You There

You there, you're better off here

You there, you're better off here
Funny it takes no time to fall back down
Funny it takes the time to get back up
You there, you're better off here
You there, you're better off here
Funny it takes no time to fall back down
Funny it takes the time to get back up
Uncover your eyes
Uncover your eyes
There's no sun, where is your direction?
Uncover your eyes
Uncover your eyes
Ask yourself, where is my reflection?
Uncover your eyes
Uncover your eyes
There's no sun, where is your direction?
Uncover your eyes
Uncover your eyes
Ask yourself, where is my reflection?

Holding On To You
I'm taking over my body,
Back in control, no more shotty,
I bet a lot of me was lost,
Ts uncrossed and Is undotted,
I fought it a lot
And it seems a lot like flesh is all I got,
Not anymore, flesh out the door,
Swat,
I must've forgot, you can't trust me,
I'm open a moment and close when you show it,
Before you know it, I'm lost at sea,
And now that I write and think about it,
And the story unfolds,
You should take my life,
You should take my soul.
You are surrounding all my surroundings,

Sounding down the mountain range of my left-side brain,

You are surrounding all my surroundings,
Twisting the kaleidoscope behind both of my eyes.
And I'll be holding on to you
Remember the moment
You know exactly where you're going,
'Cause the next moment,
Before you know it, time is slowing
And it's frozen still,
And the window sill looks really nice, right?
You think twice about your life,
It probably happens at night,
Right?
Fight it,
Take the pain, ignite it,
Tie a noose around your mind
Loose enough to breathe fine and tie it
To a tree. Tell it, "You belong to me.
This ain't a noose, this is a leash.
And I have news for you: you must obey me."
You are surrounding all my surroundings,
Sounding down the mountain range of my left-side brain,
You are surrounding all my surroundings,
Twisting the kaleidoscope behind both of my eyes.
Entertain my faith.

Lean with it, rock with it,

When we gonna stop with it,
Lyrics that mean nothing,
We were gifted with thought,
Is it time to move our feet
To an introspective beat,
It ain't the speakers that bump hearts,
It's our hearts that make the beat.
And I'll be holding on to you.

Falling Away

Moonshine in the valley

Winding back to where we started
Freeze fire 'cause you know
I will make it home alive

I am never, never gonna wait

You say "follow the way we were"
And I'm caught in the middle of a heartache

Gonna run away

While I'm breathing
While I'm breathing
I'm falling away
I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling away

Fighting for ambition

Feels like every scar is open
Hit hard hear us break
This vow is now in fragments

I am never, never gonna wait

You say "follow the way we were"
And I'm caught in the middle of a heartache

Gonna run away

While I'm breathing
While I'm breathing

I'm falling away

I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling away

Now we're far away

Im never gonna stay
We've drowned this love which proved to be the hell we were breathing
With you I feel alone
Immersed in the Unknown
Keep me far away
Keep me, Keep me far away this time

All We Do
All we do is hide away
All we do is, all we do is hide away
All we do is chase the day
All we do is, all we do is chase the day
All we do is lie and wait
All we do is, all we do is lie and wait
All we do is feel the fade
All we do is, all we do is feel the fade
I've been upside down
I don't wanna be the right way round
Can't find paradise on the ground

I've been upside down

I don't wanna be the right way round
Can't find paradise on the ground
All we do is hide away
All we do is, all we do is hide away
All we do is chase the day
All we do is, all we do is chase the day
All we do is play it safe
All we do is live inside a cage
All we do is play it safe
All we do, all we do
I've been upside down
I don't wanna be the right way round
Can't find paradise on the ground
I've been upside down
I don't wanna be the right way round
Can't find paradise on the ground
All we do is hide away
All we do is, all we do is hide away
All we do is chase the day
All we do is, all we do is chase the day
All I did was fail today
All I wanna be is whites in waves
All I did was fail today
All we do, all we do

Can You Feel My Heart

Can
Can
Can
Can

you
you
you
you

hear the silence?

see the dark?
fix the broken?
feel... can you feel my heart?

Can you help the hopeless?

Well, I'm begging on my knees,
Can you save my bastard soul?
Will you wait for me?
I'm sorry brothers,
So sorry lover,
Forgive me father,
I love you mother.
Can you hear the silence?
Can you see the dark?
Can you fix the broken?
Can you feel my heart?

