she's crappy. Every night she cries herself to sleep. She's stuck in this hole that is just too deep. She fakes a smile. She forces a laugh. You've even seen her have fun in math. But put your phone down and look in her eyes. Then you'll see her under the disguise. All she really wants is for someone to see. Someone to see that she is not happy. Someone to see all the scars on her thighs. Someone to see past all her lies. Someone to hold her and never let go. Someone to restore that joyful glow. But alas, nobody has come their senses. So she keeps up all her false defenses.