The document is a poem about growing up with an absent father and struggling with feelings of fear, hate, and being powerless as a result. The speaker describes how their father left them at a young age, stealing their innocence, and how their mother was often blacked out, making the speaker feel unloved. As an adult, the speaker is now walking the streets alone as a "fatherless child" and "social disease," feeling empty inside and wondering how anyone could love them given their broken home life. The poem repeats refrains of the speaker feeling hopeless, helpless, and powerless, and questions why their father abandoned them.
The document is a poem about growing up with an absent father and struggling with feelings of fear, hate, and being powerless as a result. The speaker describes how their father left them at a young age, stealing their innocence, and how their mother was often blacked out, making the speaker feel unloved. As an adult, the speaker is now walking the streets alone as a "fatherless child" and "social disease," feeling empty inside and wondering how anyone could love them given their broken home life. The poem repeats refrains of the speaker feeling hopeless, helpless, and powerless, and questions why their father abandoned them.
The document is a poem about growing up with an absent father and struggling with feelings of fear, hate, and being powerless as a result. The speaker describes how their father left them at a young age, stealing their innocence, and how their mother was often blacked out, making the speaker feel unloved. As an adult, the speaker is now walking the streets alone as a "fatherless child" and "social disease," feeling empty inside and wondering how anyone could love them given their broken home life. The poem repeats refrains of the speaker feeling hopeless, helpless, and powerless, and questions why their father abandoned them.
My father was a fuck up absolutely insane He walked out the door straight out of my life He stole my innocence like a thief in the night I had a handful of cards stacked against me Mama's blacked out I couldn't tell if she loved me I gave up cause I didn't have a family I fell hard with nobody there to catch me Somebody catch me
Fear I'm hopeless
Hate I'm helpless Love I'm powerless I gotta get out of this Fear No choice in Hate This crisis Love It's heartless I'm so sick of this Why did you abandon me? How could you just walk away? Fear I'm hopeless Hate I'm helpless Love I'm powerless I gotta get out of this
Now I'm out here walking the streets
I'm a fatherless child I'm a social disease There's no love living in a broken home I never ever thought I'd have to live it alone Then I talked to God said I was empty How could anybody ever possibly love me? I know that it hurts at the minute It'll drag you to hell if you let it Drag you to hell if you let it
Fear I'm hopeless
Hate I'm helpless Love I'm powerless I gotta get out of this Fear No choice in Hate This crisis Love It's heartless I'm so sick of this Why did you abandon me ? How could you just walk away ? Fear I'm hopeless Hate I'm helpless Love I'm powerless I gotta get out of this
I've lost my innocence
You've tried to take my hope You've tried to take me down I found myself again No you can't take my heart No you can't take me down Cause karma comes around
Fear I'm hopeless
Hate I'm helpless Love I'm powerless I gotta get out of this Fear No choice in Hate This crisis Love It's heartless I'm so sick of this Why did you abandon me ? How could you just walk away ? Fear I'm hopeless Hate I'm helpless Love I'm powerless I gotta get out of this