Breaking

This is for the lies you told

For every tear,for every heart beat
I was afraid of letting go
But now all this drama has to stop
I remember all the sad songs I've listen to
And I'm so sick of crying over you
But here we go again we're playing the game we love
You thought I can be fooled
All I want is to love and be loved
Why are you alone ?
Do you need someone?
I gave you everything but it just wasn't enough
You said you had enough
But enough of what?
Fall after fall
You break the walls
Out of touch
You've lost your sense
Hit the walls 'cause you can't understand
Taking steps back
Wondering where you are?
It's payback time for the games you've played
Did you expect to end?
How could you sleep at night
Thinking about all the things you said
All the things you did
The things you've promised
I'm overptotective by nature
Not 'cause I hate you
I can't help you if you push me away
Walking out the door
I can't hear your screams

Somebody else
I remember my first day with you
I've never felt so good having someone by my side
I thought you were trying to fool me

Because I was keep thinking you might use me

It's hard for me to trust someone
Because all my friends stabbed me
And they all left me alone,bleeding
The last person I've ever trust is gone now
She betrayed me like the rest of my "friends"
And now I can't even hear them
Look at all the hate they keep on showing
I don't wanna feel that
I hear the phone,it keeps on ringing
I don't wanna answer
I'm afraid I'm gonna say too much
You know I'm used to hear your voice every night
But everybody keeps on telling that I'm so blind
And I don't wanna believe you found somebody else
I don't wanna believe you found happiness in somebody else
I don't wanna believe you forgot me
I don't wanna believe that you moved on
I've been humiliated but I keep coming back to you
But beneath all that I can see that you still love me
You still want me,you still dream about me
I was too young
And you just took advantage of me
I believed in you and I trusted you
Now everything is shattered

Your Ghost
Someday you'll feel sorry for what you've done to me
Someday you'll come and look for me
You'll be crying 'cause you destroyed our love
And you'll crawl back in time
Just to recall how we were
But all you have are broken mirrors
And pieces of your ghost
You can't close your eyes
You can't dream anymore
You've lost your hopes on the way back to me
And the promises we've made
All the promises we've never kept

All the wishes we've made

All the nights we've spent making plans
And the names we wrote on the sand
We were already picking names for our future kids
The rings we gave each other
The love we once shared is gone
I won't let you hurt me like you did
I will keep you far,far away from me
But before I let you go
Let me remind you that you'll be over soon
So don't you trynna escape
My memory will haunt you
I still have to fight your ghost
It won't let me go
I have to bare this everyday
Even though I miss you like hell
I have to let you go
Cause all this drama affects me more than I thought
I know that you don't care
And I heard you already have somebody else
Somebody that probably will treat you better than me
But I bet she won't love you as much as I did
Now you're back acting like nothing happened
Are you trying to see how much I suffered?
Cause you can't see nothing through this fake smile
And you won't know what happened here

Different
Today is your birthday
And it hurts more than ever
To remember
Your birthdays were always special
You and me all the time
Acting like there's no one around
Dancing like this night won't end
You and me all the time
Laughing,playing,dancing like we did
Hope you feel the same as me
Never been so hurt,can't you see

I'm right here screaming,crying,hoping

How come I haven't seen that one coming?
All I did was for you
How could I be so blind?
I did sacrifices,swallowed my pride
Everything wasn't enough for you
So ungrateful,impacient,so cold
Cover it up,fix it up,stop all this bleeding
Keep on believing
That I'll ever be the same
I won't change myself for a guy
I won't quit being who I am
Sometimes I get stupid
I may be moody or angry
But this is something I won't change about me
Take me or leave me
I'll never be perfect
I'm not even trying to be
Cause I worth much more than your lies
You know that I feel it in a different way that you do

Goodbye
You will never give up on me
Even though I'll move on and find somebody else
You will spend your days blaming yourself
Trying to find an explanation for what you did
The tears in my eyes will be your answer
You will spend your nights hoping for shooting stars
And I'll be right here just like we started
All the way back to that field
Where we said "I love you" for the first time
I wish I could've erase just a part of those memories
The part where we say goodbye
Meeting you was not a mistake
It was a lesson
And that is a lesson learned
Sometimes I go back in time to remember how we were
To feel your kiss again
Just to hold you

And it hurts more then I thought

I'll try to erase you from my heart
I wish I could've erase just a part of those memories
The part where we say goodbye
Believe me,I'm better then you thought
You know you can't replace me
You can't find happiness in somebody else
You'll try in vain
You know I'm more than your girl
I walked out of your life but not from your heart
I will be your favorite girl forever
It's hard to forget me

The Chosen One

I've lost my defence in front of you

Your love has made me so weak
You have destroyed all my walls
And I'm sorry that I've let you in
Cause you took every part of me
And you've burnt all of our memories
You ripped my heart right out of my chest
You threw every piece of it in the ocean
I swear I won't do the same mistake
I'm tired of letting people using me
I'm tired of people leaving me when I need them the most
I can't live a lie hoping for better days
But I can't swim by myself
In this cold ocean
Tonight I don't wanna close my eyes
I wanna stay awake and count the shooting stars
Sometimes is hard to lose the chosen one
You might be stronger
But I'm wiser
So I'll analyse each step I'll take
I have suffered enough
And my heart can't be replaced

My tears can't be forget

I have only one fragile heart
I need someone to take care of it
I need someone who can make my heart beat
Tonight I don't wanna close my eyes
I wanna stay awake and count the shooting stars
Sometimes is hard to lose the chosen one

Fail
She said I've changed that I've dissapointed her
She said she doesn't trust me that he's not for me
She said I'm wrong,I'm a failure
But tell me how many times I failed trying?
I've changed,I did my best
I had to forget everything
I told myself I'll be OK
I'll move on
And you it will help if you would stop judging me
I gotta let you know
This ain't what it supposed to happen
And this is not the place I should be
My heart ain't big but it beats quiet
I'm tired of this awkward silence
What you trippin' for?
And when I'm done crying
I'll blackout everything like I'll revive from the ashes
I'll leave the past behind it belongs there
Shit is over,I'm done lying
I know I may be wrong
But you're lame
You beg for mercy when you don't even deserve it
Everything has been said and done
I do not want to see the same sad scenes
It's like I would see him when I'm with you
You say you did not forget her
That you still love her
And what's my point here?
Say that it is useless
It's too complicated

You can not love me as long as she still haunts you

Life Story
I had dreams,wishes and faith
I had it all but you decided you should drown me
You showed me that world is a cruel place
That people will only take advantage of you
They're fake and you know it
You've been stabbed and you've ran with your wounds bleeding
Predators have chased you and haunted you
But you still haven't gave up on your chances
You got up and stood up for your dreams
You screamed "I'm here'I conquered"
And you know that anything can't harm you
You can't be defeated
You have your shield now you're protected
Your pasts reflects more than your heart
Cause your mistakes have finally caught you
And now you're trapt in your conscience
Thinking people will destroy you and use you
Just like you did to others in the past
Dont make promises that you cant keep
Dont be what youre not
Dont say things that you dont mean
Dont say that youre ok when youre not
Dont blow your last chance
Dont blame the ones who helped you
Dont push everybody away
Dont risk it all
Dont let people tell you what to do
Dont destroy what others built for you

Dont let your mind control your heart

Dont stop dreaming
Dont stop believing
Lifes short dont waste it

Autobiography
I've been trough it all
Everything I've been trough could've kill me
So that's ain't nothing you can tell me
You see,my life've been like a book
Every chapter has a new beginning
But not every story has a happy ending
I had so many things to say
That I had to put those memories in a box
I had to lock it
I had to hide it
So when people asked me "What's the matter?"
I had to hide everything with a fake smile
I had to hide all of my tears
I had to cover up all of my bleeding wounds
I had to put a mask
And God knows I felt like I was screaming in my heart
Nobody knew my pain
I had nobody to blame
I wish I could release myself
But damn it's hard to hide all of this scars
I've run enough I need to settle down
My life is reflected in all I do
All the shit I did
Made me feel like I'm fighting with all of my demons
Two years weren't enough to fight with my demons
I tried but nobody heard me screaming
I've always said I'm gonna give my best
That I'll never let someone defeat me
I will fight and never look back
I will always be grateful to those who helped me
And I'll never forget the place I come from
I promise that whenever I'll be crying
I'll be thinking at you
And all the shit you've done to me
Two years fighting with my nightmares
Weren't enough for me to cure
I pushed myself to the point I was about to go insane

I had to run and hide myself

It's like I was the weird kid
The type of silent creppy kid
That won't say a word
And you always knew how I was
But instead of protecting me
You betrayed me
So here's where I am today
Trying making everyday count
Like is going to be my last day on Earth
And you'll be just a piece in my mind
A piece ina puzzle
You'll be like a ghost running,hiding
I'll always get up
I'll always believe
Cause you made me stronger
When I had nobody,I only had myself
Believe me I had more nightmares
Since you came back
You should've known I was just a kid
I was 9 and you still had to show your strenght on me
Instead of protecting me
You set on fire all of my dreams
Tou ripped off all of my wings
You burned them to make sure I'll never fly
But here I am rising
And sparkling
Like I promised you

Believe Me
I know years have passed me by
I haven't made any change
I haven't said what I had to say
I've been chasing fake people
Only opportunist people
They won't understand my sacrifices
They can't see the real me
How can I show them that
I really mean what I say?
Believe me I've done enough to prove you
Believe me I'm worthy
I got more to show you
Believe me you'll see it
I'm done trying
I'm done crying

I'm done fighting

I'm sick of all these tears
I don't call myself blessed
Cause I feel like I'm cursed
I never meant to start a war
But you had me spinning around
Don't even know what we're fighting for
Believe me I've done enough to prove you
Believe me I'm worthy
I got more to show you
Believe me you'll see it
I'm more that a miracle
So take me or leave me

