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Ganapattarai Insideஞானப்பட்டறை bagavath iyya tamil
Ganapattarai Insideஞானப்பட்டறை bagavath iyya tamil
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ekJ mwpNt jdf; F md; d pakhf vijNah
fz;Lgpbf;f Kaw;rp nra;fpwJ. jdf;F
md;dpakhf VNjh ,Ug;gjhfTk; mJ fw;gid
nra; J nfhs; f pwJ. mg; g b ehk; VNjh xd; i wj;
NjbNdhkhdhy;> mjw;fhf ehk; Kaw;rp nra;Ak;
NghJ> ehk; NjbaJ $l ekf;Ff; fpilf;fyhk;.
mg; g b fpilj; j g; g pwFjhd; ehk; cz; i kahfj;
Njba nghUs; mJty; y vd; g J njupatUk; .
ehk; NjLtijg; gw;wpa rupahd epu;zak; ekf;Ff;
fpilj;Jtpl;lhy;> Njitaw;w NjLjy; epd;WtpLk;.
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Nf : ePqf
; s; vg;gb ,jidf; fz;Lgpbj;jPuf
; s; ? ePqf
; s;
,e; j epiyf; F te; j topiaf; $wpdhy; mJ
vq;fSf;F cjtpahf ,Uf;Fk;. rpWfr; rpWf
xt;nthU khw;wkhf Vw;gl;L> KO khw;wj;jpw;F
te;Jtpl;Bu;fsh? my;yJ NtW tifahd
khw;wkh?
= : rpWfr; rpWf> gbg; gbahf Vw;gl;l khw;wk; vd;W
,jidr; nrhy;y KbahJ. nra;tjw;F xd;Wk;
,y;iy vd;W njupe;Jnfhz;l khj;jpuj;jpy;> me;j
mj; j pahak; > KOtJkhf Kbe; J Ngha; t pl; l J.
kNdhuP j pahf vd; d epfo; e ; j hYk; > mjidr;
rP u ikf; F k; vz; z k; Vw; g Ltjpy; i y. epfo; t J
midj;Jk;> vdJ Kbit cWjpg;gLj;JtjhfNt
mike;Jtpl;lJ. mjw;F khw;Wf; fUj;J ,Ug;gjhf
ve;j re;ju;gg ; Kk; Vw;gltpy;iy. ntsp cyfpy;
nra;tjw;F vJTk; ,y;iy vd;w gpur;rpid vdf;F
Vw;gltpy;iy. ehd; njupe;J nfhz;lij
kw;wtu;fSf;Fj; njuptpf;fNtz;Lk; vd;w
Ntiyia ehd; ifapy; vLj; J f; n fhz; l jhy; >
vdf;Fntsp cyfKk; Kf;fpaj;Jtk; cilajhf
,Ue;jJ. mjdhy; tpuf;jp kdg;ghd;ik vJTk;
vdf; F Vw; g ltpy; i y. Mu; t j; J ld; nray; g l
nray;fs; ,Ug;gjhy;> ntsp cyfk;> vd;idg;
nghUj; j mstpy; > tpupe; J jpwe; J ,Uf; f pwJ.
cs; N sAk; > ntspNaAk; ve; j nray; f isAk;
itj; J f; n fhs; s hky; ,Uf; F k; epiyg; g hL>
rd;dpahrpfSf;Fkl;Lk; nghUj;jkhdjhFk;. %d;W
ehl;fSf;FNky; Xu; ,lj;jpy; jq;f$lhJ vd;gJ>
mtu; f Sf; F tpjpf; f g; g l; l fl; L g; g hL. mjdhy;
mtu;fSila KO tho;f;ifiaANk
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capNuhl; l khf (lively) khwptpLk; . mtu; f s;
xt;nthU ehSk; GJg;GJ R+o;epiyiar; re;jpf;f
Ntz;baJ Vw;gLk;.
Mdhy; ekJ tho;tpy; xNu R+o;epiyia kPzL ; k;
kPzL
; k; re;jpf;f Ntz;batu;fshf ,Uf;fpd;Nwhk;.;
mq;Nf rhjpg;gjw;F gpuk;khjkhf vJTk; ,y;yhj
epiyapy;> xU rypg;Gk; > t p u f ; j p A k ; V w ; g l
tha;gG; s;sJ. mfj;jstpy; gpuk;khz;lkhf
vijNah rhjpf;fNtz;Lk; vd;w epiyapy; ehk;
,Uf; F k; tiuapYk; > me; j j; NjLjNy> ek; i k
cw;rhfg;gLj;jp te;jpUe;jJ. mfj;jstpy; mg;gb
vijAk; milaj;Njitapy;iy vd;w epiyapy;
mJ rk; k e; j g; g l; l cw; r hfKk; ek; i k tpl; L g;
Ngha; t pLfpwJ. mjdhy; Vw; g l; l ntw; w plj; i j
ntsp cyf eltbf;iffspy; nfhz;l <Lghl;bd;
%ykhf> XusT <Lfl;lyhk; vdj;Njhd;WfpwJ.
vd; i dg; nghWj; j stpy; mfj; j stpy; vijAk;
nra;aj; Njitapy;iy vd;w KbTf;F te;jTld;>
kpfg;ngupa ghuj;ijf; fPNo ,wf;fp itj;jijg;
Nghd;w epk;kjp vdf;F Vw;gl;lJ.
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Nf : ehd; vd;Dk; ,af;fk; vg;gb Vw;gLfpd;wJ?
= : ehd; vd;Dk; czu;T> ek;Kila rpe;jidia
Mjhukhff;nfhz;Nl Xu; cUtj;ijAk;>
jFjpiaAk; ngWfpwJ.
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fpilf;Fk;NghJ> me;j rf;jp ekf;Ff; fpilj;J
tpl;ljhd xU epiwT ekf;F fpilf;fpwJ. ,g;gbg;
Gwj; j stpy; gad; gLtijg; Nghd; w xU
gad; g hl; i lj; j hd; ,J nfhLf; f pwJ. ehk;
nra;tjw;F xd;Wk; ,y;iy vd;W fz;L;
gpbg;gijf;$l xU jpahdk; vd;W $wp tplyhk;.
Mdhy; ,jDila tpisthf> ,j;jifa
jpahdNk xU KbTf;F te;J tpLfpwJ. bA+dpqi ; f
KOtJkhf epWj;jptpLfpwJ. mfj;ijg; nghWj;j
mstpy; VjhtJ bA+dpq; Njitg;gl;lhy;>
mJ jhdhf Vw; g Lk; Ml; N lh bA+dpq; f hf
(auto tuning) ,Ue; J tpLfpwJ. manual tuning
jhd; (ehkhf Kad;W tbt-ikg;gJjhd;)
Njitaw;wJ. ekJ jpahdj;jpd; %yk; VjhtJ
ey;y tpisTfs; Vw;gLk; gl;rj;jpy; mij ePqf ; s;
njhlHe;J Nkw;nfhs;tjpy; jtW fpilahJ. jPtpuj;
jd; i kia tpl; L tpl; L > tpisahl; l hfTk; >
MHtj; j pd; ntspg; g hlhfTk; mjid eP q ; f s;
Nkw;nfhs;syhk;. fhiyapy; fhyhw rpwpJ J}uk;
elf; f pNwhk; . me; j eilNa XH ,dpikahd
mDgtkhf ,Uf;fpwJ. VNjh gzpapd;; epkpj;jk;>
VNjh xU Nehf;fj;Jf;fhf ehk; mg;gb ele;J
nrd; w hy; > mJ ekf; F xU ghukhf ,Uf; F k; .
jpahdj;ijAk;> jpahdj;Jf;fhf kl;LNk ePq;fs;
nra;tjhdhy; mJTk; ey;y mk;rNk.
Nf : clYf;fhfTk;> kdJf;fhfTk; itj;Jf;
nfhs;syhk;.
= : Mkhk;. Gwf;fhupaq;fspy; <LgLk; NghJ> ehd; vdJ
kdij rydkpy; y hky; itj; J f; n fhs; N td;
vd;W ehk; ekJ kdij bA+d; nra;Njhkhdhy;>
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mJ jw; f hypfkhfNt rhj; j pakhFk; . mJ xU
Nghuhl;lj;ijNa Vw;gLj;jptpLk;.
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epfo; t hff; n fhz; L te; J tpLfpd; w du; . mij
ruhrup kdpjNdhL njhlu; G gLj; J k; tifapy;
mwptpay; uPjpahf mjid mtu;fs; ruptu tpsf;fpf;
nfhLf; f tpy; i y. mJjhd; tpj; j pahrk; . Njdp
Rthkpia vLj;Jf;nfhz;lhy;> mtu;fs; mile;j
epiyf; F k; vdJ epiyf; F k; NtWghL vJTk;
fpilahJ. Mdhy; mtu;fs; mjid ntspg;gLj;jp
tpsf;Fk; Kiw NtW.
Njdp Rthkpiag; nghUj; j mstpy; > ehNd
mJ. ehNd guk;nghUs; vd;Dk; xU fUj;ijj;
jdf; F s; Cl; L fpwhu; . mjdhy; ehNd mJ
vd; D k; fUj; J ekf; F s; Vw; W nfhs; s g; g l; L
tpLfpwJ. ehNd mJ vd; g jw; F vjpuhf NtW
ve;jf; fUj;Jk; nfhLf;fg;glhj epiyapy;> ehNd
mJ vd; w fUj; J kl; L Nk nray; g LfpwJ.
me; e piyapy; > jdpg; g l; l ehd; vd; g jw; f hd
jdpg;gl;l nray; vJTk; ,y;yhky; Ngha;tpLfpwJ.
ehk; nra; t jw; F vJTk; ,y; i y vd; g ij
mtu; NtW Xu; mZFKiwapd; %ykhf rhjpjJ ;
tpLfpwhu;. Mdhy; mJ Neu;Kfkhd ghijay;y.
Rw; w p tisj; j epiyapy; > ehk; ngw; w mNj
KbTf;F te;J tpLfpwuh;. mjdhy; jhd;> jhd;
te; j topia> kw; w tu; f Sf; F j; njspTgLj; J k;
tifapy; nrhy; y Kbtjpy; i y. gf; j papy;
rudhfjpf;F tUk;NghJk;> vy;yh nray;fisAk;
,iwtdplk; xg;gilf;Fk; NghJ> ekf;F ve;jr;
nraYk; fpilahJ vd; w KbTf; F te; J
tpLfpNwhk;. me;epiyapy; rupahd tpisT Vw;gl;L
tpLfpwJ. Mdhy; ,g; g b epfo; t J Nfhbapy;
xUtUf;Fj;jhd; Vw;gLk;.
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Nf : kdg;G+Htkhf ruzhfjpapypUe;jhy; ,g;gb Vw;gl;L
tpLkh?
= : Mkhk;. Mdhy; mjw;F vjpuhf NtW VjhtJ xU
vjpu; g hu; g ; i g CLUt tpl; L tpl; l hy; > ruzhfjp
mk; r k; Ntiy nra; a hky; Ngha; t pLk; . ,uz; L
tpjkhf ehk; feeding nra;jhy; rupahd tpisT
Vw;glhJ.
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Uf; f pwJ. jdf; F ,J vg; g b Vw; g l; l J vd; W
mtiuNa mtu; Nfl;Lg; ghu;j;jpUf;fpwhu;.
gpuhzahkk; xd;iwj;jhd; mtu; ntF fhykhfr;
nra;J te;jpUe;jjhy;> mjdhy; kl;LNk me;jj;
njspTte;jpUf;f Ntz;Lk;> vd;w KbTf;F te;J
mijNa gyuplKk; njuptpjJ ; tUfpwhu;.
cz;ikapy; vJTk; cjttpy;iy vd;w ifaW
epiyapy;jhd; mJ Vw;gl;Ls;sJ. Mdhy; mtu;
mjid mg; g bg; Gupe; J nfhs; s hky; > jhd;
vg; N ghNjh nra; j gpuhzahkj; j pd; tpisthfj;
jhd; me;j epiy Vw; g l; l jhff; fUjptpLfpwhu; .
nra;tjw;F vJTk; ,y;iy vd;gJ mtUf;Fs;
feeding Mdij mtuJ kdJ cs;Kfkhf Vw;Wf;
nfhz; b Uf; f pwJ. mjdhy; j hd; mtUf; F me; j
tpLjiy epfo;ej ; pUf;fpwJ.
Nf : mtu; Gj;jpgG
; +Htkhfg; GupeJ
; nfhs;stpyi
; yah ?
= : Gj; j pg; G+u; t khfj; j hd; Gupe; J nfhz; b Uf; f pwhu; .
Mdhy; mtuJ Gj;jp> Rthrg; gapw;rpjhd; fhuzk;
vd;W $wpapUf;fpwJ. mJ rupahd Gupjy; my;y.
Mdhy; jd;dhy; vJTk; nra;a Kbatpy;iy
vd; w KbTf; F te; j Gupjy; kl; L Nk rupahd
Gupjyhf ,Uf;fpwJ.
Nf : Rthrg; gapwr
; pfF
; gyd; fpilahjh ?
= : Rthrg; gapw;rpf;F epr;rakhfg; gyd; cs;sJ.
cly; MNuhf;fpak; fpilf;fpwJ. kd MNuhf;fpak;
fpilf;fpwJ. Mdhy; gapw;rpapd; %ykhf> ehk;
$Wk; kdj; njspit mile; J tpl KbahJ.
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njspTf; F k; jpahd Kaw; r pfSf; F k; rk; k e; j k;
fpilahJ. njspjy; vd; g J Gj; j pg; G+u; t khd
Ma;T kl;LNk.
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cs;sJ.
Nf : gjQ;r
; ypNahfj;jpy;> rkhjp jhd; filrpahd G+uz
epiy vd;W $wg;gLfpwNj ?
= : vdf; F mJgw; w pa njspthd fUj; J ,y; i y.
,Ue; j hYk; > mtH Qhdk; gw; w pa fUj; i jf;
$wpaJNghy; Njhd;wtpy;iy. me;j rkhjp epiy
vd; g J xU G+uz epiyahff; $ l ,Uf; f yhk; .
Mdhy; njspT Vw;gl;lhy;jhd; ekf;F epue;jukhd jPHT
fpilf; F k; . rkhjp epiyapy;
,Uf; F e; N jhWk; VNjh xU ey; y epiyapy;
,Uf;fyhk;.
Nf : mJTk; $l xU maintained state jhdh ?
= : Mkhk;.
Nf : mJTk; khWjYf;F cl;gl;lJjhdh ?
= : Mkhk;. J}q;fp tpopgg
; ijg; Nghd;wJjhd;. ukzH
$l ,ijg;gw;wp gy ,lq;fspy; $wp ,Uf;fpwhH.
rkhjp fiye;jJk; ruhrup mDgtq;fs; kPz;Lk;
jiyJ}f;fp tpLtjhff; $wpapUf;fpwhH. tprhuk;
nra;J njspT ngw;why; kl;LNk Kf;jp epiy
fpilf;Fk; vd;gij rh];jpuq;fs; gy ,lq;fspYk;
njspTglf; $wpAs;sd.
Nf : N[.Nf. $Wk; NghJ> MW iky; J}uk; elf;Fk;
NghJk; vz;zq;fNs Vw;gltpyi ; y vd;W $WfpwhH.
mJ ekf;F xU gpuk;kpgi ; g Vw;gLj;JfpwJ. Mdhy;
mijf; ftdpj;Jg; ghHf;Fk; NghJjhd; njupfpwJ>
mtUf; F kw; w Neuq; f spy; vz; z q; f s; te; J
nrd;wpUf;fpd;wd vd;gJ. mirtw;w epiy vd
xd; W ,Ue; j hy; mJ ehk; maintain gz; z pa
epiyahfj; j hd; ,Ue; j pUf; f Ntz; L k; vd; W
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Njhd;WfpwJ.
= : Mkhk;. vitahdhYk;> te;J Ngha;f;
nfhz;bUg;gJjhd; rupahd epiyahFk;. mjdhy;
jhd; mj w; F g pu thf k; v d ; w ng a i uf ;
nfhLj;Js;Nshk;.
Nf : ftdpj;jYk;> GupjYk; kl;Lk;jhd; cz;ikahdJ.
rupjhdh ma;ah ?
= : Gupjy; kl; L k; NghJkhdJ. ftdpj; j y; $l
Kf; f paj; J tk; ,y; y hjJjhd; . mJ Njitg;
gl;lhy;> mJNghf;fpy; te;J nry;y Ntz;baJ
jhd;.
Nf : N[.Nf. ml;nld;rd; vd;W nrhy;Yk; NghJk; mtu;
Kaw; r piaf; Fwpg; g pltpy; i y. Mdhy; mJ
Kaw;rpNghy ehk; jhd; jtwhfg;GupeJ
; nfhs;fpNwhk;.
= : Mdhy; rpy Ntisfspy; mtu; ek;ik
Kad; W ftdpf; F k; g b $Wthu; . $l; l k; ele; J
nfhz;bUf;Fk;NghJ rpy Ntisfspy;> tpkhdk;
gwg; g J cz; L . mg; N ghJ mtu; $l; l j; j py;
cs; s tu; f splk; > me; j Xiriaf; ftdpj; J
mjNdhNlNa nry; Y k; g b nrhy; Y thH. (Altend
it; go with it ) vd;Dila fUj;Jf;fs; N[.Nf.Ald;
kl;Lk;jhd; 90% xj;JtUk;. kw;wtHfNshL ,e;j
msTf;F xj;JtuhJ.
Nf : N[.Nf.f;Fk; cq;fSf;Fk; vjpy; 10% Kuz;ghL
cs;sJ ?
= : m t H Choiceless awareness, sensitiveness,
atention vd;W Kf;fpaj;Jtk; nfhLj;J NgRthu;.
mtw; i w e hk; m i la N t z ; L N k h v d ; w
vz;zj;ij Vw;gLj;jptpLthu;. ek;ik mwpahky;>
ehk; miltjw;F mjdhy; VNjh xd;W Vw;gl;L
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tpLfpd;wJ. ,jdhy; ehDq;$l mtiuAk;> rupahd
cz; i kiaAk; Gupe; J nfhs; s Kbahky; ntF
fhykhf rpukg; g l; N ld; . mtu; gz; z Ntz; L k;
vd epidj;J gz;zhtpl;lhYk;> ek;ik mwpahky;
Xu; yl; r paj; i j Vw; g Lj; j pf; nfhs; S k; g b
MfptpLfpwJ. ehd; mw; w epiyia mila
Ntz; L k; N ghy xU J}z; L jiyAk; mtu;
Vw;gLj;jpaJNghy; Njhd;Wk;. cz;ikapy; ehd;
mw; w ij milaNtz; L k; vd; W epidg; g jhy; >
me;j ehd;> NkYk; gyk; ngw;W tpLfpwJ. mg;gb
ehd; miltjw;F vJTk; ,y;iy vd;gij ehd;
czUk; N ghJ> ehd; vd; g Jk; $ l gputhfj; j pd;
mk;rkhfptpLfpwJ. ehd; vd;gJ$l xU Kbtw;w
,af;fkhfptpLfpwJ. mJ Kf;fpaj;Jtk; ngwhj
epiyapy; j hd; infinite vd;Dk; jFjpia
milfpwJ. epr; r akw; w jd; i kia mile; J
tpLfpwJ. ,J ,j;jifa jd;ik cilaJ vd;w
jd; i kia ,oe; J tpLfpd; w J. ehd; vd; g J
vg; N ghJk; ,Uf; f pwJ. Mdhy; mJ efu; e ; J
nfhz;Nl ,Ug;gjhy;> mJ jdJ jdpj; jd;ikia
,oe;J> infinite MfptpLfpwJ. maintain gz;Zk;
NghJ mJ Definite state MfptpLfpwJ. Infinite
I czu ehk; Kaw;rp nra; t jpy; i y. Defenite
state Mf mjidg; gpbj; J itf; f hky; > mJ
jputkhfg; Ngha; t pl ehk; mjid mDkjpj; J
tpLfpNwhk;. Infinite I NjLtjhy; Defenite state
jhd; gyk; ngWfpwJ. Defenite state I
mJNghf;fpy; tpl;L tpl;lhy;> mJNt infinite Mfp
tpLfpwJ. fl; L g; g l; l xd; W > fl; L g; g hl; L f; F s;
mlq; f hj xd; w hfptp Lfpd; w J. ciw
epiyapypUe;J> jput epiyf;F te;J tpLfpdw ; J.
