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lsh, m%isoaO jqkd' nqrcdKka jykafia neyeolskak .sys,a,
fuhd tl;amil jdjqKd' jdjqKdg miafia nqrcdKka
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;ukag ;uka .ek k.kak mqjka'
nqrcdKka jykafia wykjd" fldfyduo wdh kHdh
m%{dfjka ukdfldg olskafk@ tfyk ka wms bf.k
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jpid m;d lshkafk jpkfhka mqre lsu' y;rfjks
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meye,s lr .ekSu' nqoO
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ixLdr ksfrdaOd [a[dK ksfrdafOda" [a[dK ksfrdaOd kdurEm
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t;fldg wdh Y%djlhd mp iuqmamdofha l

yg.kak wdldrh ;rla fkfjhs kqjKska fufkys lrkafk'
mp iuqmamdoh ksreoaO u .ek;a kqjKska fufkys
lrkjd' t;fldg wms wdh kHdfha uq,ska u bf.k .;a;d
b;s buiax i;s box fyda;s - buiai Wmamdod box Wmam;s
tAflka lshkafk l yg.kakd wdldrh' B,g ;sfhkafk
buiax wi;s box k fyda;s - buiai ksfrdaOd box ksreka;s
tAflka lshkafk l ke;sfjk wdldrh'
ka wms mp iuqmm
a doh isxy,g .kak n,uq' wcd
mphd ixLdrd lshkafk woHdj fya;=fldg f.k ixialdr
we;s f ' ixia l dr fya ; = l rf.k [a [ dKh we;s f '
[a[dKh fya;=lr f.k kdu rEm we;sf' kdu rEm ksid
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iamYh ksid u we;sf' u ksid ;Kaydj we;sf'
;Kaydj ksid Wmdodk we;sf' Wmdodk ksid Njh we;s f'
Njh ksid bmu we;sf' bmu ksid crd urK" la
fodkia" iqiq fy,S yg .kS'
ka wms buiax i;s box fyda;s lshk tl' tAlg
isxyf,ka lshkafka fuh we;s l,ays fuh f' woHdj we;s
l,ays ixialdr f' ixialdr we;s l,ays [a[dKh f'
[a[dKh we;s l,ays kdu rEm f' kdu rEm we;s l,ays
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we;s l,ays fokdj f' fokdj we;s l,ays ;Kaydj f'
;Kaydj we;s l,ays Wmdodk f' Wmdodk we;s l,ays Njh
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urK" la fodkia" iqiq fy,S we;s f'
t;fldg wms bf.k .;a ; d buia i Wma m dod box
Wmam;s' fuh Wmk g fuh Wm' woHdj Wmk g
ixialdr Wm' ixialdr Wmk g [a[dKh Wm'
[a[dKh Wmk kdu rEm Wm' kdu rEm Wmk g
wdh;k yh Wm' wdh;k yh Wmk g iamYh Wm'
iamYh Wmk g u Wm' u Wmk g ;Kaydj

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Wm' ;Kaydj Wmk g Wmdodk Wm' ;Kaydj Wmk

g Njh Wm' Njh Wmk g bmu Wm' bmu Wmk
g crd urK" la fodkia" iqiq fy,S wd uq uy;a l
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mp iuqmm
a doh kqjKska fufkys lsf nqrcdKka
jykafia l%uh lshd kak' ka l wdh kHdh' tAl fldgila'
wfkla fldgi kqjKska fufkys lrkak ;sfhkafk woHdfj
b|, fkfjhs' wka;su b|,' crd urK j, b|,' crd urK
la fodkia iqiq fy,S yg.kafk t;k ;uhs wms bkafk'
wms bkak ;ek b|, ;uhs tAl fufkys lrkak ;sfhkafk'
ka wms crdjg f.dre fjp ;hla mj;ajkafk'
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fldg wdhqI bjr fjkj' t;fldg f lshk ,laIK l
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nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkj crd lshk tl f
f,dalfha bmp ish fokdg fmd tlla' t;fldg wms
ish fokd w;ak tlla' t;fldg wms wjfndaO lr .kak
fk crdjg f.dre fjk ;hla mj;ajkj lsh,'
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ta i;ajhkaf.a ta ta i;aj f,dalfhka ^pq;&s pq;fjkj" ^pjk;d&
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neyerg odkj' f fudlla o@ urKh' t;fldg urKh

lsh, nqrcdKka jykafia ia;r lrkafk pq; u' ^hd f;aix
f;aix i;a;dkx ;yd ;yd i;a; ksldfha pq;s pjk;d upq
urKx ld,lshd LkaOdkx fNafoda Lf,anriai kslf
a fmda& lh
lsu" urKh" mxp WmdokialkaOh u f Tlafldau
lshkafk urKhg'
ka jH f,dalh .;af;d;a pq;s ;a ;sfhkj' hdu;a
;sfhkj' fufy ;sfhkj lh lsu' ke;ak urKh'
Lf,anriai lshkafk uD; Yrhg' Lf,anriai kslaffmda
lshkafk u< isrer neyerg hkj' b;ska nqrcdKka jykafia
fmkajd fokjd fl fudlla o@ urKh'
B<g f crd urK j,g wms Ndckh fj,d bkakj"
f.dre njg m;afj,d bkakj lshk ldrKh biafi,a,
wjfndaO lr.kak fk' wms crdjg m;afjk ;hla
mj;ajk nj;a" urKhg hg;a jQ ;hla ^urKh ch.;a;=
fkfjhs & mj;a j k nj;a wms wjfnda O lr.ka k fk'
wjfndaOlr .kak fldg wmg we;s fjkj ^zfuh we;s l,ays
fuh fZ lsh, l,ska bf.k .;a;fk& l=ula we;s l,ays o
crd urK we;sfjkafka@ bmu we;s ghs crd urK
w;sfjkafk' t;fldg l=ula bmfuka o crd urK bmfka@
bmu bmfuka' ka wms u l=il bmk fudfydf; b|,
u crd urKhg f.drla' ta ksid ;uhs u l=il bmk
fudfydf; b|, u thdg urKh Wreu fj,d ;sfhkafk'
fudlo fya;=j@ bmu we;s l,ays crd urK we;'
t;fldg wms fufyu wjfndaOhla we;slr .;af;d;a
wmg iula ;sfhkj' fudllao fl wjfndaO lrf.k
hkak mqjka' tfyu ke;ak wms .;af;d;a miq.sh ldf,
,xldfj iqkd tl wdmq fj,dfj ksiaiq f.dvdla l;d nia
l<d fl luhla o@ lu mdlhla M, , o@ fudlo
fufyu jqfka@ lsh, l;d lr lr hkfldg ksl tal
ysf;kafk fl lu mdlhla' t;fldg fl wmg fjk
tlla kE' fudlo fya;=j@ f fldgi okafk ke;s ksid' crd

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urK j,g uqyqK fokafk l=ula ksid o@ bmu ksid' bmu

ksihs fldhs wdldrhl y .skafkka fjd" c,fhka fjd"
ji ilska fjd" fjk;aa wikSmhlska fjd crd urKj,g
m;afjkafk bmu ksid' tfyu k bmfuka ksoyia fjkl
u crd urK ;uhs thdg ;sfhkafk'
kuq;a wms lal tA urK j," wfma rf wh me;=j
zwfka WmkQmka wd;auhl f whg fl isoaO fjkak tmdZ'
ta ls h ka f k wms fydhka f k uefrka f k ke;s " crdjg
m;afjkafk ke;s Wm;la' kuq;a ta m;k Wm; ;=< ljodj;a
wmsg tal ynfjkafk kE' tfyk zB< wd;aufh fuhdg
.dis ,efjdZ" zB< ;fh f jf.a wl,a urK
j,g f.dre fkdfjdZ ls h , m;kjfk' kuq ; a ka
f;afrkj o Tng wjfndaO lrk fldg wmg meye,s
lr.kak mqjka fjkafk fudlla o@ bmu we;s l,ays crd
urK we;' ta wdh kHdhg .,m.;a; .uka f ixidrfha
yeu ;ekla .ek u wmg wjfndaOhla we;s lr.kak mqjka'
bmu we;s l,ays crd urK we;' t;fldg wms fldfya
bmk;a" fufy bmk;a" fjk rgl bmk;a" fjk f,dafll
bmk;a wmg wjfndaOhla we;s fjkjd bmu we;s l,ays
crd urK we;' bmu Wmk g crd urK Wm' ^buiax
i;s box fyda;s - buiai Wmamdod box Wmam;s& tal ;uhs
wms f;are .kak ;sfhk l%uh'
t;fldg Y%djlhd ys;kjd" f crd urK wk
.;a;g miafia crdjg m;afjk fldg crdjg m;afjkak tmd
lsh, wms m;kafk kE' wehs wms okakj" fl fldpr
me;=j;a j<lajkak nE lsh,' urKhg m;a fjk ;hla
;=< urKhg m;a fjkak tmd lsh, m;kafk kE' ka ta
me;Su;a llg whs;shs' ka nqoaO foaYkdfj ;sfhkjd" ^hx
mspx k ,N;s ;ms laLx& leu;s hula fkd ,efo th
lls ' ka leu;s hula fkd ,eu lls ls h k tl
nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lf<a fudk ldrKdjlg o lshk
tl fydhkafk ke;sj iuyre lshkj zTkak ug ld tlla
fkZ t;fldg ld tlla kE' lhs' t;fldg ug ld

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tlla ynjqkd' t;fldg l bjrhs' zTkak ug riaidjla

kEZ Tkak uu flka bkakj' riaidjla yn jqkd' t;fldg
leu;s hula ,eu iemhs tfyk' ta fudlo tfyu ys;kafk
wr nqrcdKka jykafia fl foaYkd lf<a fudk ldrKhla
meye,s lrkak o lsh, okafk ke;s lu'
nqrcdKka jykafia fndfydau ,iaikg tal meye,s
lrkjd" fl we;s f jka f k fldfydu o@ ks i a i q k a g
we;sfjkjd ^tajx bPd Wmam;s& fufyu yeSula we;s
fjkjd' ^wfyda j; uhx k crd Oud wiaidu& wfka wmsj k
Th yg crdjg m;afjkak tmd t;fldg ^k p j; fkda
crd wd.fPhshd:& wfma ;hg k Th yg crdj tkak
tmd ^k fLda mfka;x bPdh m;a;nx& tal m%d:kd lr,
,nkak nE' ^boms hx mspx k ,N;s ;ms laLx& tal ;uhs
hula leu;s fo th fkd ,ef l' fudlla o crdjg
m;a fkd bkak leu;shs' kuq;a ta leu;s foa ,efnkafk kE'
tal ;uhs leu;s foa fkd ,ef l lshkafk'
B<g nqrcdKka jykafia ia;r lrkj urKh
.ek' urKh .ek;a we;sfjkj ^tajx bPd Wmam;s&
fukak fufyu woyila we;sfjkj" ^wfyda j; uhx k urK
Oud wiaidu& wfka" wmsj uefrkak tmd ^k p j; fkda
urKx wd.fPhshd;& wfma ;hg urKh tkak tmd'
^k fLda mfka;x bPdh m;a;nx& ta jqkdg fl leu;s fj,d
,nkak mqjka tlla fkfjhs' ^boms hx mspx k ,N;s ;ms
laLx& fl ;uhs hula leu;s k fuh fkd ,ef l'
f leu;s foa fkd ,ef flka wms ljq r e;a
fmf,kj' flka fkd fmf,k flfkla f,dafl fydhd.kak
nE' ka wms .;af;d;a f crdj j<lajkak fudk ;r
gka ;sfhkj o@ fudk;r tlaiihsia ;sfhkj o@ jkafk
yeu ;ek u mdfr mdkaor cdfu ke.sg,' t;fldg fudlo
f Tlafldu lrkafk@ lEu j. fldpr k wms f;dar
f;dar lkj o@ fudk ;r miai fjkak yokj o@ kuq;a
wmsg mqjka o crdjg m;a u j<lajkak' nE' urKh

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j<lajkak fldhs ;r foaj,a lrkj o@ kuq;a urKh

j<lajkak mqjka o@ nE' fudlo fya;=j" ta Tlafldu
;sfhkafk bmu m%;Hh lrf.khs' bmp i;ajhdg tal
Wreuhs' t;fldg tal wms wjfndaO lr.kak fk fl
;uhs leu;s foa fkd ,ef l' ka wms leu;shs ldhsl
udkisl la fodkia ke;sj bkak' wms leu;shs' m;kj'
kuq;a ta m;k foa wmg ,efnkafk kE' fl okafk ke;sj
ksiaiq nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouhg myr jk yg
l;d lrkj' flda ld tlla ynqfkd;a tal iemfk'
t;fldg wrl fndre jqkdfk' lsh, wmydi lrkj'
t;fldg ta okafk ke;s lu ksid' yhg okakj k thdg
fjkafk wjfndaO u hs'
nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkj wmg crd urK
.ek wjfndaOhla ;sfhkak fk' crd urK .ek wjfndaOhla
we;s jqfkd;a ;uhs iula lrd wms hkafk' wjfndaOhla
ke;ak iu lrd hkafk kE' ta wjfndaOh ke;s lu ksid
Tng u;lo uu lsjd" ksjka iem ,efjd lsh, nek
tl .ykj' wfka fuhd wm w;r u Wmkak lsh, m;kj'
wehs ta@ thdg wdfh bmk;a ,efnkafk fj u hs lsh,
l,amkdjla kE' t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Oufha
crd urK .ek fyd| wjfndaOhla wms iska ys;, we;slr
.kak fk' ys; ys; kqjKska ui ui we;slr .kak fk'
ka Tkak wms crd urK flhs lsh, ijka kakd
^iq;d&' crd urK flhs lsh, u;l ;shd.;a; ^O;d&' ka
crd urK lshkak flhs lsh, ia;r lrkj ^jpid m;d&'
b;=re fol tkafk ;ukaf. l=i,;d u;' ^ukidkqfmla;d hd iqmm
a oaOd& kqjKska fufkys lsu;a" wjfndaO lsu;a'
ka n,ka k ls i df.da ; hf. orej uereKd'
lsidf.da;h ms<s.;af; kE" uereK lsh,' ta lsid f.da;h
jf.a wu, w~kj wms fldpr l, ;sfhkj o@ iuyr
u<f.j,a j,g .shd u" iuyr wu,f. ore l fldpr
o lshkj k" ka wms bkakj lsh," iajdka jykafia,

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we,a, lsh, f;afrkafk kE' wfka mqf;a" ke.skak' iajdka

jykafia,d jehd lsh, isysl,af,ka w~k wu, f
;fha l, ;sfhkj' iuyr iajdhd uereKyu |
w~kj" wfka" ke.skak' f orefjd n,ka bkakj ue,
lsh, ys;d.kak nE' ta jf.a ksiaiqkaf.a ;fh urKfh
we;s fjk lmkh fldhs ;r nrm;, o@
ka Th iqkd ldf, ta ksii
a k
q f
a . iqmgq lmkhla
fkfuhs ;snqfk' ksiaiq okafk keye fudlla o jqfka lsh,'
ksiaiq uqyqo me;a; n,kak leu;s keye' wms ta me;a;g
hkfldg iuyr mjq,a j, tlaflkd fokakd b;s fj,d
yshd' ta f.d,af,d kj;sk ;ek kej;s,d b|,d ?g Wfoag
tkj' we,a, wr uqyqog .yf.k .shmq md f.a jfg
weo weo bkakj' wfka fu;k ;uhs fmd orefjd ksod
.;af;" fu;k ;uhs wms bfj" fu;k ;uhs wfma we
;snf
q k .sks wfj ms ms ksii
a q la fjkjd lvd jegqk
f.j,a j,g fj,d' ^ta ojiaj, wj y ierhs' .skaor jf.a
msfpkj' f .sks wfj fldKafv mSr, ke;sj fldKafv
Tlafldu ;U mdg fj,d'& wdKavqj f,dl= uykaishla .;a;
ksiaiqkaf. f udkisl;ajh ke;s lrkak' kdgH fmkakqjd"
ys l;d ud" tfyu lr,d ta ksiaiqkaf. ;fhka
imQKfhka u tal wu;l flfrjd' f jf.a wjfndaO
lrkak ;sfhk wjia:dj,a wmg fldprj;a yn fjkjd'
wms ta yeu wjia:djla u wu;l lrkjd' wjfndaO lrkak
tal fya;= fjkafk kE' wms tal wjfndaOhg md lrk
ye okafk;a kE' wka;sug wu;l fjkj' wu;l jqkyu
fjkafk fudlla o@ ka l l fuhdf. ys;g tkafk f
m%Yafk fkfuhs' ka orefjd ke;sjqkd' tal wu;l fjkj'
wu;l fj,d .sys,a,d Tjg l l tkjd wdOdr' n,kak
ys;g fjk foa'
iuyr whg ;snqfk fmd f.hla' ka thdg ;gq
fofla f.hla yo, kak' ka thdg kQmka f,daNh yg.kakj'
ka thdg u;l kE uu;a ta yg u .yf.k hkak b|,
fp flfkla' uu l=i,a oy /ia lrkak fk fkao@

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uu hymf;a yeisfrkak fk fkao@ uu mska lrkak fk

fkao@ lshk is;s,a, tkafk kE' Bg jvd fjkia tlla
tkafk' Tkak n,kak wjfndaOh lshk tl ke;sjqkd u
yeu;siafi u ;h hkafk fldfyg o@ wkjfndaOhgu hs'
woHdj ;sfhk fldg woHdjgu ila oHdjg tkafk kE'
t;fldg lsidf.da;hg orej ke;sfjp fj,dfj
lsidf.da;h ms<.
s ;af; kE <uh ue, lsh,' lsidf.da;h
yefudagu .syska lsfj fudlla o@ f orej ls fndkafk
kE' f orejd weia wkafk kE' ud;a tlal l;d lrkafk
kE' fuhdg wikSmhla ;sfhkj' ikSm lr, fokak' ka
ffjoHjre .djg hkj hkj' ffjoHjre lshkj fl ikSm
lrkak nE lsh,' ka fuhd hkfldg ljqre y [dKjka;
flfkla lsj wkak w;k jevbkakj f f,dalhg l
ke;sfjkak fnfy;a fok W;a;uhka jykafia t;kg hkak
lsj'
lsidf.da;h nqrcdKka jykafia <g .sys,a,d
<uhdf.a frda. ,laIK l lsjd' iajdkS" uf.a <uhd
ls fndkafk kE' weia wkafk kE' yskd fjkafk kE' f
<uhd lsisu fohla l;d kE' wfka ug fuhd ikSm lr,
fokak lsj' nqrcdKka jykafiag fuhd uereK lsh,
lshk tl f;dar, fokak nE' lsj fyd|hs" ikSm lr,
fokak lsh,' yefudau nE lshoa ka nqrcdKka jykafia
bm;a jqkd ikSm lr, fokak' ikSm lr, fokak lsj'
yenehs flg fk lsj wn lla' yd''' ux f.k;a
fokak lsj' hkak ,eyeia;s jqkd' tfyu nE lsid f.da;"
ljqrej;a uep ke;s f.alska wrka tkak lsj'
ka fuhd f <uh;a lf ;shdf.k hkj' tl
f.orlg .sys,a, lshkj" wfka ug wn lla fokak wn
f.akjd' f f.or ljqrej;a ue, bkakj o@ wfmda'''
wfma iShd ue, bkakj' lsj' tfyk tmd lsj' B<
f.org .shd' wfka wn lla fokak wn lla kakd' f
f.or ljqrej;a ue, ;sfhkj o@ lsh, weyqjd' wfka

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wfma orefjla uereKd f < ' yeu f.al u ue,d' ka

hkfldg hkfldg wjfndaO jqkd f urKhg f.dre fj,d
f orejd' thd fl,ska u fidfydkg ud' od,d wdjd'
ka tkfldg lsid f.da;hg f;afrkjd bmu ksid
urKhg m;a fjk nj' b;ska bmu ksid crd urKhg m;a
fjk nj wms Th yg kqjKska fufkys lr," wjfndaO
lr.kak fk' tfyu wjfndaO lr.;a;g miafia wmg
meye,s fjkjd" bmu we;s l,ays crd urK we;' bmu
Wmk g crd urK ;uhs Wmkafk'
t;fldg fuf;la f,d wms meye,s lr.;af; crd
urK .ek' ka wms meye,s lr.uq bmu' nqrcdKka
jykafia ia;r lr, fokjd" ^hd f;aix f;aix i;a;dkx"
;ys ;ys i;a; ksldfha& ta ta i;ajhkaf.a ta ta i;aj j.hd
;= < ^cd;s & bmfokjd ^i[a c d;s & fYa I fhka Wmkjd"
^Tlalka;s& u l=fia nei .kakjd" ^wNsksnka;s& fYaIfhka
my< fjkjd" ^LkaOdkx md;=Ndfjda& mxp WmdodkialkaOh
my< fjkjd" ^wdh;kdkx m,dfNda& wei" lK" kdih" j"
lh" uki lshk wdh;k yh ,efnkj' fl ;uhs bmu'
t;fldg wms Wmkafk u l=ik
s 'a f f,dalfha i;ajfhda
u l=iska ;r o Wmkafk@ kE' f f,dafl i;ajfhd
Wmkjd ;a;r we;=f<' ta ;a;r we;=f, Wmkfldg
lshkjd wms wKavc' ;a;r we;=f< bm,;a thdg ,efnkafk
mxp WmdodkialkaOhla' wei" lK" kdih" j" lh" uki
lshk wdh;k yh' tfyu ke;ak ixfiaoc' f;;a mirfha
Wmkj' f;;a mirfha bmkdu;a thdg ,efnkafk mxp
WmdodkialkaOhla' wei" lK" kdih" j" lh" uki lshk
wdh;k yh' tfyu ke;ak flfkl=g ,efnkjd c,dnqc'
wms bmkd jf.a' c,dnqc lshkafk u l=fia fmd ;s;la
jf.a bm,d" Bg mia f ia lu mdl ka k ;s f hk
iajrEmhg wkqj wei" lK" kdih" j" lh" uki kdu rEm
m%;Hfhka yefokj' t;fldg wmsg ;sfhkafk ta wei" lK"
kdih" j" lh" uki ;uhs' Bg miafi Tkak wms bmfokjd'