Kiss Me
I've put all those memories aside
I've tried to wake up
Thought it was a dream
But here I am
Holding you you in my arms
Trying to stop you
I don't want you to leave me
Just hug me and kiss me
I said things that I didn't mean
I know it was wrong
So please let's start again
Pretend that nothing happened
Kiss me like it's the last time you'll ever touch me
Don't even try to play games on me
I know that in time you'll betray me
And I know that I'll probably remember
The day when I rescued you
Probably I'll regret that day
Because you won't be thankful
And I know I'll miss you
But baby you were so wrong
I'll give you more reason to stay here
More reason for you to trust me
We both have issues
So baby let's give each other one more chance

All Alone
I'm alone in this world
All these bitches

Try to bring me down

I'm alone on my throne
Nobody else would care
What's wrong with those people?
They feast
When they conquer
Yes they want to see me crying
But no they won't see me crying
I'm all alone
And out of the sudden feeling like
Nights are much colder
Mornings are bitter
This time won't you save me
I start to lose ground
I start to lose faith
All I know is I can't fight
With all these witches
I had enough
I wanna put an end to this war
I've come from miles
Just to find the last piece of sanity
That I've lost on the way
You gave me strenght
You gave me power for a lifetime
I now that I can fight
For another century
Even though my wings were burned out
I can fly even higher
Yes,I can't fly as good
As I did before
But I'll rise
I'll conquer
No,I'm not giving up
I will try to save myself
From the darkness

Who Says
Sometimes I feel unsecure
People can easily hurt me
Some told me I'm not good enough
Telling me I need to change
But right now I wouldn't be anybody else
Who says you're not beautiful?
Who says you can't be in movies?
Who says you can't be a queen?

Who says you're not everything you want?

Who says you can't be the best?
Who says you can't do it?
Search beneath the sky and touch the stars
Nobody can't tell you you're not worthy
Look in the mirror and tell yourself "I'm beautiful"
Smile and tell yourself you can do it
You have the right to dream to a beautiful life
Nobody can't stop you from whishin' everything you want
Who are you to judge?
When you're imperfections are so visible
Is like I'm in the ocean and sharks try to get me
I've been trough hell and back with a smile
I've become so unsensitive
I got the best shield,no words can't touch me
Hey,you wish to see me cryin'
And see me how I suffer
I can't afford to lose 5 minutes of my life
Thinking about how mean you are
I'm young I gotta live my life
Be what I want
Cause we're out of time

Broken Frankness
I jumped,I ran,I flew
Travelled miles to get to you
Across the ocean,across the sea
Just to have you right here with me
Promised each other
That we'll never be apart
All I ever wanted was you by my side
But that's the past now
You left me with broken frankness
I hope it worth it
I've watched everything falling
Untill I've lost everything
Everything we had
And you know that I can't replace you
I'll never ever love again like I did
There's nobody like you
Tell me how have you deal with all the pain?
Have you been drinkin'
To take all the pain away
All those rainy days
Made me much weaker

Then I ever thought

You could be more than an angel
You're my life saver

Fading Rocket
We fall,we get up
We cry,we laugh
We fight,we make up
But our love still falls apart
And it's like a fading rocket
And it falls untill it crushes the concrete
I doubt I'll ever be able to put those pieces together
Our love is crumbling
It's a fading rocket
It was better if we were shooting stars
We could fall on the Earth
And fullfil wishes
Baby we could burn like neon lights
But our love is fading like a rocket
We can't win in this thing called love
Even though we fall each other
Is still hard to find our own way
But that's the way it is
But promise I'll be right here with you
When you're trapt and you feel like you can't breathe
I'll breathe for you
When your tears are drying from cryin'
I'll be here making you smile

I Can't Get Enough Sanity

Weeks have passed so hard
I need a light to take me home
Or a falling star to guide me
Cause I can't get enough sanity
When you're around me my heart beats so fast
Say you'll be by my side for eternity
And you'll always save me from darkness
Bring me peace
All I need is you
Say you'll be here for infinity
Cause I can't get enough sanity
I need a hero
Somebody that can save me everytime I fall
Be with me when I cry

You have the power to put a smile on my face

To make me laugh when I'm about to cry
Can you be my hero?
Cause I can't get enough sanity
I neve thought I need some help
I thought I can do it by myself
I was wrong and now I'm here
And you help me out like you always do
You bring me peace
You are my sanity

Desert Of Tears
I keep walking and all I can hear right now is the radio
As we get more and more distant
Keep walking trough the desert of tears
I wish I could cast a spell
And make everything dissappear
Like a butterfly I would spread my wings
I've been waiting too long
Now I'm drying my tears
It's time for me to fly
Don't try to stop me
Cause I'm sick and tired of the games you play
I don't believe in you
You're the only one who wants me down
I gotta get up and try
Rivers are flowin' fast
And clouds are moving fast
I'm gonna get up and try
Cause I wish I could hide
I'm sick of runnin'
I'm sick of hidin'
No more lies
I'm gonna leave you behind
I'm not that foolish girl
Not anymore

Fragments Of A Lost Ghost

Cold as ice
I've tried to touch you
But you've hold you breathe
Nothing else
I've turned my back
All I could see

Were fragments of a lost ghost

Lost in time
I've tried to save you
But you said that I gotta move on
Forget you and find somebody else
The only thing you've asked me
Was to never forget your name
Only you
You're the only one I can love
But touching your face
Looked like fragments of a lost ghost
Broken mirrors
Dust is covering my sight
As I'm standing here alone
But I've tried to walk away
I had to escape
Because I'm haunted
By the fragments of a lost ghost
And it won't leave me alone
This wounds won't seem to heal
The time will not erase it

Looking Around
This time I totally screwed up
I've tried to make it up
But it's useless to repeat I'm sorry
I had so many chances
But I blew them all
One by one
My dream have fade away
But you didn't even cared
So step by step I've tried
To erase you from my mind
But you just keep chasing me around
Looking around
For myself
Don't know what to say
Don't know what to do
But I just keep looking around for myself
I've tried to walk away from you
But you just didn't let me
Let me go
Release the last part of me
I know
I've hurted you

But I can't live like that

Do you know how it feels like
To be forever lost
Do you know how it feels like
To lose the one you love the most
Looking around
For myself
Don't know what to say
Don't know what to do
But I just keep looking around for myself
You've wasted your time
Hoping you'll find the girl
You've chased it around the world
I've tried to take it from the begining
But everything is crushin' in
So I've let it go
But you should've known
That I'm gonna leave you
Before you could know it
But things are not what
They seem

Don't Think They Know

They said this love is not true
They said I'm a bad influence
They try to push me away from you
But I don't think they know what I feel
They said I'm a gold digger
All I want is just love
Just love me
They didn't even gave me a chance
But I don't have to prove 'em anything
Who are they?
How could they know what I feel?
Say they saw us
I don't think they know how much I love you
Why do I have to explain it?
You just gotta feel it
Forget the world
Cause nobody can't judge us
I don't think they know the truth
Baby I'm here by your side
I'll help you you to get up when you're down
I'll be your shelter when the rain comes
I can be anything you want

I don't think they know how much we share?

Don't think they know how much you care?
Is our life
Why can't they just up?
They're envy so they just keep talking shit
Thinking that we'll care
But no........
We have one life and we wanna live it

Darkness
Creeping trough the darkness of my room
Wondering if this night will end
Hoping stars will light up my way
Giving chances
I've been betrayed
I've lost too much
Being stupid is not a solution
Playing like I don't care
It doesn't work
Having you around is not gonna heal
Letting go of this
Is too much
To hold in
I just can't hide it
Look how we end up
Looking for a place to run
For an escape
I just hope your heart hears me
I must let you know
This is ain't a game
Hope you'll find something better
I hope I'm not gonna suffer
You ain't gonna forgive me
You can't have me

Run Away
Too many days have gone
I'm here all alone
Trying to figure out what's going on
I'm asking if I wanted this way
Or if I tried to fix it up
I never tried to be something else
Cause I've never looked for perfection
But you were never pleased

You always wanted more

But I just couldn't give you more
So now run away love
Hide and run away
These walls that we built up
They tumbling down
Everything we ever had
It's falling apart
Is slowly disappearing
Everything we ever build
Baby is burning down
And now that everything is gone
Maybe we should follow different paths
Get different lifes
But you know this ain't a game
I know life's gettin' real hard
But we won't back down

Live Today
I feel so alone now
I wish I just could disappear
O just die
Everything is so fucked up
Nobody understands me
But yeah I'm always there for those bitches
And God knows how much I helped others
And when I need a shoulder to cry
Outta sudden nobody's there
People can't change
They'll never change
Don't break your thrust
Nobody deserves your tears
Just smile
When they put you down
Just get up and smile
Cause your happiness kills them slowly
How could they know
How you feel
It's so damm hard to be alone
When people judge you
Like they know your fuckin' past
But damm this is too hard to bare
Feel like you wanna fly
Or just to put and end to this sight
Put and end to this pain

The shit you're going trough is too hard to bare

You just wrote a note for your loved ones
Saying "Sorry but I don't think you'll understand"
And then driving like a psycho into the night
Thinking what to choose
Live today or die?
Or yeah you should live for your loved ones sake
So yes you choose to live today
To try to make a better day
Put a smile on your loved ones face
And probably you would be sad
If you would see your little sister crying on your grave
You're young
Live today like you never did

I Got A War In My Mind

I keep spinnin' around
Have no idea where I belong
I have no direction
I got a war in my mind
My heart says is right
My mind says is wrong
I'm confused
Don't know which way is up
All I know is I that I gotta keep my head up
Keep on moving up
Climbimg up
Don't care what people say
Even though I try to hide it
I got a war in my mind
I try to fight against all odds
All I know is that those clouds won't go away
I wish to rain all day
Maybe this will make the pain go away
Put everybody aside like I always did
Chase strangers away
But yes,yes I need some space
And I came here to win
But in this league exists one place
I won't accept second place either
I'm here to win
Cause I got a war in my mind