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Nf : vz;zkw;w epiyapy; ,Uf;fNtz;Lk; vd;W gy
fhyKk; ekf;Fr; nrhy;yg;gl;Ls;sJ> ekf;F xU
gjpthf mike;J Ngha;tpll
; J.
= : Mkhk;.
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= : Ntz; L nkd; w hy; > ehkhff; $ l mjw; F Kaw; r p
nra; J nfhs; s yhk; . ekJ tP l ; b w; F Kd; d hy;
nry;Yk; Nuhl;ilg; Nghd;wJjhd; mJ.
Njitg; g l; l hy; me; j Nuhl; i l cgNahfpj; J
nfhQ; r J}uk; ele; J tpl; L j; jpUk; g yhk; . Mdhy;
mJ ehk; trpf;Fk; tPly;y. QhdKk;> tpLjiyAk;
jhd; ehk; trpf; F k; ,lkhFk; . ntspg; G wf;
; f hupaq; f Sf; F jpahdj; i jg; gad; g Lj; j pf;
nfhs;syhk;.
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nraNyhL nghUe;Jk;NghJ mJNt xU
enjoyment Mf cs;sJ. nraypd; gyd; $l>
,uz;lhk;gl;r Kf;fpaj;Jtk; cs;sjhf
,Uf; f pwJ. tpisTf; f hfj; j hd; fhupaq; f isr;
nra; f pNwhk; . Mdhy; nraNyhL ,iztJjhd;
KjyhtJ Kf;fpj;Jtk; cs;sjhf mikfpwJ.
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epiyapypUe;J mijf; fle;J nry;Yk; Kaw;rpapy;
<LgLNthkhapd;> Nghuhl;lk; ,y;yhj epiyapy;>
Gwr;nraiyAk; vspjhff; ifahs KbAk;.
rKjha Gwgpur;rpidfSf;nfy;yhk; vJ fhuzkhf
,Uf;fpwJ vd;W ghHj;jhy;> ehd; nra;tJjhd; rup
vd; W xUtH jd; i d epiyehl; L k; Kaw; r p
apdhy; j hd Vw; g LfpwJ. ehk; nra; A k;
nray; f spy; j hd; ehk; epahaj; i j mDrupf; f
Ntz;LNk jtpu> mLj;jtHfs; nraypy; epahaj;ij
vjpHg; g hHf; f f; $ lhJ. mtHfs; mg; g bj; j hd;
nray; g LthHfs; vd> vLj; J f; n fhs; s Ntz; L k; .
mg;gbahdhy;jhd;> ehk; mjidf; fle;J nry;y
KbAk; . mtHfis ehk; newpgLj; j Kaw; r p
n ra; t J v d ; g J > ku j ; i j m g ; G w g ; g L j ; j g ;
NghuhLtijg; Nghd;wJ. Nghuhl;lj;ijj; jtpu;j;j
mstpy; ehk; nray;gLk;NghJjhd;> ekJ gazk;
jilg;glhky; ,Uf;fpwJ.
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jpahdq;fspd; cjtpNahL kdjpd; miyfisf;
$l XusT rup nra;ayhk;. Mdhy;> mjd; %yk;
kdjstpyhd epue;juj; jPHTf;F tuKbahJ.
epue;juj; jPHT vd;gJ> njsptpd; %yk; --- Gupjy;
%yk; kl;LNk rhj;jpak;.
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vz;zpf;nfhs;fpNwhk;. VohtJ khbf;F Vwpajhy;
fpilf; F k; yhgk; vd; d ntd; w hy; > mq; f pUe; J
ghHj;jhy;> ehk; gy njUf;fisg; ghHf;f KbAk;.
CUf;F ntspNa cs;s Mw;iwf; $l ghHf;f
Kbayhk; . jw; N ghJ ehk; cl; f hHe; J ,Uf; F k;
,lj;jpypUe;J ghHj;jhy;> tPl;bd; ntsp thapy;
$l njupatpy; i y. gf; f j; J j; njUit ehk;
,q;fpUe;J ghHf;f KbahJ. mq;F vd;d elf;fpwJ
vd;gJ njupahJ. ekJ kNdhuPjpahd jFjpia
caHj; j pf; n fhs; S tjd; %yk; > ekf; F rpy
rf;jpfNsh> r p j ; J f ; f N s h fpilf;fyhk;@
mDgtq;fisg; ngwyhk;. Mdhy; mtw;why; ,e;j
tpLjiyiaf; nfhLf;f KbahJ. cz; i kahd
,lk; vd;W ehk; vijahtJ fUJNthkhapd;> mJ
,e;j kNdhuPjpahd tpLjiy kl; L Nk. ,e; j f;
fzf;fpy; cq;fis ePqf ; Ns KO kdjhf Vw;Wf;
nfhs; S tJjhd; ,e; ; j kNdhuP j pahd tpLjiy.
cq;fis ePq;fs; Vw;Wf;nfhs;Sk; NghJ>
cq;fSf;F> mLj;jjhf vLj;J itf;f Ntz;ba
ve;j mbAk; fpilahJ. mjdhy; Kaw;rpiaf;
iftplL; tpLfpwHP fs;.
ePqfs; vijahtJ mila Ntz;Lk; vd
vz; Z tP H fNsahdhy; > ,d; D nkhU gbf; f l; L
Vw;gl;L tpLfpwJ. ,y;iynadpy>; ePqf
; s; Vw;nf
; dNt
vLj; J itj; j mbjhd; cq; f Sila filrp
mbahFk;. ,jw;F mg;ghYk; VNjh ,Uf;fpwJ
vd;w vz;zj;ij kl;Lk; ehk; iftpl;L
tpl Ntz; L k; . mg; g b VjhtJ ,Ug; g jhff;
nfhz;lhy;> mJ Nahfq;fNshL njhlHGs;stw;wpy;
cz; L . mq; F jhd; ehk; mDgtq; f isAk; >
rf;jpiaAk;. rpytpjkhd epiyfisAk;
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milfpNwhk;. mtw;iw ehk; ,e;j tpLjiyNahl
xg;gpl KbahJ.
Nf : ,Uj;jy;?
= : ,Ug; g ij Gwf; f zpf; f hky; ,Ug; g jpYk; > NtW
vijNah ehlhkYk; ,Ug;gjhYk;> ,Ug;gij Vw;Wf;
nfhs; S k; epiyf; F te; J tpLfpwP H fs; . mjw; F
md;dpakhf ePqfs; vjidAk; fw;gid
nra; a hjjhy; > ,Ug; g ijj; j hd; eP q ; f s; Vw; W f;
nfhz;lhf Ntz;Lk;. ,jdhy; cq;fis ePqf ; Ns
Gwf;fzpf;fhky;> cq;fis ePq;fNs
Vw;Wf;nfhs;Sk; epiyf;F te;JtpLfpwPHfs;.
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NghfhJ vd;W E}ypy; $wpapUf;fpwPHfs;. Mdhy;
,g; N ghJ> ekJ njspT> kiwe; J Nghtjw; F k;
tha;gG ; s;sJNghy; $WfpwPHfs;.
= : ehk; ekJ njspit epr; r ag; g Lj; j pf; n fhs; t jh
NyNa ekJ njspT cWjpg; g LfpwJ. ehk;
miltjw;F vJTk; ,y;iy vd;gij ehk; cWjpg;
gLj;jpf; nfhs;sNtz;Lk;. miltjw;F VjhtJ
,Uf; f pwJ vd; W ehk; ekJ Kbit khw; w pf;
nfhz;Nlhkhdhy;> ekJ cWjpiaAk; ehkhfNt
Fiyj;JtpLfpNwhk;. ehkhf tpUk;gp ekJ Kbit
khw; w p mikj; J f; nfhz; l hy; > ekJ cWjpAk;
khwpj; j hNd Mf Ntz; L k; ? ekf; F Vw; g l; l
cWjpia> ehkhfNt kWjypf;ff;$lhJ.
miltjw;F vJTNk ,y;iy vd;w cWjp Vw;gLk;
NghJ> ek;ik ehNk khw;wp mikf;Fk; Nghuhl;lk;
,y;yhky; Ngha;tpLk;. vJ epfo;e;jhYk; mjw;F
O.K. nfhLj; J tpLfpNwhk; . rup> jg; G vd; g Nj>
nrk;ikahd epiy vd;W VNjh xU epiyNahL
xg;gpLk; NghJjhd; Vw;gLfpwJ. vg;gb ehk; ele;J
nfhz;lhYk;> mjpy; jtW VJk; ,y;iy vDk;
NghJ> mq;Nf khw;w Ntz;ba Nghuhl;lk; vJTNk
,Uf;f KbahJ my;yth?
jQ; r hT+H nghk; i kia> ehk; vg; g b rupj; J g;
Nghl;lhYk;> mJ rkepiyf;F te;JtpLk;. ekJ
kdij> mJNghf;fpy; nray;gl tpl;LtpLk; NghJ>
mJ jhdhfNt xU rkd; g hl; i l mile; J
tpLfpwJ. mijj; j hd; tpLjiy vd; W ehk;
$WfpNwhk;.
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uPjpahfTk;> Gw cyf uPjpahfTk; jhd; vLj;Jf;
nfhs;fpwPHfsh?
= : ,y;iy@ jpahdk; vd;gij kNdhtpay; uPjpahfj;
jhd; vLj; J f; n fhs; f pNwd; . jpahdj; j pd; %yk;
ehk; ekJ kdJf;F xU tbtj;ij mikj;Jf;
nfhLf;fpNwhk;. mjid Tune nra;fpNwhk;. ,q;F
ehk; mg; g b tbtikg; g jpy; i y. tbtikg; G
fspypUe;J kdij tpLtpf;fpNwhk;. Tune nra;tJ
NtW> Liberate gz;ZtJ NtW.
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ntspg; g ilahff; $ l vJTk; ,y; y hky; Ngha;
tpLfpwJ. ifia ePl;bdhy; rhg;ghL fpilf;Fk;
vd;w epiyapy; Easy going Mf ---- Rygkhd
tho; f ; i f Kiwahf ---- mtHfsJ tho; i t
mikj;Jf;nfhs;SfpwhHfs;. ,g;NghJ ehk; rw;W
tpj;jpahrkhff; $WfpNwhk;. ePqf
; s; ve;jg; gzpapy;
Ntz;LkhdhYk; ,Uq;fs;@ Qhdpahf ,Ue;J me;jg;
gzpiar; nra;Aq;fs; vd;W $WfpNwhk;. ruhrup
kdpjdhf ,Ue;Jnfhz;L QhdpahfTk; ,Uq;fs;
vd; W $WfpNwhk; . ruhrup kdpjidg; Nghy;
vy;yhtw;iwAk; nra;Aq;fs; vd;W ehk; $Wk;NghJ>
ehk; nray; g Ltjw; F mjpfkhd scope ----
tha;gG; --- cs;sJ. vd;dplk; jpUkzk; nra;ayhkh
vd MNyhrid Nfl; L tUgtHfsplk; $ l>
jpUkzk; nra;tjw;Fk; ,jw;Fk; rk;ge;jk; ,y;iy>
jpUkzk; nra;Aq;fs; vd;W $WfpNwd;. jpUkzk;
nra; a tpUg; g k; ,y; y hjtHfs; $ l> jpUkzk;
nra;tJ mtrpak; vd typAWj;JfpNwd;.
Md; k P f j; j py; rpyUf; F mupjhd rpy rf; j pfs;
fpilj;JtpLfpd;wd. mJNt rpyrkak; mtHfisj;
jdpikg; g Lj; j ptpLfpd; w J. ,g; g bj; jdpikg;
gLj;jg;gl;ltHfspy; ngUk;ghNyhH nksdpfshfp
tpLfpwhHfs;. rpyH jq;fsJ rf;jpfis
ntspf;fhl;bdhy; njhe;juthfp tpLnkd;W
nksdpfshfptpLfpwhHfs;.
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xUNghJk; MHtk; ,Ue;jjpy;iy.
Nf : nghUshjhu Kd;Ndw;wj;Jf;Fk; ,jw;Fk; njhlHG
VNjDk; cz;lh?
= : mjw;Fk; ,jw;Fk; ve;jj; njhlHGk; fpilahJ.
nghUshjhu Kd; N dw; w k; vd; g J Gw cyifr;
rhHe; j J. mij ehk; mjw; f hd Kaw; r pfspd;
%ykhfj;jhd; rhjpf;fNtz;Lk;. mjw;F ehk; ve;jj;
jiliaAk; tpjpf; f tpy; i y. mJ Njitahd
tsHr;rpjhd;.
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Nf : kNdhuPjpahd jpahdk; rk;ge;jg;gl;l gapw;rpfs;
vtw;iwahtJ ePqf; s; nfhLf;fpwPHfsh?
= : ehd; nfhLg; g jpy; i y. vj; j idNah tpjkhd
gapw;rpfis vj;jidNah egHfs; nfhLf;fpwhHfs;.
mjidNa ePq;fSk; gapw;rp nra;ayhk;.
mjdhy; yhgk; cz; L . kdjstpYk; > cly;
mstpYk; MNuhf;fpak; fpilf;Fk;.
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= : Mkhk; @ xU jput epiyf; F te; J tpLfpNwhk; .
kdJ vijAk; gpbthjkhfg; gpbj;Jf;
nfhs;tjpy;iy.
Nf : tsHr;rp mile;j Foe;ijahfptpLfpNwhk; ?
= : Mkhk;.
Nf : Gj;jH Qhdk; milAk; NghJ> ntsp%r;ir tpl;L
tpl;L cs;%r;irf; ftdpg;gjhff; $WfpwhHfs;.
mjw; F k; eP q ; f s; $Wk; Qhdj; J f; F k; njhlHG
cz;lh?
= : Gj;jH gw;wpa me;jr; nra;jp cz;ikahf ,Uf;f
KbahJ. mitnay;yhk; jpahdj;jpd; tifiar;
rhHe; j it. mtw; w hy; Tuning jhd; Vw; g Lk; .
Q h d N k h . Liberation V w ; g l h J . % r ; i r f ;
f t d p g ; g J m i d j ; J k ; Tuningj h d ; . G j ; j H
vj;jidNah gapw;rpfisr; nra;J ghHj;jpUf;fpwhH.
mtw;Ws; ,J ey;y gapw;rpahf ,Ug;gjhy; jdJ
rPlHfSf;F ,jid gupe;Jiwf;fpwhH. mjdhy;
jg;G vJTk; fpilahJ. Mdhy; Gj;jH Qhdk;
mile;jJ> mij itj;jy;y.
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Nf : ruzhfjp %ykhf gf;jHfs; milAk;
tpLjiyf;Fk;> ePq;fs; nrhy;Yk; tpLjiyf;Fk;
VjhtJ tpj;jpahrk; cs;sjh?
= : ve;j tpj;jpahrKk; fpilahJ. ,uz;Lk; xd;Wjhd;.
mq;Nf ,iwtd; ngaiur; nrhy;yp>
vy;yhtw;iwAk; mtNd elj;Jfpwhd;@ vdf;nfd;W
ve;j nraYk; fpilahJ vd;w KbTf;F tUfpwhd;.
,q;F ehk; ekJ mwptpd; %ykhf Ma;T nra;J>
ekJ ,ayhikia mwpTG+Htkhf czHe; J
nfhs;fpNwhk;. ,jdhy; ekf;Fk; ve;jr; nraYk;
,y;yhky; Ngha;tpLfpwJ. midj;Jk; ek;ik
kP w pj; jskhf elf; f pwJ vd; w KbTf; F te; J
tpLfpNwhk;. nrhy;yg;Nghdhy;> ruzhfjp kpfTk;
Rygk;. mwpitg; Nghl;L Fog;gpf;nfhs;sNtz;ba
mtrpaNk ,y; i y. KOtijAk; Rygkh f
,iwtd; nghWg;gpy; tpl;LtpLfpwhHfs;. Mdhy;
,e; j f; fhyj; J f; F mJ rupg; g lhJ. me; j f;
fhyj; j py; ek; g pf; i f vd; g J kpfTk; Rygkhf
,Ue;jJ. ,e;jf; fhyj;jpy; ek;gpf;iffs; vy;yhk;
kpfTk; gytPdkhf ,Uf;fpwJ.
Nf : gf;jp khHf;fk;> Qhd khHf;fk;> fHk khHf;fk; vd;W
%d;whff; $wg;gLfpwJ. fHk khh;f;fk; vd;why;
vd;d?
= : fHkj;ij vtUNk Gwf;fzpf;f KbahJ. fHkk;
,y;yhky; ,e;j cyfNk ,aq;fhJ. vy;NyhUk;
fHkj; i jr; nra; J jhd; MfNtz; L k; . VjhtJ
xU fhuzj;ijr; nrhy;yp fHkj;ijg; Gwf;fzpg;gJ
jhd; jtW. KO gpu gQ; rKk; nraypd;
%ykhfj;jhd; ,aq;FfpwJ.
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cq;fis Vkhw;wptpl;L XbtpLk;.
Nf : Foe; i j kdJld; ,Ug; g J jhd; Qhd epiy
vd;W $WfpwPHfsh?
= : Qhd epiy vd;gJ xU njspT epiy. mwpT
G+Htkhd njspT epiy. ehk; nra; t jw; N fh>
miltjw;Nfh vJTk; ,y;iy vd;gij> mwpT
G+Htkhfg; Gupe; J nfhs; S tJjhd; Qhd epiy.
mjdhy; Vw;gLk; tpisit> ehk; tpLjiy my;yJ
Liberation vd;W $WfpNwhk;. me;j tpLgl;l epiy
jhd; Foe;ijj; jd;ikahf ,Uf;fpwJ. Qhdk;
vd;gJ mwpTG+Htkhd xU njspT jhd;. mwpitg;
gad;gLj;jp> mwpNt ekf;F Vw;gLj;jpa fl;Lf;fis
cilj;J tpLfpNwhk;.
Nf : ,e;j epiy ekf;F kl;Le;j
; hd; gad;gLkh?
= : ekf; F kl; L e; j hd; gad; g Lk; . ,ij ek; k hy;
kw; w tHfSf; F f; nfhLf; f Kbe; j hy; mLj; j tH
fSf; F k; ,e; j j; njspit Vw; g Lj; j yhk; . ehk;
njspT ngw; w hy; > mJ VjhtJ xU tifapy;
rKjhaj; j pw; F k; ey; y jhfNt mikAk; . ey; y
kdpjuhy; ey;y nray;fisj;jhNd nra;aKbAk;?
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Nf : vdf; F ghjpg; G Vw; g lhjgb ghHj; J f; nfhs; s
Ntz;lhkh?
= : mg;gb ek;khy; ghHj;Jf; nfhs;sKbahJ. mJ
ek; i k mwpahkNyNa Vw; g l; L tpLk; . ghjpg; G
Vw;gLtJ vd;gJ ekJ iffSf;Fs; mlq;fpaJ
my;y.
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Nf : Be a Budha inside and be a warrior outside
vd;W xU thrfk; cz;L. cs;Ns Gj;juhfTk;>
ntspNa NghH tP u dhfTk; ,U vd; W mJ
$WfpwJ. ,Jjhdh ePqf
; s; $WtJ?
