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Harold Shore
It has been said that a person buying an electric drill doesnt really
want a drill, they really want the hole it can make. In the same way,
a person obtaining and using drugs doesnt really want the drug
itself, they want to experience the results of taking the drug. They
really want to enter a specific state of consciousness.
But the good news is that there are ways of entering these states of
mind that do not have the drugs' expense and risks. And in fact,
since these ways are dependent upon your own skills and are fun to
use, continued use will improve your mastery to the point where
you have better experiences from your own mastery than drugs
could possibly give you.
It is well known that drug addicts often see the futility and self-
destructive nature of their habits only when they get high.
Unfortunately, as the old song says, Tomorrow never knows - the
insight is specific to the state of mind in which it occurs. When
they return to normal awareness, they come back to focusing on the
compulsion to get high again.
Variation is healthy
The body that is capable of many things is healthier than the body
that can only do a few things.
Any true altered state will involve some kind of changes in mental
function. This could be something as simple as becoming more
relaxed, or preferring to use another sensory mode, or having more
vivid imaginative flights. It might involve being able to think out
of the box about things to generate a new perspective. Or it
might be an enhanced ability to scrutinize a logical or legal
document with a fuller sense of the implications involved.
Feeling better
Pleasure
There are many ways that this can happen due to the wide variety of
altered states. There are many kinds of positive feeling and each
one can be enhanced and associated with a specific state of mind.
Self-reinforcing
What presence is
Presence is the simplest and yet the most profound of all practices.
An emotional holiday
Our body lives in the present; only our mind has the ability to lose
itself in the possible and the past, in the unreal. To practice
presence is to return to the only reality we have. To live the present
is to live fully, not merely potentially.
Not only is it the only time we really have, but when we are aware
of the present, our sense of the passage of time changes. The future
does not press towards us, because it is always now. While things
change, the presence of the present doesn't. There is a paradoxical
timelessness during the state of presence.
How to do it
Then set up a habit of rotating your senses, so that you will typically
move between feeling and smelling and heading and sight. Practice
moving between these until it becomes a skill. (A few minutes
might be sufficient to get into this pattern.)
Of course, thoughts will occur to you and when they do, just notice
that you have drifted away from presence and gently return to your
senses.
The net effect of this will be to add a skill of breaking away from
your normal awareness into one that is just as valid and yet a
refreshing change.
You can do this to give yourself little mental vacations, or you can
extend this practice for longer and longer periods of clock time. If
you do choose to practice this for extended periods of time, you will
have begun the practice of insight meditation, which leads to a
centered calmness, and clarity of mind.
It's easy
Youre free to improve upon the basic technique if you want. The
breath of happiness was specifically designed to be enhanced by
those who want to adapt it to their special circumstances or skills.
Visualizing in complete, rich and sensual detail the things you like
is a obvious way of enhancing the breath of happiness.
Simplicity
Technique
The start to smile. Let a slight smile light up your eyes. Then let
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that slight smile spread to your lips. Just by smiling, you will begin
to relax into a mood of contentment. Follow your breathing and
how it feels. Changes will occur theyre OK, just follow them
too. Its YOUR happiness, youll have it in your own way!
You can do this anytime you want. No one needs to know. You
might find it handy to do this in situations where you're stuck like
waiting for something or someone. Its amazing how you can fill
spare moments with happiness without taking anything away from
your other activities.
Mood
Because it only depends upon you, you naturally get better at doing
it as time goes on.
If youre feeling good, other are easier to get along with. Things
that would have annoyed you in the past, dont matter as much
when you are in a happier and more resourceful mood. New
possibilities seem to open up on their own.
We live a world of frustrated people, and the last thing they want is
to have some idiot grinning in their face. They do want to be happy
themselves, of course, but happiness may seem like a big step away
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from where they are.
People are attached to their problems for all sort of reasons, not all
of which they would be able to explain.
Be subtle
The slight smile with the eyes and lips that is the context of the
breath can be very slight if need be. You should not confront others
with happiness if it would create more of a problem than they
already have.
Just being inwardly content will help them, and they might be able
to approach that level of confidence and resourcefulness that helps
them beyond their clutch on negativity.
Yoga
Start with 5, just to get the hang of doing that pattern. Then add a
few more repetitions every week. Eventually you will want to build
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up to 100 cycles or more.
It doesn't take 100 breaths to get high! By the time you have built
up to doing 50 or breaths in a rhythmic sequence, you'll be able to
alter your awareness within the first few breaths. The skill you've
developed in conscious breathing will have led you into very altered
states and also spontaneously created a self-reinforcing cue for your
mind to get high.
Timing patterns
The numbers given below for these timing patterns are meant to be
multiplied uniformly by some small factor, such as 2,3,4 8, 10 or
16. For example, in the first pattern given 2:1:2:1, the factor might
be 4, so that there would be an inhalation of 8 counts, a retention
phase of 4 counts, an exhalation phase of 8 counts and an exclusion
phase of 4 counts.
You can expect that the state developed with these patterns will
persist for a while after you stop consciously practicing the pattern.
You can continue to sustain its intensity by briefly repeating the
pattern to refresh the state.
This breath is very relaxing after even a few (10 or so) rounds. It is
called the holding breath because of the exclusion and retention
phases. At first you should practice this with a low multiplier to get
a feeling of where it leads you and then build up to more. This
breath can be used when you want too quickly move from an
agitated to a relaxed state of mind, or to prepare yourself for a
stressful challenge.
This is a calming breath with the exhalation being twice the length
of the inhalation. The zeros in the retention and exclusion phases of
the breath means that those phases are not part of this cycle. There
is only an inhalation and exhalation phase. It's easy to do this
particular pattern in a public setting.
The calming breath will relax the body and mind and can be used to
induce sleep when you find yourself agitated at night. Otherwise it
is generally conducive to a passive, meditative attitude.
Generally, those patterns in which the exhalation is longer than
inhalation are more relaxing; those in which the inhalation is longer
than exhalation excite and stimulate the mind. The variety of
patterns will provide you with subtle choices of the kind of
tranquility you want to enjoy.
There are many more patterns of breathing that can be learned from
any competent yoga practitioner. (You may have to seek beyond
your local Yoga Studio for the level of skill I am referring to here.
The people to know this are the sort of yogis who are doing it for
spiritual growth rather than health, beauty and physical relaxation.
You want to find the kind of yoga practitioner whose focus is
altering their awareness to attain samadhi (ecstatic meditation) for
detailed instruction in pranayama.)
Styles of breathing
Alternate nostril breathing involves using just one nostril and then
the other on successive breaths. First you inhale through one
nostril, then when it is time to exhale, you close the original nostril
and exhale through the other one. The next inhalation is through the
open nostril. Then that open nostril is closed, so that the eventual
exhalation is through the original nostril.
