d lf<a ke;ak ta;a ud. M, ,dNSka ys fjkafk kE'
tfyuk ud. M, ,dNSka ys fjkafk Ou Y%jKh hs" fhdakf
s ida
ukisldrh hs fofla tl;=j;a tlal hs'

l< hq;= foa ykd.kak'''


b;sx ta ksid f mskaj;=kag ta ,N foa ,e,d ;sfhkjd'
ta ksid f mskaj;=ka fhdaksfida ukisldrfha fhfokak' wfhdaksfida
ukisldrh w;a ykak' fufkys l< hq;= foa ykd f.k fufkys
lrkak' fufkys fkd l< hq;= foa ykdf.k w;a ykak' wdY%j
yg .kakd wdldrfhka fkdj wdY%j laIh jk wdldrfhka fhdakf
s ida
ukisldrfha fhfokafk'
mskaj;a ish fokdg u f f.!;u nqoaO rdcHfha u
W;= p;=rdh i;Hh Ouh jy jyd wjfndaO fjd'

id id id

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

229

f,djg jr jQ fidre;u
oyu

-ip Nx. iQ;%hY%oaOdjka; mskaj;=ks"


wo bf.k .kafka uu ksldhg whs;s iQ;% foaYkdjla'
f iQ;% foaYkdj wms ljqre;a wy, ;sfhk m%isoaO foaYkdjla'
ms;a fmdf;a ;a i|yka fjk ip Nx. iQ;%h' p;=rdh i;Hh
Ouh ia;r jYfhka fmkajd jod< foiqu'
nqrcdKka jykafia kula f,dalhg my< jqkd lshk f
lreK m<uqfjka u wms k.kafka ljr foaYkdfjka o@ Ou
plal mj;a;k iQ;% foaYkdfjka' t;fldg ta iQ;% foaYkdf ia;r
jkafka p;=rdh i;Hh hs' t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia p;=rdh
i;Hh Ouh foaYkd lsu Ou pl% m%j;kh hs' Ou pl%h
oy frdaoh lrleu hs' t;fldg ta ldrKh p;=rdh i;Hh
Ouh m%ldY lsu" Ou pl%h m%j;kh lsu nrKei bism;k
.odfha Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia wdrN l<d'

wf bmk wmf.a ;'''


ta Ou pl%h lrlef.k .shd fo ksia f,dalh mqrdjg
u' tal wjfndaO lr.;a;= wh i;r wmdfhka kd' flf,iqkf
a .ka
ksoyia jqkd' lska tf;r jqkd' ta Ou pl%h wjfndaO lr.kak
nefjp wh lrejf,a hk .ukl hkj' ta lrej, .uk yu
mqu tlla'

230

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

mskaj;=ks" wms lshuq fufyu tlla' wms ljqre;a lrejf,a


bm,d bkakjd' wms Wmkaod isg lrej, k ;sfhkafk" wms wfma
f lghq;= lr.kak fmd t<shla m;a;= lr.kakj' ka fyd|g
n,kak" wms lrej, fj,djg bmkaoula m;a;= lr.kakj' tafl
woyi wfma jef lr.kak ;rla t<shla yod.eks,a,' jef
;rhs" f,dalh t<sh ls,a,la kE'

iodld,sl wf u bkak whg k'''


t;fldg Wmka ojfi b|,d thd j;a fjkafka lrejf,a
k" thd uefrkafka lrejf,a k" thd kjd;eklg .shd u j;a
fjkak ;sfhkafka lrejf,a k" thdg lrejf,a fYaI;ajhla
;sfhkj o@ lrejf,a lsisu wuq;a;la kE' lrejf,a ysh hs lsh,
thdg mdvqjla fkkafk kE' ta jf.a ;uhs p;=rdh i;H Ouh
wjfndaO jqfka kE lsh, ksiqkag mdvqjla fkkafka kE' wms f
jevigyka fyg keje;a;=fjd;a" iqudkhla ksiaiq l=Kq l=Kq ..d
b|,d Bg miafia thd,f.a mdvqfj wr lrejf,a hk .uk hkj'
wfma wd,d iSh,d ljqre;a lE .y, we~qj o" wfka ug
wh i;Hh wjfndaO lr.kak nejqkd lsh,' kEfk' lrejf,a
wdjd' lrejf,a .shd' ta f.d,af,da fldfydu o lsfj@ Tkak <uhskg
a
b.ekakqjd' uu Tkak foam, bvlv l ,sh,d kakd' Tkak ta
f.d,af,d ka fyd|g bkakjd' wij,d wij,a rf" wij,d wij,a
rf' ka b;ska ug iekis,f
a , weia fol mshd.kak mqjka' Tfydu
fkfjhs o lsf@ tfyu ;uhs lsf'

ienEu wkaOldrh iy wjdikdj''''


tfyu k wmg fmakjd" lrejf,a bkak ukqii
a hg lrej,
.ek lsisu wk;=rla fmakafk kE' Wmka ojfia b|,d lrejf,a
j;a fj,d" lrejf,a u uefrkjd' ta jf.a u ;uhs wdh i;Hh
Ouh wjfndaO jqfka keye lsh, ffl wk;=r fmakafk kE' f
.uk hkjd' wmdfhys Wmkjd' wk;=r fmakafka kE' ;sifkla
Wkdg miafia fldfyo okafk' fmf; f,dafl Wmkakg miafia
thd tal l,amkd lrkafk kE' ksrfha Wmkakg miafia kE" ukqiai
f,dafl;a ke;s tfla' t;fldg wmsg fmakjd lrejf,a bkak
ukqiaihg ta lrej, m%Yakhla fkfjhs'

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231

kuq;a wyfnka jf.a flfkl=f.a f,dalhg br mdhkjd'


br mEjg mifia wr lrejf,a gq f,dalh kso wE;g fmakjd'
ysre t<sh ksid olsk f,dalh hs" lrejf,a olsk f,dalh hs w;r
fjkila keoao@ lrejf,a olskf
a ka jeysp f,dalhla' wdf,dalfhka
olskf
a k jD; fjp f,dalhla' ta jD; fjp f,dalh fmkakkak
y wudrehs' wehs yeu ;siafi u bkafk jeysp f,dafl ksid'

lKdue,s t<s'''
lrejf,a f.jk tlaflkdg lrejf,a ila thdg jef
lr.kak ;rla kel;la nejd u" flakaof nejd u" mQcdjla
;snd u tal uyd msysgla jf.a ;uhs thdg fmakafk' fudlo
fya;j
= @ lrejf,a isk ksid' t<shla .ek j.la kE' t<sfha bmkd
k" iQhhdf,dalh my, jqkd k" thd lrejf,hs" ysre t<sh
mEhQ f,dalfh hs fjki ykd.kakjd' wks;a flkd ykd.kafk
kE'
mskj
a ;=k"s h lsis flfkl=g iQhhd f,dalh n p;=rdh
i;Hh Ouh wkd.;af;d;a" kqjKska fufkys fldg f;are
.kak uykais .;af;d;a" Tyqf.a ;hg flfuka flfuka wr
|f.k wreK Wodfjkjd' tal fjkafka Y%oaOdj we;s fuka'
tfyu ke;ak kE'

fyd jHxckhl odmq yekaola fjkak tmd'''


f f,dalfha bkak msi nqrcdKka jykafia fldgia
follg fnjd' f Ouh wjfndaO fkd lrk msi yhg ye
jf.a' Ouh wjfndaO lrk msi j jf.a' ka wms lshuq" fyd
jHxckhl yekaola od,d ;sfhkjd' Wfoa;a ta fydoafo yekao
;sfhkjd" oyj,a n,oa;a ta fydoafo yekao ;sfhkj' rd;%sfh
n,oa;a ta fydoafo yekao ;sfhkjd' fydoafo u neif.k ;sfhkjd'
yekao .ek wjfndaOfhla ke;s flkd ys;kak mqjka" f yekao
yu mskajka; yekaola' fudlo fya;=j@ f yekao f rij;a
fydoafo meh isy;r u nei f.k ;sfhkjfka' ta;a fydoafo od,
;snqKg yekaog ri f;afrkafka kE'