= : rupjhd;. Mdhy; Gj;juhf ,Ug;gJ vd;gJ VNjh
xU cd;djkhd jd;ikiag; gpbj;J itj;Jf;
nfhz; b Ug; g jy; y > ek; K ila ,ay; G vg; g b
,Uf;fpwNjh> mJ jhd; Gj;j jd;ik. Gj;juhf
,Ug;gij xU nrk;ikahd kdepiyNahL> Gj;jj;
jd;ikNahL ,Ug;gJ vd;W vLj;Jf;nfhz;lhy;>
mJNt gpur;rpidiaf; nfhz;Lte;JtpLk;. ePqf ; s;
vg;gb ,Uf;fpwHP fNsh> mJ jhd; Gj;jUila epiy.
xU nkd;ikahd epiyjhd; Gj;jUila epiy
vd;W mHj;jky;y. cq;fis mwpahky;
cq;fSf;Fs; Vw;gLk; mj;jid epiyfSk; Gj;jH
epiyNa. ek;Kila epfo;fhy epiyia mg;gbNa
Vw;wf;nfhs;Sk; epiyjhd; Gj;jHepiy.
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xU tbitg; ngw;WtpLfpNwhk;. mJ epue;jukhdj;
jPHT my;y. mJ xU jw; f hypfkhd jP H itNa
nfhLf; F k; . Mdhy; ehk; jputj; jd; i kapy;
,Ue; j hy; epue; j ukhd jP H T ekf; F f; fpilj; J
tpLfpwJ. ekf; n fd; W epue; j ukhd xU epiy
fpilahJ. #o;epiyf;Nfw;g ehk; xU ghj;jpukhf
ehk; khwptpLfpNwhk;. gpwF me;j tbitf; fiyj;J
tpLfpNwhk;. xU rpdpkh ebfH vj;jidNah fjh
ghj; j puq; f spy; ebf; f yhk; . mtUf; n fd; W ve; j
ghj; j puj; i jAk; nrhy; y KbahJ. QhdpAk; >
ajhHj;j epiyapy; #o;epiyf;Nfw;g VNjh xU
,ay;Gld; nray;gLfpd;whH. mtUf;nfd;W ve;j
,ay;Gk; fpilahJ. gdpf;fl;b Nghd;w ciwepiy
vd; g J rpy mDgtq; f NshL jq; f papUg; g ijg;
Nghd; w J. mJ Muk; g fhy rhjfDf; F
cjtpahfTk;> ed;ik gag;gjhfTk;
mike; j pUf; F k; . Mdhy; fhyg; N ghf; f py; mJ
rupahdjy; y . gdpf; f l; b epiyapypUe; J > jput
epiyf; F te; J tplNtz; L k; . mJjhd; liberated
epiy. tpLgl;lepiy.
Nf : Qhdg; ghijapy; ehk; nrd;whYk;> rpy rkaq;fspy>;
rpy epiyfis ehk; jf;f itj;Jf;nfhs;Sk;gb
Vw;gl;LtpLfpwJ. jput epiyf;F Rygkhf te;J
tpl Kbtjpyi ; y.
= : ek;Kila md;whl tho;tpy; ehk; rpy
mDgtq; f is vjpH nfhs; S fpNwhk; . me; j
mDgtq; f Sf; F s; ehk; rpf; f pf; n fhz; l jhfTk;
czUfpd;Nwhk;. ,q;F ehk; ftdpf;f Ntz;ba
xNu XH mk;rk; kl;Lk; cs;sJ. mjhtJ ehkhf
tpUk;gp me;j mDgtj;NjhL ,Uf;fpNwhkh> my;yJ
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me;j mDgtk; mJ Nghf;fpy; ek;kplk; jq;fptpll ; jh
vd; g ijg; g hHf ; f N tz; L k; . ek f ; F N f h g k ;
Vw;gLfpwJ. me;jf; Nfhgk; jhdhf te;Js;sjh>
my;yJ ePqf ; shf me;jf; Nfhgj;ij mq;fPfupj;J
Vw;Wf;nfhz;bUf;fpwPHfsh? cq;fis mwpahky;
vJ epfo;ej ; hYk;> my;yJ njhlHe;jhYk;> mjw;F
ePq;fs; Kf;fpaj;Jtk; nfhLf;fj; Njitapy;iy.
ePq;fs; nghWg;ngLf;fj; Njitapy;iy. mjid
khw; w paikf; F k; flik vJTk; cq; f Sf; F f;
fpilahJ.
Nf : jhkhf tUk; ve;j czHTfisANk ehk;
nghUl;gLj;j Ntz;bajpyi ; y?
= : Mkhk; . nghUl; g Lj; j Ntz; b ajpy; i y. xU
cjhuzkhf> cq;fs; tPlL ; f;Fs; jpBnud xU
igj; j paf; f hud; Eioe; J tpLfpwhd; . eP q ; f s;
cq; f isawpahkNyNa nld; r Ndh> NfhgNkh
mile; J tpLfpwP H fs; . cq; f isawpahky; te; j
Nfhgj;ij> ePqf ; shf tpUk;gp ifapy; vLj;J> mtd;
kPJ gpuNahfk; nra; J mtid tpul; b
mDg; G fpwP H fs; . eP q ; f shf tpUk; g p ifapy;
vLj; j jhy; mJ cq; f s; nghUshfNt khwp
tpLfpwJ. eP q ; f s; tpUk; g pdhy; Nfhgg; g l; L f;
nfhs;syhk;> Ntz;lhk; vd;why;> tpl;Ltplyhk;.
mJ cq; f s; iftrk; cs; s J. VjhtJ xU
gpur; r pidapd; N ghJ> eP q ; f s; tpUk; g hkNyNa
cq; f Sf; F s; Nfhgk; my; y J gak; Vw; g l; L
tpLfpwJ. mg;NghJ mJ cq;fSf;F te;jpUf;ff;
$lhJ vd;W epidg;gNjh> mjid mg;Gwg;gLj;j
Kaw;rp nra;tNjh rupay;y. mg;gbr; nra;tjd;
%yk;> cq;fisawpahky; me;j czHTfSf;F
ePqf
; Ns nghWg;Ngw;Wf;nfhz;ljhf MfptpLfpwJ.
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Nf : ekf;F ,g;gbf; Nfhgk; tuyhkh vd vz;ZfpNwhk;.
= : ,g; g b ekf; F xU guilty consciousness Vw; g l; L
tpLfpwJ ---- xU Fw;w czHT Vw;gl;L tpLfpwJ.
Fw; w czHT NjitNa fpilahJ. Vnddpy;
cq; f isawpahky; epfo; e ; j vjw; F k; eP q ; f s;
nghWg; N gw; f Ntz; b a mtrpaNk ,y; i y.
mtw; i w mJNghf; f py; tpl; L tpl; l hy; > mit
jhkhfNt kiwe;JtpLk;. #o;epiyia epHthfk;
nra; a Nth> my; y J cq; f s; gy`P d j; j pdhNyh
mg; g bf; Nfhgk; te; j pUf; f yhk; . mJ vg; g b
te;jpUe;jhYk; rup> mjid ePqf ; shf Kad;W rup
nra;aj;Njit ,y;iy.
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epiyAk;> ePq;fs; nrhy;Yk; Qhd tpLjiyAk;
vd;Wjhdh?
= : m\;lhq;f khHf;fj;jpy; Vw;gLk; rkhjp epiyfspy;
xUtUila kd Xl;lq;fs; erpe;Jg;Ngha;tplyhk;.
me; j epiyapy; nra; t jw; F vJTk; ,y; y hj
epiyf; F f; N gha; t plyhk; . Mdhy; mtHfSf; F
vg; g b me; j epiy Vw; g l; l J vd; g ijf; $ l
mLj; j tHfSf; F vLj; J f; $ w KbahJ. rkhjp
epiyf;F kl;LNk top fhl;l KbAk;. rkhjp top
vd; g J kpfTk; fbdkhd ghij. mt; t sT
rpukj;jpd;Ngupy; mila Ntz;ba epiy ,Jty;y.
vspa epiyapNyNa ,J rhj; j pag; g Lk; NghJ>
,j;jid J}uk; ek;ik tUj;jpf;nfhs;sj;
Njitapy;iy. rpyH cyf tho;fi ; ff;Fk;> jpahd
tho;fi ; ff;Fk; ,ilapy; Kuz;ghL cs;stHfshf
,Uf;fpwhHfs;. xUtH [PNuh bfpup Fspupy; ,Ue;J
tpl;L> Rl;L vupf;Fk; ntapYf;F tUfpwhH vd
itj;Jf;nfhs;SNthk;. ,q;Nf miukzp Neuk;>
mq; N f miukzp Neuk; vd; W khw; w p khw; w p
,Ue;jhy; mtUila cly; MNuhf;fpak; vd;d
MFk;?
mJNghy; jpahdq; f spy; <LgLk; NghJ
xUtUf; F Mde; j khd mDgtq; f nsy; y hk;
Vw; g Lfpd; w d. mtHfs; cyfg; gpur; r pidfis
vjpHnfhs; S k; N ghJ> kdf; n fhjpg; G f; F cs; s h
fpwhHfs;. ,g;gb khwp khwp ,uz;Ltpjkhd vjpH
vjpH JUtq; f spy; mtHfSila mDgtq; f s;
Vw; g Lk; N ghJ> mtHfspy; rpyUf; F kdKwpT
Vw;gl;LtpLfpwJ. Gj;jp Ngjypf;Fk; epiyf;F te;J
tpLfpwhHfs;.
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Nf : ,j; j ifa e pi y ap y ; , U g ; g t H fi s v d ; d
nra;ayhk;?
= : mtHfs; nry;Yk; ghijiaf; Fiwj;Jf;nfhs;s
Ntz; L k; . mtHfSila jpahd Kaw; r pfis
jPtpuj; jd;ikAld; nra;ahky;> tpisahl;lhfr;
nra;aNtz;Lk;. jpahdj;jpdhy; fpilf;Fk; Mde;j
mDgtq; f spd; kP J s; s gw; W fisf; Fiwf; f
Ntz;Lk;. rpj;Jf;fs;> rf;jpfs; ve;j msT ek;ikg;
ge;jg;gLj;JNkh> me;j msTf;F ,e;j Mde;j
mDgtq;fSk; ek;ikg; ge;jg; gLj;jptpLfpd;wd.
,e; j mDgtq; f s; vy; y hk; Muk; g fhyj; j py;
cjtpahfj;jhd; cs;sd. ,e;j ,d;g
mDgtq;fspd; fhuzkhfj;jhd;> cyf ,d;gq;fs;>
cyff;ftHr;rpfspypUe;J tpLgl;L Md;kpfj;jpy;
mf;fiwf; nfhz;ltHfshf khWfpNwhk;. ek;ik
newpg;gLj;Jtjw;F mit Njitg;gl;ld. gpwF
ehk; ,jw;F mbikg;gl;L tpl;Nlhnkd;why;> Gyd;
,d;gq;fSf;Fk;> Md;kf P ,d;gq;fSf;Fk; ,ilapy;
ve; j tpj; j pahrKk; fpilahJ. kJNghijapy;
mkHe;jpUg;gjw;Fk; > jpahdN g h i j a h y ;
mkHe;jpUg;gjw;Fk; ,ilapy; ve;j tpjj; pahrKk;
fpilahJ. ,uz; L Nk cq; f is Klkhf; f p
tpLfpd;wd. ,J Rje;jpukhd epiyay;y.Muk;g
fhyj;jpy; ,J kpfTk; ey;y epiyjhd;.
kJNghijapy; Mde; j kiltij tpl> jpahd
Nghijapy; Mde;jkiltJ rpwg;ghd xd;Wjhd;.
kJNghij cq; f Sf; F Nkhrkhd ghijiaNa
fhl;btpLfpwJ. jpahdNghij cq;fSf;F
tho;tpd; ey;y ghijiaf; fhl;bj; jUfpwJ. Mdhy;
ehk; khl;bf;nfhz;Nlhnkd;why;> ,uz;LNk ek;ik
%o;fbj;J tpLk;. vy;yhtw;iwAk; rf[khf Vw;Wf;
nfhs;Sk; jd;ikAila - 84 - tpLjiyjhd; rupahd
epiy. me;epiyapy; ekf;F ,d;gKk; xd;Wjhd;
Jd;gKk; xd;Wjhd;. ,uz;LNk ed;Wjhd;. mjdhy;
jhd; Md; k P f j; j py; ,J> jP u khd epiy vd
tHzpf;fg;gLfpwJ. ,d;gj;ij ehb> ,q;F XLtJ
fpilahJ@ MfNt kuzj; i jf; $ l Jr; r khf
kjpf;ff; $baepiy Vw;gl;LtpLfpwJ. ,d;gNkh>
Jd;gNkh> vJ te;jhYk; O.K. nrhy;yf; $ba
Rje; j puk; ekf; F Vw; g l; L tpLfpwJ. miltjw; F
vJTNk ,y; i ynad; w epiyapy; j hd; > epfOk;
midj;Jf;Fk; O.K. nrhy;Yk; Rje;jpuk; ekf;Ff;
fpilf;fpwJ.
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VjhtJ ey;y fhupak; elf;f Ntz;bajhf ,Uf;Fk;
gl;rj;jpy>; mtHfs; jhq;fshf tpUk;gp gpwg;ngLj;Jf;
nfhs;SthHfs;. mJ xU fhuzg; gpwg;ghfNt
,Uf;Fk;.
Nf : ekJ gof;f tof;fq;fis vg;gb khw;wpaikg;gJ?
rpy jPa gof; f q; f s; Vw; g l; L tpLfpwJ@
mtw;wpypUe;J kPStJ vg;gb?
= : ,g;NghJ ehk; miltjw;F VNjh xU epiyia
vLj; J f; n fhs; S fpNwhk; . xU epiyia khw; w p
mikg; g Nj ehk; ,yf; f hf nfhz; L s; N shk; .
,yf; F vd; W VjhtJ te; J tpl; l hy; > mJ
rk;ge;jkhd Kaw;rpfSk;> gapw;rpfSk;
Kf;fpaj;Jtk; ngw;WtpLfpd;wd. rpy jPa
gof; f q; f spypUe; J vg; g b kP S tJ vd; W gy
tpjkhd gapw; r pfs; nfhLf; f g; gLfpd; w d.
mtw;iwnay;yhk; ehk; gad;gLj;jpf;nfhs;syhk;.
Mdhy; ek;ikg; nghWj;j mstpy;> ehk; vy;yh
Neha;fSf;Fk; xNu kUe;ijNa nfhLj;J
tpLfpNwhk;. ve;j epfo;TfSk; mjd; Nghf;fpy;
epfol;Lk;@ ehkhf Kide;J vtw;iwAk;
nra;a Ntz;lhk;. ,yhgkhapDk;> e\;lkhapDk;
rup> ehkhf Kide;J vijAk; nra;a Ntz;lhk;.
,Nj mZFKiwNa> ,j;jifa gof;f
tof; f q; f Sf; F k; $l nghUe; J k; . vt; t sT
Nkhrkhd gof;fkhdhYk; ek;ikawpahky; Vw;gLk;
NghJ> mjw;F nghWg;Ngw;f Ntz;lhk;. Mdhy;
mit ek; i kawpahky; Vw; g Ltjpy; i y. ehk;
<LghLfhl;b mq;fPfhuk; nfhLg;gjhy;jhd;> me;jg;
gof;ftof;fq;fs; ek;NkhL ,Uf;fpd;wd.
mj; j ifa gof; f tof; f q; f s; rk; g e; j khf mJ
vj; j ifa kd vOr; r piaf; nfhz; L te; j hYk;
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$l> ehk; mjw; F ek; K ila kdg; G +Htkhd
<Lghl;ilf; nfhLj;jhnyhopa> me;j gof;ftof;fk;
ek;ik Ml; n f h s ; s h J . ePq;fs; <LghL
fhl; l htpl; l hy; > mit jhkhfg; Ngha; t pLk; .
cq;fisawpahky; te;j kd vOr;rpfis
ePqf
; shff; ifapy; vLj;J gad;gLj;jptp;LfpwPHfs;.
nrhe;j tpUg;G ntWg;GfSld; mjidg;
gad; g Lj; j ptpLfpwP H fs; . gpwF mJ> cq; f is
mwpahky; Vw;gLtjy;y. ePq;fs; mwpe;Nj mjw;F
mDkjp nfhLj;J tpLfpwPHfs;. cq;fisawpahky;
vJ epfo; e ; j hYk; > mJ fhyg; N ghf; f py; jhkhf
jd;idr; rup nra;Jnfhs;Sk;. Gifg; gpbf;Fk;
gof;fk; ,Ug;gjhf itj;Jf;nfhz;lhy;> Gifg;
gpbf;Fk; vz;zk; ek;ikawpahky; jhd;
Vw;gLfpwJ. gpwF ehkhf tpUk;gp me;j czHTf;F
mq; f P f huk; nfhLj; J tpLfpNwhk; . ,e; j Kiw
gad; g Lj; j p nfhs; S Nthk; @ gpwF tpl; L tplyhk;
vd;W ekf; F ehNk $wpf; n fhs; f pNwhk; . vJ
epfo;ej ; hYk; cq;fisawpahky; epfOk; gl;rj;jpy;>
mJ jhdhfNt gykpoe;JtpLk;.
Nf: jpahdq;fs; gy nra;jhYk;> mJ ,e;j
gpur;rpidfspd; ikaj;ijr; nrd;wiltjpy;iy.
= : jpahdq;fs; nra;Ak;NghJ ey;y tpjkhd
mDgtq; f s; fpilf; f pwjy; y th> mitjhd;
jpahdj;jpd; ntw;wp. mit ekJ gpur;rpidfis
vy; y hk; jP H j; J tpLk; vd vjpH ghHg; g Jjhd;
jtW.
Nf : gpwF ehk; vg;gbjhd; jPHT fhz;gJ?
= : jpahdk; nra;tij ehk; cghakhff;
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nfhLg;gjpy;iy. Gupe;Jnfhs;tij kl;LNk ehk;
khHf; f khff; nfhLf; f pNwhk; . mit jhkhf
epfo; f pd; w d@ ehk; nra; t jw; F vJTk; ,y; i y
vd;W Gupe;Jnfhs;tJ kl;LNk NghJk;. mJjhd;
rupahd jP H itf; nfhz; L tUk; . ,e; e piyapy;
ekJ gpbthjq;fnsy;yhk; jsHtile;J
tpLfpd; w d. mjdhy; ekJ gpur; r pidfSk;
gykpoe;J Ngha;tpLfpd;wd. Njbf; nfhz;bUe;j
kdJ> NjLjiy epWj; j p tpLfpwJ. NjLjiy
epWj;jpajhy;> ekJ kd ,af;fq;fs; ,y;yhky;
Ngha; tpLtjpy;iy. Njbagb ,aq;fpa kdJ>
NjLjy; ,y;yhj epiyapy; ,aq;f Muk;gpf;fpwJ.
mg; g bj; Njlhky; ,aq; F tJ vd; w hy; vd; d
vd; w fz; L gpbg; G k; ekf; F Vw; g l; L tpLfpwJ.
me;j kdJ xU tpj;jpahrkhd gupkhzj;jpYk;
,aq; f Muk; g pj; J tpLfpd; w J. me; j kdjpy;
vJTNk jq; F tjpy; i y. vy; y h czHTfSk;
mJNghf; f py; te; J tpl; L > mJNghf; f py; Nghf
Muk; g pj; J tpLfpd; w d. me; j epiyiaj; j hd; >
Liberation my;yJ tpLjiy vd;W
Fwpg; g pLfpNwhk; . NjLtjhy; ,e; j tpLjiy
fpilg; g jpy; i y. vJTNk Njitapy; i y vd; W >
vijANk Njlhj epiyapy; > ,e; j Liberation
fpilj; J tpLfpwJ. Liberation Ntz; L nkd; W
N j b d h Y k ; $ l > m q ; F N j L k ; k d J j h d ;
nray; g l Muk; g pf; f pd; w J. Njlhj kdJ
nray;gLjpy;iy. mjdhy; ,e;j ypgNuridAk;
ehk; Njl KbahJ.