Bandhas
There are 3 locks, the root lock, the neck lock and the diaphragm
lock.
The neck lock is performed by bending the chin into the sterno-
clavicle notch at the top of the breastbone and closing the throat.
Sometimes the closure of the throat is accomplished by pressing the
tongue up against the upper palette of the mouth. It may also be
accompanied by focusing the eyes toward the third eye position
located just behind the center of forehead about one inch above the
eyes.
Diaphragmatic lock
The psychic direction of the breath refers to how you use your mind
when you have achieved a steady rhythm or groove with the breath.
It depends upon having reached this inside the breath state.
Breathwalking
Holotropic breathing
For the rest of this section we will call this rapid continuous
breathing the holotropic breath or holotropic breathing.
Psychedelic intensity
Complete relaxation
Continuous breathing
Once you have begun the process of complete relaxation, you can
start the process of continuous breathing. Continuous breathing
entails that there is no breath or pause between the inhalation and
exhalation phases of the breath. It also means that when you inhale,
you inhale completely, not cutting off the process at some point.
And when you exhale, you let the air out, without holding some
back. The connectedness of the breath, especially allowing each
phase of the breath to complete before beginning the next phase will
release energy that more restricted patterns of breathing have denied
you.
With the new energy now circulating within your body as you
breathe, be aware of every detail of feeling that you experience.
Your consciousness will naturally move around your body and both
positive and negative feelings will occur to you. These will be
brought to the surface by the extra energy made available by the
breathing and by complete the relaxation of your body. Just accept
them and stay with them, no matter how painful or annoying they
are. Accept all their details. Focus into the feeling, explore its
parts. Just staying with feelings that are initially painful or
annoying will cause them to change into other feelings. Feelings
aren't things, they are just patterns of energy. Once they are
brought into awareness, you will notice that the energy naturally
changes. It always changes!
Feelings are also directed feelings are associated with those ideas,
feelings are about ideas and experiences.
Acceptance
The acceptance step is where you accept your feelings fully into
your awareness. It is where you cancel the 'make wrong' or
suppression that normally accompanies such feelings.
There are many ways of doing this. You can compare the feeling
with something much worse. You can see it as a necessary part of
your healing and success. You can see it as the best thing for your
future, in the form of a learning opportunity. You can enjoy it for
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itself. You can see the thought associated with the feeling as
equally true, false or possible as anything else. You can see the
humor in it. You can see it as just a necessary phase.
As you find ways to accept this feeling and allow it as part of your
consciousness, you discover that your judgment of things is separate
from the thing itself. I have a feeling, about something and I have a
judgment of it. But I could have a different judgment of it. Just
because I used to think this way, don't mean that's the only possible
way to think. Why shouldn't I allow myself to be happy? And if I
can be happy with this feeling if I think of it differently, what would
be harm in trying that now
Intention
The key to success with this technique, as with any technique, is the
intention to actually do it, to actually integrate your awareness. If
you truly intend to integrate your consciousness, almost any
technique will work. The degree to which you can perform the
previous four aspects of renewal doesn't matter. So long as you
really intend to achieve integration, you will be able to achieve it.
"Set and setting" was the terms the late Timothy Leary used refer to
both the mental and physical environment of a person, especially in
relation to embarking upon a mind-altering experience.
Beyond set and setting issues, which refer to your present, there are
internal and external factors that you want to align with your goals.
Otherwise, its like trying to drive with one foot on the gas and one
foot on the brake. The more aligned the factors are with your goals,
the sooner and more brilliantly you will succeed.
Just as it is important to eat foods that agree with your body and
build health, so it is important to expose yourself to experiences and
suggestions that agree with your mind and support what you want to
accomplish.
But just as you can consume junk food or even some poisons and
not feel the effect right away, so you can expose yourself to bad
mental inputs and not feel the effects right away. Nevertheless both
bad physical and bad mental food have their consequences. Bad
physical food will eventually make you sick, and bad mental food
will eventually frustrate your ability to accomplish your desires.
The good news is that you can control your mental inputs and this
will support, enhance and encourage those factors that lead to
success.
Seek out things that teach you how to succeed, inform you about
what you are trying to accomplish or give you new skills..
Read books or listen to tapes that teach and support you. Celebrate
the good things in life. Do what works for you.
Others wont even try to succeed and look to have support for their
lack of success from others. If you look determined to attain a state
they cannot, they will try to discourage you and convince you that
You do not need to limit yourself to the level of others failures and
indolence. Trying out the techniques in this book will empower you
with many ways to get high without drugs.
One source of negativity in life is the news and local gossip. The
news and local gossip can be a royal waste of time and a source of
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much anxiety, anger, and depression. Most of it will never affect
you, and you wont be able to do anything about it anyway.
Gandhi once said, I wont let anyone walk in my mind with their
dirty feet! Its good advice to follow if you want to enjoy higher
states of consciousness. In a sense, most news is to your mind what
indigestible food is to your body.
This is the technique that allows you to experience states which are
exactly the same as those induced with specific drugs. It depends
upon some previous experience of alterations of consciousness with
those drugs.
When you do this right, you might be surprised at just how intense
the effects are, even the very first time. (When drug users learn this
trick, it will drive drug dealers out of business.)
In fact, if you are having any difficulty with this, you're probably
trying too hard. In the case of drug experiences, just think of those
feelings which you would notice when you are identifying a sample
of the drug that was quite excellent. Concentrate on those feelings
for a little while. Soon you'll start to notice other things that remind
you of that drug state.
First remember a time when you got high using a specific drug. Go
back to that time and remember how you noticed that you were
indeed responding to the drug's influence.
Now what was the second thing you noticed that convinced you
were getting high, that you were responding to the drug's influence?
Perhaps it was a dryness in your mouth, or maybe it was that colors
seemed brighter. Write that down too.
What was the third thing in order that you notice when you got high
with that drug? Perhaps it was a kind of warmth and looseness of
you hands. Write that down. So you list might look that this now.
Now go through the list in the order you have written it down,
imagining each feeling as best you can. If you correctly noticed the
feeling and their sequence, by the time you have completed this
sequence, you will find yourself having other feelings associated
with the previous experience of the drug.
Once you have accomplished this. one thing that you can do is to
gain some control over the intensity and duration of the experience.
When I want to intensify a state, I just ask myself, what would this
be like if it were twice as strong? You do know how to multiply
by two, don't you? So you would know when something had
gotten twice as strong, wouldn't you? What's it like when that
happens? Would you be able to feel if it were three times as
powerful?
Once you can induce the feeling of the drug by remembering how
you would know that the drug is working, you can make it stronger
by this technique. And you don't have to stop with one doubling.
Induce the feeling, double it, and double it again. See how much
fun you can stand. You won't be using up your stash!