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idudkHfhka j;udkfha wms bmu lshkafk u l=fia

msysu fkfuhsfk' wms bmu lsh, i,lkafk fudlla o@
u l=iska ysu' ta fj,dj wrf.k .sys,a,hs flakaorh
yokafk' nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Oufha bmu lshkafka
[a[dKh ul=fia nei .ekSu' wehs t;k b|, u crd
urK ;sfhkjd'
t;fldg B,g Wmkafk mmd;slj' mmd;slj
bmug ;uhs ^wNs k s nka ; s & fYa I fhka my<fjkj'
t;fldg;a mxp WmdodkialkaOhla ;uhs my, fjkafk'
t;fldg;a wdh;k yhla ;uhs ,efnkafk' fl ;uhs bmu
lsh, jodf<a'
nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d uyfKks" h ;ekl
weila Wmkjd o" lKla Wmkjd o" kdihla Wmkjd o"
jla Wmkjd o" lhla Wmkjd o" ukila Wmkjd o"
t;k frda.hkaf.a my< u hs' ta fla bmuhs' wehs ka ta
ksid fk Tlafldu frda. l yg.kafk' h ;ekl wei"
lK" kdih" j" lh" uki Wmkjd o" t;k bmfka
fudlla o@ l' ^laLiafiafida Wmamdfoda& fl fla bmu hs'
^frda.dkx ;s& frda.fha meje;au' ^crd urKiai md;=Ndfjda&
crd urKfha my<u' n,kak fldhs ;r wjfndaOhla f
crd urK .ek" bmu .ek nqrcdKka jykafiag ;s,
;sfhkj o@
ka wmsg ysf;kafk flfkla Wmk fldg i;=gla
we;sfjkafk' k ;shkak k fydhkjd" ,iaik u ku ;uhs
ka <uhg ;shkak l,amkd lrkafk' we' ka wmg Yla;s
muKska fyd| tajd' myiql' ka wms ys;kafk kE fuhd
lu mdlhla wkqj bm,d" fuhd Bg miafia fldfya hk
.uklg ,Eia;s fj,d wdjo lsh," wmg f;afrkafk kE'
b;ska Tkak bmu' bmu we;s l,ays ;uhs Th
wdldrhg fldfya y" c,dnqc Wm;la y" wKavc Wm;la
y" ixfiaoc Wm;la y" mmd;sl Wm;la y ,enqkd k"

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bmu we;s l,ays crd urK we;' thdg fldfyaj;a .sys,a,"

fldfyaj;a j," yex.s,d" ffrkak mqjka lula kE'
tfyk wms crd urK yg.kak fldg l<lsfrkak fk
fudlla .ek o@ bmu .ek' bmu ksihs f crd urK"
fYdal" je<mS" la fodkia yg.kafka lshk wjfndaOhg
wms tkak fk'
ta wjfndaOhg wdfj ke;ak fjkafk fudlla o@ wms
ys;kjd crd" urK" fYdal" je<mS" la" fodkia ke;s
Wm;la m;kj' wms lshkafk wmsg k WmkQmka wd;aful
fufyu la ,efnkak tmd iuyre lshkj fyd|g u crdjg
m;ajqfk flfkla lalyu wfh k olskakj;a ,efnkak
tmd lshkj' fya;=j fudlo@ ys;df.k bkafk crd urK
fkd olsk bmula' ta lshkafk bmu .ek wjfndaOhla kE'
wmg bmu .ek;a wjfndaOhla ;sfhkak fk' crd urK
.ek;a wjfndaOhla ;sfhkak fk' ta wjfndaOh ;snqfkd;a
;uhs iula lrd hkafk' tfyu ke;ak wmg ysf;kafk"
wfka" wmg wdfhu;a tlg Wmkak we;ak''' ug fyd|g
u;lhs' tl u flfkla ysh uu wrk" ta uEKshkag
,dre frda.h ye,' b;ska ojila uu f.or .sh fj,djl
ld,hla ;siafi udj n,kak wdihs lsh, ka b;ska udj
l, wdj' ka uu ldf,lska lafl' ug mquhs lalyu
f wes,s Tlafldu .e,,d .sys,a,' f tl weyela t<shg
we,a,' jykak nE ta weye' udj l, we~qjd' lsjd wfka
ug mkai,lg hkak yla kE" u,la mykla mQcd lr.kak
yla kE" odfk lla fokak yla kE" is,a .kak yla
kE uu weyqjd wu ka fudlo lrkafka uu yeuodu
uu u,a mQcd lr lr m;kj ldrKdjla' uu weyqjd fudlla
o m;kafka@ wfma mjqf, ish fokd u ;a tlal wdfhu;a
,nk wd;afu Wmkak' wu" ;d;a;d Tlafldu ;e,s j,a,
jf.a tlg' mqjka lsh, ysf;a'
n,kak wjfndaOhla ke;s jqkd u' ka f wug
f;are lr, fokak yla kE' uu ksYaYoj ysh' ta
ldf, ug f;afrkafk;a kE' uu;a f Ouh lshj, kE'

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kuq;a ug f;arekd ta ys;Su" ta wu ys;kak fk tlla

fkfuhs lsh,' yenehs ug ;j l<lsreKd f;a .ek'
l<lsrefK fudlo" fufyu la | |;a" fufyu mSvd |
|;a" wdfh;a ixidfrg u fk leu;s' wdfh Wmkak u fk
leu;s' l<lsreK ug tal wy,' fufyu tlla o f
i;ajhka ;=< ;sfhkafk lsh,'
fflka tlla f;afrkj' ka wms ys;kafka bmfuka
;uhs flg iu ;sfhkafk lsh,' tal ;uhs iuyrekag
Shock jeku Suiside lr.kafk' ys;kj f ;fha f
m%Yak Tlafldu ;sfhkafk j;a fj,d bkakl' Bg miafia
ys;kjd uu uefrkjd' uu ureKg miafia f m%Yk
a Tlafldu
bjrhs' t;fldg ;fha iu yehg olskafka urKh'
thd okafk kE urKh lrd hk fldg f mp iuqmm
a dohg
uqyqK mq tlaflfkla f uefrkafk lsh, wjfndaOhla kE'
thd ys;kafk urKh iula lsh,' wdfh Wm;la lrd
hkj' wdfh thdg f m%Yak tl" fol" ;=k fj,d ;uhs
thdg ynfjkafk'
t;fldg wms wjfndaO lr.kak fk" nqrcdKka
jyka f ia foa Y kd lrmq bmu ls h k tfla ia j Ndjh'
nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lf<a h ;ekl mG Od;=j
Wmkjd o" wdfmda Od;=" f;afcda Od;=" jdfhda Od;=" wdldi
Od;=" [a[dK Od;= ta lshkafka mG Od;= lshkafka f
flia" f,d" ksh" o;a" i wdh' wdfmda Od;= lshkafka ms;"
fiu" ierj wdh' f;afcda Od;= lshkafk WKqiqu' jdfhda
Od;= lshkafk wdYajdi m%Yajdi wd jd;h' wdldi Od;=j
lsfhkak fj yefok bvlv' [a[dKh' fjd ;sfhkjd
o h ;ekl nq rcdKka jyka f ia foa Y kd lrkjd
^laLiafiafida Wmamdfoda& f fla bmu hs' ^frda.dkx ;s&
frda.hkaf.a meje;au hs' ^crd urKiai md;=Ndfjda& crd
urKfha my<uhs'
fflka wmg fmakjd" ka n,kak bmu ksid fyd|g
u jhig .sys,a,d f crd urK wNshi mK weo weo bkak

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wh n,kak' ta ljqrej;a bmu ksid ug f l Wreu jqkd

lsh, wjfndaOhlska o uefrkafk' taf.d,af,d uefrkafk
wdfhu;a Wmkak ys;df.k' wvq.dfk f foajjd wd.
woyk wh mjd ys;kafka f fohka <g .sys,a, y
Wmkak' t;fldg bmula u hs m;kafk'
bmu m;kafk ke;s wh bkakj' taf.d,af,d lshkj"
nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a ld,fha yshd bmu lshkafk fudlla
o" crd urK lshkafk fudlla o lsh, wjfndaO fjp ke;s
wh' taf.d,af,d lshkj ^hdj jx iqLx f - kx.=;j
a d .D;x
j#& ; ldf, mqrd u iem fia ld, , ysgmka' ka f
f,dafl ;sfhkafk ta u;h ;uhs' Khg y .sf;,a mka
lshkj' ta ldf, fyd| lEulg ;sfhkafk we;af; .sf;,a
fjkake;s' ^Nia N+;iai foayiai& f Yrh mspqjdg miafia
^mqkrd.ukx lD;#& wdfh ljqo tkafk@ f u;h fkao ka
f,dafl je@ f,dalfha je Th u;h ;uhs' bkak l ld,
, fkdafoka bkak fk' uereKg miafia wms okafk kE'
; wjfndaOh lrkak nE talg' talg lshkafka Wfo
oDIah lsh,' yenehs tajd Tlafldu m%ydKh fjkj mp
iuqmamdoh wjfndaO fjk fldg'
t;fldg thd bmu .ek wjfndaOhla we;s lr.kak
fk fl ;uhs bmu lsh, wr y;r wdldrhlg' wms
,nkafk mxp WmdodkialkaOh" wdh;k yh" Od;= yh lsh,
wmg wjfndaOhla ;sfhkak fk' Bg miafi wms wdfh;a wr
kHdh .kak fk' buiax i;s - box fyda;s taflka wjfndaO
lr.;af;a bmu we;s l,ays crd urK we;'
B<g wms m%Yakhla wykak fk" l=ula we;s l,ays
o bmu ;sfnkafka@ fudlla o W;a;f@ Njh we;s l,ays
bmu we;' l=ula bmfkd;a o bmu Wmkafka@ Njh
bmfkd;a bmu Wmkafka' Tkak Th fldgi" idudkH
flfkl=g crd urK f;afrkak mqjka' fl bmu ksid
jqkd lsh,;a ysf;kak mqjks' kuq;a ta bmu jqfka fldfydu
o lsh, okafk kE' wkak t;k uq,d fjkj'

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fldgila lshkj f bmu ;ud iska lr.;a;= fohla'

;ud iska bm,d' fldgila lshkj f bmu fo flfkla
iska lr, mq tlla' foaj ksudKhla' fldgila lshkj
f bmu bf yg.;a;= tlla' Th ;=fkka tllg f mp
iuqmamdoh wjfndaO fkd lrmq tlaflkd jefgkj' tlafld
bmu ;ud iska lrk ,' bmu ;ud iska lrk ,
lsh, ys;f
= jd;a" crd urK;a t;fldg ;uka lr.;a;= tlla'
bmu fohka iska lrk , lsh, ys;=fjd;a crd urK;a
fohkaf. jevla' wkak t;fldg hd{d lrkjd" wfka
fohfka f f,f blaukg ikSm lr, fokak" wfka
fohfka ka u udj uefrkak i,iajkak tmd' ienEjg u
f fudfydf;;a f,dafl m;kj tal' t;fldg crd urK
lshkafk ;jflfkla iska lrk tlla lsh,'
;j flfkla lshkj kE'''' fl bf yg.;a;= tlla
bf yg.;a;= tlla ksid wmg ffl fudl=;a lrkak fohla
kE' ys; yodf.k uQK fouq ta u;fh bkak ksiaiq;a f,dafl
bkakj' t;fldg wms tfyu fkfjhs lrkafka' wms fya;= M,
uikjd l=ula we;s l,ays o" bmu we;s jkafka@ l=ula
bmfkd;a o bmu Wmkafka@
t;fldg wmsg W;a;rhla nqrcdKka jykafia lshd,
;sfhkjd" Njh we;s l,ays bmu we;' Njh Wmk g
Wm' tfyk wms ka wjfndaO lr.kak fk Njh
lshkafka fudlla o lsh,' nqrcdKka jykafiaf.ka wdkkao
yduqrefjd wykj Th m%Yakh' wykjd"
^Nfjda" NfjdaZ;s Nkaf;a jqp;s& iajdkS Njh" Njh
lsh, lshkjd' ^ls;;
a dj;dkq fLda Nkaf;a Nfjda fyd;s& iajdkS"
Njh lsh, lshkafka l=uk lreKla u; o@ b;ska nqrcdKka
jykafia foaYkd lrkjd wdkkao yduqrejkag" ^lduOd;=
fmlal[ap wdkkao lux kdNiai wms kq fLda lduNjx
m[a[dh;s& wdkkaoh" ldu Njfha mdl kag luhla
ke;ak" ldu Njhla lsh, tlla ;sfhkjd o@ ^fkda fya;x
Nkaf;a& keye iajdkS' ^b;s fLda wdkkao" lux fL;a;x& ta

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ks i d wdkka o h" luh ;uhs l= U q r ' ^[a [ dKx cx&

[a[dKh ;uhs ch' ^;Kayd isfkafyda& ;Kaydj ;uhs
j;=r' ^ySk Od;=hd [a[dKx m;s;x" m;a;kd m;s;x"
f;kd m;s;x& ySk Od;=f [a[dKh msy
s hd" m%d:kdj
msyshd" f;kdj msyshd'
fflka wmsg y u meye,shs Njh lshk jpkfha
f;areu' nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd Nj ;=kla
;sfhkjd' Wm; ,nkak ;sfhk ;eka yefok Nj lShla
;sfhkj o@ Nj ;=kla ;sfhkj lsh, nqrcdKka jykafia
wjfndaOfhka foaYkd l<d' ldu Njh" rEm Njh" wrEm Njh'
ka ldu Njh .ek ;uhs wr m%Yakhg W;a;r kafka' ldu
Od;=f mdl kakg luhla ke;ak ldu Njhla lsh,
tlla yefokj o lsh, wykj' t;fldg Njh lshk tl
f;afrkj' fudlla o Njh lshkafka@ t;fldg ldu Od;=f
mdlhla kakg luhla ilia jqfkd;a t;k ye,
;sfhkafk fudlla o@ ldu Njh' ldu Njhg nqrcdKka
jykafia fmkak,d fokjd ;j jpkhla' ySk Od;=j' ySk Od;=j
lshkafk my;a iajNdjh lshk tl' t;k ;uhs lshkj
f;kdj msysfha' f;kdj lshkafka@ f;kd yx NslaLf
lux jod u;l ;sfhkak fk f;kdj lshkafk fudlla
o lsh, yhg u t;fldg' f;kdj lshkafka luh'
t;fldg ySk Od;=f f;kdj msy
s hd u" ySk Od;=f me;=u
msyshd u" ySk Od;=f [a[dKh msyshd u" ye,
;sfhkafk fudlla o@ ldu Njh'
t;fldg wms f j;a fjkafka fudk Njfha o@ wms
j;a fjkafka ldu Njfha' wms f j;a fjk ;h ;=<
rEm Njh .ek okafk kE' wrEm Njh .ek okafk;a kE'
kuq;"a ;sfhkj' ka wmsg tal fufyu f;are .kak mqjka'
wms lshuq f.hla ;sfhkj' ta f.fh fmd;a;la ;sfhkj'
uohla ;sfhkj' weghla ;sfhkj' ka wmsg mska n,k
fldg uoh fmakj o@ kE' wegh fmakj o@ kE' wmsg fmakafk
fudlla o@ fmd;a;' h ojil fmd;a; .e,jqkd o" t;fldg
wmsg uoh fmakjd' h ojil uoh .e,jqkd o" wegh fmakjd'

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ta jf.a wm ;=< rEm Njh;a ;sfhkjd" wrEm Njh;a

;sfhkjd' kuq;a wms ka uqyqK , bkafk ldu Njhg' wms
bmfka ludkqrEmj ldu Njfha' iuyr g l,ska ;fha
wms wrEm Njfha bkak;a mqjka' l,ska ;fha rEm Njfha
bkak;a mqjka' ta Njfha b|," ta ;fha b|, taflka
pq;fj,d fjkak mqjka' wms okafk kE fldfydu o Njh
yefk lsh,' Njh yep yg ;uhs Wm; ;sfhkafk'
tfyk Wm; yefokafk wmsg kEjg o@ Njhg
kEjg o@ mq o a . ,fhl= g kE yehg fkfjhs Wm;
yefokafk' Njh ilia fjp yehghs' ^Nj mphd cd;s&
Wm; we;sfjkafk Njh fya;= lrf.khs'
t;fldg wms ka wy, ;sfhkjd pq;s is;la .ek' wy,
;sfhkj fkao@ pq;s is;la we;s jqkyu" m%;sika is;la
we;sfjkj' ka mp iuqmamdofha W.kajkafk fldfydu
o@ Njh we;s l,ays bmu we; lsh, ila pq;s we;s l,ays
bmu we; lsh, o@ kE' tfyu k wfma is; pq; fjkfldg
Njhla ye, ;sfhkafk fk Wm;la lrd hkak k' tfyk
m%Odk fjkafk pq;s is; fkfuhs' m%Odk fjkafk Njh' Njh
we;s l,ays bmu we;' Njh yg.kakd g bmu yg.kS'
ka tfyu k ldu Od;=f mdl k wdldrfha
lu wmg /iafj,d keoao@ /ia fj,d ;sfhkj' t;fldg
ldu Od;=f mdl k wdldrhg lu /iafj,d k"
wfma [a[dKh msysg, ;sfhkafk fudfla o@ ySk Od;=fj'
t;fldg [a [ dKh ms y s g , ;s f hka f k yS k Od;= f j'
[a[dKh jefvkak fk wdldrhg wms lfhka l%shd lr,
;sfhkj k" jpkh md lr, ;sfhkj k" ysf;ka
ys; ys; bkakj k" tal ;uhs l=Uqr' ka ta l=Uqfr k wms
yeu;siafiu [a[dKh j.d lrkafk" talg jqjukd
wdldrhg ;Kaydj;a mj;ajkj k" wmsg ljodj;a flka
ksoyia ula n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkak nE' wms fkd k lrmq
foaj,a fldpr r f.kshkj o lsh, wms okakj o@ wms
flka ksoyia fjkafka f iajNdjh wjfndaO lrmq ojig'

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t;fldg Tn f;are .kak ldu Od;=f mdl kakg

lu ilia u ;uhs ldu Njh' t;fldg wms wjfndaO
lr.kak fk ldu Njh .ek;a" rEm Njh .ek;a" wrEm
Njh .ek;a' fudlo f Nj ;=k meye,sj wms f;are
.;a; k b;=re l meye,sj f;are .kak mqjka'
f mp iuqmamdoh .ek ojila wdkkao yduqrefjd
Nd.Hj;=ka jykafiag lshkjd" f mp iuqmamdoh .ek
isyl
s roa ug ysf;kafk fl wjfndaO lrkak f,aih
s s jf.a'
nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d yd''' yd'''' wdkkaoh" l k
lshkak tmd' f mp iuqmamdoh wjfndaO lr.kak ne
u ksid u f i;ajhd kQ,a fnda,hla mgf,daf.k jf.a"
wjqf,ka wjq,g m;a fj,d' tafl y ,iaik jpk lla
;sfhkjd' uq[annrksld ta lshkafk imQKfhka u
;Kfld< f.dvla megkd jf.a" kQ,a fnda,hla megkd
jf.a f ixidrfhka tf;r fjkak nej bkakjd fl
wjfndaO fkd lsu ksid' fudlla o ta@ mp iuqmamdoh
wjfndaO fkd u ksid'
t;fldg mskaj;aks" f mp iuqmamdoh wjfndaO
lr.ekSu f ;fha wksjdhfhka u wms lr.kak fk
foa ' fudlo fya ; = j " f mp iuq m a m doh wjfnda O
lr.;af;d;a ;uhs wmg f ;fha fida;dmkak fjkak
mqjka fjkafk' wdkkao yduqrejkag tfyu ys;f
= ka" wdkkao
yduqrefjd isyh
s ;sfhk wh w;ka" kqjK ;sfhk wh w;ka
w.% fk'
fukak nqrcdKka jykafia ldu Njh ia;r lrk
ye' ^b;s fLda wdkkao lux fL;a;x& wdkkaoh Th yg
luh ;uhs l=Uqr' ^[a[dKx cx& [a[dKh ;uhs
me,fjk foa' ^;Kayd isfkafyda& ;Kaydj ;uhs j;=r' t;fldg
f Tlafldu ia;r lrkafk Njh lsh, ia;r fjk ;ekhs'
Njh .ek f;darkakhs lshkafk' ^wcd kSjrKdkx i;a;dkx
;Kayd ixfhdackdkx& p;=rdh i;Hh wjfndaO fkd u lshk
ldrKfhka jeysp" wdidjg nep i;ajhdf.a ySk Od;=f