Island Of Fear
I live in an island
Where the sun never shines
And only clouds gather around
I can only hear the thunder
I guess the storm is comin'
Just storms
On the island of fear
I guess I should've known better
That this is the end
I guess I was blind
I guess it was love
But now when I think back to that days
And I feel so stupid
I feel betrayed
I feel like I've been used
You're like the summer rain
You wait for it so long
And it lasts a day
How can words fix what's already broken?
You're a fuckin' liar
I hate your attitude
You can't disguise
You're so damm fake
I need a break
I can't deal with liars anymore
Cause I'm just a simple girl
And I don't need someone like you
You know I'll be leavin'
You know I'll be smilin'
Cause I hate this trip
On the island of fear

Another Day
I was wondering how I ended up like this
Why did I tried to stop you?
Why did I begged you to stay?
But I know you think about the time we had
Our silly fights
The way you used to say "I love you"
Maybe it was my fault
Probably I haven't gave you want you want
Or maybe you were ungrateful
But you don't seem to remember something

And you play me like I'm some kinda of fool

Thinking that probably I won't realise
That you will fool me
Thank God you blew it and thank God I've seen the real you
And now that you left
I can live my life in my own way
I'm free
And you're still trapt in the past
You said you're just in love with me
I used to love the way you lie
But I won't waste another day
Wondering what to say
You can't get no love from me
Let me live the other way

Shoot Me Down
Are you talking to me?
Cause I can't hear a word you say
I'm stucked here
You shout it out
But all I can hear are glasses breakin'
Away from lights
All I can hear are just some random sounds
Even though you tear me down
I won't fall
Cause I'm unbreakble
You can't shoot me down
You said I'm not able to show what I feel
How can I love when you're made of stone?
Like sinking boats
We have to let go each other
If we want to survive
Broken hearts
Lost souls
Lost in this madness
Burning crowds
Walk trough it like is a competition for life
Talk about me like I'm your worst enemy
Think about me like I'm your last hope

Cold Hearted Reality

I'm not the girl I used to be
I'm ready for ya
Let all the memories come and haunt you
I've decided to let you be
Cause I've made up my mind
I hear you talking
But I don't think you understand

That this is a part of my plan

And you can't stop me
Nothing on
I turned around
I gotta do it before I leave
Cause this is cold hearted reality
Is pushing me away
And I'm ready to leave you alone
Cause I've gave up the fight
I've gave up long ago
Cause all I've felt
I erased everything
Nothing more to say
Just slam the door and leave
Cause we ain't got time for excuses
I don't know why
But my pride's bigger than your ego
I'm fuckin' tired
You fuck bitches and you come home so late
While I'm home worried as fuck
But this is gonna change right now

Catch My Breath
There were too many tears
Too many unsaid words
But you decided to shot the bullet
Addicted to the new love I've found
Now forever falling from sky 9
I'll spent the rest of my life
Making time for the ones that count
Leave glitter all over clouds
Flying high like Peter Pann
Laughing hard,be forever young
But remember that I'll never catch my breath
For you I won't change
I'll never give up on my dreams
I'll never stop acting like a kid
I'm not a super model
If my flaws are not noticeable on the outside
Be sure they're inside
I'll never pretend to be somebody else
For you I won't stop calling my friends
Hanging out like everyday's New Year
I'll spent the rest of my life
Making time for the ones that count

Leave glitter all over clouds

Flying high like Peter Pann
Laughing hard,be forever young
I won't waste time crying
Nobody deserves my tears
I'll shoot the stars as long as I'm young

Endless
Real boys won't play with me
But you know how easy you can hurt me
Unfortunately you don't realise that
You're fake,you play with my emotions
And it's a sickening joke
I hate how you do it
I wish I could hate you
I wish you to find a girl and break your heart
I hope you'll burn in hell and never find the shore
I hope you'll never get a second chance
And that you're gonna stay awake
In the night
Thinking about how you never gave me a chance
Thinking how you destroyed me
You said the summer is endless
So I have to wait for you
Untill the first rain will come
You'll try to reach me out
But you'll never have me back
I'll never change for somebody
That's just me
Take me or leave me
I know these wounds won't heal
But at least I tried to make it work
At least I haven't give up

Foreign Song
It's Saturday night and tears are falling
The radio's turned on
I hear Mariah Carey's song "We belong together"
I can't stand to hear this
When my mind keeps playing the same pictures
I start throwing things
Tryin' to figure out where we went wrong
Why you had to say bye?
Everything was going well
I remember the day we've met

You showed me things I'll never forget

Sometimes I feel like I'm listenig to a foreign song
But ain't nobody better than us
I keep thinking about the time we've spend
My mind keeps playing it over and over again
Right now
I wanna break it down
But it's only just a dream
Or at least this is what I wanna believe
Feelings come and go
I don't wanna hurt my feelings
I don't think I deserve this
This is just another stupid game

Life's A Beautiful Struggle

Having you around is like pouring salt on my cuts
Having you in my mind is like losing in the dark
Trying to hide from you
Do I even matter to you?
You know me better than I know myself
Should I leave a note before I leave
Leaving you hanging on so I can change my mind
It hurts I know
Is the beginning or the end of us?
Don't wanna lose you but I can't go on
If she's the one
Then I can leave
But somehow I can't break away
You have to leave my mind
So I can breakaway
I've made yp my mind
But I just can't look back
Should've known from the start you'll gonna break my heart
Just leave and take everything you own
Like you said
Life's abeautiful struggle
But before you leave tell me
Did you ever tried to love me?
You should've known better
What went wrong from the start
Laughs turn into tears
Love is cruel
I was blind,I was weak
I tried to pretend that's OK
But it didn;t work
I tried to leave so many times
I don't know what stopped me
But here I am
How you are begging for a second chance
Wondering what's on your mind
And if you'll realise
That I was the one

Little Rain
Cold as ice
I knew better
Little rain just last the summer
Come on little rain
Just wash my tears
I haven't heard the sound of wind for so long
Come on little rain
Listen to my heart
I'm pouring out my heart
I have waited for you to come
I would give up my dreams
Just to find the way back to your heart
But I can't deny it
It lives inside me
It's something I can't explain
You hang on memories
You try to fight against all odds
Come on little rain
Just wash my tears
Make the pain go away
Set me free little rain
Come and pour it down
Bleeding cuts turned into scars
My wounds will heal and I'll get up
I'll fight for me
Come on little rain
Just wash my tears
Make the pain go away
Set me free little rain
Come and pour it down

Falling To Pieces
I'm falling to pieces
Why you have to compete for me?
Can I just give up?
You gotta let me be the other way
I really didn't wanted this way
I just wanted to stay
Now is a world war
Ground is burning
We won't be happy ever after
Watching everything falling down
You loved me but I froze in time

You're so lost in this madness

It's crazy how people can change
Life is changing
We are changing
Time is passing
We are growing up
We are falling to pieces
We are trying to survive
To stick by
But it's too hard
To fight back
We are not even closer
Scars make us who we are
But it's too hard
To fight back
Everyday's the same
All we do is givin' up
All we can do is fightin' back
But you're not strong enough
But as long as I love you
It doesn't matter
I'll cross the oceans
Just to see you
But life is changing
We are changing
Time is passing
We are growing up
We are falling to pieces
We are trying to survive
To stick by
But it's too hard
To fight back

Slick Game
I have much more than you bitches wish
Haters are my motivators
They know how to motivate me
I wish I could show ya'll how wrong you are
How you can be fooled
How can you be buyed
With money and some big words
No dignity
Just fake bitches
Selling themselves for some fame and money
Calling themselves proud

When they sell coke at the corner streets

Acting like they're gangsta
But they can't afford to buy a bottle of water
Why these bitches get so complicated
Let's keep it simple
And play by the rules
We all know that this is the real world
This is not a Barbie game
I don't know if you can get away alive
Your life worths more than your damm car
More than your damm house
You can't live so miserable
Play those haters like I want
Spin them 'till they're sick
Nobody fucks with me
Cause these bitches ain't worth my attention
I don't even pay attention
Cause these bitches trippin and I ain't got time for it
I'm priceless
Time means money
Talking with me means money

I Miss You
I had to count the minutes
When I needed to hear the words
That will make me feel safe
Where are you when I call your name?
Sometimes I miss you
Your clothes smell like winter
I've left them in the same place you did
Those days won't be the same
And when I wait for you to call me
I know now you can't
But if you were here
I wouldn't let you go
We were made for each other
Born to live forever
Yeah we were
I need you here with me
I would give you my heart and soul
But now that you're gone
I have to keep prayin'
I'll count the days when I'll meet you
Does heaven looks like you wanted?

Did God opened the door when you knocked?