Nf : NjLjiy tpl;lTld; kdk; tpOe;J tpLfpd;wJ.
= : Mkhk;. kdk; tpOe;J tpl;lhYk;> kdJf;F nray;
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vJTNk ,y; y hky; Ngha; t pLtjpy; i y. NtW
gupkhzj;jpy; mJ nray;gLfpd;wJ. ehk; kNdh
uPjpahfkl;Lk; miltjw;nfd;W ve;j
,yf;fpidAk; itj;Jf;nfhs;sNtz;lhk;.
cyfpay; uP j pahf ehk; ,yf; f pid itj; J f;
nfhs; s yhk; . itj; J f; n fhs; s j; j hd; Ntz; L k; .
kNdh uPjpahf there should be no torget. ,yf;Nf
,y;yhjjhy;> kdjstpy; vJTk; ,y;yhky; Ngha;
tplhJ. jhkhf tUgit kl;Lk; ,Uf;Fk;. mit
jhkhf te;J jhkhfg; Ngha;tpLgitahf
,Uf; F k; . efHjyhfNt ,Uf; F k; . miltjw; F
vJTk; ,y;iy vd;gijf; fz;Lgpbj;J
tpl;lhNyNa> ekJ gpur;rpidfnsy;yhk; Kbe;J
tpLfpd;wd. me;jf; fz;Lgpbg;Gjhd; cz;ikahd
Gupjy; MFk;. cz;ikahd njspT MFk;. Gwr;
nraYld; ehk; ,d;g Jd;g czHit ,izf;Fk;
NghJjhd; > Gwr; n ray; > mfr; n rayhf khwp
tpLfpwJ. ,d; g Jd; g czHT kl; L e; j hd;
mfj;NjhL njhlHGilaJ. kd mDgtq;fisj;
NjHe;njLg;gJjhd; kNdh uPjpahd ,yf;F. me;j
,yf;F kl;Lk; jtwhdJ. mjidg; Gupe;Jnfhs;s
Ntz; L k; . kNdh uP j pahf ehk; milaf; $ba
caHe;j epiy vJTk; ,y;iy vd;w epiyapy;
ehk; ,Uf;Fk; epiyjhd; rupahd epiy vd;W
Mfp tpLk; . ehk; gaj; N jhLk; > Jf; f j; N jhLk;
,Uf; f pNwhk; vd; w hy; me; j epiyjhd; rupahd
epiyahfptpLfpwJ. me;j epiyf;F ehk;
njhe;juT nfhLf;fhj gl;rj;jpy;> mJthfNt khwp
tpLfpwJ. mij khw; w paikf; f Ntz; L k; vd
epidj;J> mjw;Fj; njhe;juT nfhLf;Fk; gl;rj;jpy;
mJ NkYk; capH ngw; W tpLfpwJ. ,Uf; f pw
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epiyf; F me; e pakhf> ,d; D k; xU epiyia
,yf;fhf itj;Jf;nfhs;Sk; NghJjhd;>
mjDld; Nghuhb mjw;F capH nfhLf;fpNwhk;.
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tise;J nfhLj;Jf;nfhs;syhk;. ve;j
ghj;jupukhdhYk; ghj;jpuj;Jf;F Vw;wg;gb khwpf;
nfhs;syhk;.
= : Mkhk;.
Nf : ek;Kila fHkhf;fspypUe;J ek;ik xU FUehjH
kPlL
; vLf;fhtpl;lhy; ehk; fHkhtpypUe;J tpLgl;L
,e; j j; jputepiy mDgtj; J f; F tu KbahJ
vd; W $wg; g LfpwNj. NkYk; fHkh ek; i k
ve;j msT fl;bg;Nghl;Ls;sJ vd;gJ
vy;NyhUf;FNk njupfpwJ. fHkhit vg;gbj;jhd
ntw;wpnfhs;StJ?
= : fHkh vd;gJ jhd; ekJ ,ay;G. cq;fSila
substanceM y ; M d J j h d ; c q ; f S i l a
,ay;G. cq;fSila mDgtq;fs>; cq;fSila
rk; ] ; f huq; f s; Mfpatw; w hy; cUthdJ jhd;
cq;fSila ,ay;G. me;j ,ay;Gf;Fj; jFe;j
mDgtk; jhd; ekf; F ntspg; g l; L f; nfhz; N l
,Uf; F k; . mij mlf; f epidf; F e; NjhWk;
ekf; F g; Nghuhl; l k; jhd; Vw; g Lk; . Nahfhit
ehk; cjtpf; F f; $g; g pLfpNwhk; mjdhy; ekJ
,ay;ig rpwpJ fhyj;Jf;F ekJ fl;Lg;
ghl;Lf;Fs; vLj;Jf;nfhs;SfpNwhk;. fl;Lg;ghl;il
kP w paJk; kP z ; L k; Nghuhl; l k; Vw; g l; L tpLk; .
ek;Kila czHTfs; jhd; czHr;rpahf
khWfpwJ. mbepiyapy; xNutpjkhd czHTjhd;
cs;sJ. ntspg;gLk; czHr;rpfspy; jhk;
tpj;jpahrk; cs;sJ. xNu czHTjhd;> eturk;
vd; W $WtJNghy; xd; g Jtpjkhd czHr; r p
-fshf khWfpd;wd. gak;> Jf;fk;> Mir> Nfhgk;>
fhkk;> kfpo;rr ; p ,g;gb czHr;rpfshf khWfpd;wd.
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kpd;rhuj;jpy; Nthy;lN ; l[pd; msitf; Fiwj;jhy;>
tpsf;F xsp bk;khfp tpLk;. bA+g;iyl; Nghd;wit
vupahJ. mg;gb rkhjp Nghd;w mDgtq;fspdhy;>
ekJ czHthdJ> czHr;rpahf khWk; Ntfk;
FiwfpwJ. ekJ kdk; mjDila %yj; j py;
xLq;fp yakhFk;NghJ> czHr;rpfSf;Ff; fpilf;f
Ntz;ba rf;jp fpilf;fhky; Ngha;tpLk;. rkhjp
epiyia ehk; ntw;wpfukhfr; nra;J Kbj;Njh
-khdhy; > czHr; r pfis fl; L g; g Lj; j pf;
ifahsf; $ba tha;gG ; k; cs;sJ. Mdhy; ,J
ahUf;Nfh> vtUf;Nfh rhkj;jpakhfyhk;.
rkhjp epiyapd; %ykhf> czHr;rpfisnay;yhk;
nty;yf; $ba epiy> Nfhbapy; xUtUf;Fj;jhd;
rhj; j pak; . mjw; F jFe; j tifapy; cq; f sJ
clYk; > eltbf; i ffSk; > tho; T KiwAk; >
mike;jpUf;f Ntz;Lk;. vq;fhtJ jtwp
tpOe;Njhkhdhy;> caukhd fl;blj;jpypUe;J fPNo
tpOtijg; Nghd;wJjhd;. ekf;Fs; gy tpjkhd
Nrjq;fs; Vw;gl;LtpLk; ek;Kila
mZFKiwapy;> ekf;F Vw;gLk;
czHTfs; ahTk; XH ,irf;fUtpapy; ntsptUk
,iriag; N ghy; > jhkhf te; J tpl; L j; jhkhf
Xb kiwe;J tpLfpd;wd. ehk; Nghuhl epidj;jhy
mJ N k Y k ; gyk; ngw;W tpLfpd;wd.
ek;Kila gjpTfSk;> rk;];fhuq;fSk;
jhkhfNt Rj;jkile;J nfhs;Sfpd;wd.
tpopg; G zHT vd; W eP q ; f s; $WtJ$l jhkhf
Vw; g Lk; . tpopg; G zHit ehk; gapw; r p nra; N jhk;
Mdhy; > mJTk; xU Nghuhl; l khfp tpLk; .
tpopg;GzHT vd;gJ ekJ ,aw;ifahd epiyNa
ehk; miltjw;F vd;W xU ,yf;fpid
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itj;J nfhs;Se;NjhWk;> ek;Kila
,aw; i fahd epiy nray; g Ltjpy; > gpur; r pid
Vw;gl;LtpLfpwJ. ek;Kila mwptpdhYk;>
Kaw;rpapdhYk; vy;yhtw;iwAk; rhjpf;f KbAk;
vd;W epidj;jhy; mJ jtW. mtw;why;
XusTjhd; rhjpf; f KbAk; . kNdh epiyapy;
mJ Nghuhl;lkhfNt ,Ue;J tpLfpwJ.
miltjw; F xd; W kpy; i y vd; W fz; L gpbj; j
epiyapy; cq;fs; kdJ jput epiyf;F te;J
tpLfpwJ. me;jj; jput epiyapy; midj;JNk
rPuhfptpLfpd;wJ.
Nf : mg;NghJ fHkhf;fs; vy;yhk; fiue;J tpLfpd;wd?
= : Mk;. fHkhf;fs; vy;yhk; fiue;J tpLfpd;wd.
jpUg; G +H
Nf : jtk; nra;ahj epiyapy;> mwnewpNahL tho;ej
; hy;
ey;y epiy fpilf;Fkh?
= : ehk; XH ,lj;jpy; cl;fhHe;J nra;tJ kl;Le;jhd
jtk; vd;W vLj;Jf;nfhs;sf;$lhJ. jk;Kila
nraiyNa jtkhfj;jhd; nra;aNtz;Lk;. ekJ
kdij xUepiyg; gLj; j p jtk; nra; f pNwhk; .
gpwF mNj fiyia ehk; ekJ md;whl
nray; f Sf; F k; gad; g Lj; J fpNwhk; . jtj; j pd;
Nehf;fNk ekJ tho;fi ; fiar; rupahd Kiwapy;
thoNtz; L k; vd; g Jjhd; . ,iw czHTfs;
vy; y htw; W f; F k; mbg; g ilahf cs; s J. ,iw
czHit Mjhukhff; nfhz;Ljhd; midj;Jk;
Vw;gLfpd;wJ. ,iw czHTf;F ehk;
Kf;fpaj;Jtk; nfhLf;Fk; gl;rj;jpy;> mg;gb ,iw
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czHTf;F Kf;fpaj;Jtk; nfhLg;gJ ahH vd;w
Nfs;tp Vw;gLfpwJ. ehk; NtW> ,iwtd; NtW
vd; w Nfs; t p te; J tpLfpwJ. vy; y hNk ,iw
czHthf ,Uf;Fk; NghJ> ehk; ,iw
czHTf;F Kf;fpaj;Jtk; nfhLf;Fk; NghJ> mJ
,iw czHit ek; k py; ,Ue; J NtWgl; l jhf
mjid mg; G wg; g Lj; j p tpLfpwJ. vy; y hNk
,iwtDila mk;rkhf cs;sJ. ,iwtDf;Fg
Gwkhf vJNk fpilahJ. ,iwtDf;F
Kf;fpaj;Jtk; nfhLf;fNtz;Lk; vd;W
epidj;jhy;> ,iwtidNa ekf;F md;dpakhf;fp
tpLfpNwhk; . ekf; F rupahd Kf; f paj; J tk;
nfhLj;jhNy> ,iwtDf;F Kf;fpaj;Jtk
nfhLg;gJNghy;jhd;> ,iwtDf;F Kf;fpaj;Jtk
nfhLg; g J vd; g J ,iwtid mtkupahij
nra;tijg; Nghd;wJjhd;. vy;yhNk ,iwtd;>
vd; g ijr; rpyH fUj; j hfTk; > ek; i k ,af; F k;
nray; fUj;jhfTk; nfhs;Sfpd;wdH. xU tpjkhd
ek; g pf; i fia cUthf; f pf; nfhs; S fpd; w dH.
,iwtNd midj;ijAk; nra;fpd;whd;.
vdf; n fd; W ve; j mjpfhuKk; ,y; i y. ,g; g b
xU fUj; i jj; jq; f Sf; F s; rq; f y; g pj; J f;
nfhs; S fpwhHfs; . ,J ruzhfjp epiyia
Vw;gLj;jpdhy; ey;yJjhd;. mg;gb ruzhfjp epiy
Vw;gl;lhYk;> ekf;nfd;W ve;j nraYk; ,y;yhj
epiyf;Fg; Ngha;tpLfpNwhk;. me;epiyapy; ekJ
tho;f;if vspikahd tho;f;ifahfptpLfpd;wJ.
mg;gb ruzhfjp milahky;> ,iwtid vtNuh
xUtuhf itj;J mtUf;F Ntz;ba kupahij
nra;Ak; gl;rj;jpy;> mJ ,iwtid
mq; f P f upj; j jhfhJ. mg; g b kupahij nra; J >
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mjw;Fg; gpujpahf VjhtJ mD$yj;ij ahrpg;gJ
vd;gJ xUtpj tpahghukhd tho;f;ifahfptpLk;.
xUtpj Nghuhl; l khfptpLk; . ekf; n fd; W ve; j
vjpHghHg;Gk; ,y;yhj epiyapy;> ekJ tho;Tk;>
jtKk; ,ize; J tpLfpd; w J. tho; f ; i fNa
jtkhfp tpLtjhy; > jdpahf cl; f hHe; J jtk;
nra;aj; Njitapy;iy vd;whfp tpLfpd;wJ.
Nf : rpyH Nfhgj;ij mjpfkhf ntspg;gLj;jp
tpLfpwhHfs;. ,J ghuk;gupakhf te;j ,ay;gh?
= : ve; j czHTfshapDk; rup mtw; i w ehk;
ntspg; g Lj; j Ntz; L k; vd; W ntspg; g Lj; J tJ
,y;iy. mitahf te;JtpLfpd;wd. ve;j
czHit Ntz;LkhdhYk; ftdpj;Jg; ghUq;fs;.
mJ tUk;NghJ> ek;ik mwpahky; te;J
tpLfpd; w d. me; j czHT te; j gpwFjhd; >
xt;nthU #o;epiyapd; NghJk;> me;j
#o;epiyf;Fj; jFe;jthW> ek;Kila ,ay;Gjhd;
React gz; Z k; . ek; K ila ,ay; G jhd; vjpH
tpisit Vw;gLj;Jk;. me;j vjpH tpisTjhd;>
me; j Reaction jhd; > ek; K ila mDgtk; @
ek;Kila czHT. jhdhf te;j me;j
upahf;rid> ehk; ifapy; vLj;Jf;nfhs;SfpNwhk;.
xU Nfhgk; tUk;NghJ> mJ ek;ik
mwpahky; te; J tpLfpd; w J. te; j gpwF> me; j
Nfhgk; epahakhdJ vd;W $wp> me;jf; Nfhgj;ij
ehk; ifapy; vLj; J f; n fhs; S fpNwhk; . Kjypy;
Nfhgk; tUk;NghJ> epaha mepahaq;fnsy;yhk;
ekf; F j; njupahJ. vg; g b te; j J vd; W $l
ekf; F j; njupahJ. me; j f; Nfhgj; i j epahak;
vd; W fUjp ifapy; vLf; F k; NghJjhd; . mJ
ekJ NfhgkhfpwJ. mjd; gpwFjhd;> ehk; mjid
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mLj;jtHfs; kPJ fhl;LfpNwhk;. ek;ik mwpahky
te; j Nfhgk; kw; w tHfSf; N f njupahJ. mJ
ekf;F kl;Lk;jhd; njupAk;. mij
mLj; j tHfsplKk; fhl; l khl; N lhk; . ekf; F f;
Nfhgk; te;Jtpl;lJ vd;W njupe;j khj;jpuj;jpy;>
mJ ,y;yhkNyNa Ngha;tpLfpwJ. mij mlf;f
Ntz; L k; vd; w mtrpak; vJTNk fpilahJ.
fz; L gpbj; j khj; j puj; j pNyNa mJ ,y; y hky;
Ngha;tpLfpwJ. mJ epahak;jhd; vd epidj;j
tpdhbapy; mjid ehkhf tpUk; g p ifapy;
vLj;Jf;nfhs;tjhy; mJ kPz;Lk; capH ngw;W
tpLfpwJ. mjd; gpwFjhd; mLj; j tHfs; kP J
gpu Nahfk; n r a ; f p N whk; . mL j ; j t H f s; k PJ
Nfhgj;ijf; fhl;Ltij Reaction vd;W
KbahJ. ekf;F Vw;gLk; czHTf;Fg; ngaHjhd;
Reaction. mjid mLj;jtH fhl;Lk;NghJ mjd;
ngaH Counter Action. mJ vjpH tpisT my;y.
mJ vjpHr;nray;. Kjypy; tUtJ
ek;ikawpahky; Vw;gl;lJ. ehk; mwpe;J nray;gLk;
NghJ> mJ vjpHr; nray; my; y J Counter
Action Mf cs;sJ.
Nf : ,isQHfSf;F ePqf
; s; vd;d $WfpwPHfs;.
= : ,isQHfs; nghWg;Gfisr; Rkf;fhj epiyapy;
,Uf; f pwhHfs; . mjdhy; mtHfsplk; rf; j papd;
tpiuak; ,y;yhky; ,Uf;fpwJ. nghWg;Gf;fis
Vw; F k; NghJjhd; Nghuhl; l q; f isr; re; j pf; f
Ntz; b aJ Vw; g LfpwJ. ,isQHfs; rf; j pAld;
,Uf;fpd;w fhyj;jpy; mjidr; rupahd Kiwapy;
gad; g Lj; j pf; nfhs; s Ntz; L k; . tho; f ; i fia
newpKiwg; gLj;jhky; ,Ue;jhYk;> rf;jp
rpjWtjw;F tha;g;Gs;sJ. xU fhy;tha; rupahd
Kiwapy; guhkupf; f g; g l; b Ue; j hy; > mjpy; tUk;
jz;zPH> rupahd ,lj;Jf;F> Nrjk; VJk; ,y;yhky;
NrHe;J tpLk;. rupahd tha;f;fhy;fs; ,y;yhky;
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ePiuj; jpwe;J tpLk;NghJ> Nru Ntz;ba
,lj;Jf;F jz;zPH Nruhky; gy ,lq;fSf;Fk;
jz;zPH rpjwp Nrjk; mile;JtpLk;. ,isQHfs;
rupahd xOq;F Kiwiaj; jq;fsJ tho;fi ; fapy;
gpd;gw;w Ntz;Lk;. mJNt mtHfSf;F vy;yh
rpwg;GfisAk; nfhz;L te;J NrHf;Fk;.
Nf : cq; f sJ E}iyg; gbj; J mjidg; Gupe; J
nfhz; l jhy; kdJ kpfTk; ,Nyrhfptpl; l J
Nghd;w XH czHT Vw;gLfpwJ. Mdhy; kdJ
kPzL
; k; gioagb ,d;g Jd;g mDgtq;fSf;Fs;
Ngha; tpLfpwNj? ,jid vg;gb vjpH nfhs;tJ?
= : Ke; i ja fhyf; fl; l q; f spy; Qhd epiyia
milgtHfs; > jq; f sJ tho; f ; i f Kiwia
mjw; f hdnjhU mikg; g py; itj; j pUe; j hHfs; .