I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone.

I long for that feeling to not feel at all.
The higher I get, the lower I'll sink.
I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim.
Can you feel my heart?
Can
Can
Can
Can

you
you
you
you

hear the silence?

see the dark?
fix the broken?
feel... can you feel my heart?

Migraine
Am I the only one I know,
Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat?
Shadows will scream that I'm alone.
I-I-I I've got a migraine

And my pain will range from up, down, and sideways,

Thank God it's Friday
'Cause Fridays will always be better than Sundays
'Cause Sundays are my suicide days,
I don't know why they always seem so dismal,
Thunderstorms, clouds, snow, and a slight drizzle,
Whether it's the weather or the letters by my bed,
Sometimes death seems better than the migraine in my head,
Let it be said what the headache represents,
It's me defending in suspense,
It's me suspended in a defenseless test
Being tested by a ruthless examiner
That's represented best by my depressing thoughts,
I do not have writer's block,
My writer just hates the clock,
It will not let me sleep, I guess I'll sleep when I'm dead,
And sometimes death seems better than the migraine in my head.
Am I the only one I know
Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat?
Shadows will scream that I'm alone,
But I know we've made it this far, kid.
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I am not as fine as I seem, pardon
Me for yelling, I'm telling you green gardens
Are not what's growing in my psyche, it's a different me,
A difficult beast feasting on burnt-down trees
Freeze frame please, let me paint a mental picture portrait,
Something you won't forget, it's all about my forehead,
And how it is a door that holds back contents,
That make Pandora's Box's contents look non-violent,
Behind my eyelids are islands of violence,
My mind's ship-wrecked,
This is the only land my mind could find,
I did not know it was such a violent island,
Full of tidal waves, suicidal crazed lions,
They're trying to eat me, blood running down their chin,
And I know that I can fight or I can let the lion win,
I begin to assemble what weapons I can find,
'Cause sometimes to stay alive you gotta kill your mind.
Am I the only one I know
Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat?
Shadows will scream that I'm alone,
But I know we've made it this far, kid.
Ah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Oh, oh
Yeah, yeah, yeah
And I will say that we should take a day to break away
From all the pain our brain has made,
The game is not played alone.
And I will say that we should take a moment and hold it,
And keep it frozen and know that
Life has a hopeful undertone.
And I will say that we should take a day to break away
From all the pain our brain has made,
The game is not played alone.
And I will say that we should take a moment and hold it,
And keep it frozen and know that
Life has a hopeful undertone.
Am I the only one I know
Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat?
Shadows will scream that I'm alone,
But I know we've made it this far, kid.
We've made it this far
We've made it this f...

Books: Warriors
Hobbies
Write, read, draw, listen to music
Favorite stores/ Places
Hot Topic, Mountains, home, parks, nature, outdoors, movie theater, office, backyard,
hideout

Random
~I wasnt in the bad area, but i wasnt good either, but now i dont even know where Im
at, i know its bad, but i just dont know how to admit it.
~When words fail, music speaks.
~Parkour
~Ideas for careers- Therapist, Artist, Author, Art teacher
~River Spirit, Seven, OneXWarrior- artist youtubers/inpirational
~video games- Minecraft, halo reach, Starwars Battlefront

Pressure
I don't understand
What they want from me
They take my hands

Washing them in dirty water

Try to find what's right
In a distant place
So far away
The silence fills my heart with empty space

But now I'm sure of where I'll go from here

And tensions rise,
They push me to divert my vision
But I will break the ceiling and the walls that kept me in
For all this time
And all the reasons that I cannot find

They'll wait for me to fall under the pressure

They'll wait for me to give it up
Well I will not work against the forces
I just have to stay above the rushing, the rushing, water

I will do my best to keep myself composed

It takes a lot not to overload
They can't tell me what is right for me
I just need peace of mind and my ability
No one said that it would be this hard
You can't force it but you'll play your part
So I will run until I reach the end and who knows where I'll be
But all I know is that we'll start again

They'll wait for me to fall under the pressure

They'll wait for me to give it up
Well I will not work against the forces
I just have to stay above the rushing, the rushing, water

I've got my sights on

My sights on a brand new beginning

A steady rhythm will hold me to the shore
I've got my sights on
My sights on a brand new beginning
A steady rhythm will hold me to the shore