Did angels showed your way to the light?
And now that you're gone
I wanna say I'm sorry
But I can't do it anymore
Now
These memories won't dissappear
I gotta continue
And I have to stop cryin'
Cause somebody told me
God always take good people
But these wounds won't heal

Love Hurts
I must say with you
I've lost more than I ever gained
Between us is like a storm
We keep lying
We keep saying
That's gonna work
We keep falling
Hanging on memories
Now I sit in this house all alone
Hoping I'll be able to get you outta my mind
The walls close and then it's so damm hard to breathe
If you think my mind is gonna change
When I see the tears run down your face
I'm not coming back
You'll remind about it
What I told you
You'll be wanting me back
But it's gonna be too late
I'll be over there
You'll be over here
Before you leave,your face gonna froze in time
Please let me go,because I deserve to live too
Take care of your heart
Don't break it too many times
Cause love hurts
And it feels like a fire burning
Burning your soul
I know it hurts but you gotta pay for my broken heart
I know love hurts
But who knows what I feel right now

I'm not fooling around

I can't act like you

Disaster
I hear the phone ringing
I don't wanna answer
I'm afraid I'm gonna say too much
I tip-toe around your questions
Why everything's so complicated?
I try not to tell you too much
I'm afraid I'm gonna lose my cool
I'm usually sayin' too much
Why you have to dig so deep?
I gotta look for help
Cause I've been trying
To keep my head up
I've been crying
I tried to deny it
But now is time to let it go
Trying to pretend it won't happen again
Love is changing
Rearranging
Can you feel the fire cause it's all around us
It's gonna burn forever and always
Watch it all fall into the ground
It won't be no happy ever after
I don't wanna wake up
Hoping you'll get it right this time
Cause this is a disaster
I gave you everything
Your dreams came true
All the things I gave you
Made you
Changed you
You had everything you wanted
Love is changing
Rearranging
Can you feel the fire cause it's all around us
It's gonna burn forever and always
Watch it all fall into the ground
It won't be no happy ever after
I don't wanna wake up
Hoping you'll get it right this time
Cause this is a disaster

Tonight
Last summer we've spent days dreaming
Right now we're young
Tonight's the time of our lives
Let's laugh untill we'll cry
This chance is everything we have tonight
Dance untill stars will fall
Put your troubles aside
And start living
Don't waste another day wondering
Tonight
Wo cares what happens now
Whatever
Wherever your dreams go
Let's just give one more try
Tonight
Dreamers don't care if it's right
They let themselves carried away
By the wind
Who knew we'll end up here
Somehow
I decided to fly away
Find a new paradise
Walking on fire
Leaving your problems behind
You gotta live
You ave one shot
One life
Tonight
Wo cares what happens now
Whatever
Wherever your dreams go
Let's just give one more try
Tonight

Take Care
I know you've been hurt
I can tell by the way you act
Promise I'll take care of you
I know you don't wanna be hurt ever again
But promise I'll take care of you
Time is passing
Wounds are healing
Just let me love you in my own way

Cause is like you give me deja-vu

I know you've been searching for the right person
I just need a break
I can't fight any longer
I hate when I have to fight with you
I know you've been hurt
I can tell by the way you act
Promise I'll take care of you
I know you don't wanna be hurt ever again
But promise I'll take care of you
Before I close the door
Let me explain it to you
Cause I don't wanna lose you
Not once again
Please forgive me if I hurt you
Maybe I didn't realise that
I won't break my promises
If you would let me I'll take care of you
I'll never hurt you
Cause my love can cure any broken heart
I know you've been hurt
I can tell by the way you act
Promise I'll take care of you
I know you don't wanna be hurt ever again
But promise I'll take care of you

Try
You can't leave me
Be with or without me
Between us is worst than a storm
We keep fighting like it makes sense
But I just gotta get up and try
Sometimes I look at him and I look into his eyes
And I notice the way he thinks about us with a smile
Curved lips he can't disguise
But he thinks it's love making his life worthwhile
Why it's so hard for him to decide who loves more?
I have a broken heart and my love is cryin'
And I think back to that feelin' of being lonely
I wanna have one more try
Why do we fall in love so easy?
Why we make foolish mistakes?
Why we have to crawl?
Even if we fall and hit the concrete
Even though it hurts like hell

It doesn't mean you're gonna die

Dryin' my tears
Hittin' you against the wall
But it won't make any sense
It doesn't matter what I do or what I say
None of us is able to do something
We've frozen in time

Wishes Without Reason

Yes,you're bored of being nameless
Bored of feeling not cool
This is more than being famous
Everyday a foreign country
Are you brave enough?
These are not wishes without reason
You ain't gonna waste another day hoping
You keep dreaming
You keep wonder
Keep wondering if this is the life you wished
Come on stars are where you belong
You gonna take it all away
Bored of being unknown
Writing song after song
Waiting to be heard
Waiting for a hope
Got a pack full of dreams
Imagine when you walk up in the mall and you can't afford a pair of sneakers
Imagine the satisfaction when you make it
When it changes
Imagine all the things you've done
So that people can accept you
You just didn't worth that much to be in the gang
And now you're on posters,magazines,TV,world tours
Signing autographs
Waving to haters cause they ain't like you
And now they're calling you
Pretending they've never hated you
Thinking if they know your name they can be your best friends
I know this life gets stressful
But you gonna keep walking and keep fighting
Cause you've reached the top and you don't wanna fall

Thank You Mom!

You were there when I cried
You hold my hand trough all these years
And you've always got my back
And you never judged me
You have always showed me the right path
Cause you have always been there
When all of the lights were off
And my friends were gone
When I was bleeding from the back stabbing
When everybody took every part of me
And throw my soul into the ocean
Thinking that I won't come back
But you where there to raise me up
For every tear I shared
Everytime I was falling
You said people don't deserve you
Cause you're too good
People will fool you
Trying to change you
Trying to turn you in what you're not
And then they'll rip you in pieces
Thank you mom!

Christmas
The lights are so bright
And the Christmas tree
Is glowing next to the fireplace
The snow is so white
I keep thinking at Santa
And all the presents I will get
All the things about Christmas
You know that Christmas
Brings so much joy
So much happiness
All your wishes
Could become real
On this special day
All your dreams
Could be right beside you
Cause Christmas is special
When you ask for miracles
They could become real

Raindrops
Ive got thousand of dreams
But Im losing them slowly
When I try to understand what it means
The words you are saying to me
The you just keep pushing me away
But the hole cant be filled up
Cause that means I thrust your words, I dont play that way
When your walking too fast I cant keep up
Ive tried so many times
To drag you from this mess
But youre not sleeping in the night
The darkness is too hard to beat
And when the clouds are making the sky grey
They wont stop floating away
Cause they cross an endless road
They just keep moving over and over again
Why youre always thinking that lifes so sad?
And youll never win?
Raindrops on salt skin
The rain doesnt let you in
Have you ever wonder why sometimes skys?
Why birds are leaving when the weather gets colder?

My Thoughts
When I stopped from walking
I could hear the echo of my steps
But I was afraid to take another step
Because I thought I might fall
And youre so quiet
I just hate this weird silence
When you hide the truth
You always keep your eyes close
You dont wanna see how I react
My thoughts are coming true
Even that I wished not to see you
Other paths are opening in my way
So I took it back from the start
Thinking thats gonna be better
But I wont back down
Its my chance to get back my only hope
I might take the things I own
Cause you dont deserve to have em
But I dont have who to blame

My mistakes are my mistakes

But youre so lame when you beg for mercy

Rain
Silver stars are falling down
And they seems so close that I could touch them
But I took them from my own
My own sky full of stars
They suddenly turn grey
And they start to cry
You show the lights
That are calling me home
Home
Yellow colours are crossing all over the sky
Are like shooting stars in May
A transparent bubble of water
Touched my face like a summer breeze
It felt so strange,cause the water was gettin colder
And the sun hid somewhere I cant reach
When I told him to come out
He didnt want me to see him crying

Indestructable
All the days are passing
And youve always wondered why
You cant move further
So you choose not to move on
Even this trouble is getting harder
You dont know how to fix it
But it always so hard
To try to understand
Whats the real problem
Everytime when it gets serious
You always try to run away
You cant find the words to say
Dont even try to explain
I understand what you feel
Suddenly everything is so blury
And youre so confuse
But you cant fight forever
Cause you gotta face it
You gotta take it
Dont give up now
Indestructable

She Is
Shes changing like the wind
Shes always hurting me
But Im used to that
I wanted to forgive her
But I already had enough
Shes saying Im the one thats crazy
That everythings in my mind
So what big deal if you didnt talked
I was so stupid,I thrusted you
Thinking youre my friend
So what you say now?
When everything is gone now
Why you keep lying?
Saying Im not right
Why youre always changing?
Ive looked away from what you did
Stop telling Im the one thats wrong
You know better whats the matter
So keep it down like we never had a chance
But hey,nobodys perfect
So you think this is right
Then Im fine with that

Memory
Its like weve been chasing the very last train
Just to see that in the end
Theres nothing left of us
Its just a memory
Of what we used to be
Were going back trough
All the lies weve both heard
So didnt you got tired
Of the same background
Its just a memory
It tears me up
Ive tried to forgive but its not enough
Just to make it al OK
And its just a memory
That chased me
Untill you set me free
And it hurts just when Im thinking
About the way you are
Its just too late

For lame excuses

Cause is like were going back
And you know it hurts too bad

Unbroken
As Im watching the sky
My tears keep falling
Catching tear drops in my hands
Bright stars
Are covering the whole sky
When the silence keeps me
Tied up to my bed
I pretend like nothing happened
I thought that maybe my world
Wouldnt crush
All my windows still are broken
But Im unbroken
Nothing could tear me down
Cause Im rising from the ground
Im unbroken
Like a piece of paper
You can break it
But Im stronger
Than before
Till now always got by on my own
I never really cared
But times up
And Im here all alone
I told you
Im unbroken
Just like a string of pearls
You can break it
But Im stronger
Than before
Its like a cloud burst
When you see the skys falling apart
And Im still unbroken
Just like a paper plane
You can break it
But Im stronger
Than before
Im unbroken

Breakaway
Grew up in a small town
Every morning was the same
Watching the rain falling down
Sometimes I just stare at my window
Dreaming about what I could be
And if I could fly
I would touch the sky
Never forget the place I come from
Cause the only thing Ive ever learnt
Is never listen to the ones that are envy
Just fight for it
You know yourself better
Then everybody does
So dont you ever give up on that
Dreams are made to become true
And wishes to make you dream
You could fall anytime
Regrets and mistakes made you like this
Dont let anyone to tell you youre not good enough
Till now only grey clouds
Were floating above your head
But theres a hope for everyone
Everybody has a chance
To change something
So just break away
When you feel like nobodys listening to you
Just because youre not like them

The Time Of Our Lives

You know todays the time of our lives
The way weve been raised
Everything that matters for us
You keep coming around
You feel incomplete but you just dont wanna admit
That you need me to be a whole
My world it crushes in front of my eyes
My world collides yours
We keep walking like we never knew each other
I pray that my heart will never stop beating
Cause without you
I cant find my way
Im awake but I cant find you

