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Musings and Feels Trips: A Special Thanks To Ritrika Sasmal For Making This Happen
Musings and Feels Trips: A Special Thanks To Ritrika Sasmal For Making This Happen
and feels
trips
To the reader,
This is the first book that I am publishing. Please feel
free to comment and send me reviews at
soumikhlder@gmail.com. Your comment is extremely
valuable to me.
- Soumik Halder
Music
Bright like the Sun glowed lights in and out of the opera,
Musicians lined up in suits and instruments of all era,
With a plethora of sheets and paucity of soul,
Paper plays mind, melodies in heart dark as coal.
A little far away, a soccer field with a stage,
Yet a little space; holds a gathering of people,
Vision searching performers, as every person enrage,
Dancing on popular tunes, the music here is only a maze.
Distant from the attraction,
Amongst a nature of fiction,
A rigged violin plays atonal clusters,
A herd of drosophila dances together;
Under the moonlight brightening the theatre,
With no audience, and a lonesome player.
His thoughts know no bounds,
A hungry soul crying out loud,
Mind plays scribbles in his heart,
For hours and hours, it lasts.
Audiences applaud for the final time, the stage must vacate,
Musicians caught between uncountable hands at the gate.
Autographs, pictures and compliments for what they entertain,
They are stars of today, masses are certain.
The little boy plays alone,
No ears hear his tune,
With anger, he stares at the strings,
That for so long in solitude rings.
His chapped fingers sore and red,
No food, no friends but the music he made.
He throws away his violin as the flies wander away,
The gift of music falls on a brook and floats away.
"Back to the mines, Poor Richard," he says,
"Music is not for you if you want to survive today."
Winter is here
So Far Away
Lament
Repugnant as a
creature
Intricate trips
A fleet of clouds flow steadily with the wind at storm, just like your life
and vision,
And you sit still under an air conditioner, windows sealed, watching your
hands work at unison.
There's a cloak in the air, pretty invisible and silent everywhere,
And there are time showing hopes and dreams, so beautiful and fair.
Do you see the stars at night, or,
A sunrise when the sky is just about bright?
Yet you dream of lying down on a carpet of fine fescue at midnight to
watch your favorite constellation,
Or relishing the unique moment when the morning Sun caresses your
face lying by your loved one.
There's an incessant fragrance that tingles your senses,
An unceasing series of words that blinds your sight,
You are alive to visions that cause dissension between tenses,
Sheer folly breaking promises of the past paradise.
You are on a barge that departed on a river among sand,
With an illusion of water you sail with a paddle to your dreamland.
You wake up to the voices as your canoe starts to toil,
In the midst of a barren sea where your dreams recoil.
In a horrid scream you search for a way to escape,
You pedal backwards, but to no avail,
All this movement was by the oil on an engine now thirsty,
The work on your sail was just another sadistic folly.
Your journey entails you to a heaven unreal,
It's noon now, there's no roof over your head,
They pull final gasps of culminated energy from your arid soul,
All your resources turn dry, for life you're too old.
Abandon
Mother
(Child)
Hey, mother, I'm right by your side. I know what you're
trying to hide.
Don't you cry, I will take care of you. Don't you worry; I
won't let it hurt you. I'll keep you healthy and safe.
Hey, mother, I've locked the doors. I've curtained all
our small windows. Its summer but I know you feel
cold.
It's so airy but I've stopped its flow your son will keep
you warm as you sleep. He will gently rub your
forehead until you're asleep with your dreams.
(Mother)
I feel you, my angel, you're falsely hurt, dont you cry
baby, and Im fine,
Do I look like iron rust? It's just an impression of
ageing.
Nothing you should worry about anyhow, I have lived
like this for several years now.
Pardon me, sweet child, I couldn't feed you tonight,
Please heat the bread in the oven,
Don't burn yourself; be careful, since the fire might;
I will wait for you to sink into my arms, baby Sven.
The oven beeped thrice, a bitter odor filled the room.
Teardrops dripped from her eyes, her heart turned
finer and cold.
They say, all that we are loved in this life, is how bright
our stars shine.
Each night I search for you in the clouds, and silence
replies to my weeping heart sounds.