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I, ANXIOUS

In these sick times / I keep to myself

The clock strikes a chord. Found in nothing more


than a pleasantly painful goodbye, a spill
of wine. The dirt under my fingernails
that graze a jacket / an uncomfortable
embrace, societal obligations stemming from
the fact I have to hug sixteen strangers in yr doorway.

You, being the beacon of deceit,


you, the condensation on the table,
you, the last sips of bourbon from the bottle.

Glaciers projected on the whitest of walls.


A journey, for which, I am not prepared.

When the floor is shattered, and my shoes hidden


in the depths of my scatter plot sentience,
my absence is recorded by passing through haze.
Im losing myself in the smoke of a thousand cigarettes.

Youre spitting in the toilet.


and Im listening to yr turbid voice
as it cracks along the mirror.

Theres safety in the bathroom,


theres simplicity in the sink,

outside of consciousness,
my body seethes.

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