Your Fault
Ive took all the ways down
Ive been chasing something unreal
Everything I ever wanted
Is just a waste of time
All the meanings of your words I couldnt understand
I was so afraid of letting go
So I tried,I tried to keep movin on
But no one told me what it is
I couldnt look into your eyes
Cause youll put the blame on me this time
Youre the only guilty for this pain
How many times I cried all alone?
You never came to say I love you
Its such a waste of time
Dont tell me is not your fault
I wont tell you twice
But my heart is broke in pieces

Run
Is like I had to go
I had to run
To find a place where I belong
Im alone
I cant escape
Im alone
I cant move on
So I thought that maybe
It wont be long
Untill youll come and say goodbye
Midnight comes like a knife that stabs me
I thought I maybe just go
And find my way back home
Cause theres the only place
I can be myself
I ran but I dont know why
Is like youre pouring salt on my cuts
Didnt know where to go
Is like we never had a chance
Why you always have to go?
And make me cry
Do you really want me like this?
But Ill always be rising from the ground
Like Ive never been down

We Weren't Able
All the silent nights we spent
And the cold sheets
Ive cried too many days
Im sick of the same song
Im changing the tune
I sat down and just think about it
Im sorry that we werent able
To understand whats going on
When you said I love you
I thought youre lying
So now I sit and realise
You were so real
But I couldnt say the true
Because I was afraid of you
Too many things happened
So many tears
So many fights
So many dreams that we had

Like You Don't Know Me

Ive travelled all the world
But Ive never found the words
Cause I was wondering all the time
What if I was the one that everytime tried
To change everything around me
And make everything lookin likes natural
When my heart was broken
You didnt care that I was sufferin
You didnt know what to tell me
And right now you look at me
Like you dont know me
Is hurting me everytime when youre ignoring me
Would you feel better if youll see me crying
But Im not giving up
All my mirrors still are broken
So baby what would you say
If we choose the same way
And stop fighting with ourselfs
Cause its a useless battle and we always loose
And its frustrating when you know youre wrong
Cause this is the reason why Im right
Everytime when I look at you
You look so empty inside

I will never try to make you understand what Im feeling

Cause Ive explained you but you said that I should leave you alone
I thought you might change your mind
But youre still the same and youre not turning back
And I dont want you to turn back
Just walk away

Come Back
She thought she found what she was looking for
But he doesnt care
Even shes at home crying
Thinking maybe hell be back
Her dreams are fading
Somewhere in the dark
Maybe hell realize
What he lost but it will be too late
And she wont come back again
When shell forget about him
Shell find something better
Theres no remedy for broken hearts
Theres no cure for being in love
But shes not going down
Keep your head up
Just keep walking
Like you never shared a tear
Things are moving on

Dreams
I know that you have a dream
And you just like me youre waiting for that day
If you understand what Im saying you know what I mean
You wait to come in the front and say
I can do it
I know that maybe its though for you
I know you wanna see your dream coming true
You have to belive in your destiny
Ill never say never
Im gonna make this whatever
I have to fight trough the weather
I believe in my dreams no matter what
You have to keep your and hopes and faith
Dont let your dreams to wait
Dont let anyone to knock you down
Try to keep your feet on the ground

I know that youve been hopeless

Thinking that youll never fulfill your dreams
You have to trust in you
Ill never let my dreams fade away
Ill come up in the front and say
I can do it
When you need a place to hide
Find a place to leave it all behind
Try to keep your friends close to you
Because youll not know when youll need them
And will come out when you need it to
An angel is above your head
Definely youll always be protected

Love
Love is a word with many senses
And love sometimes is so tricky
And it makes you so wick
Dont feel unsecure sometimes is good
To know that somebody there loves you
It make you laugh when youre not in the mood
It gives you ideas when you dont know what to do
Love gives you wings to fly
So you can reach the sky
When you truly feel in love
You can understand what love is
When you feel youre down
Love will lift you up from the ground
Love it really mess your head
So we both know where there road goes
Do I say Im sorry because I cant believe in us
Where we gonna end up like this
I say that I wanna be with you but I dont know
So I try to understand where we go
I cant hide what Im feeling
I dont want this spring love
I dont know where Im going to
But all I know is that I have you
I cant stop thinking about the way you changed me
I cant say what Im feeling
Im so happy about us
So I wanna say that love make you
Crazy or messy

It's Over
I was a dreamer before you came in and let me down
But honestly I belived in you
And you didnt came out when I need it too
I cant stay even if I want to
Your angel face never cames out when you need it to
I know youre thinking to our love story
Now Im waiting for you to say youre sorry
You can take all I have just because you want to
I wont let you bring me down
You have to understand its over
I know it hurts but dont make it harder
Do you know its over
Now its too late for you to feel sorry
You know thats the end of the story
Believe it or not it was your decision
You dont care whats wrong with me
But you always have to say a lie
Because you just couldnt say the true
I dont know why I loved you
Everytime when youll call Ill press seven
Because I cant hear your voice on the phone
Even see you smile when you call
Cant you see what youve done?
I cant stand the way youre looking at her
You know its over

A Song To A Friend
Youve got a smile that could light my whole heart
Youre the same person that Ive met it years ago
I knew you were special from the start
You asked me whats my name and them you break trough my shadow
Wish I could be more closer when you need me
Because youre always there when I need you
Maybe some of the things you do
Bothered me but I didnt told you
Because I love you and I didnt want to hurt you
Our friendship is like a heavy rock
No one cant hold us back
So everything Im saying its true
Is about you
And this is a song to a friend
Its summer and its me be my guitar
Were playing the same song tonight

When youre lonely,Im right here

When youre happy,Ill party with you whenever
Im so happy that I could write this song
Because I want you to know
If ever did something wrong
Please forgive me
Maybe I didnt want to answer at the phone
Or I just put you to hold on
Sometimes I can be so annoying
But you love me anyway

About You
Compare the greatest things we had
Because I know what I got here
I could walk trough air
And the sun will caress me
And the sea will whisper me
The words I need to hear
Cause compare to you I dont know
If I can let you go
Im not here for a while
Im here because I miss your smile
Your love is like the spring air
Your fingers are playing in my hair
Your lips are so close to mine
Your eyes are shining like the sun
And I cant thinking about you
I do it all the time
Because I love you
I always think about you
And dream about you
Cause youre always with me
Youre always in my head
We both watched the shooting stars
Then we kissed under the stars
I got so many wishes
Wish they will come true
Cause I believe in you
We are so in love but we didnt realise
We are so young and we have so many plans
And it really doesnt matter what you say
Cause with you I wanna stay
The summer time is almost over
And we are like kids playing
I love when youre smiling

But I know youre with me and its better

Cause I feel protect all the time
And that means for me a lot
Cause I know what I got
You know that I love you
And Ill always do
Cause you take my breathe away
When youre saying you want me to stay

Everybody
Its been a while from now
And I feel so much pain
And all that memories remain
But Im not here alone
Im not afraid to move on
Everybody has a story to be said
Everybody takes a stand
Im not going anywhere
Im not leaving you anyway
My hearts torn apart
And Im not running away
Everybody has a story to be said
Everybody takes a stand
Its something I said
Something I did
Ones coming up
Ones coming down
If it dont feel right
Let it go now
My words maybe did not come out right
Everybody is crying when is sad
Everybody is laughing when is happy
Everybodys mad when something goes bad
Its like a lullaby
You just fell asleep like a baby
When you hear my voice
You start to tremble
Cause you know Im here
How you can know
That I will ever let you go
Its like a rose with thorns
It hurts everytime when you touch it
That bad hurts when youre lying
Everybody loves someone
We all need attention

But we forget to look at the person that are next to us

Sometimes we just cant hear
When they ask us for help
Everybody needs someone
Because we cant live alone
No we cant

Forget
Another day and Im still here
Another hour and Im still here
Another minute and Im still here
Another second and Im still here
Im still breathing
Im still here waiting
Ive got always here with me
A part of you
I cant remember how we used to be
I dont wanna remember about you
Cause for me the wound is still unhealed
Somewhere we went wrong
I used to be so strong
Is something we cant mend
Is just too hard for us
To forget,to forget all we had
Is so hard for you to say
Im sorry
But its too late to say
Youre sorry
Instead of saying goodbye
We kept this weird silence
I wish you could say youre sorry
Tears streaming on your face
Whos gonna leave?
We cant walk trough air
I just cant believe
Im not that strong
I was so wrong
To believe in you
And us
We both are holding hands
We start to walk again
We dont know where this road ends
But I know it will be the same
If Ill choose to stay
Its just another challenge for me

Another big step for me

When Ill go
Youll come after me
And youll always try to stop me

Come Away With Me

Come away with me
Somewhere you wanna be
Come away with me
Today could be
The start of something new
Where the flowers are growing
There has to be a new start
Come away with me
Somewhere far away
Where nobody cant find us
Even the wind
Come away with me
Where nobody cant hurt us
Even the words
Come away with me
Where stars are shining
Where we can play like kids
Come away with me
Back in time
Come back in time

Who Cares
Who cares if my hearts broken?
Who cares if my tears are falling?
Who cares?
Who cares if I need affection?
Who cares if I need attention?
Who cares?
Nobodys there to catch me
When Im falling
To save me
Im stuck in your memory
Who cares if today Im crying?
Who cares if tomorrow Im leaving?
Who cares?
Maybe you care
But Im not sure
Do you care if my hearts broken?

Do you care if my tears are falling?