Is there something about the drug high you were re-inducing that
you dont like? For example, maybe you don't like the hunger that
accompanies a cannabis high. Or perhaps you would like a re-
induced caffeine high to be more mellow.
Once you have established your ability to achieve a high which re-
creates what you typically would get with a certain drug, you can
change it to whatever you desire.
Enter the original state. Ask yourself what you would experience
when you have succeeded in fully modifying that aspect of the state
in the direction you desire. How would you know that its really
happening? And as you get a sense of that, what would make you
enjoy it for a while?
I wondered just how far I could have taken her? How much
peacefulness could she stand? That's when I realized that I could do
this for myself too that there were no real limits to how high I
could I let myself be. I found some time to fully remember a
powerful experience and then managed to remember to double it's
power. By that time I was beyond thinking in words.
"The mind is its own place and can make a heaven of hell, or a hell
of heaven". John Milton Paradise Lost
Whether you look for the good or look for the bad is merely a habit
of mind. And you can shape this habit the way you want.
What you mind, you will find. If you look for the good, your life
will be good; if you look for the bad, your life will be bad. Many
people have trained themselves to look for problems and hope to
improve themselves by negating those problems. But because they
have trained themselves to look for problems, all they find are
problems.
And you become what you behold. It seems like the mind does not
have the ability to form an image of "not". It can only imagine
actual sensible qualities. So when you think of things you don't
want and say to yourself 'not this', your imaging brain can only
image 'this'.
Any thought that you have once becomes likely to be repeated, due
to the fact that every time you have a thought, your brain physically
reshapes itself to make having that thought a little easier, a little
more probable. Not only that, anything you imagine yourself to be,
your unconscious will try to fulfill. Together these two principles
can form a powerful engine for self-realization or self-destruction.
Look for the good, imagine how things will work for you, see the
positive outcomes that you can enjoy and your mind will work to
produce these in your life.
A little work here will help to build the "good" muscle in your
mind. Regular practice helps here a lot. Think of 25 great things
about your life every day. These can be things you enjoy, things you
are grateful for, things you like.
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25 is just an arbitrary number just keep doing this until youve
put yourself in a great mood.
Hypnosis
This testing methodology is built on the fact that many drug effects
can be caused by the belief that one has been exposed to the
chemical rather than from any effect of the chemical itself.
One day, my friend's wife was visiting him and Osmond offered her
some unusual mushrooms, suggesting that they would have the
same effect as LSD. Curiously, he suggested that the way to
prepare them would be to saute them in butter.
Four hours later his wife ended my experience by telling him that
the mushrooms were just Chanterelles and it had been Osmonds
desire to play with him through suggestion.
This effect concerns how the mind combines a label and a physical
stimulus to produce an effect quite different from the effect that the
physical stimulus would have produced all by itself.
One way of stating this principle is that it is not the body state itself
which produces a certain feeling but rather the interpretation placed
on that bodily state. In the original experiment during the 1950's.
Schachter and Singer gave epinephrine to their subjects.
Epinephrine will induce excitation or anxiety. Then they
approached different groups of subjects in various ways and the
nervous excitement generated by the drug was interpreted as being
the emotion involved in the response. The subjects then continued
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to have other physical experiences associated with that emotional
response. For example, when the subjects were approached by a
smiling member of the opposite sex, they developed the bodily
reactions associated with sexual arousal. (Ah, so it was a sex
drug!) When they were approached with contempt they
experienced anger and felt the other bodily reactions which are
appropriate to anger. (That pill made my blood boil!)
To use this, you have to be able to have a feeling that you can
describe accurately and then label as whatever you want. For
example, pain can be described to yourself as your bodys process
of self-healing. Another instance can be to describe a certain kind
of breathing as itself a form of getting high.
Trance is not some unusual, bizarre state; it's just a form of mental
focusing, and we naturally allow that to happen unless there is
something that challenged us or seems wrong. So it is important in
using words to go into a trance to say things that must be true. If I
told you that the light is very bright as you read this, it might not be
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for you and you'd become more critical. But if I just told you that
there is light that helps you see this, that has to be true and would
help you listen in a more focused manner to what I had to say. If I
told you you were standing up as you read this, that might not be
true and force you into a critical mode. But if I merely said, your
eyes are open as you read these words, that is true and helps you
focus further on what I have to say.
So to get into trance and begin to use the powers of your mind, it is
best just to note, in a general sort of way, what happens to be true
right now. And as you do this, you can use the non-specific
expression of that to amplify and unify your experience to the point
where you can accomplish what you desire.
I know you are wondering how these trivial facts about language
have been used to get people high. Especially since language is
more often used to focus consciousness in ways that are the
opposite of being high.
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The activities of consciousness which are used to focus on meanings
and sensation are the same activities that get you high when they are
focused in a different fashion. It's not a case of needing something
new; by being conscious enough to read and understand these words
you have all you need to alter your awareness now.
You can tell whether this makes sense because you have an inner
criterion for something making sense. Just as you can tell when you
are in another state of mind because you have a way of telling when
that has happened. You know what to look for in the way you feel
and the way your mind works. That's how you would know as you
look inside, just how what your state of mind is now. You could
even imagine what it's like when you're as high as you want. Now,
sometimes there's the temptation for me to go off into a pleasant
mental zone even as I'm trying to write these words.
People who use trance sometimes tell you to relax, but that's not
really necessary. You can do this anyway you want. Just amplify
your experience by identifying it consistently, going along with
whatever is true for you, whatever is happening until you are ready
to transition smoothly into being able to follow a suggestion that
takes you where you want to go.
It is a little known fact that you have a lot of control over how you
experience the things in your life. Your mind makes a huge
contribution to how you experience anything. Here we are not
talking about set and setting. We are discussing the specific way in
which your mind represents the experience. This representation is
how you choose to remember it and how you choose to talk to
yourself about it. How you remember it and think about it
determines your reactions to it. The specific form in which you
categorize each experience will predispose how you handle it.
Meditation
When I wander away, for this process of return, I just return to the
Celebration
What you celebrate, you nurture; and what you nurture, grows. So if
you want to nurture a higher state of consciousness, you should
celebrate it.
Dont make the mistake of celebrating what you think causes what
you desire. If you celebrate A (which you dont really want)
because you think it causes B (which is what you really like), you
just end up with a lot of A, but not necessarily a lot of B. To
celebrate the cause of what we really desire is one of the biggest
fallacies the human mind can commit and one of the most common.
Rehearse success, not the means to success.
Create a story line that leads you from where you feel yourself to be
to where you want to be. As you do so, embellish that story line
with symbols that have powerful meaning for you. Go over the
story, enriching it with detail and giving its plot powerful twists that
lead to the emergence of the consciousness you desire.