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[a[dKh msyg
s ,d ;sfhkj' ^tajx wdh;sx mqknjdNsnka;s
fyda;s& Th yg ;uhs lshkjd wdfhu;a Njhla we;s fj,d
Wm;la we;s fjkafk'
tfyu k wms meye,s lr.kak fk" idudkHfhka
wfma rf fndfyda ;ekaj, ys;kafk f Wmkjd lshk tl
y ir, tlla yehg' tfyu ys;, ;uhs wfmka wykafka
pq;s isg <g mika ys; my, fjk fldg wjidk is;
fkao flg n,mdkafk lsh, l,amkd lrkj ila thd
okafk kE ffl miqf ;sfhkafk mp iuqmm
a doh lsh,'
t;fldg wms f;are .kak fk mp iuqmamdoh hs ffl
miqu'
B<g nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd rEm
Od;=f mdl kak luhla we;sfj,d ke;ak" rEm Njh
lsh, tlla we;s fjkj o@ ka Tkak wms uefrk fldg
rEm f,dafl o Wmkafk' kE' fudlo fya;=j@ rEm f,dalfha
Wmkak fk lrk luhla ye, ke;ak' Tkak ljqre
y flfkla OHdk jevqj' mxp kSjrK hgm;a l<d' mxp
kSjrK hgm;a lr, OHdkhla mj;ajk .uka thdf. ysf;a
jev lrkafk lduh fkfjhs' ldufhka , bkafk thd'
n,mj;ajkafk rEm OHdkh' t;fldg thdg luhla
yefokj t;k' tal rEm Od;=f mdl msKsi fya;= fjk
luhla' t;fldg thdg ilia fjkafk rEm Njh'
^b;s fLda wdkkao" lux fL;a;x& wdkkaoh Th yg
luh ;uhs l=Uqr' ^[a[dKx cx& [a[dKh ;uhs
me,fjk foa' ^;Kayd isfkafyda& ;Kaydj ;uhs j;=r' ^wcd
kSjrKdkx i;a;dkx& woHdfjka jeiqKq i;ajhkaf.a ^;Kayd
ixfhdackdkx& ;Kaydfjka neKq i;ajhkaf.a ^uud Od;=&
wr ldu Od;=jg fudllao nqrcdKka jykafia Nd;d lf<a@
zySk Od;=Z lsh,' rEm f,dal j,g Nd;d lf<a zuud
Od;=Z lsh,' wrEm f,dal j,g nqrcdKka jykafia md
lrkafk zmKS; Od;=Z lsh,' t;fldg tfyuhs lshkj
wdfhu;a Wmkafk' ^tajx wdh;sx mqkNjdNsksnka;s&

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^wrEm Od;= fmlal[a[ lux wdkkao kdNiai& wrEm

Od;=f Wmkak luhla ye, ke;ak" ^wmskqfLda wrEm
Nfjda m[a[dh:& wrEm Njhla yefokj o lsh, wykj'
fuhdg wrEm Njhla ;sfhkj o lsh, wykj' keye iajdkS
lshkj' ^b;s fLda wdkkao lux fL;a;x& wdkkaoh" luh
;uhs l=Uqr' ^[a[dKx cx& [a[dKh ;uhs me,fjk
foa' ^;Kayd isfkafyda& ;Kaydj ;uhs j;=r' woHdfjka jeiqk"q
;Kaydfjka neKq i;ajhkaf.a m%KS; Od;=f [a[dKh
msy
s hd u" me;=u msy
s hd u" f;kdj msy
s hd u" Th yghs
lshkj wdfhu;a Wmkafk'
t;fldg wms fflka meye,s lr.kak fk" f
f,da f la wKa v cj y" c,dnq c j y" ixfia o cj y"
mmd;slj y wdfhu;a Wmkj k Wmkafka l=ula we;s
l,ays o@ Njh we;s l,ays' n,kak f ldrKd wms wjfndaO
lf<a ke;ak" wms ;=< luh keue;s l=Uqrl" [a[dKh
keue;s me<hla" ;Kaydj keue;s j;=frka f;;a fj"
jefvkj lsh, wms okafk kEfk' wms fl k.kafk
nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a foaYkdfjka ;rhs' f,dafl fjk
fldfyaj;a f mdvu W.kajkafk kE' fl ;sfhkafka
nqrcdKka jykafia jod< Oufha ;rhs'
t;fldg wms f;a r e .ka k fk ldu Njhla
;snqfKd;a" wdh kHdhg wkqj n,k fldg ldu f,dalfha
Wm; we;' ^buiax i;s - box fyda;s& rEm Njh we;s l,ays
rEm f,dalfha Wm; we;' wrEm Njh we;s l,ays wrEm
f,dalfha Wm; we;' ldu Njh Wmk g ldu Njfha Wm'
t;fldg wrEm Njhla yg.ka k fldg ta f l Wm;la
yefokj' rEm Njhla yefok fldg tafl Wm;la yefokj'
t;fldg Tng f;are .kak mqjka o ys;k f,aif
s hka
fflka .e,fjkak ne nj' l;d nia lrk f.fhka"
ys;k f.fhka" f ixidfrka wmsg tf;r fjkak nE' talhs
f mdvu W.kajkak nq flfkla u fk' f,dafl wks;a
yeu mdvula u bf.k.ka k nq jre fk kE' ka

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nqjrekaf.ka nK wy, o f rg j, ,aka yefj@ kE'

f j;a fjk l%u yo, ;sfhkafk nqjrekaf.ka nK wy,
fkfjhs' y|g frdl hjkafk' kuq;a crd urK j,ska ksoyia
fjkak nqrcdKka jykafia kulf.a Ouhla fk' wehs
fya;=j" f fldgi f,dalfha ldgj;a wyqfjkafk kE' f
fldgi wyqfjkafk nqjrfhl=g u hs'
ka Tn u;l ;shd.kak fk lreKq lSmhla ;sfhkjd
fu;k' Njh lsh, ia;r lrk ;ek nq rcdKka jykafia
ia;r lrkj luh lshk tl' ka fyd|g u;l ;shd.kak
fk ;ekla' ke;ak megf,kak mqjka' ka luh lshk
tl fyd| ,iaikg ffl ia;r lr, ;sfhkafk Njh lshk
jpkh ia;r lrk ;ek' ^b;s fLda wdkkao lux fL;a;x&
wdkkaoh" luh ;uhs ffl l=Uqr' ^[a[dKx cx&
[a[dKh ;uhs ffl me,fjk foa' ^;Kayd isfkafyda&
;Kaydj ;uhs ffl j;=r' woHdfjka jeiqkq" ;Kaydfjka
neKq i;ajhkaf.a ySk Od;=f [a[dKh msysfhd;a"
m%d:kdj msysfhd;a" f;kdj msysfhd;a thd wdfhu;a
Th yg Wmkj' t;fldg Njh .ek ;sfhk f ia;rh
nqoO
a foaYkdfj ;sfhkj' wx.=;;
a r ksldfh m<fjks fldgfi
;sfhkafk' kuq;a lsisu bx.%Sis mj;khl kE' yeu ;ek
u ;sfhkafk becoming lsh,' fyd|g n,kak fmd;aj,'
isxy, tajdfh;a ;sfhkafk zuZ'
talg fya;=j ;uhs ta jpkh tkak" md,s jpkhla
;sfhkj zNj;sZ lsh,' Nj;s lshkafk zfZ' t;fldg zNfjdaZ
lsh, jpkh .ek ys;=jd zNj;sZ lshk jpkh .ek n,,d"
jpfka yef n,, w:h kakd' ka Nfjda lsj u Nj;s
jf.a yef ;sfhk jpkhla fk' t;fldg mj;kh lrk
wh ys;=j Nj;s lshk tfla f;areu f fk' ta jf.a ksid u
lsh, w:h kakd' Tkak jerp ;ek' ta ksid lsisu
mj;khl Njh lshk jpkh ksjerj mj;kh fj,d
kE' wog;a kE'
t;fldg Njh lshk jpkfha w:h wms f;dar.kak
fk' fudlla o Njh lshkafk' Nj ;=kla ;sfhkjd' ldu

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Njh" rEm Njh" wrEm Njh' fudlla o ldu Njh lshkafk@

ldu Od;=f mdl msKsi lu ilia u' fudlla o rEm
Njh lshkafk@ rEm Od;=f mdl msKsi lu ilia u'
wrEm Njh lshkafk wrEm Od;=f mdl msKsi lu ilia
u' lsis ojilg wmsg jrkafk keye Th yg u;lfha
;shd .;af;d;a' fudlo fya;=j f kqu ldf. wjfndaOh
o@ nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a wjfndaOh'
ka wms uqyqK, bkakjd ldu Njfha mdl msKsi
lu ye, ;sfhkafk' wehs wms lhska l%h
s d lrkj" jpkfhka
l% s h d lrkj" ukis k a l% s h d lrkj" yS k Od;= f u hs
[a[dKh msysgkafk' wehs f [a[dKh mj;ajkafk
f wruqKq j, ;rfk' t;fldg [a[dKh me<fjkj
;DIaKdj ksid'
ka Tkak crd-urK" cd;s B<g Njh wms f;are
.;a;d' B<g wdh kHdhg wms wdfhu;a hkak fk'
l=ula we;s l,ays o Njh yg.kafka@ l=ula bmfkd;a o
Njh Wmkafka@ Wmdodk we;s l,ays Njh we;' Wmdodk
Wmk g Njh Wm'
t;fldg Wmdodk lshk jpkh wms f;dar.kak fk'
Wmdodk lshkafka hlsis foalg ;on, yg ne,d hdu'
we,Su lshkafka ;Kaydj' ka fyd|g ys;kak" ;Kayd Wmdodk tlg ;sfhkafk yeu;siafiu' ka wmsg hlsis
foalg wdidjla we;s jqfkd;a ta wdidj ;uhs neulg fya;=
fjkafka' fyd|g ys;,d n,kak wms hlsis foalg wdid
lf,d;a ta foag ys; nef|kjd' tfyuk wdidj;a tlalu
;sfhk tlla ;uhs neu' t;fldg Wmdodk lshkafka neu
lsh, lshkak mqjka' ta jf.a u lshkak mqjka .%yKh
u' fudlla y tllg wyqfjk tl lshkak mqjka'
t;fldg n,ka k fk wms " nq rcdKka jyka f ia
Wmdodk lsh,d ia;r lr,d ;sfhkafka fudlla o lsh,d'
ka wms u;l ;shd.kak fk l,ska tajd l' crd-urK"

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cd;s " Nj ;= k ' Wmdodk y;rla nq rcdKka jyka f ia

wjfndaOfhka u foaYkd l<d' fudkjo ta Wmdodk y;r@
m<fjks tl ldu Wmdodk' fofjks tl Wmdodk' ;=kf
a jks
tl iS,n; Wmdodk' y;rfjks tl w;a;jdo Wmdodk'
ldu Wmdodk' ka Tn Wmdodk lshk jpkhg wr
f;areu od.kak fk' .%yKh u lshk tl .ksuq' ka
wdi lrmq foag ;uhs nef|kafka' t;fldg ldu Wmdodk
lshkafka lduhg neu' Wmdodk lshkafka oDIa j,g
neu' iS,n; Wmdodk lshkafka iS,j%; j,g neu'
w;a;jdo Wmdodk lshkafka uu h" udf.a h" udf.a wd;auh h
lshk yeSug neu'
hlsis fohlg .%yKh jqkdg miafia" ta .%yKh
fjp fohska ksoyia ug k" .%yKh fjkak fya;= fjp
foa ke;sj hkak fk' t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd
lrkjd ldu Njh yg.kak fya;= fjkafk;a Wmdodk' rEm
Njh yg.kak fya;= fjkafk;a Wmdodk' wrEm Njh yg.kak
fya;= fjkafk;a Wmdodk' fudllao fya;=j@ Wmdodk we;s
l,ays Njh we;' Wmdodk Wmk g Njh Wm' t;fldg
ne hdula yg.ka k fldg u mdl ms K s i luhla
yefokjd' t;fldg nehk fldg lduhg" ldu Od;=f
mdl msKsi luhla yg.kakjd' lduh w;wehg miafia
uu" udf.a" udf.a wd;auh lshk tl ;=< ;uhs thd b;s l
mj;ajkafka' iS,n;" oDIa jf.a tAjd wrf.k' t;fldg
b;s tAjdg Njh yefokjd'
lduh lshkafka fudlla o@ ^bGd" lka;d" ukdmd"
mshrEmd" lduQmixys;d" rckShd& f jpk j,ska ia;r lrkjd
lduh' bGd lshkafka hym;a' ukdmd lshkafka leue;a;
we;s lrfok' mshrEmd lshkafka m%sh iajrEmfhka hqla;hs'
lduQmixys;d lshkafka ldudYdj we;sfjk' rckShd lshkafka
lsgq lrk tl' tA ,laIK j,ska hq;= h rEmhla weoao" tAl
rEm lduh hs' weyska olskd rEmh' h Yohl Th ,laIK
;sfhkj o" tAl Yo lduh hs' h iqj|l tA ,laIK we;a

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o" tAl .kaO lduh hs' h rihl tA ,laIK weoao" tAl ri

lduh hs' h iamYhl tA ,laIK weoao" tAl fMdGn
lduh hs' t;fldg f rEm" Yo" .kaO" ri" myi lshk
myg ne,d .sh .uka" thd nefka fudflag o@ ldu
Wmdodkhg'
tA jf.a u flfkla nef|kjd oDIa Wmdodkhg' ka
.;af;d;a f f,dalfha lduhg jf.a u i;ajhd oDIaj,g
ne,d hkjd' ka wms .;a f ;d;a iuyre nef|kjd
oDIaj,g f f,dafl fohka uejd lsh,d' iuyre ne,d
bkakjd oDIaj,g f f,dafla fohka uef kE" fl
bf yg.;a;= tlla lsh,d' iuyre ne,d hkjd fl
fojre lKavdhula uejd lsh,d' f jf.a tl tl oDIa
j,g" u;jdo j,g ksiaiq ne,d hkjd' ne,d .shd u
ksl bkakjo thd@ kE' Bg miafia t;k yg.kafka;a Njhla'
tlaflda ldufha ne,d" ldufha neif.k" thd lu /ia
lr.kakjd' tlaflda oDIafha neif.k lu /ialrkjd'
tfyu ke;ak fkdfhla iS,j%e; j, ne,d thd lu /ia
lr.kakjd' tfyu;a ke;ak" uu h" udf.a h" udf.a wd;auh
lshk yeSf neif.k lu /ia lrkjd' f lu ;uhs
fuhdg f nei .ekSu ;=< isoO
a fjkafka' tlaflda ldu Njhla
yg.kakjd" tlaflda rEm Njhla yg.kakjd' tlaflda wrEm
Njhla .g.kakjd'
ka bkahdf tfyu iS,jD; j,g ne,d hkjd uu
l,d ;sfhkjd' ysud,fha bkakjd idOq jre uq wefa u
w .df.k' ;yvq lE,s j,ska wuqv .yf.k' iS; ldf,g
fldfydu bkakj we;a o@ B<g fldKafv mSrkafk kEfk'
uu l,d ;sfhkjd iuyrekaf.a fldKafv w 15 la 20 la
.hs' T;,d T;, Wvg yskak fldKafv cgd ne|f.k'
uu l,d ;sfhkjd iuyr idOq jre ;ks ll=f,ka uq
; ldf, u ysgf.k bkakjd' Tx,a,djla jf.a .eg.y,d"
tAfla fmd fldghla ;sfhkjd' tA fldfg Wv tl ll=,la'
t;fldg yeu ;siafiu ;ks ll=f,ka' wudrefjk fldg"
ll=, fyd|g u fok fldg" Tx,a,dfj t,a,s,d wfkla

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ll=, ;shkafk' t;fldg kdkafk" lEu .kafka" jeisls,s leisls,s hkafka ;ks ll=f,ka mek mek' tAjd iS,n;
mrdudi j,ghs whs;s fjkafka'
iuyre wdydrfhka msis fjkjd lsh,d oDIahlg
tkjd' th;a iS,n; mrdudihlg wh;a' iuyre wdydrfhka
msis fjkjd lsh,d ys;df.k t<jhs n;=hs lkjd' iuyre
wdydrfhka msis fjkjd lsh, ys;df.k ls ;rla
fndkjd' ka bkahdf ;sfhkjd tAld oiuh lsh,d udfi
tfldf<dia fjksog n;a lkafk kE' ls ;rla ,d bkakjd'
wdydrfhka msis fjkjd lsh, ys;df.k bkafka' iuyre
ys;kjd id j,ska msis fjkjd lsh,d' ksod.kakjd idj
n,,d' ke.sg,d tA idjg jkjd' tA Tlafldu fudkjo@
oDIa Wmdodk;a tlal tlg ;sfhk tlla ;uhs iS,n;
Wmdodk'
B<g w;a;jdo Wmdodk' uu h" udf.a h" udf.a
wd;auh h lshk yeSu imQKfhka u ne," .e,s, ;uhs
bkafka' nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokjd f Wmdodk we;s
l,ays Njh we;' fl fyd|g ksial,xlj f;are .kak
fk' l,nf,ag nE'
uu u;l ;shd.kak lsjd" Njh ia;r lrmq ye'
^b;s fLda wdkkao lux fL;a;x& wdkkaoh" luh ;uhs l=Ur
q '
^[a[dKx cx& [a[dKh ;uhs me,fjk foa' ^;Kayd
isfkafyda& ;Kaydj ;uhs j;=r' t;fldg lduhg ne,d .shd
u" oDIahg ne,d .shdu" iS,j%e; j,g ne,d .shdu" uu
- udf.a - udf.a wd;auh lshk yeSug ne,d thd h
f;kdjla my< lrkjd o" [a[dKfha h l%h
s dld;ajhla
;sfhkj o" hula lrkjd o" tA Tlafldaf.ka u ilia fjkafka
tlaflda ldu Njhla" tlaflda rEm Njhla" tlaflda wrEm
Njhla' oeka ySk Od;=f k thdf. l%shdj ;sfhkafka ldu
Njhla' uud Od;=f k thdf. l%shdj ;sfhkafka rEm
Njhla' m%KS; Od;=f mdl msKsi k lu yefokafka
wrEm Njhla'

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ka Tng f;afrkjd we;s f,dal i;ajhd jemqr bkafka

fldfyo lsh,d' wrEm Njfha Wmk .Kk wes,s j,ska
.Kka lrkak mqjka ;r fmdvhs' rEm Njfha Wmk
msi;a tA jf.a u iq msihs' fndfyda i;ajhdg f lduh
iev myrla jf.a' fflu .yf.k hkjd' l<lsfrkafkj;a
kE' t;fldg ffl neyef.k hkj thd' ^Nj mphd cd;s&
Njh fya;= lrf.k ;uhs Wmkafka lshk ldrKh Tn
f;a r e .;a ; d' ^Wmdodk mphd Nfjda & Wmdodk fya ; =
lrf.khs Njh lshk tl;a ka wms fyysg f;are .;a;d'
ka wms wdfhu;a wdh kHdhg tkak fk' l=ula
we;s l,ays o Wmdodk we;sjkafka@ l=ula bmfuka o
Wmdodk bmfokafka@ ;Kaydj we;s l,ays Wmdodk we;'
;Kaydj bmfuka Wmdodk Wm' t;fldg Tkak Wmdodkfha
ryi' fl wyf.k hoa Tng f;afrkjd we;s fl wjfndaO
lsfuka f;drj i|kak neye lsh,d'
ka wms okak ldf, b|,d m;kj fka' tA;a wms m;mq
foaj,a o jqfka@ m;mq foaj,a fkfjhs jqfka' iuyrg Tn
ySfkkaj;a ys;mq ke;s foaj,a fjkak we;s' idudkHfhka f
;fha;a tfyu k wms ys;mq ;ekaj, u o Wmkafka@
t;fldg fl isfj,d ;sfhk yehg hs fl isoO
a fjkafka'
nqrcdKka jykafia ia;r lrkj ;Kaydj' ;Kaydjg
O jpk nqrcdKka jykafia md lr,d ;sfhkjd'
kka" kkard." wdYd' ;Kaydj lshk tfla f;areu we,au'
h lsis fohla flfrys wfma ys; ;ka we, hkj k
wkak tA we,d hdu ;uhs ;Kaydj lshkafka' t;fldg wfma
ys; rEmhg we,d hkjd k" tA fudk ;Kaydj o@ rEm
;Kaydj' wfma ys; Yohg we,d hkj k" Yo ;Kaydj'
wfma is; .|-iqj|g we,d hkj k" .kaO ;Kaydj' wfma
is; rihg we,d hkj k" ri ;Kaydj' wfma is; lhg
fkk myig we,d hkjd k" fMdgn ;Kaydj' wfma
is; is;g tk is;s,s j,g we,d hkjd k" Ou ;Kaydj'

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nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Oufha ;sfhkjd" ry;ka

jykafia .ek ia;r lrk fldg" ^ry;ka jykafiag f
;Kayd yh u kEfka'& Wmudjla fmkakqjd" fk fld<fha
;sfhk h jla jf.a lsh,d' fk fld<fha ;sfhk h
j fk fld<hg iamY fj,d kE' fk fld<h we,
lrk fldg jefgkjd' ^mux jd h:d k ,smam;s& wkak tA
jf.a rEmhg we,d hkafk kE' Yohg we,d hkafk kE'
.| iqj|g we,d hkafk kE' rihg - myig - is;g tk
is;s,s j,g we,d hkafka kE' tA we,d hkafk ke;af;
;Kaydj ke;sfuka' ;Kaydj ;sfnd;a fjkafk fudlla o@
we,d hkjd' wdidj we;sfjkjd lshkafka tAlhs'
we,d .shmq .uka hulg tAlg nef|kjd' Wmdodk
we;s fjkjd' wms rEmhg we,d hkfldg rEmhg nef|kjd'
Yohg we,d .sfhd;a Yohg nef|kjd' .| iqj|g we,d
.sfhd;a .| iqj|g nef|kjd' rihg we,d .sfhd;a rihg
nef|kjd' myig we,d .sfhd;a myig nef|kjd' ys;g
tk oDIahg we,d .sfhd;a oDIahg nef|kjd' iS, j%e;hg
we,d .sfhd;a tAlg nef|kjd'
ka n,kak fl fldhs ;r rg isoaO fjkj o
lsh,d' fl weg hs is;g hs noaO fj,d ;sfhkafka' wms
ys;uq flfkla mqre fj,d ;sfhkjd lsh,d f;a tlla ,d
jeisls,shg hkak' ka wmsg bmp .uka f;a fmdj, o@
kEfka' kuq;a wms uE; Nd.fha mqre fjkj lshuqflda tfyu
tlla' ojila folla fufyu lr,d udihla ;r .shdg
miafia f;a tlla fj ke;ak jeisl,
s h
s g hkak nE' n,kak
tAlg fk yehg ys;;a yefokjd" lh;a yefokjd' ka
tfyu n,k fldg fldhs ;r f mqre j,g wfma ys;
weneys fj,d weoao@ f lh fldhs ;r mqre j,g
weneys fj,d weoao@ tAlfka wmsg fl f;are .kak wudre
fj,d ;sfhkafka'
f jf.a wfma ;h ;=< mj;ajkjd ldu ;Kayd' f
lduhka flfrys wdidj mj;ajkjd' Nj ;Kayd - f meje;au