Tn nqoau;a k"
fflka fyd| ,iaik WodyrKhla nq rcdKka jykafia

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uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

foaYkd lrkjd' flfkl=g Ouh .ek fyd| kqula ;sfhkak


mqjks' l:d lrkak mqjka ri lr lr' kuq;a yekao jf.a' taflka
;ukag jevla keye' yekaf|ka k b;ska f,daflg fnokak mqjks'
f,daflg k ,efnhs' tfyu wh yhg bkakj' jla jf.a fuka
;uhs" fydoafoa ri k.kak ;sfhkafk' wehs jg iamY fkd
ljr k rihlska hqla;hs o lsh,d k.kak yla kE'
nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d" keKj;d jla jf.a' ta ksid nqrcdKka
jykafia f.a Ouh wmsg ,nd.kak ;sfhkafka jla jf.a kqjK
md lr," m%{dj md lr,' tfyu ke;ak wmg ta Ouh
,nd.kak yla kE'

wehs f yK lr.yf.k''''
b;ska p;=rdh i;Hh Ouh ;uhs nqjrhka jykafia,d
f,dalhg fy,sor lrkafka' ta p;=rdh i;Hh Ouh wmg
wykak ,enqfkd;a ta flfrys wmg Y%oaOdj we;s jqfkd;a" wfma
;hg f,dl= u ms<sirKla" udj;la jD; fjkjd' ys;k ;r
f,ais tlla fkfjhs' fudlo fya;=j" ;uka u Yajdi lrmq ;Hd
Yajdi" ;ukaf.a u ;Hd l,amkd" ;uka u bf.k .;a;= wkjYH
foaj,a" wkjYH u;su;dka;r ;uhs ;ukaf.a u uqla;shg ndOd
fj,d ;sfhkafka' tal ksihs" j;udkfha Ouh wjfndaO lrk
msi b;du;a u wvq' Oufha kdufhka ;Hd oDIa rdYshlg
msi .eg .eys,d" isrfj,d isu ksid'

wkq;a;r jQ Ou pl%h m%j;kh lrk ,'''


f foaYkdj ta lsf" ip Nx. iQ;% foaYkdj idmq;;
a
uyry;ka jykafia foaYkd lrkafka' ta foaYkdjg fya;= N+; fjp
miqu wmf.a nqrcdKka jykafia iska ilia fldg jod<d'
ta kj, nqrcdKka jykafia jev isfha nrKei bism;k
.odfha' biair fj,d u Ou pl%h m%j;kh fjp ia:dkfha'
NslaIQka jykafia,d wu;d nqrcdKka jykafia fukak f m%ldYh
jod<d'
^;:d.f;ak NslaLf" wry;d iud inqoafk ndrKishx
bism;fka .odfha wkq;a;rx Ou plalx mj;a;s;x&

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

233

mskaj;a uyfKks" ;:d.; wry;a iud inq rcdKka


jykafia nrKei bism;k .odfha wkq;a;r jQ Ou pl%h
m%j;kh lrk ,' m%j;kh lrkjd lsf oy frdaoh
lrljkj'
^wmam;sj;a;h
s x iufKak jd n%dyaufKak jd foafk jd udfk
jd n%yauqkd jd flak jd f,daliax&
;:d.;hka jykafia oy frdaoh lrljkakg mgka
.;a;g miafia f,dalfha lsis flfkl=g" lsis u Y%uKfhl=g" lsis
u n%dyauKfhl=g" lsis u fofhl=g" lsis u udrfhl=g" lsisu
n%yaufhl=g" f,dlfha ta lsisfjl=g j;a tal kj;ajkak nE'

fkd kej;=k oy y~'''


;:d.;hka jykafia f.a Ou m%pdrh m<fjks foaYkdf
b|<d Wkajykafia msksjka mdkd wjidk yqiau fmdo olajd u ta
Ou pl%h m%j;kh lrf.k hkjd' f,dalfha lsis flfkl=g
tal kj;ajkak neye' talhs ffla ;sfhk wdYaph'
ndOd lr," kskaod lr," wmydi lr," flfKys,sl
lr," lsis fohlska ta Ou pl%h kj;ajkak neye'
ka wms nK lshdf.k hkjd' fl fk flfkl=g
kj;ajkak mqjks' ndysr flfkl=g fl kj;ajkak mqjka' fl
hk tl kj;ajkak mqjka' kskaod wmydi lrkak mqjka' bjr
lr, odkak mqjka' kuq;a ;:d.; wry;a iud inq rcdKka
jykafia f.a Ou pl%h f,dalfha lsis flfkl=g" ta Ou pl%h
m%j;kh u" p;=rdh i;Hh m%ldY lrf.k hdu" lsish u
l%uhlska kj;ajkak neye' n,kak fldpr wdYaphla o lsh,'
Oupla l mj;a ; k iQ ; % f ha fl ;uhs ;s f hka f ka ioa o
ukqiaidfiqx lsh,' fl ;uhs ta fojre lE .y, lshkafk'

nq rcdKka jykafia kula f,dalhg my< jqfka


wehs@
f,daflka f,daflg tal ;uhs lshdf.k .sfha' t;fldg
n,kak wmg ;sfhkak fk wmf.a Ydia;Dka jykafia fukak
fufyuhs f Ou pl%h meje;ajqf lsh, wvq.dfk wykakj;a

234

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

,efnkak fk' Y%oaOdj msysgqjd .kak fk' b;ska nqrcdKka


jykafia ;jrg;a jodrkjd" ta Ou pl%h ;uhs" ^hox p;=;a;x
wh ipdks& ta f p;=rdh i;Hh Ouh hs' ^wdlaLkd& m%ldY
lsu" ^foaikd& foaYkd lsu" ^m[a[mkd& meku" ^mGmkd&
msysgqu" ^jrKd& jrKh lsu" ^Nckd& fnod fnod lau"
^W;a;dkSlux& biau;= fldg fmkajd u'
t;fldg tfyu k b;d u meye,sj nqqoaO jpk j,ska
Tmamq fjkj" nqrcdKka jykafia kula f,dalhg my< f tlu
l;jHh" nqoaO lD;Hh l=ulao lsh,d'
p;=rdh i;H Ouh f,dalfhys ukd fldg m%j;kh
lsu hs' fo ksia f,dalhdg ljr wdh i;H y;rla o" l k
jQ wdh i;Hh lshd u" foaYkd lsu" meku" msyg
s
q u" jrKh
lsu" fno fnod fmkau" biau;= fldg lau' fla yg .ekSu
k jQ wdh i;Hh lshd u" foaYkd lsu" meku" msysgqu"
jrKh lsu" fno fnod fmkau" biau;= fldg lau' l
ksreoaO u k jQ wdh i;Hh lshd u" foaYkd lsu" meku"
msyg
s
q u" jrKh lsu" fno fnod fmkau" biau;= fldg lau'
l ksreoaO u msKsi mj;sk ud.h k jQ wdh i;Hh lshd
u" foaYkd lsu" meku" msysgqu" jrKh lsu" fno fnod
fmkau" biau;= fldg lau'

l<K ;=rka iu weiqr'''


t;fldg fl ;uhs ;:d.;hka jykafia kula wm%udK
jpk j,ska" wm%udK wl=re j,ska" wm%udK mo j,ska Wkajykafia
msksjka mdkd fudfy; olajd f,dalfhys m%j;kh lrf.k
hkafka" f p;=rdh i;Hh hs' f foaYkdj lr, nqrcdKka
jykafia fufyu foaYkd lrkjd'
^fia f : Ns l a L f" idmq ; a ; fud.a . ,a , dfka & ms k a j ;a
uyfKks" idmq;a; fud.a.,a,dk weiqre lrkak' ^Nc: NslaLf
idmq;a; fud.a.,dfka& mskaj;a uyfKks" idmq;a; fud.a.,a,dk
Nckh lrkak' ks;r weiqre lrkak' ^mKa;d& Wkajykafia,d
kqjKe;sh"s m%{djka;hs ^NslL
a q wkq..
a dyld in%yu
a pdkx& in%yu
a pd
NslI
a k
Q a jykafia,dg wkq.y
% lrkjd' fldfydu o ta wkq.y
% lrkafka
^fihH:dms NslaLf" cfkka;s tajx idmq;af;da& yhg
orejka jokd u jf.a idmq;a;hka jykafia'