Once you have your story worked out, now imagine that you are
living through this story in the first person. Do so repeatedly so that
you feel the changes described are happening to you. If you
practice this every day, you will soon have built a way of leading
yourself from one level of consciousness to another, a way that is
reliable and predictable; a way you can control.
Escape!
All these techniques are well and good for empowered resourceful states,
but sometimes people use drugs, not to get high, but to avoid being 'down'.
That is to say, drugs are used as a means to cope with bad days and
negative situations.
Drugs serve as a powerful escape mechanisms for people who cannot cope
with their perceived situation. They use drugs as a means of becoming
emotionally unstuck. Taking a drug is something they realize they can do,
and the bodily change that results changes their emotional state because
emotions are always felt in the body.
What we're talking about here is learning how to deal with negative
feelings such as anger, inappropriate sexual arousal or lack thereof, fear,
the sense of being dominated by those agenda it is to control you, political
partisans who won't leave you alone and whom you cannot avoid,
deprecation & slander, frustration, and your own internal obsessive ranting
about all or some of the above.
These are common enough needs, whether or not you use drugs, and you
Ways of coping
What is needed are ways of coping with situations that get you emotionally
stuck and unhappy. There are 4 main ways to do this. First, reduce your
exposure to psychic material you can't handle. Second, develop the habit
of using whatever life brings for your own purposes. Third, learn to see it
differently. Fourth, change your response to something useful transmute
the energy within yourself.
As you develop a habit of using whatever life brings for your own
purposes, you will become very powerful and successful. You will take
advantage of what becomes available for your own purposes. You'll move
from being 'at effect' to being 'at cause'; from being a victim to being active
and the author or your fate. Just this change of attitude will alter the
significance of what may have been a trying situation. By getting into an
attitude of control, you'll feel better.
As a rule, collect three different answers as to how this situation could help
you or be turned to your advantage. By the time you have thought of three
answers as how this could help you, your emotions will have transformed
themselves into something more pleasant.
Other questions to ask, What is the best thing about this for me now?
How can I have fun with this? What's the smallest change that would
make this great?
Ask yourself what this would mean in a grander scheme of things, or how
you would see this next year? Would even care about how you feel now,
knowing what you did then?
Why are you certain you have to respond to this situation the way you
have? Is it because of some component or it? Could it turn out to have
different consequences than you anticipated? Are you sure there couldn't
be other important factors affecting ti that you haven't considered yet?
Their negativity probably wasn't even aimed at you. You just happened to
have been there at the wrong time. You were not their target. You are the
accidental victim of their own bad feelings.
But no matter, it makes you feel bad. You may not be able even to respond
to the person who got you into this state. But your body goes into a 'fight
It is at this point that people reach for their favorite drug in an attempt to
change the way they feel. But there is much better way to deal with this all
too common situation. You can take the emotion you are feeling, and use it
in a way that will change the way you feel, without striking out at someone
or holding it within you.
So, for example, someone snaps at me. Instead of snapping back at them,
or holding in my resentment, I realize that if I did not provoke their action,
I am not really their target their words were thrown at me but just
because I was there. I remember that I can use this energy for whatever I
want. Since I'm working on strengthening my stomach muscles. I do a few
contract/release cycles until the feeling of being abused goes away.
Afterward I feel clean and empty, open to whatever I have to deal with
next.
This is one of the most valuable techniques in this book, even tho' it
does not deal directly with the creation of positive states of mind.
Not getting into negatively altered states is very liberating.
Reducing the load of negativity carried within, or at least not adding
to it, changes the way life feels. It's such a relief not to anticipate
that every day will throw up something that will put me down or
make me feel bad. It's a form of mental security.
Changes of consciousness will often bring with them changes to the way
we experience time, and such changes are frequently used as a criterion of
whether your awareness has changed. Conversely, changing the way we
experience time can be sufficient to change our consciousness.
Of course, here we are not talking about physical time, a dimension of the
physical world. We are focusing on subjective time, which is a complex
and multi-faceted way we represent physical time to ourselves. Such a
representation is as much the product of consciousness as it is of the
external world.
Our sense of time is a product of both subjective factors and of our use of
external instruments that represent time spatially or numerically.
But there's more than sequence involved here. Our experience of time
includes our position in it, our orientation to it, our sense of its flow, the
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degree to which we are aware of time at all, the granularity of our sense of
time as well as how it related to external measuring devices.
In addition, our experience of time involves our dominant mental
operation. Are we mostly intuitive, sensory emotional or rational in the
way we live? Each of these dominant mental operations has its own
characteristic temporal orientation. Intuitive persons will focus on the
future, as that is where they see the possibilities that are important to them.
Emotional people will be concerned with the past, the source of those
feelings through which they interpret life. People whose dominant mental
activity is what they can experience with the senses will be oriented to the
present. Rational persons, whose favored way of seeing experience is
thought, tend to experience things within a time line that extends from the
past, through the present and into the future.
Each way of approaching experience is valid and useful, and each gives a
different emphasis to the way we can experience time.
Remaking time
We can readily alter our perception of the granularity of time. This is the
measure of how large a piece of time we consider a unit. Do we focus on a
minute or on an hour?
A powerful way to become aware of how the granularity of time affects our
day-to-day perception can come from the all too common experience of
waiting in line. Imagine yourself in a traffic jam. If your 'unit' of time is
the movement of each car through the intersection, the process can seem
interminable. But if your 'chunk' is the time it takes for you to get through
the whole line of traffic between you and the intersection, it will seem that
you're through it right away.
Going into a different brain state (see the next chapter on mind machines)
can powerfully alter the perception of the passage of time. In particular, in
alpha and theta states the passage of time will have a more relaxed feeling.
Another way to distort time involves the use of hypnosis. It depends the
fact that our brain is many times faster than anything that causes our
experiences - that is, even a fast moving object still gives us an experience
in real time, while our brain can imagine long sequences of such
experiences in a very short time. For example, it is possible to relive a
movie in full detail, which seem as if it takes several hours to view, in a
few seconds.
Note that such expansion of time only deals with material that has already
Now program yourself to have a very long time to perform the countable
activity and and that you will be able to comfortably complete many many
instances of that in the time you are going to give yourself. This time you
will find that that you are able to vastly increase the count of things you
can get done.
At this point, you are ready to enter trances and practice what you have
learned, or review moments that are particularly rewarding and supportive.
You will be able to experience hundreds or even thousands of repetitions in
the space of a few minutes while in trance. If review can help with the
subject you've chosen, you will find that it is as if you had practiced that
subject for weeks at the speed of normal consciousness, except that you
only needed to devote a few minutes while in trance to achieve this effect.
It doesn't seem to work as well for arts other than music because they do
not take time the way music does. It also doesn't seem to work for
temporal arts such as watching a movie of a play because such arts seem to
embed their own construction of time that produces a different experience.