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flfrys wdidj mj;ajkjd' iuyr flfkl=g tA wdid j,ska

f;drj wdidjla we;sfjkjd' Nj ;Kayd' fkd mj;skak
;sfhk wdidj' fkd mj;skk
a ;sfhk wdidj ;sfhk tlaflkdg
tA wdidj uq,alrf.k Wmdodk yefokjd' w;a;jdo Wmdodk'
w;a;jdo Wmdodk uq,l
a rf.k thd fudlla y jevms<f
s j,l
fhfokjd' t;fldg thdg yefokjd wrEm Njh' t;fldg
fldfyo thd Wmkafka@ wrEm Njfha' ldu ;Kaydj ;snk
q ;a
Wmdodk - Njh yefokjd' Nj ;Kaydj ;snqk;a Wmdodk Njh yefokjd' Nj ;Kaydj ;snqk;a Wmdodk Njh
yefokjd' tfyk f ;Kayd ;=fkka u lrkafka Wmdodkhla
yo,d fok tl' t;fldg tA Wmdodkfhka lrkafka Njhla
yo,d fok tl' Njfhka flfrkafka Wm;la lrd hk tl'
t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a foaYkd j, ;Kaydj
.ek mqu ia;r ;sfhkjd' Wkajykafia foaYkd lrkjd"
uyfKks" f ;Kaydj ljodj;a |, we;s fjk tlla
fkfjhs' ka wms rEm n,, ka we;s" wdfh fk kE
lsh, ;Dma;shlg m;afjkafk kE' rEm ;Kayd" Yo ;Kayd"
.kaO ;Kayd" ri ;Kayd" fMdGn ;Kayd" Oud ;Kayd
flfrys ;Dma;h
s lg m;afjkafk kE' iuyre jhig hkfldg
leue;shs blaukg uefrkak' wehs tA@ wdfhu;a f ldu ;h
mgka .kak' fudlo f ysf;a ;sfhk iajNdjh ;uhs"
we;sfjkafk kE' we;sfjkj k wms f ld,d ;sfhk lEu
wfma f ri ;DIaKdj ke;s fjkak fyd|g u m%udKj;a' wms
n,, ;sfhk foaj,a" wms wy, ;sfhk isx" jg fkk
ri" lhg fkk myi f tllska wfma ;h ;=< we;sula
fjkafk kE' tAl ;uhs ;Kaydf ,laIKh'
nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajkjd" ;Kaydj Wmud lr,d
id.rhg' id.rhg ksrka;rfhkau .x.d j,ska c,h .,kjd'
kuq;a id.rh W;=rkafk kE' wms ksrka;rfhka u wefyka
wruqKq .kakjd" lfKka wruqKq .kakjd" kdifhka wruqKq
.kakjd" fjka wruqKq .kakjd" lhska wruqKq .kakjd'
ukiska wruqKq .kakjd" kuq;a we;sula isoaO fjkafk kE'

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wms ys;uq fyd|g rig lEula yodf.k fyd|g nv

msfrkak lEjd' nv ms,d ;sfhk ksid tmd fjkj ila
lEu .ek wjfndaO fj,d tmd fjkj o@ kE' ka b;ska
we;s" wdfhk f lEu tmd' tfyu tlla fjkafk kE'
wmamsh fjkl u lEjd lshuq' tA;a ojila folla wmamsh
hs' wdfh l u;l ke;sj hkjd' wdfhu;a wr wdidj tkjd'
mqu tlla f ;DIaKdj lshkafka'
nq rcdKka jyka f ia fmka j d fokjd f i;a j hd
;Kaydjg nef|kafka jre mefhla fldfyd,a,E nndg
wyqjqkd jf.a lsh,d' biair ovhf hk ksiaiq jrka j
w,a,kak fldfyd,a,E j,ska nfnla yo,d .yl w,j,d
;sfhkjd' jre mefhla tkjd' ka jeoaod fl lrkafka
jre mehj w,a , .ka k hs ' jre mehd we,a , d
fldfyd,a,E nnd yd n,,d w;ska .ykjd' t;fldg tA w;
wef,kjd' tA w; .,j .kak wks;a w; ;o lrkjd' t;fldg
fudlo fjkafka@ tAl wef,kjd' w;a fol .,j .kak
ll=f,ka ;,a lrkjd' ll=, wef,kjd' Bg miafia fudlo
fjkafka wks;a ll=f,ka ;,a lrkjd' tAl wef,kjd' w;a
fol hs ll=,a fol hs .,j .kak Tfjka wkskjd' t;fldg
jeoaod we,a,d w,a,.kakjd'
nq rcdKka jyka f ia jod<d" wka k tA jf.a ;uhs
uyfKks" f udrhdf.a f;dKavqj ;uhs lduh' i;ajhd
rEmhg w,j,d ;sfhk l" Yohg w,j,d ;sfhk l"
.| iqj|g w,j,d ;sfhk l" rihg w,j,d ;sfhk l"
myig w,j,d ;sfhk l crd urK ;rhs ,efnkafka'
udrhdf.a jifha lshkjd thd bkafka' thd tAflka tf;r
fjkafka kE lshkjd' n,kak f ;Kaydj ukqiaihdf.a
;hg n,mdk ;df,a'
nqrcdKka jykafia ia;r lrkjd fl ;hg
tl;= fj,d ;sfhkafka je,la t;s,d ;sfhkjd jf.a lsh,d'
je,la jf.a t;s,d ;sfhkjd lshkjd ;Kaydj' nqrcdKka
jykafia ia;r lrkjd ysud,fha ;sfhkjd je,a cd;shla

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udjd je,a lsh,d' udjd je, .fya tf;kjd' .fya

tf;kafka .fya hym;g fkfjhs' udjd jef,a fld<h
yefokafka f.dg jf.a" Wv w;g' my,g fkfjhs' jeiaiyu
j;=r f.dgqj, msfrkjd' msrekg miafia .yg Tfrd;a;=
fokafk kE' Bg miafia tA .y lvdf.k jefgkjd' nqrcdKka
jyka f ia jod<d" ks i a i q k a f .a ;h ;= < ;Ka y dj
n,mj;ajkafka wr .y T;df.k bkak udjd je, jf.a
lsh,d' Bg miafia l ;uhs lshkjd thdf.a ;hg
msfrkafka' Bg miafia lvdf.k jefgkjd'
nqrcdKka jykafia ia;r lrkjd ;Kaydj we;s l,ays
Wmdodk we;' Wmdodk we;s l,ays Njh we;' Njh we;s
l,ays bmu we;' bmu we;s l,ays crd urK we;' t;fldg
n,ka k " wfma ;h ;= < f ;r nrm;, is o a hla
isfjkjd lshk ldrKh wms okafk kE' t;fldg nqrcdKka
jykafia ia;r lrmq mp iuqmm
a doh wms ksl lshjf.k
hkjd" wcd mphd ixLdrd'''' lsh, wms ksl mdvfuka
lshdf.k .shdg wms okakj o f jf.a f,dl= l;kaorhla
ia;r fjkjd lsh,d' t;fldg wms f;are .kak fk
;Kaydj uq,afj,d ;uhs wfma ;h imQKfhka u l
lrd hkak ilia fj,d ;sfhkafka'
ka nqrcdKka jykafia f ;Kaydf iajNdjh ia;r
lrkjd' ^hdhx ;Kayd fmdafkdaNld& wdfhu;a Njhla yo,
fokak k lrk foa yefokak mgka .kafka ;Kaydfjka ;uhs'
h ;Kaydjla weoao mqkNjh we;s lrk ^kkard. iy.;d&
wdYajdofhka wef,k" ^;;%;;%dNs kkakS& .sh .sh ;ek wef,k'
.sh .sh ;ek wef,kjd' .sh .sh ;ek wef,kafk keoao wms@
wef,kjd' wms uefrkfldg ;Kaydj od, o hkafka@ kE'
wrf.khs hkafka' wms fmf; f,dafla bmfkd;a' tAjg
wef,kjd' wms n,af,d" n<,a" W!frd" l=l=,a jqfkd;a" wms
wdid lrkjd wiQ j,g'
nqrcdKka jykafia fmkaj, fokjd f i;aj f,dalfha
bkakjd lshkjd wiQ .| wdmq .uka bj lr lr .sys,a,d

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uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

wyqfjp .uka ld, odk i;a;=' tA f,daflg hkjd ksiaiq

ue,d' iuyre Wmkjd ldlaflda fj,d' t;fldg tA ;Kaydj
t;k mj;ajkjd' iuyre .sys,a,d Wmkjd n,af,d n<,a
fj,d' iuyre Wmkjd khs fmdf<dx= fj,d' iuyre
Wmkjd isxyfhda - fld fj,d' tA wjia:dfj mj;ajkjd'
.sh .sh ;ek i;=ka wNskkaokh lrkjd'
t;fldg fudllao f ;Kaydf iajNdjh' ldu ;Kayd
- lduhkag wdid lrkjd' Nj ;Kayd - Njhg wdid lrkjd'
Nj ;Kayd - fkd meje;aug wdid lrkjd' h ;hl
f ;%sO ;Kaydfjka tl ;Kaydjla y bm;a fjp
.uka" uq,a fjp .uka tA ;Kaydj fya;=fjka Wmdodk
we;sfjkjd' ka Tng f;afrkj o Wmdodk lshk tfla
f;areu@ wdidjla we;s fjp foag ;uhs wms ne,d hkafka'
wdidjla we;sjqfka ke;ak ne,d hkafka kE' iuyr g tA
ne wd;auNdj .dKla thd f|dakj' w;wkafka kE'
iuyre nef|kjd f.j,a fodrj,a j,g" bvlv j,g'
uereKg miafia fmf;fhda fj,d Wmkjd' tAjd ;uhs ne'
uu oka k fkda k d flfkla bka k jd" tA fkda k g
we;sfjkjd nf wudrejla' tA fkdakg fydhd.kak nE
fudllao flg fya;=j lsh,d' fnfy;a lrkj" fnfy;a
lrkjd tA;a fydhd.kak nE' miafia nf we;sfjkafka
lela l = u la ' tA lela l = u we;s f jka f k ?g' ?g fuhdg
f;afrkj fuhdf.a .=o ud.h f.a iq<la we;= fjkjd'
Bg miafia nv lkjd jf.a' fuhd jdy fj,;a kE' ka
jhihs' wjqre .dKla la |,d' fuhd Ndjkd lrkak mgka
.;a;d fflka ffrkak' Ndjkd lrk tl;a fuhdg yhg
lr.kak ,e,d kE' Bg miafia fjk ljqre y Ndjkd lrk
fhda.sfhla fuhdg yn fj,d nejdu fudllao lsh,d"
N+;fhla we;=,a fj,d' ljqo f N+;hd@ fmr Njfha nkak
ysgmq tlaflkd' tA uy;a;hd lshkj uu Thdg wdofrhs'
uu Thdj w;wkafka kE' thd uu m;df.k wdf' wr N+;hd
nvg we,a,d ymkjd' wdofg' ka thd fflka |jkjd'

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ud .djg we;a fudlla y ia;r lrk fj,djl "

fuhd fl lshkak fmd,a.yfj,g we;a' iajdkS ug
fufyu m%Yakhla ;sfhkjd' uu fufyu |jkjd' ixidfr
;s;a; fj,d ;sfhkafka' uf.a ;fha Tlafldu | je,d
;sfhkafka f m%Yakh ksid' tA;a wr N+;hdg fl fldpr
lsj;a f;afrkafka kE' w;wkafka kE thd' thd lshkj
wjqre odyla y uu Thdf.a miafika tkjd lsh,d'
ka wms g fl f;a f rka f k kE' hls i s neula
yg.;a;g miafia" tA neu yg.kak uq,ajqfka fudlla o@
woHdjfk' u;lo Njh ia;r lrmq ;ek wms bf.k
.;a ; d" ^wcd kS j rKdkx i;a ; d ;Ka y d ixfhda c kdkx&
woHdfjka jeiqKq" ;Kaydfjka neKq' tA lshkafka wdidjla
n,mj;a j k fj,djg tA l g we,d hkjd ila tA l g
nef|kjd ila fjk fudl=;a ysf;kafka kE' iuyr wh
bkakjd f jf.a widudkH j, udkisl ug ;sfhk'
tAfl ;j fohla ;sfhkjd' l,ska ;fha nkak ysgmq
tlaflkdg wlue;af;ka fuhd fjk flfkla j neka|d' Bg
miafia fuhd wrhd ke;s fYdalfhka kidf.k' ka wr
f,da l h bjr fj,d fuhdg wdfhu;a ukq i a i f,da l h
ynfj,d' wrhd N+;fhla fj,d' mqu jef lshkafka" f
neu we;s j q k dg mia f ia fldhs f,da f l ys h;a l
fydhd.ka k jd' tA l fldfydu fjkjo ls h ka k wmg
f;afrkafka kE' ka wms ys;uq thd bkafka fufy lsh,d'
N+;hd bkafka bkahdf lshuq' N+;hd tkafka fuhd fydh
fydhd fk' N+;hd fldfyduy fydhd.kakjd fuhdj'
t;fldg n,kak f ;Kaydj n,mj;ajmqjdu fjk y'
wfma ;fha wms wNHka;r ysf;a msislu .ek
ie,ls,su;a fjkafka kEfk' wms ie,ls,su;a fjkafka wfma
Yrfha msislu .ek ;rfka' Yrh wmsis jqfkd;a
wms ie,ls,su;a fk' oyh lla ;snqfkd;a" l=Kq .Ejqfkd;a"
ln wdfjd;a" fidgq wdfjd;a" lg .| .ykj k" wms y
l,amkdfjka fido .kakjd" msis lr.kakj' kuq;a ys;

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wmsis fjkfldg tfyu l,n, fjkafk kEfka' nrm;,

m% Y a f ka yefoka f ka wms is fjp ys ; uq , a l rf.k'
;Kaydjfk n,mj;ajkafka' f ;Kaydj ;kslr u udkisl
tlla' tAl;a tlal ;uhs fl isoaO fjkafka'
b;ska mskaj;aks" mp iuqmamdoh ka wms bf.k
.;af;a fldgila' nqrcdKka jykafia y ,iaikg fl
f;dar,d fokafka w. bo, kqjKska ui ui n,kak lsh,'
n,kfldg f m%Yak Tlafldu wmsg ;sfhkjd' ka wmsg
crd-urK ;sfhkjd' bmu keoao wmsg@ wms bm,d fk
bkafk' wei" lK" kdih" j" lh" uki ;sfhkjfk' bmu
lshk ldrKh ;sfhkj ka' Njh keoao@ wms f ldu
Njfhfk bkafka' ldu Njfh msysg,d wms ka Th lrkafka'
lu /ia lrkafka'
Wmdodk keoao@ ;sfhkjd' Wmdodk" iS,n;
Wmdodk fida;dmkak fjkfldg m%ydKh fjkjd' Bg miafia
b;s fjkafka Wmdodk folhs' ldu Wmdodk" w;a;jdo
Wmdodk' ldu Wmdodk m%ydKh fjkjd wkd.d fjkfldg'
w;a;jdo Wmdodk m%ydKh fjkjd wry;ajfha ' tfyu
;uhs Wmdodk ke;sfjkafka' ry;ka jykafiag ldu Wmdodk;a
kE" Wmdodk;a kE" iS,n; Wmdodk;a kE" w;a;jdo
Wmdok;a kE' ke;sfjkak fya;=j ;uhs ;Kaydj ke;s u'
;Kaydj ke;sfjkak fya;=j woHdj kE'
ldu Wmdodk;a ke;ak" Wmdodk;a ke;ak"
iS,n; Wmdodk;a ke;ak" w;a;jdo Wmdodk;a ke;ak
ldu Njh;a kE' rEm Njh;a kE' wrEm Njh;a kE' tA lshkafka
mdl msKsi lu kE' l=Uqr;a kE' me<fjkak c ;a kE'
j;=r;a kE' msyg
s kak f;kdjl=;a kE' msksjka mdkjd' fya;=
M, oyu yefokfldg msksjka mdkafka kE' wdfh wdfhu;a
thd Wm;la lrd hkjd' tA jf.a Nhdkl ixidfrlg wms
je,d bkafka'
f ;fha m%Yakh yhg u okakjd k thd
fldfyduo lrkak fk@ nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd

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lrkjd" ysi .sks.;a; flfkla tA .skak ksjk f,i f

Ouh wjfndaO lr.kak ys; fhdokak lshkj' fida;dmkak
jqfkd;a ishhg wkQ kjhla i,d' b;ska tA wjia:dj ;uhs
wys lr.kafk ke;sj wfma ; j,g ,nd.kak ;sfhkafka'
tA i|yd ish fokdg u jdikdj Wodfjd

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uyfukd ioy m%ldYk

l msKsi fya;= M, oyf

ilia u

-mp iuqmamdoh 2.re;r uyd ix>hd jykai"

Y%oaOdjka; mskaj;aks"
wms ka bf.k .kafka wdh kHdh .ek' wdh kHdh
yehg wmg bf.k .kakg ;sfhkafka mp iuqmamdoh
ms<sn|jhs' tAfl wms uQ,sl fldgfia bf.k .;a;d mp
iuqmm
a dofha yg .ekSu ;rla bf.k f.k imQK fjkafka
kE lsh,d' mp iuqmamdoh yg .kafka fldfyduo@ mp
iuqmamdoh ke;sfjkafka fldfyduo@ lshk f fol .ek u
fyd| wjfndaOhla we;s jqfkd;a" thd wdh kHdh okakjd'
nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd l<d f mxp Nhfr lshk
iQ;%fha h ojil wdh Y%djlhd nqrcdKka jykafia
ms<sn|j fkd fi,afjk meyeug we,a,d" Ouh .ek fkd
fi,afjk meyeug we,a,d" wdh Y%djl ix>hd flfrys
fkd fi,afjk meyeug we,a,d" wdhldka; iS,fhka hql;
a
fj,d" wr Nh ffjr we;s fjk lreKq my ixis|jdf.k" tA
lshkafka mxp Iap;fhka ,d" wdh kHdfhka mp
iuqmamdoh we;sfjkafka fufyuhs" ke;sfjkafka fufyuhs

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lsh,d k.;a;d k" thd ;ukaj u ;uka wkkjd'

fldfyduo ;uka j wk.ka f ka @ uu ks r fhka p
flfkla' uu ;sika wmdfhka k flfkla' fmf;
f,da l fhka k flfkla ' uu wmdhg hka f k ke;s
tlaflfkla' uu ksh; jYfhka u f nqoaO Ydikfha Ouh
wjfndaO lr.kak flfkla' uu wdh wIagdx.sl ud.hg
wdmq tlaflfkla' uu fida;dmkak fjp Y%djlfhla lsh,d
;uka ;ukaj wkd.kakjd' tAlhs f foaYkdf ia;r
fjkafka'
t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lr,d ;sfhkafka
fldfyduo@ ;uka ;ukaj wk.kakjd' tfyk tA .ek
ielhla we;s fjkak yla kE' g l,ska wms Tng bf.k
.ekS u g ie,eia i q j d wdh kHdh wjfnda O lr.ka f ka
fldfyduo lsh,d' ffl nqrcdKka jykafia ia;r lrmq
l%uhla uu Tng lsjd u;l ;shd.kak lsh,d" zb;s buiax
i;s box fyda;s - buiai Wmamdod box Wmam;s'Z fudlo tAl
;uhs mp iuqmamdoh mqrdu md lrkak ;sfhk kHdh'
tA kHdh ;=< ;uhs wmsg imQKfhka u kqjKska uikak
;sfhkafka' tAl wms isxyf,ka bf.k .;a;d fuh we;s l,ays
fuh f' fuh Wmk g fuh Wm' f kHdh yhg
.,m.kak mqjka k mp iuqmamdohg thdg fyd|g
mp iuqmm
a doh f;are .kak mqjka' B< fldgi yehg
wms bf.k .;a;d zbuiax wi;s box k fyda;s - buiai ksfrdaOd
box ksre;s'Z fuh ke;s l,ays fuh ke;' fuh ksreoaO
fuka fuh ksreoaO f' fl wjfndaO lr .ekSfuka mp
iuqmamdoh ksreoaO hk wdldrhg fyd|g f;are .kak
mqjka' yg.ekSu;a ke;shdu;a wjfndaO lr .ekSf
Th kHdh ;uhs imQKfhka u Nd;hg .kafka' t;fldg
thd tA ;=< wjfndaO lr.kafka ^Ou;s - Oukshdu& mp
iuqmamdohg nqrcdKka jykafia jod< jpkh' mp
iuqmm
a doh ;=<k
s a thd olskf
a ka wks;H jQ fohla" la jQ fohla"
wkd;au jQ fohla mj;sk ye' tA jf.a u wks;H jQ" la jQ"
wkd;au jQ foa ke;sfjk ye' t;fldg ;uhs fl zuuZ