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

235

idmq;a; uyry;ka jykafia orejka jokd u jf.a' ta


lshkafka idmq;a; uy ry;ka jykafia ;uhs" OudjfndaOhg
Wmldr lrkafka'
^fihH:dms cd;iai wdmdfoa;d tajx fLda fud.a.,a,dfkda&
fud.a.,a,dk uy ry;ka jykafia orejdj fmdaIKh lrk ls
wud jf.a'

ry;ka jykafia,df.a wkq.%yh'''


^idmq;af;da NslaLf" fida;dm;a;s Mf,a fka;s& mskaj;a
uyfKks" idmq;a;hka Y%djlhka fidajdka M,fhys yslaujkjd
fidajdka M,hg m;a fjk fldg we;s fjk [dKh fudlla o@
i;Hh [dKh ,nkj' p;=rdh i;Hh .ek wkak tal ,nd fokak
idmq;a; uy ry;ka jykafia ;uhs lshkj olaI'
^fud.a.,a,dfka W;a;u;af:a& fud.a.,a,dkhka jykafia
t;k b|,d by<g ilod.d" wkd.d" wry;ajh olajd Wo
lrkjd'
^idmq;f
a ;da NslL
a f mfyda;s p;a;d wh ipdks ;a:dfk
wdla;=x foafia;=x m[a[fma;=x" mGfma;=x" j;=x" N;=x"
W;a;dkSld;=ka;S& mskj
a ;a uyfKks" idmq;;
a hka jykafia p;=rdh
i;Hh Ouh ia;r jYfhka lshd ug" foaYkd lsug" meKug"
msyg
s q ug" jrKh lsug" fnod laug biau;= fldg laug
y olaIhs'
p;=rdh i;Hh Ouh biau;= lr lr fmkajkak y
olaIhs lshkj idmq;a; uy ry;ka jykafia'
nqrcdKka jykafia tal foaYkd lr,d ydrhg jevu
l<d' wdikfhka ke.sg,d Wkajykafia ;ukaf.a l=hg jevu l<d'
ka f isu ka f lshk foaYkdj is jkafka fldfyao@
nrKei bism;k .odfha' ka fu;k < idmq;a; uy ry;ka
jykafia jev bkakjd'
Nd.Hj;a nqrcdKka jykafia jevu fldg fkdfnda
f,djlska idmq;a; uy ry;ka jykafia NslaIq ix>hd wu;d
jod<d" m%sh wdhqIau;a uyfKks lsh,' Bg miafia idmq;a;hka
jykafia;a wr m%ldYh lrkjd' fldfydu o@

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uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

h<s;a jrla ;=ka f,daflg oy wefikjd'''


mskaj;a uyfKks" ;:d.; jQ wry;a jQ iud inq
rcdKka jykafia nrKei bism;k .odfha wkq;a;r jQ Ou
pl%h m%j;kh lrk ,' wkq;a;r jQ Ou pl%h lrljk ,'
^wmam;sj;a;h
s x& tal m%j;kh u kj;ajkak fyda wdmiq lrlj,
odkakg neye' f,dalfha fjk lsis Y%uKfhl=g" fofhl=g "
udrfhl=g fyda n%yu
a fhl=g fyda fjk lsif
s jl=g fyda tal kj;ajkak
nE' fudlla o ta Ou pl%h ^p;=;;
a x whipdkx& p;=h i;Hh
lshk Ou pl%h ta p;=rdh i;Hh Ouh'
wr nqrcdKka jykafia jod< hg u idmq;a; uy
ry;ka jykafia lshd fokj' NslaIQka jykafia,dg"
mskaj;a uyfKks" f p;=rdh i;H Ouh nqrcdKka
jykafia f,dalfhys ukd fldg m%j;kh lrkjd' fo ksia
f,dalhdg ljr wdh i;H y;rla o" l k jQ wdh i;Hh
lshd fokjd" foaYkd lrkjd" mkjkjd" msysgqjkjd" jrKh
lrkjd" fno fnod olajkjd" biau;= fldg olajkjd' fla yg
.ekSu k jQ wdh i;Hh lshd fokjd" foaYkd lrkjd" mkjkjd"
msysgqjkjd" jrKh lrkjd" fno fnod olajkjd" biau;= fldg
olajkjd' l ksreoaO u k jQ wdh i;Hh lshd fokjd" foaYkd
lrkjd" mkjkjd" msysgqjkjd" jrKh lrkjd" fno fnod
olajkjd" biau;= fldg olajkjd' l ksreoaO u msKsi mj;sk
ud.h k jQ wdh i;Hh lshd fokjd" foaYkd lrkjd" mkjkjd"
msysgqjkjd" jrKh lrkjd" fno fnod olajkjd" biau;= fldg
olajkjd'
f f,dalfha ldgj;a tal ia;r lrk fldg j,lajkak
neye'

ykd.kak ienEu Y%djlhd'''


n,kak f Y%jlh hs" Ydia;Dka jykafia hs iu fj,d hk
wdldrh' ka lsisu ry;ka jykafia kula ud l, keye f
foaYkd j, ;uka j yqjd olajkjd' ta lshkafka ug ;uhs fl
wjfndaO jqfka lsh, l:djla keye' yeu ;ek u l:d lrkafka
nqrcdKka jykafia f.a ta jpkh u Wmqgd olajkjd' nqrcdKka
jykafiaf.a jpkh Wmqgd olajkafk ke;=j ;ukaf.a fohla Wmqgd

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237

olajkjd k t;k wjfndaOhla ;sfhkjd lshk ldrKh ms<.


s kak
wudrehs' n,kak fyd| WodyrKhla ;sfhkjd'
W;a;r lshk ry;ka jykafia il% fohd iu Ou
idlPdjla meje;ajj
q d' Ou idlPdj wjidkfha taflka i;=gq
fjp il% fohd W;a;r ry;ka jykafiaf.ka wykjd" iajdkS"
y wf.hssfk ia;f' Tn jykafiag fl Tn jykafia ;=<ska u
wjfnda O jq k d o@ il% fofhd we,a , j;udkfha wfma
flfklaf.ka weyqj k ula fjhs o@ ila foks" fjd uu
fmd;a j,ska wrka fkfjhs lshkafka' fj uu wjfndaOfhka u hs
lshkafka' uu fmd;a n,df.k lshk cd;sfh flfkla fkfjhs
lsh hs'

f oyu whs;s ldg o@


n,ka ffl fjki' t;fldg lshkjd" ila foks" f
f,dalfha h;dla iqNdIs; jpk weoao" tajd ish,a, u ;:d.; wry;a
iud inq rcdKka jykafiaf.a jpk' wms lrkafka tajd Wmqgd olaj,
lSu ;rhs' wkak n,kak ry;ka jykafiaf.a m%ldY' wms lrkafk
tajd Wmqgd olaj olajd lshk tl ;rhs lsjd' ;j WodyrKhl=;a
lsjd' rc;=uks" tal yhg wE; ;sfhk OdkH f.dvlska ;u
;uka f.a m%udKhg Ndck wrf.k .syska OdkH wrf.k tkjd
jf.hs lsh,'
wkak ta jf.a ;uhs f f,dalfha h;dla iqNdIs; jpk
we;a o" tajd Tlafldu ;:d.; wry;a iud inq rcdKka
jykafiaf.a' Y%djlfhda lrkafka tajd Wmqgd olajk tl' nqrcdKka
jykafia f.a Y%djlfhda lrkafka nqoaO foaYkdj u l:d lrk tl'
nqoaO foaYkdj ;uhs fy,sor lrkafka' nqoaO foaYkdj u ;uhs
f,dalhg fokafka'

fudllao f l lshkafk@
ka n,kak idmq;a; uy ry;ka jykafia ka lrkafka
ta foa fk' idmq;a; uyry;ka jykafia p;=rdh i;Hh Ouh
foaYkd lrkak" mKjkak" msysgqjkak" jrKh lrkak" fnod
olajkak" biau;= lrkak olaIhs fk' b;ska Wkajykafia ia;r
lrkjd fukak fufyu'