Some people represent time as a line that crosses in front of them from left
to right. Others represent time as a line going from behind them (the past)
to the pace in front of them (the future). They feel immersed in time and
always about to confront what the future brings.
Just shifting from one pattern to the other will change your sense of time.
But you can do more with this pattern.
For example, if you imagine the time-line as it stretches out into the future
as sloping gently downward, you will see your future as being easy and
relaxed, as opposed to representing your time-line as sloping upwards into
the future (a harder uphill climb). Or you can imagine your future time-
line as having many paths, thus opening yourself to many possibilities
rather than just one. You can see it as short, meaning that future events
will be crowded on it, or stretched out, giving you the sense of having
adequate time to deal with what comes.
While these visualizations are purely subjective exercises, they will change
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your actual sense of time and your style of consciousness as a result.
IMPORTANT NOTE: If you or anyone else who would use these devices
is subject to any form of seizures, epilepsy, or visual photo-sensitivity,
using a pacemaker, suffering cardiac arrhythmia or other heart
disorders, or is currently taking stimulants, tranquillizers, or
psychotropic medications, DO NOT USE THESE MACHINES. While
using such machines, if you feel uncomfortable or bothered by the
flashing lights, stop your session.
Mind Machines are devices that provide controlled stimulation to the body
in the form of regular pulses of light, sound and possibly microvolts of
electrical energy. These stimuli are in various forms of extended rhythmic
patterns. When the body experiences these controlled stimuli, it reacts by
entraining itself to those rhythms. This affects the mode in which the brain
works and therefore the quality of consciousness that you enjoy. Mind
machines are very precise and powerful means of altering consciousness.
The experience is rather odd at first. You put on a pair of specially wired
opaque goggles and earphones. The program starts and you close your
eyes. But even though your eyes are closed you begin to see a kind of light
show. At the same time there is a regular beeping sound from the
earphones.
Soon you notice that the light show is changing and you follow these
changes. After a few minutes you may notice that you feel different. Its a
pleasant change, but hard to describe. Depending on the program, you may
be more tranquil, or more alert. All of this continues until the session
ends. Typically sessions go on for periods ranging from ten minutes (rather
short) to two hours (somewhat long). I prefer sessions that last about half
an hour but have used a wide range of times in my own work with mind
machines.
After trying alpha and beta sessions, you might want to try a theta and delta
session. Theta sessions are more imaginative whereas delta sessions can
lead either to sleep or to a profound thoughtless, calm clarity. This clarity
might not be enlightenment, but certainly is quite delightful.
Brain waves
Due the complexity of the brain, you are typically enjoying many different
frequencies of brain wave at once. Moreover, your brain will shift from
one pattern to another rapidly. As a result, the patterns your brain are
somewhat complex and may even appear to be chaotic.
Beta
Beta waves are the waves most common in normal waking consciousness.
They exhibit frequencies between 12 and 20 cycles per second. (Hertz is
Alpha
Whenever you relax, your brain shifts into the alpha class of brain waves.
These are between 8 and 12 Hertz. You feel calm, and receptive. Your
senses may seem sharper.
Theta
When you're drifting off to sleep, or just waking up, or having a vivid
daydream or actually dreaming during sleep, your brain will show a theta
wave pattern. At times like these logic and proportion seem to fall away
and ideas blend together in novel and amazing ways. Salvador Dali and
Pablo Picasso were wonderful at illustrating some of the possibilities of
this kind of consciousness. So were the composers Richard Wagner and
Igor Stravinsky. Theta waves are between 4 and 8 Hertz. You can
visualize well, and you will be more suggestible and more creative in this
state.
Delta
As you go into a deep dreamless sleep, your brain produces delta brain
waves. These waves are between .5 and 4 Hertz. These low brainwaves
tend to be the largest of all brainwaves in amplitude.
Entrainment
The rhythms of the brain we have been discussing are similar. When the
brain is exposed to stimulation at a frequency in the range to which the
brain can respond, the brain will tend to entrain itself to that frequency.
For example, if the eyes are exposed to a light that flashes 10 times a
second, the brain will have a tendency to develop alpha brain waves
(starting in the visual cortex) at about the same frequency. This is called
the Frequency Following Response (FFR) of the brain.
Simultaneous exposure to sounds that cycle on and off at the same 10 times
per second frequency will cause the entrainment to occur even more
rapidly.
This also works for levels of stimulation beyond alpha. If you experience
This is a powerful discovery. Since we can alter our mental states and
inner mood via simple external stimulation, we have a powerful, non-
invasive, reliable means of changing our state.
Even better, because the frequency of light and sound can be easily
controlled through instrumentation, the stimuli inducing change of state
can be replicated and precisely controlled. This means that we gain close
control of the state that is induced. We can repeat rather exactly the
stimulus that caused a kind of reverie or the degree of relaxation we
enjoyed. It is then possible to rapidly enter (or re-enter) that desired state.
While the Frequency Following Response is not the only thing operative
here, nevertheless, the experience it induces in one session will be anchored
to that specific pattern of stimulation and have a tendency to be re-evoked
when that specific kind of stimulation is experienced again.
In short, mind machines can bring the experience of getting high to a new
level unmatched by any other technology.
Naturally, as there are more features available, the price of the unit goes up.
The price range is typically between $100 US for simple models and $700
US for top of the line models with an amazing collection of features.
You can have powerful experiences with even the simplest models.
Stimuli
Sound is perhaps the most fundamental of these inputs and can be used to
induce very subtle types of stimulation. Individual tones can be given,
turning on and off at the desired frequency. Or it is possible to deliver
continuous tones to both ears which differ so that the beats between their
frequencies produces the desired frequency in the mind of the user. This is
called binaural stimulation. A powerful variant of this is to use two sets
of tones to produce two generated frequencies. This allows for complex
states to be evoked the most famous of which is the body asleep-mind
awake condition that is supposed to allow out-of-body-experiences to
occur.
Some of the original work with this kind of stimulation was done with light
sources. In the early 40s it was found that having subjects look at a strobe
light delivered at 10 hertz had a tranquilizing and relaxing effect. Of
course, the subjects were being entrained into an alpha wave state.
Just as sound has pitch, so light has color. Varying the color of the light
used by the subject can vary the way in a person will respond. A
combination of red and green electrodes in the goggles seem to deliver a
very colorful inner experience.
Because ECS does not involve the ears or eyes, it is possible to receive this
kind of stimulation while doing other things, such as reading, or while
performing sedentary tasks.
ECS stimulation tends to have more persistent after-effects than just light
and sound stimulation.
When pulses are delivered together, they are said to be in phase. When
they are delivered alternately, they are said to be out of phase. These
produced different experiences for the user. In general, in-phase
stimulation entrains more rapidly.
