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in. As I cooled off, we laughed about it for a bit and then I went back to my
office.
Throughout the day the story stuck in my head and I couldnt get it off
my mind. As I played it back in my head I began to realize I was wrong. And
not only because I asked a colleague for a favor and put him in a bad spot,
but because as an authority figure in the school I need to lead by example.
The staff member was right to be incensed that I got through the gate and
she had to park in the street. The rules should apply to me like everyone
else. I mean, if you also look at it from another perspective; the dean of the
school gives consequences to the students for not following the rules, but he
can do whatever he damn well pleases, that sends an awful message to the
school community. Another consideration is why give someone reason to bad
mouth you? I should have realized someone was watching. Now some people
who witnessed it might have thought nothing of it, while others, like this
particular staff member, filed it in her memory rolodex and was biding her
time just waiting to play that card. Something I always tell me students when
they believe a teacher is out to get them is: dont give them the ammo,
meaning dont give them a reason to write you up. I should have followed my
own advice that day at the gate.
Another thought I gestated was when I asked the security aide to do
me a favor. It didnt cross my mind that I was the dean asking him to do it,
but rather hey buddy, do me solid. I now understand thats something I
need to be mindful of with all my encounters with staff. Although technically
Im not an administrator, many people perceive me to be and do hold me to
a higher standard. At school, I make a conscious effort to model good
behavior for my students and the same should apply with my colleagues.
Perception is everything.
Later in the day I went back to the security aide and apologized to
him. I told him it was wrong of me to ask him to let me in that day and I
promised to never do it again. I thanked him for defending me to the staff
member, but told him the explanation he offered portrays me to be above
the rules, which Im not. The security aide laughed it off and said dont worry
about it, but still, it was a conversation I needed to have with him.
My next conversation was to the staff member. I told her it was brought
to my attention about what happened in the parking lot and I explained to
her she had a right to be upset and I understood why she was angry. I told
her I was wrong to ask the guard to open the gate that morning and I
assured her it wouldnt happen a second time.
Over the years working in education, Ive worked with many
administrators. From observing good ones and bad ones, theres always
something to learn from each of them. One of my biggest peeves are the
leaders who practice: do as I say not as I do. When I come across that
mentality, I lose a lot of respect for that person. It makes it extremely difficult
to for me to buy-in to what they are selling. How can you possibly be
respected as a leader when you are perceived as a hypocrite?