FLk;gg; nghWg;Gf;fis mtHfs; vLg;gjpy;iy.
rKjhaj; j pypUe; J tpLgl; L > JwT epiyapy;
thOk; tho;f;if Kiwia vLj;Jf;nfhs;SfpwhH
-fs;. mtHfSf;F cyfpay; uPjpahd flikfNsh
gpur;rpidfNsh fpilahJ. mtHfSila
mZFKiw> Md;kpfj;NjhL kl;LNk
njhlHGilajhf ,Ue; j J. cyfpay; uP j pahd
nghWg; G fs; ,y; y hjjhy; Md; k pfj; J f; F Vw; w
#o;epiy mtHfSf;F vspjhff; fpilj;jJ. ehk;
mj;jifa #o;epiyia xUNghJk;
gupe; J iug; g Jk; ,y; i y. Qhdk; vd; g J ekJ
md;whl tho;Tld; njhlHGilaJ. rKjhaj;ij
tpl; L g; gpupe; J epw; F k; Jwtpf; F j; j hd; ,J
nghUe; J k; vd; W ehk; vtUf; F k; mwpTiu
$Wtjpy;iy. rKjhaf; flikfspy; ehk; <LgLk;
NghJ> me;j #o;epiyapd; jd;ikf;Nfw;gTk;> ekJ
,ay; G f; N fw; g Tk; VjhtJ XH czHT ek;
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midtUf;Fk; Vw;glNt nra;Ak;. me;jr;
#o; e piyia vjpHnfhs; s ekf; F g; gytpjkhd
czHTfs; Vw;gLtJ ,aw;ifNa. mg;gbr; rpy
czHTfs; ekf; F Vw; g Lk; N ghJ> ek; K ila
njspT ghjpf;fg; gl;L tpl;lNjh vd;W
vz;ZtJjhd; jtW. ekf;F Vw;gLk; czHTfs;
jhkhf te; J tpl; L > jhkhfg; Ngha; t pLk.;
mjw;F Kf;fpaj;Jtk; nfhLf;fj; Njitapy;iy.
mfj; j stpy; tuf; $ba czHTfs; > jhkhf
ntspg; g LtJjhd; rup. mg; g b ntspg; g lhky;
,Ug;gJjhd; jtW. ntspg;glhky; ,Ue;jhy;jhd;
mJ vq; N fNah Njf; f k; mile; J khl; b f;
nfhz;Ls;sJ vd;W mHj;jk;.
jhkhf te;j czHTfs;> jhkhfTk; Ngha;tpLk;.
mJ Vd; te;jJ vd;W ehk; ve;jf; Nfs;tpANk
Nfl; f j; Njitapy; i y. mjid ehk; nfhz; L
tutpy;iy. mJthf te;Js;sJ. mJthfg; Ngha;
tpLk; . mfTzHTfis mJNghf; f py; jhkhf
te;Jtpl;Lj; jhkhf kiwe;J tpl
mDkjpj; J tpl; L > ehk; nra; a Ntz; b a Gwf;
flikfisr; nra;tJ kl;Lk; NghJkhdJ. mfk;>
jhdhfNt> jd;idj jhNd rPuikj;Jf;nfhs;Sk;.
Nf : vy;yhNk tpjpg;gbjhd; elf;fpwjh? vdJ
Kaw;rpf;F ,lk; ,Uf;fpwjh?
= : vdf;F Ntz;baij ehd; vdJ Kaw;rpahy;jhd;
rhjpj;jhf Ntz;Lkh? ,iwtd; my;yJ tpjpapd;
gq; F vd; d ? vy; y h nray; f Sf; F k; ,iwtd;
jhd; fhuzk; vd;why;> vy;yh gpur;ridfSf;Fk;
mtHjhd; nghWg; G vd; w hfptpLk; . vy; y hNk
,iwtd; nray; vd;gJ Md;kPf
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mD\;lhdq;fSs; xd;W. vy;yhtw;iwAk;
,iwtd; nray; jhd; vd Vw;Wf;nfhz;l gpwF>
mq; F Nfs; t p vjidAk; Nfl; f f; $ lhJ. mJ
,iwtd; nray;jhd; vd Kw;Wg;Gs;sp itj;J
tplNtz; L k; . ,g; g b nra; a yhkh> vd ehk;
Nfs; t p Nfl; F k; N ghJ> ,iwtDf; F f; nfhLj; j
cupikia ehk; kP z ; L k; jpUk; g g; ngw; W f;
nfhs;fpNwhk;. ey;yijAk;> nfl;lijAk;
,iwtd; j hd; nra; f pwhH vd KO ruzhfjp
miltJ> ,e;jf; fhyj;jpy; kpfTk; fbdk;. ,e;jf;
fhyj; j pw; F j; jFjpahdJ> mwptpay; uP j pahd
mZFKiwjhd; . rh]; j puj; j py; fHkh gw; w pf;
$wg; g LfpwJ. rQ; r pj fHkh> gpuhg; j fHkh>
Mfhkpa fHkh vd mit %d; W tpjkhff;
$wg; g Lfpd; w d. ekf; F r; nrhe; j khd nkhj; j
fHkhTf; F g; ngaH rQ; r pj fHkh. ek; K ila
nkhj;jg; gzj;ijAk; tq;fpapy; Nghl;L
itj; J s; N shk; vd itj; J f; n fhs; N thk; . ,e; j
nkhj;j Nrkpg;Gf;Fg; ngaHjhd; rQ;rpj fHkh. me;j
nkhj;jr; Nrkpg;gpypUe;J nfhQ;rgzj;ij
nryTf;fhf vLj;Jf;nfhs;SfpNwhk;. xU
gpwtpapd; NghJ> me;jg; gpwtpapy; mDgtpg;gjw;fhf
,g; g b vLj; J f; n fhz; L tUtJ gpuhug; j fHkh
mg; g b ehk; vLj; J f; nfhz; L te; j gzj; i j>
KOtJkhf nryT nra;J tplhky;> KjyPlhfTk;
nra; J tpLfpNwhk; . me; j KjyP l ; b d; %yk;
GjpjhfTk; tUtha; te;J tpLfpwJ. mg;gb Gjpjhf
tUk; tUtha;jhd; Mfhkpa fHkh. ,e;j
MfhkpafHkh> gpuhug;j fHkhTlDk; NrHe;J> ,e;jg;
gpwtpapYk; m D g t k h f p w J @ m t w ; w p y ; r p y
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rQ; r pjfHkhTlDk; NrHe; J nghJ Nrkpg; g pYk;
NrHe;Jnfhs;fpwJ. ,e;j %d;W fHkhf;fisAk;
,iwtDila nrayhff; nfhs;tjpy;iy. ,e;j
%tif fHkhf; f Sk; > ehkhfr; nra; j itjhk; .
[hjf Nrhjplq;fisg; ghHj;jpUg;gPHfs;> mtHfs;
guprPyidf;F vLj;Jf;nfhs;tJ ,e;j gpuhug;jk;
kl;LNk. epfOtJ vd;gJ gpuhug;jj;jpdhy; kl;Lk;
epfOtjpy;iy. epfo;tjpy; ngUk; gq;if gpuhug;jk;
vLj; J f; n fhz; l hYk; > mtw; w py; rQ; r pjKk; >
MfhkpaKk; $l rpy re; j Hg; g q; f spy; gq; F
itf;fpd;wd. ,tw;iw tifg;gLj;jpf; nfhLf;f
rpy nja;tPfkhd rf;jp mikg;Gf;fSk;
gzpahw;Wtjhff; $wg;gLfpd;wd. [hjf
N[hjplq;fspy; gyd; nrhy;Yk; NghJ> rpy jtwhfg;
Ngha; tpLtjd; fhuzk;> ,e;j rQ;rpjk;
kw;Wk; Mfhkpaj;jpd; FWf;fPLjhd;. ,jid [hjf
N[hjplq; f spy; fz; L gpbf; f KbahJ. ehk;
ey; y tw; i w nra; j hy; ekf; F [hjfj; i j kP w p
ey;y tpisTfs; Vw; g lyhk; . ehk; jP a tw; i w
nra;jhy; [hjfj;ijAk; kPwp ekf;F Nkhrkhd
tpisTfs; Vw; g lyhk; . ,it vy; y htw; w pYk; >
ek; K ila Kaw; r papd; gq; f spg; G cs; s J.
ek;Kila Kaw;rpfshYk;> nray;fshYk; kl;LNk
ekJ %d;W tpjkhd fHkhf;fSk;
cUthfpapUf;fpd;wd. ehk; nra;gitjhd; ekJ
fHkhthf ek;kplk; jpUk;gp tUfpd;wd. mtw;iw
ehk; gytpjkhfg; gpupj;Jg; gy re;jHg;gq;fspSkhf
jpUk;g mDgtk; nra;fpNwhk;. ehkhf ekJ fHk
gyd;fis NjHe;njLg;Nghkhapd;>
ekf;Fggpbj;jkhditfis kl;LNk
NjHe; n jLg; N ghk; . mjpy; x U xOq; F g; ghl; i l
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Vw;gLj;Jk; tifahfj; jhd; nja;tPf rf;jpfs;
mikf;fg; gl;Ls;sjhfTk;> mit ekJ
fHkhf;fis epHthk; nra;J ek;Kld;
NrHj; j pLtjhfTk; $wg; g LfpwJ. fHkhf; f is
NrHj;jpLtnjy;yhk; ekJ Kaw;rpapdhNyNa> ekJ
nray;fspdhNyNa Vw;gLfpwJ. MfNt
fHkhf;fis khw;wpaikf;Fk; Rje;jpuKk; ekf;F
cz;L. Kaw;rpf;Fk; tha;gG
; cs;sJ.
L: LP-p @XLs Ds[]. @XLd @p
@NYt\ ArLPp Ds[. O BkR ArXp
UVeLilTRLm, NWN URoLs @XLp
UVeLilTRLm Fi\u. NR] ?
= : O Fm UVe Ls[Up dLPXL
Bdu\u. @Xm Ds[; ArLPm Ds[.
BWim NokRY]L Ds[u. NWN URu Ru]
Ym @XL[L Uhm Li Ls\u.
L : F u ] D Q o G t T h P m @ R @ l T V
GtdLs[ Yim Fu oLs. A]p F]
BVp Fu]Yu\p, V DQoLs GtThPp @R
Ut\ Yim F] Fi\. V DQoLs
NV]RpX FuTRp F] BVp @R] Gtd
Ls[ Ud\. LT DQo GtTmT Su
LTlY NVpX Fu F] BVp u\.
@lT BdmT FpX DQoL[m @lTV
FlT Gtd Ls[m?
= : LT DQo DeLd GtThhP FuT I
_m. @ LtT] @pX. SPkhP _m. @
@lT GtThdLdP Fu LY DeLPV
lTm. @ DeLPV BVpTpX V DQoLs
GtThPp @R Ut\ Yim, WUdL Yim F]
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FiY DeLs BVpTpX. @ DeL[ lTm
UhU. LTjR GtTjVRu DeLPV BVp.
DeLPV BVpT, DeLs lTjRd Li
UtVUdL V. DeLd GtTm @TYeLs
@]jm DeLPV lTeL[m
GtTTY. SU lTeL[p SU DQoL[
WUdL ]Y, WiThPm, TWhPjRU
GtTju\.
L : SU V DQoL[ @lTV hhPp @Y
@lTV SmPm RePR ? @R WUdL
YiV LPU SUd BpXV ?
= : SUds GtTm DQoLs @]jm Jo
At\lTp tLUp Jd Lidu\]. RUL
YkR DQoLs @]jm RUL J U\km.
Sm SU hs[ YNXl Toj
@Uokdu\m. Rp FjR]VTo Bem
@eULl Tnd Lid\oLs. YYm
TYUL Bd\oLs. @YoLp FYWVY Toj
Sm ""aX No'' Fu lhP UjWjp @Yo YN-
p u Yo. BljRu Sm SUd GtTm
DQoLp XYt\ @l\lTjR Yim Fu
Ttld\m. XYt\ YjdLs[
YiUu Ttl d\m. BR]p SU
DQoLu JhPjp RPeLs GtT\. WhPjp
I Zp GtTh u\. SU DQoL[
WiTm X GtThu\.
SUd GtTm DQoLPu, Sm lTeL[d
Li WiTPRThNjp RUL YkR
DQoL[pXm RUL U\ku\].
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L. : V DQoL[ Ut\ mY SpX lTmR] ?
SpX lTm PR ?
=: Sm FjdLiP @\Vl TjR @[p
SpX lTeLs, LhP lTeLs Fu Fm
PV. FpX lTeLm RY\]YL[.
DiUV] Ut\jR @Y RP Nnu\].
L : SpX lTeLs, @RY lTeLs FlT
DiUV] Ut\jR RP Nnu\] ?
= : SU DQoLm, @TYeLm SmPV BVpd
Gt\YRu GtTu\] FuTR Sm TX\
TojhPm. @RjRu im \u.
SmPV BVp FuT SmPV @U]Rp
AdLlThP. F] BVpd UThP @TYm,
DQom F]d GtT\ Fu FYm YpX.
SmPV U] BVp FlT @Uks[R @RtLt\
@TYm UhU SUd GtTm.
Sm m SjR I Ts RXk TnhP.
SU U] @kR LrY mTpX. DP] SU
U] BVp SUd I VWU] @TYjRd
LiY\.
BlT, SUd VWm dLpX. VWm BpXR
XV mu\m. VWjR Ydu\m.
VWjR WiTu\m. BR]p SU U] BVp
VWjRp Um Um uTPm XV
GtTju\. SU U] Bdm VWjRl
\dLjh, VWpXR X Fum BpXR I
XV @PV mu\. @RY BlTR
BpXUp TiQ Yim Fu m\. BlTR
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BpXUp TiQ mYRp, BlT BpXUp
TnP. @R]p SU U]s[ I SdL
GtT\. BlT SU lTeLs Vm SUds[
I U] SdLV GtTjY\. BlTjRu
SU U]u BVdLm SPTt Y\. BR Sm
k Ls[Yim.
L : BR Sm k LsYRp Ut\m GtThU ?
= : Ut\m GtTm. A]p @kR Ut\m SU lTjRp
GtTYRpX.
L : eLs FRd oLs FuT VpX.
= : SU BVpdLt\ @TYeLs GtTu\] @Y
SUdl dLR @TYeLs GtThPp Sm @R]
UR-d\m. SUd Yp SPkR I LrY
@ SUdl dLpX Fu UR-jR
LWQj]XV SUd U]jVWm GtT\. \
U]jVWm SUdl dLpXVu @R]m
UR-d\m. SU UR-lRu FpX
Wf]L[m Li Y\ F] Sm Rk
LsmT UR-l BpXUp Sm NVpTYRu
N Fu\ d Yk UR-lTm UR-dL
mu\m. BlT SmUVVUXV Sm UR-
l Fu\ I UV YXs ddLs\m.
BY FpXYtdm Ds[ XLWQm Fu]Yu\p,
F BVpTL @TYU\R, @Ytd @kVU]
I X Yim @pX @TYm Yim Fu\
I lTU BkR UR-lLdLpXm X
LWQUL [e\.
L : @lTV]p Fu] @TYeLs BVpTL
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GtTu\]Y @Yt\ @lTV Gtd
Ls[Yim FuTRd \ YoL[ ?
= : hPjRhP @lTjRu. GtdLs[Yim F]
Yj GtdLsYpX.
GtdLsYRj RW Y YV BpX Fu\
Xm, BRt @kVUL Sm @PYRt FU
BpX Fu\ Xm Sm GtdLs\m.
@RY SU U] FofNVp BpXUp Bk
u\. FofNVp Bdm YW BWi U]RL
Bk YkR. @RY BVem U] Iu, @-
k TP mm U] Fu F] BWi U]RL
Bk NVpThP XU, BVem U] UhU,
NVpTm X GtTu\. BR]p BVem U]
I WYLjRlTp R]L J Ru]jR]
nUlTjdLs\.
RX FuT FRV I XV @PYRpX.
BVeu\ SU U] FkR olTkRm BpXUp #
@RY @PVYiV, @PV YiPR Fu\
FkR olTkRm BpXUp # BVpTL J U\YR
RXVm.
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Nf : DeLdl Wfr]VL BkR X Wfr]Ls
BlT Wfr]VLj RVpX F] oL[,
DeLds FkR YLV] R GtThs[ ?
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LikRu. BlTVpXm Sm SPk
Ls[Yim. SU UNU] DQoL[f
WUj @UV] U]XV GtTjR Yim
- 108 -
F] Fid LikRu. RtT Su NnYRt
Fm BpXVu k LiPu. BR]p
F]ds FkR U]lTWhPm BpX.
Fu]VVUXV Su UXokR LjPu
LQlT\u. Fu Yl LikRYoLs
@YoL[VVUXVFuPm BuLjPu
TZ\oLs.
c : BkRl RXp DeLds Fu] Lrks[RLd
LoLs?
Lp : F]ds NR I U]dLl Bk LiP
Bdm. BlT @ BpX. F]d S]
WiTPUp BlTRu BRu LWQm Fu
L\u.
Nf : Sm SUds WiTmT SU U]U B YL
Bk TW\. SU @TYjd FWLY @pX
ARWYLY BuU U]m TW\. Sm BlT
BWi RuUPu TWPRT @e BWi U]m
BpXUp Tnu\. @TYjR GtTjm
I U]m UhU Bk @Y I A\L J
U\ku\. Ru]jR] WUjd
Ls\. N, BlT DeLd @PVYiV
GRY Ds[R? NdLYiV XhVeLs Fm
Ds[R ? @RY U] VL eLs
@PVYiV Fu GRY Ds[R ?
= : BlT @lT FU BpX. u O]X
Fum, @RU] XL[ @PVYim Fu\ I
LtT]V F]ds Y[ojd LikRu.
BlT @lT Fm BpX. @ UhUpX, O]
X FuT Jo DVoX @TYm Fu\
- 109 -
FiYkRu. @ @oYU] Rp FuTR
eLs TX\ m Su @R SmUpX. @
SU NWN @p GtThP joYU] I
RRu FuTR BlT Su k LiPu.
RRp Fu\p Fu] FuTR eLs NYWl
kLihoLs. SU Rp NV]R] Fu
B eLs Zmd Ls[j RYpX. Am
BRtj QVL BuU @mNjRm eLs
kLs[Yim. @RY Su Vo FuTRm
@oYUL k Ls[Yim.
eLs Su\Lj emT DeLd ""Su'' Fu\
DQo PV. FlT jd LsoL[
@lTRu ""Su'' Fu\ DQo GtT\.
SmPV ]Ru DeL[ Su Fu Lh\.
DeL[d LiTY]Lm DXLjR LQlTm
T[Lm Lh\. IqY kR]m,
LiTYu Utm LQlTm Ts Fum BWi
@mNm Bdm. BkR BWi @mNm BpXR kR]
BdL. BkRd LiTY]L @ SmUd Lh\.
LQlTm T[L DXLjRd Lh\. BWim
kR]u TRu.
Sm emT L] Lu\m. dLjp
GtTm kR]u TVoRu L]. SmPV L]u
UjR XR]U SU ]Ru. SmPV L]p
LiTYu Di; LQlTm DXLm Di. BWiU
dL dL SmPV kR]Ru. L]p Su
SnYnlThlTRLm TX UjYoL[d
LXkRXj UjYm NnLsYRLm Sm
L] Lu\m. Be SnYnlThP Su FuTm
SU kR]V Sm Nkdm UjYoLs @]Ym
- 110 -
SU kR]V. UjYm TojdLsYm SU
kR]V. kR] UhU @]jUL Ds[.
Sm SmPV @u\P Yrp BdmTm
BlTjRu Lu\. SU kR]V Smm,
DXLju m WT-d\. SmUd LiTY]Lm,
DXLjRd LQlTm T[Lm Lhu\.
SmPV kR] FlT @Ukd\ RU?
IqY LQkRm l kR]VL Y\.
Up IqY -m IqY LhVL
@Uk YNVL JYu\]. @ YNVL
JYmT Wp UlTPm BVe\.
GRY I Lh Uhm Still LhVL uhPRu\p
TPm BVeLUp uhPRu\ @ojRm.
SmPV kR]m U -UlTp RPWL
Yk LiP Bd\. GR RLW A Still Lh
Uhm YYTp, SU kR] I Tm Still Lh
LlTpX. IqY LQkRm l kR]
YkLiP Bd\. Bp FYdm HVlT
GtTYpX.
A]p RPWL Ym kR]Vp GtTm Lz;TYu
Fum ""Su'' Uhm RPWLj RPok YYRL
Sm Fid Ls\m. LiTY] DYdV
kR] FlT LQkRm VRL Bd\R
@lTV @ DYm LiTYm LQkRm
VY]LY BdL m. A]p Sm RPok
BlTRL FidLs\m. DeLs kR]Ru
DeL[d LpVQUo Fu Lh\. @R]p
eLs DeL[d LpVQUo Fu
FjdLsoLs. DiUp DeLs kR]
- 111 -
Lhm LhLs FpXm RtL-fU]Y.