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lsh, flfkl=f.a l%shdld;ajhla fkdfjhs" isoa f.dvla

isoO
a ff.k hkjd' t;fldg tAl ;uhs wms fhka" kqjKska
wdh wIaGdx.sl ud.h wkq.ukh lr,d tA iso
a oduh ;uhs
|,d odkafka' flfkla wdh wIaGdx.sl ud.h wkq.ukh
lr,d ke;slr,d odkafka f mp iuqmamdoh' wdh
wIaGdx.sl ud.h hqKq fjk fldg mp iuqmamdoh
ke;sfjkjd' tfyu ;uhs Oufha ;sfhk jevms<sfj,'
t;fldg fl y ishq fohla' fndfydu kqjKska
l,amkd lr,d f;are .kak fk fohla' t;fldg mp
iuqmamdoh ud Tng lsjd u;l o@ wms fl lgmdvka
k .;af;d;a isys lrkak f,aishs lsh,d' tA jf.a u uu
Tng lshd kakd nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh bf.k.kak
wdldrh' fl ksl f lKska wy,d wks;a lKska w;yk
tlla fkfjhs lsh,d' wms f Ouh fyd|g wy.kakjd'
tAlg wms fudlla o lsf@ iq;d' tA wy.;a;= Ouh u;lfha
ord .kakjd' tAlg fudllao wms lsf@ O;d' tA u;lfha
ord .;a;= Ouh jpkfhka m%.=K lrkjd' tAlg fudllao
wms lsf@ jpid m;d' jpkfhka m%.K
= lrkakd jQ Ouh
kqjKska fufkys lrkjd' ukidkqfmla;d' ukiska fufkys
lrkakd jQ Ouh wjfndaO lr.kakjd' hd iqmamoaOd'
fl ;uhs nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh bf.k .kak l%uh'
tA l%uhg f Ouh bf.k .kak flfkl=g f Ouh
wjfndaO lr.kak mqjka' tA l%uhg Ouh bf.k .kafk
ke;ak Ouh wjfndaO fjkafk kE'
t;fldg wms bf.k .;a;d mp iuqmamdoh u;l
;sfhkak fk lsh,d' fldfyduo mp iuqmamdoh wms
bf.k .;af;a@ wcd mphd ixLdrd" ixLdr mphd
[a[dKx" [a[dK mphd kdurEmx" kdurEm mphd
i<dh;kx" i<dh;k mphd Miafida" Miai mphd fokd"
fokd mphd ;Kayd" ;Kayd mphd Wmdodkx" Wmdodk
mphd Nfjda" Nj mphd cd;s" cd;s mphd crd urKx" fidal
mfoaj" laL fodaukiaiqmdhdid iNjka;s' tAj f ;iai
flaj,iai laLlaLkaOiai iuqofhda fyda;'s Th fldgi okakj

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k" Th fldgig lshkafka mp iuqmamdofha yg .ekSu

.ek ia;rh' tAl tl fldgila' tAl k.;a;d lsh,d mp
iuqmamdoh imQKfhka u k.kafka kE'
thd k.kak fk tAfla ke;su' wcdh ;afj
wfiai rd. ksfrdaOd ixLdr ksfrdafOda" ixLdr ksfrdaOd [a[dK
ksfrdafOda" [a[dK ksfrdaOd kdurEm ksfrdafOda" kdurEm ksfrdaOd
i<dh;k ksfrdafOda" i<dh;k ksfrdaOd Miai ksfrdafOda" Miai
ksfrdaOd fokd ksfrdafOda" fokd ksfrdaOd ;Kayd ksfrdafOda" ;Kayd
ksfrdaOd Wmdodk ksfrdafOda" Wmdodk ksfrdaOd Nj ksfrdafOda" Nj
ksfrdaOd cd;s ksfrdafOda" cd;s ksfrdaOd crd" urKx fidal mfoaj
laLfodaukiaiqmdhdid ksreka;s' taj f ;iai flaj,iai
laLlaLkaOiai ksfrdafOda fyda;s' f fldgi wy, u;l ;nd
.ekSu ;uhs uQ,sl iqiqlu'
ojila nq rcdKka jyka f ia ;ks h u Th mp
iuqmamdofha iuqoh;a ^iuqoh lshkafka f mp iuqmamdoh
yefok wdldrh;a&" mp iuqmm
a dofha ksreoaO u;a ;kshu
lsh lsh yshd' t;fldg wE; ysgmq NslI
a j
q la wyf.k yshd
fl' nqrcdKka jykafia lald ljqo bkakjd' ne,skak
NslaIQka jykafia kula bkakjd' NslaIqj fufy tkak lsh,
l:d l<d' uu fudllao lsf lsh,d wyf.k o ysfha@
lsh,d weyqjd' tfyuhs iajdkS" lsjd NslI
a j
q " lg ;uhs
lshkafka mp iuqmamdoh lsh,d' fl fyd|g wyf.k
ysho bjr fjkl lsh,d weyqjd' tfyuhs iajdkS lsjd'
fyd|g u;l ;shd.kak' l ;uhs ksjkg uq,' lsjd'
t;fldg tA mp iuqmamdoh yhdldr f,i wms
k.kak fk' fudlo f ud.fha wmsg hkak ;sfhkafka
wkqkf
a .ka wy wyd fkd f;afrk .ukl hkak ;sfhkj jf.a
fkfjhs' wmsg hkak ;sfhkafka lreKq f;are wrf.k" mdr
kf.k hkak ;sfhk .ukla' t;fldg tAlg jqjukd
fjkjd nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Ouh ksjerj wy,d"
ksjerj f;are f.k isu'

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wms bf.k .;a ; d mp iuq m a m doh nq rcdKka

jykafia f;dar,d fok wdldrh' f;dar,d fokafka wmsg m%Yk
a h
;sfhk ;ek b|ka' wms bf.k .;a;d tAl ia;r jYfhka'
wms lreKq lSmhla bf.k .;a;d' nqrcdKka jykafia mp
iuqmamdoh uikak n,kak lsf fld;kska o@ crd urK
j,ska' crdjg m;a u lsh, lshkafka fudllao@ urKhg
m;au lsh,d lshkafka fudllao lsh,d wms meye,sj bf.k
.;a;d' Bg miafia m%Yakhla wms wykjd' fudllao m%Yakh@
l=ula we;s l,ays o crd urK we;s jkafka@ t;fldg wdh
kHdhg ;uhs wms odkafka' fuh we;s l,ays fuh f' bmu
we;s l,ays crd urK f' bmu we;ak crd urK we;'
Bg miafia wms bmu bf.k .;a;d" fukak flhs bmu
lshkafka lsh,d' bmu l%u y;rlska isfjkjd" wKavc c,dnqc - ixfiaoc - mmd;sl lsh,' hlsis ul=il
[a[dKh nei .;a; .uka t;k b|,d Wm;' B<g
mmd;slj my< fjp .uka Wm;' tAlg md lrmq
md<s jpk bf.k.;a;d' bmu ;sfhk ;dla crd urK j,g
uqyK
q fokak fjkjd' fudlo fya;j
= @ wms wr wdh kHdfhka
.,m,d n,kafka' fuh we;s l,ays fuh f' bmu we;s
l,ays crd urK f' fuh Wmk g fuh Wm' bmu
lshk tl Wmk fldg u crd urK Wmkjd' t;fldg
wmsg crdjg m;afjkafk ke;s" uefrkafk ke;s" ldhsl la
ke;s " udkis l la ke;s " iq i q fy,S ke;s Wm;la
n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkak nE' fudlo fya;=j" fuh we;s l,ays
fuh f lshk Ou;djh ;sfhkjd t;k' bmu we;s l,ays
crd urK we;'
B<g wms wdfh m%Yk
a hla weyqjd' fudlla o m%Yk
a h@
l=ula we;s l,ays o bmu we;s jkafka@ fuh we;s l,ays
fuh we;' Njh we;s l,ays bmu we;' t;fldg Njh
lshk jpkh nqrcdKka jykafia f;darmq wdldrh wms bf.k
.;a;d' tA fldgi ;snqfka wx.=;a;r ksldfha 1 jeks fmdf;a'
wms bf.k .;a ; d wdkka o yduq refjd nq rcdKka
jykafiaf.ka Njh .ek m%Yak l<d' fldfyduo m%Yak lf<a@

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iajdkS" Njh" Njh lshkjd" fudlg o f Njh lsh,d

lshkafka@ t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia W;a;r kakd"
ldu Od;=f mdl u msKi
s lu ilia fjkafka ke;ak"
ldu Njhla ;sfhkjd o@ lsh,d weyqjd' t;fldg wdkkao
yduqrefjda W;a;r kakd" kE iajdkS lsh,d' t;fldg
nqrcdKka jykafia ia;r l<d" ^b;s fLda wdkkao" lux
fL;a;x& tA ksid wdkkaoh" luh ;uhs l=Uqr' ^[a[dKx
cx& [a[dKh ;uhs ch' ^;Kayd isfkafyda& ;Kaydj ;uhs
j;=r' ^wcd kSjrKdkx i;a;dkx ;Kayd ixfhdackdkx&
woHdfjka jeyqK"q ;Kaydfjka neKq i;ajhdf.a ^ySk Od;=hd
[a[dKx m;s;x" m;a;kd m;s;x" f;kd m;s;x&
ySk Od;=f [a[dKh msy
s hd" m%d:kdj msy
s hd" f;kdj
msyshd' Th yg u rEm Njh;a wms f;arejd' wrEm
Njh;a f;arejd' f;dar,d tAfla wms meye,s lr.;a;d"
luh lshk tl Njh;a tlal inkaO lr,d nqrcdKka
jykafia lrmq tA foaYkdj'
wms bf.k .;a;d luh yeu;siafia u ;sfhkafka
[a[dKfha meje;aug rel=,a foka' fmdf<dj me<hla
msysgkak" me,hla me,fjkak rel=,a fokj jf.a" luh
;uhs [a[dKh jefvkak" me,fjkak" uq,a wkak rel=,a
fok m%Odk u tl' fmdf<dj fldfydu ;sn;a" me<h
fldfyu ;sn;a j;=r ke;ak me<h uefrkjd' tA jf.a
[a[dKh me<fjkak imQKfhka u Wo fokafka
;Kaydj'
Bg miafia wms Njh bf.kf.k" wdfhu;a wr m%Yf
a ka
u;=l<d' l=ula we;s l,ays o Njh ;sfnkafka@ t;fldg fuh
we;s l,ays fuh f' wms bf.k .;a;d Wmdodk we;s l,ays
Njh we;' Wmdodk Wmk g Njh Wm' tA lshkafka mdl
msKsi lu yefokafka Wmdodk ;snqfKd;a' Bg miafia nqoaO
foa Y kdf Wmdodk meye,s lr,d ;s f hk wdldrh
bf.k.;a;d' Wmdodk lShla o@ y;rla' fudkjo tA@ ldu
Wmdodk" Wmdodk" iS,n; Wmdodk" w;a;jdo Wmdodk'
wms f Wmdodk lshk jpkh f;are .;a;d' fudllao tAfla

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f;areu@ ne hdu' .%yKh u' t;fldg lduhg .%yKh

jqfkd;a ldu Wmdodk' oDIa j,g .%yKh jqfkd;a
Wmdodk' iS, j%e; j,g .%yKh jqfkd;a iS,n; Wmdodk'
uu - udf.a - udf.a wd;auh lshk yeSug .%yKh jqfkd;a
w;a;jdo Wmdodk' fjd wms ia;r jYfhka bf.k .;a;d'
B<g wms bf.k .;a;d' l=ula we;s l,ays o Wmdodk
we;s jkafka@ fuh we;s l,ays fuh f' ;Kaydj we;s l,ays
Wmdodk we; lsh, wms ;Kaydj bf.k .;a;d' ;Kaydjg
wms w: bf.k .;a;d' ysf;a wdidj we;s u" ys; tAjdg
we hdu' ysf;a we,au yg.ekSu' fjd ;uhs ;Kaydj lsh,d
lshkafka' weyska olsk rEmhg we;s fjk ;Kaydj rEm ;Kayd"
lKska wyk Yohg we;s fjk ;Kaydj Yo ;Kayd" kdihg
fkk .| iqj|g we;s fjk ;Kaydj .kaO ;Kayd" jg
fkk rihg we;s fjk ;Kaydj ri ;Kayd" lhg fkk
myig we;s fjk ;Kaydj fMdGn ;Kayd" ukig isf;k
wruqKq j,g we;s fjk ;Kaydj Ou ;Kayd' wms f ;Kaydj
lla ia;r lr .;a;d'
ka ys;kak fufyu' wms weyska rEmhla olskjd'
wms idudkHfhka .yla olskjd' t;fldg wmsg rEm ;Kaydj
we;sfjkj o@ kE' wehs tA@ tA .yg tpr nE wmsj kaokhg
m;a l rjka k ' wms ols k jd fndfydu rEmh ,ia i k
ukqiaifhlaj' t;fldg fudlo fjkafka@ tA ukqiaihdf.a
rEmhg wfma ys; we,d hkjd' ka tA ukqiaihd miaig
hkjd' t;fldg wfma Tj lerflkjd' fjkafk keoao@
t;fldg wms we,d hkafka flfyag o@ tA ydg wms we,d
hkjd' tA lshkafka weiafofla kaokh yefokak k" wfma
weia tA ydjg fhduq lrkak fk' wms ys;,d fkfuhs
lrkafka' tA lshkafka ys;,d fkfjhs jf.a f;afrkafka' tA
jf.a wms l%shd lrkjd'
wms Yohla wykjd' wykfldg tAl wmsg f;afrkafk
ke;ak" wfma NdIdfjkq;a fkfjhs k" tAlg wfma wjOdkh
fhduqfjkj o@ kE' ys isxjla wefykjd' t;fldg wfma

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Tj tA me;a;g yefrkjd' tA lshkafka wms wyk Yohg"

;Kaydjg fk wdldrhg Yrh yefokjd' yeS yefokjd'
woyia yefokjd' Bg miafia ne,d hkjd'
ka wmsg iqj| fkkjd' fyd| iqj|la fkk fldg
wms okafk u kE bj w,a,f.k hkjd' wmsg wdydrhl iqj|la
tkjd' t;fldg fudlo fjkafka@ wdydrhl iqj|la wdjg
wfma lgg fl< tkafka ke;ak" tAlg wms Wkka fjkj o@
wdydrhl iqj|la tkfldg lh iQodk k" lgg fl<
tkjd' wkak n,kak fldpr f lh ;Kaydjg wkqj o
l%shd;aul fjkafka'
iamYh;a tfyuhs' lh iQodk fjkjd' ys;g tk
wruqKg;a tfyuhs' ukig wruqKla wdjd u tA wruqKg
ys; ye,d hkjd' t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd
lf<a ;Kaydj fudlla jf.a o@ .yl je,la t;s,d ;sfhkjd
jf.a wefia" lfKa" kdifha" f" lfha" ukfia imQKfhka
u t;s,d ;sfhkjd ;Kaydj' tAlhs ;Kaydjg ne,d bkakjd
lshkafka' t;fldg f jf.a ;hla wms f.jkafka' Tkak
T;kg tkl wms bf.k f.k ;sfhkjd'
ka wms wdfh wr m%Yakh wykjd' l=ula we;s l,ays
o ;Kaydj we;s jkafka@ t;fldg tAlg W;a;f ^fuh we;s
l,ays fuh f& u we;s l,ays ;Kaydj we;' ;Kaydj
lshk tl wmsg f;afrkjd' u ksid ;Kaydj we;s fjkjd
lshk tl wms uykaisfhka f;are .kak fk tlla' u
ksid ;Kaydj we;s fjkjd lshk tl fyd|g isysfhka b|,
u f;are .kak fk tlla' ka wefyka rEmhla lalyu
^wmsg O rEm fmakjfka - f.j,a" hdk jdyk" .ia fld<ka"
ksiaiq& f yeu fohla inkaOfhka u wfma ysf;a wdidjg
wkqj f;dard.ekSula fjkafka keoao@ tfyu fjkjd' t;fldg
wfma ys; jefhka u kaokhg m;ajqfka l=uk rEmhlg o"
wkak tAlg ;uhs wr Tlafldu ueoafoka ys; hkafka' tfyu
fjkafk keoao@ wms ys;uq wms we j,g hs wdid' ,iaik
weula we|f.k bkakjd tlaflfkla' wr Tlafldu ueoafoka

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wfma ys; t;kg hkjd' wfma we,Su t;kg hkjd' tAlg

fya;=j ;uhs n,k fldg wfma ys; kaokhg m;a lrkak
tA l g mq jka u' tfyk u ks i d ;uhs ;Ka y dj
yg.kafka'
wms Yo wykjd' tl tlaflkd l;d lr lr bkakjd'
Th w;fr ys .S;hla wefykjd k" wr Tlafldg u jvd
wfma wjOdkh hkafka fudflag o@ tAlg fya;=j ;uhs tAl
weiSfuka wfma ys; kaokhg m;afjkjd' t;fldg wms
isysfhka ysfhd;a f;are .kakjd" wfma ys; imQKfhka
u we,d hkafka kaokh ksid lsh,d' u ksid lsh,d'
iqj|g;a tfyuhs" rihg;a tfyuhs'
t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokjd u
.ek' fyd|g u;l ;shd.kak u lshk jpkh mp
iuqmm
a dofha f;dar.kak fldg" nqrcdKka jykafia tA jpk
md lrk y wms w,a,.kak fk' tfyu ke;ak wms
bf.k .kakj fjkak nEfka' t;fldg tA nqrcdKka jykafia
md lrkjd" fukak fufyu' wefya iamYfhka we;sfjk
u" lfKa iamYfhka we;s fjk u" kdifha iamYfhka
we;sfjk u" f iamYfhka we;sfjk u" lfha
iamYfhka we;sfjk u" ukfia iamYfhka we;s fjk
u lsh,d u ia;r lrkjd'
t;fldg wefya iamYfhka we;sfjk u ;=ka
wdldrhs' wefya iamYfhka iem u yg.kakjd' wefya
iamYfhka la u yg.kakjd' wefya iamYfhka WfmalI
a d
u yg.kakjd' iuyr wjia:dj, rEm lalu wfma ys;
iemhg m;a fjkjd' wmsg i;=gla we;sfjkjd' tA i;=gla
we;s fjkak fya;j
= iem kaokhla we;su' iuyr wjia:dj,
wmg i;=gla we;sfjkafka kE' tlaflda ;ryla" tlaflda
tmdula we;sfjkjd tA rEmh lald u' t;fldg tA ;uhs
la u we;sfjkj' wmg tfyu fYaIhla we;sfjkafka
kE iuyr wjia:dj,' t;fldg tAl WfmalaId fokdj'
t;fldg lKska Yoh wyk fldg Th ;=ka wdldrhl

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j,ska tllg wms yeug u jefgkjd' kdifhka wd>%dKh

lrk fldg ;a tAl fjkjd' fjka ri k fldg;a Th ;=ka
wdldrhl j,ska tllg jefgkjd' lhg myi fkk
fldg ;a tfyuhs' is;g wruqKq wdjdu;a tfyuhs'
nq rcdKka jyka f ia foa Y kd lrkjd" wfma ys ;
f.fhka we,d hkafka fjdhska wr wdi lrmq foag' ka
n,kak ys;,d ;u ;ukaf.a is;a .ek wfma ys; jemqr hkafka
wkd.;hg o" j;udkhg o" w;S;hg o@ w;S;hg' wehs tA
wfma ys; w;S;hg hkak fya;=j@ kaokhla isys lrkak'
ka wmsg la ,efnk foaj,a isysfjkjd' fokdj ,efnk
foaj,a isysfjkjd' kuq;a wms leu;s kaokhla ,enqk fohla
isyslrkak' mqre jqkdg miafia wmsg la ,enqk foa;a ys;
ys;d tAflka i;=gq fjkjd' b;ska fflka fmakafka wms
yeu;sif
a i u |mq foaj,a u; hefmkj' ke;sfj,d .sh foaj,a
u; hefmkjd' nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkafka t;kg
hkak tmd lsh,d' wkd.;h ujkak;a hkak tmd lshkjd'
j;udkfha bkak mqrefjkak lshkjd' j;udkfha bkak
mqre jqfkd;a wms olskf
a ka fjkia u ;rhs' wks;H ;rhs'
t;fldg wms tfyu ke;sj mqre fjp ksid wms yeu;sif
a iu
ys;kafka f.p ;h .ek" ,nd.kak nefjp foaj,a
.ek ys;ska ujdf.k i;=gq fjkak'
t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia ia;r lrkjd f
u fldhs;r f.fhka o we;sfjkafka" c,dYhlg
jeiafid;a tA jeys kajla mdid c,dYhg fudlo fjkafka@
h nqnq we;sfjkjd' tl jeys kajla jefgk fldg h
nqnq<la we;sfjkjd' B< jeys kaj jefgk fldg wdfh
fjk tlla we;sfjkjd' wdfhu;a jeys kajla jefgk fldg
fjk tlla yefokjd' yenehs f tlla j;a fudfyd;la j;a
;sfhkafk kE' f yhs lshkjd u;a' wefia iamYfhka
we;s jqk;a u lfKa iamYfhka we;s jqk;a u kdifha
iamYfhka we;s jqk;a u f iamYfhka we;s jqk;a
u lfha iamYfhka we;s jqk;a u ukfia iamYfhka
we;sjqk;a u f yhs lshkjd'