Do you?
Someday Ill realise
Everything was just a waste of time
Who cares if Im suffering?
And who cares if Im the one thats hurt

Being Lost
Where you wanna be
When you feel alone?
I cant believe Ive spent all the time
Stuck in yesterday
Thinking about the colours of your smile
Theres no use to think
That I could reach
The top of my heart
I could fall anytime
Without no warning
Being alone for such a long time
Made me feel like this
Because you dont know
Hows when you need somebody
But you just cant find somebody
Being lost
Ive been trough the worst
Fights and tears
And its sick that all of these made me happy
Have you ever thought that maybe Im hurt?
That maybe Im down?
And I need to get up
But is like weve always been on the same road
But its not like it should be
Maybe someday youll understand what I mean
Is not like we are saying goodbye
But I just cant watch how the times passing by
And I dont wanna be like this
Just a simple door you open
To see if its warm inside
I dont want to be a shoulder where you can come and cry
I dont want to be your remedy when your hearts broken
And I dont want to wipe up your tears
I dont want to be your allay

So Say Love Instead Of Happy

Stars keep shining on the bluish sky
Theyre falling one by one
Hows when you dont have no choice?
When you have to leave
And try to be different
When you dont know what to change
And simple things become much harder
Always been there for you
But you never been for me
So why I should keep trying
To be just a simple girl
Always doing as you wish
So say Love instead of Happy

I'm Not Perfect

My mom says I should change myself
She says Im going to be alone for the rest of my life
Just because nobody wants to talk with me
And I argue with everybody
I just cant shut the hell up
Sometimes I just cant calm down
Look where I ended up
Because of my big mouth
People are avoiding me
Just because I say the truth
Its Christmas and my friends are gone
Im sitting by the phone
And nobody seems to care
True friends?
They seemed to be my enemies
I didnt say Im perfect
Im not perfect
Im not looking for perfection
I just want people to accept me as I am
Maybe sometimes I said something wrong
And maybe my words didnt come out right
But theres something that keeps me coming
All the time Ive spent here it was a waste
I keep coming like Im looking for something

Apologise
Today I felt like it will never end

You thrust you fist against the wall

Like you didnt care I was there
Next to you,right there
You really didnt realise I was screaming
Because I was frightened
When you start to shout
I thought youre gonna hit me
But you didnt
You start to throw things into the mirror
When my four years old sister started to cry
You pushed her into the coffee table
So you got scared when you say shes not moving
You tried to run away
Trying to wake up my little sister
And she was laying
On the floor full of blood
When my mother realised whats going on
Was already too late
So why do I have to fight?
Why do I have to think Im worthless?
Come again and look into my mothers eyes
Tell her how much you love her and some other lies
Tell her how much you love us
And how you promised mom youll always love up
And take care of us
Really?
Tell me how many times you said Happy birthday
You never remember whens my birthday
Actually you dont know when my moms neither
So here you are again
Trying to apologize
This is the third time
I guess
But I start to lose counting
Now do you expect to forget everything
And pretend like it never happened
How can I forgive you?
When you almost killed my sister
But today were leaving
And were not turning back

If I Die Young
Take me in a river
At dawn
Play me all your love songs

Ill take it back from the start

Just to be the same again
Youre my rainbow in a rainy day
Youre my colour on a black background
Youre my sun on my cloudy sky
Make me smile every morning
Even though you know Im sad
If I die young
Please dont cry
Tears will turn into stones
Take me back
In a river
Where dawn comes like a mantle
So if I die young
Please dont cry
Tears will turn into stones
And Im gonna turn into dust
If my love wont be enough
Then Ill write it on the sky line
If I die young
Please dont cry
Tears will turn into stones

Without You
Im swimming in an endless ocean
Im drowning in a deep river
Im walking in a dessert
Im lost without you
I cant run
Strange though it may seem
I cant move on
Without you
Ive made so many mistakes
And right now all I wanted from you
Was to save me
From this heart thats draught
I cant even cry
Cause tears will turn into dust
Im lost here in the dessert
Without you
How can I fly
When my wings are broken
An endless road would be enough
For me to run back and forth to you
Just to be sure Ill not run without you

I dont want to fall again

Like I did
I cant swim
Without you

Reckless
Do I have to explain what I did?
What if what I did
Needs no explication?
It wasnt reckless
It wasnt useless
I did it for you,I did it for me
Im not selfish,Im not stubborn
Im not weak
In fact Im stronger
Than before
Im not crying
Im only trying
To walk away from you
But not too far
Cause I have to be your angel
Watching over you
Like Im always above your head
But it was reckless to run away from you
I thought I can be strong
But I have to say I was wrong
And it was reckless to lie you
Even though I love you
And it was reckless for you
To tell me to leave you
But I dont think is reckless
To think my loves endless
Even though I mean it
Maybe I didnt say it
At the right time
Or maybe I thought youre mine

When You Leave

Everytime when I try to close the door
You hold me back
Saying you love me more than you did before
But if your eyes could talk
Would tell this aint true
You got a big ego

And this rooms too small for all three

Please when you leave close the door
And please dont forget to take your letters from the floor
I think are from your ex girlfriend
I think she wants you back
But Im telling you this is the end
And I bet I wont call you back
Anyway
Please delete my number from your phonebook
And stop with the late night messages telling me how bad I cook
And stop stalking my friend asking them what I do
You said you dont care about me but look what you do
Please take care of that staircase
I told you in any case
Is a little bit rotten
I hope you wont fall
I dont want you dead not at all
And by the way youre not taking my car
And if you do,you cant go far
So take your bicycle and get the hell out of here
Youve been staying too long screaming in my ear
Dont put your stupid notes in my door
Cause Im gonna burn them all
Cause I really dont wanna remember you
And the way you say I love you too
And by the way when you left my house
You left your perfume in my sheets

Money Can't Buy Your Happiness

I cant believe how people sell their souls
For a little fame and fortune
I know everybody wants that
Because they cant be happy with what they have right now
They just want more and more
And they end up realising that
Money cant buy your happiness
Money and fame didnt brought them what they want
So now theyre trying to release themselfs from this world
Trying so hard to fix
What they already break
And now when you thinks over
Karma comes back around
And who youre gonna blame right now

What Doesn't Kill You

If you play
I dont like it that way
Its not faire what you do
How you say its not true
Too much lies in your mouth
Hows is not bleeding?
You thought you left me broken heart
You thought it was my last chance
You thought it was the last laugh
But what doesnt kill you makes you stronger
Maybe it will take a little longer
To let my heart to heal
What doesnt kill you makes you stronger
Im not standing in a corner
I dont have reasons to be broken
To stay alone
What doesnt kill you makes you stronger
It will take a little longer
To get used to of being single
What doesnt kills me makes me stronger
Have to stay high on my feet
Cause my heart will beat
With or without you

Tell Me
Yesterday is gone
And Ill be forever number one
For you
Words are not enough to describe what you did
How you messed up my mind
I still believe I was blind
And too young
Because I was trying
To save myself
From self destruction
And try to put those pictures back together
Trying to remember your smile
And the way you used to make me smile
But those picture wont bring you back
So tell me how am I suppose to live
In this empty place
Without your face
Write on the first page of our story

Were falling off of the edge of glory

But dont worry
Im here
And Ill be forever waiting
And waiting untill youll come
And now we become,some
Puppets with some lame excuses
I have to tell you somehow
This is not what I want
And if youre willing to continue
I cant stop you

Restless Heart
Im checking up my chest to see if my heart beats
I swear Ill never be holding on hopes
Like I did before
But who cant blame me right now for being lonely
Just because I need some more
Affection,but sadly
You turned the page and closed the door
So Im giving up this war
Cause I cant fight it anymore
My restless heart has to beat
Has to beat,has to beat
Untill the last minutes gonna elapse
Say you wont try to stop me
Say you wont try to keep me away
From all the things I love

Crystal Clear
Go ahead and make your show
And dont ask me how
We ended up with these scars
And why we had to go
On different paths
You just keep run
Untill youll find a safe place
But dont let me chase
My dreams
Your eyes are crystal clear
Is like I dont have reason to fear
When Im with you
Ive left you somewhere far away
So far that I cant remember

And it hurts everytime when you try

To say a lie
Cant you see that Im broken?
But you keep sayin youre loving me
And you torn up my heart
When you left me in the middle of nowhere

Half Way
Somewhere in the corner of my heart I was so sure
That you and me will end up together
And you thought that we are
Going to be forever
But it seems like faith turns against us
And we cant move on
Just because my tears turned into stones
And I wanna run
But my feet are stuck on the ground
My feet wont listen to me
Is just you and me against the world
Seems like everything we had is already gone
But its too late to fix this
Im lost somewhere in the dark
And its too late to come and rescue me
Almost done and Im half way
I almost reach it
But you came too late
And Im almost half way
And you still run to catch me
But Im already half way

Someday
I hope that youll understand
When Ill close the door
That I didnt mean to hurt you
Or make you cry
Cause I always wanted to help you
But you just didnt let me
Someday youll realise
Im the one that loved you
More than others did
So maybe youll think Im crazy
But it aint like that
Cause I worth much more than you think
But it aint like that

I hate when Im lonely in the morning

And when I have to pretend Im happy
Cause Im really not like that
I cant pretend Im happy when Im sad
Or calm when Im mad
Someday youll realise
Im the one that loved you
More than others did
Somehow Ill make it happen
Because I hate the feeling of being lonely
Of being broken
Dont stand there and watch me cry

Fight
I hope that youre happy now
That you moved on
And you forgot me
I know that youre hoping that one day
Ill come back and say
That I was so wrong
And I want you back
But Ill never try to ask you why
We had to leave instead of trying to fight
But I guess you were so weak
You werent able to fight for me
But we cant win all the time
Cause that would mean we are perfect
And were not
I wish nothing from you
Just dont remember me how we were
Dont make it worse
Sometimes we have to learn to lose

Before The Storm

Walking trough a swamp
Thinking about how we started
And how we lost all that we are
Listening to the rain
Hoping Ill be able to bury this pain
Before the storm
Reaching out the clouds
Set fire to the clouds
Let them drop untill the rain will come
Ive left my dreams so far