Dual binaural beats allow for some amazing mental states to be created that
far surpass any drug phenomena in sophistication. For example, a
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frequency of 5 Hz with a tone of 128 Hz combined with a 15 Hz frequency
with a tone of 512 Hz creates what can only feebly described as an alert
calm ecstasy. And there are hundreds of different combinations more that
may be explored here.
Programming
Thus far we have only described single, static states which can be produced
by mind machines. But the instruments can also be programmed to deliver
sequences of states, which greatly extends their power.
Usually, when a user begins to use a mind machine they will be in an alpha
or beta state, and if the target state is very different, it takes a while for
entrainment to happen, or for the mind to transition from its original brain
state to the desired one. One way to help the mind move smoothly from a
starting state to the desired state is to entrain at the state the user is
probably in when he begins to use the machine and them to ramp through
intermediate states to the desired state. Because the entrainment that
occurs at the beginning of the ramp is very close to the users current state,
it will happen swiftly and easily. Then by altering the delivered
frequencies to the desired state the user is gently lead to have the desired
experience.
Once it became obvious that this was possible, designers then began
building specific transitions into mind machine programs to achieve
various purposes. Programs for morning awakening, or having an
afternoon rest or for optimal learning were soon developed.
Typically any mind machine on the market will have at least a dozen of
these programs and some have up to 100 programs installed. In addition,
middle to high-end machines give the user the ability to develop programs
of their own. Needless to say, this opens up a huge domain for
explorations and self-configuration that expands the use of these machines
Ramps
After the period you wish to stay at the target level, it is usually good to
gradually ramp up to a good exit frequency close to normal consciousness.
The pattern of ramp, entrained state and return ramp is a classic form of
Mind Machine programming.
Sweeps
Tonal ranges
The pitch of the sound being used will cause the experience to be physical
or emotional or mental depending on the octave being used. A low octave
will cause the effects associated with its frequency to appear in a physical
form. Delta at a low pitch will cause physical rest while beta at a low pitch
will cause physical agitation. On the other hand delta stimulation at a high
pitch will cause a kind of mental pause or still clarity (delightful), while
high beta stimulation will cause mental agitation and nervousness similar to
drinking a lot of coffee.
The origins of physical efforts to alter consciousness is, like the use of
breathing techniques, shrouded in the mists of prehistory. Dance, Martial
Arts, Yoga and self-deprivation have all be used to change the way we
feel.
For the present purpose, I only wish to comment on some simple and as
yet, relatively unknown techniques that work well to alter consciousness.
Face
Lips
The lips are a powerful tool both for expressing and creating
consciousness. (We all learned this as children.) In particular, the degree of
tension or relaxation of the lips seem to both reflect and control the extent
to which we are allowing ourselves to either enjoy or resist experience.
It's worth noting that profoundly relaxing the lips is one of the best ways to
induce a state of awareness similar to that induced by the euphoriant drug
GHB (gamma hydroxybutyric acid).
The tongue
An easy way to enter into a relaxed meditative state is to relax the tongue.
Much of our thinking is involves internal verbalization which uses sub-
vocal micro-motions of the tongue muscles. Relaxing the tongue helps shut
down the process of inner verbalization which supports symbolic, beta-
wave consciousness.
The eyes
The eyes, and especially the muscles around the eyes are a powerful
creator/determiner of consciousness.
Anyone who has lived in those countries where women veil their faces will
know just how expressive the eyes can be. The young women there,
allowed no other means of showing their feelings in public, are mistresses
of this art. But we all have it. In the chapter on Sukhabhati the first step in
inducing that change of awareness is to smile only with the eyes. If you
start with the lips, it is less likely to induce the happy feeling being sought.
How to smile with the eyes alone? Think that you are looking at something
you love and your eyes will begin to smile. It feels as if they are shining.
Now just for contrast, think of some experience of harsh denial you have
undergone. And as you do this, sense how your eyes change. That will
show you how the eyes express awareness.
Now reverse the process. Begin to smile with your eyes without any
particular thought in mind. You will notice that your mind selects pleasant
The hand
Because we use our hands with such a variety of movements and with
relative speed, we may not identify the relationships of our hands to our
awareness usually we're focusing on our hand's relationship with the
objects with which they interact. But clearly these interactions are related
to our awareness and mood.
Brain Gym
'Brain gym' is a set of simple movements to help the body enter states
where the ability to learn is enhanced. Basically they are designed to
energize the communication between the various lobes and hemispheres of
the brain. They should be done before any session where you will be
absorbing new information, or when you are experiencing a block in
performance or awareness.
Lazy 8's
Hold your hand out in front of you and extend the thumb, Now draw a large
8 on its side (the infinity symbol) slowly in the air. As you do this continue
to focus on your thumb without moving your head. Of course this means
you have to follow it by moving your eyes, not by moving your head!
Brain buttons
Place your left hand on your navel and rub under your collarbone with your
right hand. Brain buttons stimulate the flow of blood to the brain and
gently wakes up the brain for effective sensory attention.
Cross crawling
Slowly walk in place, touching the knee of each leg with the opposite hand
as you raise the knee. This activates the whole brain, increasing
communication between the hemispheres. It is useful to do this when you
get stuck.
Hook-ups
Cross your feet and cross your rotated arms and clasp your hands, then
bring them up to your chest while holding them together. At the same
time, gently touch your tongue to the upper palette right behind your teeth.
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Maintain this for between 2 and 5 minutes.
Hook-ups have a calming effect, bringing the body out of emotional states
and allowing more rational, "cool" behavior to emerge. It is a powerful
stress buster. It can be used to change your state when you are excited or
disturbed and you want to change that.
The elephant
Starting with your left side, place your left ear on your left shoulder close
enough to hold a piece of paper. Then bend over to the left from your waist
without moving your hips of feet. Trace a lazy eight in the middle of your
visual field. This should be done for two or three minutes on each side.
This exercise integrates the whole body while improving vision, hearing
and the ability to sustain attention.
Thinking cap
Place your fingers on each ear and slowly uncurl the edge of the ear from
front to back. The Thinking Cap wakes up the whole hearing mechanism
and improves memory.
Energy Yawn
Massage both sides of the face around the temporal-mandibular joint while
slowly yawning. The energy yawn improves verbalization and
communication skills.
Calf pumps
The energizer
This is done sitting at a desk. Place both hands on the desk face down.
Inhale and as you exhale, bend your neck forward and drop your head until
your chin touches your chest. As you inhale, bring the head up until the
back is slightly arched. Repeat several times. This should be done every
fifteen minutes or so if you are working at a computer. The Energizer re-
energizes the mind and helps focus attention.
Autogenic training
The purpose of this is to focus your mind on feeling your body, and also to
become aware of what's happening in it.
To cancel, clench your fist and then straighten your arms. The bend your
elbows, bringing your hands up and down two or three times. Finally take
a deep breath and as you let it out open your eyes.
