The reason that I chose this symbol for the book is
because in the beginning of the story although we dont
know it yet, is the beginning of this very dark and vicious cycle. Adam is taking an imaginary ride to Rutterburg, Vermont to see his father-whom we later find out is dead- whom he doesnt want to admit is dead. In the story we take breaks from his bicycle trip in which he is being questioned by a man by the name of Brint who we later find out might be conspiring with the people that killed his parents. This is the third time he has met with this man although Adam does not remember the past two times. The man is there to help him remember the past but might have an ulterior motive for it. As Adam remembers more and more he starts to withdraw and when he finally starts to remember his parents death he remembers the man in the gray pants and what he said, he then fully withdraws into himself and as he gets to his room in the institution he forces himself to forget his past again and tries to remember his name and after a while of singing the farmer in the dell he gets to the last line of the song the cheese stands alone he then states is identity he is the cheese as he has no one not even himself. The story ends with the same paragraph it began with. The first sentence was "I am riding the bicycle and I am on Route 31." This can be interpreted as the beginning of his obliteration and the continuation of his endless bicycle trip.
Note: Ms.Messinger thank you so much for assigning
this book it really gave new meaning to psychological thrillers for me and it messed me up bad but in a good way. To be honest I thought these books would be the most boring things ever but when I finished they really left me in a daze.