Usually I cant even dream

Without thinking about how we started
Times were much easier
I dont want to lose him now
But Ill never tell him I love you
Like I did
Before the storm
Trying not to make any move
Just let the light come into my heart
What it takes to be a whole again?
Like I was
Before the storm
Reaching out to your heart
Like I did
Before the storm

Who You Are

Is so annoying when you know your friends are lying
And you know you cant help them out
Why everybodys trying to be somebody else
They try to cover all their imperfections
Why we cant accept ourself
Why we want to be like somebody else?
So when youll say the truth
People will accept you as you are
Cause they will see whats underneath
And they will see who you are
Theres no need to lie
Just because youre not perfect
Nobodys perfect
Dont let anyone tell you what to do
You just gotta trust in yourself
It really doesnt matter how you break trough
It doesnt matter how you do it
It only matters who you are
And how you are inside

Our Song
For each fight I made you cry
All the simple things you do
You never say
Whats wrong with you
That you dont mean
But in the end they seemed to be

The only thing Ive ever loved

Just to see you in the morning
Just for that
I would give everything
On this world
To see you smiling
Every morning
Wish you were here
Next to me
Let this be our song
When we fight,when we break up
When we kiss,when we love
Let this be our song

One Wish
If today you could make a wish
What it would be
And if you could manage that
Would you be grateful to the one that helped you
Well,hows when you want help
And everybodys turning their backs
And when you know youll give your heart for them
How would it be if you would have just one wish
And youll try to save somebody from being lonely
You could end up being avoided
What if they try to bring you down
And make you feel worthless

Crush Me Down
You were my earth
You were my sun
So you took a chance
And changed all my plans
Who wouldve thought youll come and crush me down
You dont have to explain what you did
I already know
Its already crushin in
Dont act like you dont know it
All of the things people told me
Were true
But I was too blind to see
Shouldve known better
I always remember what you said
Your words were so untrue

But the damages done

Now all its lefts to cry
All the things youve done to me
Are turning against you
Dont act like you dont know it
I just keep messing with my head

What About Us
Woke up this morning I couldnt find you
You only left a note saying I love you
Next to it you wrote Goodbye
Do you remember the things I told you
How could you left me
What about us
What about me baby
What about us
What about you baby
Im thinking about the way you left me broken
So how can you still call me
To tell me I love you
Do you expect to tell you I love you too
Wish I could rip out a page of my memory
I wish I could forgive you
What about us
What about me baby
What about us
What about you baby
Can you stop holding me back
I wanna go,I wanna go
Dont even try to stop me
If you love me let me go

Knock You Down

It seems like all you had
Is fading down
Everything you ever owned
This is the perfect time
To try to apologize
Beg for everybodys mercy
But they already turned their backs
You seem so hopeless
Hows when youre down and you cant get up
And when you try to get up
Somebodys always there to knock you down

Trying always to knock you down

Knock you down
So when you fall just get up
Before theyll knock you down
Love comes around
Dont let it knock you down

Dream Out Loud

When youre young you dream to a fabulous life
Where you can have everything you want
Where people are perfect and theres no ill-will
You can have what you want
So whos stopping you
To dream out loud
Youre like a shot of pure gold
Dream out loud
Whos stopping you to draw your own world
Take a chance and dream out loud
Just for you and me and the entire world
Dare to dream out loud
Perfect picture of a perfect life
Youre the queen of space
And it looks like nobody told you
Make them feel like you worth much more than that
Dream out loud
Be forever young
Dream out loud

Hit The Lights

When you tried to walk away
The sparkling stars stopped you
So when you shoot the stars
Try to hit the lights
Make them burn
Just like a laserlight
Hit the lights
Like a sparkling light
Burn it down
Like you own the night
It makes you feel safe
When you leave my heart
Hit the lights behind you
For the one that you love
Hit the lights

For the one that you need

Hit the lights
For the ones that you care about
Hit the lights
Before theyll turn off
Hit the lights

Here I Am
Seems just like yesterday
You were a part of me
I had to be so strong
Now I cant breathe
Now I cant see
Here I am by myself
Trying to make it trough the crowd
Here I am once again
Im torn into pieces
But youll never know
Youll never get to see the tears Ive cried
I opened up and let you in
I thought I could thrust you
But you seemed to be the worst nightmare
I cant believe for hating you
Ive blamed myself
Can we make it quick
And put an end to this pain
It wont make any good
To you or me
Here I am once again
Try to fix up my heart
But its useless
To try to make you stop

Your Shadow
I was so sure when you said goodbye
That you wont come back
But here you are begging for a second chance
Standing outside my house
Trying to fix up
What you broke
But why dont you try
To put my heart piece by piece
Come back and clean up the mess youve left in my heart
And I never knew why you tried to lie

When you knew how much I loved you

You asked me if I am trying to forget you
But Im sure that I cant back down
For now all I can do is to sit and watch
How my love falls apart
I cant fix it
Even if I want to
Because its too late
And I cant be forever waiting
For you
To make up your mind
Because its hard to see your face
Every minute
So I tried to forget
Everything that I ever knew
Cause I cant and I dont want to be your shadow
Not anymore
Trying to protect you
Like I always did

Bottom Of The Ocean

Ive wrapped all my thoughts in a box
And Ive thrown them on the bottom of the ocean
No matter how hard Ive tried
I cant get you out of my mind
But I cant wait for you forever
And I cant hurt myself
By forgiving you all the time
Remember the things Ive told you
When I asked you to love me
You were always hurting me more
Ive tried to walk away from you
But my feet were stuck on the ground
I can hear your voice calling me out
And I can see your tears falling down
And I dont want you to miss me at all
Cause things will get much harder
And I wont be able to tell you goodbye
Ive wrapped all my thoughts in a box
And Ive thrown them on the bottom of the ocean

Falling Down
Can we pretend that shooting stars
Are falling down

And they are crushing right above our heads

I could pretend that you rescued me
It all started when I was only thirteen
Big dreams,big wishes I was just a teen
But it seems like dreams are not always becoming true
Or maybe ambition is not enough
Or maybe is my fault that I dare to dream
Can we pretend that shooting stars
Are falling down
And they are crushing right above our heads
I could pretend that you rescued me
I guess rules are made to be broke
And heart is made to be fix it
But I guess things dont happen like we want

Against You
I was 8 years old
Tryin to figure out whats goin on
I was forced to love somebody I didnt know
After 9 years Im flooded with hate
Blaming you for what youve done to me
I was just a child
You never thought that all this will turn against you
How could you hate a girl that wanted happiness
Instead of that you gave me sadness
I was replacing you
With all the faces I knew
I was like a mirror
The reflection of your past
So you couldnt bare
To see yourself
I didnt want you to be a part of my life
You loved that bottle of wine more than your own life
I know Ive screw it up more than once
But I deserve a second chance
Ive built my own protection
With so much precision
Ive put a fance between me and your hate
So I cant get hurt
Everytime when youll try to hit me with your words
Ill pretend I didnt heard because it hurts
To know youll always be there
Counting the steps I take
Every breathe I take

At The Corner Street

I was waiting like a fool
At the corner street
You were like always gettin late
Makin up lame excuses
Im already gettin tired of it
So cant you just leave
Dont bother to call me cab
Ill take a bus
Dont bother to text me
Just to ask me if Im fine
Dont waste your money to sent me expensive gifts
Its useless to think that you can buy my love
Cause you know you cant
So Ill move outside to the corner street
Youre always there
With my picture in your hand
Asking Have you seen this girl?
I guess youve missed me so much
And youre still sufferin
Back to the corner street when I first saw you
This time you could make it
And youve come
No more lame excuses
Hope youll reamain like this

Burning Storm
Im here staying all alone
Hoping youll find your way back to the one
And only love,hope youll make it
You gave me your love but I didnt want to take it
Your love shines but I cant see it
While Im laying here the rain falls it seems so warm
And I can feel the burning storm
Burning storm
Burnin up your skin
Feeling like your heart has been burned
Burning storm
It has burned your face
I wish I could protect you
Looking out for help
But I cant move from the ground
Suddenly the sky turned red
And the rain stopped
So do I

Cold One Liners

And Ive give up forever to touch you
Cause I know you wont feel anything
And Ill never try to forgive you
Cause the pain you caused me is unforgiveable
Cause all I can feel are
Cold one liners
And you wont see me crying
Cause you will never have the chance
Even to touch my skin
And youve give up forever to love me
You thought I wont figure out
That you cant love me for real
But Ill tell you now and forever
Stop hurting yourself like this
Cold one liners
Touching your wet skin
Feeling only cold shadows

Everywhere & Anywhere

Doesnt matter where you are
Cause you can be anywhere
I like this feeling

As we move on the streets

Givin all we have
We can be anywhere in the world
Follow me
Cause we can be anywhere
Doesnt matter where you are
Somewhere in the world
I like this feeling
Moving like this
Get everybody out of their houses
Move to the streets
Cause we are everywhere and anywhere
Where we belong
A place in this world

Secret Blackout
No regrets
Only mistakes
Ive never said whats on my mind
Cause youve never cared
You said Im complicated
Since theres no more you and me
Let me go so I can be free
Ive searched for a perfect place
But Ive searched in vain for it
So Ive put aside my feelings
Coming,going
I dont wanna hurt my feelings
Secret blackout
This is all youve been doing
Trying to cover up your lies

Stories In A Frame
If its a dream dont wake me up
Cause I know Ive cried in my dream
It was so real
That I thought I could touch it
Broken pieces of a puzzle
Ive put them together
And put them in a frame
Are my stories in aframe
Just one frame
Dont wake me up
Let me dream

And let me put my stories on a frame

And hang then on a wall
I miss them so much
But Ive decide to let the go
I cant listen to the same track anymore
Its gettin old
Dont wake me up
Just let me dream
And put my stories in a frame
Hang them on a wall
Please
Dont wake me up
Let me dream
And put my stories in a frame