@kR kR] LPkm eLs BdoLs. DeLs
Bl X FuT DeL[ kR]dd
LhlThPRpX. DeLs kR] DeL[ Jo
FpXdhThPYWLd Lh\. @R]p UhU
eLs DeL[ Jo FpXd DhThPYWLm, Jo
BVpd DhThPYWLm, I RuUd DhThPYWLm
Ld LsoLs. @lT eLs DeL[ eLs
Jo FpXds LhlTjdLs[R ThNjp eLs
FlTm FpXLdm, BVpLdm
DhTPRYWLY Bk YoLs. FpXd
DhTPRXRu DeL[ BVpT] @mNm FuTRm
eLs DQokLs[ Yim.
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Nf : FpXYt\m # FpX DQoL[m # FkR Ut\m
NnVUp @lTV Gtd Ls[Yim Fu
oLs. @lT Sm Gtd LsYUV]p
@kR DQoLs SmU RY\] TRdd Li
NuPR ?
c : DQoLs @]jm LQkRm RLjRu
YkRL Yim. Sm @Rt ARWY @pX
FolT LlTRu XU @ XT\. @
XTm RuUV @PmTRu RY\]
TRdf NpYRtL] NjVm GtT\. SUd
YkR DQoL[l Tj Sm Fm NnYRtpX
Fu\ Xp Sm @Yt\ @lTV hhPp,
RUL YkR DQoLs RUL U\km.
Nf : UNU] DQoL[ GtTPR XV Sm @PV
YiPU ?
- 112 -
c : SU BVpdLt\ DQoRu SmPm Bk
YlTPm. F] BVpd WRU]
DQoLs FuPk YlThhP] Fu
FYm PV. F] lTjf; U\]
DQoLs FuPk YlTu\] Fu
YiU]p IYo \Xm. A]p SU BVp
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TZdLj]p @UkR IuRu, ALY SU
BVpmP Ut\UPV Ynl Ds[. @RtLL
SmPV BVpT UtVUdLl
TWPjRYpX.
eLs I UhPo Nd[ Jhf NpoLs F]
Yjd LsYm. Su @Ru u BdLp
@Uok Lsu\u. FmU] TdYWj
kR NXs YiV Jhf NpoLs. FW
d Li Ym YL]eLd XYLUL YiV
Id JhoLs. u BdLp @Uokdm
F]d YiV JhYp FkR Tlm PV.
A]m FWL Ym YiLd IeYTp Su
Fu]VVUp DPX SjdLs\u. Su
DPX Sjd LsY YiV JhYRt
BP\LjRu BdUVV @ DRVpX.
SU DQoL[ Ut\ Yim F] Sm mY,
u BdLp DhLok Li DPX
SlTRlTu\R.
RUL YkR DQoLs RUL U\km. I
LQjtUp @ XjdL. DQoL[ Ut\
m]U]p Sm @ im DoT\
@UlTRVm. Sm FU NnVhPp @Y
RULY U\km.
- 113 -
RULYm DQoLd SU BVpRu LWQm.
SU lTeLdd LWQm SU U]Ru.
Nf : SU RY\] DQoLs RY\] NVpL[j
iPR ?
c : RY\] DQoLs RY\] NVpLdL]
iRpL[L Ds[] FuT DiURu. A]p
SU NVpLs FlT GtTu\] FuTR Nt
LYjlTolTm. I lhP rXp SUd
LTm GtTYRL YjdLsYm. LTm h
YYRtd LWQm SU BVpRu A]p LTm
GtThP LQjXV Sm LTlTh Sm FYPm
NiPh YpX. LTm GtThP LQjXV
Sm @jRYWj h\Uu\p. @
SmUVVUp SPkR NVp. A]p TYL @lT
SPlTpX. LTm UhU SmUVVUp
SPTu\. LTj]p GtTm NVpLs
SmUVVUp SPlTpX.
LTm GtThP ULQU SU U] LTlTY
NRu Fu\ @pX LTlTY RY Fu\ I
oU]jd Y\. LTlTY NRu Fu
oUjR XXV LTjR YdLh\.
SU U] @qY FkR I oU]jdm YWUp
@UVL BdmThNjp SUd GtThkR LT
DQo FkR NVXm GtTjRUp U\k\.
Sm GRY I RY\] NVXf Nn\m Fu\p
@Rtd LWQm SmUVVUp GtThP SU BVpT]
DQo LWQUpX. @kR DQoY @Nj SU
mVXpRu RY\] NVpLp CTu\m.
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NnYRt FU BpXVu\ Xp SU U]
@U LjmT, @lTPp FkR RYVt\
@kR DQom U\k\.
SU lTjR DTVj SU NVpTmT Sm
Y TUQjd Yk\m. @kR XpRu
SpX NVp # V NVp Fu\ ] GtT\.
@jRLV TUQjp Sm NVpTmT SpX
NVXV NnVYiV LPU SUd Ds[. V
NVXj RodL YiV LPU SUd Ds[.
Sm @kR TUQjdL YWRThNjp RUL YkR
DQoLs RUL U\ku\]. ALY RY\]
RuUPV DQoL]p RY\] NVpLs Fm
GtThYpX.
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L : "Nj' Fu\p Fu] Fu\ RXlp eLs BeL
YYRt u]p Yjd LikRm. "Nj'
Fu\ RXlp DeLPm Lj LhTU]p Fu]
oLs ?
c : Su Fu] lhP RuUPV STWLm TVo,
YYm DPVYWLm FpXlTjd Ls\u
F] YjdLsYm. @RlTu Su
DeL[m, Jo lhP RuU, TVo, YYm,
DPVYWL Fid LsYRL
YjdLsYm. BlT Su Fu]m
DeL[m, DXLju IqY @mNjRm Jo
FpXdhTj\m. A]p Sm, eLm,
DXLm Sm GtTjV FpXdhThdL V.
Sm SU kR]u YVL IqYu\m k
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LsmT, @]jm kR]u @mNUL
UhU Ds[]. @Yt\d LPkdm @mNeLs
dVjYjR BZku\]. FpXdhTjm
BkR @mNU DiUV] Utm @lTPV] Nj
Fu L\u.
L : Sm SU kR]]m @]m IqYu\m
FpXlTj, YLlTj kLs\m. @lT
Sm NVpTPhPp Sm YZ VUp TnU.
c : kR]m, @m BpXUp YZ Yim Fu Su
\pX @Ytu YWV\V Sm
kLs[Yim. @Ytu YWV\V
kLsYRuXm @Ytu -k
Th\m. NvWeLp, UV-k
TY Fu\p Fu] FuTRt Jo DRWQm
LdLlThs[. @RY Sm Tm Yp SUd
FWL oX BlTTp Ru\. Rio
@kR Sm @R Sd Sm TmT @ oX
@pX, Ym L]p o FuT X]\. BR]p
@ oX @pX Fu\ R Pd\. @jRLV
R SUd PjR]p L]p u Lh U\k
YpX. Sm TVQm Nnm TRpXm SUd
FW L]p u Lh RVjRu Nnm. A]p
@ WpX, Ym L]p oRu Fu\ R Uhm
SUd Bdm. BR]p L]p W Wu Fjd
Lsm UVdLm Uhm BdL. UVdLm eVRp
L]p W BpXUp TnP. @ WpX Fu\
RPu L]p o Bk LiRu Bdm.
@Tp FpXdhTjd Lhm, @RY
IqYuu RuUV Fjd Lhm SU
kR]u BVdLm Bk LiRu Bdm. B
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UhU Rp DiU Fu\ UVdLm Uhm
BdL. SU kR] BVdLju YWV\Vl
k LiP Xp kR]u BVdLm
BdLjRu Nnm. A]p @R]p GtTm UVdLm
Uhm BdL.
L : L]p o DRWQm F]d [e\. A]p @R]
kR] BVdfjR Tj LhY F]d
[eLpX.
c : eLs NnTT YRL @dL Iu\d oLs,
@RY Su LPs FuT T DiU. m LPs
FuTRu DiU. BlT TT YRLd
oLs. BRu Ts Fu]? eLs Y HV
FuT DeLPV FiQj]p @UdLlThP
FpX. @kR FpXV eLs DVLl
dmRm eLs FpX LPkR TWmTs Fu\
AR DiU U\T[m. eLs DeLPV
FpXV, BVpT, Y HV Fu\
RSTojRuUVl Ttl dLR ThNjp eLs Vo?
eLs Jo FpX LQVR @mNm BpXV?
ALY Sm LPs FuT SmU SU LPs Fu
FidLsY @pX. FkR FpXLdsm SmU
FpXlTjd Ls[Up RkWUL BlTR # FpX
LPk BlTR, @kXp kR]u BVdLjd
DeL[m eLs LhlTjR UhoLs DXLjRm
LhlTjRUhoLs LhlThP GtTjRR Xp
NVpTm kR]u BVdLjRjRu UVdLm eV
kR]u BVdLm Fu l\u. UV
FuTRu @LWlTV] @ojRm ""@[k @Rp''
FuTR.
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L : LtTU] DQoLs SUd GtTmT Sm FlT
NVpTPYim FuT Tt Sm Td
LikRm. @ F]d NYW [eLpX.
@R Nt TWUL Fjd eLs.
c : SUd GtTm LTm, LUm, TVm, VWm Tu\
DQoL[ Sm TYL LtTU] DQoLs Fu
\m.
I lhP Z-p SUd LTm GtT\ F]
YjdLsYm. Sm mTUp SmUVVUp
I l[x XhTp GtT\. BRu LTju
Rp T. B SmUVVUp unconscious AL
GtTY. B u]Xl Tu I LQSWm UhU
Ds[. BkR RtLQkRu BRu RtT. @jPu
BkR RtT k BWiPY T NVd
Y\. BkR BWiPY Tp Sm
LTlThs[m FuTRl k Lsu\m.
B conscious T. Rp T unconscious T.
B W i P m T conscious T. Rp T
u]XlTu Ru U\k\. @ SU
RY\] NVd X LWQUL @UkkRm, @
SUd NVX GtTjYpX.
BWiPY TpRu NVp GtT\. BWiPY
Tp Sm SUd LTm GtThs[ FuTRl
kLs\m. @lT SmUVVUp GtThP
LTju RdLm 50 NRRm, @R] oYdL
mm @mNm 50 NRRULm Ds[. BkR
BWiPY TRu SU NWN U]X. Be SU
@U]u BVplT GtThP DQo Tm, @R
oYdm @ TUL Ds[. BkR Xp Sm
LTjR @Uj LTjR YdLh
- 118 -
NiPPXm @pX LTm NVpX Fu LTjR
@Uj LTjR @Pdd Ls[Xm. BkR BWi
@mNeLm BkR BWiPY Tp Ds[. BRu
I NWN URPV U] BVdLm. BkR BWiPY
TpRu IYu LTlTh NiP\u
@pX R] LTjR @PdLl TW\u. @Yu
]jRp LTjR UtLi NiPPm
NnVXm @pX @Pdd Ls[m NnVXm.
SmUVVUp YkR LTm RXY TXV
k hPRp SmUVVUp Sm FkR RYm
NnPV. @Yu mV Xp RYm
NnVXm. mV Xp RYL-k
TPm NnVXm.
u\Y TRu O]lT. Be Sm FR]m
UtVUdL mT, @]jRm BRVoYUL
Gtd Ls\m @pX FoLs\m.
RXY BWiPY TLs RUL BVe, RUL
d YYR BkR u\Y T @Ud\.
Wfr]u SP\ DiUVl k
LsYRu Xm BkR u\Y T NVpT\.
L : U]m NX]Ut BkRp UhNm; U]m N-jRp
NmNWm Fu \lT\R. U]m @NYt\ Xp
BlT Tt Fu] LoLs?
c : TYL NvWeLp @qYRu \lT\.
U]m @NYt\ X FuT NU X. NU Xp
Sm Ym BlQoYL Bd\m. Su Bd\u
Fu\ FiQeP BdL. U]m NVpTP
AWmdmTRu Su Bd\u Fu\ FiQm
GtTP AWmdm. jR Bl XVL BlTRu
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NUX.
@\p Jm u Vl TojloLs, @
\p Red Lid\. @ JPUp u
LilTRL Yjd LsYm. \-k
V Red Lidm Ri Tu\ TV
Sm u BWi B\LdPV TodL m.
Sm Nt SLok LiPp X \Ls @kRj
RilTV TodL VUp U\jd Lidm.
uu B\L[d LL[p UpX
@NjYUu @ UuUVLf Zm.
@lT @kRj Ril T XY[Lp
B\L[p U\dLlTm. X Y[Lp
U\dLlTPUp YlTPVLj Rm. Rid SWL
B\ YmTRpXm, Ri UVL
U\dLlThm.
BWi kR]Ld BPV Ds[ BPYV
LYlT FuT BRu. BWi kR]Ld
BPV uVUs[ YhP YV RPok
LYlTRu Xm NU X NjVU\.
BWi B\Ld BPVs[ BPY XUL
Ril TVl TolT Tu\R B.
BlT u V @RtL] hN @ JP
Yd\m F] Yjd LsYm. BlT
B\Ls BPYV BpXUp Zu\]. A]p
@lT Zu\m P @kR uVj Re tm
Ril TV XTUL SmUp TodL m.
B\Ls YLULf ZYRu LWQUL @Yt\
E, RilTV SmUp FRLl TodL m.
B\Ls YLULf Zu LidmYW
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RilT SU ToY-k U\YR BpX.
BR]l Tu SU U]m, Fm RedLUp
BVdL Xp SLok LiP BkRp U]d
ARWU] Tu RPom BPPUp
GtThm.
L : SU NvWeLp U] BVdLju Yp Unl
Ts RN]jddL] Y FR]m \pXV.
eLs Y RULd oLs ?
c : NvWjp \lThP XV SdjRu F]
[dLm @Uks[. A]p @\
Us[.
L : NvWjp BWi T\YLs DRWQm \lThs[.
I UWjp BWi T\YLs Ds[]. I T\Y
@UVL Ds[. @jR T\Y BV TZeL[
Yj UrYP\. \ LNlT] TZeL[f
Nlh YjRUP\. LPp @ @UVL
@Uokdm T\YVl Tod\. @kRl T\Ym
@UVL BkRl T\YVl Toj, m SuRu;
Y Su Y @pX Fu BkRl T\YVj
Ru] BQjdLs\. N-lTPk
Lidm U]Ru, TZeL[ NlhP BkRl
T\Y. N-dm U]R] N-dLR Unl T[
Iu\ Yim FuTRjRu SU NvWeLs
u\].
c : eLs Y DiURu. SU NvWeLs
TmTm NU Xd YLhu\]. U]s[
kR]Ls @]jm Ie SU @Ljs[ YhP
Yp RelTRu NU. A]p BkR NUp
Sm FlTm tlT NjVUpX. NU-k
- 121 -
Th SU @u\V TLp CTP SU U]u
NVpThd Sm YkRL Yim. SU U] NV-
p BkRmP NU Xu Nkp Sm
NVpTYR NL_ NU Fu lu\]. Su
lY @]j NL_ NU TtVYV Am.
NL_ NU Tt NjWeLp TmTm
\lTYpX. @lT GRY \lThkRp @Y
fNVm F] [dLjPu IjRYVLY
@Ukdm.
L : NL_ NU Fu\ TVWd lhPRp DeLs [dLm
F]d NVLlT\. SU U] BVeYRt Sm
BPeLjRp U]l TLs Fum NmvLWm
GtThPR ?
c : SU U] FlT BVeL\ FuT SUdj Rm.
@ FRVY Yim Fu Ttl dm, @pX
Y i P U u T t l d m I u positive
possession @ j R negative possession
BWiU Ttl jRpRu. Ttl jRp FuT
IYL XVU. XVju XU SU @TYm
GtT\. BuTjp Sm XVU tTRu Xm BuTm
@TYU\. uTjp XVU tTRu Xm uTm
@TYU\. BuTjRl Ttl dmT B
RPok dL Yim, BkR TLl DQo
WkRWUL BdL Yim Fu\ FoTolPu
@R]l Ttl d\m. uTm SokmT
B SmU hl TnPYim Fu\ FoTolPu
Ttl d\m. l Utm Yl YX]
SU FoToldL[ factor AL Bk NVpT\.
FoTol Fum YiRp # YiPUp dd
Ls[Up BlTUu Sm FR]m Ttl
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lTpX. @lT SU U] free flow AL
BVe\. WYLUL BVe\. @ free flow
AL BVemT U]lT GtTYpX. FXY
positive A L @ p X negative A L R e
BdmTRu T GtT\.
@lp YX Nnm WUjl TiL[l
TojdoL[? @YoLs Slj iL[
ReLn WhPp FlToLs. YeLVp Slj
iP YLU] Fj WhPp ThYoLs.
Slj iP LL[p FjRmP @ LVd
LVlTjR. @Tu\ SU U]Rp Sm NVXf
NnRm, free flowp Bdm U], TL[
GtTjR.
TYL @xP]eLs @]jm U]XVjR
UVULd LiP @UdLlThs[]. U]XVm
Lm @YVU] IuRu G]u\p dLjm,
VWjm XVUl V U]R @Y BpXR BPjp
XVm TiQYjRu U]R SlTjR m. @
@YVU] IuRu. A]p U]XVjR SU
TVQm YPkPpX.
Su Y U]SNm. U]m Fm Re BdLUp
At\l Tp WYjd LilT, U] SNm
Fu\p U]U BpXUp TnYRpX. @R] @Ru
D\X-k h @R] FR] WYUd JP
YlTRu U] SNm.
L : U] SNjR Gu NvWeLs Tj
RTjYpX.
c : SU U]R] FRVY @PYRtm, FRVY
hYRtU Vt Nn Lidm.
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@jRLV U]d FRm NnV YiVpX
Fu ]p @kR U] @kR LjR
GtdLs[. ALVp U]u YXV @Rt
YiV LjRd jRu @R] SlTjVL
Yim. U]XVjp RokR Xp U] XVju
\Yt\ RuU U]dL Rkm.
@kXpRu @ U]XVj-k X YV
Ym RVl T\ @m kR SdL
XXV GtT\.
G]p Fm RYpX. Su FR]m
@PkPj RYpX. F]dLu Fm
YiPm Fu\ d FYWm XTjp YkP
V. G]p @jRLV d YY FuT
UWQjRf NklTRl Tu\R. @PYRt
FpX Fu\ XV], SU U]Rl TjR
@[p UWQU. SNU.
Sm, Yim # YiPm Fu FRVY Ttl
dLR Xp SU BVeLeLs @]jm RUL
BVem Xd Yku\]. RUL BVem
BVdLm Fm Fm Xj BdL. @ WYj
Jm At\lTp BVed LiP Bdm. SLok
LiP Bdm.
""@PYRt FpX'' Fu\ XV Sm m
@PV V. @ FpX lTeL[m
\dLjR XVm. \ FuTR BeRu
DRVU\.
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Nf : Su Su\Ll k LiPu. Wfr ]Ls
okRTp R\. A]p im Wf]
- 124 -
Yk\. FlTjRu o LiT FuT
VpX.
= : Wfr]Ls FpXm SU BVpd Gt\Y GtT\
F] FjdLs[Yim.
Nf : @lTjRu FjdLs\u. @lTm o
PdLpX. JNYl dm u \V
Wf]Ls BkR]. @Yo SU Wfr]L[
@UVL LYdmT \o. @lT LYdmT
Wfr]Lu TXm \k\. FjR]V
Wfr]L-k ihPu A]m UVL
TP VpX.
= : Sm FlTm YtV UhU m\m.
RpV GtdLs[j RVWL BpX. RpV
U]loYUL GtdLsm U]XRu dVU].