This simple procedure will become a tool for re-entering normal alert,
competent consciousness.
Now that you know how to begin and end a training session, the first
relaxation exercise is the limb heaviness exercise.
Selecting that arm which is the dominant arm. Then cancel. Repeat this
sequence three times.
body scan
heaviness exercise
canceling
heaviness exercise
canceling
heaviness exercise
canceling
It is important to understand that that you are not making this heaviness
happen, you are just repeating the suggestions verbatim and passively
observing what may happen. It is also important to know that there is no
hurry to achieve success the urge to attain success will be counter-
productive and actually reintroduce muscular tensions.
And then cancel. Repeat this whole sequence 3 times per session.
And then cancel. Repeat this whole sequence 3 times per session.
Do three or more sessions per day, usually at morning, midday and night.
Here we begin to integrate the suggestion of warmth into the exercise. This
will happen in the third week of your training.
On days 4-7, you add the suggestion that your legs are warm.
During the fourth week, add the suggestion that your heart beat is calm and
regular.
It breathes me
During the fifth week, you add a suggestion about breathing, in a passive
sense. The new suggestion is It breathes me.
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My right arm is heavy.
My arms and legs are heavy. (repeat 3 times)
My right arm is warm. (repeat 3 times)
My left arm is warm. (repeat 3 times)
My arms are warm. (repeat 3 times)
My right leg is warm. (repeat 3 times)
My left leg is warm. (repeat 3 times)
My legs are warm. (repeat 3 times)
My arms and legs are warm. (repeat 3 times)
My neck and shoulders are heavy. (repeat 3 times)
My heartbeat is calm and regular. [repeat 3 times)
It breathes me. (repeat 3 times)
I am at peace. (repeat 3 times)
Abdominal warmth
In week six, you add the suggestion of abdominal warmth. The script
becomes
Cool forehead
During the seventh week, you add the suggestion that your forehead is cool
and clear.
Confidence
In the eighth week, you being to add suggestions about your all over state,
such as I am calm and confident. So now the script is
At this point you are skilled in self-inducing a trance and both entering and
leaving a very relaxed state of being at will. Now you are ready to add
other useful suggestions to your script depending upon your own needs and
desires.
You have built a capacity to direct your mind and body powerfully. It is
important to make your suggestions positive and beneficial.
You should be careful about doing this, as you are speaking directly to the
subconscious mind and it will take things very literally. One autogenic
trainer reported that some male students decided to do the warmth exercise
on their sexual organs, and their sperm production decreased dramatically.
After they abandoned this suggestion, however, their sperm count returned
to normal.
Stillness
Don't move!
Here the trick is assume any comfortable posture and just keep it until the
urge to adjust your position arises. Simply ignore that urge and maintain
your position. As you let yourself remain immobile for a period beyond
what your body is used to, you will begin to alter your state of awareness.
Usually the effect is to induce a kind of waking reverie, a vivid kind of
daydream. Sit or lie still, and let your mind fly.
General Questions
When you get high from a drug, you must first obtain it, find a place
where you can take it safely, learn how to take it efficiently, spend
time taking it, deal with any physical side effects that you don't
want, and then wait for the drug to take effect, hoping that you got
the dosage just right.
Actually, in the long run, this is much easier and quicker than taking
a drug. You can learn some of these techniques in the time it would
take to smoke a half dozen joints. And then you have them at your
disposal freely, instantly and forever. You'll never have to wait for
privacy to get high. You'll never have to invest time in acquiring
your drug.
What you need to do is practice them when you can focus on them and
rehearse them to the desired degree of intensity. Once you get to
that point, you need to establish an anchor or trigger. This is a
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physical gesture that you only use for the purpose of entering into
the states you have developed.
The trick is to get into your desired state and then at the point
where it is close to its most intense and then do the special
behavior. Do this frequently to create a habitual association for
yourself. I find it often take a couple of dozen practices to really
hard-wire such a trigger in, but then it works like clockwork.
The more unique the gesture, even the more silly, the better you will
learn the association. But choose things you can do without being
noticed by others.
You also need to identify some things which are always true for you.
For this purpose I have selected (1) my body always has a sensation
of weight (2) I am always breathing and (3) I am always - to some
degree - awake when I want to do these techniques.
So the first layer is the happiness of the mediation. The second layer
are these constant feelings and my associating them with the first
feeling.
The third layer is that when I try to remember what they high felt
like, I can always do that.
In the same way you can always recover your high, whenever you look to
see if you are high - because you're being high is the very thing to
which you're turning your mind. So whenever you need to check on
whether you are still high, you are!
The fourth layer is a trigger to start the whole thing off. I wrote
about that is answer to the previous question.
Now this sounds a lot more complicated than it really is. In practice
it flows rather well. I get into a state I like and I'm constantly
being sustained in it, by things that are always true of my waking
But I am free to leave the state if I want to, or whenever I need to.
Presence
When you're doing Presence correctly, you won't be concerned with that
issue! You'll just be aware of what's happening around you. There is
sometimes a "snapping out of it" feeling as you go back into your
normal everyday trance. When you look back at the moments when you
were aware in Presence mode, you will notice that you were unemotional
or simply happy.
I've experienced Presence and it's really cool, but I don't feel
high like I do on pot.
What are you looking for to prove to yourself that you do feel high?
IF you are looking for a replication of a particular drug experience,
then perhaps you should look at the technique "Altered Kinesthetic
States". That is closer to the states of consciousness induced by
drugs you may have experienced in the past.
When you find yourself saying, "This must be that" or "This ought to
be like this" then part of your awareness is not based in the present
but in some context or hope or memory. That is OK in itself, so long
as you don't let that context, hope or memory swallow you up because
you are holding on to them so vigorously you lose your connection to
the present.
Do you want to feel happy, or do you want to continue feeling the way
you do? It's your choice.
You may feel that you don't have the right to feel happy or that
things have to be different for happiness to be correct or
justified. You may be looking for a raise, or to fall in love or to
have better health as something that will give you the right to feel
happy. And right now those things haven't happened. But even though
that may be true, why does that mean you can't be happy?
You yourself support the rules and criteria for happiness that work
for you. And you can change those rules whenever you want. (Or do
you also have rules about when you can change your own rules?)
When you practice this when you are alone, make a really big smile.
And just when you're doing that imagine hearing a huge crowd cheering
you for every good thing you've ever done. (Trust me, Eyore, they'll
come to you.) As you imagine that sound, raise your head as if thing
were looking up.
The method for making this last longer was given in the general
section of this FAQ. To briefly repeat it, develop a positive state
and build an association with experiences that you always are having -
such as feeling your own weight, breathing or being awake. Realize
that when your attention shifts, you can always go back into this
state. And build a trigger for it when you want to start it.