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uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

^l;u[apdZjqfida laLx whipx& wdhqIau;=ks" l k


jQ wdh i;Hh k l=ula o@ ^cd;sms laLd& bmu l hs' ^crdms
laLd& crdjg m;a u l hs' ^urKms laLx& urKhg m;a u
l hs' ^fidal mfoaj laL fodaukiai Wmdhdidms laLd& fidal"
je<mS" la" fodkia" Wmdhdi l hs' ^hmspx k ,N;s ;ms
laLx& leu;s foa fkd ,eu l hs' ^ix;af;ak mxpqmdodklaLkaOd
laLd& flfhka lSfjd;a mxp Wmdodk ialkaOh u l hs'

bmu .ek jrKh fukak'''


wdhqIau;=ks" fudlla o f bmu lshkafka@ iehq;a
yduqrefjd ia;r lrkj nqrcdKka jykafiaf.ka wid ordf.k
bkak wdldrhg'
^hd f;aix f;aix i;a;dkx ;ys ;ys i;a; ksldhd& ta ta
i;ajhkaf.a ta ta f,dal ;=< ^cd;s& h bmula fo" ^i[acd;s&
ukd fldg bmula fo" ^Tlalka;s& ul=il nei .ekSula weoao"
^wNsksn;a;s& fYaI bmula weoao" ^LkaOdkx md;=Ndfjda& mxp
Wmdodk ialkaOfha my< ula weoao" ^wdh;kdkx m,dfNda& wei"
lK" kdih" j" lh" uki hk wdh;khkaf.a ,eula weoao"
^whx jqp;djqfida cd;s& wdhqIau;=ks" bmu lshkafk lhs'

ry;=ka o blaujd hk wfma ldf,a wh'''


b;ska Thsg jvd wmg jrKh lrkak fohla keye'
nqrcdKka jykafia" ry;ka jykafia,d blaujd hkak wms l,amkd
lf<d;a wmsg u hs jrkafka' idmq;a; uy ry;ka jykafia wd
m%{dfjka w.% ry;=ka blaujd hkak .sfhd;a wms wudref jefgkjd
ila fjk tlla fjkafk kE'
^l;udpdjqfida crd& fudlla o crdj lshkafka@ ta ta
i;ajhkaf.a" ta ta i;aj ksldh j, ^crd& crdjg m;a ula weoao"
^rK;d& rd hk njla weoao" ^LKapx& o;a wdh lehdula
weoa o " ^md,spx& flia " /jq , a wdh meiS b hdula weoa o "
^j,s;;
a p;d& yf /,s jeula weoao" ^wdhqfkda ixydks& wdhqIhkaf.a
f. hdula weoao" ^bkashdkx mmdflda& weia" lKa wd bkashka
fudard hdula weoao" l ;uhs crdjg m;a u'
ka fjd wmsg f;afrkafk keoao@ n,kak f f;afrk
tllafk foaYkd lrkafk' fm%fya,sld fkfjhsfk'

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239

fudfyd;la fudfyd;la mdid uefrkj'''


^l;u[a[djqfida urKx@& fudlla o wdhqIau;=ks" urKh
lshkafka@ ta ta i;ajhkaf.a i;aj f,dal j,ska ksiqkaf.a k ksia
f,dafl" i;=kaf.a k ta ;sika wmdfha" ^pq;s& pq;u" ^pjk;d&
pq ; jk njla woa o " ^fNa f oda & hdula weoa o " ^wka ; rdOdkx&
w;=reoyka ula weoao" ^upq urKx& urKhg m;a ula weoao"
^ld,ls hd& lh ls ula weoa o " ^Lka O dkx ffoda & mxp
WmdodkialkaOfha hdula weoao" ^lf,anriai kslaffmda& uD;
Yrh nyd ;eula fo" ^;skashiaiq mffoda& ;h k jQ
bkash is hdula weoao" flhs urKh'
urKh lshkafka flhs lsh,d nqoaO foaYkdj, meye,sj
;sfhoa" wmsg f fudfyd;la fudfyd;la mdid uefrk l:dj,a
lshkak neye' wehs urKh ia;r lr,d ;sfhkafka f yg
fk' ka wmsg ;sfhkak fk Y%oO
a djla' fudlo wmsg ysf;k ysf;k
foaj,a odkak fkfjhs" wmsg Y%oaOdjla ;sfhkak fk nqoaO jpkh
Y%oaOdfjka f;are .kak'

l,am .Kka f.jd we;a f ixidf'''


fudlo fya;=j ta nqrcdKka jykafia Th foaYkdj Th
Ouplal m%j;kh msKsi" oil meje;au msKsi Wkajykafia
idrdixLH l,am ,laIhla fmre msrejd' ta yg fmre mqrdf.k
we,a,d foaYkd lrmq Ouh wfma u;su;dka;r j,ska fjkia
lf<d;a wms fldfya hhs o@ wdfh ioyg u nqjrekaf.a Ouh
k ,efnkafk keye' ta ksid ,xldf fndfyda fofkla ta brKu
yodf.k ;sfhkafka' f,dalfha fndfyda fn!oaOfhda tal lrf.k
;sfhkafka' t;fldg wms fl f;are .kak fk' ta jpk j,
w:h f;are .kak nqrcdKka jykafia,d f foaYkdj lrkafk'
wdfh wmg f nqrcdKka jykafia msksjka md,d wjqre fooyia
mkaishhla .shdg miafia w;ska w: .kak tlla ffl kE'

f,dj u fj,d.;a fYdalh o f'''


B<g idmq;a; uy ry;ka jykafia fYdalh ia;r
lrkjd' ^fhda fLda wdjqfida" w[a[;r[a[;fk nHifkak
iukakd.;iai' w[a[;r[a[;fk laL Ofk MqGiai&

240

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

wdhqIau;=ks" h h lror llfgd j,g Ndckh jqkyu h


h la; foaj,a j,g uqyqKfokak jqkyu we;sjk ^fidaflda&
fYdalhla weoao" ^fidapkd& fidal lsula weoao" ^fida;;a;x& fidalk
lrk njla weoao" ^wkaf;dafidaflda& we;=,dka;fhka tk fidalhla
weoao" ^wkaf;damfidaflda& we;=,dka;h fj,d.;a fidalhla weoao"
tal ;uhs fYdalh'

la fodkia iy iqiq fy<Su'


f Tlafldu ia;r lrkafka fudlla .ek o@ l .ek
hs' B<g ia;r lrkafka mfoaj' mfoaj lshkafka je,mSu'
fkdfhla llfgd m;a j,g Ndckh fj,d fkdfhla m;a
j,g uqyqK ,d we;sfjk je,mSula weoao" ^wdfoafjda mfoafjda&
k f.d;a lsh lshd je,mSula weoao" je,fmk njla weoao" fkdfhla
wdldrfhka lE flda .ika je,fmk njla weoao" wms l,
;sfhkjd tfyu fYdalh we;s jqkdg miafia fl Wyq, .kak
nej" Bg miafia tal je,mSu njg m;afjkjd' Bg miafia mmqjg
..y w~kjd' iuyre kid .kakjd fYdalh jefj,d' je,ms,d
lEu fkdld bkakjd' lEu lkak nej hkjd' wem; mK ke;sj
hkjd' ta Tlafldu whs;s lg'
B< l ia;r lrkjd" laL fodaukiaix lshk l' l
lshkafka ^ldhslx laLx ldhslx wid;x ldh iMiaicx laLx wid;x
fohs;x& ldhsl l bji.kak ne l' ldhsl jYfhka we;sjk"
lfha iamYfhka Wmkakd jQ l' wys |j |j bkak l'
fjd ,efnkafka keoao@ fjd ,efnkjd' taj;a whs;s fjkafka
lg'
B<g foda u kia i ' fodki ls h ka f ka udkis l l'
^f;islx laLx wid;x" ufkda iMiaicx laLx" wid;x" fohs;x&
t;fldg isf;a yg.kakd l" ukfia iamYfhka yg.kakd l'
b;ska l,amkd lr lr la fjkjfk' tal fudlla o@ fodaukiai'
ukiska la fj bkak tl fodaukiai'
Wmdhdi lshkafka B< tl' iqi
q fy,Su' fkfhla lror"
llfgd j,g Ndckh fj,d Tfya n,d.;a;= w; n,df.k
bkakjd' tfyu fjkafk keoao@ ;fha fjkj' ;ukagj;a
ys;d.kak neye" ;ukag fudlla o f jqfka lsh,d' ys;d.kak