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ka wmsg ;=jd,hla fjkjd' fldkafoa wudrejla

yefokjd' t;fldg wmsg we;sfjkafka lfha iamYfhka we;s
fjp la ula' wms ys;df.k bkakjd tAl tlmdrg u
ke;s fjkak fk lsh,d' tA fudlo fya;=j@ wms okafk kE
f fokdj iamYfhka yg.kakjd lsh,d' wms ys;df.k
bkafka tlmdrg u wks;H fj,d hkak fk lsh,d' fl
Ou;djhla yehghs ;sfhkafka' tA lshkafka iamYh
yg.kakl u u yg.kakjd' tA iamYh fjkia fj,d
.sh ojig tA iamYh fjkia fj,d hkjd'
t;fldg nq rcdKka jyka f ia foa Y kd l<d
imQKfhka u fuka ;uhs ;Kaydj yg.kafka' .gu
hkfldg ffl moku fydhd.kak wmg mqjka' nqoaO
foaYkdf fl ,iaikg meye,s lrkjd' f fya
ulg mqqrejqkdg miafia ^buiax i;s - box fyda;s& fuh
we;s l,ays fuh we;' u we;s l,ays ;Kaydj we;' ;Kaydj
we;s l,ays Wmdodk we;' Wmdodk we;s l,ays Njh we;'
Njh we;s l,ays bmu we;' bmu we;s l,ays crd urK
we;'
f yg fl n,kak mqre jqkd u Tng" wjia:djla
,efnkjd f isoah ;rla n,kak' f isoah ;rla fkao
fu;k isoO
a fjkafka lsh,' wkak t;fldg ;uhs wmsg f;are
hkafka fl ldgj;a me;=ulska kj;ajkak nE' wK lr,"
fl fufyu fjkak tmd" fl fufyu fjkak lsh,
kj;a j ka k nE' fu;k ;s f hka f ka fya ; = M , oyul
l%shdld;ajhla lsh, wjfndaO lr.kak mqjka'
uu ;j lla Tng f;are lr,d fokak' Oufha
W.kajkjd Y%oO
a d" isyh
s " h lsh, foaj,a' t;fldg tAjdhska
;uhs tAl fjkia lrkak ;sfhkafka' tA lshkafka fya;= M,
oyka we;sfjp fohla fjkia lrkafka fya;= j,ska u hs'
wK lsfuka fkfjhs' me;=ulska fkfjhs' wdidjlska fkfjhs'
fya;= M, oyka we;s fjp foaj,a fjkia fjkak k" Bg
m%;sreoaO fya;= yefokak fka' t;fldg fjkia fj,d
hkjd'

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ka wms bf.k .;a;d ;=ka wdldrhl ula ;sfhkjd

lsh,d' iem u" la u" WfmalaId u' nqrcdKka
jykafia foaYkd l<d" iem fu fndfyda g ysf;a
yg.kafka wdidj u hs' la fu ysf;a yg.kafka .eu
u hs' WfmalaId f ysf;a yg.kafka uq,dj u hs' ka
ry;ka jykafiaf.a ula ;sfhkjd WfmalI
a dj lsh,d' t;k
WfmalaIdj lshkafka fl fkfjhs' wjfndaOhla ksid we;s
fjp WfmalaIdj' ka idudkH flfkl=g rEmhla lald
u ula we;sfjkjd' tAl iem iy.; k" iem u we;s
fjkjd" la iy.; k" la u we;sfjkjd' tfyu
ke;ak fYaI fjkila we;s fjkafk kE' tAl wjfndaOhla
fkfjhs' tAl f iajNdjhla'
t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia wmg lshd mq ms<f
s j,g"
l=ula we;s l,ays o u we;s jkafka@ ^Miai mphd fokd&
iamYh we;s l,ays u we;' t;fldg ula yeu;siafi
u ;sfhkafka iamYhla ;snf
q kd;a ;uhs' ;Kaydjla ;sfhkafka
ula ;snqfkd;a ;uhs' Wmdodkhla ;sfhkafka ;Kaydjla
;snqfkd;a ;uhs' Njhla ;sfhkafka Wmdodk ;snqfkd;a ;uhs'
Wm;la ;sfhkafka Njhla ;snqfkd;a ;uhs' crd urK
;sfhkafka Wm;la ;snqfkd;a ;uhs' f yg fyd|g ksrjq,a
j meye,s lr.kak fk'
t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd ula
;sfhkafka iamYhla ;snqfkd;a ;rhs' t;fldg iamYh
lsh,d lshkafka lreKq ;=kl tl;=u' weyska rEmhla
ne,Sf weyehs" rEmh hs" [a[dKh hs tl;= fjkjd'
nq rcdKka jyka f ia fndfydu ,ia i kg l f;da r ,d
;sfhkjd" ixhq;a; ksldfha ;sh oajh lshk iQ;%fha' ^plaLqx
p mp rEfma p Wmamc;s plaLq [a[dKx& wei;a" rEmh;a
fya;= lrf.k wefia [a[dKh Wm' ^;sKK
a x ix.;s Miafida&
tA ;=fka tl;=u iamYh hs' t;k ix.;s iujdfhda lshk
jpk md lrkjd' tlg tl;= u" tlg ixl,kh u
iamYh hs lsh,d' t;fldg weyska rEmhla n,k fldg
lreKq ;=kla ixl,kh fjkjd' weihs" rEmh hs" [a[dKh

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hs' lfKka Yohla wioa" kdifhka wd>%dKh lroa" fjka

ri oa" lhska myi ,noa" ukiska wruqKq is;oa lreKq
;=kla tl;= fjkjd' f tl;=fjp .uka u isoaO fjk
tlla ;uhs u' ula we;s jqkd k h ;ekl t;ek
;Kaydjla yg.kakjd' ;Kaydjla yg.;a;d k h ;ekl
tAlg nef|kjd' nek o h ;eklg mdl msKsi luhla
yefokak fohla t;ek fjkjd' h ;ekl mdl msKsi
lu yek o t;ek Wm;la yefokjd' Wm;la h ;eklo
t;ek crd urK yefokjd'
t;fldg tfyu k wefya iamYfhka iem la
WfmalaId yg.kakjd" lfKa iamYfhka iem la
WfmalaId yg.kakjd" kdifha iamYfhka iem la
WfmalaId yg.kakjd" f iamYfhka iem la
WfmalaId yg.kakjd" lfha iamYfhka iem la
WfmalaId yg.kakjd" ukfia iamYfhka iem la
WfmalaId yg.kakjd' fflka ffrkak ne u .ek
nqrcdKka jykafia Wmudjla fmkakkjd" yu .ymq t<fok
jf.a lsjd' tA lsf f t<fokj yu.y,d" Bg miafia
,sy,d wkjd' ka f t<fok .sys,a,d j;=rg mkskjd'
t;fldg j;=f bkak i;a;= f t<fokj lkjd' wehs tA@
yu.y,d ksid' ka f t<fok ffrkak f.dvg tkjd'
we,a,d .ylg fya;a;= jqfkd;a .fya bkak i;a;= t<fok
lkjd' t<suyfka ysfhd;a wjg bkak i;a;= t<fok lkjd'
ffrkak mqjka o@
tA jf.a ;uhs wmg f wefya iamYfhka ffrkak
nE' wefyka rEmhla olsk fldg u weye hs" rEmh hs"
[a[dKh hs tl;= fjkjd' lfKka Yohla wyk fldg
u lK hs" Yoh hs" [a[dKh hs tl;= fjkjd' kdifhka
wd>%dKh lrk fldg u kdih hs" .| iqj| hs" [a[dKh
hs tl;= fjkjd' fjka ri k fldg j hs" rih hs"
[a[dKh hs tl;= fjkjd' lfhka myi fkoa lh hs"
myi hs" [a[dKh hs tl;= fjkjd' ukig wruqKla
isf;oa uki hs" wruqK hs" [a[dKh hs tl;= fjkjd'

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uu ka Tng fyd|g f;are .kak ldrKd lSmhla

lshkak' wefyka rEmhla olsk fldg weye hs" rEmh hs"
[a[dKh hs tl;= fjkjfk' tA tl;= fjp .uka ;uhs
ula yg.kafka' t;fldg u lshk tl we;s fjk fldg
t;k [a [ dKfha l% s h dld;a j h ;s f hkj o@ keoa o @
;sfhkjd' iamYfhka ;uhs hula ykd.kafk;a' ykd.kak
fldg [a[dKfha l%shdld;ajh ;sfhkj o@ ;sfhkjd'
iamYfhka ;uhs f;kd we;sjkafk;a' t;fldg f;kd
we;s fjk fldg ;a [a[dKfha l%shdld;ajh ;sfhkjd'
t;fldg u we;s fj,d ;Kaydj yg.kak fldg tA ;Kaydj
fmdaIKh ,nkafka [a[dKfhka' t;fldg tA ;Kaydfjka
hulg ne,d .shd u tA ne,d .sh foag n,mdkafk;a
[a[dKh hs' t;fldg f;kd my, fj,d l%h
s d;aul fjk
fldg luh ;uhs l=Uqr' [a[dKh me<fj,d' lalo@
[a[dKfhka p tlla kE' iamYh ;=< [a[dKh
l%shd;aul fjkjfk' tA [a[dKh ;uhs u ;=<" ix{d
;=<" ixialdr ;=< fudar,d yefokafka' t;fldg luhlska
lrkafka mdlhla fokak fk yg mirhla yok tl'
tAlg fk wdldrhg fudar,d jefvkafka [a[dKh' lux
fL;a;x lsf tAlhs'
iuyre fl .ek f;afrkafk ke;s ksid lshkjd
luh ;sfhkafka fldfyo@ luh kej;s,d ;sfhkafka
fldfyo@ fl fldhs yg o hkafka' Th uydhdk fmd;aj,
yhg fl jroao,d ;sfhkjd' tAf.d,af,d ys;=jd tfyk
f luh ;sfhkjd we;af;a [a[dKfha' Tkak [a[dKh
mgf,da.;a;d' fl f;are .kak k ksy;udkSj Ouh
bf.k .kak fk' ka Tng f;arekd o f [a[dKh
fldpr r hkj o lsh,d' t;fldg iamYh we;s l,ays
u we;' u we;s l,ays ;Kaydj we;' ;Kaydj we;s
l,ays Wmdodk we;' Wmdodk we;s l,ays Njh we;' Njh
we;s l,ays bmu we;' bmu we;s l,ays crd urK we;'
nqrcdKka jykafia ia;r lrkjd l=ula we;s l,ays
o iamYh we;s jkafka@ wdh;kh yh we;s l,ays iamYh

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we;' fudkjo wdh;k yh@ wei" lK" kdih" j" lh"

uki' fjg ;uhs wdh;k lsh,d lshkafka' t;fldg weila
;snqfKd;a iamYfhka .e,fjkak nE' iamYh we;s fjkjd
uhs' iamYhla we;s jqfkd;a fuka .e,fjkak nE' u
we;s fjkjd u hs' u we;s jqfkd;a ;Kaydfjka .e,fjkak
nE' ;Kaydj we;s fjkjd uhs' ;Kaydj we;sjqfkd;a tAlg
nef|kjd u hs' Wmdodk we;s fjkjd u hs' Wmdodk we;s
jqfkd;a Wmdodk ;=< ;uhs Tlafldu f;kd jevlrkak
mgka.kafka' t;fldg mdl msKsi lu yefokjd u hs'
mdl msKsi lu yefok tflka ffrkak nE' mdl msKsi
lu yefok ;dla Wmkjd u hs' Wmk ;dla crd urK
we;s fjkjd u hs'
nq rcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd" h ;ekl wei"
lK" kdih" j" lh" uki weoao" tA fla Wm;hs' tA frda.hka
f.a meje;au hs" crd urKhkaf.a my< u hs' wms bmu
lsh,d bf.k .;a;d' ^wdh;kdkx m,dfNda& wei" lK" kdih"
j" lh" uki ,eu bmu hs' crdjg m;afjk fldg fudlo
fjkafka@ ^wdhqfkda ixydks bkashdkx mmdflda& f wei" lK"
kdih" j" lh" uki ;uhs crdjg m;a fjkafka' urKhg
m;a fjkafk;a fjd u hs' t;fldg tAjd u hs f f,dafl;a
tlal wmsj inkaO lr,d fokafka' tA ;=<k
s a u hs [a[dKh
jefvkafk;a'
nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkafka" weye hs rEmh
hs ksid plaLq [a[dKh yg.kakjd' wefya [a[dKh
yg.kakjd' t;fldg tAlg uq,a jqfka fudlla o@ weyela
;su' t;fldg weyela ;su ksid ;uhs wefya iamYh
yg.kafka' lKla ;su ksi hs lfKa iamYh yg.kafka'
kdihla ;su ksihs kdifha iamYh yg.kafka' jla ;su
ksihs f iamYh yg.kafka' wela ;su ksihs lfha
iamYh yg.kafka' ukila ;su ksihs ukfia iamYh
yg.kafka' t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd l<d" f
fjk foa fyd|g f;are .kak lsh,d' crd urK olajd f
isfjk isoaO u fyd|g f;are .kak lsh,d'

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wms B<g wykjd l=ula we;s l,ays o i<dh;k

mj;skf
a ka@ ^kdurEm mphd i<dh;kx& kdu rEm we;s l,ays
wdh;k yh we;' ka weyela ;snqkg" wms weye yd n,k
fldg fmakf
a ka ksl fN!;sl weyela jf.a' fN!;sl weyelg
[a[dKhla Wmoaojkak nE' wmsg lK yd n,mqjd u
fmakafka ksl fN!;sl lKla jf.a' kuq;a fN!;sl lKlg
neye [a[dKhla Wmoaojkak' ka wms .;af;d;a i;r
uyd Od;+ k a tl;= lr, kdihla yo, [a [ dKhla
Wmoaojkak nE' i;r uyd Od;+ka tl;= lr, jla yo,
[a[dKhla Wmoaojkak nE' i;r uyd Od;+ka tl;= lr,
lhla yo, [a[dKhla Wmoaojkak nE'
nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokjd u l=fia Wm;la
we;sfjk fldg" Od;= yhla tl;= fj,d lshkjd f Wm;
fjkafka' tA Od;= yh ;uhs mG Od;=" wdfmda Od;=" f;afcda
Od;=" jdfhda Od;=" wdldi Od;=" [a[dK Od;=' b;ska f Od;=
yh tl;= fjp .uka t;k ;sfhkafka kdu rEm j,
l%h
s dld;ajhla ;uhs' t;fldg tA kdu rEmhkaf.a l%h
s d;aul
ug wkqj ;uhs weye yefokafka" lK yefokafka" kdih
yefokafka" j yefokafka" lh yefokafka" uki yefokafka'
ka wms weye .;af;d;a weyeg fudlla o Wmoaojkak
mqjka' weyeg Wmoaojkak mqjka kdu rEm ;rhs' ka
wms ,Shla .;af;d;a" tA ,Sfhka yokak mqjka ,Sfha ;sfhk
foa ;rhs fkao@ rejlska hula yejd k tAfla ;sfhkafka
re' uefgka hula yejd k tAfla ;sfhkafka ue'
isfuka;sfhka hula yejd k tAfla ;sfhkafka isfuka;s'
.f,ka hula yejd k tAfla ;sfhkafka .,a' kdurEmfhka
hula yek o ^wei& wkak tAfla [a[dKh yg.kakjd'
kdurEmfhka yeKq tlla lK' tA f la [a [ dKh
yg.ka k jd' kdu rEmfhka yekq tlla kdih' tA f la
[a[dKh yg.kakjd' kdu rEmfhka yeKq tlla j'
tAfla [a[dKh yg.kakjd' kdu rEmfhka yekq tlla
lh' kdu rEmfhka yekq tlla uki'

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ka wms f;dar.kak fka fudkjo f kdu rEm

lshkafka@ fl nqoaO foaYkdj, ;sfhk ye wk .kak
fk' iuyr wjia:d j, nqrcdKka jykafia f lh" f
is; lsh, l:d lrkjd' kdu rEmh .ek ia;r lrk
wjia:dj , kduh lshkafka is;" rEmh lshkafka lh lsh,d
lsisu nqoaO foaYkdjl kE' fyd|g u;l ;shd.kak fk
tAl' kduh is; hs" rEmh lh hs lsh,d nqoaO foaYkdjla kE'
nqoaO foaYkdf ia;r fjkafka fufyu hs' uu tAfla md<s
mdGh u lshkak" tAfl ielh ke;sfjkak'
^l;u[ap NslaLf kdurEmx@& mskaj;a uyfKks" kdu
rEm hkq l=ula o@ ^fokd i[a[d f;kd Miafida ukisldfrda
box jqp;s kdux& u" ykd.ekSu" luh" iamYh"
ukisldrh flg ;uhs kdu lsh,d lshkafka' t;fldg kdu
lsh,d ;sfhkjd mylg' ^p;a;dfrda p uyd N+;d& i;r uyd
N+; mG" wdfmda" f;afcda" jdfhda ^p;=kakka p uyd N+;dkx
Wmdodh rEmx& i;r uyd N+;hkaf.ka yg.;a;= foa tAlg
;uhs rEm lshkafka' ^b;s box p kdux& Th yg f kduh;a"
^box p rEmx& f rEmh;a" ^box jqp;s kdu rEmx& lg ;uhs
kdu rEm lshkafka'
t;fldg ka wms Th bf.k .;af;a ldf.a wjfndaOh
o@ nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a wjfndaOh' u;l ;shd.kak fk
wms Oux irKx .Pd lsh,d irK .sfha tA nqrcdKka
jykafiaf.a wjfndaOh' t;fldg f uqla;s ud.fha
imQKfhka u nq rcdKka jykafiaf.a Oufha wjfndaOh
irK .syska ;uhs bf.k .kafka'
t;fldg kdu rEm lsf fokd" i[a[d" f;kd"
iamYh" ukisldrh" i;r uyd Od;+ka f.ka yg.;a foaj,a'
f foaj,a j,ska ;uhs t;fldg weyela Wmoaoj, fokafka'
tA kdu rEm u ;uhs lKla ilia lr,d fokafka' tA kdurEmhg
wkqj ;uhs j yefka' kdih yefka' tA kdu rEmhg wkqj
;uhs lh yefka' tA kdu rEmhg wkqj ;uhs uki yefka'
tfyk wei lshkafka kdu rEmfhka yek tlla' lK

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lshkafka kdu rEmfhka yek tlla' kdih lshkafka kdu

rEmfhka yek tlla' j lshkafka kdu rEmfhka yek
tlla' lh lshkafka kdu rEmfhka yek tlla' uki
lshkafka kdu rEmfhka yek tlla'
weiska rEmhla lald u [a[dKhla yg.;a;d'
t;fldg weye hs" rEmh hs" [a[dKh hs tl;= jqkd' tAl
;uhs iamYh' tAl kduhg whs;s tlla' tA iamYh we;sfjp
.uka fokdjla yg.kakjd' kduhlg whs;s tlla' tA
iamYh we;s fjp .uka i[a[djla yg.kakjd' kduhlg
whs;s tlla' tA iamYh we;sfjp .uka ixialdr yg.kakjd'
tAl whs;s kduhlg'
wms lsjd weye hs" rEmh hs" [a[dKh hs tl;=
jqkd u iamYh we;sjqkd' tlg wdjd iamYh' folg u
wdjd' iamYh ksid i[a[d we;sfjkjd' ;=kg i[a[dj'
iamYh ksid f;kd we;sfjkjd' y;rg f;kd' wmsg wdf
fldfydu o@ iamYh" fokdj" i[a[dj" f;kdj' kuq;a
nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkafka fldfyduo@ fokd"
i[a[d" f;kd" iamYh' Tng ys;kak mqjka o tfyu
foaYkd lf<a wehs lsh,d' wms n,mq ms<sfj,g biafi,a,d
we;sfjkafka iamYh' fokd" i[a[d" f;kd Bg miafia'
kuq;a foaYkdf ;sfhkafka fokd" i[a[d" f;kd <g
iamYh' tAlg fya;=j ;uhs fokd" i[a[d" f;kd ;=k
u yg.kafka iamYh ksi hs' tAlhs iamYh y;rfjkshg
od,d ;sfhkafka'
Bg mia f ia ;s f hkjd ukis l drh ls h ,d tlla '
ukisldrfhka ;uhs y;r u yg.kafka' tAlhs t;kg
ukisldrh od,d ;sfhkafka' uu fyd|g l,amkd lr,d f;are
.;a;d fl fufyuhs fjkafka lsh,d'
t;fldg n,kak" ukisldrhla ke;ak [a[dKhla
yg.kafka kE' Tng f;are .kak f,ais fjkak fufyu
lshkak' ka Tn fudlla y f,dl= l,amkdjl je,d

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bkakjd' nrm;, l,amkdjl je,d bkakjd' Th w;f