S m P V BVXUV GtdLsYRu
dVU]. SU BVpdLt\ @TYkRu GtT\.
@lTjRu GtTP m. BR Sm k Ls[
Yim. Sm mVT SPdL Yim Fu\
FiQm SU BVpd FWLl TWYRu.
Nf : RpV U]loYUL GtdLiPp Wfr]Ls
okU ?
= : Wfr]Ls okPYim Fu\ FiQm YtV
SdV VtV. Wf] okRm N,
WhPm N, Fu]p BRt o LQV
Fu Sm SU BVXUV IjdLsmTRu
Sm SU RpV U]loYUL IjdLiPRm.
Nf : SU BVXUm, SU RpVm Ild
LiPmP SU Wf] WpXV ?
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= : SU Wfr] WYim Fu\ FoTol
BdmYW, Sm SmUVVUp FeLV I
Xp YtV S\m. RpVl
\dLj\m.
- 127 -
go khWtJ vyh jfhfkhd xU
lkhwnk. Mdh f Ljiyia milJ
Ofns Mdh, cfSila midJ
fkhfUJ xL bkhjkhf Ljiy
milJ Lf.
eh kdjs g Jg EfF
cgLtjhjh, vyh uridfS
uridfshf bjwd. j Ljiy
cz, cfis gij, Jgij
aghf vjhf VWbfhSgo
brJLwJ.
g Jgij rkkhf ghJ VW
bfhS gFt ekF tJ lh,
fkhfS, cyf uidfS Tl ulh
grkh Lwd.
nf : FU ... l cw vgo mika ntL?
$ : y gfis brh g bfhLgtiu
eh FUthf VW bfhSnwh. eik l
mtUF mfkhf tuf bjJsd.
mF braKiw csJ.
Phdij bghWj ms jjh
Kakhf csJ. FUthdt jdF
bjjij lDF T lid sf itf
ntL. F cajt jhjt vw iy
yhk, rk jFl fyJiuahl
brjhjh, xUtl cs br kwtl
brW mil, bja ntoa brjh
KaJt bgwntL. brh bfhLgt
jFF KaJt Uf TlhJ.
- 128 -
Phdij gJ bfhSt, FU Za
cz vgJ egfSF UF njhHik
cwthf Ujhjh rahf UF. mbghGJ
jh ldh jdJ rnjfij kd L nfL
bj bgw Ko. eh mf bjjt; eh
brhYtij mgona nfLbfh ! vw
mQFKiw F ilahJ.
j J mfiw Uf ntL. FU
ZafSil, xU rf#khd cw Uf
ntL. ca jh vgJ Uf TlhJ.
nf : eh thif Kndw ntL.
thif caj lij mila ntL.
vdJ nehf rjhdh ?
$ : rakhf rahdJjh. wthif
xbthUtU yafis itJ Kndw
ntL. Kafis nkbfhs ntL.
kndhahf kL, cajJ, jhjJ
vW vJ ilahJ. eh UF ljh
caj l. el yhj iyjh jhthd
iy.
eh nfhgJl Unw vwh, nfhg
yhj iyjh caj iybaW,
nfhgJl UgJ jhj iybaW
fUbfhSnwh.
cik eKila nfhgjh, eh
UF ajhj iy. mJjh caj iy.
nfhgnk yhj m iybagJ, mnghJ
mF el iy. mjdh mJ eik VkhW
iyjh mJ. VkhW jikila iyjh
- 129 -
jhj iy.
ij w cyFF vLJ bfhs TlhJ.
mnf UF iyjh caj iy vd
vz TlhJ.
nf : xU kjDF elF ff midJ
ugr Vbfdnt fgljh? myJ
mtdJ mdh eljgLwjh ?
$ : eh Vbfdnt J rgjkhf ghnjh.
bra brtjF ekF Option ... cik
csJ. ekF go Option ... Rju Ujh
kLnk mJ fkhthf tu Ko. vyhnk
iwt brtjhf UF gr ekF
fkhnt ilahJ. fkh vW xW UF
gr mF eh bragl Vnjh UwJ.
vgJjh bghU. eKila brafSF
ehnkjh bghW.
nf : thWjh thH ntL vW tiuKiwia
VgL thGtJ rahd thth? myJ
jtwh?
$ : wahd thit bghUj ms, rahd
tiuaiwl xGfahf thLtJjh
r. mf czfSF ij bfhL brY
nghJjh, mJ nghulfskhf khLwJ.
cik eh wjsY, mfjsY uhd
iyiajh mila ntL.
Mdh, wjs rahd iyia mila
Ka njit. mfij bghWj ms Kajh
rahd iyia milajF jilahf csJ.
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mfij uikf nghuhodh, mJ nkY
nflilJ L. mij vj Ka yhk
mJngh Llh jhdhf rahL.
nf : nfhg myJ ftiy VgL nghJ eh vd
bra ntL? vjid filof ntL?
$ : ekF nfhgnkh myJ ftiynah tUwJ.
mgo tU nghnj mjDl nrJ xUj
gJg Ef nrJ tJLwJ.
it jhkhfnt tJLwd. itfis
eh bfhL tUnwhkh myJ mit jhkhf
VgLwdth vgijjh eh ftf
ntL. ekF, k, Jf, g, ga
VgLwd. itf, mitahfnt, jhkhf
VgLwdth vgijjh eh ftf
ntL. ekF, k, Jf, g, ga
VgLwd. itf, mitahfnt, jhkhf
tUwdth, myJ ehkhf bfhL
tUnwhkh ? f kh eogjhf
itJbfhnth. f nfhg
gLgoahfnth, JaugL goahfnth myJ
gaij fhLtjhfnth eof ntL. F
fshf mj czfis Generate
gQf. fshf cg brf.
nghJ eilKiw th cfSF
vjidnah jkhd czf VgLwd.
Jf, nfhg, ga, fhk vW vjidnah
jkhd czf VgLwd. f
Generate gQfsh? fshf cg
brfsh ? myJ mitahf VgLwdth?
- 131 -
mitahfnts VgLwd. jhkhf Vglitfis
fshf bfhLtjjhf f jtwhf vLJ
bfhSf. fshf bfhL tjh
kLnk, mitf cf fLgho Uf
Ko. kh f mGtJngh eof
brhYwhf. nghJ, WJ vwh W
bfhsyh. Mdh cfisaahk Vgl
czf cf fLgho Ugiy.
mit jhkhf tUtjhf vLJ bfhnlhkhdh,
mtiw uikF bghW ekF ilahJ.
eh mwgLj Ka brjhY mJ eik
Vkh L ekF dhnyna tJ L.
nf : X CUF Ph xUt tUjh. mtUF
rhl vd ntL vd nfljF mt
ah ntL vW nflh gjf
ah bfhL tUtjF mt
ahdJF ngh lh. f wJ
ghf ah UjJ. gjf rhl
brhdhf.
mj Ph ahia bjhL bjhL,
mgh rhL! mgh rhL ! vW TL, mj
ahia gjfl U bfhLJ lh.
gjf nfljf, vdJ kdJjh
ahia nflJ. mij rhl brhnd.
kdjh rhl Koaiy, rhL bra cliy
rhjJ. kdij rhjjy vW Tdh.
j fij cf fUJF bghU
Lwjh? fS J nghw fUijjh
TWfsh?
- 132 -
$ : kd nghd nghbfyh nghf ntlh vW
TWtJL. eKila kdJ vnghJ uil
ehlf ML jikilaJ. eKila
kdJjh uidfisbayh bfhL
tU. wF mJnt f ntL vW
othj br. Jjh isia
L, bjhoiy MLtJ vgJ.
kd uL jkhf bjh gLtjhjh
uidfns bjhlJ UJ tUwd.
kd fgl ehlfij bfhStJjh
milik. m bragho fhuzkhf uil
ehlf ML kdJ KYkhf
wffglntL. kdJ wff gLnghJ
kdJ bfhL tj uridfS yhk
nghLwd.
nf : kd Vgl gfis yhk brtJ
vgo ?
$ : mgo xU fUJ TwgLwJ. Mdh
gfis FtbjgJ rhaiy.
gf mJ nghdhY Tl a gf
tJL.
nf : U btWgw kdiyUjh a
gf VglhJ vW TWwhf. Vbfdnt
Vgl git vd brtJ ?
$ : cfSF xU g VgoUjbjwhY
mjdh ekF gh VgLjh Mf ntL
vw flha iy.
nf : rjg Niy mgo VgL nghJ mj
- 133 -
gf btna tJ eik
uridfSFshFwnj ?
$ : f TW mQFKiw csJ.
kdgf UJ Lgl ntL;
rfhufUJ Lgl ntL; Conditioning
fUJ Lgl ntL vbwyh TwgLwJ.
Mdh eKila fUJgo mgo
vtUJ f Lglntlh
vgJjh.
nf : cfSila mQFKiw vd?
$ : cfSila kd vjidnah jkhd
gf csd. cfSila gf
bjhFghfnt cfSila a mikJsJ.
xU Fl Niy nghJ,
mj gfUJ czf btgL
Lwd. J cfisaahknyna elJ
LwJ. mj Niy njitnfw
btghL jhkhf VgLL.
mjF mwkhf eh mj czfis, ehkhf
RfJbfhSnwh. j czf ntL
vnwh, myJ ntlh vnwh mjid ekJ
czthf RfJ bfhSnwh. ntlh
vwh befothf, ntL vwh ghothf
mlh brJ bfhSnwh.
tu Toa czf eh <LghL
fhLtjhjh mj czf
gyKilajhwd. yho vyh
czfS vgo tjdnth, mgona ngh
- 134 -
Lwd.
cf aY, gY vj uid,
jtWfS ilahJ. mit jhkhf tJ L
jhkhf ngh L.
KG gfis fh brtJ vgJ
mah vgJ ngh, eik KlkhFtJjh. mJ
njitiy.
nf : kdflj rkh iyF brtjF ekJ
vzf jilahf fUjgLwdnt?
$ : mY Tl kdJ miy ghahk af
ntL vWjh TwgLwnj ju,
gfisbayh xWyhk ngh
l ntL vW TWtiy. gf
Ufjh br. myghahj jikl
Ugij kL TWwhf. kdij mirtW
xUiygL rkh iyF brY g
gojh bfhLfgLwJ. mj rkh
iynghJ kdJ mirtW UwJ. mj
rkh iy fiyjJ kd L mira
JtFwJ. vyh gfUJ VgL
czf L bttujh br.
gf vj urid ilahJ. mjF
gyij bfhLgJ, mjF gyij
bfhLfhk UgJ ekJ iff jh
csd. NiyF Vw Reaction jhkhf
Vgljh br. m ntoaJ
ntlhjJ vW ghFghL brtjh, mj
Reaction gy bgW LwJ. mj aig
vJ rilLtjhY, mj a gy
- 135 -
bgW LwJ. mj aig vJ
rilLtjhY, mj a gy bgWwJ.
mj aig jf itJbfhStjhY
mj a gybgWwJ.
nf : vz miyfUJ wF vgojh
LgLtJ ?
$ : vz miyfUJ Lgl ntL vgJ
Tl ahd, rkhf <Lgl UgtfSF
jh njit. vz miyfSF eh vj
tifY KaJt bfhLfhk Ujhny
eh mtUJ Lgl iyF tJ
Lnwh. fl FJ
ghUfsh? fl miyia f
vjh mJ cfis uo nghL L.
f mjF v brahk FJ
bfhlh mJ cfSila jiyF nkyhf
cfis flJ brW L. f UF
l UJ bfhnl mikahf
Ffyh. caukhd miy Tl tU. eh
F l mirahk W Ffyh.
miy mogfkhf FJ bfhlh
nghJ. kd miyghtJ vgJ xU
uidna my. mij vJ
rilLtij jh Wbfhs
ntL. mJ ngh L lh jhdhfnt
rh iyF tJ L.
nf : Phd vwh vd vgjF kwtf
bfhLF sfF f bfhLF
sfF vd ntWghL ?
- 136 -
$ : Phd, enlightenment vW TwgLwJ. mJ
Vnjh xU iy vgJ ngh njhWwJ.
vDila fUJgo, Phd vgJ xU fUJ
tkhd bj kLnk. ekJ kndh
afij ga xU fUJ tkhd bj
kLnk. mgo bjJ bfhStjh ekF
xU is VgLwJ. mj isit Ljiy
myJ likeration vd TWnwh. ij ekJ
rhuf K iy vW TWwJ.
jdh, uridfnshL aF kdJ
uridf yhk aF jikF tJ
LwJ.
y Phd vgij xU nguthf vLJ
bfhwd. ruhr kjDF bjahj
bjyh mtUF bjtjhf,
Kfhyij brhy Toa Mw UgJ
nghy TwgLwJ. mjifa Phd ntW;
eh TW Phd ntW. mitbayh y
gf isthf Vgl Toa y
mjkhd rahF.
nf : kdYsitbayh mjh jh Phd
tUkh vW mj mg nfwh.
$ : eh TW, Phd, Ljiy MatWF,
kdYs gf vit ml ntoa
njitiy. Ugit vyh mgo Ufyh.
nf : fLgL Mf br kd UJ
Lglh nghJ.
- 137 -
$ : Mkh. ehnk eik vJ nghuho Lnwh.
ekJ aig vJ ehnk nghuho Lnwh.
eik vJ nghuhlhj jikF tJ
Ltijjh eh bj myJ Phd vd
TWnwh.
ekF jUF af ah,
mjj Niy nghJ, jhkhf btgljh
br. mtiw eh Rffhk L lh
mj afdh Vgl btghLf ah
gykW nghL.
eKila thifF ekJ afns
yhk vJ bra KoahJ. ekJ thifF
mitjh cjwd. njitF tJ
LnghF jikila mtiw, eh
RfJ gygLJtJ jh jtW. gfnsh,
rfhufnsh yhkUjh eh m
tsuhj FHijahf UJ Lnth. vj
fhafis brl rawtfsh
Lnth.
nf : af mJngh eik GJ ngh
Lwdnt ?
$ : ghgjF mgojh njhWwJ. Mdh
cik mgo fHiy. eh
kdtkhf rkJ mj czfis eh
eKilajhf RfJbfhStjh kLnk
mit eik GJ brYwd.
nf : w w rhjhuzkhdJ jh. Mdh ekF
beUfkhdtf wF nghJ ekF Fj
ntjid VgLwnj ? mj fhuz vd ?
- 138 -
$ : Phd, Ph vwh eh xU fgidia
itJbfhoUnwh. mirahj iynghY,
vnghJ KWtYlD Ph Ugh vd xU
fgidia itUnwh. cwd wjJ
kd mJ xU ghig VgLJwJ. mJ xU
#. eikaahknyna VgLwJ.
nf : mgo tUtij ehK tUgoahf ghJ
bfhsntLkh?
$ : ekF mF vj bghW ilahJ. mJ mj
ngh tJ brY iyjh rahd iy.
nf : vyh czfSF xnu ghKyhjhdh?
$ : Mkh, xnu ghKyhjh.
nf : eh tKiwia Utiy. Mdh vuh
tKiw <LgLwh. eh mjid rJ
bfhStjh? myJ mjid vgjh?
$ : ekF uLjkhd braghLf csd.
xW Action; kwJ Reaction. Reaction vgJ ekJ
kdD eikaahk VgL cz kW
mDgtf. Action vgJ ehkhf bragLtJ.
ehkhf mJ bragLtJ. eKila Reaction I
vJ VjhtJ brnjhkhdh mj ahr gy
bgW LwJ. bra vgJ... Action vgJ, ehkhfnth
myJ kwtfshfnth brtJ. mjid eh v
bfhLjh Mf ntL. mtUl gYF
nfhgglh jh mj Niyia r bra
Kobkwh, bkikahfjh elJ
bfhsntL. X ms eg xU Niyia
vgo v bfhthnuh mgo v bfhs
- 139 -
ntL. J wbra, Mfnt w braYFa
Kiwiajh F filof ntL.
nf : nfhgnk tuhjgo ghJbfhs ntL vW
TWwhfns ?
$ : nfhg eikaahk VgLtJ. eh y
ahdf <LgL nghJ, eh y mjkhd
kdiynahL Ungh. mj iy
nfhggL goahd rjg VglhYTl ekF
nfhg VglhJ. mJ mj ahd mDgt
jhfdh VglJ. Mdh j iyia
ekh ujukhf KoahJ. mj iyUJ
btna tjJ ekJ czf midJ
eik Rygkhf jh L.
nkY nfhg VgLnghJ, eh ahd
brtiy. bra KoahJ. nfhg yhj
neu jh ahd KafY <LgLnwh.
mtiw mJngh Llh fhy
ngh ekJ nkhrkhd af jhkhfnt
gyHJ Lwd.
nf : vkiw ff xUtiu Rygkh ghJ
Lwd. iy eh vgo ekJ Phdij
fhghbfhStJ?
$ : kndhjJt zf TWgo, eik
ghJfhF ghJfh cz jh ujhdkhf
csJ. The feeling of security . ghJfhF
mw jh gij ehL nghF VgLwJ.
ghJfh ilj wFjh gij njl
Mungh.
- 140 -
eik bghUj ms, ekJ kd af
gojh mika ntL; go mika TlhJ
vw bfhifna ilahJ; ghKyhnt ilahJ.
czf ekJ ago jhkhf tJ
brYt jtW vJ ilahJ. eh Adopt
brahkUjh nghJ.
w braYF mlh brJ bfhsyh.
mfij uikF nehf eh vij
mlh bra ntlh. Jjh ekJ bkhj
mQFKiw. Jnt ekF njitahd gyid
jhkhfnt bfhLF.
ekF Kof ntoa gf iwa gh
lwJ. eh mjid KogjF nrhggL
cfhUnwh. mnghJ ekF Obud xU
blr VgLwJ, ekJ gia Kofhlh
eZl VgL Lnk vW, eh mj blrid
ekF rhjfkhf mlh brJ bfhL, mj
gfis KoJ bfhsyh.
mgo vj g yhk, vj
nehfKnk yhk, njit vJnk yhj
iy, mgo xU blr VgLwJ. vwh
eh mjid mgona fL bfhshk L
lyh. mJ jhdhfnt tJ jhdhfnt gyHJ
nghL.
nf : xWkw jikjh KGikad iyah?
Mfha jh vyhkhf UwJ; xWkw
jikahf UwJ.
$ : xWkw jik vgJ yhj xW. mgo
vJnk ilahJ. mJ ekJ fgidah VglJ.
- 141 -
xbthU fzY eh vijahtJ mDgJ
bfhoUnwh. X MW mikahf Xo
bfhoUwJ. mj RH vgJ eh ekJ
mDgti g ogJ nghwjhF. ekF
VgL czfis, mDgtfis g
ofhj gr mit nuhlkhf ngh
Lwd. RH yhj Mwhf, uhd ntf
ngh LwJ. xWkw iy vw thijia
l, midJ jhkhf efJ bfhoUF xU
iyahf mjidbfhsyh. fsfglkw
FHij iy vgJ xU jgl iyay. mJ
vijnk g ofhk, vyhtiw efJ
bry mDkF xU iyna.
j : mj iyia eh mQfnt KoahJ vW
Twyhkh?
$ : mgo xU iyna ilahJ vW jh eh
TWnwh. iyahd jikila xU iynt
ilahJ vWjh eh TWnwh. eh Mov-
ing Unwh. ugrnk go efJ
bfhoUgjhfjh TWwhf. eh xU RHyhf
UFnjhW eh xU iyahd iyF tJ
Lnwh. xU j jikF KaJt
bfhLF iyF tJ Lnwh. RH
yhk ngh lh mJ bkhj nuhl
fyJ LwJ. bkhj Xl UjhY, xU
a RHyhf UJ jfhfkhd j jikia
itJ bfhoUnwh. bkhj af
KaJt bgW nghJ, jj af
KaJtij HJ LwJ. jj af
KaJtij HF nghJ, bkhj af
- 142 -
KaJt bgWwJ. xWkw jik vgJ,
xU bghUshf UF jikia HJ
LtJ vJnk yhj Naij mJ
FLtiy. jjikia HJ
Lnwh.
nf : Uik jikia HJ Lnwh.