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

241

neye' Tfya n,df.k b|,d" l,amkd lr lr b|,d iqi


q fy,kjd'
iuyre uykais .kakj thdj yokak'

wfka uu wdfh Wmkafk keka;'''


B< tl ;uhs ^h mspx k ,N;s ;ms laLx& hula
leu;s fjhs o th fkd ,ef l' ka fu;k hula leu;s
fo" hula lsh, lsf cd;s" crd" urK wdh ila f we|"
mqgq" fi fkfjhs' ka Tkak jdykhla leu;shs' ka jdykhla
yn jqkd' ys;=jg;a jvd fyd| tlla' t;fldg l bjrfk'
tfyk" tal fkdfjhs f lshkafk' hula leu;s o" leu;s foa
fkd ,ef l lsjd u fl f;afrkafk keye' tal w:h
.kafk keye' tfyk ta l ;djld,sl lla' ta l ke;=j
hkjfk ta foa ,enqkd u'fu;k lshkafka tal fkfjhs" fu;k
lshkafka fldfydu o@
^cd;s Oudkx wdjqfida i;a;dkx tajx bPd Wmam;s&
bmu Wreu lr.;a i;ajhdg fujka woyila" wdYdjla Wmkjd'
^wfyda j; uhx k cd;s Ou wiaidu& wfka udj k wfh Wmkak
tmd' uu k wmdfh Wmkak tmd" ksrfh Wmkak tmd" ;sika
fhdakf
s h Wmkak tmd' mqjka o@ ^k fLda mfka;x bPdh m;a;nx&
tal m%d:kdjlska ,nkak neye' wdfh Wmkak tmd lshk ldrKh
wkak hula leu;s o" wkak th fkd ,ef l'
B<g ^crd Oudkx wjq f ida i;a ; dkx ta j x bPdd
Wmam;s& crdj Wreu lr.;a" jhig hdu Wreu lr.;a" weia
fmkSu - lKa weiSu ke;su - we /<s jeu - flia /jq,a bu
- o;a .e, hdu o;a leu - Wreu lr.;a;= i;ajhd fl fufyu
fjkak tmd lsh,d thd m;kjd' me;=jg thdg tal ,nkak neye'
uu l,d ;sfhkjd" weia fkd fmfkk wh w~kj weia
fkd fmkSu ksid' lKa wefykafk ke;s wh fYdal lrkj' wem;
mK ke;sj jhig .sh wh fYdal lrkj' ta fudlo tfyu fjkafk'
thd okafk kE f ;sfhkafk hula leu;s o th fkd ,ef l
hs lsh,'
^jHd Oudkx wdjqfida i;a;dkx tajx bPd Wmam;s&
frda. mSvd j,g Ndckh jk iajNdjfhka hq;= i;ajhd fujeks
woyila we;sfjkj" f frda. mSvd k wmsg tkak tmd' fukak
f wkjfndaOh' ka tal l .ek wjfndaOhla ke;slu fk'

242

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

m%d:kdfjka iqjjk ms<sld


ka uu fyd|g l,d ;sfhkjd" ms<sld frday, .dj
bkakjd" wkHd.l lKavdh .sy,
s ,
a d iq we|f.k bkakjd' b;ska
tf;kag .sys,a,d bkak fn!oaO ck;djf.ka f.dvla f wdh
i;Hh y;r okafk ke;s wh' ka f frda.hla yg.;a;yu
hxmspx k ,N;s ;ms laLx lshk ldrKh thd okakj k"
thd fnfy;a lrkj ;uhs' ta;a thd okakjd fl m%d:kdjlska
,nkak ne nj'
tf;kag .sys,a, ksiaiq w~ w~d l:d fjk fldg iq
weo.;a;= ;H oDIal ldka;dfjda l fudlo lrkafka' fydhkak
neye Wmdil wu,d jf.a .sys,a,d bkafka t;k' wfka wfmdhs"
wfka tfyu jqkd o" nh fjkak tmd' wms ikSm lr, fokj' uu
ms<sldjla ye,d ysgmq tlaflfkla' uu ikSm jqkd' uu hd{d
lr, ikSm jqkd' Bg miafia ;uhs uu f foaj fiajhg wdfj'
Thdg;a fl lrkak mqjka' ka fudlla o f jykafk' l hs
jykafk' h:d:h wjfndaO fjkak bv fkd '

i;Hhg bvfokak'''
wms .;af;d;a ;fha ldgj;a nEfk fkd ue j;a
fjkak' uefrkak isoaO fjkj' t;fldg f h:d:h olsk tl
jy, n,dfmdfrd;a;=jla fokj" tal m%d:kdjlska ,nkak mqjka
lsh,d' Tkak ka hd{d lrkak wkjd' hd{d lrkjd ka' Bg
miafia tkak tkak u f,f jehs' Bg miafia lshkj wfka y
.sfha kEfk lsh,' y.sfha ke;af; fudlla j;a fkfjhs" ;ju
ne jqkd y yg hd{d lrkak' tfyuk fudlo talg
lrkak fk Thd ;du ys; fo hs' Thd folla ysf;a ;shdf.k
bkafka' Thd l,ska wd.u;a ysf;a ;shdf.k fl lrkak yokafka'
f.or nq ms<u
s ;sfhkjd fkao@ l fmdf,df .ykak' wr fudav
fkdakd fudlo lrkafka@ tal;a fmdf<dfj .y,d" f,v fj,d ue,d
ksrfha hkj' ke;ak ;sika fhdaksfha ;uhs kj;skafk' fudlo
talg fya;=j@ fn!oaO fj,d yshg wdh i;Hh y;rj;a okafk
kE ia;r jYfhka' hx mspx k ,N;s ;ms laLx lshk tl
;:d.;hka jykafia" wfma Ydia;Dka jykafia" ry;ka jykafia,d
f;darmq ye okafk keye'

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

243

;sirKh w;a fkd yeh wfma wh'''


ka n,kak wr wif, we,a, fmd <uhs Wv is
lr, lvqj w,a,oa wfma wu,d wd.u fjkia l<d o@ tal f,dal
Ouhla yehg ykdf.k ysh' ;sirKh w;yefh kE' ka
f <uhs biafldaf, odkak;a f fn!oaO fYfhka bkak f fudav
foumsfhda ;sirKh w;ykjd' ys;df.k bkafka <uhs biafldf,
u u wcrdur fjkj lsh,'
t;fldg n,kak fldpr wkaO fjp ck;djla o lsh,'
Tng u;lo uu uq,ska u lsjd" lrejf,a hk ksiaiqkag t<sh
my, lr.kakd ;=re lrejf,a wuq;a;la keye lsh,d' thd lshhs
fldhs wd.u;a tl hs lsh,d' wdh i;Hh olskafk keye' wdh
i;Hh olskafk fldfydu o jHxck j, odmq ye jf.a fk' wdh
i;Hh olskak k jla fjkak fk'

ndrydr fj,d fjd i|kak mqjka o@


fidal je,mS la fodkia Wreu lr.;a i;ajhka yg
fujeks woyila we;sfjkjd' wfka wmsg fidal je,mS la
fodkia k tkak tmd kuq;a tal ^kfLda mfka;x bPdh m;a;nx&
tal hd{d lr,d ,nkak nE lshkj' m%d:kd lr, ,nkak nE
lshkj' m;, ,nkak nE lshkj' ndr-ydr fj,d ,nkak nE lshkj'
rEfmg rEfma ;yvq lE,s j,ska yo, ,nkak nE lshkj' fmd,a
me, j,g nE' yrla megjqkag nE fl lrkak' l=re,af,d ksoyia
lr,d" l=l,
= a meg ksoyia lr,d lrkak nE' t;fldg fl wdh
i;Hhla yehg wjfndaO lrkak fk' t;fldg tal wjfndaO
lsfuka ;uhs f;are .kafk'
Tkak n,kak nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh ;=< fldhs
;r ,iaikg ia;r fjkj o lsh,d ;fha h:d:h'

yhg u lshkj k fukak flhs l'''