Tng ysf;kjd ffhda tl wykak fk lsh,d' Tkak
ffhda tl odkjd' Tf ys; wdfh wr l,amkdjg hkjd'
Tng lal fj,d hkfldg u;la fjkjd uu ffhda tl
weyqjd lsh,' kuq;a wymq fohla kE' fufyu foaj,a fjkafk
keoao@
ukisldrh ;sfhkak fk [a[dKh yg.kak' ka
f;afrkj o foaYkdf fl mqu yg .e,fmk yg
kdu ;sfhk ye' fokd i[a[d f;kd Miai ukisldr tA
lshkafka kdu' weyeg mqjka Tprhs Wmoaojkak' b;s
Tlafldu fjk lreKla ksid bmfok tAjd' ;Kayd" Wmdodk"
Nj" cd;s" tAjd Tlafldu wfma m%Yk
a ' tAjd Tlafldu yg.kafka
wkjfndaOfhka' ka ry;ka jykafia kula .;af;d;a kdu
rEm ke;sfjkafka kE' [a[dKh ke;sfjkafka kE' kuq;a
;Kayd" Wmdodk" Nj" cd;s" crd-urK Tlafldu ke;sfjkj'
ka Tn f;are .kak" kdu rEm fya;=fjka ;uhs
wei" kdu rEm fya;=fjka ;uhs lK" kdu rEm fya;=fjka
;uhs kdih" kdu rEm fya;=fjka ;uhs j" kdu rEm
fya;=fjka ;uhs lh" kdu rEm fya;=fjka ;uhs uki'
t;fldg fu;k Tlafldu ;sfhkafka lreKq rdYshlska
yep tAjd' tA ksihs fjg uu h lsh,d whs;shla yjkak
ne' uf.a lsh,d whs;h
s la yjkak ne' uf.a wd;auh lsh,d
ne' kuq;a wmsg tl fohla lrkak mqjka' fudlla o@
isyh
s Wmojkak mqjka f ;=<' Y%oO
a dj lshk tl Wmojkak
mqjka' h lshk tl Wmojkak mqjka' kqjKska lSu
lshk tl Wmojkak mqjka'
wy, ;sfhkjo nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lr,d
;sfhkj uki iys;" is; iys;" [a[dKh iys; nUhla
;r Yrfha ;uhs l ;sfhkafka' fla yg .ekSu ;sfhkafka'
fla ksfrdaOh ;sfhkafka' la ksfrdaO .dKS mmodj
;sfhkafka' fjd f;afrkafka f foaYkdj,a kqjKska f;are
.ksoa'

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t;fldg kdu rEm we;s l,ays wdh;k we;' wdh;k

yh we;s l,ays iamYh we;' iamYh we;s l,ays u we;'
u we;s l,ays ;Kaydj we;' ;Kaydj we;s l,ays Wmdodk
we;' Wmdodk we;s l,ays Njh we;' Njh we;s l,ays bmu
we;' bmu we;s l,ays crd urK we;' t;fldg f yg
u;l ;snqfkd;a ;rhs kqjKska fufkys lrkak mqjka' wms
fkd wimq fohla" wms fkd o;a fohla lsis ojil wmsg
wjfndaO lrkak nE' tfyu jqfkd;a f f,dalfha mD:.ackhd
ksjka olskjd' tfyu k nqrcdKka jykafiaf.a Y%djlhka
fkd jk wh;a u. M, ,nkjd' fkd wimq fohla" fkd o;a
fohla lsis ojil f,dalfha ldgj;a wjfndaO lrkak nE'
fkd wimq fohla fkd o;a fohla f f,dalfha wjfndaO
lrkafka tlaflkhs' iud inqrcdKka jykafia'
B<g l=ula we;s l,ays o kdu rEm we;sjkafka@
[a[dKh we;s l,ays kdu rEm we;' tfyk [a[dKh
yg.kafka fldfyao@ wefia" lfKa" kdifha" f" lfha"
ukfia' [a[dKfha l%shdld;ajhla ;snqfkd;a ;uhs kdu
rEmhka f .a l% s h dld;a j hla ;s f hka f ka ' kdu rEmhl
l%shdld;ajhla ;snqfkd;a ;uhs wdh;khl l%shdld;ajhla
;sfhkafka' wdh;khl l%shdld;ajhla ;snqfkd;a ;uhs
ia m Yhl l% s h dld;a j hla ;s f hka f ka ' ia m Yhl
l%shdld;ajhla ;snqfkd;a ;uhs ula yg.kafka' ul
l%shdld;ajhla ;snqfkd;a ;uhs ;Kaydjla yg.kafka'
;Kaydj l%h
s dld;ajhla ;snf
q kd;a ;uhs Wmdodk yg.kafka'
Wmdodkhl l%h
s dld;ajhla ;snf
q kd;a ;uhs Njh yg.kafka'
Njhl l%shdld;ajhla ;snqfkd;a ;uhs Wm;la yg.kafka'
Wm;l l%h
s dld;ajhla ;snf
q kd;a ;uhs crd urK yg.kafka'
nqrcdKka jykafia f [a[dKfha l%shd;aul u
ia;r lrkafka fldfyduo@ wmsg tlmdrg u w,a,kak ne
tlla' wmg tl mdrg u f;are .kak ne tlla' jgyd
.kak ne tlla' tAlg fya;j
= ;uhs [a[dKh yeu ;sif
a ia
u m%lD;s iajrEmfhka ;sfhkj fkfjhs' nqrcdKka jykafia
fmkak,d fokafka y;r ux ykahl uela ldrfhla uela

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fmkakkjd' t;fldg wmsg fmakf

a ka uela tl ;rfka' wmsg
fmakf
a k kE f ksyd uela tl yokafka fldfyduo lsh,d'
wmg fmakafka wr Yauhckl isoah ;rhs' nqrcdKka
jykafia fmkajd fokjd f wefia [a[dKh" lfKa
[a[dKh" kdifha [a[dKh" f [a[dKh" lfha
[a[dKh" ukfia [a[dKh uela tlla jf.a lsh,d'
f uela tfla l% s h dld;a j h ks i d ;uhs wms
ys;u
= kdfmg lreKq f.dkq lr lr tl tl foaj,a ujd.kafka'
fkdfhla foaj,a ujd .kak mqjka' nh ys;=k fohla ys;kak
ys;kak nh we;s lr.kak mqjka' fk fohla Yauhckl
yg" udhdld yg ujd .kak mqjka' f udhdld
[a[dKh mj;skafka l=ula we;s l,ays o@ ixLdr we;s
l,ays' ixialdr we;s l,ays [a[dKh we;'
nqrcdKka jykafia ixialdr ia;r lrkjd fufyu'
^l;f p NslaLf ixLdrd@& mskaj;a uyfKks" ixialdr hkq
l=ula o@ ^;fhda f NslL
a f ixLdrd& mskj
a ;a uyfKks" ixialdr
;=kls' ^ldh ixLdfrda& ldh ixialdr" ^j ixLdfrda& j
ixialdr" ^;a; ixLdfrda& ;a; ixialdr' ^bf jqpka;s
NslaLf ixLdrd& mskaj;a uyfKks" fukak fjdg ;uhs
ixialdr lshkafka'
ixialdr lshk jpkh mskaj;aks" O f;are j,g
md fj,d ;sfhkj' ka wms .;af;d;a ^if ixLdrd
wkspd ;s - hod m[a[dh miai;s& iEu ixialdrhla u wks;Hh
hs lsh, h ojil m%{dfjka olskj k" ^w: kskao;s
laf& t;fldg thd l .ek ;uhs wjfndaOfhka u
l<lsfrkafk' ^tAi u.af.da iqoahd& l ;uhs uqla;shg
;sfhk ud.h' t;fldg fu;k if ixLdrd lsh, lsfj
fya;= M, oyka yg.;a;= iEu fohla u lshk tl ;uhs
ixialdr lshk tfla w:h'
iuyr ;eka j, nqoaO foaYkdfj i|yka fjkj
mq[[
a dNs ixLdfrda" wmq[[
a dNs ixLdfrda" wdfk[acdNs ixLdfrda'

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tA l ;a ixia l dr' mq [ a [ dNs ixia l dr ls h , ls h ka f ka "

^wcd.f;da hx mq i mq . a . f,da mq [ a [ x f ixLdrx
wNsixLfrda;s mq[am.x fyda;s [a[dKx& woHd.; jQ
mqo.
a ,hd h mqKH jQ ixialdrhla /ia lrhs k" [a[dKh
mskg wkqj ilia fj,d hkj wr me,fjk tl ;uhs f
fjkafk' ^wmq[a[x f ixLdrx wNsixLfrda;s wmq[amx.
fyda;s [a[dKx& mjla k /ialrkafk" [a[dKh mjg
wkqj ilia fj,d hkj' ^wdfkxcx f ixLdrx wNsixLfrda;s
wdfkxfcdam.x fyda;s [a[dKx& OHdkhl ixialdr k /
ialrkafk [a[dKh wdfkkachg wkqj ilia fjkjd
t;k lshkafka Wm;la lrd hkak ilia fjkjd lshk tl'
t;fldg tAl;a isoaOfjkafk woHdfjka u hs'
woHdj .ek nq rcdKka jyka f ia foa Y kd lf<a
;a;rhl lgqj jf.a lsh,fk' ;a;rh we;=f, wms bkakj
jf.a tlla fk f ;sfhkafk'
t;fldg fu;k ixialdr lsh, ia;r lrkafk ldh
ixLdr lshkafk wdYajdi m%Yj
a di' j ixLdr lshkafk ;lal
pdr' ;lal pdr lsh, lshkafk wms jpk l:d lrkak
biair fj,d ysf;a yefok jpk' ;a; ixLdr lsh, lshkafka
ix{dj;a u;a'
wdYajdi m%Yajdi j,g ldh ixialdr lsh, lshkafk
lh yd ne ;sfhk ksid' f wdYajdi m%Yajdi ;sfhkafk f
f.dfrdaiq Yrh;a tlal ne,' ;lal pdr ;sfhkafk
jpkh;a tlal ne,' tA lshkafk ;lal pdr yg.kafk
ke;ak jpk msgfjkafk kE' ;lal pdr ;uhs f jpk
l:d lrkak wmsg yefokafk' ix{d fokd lshk fol ;a;
ixLdrhla' is; yd ne, ;sfhkafk' tfyu k isf;ka fjka
fjp ula kE' isf;ka fjka fjp ykd .ekSula kE'
t;fldg n,kak f miqu ;=< ;uhs wr [a[dKh
ls%hd;aul fjkafk' tA lshkafka wefia [a[dKh" lfKa
[a[dKh'''''' fjk [a[dKhla kE' ka fl lshkjd

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^Phs f Ns l a L f" [a [ dKldhd& ms k a j ;a uyfKks "

[a[dKh yh wdldr hs lsh, wefia [a[dKh" lfKa
[a[dKh" kdifha [a[dKh" f [a[dKh" lfha
[a[dKh" ukfia [a[dKh lsh, ia;r l<d'
t;fldg ykd.ekSuhs" uhs lshk fol yg.kak
fya;= fjkafk fudlla o@ iamYh fk' fl ia;r lrkafk
tAl ;a; ixLdrhla yg' tA lshkafk is; yd ne ;sfhkj'
t;fldg wdYajdi m%Yajdi ne, ;sfhkafk fudlla tlal
o@ lh;a tlal' ;lal pdr ne, ;sfhkafk fudlla tlal
o@ jpk;a tlal' i[a[d fokd ne, ;sfhkafk fudlla
tlal o@ is;;a tlal'
nqrcdKka jykafia jod<d f ixialdr l=ula we;s
l,ays o ;sfhkafk' ^wcd mphd& woHdj we;s l,ays
ixialdr we;' fukak woHdj' ^l;ud p NslaLf wcd@&
mskaj;a uyfKks" woHdj hkq l=ula o@ ^hx fLda NslaLf
laf w[dKx& uyfKks" laL wdh i;Hh ms<sn| h
wkjfndaOhla weoao" ^laL iuqofha w[dKx& l yg.ekSu
.ek fkd kSula weoao" ^laL ksfrdaf w[dKx& l ksreoaO
u .ek fkd kSula weoao" ^laL ksfrdaO .dkshd mmodh
w[dKx& l ksreoaO jk ud.h fyj;a wdh wIaGdx.sl
ud.h .ek wjfndaOhla keoao thhs' f wdh i;H y;r
.ek wjfndaOhla keoao fl imQKfhka u mj;skafk
tAflka'
t;fldg wms wdYa j di m% Y a j di lrka f k mxp
WmdodkialkaOh .ek wjfndaOhla we;sj o@ laL wdh
i;Hh wjfndaO lr, fkfjhs' zuu yqiau .kakj - fy,kjZ
lsh,fk wms lrkafk' woHdfj msysg, fl lrkafk'
;lal pdr j,g jpk .e,ms .e,ms tkafk oHdj my<
fj,d o@ kEfk' zuu l:d lrkjZ lsh,fk lrkafk'
yk.kafk zuu yk.kakjZ lsh,fk' kafk zuu
kjZ lsh,fk' t;k b|, woHd iy.; [a[dKhla

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;uhs wefya yg.ka f k' woHd iy.;j ilia fjp

[a[dKhla ;uhs lfKa" kdifha" f" lfha" ukfia
yg.kafk'
t;fldg wkjfndaOhlska yg.;a;= [a[dKhla
yg.;af;d;a" tA [a[dK m%;Hfhka yg.kak kdu rEm
j, ;sfhkafk;a wkjfndaOh' wkjfndaOfhka ;sfhk kdu
rEm j,ska yg.kak wei" lK" kdih" j" lh" uki ;=<
;sfhkafk;a wkjfndaOh' tA wkjfndaOfhka ;sfhk wdh;k
yh ;=< iamYhla we;sfjkj o" tA iamYfha ;sfhkafk;a
wkjfndaOh' wkjfndaOfhka hq;= iamYfhka we;s fjk u
;=< ;sfhkafk;a wkjfndaOh' wkjfndaOfhka |mq .uka
;Kaydj yg.kakj' ;Kaydj ksid Wmdodk yg.kakj'
Wmdodk ksid Njh yg.kakj' Njh ksid cd;s" crd" urK
yg.kakj'
t;fldg woHdfjka ;uhs imQKfhka u fl
jykafk' fl wjfndaO jqfkd;a oHdj my< jqkd fk'
woHdfjka jeys, ;uhs fokdj .djg hkl u hkafk'
Bg miafia ;Kaydfjka nef|kj' nef|kafk fudflag o@
weig" [a[dKhg" kdu rEm j,g" iamYhg' fjk
fudkjg o nef|kafk@ jg ;uhs nef|kafk' neu nq
rcdKka jykafia ia;r lrkjd ldu" " iS,n;"
w;a;jdo ^uu" udf.a" udf.a wd;auh lshk yeSug& nef|kj'
ne, ;uhs l%shd;aul fjkafk'
f isoah fjk isu fufyuhs lsh, ;u ;uka
;=<ska kqjKska ui, f;are .kak fk' tAlg hs wdh
kHdh ;sfhkafk'
b;ska f;are .kak fk f yg' ka Tkak wms
bf.k .;a;d woHdjg hkl' ka u;l ;shd.kak fk
fufyu'

woHdj we;s l,ays ixialdr we;'

ixialdr we;s l,ays [a[dK we;'

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[a[dK we;s l,ays kdu rEm we;'

kdu rEm we;s l,ays wdh;k yh we;'

wdh;k yh we;s l,ays iamYh we;'

iamYh we;s l,ays u we;'

u we;s l,ays ;Kaydj we;'

;Kaydj we;s l,ays Wmdodk we;'

Wmdodk we;s l,ays Njh we;'

Njh we;s l,ays bmu we;'

bmu we;s l,ays crd" urK" fYdal" je,mS" la"

fodkia" iqiq fy,S we;'
b;ska Tn ys;kafka wm ;=< mp iuqmamdofha f
wx. Tlafldu ;sfhkj o keoao@ wms ;=< Tlafldu ;sfhkj'
tfyu k wmsg nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd mp
iuqmamdoh Th yg wjfndaO lr.;a;d u tAlg lshkafka
Of [dKx lsh,' fyd|g u;l ;shd.kak f lshk l'
B<g nq rcdKka jykafia ia;r lrkjd f mp
iuqmamdoh ms<sn|j we;s jk wjfndaOfha msysg,d w;S;
wkd.; folg .,md n,kak lshkj' tAlg lshkafka wkajfha
[dKx lsh,' wkqj .sh kqjK'
w;S; wkd.; folg .,m, n,kak lshkj fufyu'

w;S;fha crd urK jqkd k we;s jqfka bmu ksid'

w;S;fha bmu we;s jqkd k we;s jqfka Njh ksid'
w;S;fha Njh we;s jqkd k we;s jqfka Wmdodk ksid'
w;S;fha Wmdodk we;s jqkd k we;s jqfka ;Kaydj ksid'
w;S;fha ;Kaydj we;s jqkd k we;s jqfka u ksid'
w;S;fha u yg.;a;d k yg.;af;a iamYh ksid'
w;S;fha iamYh yg.;a;d k yg.;af;a wdh;k yh
ksid'
w;S;fha wdh;k yh yg.;a;d k yg.;af;a kdu rEm

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ksid'
w;S;fha kdu rEm yg.;a;d k yg.;af;a [a[dKh
ksid'
w;S;fha [a[dKh yg.;a;d k yg.;af;a ixialdr
ksid'
w;S;fha ixialdr yg.;a;d k yg.;af;a woHdj ksid'

t;fldg wmsg wjfndaO fjkjd tfyu k w;S;fha

wmg ;s,d ;sfhkafk;a woHdfjka jeysp" ;Kaydfjka
nep f mp iuqmamdoh u hs' Bg miafia wkd.;hg
fhduq lr,d n,kak lshkj"

wkd.;fha crd urK we;sfjkafka bmu ksid'

wkd.;fha bmu we;sfjkafka Njh ksid'
wkd.;fha Njh we;sfjkafka Wmdodk ksid'
wkd.;fha Wmdodk we;sfjkafka ;Kaydj ksid'
wkd.;fha ;Kaydj we;sfjkafka u ksid'
wkd.;fha u we;sfjkafka iamYh ksid'
wkd.;fha iamYh we;sfjkafka wdh;k yh ksid'
wkd.;fha wdh;k yh we;sfjkafka kdu rEm ksid'
wkd.;fha kdu rEm we;sfjkafka [a[dKh ksid'
wkd.;fha [a[dKh we;sfjkafka ixialdr ksid'
wkd.;fha ixialdr we;sfjkafka woHdj ksid'

wkd.;fha crd urK we;sfjkafka f jev ms<sfj,

;=< hs' t;fldg j;udkfha f .kak w;alSfuka ;uhs
w;S ; hg;a wkd.;hg;a .,md n,ka f k' t;fldg
j;udkfha mp iuqmamdoh f;are wrf.k wjfndaOhla
we;s jqkd u tAlg lshkafka Of [dKx' fyd|g u;l
;shd.kak fk f jpk' tAfl msysg, ;uhs w;S;hg
wkd.;hg ui,d n,kafk' t;fldg lshkafka wkajfha
[dKx'

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wkak t;fldghs thdg w;S;h flfrys;a l<lsfrkafk'

wkd.;h flfrys;a l<lsfrkafk' j;udkh w;ykafk'
wms ke;ak wms yeu;siafiu ys;kj f ;fha
h ula" lrorhla kj k" wkd.;fha tfyu fjkafk
kE lsh,' wms yeu ;siafiu ys;df.k bkafk wo y
ke;sjqkdg fyg yhhs lsh,' wms ys;k tA fyg ljodj;a
tkafk kE' biair mrK f.j,a j, pQ nnd, yn jqkdu
Wjiafi .ykj zwo kE fygZ lsh,' hflla bkakj' tA
hld tkj f.org' hld fl lshj, zwd'''' wo kE' fygZ'
hld fyg tkj' hld fyg tkfldg ;sfhkafk zwo kE
fygZ' tA jf.a ;uhs wfma me;='
wms ys;df.k bkafka f ;h k y.sfha kE'
B< ;fha k'''' kuq;a B< ;h g;a jvd ln,a
fjkak mqjks' t;fldg fflka f;are.kak ;sfhkafk
fya;= ilia fj,hs f Tlafldu fjkafk' B< ;fha /
ljrKhla i|yd k f ;fha fya;= yefokak fk'
ka mp iuqmm
a doh fyd|g f;are .kso
a " f;are
.ksoa meye,s fjkafk lreKq ;=kla' wks;Hhla' lla'
wkd;auhla' f;are .ksoa" f;are .ksoa meye,s f,i
f;are hkafk zfl wmsg jqjukd yehg isoaO fjk tlla
fkfjhs'Z wkak t;fldg ;uhs thdg l=i,a Wmoj .kak"
isysh Wmoj .kak" i;smGdkh jvkak" kqjKska wjfndaO
lrkak" l olskak" laL iuqoh m%ydKh lrkak" ksfrdaOh
idlaId;a lrkak" wdh ud.h jvkak fk fjkafk'
ud.hg tkj lshkafk tAlhs' thdf.a tA wjfndaOfhka ;uhs
tAl fjkafka'
t;fldg wms fupr fj,d bf.k .;af;a buiax
i;s box fyda;s - buiai Wmamdod box Wmamc;s lshk tl'
ka wms bf.k .kak hkafka buiax wi;s box k fyda;s fuh ke;s l,ays fuh ke;' buiai ksfrdaOd box ksre;s fuh ksreoaO jQ l,ays fuh ksreoaO f ka wms wdfhu;a