Golden Girl
She worths more than your Grammy awards
She is better than other girls
She doesnt need a huge house
All she wants is a tiny room
Where you can both be
She doesnt need mass media attention
Or to be on a cover magazine
Shes a golden girl
Keep her forever
Her love is all you need
Golden girl
Is like a remedy
It can fix your heart
When youre down
Shes a golden girl
Dont let her go
You can buy her any ring
That wont bring a smile on her face
You can buy her the moon
If youll keep treating her like a diva
Shell leave soon
Dont make her feel unconfortable
By putting her to wear a Dior dress
When she actually feels good in jeans and sneakers
Shes a golden girl
Shes your remedy
Her love is all you need

The Power Of Music

I can hear how the speakers blow
The rhythm keeps me up all night
For days Chris Browns playing in my head
Electronic beats
Adrenaline
Empty cups,fill them up
The dancefloor vibes with us
Cause we make the speakers blow
Just turn up the music
Cause we wanna feel the power of music
Dont stop us untill midnight
Smashing bars
Shooting stars
We don't even care
We shout it out loud
We are forever young
Turn it up loud
Let the neighbours knock at the door
Just turn up the music
Cause we wanna feel the power of music
Dont stop us untill midnight
Smashing bars
Shooting stars
Im confused by the sound
Heres just a mad crowd
They make the dancefloor burn
Call 911 tell them the dancefloors on fire
Just turn up the music
Cause we wanna feel the power of music
Dont stop us untill midnight
Smashing bars
Shooting stars

Premium Dream
Is like a sweet memory
Thats hangin in your mind
Is like a summer breeze
Thats freshin up your hair
Is like your premium dream
When you dont wanna wake up
Just to see your premium dream
And try to be somebody else
Rocking on a stage in front of a crowd

Why dont you put your fears aside?

And bring out the dream you have been vanished away
Dont run away
Just keep the faith
Hold on
Theres an escape
Somewhere in the light
Just dont give up

Betten Than I Know Myself

Thoughts are dreams
And dreams are thoughts
If you don't follow them
Is like your heart is trapt
You try to scream but nobody hears you
Is like your soul's burried
But sometimes is better to let go
Cause if you'll ever get stuck
People will step on your body
Like you've never been there
And they'll forget your name
Like they never said it
They'll keep moving on
They'll never remember what you said
What you've done or how much you've helped them
In that moment you'll realise
Who has been friend
The real one
Not some fake masks
That were playing right their roles
And they didn't give damm if you were down
Do you know me better that I know myself
Cause you keep me from falling from the edge
Can't complete my heart but is just what I need

Casino Of Beliefs
Is like I've been in and out the sea
I thought it was only you and me
But seems like I've fooled myself
I've trust myself
And now I'm playing in the casino of beliefs
I've runned day and night
Just to put an end to this sight
Is like I'm overboard

You came and catch me

But look at me
Here I go again
Changing the subject
Telling you I'm fine
When actually I'm not
Telling you it's too much
Telling me I'm nuts
I've put my trust in you
And now I'm playing in the casino of beliefs
Use my soul as money
And it seems like I'm losing
All my love

When Everything Is Meant To Be Broken

We are two separated souls
Standing too far from each other
And Ill give the world just to see you
But I guess you wont understand
Why we should fight for it?
When everythings meant to be broken
I just cant make you understand
And Ive give up forever to search you
Cause I know youll do the same
I guess you already forgot my name
But I tattooed yours on my joint
And Ill give the world just to see you
But I guess you wont understand
Why we should fight for it?
When everythings meant to be broken
I just cant make you understand
I would drown in the ocean
Just to see you
But you wont understand
I would give up to my soul
Just to kiss you
And I would let my world collide yours
Just to touch you
But I cant make you understand

Won't Go Outside
Is July and the sun is burning
Feeling not in my element,running
Look at him how he's fooling around

He seems like he flies to another land

But he won't go outside
Angels to cry
He talks like he doesn't care
He flips his hair
Like he's going to say something smart
It's cute to know that you think I'm beautiful
But you already showed me
What you're made of
But he won't go outside
Angels to cry
He really thinks he can make it
If he only could fly to it
But he won't go outside
Angels to cry
If I could only realise
What's underneath that mask
But I didn't wanna ask
Why can't you be yourself?
But I guess you won't go outside
Angels to cry

Wars and Disasters

People dying
Families crying
Wars and disasters
Will make world collapse
Orphan children left in the streets
And thousand of broken hearts
Kids watching the skies
And asking When my daddy will come home?
Dads leaving their children
Wondering if theyll ever come home
Scars are healing
But the soul never heals
Even though you try
Wars and disasters
Promises and fights
Youre moving forward
Trying to fight with your worst enemy
Pain
Thousand of dreams had been vanished away
Girls who wanted to be lead at the altar
By their fathers
And see how their kids are growing up

Promise yourself youll survive no matter what

Hows when you get everyday
A letter from your love
Sending you pictures of your little girl that grows up each day
It gives you strenght
Just to survive
To come back home
To hold your little girl

Stand Up
Is like a sweet memory
That's hangin' in your mind
Is like a summer breeze
That's freshin' up your hair
Is like your premium dream
Why don't you put your fears aside?
And bring out the dream you kept inside of you
I refuse to give up
I refuse to give in
Stand up for the times you've cried
Stand up for the times you've laughed
Stand up for the times you've runned
Stand up for the times you've dreamed
Stand up for the times you've loved
Stand up for the times you've feared
I thought my heart will never break
But I know it was a big mistake
Now I'm leaving all behind
It's so funny how life can change
You can wake up with no trace of regret
You gotta stay alive no matter what
Even though life gets harder
Please don't give
Cause love is all we need
I refuse to give up
I refuse to give in
Stand up for the times you've cried
Stand up for the times you've laughed
Stand up for the times you've runned
Stand up for the times you've dreamed
Stand up for the times you've loved
Stand up for the times you've feared
At night I'm wide awake
I can't tamed the pain that's inside me
It was just only one big mistake

Railroad
Railroad
The sound of an old train
Flashing lights
Moving clouds
Wind is blowing up her hair

And she's still waiting for you

Railroad
The sound of an old train
Pale face,red lips
Stuckin' in her daydream
Lookin' like she's eighteen
But lately she've changed the track
She won't turn back
She've left her past behind
She already made up her mind
Trying to forget her chilhood
She eats ice-cream
Trying to put herself in a good mood
Maybe she said things that she didn't mean
Railroad
The sound of an old train
Flashing lights
Moving clouds
Wind is blowing up her hair
And she's still waiting for you

Paper Planes
Take me in and throw out my heart
We burst into colours and carousels
We fall like paper planes in playground games
And I can't sleep
The dark is too hard too beat
And I think back to when we used to watch the stars falling
Is the only time I feel safe
Touched my own skin hoping that I'll still be there
And I still hope you'll come to rescue me
I try out a smile and I aim at you
You have missed it
You always do
Take me in and throw out my heart
We burst into colours adn carousels
We fall like paper planes in playground games

I Will Not Make

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
You dont wanna know how much miserys in my heart
Im forced to fake a smile,a laugh everyday
I cannot cry
Cause I hate when I see that weakness in your eyes

Before you put the blame on me

Think about your mistakes
Cause nothings worse than your lies
When you come back home late at night
Trying to make your way back to your room
You press your face against the pillow
Trying to cover up the sound of you,crying
And you cant keep us from falling apart
Everytime when you say you cant take care of us
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not take the same decision that you made
Maybe I thought I dont wanna be like you
And try to change that part
Before you point it up
Try to think about your mistakes
And how youre about to fix em
Dont think I dont see what youre trying to do
I will not break the way you did

I Lose My Way
I lose my way
And I can't find the way back home
Cause my eyes were full of tears
And I couldn't say a word
I'm force to be
Something that I'm not
Where have you been
All this time I've been waiting for you
All the way back and forth
More than my foolish dreams
But the string of dreams
Had beem already broken
Since I have no idea where to go
I;m gonna let myself fall
Keep falling in the dark
And this is where I belong
I wanna wake up every morning next to you
But I can't force you
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Lock me up
And never let me go

Hatred
All the things she had said
I really don't give a damm
Cause I know who I am
I know who is she
Cause envy is like a punishment
How can you not die?
When that thing comes up
Is not burning up your heart
Oh!Wait you don't have one.
But wait here you go again
Trying to make me get mad
Thinking that I really give a damm
About what you say to others
I'm wondering how you manage that
Even though you act just like a b.......
I thought you have some serious problems
But no,you're just stupid
And you don't wanna admit it
Cause you're like a merry go round
You never stop talking that sh..... behind my back
You really don't like when you see me laughing
You rather see me crying
Cause when you talk that sh.....
I won't share a tear
Cause the things you said
Won't affect me
Cause you and I
Are different types
You're so dumb
You keep that envy
Trying to bring me down
Thinking I might back off
But no,you're just messin' with the wrong person
You didn't get it right
You spin it,you fall
But you dont know to get up
Cause you're way too dumb
To realise that I really don't care

Forever Young
Fly away to a new paradise
See you there
New age,let's fly away

Across the universe

See you there
Bless all the things that surround us
Feel free to breathe air
Fill your eyes with light
And your heart with love
Across the universe
See you there
There's no time for regrets
No time to waste for second chances
We might not get tomorrow
But here we are cause is like we are gonna die young
We will be forever young
And we won't stop dreaming
We will fulfill our dreams
We might not get tomorrow
This is our chance to live forever

Fix Your Heart

I was an angel falling from the sky
Untill you came and catched me
I was a fool to trust you
But hey who can blame you?
You can't feel what I feel
And every word sounds like a lie
I can't fix your heart
Even tough I want
I can't put the pieces together
How hard I've tried
To release myself
But life is like a struggle
I can't fix your heart
Always second guess
Fooling around
Trapped in this mess
Losing ground
But hey don't let me fall again
I've crushed once on the concrete
And I hate crushing my body
And I swear I won't let myself fall
Even tough it hurts
But hey don't let me fall again
I've crushed once on the concret