^l;udpdjq f ida ix;a f ;a k mxpq m dodkla L ka O d la L d&
wdhqIAu;=ks" ixlafIamfhka lSfjd;a mxp Wmdodk ialkaOh u l
hs' fudlla o f mxp Wmdodk ialkaO l@ ta ;uhs" rEmh k
jQ Wmdodk ialkaOh" u k jQ Wmdodk ialkaOh" ykd .ekSu
k jQ Wmdodk ialkaOh" f;kd k jQ Wmdodk ialkaOh"
[a[dKh k jQ Wmdodk ialkaOh'

244

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

ka Th l fl hs lsh,d biafi,a,d u f,dalhg m%ldY


lf<a ljqo@ nqrcdKka jykafia' Wkajykafia l flhs lsh,d"
h i;Hhla fy,sor l<d o" wo fjk fldg;a l tal fkfuhs
o@ wo;a tal u ;uhs l' n,kak f i;Hh' f wdh i;Hh'
fldpr ikd;k i;Hhla o@

l yefok ye'''
^l;u[apdjqfida laL iuqohx& wdhqIau;=ks" f fla yg
.ekSu iuqoh lshkafka fudlla o@ ^hdhx ;Kayd& f ;Kaydj" f
;Kaydf iajNdjh ^fmdafkdaNld& mqkNjh we;s lr, fokjd"
wdfhu;a Njhla we;s lr,d fokjd' wdfhu;a Njhla
we;sfjpyu fudlla o we;sfjkafk' ^Nj mphd cd;s& bmfokjd'
^;Kayd mphd Wmdodkx - Wmdodk mphd Nfjda& tfyk ;Kaydjla
we;s fjkj k" Njh lrd hkjd u hs' ^kkard.; iy.;d&
wdYajdofhka wef,kakd jQ" ^;;%;;%dNskkakS& ta ta ;ek i;=ka
ms<s.kakj' ksia f,daflg wdj o" ta ;sfhk foaj,a thd i;=ka
ms<s.kakj' if;la imfhla jqkd o ta foaj,a i;=ka ms<s.kakjd'
ksrfha .shd o tfy ;sfhk foaj,a i;=ka ms<s.kakjd' hk hk
;ek i;=ka ms<s.kakj' ta ta ;ek i;=ka ms<s.kakd jQ h
;Kaydjla weoao th hs'

wfka fufyu ;Kaydjla'''


fudlla o ta ;Kaydj" ldu ;Kayd - Nj ;Kayd - Nj
;Kayd' ka ldu ;Kaydj jf.a tlla k" wmg lsjdu f;are
.kak mqjka' Nj ;Kaydj fyd|g f;dar, kafkd;a ;uhs tal;a
f;are .kak mqjka fjkafk' wmsg fufyu ;Kaydjla ;sfhkj
lsh, f;afrkafk' Nj ;Kaydj fydhkak u neye' nqrcdKka
jykafiaf.a wjfndaOh fldhs;r wx. imQK o" fujeks ;Kayd
;=kla wfma ; j, ;sfhkj lsh,d" Wkajykafia fydhd .;a;fka
fla yg .ekSu yehg'
ta lshkafka wmsg fkd mj;skak ;sfhk wdYdjl=;a" wdfh
Wm;la lrd hkak fya;= fjkj' ta fkd mj;skak ;sfhk wdYdj
uq,a lrf.k ;uhs wrEm OHdk jv," wix{ i;aj f,dalj,
Wmkj' t;fldg wmsg fmakjd ka" ta ;Kaydj m%ydKh fkd
ksjk wjfndaO fjkafk kE' talhs fl jkafk' flfkl=g lshkak

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

245

nE ksjka wjfndaO lrkak ;Kaydj Wmld fjkj lsh,' wehs ta@


;Kaydj m%ydKh fjkak fk ksjka wjfndaO lrkak k' t;fldg
ldu ;Kaydj;a m%ydKh fjkak fk" Nj ;Kaydj;a m%ydKh
fjkak fk' Nj ;Kaydj;a m%ydKh fjkak fk'
n,kak tfyu ;Kaydjla ne ne,aug wm ;=< ;sfhkj
o lsh,d fydhkak nE' ka idudkHfhka Nj ;Kaydj ;snqkg
fydhkak nE' wfka ug k wdfh bmfokak fk keye lshkj'
wdYdjla kef;hs lshkjd'

cmlf,a ,laIhhs - bmu bjrhs'''


ug yn fj,d ;sfhkjd idOqjre wdfh Wmkafk keye
lsh,' ug yn jqkd tl idOqjrfhla' thd yfr rdud - yfr
l%sIaKd uka;rh cm lr,d ,laI jdrhla' ug lsjd" ux ka
y lsh,d' wdfh Wmkafk kE lsjd' fudlo fya;=j@ uka;rh
cm lsu' ka t;fldg thdg fmakjo ;Kaydj jev lrk ye'
tal ksidhs ta oDIahg tkafk' idhs ndnd , Wkakq flfkla ug
yn jqkd' wdfh Wmkafk keye lsh, idhs ndnd lsh,d' idhs
ndnd ,g fuhd .sys,a,d' Tng fudkjo fk lsh, wymqj u
ug Wm; ke;s lr.kak fk lsj' lla fj,d n,df.k b|,d
lsj ka y" ksoyia lsh,' Bg miafia fuhd ta u;fh u
bkakjd' mfka ksiaiqkag tfyu lrk tl'
t;fldg wms nqrcdKka jykafiaj wjfndaO lr.kak
fk' Tkak Th l%uhg wdh i;Hh ;=<ska ;uhs Wkajykafiaj
wjfndaO lr.kak ;sfhkafk' ka wms .;af;d;a wfma rf fn!oaO
hhs lshd.kakd ck;dj w;r idhsndnd woyk wh fldpr
bkakjo@ mD;.ack flfkla j woykj" wryx wd .=Khkaf.ka
hq;= Ydia;Dka jykafiaj w;yer,' kele;a" flakaor miafia hk
lS ,laIhla bkakjo@ wryx wd inq rcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh
w;yer,hs Th hkafk'

wfrka wrg'''
t;fldg wmsg fmakafk fudlla o@ bkafk lrejf,a"
wdf,dalh Wmojdf.k fkfjhs' b;ska f ;%sO ;DIaKdj ldu
;Kayd - Nj ;Kayd - Nj ;Kayd ;=k ;uhs wr l,ska lshmq l
yo, fokafk' fldpr ,iaik o@

246

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

tfyu k f l foaj ue,a,la fkfjhs' l lshkafka


ukqIHfhl=f. ksudKhl=;a fkfjhs' f l fya;= m%;Hhkaf.ka
yg fkd .;a foal=;a fkfjhs' l lshkafka ka lshmq ldu ;Kayd"
Nj ;Kayd" Nj ;Kayd lshk ;Kayd ;=k ksid yg.;a; fohla'
B<g idmq;a; uyry;ka jykafia ,iaikg ia;r lrkjd"