$ : Uik jik vgij l, j jikia
HJ Lnwh. j jikjh Uik
jikF fhuzkhf mikJsJ. njitF
jFj kh jfhfkhf, RH jfhkhf tJ
nghJtJngh, j jik tJ nghwJ.
RHny yhj iybaW eh fgidahf
itJ bfhSnwh. RH jik...
jjik... f mtakhd xW.
jjik yh lh cyfnk
jJL. kdJ vijahtJ goJ
bjhglhlh, vj fhaK elfhJ.
miyaw flyhf Uf ntL vgJ ngh
yafis itjh mgo eh thH KoahJ.
rkh iyF khunk mJ rha. myJ
f Ufyh.
nf : eh xU FU ehjl ghl nfL tUnw.
jnghJ FLgnjhL Unw. iu
FLgij L btnaW nehf
Unw.
$ : bghJthf eh VjhtJ xU othjij thif
Kiwahf itJbfhoUnwh. eh go Uf
ntL. go Uf TlhJ vgitbayh
othjnk. FLgnjhL UJjh Unt
- 143 -
vgJ vgo othjnkh, mgo FLg yhk
thLtJ vgJ othjnk, UgnjhL
Ugjhf rf#fkhf thGtJjh rahdJ.
vikahf thLtJjh rahdJ. othj jh
uidf vyhtiw bfhL tUwJ.
f othj jh uidf vyhtiw
bfhL tUwJ. f othjkhf FLgij
J thjh fhy, mgo L L
tjJjh jtW vgJ bja tU. othj
vgJ ekF yhk ngh lh, ekbfW
X ang yhk ngh LwJ. f
jjikahf UF tiujh, cfSF
rhjfkhfnth myJ ghjfkhfnth cyf
aFwJ vw vz tUwJ. f
miltjnfh, Ltjnfh VjhtJ UF
tiuY, f xU j jikF, xU
othjJF KaJt bfhLJ Lf.
othj yhj iyjh cfsJ ajhj
iy; rf#khd iy.
nf : uhjj jh eKila agh?
$ : Mkh. nghijF uhujjh eKila
aghf mikJsJ. uhujjh eh
bragLtjfhf vLJbfhL tjJ. ekJ
bra _y ekF a mDgtfS, a
afS jhf nrLwd.
nf : Mfha tuhk jLgJjh ekJ g?
$ : Mfha, uhuj vyhnk gyHJ Lwd.
Jjh ntL; J ntlh vW othj
ofhj iy UF nghJ MfhaK,
- 144 -
uhujK c bgwhk UJ Lwd.
vyhnk ut iyF tJ Xo kiwJ
Lwd. yho midij eh ciw
iyF... l iyF bfhL nghLnwh.
vyhnk ut iy uthkhf a XL
nghJ, nkhrkhd afdh Tl vj gh
VgLtiy. miy ekJ uhujnk ekF
cj br. btW FHijahfnt Ujh
thHnt KoahJ. VjhtJ xU Stiff... ruF...
Ujhjh thif vgnj rha.
eKila a... uhuj vyhnk njitjh.
nghuhl yhj iy a fkhf
nrUtiy. Mfha cg Mtiy.
nf : gwWj kd iyF ukrha mta vW
TwgLwnj?
$ : xW mta iy. othj kLjh
uid.
nf : ukrha _ykhfjh eh vgij
jahf J rh iy thG jikF
tu Ko vW TWwhf.
$ : eh vW jahf bjLfgl j
jikahf vJ ilahJ. jjik yhj
xU eh vnyhlK Ufjh brwJ.
mij jh eh fsfglkw
Innocent State vW FLnwh.
nf : KG ugrijs eh vW vLJ
bfhsyhkh?
$ : mgo vLJ bfhlhY, mJ ekJ xU
rhkakhd fLong; ekJ rfgnk. mJ
- 145 -
njitiy.
nf : Kw, kWw csjh?
$ : Ugjhfjh njhWwJ. Ljiy
miljtf njitglh w vLJ
bfhsyh. gj gL wF iy kL
UfhJ.
nf : vdF j othjjh mfkhf csJ.
ahuhtJ ng lh gy fhyJF mJ vid
bjhju brJ tUwJ. vdJ othjUJ
vgo GtJ vW vdF bjaiy.
$ : ekF othj VglhY r, myJ ntW vj
jkhd czf VglhY r, ehkhf kd
U othj ojhjh mJ eik
ghF. eikaahk eh othj
onjhkhdh, mjid eh bjJ bfhl
khu mJ gyHJ L. cfSF
VgL jtwhd czfnsh, gHffnsh
cfisaahk fGtjhf ghJbfhs
ntL. Vbd mij f fLoj
clndna W nghL. ehkhf U
bragnlhkhdh, mJ c bgW LwJ. mJ
tu TlhJ vW idgJ Tl mjF c
bfhLgjhf ML.
nf : XUt rhgho mf <LghLfhLgtdhf
Uwh vwh, fhyngh m
r VgL LwJ. xUt jjkhd
Jfis mt Mt fhLwh vwh,
fhyngh mY r VgL
MtFiwJ LwJ. go gfis
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mDggj _y mUJ LgL th
ilfjhnd brwJ?
$ : F ujhdkhd mr vdbtwh g
Efjh. gij ehL kd ajh
Ka gif twJ. xUt fh Mt
fho tirahf fh rhLtjhf itJ
bfhSnth. KjyhtJ f rhL nghJ f
Ritahdjhf UJ mtDF kia
bfhLF. tirahf rhL nghJ k
FiwJ bfhnl tU. xU viyia jho
lh fh J btW Tl tJ lyh. Mdh
mt jdJ ghijia kh bfhSwh.
fhia L L OF kh bfhSwh.
bghUjh khWwnjbaha mtDila
gij ehL nghF khWtiy. fh
g FiwJ ljh gij eho OF kh
Lwh. gij L L JgJF
XoLtiy. gij ehL nghF mgona
jh UwJ. _yjhd vgJ g
Efjh.
nf: vLj clnd g dh nghfhnj vW
Tdh, mJs kuzij nghW M Lwnj.
$ : g Eff ah eik kaf itJ
Lwd. Jgf jh, mtUJ Lgl
ntLbkw X vzij VgLJ, g xU
nghJ Ljiyia neha czit VgLjhJ.
g UF nghJ, m khaikf
ntL vnwh mUJ Lgl ntLbknwh
UfhJ. gona nghdh ekF uid
VgL L vwh kL ga VgLnkbaha,
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gUJ Lgl ntLbkw nehf
aifahf VglhJ. JgUJ yFf vW
vtU brhy ntoaiy. mJ eknf ofhj
xU iy. mJ xU tz vgjh,
eikaahknyna mUj Lgl U
Lnth. g Saturation point vW vJnk
ilahJ Saturation point vyhnk bghUnshL
bjhlilaJ. bghUis ntLkhdh kh
bfhth. g ehl UJ bfhnljh
UF. g ehl vrfiahf Uf
ntL vw czit Tl, Jgjh ekF
bfhLwJ.
g kWgf Jg Ugjh,
gij eho brwh Jg jh Ko.
bgLyij xUgf jlh mJ kWgf
ngh L. V.. miw UJ gHdh,
rhjhuz btiy Tl ekh jhf KoahJ. eL
iyjh rahd iy. mF tUtjF
Jgjh ekF cj br. vj msF
gJF brYwnkh, mj msF mJ
Jgij bfhLwJ. Jgij bfhLgij
jh, g ekF br cjahf
vLJbfhs Ko.
nf : Phd milj vikahdJ; RygkhdJ vW
TWf. fZlgL ciHJ rghjh jh
gz mUik bj. mJ ngh gyjkhd
Ka brJ Phd bgwh jh mjDila
mUik bj.
$ : Phd milj vJ vW eh TdhY,
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gyjkhd Kafis brJ Kojtf jh
el tUwhf. D Kolij
fLof Koaiyna vw j
UwtfSF jh eh brhYtij vjhf
vLJbfhs Ko. Kj Kjyhf Mf
EiH nghnj vdJ fUJf kLjh
cfSF ilwJ vwh, ij
vLJbfhL cfsh j iyF Rygkhf
tuKoahJ. Mt f KakhdJ.
bghJthf Phd vD brh uL jkhd
bghU TwgLwJ. Phd vwhny uzkhd
m vw bghU jh J bfhsgLwJ.
vijbayh bjJ bfhs ntLnkh
mijbayh uzkhf bjJ bfhl X
mthj iy vW, Phd J
bfhsgLwJ. Jjh vnyhU bghJthf
vLJbfhsToa mj.
Mdh eh TWtJ ntWjkhd mj.
eik bghUjtiuY Phd vgJ, ekJ
kd, m ayhikia J bfhStJ.
ekJ kdJF myJ mF X viyL.
mJ mjFjh bragl Ko; ma Ko.
mjF mghYstiw mjdh milanth,
manth KoahJ. go ekJ m viyia,
m ayhikia J bfhStJjh
Phd vgJ eKila fUjhF.
Mdh eKila ayhikia kL
uzkhf mJ bfhSnwh. mij kL
rnjfJF lyhk mJ bfhSnwh.
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ekh Ko vW fU bfhoUF
tiuY eh Ka brJ Ko nkhbfhnl
Ungh. ekh KoahJ vgij eh kd
tkhf czJ bfhl iy, ekJ
Kafbsyh gyHJ W nghLwd.
ekJ m Kaia ifljh, ekJ
m yhk nghLtiy. mjF
wF, ekJ m... ekJ kdJ... bragl jh
brwJ. mj iy, ekJ m ntW
tifahf khw milJ LwJ. mj khw,
eh bfhL tj khwky. mJ jhdhf
fGwJ. ntfkhf Xo brw nkhlh
thfd Obud nuif f
ofshdh, xW mj thfd ghijUJ
gftho U L myJ FwthtJ
uLL. Vnjh xU khw VgL L. go
ukhd KalUj eh ekJ ayhikia
czU nghJ, ekJ kdJ Vnjh xUjkhf U
LwJ. ehkhf Utiy. jhdhf j
khw VgLwJ. J Kaah Vgl
khwky; Kaia ifljh Vgl
khw. go VgL vW mjfhf Ka
brjhY, J VglhJ. eKila ayhikia
J bfhStnjhL ekJ gF flik KoJ
LwJ.
nf : ruzhf F vgo bghUJwJ ?
$ : vyh brafS iwtnd brwh vd
vLJbfhS nghJ ekF vj bghW
yhk ngh LwJ. vyhtWF
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iwt jh bghW vw iy, eh vJnk
brahk gLJ Ltiy. eh
brafis brajh brnwh. Mdh
vj braYF eh jh cikahs vw
bghWig vLJbfhStiy. mj
iyY braf midJ RjukilJ
Lwd.
nf : Kaia vgo LtJ ?
$ : eh Kaia lntL vgJ nehfky.
eh miltjF vW VjhtJ X yif
itJbfhoUjh mjfhd Ka
eikaahk VgL L. miltjF vJnk
iy vgij eh fL of ntL.
miltjF vJ iy vw iy
KafS jhkhfnt W L.
nf : f ehgJ tUlkhf Ka brJ
fLoJf. f vfSF
tfhLf. f ehgJ tUl
miljij ehf ehYtUl mil th
ilfyh.
$ : f vnf nghtjF tfhl brhYf?
nghJ f cfSila bkhia Vnjh
xU jik khbfhL, miltjF Vnjh xW
Ugjhf itJ bfhLLf.
eKila kdJ vnghJ, vijahtJ fho
mjid miltjF obfhnl UF.
Rkh UgJ jh rahdJ vW brhdh,
Rkh UgjF eh vd bra ntL? vW
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ekJ kdJ nff MuF. vij
brahkUf ntL vW eh g
brhdh, vij brahkUgjF eh vd
bra ntL vW L nfLL.
ekJ kdDila bkhna, vijnah, mila
ntL, mjfhf vijnah bra ntL vw
tif mikfgLsJ. ekJ kdJ,
jidaahknyna, jh miltjF vijnah
cg brJ LwJ.
miltJ vw afyhk ngh lh,
eh vw mrK yhk ngh L.
miltJ vgij itJbfhL jh eh
vD afnk c thJ bfhoUwJ.
jh c thtjfhf, mJ miltjF
vijahtJ cg brJ LwJ. vij
mila ntlh vwhY milahk
UgjF eh vd bra ntL? vW mJ
nfF. go mJ vijahtJ brh
jidjhnd VkhbfhS.
cik eh miltjF vJnk
iy vgij fLof ntL.
nf : mila jFahd caj iy vJ
iyah?
$ : brid mg xUt nflh. eh caj
iy vW TwgL mj iy, go vijnk
mila njityhj xU rhjhuzkhd iyahf
Uf KoahJ. mJ Vnjh xU ahrkhd
iyahf myth Uf ntL? xU
ahrkhd mDgtJl Toa iyahf
- 152 -
myth Uf ntL. mgojh vdJ kdJ
brh bfhoUwJ. eh xU iyF tJ
nl. vwh, mJ X cdjkhd iyahf
UF grjh, vdF uzkhd U
VgL. eh xU ey iy UJ
bfhoUnw vw cz vdF UJ
bfhoUf ntLkyth? go mt mjid
g nfLbfhoUjh. Mdh mt xU ruhr
kjuyh. caj f, bjhY cilat.
Mf mDgtf gy cst.
eh vnghJ xU U milnwh
vgij ghjh, ekJ cl ahf, cz
ahf, kd ahf ekF xU U
ilF nghJjh, mjid eh U vW
cznth. mgo xU mr bragL nghJjh,
mJnt nghJ, ntW vJ njitiy vw
vz VgL.
ciknyna mgo xU iyia eh
miltjhf itJbfhlh, mjid jf
itJbfhStnj bga nghuhl ML.
wF mJnt gyjkhd uridfis bfhL
tJL.
Mdh eikaahknyna e kdJ mgo
xU iyia fgid brJ mjid njo
LwJ. mJ mgo xU iy ujukhf Uf
ntL vw vgh ekF csJ. mgo
UF gr mJ X ciw iyahfnt Uf
Ko. Mdh eh TW iy X ciw iy
my. xnu mDgtij ujukhf mDggJ
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vgJ cikF wghdJ. mgo xU
mDgtnk ilahJ.
Mdh mgo X uju mDgt iyia
eh fgid brJ bfhL, mj iyF eh
tJ lh, vyh uridfS J L vd
vLnwh. mj fgidjh jtwhdJ.
ekJ csij, cliy,
czfis ujukhf U gLJtJ
ngh, vj jkhd mDgt iy ilahJ. eh
vghF mjid jikila iyf Tl
ekJ gf _y Vglyh. Mdh mj ca
mDgt iyTl fhyngh rzitna
VgLL. Mfnt uju Uia
bfhLF vj iy cik ilahJ.
yUF Mdjkhd gyjkhd
mDgtf Vglyh. mjifa mDgtfis
jhojh tUnw. y neuf c
Kj csfh tiu Mdjkhd mDgtf
VgL. Mdh mj mDgt of MuF
nghJ, mjid jh bfhs ekJ clyh Tl
KoahJ. mjF nkY mj mDgtnjhL
UF gr ekJ cl Mnuha Tl
gGjilJL.
Mdh mj mDgt VgLnghJ, MAh
j mDgt vts cathdjhf,
Uahf csJ. ujukhf Uf
Kojh nghJnk vWjh vz njhW.
Mdh mj mDgtij, eh msffkhf
itJbfhlh, mJ gyjkhd cl
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cghijfis bfhL tJ L.
bkahd iy, bk bghU mDgt vW
T, eh vijahtJ vLJbfhS nghJ, mJ
eik ehnk Vkh bfhStJjh. eh v
ghfToa mDgt Tl Vglyh Mdh
mjid milj wFjh bj, mJ mjifa
jFahd mDgt my vW.
mgo xU iyia v ghJ
bfhoUF tiu ekJ njLj fhJ. njLj
whjh cik eh vij mila
ntLnkh, mij miljjhF.
eh vijahtJ njo bfhoUjh,
mij ju kw vyhtiw jSgo brJ
Lf. mgo eh njLtjF vJ yhj
gr, eh njbjLgjF vJnk yhk
nghL. ekJ njLjiy mDrJjh
bghUis, mDgtfis njbjLnwh.
njLj yhj iy mgo njbjLjY
yhk ngh LwJ.
miy, cfis mahk jhkhf
vd mDgtf VgLwdnth, mtnwhL eh
UJ Lnwh. mgo mj mDgtnjhL eh
UjhY mj mDgtK jhdhf khLwJ.
vj mDgtij ekh oJ itf KoahJ.
ey mDgtkhdhY r, eh Ughj
mDgtkhdhY r, vjid ekh oJ
itf KoahJ.
y brhYtJL. vdF nfhg jh
f uidahf UwJ. f Rygkhf
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nfhggLLnw ... go TWthf.
mtfl eh isahlhf TWtJL. Iah,
cfSF f vjhf nfhg tJ LwJ.
nfhgij fLgLJtJ jh uknk ju
nfhggLtJ cfSF f Rygkhd xW. r,
W fhiy Kj khiy tiu nfhgkhf UJ
fhLf ghngh vW Tdh vd
brf?
eh idJbfhnwh, mj
czfis eh fLghLF itJ lyh
vW. Mdh vj cz ekJ fLgho
iybagJ mj czit fLgLj
Kawh jh bj.
Kothd iy vJnk ilahJ. mila
ntoa Kothd iy vW VjhtJ Ujh jh
mij eh njl Ko; mjfhf Ka bra
Ko. mila ntoa l vJnk ilahJ
vgij fLogJjh Phd vW eh
TWtJ.
ehkhf vij njlhj iy,
vitbayh jhkhf fGwdnth,
mitbayh, xU jlf yhj uthfkhf
khLwJ.
nf : eh thtJ bghUshjhu rKjha. ekJ njLj
f mtakhdJ. ekfhf njlhlhY,
ekJ FHijfSfhf njojh Mf
ntoaJsJ.
$ : cya rkjkhd njLj ntW; kndhad
mDgtfis njLtJ vgJ ntW. cya
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ahf eh njojh Mf ntL. Kaf
midij brJ jh Mf ntL.
kndhahf VjhtJ X mDgtij mila
ntL vW njodh, cfsJ njLj xU
nghJ iw bgwhJ. fhd iu njo
brYtjhfnt mikJ L. cya
fhafis brikahf bragLJtjF
f cf kdij, kd czfis
gagLjyh. Mdh cf kd czfis
uikf kd cjia ehLtJ jh
jtwhdJ. kndh ahd xU ujukhd iyna
ilahJ. mgobahU ujukhd iyjh kndh
ahd brikahd iybaW vLJ
bfhStJ jh jtW. kndh ahd njLj Tl
cfis mahk Vglh jtW ilahJ.
ehkhf mJ, kd U, kndh ahf vij
njl TlhJ eikaahk VgL njLj jhkhf
KotilJ L.
nf : w njitfSfhf Ka br nghJ, kd
mjfhd miffS KafS VgLtJ
rhjhuz xW jhnd.
$ : mgo mirajh br. mgo mirajh
ntL. mgo mirjh jh, wbraiy
f rtu bra Ko.
nf : jdh ekJ kd njityhk miyghJ
f ngjJ Lwnj?
$ : Kj cfsJ kdJ cyf fhafSfhf
mirJ mtiw uikf Ka brjJ. mJ
njitahd mir; njitahd Ka.
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nghJ f mLj flJF tJ
Lf. cf kdJ njityhk miy
ghtjhf TWf. jdh ekJ kdij miy
ghahk rh itf ntL vw vz
VgLwJ. J jh jtW. ekJ kdJ go
afyh, go af TlhJ vW uikf
nghuhLtJ jh jtW.
fffff
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