Breathing
I prefer the early morning when I have just arisen. Another good time
is late morning, when you have digested breakfast and are still clear
headed. A third time is mid-evening, after supper has settled.
Take your time. It's better to lengthen the session with a simple
breathing pattern you can easily do than to extend the length of each
breath by using a higher multiple of the basic pattern.
With breath patterns that are meant to stimulate you, you should be
able to feel the stimulation immediately. Similarly with calming
breaths, look for a the emergence of a more peaceful feeling. With
some of the other breathing patterns you should observe that you are
falling into a 'groove' in which keeping the pattern going seems like
the path of least resistance. You will get the sense of the breathing
process becoming one of 'effortlessly being breathed' rather than of
actively breathing. At this point you will start to feel the pleasure
of the pattern.
Hypnosis
You should put it into all three 'persons' of speech - I feel warm;
you feel warm; Harold feels warm.
You should then put your present tense sensory descriptions into
dependent clause - I don't know yet how fully I will feel a pleasant
warmth in my belly or how soon I'll feel a delightful laziness.
When your suggestions are in dependent clauses, you mind has to form
an image of what those clauses mean to understand the sentence. And
it's not something that I can reject - I don't know when I'm going to
feel stoned, do I? Anything that is well described is a command to
the unconscious.
Just one suggestion may not work very well. But when you put 50 or 100
suggestions in this form together, they will have an effect.
When you have compiled your suggestions this way, record them on a
tape which you can them listen to when you want to induce a high
state. As you record the tape, speak slowly and pleasantly in a tone
that you will enjoy listening to. (I found, being a man, that having
a woman read suggestions to me worked rather well. What was cool was
that she went into a trance while she was reading them!)
Advertising and politicians use this kind of language all the time to
lead us into the reality of motivation and desire that they want. I'm
just adapting it to our own purposes.
Meditation
Remember that the people who started many of the traditions did not
themselves have teachers. They may have had some ideas about how to
begin their search from their culture or from other teachers but they
went ahead and discovered for themselves what worked for them. They
The best subjects will be simple, stable and emotionally neutral for
you.
You can meditate on almost anything that you can return your attention
to in a concentrated way. Simple objects, like a coin, can work.
Even better, simple bodily processes like breathing, or one's sight,
or the "inner light" will work.
As with any practice, you should start will a period of time that you
can manage. You want to create success early in your practice. 10 -
15 minutes in a good period at first, short enough that you can do it,
but long enough to give you practice in returning to your meditation
subject.
If you are worried about getting high with meditation while you
meditate, it will interfere with your concentration. You will be
constantly distracting yourself to check 'Am I getting high?' But if
you just continue to concentrate on your meditation subject, not
caring how you are being affected ( how high you are getting), you'll
get very high with practice.
You can expect to experience the things that are the most important
elements of that kind of high. For example, if seeing paisley patterns
on surfaces is how you tell that you are high on a strong psychedelic,
you will see them. If having the walls move is what you expect, you
will see that.
Stuff like breathing walls and paisley patterns are phenomena within
consciousness, and perhaps evidence of its quality, but they are not
the state of consciousness itself. Since they are visible (and fun),
trippers dote on them. But they're the content of a certain
awareness, not that awareness itself.
Just hallucinations you say? No more than the common view of the
solidity and flatness of the wall is. Actually, physics trells us the
wall is a sparse shimmering lattice of energetic processes. Both the
"flat solid" perception and the "breathing, alive" perception are both
So the answer to the original question is this: you'll see what you
typically saw, and you can recover phenomena by getting back into the
belief context that was active at the time.
Start with experiences which have a definite startup sequence that you
can recall. These are the easiest to recover with this technique,
which depends upon using that initial sequence of phenomena to access
your memory of how you previously got high. It is also important to
do this where you can allow yourself to let the high occur and
persist. Don't do this where you will be interrupted, because you will
be training yourself to fail. Choose a time and a place where you can
enjoy the results.
Mind machines
When you feel you are beginning to enter into a state you like, create
an anchor by touching yourself in a specific place or saying a certain
word in a certain way. The anchor should be quite specific to the
state you want to recall. Then when you wish to re-invoke that state,
use that anchor to help you remember it.
The ideal way to start would be to set aside a time every days for a
couple of weeks when you are going to work with your machine. Do not
do this at a time and place where you are likely to be interrupted. (But
if you find you are interrupted, that's OK. Just end your session and
continue the next day.)
Begin with alpha wave programs just to get practice in working with
the machine. Such programs are also an enjoyable place to start.
You may find that you fall asleep during some of the programs, or that
there is a period where you have "no-mind". This quite OK and
natural. (Typically, you will feel quite refreshed after this
happens.) At other times, you will just experience various sorts of
kaleidescopic hallucinations followed by a change in awareness, both
in the way you think and the subject matter of your thoughts.
Sample theta states gently; some people have strong emotional issues
that will re-occur to them in such states and you will have to deal
with them by yourself. If it is unpleasant - just take off the
equipment and stop the session.
This is less likely to occur though, because of the way theta sessions
are induced. The programs that lead to such states will first entrain
you into a very relaxing alpha meditation-like state before
entraining you into the more hypnotic theta states. So you will be
entering such states in a relatively unstressed manner. Since the
approach has a different signature than what triggered stressful
episodes in the past, your utilization of this level of consciousness
is likely to be very different.
If you find theta states to your liking, you can begin exploring the
levels between 6 - 4 Hz. This is much more dreamy, imaginative and
open to some of the different time distortion phenomena discussed
elsewhere. But there is a strong possibility of inducing the "no-mind"
or sleep states at these relaxed brainwave levels. This is why I like
to do low theta states in the morning when I don't need sleep.
Having acquired some experience along these lines, you might want to
experience delta sessions and high beta sessions. Delta brain waves
are associated with dreamless sleep, so you may very likely fall
asleep at some point. If you do remain awake, you will experience a
Yes, they do. Consult your doctor and follow their advice. The value
of your doctor is that he or she provides not only medical knowledge
and experience, but also an objective perspective and diagnostic
capabilities you do not have.
One legitimate problem doctors may have with instrumentation like mind
machines is a lack of specific control. Since most machines come with
controls that allow the user to adjust them in myriad ways, the
physician has no way of knowing that you are following their
recommendations. It is as if they were to prescribe a specific drug
for your problem and then send you home with an entire pharmacy in
your pocket. How would they know that you were following their
recommendations? So it is understandable they don't feel comfortable
with the current state of the art.
This can work well, and you can use the smiling breath technique to
"anchor" specific brainwave states you like. In addition, the smiling
breath technique can add a specific direction to a given brainwave
state.
Stillness
Actually, to answer the question you merely have to try it. When you
are motionless, your attention can withdraw from its concerns with
your environment and your inner life is correspondingly enriched in a
away that reflects your current mind set and physical setting.