;Kaydf ke;su iy flys wjidkh


wdhqIau;=ks" f l ke;su lshkafka wr lshk ,o ;%sO
;DIaKdj u ^fhda ;iaidfhaj ;Kaydh wfiai rd. ksfrdafOda pdf.da
mksii
a .af.da uq;;
a s wkd,fhda& ldu ;Kayd" Nj ;Kayd" Nj ;Kayd
lshk ;=fkka u b;s ke;sj fkd we,afuka ksreoaO u hs' ^pdf.da&
w;yeu hs' ^mksiai.af.da& ka u re lsu hs' ^uq;a;s& ta ;%sO
;DIaKdfjka u hs' ^wkd,fhda& wd, rys; u hs'
n,ka k fldpr meye,s o ls h ,' t;fldg wms g
;sfhkafk fk Y%oaOdjla fl i;Hhla lsh, ms<s.kak' fl
wdh i;Hh lsh,d ms<s.kak" i;H {dkhg tkak fk'

fukak Tn msh ke.sh hq;= ta fidre udj;


^l;u[apdjqfida laL ksfrdaO.dkSmmod wh ipx&
wdhqIau;=ks" laL ksfrdaO .dkS mmod wdh i;Hh hkq l=ula
o@ ^whfj wfhda wGx.sflda u.af.da& ta f wdh wIaGdx.sl
ud.h u hs' fudlla o ta ud.h@ iud " iud ixlmam"
iud jdpd" iud luka;" iud wdj" iud jdhdu" iud i;s"
iud iud
t;fldg ka f wdh i;H y;r .ek ;uhs wmg Y%oO
a dj
we;sfjkak fk" fjd taldka;fhka u i;Hh hs lsh,d' t;fldg
idmq;;
a uyry;ka jykafia ia;r lrkjd iud h lshkafka
fudlla o lsh,d'

igq nfjka t<shg'''


^hx fLda wdjqfida laf [dKx& wdhqIau;=ks" l lsh,
lshkafka fukak fl hs lsh,d" ta .ek wjfndaOhla ;sfhkj'
laf [dKh' ^laL iuqofha [dKx& l yg.kafka fukak

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

247

fjdf.ka lsh, [dKhla ;sfhkj' laL iuqoh .ek' ^laL


ksfrdaf [dKx& l ke;su .ek l ksreoaO u .ek wjfndaOhla
;sfhkj fl hs laL ksfrdaOh lsh,' ^laL ksfrdaO .dKS mmod
[dKx& l ke;sf ud.h jkdyS f wdh wIaGdx.sl ud.h
u hs lsh,d wjfndaOhla ;sfhkj' tal ;uhs iud h'
n,kak fldhs ;r meye,sj nqoaO foaYkd j, i|yka
fjkj o" wmg wfma ;h .ek wjfndaO lr.kak fk foaj,a
.ek'
b;ska f Y%oO
a djg tkak tmehs wms biafi,a,d u' t;fldg
;uhs nqrcdKka jykafiaj" Y%S ioaOuh" wdh uyd ix> r;akh
irK hkjd lshkafka' f ;sirKh .ek yhg u wjfndaOhla
;snqKd k" urKska u;af;a iq.;sfha hkjd' ^taa;x fLda irKx& tal
;uhs nh rys; ;ek" ^ta;x irKx uq;a;ux& ta irK ;uhs W;= u
irK" ^ta;x irKx ud.u - in laLd muqp;s& ta irKg
meKs,d ;uhs ish lska ksoyia fjkafka'

f,dalfhka tf;rg hdf woyila ;sfhkak fk'''


B<g idmq;;
a uyry;ka jykafia ia;r lrkjd iud
ixlmam' iud ixlmam j,g whs;s fjkafka fklaLu ixlmam"
wjHdmdo ixlmam" wysxid ixlmam' ka n,kak iu h;a
iu we;sfjk foa" iud ixlmam' fklaLu ixlmam lshkafka
f f,dalfhka ksoyia f woyi fuhdf.a isf;a jev lrkjd'
yhg wdh i;Hh weyqkd k" lska ksoyia u fuhdf.a ysf;a
jev lrkafk keoao@ cd;s" crd" urK" jHd" fidal" mfoaj"
wdh l yehg" wdh i;Hhla yehg thd lal k zwfka
fflka ug ksoyia fjkak fkZ lshk woyi ysf;a jevlrkafk
keoao@ wkak ta fklaLu ixlmamhg thd tkjd'
wjHdmdo ixlmamh lshkafka jHdmdo rys; nj' ta lshkafka
ffu;%h
s g thd tkjd' wysxid ixlmamh lshkafka ysxidfjka f;dr
nj' thd lreKdjg tkjd' Tka k n,ka k ffu;% S lreKd
.=Khkaf.ka hq;=j ;uhs thd f,daflka ksoyia f l,amkdjg
tkafk'

248

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

y~jkafka kE''' ojkafka kE'''


thdg nE m,s.kak" noaO ffjr lrkak" tlg tl lrkak"
BIHd lrkak" l=vqflavql lrkak" wkqka kefiajd" jekfiajd
lshk woyiska bkak' ;uka is;df.k is foa bIag jqfka ke;ak
miafika mkakf.k .syska m,s .kak' thdg tajd lrkak neye'
tajd lrkafk wdh i;HdjfndaOhg wfj ke;s flkd ;uhs' thd
kdY lrkak yokj thdg fkd ,efnk foa' wdh i;Hhg wdj
flkd fklaLu ixl,amhg tkjd' wjHdmdo ixl,amhg tkjd'
wysxid ixl,amhg tkjd'
B<g iud jdpd' thd ;=< ;sfhkjd iud jdpd' thd
fndre lSfuka j<lskjd" B<g fla,d lSfuka j<lskjd" w;k
wyf.k b|, fu;k lsh, |jkafk kE' fu;k ;sfhk foa
wyf.k .sys,a,d w;k lsh, |jkafk kE' fla,d lSfuka
j<lskjd' B<g mreI jpk' mreI jpk lSfukq;a j<lskjd'
Oufha yeisfrk flkd ysia jpk" f;areula ke;s l:d j,ska
j,lskjd'

lh;a msis lr.kak'''


B<g iud luka;' wdh Y%djlhd m%dK>d;h lrkafk
kE' wdh Y%djlhd w;ska ksia l,,hla j;a kdY fjkafk kE'
ukqIH >d;khla lrkafka kE' fidrlka j<lskjd" wkdpdrfha
yeisfukq;a j<lskjd'

ireidr fmdf<dj u; jefvk ire me<h f,i'''


nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokjd" inq rcdKka
jykafia kula fkd jk flfkla foaYkd lrk foh f,dalhg
,enqkdu tal lrue iys; ksire mila jf.a fohla lsh,d' inq
fkd jk flfkla foaYkd l< fohla ;=<ska" tal Nla;sfhka
wkq.ukh lr,d" m%;M
s , ,nkak hkj k" tal l=Kq fjp chla
jf.a fohla lsh,d'
nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd l<d" inq jrfhla ;uka
iska f,dalhg wjfndaO lr, foaYkd lrk Ouh ;=< msyshd u
idrj;a fmd,jla jf.a ta nqrcdKka jykafia f.a Ouh idrj;a
fmdf<djla jf.a' ta Ouh wkq.ukh lrkak fk lsh,d flfkla

