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BHATER BHUGOL ( geography of rice) by Jewel Mostafiz.
Published by Arifur Rahman Nayeem
Oitijjhya.
Date of Publication : February 2010.
website: www.oitijjhya.com
Email: oitijjhya@gmail.com
Copyright 2010 Oitijjhya. All rights reserved,
including the right of reproduction in
whole or in part in any form.
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