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huq mp iuqmamdoh mgka .;a;= yg u fldKg u'

crd urK ke;sjkafka l=ula ke;s jqfkda;ska o@ crd
urK ke;s jkafka bmula ke;s jqfkd;a' tA lshkafka lsish
u i;aj ksldhl" lsish u i;aj fldgdYhl wKavcj
fyda c,dnqcj fyda ixfiaocj fyda mmd;slj fyda bmula"
fYaI bmula" fYaI my<ula" mxp WmdodkialkaOfha
my, ula" wdh;k yfha m%;s,dNhla ke;s jqkd k" crd
urK ke;' tfyu k bmu ke;s l,ays crd urK ke;'
tfyu k crd urK ke;s jkafka lsisu ms<sfj,lska Wm;la
ke;s jqkd u hs'
Wm;la ke;s jkafka l=ula ke;s l,ays o@ ldu Od;=f
mdl kak lu ke;ak" ldu Njhla ke;' rEm Od;=f
mdl kak lu ke;ak" rEm Njhla ke;' wrEm Od;=f
mdl kak lu ke;ak" wrEm Njhla ke;' tfyuk
^lux fL;a;x& lu lafIa;%h' luh ;uhs l=Uqr' l=Uqrla
ke;ak me,hla ysgjkak ;ekla ke;' me,hla me,fjkak
;ekla ke;' ldu Njhla" rEm Njhla" wrEm Njhla lshk
;=k u ke;ak bmula ke;' Njh ke;s l,ays bmu ke;'
wms idukHfhka lreKq l;d lroa" pq;s is; yd
mika is; .ek l;d l<d' pq;s is; iu mika is;
we;sfjkj lshk isoaOdka;h wms l,amkd lr, n,kak
.sfhd;a f mp iuqmamdofha ksfrdaOhg .,mkak;a nE'
pq;s is;la m%;sika is;lg hkafk Njhla ;snqfkd;a ;rhs'
wehs ^Nj mphd cd;s & Njh fya ; = lrf.khs bmu
isfjkafk'
t;fldg wmsg fyd|g f;afrkjd ry;ka jykafia
msksjka mdkafka wehs lsh,' ry;ka jykafiaf.a is; pq;
fjkafka kEfk' wehs pq; fjkafk ke;af;' pq; fjkak k"
luh keu;s fl; ;sfhkak fk' luh keue;s N+h
;sfhkak fk' [a[dKh me< fj,d ;sfhkak fk'
;Kaydfjka tAl f;;a fj,d ;sfhkak fk' t;fldg ;uhs

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mdl msKi
s yefokafk' t;fldg [a[dKh luhg iqiq
wdldrhg ilia fj,d hkj' t;fldg tA l%h
s dld;ajh ys;l
fjkafk ke;ak" ry;ka jykafia msksjka mdkjd lshkafk
iajdNdl isoahla' fya;= ke;s hdu ksid M,hla ke;s
hdu'
hula yg.kafka fya;= m%;Hhkaf.ka k" tA fya;=
m%;Hhka ke;sj .shd u M,h ksreoaO hkj' tfyk ry;ka
jyka f ia ms ks j ka mdka f ka ;Ka y dj ks r eoa O u ks i d
[a[dKh jefvkafk kE' tA ksihs msksjka mdkafk'
t;fldg Njh ke;s l,ays bmu ke;'
t;fldg Njh ke;sfjkafka l=ula ke;s jqkd u o@
Wmdodk ke;s jqkdu' ldu Wmdodk;a ke;ak" Wmdodk;a
ke;ak" iS,n; Wmdodk;a ke;ak" w;a;jdo Wmdodk;a
ke;ak Njhla keye' Wmdodk ke;s l,ays Njh ke;'
Wmdodk ke;sjkafka l=ula ke;s jqkd u o@ ;Kaydj
ke;s l,ays Wmdodk ke;' rEm ;Kayd ke;ak" Yo ;Kayd
ke;a k " .ka O ;Ka y d ke;a k " ri ;Ka y d ke;a k "
fMdGn ;Kayd ke;ak" Ou ;Kayd ke;ak nef|kak
fohla kEfk' Wmdodk ke;'
;Kaydj ke;s jkafka ula ke;s jqkdu' iamYh
ke;s l,ays u ke;' i<dh;k ke;s l,ays iamYh ke;'
kdu rEm ke;s l,ays i<dh;k ke;' [a[dKh ke;s l,ays
kdu rEm ke;' ixialdr ke;s l,ays [a[dKh ke;'
woHdj ke;s l,ays ixialdr ke;'
t;fldg ffl woHdj lshk tl lla f;are
.kak fk' fokdj fjkl f;are .ekSug' mp
iuqmamdofha ksfrdaOh .ek l:d lroa ry;ka jykafia .ek
l:d lrkak fjkjd' fudlo ry;ka jykafiag mp
iuqmamdoh keye' ry;ka jykafiag woHd iy.; wdYajdi
m%dYajdihla keye' woHd iy.; ;lal pdr keye' woHd
iy.; i[a[d keye' keye' tA ksid ry;ka jykafiag

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woHd iy.; [a[dKhla yg.kafk keye' tA ksid woHd

iy.; kdu rEm keye' woHd iy.; kdu rEm ke;ak
woHd iy.; wdh;k yhla keye' woHd iy.; wdh;k
yhla ke;ak woHd iy.; iamYhla keye' woHd iy.;
iamYhla ke;ak woHd iy.; ula keye'
t;fldg ry;ka jykafiaf.a ixialdr" [a[dK"
kdurEm" wdh;k" iamYh Tlafldu wjfndaOhla ;rhs'
tAl mp iuqmamdohg whs;s keye' mp iuqmamdofha
;sfhkafka wcd mphd ixLdrd''' woHdj m%;Hfhka
yg.kakd ixialdr'
t;fldg ry;ka jykafia j;a fjkafka mp
iuqmamdoh ksreoaO lr,d' tAlhs f Ou ud.hg wdmq
Y%djlhdg yer fjk flfkl=g ry;ka jykafia ljqo lsh,d
wkd.kak ne' wehs ry;ka jykafia;a weyska rEm olskjd"
lKska Yo wykjd" kdifhka wd>%dKh lrkjd" fjka ri
kjd" lhska myi ,nkjd" ukiska ys;kjd' ry;ka
jykafia iem la WfmalaId kj' kuq;a ry;ka
jykafiag mp iuqmamdoh ksreoaO ksid kq is;ska ;uhs
jdih lrkafka' tA ksid ;Kaydjla kE' Wmdodk kE' Njh
kE' cd;s" crd" urK fudl=;a kE'
nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd" ka mxp
WmdodkialkaOh lshkafk fudkjo@ rEm" fokd" i[a[d"
ixLdr" [a [ dK' t;fldg mp iuq m a m dofhka
ksrka;rfhka u yefokafka Th my ;uhs' tA lshkafka
wdYdjlg neKq rEmhla" fokdjla" ix[djla" f;kdjla"
[a[dKhla' fjd ;uhs yefokafka' mp iuqmamdofhka
;uhs mj;skafka'
ry;ka jykafia lsh, lshkafka nqrcdKka jykafia
f.a Y%djlfhla wh wIaGdx.sl ud.h wkq.ukh l<' wdh
wIaGdx.sl ud.h wkq.ukh lrkafk iud fhka we;s
lr.;a;= iS,fhka' iud fhka we;s lr.;a;= iudfhka'
iud h u hqKq lsfuka'

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t;fldg ry;ka jykafia tA yg wdh wIaGdx.sl

ud.h wkq.ukh l<d u fudlo fjkafka@ l wjfndaO
lrkj' fudlla o l@ mxp WmdodkialkaO l' wjfndaO
lrkafk fldfydu o@ fl wks;H fohla' la fohla' wkd;au
fohla' fu;k uu h" udf.a h" udf.a wd;auh h lsh, fohla
kE lsh, wjfndaO lrkj' wjfndaO u iu zlaf w[dKxZ
ke;sj hkj' ^laf [dKx& l .ek wjfndaOhla we;sfjkj'
t;fldg ry;ka jykafiag fudlo fjkafk@ l ;sfhkafk
rEm" fokd" i[a[d" ixLdr" [a[dK fjd flfrysfk
;%sO ;Kaydj yg.kafk' wjfndaOh ksid ;%sO ;Kaydj
re fjkj' ^laL iuqofha [dKx& ;Kaydj ke;s jqkd u l
ke;sjqkd lsh, k.kakj' ^laL ksfrdaf [dKx& tA k
.kakfldg okakj ud.h imQK jqkd'
t;fldg f wjfnda O hg wdjg mia f ia ffl
;sfhkjd ^rEm Od;=hd NslaLf NslaLqfkda rd.x mySfKda fyda;s&
t;fldg fuhdg rEm" fokd" i[a[d" ixLdr" [a[dK
lshk fjdfha rd.h m%ydKh fjkj' rd.h lshk tl lreKq
;=kg u fmdf wdmq tlla' ;%sO ;Kaydjg u fmd tlla'
t;fldg rd.h m%ydKh fjkak fya;=j fudlla o@ wjfndaO
u' rEmfha h:d iajNdjh ms<n
s | h:dN+; [dKh yg .ekSu'
wjfndaO u ksid rd.h m%ydKh fjkj' ^rd.iai mydKd&
rd.h m%ydKh u ksid ^fjdoaO;s wdruKx& meje;au
msKsi wruqKla kE' wruqK isf|kj' ^m;sGd [a[dKiai
k fyda;s& [a[dKhg msysgkak ;ekla ke;sj hkj'
t;fldg tfyu k wfma yg.;a ; [a [ dKh
me,fjp [a[dKhla' uq,a weomq tlla' t;fldg tAflka
iamYh we;sfj,d " ;Kaydj we;sfjk fldg ;j ;j;a
uq,a weo weo me,fjkj' kuq;a ry;ka jykafia wdh
wIaGdx.sl ud.h hqKq lr, ysg" ^m;sGd [a[dKiai k
fyda;&s l=Ur
q ke;sj hkj' [a[dKhg msyg
s la kE' t;fldg
woHd iy.;j ixialdr fkd mj;ajk ksid" wdYajdi
m%dYajdi fkd lrk ksid" ;lal pdr fkd mj;ajk ksid"

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ix{d fokd fkd mj;ajk ksid" woHd iy.;j mq[[

a dNs
ixLdr;a ke;ak" wmq[[
a dNs ixLdr;a ke;ak" wdfkkacdNs
ixLdr;a ke;a k " [a [ dKhla fldfy;a u tA yg
yefokafk kE' tfyk ry;ka jykafiaf.a wefya yg.kafka
fkd msys [a[dKhla' wefya msysgmq [a[dKhla kE'
weyehs" rEmh hs ksid [a[dKh yg.kakj' kuq;a tAl
chla yehg kE' wfma [a[dKh yg.kafk chla
yehg'
t;fldg ^m;s Gd [a [ dKia i k fyda ; s &
[a[dKhg msyg
s la kE' ^;omam;s;x [a[dKx& f fkd
ms y s [a [ dKh" chla yehg ke;s [a [ dKh
^wrE<ayx& me<fjkafk kE' ^wkNsixL;s wkNsix.P;s& tAl
ilia fjkafk kE meje;aula msKi
s ' ^uq;a;x& ksoyia fjkj'
^uq;;
a ;a;d ;x& ksoyia u ksid uql;
a f
s ha msyg
s , ;sfhkj'
^r;a;d ix;=is;x& uqla;sfha msysg, ;sfhk ksid mQK
;Dma;shla ;sfhkj' ^ix;=is;;a;d k m;iai;s& tA ksid
;e;s . ekS " h" iel ixld fudl= ; a yg.ka f k kE'
^wm;iaid mp;a;xfys mksndh;s& tA ksid ;ud ;=< u
msks hkj' tAlhs ry;ka jykafiag pq;s ;a;hla ke;af;'
f f,dalfha u msksjka mdkj'
t;fldg fl isoaOfjk fldg ry;ka jykafia ;=<
mp iuqmamdoh imQKfhka u ksreoaOhs' t;fldg wms
Y%djlfhd yg f;are wrka ;shkakg fk fl ;uhs
f Oufha ;sfhk wjika m%;M
s ,h lsh,' fl ;uhs oHdf
fl<jr' fl ;uhs nqrcdKka jykafia wjfndaO lrmq kshu
oHdj' f oHdf fl<jrla ;sfhkj' fl ;uhs ;
wjfndaOfha Wmu ;,h' tfyk wms ;=< meyeula
;sfhkak fk fukak f yg ;uhs ;h mj;skafk"
fl f yg ;uhs ke;sfjkafk" f yg ;uhs isoaO
fjkafk lsh,' t;fldg ;uhs ry;ka jykafia ljqo lsh,
wmsg hka;ka y wjfndaO fjkafk' t;fldg ixidfr
iajNdjh;a wka;sug wjfndaO fjkafk t;fldg hs'

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t;fldg wmsg mqjka fjkak fk kqjKska fufkys

lrkak
b;s buiax i;s box fyda;s
buiai Wmamdod box Wmam;s
buiax wi;s box k fyda;s
buiai ksfrdaOd box ksre;s
t;fldg f yg kq j Ks k a fufkys lrf.k
hkfldg" nqrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd thd mp
iuqmamdofha yg .ekSu;a" mp iuqmamdofha ksfrdaOh;a
^wdlxLudkd w;a;dkx nHdlfrhahH& ;uka u ;uka .ek
wkd.ka k jd' uu fmf; f,da f lka ks o yia fjp
tlaflfkla' uu ;sika f,daflka ksoyia fjp tlaflfkla'
uu ksrfhka ksoyia fjp tlaflfkla' ^Kdmdhd ksmd;x
.a.;sx& uu wmdh k .;shg jefgkafk ke;s flfkla'
^fida;dmkafkda yuia& uu fidajdka fjp tlaflfkla'
^wksmd; Ofuda& uu wdfhu;a my<g jefgkafk keye'
^kshf;da ifnda mrdhfkda& uu iarj u nqoO
a Ydikfha ksjka
olskj lsh, ;uka ;ukaj wk .kakj'
t;fldg ffl ndysr idlalsldrfhla kE' uu bkak
;ek ndyska fidhkak nE' tfyu tlla nqoaO foaYkdf kE'
fyd| meye,s isula ;sfhkj' tl ry;ka jykafia
kula ysh Wkajykafia ry;a fjkak l,ska ^,l=KG
a l Noah
iajdka jykafia& Wkajykafiag Ndjkd Ou ud.h lshd
kafk idmq;a; uy ry;ka jykafia' ,l=KaGl Noah
iajdka jykafia ry;ka jykafia kula njg m;ajqkd' kuq;a
w~ ..y lsh, kak idmq;a; yduqrefjd ;j ;j;a'
t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia ia;r lrkj z,l=KaGl
Noa h lrka k fk foa lr, bjrhs ' wehs Tn ;j;a
lshdfokafk@Z t;fldg wmsg f;afrkj idmq;;
a uy ry;ka
jyka f ia g mjd ff;da m h [dKh ms < s n | imQ K
[dKhla kE' tfyk wkqkf
a .a ;a; hqKj
q la .ek" wkqkf
a .a

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ud. M, .ek f,dalfha fjk flfkl=g lshkak mqjka

k tA nqrcdKka jykafiag muKhs'
t;fldg ffl ;sfhkafk ;uka ;uka .ek wk.kak
fk' t;fldg wk .kak l%uh nqrcdKka jykafia ia;r
lrkj' t;fldg f ia;r lrmq l%uhg wkqj wms kqjKska
ui ui n,k fldg ;uhs ka Tng f;afrkj we;s"
mp iuqmm
a doh wjfndaO lrkafk ke;sj l keue;s wdh
i;Hfha ia j rEmh f;a r e .ka k nE' t;fldg mp
iuqmm
a doh f;are .;a;g miafia wmg mxp WmdodkialkaOh
ksl u f;are .kak mqjks'
mxp WmdodkialkaOh lsfj i;r uyd Od;+kaf.ka
yg.;a;= foa rEm' ka f;afrkafk keoao@ fokd iamYfhka
yg.kak u' mp iuqmamdoh fyd|g f;are .;a;u
wms okakj iamYfhka u yg.kakj' i[a[dj yg.kafk
iamYfhka'ixialdr yg.kafk;a iamYfhka' mxp Wmdodkia
lkaOfha [a[dKh .ek lshkjd" kdu rEm m%;Hfhka
[a[dKh yg.kakjd' ka fu;k ia;r lf<a ixialdr
m%;Hfhka [a[dKh yg.kakj'
t;k kdu rEm m%;Hfhka [a[dKh yg.kakjd
lsh, lsfj wms wk .kak fk imQKfhka u wefia"
lfKa" kdifha" f" lfha" ukfia [a[dKh lshk tl
l%shd;aul fjkafk kdu rEmfhka yg.;a;= wdh;khla ;=<'
t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia fmkajd fokjd tl ;ekl
[a[dKh .ek fydhkak .sfhd;a" [a[dK wdydrh .ek
fydhkak .sfhd;a thdg ynfjkafk kdu rEm lsh,'
t;fldg nqrcdKka jykafia n,kak lshkjd i;r
uyd Od;= ksid rEmh" iamYh ksid fokd" iamYh ksid
i[a[d" iamYh ksid f;kd" kdu rEm ksid [a[dKh'
t;fldg ia m Yh .ek l:d ls f [a [ dKfha
l%h
s dld;ajfhka f;drj l:d lrkak nE' lreKq ;=kla tl;=
fj,dfk iamYh yg.kafk' kdu rEm .ek l:d lsf

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kdu rEm j,g [a[dKh we;=<;a kE' kdu j,g ;sfhkafka

fokd" i[a[d" f;kd" Miai" ukisldr' ffl iamYh
;sfhkj' tfyk kdu rEm j,;a [a[dKfha l%h
s dld;ajh
inkaOhs' t;fldg f Tlafldf.a u ixl,khlska ;uhs
f [a[dKh lshk tl mj;skafk' f ish,a,g u fya;=
fjkafk mp iuqmamdoh'
t;fldg mp iuqmamdofha woHdj .ek ia;r
fjkj' p;=rdh i;Hh .ek fkd kSu' mp iuqmamdofha
[a[dKh .ek ia;r fjkj' kdu rEm .ek ia;r
fjkj' wdh;k yh .ek ia;r fjkj' u .ek ia;r
fjkj' ;Kaydj .ek ia;r fjkj' Wmdodk .ek ia;r
fjkj' Njh .ek ia;r fjkj' bmu .ek ia;r fjkj'
tfyu k hlsis flfkla mp iuqmamdoh ukd fldg
f;are .;a; k" thd Oufha fndfyda foaj,a f;are .;a;d'
mp iuqmamdoh f;are fkd f.k Ouh f;are .kak
nE'
tAlhs tl ;ekl idmq;a; uy ry;ka jykafia
foaYkd lrkjd" uyd y;amfodamu iQ;%fha ' ^fhda Oux
miai;s fida mp iuqmamdox miai;s& h lsis flfkla Ouh
olskjd k thd olskak fk mp iuqmamdoh hs lsh,'
fudlo mp iuqmamdofhka u ;uhs fl wkd;auhs lsh,
wjfndaO lr.kak ;sfhkafk'
ixhq;a; ksldh fojeks fldgfia ;uhs f.dvla u
mp iuqmm
a doh .ek ia;r fjkafk' fyd|g kqjKska ui
ui n,oa f;a r e hkj ffl ;udf.a jifha
mj;ajdf.k hkak fohla kE lsh,'
kuq;a f w:h uu w,a, .;af; wk;a; ,laLK
iQ;%fhka' ixhq;a; ksldfha tAl i|yka fjkafka mxp j.a.Sh
iQ;%h lsh,' tAfl nqrcdKka jykafia ia;r lrkj ^rEmx
NslaLf wk;a;d& mskaj;a uyfKks" rEmh wkd;auhs' ^rEmx
p NslaLf w;a;d wNiai khsf rEmx wdndOdh ixj;a;;s&

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f rEmh wd;auhla jqkd k" f rEmh wdndO msKsi

mj;skafk kE' ^,fNa ; p rEfma tAjx f rEmx fyda;=& udf.a
rEmh fufia fjd" fufia fkd fjd lsh, ,efnkafk fk'
nqrcdKka jykafia lshkjd wd;auhla jqkd k tAl
,efnkak fk fufia fjd" fufia fkd fjd lsh,' ^hiaud
p fLda NslaLf rEmx wk;a;d& mskaj;a uyfKks" h lreKla
ksid rEmh wkd;au o" ^;iaud rEmx wdndOdh ixj;a;;s& tA
ksid rEmh wdndO msKsi mj;skj' ^k p ,N;s rEfma tAjx
f rEmx fyda;= tAjx f rEmx ud wfydaiS ;s& tA ksid udf.a
rEmh fufia fjd" fufia fkd fjd lsh, ,efnkafk kE
lshkj' wkak t;kska ;uhs wmg wkd;au lshk jpkfha
f;areu k.kak ;sfhkafk'
wkd;au lsh kaf ka ;udf.a jifha mj;a j ka k g
nelu' ;udf.a jifha mj;ajkakg mqjka k udf.a
rEmh fufia fjd lsh, mj;ajkak;a mqjka fjkak fk"
udf.a rEmh fufia fkd fjd lsh,;a mj;ajkak mqjka
fjkak fk' udf.a fokdj fufia fjd lsh, y fufia
fkd fjd lsh, y" udf.a i[a[dj fufia fjd lsh, y
fufia fkd fjd lsh, y" udf.a ixLdr fufia fjd lsh,
y fufia fkd fjd lsh, y" udf.a [a[dKh fufia
fjd lsh, y fufia fkd fjd lsh, y mj;ajkakg
mqjka fjkak fk' b;ska tfyu mj;ajkakg ne ksihs
wkd;auhs lsh, lshkafk' tA nqoaO foaYkdj fkd ;sfhkak
wms Tfya uf.a wd;auh fkfjhs lsh lsh hhs" fudlla o
ffl w:h lsh, okafk ke;sj' t;fldg wkd;auhs
lshkafka ;ukaf.a jifha mj;ajkak nelu'
ixhq;a; ksldfha ;sfhk tA wkd;au ,laLK iQ;%
foaYkdj y u jeo.;a tlla' Bg miafia imQKfhka u
ia ; r lrka f ka mxp Wmdodkia l ka O h .ek' mxp
WmdodkialkaOh oYkd lrkak mqjka fjkafk mp
iuqmamdoh" wdh;k yh" Od;= f Tlafldu f;are .;a;=
flkdg ;uhs' Bg miafia thdg kqjKska hqla;j uikak

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mqjka' uikak fk ye tA wk;a; ,laLK iQ;%fha u

ia;r fjkj'
b;ska f yg f;are .;a;yu mp iuqmamdoh
.ek iEfyk wjfndaOhla we;s lr.kak mqjka'