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

249

Y%oaOdjg meKqkd k" OudkqOu mmodf fhfokjd k"


ire chla jf.a'
B<g iud wdjh lshkafka :Hd wdjfhka fjka u'
wdh Y%djlhd u;a meka" u;ajH fj<|du" w wdhqO fj<|du"
ji i fj<|du" uia msKsi i;=ka fj<|du" uia fj<|du" jy,a
fj<|du" ;rdfhka kqfuka lrk jxpd" ta ish fohska fjka
fj,d jdih lrkjd' wdh Y%djlhd iud wdjfhka hq;=j jdih
lrkjd'

wl=i,a r,d - l=i,a jvkakg h .kq uek


B<g iud jdhdu' ka wl=i,a .ek Ouh ;=,k
s a bf.k
.kakj' fjd ;uhs l=i,a' fjd ;uhs wl=i,a lsh, ia;r
jYfhka' ka ;uka ;=< wl=i,a ;sfhkjd o lsh,d n,kjd'
ne,skak ta wl=i,a keye' tfyk tajd kQmka wl=i,a o" Wmka
wl=i,a o@ Oufhka ia;r flfrkj Nhdkl wl=i,a' n,k fldg
;ud ;=< ta wl=i,a keye' tfyk thd ta wl=i,a kQmojkak
leu;shs' B<g ta wl=i,a lsis ojil yg fkd .ekSu msKsi
W;aidy lrkjd' h lrkjd' is; msysgqjd .kakjd kQmka wl=i,a
kQmoug' Ouh ;=< ia;r lrkj ;j wl=i,a' ka fuhd
n,kjd ;uka ;=< fjd ;sfhkj o lsh,' n,oa fmakjd ;ukag
ta wl=i,a ;sfhkjd'
t;fldg fudlo lrkafka@ ta wl=i,a ke;s ug" leue;a;
we;slr .kakjd' thd leue;s tal ;shd.kak fkfjhs' tal ke;s
lr.kak' ta i|yd jEh lrkjd" W;aidy lrkjd" h lrkjd'
B<g Oufhka fmkajd fokjd kQmka l=i,a' ka n,kj ;uka
;=< Oufhka fmkajk l=i,a ;sfhkj o lsh,' nejyu ta l=i,a
;du keye' ka thd kQmka l=i,a Wmojd .kak wdid lrkjd'
talg h lrkjd' nyq, jYfhka h lrkjd' is; lr
.kakjd'
t;fldg Wmka l=i,a' ka n,kj Ouh ;=<ska Wmka
l=i,a fmkajd fokjd' ;uka W;aidy lrk fldg kQmka l=i,a
Wmkjd' ;uka l,amkd lrkjd" ka ug f bmkq l=i,a bm,d
;sfhkafk' uu f l=i,a je hqKq lr .kak fk lsh,' tajd
je hqKq lr.kak leue;a; we;s lr .kakjd' hqKq lr.kakj'
wkak tal ;uhs iud jdhdu lshkafka'

250

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

isyskqjKska hq;=j is; tl lr.kak'''


B<g iud i;s' iud i;s lshkafka we,S" .e j,ska
f;drj lfha h:d iajNdjh n,kak mqre fjkjd' - ldhdkqmiaikdj'
we,S .e j,ska f;drj j, h:d iajNdjh n,kak mqre
fjkjd - fokdkqmiaikdj' we,S .e j,ska f;drj isf;a h:d
iajNdjh n,kak mqre fjkjd - ;a;dkqmiaikdj' we,S .e
j,ska f;drj mxp kSjrK" mxp Wmdodk ialkaOh" wdh;k wdh
kqjKska uikak mqre fjkjd - Oudkqmiaikdj'
tfyu mqre fjkfldg thdg mqjka fjkjd ;a;
tald.%;djh ;=< bkak mqjka fjkjd' m<uqfjks OHdkh Wmojd
.kakjd" fofjks OHdkh Wmojd .kakjd" ;=kf
a jks OHdkh Wmojd
.kakjd" y;rfjks OHdkh Wmojd .kakjd' wkak tal iud iud
h'

lska fok ksjka ,nk u. mjik g'''


idmq;a; uyry;ka jykafia Tkak Th yg wdh
wIaGdx.sl ud.h ia;r l<d' laLdh i;Hh ia;r l<d"
laL iuqoh wdh i;Hh ia;r l<d' laL ksfrdaO wdh i;Hh
ia;r l<d' laL ksfrdaO .dKS mmod wdh i;Hh ia;r
l<d'
mskaj;=ks" fukak fjd .ek Y%oaOdj Wmojd .ekSu b;d
u ,N fohla' ta lshkafka f Ouh Th fmd;aj, ;snqKg
wjfndaO lr.kak nE' Tfydu lrkak nE' l wjfndaOfhka u
lshkak fk' lg fjk u mdrj,a ;sfhkjd lshk f,dalfha
nqoaO foaYkdj ta yg u wykak ,efnkjd lshkafka ,dNhla
fkfjhs o@ b;d u ,N ,dNhla'

wisu;a o foiqu''''
b;ska tfyu foaYkd lr,d idmq;a; uy ry;ka f
foaYkdj wjika lrk ye n,kak'
^;:d.f;ak wdjqfida" wryx iud inqoafk ndrdKishx
bismf;a .odfha wkq;a;rx Ouplalx mj;a;s;x& m%sh wdhqIau;aks"
;:d.; wry;a iud inq rcdKka jykafia iska nrKei

ksjkakg Nj .suka - foiQ ioy ksjka

251

bism;k .odfha wkq;a;r jQ Ou pl%h m%j;kh lrk ,'


f Ou pl%h lsf p;=rdh i;H Ouhg'^wmam;sj;a;hx
iufKak jd n%dyaufKak jd foafk jd udfk jd n%yauqkd jd flak
jd f,daliax& f ;:d.; wry;a iud inq rcdKka jykafia
ta Ou pl%h m%j;kh lrf.k hkfldg f,dalfhys lsif
s jl=g;a
Wkajykafia msksjka mdkd fudfyd; olajd u lsish u l%uhlg
fjk Y%uKfhl=g fyda n%dyauKfhl=g fyda fofhl=g fyda
udrfhl=g fyda n%yaufhl=g fyda ta lsisfjl=g fyda kj;ajkak nE'
thg ndOd lrkak nE'
uu ys;kafka fukak fl ksid u hs Ou pl%h m%j;kh
lrmq fj,df oila mej;= iQ;%h foaYkd lr jod< fj,df
oi oyila f,dal Od;=j lmd jqfka' iod wfrys mj;sk
f,daldka;l krlh mjd wf,dalu;a jqkd' t;r u fuh wdYaph
hs' ta ;uhs p;=rdh i;Hh Ouh meku" msysgqjd ;eu"
jrKh lsu" .%y fldg lau" m%lg lru" biau;= fldg
lau' ta ;r fohla f f,dalfha fjk ldgj;a lrkak neye'

mQcdp mQckShdkx - tA;x ux., uq;a;ux


f idmq;;
a uyry;ka jykafia lshkafka fYaI p;hla'
Wkajykafia uyd .=KialkaOhla' idmq;a; uyry;ka jykafia
yeuodu ie;fmk fldg tl idjla n,, l,amkd lr," ta
me;a;g jkaokd lr,d ie;fmkjd' w; mefjp wh ys;=jd"
fukak wr mrK nuqKq u;h' id j,g jkj lsh, nqrcdKka
jykafia g .sys,a,d lsjd' tkak lshkak tfyk idmq;a;
uyry;ka jykafiag lsh, lsjd' idmq;a; uyry;ka jykafia
jehg miafia Nd.Hj;=ka jykafia jod<d" yenEo id j,g
jkjd lshkafka@ tfyuhs iajdkS fldhs idjg o@ iajdkS
Nd.Hj;=ka jykai" uu w;rux fj,d weo weo .sh ldf, ug
m<fjks nK moh W.kajd jod< wiai uy ry;ka jykafia jev
isk idj n,, hs uu f jkaokd lrkafka id id idmq;;
a '
Tn b;ska flf<ys .=K okak flfkla fkj' flf,ys .=K okak
i;amqreIfhla fk' lsh,d jod<d'
b;ska idmq;;
a uyry;ka jykafia foaYkd l< f foiqu
wid is NslaIQka jykafia,d uy;a ixf;daIfhka hq;=j f foiqu
ms<s.;a;d'

252

uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

uf. nq if. iiqfku ksjka ,nkak'''


mskj
a ;=k"s wms fyd|g u;l ;shd.kak fk m%{dj ;rla
wys fjkak fkd fokak' Y%oaOdj wys fjkak fkd fokafk'
nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Y%djlfhla njg m;afjkak ;sfhk ,N
wjia:dj wys lr fkd .kak' wdh i;Hh u ys lr.kak'
ish fokdg f f.!;u nqoaO rdcHh ;=< u W;= p;=rdh
i;Hh jy jyd wjfndaO fjd
id id id

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